digital diary ⋆⭒˚.⋆ 28/08/26

hello hello everyone !!

today was my best friends birthday and it started off sooooo well :D we ate breakfast together and I gave her the photo album I made, including a poem I wrote about her when I was 15 . . . she was so moved she cried so im thinking I made the right choice in putting it in the album even though its so CRINGY !!! 

I went to a shopping centre in the afternoon to get her another physical present because my main present is a trip to portugal, which looks like nothing since you can't,,,you know,,,hold it ??? I ended up buying her a mini book nook, which she also liked so im feeling very good about my present choices :D 

for dinner, we went to an Indian restaurant ( WHICH WAS SO GOOD ) because shes been craving it for SOOOO long but never went because its so EXPENSIVE !! her boyfriend and I ended up splitting her bill so she wouldn't feel TOO bad about sending money on her :P 

some friends ended up joining us for drinks and I was immediately complimented because I went full emo :D a friend and I ended up talking A LOT about mcr and I am OVERJOYED !! I LOVE being able to talk about my hyperfixations !! my best friend actually started listening to them again because of me so that's great,,,I WILL force her to listen to their entire discography with me (˶˃𐃷˂˶)

we ended up going to a karaoke bar later on and YOU GUYS WILL NOT BELIEVE WHAT I DID !!! I actually went on stage with my friend to sing I'm not okay ( I promise ) !!! ME !!! stone cold sober, introverted and socially anxious . . . the things autism make you do man . . . we lowkey tore that stage UP !!! we were rewarded with,,,more than three cheers,,,afterwards !! ٩(^ᗜ^ )و ´-

coincidentally, I wore my mychem shirt today :D

but that was lowkey also when the evening turned bad :( the karaoke bar was lowkey shitty and my best friend was in a really bad mood which always affects me A LOTTTTTTT :( I kept feeling like shes mad at me because my friend was the only one who really wanted to sing,,,with me,,,so I felt like my best friends mood was my fault :'( I offered to leave like,,,127 times but she always declined so what else can I dooooo . . .

on the way back her and her boyfriend just argued so the night didn't really end well ૮◞ ‸ ◟ ა

anyway,,,here's two picz I took of myself after we got back ( which was arguably too early -_- ) 

okayyyyy,,,if u've read all the way until here, u get the best jwimee friend award !!! I hope the amount of pictures makes up for the amount of text :P

goodnight and luv u all soOOOOOO much !! :3