I just read than a Muslim man was stabbed 15 times by Peter Michael Larson (allegedly). He stated that he intended to kill all Muslims, explaining that he had asked the victim about his religion before assaulting him.This is not okay. Hundreds of Muslims are dying every day in Gaza, women are severely oppressed and suffering in Afghanistan due to extreme Muslims, and Islamophobia has been rising in the past years. This includes a shooting in a San Diego mosque, and the Illinois stabbing in 2023.... » Continue Reading
She watches all, night and day when we cannot see her. What would she think of us? Our greed, our humanity, our humility. She is friends with the earth, the soil, the tide. She would not appreciate the ignorance, the cruelty, the world. The moon provides stability, the tide, keeps the planet moving. Does she think we deserve it? The people who pass without a glance, who litter without a thought, who cry an ocean of tears to replace her own. Would she see those who look up in wonder, the childre... » Continue Reading
I had a really good convo just now with my best friend, and this topic has been on my mind a lot lately. It kinda hit me that I had been pushing my emotions away, even my happy bubbly one. It was happening without me realizing it honestly? I dont know how to explain it tbh. But I kinda realized this was happening and has been going on. It could be because I've never viewed myself as a bubbly person and kinda hated being too emotional?? I've changed my mind and let it all go. Honestly I feel so m... » Continue Reading
I just saw a news report on Ground News (CNBC, Fox News, etc) about an ICE officer shooting a man that he had pulled over. It is said that the man was a 26 year old Colombian man authorized to work in the U.S. No officials were able to explain how the driver posed a threat, especially because there are NO BODY CAMERAS REQUIRED. This is not because of the “funding crisis”, as many (including Fox News) claim, since they have been given MILLIONS!This is absolute bullshit. This is not “law enforceme... » Continue Reading
I came here from spacehey like a lot of other people and in comparison from SH i feel so lonely here, its not like i was popular over there or anything lol but at least the first week i already had a couple of friends, i want to use this site more but i just feel like im all alone lol, how did u make ur friends/muts???Vine aquí de spacehey como muchos otros y en comparación de SH me siento todo solo aquí, casi vacío, no es como q fuera popular allá ni nada xd pero al menos la primera semana ahí ... » Continue Reading
Read all of this before crashing out in the comments! 😘1. It takes a village/other adults to raise a child. Growing up on an uncensored and open internet, I got a lot more wisdom, guidance, and knowledge from adults/"uncs" than I did people my age.2. Teachers, pediatricians, and coaches can be predators too. In fact, predators are actually more likely to pick those professions so they can be around kids all day. The most likely people to be predators are actually the minor's family. That being s... » Continue Reading
What makes children exceptional and the killing of them so much more heinous than the killing of an adult? For one, Christianity still manages to seep into popular consciousness its command for humans to go forth and multiply. Secular society has its own logic which puts significant value on children. Marked by an obsession with progress and growth, a stagnant or dwindling population signals a decline in economic stability and optimism for the future. Those cute bundles of joy are dollar signs. ... » Continue Reading
I know this is a common occurrence within childhood and having a journal/diary, so if anyone has found ways of negating these feelings i would appreciate any advice. ദ്ദി´ ˘ `)I recently watched a video about how to journal without fear of someone violating your privacy, and it really hit me hard (one of my canon events lol)because when i was younger I had a diary/journal where i would write about anything, new friends i made at school, pets i would want, any internal thoughts i had about anyone... » Continue Reading
With the rise of social media, and memories being stored in places like that and electronic clouds and the like, I do believe that we kinda setting ourselves up to be another "dark age" in history. The medieval dark ages are a period of time that we don't have much information on primary source wise. Of course we have stuff in the archaeological record, but written and primary sources from that time are very rare and hard to come by. Hence: the dark age. (We call it the early middle ages now, bu... » Continue Reading
i hate the concept of "MBTI" personality types.. every time i take one, i feel like they get me so wrong.. they've even given me different results.. ive come to the conclusion that i'm more complex than a set of letters.that being said.. the results ive gotten the most times are INTJ-T and INFP-T.. or whatetver.. » Continue Reading
6 months after the break up i started having scenerios ( i cant spell) about running him over with a golf cart and beating him to a bloody pulp is this normal ? is this a common way people get over break ups? LET ME KNOW!!! » Continue Reading
I hate when my parents get mad at me because I talk to strangers! Like please I'm very careful to the people I talk to and I'm very aware about everything! I already have an online friend for awhile and we have been really close friends! I just hate when parents tell to not talk to strangers like hello who else am I supposed to talk to?? » Continue Reading
i swear you cant go 2 seconds on pretty much any mainstream social media without finding misogyny, or an argument relating to it, im also so sick of the constant arguments about whether or not women can shave, ive seen women online talking about how if youre a woman and you shave you do it because men like it, sorry that i like cricket time in bed every couple of months, they will also argue against the people who do it for sensory reasons claiming men never do it, i know plenty of men that shav... » Continue Reading
now before you get so pissed off im just talking about christians today. Anyway i just feel like its an excuse to be horrible to people. There is no evidence god is even real so there is no point in believing in it anyway. honestly i dont understand religion in general but christianity especially. okay xandr out! » Continue Reading
You see how misogynistic men always call women females? Yeah, that's totally dehumanizing, wanna know why? Because females is a general term for every female living being, a female horse for example is called a mare, for dogs it's bitch (I'll get to that) and for humans It's called A WOMAN. See why it's misogynistic and stupid? Because calling a woman a female is basically saying they're not really human.Now to the bitch thing, I'll make this short: calling a woman a bitch is basically calling t... » Continue Reading
im not really a materialist, sometimes i catch myself staring too long at other people. looked too hard and found myself dreaming of what its like to be them, imagining me who isnt really me, wearing their clothes. seeing myself as less than them, like i was a pre-evolution subhuman. i keep thinking i just need to break out a cocoon, whatever it is. the ultimate conclusion ends at the fact that i can no longer just turn overnight. even if a small ounce of confidence is ingrained into my belief. ... » Continue Reading
you know it used to be SO EASY talking to people!!! now don't get me wrong, people are still cool and stuff, BUT I HAVEN'T REALLY TALKED TO SOMEONE SINCE FEBRUARY!!! its kinda spooky talking to ANYONE now :frown:ive been trying to get out of my shell for a few days now, but to no luck. everyone is so cool but its SO HARD TO TALK NOW!!!! i can have like a five sentence conversation before we both shut down and stop talking and it SUCKS!!! I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT TO SAY TO KEEP THE CONVERSATION GOI... » Continue Reading
I was sitting in a hospital waiting room and a nurse came, bringing a patient in a wheelchair. The patient only had the muscle fibers of her face, a brain, eyeballs, lungs, and a digestive track, all of which were connected to this long tube filled with blood. When the lungs would contract, the blood would rise to the top of the tube, and when they would relax it would sink back down. I somehow knew that her name was Veronica. I didn't say anything to Veronica but I would glance at her from tim... » Continue Reading
Hello! Recently I have had a large amount of "ranters" on my social media pages. A lot of these ranters make really excellent argues, and I agree with a lot of the things that they talk about. However though, I can't help but notice that a lot of them talk about how people should not be using AI because it is bad for the environment and society etc. Yet they do this while using an AI voice over?If you claim to not support AI then that means that you shouldn't be using it? Using an AI voice is ju... » Continue Reading
This blog post was previously posted on my old blog page on a different websiteIt was originally posted in 2023, and has been copy-pasted and posted here so that it can be read on my blog here too. TW: Talks about the end of the world, nuclear warfare, and is just generally depressing with a hint of nihilism. Also a bible quote at the end (the poem is not inherently religious)I'm going to spend a bit before the poem here giving some explanation as to what the poem is about and why I wrote it. Fe... » Continue Reading
Hey, I've been feeling this weird urge lately. I want to hug the whole world.I feel like I want to hug every person on earth, every person I see, every post I see from someone. I have a strange heaviness in my chest and a melancholy that I cannot give love to the whole world.I feel like something happened to me. I've been through a lot of stress in the last few months, but now I suddenly want to forget about those who hurt me, erase them from my memory, and hug everyone else.What's happening to ... » Continue Reading
Look as a bisexual its so annoying how if I try to come out to my family or friends, my family says its just a phase or that im trying to copy the people in the internet and my friends (girls) they think that I like them, just because im bi does not mean i like every single girl!Im so tired of this! Someone plz give me tips on how to convince my family that its not a phase » Continue Reading
IN:Everyone talks about how apathetic people are horrible, dry, and "cruel," but why do I hardly see anyone talking about how being someone so empathetic is also bad?I know, definitely having someone caring by your side, someone who values you, is much better than someone who doesn't know how or can't express almost any feelings properly, and I agree, but being too empathetic has its drawbacks, even with other people.Of course, it affects the empathetic person themselves much more than others,... » Continue Reading
I've been on Friend Rewind for a small amount of time & I have noticed a few bot and ai accounts try to friend me. It is really weird and very scary. I have reported most of them but it is spooky how much the internet is slowly becoming populated by robots or people that use artificial intelligence for their photos and bios. It's very scary honestly. » Continue Reading
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I'm still wrapping my head around the insane decision by Sony to proudly announce they will be stopping printing physical discs in 2028. But it got me thinking about something aside from the current conversation around ownership and physical media (which are and will always be important).What are leaving behind for our immediate friends, family and close connections?This last week I've decided to start keeping a physical journal as I move into some new life changes and I've found myself thinking... » Continue Reading
IN:Hi! Before we begin, I want to explain the terms I'll be using so there's no confusion, okay? :3F/O: The character with whom you have a romantic, platonic, or fraternal relationship.Sharing: You don't mind seeing other people with the same F/O as you.No Sharing: You don't like seeing other people with the same F/O as you.Doubles: People who have the same F/O as you.(ATTENTION: I only explained the terms I will use in this blog; if you want to know more, I advise you to search on Google or Tik... » Continue Reading
So far FriendRewind has been pretty cool. I’ve been scrolling forums and others’ blog posts and I think the community is actually…pretty decent! ::::) As i use social media, i begin to believe that smaller platforms have safer communities. And honestly?? I think that’s just the truth… ::::/ ok yeah i just wanted to make a blog entry » Continue Reading
BE PROUD .RANT .1Hello everyone, this is FalsakkiRaven speaking. On this post, i want to talk about the current state of LGBTQ+ community on my country, Indonesia. This post will be dedoesntd to discussing why they deserve to exist, even though the circumstances seems impossible, and hopefully i can raise awareness of their existence, and also the kinds of abuse that they have gone through.Disclaimer, this post comes from my own observation, as a teenager growing up in Indonesia. I also do want ... » Continue Reading
Hello to you all. This is about a blood disorder that many suffer from, including myself. Not enough people know anything about it, so here I am to inform you all. What is thalassemia, you may ask? Well, as I stated before it's a blood disorder. It's unfortunately an inherited blood disorder (coming from my father); it lowers the amount of hemoglobin in ones blood. If you don't know what hemoglobin is, basically it's what carries the oxygen from your lungs into your blood that then goes around y... » Continue Reading
I have so many friends that LOVE when it’s a thunderstorm but thunderstorms kinda just stresses me out 🧐idk if it’s just that it’s so loud sometimes that it scares me or what, but thunderstorms are highkey my enemy » Continue Reading
Xposted from my main personal blog at mallrat.nekoweb.com. Heavy topic today, but I've been thinking about this a lot.For those of you who don't celebrate Christmas in any capacity, there's a relatively new song about a poor boy who wants to buy a pair of shoes for his terminally ill mother so she can look beautiful when she goes to heaven. The kid doesn't have enough money for the shoes, so the man behind him pays for the shoes. The ending of the bridge says "I knew that God had sent that littl... » Continue Reading
I have an odd situation where, despite how badly society tried to make me feminine, young me did literally EVERYTHING she could to defy it and constantly chose to be masculine. I was like 8-11 by the way, had no idea what a feminism was, and literally nobody told me to do this, I did it on my own. I was a little misogynist who only made friends with boys, forced herself to only like masculine things, and swallowed all her emotions down, literally textbook toxic masculinity. I despised that peopl... » Continue Reading
This Independence Day I think it's important to remember that by every standard of measure, the United States federal government is one of the most evil things to ever exist on earth. The United States is a soulless materialist nation that has thrown out any presence for the sacred to slave endlessly for multimillion dollar corporations and its false conception of freedom. From its conception the American nation has been an apostate nation. Several of the Founding Fathers were Freemasons, non-Ch... » Continue Reading
AUGHHHHHHHHH I AM SO TIRED OF PEOPLE THINKING THAT AMERICA IS JUST THE USA LIKE NO IT'S A WHOLE ASS CONTINENT. YES I'M AMERICAN,NO I'M NOT FROM THE USA. I'M FROM BRAZIL,WHICH IS LOCATED WHERE??? IN AMERICA!!!!! ("oh this is such a non-issue" i know i'm just dramatic asf </3) » Continue Reading
Hola. Realmente tengo que hacer esto porque es una de las muchas formas en que puedo ayudar a las mujeres de Afganistán en este momento. Supongo que ya saben por lo que están pasando; si no, les cuento: las mujeres de ese país han perdido TODOS sus derechos. No pueden salir sin un hombre que las acompañe, ni siquiera pueden expresar su opinión como lo hacen las mujeres de otros países y no pueden mostrar el rostro; tienen que llevar un burka todo el tiempo. Han perdido muchos otros derechos y, d... » Continue Reading
Hello, so I really have to do this because is one of the many ways that I can help women in Afghanistan in this moment. So, I guess you guys already know what they've been going through, if you don't, women in this country have already lost ALL their rights, they cannot go out without a man with them, they cannot even give their opinion as other women do in another countries and they can't show their faces, they have to wear a Burqa all the time. There are a lot of more rights that they have los... » Continue Reading
(ENG)Hello everyone, my dear friends at FriendRewind. First of all, my intention is not to scare you, but to warn you about something big that's coming in the next few weeks.This July may be chaotic, with a series of successive events that will mark a turning point for humanity. Several professional astrologers agree that July will be a month of major revelations, with news so shocking that the current system we live in will change forever. Many people will be swept up in chaos, which is why I a... » Continue Reading
2 Sam. 10. 12 Be of good courage and let us play the men for our people and for the Cities of our God and the Lord do that which seemeth him good.Deut. 23. 9 When the Host goeth forth against thine enemies, then keep thee from every wicked thing.Composed for the Parliaments ArmieQuestion. What Profession are you of?Answer. I am a Christian and a souldier.Q. Is it lawfull for Christians to be souldiers?A. Yea, doubtlesse: we have Arguments enough to warrant it.God calls himself man of war, and Lo... » Continue Reading
HIIII OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG!!!!!!!!!!!my name is jenny!!! i usually just like..stay online since i got fired 2days ago..looking 4 a job rn... :(anyways!!! cya!!!!!!! » Continue Reading
these are just some of the items in my collection, note that i do not support these movements, i am merely a collector the following are: newspaper from the american civil war, WW1 German belt buckle, and WW2 german helmet » Continue Reading
It's really weird that we exist not just humans but everything. I don't know if I'm more stuck on why or how. I have no way to even perceive what it might be, and I probably never will. That's weird, and I can't put into words how I feel about that.Also, does anyone know what the words on this layout behind my text say? I can't read it. » Continue Reading
i can’t help but notice so many zero day fans/members of the tcc are children and as someone who’s going to be 20 years old soon i can’t help but feel really concerned. it’s also probably my parent friend/therapist friend/sociology brain i mean i am majoring in social work. like i can tell so many of them are deeply struggling and that’s often how school shooters end up happening. they’re typically very mentally ill teenagers and nowadays a lot of them take inspiration from zero day and other in... » Continue Reading
Why has becoming a “weird kid” now a trend? I remember I would get bullied for liking “No Mercy” by TLT and “Join Us for a Bite” when I was little. Now it’s become mainstream and everyone wants to be weird. I see people post videos doing Junko poses to No Mercy with the caption “to be cringe is to be And I mean, yeah, to be cringe is to be free, but most of these people posting these videos would be the type of person to bully weird kids for being free It’s either people are faking being weird o... » Continue Reading
Hello beautiful people! Recently I've seen a lot of debate on wether young people should have access to the internet or not in light to recent events, and I would love to see what people here think about this: I don't agree on not giving any sort of access but I personally aknowledge the lack of education we give to anyone on the proper use of the internet. While it's unfair and this dehumanizes the younger generation this should also start moving some stuff on how our system favoured the contin... » Continue Reading
I made this promise to my irl friend that i'd come back 60% fluent (in her own words) and I can't help but really wanna learn and understand Spanish. However, I live in a very mono-lang house so I worry that I might lose my progress. I need a Spanish speaker, who also happens to know English, to communicate with me somehow and help me and teach me. Preferably someone around my age 15-18 but it doesn't rlly matter » Continue Reading
Hi this is my DNI list +some other stuffDNI: Racists, homophobes, transphobes, ableists, sexists, and js rude ppl!Other stuff: I don't mind if ppl over 18 add me, as long as you're not a weirdo. Also I don't mind messaging ppl, I just usually won't initiate conversations bc I get nervous. However, feel free to send a message!!! » Continue Reading
so me and my friend brothers girlfriend who i guess is also my friend (?? idk) decided to go drive to as close to the fire as we could get and unfortunetly it didnt take very long. i was easy to find the direction since all me had to do was driver towards ouray and (still in montrose) found black smoke.anyways, the fires made its way into ridgeway. pretty deep in too. then theres the utah fire which is now in grand junction. i dont know how far that one is in but it dont imagine SUUPERR deep in ... » Continue Reading
i wish i was an anime girl i would look cute and have cute clothes and my hair wouldnt look so bad T-T and i could be neko !! and there would be tsunderes , yanderes , kuuderes , Danderes and deredres !! sighh i could have more friends that wouldnt find it that i like say japanese would and act like anime girl nya,,, » Continue Reading
I honestly feel like we’re living in a dystopia sometimes because the sheer number of people around my age who unironically worship school shooters and actual criminals is just fucking sadThere is absolutely NO reason I should be seeing someone use Adam Lanza as their profile picture, or see terrible ai edits of the Columbine shooters. At that point, you’re either dealing with intense mental issues or you’re just desperately starving for attention.And some people might say, “Well knives, your fa... » Continue Reading
British people are cool asf idc what anyone says. The funniest people I know are lads and they even taught me the witty and whimsical lingo. It's not their fault that the food in their home country is horrific, the poor limey's are forced to work with what little to no spices they have until they can finally travel out of Britian and experience edible food and red 40. Beans on toast isn't a choice, its a circumstance. Some may argue that the American Revolutionary War may have caused the tension... » Continue Reading
I was just doing research into my ethnicity and family history and stuff and im pretty sure my lineage is like the ppl that stalin wasnt directly targeting but who got cought in the mix anyway. So basically im lezgin and we're originally native the the northern caucauses mountains and in the modern day the group is typically devided between russia and azerbaijan but my family on my dads side has been in kazakhstan since my great grandpa and i was like trying to figure out how we got there. I tho... » Continue Reading
Don't think this is a suicide letter...SPOILER : It is worth living, or not?Everybody at least once in their life has felt down, or worse. And in those moment you may consider if you should continue living. Well, you should.I can't say dumb things like "people care about you" because it's not true. When you'll die you won't be remembered forever. So, if nobody cares if you die... technically nobody cares if you live ?Yes, that's right you heard me. Continue living, life isn't serious at all. You... » Continue Reading
at this point everyone knows who cookie king is. and is now getting very popular (especially with women!!!) at first , i was like why are so many women entering the lm space ??? i realized that it was because he had an eating disorder (keyword : had) and ig this started the whole “starvemaxxing” trend in lm. if it didn’t start the fad , it def popularized it. as we all know edtwt is a place where people with eds connect and talk , and sometimes talk about how they get worse!! i would know becaus... » Continue Reading
Take the new god of war for example. A lot of people are hating on it because the character is a female… which has to be one of the most dumbest reason to hate on something. And take for instance the new supergirl movie, the amount of men shitting on this movie on twitter is INSANE. And the real question… why?These are the same people who wonder “hmmm why don’t women want me… I’m such a nice guy!!!”I don’t think the nice guy calls women “foids” and treats everything with XX chromosomes like it’s... » Continue Reading
I do believe that the alt community is probably one of the most misunderstood and misrepresented communities in the world. And I also feel, after 50+ years, alt has became repetitive mainstream corporate slop.Before I get into this let’s get our definitions first. I believe being alt is having your own free will and individuality, while also NOT conforming to societal norms, but your own. For me, being alt is VERY political. For example, not supporting ANY form of government/presidency, and also... » Continue Reading
There is a massive difference between having a preference and completely lacking basic manners.Like for example, I was talking to this random guy and he was really clingy from the start, but once he found out my race/what I looked like he immediately ghosted me. Mind you we weren’t even dating or friends. We just met.It is wild to me how quickly people will judge you based entirely on your physical appearance. Before you try to excuse it with, 'Well, everyone has a type,' let me be clear: there ... » Continue Reading
people only like things when its a trend. they only do stuff when its "cool". i havent heard people talk about michael jackson in forever until the movie came out. now everybody and their mother is a fan, and theres nothing wrong with that, but i've also seen it die down since the movie hype has been dying down. people were "angry" about ice when everyone else was. they were doing walkouts because they thought it would be fun. they dont care anymore. ITS STILL GOING ON PEOPLE. people are still D... » Continue Reading
ive been in a very..restricted and quite racist whitewashed country, and im darksin, for years without travel and i feel trapped and sad i haven’t traveled in so long… abroad is where opportunities can be and where my dark skin is appreciated and seen as normal and beautiful… it really does get to you as a teenager too it indoctrinates you with a gross lame mindset i just cant be in this country im not suited for it yk that saying “water can cost 50 cents in store but 5£ in airport” so your appr... » Continue Reading
I say on a social media platform LOL. I'm mainly talking about platforms like TikTok, Twitter (I will not be calling it X), Instagram, etc. So basically social media that has some kinda short form content scrolling feature. I feel like so many people who use and post stuff on said social media apps are soooo rude for what reason 😭😭 (NOT EVERYONE.) Theres so much discrimination and anytime you try to call it out, you're just called "woke."People also judge others for the stupidest reasons. Stuff ... » Continue Reading
For those of us who are refugees of that other site, there is an old friend that we just can't invite over directly. Jon isn't here. And considering that this site might not be as privately secure as that former site, he probably wouldn't have come over as it is.Never the less, as much as the world may have failed Jon, he made it brighter for those of us who encountered him. Consistently. On the daily. I had written this blog and posted it over there shortly after confirmation of the devastating... » Continue Reading
I don't rlly talk about this stuff, but it's been on my mind lately. I go online and I see videos made by satanists or atheists, and the comments are just full of bible verses, "jesus loves you!!", and "there's still time to repent!!" Or something like that. I even saw one where someone goes up to a satanist and asks to pray for them, specifically pray to god, how disrespectful!! You wouldn't go up to a Jewish or a Muslim person and do that. You wouldn't comment bible verses under a video of a m... » Continue Reading
Please help Venezuela My friend Liz has shared important information about how you can help Venezuela during these difficult times. There are many links so you can choose the way you prefer to help them.Please friends, this is crucial. If you can't donate resources or money, I beg you to share this blog. We can truly make a difference.SOS VENEZUELA 🇻🇪💔Mi amiga Liz ha compartido información importante sobre cómo puedes ayudar a Venezuela en estos tiempos difíciles. Hay muchos enlaces para que eli... » Continue Reading
My friend Liz has shared important information about how you can help Venezuela during these difficult times. There are many links so you can choose the way you prefer to help them.Please friends, this is crucial. If you can't donate resources or money, I beg you to share this blog. We can truly make a difference.SOS VENEZUELA 🇻🇪💔Mi amiga Liz ha compartido información importante sobre cómo puedes ayudar a Venezuela en estos tiempos difíciles. Hay muchos enlaces para que elijas la forma en que pr... » Continue Reading
i think i knew it was time to move on when i knew youd never see me on the pedestal i see you. that you didnt respect me enough to try and understand me the way i did for you so many times before. and thats why i distanced myself physically because i could feel you already doing it mentally. i used to be so bitter, so butthurt that you didnt pick me over him when he was playing in my face every day and youd just watch or stay quiet but now i know i wasnt an option to begin with. youd always try ... » Continue Reading
so I wanna start looking more androgynous just because... idfk I would feel better about myself? although I already know that when I go back to school people are gonna make fun of me and ask if im trans. (almost everyone here is transphobic+homophobic) I already am what they consider emo literally just because I have dyed hair and wear lots of bracelets. that doesnt bother me in itself but if I look emo AND don't entirely look like my assigned gender? I'd be the equivalent of a war crime to them... » Continue Reading
Thought I’d share a bit of a story, and how I’ve felt about the experience as the years have gone by.The sheer anger folks sometimes respond with to what are truly reprehensible views disturbs me almost as much as those reprehensible views, and oft times seems counterproductive. I ‘get it’. I mean, I can’t believe in this brave new millennium where the world’s information is available in ways never previously dreamed of, where people from all walks can communicate in an instant, that we really s... » Continue Reading
"Living Utopia" is a documentary by Juan Gamero published in 1997 that tells the origins and evolution of the Spanish anarchist movement and its role during the Spanish Revolution, mostly through the voices of the people who lived it.This documentary does, in fact, feature 30 people, men and women, who actually lived in the regions organized after anarchist principles during the revolution and, through their direct experiences, gives a full picture of what led to this revolution, what living und... » Continue Reading
Nationalism can be defined as the glorification of the idea of the nation and of everything that expresses it in civil and political life; or as a strong sentiment of attachment to one's nation, accompanied by a blind preference for everything that is characteristic of that nation - (Treccani encyclopedia).Nationalism is one of the most powerful and dangerous tools with which those in power can manipulate the population, so that the population protects theinterests of those in power while believ... » Continue Reading
It pisses me off when people immediately assume I'm some angsty teenager because of my age or how i look. I'm just as capable as any1 else but I guaruntee it's because I live in the south and no one even takes teens seriously yk? My birthday isn't for a good few months so I'm stuck being a broke teen with literally no1 to relate to. And for some reason venting about this makes GROWN ASS adults think it's okay to try and manipulate me. Like no?? I might be lonely but i'm not a dummy. Every1 be ca... » Continue Reading
People on tiktok are TOO sensitive these days!!i saw one post on tiktok about a girl crying over bunch of comments hating on her for being racist, its her fault for having such a judgy mouth! hate me all you want IDC LMAO!! ☆*: .｡. o(≧▽≦)o .｡.:*☆ » Continue Reading
Why don't my parents take me seriously?It's annoying that they label everything I think or say as "stupid," even if I'm right. They want to take the credit because they're adults and they're always right.My cat gave birth to kittens, and obviously she has to feed them by nursing them every day, but my dad doesn't understand that she needs food all day long, I mean, my cat is starving! And she comes to me desperately meowing and begging for food, and every time I try to give her the portions she ... » Continue Reading
For around the past 9 or 8 years, I have been living life suffering from chronic pain. The worst part is I thought it was normal. It’s been so long and normalized for me that even now I find it difficult to believe that it isn’t normal to have chronic pain. It started when I was around 10 years old and whenever I tried to talk to someone about they would just brush me off. They would say that was just growing pains and that it was normal. So I just sucked it up and tried to go about life because... » Continue Reading
Attention. ( the tl;dr of this also happens to be this word. )*Im writing this at 2 am so forgive my leaps in knowledge and lack of sense.Life probably wasnt always like this, or should I say, felt like this.The modern warfare of community and connection is a hellscape for me. Online and in real life. Ive lived most of my life through a screen for years while simultaneously having a shallow relationship with the outside world. ( I say humorously, but it is true. ) I've never felt more ignored. ... » Continue Reading
They kill you when turn 20 btw , from my experience, just stay before 20 , and if you can stop it at 17 and don't turn any other age , you'll thank me later I wish I can be 17 forever but sadly I'm 21 , in hell » Continue Reading
Hear me out? It's a claim that is made in good faith at times. An entirely nonsensical term based on how impossible it would be to actually achieve such a feat. Will you NEVER hurt me? You'll never say something that hurts? Will you never forget? Will you never project? Will you never ignore? Will you never get tired? Pain is unavoidable. The nurse doesn't watch a man bleed out in his comfortable haze, saying 'it'll be okay' because they claimed to "never hurt them". Sometimes you have to press ... » Continue Reading
TW!!!! Mentions of school shootings, guns, kinks, sexual topicsThe first day of my freshman year, I met this girl named Ari. She was what you would call a pseudo-intellectual, priding herself on being "grounded" and "smarter" than the rest of our friends. She was absolutely smart, yes, but only academically. She pretended to be emotionally intelligent, but she was just as terrible as I was in terms of relationships. She constantly jumped from relationship to relationship with no time in between.... » Continue Reading
i'm looking for friends and a little time out for social media, sometimes i feel like it overwhelmes me and distracts me from living life at it's fullest and takes away my creativity.Obviosly the internet is important, and a big part of today's society's life, but algorythims and shit like that really messes up your brain, so this alternative makes it fun for me plus i have a good time editing my profile.this is my first day here, i'll try to be active, bye!!with all the love -Marcy » Continue Reading
I keep forgetting to read the general of people’s bio and see that they don’t accept request from people under 18 and i get embarrassed asl cuz it was literally right there and i missed it. » Continue Reading
i want to rip my skin offi want to rip my skin off, i have been for a while. if not physically then metaphorically. I feel so horrible in my skin that I really sometimes feel like I’ll have to rip it off.All thanks to acne.I’ve had acne since I turned 13. I’m in my 18th year of living now. At first I felt extremely uncomfortable and hated how I looked. my face, which i wanted to constantly cover with a mask because it felt like thousands of small burning erupting vulcanos under my skin that i ju... » Continue Reading
Summer is here and I wear shorts or tank tops as a girl because it's 45 FUCKING DEGREES OUTSIDE. I feel comfortable in those clothes. BUT I'M FUCKING ANNOYED AND PISSED because when I go out by myself I feel people looking at me and when I turn around there's a creepy disgusting ass old hag checking my ass out. AND MIND YOU I'M A FLIPPING FLOPPING FUCKING MINOR. Yesterday 4 example I was waiting for my mama out of a store bc we were with my dog and the place wasn't pet friendly so anyways. I was... » Continue Reading
♡ want this read aloud? Try your browser’s read aloud, listen, or screen reader tool. Different devices name it differently, but it is usually in the browser menu, accessibility settings, or text-selection options. "Anti-whiteness" is not a serious description of American power. It is a defensive phrase, a way of making accountability sound like persecution. It takes criticism of white supremacy, white nationalism, colonialism, segregation, racial capitalism, patriarchy, and authoritarian politi... » Continue Reading
december 11th 2025.midnight thoughts and personal experience with humility lacking someonesTo be honest, I have been asking myself for a while now: How do rich or wealthy people think about those financially below them — the middle class, lower middle class, and lower class? Do they even think about these people… about us?Quite bluntly, I don’t think a lot of them — objectively speaking and in general — realise how privileged they actually are. And I don’t mean “you’re privileged because you hav... » Continue Reading
I posted this a while ago over on Spacehey. Figured it would be a good intro blog for this new space. And I am including a shot of the response from a late, great Spacehey friend, the one and only Jon - for posterity. I enjoy listening to Alan Alda's podcast 'Clear and Vivid'. At the end of every episode he asks his guest seven quick questions. I would love to get your answers! Mine are here 1. What do you wish you really understood? 2. How do you tell someone they got their facts wrong? 3. What... » Continue Reading
Instagram, TikTok, snapchat. Everything is recorded, put online, and scrutiny never goes away in this day and age. No one is themselves, it is all what people want to see. We all have a version of ourselves created to impress, the side that is shown to the rest of the population. It is a prison of screens and lies. Us as humans have been trapped in between constraints that have been disguised as 'trends'. No one is free, no one can escape the crushing pressure that comes with media. Freedom, by... » Continue Reading
♡ want this read aloud? Try your browser’s read aloud, listen, or screen reader tool. Different devices name it differently, but it is usually in the browser menu, accessibility settings, or text-selection options. press play ▶ for mood music The Pleasure of Cruelty vs the Joy of Community [copied from spacehey]Power is not automatically bad. Power is the ability to do something, to affect the world, to protect yourself, to organize with other people, to say no, to build, to refuse, to care,... » Continue Reading
Sooo i want to DROP KICK!!! my SEXIST uncle. So i like baking and cooking and I'm really good at it so I'm always making sm fo my family and my UNCLE keeps telling me how I'm the perfect housewife and I'd be a good mother in the future (who said that i wanted kids like ) and women belong in the kitchen and that I BELONG IN THE FUCKING KITCHEN like bitch no i DON'T like I'M ONLY 16 and my only jod is to care for my husband and children ( who'd even want me like i can't) also he's 24 obese never e... » Continue Reading
https://petition.parliament.uk/petitions/757849Honestly this is a lot for fair. This actually has more benefits then downsides and protects children who actually need to be protected, considering you learn about sex in year 6 it's not as much of a problem. Additionally, the government has a higher chance of agreeing as this is a compromise. Please share this petition o(〃＾▽＾〃)o » Continue Reading
bro i’ve been looking at my tiktok posts and i’m so disgusted by the comments from old men fetishizing my style. commenting things like “nice boobs” or other nasty things. i love to dress gothic and other fashion cultures and i always become sad whenever i see comments that literally over sexualize the way i present myself. anyway it just disappoints me how so many women have been detoured to hiding their true identity and not being free. we should all have a voice and passion through clothes an... » Continue Reading
i understand not wanting to get hurt and being too vulnerable, but i think we need to be more open to it for the sake of deeper and more enjoyable connections. holy cold take ik but im just talking to talk here. you can't run away from pain, that shit will find you regardless of how hard you try. since the hurt is inevitable, i don't think we should sacrifice the chance to show someone how much we care in caution of them using it to hurt you. if they were gonna hurt you, they were gonna do it no... » Continue Reading
For context, "jeagerist" or "yeagerist" is a term in the anime 'Attack On Titan' that describes a group of people who were anti-Marley.These people believed that the only way to save Eldia was to dedicate themselves to Eren Jaeger and he would rule over them with the Founding Titans powers.I don't understand how people can be "jaegerist" (people who support Eren's actions) from the watchers perspective when they literally were for wiping out 80% of humanity. They basically thought that the subje... » Continue Reading
Today I've entered this space with the intention of sharing art, reflections, and maybe a bit of random posting, simply to have a more authentic space for myself, but above all, to connect with new people and worlds. Lately, I've had many questions about how we currently relate to each other, traditionally through massive networks like TikTok, Instagram, or Facebook. I grew up in those spaces and I've witnessed a stark decline in interpersonal connection, because now there's a strange ... » Continue Reading
[copied from Spacehey]I’ve been thinking about how much of our current politics comes down to what people think America is for.The fights look like they are about policy. Sometimes they are. A bathroom bill is a policy. A school board ban is a policy. Immigration enforcement is policy. A court ruling on voting rights is policy. But the energy underneath these fights is bigger than the policy itself. People are arguing over who belongs here, who gets protected by the state, who has to explain the... » Continue Reading
mia pregunta me la han echo muchas veces por no tener "amigos"...¿Porque lo digo entre comillas? Porque si tengo amigos, pero ellos no me escuchan , no me respetan, y me siento excluida de mis amigos, nunca he tenido un amigo tan leal, por eso me descargue esta app para socializar y tener amigos de distintos países o ciudades, además no me cuesta tanto socializar en mi teléfono, pero en la vida real me da un poquito de pena hablar con gente que no conozco » Continue Reading
For the under 16s ban there's a better argument if I'm honest, they don't realise that it will be way too easy to bypass for it to be worth it because VPNs aren't banned. even without the VPNs it's still fairly easy so there's no real point in spending time on something that will have little to no effect. » Continue Reading
I sometimes feel jealous of people that never went through a stage that they later realized was just public embarrassment (I went through like 5 of said stages before becoming society trained (I'm probably still in one now)). But at the same time, everything I did before the concepts of performativeness and people-pleasing were drilled into my brain was the real me at the time and has built me into the me I am today. If I didn't make mistakes, I wouldn't be the type of person to completely avoid... » Continue Reading
im going to try to not sound disrespectful because i do like to respect peoples religions since i believe you should respect peoples beliefs even if they dont align with yours, but i apologize in advance if i sound disrespectful.in my opinion, (and this is not an original take), i think religion was made by man because way long ago when we were not advanced with technology and science we didnt know the reasons for things. so it made sense to say that maybe a God created us and the world. maybe w... » Continue Reading
as a bi person myself, i feel like bisexuals are constantly undermined as a collective group. we're constantly told to just, "pick a side", "stop being greedy"-- which pan people also experience-- and this does have negative affects on us.it's like we're not straight enough to be labeled straight, and we're not lesbian/gay enough to be considered that label. are we not enough? since when was identity a poll on what you are more?40% of bisexuals attempt suicide and over 25% succeed due to a varie... » Continue Reading
A ver gente religiosa que es homofobica , díganme porque odian tanto a los homosexuales sin mencionar una religión, osea lo que ustedes dicen son estupideces, porque como no les va a gustar ver dos chicos enamorados, si a las mujeres también les gusta el pito y a los chicos gays también, entonces son los mismo motivos pero en diferentes cuerpos, por favor dejen de molestar a la gente trans o no binaria etc. ESTO ES UNA FORMA DE EXPRESARSE Y AMAR LIBREMENTE 🏳️🌈 🖕 (por si acaso yo soy de la comun... » Continue Reading
Lover, oh lover, Under your tree, I shall stand,For when the rain pours,Your leaves hold my hand.Lover, oh lover,Your covenant allows me not to stay, For our roots are to be withdrawn—From the soil we struggled to save.Lover, oh lover,The sky cries no more, How ever shall I quench your thirst?My heart can not weep for you anymore. » Continue Reading
Welcome to part 3 to where to talk about CultsPart one: https://friendrewind.com/blog/heavens-gate-cult-rant-pt-1-2862Part two: https://friendrewind.com/blog/los-narcosatnicos-cult-rant-pt-2-5143Aum Shinrikyo _______________________Were the teachings of yoga always so extreme?In February 1984, Asahara Shoko evolved his small yoga school in the Shibuya district of Tokyo into a religious movement known as Ōmu Shinsen no Kai (オウム神仙の会, "Aum Heavenly Sage Association") or just Amu Shinrikyo for short... » Continue Reading
it's so gut twisting in the most comforting way.celebrity conspiracy: i believe this is the motivator behind all of phoebe bridger's music » Continue Reading
I might be hard to love,but I’d rather wrestle with a love as thick and sweet as honeyand as deep and vast as oceansthan settle for a quick love that quietly dripslike a broken faucetWhat has created generationsis not meant to be describedas easy-if I am too much for you, find less » Continue Reading
It's weird nowdays I'm convinced true love does not exist. Most people now days get more lovers in a year then Henry VIII his whole reign. It's all about sex. We as a society should not be having sex with people we don't even like and the fact that it's basically normalized is absurd to me. Gotta be honest this 'love' thing is getting out of hand » Continue Reading
I used to think that love was presenting myself as labeled chunks, easy to swallow and ready to be spit out. I thought it was keeping up a constant output of customized appearances, and being loved back was being told that this filtered reflection of me was to their liking. Even in friendships or family ties, I assumed that to connect as a human was to strip down my being until I was easy to understand. Because of that, I thought that the parts of myself that I couldn't understand could never be... » Continue Reading
uhhh i don't know if it's actually A+ or A but it got the highest possible mark in my education system and i want to share it because i enjoyed writing this and my blog is my happy writing space. yes, i even enjoyed writing my last paragraph and conclusion (this piece) which i worked on for SEVEN HOURS STRAIGHT TILL 11:30PM :)Botticelli, Leonardo, and Michelangelo all present original works that defy the expectations set for artists at the time. Their works are cornerstones for new artists. The ... » Continue Reading
It pisses me off when people immediately assume I'm some angsty teenager because of my age or how i look. I'm just as capable as any1 else but I guaruntee it's because I live in the south and no one even takes teens seriously yk? My birthday isn't for a good few months so I'm stuck being a broke teen with literally no1 to relate to. And for some reason venting about this makes GROWN ASS adults think it's okay to try and manipulate me. Like no?? I might be lonely but i'm not a dummy. Every1 be ca... » Continue Reading
Welcome to part 2 of my series where I talk about Cults...Part one: https://friendrewind.com/blog/heavens-gate-cult-rant-pt-1-2862_______________________ Los Narcosatánicos Drug Cartels? Vodou Human Sacrifices? Murders? These are all things involved with this cult! Adolfo Constanzo had a few nicknames like The Godfather of Matamoros. The Witch Doctor or also known as the Narcosatanist and he was a well known drug-trafficker and serial killer in Matamoros, Mexico and ran a cult known as the Los ... » Continue Reading
for tcc ppl cus I haven’t found any and i would reallyyy like to see pppls tcc edits i can show mine i actually js uploaded a tcc edit in my videos category wait i also like richard idk hiw to spell his last name but hes a night stalker who killed ppl and died in 2013 june 7 thats why i made a edit abt him on june 7th i will upload a pic of him so u can atleast know how he looks Look how cute he isss hmu if u like tcc anyways tcc stands for true crime community is js like being into crim... » Continue Reading
I MAY BE THE BIGGEST LESBIAN IN THE WHOLE CITY, BUT MAYBE NOT I TRIED TO FLIRT A FEW TIMES BUT REALIZED QUICKLY THAT GIRLS THINK IM ATLEAST 14 YEARS OLD I FEEL OFFENDED. THIS IS ME VENTING ABOUT THE STRUGGLES OF LOOKING YOUNG AND WANTING A RELATIONSHIP...😭 » Continue Reading
The ways in which people are perceived can vary so wildly from person to person. A close friend could have a completely different view on you to a family member of yours. Part of this could be expression, in different situations and scenarios people express different aspects of themselves. I think technology pushes this further as in the digital realm often times we are not limited by our physical form; we are often free to manifest ourselves how we please. Many people manifest themselves so dif... » Continue Reading
yall i had this big test today in social studies about economics and war or whatever, i feel like i did an ok job, but i dont really feel like theres any point in trying anymore. in norway you cant really be absent in school, because if you have like 10% absence you fail the class. and guys. im already at 16% in this class... and i cant even get a doctors note because im in therapy getting my diagnosis and im not done untill august (after school ends) pray for me please, i do NOT wanna retake a ... » Continue Reading
To be in the New Testament...I would have clung to Jesus when traveling with Him. Hide under the red/blue shawl or His arm. But since I was born many after His first arrival, I gotta wait to be in heaven to see Him face to face and stay under His arm as long as needed. » Continue Reading
Okay so I was watching this really interesting video essay the other day and it really stuck with me and made me have a new outlook on life so I'm going to share it here, so hopefully it can help to lighten someone else's life and give it a little bit more meaning like it did to mine. It was talking about the political power of trying to train your creative side and romanticising your life (in a more whimsical way). It basically explained that by trying to be more magical and enjoying the little... » Continue Reading
So before I start I want to say that this is about friends in real life, not online though that’s another topic. I don’t get it. Why does nobody want to become my friend? Like I’m such a nice person and my hobbies and interests should be very appealing especially those in my age range. I skateboard, I can play two instruments yet nobody is interested in me. Every time I see a friend group or just people having friends in general I get really angry and sad. Why do they have friends but I don’t , ... » Continue Reading
Whenever I’m on social media, like instagram , every one or two days , I often see people posting things like ‚‘‘ can’t do this trend because I gave up all my hobbies‘‘ or whenever somebody asks someone what their hobby is they say ‚‘‘idk I just watch YouTube or meet up with friends‘‘. How can this world be so full with a lot of amazing things and people still just sit at home watching into a addictive square. Yes I understand it’s addictive but you CAN get away from it. I tried it and succeeded... » Continue Reading
[GETZ ONLINE]If you're a person who likes to bully people, fuck you. Like, actually, that's honestly so pathetic. Why are you obsessed with everyone's flaws and insecurities? As if their flaws are going to be on top of yours, but don't worry. Your flaw of not having a life and still in that immature and dumb mindset where you're THAT obssessed with commenting on people's appearance will always be on TOP of the board. I can't even explain how mad I am when people laugh at other people because the... » Continue Reading
so for context, im in a discord server with people from my school. and my friend js came out as pan and genderfluid, but actively had to hide it from people in that server because apparently he'd get attacked for not doing "enough research" into the terms and labels he wants to use despite him being comfortable and aligning with those perfectly.i honestly find it quite ridiculous that people think they can attack him for feeling a certain way about himself. people tell him he's bi, not pan. but ... » Continue Reading
Well except my friends of course, but my school is either the popular kids, y know like full on gangster wannabes, Nike tech, needohs,those freeaakinngg ai babies, n stuff like that.. Or, the weird ass kids who fake disorders, weak ass threats (like no you're not gunna actually gouge my eyes out with that fork) or like just running on all fours... Like I'm pretty sure they're all also therians which I think is weird but Im not hating, I'm just.. Why are you doing this AT SCHOOL!! but anyway.. Th... » Continue Reading
tell me, am i really the problem? or are you just too much of a stuck up prick to know what "your own fault" means? i hate you and everyone else in this wretched family » Continue Reading
ai is literally ruining everything, not to state the obvious. But it’s also rotting people’s brains, like it’s making people so stupid and also soulless. I keep getting ads for the google ai and stuff like that to help for SCHOOL assignments and essays 🥀like dawg some of those are college students and i get its an ad, but if you’re in college and need ai to help write something for you.. how are you in college,, unfortunately i know that’s not much of a stretch either. It’s everywhere we go too ... » Continue Reading
why are people so basic these days? You cant find someone interesting its like everyone is the same, a copy of a copy. same clothes same personality same music like get a life!no personal interests? how can you live with no music or hobbies. maybe we are VERY different XD » Continue Reading
im so glad to accept myself for what i truly am, happy to be trans though it comes with hard decisions and harder challenges for where i seek to be in the future. Happy pride month! » Continue Reading
Except for close cool friends, everyone in my area ,and country really, is pretty lame, with all due respect . im so grateful to whoever is reading this like youre so fweakin cool LETS BE FRIENDS ! AYYAYAYAYAY I FEEL LIKE EVERYOJE HERE IS SO COOL AND ITS AS IF IM LIVING IN THE 2000S GENUINELY ITS SO COOL I LOVE IT SM » Continue Reading
im not asking for a diagnosis or anything but im so confused. i dont know whats going on with me. all i do is stay up all night and sleep the whole day. summer also just started and all im doing is bedrotting. my room is so dirty. there are days that i never come out of my room. not even to talk to my parents. there are days where i feel completely numb. i used to speak all the time but now i am just naturally quiet or not that social. i dont feel anything anymore. everyday im just existing. » Continue Reading
dude i keep seeing the videos like "we need to bring back bullying guys!" LIKE NO WE DONT? i dont get what they think is funny abt it like ppl have DIED bc of bullying and ppl still think its ok??? and i hate how now its so much more subtle bc then its harder to do somthing abt it like ppl dont outright say mean things to ur face they talk to you and act friendly then laugh to their friends abt u im genuinly so sick of the "my friend has a crush on u" thing its so annoying like i get it u think ... » Continue Reading
I wish more people would DM me withtout doubting, or add me cause like, I'm bored af and I dont have a lot of people to talk with, so most of the time I'm free to talk, if you wanna trauma dump on me jut go ahead I'm boooored and I would love to help you if I can, tell me your stories, just talk to me, I'll try my best to make convo, anyways, I wanna write more shit here cause I feel like I can say my actual toughts without doubting that much, or at least I hope so, I dont have too many hot take... » Continue Reading
TW!!! Pedophilia, grooming, CPAs of recently, I've noticed this guy Pixeldrink trending on MHA TikTok. And my question is, why THE FUCK are we forgetting what he did?! If you don't know, a few years ago, when he was 19-20, he was grooming minors and he drew CP of them. "He's gone to therapy and apologized!" So? He's already acted on his desire for kids, it is not an excuse. Pedophilia is a mental sickness, yes. But going to therapy only helps if you HAVE NOT already acted on these impulses. It i... » Continue Reading
I had unadded d3fect, the owner of the site, since I came on here. Today, I checked my friends list and saw they were there. I don't remember sending them a friend request back and it didn't appear in my notifications so it's safe to say they used admin to readd me to their account.I quickly unfriended them again lolz :3 (No offense d3fect)Really weird tho » Continue Reading
welp for some weird reason this site doesnt like me calling out people that support pedos so ig we will be a lil nicer this time huh?hey guys so this person listens and supports and defends this one music artists that has gr00med and begged a 13 year old girl for "erotic photos" at the age of 19this person goes by the name "wifiskeleton" or "cyrus" look up a doc on yt if you wanna know morenow with that being said the p3do defender is https://friendrewind.com/profile.php?id=5449if this post gets... » Continue Reading
brief suicide and sexual coercion trigger warning! with 30 being just around the corner, it's safe to say that i've spent a handful of weekends celebrating friends and their accomplishments. weddings, baby showers, engagements, buying their first house, etc., etc.and while i'm very proud of them, i often find myself coming home from these events feeling more disappointed in myself more than ever. hell, the only thing i look forward to after these parties is finally getting out of my bra and my s... » Continue Reading
every time i come across my middle school yearbook or my scrapbook from high school, i get hit with a wave of nostalgia that, more often than not, is accompanied by some degree of nausea that settles in the pit of my stomach. whether it's a picture of me with friends that i no longer speak to, or a song that i used to love listening to when i was 11 in my neon green room whose walls were riddled with twilight and my chem posters, nostalgia is something that i embrace without fail. sometimes i fi... » Continue Reading
i love this dude so much like i just literally found this website after web-surfing for so long. SillyBilly is in like every group i enter and make. either he just likes connecting to people or like he's so multi-fandomed. (also sorry btw if you, sillybilly, are being addressed in a way you don't like) you're just so cool bro. » Continue Reading
▶︎ •၊၊||၊|။||||။၊|• 0:10nah i give up on humanity, wdym that there is new virus all because couple bird watched in garbage, like let earth breathe » Continue Reading
Notes: Repost because I couldn't figure out how to remove the blog theme, fixed text formatting. enjoy! ✩Oops. I was editing code and yeah ...my old blog now is here hahh anyways hello.Hi! Houkiboshi here sprinkling the blogs page with internet lore✨ It seems that my YouTube feed is done recommending me video essays about people in the USA. So it did the most logical thing of teleporting me to CHINA. Lemme tell you, I couldn't leave. It was recently when I came across YT channels like Wonny and ... » Continue Reading
i am typing candidly, because i tend to overthink my writing style and it seems forced. but there is so much in my head that i dont know how to get out in a way that makes sense.does anyone else almost get weepy/sad from how nostalgic they get sometimes? like i feel so sad almost by how much better life was when i wasn't even able to experience it fully. and then i feel like im chasing a high trying to recreate something that i was barely conscious for (hence why i am being so active on here).it... » Continue Reading
i HATE when guys say that misandry and misogyny are the same BC LIKE NO THEY'RE NOT misogyny has a long history of men abusing women and doing disgusting things to them while misandry is the reaction to the acts of misogyny. in the world men are so favored over woman so its reasonable for women to hate their oppressors but men hating women isnt. and another thing i keep seeing that im gonna mention here bc its like kinda in the same category is when women say men and women should have equal righ... » Continue Reading
My classmate left a positive note after class. It said: HAVE AN AMAZING MONDAY! The note was just wonderful. They addresses all the people who came in and out of the classroom. We all needed this bit of happiness that day. So I smiled. And when they left the class, I left my own note below their little cheerful wish. So what is your secret to happiness? I mean, how do you walk around happily, not caring about what anyone says? How do you dye your hair just for yourself? How do you pick out a t-s... » Continue Reading
Welcome to part one of my series where I talk about Cults..._______________________ Heaven's GateA pretty infamous mass suicide cult, you've probably heard it once or twice in your life before.. On March 26th 1997, 39 members of Heaven's Gate were found dead in a mansion in Rancho Santa Fe, Cailfornia. Investigators found a recipe of the mixture that killed them, applesauce/pudding mixed in with anti-seizure drug Phenobarbital followed by vodka. Some bodies were found with plastic bags over thei... » Continue Reading
so ik I just posted a post a few minutes ago but I'm just saying (title of this blog), sooo a few days ago, my sister (let's call her A) called my mom saying that her wife left her with her children (she's still there), and that now she's homeless (she still lives in the fucking house), and is now telling my other relatives that she was homeless, and about the lying thing, my other sister took A to a restaurant, A ordered a burger and when she got her burger, this fat ass ate half of the burger,... » Continue Reading
so im just casually in my room as any usual teenage girl is, listening to pencey prep i really need to get my feelings out. i just dont know HOW, it sux dont get me wrong, its just that so much has went wrong in my life not to sound all corny or anything its just that i find it hard to get my feelings out its very strange for me to like say things straight or confront someone about how i feel its weird.first blog entry. 20;22pm 19/05/26 » Continue Reading
I feel like that I don't quite miss people how I think they want to be missed.Me missing someone is not a loud constant reminder like for most people. For me it's just like a soft reoccuring thought of missing their existence, specific energy.I think people have a specific unique energy that radiates around them. I can't really describe it. It's just simply something I feel around people.I feel like for most people missing someone is like a constant loud reminder, but not with words, with feelin... » Continue Reading
This is more of a thread from my last blog but the more I’m on here compared to instagram, instagram has literally the most horrible users that are infested, who are mostly intellectually dumb, racist, spread misinformation, mass propaganda, influencers giving you unsolicited advice to sell you something and just have no empathy at all. Like I had to delete the app and use just safari to access it to consume less of it. It has greatly impacted how much I’m accessing it, but still I can’t fkin ha... » Continue Reading
“Dark shipping is good !!! People only use it as a coping mechanism!!! And the people bullying the mentally ill 13 year olds are the REAL bad guys !!”While conveniently ignoring the fact that coping mechanisms can be dangerous.Cutting yourself is a coping mechanism.Loli/shota can be a coping mechanism.Are those valid ?Or do you need a fancy name to be convinced? » Continue Reading
as marx theorized true human nature is only whatever is incentivized, and guess what abrahamic religions have incentivized for THOUSANDS of years? the superiority of men, the hatred of women, and the desire to crush, rape, and control, because that is what every single historical event has boiled down to, the want of control, and what has caused every single historical event? christianity or religion of some sort. human nature is not to crush rape and conquer, that’s not even male nature, that i... » Continue Reading
it's called "IN THE CORNER OF THIS WORLD". it's an anime about WW2 in a civilian's perspective of a young woman who moves across Japan to get married while dealing with the bombs and lack of food to support the family. It gets sad but ends bittersweet. 8/10.I can't really explain all of it because I have to go but please watch :) » Continue Reading
TWW!!! Sensitive topics: SA, RAPE, COCSAI am so so so tired of my school protecting literal CREEPS!!!!Like, there's this guy at my school named Grant who's been reported EIGHTEEN TIMES for sexual harrassment! And everytime he's called into the office, he plays dumb and goes "I didn't know them telling me to stop meant stop!" and they fucking believe him! You'd think after the first few times, they'd realize he's bullshitting, but nooooo.He's overly touchy, and he doesn't take no for a fucking an... » Continue Reading
reform voters are genuinely this most uneducated stupid wankers ever, like i don't understand how someone could support such an inconsistent and unpromising party, they're all racist, homophobic and will do no good for the uk???? why vote them. pray tell. » Continue Reading
Is it just me or is this bothering anyone else? On TikTok I see a lot of vent posts. which isn't the problem at all of course, but the comments are either so insensitive or just making it all about themselves. Like if I made a vent post on TikTok I don't want randoms coming into the comments completely self centering it onto themselves and dismissing the fact that this video is about my experience, not about them. Also theres a fine line between relating to the video and then just doing this. Li... » Continue Reading
Note: If this offends you, please tell me. I'm not trying to do that to anyone.Why does this person I know keep faking mental conditions/mental health struggles???? like no, you DONT struggle to wake up everyday, or with being socially anxious. you have a friend group of literally over 5 people. You are not lonely, please stop saying that!!! They always get mad at me when I'm dry when texting, have they ever thought I'm not in a good headspace at that moment so my texting won't be expressive?? W... » Continue Reading
Computa generate me two emo dudes kissing each other while listening to emo music! Computa two emo guys kissing! Computa am I gay quiz » Continue Reading
ive been on spacehey and nappolien and ive always had people friend me because they though my layout or smth and i HATE ITTTTTTTTTTT! i like it when people are like meeeee😒 » Continue Reading
hey everyone! can someone please add me and explain to me how this site works? also i like to chat with new people! im sorry if i somehow wrote this weird orwrong but im trying! here to talk if you need! :3 ♥ » Continue Reading
i feel soooo happy rn ngl im looking at the recents blogs and everything and what can i say i love that every 12 min there is someone posting about thier day it just brings me joy to see more active users -mariam » Continue Reading
today i was in my professional communication class and i was sitting with two of my friends (one boy, one girl). for a while, ive gotten the feeling that the girl doesnt like me. shes always trying to exclude me and will made snarky little remarks here and there. today in class, our guy friend said something kind of rude, but followed it up with "my bad it was just a joke" which is typical for him. the girl (who its obvious has a huge crush on him) said "oh so you can just say whatever as long a... » Continue Reading
Guyssss, am I the only one how loves to be alone? and every time I say that to a person they like: no but I cult never. I mean there is a huge different between being alone and feeling lonely, see there can be many people around you and you can still feel lonely. And when you like being alone that just means you enjoy the time when you by your one. -Mr Froggy out a beautiful day you guysss Bb » Continue Reading
Im sorry but why are some people so entitled??? Like for example, my 'friend' lillian... Shes been annoying ever scince ive met her. But what made me mad today was wehen she was calling me a poser DIRECTLY TO MY FACE. So basically me and m actual friends were just chilling and talking about music,she had the NERVE to say,"Looks like someone dosent listen to rock or metal,why do you listen to that k-pop sh#t????" Then I told her that i actually DO listen to heavy metal, rock,and punk music and sh... » Continue Reading
I'm Houkiboshi! i'm new to the platform. I began blogging about maybe three months ago? usually i blog about my interests! I hope to get good at writing and entertaining. this being said, i love to draw, watch anime, music discovery and learning about internet culture! If you like any of those, perhaps we can be friends. Anyways, end of this blog post for now! looking forward to meeting you guys!!! :3 » Continue Reading
What is actually time? Is it just a thing we are calling that doesn’t even exist? Who did decide that we are going to call a thing that have no prof of existing “time” and be sometimes scared of it? Time is just so interesting and scary. » Continue Reading
i'm so happy that i've found spaces like these. the rest of the mainstream social media sites are filled with negativity nowadays. everyone is fighting with each other or making rude comments for no reason. cutting those out of my life and using sites like these in moderation have really improved my life. » Continue Reading
Does anyone else constantly see videos or friends with fun hobbies, and yet they can't seem to find a pasion for anything? It's so frustrating, like where are these people getting such motivation!? » Continue Reading
If you're a man with an opinion about abortion you can go suck my cock. It's my body my choice, not yours. You do not have to go through to pain, 'embarrassment', attention, and lack of privacy a women gets when you are pregnant and giving birth.Also who the fuck tells their 11 year old daughter that if she was raped then you would make her have the child but she 'wouldn't have to take care of the child'? My mum! » Continue Reading
Like home schooling is fun barely any stress but sometimes it can make you go into the loop or you’re really depressed or during the summer where you’re alone and you just get really depressed I’m homeschooled I’m fine. I try to get like really social so I’m not don’t get depressed but last year during summer oh my gosh, it was the downfall for me. I would not even look at myself in the mirror, I was scared. I gained a lot of weight. I was cutting every single day, so don’t be like me and do a l... » Continue Reading
Honestly, I am getting so fucking sick and tired of the amount of blatant racism and ignorance that is on the Internet. It’s fucking insane. Like, how can we have all this access to information, but yet we’re still ignorant on certain shit? Like, the amount of posts and forms I’ve seen on the internet of people claiming that Indians aren’t considered Asian is fucking insane to me.Like, it’s already bad enough that Indians or other forms of South Asians are already hated on and demonized on the i... » Continue Reading
I was just scrolling peacefully on TikTok right? Then I come across this TikTok and it said like- “No judging, what’s the longest you’ve gone without showering?” Just an innocent question and a safe space for people right? WRONG. Someone mentioned that they didn’t shower for like a month because of depression and this guy named Cole was like, “that’s not an excuse!!! Depression is just sadness you’re so nasty!!” And people in the comments were MOPPING him. But guess what? He went and POSTED abou... » Continue Reading
Ram prices are getting crazier. majority of ram/tech companies are selling out to ai companies. im fat. polar bears will learn how to shed their fur and walk amongst us. LIZARD PEOPLE ARE COMING FOR US. mark is a lizard. elons a cyborg. Comment if you think im cool » Continue Reading
Okay so my mom and I where sleeping and mom gets a text from my uncle he said a girl sent him picture s of my Dada and A girl and I'm she started crying because she was pregnant 7months and it looked real and definitely not ai or photoshope my dad was getting mad telling my mom she was being a brat and sensitive and the next day we came home apologie and mom forgives him and them we got to the hospital because my mom needed an ultra sound so we can determine if it's a boy or a girl and it wa... » Continue Reading
My realest fan that everyone should know, https://friendrewind.com/profile.php?id=307, they're so cool. follow them, give them your credit card info, and hand over your bank account to them. » Continue Reading
i wrote this the other night, i just now feel like posting it tho.Is there like a handbook for how to be a human? It's kind of like getting put on a job with no manual. I'm struggling with my job (life) right now, and I have no assistance, except for the words I've heard my whole life from everyone. It's like no one can come up with anything original, or they just don't say what I want them to say. Which it's harder for me to take advice when I know what I need to do, it's just I need to hear th... » Continue Reading
AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHDIDOSJAHSKCBDUDKEBT!! THE WORLD IS A SIMULATION AND WERE ALL JUST ANTS LIVING IN IT. WHAT THE ACTUAL (bad word) DO YOU MEAN THERES AN “alternate universe”?!?! AND TIME ZONES. DONT EVEN GET ME STARTED ON TIME ZONES. now, you may be wondering “kooly, why are you tweaking out?” well, its quite simple. I SPENT ALL DAY, THINKING IT WAS AROUND 6 AM. BUT NO. IT HAS ACTUALLY BEEN PM FOR THE WHOLE TIME IVE BEEN AWAKE. i went to sleep at like 6:30 AM but i didnt know since i basically ... » Continue Reading
IM TIRED OF HIDING MY FREAK FLAG!! I DONT GIVE A (bad word) IF ITS weird, inappropriate, OR ANYTHING LIKE THAT. LET ME BE MEEE, WAAAAHHHH ;C ok but seriously, why is being freaky socially unacceptable?? like jeez, let me say smth dirty every once in a while. if i say my b00bs hurt, suddenly im mentally unstable. not like i wasnt to begin with tho. my br4s stuck i didnt need to know that.. oh, mb original gangster, thought we were closeð¥ð¥ and yeah, i understand somethings just shouldnt be said.... » Continue Reading
I hate my body not for the reasons you might think, I simply wish I was born with male body parts, it hurts looking in the mirror and seeing a body I don't want, I hate my voice, I hate not being sure of what I am, I hate how fast sweet can go sour, I hate how awkward it is when someone asks what I am because I don't know one minute I want to be male then the next I enjoy being female which disappears as fast as it had come I wish there was a switch that allowed me to completely change my gender... » Continue Reading
Yet again my step-dad has ruined a nice day, he made burgers today I told him I wasn't hungry at the moment he still forced me to get one, I'm eating it slowly because like I don't even want to eat it, for some reason he's suddenly in a bad mood he yells at me for eating "it too slow" and that it couldn't be that bad, it isn't bad I just wasn't hungry what did you expect? I'd magically be starving and devour it? So he told me to just put it away, I did because it's not like I had a choice, Then ... » Continue Reading
I like my sensitivity at times because I am able to show and express my emotions openly and freely. But people (at my school or "friends") make me feel like I'm overreacting about certain things, and just make me feel so small and dumb. Ik those people are just not for me, but it just seems like everyone I've met has the same reaction or thoughts about MY sensitivity. I have just learned not to care at times, but it just hits me...𣠻 Continue Reading
I want to be adopted kitten adopted into a loving family that keeps me even after I turn into a right year old cat. That’s 45 years old in cat years » Continue Reading
Hot take: if you claim to be alt and hate on other alt styles/non problematic furries, you're not alt, you're actually an asshole >.< » Continue Reading
I love coming back to myself with a realization that as soon as I stopped caring about people who never care about me, life is just absolutely amazing. » Continue Reading
Anyway anyone 13-15 wanna be friends?I'm a girl, I like FNaF, Sk8boarding, anime(MHA, DanDaDan, Mob Psycho, Saiki K, Death Note), the amazing digital circus, spiderman:spider verse, Minecraft, 2000's stuff, Alex G. I play roblox, Minecraft, and pony town if u ever wanna ^-^I have discord! :) » Continue Reading
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