Sleep insomnia !!?

I genuinely have been getting no sleep whatsoever. I've done everything at this point. Usually, my sleep schedule would get back on track a month b4 school starts, but clearly that hasn't happened at all yet. I feel like it's due to my cousin recently passing. She sadly died due to a car accident, and I haven't been taking it so lightly since this is my first time losing someone, a real person. Someone who used to do my hair in the tightest braids eveerrrr, someone whom my sister and I used to dance to Level Up by Ciara with, someone who had the stupidest laugh ever, lmaoooo.. I miss my cousin sm, but I know she wouldn't want me to sit here and mourn so much, so I've been trying my hardest to stay happy for her. 

LLM 🦆<3 (her nickname was duck, don't ask abt me n my family's odd nickname choices xD)