i'm confused on what i should be feeling

hey guys, i haven't postet on the blog for a while, because iv'e been celebrating pride, and also been out partying O_o

anywho, this is my second last day at school, like ever, and i don't know what to think. well i am going to a boarding school after summer, but the thing about norwegian boarding schools or "folkehøgskole" is that theres no exsams or anything, and you don't have any normal subjects like maths and english ect.

also i have FUCKING STREP THROAT or wtv its called, i dont really know the english term, but "halsbetennelse" in norwegian atleast. and my tonsils are the size of shine muscat grapes. i can't talk, i can BARELY eat anything because my throat is closed almost comepletely. it hurts like a bitch let me tell you that.

i'm going to the doctors in about an hour so i can get some penicillin or something TwT

my graduation is on thursday, and i cant even eat, i'm so mad, yall don't even know. anyways i'm gonna stop trying to get people to feel bad for me now XD

on saturday it was pride in my town, and there was a parade and stuff. ofc i was in the parade :P even though i'm straight i have ALLOT of queer friends and family so i am as supprotive as i possibly can! even though i live in quite a small town, with about 10k residents, so theres allot of homophobic people here since my town is literally only farmers and stuff. so i feel like in those cases its even more important to show that the lgbtq+ community is accepted here <3

anyways, hope you all are having a better day then i am XD love ya, bye<3