Rant about a "crush"

Okay so,I've had these thoughts about one of my friends who I grown really close with and he's literally on my mind 24/7. I always think about him in ways I shouldn't and it's obvious he only thinks of me and him as best friends but it's gotten so serious for me to the point where I won't mind if he only thinks of me and him as friends, the only thing I want is for me to get closer and closer with him. And at this point it's not a crush, it's a CRAVING. I literally NEED him close to me,far away from me, I just need to know that he's in his reach..But also I deeply care about his feelings and I would understand if he would think this is really creepy and would want to distance from be because of my obsession over him and I obviously understand if he felt that way, I'm just delusional after all but maybe in the future me and him will start dating!

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