Blab:Loosing the plot

Do y'all get ideas or do they find you? Ill be sitting there doing absolutely nothing and a thought will just hit me. And if I don't write it down RIGHT THEN, not later, I swear it disappears. Like it never existed. Like I imagined imagining it.

Then when I actually sit down and say ok, write, suddenly the world is empty. No thoughts. No ideas. Just me and the audacity to think I had something to say. 

When I started this blog I was so sure. Transition, life, trauma, humanity. The big ugly holy stuff. I have the vibe, just not the map. And now I'm standing here holding a concept with no directions, no plot, no nothing. 

I think I'm loosing the plot, or maybe I never had one and that's the problem. 

Anyways I don't know, new ideas will come out searching soon.