Life lately

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Hey everyone

My situation is getting bad, and I am scared, here's a list of what I'm allowed and not allowed to do:

1. I'm not allowed to hangout, except for Saturdays, but even then my parents say that I'm not allowed to hangout every Saturday.

2. I have to turn both of my phones in at 22:00 and the wifi and internet goes out at that same time.

3. I am allowed to go on walks, so I will be abusing that fact, so now I'm inviting my friends to go on walks with me.

4. I'm not allowed to be trans

5. I'm not allowed to use transtape or binders

6. I'm not allowed to use the name James and I had to tell everyone to use my deadname
(I btw did not do that, I told everyone what my parents said to me and they think it's weird as fuck, and now I don't invite people to my house anymore)

7. I have to learn for my final exams already, they are in May, It's September goddammit.

8. I'm not allowed to sleepover at anyone's house

I think there is more but not anything I can think of right now.

There are also some things that they said to me:

1. That I manipulate everyone to I can have my way

2. My mom keeps repeating that I am a girl
(Example: Oh so the girl you are talking about, is a girl, a girl just like you!!)

3. They won't call me James because they would see "mutilated" teenagers

4. That I embarrass them

I know there is more, but I can't put my finger on it.

This is just a small part, and I know there are people who have it worse