Late Summer Nights

Summer break started almost a month ago and all I've been doing is staying up late with friends. Since I've graduated, I've felt so...jaded almost. It's like I never graduated at all. I still fell like I'm going back the first week of August. Like I'm still going back to band camp at the end of July. I know I should be happy that I got this thing I never thought I'd live to get. However, It feels like twelve years of all the shit I've been through was just summed up with a pice of paper and a extra gold seal. I don't know. It's almost four am and I'm still on call with my friends, so I might be going a little insane.