When I first met them it was like img yay finally ppl like me and I’m starting to not like them like there is this boy i’ve spoken about him before and he’s just over apologetic on everything and I totally get it if you apologise or not but it’s all the time and usually says some really offensive stuff and then it’s just like oh I’m sorry I can’t control it and let’s call him Lincoln that’s not his name, but whatever I’ve known him for quite awhile he went through his face of hating me and I’m just wondering, you know what the fuck of a prick. I don’t know why I’m friends with him.
And with a guy we’ve been friends for ages, but I just feel like sometimes some of the stuff she said can be a bit rude and pointed like if I say I’m doing something for instance I’m playing guitar and I’m learning she’s like oh my God that’s so boring and then like next week she’s saying oh yeah I’m learning guitar by the way true story and it’s just I don’t know is it normal to hate all your real life friends? I got to fight like my online friends more than I do my real life friends.
Sorry if this has bad punctuation or spelling, hopefully you can understand also totally random but I’m really thirsty
But I don’t know what to do, cause I don’t wanna I’m being friends to them if I don’t like them because I feel like I’m lying to their faces but also I don’t want to ruin the only friendship I have cause I’ve got a really small class, hopefully by the end of this year I will be moving school but I don’t know what’s gonna happen is anyone else like this? Cause I feel like I’m only friends with them cause they’re the only people there right like they’re the only people I can talk to versus online it’s like you don’t have to be friends, but I feel like in real life, you have to be friends cause otherwise you’re just gonna spend your entire school life alone.
Also another totally random thing but their poses as well, which pisses me off because they’re always the 1st to say oh yeah, I’m much of a bigger fan of something random than you but they only know the popular songs and for instance, My chem I tell the girl I like My Chemical Romance and she’s like oh my God that’s so Emo next week she loves them she doesn’t know any of the members and I’m not shaming people for not knowing much about the band but you can’t say you’re a big fan than me when you don’t know any other stuff. I don’t know who it might be a bit pathetic,
but she only knows Helena and teenagers and she’s like oh my God yes I’m such a big fan. I should be going to the concert instead of you, that vibe. I got from her
and the boy just knows the popular songs that smells like teen spirit with Nirvana and welcome to the jungle and Sweet Child O’ Mine with Guns N’ Roses.
I don’t know I’m being really random at the moment. I just wanted to know. Anyway
-PUMPKIN PIE MF-
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I'd say it's normal but also not cus I used to have a lot of friends like that but I think it really just comes down to finding the right people because I dont hate my current friends unlike my old friends who i did lowkey kinda hate
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Ya girlie. I completely understand you. One of my good friends has been recently making really bad and mean jokes about other girls, making fun of their appearance and all. And whenever I disagree, she laughs it off and continues talking. Plus, she does not respect personal space and practically screams in my ear, but yeah. Shes literly sutch a poser too omg.