im not asking for a diagnosis or anything but im so confused. i dont know whats going on with me. all i do is stay up all night and sleep the whole day. summer also just started and all im doing is bedrotting. my room is so dirty. there are days that i never come out of my room. not even to talk to my parents. there are days where i feel completely numb. i used to speak all the time but now i am just naturally quiet or not that social. i dont feel anything anymore. everyday im just existing. » Continue Reading
dude i keep seeing the videos like "we need to bring back bullying guys!" LIKE NO WE DONT? i dont get what they think is funny abt it like ppl have DIED bc of bullying and ppl still think its ok??? and i hate how now its so much more subtle bc then its harder to do somthing abt it like ppl dont outright say mean things to ur face they talk to you and act friendly then laugh to their friends abt u im genuinly so sick of the "my friend has a crush on u" thing its so annoying like i get it u think ... » Continue Reading
I wish more people would DM me withtout doubting, or add me cause like, I'm bored af and I dont have a lot of people to talk with, so most of the time I'm free to talk, if you wanna trauma dump on me jut go ahead I'm boooored and I would love to help you if I can, tell me your stories, just talk to me, I'll try my best to make convo, anyways, I wanna write more shit here cause I feel like I can say my actual toughts without doubting that much, or at least I hope so, I dont have too many hot take... » Continue Reading
TW!!! Pedophilia, grooming, CPAs of recently, I've noticed this guy Pixeldrink trending on MHA TikTok. And my question is, why THE FUCK are we forgetting what he did?! If you don't know, a few years ago, when he was 19-20, he was grooming minors and he drew CP of them. "He's gone to therapy and apologized!" So? He's already acted on his desire for kids, it is not an excuse. Pedophilia is a mental sickness, yes. But going to therapy only helps if you HAVE NOT already acted on these impulses. It i... » Continue Reading
I had unadded d3fect, the owner of the site, since I came on here. Today, I checked my friends list and saw they were there. I don't remember sending them a friend request back and it didn't appear in my notifications so it's safe to say they used admin to readd me to their account.I quickly unfriended them again lolz :3 (No offense d3fect)Really weird tho » Continue Reading
welp for some weird reason this site doesnt like me calling out people that support pedos so ig we will be a lil nicer this time huh?hey guys so this person listens and supports and defends this one music artists that has gr00med and begged a 13 year old girl for "erotic photos" at the age of 19this person goes by the name "wifiskeleton" or "cyrus" look up a doc on yt if you wanna know morenow with that being said the p3do defender is https://friendrewind.com/profile.php?id=5449if this post gets... » Continue Reading
i have only 2 type of people that i fucking hate with alllllll my heart and soul, 1rst r the 1s that cant take even a tiny bit of sexual implication. like OH MY FUCKING GOODNESS like how old r we again? SEVEN? second is people that take themselves wayyy to seriously, what the hell do u men you don’t ake jokes about urself when ur wrong of did smth funny? and the worst thing is that you can’t make jokes with them because they will got “oh my youre so rude.” are we fr now "( - ⌓ - ) » Continue Reading
brief suicide and sexual coercion trigger warning! with 30 being just around the corner, it's safe to say that i've spent a handful of weekends celebrating friends and their accomplishments. weddings, baby showers, engagements, buying their first house, etc., etc.and while i'm very proud of them, i often find myself coming home from these events feeling more disappointed in myself more than ever. hell, the only thing i look forward to after these parties is finally getting out of my bra and my s... » Continue Reading
every time i come across my middle school yearbook or my scrapbook from high school, i get hit with a wave of nostalgia that, more often than not, is accompanied by some degree of nausea that settles in the pit of my stomach. whether it's a picture of me with friends that i no longer speak to, or a song that i used to love listening to when i was 11 in my neon green room whose walls were riddled with twilight and my chem posters, nostalgia is something that i embrace without fail. sometimes i fi... » Continue Reading
i love this dude so much like i just literally found this website after web-surfing for so long. SillyBilly is in like every group i enter and make. either he just likes connecting to people or like he's so multi-fandomed. (also sorry btw if you, sillybilly, are being addressed in a way you don't like) you're just so cool bro. » Continue Reading
▶︎ •၊၊||၊|။||||။၊|• 0:10nah i give up on humanity, wdym that there is new virus all because couple bird watched in garbage, like let earth breathe » Continue Reading
Notes: Repost because I couldn't figure out how to remove the blog theme, fixed text formatting. enjoy! ✩Oops. I was editing code and yeah ...my old blog now is here hahh anyways hello.Hi! Houkiboshi here sprinkling the blogs page with internet lore✨ It seems that my YouTube feed is done recommending me video essays about people in the USA. So it did the most logical thing of teleporting me to CHINA. Lemme tell you, I couldn't leave. It was recently when I came across YT channels like Wonny and ... » Continue Reading
i am typing candidly, because i tend to overthink my writing style and it seems forced. but there is so much in my head that i dont know how to get out in a way that makes sense.does anyone else almost get weepy/sad from how nostalgic they get sometimes? like i feel so sad almost by how much better life was when i wasn't even able to experience it fully. and then i feel like im chasing a high trying to recreate something that i was barely conscious for (hence why i am being so active on here).it... » Continue Reading
i HATE when guys say that misandry and misogyny are the same BC LIKE NO THEY'RE NOT misogyny has a long history of men abusing women and doing disgusting things to them while misandry is the reaction to the acts of misogyny. in the world men are so favored over woman so its reasonable for women to hate their oppressors but men hating women isnt. and another thing i keep seeing that im gonna mention here bc its like kinda in the same category is when women say men and women should have equal righ... » Continue Reading
My classmate left a positive note after class. It said: HAVE AN AMAZING MONDAY! The note was just wonderful. They addresses all the people who came in and out of the classroom. We all needed this bit of happiness that day. So I smiled. And when they left the class, I left my own note below their little cheerful wish. So what is your secret to happiness? I mean, how do you walk around happily, not caring about what anyone says? How do you dye your hair just for yourself? How do you pick out a t-s... » Continue Reading
Welcome to part one of my series where I talk about Cults..._______________________ Heaven's GateA pretty infamous mass suicide cult, you've probably heard it once or twice in your life before.. On March 26th 1997, 39 members of Heaven's Gate were found dead in a mansion in Rancho Santa Fe, Cailfornia. Investigators found a recipe of the mixture that killed them, applesauce/pudding mixed in with anti-seizure drug Phenobarbital followed by vodka. Some bodies were found with plastic bags over thei... » Continue Reading
so ik I just posted a post a few minutes ago but I'm just saying (title of this blog), sooo a few days ago, my sister (let's call her A) called my mom saying that her wife left her with her children (she's still there), and that now she's homeless (she still lives in the fucking house), and is now telling my other relatives that she was homeless, and about the lying thing, my other sister took A to a restaurant, A ordered a burger and when she got her burger, this fat ass ate half of the burger,... » Continue Reading
so im just casually in my room as any usual teenage girl is, listening to pencey prep i really need to get my feelings out. i just dont know HOW, it sux dont get me wrong, its just that so much has went wrong in my life not to sound all corny or anything its just that i find it hard to get my feelings out its very strange for me to like say things straight or confront someone about how i feel its weird.first blog entry. 20;22pm 19/05/26 » Continue Reading
I feel like that I don't quite miss people how I think they want to be missed.Me missing someone is not a loud constant reminder like for most people. For me it's just like a soft reoccuring thought of missing their existence, specific energy.I think people have a specific unique energy that radiates around them. I can't really describe it. It's just simply something I feel around people.I feel like for most people missing someone is like a constant loud reminder, but not with words, with feelin... » Continue Reading
This is more of a thread from my last blog but the more I’m on here compared to instagram, instagram has literally the most horrible users that are infested, who are mostly intellectually dumb, racist, spread misinformation, mass propaganda, influencers giving you unsolicited advice to sell you something and just have no empathy at all. Like I had to delete the app and use just safari to access it to consume less of it. It has greatly impacted how much I’m accessing it, but still I can’t fkin ha... » Continue Reading
“Also, the debate of lesboy’s or trans male lesbians has always been dumb to me. Identity is an incredibly complex concept and you will never truly understand someone’s besides your own. Most people don’t even understand their own fully! Lesbianism has always had ties to masculinity and the transgender community in deeply rooted ways and trying to sever them now is unnecessary and simply uninformed.If you spent half as much time you do hating on complex identities doing actual protest/liberating... » Continue Reading
I don’t really give a fuck.“Respect our religion!” No.You haven’t given me any reason to, these religions are ass. All of them suck.People hate on Christianity/Catholicism a whole lot, which is totally valid, but we also need to keep that same attitude to Islam.People, especially white liberals, find it easy to hate on everything Christianity is about, because it all sucks; but suddenly shy away when it’s Muslims because they’re a different race/culture and they don’t want to be seen as racist.I... » Continue Reading
why do people have to be so rude. i get it if you dont like me due to past experiences but ive matured and grown why cant you. get a life. youre not funny for saying youre overweight or that people are getting harassed by talking to me. no one but your ugly friend group is giggling, shut up. you wonder why you cant get a bf or lovers. and stop leaching onto people for a quick hit, youre cringe, disgusting and just a waste of oxygen. gth » Continue Reading
“Dark shipping is good !!! People only use it as a coping mechanism!!! And the people bullying the mentally ill 13 year olds are the REAL bad guys !!”While conveniently ignoring the fact that coping mechanisms can be dangerous.Cutting yourself is a coping mechanism.Loli/shota can be a coping mechanism.Are those valid ?Or do you need a fancy name to be convinced? » Continue Reading
as marx theorized true human nature is only whatever is incentivized, and guess what abrahamic religions have incentivized for THOUSANDS of years? the superiority of men, the hatred of women, and the desire to crush, rape, and control, because that is what every single historical event has boiled down to, the want of control, and what has caused every single historical event? christianity or religion of some sort. human nature is not to crush rape and conquer, that’s not even male nature, that i... » Continue Reading
it's called "IN THE CORNER OF THIS WORLD". it's an anime about WW2 in a civilian's perspective of a young woman who moves across Japan to get married while dealing with the bombs and lack of food to support the family. It gets sad but ends bittersweet. 8/10.I can't really explain all of it because I have to go but please watch :) » Continue Reading
TWW!!! Sensitive topics: SA, RAPE, COCSAI am so so so tired of my school protecting literal CREEPS!!!!Like, there's this guy at my school named Grant who's been reported EIGHTEEN TIMES for sexual harrassment! And everytime he's called into the office, he plays dumb and goes "I didn't know them telling me to stop meant stop!" and they fucking believe him! You'd think after the first few times, they'd realize he's bullshitting, but nooooo.He's overly touchy, and he doesn't take no for a fucking an... » Continue Reading
the “non issue””oh ok cs we where wondering” thing on tiktok is so fucking annoying a lot of u say it because the world revolves around u and u only care abt urself and ur own problems and ur js selfish and close minded and arrogant it’s a PUBLIC SOCIAL MEDIA PLATFORM people should be allowed to say their opinion without some idiot with a lana del rey pfp and “🪽” in her user saying “oh ok cs we where wondering” YES u where wondering » Continue Reading
reform voters are genuinely this most uneducated stupid wankers ever, like i don't understand how someone could support such an inconsistent and unpromising party, they're all racist, homophobic and will do no good for the uk???? why vote them. pray tell. » Continue Reading
Is it just me or is this bothering anyone else? On TikTok I see a lot of vent posts. which isn't the problem at all of course, but the comments are either so insensitive or just making it all about themselves. Like if I made a vent post on TikTok I don't want randoms coming into the comments completely self centering it onto themselves and dismissing the fact that this video is about my experience, not about them. Also theres a fine line between relating to the video and then just doing this. Li... » Continue Reading
Note: If this offends you, please tell me. I'm not trying to do that to anyone.Why does this person I know keep faking mental conditions/mental health struggles???? like no, you DONT struggle to wake up everyday, or with being socially anxious. you have a friend group of literally over 5 people. You are not lonely, please stop saying that!!! They always get mad at me when I'm dry when texting, have they ever thought I'm not in a good headspace at that moment so my texting won't be expressive?? W... » Continue Reading
Computa generate me two emo dudes kissing each other while listening to emo music! Computa two emo guys kissing! Computa am I gay quiz » Continue Reading
ive been on spacehey and nappolien and ive always had people friend me because they though my layout or smth and i HATE ITTTTTTTTTTT! i like it when people are like meeeee😒 » Continue Reading
hey everyone! can someone please add me and explain to me how this site works? also i like to chat with new people! im sorry if i somehow wrote this weird orwrong but im trying! here to talk if you need! :3 ♥ » Continue Reading
i feel soooo happy rn ngl im looking at the recents blogs and everything and what can i say i love that every 12 min there is someone posting about thier day it just brings me joy to see more active users -mariam » Continue Reading
today i was in my professional communication class and i was sitting with two of my friends (one boy, one girl). for a while, ive gotten the feeling that the girl doesnt like me. shes always trying to exclude me and will made snarky little remarks here and there. today in class, our guy friend said something kind of rude, but followed it up with "my bad it was just a joke" which is typical for him. the girl (who its obvious has a huge crush on him) said "oh so you can just say whatever as long a... » Continue Reading
Guyssss, am I the only one how loves to be alone? and every time I say that to a person they like: no but I cult never. I mean there is a huge different between being alone and feeling lonely, see there can be many people around you and you can still feel lonely. And when you like being alone that just means you enjoy the time when you by your one. -Mr Froggy out a beautiful day you guysss Bb » Continue Reading
Im sorry but why are some people so entitled??? Like for example, my 'friend' lillian... Shes been annoying ever scince ive met her. But what made me mad today was wehen she was calling me a poser DIRECTLY TO MY FACE. So basically me and m actual friends were just chilling and talking about music,she had the NERVE to say,"Looks like someone dosent listen to rock or metal,why do you listen to that k-pop sh#t????" Then I told her that i actually DO listen to heavy metal, rock,and punk music and sh... » Continue Reading
I'm Houkiboshi! i'm new to the platform. I began blogging about maybe three months ago? usually i blog about my interests! I hope to get good at writing and entertaining. this being said, i love to draw, watch anime, music discovery and learning about internet culture! If you like any of those, perhaps we can be friends. Anyways, end of this blog post for now! looking forward to meeting you guys!!! :3 » Continue Reading
What is actually time? Is it just a thing we are calling that doesn’t even exist? Who did decide that we are going to call a thing that have no prof of existing “time” and be sometimes scared of it? Time is just so interesting and scary. » Continue Reading
i'm so happy that i've found spaces like these. the rest of the mainstream social media sites are filled with negativity nowadays. everyone is fighting with each other or making rude comments for no reason. cutting those out of my life and using sites like these in moderation have really improved my life. » Continue Reading
Does anyone else constantly see videos or friends with fun hobbies, and yet they can't seem to find a pasion for anything? It's so frustrating, like where are these people getting such motivation!? » Continue Reading
If you're a man with an opinion about abortion you can go suck my cock. It's my body my choice, not yours. You do not have to go through to pain, 'embarrassment', attention, and lack of privacy a women gets when you are pregnant and giving birth.Also who the fuck tells their 11 year old daughter that if she was raped then you would make her have the child but she 'wouldn't have to take care of the child'? My mum! » Continue Reading
Like home schooling is fun barely any stress but sometimes it can make you go into the loop or you’re really depressed or during the summer where you’re alone and you just get really depressed I’m homeschooled I’m fine. I try to get like really social so I’m not don’t get depressed but last year during summer oh my gosh, it was the downfall for me. I would not even look at myself in the mirror, I was scared. I gained a lot of weight. I was cutting every single day, so don’t be like me and do a l... » Continue Reading
Honestly, I am getting so fucking sick and tired of the amount of blatant racism and ignorance that is on the Internet. It’s fucking insane. Like, how can we have all this access to information, but yet we’re still ignorant on certain shit? Like, the amount of posts and forms I’ve seen on the internet of people claiming that Indians aren’t considered Asian is fucking insane to me.Like, it’s already bad enough that Indians or other forms of South Asians are already hated on and demonized on the i... » Continue Reading
I was just scrolling peacefully on TikTok right? Then I come across this TikTok and it said like- “No judging, what’s the longest you’ve gone without showering?” Just an innocent question and a safe space for people right? WRONG. Someone mentioned that they didn’t shower for like a month because of depression and this guy named Cole was like, “that’s not an excuse!!! Depression is just sadness you’re so nasty!!” And people in the comments were MOPPING him. But guess what? He went and POSTED abou... » Continue Reading
Ram prices are getting crazier. majority of ram/tech companies are selling out to ai companies. im fat. polar bears will learn how to shed their fur and walk amongst us. LIZARD PEOPLE ARE COMING FOR US. mark is a lizard. elons a cyborg. Comment if you think im cool » Continue Reading
Okay so my mom and I where sleeping and mom gets a text from my uncle he said a girl sent him picture s of my Dada and A girl and I'm she started crying because she was pregnant 7months and it looked real and definitely not ai or photoshope my dad was getting mad telling my mom she was being a brat and sensitive and the next day we came home apologie and mom forgives him and them we got to the hospital because my mom needed an ultra sound so we can determine if it's a boy or a girl and it wa... » Continue Reading
My realest fan that everyone should know, https://friendrewind.com/profile.php?id=307, they're so cool. follow them, give them your credit card info, and hand over your bank account to them. » Continue Reading
i wrote this the other night, i just now feel like posting it tho.Is there like a handbook for how to be a human? It's kind of like getting put on a job with no manual. I'm struggling with my job (life) right now, and I have no assistance, except for the words I've heard my whole life from everyone. It's like no one can come up with anything original, or they just don't say what I want them to say. Which it's harder for me to take advice when I know what I need to do, it's just I need to hear th... » Continue Reading
AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHDIDOSJAHSKCBDUDKEBT!! THE WORLD IS A SIMULATION AND WERE ALL JUST ANTS LIVING IN IT. WHAT THE ACTUAL (bad word) DO YOU MEAN THERES AN “alternate universe”?!?! AND TIME ZONES. DONT EVEN GET ME STARTED ON TIME ZONES. now, you may be wondering “kooly, why are you tweaking out?” well, its quite simple. I SPENT ALL DAY, THINKING IT WAS AROUND 6 AM. BUT NO. IT HAS ACTUALLY BEEN PM FOR THE WHOLE TIME IVE BEEN AWAKE. i went to sleep at like 6:30 AM but i didnt know since i basically ... » Continue Reading
IM TIRED OF HIDING MY FREAK FLAG!! I DONT GIVE A (bad word) IF ITS weird, inappropriate, OR ANYTHING LIKE THAT. LET ME BE MEEE, WAAAAHHHH ;C ok but seriously, why is being freaky socially unacceptable?? like jeez, let me say smth dirty every once in a while. if i say my b00bs hurt, suddenly im mentally unstable. not like i wasnt to begin with tho. my br4s stuck i didnt need to know that.. oh, mb original gangster, thought we were closeð¥ð¥ and yeah, i understand somethings just shouldnt be said.... » Continue Reading
I hate my body not for the reasons you might think, I simply wish I was born with male body parts, it hurts looking in the mirror and seeing a body I don't want, I hate my voice, I hate not being sure of what I am, I hate how fast sweet can go sour, I hate how awkward it is when someone asks what I am because I don't know one minute I want to be male then the next I enjoy being female which disappears as fast as it had come I wish there was a switch that allowed me to completely change my gender... » Continue Reading
Yet again my step-dad has ruined a nice day, he made burgers today I told him I wasn't hungry at the moment he still forced me to get one, I'm eating it slowly because like I don't even want to eat it, for some reason he's suddenly in a bad mood he yells at me for eating "it too slow" and that it couldn't be that bad, it isn't bad I just wasn't hungry what did you expect? I'd magically be starving and devour it? So he told me to just put it away, I did because it's not like I had a choice, Then ... » Continue Reading
I like my sensitivity at times because I am able to show and express my emotions openly and freely. But people (at my school or "friends") make me feel like I'm overreacting about certain things, and just make me feel so small and dumb. Ik those people are just not for me, but it just seems like everyone I've met has the same reaction or thoughts about MY sensitivity. I have just learned not to care at times, but it just hits me...𣠻 Continue Reading
I want to be adopted kitten adopted into a loving family that keeps me even after I turn into a right year old cat. That’s 45 years old in cat years » Continue Reading
Hot take: if you claim to be alt and hate on other alt styles/non problematic furries, you're not alt, you're actually an asshole >.< » Continue Reading
I love coming back to myself with a realization that as soon as I stopped caring about people who never care about me, life is just absolutely amazing. » Continue Reading
Anyway anyone 13-15 wanna be friends?I'm a girl, I like FNaF, Sk8boarding, anime(MHA, DanDaDan, Mob Psycho, Saiki K, Death Note), the amazing digital circus, spiderman:spider verse, Minecraft, 2000's stuff, Alex G. I play roblox, Minecraft, and pony town if u ever wanna ^-^I have discord! :) » Continue Reading
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