This summer has to be the worst summer I ever experienced.
All I have been doing is being cooped up in my room dreaming, yearning for a single ounce of stimulation or excitement than just staying at home.
I don't have a car, I don't have friends in my neighborhood, there's barely anything to do where I live, my favorite band was touring in a part of my state I can't get to.
On top of that I have a busted phone that I had for almost 5 years, I can't call anyone without my audio breaking up or becoming fucky. I can't charge it properly causing it to always die on me.
I have no one to talk to because it's either people that are online or don't live anywhere near me.
I tried to entertain myself with whatever I think will keep me company (like drawing, Character writing, crafting), but I'm slowly falling out of love for it. I wouldn't call this any type of depression or whatever, but I'm just bored and tired of just doing the same things over and over and over again.
All I do is wake up very late in the day, get on my computer, eat, wash, and go to sleep. Imagine doing that in a repeating cycle for eternity.
I am going crazy.
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punkxhazzard
anything BUT getting a job