My feelings on today

I don't feel too bad today. My momma's makin buscuits for breakfast and my stupid little brother is singing WAP. LOLOL. I actually have two brothers. My second brother is only 2 atm. I really like using this platform. Makes me feel like I'm not being judged. I don't know. Recentually I was actually thinking about my habits, I have a huge habit of picking at my lips, i dunno why but i just don't like the skin on my lips. My mom is supposed to give me money soon, I really wanna get a straightener and razor cut my hair. I have short loose curls but I think I'd look better with a layered haircut. I start high school this year. I cut off everyone from middle school because I wanted a new start, a new personality i guess. I really don't wanna start high school ugly. First impressions are everything. :3 I have to wear a uniform but obviously I refuse to conform to the southern government, so I think I might use some metal studs on the collar of my uniform shirt so it looks cooler. 

I really hate school shooters. I can't have a cute backpack because of ythem. I don't get it. I think bullies are the bigger issue though. If it wasn't for them I could get a cute domo backpack but I have to get mesh because of weapons.

On another note, I feel Hiro fans are kinda problematic. I try not to be cause I'm not mentally ill at teh moment. But I get why a lot of mentally ill people like him. It's comforting. I wanna try smokinhg cigarettes. Or maybe weed. I haven't tried either.