updates and so

Edit: this layout is laying on the floor a bit will fix later user tired :^

I'm changing rooms for next dorm year. I requested a room change for next year because there was some drama with one of my roommates. I also became aware of the fact that my biorythm does not match with theirs. I realized that this might be annoying to them so I go into a louder room.
In first year I despised room changes, because they were always above my head and not made by me. But this now, this is my choice.
I think I will like it there. I am hopeful and that's an important thing to carry.

I got in an Erasmus program!!!
Like OMG I still can't believe that I got chosen and I'm going out of country for 10 weeks.
I will be working by the sea the whole summer and aaa I'm excited. Not coming home for 10 weeks will be interesting.
Soon I will have to start buying some things for the work and so. I'm interested how this will look like.
Might post some blogs abt it.
Does anyone have some good ideas how to watch movies together in call?

My therapy might be ending soon. I'm getting better mentally and also better at managing myself.
My sessions are starting to feel a bit weird as we have them less frequently. I believe that is a sign that this part is ending soon..
Feels weird, but also less scary than before. Now I see some kind of future with my partner. One where I'm alive and not the darkness I used to see for so long.
Now I'm not good with goodbyes..
I'm starting to get ideas how to help myself function better and I haven't seen the dark as dark since maybe a year or less.
I actually can find myself being glad for existing sometimes. That feels like progress.. maybe really it is..
I think I'm finding something that is me.. doing makeup and thinking on the new project update on my website.

This got really long anyways thanks for reading..
Stars shine on your way

Vivian