i went to IPTW's first london show!

This was the biggest night of my life. If you told little 15y/o Souxi that Sinema would change their name AND she'd see them AND rosasharin on the same night you'd probably get kicked out and get her in trouble. Because why are you in my math class and why am I listening to my post-hardcore playlist when I'm supposed to be revising for GCSE's

I posted a vid to youtube showing how the night went if you'd rather see than read but I'm still spilling more deets here. 

So the night begins. I finish up my volunteering and get a phat hefty cheque from my grandpa (£60) then go to meet MY DARLING BABY ACEYYYY!! the weather was absolute shit - it's been like this all week - my hair looked so good when I left the house then instantly got ruined by my big ass hood AND the wind. poor ace got a lil drenched.. but she still looked cute asf obvs so we're vibing

mixers have been acquired. drink has been acquired. We are still missing Charlie and Leo so the party cannot fully start yet... BUT IT KINDA DOES ok im sorry u can't put fanta and vodka in my vicinity then expect me to not touch it ILY BUT IM IMPATIENT. im gourmet so i'm reusing a maccas cup instead of skying the bottle #decorum ofc Local Legends must be updated on the ongoing oomfchella so we're taking pix and texting the gc. NOW WOULD'VE BEEN A PERFECT TIME TO FILM TIKTOKS im so sad we didn't but it's ok there will be more chances. while waiting we get hungry af so obvs its time to get Chick Chicken chippies

CUE SPOT 2 we're in chick chicken.... so are some voices from over the pond.... i think we were a mix of too

a. excited

b. hungry

c. tipsy

but we manage to register "Yo there's americans here these are probably guys from a band" cuz who tf flies over from the U.S to see bands that perform primarily in the U.S. if you do that YOU ARE GREEDY don't take ur home for granted.

also side note but i'm so jealous of Texans yet again. WDYM FFTL AND ROSASHARIN TOGETHER. i should be there. can someone sneak me over the border in december pls

ANYWAYS BACK TO CHICK CHICKEN i'm pretty sure it was rosa behind us because watching the videos back.. we can literally see them walking back and forth OMDS tbh i'm kinda glad i didn't realise bcuz i would've been freaking TF out if i did.

lula and issy arrived and so did the chippies :D we were just vibing, catching up (can't believe i hadn't seen everyone since MAY) + discussing belts n tweets

once we finished i had only one mission. BUY EVERYTHING ON THE MERCH TABLE

i didn't buy everything. i did buy an iptw hoodie and rosa shirt tho!!! bye bye money it was nice knowing you but mama has priorities GOD IM SO HAPPY TO BE BROKE AND WARM IN MY NEW CLOTHES.

after coming down to take a peak at the table.. i hear a name being called.. not just any name MY NAME. NOT JUST MY NAME BEING CALLED BY ANYONE - LANDON ENGLISH WAS STOOD RIGHT NEXT TO ME. i was already overwhelmed because Hello im actually seeing my fav bands play in a matter of a few hours (+im drunk that didnt help the calming). HE RECOGNISED ME. IM TRYNNA COMMUNICATE AND SHARE HOW HAPPY I AM, HOW EXCITED I AM, i look like a fucking weirdo here. the autism took over heavily. BUT AAAAAAAA i got my shirt and headed back out to find CHARLIEEE AND LEO!

whole gang is here. we find some other ppl that im guessing others in the group knew.. they were chill tho. we walked down to subway. nice and cozy in there. but we need to get thru the bottle so everyone can go in.

fast forward a lil later, acey is telling me about her shoes, apple juice is being consumed, cranberry juice is being consumed. i actually can't remember most of what we did in that little building area where the lights kept switching on and off. it was fun tho. fun fun people i love them

we missed the first set due to.. an incident.. which the person involved may not want me to share... moral of the story Be careful near stairs, or don't and get a free shirt and an accurate halloween fit!

WE GO IN! i lose my phone for a while cuz ace, lula and issy had it and i lost them also. BUT WE GOT IT BACK BY SINEMA. ty charlie for letting me borrow yours and put a bunch of random selfies on it <3

every single band was so great. i wish i could get more to the front when rosa were playing but i'm too shy to push. the people in front of me were so still it kinda pissed me off IF YOU'RE GONNA BE CLOSER TO THE STAGE THEN MOOOOOVE GET DANCING FEEL THE MUSIC OR SWAP SPACES WITH ME!!!!

after their set i went outside and spoke to Landon again (holy obsessive fangirl) THEN HE SAID IF WE FIND A SHARPIE HE'LL SIGN A SHIRT FOR ME FOR FREE!!!!! 

info from the future: we couldn't find a sharpie BUT I STILL GOT THE FREE SHIRT!

i think at this point i decided to handcuff charlie to me. for some reason. Well the reason was he wanted me to but then everyone else assumed it was MY idea?! which i think it might've been. but it wasn't against anyone's will so like.. hop off. 

this is when Mission BB (Buy Beer) began. me with my amazing 20/20 vision managed to spot the correct one because im just so helpful and so not visually impaired x

after a long struggle of trying to open it as well as a little finger tasting and messing around in random piss alleyways IT WAS TIME FOR SINEMA A.K.A I PROMISED THE WORLD

deadnaming is wrong except for when it comes to bands. they'll always be sinema to me ok deal with it ho

stayed in the corner for this set AND FOUND ACE LULA AND ISSY!!! watched acey try to stage dive then suddenly disappear.... found out she landed on her head #OhNo 

i honestly have no words to describe how good their set was. such a fucking experience. i need them to return I NEED THAT AGAINNNNN

after the show was when i went downstairs and got that 2nd shirt (after a bit of anxious hesitation to talk bcuz sober souxi can't socialise). THEN IT WAS PIZZA TIME

we decided on getting pizza before the show even started and i was so frickin hyped. pineapple.. spicy beef.. mushroom.. MMFGHHHHH GIMME MORE DADDY MORE MORE 

i really liked that pizza if u couldn't tell.

MET ONE OF MALALA'S FORMER CLASSMATES ?! cool little moment. and silently ate the pie that took so long to cook, we thought it might've been stolen

overall it was a banger night. i'd give anything to relive it. definitely worth the wait. i want Chick Chicken pizza n chips again