back at it

ive been gone 4 quite a bit so i figured i'd come back with an update…for yall and my future self i guesss

i'm currently 3 weeks into junior year, i'm taking a media program and a college writing course which is super cool! but SHET its a tonna work

that friend i said i was doing with better im actually doing a lot WORSE with now...... we were good for summer but about 5 days before the first day he cut it off completely :-( i still miss him but its cool i guess

i dont really know anyone because this is a career school, so its big and new, plus i didnt really know anyone from my previous one other than ex-friend and all my group that has since graduated. i don't mind meeting new people but it rlly duz suck feeling so lonely, especially outside of school…my friend used 2 come over almost every weekend and now he doesnt even look at me in the halls. i kinda miss my old school now weird enough, even if i hated all the random smells and 100 year old interior, but last year was really nice to me at least for a bit. now everything is so different and i feel like a dumb freshman again

regardless of all that though, i still have my birthday to look forward to!!! which im stoked for :-) + homecoming is right after yayy

i'll b going alone

(obligatory nick pic)