This is somewhat controversial, but it's something that has been happening for a VERY long time in this fandom: darkships. Primarily involving incest and things that aren't worth mentioning. I cant even see a edit of homestuck that LOOKS NORMAL in peace and then i see the creator supporting darkshippers or being problematic in general in the comments. AND HONESTLY if Andrew hussie wasn't a weirdo this fandom would be WAY BETTER. And dont even GET ME STARTED ON THESE STRIDERCEST SHIPPERS. I HATE ... » Continue Reading
I sound very monotonous and have a hard time expressing my emotions so my humor often comes off as dry or downright rude which leads people to often mischaracterize me as some type of apathetic person who shows no remorse for no one. I expect the assumption and embrace it: People won't know me until they allow themselves to do so. This is why I love bubbly outgoing people because they often give me the opportunity to express how I feel freely without fear of being misperceived because there ofte... » Continue Reading
Yesterday I got my . again and lwk the second day is ALWAYS the worst, the one thing i can rely on, and I can't tell if I'm just having REALLLLYYY bad mood swings from this or if I'm relapsing again :( » Continue Reading
i felt weird for the past couple of days, not because of the exchange guy but because of my surrounds.I have no classes with my friends,I have one but we don't really talk.My options are to either socializing with kids younger than me or suffer.I'm legit stuck in a class with freshmans nd sophmores.....the people my age aren't any better, they're still immature asf...it's already hard as it is for me to make friends, being an scenemo kid in my school full of people who dress pretty bland.... No ... » Continue Reading
I'm back once again after a week or so... Still kinda grieving the last guy lowkirkeniunely.... I'm doing good in school but I'm emotional as shit--Listening to more depressing emo music than ever.found some exchange student to fawn over but i'm unsure if i should continue since idk since he's hanging out with this one girl and he's suuuuuuper cute. he always looked at me a lot in my gym class, even when he's talking to his friend(s) He's pretty sweet, i've talked 2 him b4 sooooo... It could be ... » Continue Reading
so i've obtained a club president position for the mental health awareness club at my school, and i am very excited to start working on events, resources, as well as get more community hours by being involved. i was accepted for 1-week training that finished today. i learned quite a few things and got to know a few people... honestly, im not the most social even if i force myself to come off that way. (maybe thats why its hard for me to actually want to answer people or talk to others when im ba... » Continue Reading
sooo both my parents said yes. lowk excited and surprised how easy it was to ask. i didn’t think it would be this simple cuz i did get in trouble like a few weeks ago. but now idk what to wear💔 and hopefully i wont be going alone anymore cuz i asked one of my friends. » Continue Reading
Tw: inappropriate behavior of a teacherI met up with an old professor for smth and he unprompted and without warning pet my hair and called it cute. I think it's because last time he saw me, it was longish, but now it's "boy-short." But like. Idc. I don't want this middle aged man to just.... suddenly touch my head. » Continue Reading
So me and my friend @pinklaced𐙚⋆°🦢.⋆ᥫ᭡ are sitting in class right...and this BIG BITCH had the nerve to make fun of this random boy in front of her he never says anything and he's chill asf. She turns to her friend and says "that's your man" loud AND POINTING AT HIM her friend then laughs says "not tf it is not that's your man you're sitting in front of him" ..... Hoe... So me and my friend was saying that it wasn't even funny then they got quite. Like he minds his own business and EVEN GIVES TH... » Continue Reading
uhh yea. so um..here’s my beautiful story. so I wuz scrolling right, and I found my friend in a comment. it was pretty cool I thought, so I replied to them. they screenshotted it and sent it to a gc w/ my other friend, to see if it was me. I said it was, and we were discussing other stuff, and idk them that well so I was getting to know them. we talked a bit, we acc have a lot in common (we both go by oliver, in a lotta the same fandoms, etc.). anyways, my other friends parent is RLY strict, lik... » Continue Reading
˚₊‧꒰ა . ——— ˗ˏˋ ✮ ˎˊ˗ ——— ˖ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚I don't if you'll ever read this. I don't know if I'll ever say this. You have always been way better than me when it comes to surviving. You're always on the move, always doing something. No matter what happens, you keep going. You have a healthy lifestyle that I can't achieve due to my own apathy. My 13 year old self would kill for all that you've achieved and have/had. You've gotten to express yourself freely without caring about our parents' judgment. You've... » Continue Reading
idk where i went wrong. im usually an 80% or higher student. my best grade for my finals have been a 77% this semester, with my lowest at just 59% and my most recent at 65%. i study, i try my best, usually this doesnt happen to me. i dont even blank on the questions! how am i so fundamentally mistaken in all my classes??? how do i do so well on the assignments and then do terribly on the finals?? this doesnt make sense to me at all. and this has never happened to me before.i feel so stupid and c... » Continue Reading
Hello friends,I just wanted to come on here and rant for a moment about some things in the news that have been really getting to me lately.So, for context- I started getting involved in environmental activism when I was 15. I founded the Utah chapter of Fridays For Future, I gave speeches in front of thousands of people at protests and concerts and conferences and stuff, I taught workshops to high school students, I was on TV and live radio multiple times talking about environmental stuff, there... » Continue Reading
so this was before my death ya know? So as you know I was the bassist vocalist for Seven Diamonds and i'm well known for various other songs, well there's a risk if your popular.I'm not joking, like you can get like stalkers and creeps so if you want to get popular then be careful for those. Like who the hell even wants me? Like, during that time i was dating FUCKING mark, but right now im thinking of someone...... hm... Harvey.... » Continue Reading
"We" are two people. If you can't figure that out, that's on you.The skinhead revival is going to kill us all. Figure that out. We don't like this world. We hate humanity. But we respect it. You just need to figure your shit out. You all have been manipulated by democratic socialists. Have fuckin' fun, commie. Something has become so twisted. Even the most "leftist/liberal" people on this site seem to have some sort of nationalist puritanical core inside of them influencing their ways.Have you n... » Continue Reading
I'm very obsessed with the concept of a song parody, I still watch them an awful lot and usually prefer them over the originals!!I really like it when they're goofy, so while the original song is over there yapping about heartbreak as if we didn't hear that for the millionth time (I'm not saying heartbreak is nothing), the parody is over there flipping the topic entirely into something that I can't believe must be called unique..Like WHY DO MOST SONGS TALK ABOUT LOVE OR BEING TOUGH YEAH PARTYING... » Continue Reading
okay so its this guy.. total cutie. we used to talk for a bit but it was a lot of stuff going on and we didnt like each other for a bit, at least i thought he didnt like me. ill say maybe a few days ago he texted me, i unsaved his number so i was confused + i woke up out of my sleep minutes after he texted me PAST 11PM MIND YOU!!! so i call the number after asking who it was a low and behold it was him. i was shocked but i wasnt super conscious and aware considering i was asleep, but he asked if... » Continue Reading
So Peter Cullen and Dolly Parton died and I’m just so shocked 😭 why is everyone dying, like can trump be next??? All the legends are dying but that red ahh tomato we have as a president… Rest in peace Dolly Parton and Peter Cullen you guys will be missed 😭🫶 » Continue Reading
1. Return There comes a time in a man's life when he begins to question his path.Am I doing the right thing?Did I make the right choices?Does this hobby or this trade define me?What influences me to make these decisions?These questions and many more like them can form the core of what people would call a "midlife crisis." A midlife crisis, however, is predicated on the knowledge of my exact time of death, something only the wyrdæ know. Therefore, to have the most accurately timed midlife crisis,... » Continue Reading
okay so me and my friend group have been trouble w this girl who we'll call A. we are all friends with her and its gotten to the point where she is talking shit about me and the whole friend group at her job to her other employee who just so happens to be the sister of our friend C. so obvi she is gonna tell us what A has been saying right? but when we say anything we get called immature and told to "grow up you turn 19 soon" and "we arent in highschool anymore dont talk about me" by her whic... » Continue Reading
i remember some time back when i wrote more often that i was challenged in class to write in another perspective. by that i mean they wanted us to pretend to be someone we weren’t, try and characterize ourselves as someone, anyone we could imagine. i re-read the work and i for some reason just shrugged it all off and turned myself into a woman. i lived my life the same way i normally would—just as a woman.i remember my classmates having more elaborate stories. like being the president or a super... » Continue Reading
I experienced deaths in my family last year, and all these celebrities passing away are taking me back to that time. Be sure to cherish family, loved ones, and friends because things can change in the blink of an eye. Rest in peace, Dolly Parton & Tim Curry, and all the others who have passed. I believe all of you are in a better place. » Continue Reading
Do Ya'll remember when David Bowie died so did prince and other people big that year also dropped like flies randomly?? Everyone was dying and now the ones who lived through that era have grown old and randomly died this year,Dolly Parton,Bonnie Tyler,Tim Curry,Catherine O'Hara (I love her sm),Sam Neil,And I'm so sorry I can't remember her name but she was in a couple things (I know her from the scream franchise) She was so young actually and she overdosed recently. Obviously not the end of the ... » Continue Reading
me and my friend (@Sw33tT00th) were talking right and we were talking abt how this person used to say the n word..ok so my guy friend then jumps in (as usual bc he cant mind his damn business) but he then says "oh yea I say it to my brother he's black" ??? mind u he's FULLY white (NOT AN OUNCE OF BLACK) and his brother is black so I'm like "hello?? r U black tho" and ofc he isn't but like he was like "oh that's js our love language" like no tf? and he had the audacity to be like oh well he gave ... » Continue Reading
i recently got a hair cut and i've never felt uglier. okay wait that's a lie; i feel the same as i did when i was in 7th grade (not great).the layers are too short, my field of vision is too wide, my hair is wayyy too thinned out, i just hate everything!! i know i sound like a whiny bitch but it's just really bothering me :/ i can't look at myself in the mirror for long because i just end up crying. i really hope it grows out fast. » Continue Reading
I always have this issue where I come up with creative ideas but can never follow through on them. Sometimes I get over halfway done and lose interest because the idea is no longer shiny and new, or maybe I gab about it way too much to my friends first thing and already feel the satisfaction as if I completed it in its entirety. I just... forget about it.It feels like I can't help it. I'm really good about being disciplined with my college schoolwork and what I get assigned at work, but it takes... » Continue Reading
Is it just me, but there is something kind of beautiful about crying yourself to sleep.It’s like completely darkness all around you, your cheeks is are all warm and swollen, and it makes you more tired so you’ll actually have a great sleep after.But most importantly- nobody knows. Nobody knows how many times I’ve cried myself to sleep, nobody will know the feeling in my chest I get after midnight, nobody will know the thoughts I try to think to make myself feel better, nobody even hears me- fuck... » Continue Reading
Okay so today after school I'll be taking the bus to my gf finally, acting like i didn't see her last week 🙄. We wont hangout long because she has dance practice but I bought her a lego flower so i hope It makes her super happy :> I'm a little nervous for no reason, we talk alot and It's not like its awkward or smth but yeah wtvr. » Continue Reading
This sort of topic has been bothering me for a while and I do NOT play about this shit.I been thinking looong and hard about they type of people who have nowhere else to turn when it comes to seeking out good, quality fanfic. It’s been happening for years but especially now, people are pouring out of Wattpad looking for their next outlet. So naturally they end up on AO3, because OBVIOUSLY its the best option.But ooh no, they stumble upon something unsightly. Something with tags that they’re not ... » Continue Reading
so like five days ago i lost my phone, i had decided not to bring it outside and then i went to the store and when i came back it was nowhere to be seen...i gave up in looking for it on day two.im now just using my laptop to do everything now, btw most apps are really hard to use on a laptop!and schools about to start and i need my phone to text people(aka my mom and sophia)! » Continue Reading
i will always remember how nice she was to me while she was cheating i feel so in love but so sad because we were so good. i miss when things weren’t as bad. But im a winner and winners have chicken dinners so i’m fat and i’m gonna eat some more lasagna » Continue Reading
Since I was young, I was always somehow off-putting to adults and my peers alike. When I was a kid, my bright rainbow-vomit outfits and awkward yet freakishly weird demeanor scared people away from me. I was the weird girl who played with bugs and talked about ghosts and dead things. Going to church I couldn't even fit in, I tried getting baptized and somehow come out of the water with a bloody nose, and scaring the shit out of my pastor, (this actually happened to me lol). As I got older, and m... » Continue Reading
This is a long rant so have fun if you wanna read it :3I'm really just making this blog to rant about/expose my grandpa so ye. Quick note, there are times when I do feel bad for him, like when he falls because of his legs and back or about how his first day being a substitute teacher will be because he does not understand how some or a lot of kids, teens, and teenagers are now compared to when he was a history teacher when he was like 20 or 30 years old. Anywho, my grandpa is the kind of guy tha... » Continue Reading
I just got my school schedule and it sucks! me and my friends compared our schedules and i share classes with none of them ! Me and my BFF only have algebra together. Our lockers I hope are close like last year. anyways- hope everything goes better on the first day next week. XOXO wafflezzzz ! » Continue Reading
Okay so here me out. Im TERRIFIED of my bus driver. like he actually scares me so much. he's just weird asffff!! he's like grabs me randomly when I'm getting on or off the bus. he yells at me for no reason sometimes [like when I rolled down the window] he's CONSTANTLY talking about how my shorts are 'too short' and he can see my arse. he's always talking Abt the girls in some creepy subtly pedo way. I've got it ON RECORDING and showed the principal. she said I didnt have enough proof [even t... » Continue Reading
rq sh!tpost ud think "oh i can edit the photos in friend rewind aftr i upload them" but nooo cuz just uploaded some photos had to take em down cuz they wouldnt edit the screen kept freezin and it was so annoying bro i looked so stupid without the filter cus all the photos are so gray but plz dont tell me the laggy thingy is jst meps holy sh!t agejoangel ur so fast at responding to uploads lol ily » Continue Reading
hey sailors.bit of a serious blog today..I feel so lonely. I feel like no one is there for me. I feel like no one cares.I feel like I'll never be someones number 1. I'll always be second best.im certain im not anyone's favorite person, but if I am, you shouldn't have someone like me be your favorite person.im jealous, im a liar, im two faced, I overreact, I have hurt and betrayed more people than I can count. and yet my friends still love me.still forgive me.they never gave up on me.and, if im b... » Continue Reading
hi people. so i just moved into college a few days ago and this guy comes up to me and asks for my number while walking so yk I don't know anyone else here so I'm like okay sure. I know he's interested in me and this guy seems nice and stuff and but he genuinely makes me EXTREMELY uncomfortable and nervous. and I realize why its because he's 26 (TWENTY SIX.) I DONT WANNA BE INVOLVED IRL WITH A 26 YEAR OLD. I said this and he's like "age is just a number." and he genuinely keeps texting me, askin... » Continue Reading
So there's this guy from my art class that harassed me and my friends today. He came up to us and pretended to want to be friends with us and wouldn't stop asking for our names even though ALL 3 OF US WERE TELLING HIM TO STOP BECAUSE WE KNEW HE WAS TRYING TO BULLY US. BUT HE WOULDN'T STOP.He kept asking for our names over and over and my friend Julie called him out for trying to bully us and he tried to pretend like he wasn't. He was like "No I'm just trying to get to know my classmates!" Die.Wh... » Continue Reading
I'm gonna miss mother Dolly Parton. To me she was immortal she got me through some really tough times..like I'm shedding real tears I loved her (ಥ﹏ಥ) » Continue Reading
My teen years were as convoluted as the lore of Dark Souls.It was a diverse period of time that I hope I'll never get to experience EVER AGAIN!During said time, I suffered all sorts of character development, discovered my insane chronic obession to metal music and Dark Souls cuz I wasn't authentic enough, and just changed as a person.However, there is one thing I haven't experienced, not even to this day, where I'm 19.Ofc I'm talking aboutLOVE.And by that I mean "romantic love" not love from fri... » Continue Reading
I fucking hate school. It's great for learning but I hate everyone there. Someone ALWAYS smells like shit and there's always those annoying preppy girls, then the loud kids and nobody just shuts up. I have all honors and everyone of those kids are smart, WHY AREN'T THEY SMART ENOUGH TO SHOW BASIC HUMAN DECENCY. If you couldn't tell, it was my first day, and it was dreadful. » Continue Reading
I resorted 2 friend rewind bc SPACEHEY banned Floradians from going on there and all of my hard worked coding IS GONE #rip feeling sad » Continue Reading
So, I moved into a new school and feeling out of place is normal 100%! But the thing is, I just feel completely out of place like—As if I don't belong there or feel welcome.I talked to the admin to request course changes since I got put into classes I wanted to avoid/not be in like guitar classes and visual art related thingd. But then she looked at me with like a full deadass glare and asked with a really judgemental tone "Why did you even go to [art school]?" Honestly, I wish I knew too. I si... » Continue Reading
I've been editing this thing for the past year and I am going insane Hopefully I will be done soon, but I feel so burnt out on writing. » Continue Reading
lowk wanna be a micro influencer…i feel like im yearning for a true connection or connections with people. i think it would be cool to express myself online. it would be so cool to tell my future kids about this or for them to find it. definitely don’t wanna to be too famous tho too much publicity would get me cancelled » Continue Reading
So I was originally going to a university in AR but I ended up transferring to one down here and TX and man, BEING THE NEW GUY SUCKS. Like don't get me wrong this is only day three and I know imma find my group eventually but UGHHH like I've gotten so much better at finding new friends but that doesnt mean I LIKE trying to find new people lmao. anywaysss the campus itself is awesome tho so I cant be too mad. » Continue Reading
my friend told me about her experience and it lowk made me scared to ever suck dick 😭 she said it tasted bad and smelled bad little did I know she was talking about a friend of mine she dated and I found out she sucked UNWASHED DICK and she lowk turned lesbian because of it but from my own experience I can say sucking CLEAN dick is amazing » Continue Reading
around a month ago my original phone (motorola edge 30) broke, at least the sim slot doesn't work anymore for some reason that may be it being soaked in vodka, but whatever, i had to get a new phone for using my sim and i didn't want to spend money so my dad gave me his working phone (an iphone, those phones that they give you for working but fuck that right) so i'm using it now, and man, this thing sucks ass, everything is so bad, i thought i was gonna have an upgrade but besides the camera thi... » Continue Reading
The universe is sick asf for taking Dolly Parton and Tim Curry both within the span of 24 hours I want off this ride now please i’m sick of all the good people dying and evil people still being alive » Continue Reading
This post may mention AI (no I don't mean that I use AI and I'll never will I mean this post may talk about it mainly because I hate it and the "ads" are mostly that anyways)So every time on TikTok I either get the "Oh you don't study thats fine" while cutting fruit or "You want some water oh I'm sorry its the only water available due to big AI corporations blah blah blah" or worse the "how did you get a job/university? Oh I use (insert AI they use)" bullshit I just crash out so much and of cour... » Continue Reading
Is it just me or do the posters in school or anywhere else look the same? Sometimes when I see a poster made by the teachers who displayed them in the school hall, it makes my heart drop a bit… Don’t know if I’m being overly dramatic though. It’s the thought humanity slowly losing creativity by advanced technologies that bothers me so much.If you know me, or if you don’t know me, I write stories, all ideas squeezed from my own brain since 5th grade. It just hurts me when the teachers tell us to ... » Continue Reading
idk why but always when you think the math problem is gonna be easy it isnt, uhh..it's 11am, i've got a math test at 1pm and i did not study ANYTHING until yesterday and then i spent 9 HOURS STRAIGHT trying to learn what would be in that test, idk, i've never studied like that in my entire life and i'm still pretty nervous, i mean, i know all the content but i'm afraid of having a blank during the test because this semester my math grades are pretty low, and i hate the idea of having to take rem... » Continue Reading
•Nobody in this world can be trusted. But the one I trust most other than my misunderstanding family, is my doctor. Although I never talk much to her, she's my therapist. And sometimes she makes me feel at ease. Sometimes not, because I'd be in the wrong set of mind. She asks me questions about how's my mental health going, if I'm okay.. Blah blah blah, She's a very nice old lady. Uh, blonde hair. That's all I'm saying. I hope today I get to see her, because last time was someone random lady tha... » Continue Reading
Verigruesome here. Okay correct me if I'm wrong, but recently I realized how tame vlogging on youtube has become. I mostly see a lot of vloggers that are like into the whole clean girl aesthetic of daily life content, which I'm not hating on but can we bring back the messiness??? If there are some niche alternative vloggers you guys can put me on PLEASEEE tell me cause I feel like youtube is hiding them from me. Also stay tune to my vlogs on yt @verigruesome (yes i'm self promoting while i'm at ... » Continue Reading
My dad is a very disgusting creature. There were times where he would touch my butt and my thighs and would get mad at me if I told him I didn’t like it or told him to stop. There were times where he took away my computer and phone just because I said I didn’t want him touching my butt. This morning while I was getting ready for school, he starts sniffing my neck and saying ‘you smell so sexy, baby.’ I felt so disgusting and uncomfortable as he starts kissing my neck and when I told him to stop,... » Continue Reading
oh my golly goodness, i'm so nervballs... i just opened a public cosplay acc on tiktok and i feel my skin crawling. i hate not being anonymous... wdym anyone can see my weird interests and crap...? CHILLONMECHILLONMECHILLONMECHILLONMECHILLONMECHILLONMECHILLONMECHILLONMECHILLONMECHILLONMECHILLONMECHILLONMECHILLONMECHILLONMECHILLONMECHILLONMECHILLONMECHILLONMECHILLONMECHILLONMECHILLONMECHILLONMECHILLONMECHILLONMECHILLONMECHILLONMECHILLONMECHILLONMECHILLONMECHILLONMECHILLONMECHILLONMECHILLONMECHILL... » Continue Reading
this actually makes me so pissed. So basically one of my old friends that never spoke to me again on discord randomly sent me some messages. I was like "HOLY SHI NO WAY" and then i immediately responded out of joy. it was suspicious that he texted me so randomly, but whatever. i was too happy at the moment. we do a nice little greeting together, yknow all that. then he mentions he has an anime he wants to watch with me. he asks if im busy and wants to do it, i had the afternoon open so i accepte... » Continue Reading
My mother in law lives with me and her son. We've had her here for just shy of 3 years, and with any luck, the finish line is in sight.She spends her days alone in the house, watching tv and hanging out with her dog. She doesn't have a car, so it's harder for her to get around, so she doesn't spend a lot of time outside of the house, and she doesn't get a lot of face to face interactions on the daily. I get that.So when we get home, it is non-stop, word-vomit commentary at her default volume (ki... » Continue Reading
my first day of uni starts in a week and i dont have my textbooks yet, i feel so nervous! it didn't hit me till today im starting to freak out. i have to take the bus to classes and idek what building my first class is in . am i cooked?? going to pick up my textbooks tmrw but still scared, this is only my second time using the bus.. will i die? we will see » Continue Reading
someone keeps putting my art into ai whenever I post and I shit you not I keep seeing the ai-fied version of my art on my for you pages. I have like a million posts about telling others to not put my stuff into ai but nobody freaking listens it seems😾😾ive been posting less and less because of it but whenever I do someone does that to my stuff and I'm getting so tired😿 a girl that creeps me out has been tracing over my art whenever a new one drops and she also keeps copying whatever outfits (usua... » Continue Reading
CW for bullying and personal insecurities, please be mindful of that!!Ik im the person that always says "Keep it positive!" but I often feel like people I though were my friends talk and make fun of me behind my back, I've heard their silent laughs and whispers whenever I participate on class, on extracurricular events I always catch them taking photos of me and now im realizing they throw shady comments at me during school proyects.I wish I knew why they do this, is it me who is unlikeble? or i... » Continue Reading
hello my name is biscuit or you can call me tulipi have autism as you can tell (it's very obvious)I like to do arts and crafts and stuff and like watch Youtube and play video games and I usually yap a lot and other stuff and I love my friends and stuff and I love making new friendsI'm in college right now and I am 19 years old and im very silly and a a socially stunted loserbiscuit/tuilp » Continue Reading
shes been showing signs for a year or two, but within the last month-ish shes gotten to the point where she no longer recognizes her husband/my grandpa. she remembers him but cant connect the dots between the "nice but weird old man" in her house and the young man she married, she gets very worried that she doesnt know where he is. she refuses to sleep in the same room as him and is very paranoid in general. she recognizes or at least trusts other family members both in person and over the phone... » Continue Reading
As vezes me sinto vazia, não sei explicar, é como se tudo não tivesse mais graça, ou simplesmente não há sentindo. É como se eu estivesse vivendo a vida no automático, apenas deixando tudo acontecer. Eu tenho mta dissociação, é tipo como se eu estivesse apenas assistindo a minha própria vida, e nada tem um sentido ou relação real. Também, as vezes penso que nada é real, ou que estou apenas sonhando ou alucinando. Sinto uma dor, me sinto insuficiente, não que eu não sinta que sou suficiente para ... » Continue Reading
Finally finished my forensics slideshow so happy about it but today I had a couple of conversations with both my parents and for some reason they’re wack as fuck they can’t get either of their shit together and make no sense so I’m always put in the middle I having to tell each parent what the other one is doing and I’m getting so tired of it all » Continue Reading
feeling irritated. i got my labret piercing done about a year ago and only now does it fucking reject. world is a fuck 17379 emo boys dead. literal huzz magnet attached to my face and now it’s sitting at my bathroom sink. not even mad about the pain or little scarall of you are getting inverted mohawks tonight. all of you » Continue Reading
how in the world do u make friends here dude, I NEED online friends. everyone looks so cool here and idk how to approach them waahhhhhhhhh anyways I love making blog entries this is so fun I love talking !! also anyone else agree that season 1 zuko > season 3 zuko ?? prolly not but that's just my hot take bc I just relate to s1 zuko more than s3 zuko so im a lil biased towards him. anyways, Cole out ! » Continue Reading
im jst gonna make this a blog cus i need to rant abt this lolMY RIGHT (spesifically) PINKY FINGER IS WEIRD ASF AND IDK WHY, recently ive noticed that no matter what i do, if im using that hand it'll be HARD AS A BRRRICK and idk why???, idk if it has always been like this 'cus i dddoo remember noticing this way back in 2020 aswell but ive never acutally stopped to ask myself why??? or look for why it does that-for example, im writting this on my pc, currently that fuckass finger is tense, AND WHE... » Continue Reading
I love this site a TONN but sometimes it just feels like a bunch of people only get on tis website just to make their page and be hyped abt how it looks like myspace and then leave and forget abt it, don't get me wrong, I love how it looks like myspace im pretty sure that's the whole point but almost all the groups im in ppl BARELY talk, mind u im in 30 groups. cmon ppl if ur gonna make an acc for the site at least use it !! anyways I love friend rewind guys lets use it more, Cole out !P.S sorry... » Continue Reading
I get these short almost episode-like moods where I'm super hyper and then crash into a crying mess. So far, they've been mostly harmless. All I did today was log out of my spacehey account since I never use it anymore, set up a new tumblr account to act as a scout shrine even tho I'll prob never post on it, and harass my best friend with all the ideas I had for that account and stuff. The last part is what kinda what woke me up from my mini high. I feel bad every single time I talk to them. The... » Continue Reading
Today sucked.... I overslept yesterday, woke up tired today, all of my pants are too big because stress is slowly eating all my weight, my shoes were too tight, my JROTC instructor INSULTED me in front of everyone, I have testing next week, Dolly Parton DIED and my mom yelled at me for my existance....... » Continue Reading
Lowkey forgot they flag stuff on the Chromebook at school so they brought me into the office and read the first part of my blog back to meThis time I was too tired to make an excuse and just said I didn’t write itShe def didn’t buy it specially cuz of last terms track record, but there’s not much they can do about it besides offer me the programs and shitMaybe one day I’ll be able to answer honestlyEverything I eat tastes like shitEverything I drink tastes like shitEverything around me I just ge... » Continue Reading
Just as I was scrolling through my Twitter timeline a few weeks ago, I saw someone repost a Youtube Short of a Korean soloist named Evan. The video was about the singer pointing to his right and pointing up at the endings of two different performances.The video claims that Evan pointed at his right (East) and pointed up (North), and when you combine the first letter of the two directions, it spells "EN", which are the first two letters of Evan's former K-pop group: Enhypen. If you look at the co... » Continue Reading
I've been wondering if it's a problem that I never sneak out in the middle of the night, never make drastic changes to my appearance, never form deep connections with people my age. And I'm not being sarcastic here; maybe it's just my school and my neighbourhood, but this whole 'messy phase' that adolescence is supposed to be feels so dull compared to what I hear from other people my age. It's not about hobbies, honestly! I have things I focus on and study that take up a lot of my time, and I do... » Continue Reading
I kind of talk about this situation a lot on here, but I guess it’s the only place where I can really say anything without people I know personally seeing it. Sorry for the rant/vent in advance I just need to get this off my chest <\33 (again) Have you guys ever experienced the pain of missing someone and yearning for someone that doesn’t really exist anymore? FUCKKKK I actually can’t stand this anymore.Basically I don’t have a lot of friends, but I had my boyfriend. He broke up with me and then... » Continue Reading
I don’t wanna explain this feeling, if you know you know. If you don’t, this blog is going to make no sense to you. I personally don’t think I am a boring person or whatever, but I always want more from myself and really from my life in general. I think what is keeping me from achieving my ultimate self is mostly my friends. They are good friends, I guess, and everything, but they are not like me at all. I do the basics with them: drink, dance, umm, is that it? I tried to lure them into some of ... » Continue Reading
I DON'T WANNA GO TO SCHOOL! Physics first period? Torture. Bf graduated? Torture. Half of friend group graduated? TOR. TURE. UGH, kill me now. Only plus side is that i have my fav teacher for almost 3 periods a day PLUS business math instead of all that calc and geometry and trig. Freedom at what cost? At least I got tons of cute clothes from Hollister and a new car. Also, senior year! Anyways pray 4 me... » Continue Reading
hey so like last night was insane lwk i fell asleep crying a river in my bedroomso like here's what happenedbasically my bsf jeremy came over and dropped over some men's clothes to help with my transition (i asked him to) and my mother found them before I didshe was like yelling at me and telling me that jeremy was "forcing me to transition" and went on to tell me that his mother was forcing me to practice dark magic (???)basically she made me give him his clothes back but i did take a hat from ... » Continue Reading
°❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:･OMG hi again guys!! sorry for being crazyy inactive ive been trying to prepare 4 school and improve myself lately sooo lemme give a quick updatei went to the mall yesterday! i got like a bunch of stuff for back to school from hollister, miniso, popmart, victoria's secret, pink, and aeropostale :) i had soooo much fun and thankfully we went earlier in the morning which made me feel less anxious since there wasnt many kids my age there.. idk if this is just me but for some reason i get re... » Continue Reading
I always feel like I have no skills, I'm chopped asf, I have a bad and annoying personality, I'm dumb asf and can't do anything right, and that everyone secretly hates me and all my friends think I'm annoying and want to leave me lololol T_T life sucks » Continue Reading
im going to die bc i have state testing this week and block schedual so we only go to 4 classes one day but each class is 2 periods long, then the next day its other classes, so monday was 1,2,5,6. today is 3,4,7,8 and tmrw will be like monday, thursday is like tdy, and we only have 4 day weeks so no friday, but i have to get the tests dont before i leave for mcr on thursday bc i wont have any time on thursday to do the tests... » Continue Reading
as someone who no matter how much i try would always produce bad or mediocre results, having a passion for something just makes me feel like i can't ever be good at anything but i still want to keep trying even when nothing goes my way » Continue Reading
At around 3 am I release a blog where I whimped like a limping dog and cried like someone who rubbed onions around its eyes about not getting any attention and that I post blogs that no one cares aboutwhich sure, it might be true, but I was overacting too hard, like LowTierGod at the slightest mention of his shitty gaming skills... or unpaid child support (c'mon dale)now, the main reason I feel like that blog was just malevolence and agony is because I feel at times that my work here goes undera... » Continue Reading
i hate having a dress code at work. i wish that i could just chop my hair up and dye it whenever i want without the worry of repercussions or pissing off my boss. why can't i be bright orange?? or pink?? i'm a grown adult... this is what getting older was for. i actually feel like there are more restrictions regarding my appearance now than there was when i was teen. my mom really just let me do whatever now that i think about it. idk, i feel so suffocated in my work clothes. i love my job tho w... » Continue Reading
ok so there's this girl that I'm friends w and yesterday she did smtg that rlly pissed me off..shes done the same thing before and when she did it I told her not to do it again and she ALSO said she wouldn't do it again. so yesterday I blocked her right and she finally decided to apologize in third block. atp I didn't wanna talk to her anymore but she texted my friend as a form to reach out to me and she was apologizing ig. but wtv I go on abt my day and its after school now and she texted my fr... » Continue Reading
Spotify is such a pain in my ass like genuinely I tried to find an alternative but I'm an Android user because I prefer Android in my opinion.And like I get spammed with shitty ADs specifically the podcast ones and the usual lines were "On the podcast I sit down with (blah blah)" or "Download Spotify premium to get less ads" bullshit like, the good news is that I own a MP3 player and I have a 3DS that I sometimes use as an MP3 player and I attempt to add music files to my DSi but ya know idk yet... » Continue Reading
Okay guys. Honestly, wtf is going on in my country?! So, there's liek school shooting in sum school (I forgot the name), and the government just blames the game... EXCUSE ME?! I mean, games had a little bit effect, but why don't the government just blame the parents?! The parents are the ones who are guiding their children, but can't the government just take things seriously?!!! Ts pmo » Continue Reading
Yesterday I started streaming on Twitch. Since I’m new I don’t have much chat activity and sometimes my chat is completely dead, but when a person finally comes and we start talking, I think they are enjoying the stream or the conversation, just for them to suddenly drop “btw I’m a graphic designer would you be interested in animated sub alerts or stickers”. Which disappoints me because ik they won’t come back when I tell them no.Bruh idk why they try to sell me sub alerts and stuff when I don’t... » Continue Reading
So a couple days ago there's an old video from 2001 of 19 year old Beyoncé was told by marc shcaffel to sit on his lap so she can talk to michael jackson himself Beyoncé of course was so excited to talk to one of her idols, but the video itself was creepy especially when you found out the man used to work for MJ untill he got fired because of history as a gay porn director, and especially when you see Beyonce's body language that is mixed with excitement and disgust Know you would think people w... » Continue Reading
I'm sorry if this is a sensitive topic, but I really need to talk about this.I have anorexia nervosa, and I struggle a lot with food and my weight. Most of my friends know about it, and they know not to bring up food or weight around me.There's this one friend that I'll call Amy.I've known Amy for years. I only developed my eating disorder fairly recently, so it wasn't something she expected. Amy is overweight and talks about her weight pretty often. She complains about it a lot, but doesn't do ... » Continue Reading
I Hate how normalizing it is on tiktok to cyberbully someone and then claim it is holding someone acocuntable when it is literally just BULLYING with BACKUP i was a victim of a smear campaign made about me i was added into group chats i was tracked down they keep using alts and their friends to monitor my page it is actually so exhausting never have i ever felt like shit on a app like tiktok for something so horrible of people it bothered me enoguh that i already have quit ppl on tiktok jusrt wa... » Continue Reading
tldr: two girls at school hate me for no known reason, and made rumors about me, what should i do?so schools about to start again and im stressing. in February last school year i became friends with a group that (i thought) were similar to me, they were self-proclaimed alterative people (not quite true, they dress alt but they don't have any values.). one of the girls (Emma) hated me from the beginning, not for any reason, she just doesn't like me. something about Emma is she is more male focuse... » Continue Reading
apparently, my bf said that a while back at this party we went to, his friend brought up how there was these two random girls complaining about us kissing?? my bf was out and about with his friends and our mutual friend had brought up my boyfriend's clinginess to "joke around". basically saying that he wasn't allowed to make jokes about our friend's PDA (really just jokes but their PDA was in a rather isolated group where our friends were just conversing with each other while they were doing PDA... » Continue Reading
dude i swear this guy is on my ass and its only been like 3 weeks of school for me😭😭 i had to do this thing on canva, did my own research about like the ecosystem services and used the literal national wildlife federation site for that, put it on my canva project, turned it in and got 0/20? 💔 “you shouldve used the book” bro you never FUCKING told us to take them out of class what😭 » Continue Reading
Long rant/vent..My girlfriend and I today went out with some online friends we’ve been friends with for the first time. Ate out then went to a target afterwards. Context for the next part, I have been staying at my gfs for 2 months or so, since home life has been hard. She recently had to go to a city about 2 hours away from her hometown, but 40 minutes from my hometown to do training for her job. Her job won’t allow anyone else in the hotel, so I’m staying at my friends to avoid home. Anyway, b... » Continue Reading
im so sick of my goofy ass hair. just chopped. i mourn my red hair. now its just faded and EUGHHH!! :((Like, cmon. i was serving so hard. but now i’m just FREAKING CHOPPED!! Im so SICK of this omg. I think i might start using that clarifying shampoo stuff to get the color out. Sure i hate being blonde, but at least then i could look like Spencer Smith. I don’t look like anyone rn and it’s so annoying!! Tomorrow im probably gonna force myself to do my makeup and hair and stuff. I want to take pi... » Continue Reading
Heeyyyyy peopleesss. So its only like 8pm rn for me and I'm bored asf. I could workout yeah. but i've already gone to the gym 2wce 2day and then my practice is cancelled cuz its raining😥 What do I doooo??? » Continue Reading
while i do my daily prep, i just wanna do a short rant. lately i've been getting weird dms from people on this site, some of it i tolerate as just being silly and others just don't make sense to me. met some guy who was pretty cool at first, bonded over DOOM and stuff, and then he got a bit overstepping of my boundaries (now i was okay with the whole "hugging people" bit but like he was doing some weird rp thing where he touched my butt and i asked him to stop that stuff a few times), and then h... » Continue Reading
i cant really describe it so I'll just look at you for now, hoping that you can see through my eyes"in these four walls it makes you feel so smallbut I think I'm waking up in spite of it"its Thursday of the second week as of now. Classes are fine, teachers all the same, yet i cant shake this feeling that everyone hates me, that they can all see right through me.I don't think have enough social awareness to know if I just reek of death or if I'm just schitzosince long ago I've built myself on the... » Continue Reading
I fucking HATE Bark. It's a stupid parental control app like all the others, but my dad asked "What do you have to be so depressed about," earlier..and I fucking KNEW he knew from my messages since he said he new he was sick and all but, blah blah blah. I FUCKING KNOW my mom reads what I write, because I use this from my phone (not smart, ik but i need to vent) and I genuinely don't CARE if she see's my fucking shit. I'M 15!!! I DON'T NEED THIS SHIT..It pisses me off SO FUCKING because I feel li... » Continue Reading
i refuse to clean my room until im in the actual mood for it, because of this my room is a horrible mess, i heard mice in my room one time, clothes are everywhere, theres a pile in my closet that goes up to my waist! i just dont wanna clean it. i dont wanna do shit actually. Im lazy i guess? Maybe its my depression? idfk, i just wanna know if others have this problem and how they fixed it. And dont say "oh haha just clean your room" its not that easy, if it was i would have already cleaned it. » Continue Reading
relating to my last blogpost, i quit my job! my friend quit it right before, she dropped all her shifts on our scheduling app and sent a message saying "pick up my shifts, i quit" and i just did the same thing, dropped all my shifts and said "pick up my shifts, i also quit :D" (the :D was very important). I wonder if my shitty manager will get the hint that he's doing something wrong to have two people in a row quit, and before that even several people quit, a manager transferred, another WALKED... » Continue Reading
i havent remembered any dreams in a very very long time (i have 4 random dream catchers in my room i js put them away) but i finally remembered one. it was a little weird.so what i remember is watching a movie i think it was supposed to be the lost boys. then these two vampire dudes kissed and it was like “yay this is a good dream” but then i found out they were brothers… weird asf.and then i was in a random forest w a bunch of ppl and i had 2 tamagotchis. if they were thirsty you had to dunk th... » Continue Reading
i'm going back up to canada 4 school on friday and man am i dreading it.i'm finally going out of the house and going to shows and i love my stupid city i dont wanna go back to fuckahh uni. also. stupid fucking idiot man won't let me like him. because im going to be gone. and he said hes scared. that if we see each other he'll just miss me more and even though i come back and visit home all the time he says it won't be "stable or healthy" which is more bullshit,, you don't know that unless we try... » Continue Reading
I want to interact with people, but either I get FR from ppl under 18 or from people that I'll never talk to (the latter also applies when I give someone a FR, we either don't talk or I say 1-2 things, get left on read and move on)I mean, I deadass have ONLY 1 actual friend that I made here and I talk to commonlythen it comes to blogs... sometimes I either dk what to post, or I post something and nobody gafI mean sure, mines are "high" despite writing them without thinking about them, just letti... » Continue Reading
I ended up throwing up during fourth period. After I threw up, I felt so much better so I convinced my teacher not to send me to nurse since I really did feel a million times better and didn't need the nurse anymore. Big mistake. I went to lunch and started eating like normal, but I started feeling nauseous again towards the end. As me and my friend got up from our table since it was passing period, I started drooling (which is a telltale sign that I was going to throw up again) and held onto th... » Continue Reading
I recently got a hormonal IUD (yay!) and I didn’t realize that there were so many shitty side effects. One of the most shitty side effects is PSEUDO PREGNANCY. OMFG. GAHHHHHH I DID THE THING TO NOT GET PREGNANT AND NOW ITS MAKING ME EXPERIENCE PREGNANCY WIFHOUT THE BABY. THIS SUCKS. EVERYTHING TASTES LIKE MAYONAISE IM ANGRY IM SICK ALL THE FUCKING TIME LIKE CONSTANTLY NAUSEOUS. I HARE IT. IM BLOATED AND IM SAD AND I ALSO WANT FOOD EVEN THOUGHT IT TASTES LIKE MAYONAISE INWANNA DIE » Continue Reading
Okay call me crazy but I'm already preparing for my first fall themed outfit for September. I LOVE FALL! And the kids I teach at church (If you know me you know I'm not religious in a Christian way) can appreciate a good outfit!! Also I'm always trying to look good at church because I live in a small town and everyone goes to the same church,i cannot be risking looking like i crawled out of a sewer so my first fall dedicated outfit will be on Sunday when I wear it,I bought a bunch of little char... » Continue Reading
I'M SO MAD ok not that mad but a bit sad. I found my old iPhone 4 and found lots of old pics and videos, I imported them to my PC but since I never did something like this I forgot to safe that stuff!! Now I already did a reset. And I can't even get into the Phone cause it needs a special sim card! I'll hopefully just forget ts in a few weeks but holy am I mad at myself rn » Continue Reading
Ugh, high school is soooo boring- well mainly some classes. Thankfully the work has been kinda easy so far, but I'm so nervous because we had been reading a story in English, but I kept falling asleep and today we had a quiz, and I have NO CLUE what's going on (I mean, I wasn't at school today... But still!!).Plus, I told my mom I would do my online work, but the only thing that's online is the quiz!! TmTSo now I'm just waiting for my English teacher to respond, waiting to see if I can do it at ... » Continue Reading
This is a long one.My friends are not filthy rich but they are the kind of people who do more than four vacations a year and don’t really worry about money.Here’s the thing, it was the second time in the whole summer break that most of the group could hang out and also the first time in a long period that I could afford to go with them, we were going to the beach and my mom offered to pay for my train ticket after seeing me not hanging out with anyone so I just had to buy some fruit to bring som... » Continue Reading
I know I'm gonna be hella nervous tomorrow morning and I'm going to be panicking but at least I'm somewhat content now. I'm making sure that I will get a good nights rest tonight by eating 2 melatonin gummies (perhaps even 3) and playing calming music to help me sleep. I also made sure my alarm would go off 10 minutes before 6 AM so I can rest for a little while longer until I get ready because my big problem I would have in the morning before school would be getting out of bed. I'm pretty much ... » Continue Reading
So here'z why we should be friendz 👀👀👀 I'm in okc!!!! We could meet up and hangout at a mall or whatevs!!! I'm really cool obviously 😝😝😝😝 I LOVE talking and gaming and I'm in a TON of fandoms :^ plus we would be like really awesome friends ofc 😼 » Continue Reading
Haven't even been on here 24 hours and had a kid hit on me lmao. My bio says I'm married, no interest in anything besides friendship and music. Pls have some respect y'all. Gotta love the interwebs » Continue Reading
SCHOOL STARTS IN A WEEK AND IM SO ANGRY AND NERVOUS AND UPSET AND SAD AND EXCITED AND IURVFCEUYDIJOFERV I DONT WANNA GO TO SCHOOL I HATE SCHOOLim angry bc school doesnt do shit for me and i feel like im the smartest and most stupid at the same timeIm nervous bc im going into fucking HIGH SCHOOL and i have no clue how im supposed to act or what im supposed to do??im uspset bc idfk where the entrance even is so how am i supposed to function in a building 10x bigger than my house??im sad bc i just ... » Continue Reading
Favorite drink? cola and mojito!Favorite mythological creature? sphynx, centaur and unicornComfort movie? inkheartWhat’s the worst design you’ve ever seen? (A building, an app, an object, a piece of technology… something that genuinely made you go, “Who designed this?”) all simple design apps. they make me gagDo you practice any sports? Would you like to? nope. maybe ping-pong but i'll never be goodWhat’s an unskippable part of your routine? checking my social media and friendrewind :3Candles or... » Continue Reading
my parents always complain that i'm always just at home, on my phone and that i don't have any hobbies since i kinda stopped doing all the stuff i used to do because school got stressful and i just lost passion and stuffso i've been wanting to do taekwondo since like a year ago but nobody ever did something about me taking lessons, i also tried to arrange all the stuff myself but it kinda just doesn't do anything because they're the ones payingthen after a while i just gave up on wanting to try ... » Continue Reading
I’m writing this from the shower so pardon any weird spelling errors. Ideas hit you when they hit you and I love talking about American economics so here we are! I’ve noticed a few mayors and politicians here in the US [mainly democrat socialists] pushing for an increased yearly / monthly tax on individuals above a net worth threshold that is derived from said value. I feel like a lot of traditional democrats and left-libs are blindly agreeing with this without understanding what it really means... » Continue Reading
I'm half joking 😭 People here treat DNI lists like the law of the land. If you are 17 and daaaare add someone who has "DNI IF UNDER 18" in their bio, you are WORSE than SIN.No matter which MySpace type site you visit, you will find at least TEN PEOPLE crying about their DNI lists not being obeyed and I would understand it... If it didn't ALREADY GO WITHOUT SAYING."DNI IF RACIST" you don't SAYYYY????I hope you reading this realise that this is essentially a hook for the EXACT PEOPLE YOU DON'T LIK... » Continue Reading
like obviously when it is just a random plot twist then i also think its bad but other than that it has to be one of my fav tropesive seen ppl say that its bad cuz it makes everything that happend not important/irrelevant but for me thats one of the things that makes it enjoyable to me 😭 i like it when u see characters struggle and then in the end it doesnt mean anything » Continue Reading
This is not TikTok. Having “followers” gets you nothing, it’s not like you can get famous here. They are not even called followers for a reason. Are those people spending time friend-requesting thousands of people randomly? Why? I could understand if they had a famous vlog or if they were famous artists or whatever, but this is usually not the case, and with "usually" I mean never. So what’s up? These people always friend-request me, and they have nothing interesting going on. Why? » Continue Reading
Bueno, no se si esto cuenta como desahogo pero eh estado muy deprimida, demasiado y a causa de esto me eh llegado a cortar las muñecas y brazos aunque lo eh dejado ya que me dijeron que estaba mal, yo lo volvi a hacer porque no encuentro otra manera de desahogarme, osea ahora me estoy desahogando escribiendo pero hay veces que simplemente no puedo y recurro a cortarme, se que esta mal pero me siento mejor haciéndolo y a la vez me siento horrible haciéndolo, en serio no se como dejarlo » Continue Reading
I've been trying so hard to code thiss dude...why is it so difficult... I have so much respect for MySpace user's back in the day... » Continue Reading
I don’t know what the hell is wrong with me. Every single damn day for the past fucking week I’ve been waking up nauseous and lightheaded. No amount of medicine or water will make it go away. Anytime I try to eat breakfast, I always throw it up later on in the day. I just want this to stop. And I can’t even take the day off of school because half of my teachers don’t even post their assignments for the day and at my school, absences are really hard and complicated to make up for no reason and I’... » Continue Reading
I'm moving to a new city (and university) for second year of my studies, and i'm SOOO nervous and excited at the same time ● ﹏ ●I'm super duper nervous because I have terrible social anxiety, and because of it, my first year ended up being absolutely terrible. I had to do high school online (medical reasons) so I had been pretty isolated for a few years, and was genuinely TERRIFIED of going to university. I somehow convinced myself it'll be a good fresh start, but.... bleh. I ended up making dea... » Continue Reading
I talked to my girlfriend about how I felt like she was pulling away (I didn't blame her, obvi I would never do that) and I feel a bit better. Still, I hate people in general and I'd rather NOT have any interaction outside of my friends in general, but ig i just have to deal with that now that Im in high-school. Speaking of which, I only really have the one group I hang out with now, and I guess it just makes me feel pathetic because everyone else has their other friends and these people r reall... » Continue Reading
ok so i know this isn't the sort of thing i usually blog about. truth be told, i really don't even WANT to blog about this, but...as are the nature of vent sessions, i HAVE to release these emotions---------i have anxiety, which is pretty severe. i'm prone to physical reactions such as dizziness, shaking, chest pain, and sweating. this is usually invoked when i see something, real or not, that upsets me and makes my brain think i'm in danger. but HERE is the really bad part: often, my brain will... » Continue Reading
Alrighty, so I'm fine with wearing stuff out of the norm with my sibling+parents ONLY but going to school with swaggy clothes on or around other family members is a NO GOOOO, BUT my sister said she's gonna wear this white babydoll top with blue jean shorts+jewerly, obv it's not like insane out of the norm but I saw it and decided I wanted to wear something groovy too, I decided on jorts with this hand me down yellow shirt plus white converse (knockoffs but still), and again, its not like super i... » Continue Reading
every time i try and find a good relationship it always ends up failing and im getting so tired!! i honestly just want somone who cares and wont ghost me. im just so tired of attempting to date especially as a gay dude omg it sucks out here » Continue Reading
I don't like when i don't have a routine, its so sucky and it triggers my ocd a bit because i have nothing to do so im just on edge because what if i'm supposed to be doing something. thankfully tomorrow i'm gonna be busier and hopefully by then my cramps go away but i just needed to get this off my chest cause it genuinely makes me feel icky when i dont have everything planned out for the day » Continue Reading
i know this is a veryyyyyy cold take, but i figured i’d weigh in on this. it really reallyyyy irritates me when people talk about ocd like its a fun little quirk that makes you color code things and clean up a lot. as someone with ocd its literally taken over my life, to the point that i can’t do the most basic tasks without feeling extreme pressure or anxiety until i’ve done certain “rituals”. and i’m not trying to turn this into “wah wah me me me”. i know so many people who feel this exact way... » Continue Reading
Últimamente me eh estado sintiendo más vacío que antes cada vez más peor tal vez desahogarme en estos blogs me haga sentir un poco mejor :3 » Continue Reading
I can finally see why my dad cheated on my mom and left & it's because she a genuinely a bad person when things don't go her way she flips out and gets all crazy and is constantly bragging about how she cuts herself like it something to be proud of if I could leave and never see her again I'd be happy. » Continue Reading
Every time I walk into a room where a cat is. My throat closes up and I have to leave the room. So I can. breathe.I WISHH I COULD PLAY WITH CATS THEYU SEEM SO FUN AND I LVOE WATCHIG CAT VIDEOSSomething else that sucks. LITERALLY ALMOST EVERYONE I KNOW HAS CATS SO I CANT VISIT THEM. EVEN IF THEY CLEAN THE HOUSE IT STILL EFFECTS ME 💔💔💔I try to cope by telling myself I hate cats since they kill a lot of birds BUT I CANT BRING MYSELF TO ACTUALLY HATE AN ANIMAL I HATE ITTT 😭😭😭😭😭IM ALLERGIC TO WILD CA... » Continue Reading
I never got added back from the cool cowoeker i talked to a few days ago. I think he really doesnt want to talk to me. I guess I should stop trying to say hi to him at work.i talked to a new person yesterday. She listens to Title Fight and I was surprised she listens to that band. I felt very happy to talk to her about music and I gave her a few song recommadtions. she doesnt listen to much of gothic music and same here but I gave her this really cool song i like called Angels by Within Temptati... » Continue Reading
I'm PRAYING I don't get sick this week due to my missing 3 days of school last week. I want to sleep, but I know if I sleep, and take a nap. I'm never going to bed at night. I trying to do this AP Computer Science work, but it's very time-consuming, and I'm promising you I'm NOT staying up JUST to do one assignment. Cedric out » Continue Reading
so i went to get the scene braids right and the braider fucked me up so badly. like ok i didnt directly ask for scene braids but i was gonna cut my normal braids into a fringe and shit but this hoe WITHOUT ASKING BTW gave me boho braids. like ik boho braids are like cute but i literally wanted knotless. now me and my mom have to spend another 100 something dollars to fix my hair. and we only have a week to do it since school starts on the 31st. i would show a photo but the hair makes me look cho... » Continue Reading
I hung out with him, I paid him to buy me cigarettes and I thrifted some cute clothes… but the original plan was to thrift Him clothes, but he didn’t like anything. He so UGH!! He’s not my type on bit yet I flirt with him, and I know that’s mean, but just listen… I think he’s okay with it.He flirts back with me, mentions how good friends we are, I think we are just flirty friends!Okay, Katie’s wurld out! » Continue Reading
this is going to sound so entitled and spoiled but being peoples number one is so tiring somtimesI have to be there, comfort them, because i love them yeah but they never know how to do the same back. I don't blame them, I grew up with suicidal loved ones all around me, im used to knowing what to say to people and knowing what they need. It's just disapointing when I forget not everyone is (and this sounds so shitty) as emotionally mature as I am. Not everyone had to learn to talk someone off a ... » Continue Reading
I recently decided to cut off a few friends for making alot of unfunny racist, sexist and homophobic jokes and im getting made fun of for it, and alot of people i thought were my friends just call me the hard R and say "oh well why dont you just cut me off too lol" and its just shocking how openly racist people here are. I hate Alabama. And I wish I lived literally anywhere out of the south, it fucking sucks. People call you gay for showing a ANYTHING unique about you. I used to just get called ... » Continue Reading
ACK I want to dress swaggy so bad dude but I'm in the freakin south and throwing around the n slur, f slur, r slur, etc is more accepted then dressing funkyyyy, but like im okay dressing out of the norm when i go out with my siblings+parents but around other family or to school is a no go i fear (I so am when i get my confidence up though just a littleeee bit longer.... ദ്ദി ˉ͈̀꒳ˉ͈́ )✧)would this go under fashion or....? » Continue Reading
I want to be fluent in English because, man, it's such a pain to have to use a translator for every blog post, copy the translated text, and only then be able to publish it grrrr » Continue Reading
I came from SpaceHeyIt was nice at first, but man they just kept doing things wrong. Like invite only? Which genius was in charge of that one?FriendRewind is nicer, cleaner, more featureful, but how long will it last? I've used SpaceHey enough to know people have their phases, so it's only a matter of time before we all ditch this website too. Of course, sites like these are unsustainableat present, but if you're on here, have your fun. Makes it less boring when there are consistent characters a... » Continue Reading
Okay so i went to church looking absolutely gorgeous as I always do (not religious btw) I'm thinking of painting notebook covers and giving them away to people in the church,I have a friends wedding later today,I got a white rose from a guy I know from church who ofc with my morals and beliefs i do not think I'll be dating. I'm taking extra college classes and also news about my dad,he's doing way better,can walk and isn't having as much heart problems now<3 he's going back to work so we now are... » Continue Reading
Okay, uhh well I’m tired of everything being gray and boring, like for example Apple products and technology. Tech shouldn’t have progressed past the 2010s in my opinion! Don’t come at me, like obviously new tech is very helpful and in some extent accessible, but what happened to having different kind of cell phones? Like diff brands, and not Apple! Apple! Apple! Like I’m so fucking tired of apples stupid ass iOS updates! I’m tired of them shoving ai down our fucking throats. What happened to co... » Continue Reading
my birthday passed in a second after weeks of impatience, now all i do is wish for it all back. all i can think is that i wasted my childhood, but i still can't find myself. nothing feels important. i follow what is told to me as the correct timeline. i feel the temporary euphoria of a new obsession, soon returning to my dull default. i can only wish to have lived the lives of those witnessing the beginning of society's downfall, unknowing of the conditions accepted for. the later generations » Continue Reading
I cannot stand no fuckin hypocrite. For instance, my grandma. She be talkin bout everybody being slow and stupid but she over here messing with a whole married man and she done missed so many ACTUAL good opportunities to be married to ACTUAL good men. It’s ridiculous. All because she thought my grandpa would marry her. I mean, they were together but now are separated cause my grandma finally realized that my grandpa wasn’t gonna marry here. They both been separated for years now at this point.To... » Continue Reading
bruh i keep reminiscing back to my long ass break last yr i had so much fungenuinely had a whole ass roster of cute guys id talk to all de time like new day new guy (im not a playa ok some of them DEFINITELY had rosters too)but my dumbass my STUPID ASS traded this amazing roster for ONE GUY that couldnt handle my personality. fucking hell im so mad, i was so good to him bro i was loyal i was patient (IM THE MOST IMPATIENT BITCH ON EARTH) and i was so sweet HE HAS SEEN A WHOLE GALLERY OF MY FUCKI... » Continue Reading
Yeah I like misery so my opinion might be bias but whatever. Honestly it's totally fine if you hate misery bro you don't have to like it you're able to have your own opinion and taste but fucking making fun of people who like it and acting like they all look a certain way and even worse act like they're all age players is fucking stupid and gross.And if you hate it bc of the creator is problematic hate on the creator not the song fueling the slander on misery instead of the creator is actually t... » Continue Reading
I want in real life friends so bad. I wish I was pretty enough so people want to approach me. I wish I didn’t look like a creep if o ask for someone’s socials. I wish that people engaged with me in person. I wish that people didn’t reject me so easily. I wish I was pretty so people would want to get to know me. I feel like I’m worthless and I wish I had people to hang out with in person. I am so lonely being by myself and my only distraction is my online friends but even then, I really want in p... » Continue Reading
It isn't a surprise, I'm sure. I hate being responsible for someones wellbeing. I hate being responsible for...anyone.I'm a very solitary person. I struggle to make and keep friends. I dislike talking to people, socializing is hard for me, I have lots of schizoid tendencies...you get the gist of the type of person I am. It's hard for me to reach out, have a conversation. Comforting is hell. I barely feel my own emotions - trying to fix someone else's emotions is an insurmountable task.I have a g... » Continue Reading
IT WAS LITERALLY 108 TODAY????!!??? WHAT THE FUCK????? I hate how hot it is and like idk how people can stand to be outside for more than 30 minutes » Continue Reading
schools so fucking boring oh my fucking god genuinely what the hell. i HATE my B days cs theres this BITCHHH in there who wont STFU she got me MADDD AS FUCKKKK. its boring and its like nobody wants to talk n everyones awkward like damn bitch im trying to talk to you » Continue Reading
idk what it is about me, but when I deliberately try to learn something new, it simply makes me feel stupider than I did before I started. I'm trying to learn HTML stuff to actually make a half-way decent page and by god is it a tragedy unfolding in real time. There are so many good easy-to-follow guides and my brain simply bounces off it all. Ima need my brain to cooperate at least a little bit at some point, man. » Continue Reading
Today I spent a couple of hours writing a draft for a blog I wanted to post tomorrow, "Bad Movies With Good Soundtracks", BUT I was on the computer, and apparently the draft didn't save to my phone account. The text was so nice and funny, maybe it just wasn't meant to be:/ » Continue Reading
I pulled the throttle too hard and i didn't remember the back brake doesn't work. I usually use the throttle for the brakes and stuff... And because of that, i crash into my residences board signs thingy. It's still pretty embarrassing when i remember the looks on the people around me (this is my second time crashing) Sorry 4 my bad english » Continue Reading
[GETZ ONLINE]Yep, you saw the title of this blog.Oh my fucking god, I've never felt so dumb in my life.So basically, last year, I went to Langkawi with my family. We went on a small plane and stayed a hotel there.Then just now, I was showing a picture of one of my cats and was like "So sad she was on the luggage, this was our trip to SARAWAK."Then my mom was like "Sarawak? We've never been to Sarawak."And I was like "What? But the plane?"THATS WHEN I FUCKING FOUND OUT LANGKAWI WASNT IN SARAWAK. ... » Continue Reading
I had work from 6am to 10 and I usually wake up at 4:45 to have everything ready and leave 30 minutes before work well I woke up to my alarm and turned it off and literally in a blink an eye 40 minutes gone. Idk what it was but I worke up at 5:20 with only 10 minutes to be out the door anywho got to work on time surprisingly and shift was ok it’s just been a lonnnnng day. » Continue Reading
the last year of school sounds too serious for me. i still feel like im just a silly kid who is too young to think about university, career, future and other stuff. » Continue Reading
I really like my IRL friends. Lynn, Biel, and Dani are people I can truly be proud to call friends. They listen to me and give me advice, especially Lynn. I’ve gone several days without cutting myself thanks to Lynn, he’s the one who helped me withstand the urge and try to get better. I think that if I hadn't met my friends, I would have committed suicide. They truly care about me, and I would give my life for them. » Continue Reading
Alright babes so I dropped off the face of the earth for a while,again,but I'm back!!! And I've recently,done a deep clean of my closet,got a bedazzling kit,started to paint and bedazzle some pottery pots,I did make those big wall diy buttons made out of paper plates (I think I talked about them at one point but I may not have),I ordered some cute little buttons and headbands so I can decorate the headbands with buttons,gems and maybe bows if I can find some? I found my old Polaroid camera,paint... » Continue Reading
Homogeneity of the niche internetWe are on grounds on the internet not often visited so it makes sense that many of us think the same and act the same but there is, to a certain degree, a tiredness that comes with LISTENING to a bunch of WHINY BABIES typing away at their blog.Maybe it's ironic that I'm complaining about weak-willed wussies complaining all the time, but it's more than that - everybody on here and SpaceHey and elsewhere within the same niche carries the same SICKENINGLY milk-toast... » Continue Reading
Vcs assistiram o filme "A última casa"??? Eu assisti e tipo, que filme péssimo, assim ele só existe, serio o conteúdo do filme é eles envelhecendo e a casa ficando cada vez mais podre » Continue Reading
Gente é a primeira vez que eu escrevo um blog, tipo, que legal escrever essas coisas e viver uma época onde eu nem era nascido. Outra coisa, vcs são do Paraná? pq eu sou✌️ » Continue Reading
who iss going to mcr 8/27/2026? cuz i am! so ecxited, if anyone who sees this, tell me if you are going to the denver show! maybe we will see eachother but never know! that would be awhsummmm~! heheheh » Continue Reading
swear to whoever you believe in (trynna cut it for that "atheist" life or maybe I should go agonist or whatev), but the most BASIC people you'll ever meet, the guys whose personalities, views and opinions are as complex as a red cabbage, who'll bully the absolute living shit out of people they deem as not "normal", aka those who don't fit the basic norms and are more "unique" personally and looking wise will DEMOLISH the most obvious, CLEARLY slop ever made, like how a depressed shawty would cho... » Continue Reading
I'm so close to texting my ex friend that was borderline abusive, I know that if I do it will end in me crying and him continuing to prove that I left him for good reason, but I need to talk to someone and I know he'll respond immediately, please tell me not to do it, either bully me or say nice things I just need someone to tell me not to do it » Continue Reading
wonderful first blog post... i'm thinking about doing/at least trying to blog daily, and all i can think about right now is how much i LOATHE my manager! i work at a fast food resturant as a front counter staff, and my general manager is a grown ass man who has a habit of picking on the younger, female/feminine employees. he especially likes picking on me more than anyone else, at least that i witness while there. if i'm there, he's badgering me constantly, stopping me from doing certain tasks a... » Continue Reading
Ok so basically the new rules are That we can’t have our phones during the day not even at lunch so like when we enter our first period we have to give them our phones and they lock them up and we don’t get them till the end of the day like as somone who doesn’t have friends at school my phone was the only way I could talk to my dad who is basically my therapist and now I can’t talk to him during the worst 7 hours of my life?! And my phone was the only thing I could do during the day was like wa... » Continue Reading
I swear people don't read profiles. I've had to block 3 people now in the last couple of weeks who have sent me a friend's request and have immediately jumped into my inbox after accepting their request, and I have specifically written right in the very beginning of my profile not to do this without asking permission first in the comments. If you are a single female, I especially want to know why you are wanting to PM me, otherwise we have absolutely nothing to talk about. It is plainly stated u... » Continue Reading
Heyy guyz finally back after a bit of a break soz >_< Anyway Ive been seeing on tik tok people making fun of like those girls with those big eye contacts n eye lashes (IDK WHATS IT CALLED IM SORRY :*) Calling em "Ageplayerz" even though im pretty sure not all of them are age players dude and then those haters always say "dada put on misery" or some shet like dat i personally dont like misery but the fact we overhate it suddenly is such a crazy switch up and tbh i barely even saw videos having th... » Continue Reading
Oh my god I HATE misogynistic men with my entire heart and soul! Why the hell did I just see some dude say that "women are ruining the west" LIKE BRO YALL ELECTED A SERIAL RAPIST AS OUR PRESIDENT! WTF! There's this video going viral on tiktok because it shows this poor woman who had just been told she lost her baby, and so she yells at the nurse to not touch her because she's grieving and in shock.... And people are literally saying she deserved to have her baby die for being "rude"??? WTF peopl... » Continue Reading
This website is cool and all until it’s not Like I’ve been trying my best to socialize with ppl but they either get bored of me after two days or just idk yea 😭😭I have no friends irl AND on a website called FRIENDrewind like is it me??? » Continue Reading
bruv havent posted a blog in a while n b on this website in a while sence bc of school n totally forgot this website existed lol, was struggling putting in my password but I GOT IN. school is lwk fuckign boring as it is n my classes rly suck but idfc atleast my friends r in the same classes as me so we can have a fun time during class (but were splitted up in my 1st period n 4th). bro the guys at my school r so fucking chuzz is2g lik i got bullied by them bc im "different" from them lik u guys a... » Continue Reading
Bro I’m go so fucking crazy I swear I’m trying to keep a conversation going and they just always fucking stop it like fuck I’m just trying to make actual fucking friends on here like I swear I’m not boring at all I just can’t be the only one asking fucking questions like damn do you not wanna at least know about me?!? Like don’t get me wrong I love when people talk to me about their interests but it’s literally 99% of the convo and when they’re done they just dip like wtf you didn’t even get to ... » Continue Reading
Srsly, I appreciate the demand but a girl gotta rest sometime. Can't leave K-rat alone so much how is he gonna survive the streets without me? Every rat needs their cat. » Continue Reading
I have the sight for you! I use this site to browse old websites, learn more about the aesthetic and more! The site is Frutiego Aero Archive ! It has everything from blogs to the history of the aesthetic. » Continue Reading
what is wrong with me genuinely, i never really thought about this a lot, but how long have i been laying in my bed dude like this whole day i never really bothered to get up except if i have to go to the bathroom and to play the piano 😥 ive been eating instant noodles for idk about a week now?? besides that i really want to get up and actually go outside but i dont really have the motivation and it SUCKS can someone help me this is getting tiring omg » Continue Reading
Bro, I genuinely had the biggest bruh moment ever and I feel incredibly stupid rn but now all I can do is learn from it and keep on going I guess, but sometimes I wish I wasn’t so clueless… ughhh 🤦🤦🤦 » Continue Reading
i've been kinda stumped on what to even write on here cause I haven't been doing much these past few days so I don't have any ideas on what to write and I've mainly been bed rotting these past few weeks heh.. but never the less my peoples I will try and write about some random stuff cause I do like writing on here and also replying to what people comment on the stuff I post! if anyone has any ideas I could post about lmk cause I have nothing.. but If anyone is interested I could possibly write a... » Continue Reading
I can’t block my toxic ex and he’s been torturing me. To the point where he’s been setting up situations just so he can fight with me- I think he’s genuinely having a mental breakdown but that means I AM TOO 😭😭Everyone is like “block him!!” I PHYSICALLY CANT HE NEEDS TO BLOCK ME THATS WHAT PPL DONT UNDERSTAND!!! I’ve literally asked him to block me and he won’t!!! Even if his love wasn’t real, that was the first time I’ve actually felt real love and affection towards someone- he was also my only... » Continue Reading
Okay so, i'm still in my weird talking stage, and idk, it's weird being in limbo with someone, her ex called her the other day needing something and she responded but it messed with her head as well, idk i think things are very complicated at the moment. I'm currently reading SOTR holy shit it might be the saddest hunger games ever. Also college is starting again soon, I got a D in my exams this year and a C in the project, next year is just project so hopefully I can lock tf in and get an A or ... » Continue Reading
Okay because throughout the summer holiday I’ve only gone out one maybe twice in a month and like I haven’t showered in weeks now I’ve lost count. I sleep around 4am or 6am and wake up at noon. I could care less about what I wear and it’s like I’m not depressed or anything I don’t know if I’m just lazy not to care about my body but like I hate when my room is messy so I keep it mildly clean. Is it bedrotting or just laziness? » Continue Reading
Someone wrote "PERIOD TIME!" On the bathroom stall, and it was in red ink, I couldn't tell if it was real blood though, but it was really nasty, I'm actually so scared because what if someone wrote a really ugly message about me or my friends, I really wonder who did it. Our teachers in school are really angry, and my section is one of the suspects Also I accidentally disciplined my tama, I wanted to get the secret character bill, but I totally forget it was at 50% and now I'm going to get mame... » Continue Reading
Hi chattt! It’s currently 4:58 am rn and I woke up Derik a really bad nightmare a few hours ago so now idk what to do merp! I’m on the call with my friend while he sleeps because I am afraid to gotodleeo alone when I have nightmares. Anyways I met this new cool coworker at work yesterday but I don’t think he likes me very much. I wanted to add his on discord cuz he seems cool and I won’t be in this state long enough so it would be fu to hang out with him inperson outside of work but he seemed he... » Continue Reading
Mañana voy a salir a una convención de anime, todo normal. Pero, una amiga, me dijo que iba unas chicas que son sus amigas, todas ellas me odian (antes eran mis mejores amigas) , eso significa que no voy a estar con esa amiga, no se que hacer » Continue Reading
I'm in a friend group right now, and these girls are some of the kindest, the most smartest group of people I've met. But I can't help the feeling but get really annoyed with them sometimes. I don't feel this way about my other friends, it's just them. I realized this has nothing to do with them as a person, it's more of a mix-match. They have their way of rolling along and living life, which is very different from mine and I totally respect. I have more of a work hard play hard mindset, where I... » Continue Reading
TW!!!! Okay so when I was in 8th grade I had a boyfriend who was a sophomore. He was my first kiss and the first guy I ever did anything with. Idk how much I'm allowed to say on this platform but we did STUFF (without going all the way) but now looking back at it as someone who's no longer 13 and in 8th grade and is now closer to being an actual sophomore I would NEVER EVER even CONSIDER doing something like that to an 8th grader. It's not about the actual age gap but like the difference from wh... » Continue Reading
my emotions are such a rollercoaster rn :// i feel like i’m constantly either trying to be happy or trying to behave after being really energetic. every time i’m comfortable in my skin I want to claw out MY EYES the next day holy shiiitttt.i feel like such a weirdo constantly bc I’m so behind socially but I have very social and talkative friends which drains me so quick.. >_<it’s not even their faults too. and then when I get home it’s easier for me to snap at my family and I feel so sucky for ... » Continue Reading
honestly I'm kinda scared to because uh I am and Im just so used to make blogs like this but really idk if I do it's just gonna be me testing it out » Continue Reading
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGHHHH !!! Math is HORRIBLE!!! Whose idea was it to add letters to equations!?!??!?!?!? MY TEACHER DOESNT EVEN TEACH!!! I joined this stewpid class to get help with math..... AND HE ONLY MAKES US WATCH VIDEOS ONLINE ! ZEROOOOOO learning at ALL ! Mr. Krueger when I CATCH YOU ! >:I » Continue Reading
The fun thing about having a very niche & relatively cheap collection hobby (G1 My Little Ponies & mass-produced repro/customs thereof) is that I already know what I'm getting for all of the upcoming gifting holidays, because I have already been Asked about the current state of my collection & have provided Links to possible options.The horrible thing about all of that, is that now I have to wait several months to receive things that I already know exist & are intended for me eventually.I just w... » Continue Reading
Until mid October, I have something every god damn wknd. It's either someone's birthday, a baby shower, another fucking birthday, a supper I don't feel like going to, meeting friends I don't relate to anymore...It's fucking exhausting. I can't wait for the gloomy part of Fall to come, so it rains every day and I can stay in, cooking, chilling on my pc, and sleeping. » Continue Reading
im gonna be gone for like forever, if you see me online or my status has changed i have been prevented from doing so and have been "saved." i cant deal with life anymore, and i feel so so so bad, i actually kinda wanna live still because im scared of how people will be without me and what ill miss out on. I dont know any of you personally so dont try to convince me otherwise. I prob will chicken out anyways so whats it matter.i wont be gone for a while, im trying to get help from my mom, i dont ... » Continue Reading
my family raised me to be 'polite' which means make myself as quiet, small and invisible as possible AND WHEN I GOT DEPRESSED BECAUSE OF IT IS MY FAULT SOME HOWWW » Continue Reading
I just want everything I hate how I can't get a job and how I have no money then to look around at people my age with a whole life going on can't help but feel like a total loser » Continue Reading
My bf broke up with me, im so sad. Yes we've only been dating for a few weeks but still. I miss him. I miss him so fucking much.I hate this. Fuck ml » Continue Reading
I got onto a argument with a Christian on TikTok. Actually looking back on it it wasn’t even really an argument. But to be honest its my fault because why the hell am I still going on TikTok?Anyways…. I was just venting as a common session as the average teenager does and I see I get a reply.“ God loves you”Which it’s annoying as fuck because imagine venting to your friend and all they have to say is some stupid ass Bible verse, but moving forward.I ask him how in any possible way would God help... » Continue Reading
My parents are always complaining that I talk too much.. it makes me sad, and I feel the urge to lash out at someone or cut myself out of anger because they won't listen to me. » Continue Reading
I know this is old, unsurprising news, but I wanted to rant about this here real quick. I'm tired of the smoke making everything stuffy and hot, and it doesn't help that there's a heatwave happening at the same time as the wildfires. Yeah, this always happens during the summer and it's expected by this point. Where I live, the smoke didn't reach us until early August and in July I kept asking myself "where is all the smog at??" and I got my answer.Plus, the fact that one of the biggest fires in ... » Continue Reading
Being kentuckian is a identity crisis, I sound southern to other people outside of Kentucky or sound more proper for other southern people. I grew up both central and eastern, Like it's either we Midwestern, Appalachian or southern. My family lives down in the country, both sides (My family is very big) and I always felt like I'm not country enough. I do believe you can be many things at once, but people are so obsessed with boxes and see what fits. I felt like an outcast to my own region and it... » Continue Reading
Gonna be honest here againI sometimes have thoughts of becoming popular and I sometimes do want that to happen, butOther times I really don't want to. Especially with how the internet is today. I'm not the best mentally so if I suddenly get hate for no reason I think that'll make me feel worse about myself. Alongside being some people pressuring artist to like hurry up. I think that'll also ruin my mental health. But if it does happen likely due to a project I have. I do have put up a few bounda... » Continue Reading
I recently just became a smosh fan and omg I don’t think I have ever seen a more funny group of people my personal favorite is Angela she so funny during try not to laugh bored games or anything she’s so me my two personal favorite videos are the Karen’s one » Continue Reading
my pants keep ripping and Im too scared to tell my mom for the 3rd time. and it was a pair with a super cute dress. Im so sad (◞‸ ◟)💧 I wish i learned how to stitch so i can patch it back. they keep ripping cuz i stretch. not cuz Im fat. like sure I am a little fat but not that fat. my pants are baggy on me. » Continue Reading
Idfk anymore I haven't been doing so well i feel like my girlfriend doesnt even care about me and I just dont know what to do about it anymore. Im trying my fucking best I know im a bitch but it still hurts and im a person who's love language is touch, and it just hurts when she pushes me away and I dont know what to do anymore and I cant cut myself bc I promised my mom I wouldn't anymore but I just cant handle it. Especially when I have my god damn headphones in dont fucking talk to me i dont w... » Continue Reading
idk if it hasnt hit that this is my last year but like im not getting hyped for it. im def not hyped for college searching.... but hopefully it hits that it's my last year and i make it worth my wild...laterrr » Continue Reading
I already know what teacher is gonna be my pain in the ahh this year. The bitch of my english teacher. OMFG I HATE HER, she talks like she knows everything when she doesn't, she literally rolls her eyes when someone talks, she just tells us to fuck off, doesn't teaches anything, didn't recive my work just because she didn't like the letter and change everyone of place just because when she's not even authorized to do that.I just wanted to express my hate against her. » Continue Reading
The videos on here are so BUTT like there's nothing interesting to watch😭 as pretty as y'all are, I don't wanna see your thirst traps all day » Continue Reading
I’m so fucking done with this school. I want to cut myself so bad rn but I can’t. My head and feet hurt like hell and I feel like throwing up. My fucking world history teacher gave us a tracing packet for first graders. We’re in ninth grade btw. I barely slept at all last night and it’s been so hard to stay awake the entire day. I couldn’t even eat my lunch because of how nauseous I felt and now I’m really hungry and still very nauseous. I just want this day to end already so I can go home and s... » Continue Reading
Last night I was calling my friend and he was screen sharing and showing me a bunch of stuff and while we were looking through his photos I saw a screenshot of his home screen with a notification from me on it, I don't think that's why he took it, but it was there nonetheless, he does this thing where he disappears for week or two, comes back for two days max, says he'll be better at responding and then disappears again, so I always wonder if he reads the notifications from me during that time o... » Continue Reading
i'm starting to think it might have been zeke that got rid of the footage. i mean it was just sitting on my desktop so it makes sense, but i'm honest;y just kind of over the whole "recording for evidence" thing regardless. what evidence do i need? that he's a little weird sometimes??? yeah. that's a given.i dunno. it's just weird to me that he said he was doing something. i mean i guess the world wide web is a huge place, but what could he be doing out there that it takes months??? maybe i'm jus... » Continue Reading
why is being bored like the worst thing I can experience? Im genuinely always bored even when I'm doing something fun all I can think is how after that moments over ill be bored again. I understand I should get Hobby's and I try but then I get bored of that too. Im only 20 and I can only imagine it gets worse from here. » Continue Reading
I dont understand whyyy this is happening. But this combined with accidentally buying light tampons two months ago has me feeling like im regressing. Ive bleed all over my bed and two pairs of underwear and shorts!! Definitely could be worse, its been worse before, but I thought i was better at this now 🤧🤧 The cramps havnt been too bad, but worse than usual.If im being honest I think its the depression, my car is in the shop so I cant throw myself into work (I do delivery driving) so im just... ... » Continue Reading
Okay I really love venting now I figured I’d add this. Most people don’t realize how hard it is realizing just how cruel and stupid their world can be because they’re ran by stupid old men. Prices are increasing, wars are rising, no one is making it except these billionaires. It makes me wonder if life itself was made for this sole purpose of being a circle chasing and chasing just to survive. Why can’t we live in a lush green field forever in harmony— may sound stupid but hey at least no one’s ... » Continue Reading
yknow when you think abt like a weird person or kid, it's always weird or terrible outfits, art or band or some kind of niche thing, and maybe some other bs that idk about. But I THINK that being a "weird kid" today is just another way of being labeled as different in a derogatory way, cause everyone at school and on social media laughs at weird kids. I feel like if your so basic that you're laughing at someone just cuz they're different then you contribute not shit to any community or even soci... » Continue Reading
Tcc in 2026 is not that uncommon. Like on some platforms its so hard to find Tccers, but on like tiktok or tumblr its not that hard. » Continue Reading
So in an earlier blog of mine venting about my crazy school, I mentioned there was this group chat where my English teacher was in and a few senior guys where they send nudes of girls. Here’s a crazy thing So I heard there was this girl in my class then, grade nine who was dating a guy in grade eleven and apparently she sent the guy her nudes in an act of God knows what and the guy’s sister found out and sent it to all her friends. The guy also sent it to his friends and the next week that was a... » Continue Reading
Just to put it straight... I've been writing a Johnny Kelly x Kenny Hickey fan fic. YEAH OKAY SO WRITING RPF CAN BE AN EMBARRASING FIRST EXPERIENCE THATS OKAY! (Though, it is my first time and it's taken me at least a week of debating whether it's worth writing or not... I hope you can see where the verdict lead.)But y'know, I wanted to make it cute and accurate as possible so I rewrote a singular paragraph 3 times and let my friends decide which one sounded better. Then after I finished rewriti... » Continue Reading
Has anyone ever dreamed of something, and eventually after years, the story continues? I find it weird, especially when it happened when I was young. The first part of this dream happened when I was around 8. I was in an indoor playground, the interior was specifically orange and the floors and walls are bouncy. You know? Just like any indoor playgrounds out there. And just like any weird dreams, I somehow came across a train, inside the playground. Note that I was completely alone. Without my ... » Continue Reading
hey guyss [or girls or they/thems or anyone whatever you want to be called XP] im going to a car show tmr and i cant rell if i should be scared or exited cuz im emo [as some may now] and people r always laughing at how i dress cuz where im from i dont rlly have any other alt ppl beside my friends [so like 7 people] sorry for talking to much :/ just wanted to say that byeee XD » Continue Reading
life has been.. interesting lately. im not sure if im happy, depressed, or just idk man, manic? my mood switches so quickly, i could be the happiest person on earth then two seconds later im on the brink of suicide. my life is good for the most part, sure everything up to this point was very traumatising but right now its so calm. it scares me, the calmness. i am so scared its all just gonna come falling down, but i try not to think about it much. i dont really see a future for myself anymore. i... » Continue Reading
His story seems so scary, like we are merely ants to these corrupt higher ups. I hope that he’s resting in peace now. Just remember that ppl don’t end it when they are constantly trying to display corruption. We are are all under surveillance though so it’s not like we are any safer. » Continue Reading
Have you ever realized that kids media isnt meant to be reviewed by adults because of course they gonna be corny as hell mf it’s because you aren’t the target audience can we think for a minute actually » Continue Reading
I have been procrastinating on my Commonapp essay for the past 20 days and I still have no idea what to write about...... -I have an old draft from when I was in Freshman year where I spoke about being bisexual but it's so booooooring that I can't submit it in good conscience.-I was thinking of writing about this guy who i used to always drive past on my way to practice... he would stack huge rocks on the side-railing of the road, but recently he hasn't been there, and the stones are starting to... » Continue Reading
Hello hello, :) I (very!!) recently joined FriendRewind as an alternative to SpaceHey (of which is now banned in my country) and it's super enjoyable!! I love the tweaks, and all the little details that make it just a bit better than other sites. Though, as with any social media, there seems to be an etiquette with interacting on here...Social media has always been a bit of a flunk for me, since I'm very bad at figuring out the 'social' part of it. Every site seems to have its own unwritten rule... » Continue Reading
I love making things or buying merchandise related to my comfort characters (Batman, L, Gaara). I only recently started liking Gaara, so I hardly have anything of his yet. As you can see, I also "ship" myself with the Engineer from TF2, Talia, and Catwoman, but Batman is my main one. I have a bag where I keep my tarot deck, full of personalized Batman and Death Note buttons. Actually, I love that part of my room. My cousin said I'm Batman's "girlfriend," and I was happy to hear that. » Continue Reading
Hiiiguys so actually, I didn’t girl the emo kaorkenight tonight. I’m kinda sad I didn’t go but at the same time idk if I would have had enough money toget there and eat and come back home safely. My friend gifted me some moneyzzz to get something to eat and an Uber because he felt worried about me traveling 2 hours to a 6 hour party and then traveling 2 hours back home and then waking up 3 hours later for work…WOW that’s a lot haha. I really wanted to go but it probably was for the best I didn’t... » Continue Reading
I don't even know what to say rn. I can't stand this anymore... To start from the beginning, I started dating my friend, Reed about 9 months ago. I was in school at the time. I'm not going to sugar coat anything so here are the TW (Sexual abuse, manipulation, rape.) I can't even say we started off good because we didn't. From the start, anytime we would hang out together he would sexualize me even if it was in front of friends and I told him to stop. Anytime we hung out, we had sex. It didn't ma... » Continue Reading
Hoy me puse a leer The Taming (manhwa) sin saber que tiene novela. Me lo termine hoy mismo y solo puedo decir, OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG VOY A LLORAR, MORIRME Y DESMAYARME O LO QUE SEA!!!!!!!!Historia buenísima y me encanto todo el arte y los diseños. El final de temporada me dejo WOW :,-)Lamentablemente, me dio por buscar la novela para ver si lo puedo encontrar traducido o el precio para comprarlo, oh sorpresa, UN SPOILER GIGANTESCO ARGHHHHHHHH, pero no importa, de todas formas era una teoría que... » Continue Reading
I love baking sweets, it's so much fun, I love making cakes. It's something that relieves me and amuses me, I love trying new recipes and especially eating them.Today I made Brazilian sweet dumplings. I burned my finger on the hot oil, but I'm fine and so is my finger. I burned a few, but they were delicious. » Continue Reading
Every time I vent, I'm going to put it in my own language. Just a heads-up.Le dije desesperada a un amigo que hoy estaba muy enojada, triste. Él me dio una respuesta vaga que no termine de escuchar, y en cambio seguí pensando en mi vida.¿Por qué es mi enojo? Por no tolerar la tristeza. ¿Por qué es la tristeza? Eso ya abarca muchas cosas.Me da miedo desahogarme a diario acá y que la gente; quién este leyendo esto sea con traductor o a pie se aburra de mí. Sé que la personalidad que muestro no se ... » Continue Reading
I hate the dps so much why does it always have to be such a long process I’ve been waiting for months to get my drivers license and today I went thinking “finally im going to be able to drive legally now” but noooo they said “come back next week to take the drivers test” just feeding off my misery and suffering atp » Continue Reading
8:00AM: wake up, drink coffee, feed animals!9-10AM: Sit at dining table on computer10:30AM: Retreat to bedroom!???: scroll on computer!??: think abt being productive and wonder why im not doing shit :332:00PM: "oh no its too late in the day to start anything" scroll some more!2:30PM: look for inspo on pinterest, attempt it, crash out!! :DD3:00: let chickens loose!4:00: father greets me as he comes home from work, shows me 1-3 reels, asks what i want for dinner, leaves me alone5:30: peel little b... » Continue Reading
I remember back in 7th grade when there was a rumor that a school shooting was going to happen at my school. I went to class that day because I thought it was just a prank or something; lessons were going on as usual until we heard the sound of a "gunshot" coming from the 9th-grade classroom, followed by screaming. My classmate froze and started crying,poor thing,while my instinct, and everyone else's, was to dive under the desks for cover. The teacher tried to calm us down and went to check wha... » Continue Reading
idk why but i always feel miserable, like it could be someone being happy or someone sad, itll always make me sad and it maeks me so mad >,'( i rlly just want to know why im like this, and if anyone got tips PLS tell me pls pls plss!!!! » Continue Reading
I came home for school and my mom asked me do I have a girlfriend…….The last time I went out to hang out with friends was two years ago……And you think I talk to girls? » Continue Reading
i hate living i hate living i hate living i hate living i hate kiving i hate living i hate living i hate living i hate kiving i hate living i hate living i hate living i hate living i hate living i hate living i hate living i hate living i hate living i hate living i hate living i hate kiving i hate kiving i hate living i hate living i hate living i hate living i hate living i hate living i hate living i hate living i hate living i hate living i hate living i hate living i hate living i hate liv... » Continue Reading
This is about art btw….I got no social skills lolI have been i an abusive relationship with art since the day I could pick up a pen. I feel like ever since I turned 10 life decided to make it it’s go to see how much it can fuck up a teenager. And one way they thought of doing that wants to make me addicted to art.I’ve been drawing for as long as I can remember. From kindergarten to fifth grade I had so much fun creating these silly little stories in my head and putting them on paper. At the time... » Continue Reading
I love you and I'm sorry.I'm sorry for what I feel, and everything I say.I met you, then we became close, then we fell apart, and I'm telling you because I never chose to learn from the lessons the universe has mercifully taught me.But I don't want its mercy, I wish for it to swallow me whole. I yearn for a boy, a boy I cannot love, a boy who loves another. I yearn for you, darling, your beauty and grace and every perfect piece of your soul. Like a stone against stone, you've fractured my being,... » Continue Reading
every day is a struggle a horrible, terrible, mental torture a painless way to die would be better for sure anxiety has been building up inside of me nobody is letting me be and i'm not allowed to be free suicide has become a hobby and i feel like i have nobody my father absolutely despises me and my mother wants nothing to do with meyears of pain, i've taught myself not to care grieving and crying won't get me anywhere i'd much rather indulge in vices i've been left to my own devices excluded b... » Continue Reading
There's so much that I don't even know what to type or how to start this but ugh omfg. I'm not even going to try to start from the start of everything I'm just going to talk about what I currently want to talk about because my god its just so much. I hate evil man so much. I used to just have a dislike for him but I started thinking if I was in the girls shoes I genuinely wouldn't even be like that like.. If I knew he had a thing going on with another girl I would leave him be. Cause what do you... » Continue Reading
is anyone else starting school soon? DUDEEEE I HATE SCHOOL SM AND LIKE EVERYONE THERE IS ANNOYINGMAXXING LIKE SHUT UPbut anyway, i hope i make friends hehe i need more cuz almost all of my current friends are boring (in a way we share no interests) » Continue Reading
About a week or two ago I posted my story with my sister and law and her husband, today I will be discussing my brother in law and his wife. Yes, these are different people than my blog from before. Alright let's get into it, shall we?A couple years ago, my brother in law was heavily intro drugs and homeless after he got out of prison for domestic abuse. We were in the city he lived at because my mother in law had a doctor's appointment in the city him and my sister in law lived at. He asked us ... » Continue Reading
All ive been doing this summer is fucking bedrotting and i dont even know why I cant just get up and do somethingHobbies? nope they suck now you suck at them dont even tryevery time i get even an OUNCE of motivation it gets ripped away from me as soon as i put pencil to paper and try to even draw a line. im being deadass if i draw just a single fucking line i crash out because it isnt good enough its not perfect enough it just wont work with the stupid fucking drawingi hate this why cant i do an... » Continue Reading
There is a precise kind of exhaustion that takes over your entire nervous system when you realise you have spent your last remaining ounce of patience on someone who was only ever looking at a reflection of themselves. It does not arrive with a loud crash or a cinematic argument. It creeps in slowly, settling behind your ribs like a dense, unmoving fog until you are standing in total silence, wondering how you managed to misread the map so completely.Wanna know what the absolute worst part about... » Continue Reading
Sometimes I feel like I’m going to relapse into my sh habit, but then I remember that Batman (my F/O) is proud of me for trying to get better for the sake of my health, and that he loves me no matter what happens. It’s comforting to think about that, and the urge to hurt myself goes away. Batman knows that if I do relapse, I’ll try to be stronger next time and hold out longer, he’s the best! (Anti-yumeshippers, please dni) » Continue Reading
Ever since school started again, I've been even more depressed than usual. I cut myself at least 3 times a day and I haven't been able to stop. School is even worse since I'm in a new and bigger environment with harder classes and no true friends. There are some people I talk to at school, but not enough to consider them as my friends. I've been having suicidal thoughts more often because of my cutting. Every part of my body has been hurting more frequently to the point where I can barely even s... » Continue Reading
Ok uhm I every time I try and make a small goal for myself I seem to distract myself and would rather do ANYTHING except doing the project I want and ughhh it’s obviously a motivation or discipline issue and I’m working on that wish me luck #trymybest #livelaughlove #idkwhyimusinghastages » Continue Reading
work SUUUUCCCKKKKSSSS, I can't even have a good schedule, and I don't even get out of school early enough to get prepped for work. idk who made that schedule but wtf dude. GIMME A BREAK >:L » Continue Reading
Well guys. Today is the emo karaoke night and I might not go because it’s super far away from my home :< I loved going to it last month but it’s in a new location now and I have to see if I have enough money for the food and stuff. I have my ticket already so I just hope to be okay and go! My friend gifted me a cute skirt and I feel really happyI haven’t worn skirts in like…well idk. I wasn’t really allowed to wear them hahah but now that I have one I really want to show it off. I hope to give p... » Continue Reading
Okay here’s real crazy thing that’s happening at my school. First of all is that my classmates; the boys are either mysoginist or don’t get the concept of no. There’s this guy who is constantly harassing girls in my class grabbing them and shit and he tried to do it to me once but I kicked his balls or some shit. Then another classmate of mine who’s a serial cheater okay none of my business but like he always like dates girls for two days and dips he has done it too me too. The guys in my class ... » Continue Reading
Oh my God, I'm so tired of this. I understand that maybe he's just worried about us(me and my siblings) because we sit at home a lot. But when it turns into insults, maybe not directly towards us, but towards our generation, it starts to irritate me. Like, Dad, I have one friend, and it's better that than a huge number of acquaintances who most likely don't care about me and will dump me at the first opportunity. I've been through this, I don't want it to happen again. I'd rather sit at home and... » Continue Reading
yknow the feeling when you barely have any friends and you just wanna.. play with someone, talk to someone, like intz with them, but then realize you have like one friend but theyre busy, then finally realize..you're alone.not the peaceful type of alone, its like the helpless type of alone because you know that you cant talk to anyone new because you're scared that they'll think badly of you, and you cant bother your only friend, so you're forced to be alone.yeah, i should really get new friends... » Continue Reading
Is it just me, or is anyone like suuuuuuuper bored this Summer? Like, I have no motivation do anything besides writing fanfics on Ao3, drawing stuff on Ibis Paint X and binge-watching YouTube videos X00000 » Continue Reading
In case you didnt heard BTS is a new polemic AGAIN. Two of the members took a pic with Chris Brown and understandably a lot of people are MAD. I saw some girls on TT saying that they're feminists before being armys and thats so freaking dumb to me. Like the racism wasnt enough for you?? It really makes think about the tiktok audio ''I can excuse racism but I draw the line at animal cruelty'' because omg this is SO stupid. Armys are so hypocritical because all of their actions are KNOW and DOCUME... » Continue Reading
First of all... Look at this picture of me rq :PPNot even 2 months in and I'm already going to go on a Field Trip!!So unlike the last one post which was absolute depression in carnate. (sorry for that, YOU WERE WARNED) This blog post is actually not insanity So Basically last year I was apart of this mentor program called the "PAST (Peer Assisted School Transition) project" I actually liked it VERY much, we also got chick fil a n stuff which made it better ig since it tasted good.One of my teac... » Continue Reading
the romance of sciencemusic, turns into static,the sun turns into nothing.but my loneliness,wont turn into aynything.im alone,no romance,left with science.because i messed up.experiment after experiment,explosions after explosions,im still left with isolation,no matter how hard i try.just a little love, i wanted.someone to just tell me," i love you, more than anything. "but the world is as cruel as satan.a crushing weight on my heart,i just want someone to be my lover,ill be anyone for them,ill ... » Continue Reading
Bit of a vent idkThe words spill out of my mouth like tar--"I love you", I say, despite every bone in my body aching with the truth and my tongue stammering out the falsity. Each thing I say crushes me further and further into the pavement. Love is a hopeless cry to the endless nothing, a brutal waste of existence, yet humans are so built for it. Why are my scarred hands curved, if not to fit perfectly against your hips? Why must my calloused fingers rest uneasy and alone, when they itch to lace... » Continue Reading
i often find it really hard to make friends or keep friendships simply because i'm insecure. i'm self-centered, not in the bitchy way where i believe that everyone is just jealous of me and that im the best but in the way where i believe that everyone hates me in every room i walk into. i hate going outside because of this reason, i always feel like im in the center of attention and that no matter what i do or say i'll just get ridiculed for it » Continue Reading
Jesus Camp is a 2006 doc about an evangelical summer camp and watching it always manages to just scratch my head in disbelief at how far people can take religion in their livesmy mother is almost exactly like the people they document in the film, yk the type of people who say science and global warming is fake and homeschool their children since apparently public schools cant be 'trusted' so I suppose thats why it triggers me just a tadand Mike Papantonio is a christan radio host who is shown th... » Continue Reading
Genuinely it feels like I’m firing demons when trying to resist taking ever medication in my room. I also have no one to talk to so I try to do anything but my mom still takes everything that makes me happy and I can’t talk to family cuz yk they r toxic and shit. But it keeps coming back and I don’t wanna be a burden to my friends because they all don’t feel like me or they have someone to talk to and I’m so fucking over it. The world is going to shit, there are wars against women, queer people ... » Continue Reading
college should cost 5 dollar and water and house should be free and i should spend all my money on art and charity and taking my siblings to the museum. i think everyone could have it all if we really tried » Continue Reading
Schools soooooo boring!!! Its like soooo noobbbieeee?? My teachers are epicc thoo. My 1st and 2nd period teacher lets us have break in the time between switching from 1st and 2nd cause my 1st and 2nd period is the same personn I like going on fun walls around the school for funn and its cool but I keep getting judged for beingg less- No one has been a racist and misogynist yet thankfully but its been fun but its soooooooo longgggggg bleehhh I'm scared if the cool teachers become scary after the ... » Continue Reading
Bleh I WAS SUPPOSED TO DO A THREE FRIKIN MONTH PROJECT ENDING AT AUG 31 um it was wasss idk what it was supposed to be but it was to kinda be creative then it turned into a paper then it got turned into a paper and also then a... puppet (i came up with paper and puppet mostly even if i was pressured what way i do it) btw im homeschooled and i didnt do the first ten days how i wanted sooooooo bleh i stopped I know how to keep doing things and i know how to start things and i know how to succee... » Continue Reading
If you are in high school and have Chromebooks, then you'll understand how I feel when I say I HATE GO GUARDIAN.For my school, they specifically customized it for us, so whatever site you go on the most that is "unproductive" is automatically banned. So for me, It's Doomworld, Doom Wiki, AND PINTEREST. I NEED TO STRANGLE MYSELF. I understand that they want to minimize unproductivity, but the thing is, IT'S BLOCKED 24/7. So that means when I'm on break, I won't be able to go on any of my favorite... » Continue Reading
I've been having a real hard time being social for some years now. Mostly online, I am so good at talking to people irl (i swear), but when it comes to online conversation I used to get so stressed out about it I'd actively run away from interactions.I've been practicing. Sky is a wonderful game for that. Talking to strangers, doing small talks, I've become very good at it (in that context). It's easier when there's no information and you have to ask questions to get to know the person, rather t... » Continue Reading
my bestfriend liv is in half my classes but im scared shes gonna forget me, shes already made a bunch of friends and i have nobody, shes becoming popular and im fading into the background, i sit alone most times, i barely talk in groups, i sit at the back of the classes where i get to choose my seat, i hide in the corner of the hallways to view my schedule, nothings really that bad, i mean i get alot of compliments on my outfits but i just feel like nobody cares, nobody wants to talk, nobody wan... » Continue Reading
I'm not back in school yet but I genuinely hate when teachers do that thing where they need to announce your comment or answer to the ENTIRE class. My teacher 1 on 1ed me on my essay. She pointed out a mistake and questioned me on my essay. Then she just starts raising her voice starting with the iconic "Class remember when you're writing..." I died. » Continue Reading
I just got a new haircut a week ago and i love it SO SO MUCH ITS SO GREAT!!for reference its rlly short, short enough to cover ears if i want but not long enough to cover my chin, and eyebrow covering bangs :3BUT my party was officially pooped on bc my friend came ovr for a sleepover and told me that 2 OTHER PPL CUT THEIR HAIR TOO?????? AND ITS ALMOST THE SAME HAIRCUT BC THEY SHOWED ME A PIC EUGHHH EW EW WEEWEWJIHUVFYUDIC I DONT FEEL SPECIAL ANYMORE UGHHHHHHnow instead of ppl going "wow kurikett... » Continue Reading
UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHok s0 i love writing fanfics, fanfics love writing me (what?) but why is it th3 HARDEST THING EVER TO FIND IDEAS and you know CONT1NUE THE 20 UNFINISHED FICS YOU HAVEwriters bl0ck is going to kill me .......if you guys are interest3d i might start posting some on here wink wink (its all just skaterlight/kasperlight.. i have on3 dawtde fanfic WHO WANTS IT)ps if you're wond3ring why i love skater/kasperlight sm its because im a lamp3rt fictionkin and im REALLY REALLY obsessed wi... » Continue Reading
this is it, this is the end memories pass me by yet again each one painful, enough to make my eyes water each carefully crafted persona of mine slowly begins to break and falter i won't bother writing a letter i won't bother to reach out i won't bother to disturb anyone with stupid, pointless shouts i'll let myself go and nobody will know why exactly i decided to go i feel nothing. emotionless. lifeless already that's how i know i am ready i want to throw up until i am empty i want to scratch my... » Continue Reading
youre a beauty in this disgusting, filthy world a gorgeous, beautiful, intelligent girl grow wings, fly away, get the freedom you deserve i'll be cheering you on, aphrodite, until the world ceases to turnyour ambition and your drive is way ahead of its time you're going to go so far, i wish i could be there to see you shine but i won't make it, my love, i can't be there for you so this is my unknown goodbye you speak of the future with such hope i can see a light in your eyes, despite the darkne... » Continue Reading
first day of middle school was today, it was fine i guess, kinda tiring and seemed like it went on forever, like looking at the clocks didnt do shit just made me feel like the time was longer. I was supposed to get on a different bus to go home but i didnt know so i just walked to my normal bus and the doors were shut, so me and some other kids waited for the bus driver and he looks at us and says "you were supposed to go on 78, what are you doing here" well tickle my pickle and give me a nickel... » Continue Reading
hey everyp0ny!im just gonna b3 ranting about friendproject vs friendrew1nd i w1sh u could choose the colours on here like u c4n on fp, but i feel like the two websites ar3 soo cool in their own way!like on here u h4ve a buncha flashy shit and it tells you when ppl u l1ke are online AND THE MESSAGING SYSTEM ON H3RE IS SO MUCH KEWLER *o*on fp it f33ls like simpler to navigate cause theres so much m0re stuff on here tho, and on fp theres a stream wh1ch is really simple to understandreally all you n... » Continue Reading
Nevertheless, my eternal credo is about suicide, not about death at all, but about the desire to escape from reality at least for a short time. Something comparable to a coma or loss of consciousness. I see no reason for my existence if I am not heard and not listened to. I want to be an element outside my mind for a while, to be a little comfortable and comfortable for the people around me. » Continue Reading
Korean stresses me out but its just because i have a terrible memory lol… 나는, 나를, 너, 나 its hard for me to remember the differences between them all » Continue Reading
years of pain, years of tiredness will cease in just a few weeks struggling with lethargy, depression and apathy i cant wait to finally have peace! ive run out of the energy needed to have empathy ive grown bored and tired, im wandering emptily fascinated by self-sabotage! a destructive tendency i'd like to indulge in something so heavenly the 13th will be such a beautiful day! all suffering and pain of mine will finally go away have i gone crazy? i don't care enough to know there are so many be... » Continue Reading
I'm so irritated. Everyone currently in my house keep getting on my nerves and I'm SO hungry. My brother keeps throwing shit in my room, my grandma keeps calling me down to do stuff and I wanna eat but there's nothing TO eat because my brother and grandma eat EVERYTHING. Literally all there is to eat in this house caters to the taste buds of them and my grandma's dog (she boils chicken for him and it smells absolutely horrid). My mom's at work so I can't bother her and I just need everyone to st... » Continue Reading
Haiii bloggg.. o(TヘTo) unfortante newsss.... ╯︿╰ i got caught with weed...（*゜ー゜*）One of the worst parts is getting caught.... (*￣０￣)ノNot because I want people to worry about me, but because suddenly something that felt private isn't private anymore. There's the awkward questions, the fear of disappointing of my mother, the embarrassment, and that horrible feeling of knowing someone knows something you weren't ready to talk aboutttttt... ＞﹏＜And honestly, sometimes being found out makes everything... » Continue Reading
h1yaai just came ov3r from friendproject and i thought th3se 2 websites would be really sim1lar but ig not i have NO IDEA what im d0ing.... » Continue Reading
I was on FT with my bestie and she was showing me her nipple piercings and it interrupted our call with a warning bc of nudity?? Doesnt that mean that AI is spying on us? (·•᷄_•᷅ )I get that its for ''safety reasons'' but even after I said I was okay with it once it kept showing anyway. I'm pretty sure one of the main advertisement point of FaceTime was privacy and security but now we have AI spying on us?? We really cant have anything AI free these days (ㆆࡇㆆ") » Continue Reading
I’ve kept my mouth shut for way too long, watching people on the internet turn a literal retro social site into a goddamn holy war. But staying quiet makes me feel like a bystander. And honestly? I'm done watching keyboard warriors tear down something good just because they need a new target for their daily internet outrage.So here is my unfiltered two cents.The AI Outrage Is a JokeEveryone is losing their minds, screaming "AI slop" and throwing tantrums over how FriendRewind was coded. Whether ... » Continue Reading
burner acc cuz i dont want my friendrewind friends 2 see this. typing has been altered 2 hide myself even more.i lost all 3 of my irl friends over really stupid mistakes i shouldve fixed before it got 2 this point. two of them have blocked me b4 i could actually apologise and show i was gonna change. i dont rlly have a friend social circle i hang out w/constantly anymore and i dont know what 2 do. i keep finding stuff i think theyd like or wanting 2 show i listened 2 one of their cristisims by t... » Continue Reading
I dont know even know how to begin with this its just everytime i come home from school i just go straight to sleep i try my best not to fall asleep in class but i kinda doanyways does anyone like yes man from fallout new vegas? i think hes very cute :3 » Continue Reading
Now i dont rlly dont deal with scammers but i am in this one vrchat discord server and i keep getting dms saying you wanna be friends? if you say yes to them they will start saying shit how they make avatars and 3d models, and they will try to make you buy them. Most of the avatars that they post in dm's is from google. Its really annoying i think they should just get a fucking job » Continue Reading
Do you have a good relationship with your parents? mostly yesWho did you last say “I love you” to? my momDo you regret anything? lots of thingsAre you insecure? extremelyWhat is your relationship status? openHow do you want to die? doesn't matter as long as it doesn't hurtWhat did you last eat? chocolate barPlayed any sports? ping-pongDo you bite your nails? been struggling for 12+ yearsWhen was your last physical fight? in elementary schoolDo you like someone? i like everyoneHave you ever staye... » Continue Reading
I just got into a new private school and now i want to die X_X.i have studied in public schools for a long time and i hate private schools soo much, since most of my cousins turned into snobs or just outright mean PLUS i wont be with my bff or friends 😭 ill have more time to focus on my studies for sure, but still its sucks ass that school is starting next week and i didnt even get my uniform yet. » Continue Reading
[GETZ ONLINE]I HATE whenever my classmates say "I'm so OCD" or "Bro that exam made me feel austistic" like that's so fucking offensive to the people who ACTUALLY have OCD or Autism It doesn't have to be just OCD or Autism, they can literally say "I'm so (disorder)" and think that they're so quirky with that.People nowadays are just lightly throwing disorders as some quirky word like a fucking game of basketball.I literally told my two friends who does this alot about how it's not funny to just u... » Continue Reading
Favorite cartoon growing up? my little ponyFavorite discontinued snack: roshen blueberry chocolateTV Commercial you can't forget: that one khreshchatyk ice cream featuring Dzidziobest store in the mall? Smykfriendster/forchan/ or myspace? myspacetop three nostalgia bands? Skryabin, Verka Serduchka, Okean Elzyclothing brand you want to make a comeback: Oodji (closed in ukraine)TV show you wouldn't miss week to week: my little ponymagazine subscription top pick: nonefavorite computer games: Rayman... » Continue Reading
kandi, no matter how much a scene kid is wearing, is still scene. scene kids even back when the subculture peaked were wearing kandi and if you refuse to accept that, you're a bigger poser in my book.another one as well, alternative fashion is about dressing however the fuck you want to. there are no rules to being alternative outside of politics. as long as you're a leftist, have a political ideology and look kinda funky to what society would expect, you're alternative.there's literally an alte... » Continue Reading
Firstly, look at this picture of Hayley Williams-Just a bottle of whimsy. This has nothing to do with the post; I just really like this picture.As the caption says, it's 2 in the morning. I have a suitcase barely packed and a bunch of clothes on my bed that I washed earlier. It's been like that since 5 pm yesterday. Now I'm here, supposed to be sleeping. I have a trip to Canada soon on a day that I can't remember. Thursday or Friday? I don't know; I want to be packed before either day. I have a ... » Continue Reading
So pretty much I met a guy and we totally hit it off but we were in a camp with no phones, of seven days the girls and guys only met twice but one of the girls I was friends with already had his number (nothing romantic) and he asked if he could get my number through her- she hasn't been on her phone in two weeks and I honestly don't know what to do I've called and texted her and I don't know anyone else who knows her.. any ideas? I don't want to lose the chance at a relationship with this guy..... » Continue Reading
Starting a new D&D campaign, something like the twentieth campaign I've ever run, and for the first time in that long career of games, I feel like I might be burnt out for the first time. I'm struggling immensely with pulling together the creative spirit I need for it. It wouldn't be that big of a deal if I didn't have so many players counting on me and craving a good game. For these folk, D&D is something they look forward to every week, and I think the weight of that responsibility paired with... » Continue Reading
So in my last blog, I talked about several things that were on my mind, creative business being one of them, and in particular, was just barely alluding to some form of a struggle in that categoryHowever, I didn't get quite into enough detail about the situation at hand when I made the blogThus I'd like to expand on thatSo I've been working on an animated project for a bit of a while and it's been a fun yet tiring affair- the effort has, over three and a half years, given me many audition tapes ... » Continue Reading
While Barbie came out in the very fixed and structured year of 1959: White, blonde hair, blue eyed, and a skinny hourglass figure that was seen as the beauty standard at the time. However, over the years, she became incredibly diversified with different body types, ethnicities, and professional roles that gave young and older women to look up to. Barbie is not this "fixed" one track mind doll anymore. She is quite literally meant to represent every single women and that's why she's popular with ... » Continue Reading
Bro I feel like when you leave a school, even if you have your friends socials you still don't talk, is this everyone or just me? Like I have one of my best friends socials yet we barley talk anymore » Continue Reading
(Y’all prolly dgaf but)I hate my dad(cause he’s a piece of shit to everyone), but oml my mom has been snapping at EVERYONE 24/7 lately 😭 I feel like I’m constantly walking on eggshells around her. I’m always tense and on edge, and it’s getting to the point where I’m starting to feel physically sick from the stress. » Continue Reading
just trying to go to sleep and charge my phone while i sleep and when i plug it in it yells at me for "liquid being on the charger" i was just charging something else wth the charger isnt wet it used to do this like 6ish months ago too my phones a whiny bitch i dont like my phone » Continue Reading
Block and report the user briannn if you get any messages! He's a creep and only friends girls to dm them perverted things. I saw a bunchhh of my friends on the mutual tab with this guy, so just be safe! » Continue Reading
I went and applied to the zumiez at the mall near me and recently i got a call from them and they asked me to come in for an interview at 1 oclock. this morning i was searching high and low for a damn outfit because like half of my closet is like skinny jeans and band tees, but i ended up finding a pair of loose jeans and a vintage polo to wear with my etnies.so i got there like 15 minutes early and i saw this guy i knew from school and he was like "are you here for the interview too?"browtf do ... » Continue Reading
"i use this to study/i use this to apply to jobs *insert random ass AI website*"," don't use this to study/don't do this while studying *insert images of actual studying* ,do this instead *insert images of AI's like claude*","you'll watch a video of AI fruit but not a video of a struggling business/me doing x,y or z" first off,no u didn''t use that random ass website,no you shouldn't use AI to study and no i don't watch AI videos but i'm also not watching your garbage,why are you accusing me of ... » Continue Reading
I start school nxt week , senior year!! my birthday is also coming up(december) but ive just found my self rlly bored recently , Im gunna get a j⦻b but my mom said I have 2 get cleared by my doctor before I can work becuz I hav epilepsy its supar annoying becuz my mom is not making an effort 2 schedule any of my appointments and idk if I can myself becuz im 17 and my mom or myself doesnt hav a car so I wouldnt have a way to get there. this suxs!!! wish me luck :[ my mom also said if I apply 4 an... » Continue Reading
Anyone who thinks being alternative has gone mainstream CLEARLY lives their entire life on instagram and tiktok.And most of these people don't even understand that alt is not a style IT'S ALL ABOUT THE MINDSET AND YOUR MORALSAs an alternative person myself, people try to make fun of me because i have a side bang and I like wearing eyeshadow. They tell me my music taste is trash and my sense of style sucks. They mock me by saying I'm trying too hard to be different, or by saying it's "just a phas... » Continue Reading
I really thought I was starting to feel a bit better I was happy for a good second then it all came back I don't wanna look at my phone my chest feels so heavy it hurt I feel scared again my mom left me all alone again I just don't know what to do some more stuff happens today well also last night I thought letting in a old person from my past was a good idea I just wanted to see the good it them yet it all came crashing down my other friend got targeted while all this was happening I feel so ba... » Continue Reading
I've been struggling with an AI addictionEvery day I've been using the built in ai system on my computer (copilot) and talking to it like its a human being or some shitive asked questions i could easily google, started almost 10 chats a day, vented to it, shared memes like its a friend, and just wasted my whole summer talking to some fuckass ai.I genuinely dont know what to do. ive been really lonely lately so instead of trying to reach out to friends (which tbh, arent really friends ngl) ive be... » Continue Reading
I HATE getting sick, seriously, and yet I got sick at the worst possible time. Tomorrow there’s a school field trip that I really wanted to go on, but I might not be able to. You know why? BECAUSE I’M SO FUCKING SICK » Continue Reading
i actuallt cant do this anymore. all my parents do is fight. my father never takes anything seriously. my mom never tries to hear me out. all they do is shout. im having a migraine and i can't stop crying but all my mom does is shout at me and all my dad does is laugh. everytime i go out of my room my headache only gets worse because of all the noise. id ont know what to do » Continue Reading
Since the age of 13 i have liked goth girls. It was a pretty formative event in my life and I've liked them ever since. However I can't help but shake the feeling that they'd want nothing to do with me. I don't share anything in common with them! Politically, musically, or aesthetically. I have respect for what they do, though. It really hurts my soul and it's been bothering me for months now. Perhaps I'm too much of an optimist assuming they'd be willing to date outside of their niche, but I'm ... » Continue Reading
self harm tw, weed twboy i sure would like to feel a little better than thismy ex wants to meet for lunch sometime soon, catch up, probably talk about the logistics of the divorce. part of me wants to see her again because i do still want to be her friend, and another part of me doesn't because i know she's going to ask about my life and i'm not going to have anything good to tell her. one of the reasons she held off on breaking up with me for so long even after realizing she's gay is because sh... » Continue Reading
Last beverage: kompotLast phone call: my dadLast song you listened to: "Natural High" by belladonnakillzZodiac sign: AriesHeight: 5'4"What are your three favorite colors: baby blue, teal/turquoise, whitePiercings: just my ears; im craving an angel bite piercingTattoos: none yetFirst school: local specialist school in my hometown (english curriculum)Believe in luck? dependsBelieve in love at first sight: noBelieve in Heaven: kindaHave you ever been on the computer for 5 hours straight? yesDid you... » Continue Reading
So, imagine you're me; you want to go to my pool in my backyard and swim a little bit! Right??BUT NOO, you're afraid of WASPS, and what's in the backyard???? A MILLION FUCKING WASPS WHO LIKE DRINKING IN THE STUPID ASS POOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!My parents keep trying to get me to go into the pool, and I want to! I really do, but GODDD I don't want to be bitten by a fucking WASP for existing.They say, "Oh, if you don't do anything to them, they won't do anything to you!" BUT idgaf bro get ... » Continue Reading
Necesito desahogarme en algo, y cuanto más lo intento en esta plataforma más me doy cuenta que hablar en inglés me saca todas las ganas de desahogarme.Sería complicado contar todos y cada uno de mis problemas, además que sería agotador leerlo. Pero mi principal problema, y más leve, EN ESTE MOMENTO, es que no tengo entusiasmo con ir al liceo. Me pasaba mucho antes, pero se supone que era algo que yo ya controlaba de mí, incluso disfrutaba ir. Pero después de una semana en la que no fui porque ha... » Continue Reading
this is just a me things because of my dating experiences. . . for years I found myself hating the idea of being physical with someone but I still wanted to be cherished or as some would put it "I wanted attention". Until this day I find it hard to date without being scared I might just be tossed away so I just keep to myself, but not too long ago I started to try to online dating (not officially, just the good mornings, the daily talks, calls and stuff like that). I'm going to be honest and say... » Continue Reading
Sometimes I kind of hate being a bi and wish I were just straight/lesbian instead because being a bisexual entails always getting your identity policed by both straight and queer people. You are constantly forced to make up excuses to convince them that you're valid.Straight men fetishize you and don't take your attraction for women seriously, thinking of it as a sexy quirk, thus why they don't mind their girlfriends being overly touchy with their girl friends (these dudes are genuinely just cuc... » Continue Reading
[GETZ ONLINE]I really feel like I nak pakai tudung.But I don't wanna waste my earrings when I wanna cover my ears. And low-key I feel ugly with my ugly whenever I go to schoolMaybe.... When I'm form 3 or 4.[GETZ OFFLINE] » Continue Reading
To preface this I've had anxiety, depression, and severe PTSD (I'm using these terms for description only since I question labels) since I was 13 years old though the severity of these problems has gotten worse over time. I came from a rather dysfunctional family and being an only child with a broken family I had to learn, from a young age, to be somewhat adult and responsible for my mothers emotional instability -- my mother herself having mental health problems -- mental health problems runnin... » Continue Reading
please, i want it to be you. gusto ko na ikaw ang kasama sa simula at habangbuhay. oo gets ko, magulo ang mundo at nadadamay ang isip mo. sana'y pag isipan mo ang desisyon na 'to. ayokong masaktan muli, masyado nang mahina ang puso ko para masaktan ulit. pagod na ako sa paulit-ulit.iintindihin kita, mahal ko. ipaglalaban ko. lahat ay gagawin huwag lang mangyaring mawala ang isang tulad mo sa aking piling. sa panahon na bukambibig ko ang pangalan mo, sa panahon na lagi kitang iniisip, sa panahon ... » Continue Reading
So basically my mom forces me to go to a private Christian school and a lot of people just say awful things abt me and I don't have any friends at school bc everyone there makes fun of my style and interests etc and now my ex is at my school (it was the last guy i dated before being lesbian) and he keeps making up TERRIBLE rumors about me (also a lot of h0mophonic stuff bc im lesbian) at the time we were dating HE WAS PAN and now im the terrible one bc im lesbian like I can control who im attrac... » Continue Reading
Okay soo I have to go back to school on the 2nd of September and basically last year I lost all my friends half way through the year so I was alone lol and then I met this girl and we started talking about like horror movies books etc we just liked a lot of the same things and we were friends for the last few months of school but she never really hung out with me because she had a lot of friends and she knew that she was my only friend so basically we've been friends for like maybe 3-4 months ma... » Continue Reading
Having social anxiety sucks so much!!I would love to be able to just talk to people without feeling anxious about it =w=So if you add me and I accept but don't message first, please don't take it to heart. I just really struggle with social anxiety T.T » Continue Reading
i struggle making friends, always have. it just seems like im an alien whenever i try talkinng to new people. i never know what to say and i the things i do say just seem wrong or dont make any sense. im annoying, i can admit that and ik that thats one of the resons no one wants to be my friend.im also like lowk a bad friend... im not mean or anything i just dont talk.. like i barly ever text first and i leave people on read and delivered all the time AND I FEEL SO BAD!! its a habit i cant get r... » Continue Reading
Idk if this is the right place 4 this This whole world's gone to shit and I doubt we have much longer before we're having 120 degree winters with our dirty water with smartdust in our lungs tracking everything and flock cameras on every street so all the pedophiles running the us can watch us so what's the point of living anymore if its gonna be shit im genuinely contemplating ending it all if it gets any worse man I dont fucking know anymore Id rather be dead than under constant surveillance an... » Continue Reading
Honestly I'm starting to dread school by the day, not because of the work, but because of the stupid students, I want this week to be over. » Continue Reading
I swear, it feels like that all the time with a lot of people I talk to IRL. I might just be overthinking it, but it’s just likewho do you think you arey’know? » Continue Reading
Nossa, que parada sinistra cara. Eu achei esse app e fiquei tipo: “MANO, finalmente consegui uma rede social que parece ter saído diretamente dos anos 2000”. Só que aí veio a parte de arrumar meu perfil… e, meu Deus do céu terrestre, que inferno KKKKKKK.Eu queria colocar uma coisinha aqui, outra ali, um glitter, um fundo bonitinho… e o negócio simplesmente NÃO IA. Eu salvei, entrei no perfil e tava tudo igual. Eu já estava quase tocando o celular pela janela.Mas depois de muito sofrimento, muita... » Continue Reading
In my country, classes has been canceled for TWO Fucking weeks. Why you may ask? Because THREE typhoons has came here three consecutive times.The first two days was FANTASTIC. I was happy that classes were canceled but good lord I would like to go back to school now. They assign us schoolworks to do at home and honestly it feels more tiring than going to school. I MISS MY MONEY » Continue Reading
sorry to the diehard fans of object permanence but this post lowkey has NOTHING to do with it yes i clickbaited oh nooo like and subscribe and hit the notification bell for more!so basically i dont know if im getting early onset dementia or what but i literally cannot remember shit,,,,, LIKE JACKSHITits like as soon as an hour passes i will genuinely just CEASE to remember whatever the fuck just happened??unless someone brings up a specific event or like i see or read something that reminds me ... » Continue Reading
no good friends, absolutely fucking terrible family that drives me crazy and wants me either controlled or dead, nobody that sees me as a person or someone valuable lmao..,, it crushes me it hurts so bad but at least im not checking instagram anymore becausse i know what i will see. empty » Continue Reading
Ever since I was 9 years old when my papa called me chubby when he picked me up I’ve hated myself. And as the years passed the hates grown worse I hate myself I hate my arms and legs and stomach and thighs and boobs I hate my face and the hair that grows on my arms and hands I’m treated as male even though Im a woman I’m expected to do everything a man can do and more. I’m called the favorite son I don’t mind it I like being the favorite but I wish I was the favorite daughter and because of bein... » Continue Reading
I love ranting but I don’t want to write it down in a notebook or keep it on my phone bc I’m scared my parents or anyone else will find it so I think I will start keeping them here for now. I did NOT know we could do this here, just got on as a newbie and I’m tryna learn but unfortunately I have no idea how to code bc I’m a different nerd archetype. I’m still trying tho cuz I’ve seen so many rad profiles :pI got two things to rant about but I’m putting this here bc I like the idea of an online d... » Continue Reading
for some reason, sometimes i cant feel anything, im talking abt my feelings. And i dont usually vent online to strange people but i need to know if someone feels the same. I really want to love someone romantically and love my friends also, but then when i do, it stops and i stop feeling emotions like its not even anger its just nothing. Ig im going to delete this soon. » Continue Reading
Stupid dumb computer. You get slow and turn into a heating pad every time I open a blog. I can’t even play Minecraft on you without you sounding like a jet engine. I deleted everything and you still do this to me. you’re huge. so why do you suck 🤔 . Even as I type, it takes 1 second for a letter I type to show. I paid 400 dollars for you and I’m too broke to replace you. » Continue Reading
I'm feeling extremely fucking down. I literally wanted to walk in front of a car in the walmart parking lot, i want to hurt myself really fucking bad, so bad i sat in a walmart stall crying and scratching at my face because the urge is so bad. I take antidepressants but idk if they're working anymore, i just feel so empty, as if i'm not even in my own body. everything is too fucking quiet and its driving me the hell insane. » Continue Reading
I FUCKING HATE IT THE DATING SCENE IS A JOKE I WAS NEVER MEANT TO UNDERSTAND IT MUCH LESS BE COMPETITIVE IN IT AND I'LL BE LONELY FOREVER AND PROBABLY END UP DOING SOME BAD THINGS IF THIS DOESN'T CHANGE I HATE SAYING THAT BUT IT'S THE TRUTH AT THIS POINT AND I'M NOT SURE IF I CAN STOP MYSELF FROM DOING SOMETHING HEINOUS/DANGEROUS ANYMORE » Continue Reading
It genuinely pissed me off guysI was the Final Boss is a manhwa on webtoon where this guy, he used to be a boss in this one tower/dungeon place but got turned into a human. There he has to regain his powers and get stronger to overcome rivals and enemies whilst also learning how to be human.GENUINELY ITS PEAK I FUCKING LOVE THIS MANHWA SOO MUCH BUT THERES NO FANDOM.On INSTAGRAM. I saw ONE video and it was by webtoon for promoting the manhwa. On Pinterest, there was NO fanart, just screenshots of... » Continue Reading
I don’t like living here especially in Dallas everything is so damn far away and it’s making me go insane. I don’t have the privilege of living in an area that’s near one of the dart rail stations either, the closest one is like an hour away via cycling which I am not gonna do with these insane people called drivers.I also just don’t like the heat. It’s been over 100 degrees everyday here for about 3 weeks and every time I step into my car it feels like an oven. Even at midnight when I finish my... » Continue Reading
Eoes anyone else get like really nauseous from playing video games😭 maybe its because i lowk have a migraine disorder but i can get severe headaches and almost throw up just playing for 5 minutes » Continue Reading
Idolizing people is inhumane and strips them from having that space to actually act human. When you idolize someone, you put them on a pedestal in your head: they can do no wrong. When people who have many fans do something wrong there fans either ask them to apologize and take accountability for it or they completely dismiss it because they give them no space to do wrong in their minds and that is so inhumane to me. They dehumanize that person first by stripping away their ability to do wrong a... » Continue Reading
I never liked the stigma that people on tiktok have of expecting everyone to do right 24/7 because it's incredibly unrealistic and downright inhumane to think that someone isn't capable of doing something fucked up. We live in a world where if someone makes a mistake or a small slip up then it'll be complete wraps for you. The worst part is that majority of people on tik tok have some weird parasocial behavior when it comes to these micro-celebs. It's this weird curated mindset of "well if every... » Continue Reading
I swear people don't read profiles. I've had to block 3 people now in the last couple of weeks who have sent me a friend's request and have immediately jumped into my inbox after accepting their request, and I have specifically written right in the very beginning of my profile not to do this without asking permission first in the comments. If you are a single female, I especially want to know why you are wanting to PM me, otherwise we have absolutely nothing to talk about. It is plainly stated u... » Continue Reading
Yo quick question I had a friend his user was Princeofautumn idk if anyone has seen him? His account is completely gone like he deleted it. Lmk if someone knows what happened to him » Continue Reading
I think it would be fun since I pretend to make videos whenever I do literally anything. Plus I can be pretty entertaining I think :3 Would people even watch me ? » Continue Reading
I haven't gotten anything done at all lately and it's really frustrating me. I'm doing all the right things (eating, sleeping well, hygiene) to up my energy and mood but I have like zero motivation at all and I'm wondering if it's something I'm missing. I've been drinking a lot of coffee and I'm super restless but I feel like I can't get myself to do anything.I keep trying to come up with what's wrong, whether its my mental health or my substance issues but whenever I think about my past (where ... » Continue Reading
For years I've been the bad daughter.Ever since I have memory my sister has been able to do whatever she chooses with her life, meanwhile I have to ask for the minimal smallest thing, even about my studies. Before I went to college I wanted to study forensic science but my mother said that no one in her home will work with dead people :/I ended up going to college studying what she told me to study which was pharmacy technician. I graduated and worked for a year even got my license. My sister is... » Continue Reading
HI, I am making a PSA!! I understand my account says 25, but I am not 25. I am 13. The reason my profile says 25 is because I thought FriendRewind would have a 16+ age limit, but I have since realized that it does not. I have gotten a few friend requests from people over 25, and I would like to ask that if you are 20+, please do not friend me as I am not comfortable with it. I am not trying to be rude, I just figured i'd make a PSA so for those in the future can know. Thank you for your time rea... » Continue Reading
when will it stop haunting me? — is the question i always ask myself everytime tears fall down on my face.when will it quit? when will these thoughts stop ruining every good thing that i have? i am in my own paradise, stop bringing hell back to me.why is it always like this? why is everything repeating? why is it stabbing me right on the heart again?i don't know what my role is supposed to be.am i supposed to be a lesson, and not a happy ending?am i here to pass your time?am i here to heal a hea... » Continue Reading
I keep playing Dandy's World with my friends and they usually distract but I don't know how to tell them they're kinda bad at it-Like I can get us to floor 25 easily as long as they don't get in my way but every time they distract it's always floor 15 or 18. Idk it gets kinda annoying.Oher than the fact that he's bad at distracting, I love playing with the 4 of them. Except one. Because he doesn't understand consent and it pisses me off.I'll call out a band when the guy distracting is on one and... » Continue Reading
Hi again!! so things have been going well so far. Except for the fact uh my mom's ex boyfriend is a fucking douche. So the story goes like this; My mom went out of town to another town to get money from a friend of hers, her ex-bf followed her there and thought they were sleeping together, they weren't. So he threatened to k1ill her. And now I cant even go outside to walk my dog without him slinking around. He's a fucking douchebag. Anyway, things are going good! I got new clothes for school, so... » Continue Reading
I'm starting to become convinced a solitary existence is my best bet, given whenever I stay in a place/site/etc for long enough, I say or do things that put people off and the cycle has started to become noticeable to me. It gets irritating after a while. Really starts to take a toll on my mental health and confidence after a while. I'm sure I'm not the only one suffering from this (given my recent posts, I could be wrong) but it's worth a shot. » Continue Reading
Hey! This is my second blog, so sorry if its written awkwardly :]Anyways, as someone who has struggled with taking care of myself for most of my teenage years, and who at one point fell for the internet propaganda of 13-step skincare, I wanted to share my thoughts on this.So, I'm sure that anyone who's ever been on the internet is extremely familiar with images like this: Perfectly curated setup, cute set of pajamas, seemingly endless steps, "aesthetic" products, all with pastel colored containe... » Continue Reading
I've spoke of Tiktok being a shithole.It's like a kettle full of shits that make it a big shit.One of the biggest and the baddest is the trend known as "Looksmaxxing".Looksmaxxing revolves around the constant improvement of one's physical looks until it can "ascend" and become the one they aspired to be.Basically it's a glorified new year resolution.On paper, it doesn't seem like a full bad thing.While not necessary, a lot of people (myself included) can feel insecure about how they look and asp... » Continue Reading
So I've been suffering with bad neck pain from my upper back to the base of my head for just over a week now, accompanied by an awful headache @ the back of my head. As anyone would, I decided to go to the hospital to js yk... get it checked out n shi. I explain everything to the (bear in mind- male) doctor. He starts saying "you're js dehydrated" HELLO???? I DON'T THINK NECK PAIN TO THE POINT I CAN'T MOVE IT IS DEHYDRATION. SON😭😭😭💔💔💔. Anyway I've been drinking more water than often atm so I tel... » Continue Reading
Weird flex but I saw this thirst trap on xitter the other day, found the woman of my dreams, then spent an hour reverse image searching for more pictures. She fills me with joy when I look at her in a genuine, less than temporary way. Anyone else relate?No i am not posting the image(s) here ya boys gotta gatekeep » Continue Reading
I am so ready to have my space back. I go through moods where I dont want anything touching me and I just want some space. Even my clothes and my hair get on my nerves when im in these moods. Ive been trying to deal with it but I honestly cannot get comfortable. Im watching the dogs while my roommates on a trip and usually it goes well but Its been a rough week and one of the dogs keeps pushing me almost off my bed. I haven't slept much the past few days and im just cranky. Works been trash and... » Continue Reading
Lowkey ranting here because the friend I used to rant to accused me of being a digusting pervert TwT. Lowkey it all started when she ignored me the day we were supposed to hang out and my mom was either supposed to drive me to her house or pick her up and take her to mine idk, but she just blocked me. So like any petty individual I stalked her ibis paint account because there ain’t no way I’m gonna let you be happy after you made my sister cry 🥹. So eventually I saw her comment that she was a 16... » Continue Reading
I genuinely like how fast the loading is when I switch from my profile to the blog section whereas spacehey is much more slow and takes a minute for me to even reply to someone's blog since you have to do that "do you want to post this reply?" verification thing. ugh its annoyingThe other thing I like is that decorating your profile is so simple and really convenient now. Making a blinker is so easy and not so tedious to import anymore. I also learned that I can input the same blog layout that I... » Continue Reading
Like it genuinely baffles me how some can taste delicious, and then some taste like your parents forcing you take that disgusting red/blue medicine when you get sick.... And you still sit there and drink it because you already bought it and don't want to waste it. » Continue Reading
Warning this is just me whining, sorry.To be fair nothing in my life has been so bad. Even so, i feel im miserable. My dad kind of doesnt give a shit about me. He says he does, but i know he doesnt; Its okay tho, because i kind of felt it ever since i gained consciousness, and i couldnt give less of a fuck about him either. I'm friends with people i despise because honestly school is a fucking bitch, and i've heard what people in mine do to unpleasant people, so... Yeah, not an option to be alon... » Continue Reading
im so happy that i chose to go on this website and create and account!!i was really lonely before because a lot of my friends couldnt hang out with me because they were busy but now that i started using this i got much happier because i cane have social time (even if its not irl).the only problem that im having is that im getting too attached and usualy as soon as i get home from anything i imminently go on here to check if anyone has interacted with me at all.i guess im possesive hahaim pretty ... » Continue Reading
tw- suicidedont wanna drop what grade i'm in or anything but ever since the 6th grade school has been increasingly dreadful and just boring. No recess, no time to relax. You have to wake up at 6, sometimes even 5 am, and stay there for hours. You're drained and want to take a break? You can't!! you have homework to do!! i mean, no wonder people drop out because on top of all of that, you have a 90% chance of being bullied. I had a really hard time with my mental health last year and i feel like ... » Continue Reading
I HATE FLAT SURFACES!I want semi realistic buttons that make me feel like I'm actually clicking it! Skeuomorphism is superior, nothing can top skeuomorphic designs. Plus, windows 7 UI was creative! Or at least I think it was... But still! Who wouldn't want windows 7 UI to come back?? Everything nowadays looks simplified, or just dumbed down to whatever slop it is. » Continue Reading
The only thing i dont like about this website is the name and image, i get it it’s to attract nostalgic people but man this is just a good working website and that’s fucking it man, when did instagram came out like 2010? Why is it not nostalgic then, in 2030 will we be nostalgic about the scrolling format that would be 15 years old? No. The thing is that some things are shit and some things are not and good things have to continue being what they are because they simply work.And its not about th... » Continue Reading
My mom said no to the trip last minute... ive had this planned for a while.. mom im an ADULT!!!!!!!! I AM 20 YEARS OLDDD I was so #stoked for this trip, i been working my ass off at work, the least i can get is this freaking trip. its NHP! (not her problem) » Continue Reading
I'm extremely lonely. I wish I had a girlfriend or any sort of real social interaction. I haven't had a friend group in years and the only people I talk to on a daily basis are my family members. There are uneducated people out there who say "well why don't incels just pay a sex worker" maybe because it isn't that superficial? Feeling love is the main objective and intimacy, while nice, is ultimately a bonus? And that term gets overused anyway, especially as a pejorative. » Continue Reading
Adultos responsáveis me odeiam, eles me acham irresponsável e sonsa no trabalho por não conseguir interagir. Desculpa mas acho que tenho alguma espécie de bloqueio que me impede de conseguir falar algo com alguém que não conheça... Devo me encaixar na categoria de "adolescentes insuportáveis". Eu estava no trabalho, eram 18:00, mas meu chefe simplesmente não falou que horário acabava o turno. Disse para minha mãe que talvez seria umas 18:00, mas as 5h já poderia sair de casa. Meu cunhado estava ... » Continue Reading
Hey guys, I wanna start by saying I don't usually blog over here bc my English is not the best and I don't have a lot to say, also I'm really upset right now so I don't think this will all make a lot of sense.People we need to fucking lock in!!! Wildfires are destroying Europe and it's gotten to a point where I smell smoke when I leave the house and friends of mine need to evacuate. The situation started this afternoon but already it's baad bad. There are 8 hectares burning and 4 different burni... » Continue Reading
"I just woken up in a bloody streamy mood yet, CUZ I LIVE IN A SHITHOLE!" - average happy Birmingham citizenTiktok is a pretty terrible place.You can connect with lame ass people or bots at the price of your mental sanity.We got: - racist teens- far right retards- fake communists from countries that haven't experienced it- racist people- homophobic/transphobic jackasses- people with TERRIBLE political opinions (worse than the actual politicians of this age and day)- terrible news- ai slop- brain... » Continue Reading
i should probably start learning html properly but i just cant be bothered honestly...it seems so scary !! ive tried using tutorials but they havent gone well(｡•́︿•̀｡) » Continue Reading
I am 20, like fr now not lying, but I hate it, it feels like a high number to me and I don't feel 20 at all. When I meet random people at the skatepark or conventions and they look younger than me i just lie and say I'm 17/18. Am I a creep? Probably. At least I can say I look younger actually, but the number I hate it so much. I want to live like a 17yo for another 10 years, I never wanna stop this feeling. It's not about looks, I don't care about it, it’s about what I can do and who I can be… g... » Continue Reading
(TW!! implied mention of suicide)Let's jump straight into it, so my dad is the most annoying father I have ever had (my only father ofc) and I just... UGHHH I just don't like him, I love him and all but he has lwk been very shitty lately. so my dad is homophobic and whatever, and if it wasn't obvious by looking at my page im kinda.... yk... something he'd despise with all of his heart, I don't know a part of me hates saying im gay even tho I am so except any mention ofme saying im gay being stup... » Continue Reading
I was thinking yesterday and lowk gotta try n voice m grivances abt my online freinds (holy old english)FOR CONTEXT when I'm in a voice chat I'm completely muted ykyk but i still like reply in text chatbut I noticed that its lowk only a handful of friends who rlly try to talk 2 meIDK IF IT MAKES SENSE LIKE FOR EXAMPLE a friend asks me questions and has convo with me (asking how i am n wat not) but then thres these times i join a vc and other friends say hi and just sitting there like im invisibl... » Continue Reading
Okay so uhh, y are there SO many young ppl who want me? Ion mind if someone kinda wants me/has a crush on me, but WHYYY it's always ppl who are WAY younger than me?! T_TIm in a happy relationship, ion want them, and also, im 18.I have younger friends, like 2 BUT ION DO ANYTHING BAD OKAY? DON'T COME AT ME! One of em told me that his classmates who are like 12-13 simp for me SOO hard they even said some dirty stuff and WTF?! Even one of his friend simps for me, although she knows im in a relations... » Continue Reading
I know, it is only august BUT i wish all of you an happy early halloween, i hope all of ya get lots of candy’s, have a fun time at parties and not get blackout drunk! Take care, my lovely readers! ^^ » Continue Reading
Did y'all know there is an app that's like the slap. Com from victorious , well I didn't know and it's so cool the app is called the flap, idk how to use it I'm still learning but it just makes me feel so bubbley inside , just wanted to put yall onnn » Continue Reading
so like i used to make dumb little 40 second songs on a website that mimics windows 93 and i made little songs and it was easy for my dumb head to understand but like it isnt there anymore i cant find it and im sad bc i wanna make sounds on my computer but its goneAAAAAAAAAAA im gonna practice my flute bc i kinda need to i havent at all over vacation hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.... idk what to play ill play silent night for the millionth time i guess » Continue Reading
I got pizza yesterday just so I can feel fat in the morning the weekend Is my rest day so I can relax and feel fat and not do anything. playing GTA 5 is fun but I hate getting money I always have to go back and forth everywhere ;-; then music its amazing so cool and so awesome goodbye farewell earthlings » Continue Reading
i don't really know how to start this off, so HELLO PEOPLE OF FRIENDREWIND!! in case you don't know me, i'm bee, i've just turned 15 and i'm going into SOPHOMORE YEAR!! (sophomore slump or comeback of the year... heh)honestly, this past.. few months, i've been super freaking miserable due to miscommunication and health problems, and i've been coping by.. becoming a doomscroller.that made me super upset, as all this time earlier, i'd been getting super better with all my health and i'd made ro... » Continue Reading
I wish i had my diary so bad cus i miss having my feelings all in there even if someone saw it, cus yeah i love o make videos but its almost like i dont put the same amount of heart in it as i do with my videos. I miss writing about who i like and so much things but its hard when i feel like i cant even say it out loud cus my family got a phobia of smt.. » Continue Reading
mostly rants but whatevs, there's a whole lot to do man i hate being asian 🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬 education is sooo strict 18+ years in school with elem to high school's time being 14 hours every 5 days with loadddssss of schoolwork ANDDD 9 subjects each hour... what a load of bull. Yet they complain that the students are degrading when THAT'S your system. At least lessen the subjects instead of the time... ☹️☹️☹️ When ONEE subject decides to have a group project, the other subs will follow along with the ta... » Continue Reading
My week fucking sucked. First I got a reply that felt a bit rejective from a crush, then, the day after, I got cussed out by someone, just for trying to be funny, then, what do I get for it? A comment right on top of mine that gets the love that’s SO FUCKING HARD for me to ask for. Seriously, fucking Tiny Tim can get 2 portions and the lunch lady doesn’t fucking feed me at all! This is fucked, this is all fucked! I’m in the 9th layer!! » Continue Reading
So, recently I bought a Sony Mavica floppy disk camera. I was wondering if you all would like to see the pictures I take uploaded to my blog. Im not sure it will be entirely daily, but there's a 50% chance I upload a picture or two or a few every other day. So that's that :p » Continue Reading
Hi guys, I'm new to the site and whatever, and I'm wondering, what's a good way to pour my heart out on the web to thousands of people I don't know??? hm... a blog perhaps??I kinda have had the thought of a digi diary for awhile now, and now I actually have the exscuse to make one, excuse my shitty spelling. My main excuse is because usally whenever I make a spacehey acc or a rip off myspace acc, I make it, and then NEVER EVER use it again, so perhaps making blogs n stuff can actually keep me ac... » Continue Reading
This dreadful feeling of loneliness never seems to go away.. it’s always been hard for me to make friends but for the past two years I’ve made it my goal to actually try to make some friends and I still haven’t reached that goal I mean I’ve meet people I could possibly become close too but they always seem to already have a best friend or just friends they are super close too.. I just hope to find my person someday, someone that I can talk to freely without overthinking, someone I can tell anyth... » Continue Reading
I feel out of place on this site. I know that's one hell of a way to start a blog post but let me explain. I tend to lean more conservative on issues, but I'm not intolerant of others. You're free to live your life however you see fit, and I won't stop you, even if i don't agree with it. I feel like we'd be able to find common ground in other areas. It's just that I feel like I'm walking on eggshells every time I make a post. I had one girl unfriend me because i wasn't "woke enough" for her. I d... » Continue Reading
so it all happened when i started to open up to my therapist and told her about some.. "stuff" and she recommended me to a community mental health centre and sent me to the gp, and the gp sent me to a mental hospital the same day, and they sent me to a fucking mental health ward ughh... anyway thats it ty for reading XD- himikohavok » Continue Reading
Just missing the simplicity of the internet before the influencer era... & then the slop era... & how easy it used to be to connect with other people before the whole web was a dumpster. Might be nice to just chill & nerd out once in awhile. » Continue Reading
I am very shy about this but i really like goth girls i have since middle school and it really pisses me off that the whole aesthetic has been hijacked by performative whores who see lonely men like me as nothing more than piggy banks » Continue Reading
So, you know those ranters on TikTok, right? I think I'm gonna start ranting on friendrewind! I saw there was a category for it in the blogs tab so.. yeah! Ill figure out what to rant about soon, but if anyone wants to give me anything to rant about, I will take the recommendation and credit you! » Continue Reading
i genuinely struggle a lot making new friends, not that i dont want to make nww ones but i just overthink everything a lot, trying to understand if they’re angry at me or annoyed etc, and trying not to be a burden/ making them uncomfortable. my best friend says it’s not okay to not have anyone else expect her and another our friend, but i cant even try to have new friends bc im too scared to ruin everything ugh why am i like this » Continue Reading
Im not sure how to start an intro for this rant/vent, but i'll just say it. I HATE MY MOM!! overall shes a horrible person to everyone!! I wont go over the stuff she did previously, but ill start here. My mom signed me up to some expensive summer camp for absolutely no reason. And one things straight, i HATE camping, and its only going to be about camping. She always loved camping, she loved it so much she would drag everyone (including my dad at times) to go camping with her for weeks. But now,... » Continue Reading
I feel so useless, so helpless. All I want to do is be there for the ones I love and protect them, but I can't always be there and it hurts. My mind won't calm down, I can't eat, I can't stop worrying about them. All I can do is chain smoke and chug wine to try and quiet my mind, but it barely works. I just want them to be safe. I hate that I can't be the one to do it. » Continue Reading
Im an only child. growing up I kinda used to get really attached to people who I had just met. I would genuinely believe these people were my best friends because I lacked that sibling companionship. Obviously that didn't turn out well since most of them would use my attachment to their advantage and id inevitably would become some kind of therapist and people pleaser. When I became too real and my real emotions came out id just get dropped since I killed that fantasy of making them believe I wa... » Continue Reading
Growing up sounds so fun. It sounds like rainbows and butterflies, but seeing what my parents went through and how things went for them, I'm scared. I don't want to commit myself to something and then I end up in this miserable life. I don't want to lose the passion I have for the things I love. I want to erase the things I did in my past so it would just feel so much easier to live being myself. My past will come to haunt me forever. I will think about it every day of my life. It will never esc... » Continue Reading
i wanna thank that guy who replied on my last post now i am felling better its just voices in my head im not better of dead at least I think » Continue Reading
im so irritated cuz nobody wants to be my fuckass friend on my website fake ass bitches adding me for funs and too look popular when they dont even say hi fuck you fake asses » Continue Reading
This is probably going to be pretty short because there is nothing much to be said, it’s mostly just the same as last year. My class are harder and boring.But something that is different is speech class. I have really bad social anxiety, and you’re telling me that I have a whole class about talking to other? Just kill me.I hope this year things will get better.But I’m probably going to spend another year sitting by myself in lunch again.Over all 4/10 » Continue Reading
It might not seem like it, but I’m a very short-tempered person. I get stressed out easily and give up on things halfway through when I get annoyed. Sometimes, I end up getting frustrated out of nowhere, and that makes me be rude to the people I care about. But I hate that because I don’t want to hurt the people I love—the ones who’ve helped me through tough times so many times—so I’m trying to get better, but I still feel soooo bad about it » Continue Reading
The school year JUST started and I'm already getting targeted???? Honestly I'm so annoyed by the kids in my fourth period, it's so obvious that they're attempting to bully me. You know that tactic they use where they pretend to be nice to you and be your friend and then laugh at you with their friends?? That's what I'm talking about, but they do it in front of me like I'm STUPID so like????? Uhhhh???? Im right here dude. Why is bullying still a thing, this is gonna be a long school year » Continue Reading
"tonight is the night", i thought as i mixed fentanyl with liquor but then i got a text from her and my heart raced quicker she offered solace in loneliness she offered love when i had none but i wondered, would it mean anything when the deed is said and done? 8 attempts, each attempt more desperate than the last when you try to die, it seems it doesn't come to you very fast yet love will come when least expected, as a light to blind the past death seems even farther away when she is in my compa... » Continue Reading
I hate the fact that Super Sonico is from a NSFW company, people will probably think I consume that kind of content, but I don't I just think she's cute » Continue Reading
Currently cleaning my pigs den of a bedroom with my mom. She's found some things she wish she disliked finding, I just hope she doesn't find my vape. I hid it in the bottom zippe of my backpack. She likely won't go through it, but if she does she won't check that zipper, it's easy to forget it exists. I'm currently taking a break while she vaccums... I wish I could do simple tasks like cleaning my room, I mean I can, but for some reason it's just so overly difficult. I se others around me do the... » Continue Reading
so since i’m a fat chud and can’t get a job, (age thing) i work for my mom at farmers markets and GOD IT SUCKS. u have to get up at the ass crack of dawn, fill you car with bins and shit, drive to wherever ur going, LOAD OUT OF THE CAR (it dosent sound hard, but trust me IT SUCKS) and set up ur tent. THEN, u have to go talk to people, which sucks. deal with really dumb people or just straight up karens, and then you have to tear down your tend, load everything back up and go home. it dosent soun... » Continue Reading
GOD FUCKING DAMMIT “this figure is so fanservice!!” NO SHIT SONICO IS A NSFW MASCOT GET IT THROUGH YOUR HEAD.“sonico is so sexualized!” THATS THE FUCKING POINT,, DO YOU KNOW WHERE SHES FROM??? “her chest is too big!!” TAKE A WILD GUESS WHY.ok sorry if i accidentally catergorized it in the wrong topic ish » Continue Reading
its so fucking hot all of the time. i thought it was cooling down because its been in the mid 80s for a couple days, but the weather app says its gonna go back up to the 90s. IM PISSED. mind you my house does not have ac and it holds heat in, so im just in a constant state of sweat. i need to go live in antarctica or some shit. » Continue Reading
Omg I’m actually retaining most of the information that I’ve been studying. I actually might have a chance at getting a better grade in the Geometry Regents. Like I might not get a 85 but I might get something that is passing at least. All I have to do now is not fuck it up by being nervous the day of, which will be sort of difficult. I do struggle a lot with test/math anxiety. But since I’m understanding a lot more than I normally do I think that’s a sign that points towards me doing good. Also... » Continue Reading
I honestly don't know if im even real because I don't even understand how emotions work to me they are all just chemicals or aka reactions in your head they just a distraction from reality becuse reality is an emotional black hole every emotions just gets tore away from you and slowly things seem faker for me but i dont know about others. Thoughts? » Continue Reading
A group of teen boys came up to me they looked older than me like 14-17 and they where making these noises like BEHHHH BEHHHHH and staring at me and so I went straight back with my own BEHHHHHHHH and then they said omg ITT replied hahahahahah FUCKING HATE TEEN BOYS apart from mcr fans ofc » Continue Reading
when i wake up i usually sneeze liek 5 times and blow my nose and thats like the end of that for the day but it isnt today and idk if my allergies are just kicking me in the balls or smt or i suddenly have a dog allergy but like my nose is soooooooooo so runny today and my eyes are pretty watery.i took some allergy medicine and its gotten a bit better but i cant lay on my stomach like i usually do and i need to be on my back or sitting up straight and i dont usually do that sobbut on a nicer not... » Continue Reading
SO... I've been fighting between making a discord and keeping my blog. So im gonna juggle both because it isn't that hard. Things that've been on my mind recently though.You can not change your fate, but you can change your outcome. Stop living through life like you dont care because you're gonna pass away soon and this lifetime isn't worth anything. Your life is valuable and you need to cherish it heavily. Respect yourself. Live life like it matters because it does. You don't want to pass away ... » Continue Reading
It's so hard finding Naruto fans that's around my age, I just wanna yap about my favorite characters, cannon and non-cannon ships, and complain about how much the anime focuses on Naruto and Sasuke so much which causes certain characters to become underdeveloped when they had so much potential to become awesome characters and stuff, idk.. I shouldn't have joined the fandom so late I guess 😭😭😭 » Continue Reading
°❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:･whew i havent wrote a blog in quite a bit so… hi guys!!!! omg yesterday the whole marching band went to this camp place and we swam in the lake and it was soooo funn ANDD i was wearing this supa cute black bikini and some boy told me i looked really good 🥹🩷ANYWAY back on track… today our marching band is doing a fundraiser with a car wash and a bake sale! im omw now and im pretty excited sooo ill share more when i get there hehehey uhm its 11:00 rn and im nawt doing so great!! thankfull... » Continue Reading
I don't want my blog posts to get too depressing, but today I'm feeling cranky, and I swear, I cant' open Instagram anymore without feeling annoyed. So I'm gonna list some things that I can't stand anymore about the platform.1. CarouselsI swear, whoever came up with this idea of having to write paragraphs on photo slides to share thoughts could have just mind their own business that day.Every time I open Instagram, there are carousels, and the sad thing is that they’re often created specifically... » Continue Reading
every time you open your mouth, it scares me i must navigate emotions, secret meanings, faces my mind races i am at a loss for words, so i follow the script "its okay", "i understand", "im here for you"it's not good enough not to you, not to me you deserve better than anything i am or ever will be how does one pick a mind apart when there's nothing to pick at? no one will ever be able to fully comprehend the pure fear and confusion that is in my heart not you, not them, not meyou scare me your w... » Continue Reading
What the heckI was thinking about( in order) heras part in god games or hold your tongue now his sons my friend or whoever can string my husbands old bow(I was listening to asmr btw) and I was thinking “ wow so it’s confirmed that Aphrodite listens to asmr” then I was like “ wait no that’s Athena hahah” then I was like “ no wait what there’s no song with asmr and that’s Penelope”(Yes I copied and pasted it from my notes what’re you gonna do about it) » Continue Reading
the priest scolds the crowd, praying aloud "oh god, forgive these sinners, for they've never made you proud" then everyone goes about their day, not a thought in mind about how corrupted humans are, for the devil has gotten to mankind they praise the evil, disguise it, encourage it, they preach it and then they say "whoever strays afar from us has truly lost their way!""this is how we're supposed to be", proclaim the people who are in power while those who struggle to conform to these norms are ... » Continue Reading
Me and my buddy cup had spoken about college, and this guy has barely even prepared for it when we start it in a few days. It's just like, dude, you didn't get the app?? You don't know your ID number???? What are you doing, man! So, I'm at a shoe store with him or whatever, and this guy's calling up his mom, and his mom has all the info to his college stuff, and it just blows my mind cause I could never leave all that responsibility to my parents when it's my college stuff! It's like his laid-ba... » Continue Reading
Today was the last day I got to hang out with my friend before he heads to college. I'm gonna miss him because I know he's gonna change (in a good way), but it's sad because what if he changes and grows and thinks I'm annoying? So we are hanging out when he gifts me something of his (he doesn't use it anymore), and I start crying. I walked out of his house and had to hold in my tears, but I ended up crying in the car. I cried so much that the gas station worker gave me a slushy for free :) But I... » Continue Reading
I went to GameStop, Target, FYE, and Hot Topic and there was NOTHING!!!!! There was every other aotp figure BUT Swerve!!!!! I saw Transformers Animated Wreck-Gar and Ratchet but no Swerve, I've been looking everywhere for him for like 3 months now and haven't seen a lick of him at all :/ » Continue Reading
Okay so a few days ago my ex ghosted me and I’m Morse so hurt about the audacity than the actual ghosting. Cause he cheated on me several times, even on holidays and I was nice enough to take him back then he ghost ME? Damn, should’ve seen that one coming. Guess it’s on me for thinking he’d change. Never going back to him. But instead of moving on like a normal person I’m in an odd place. I want to move past this, but I’m mentally ill so I simply cannot. I have to constantly remind myself not to... » Continue Reading
I think I'm sick 👀👀 my girlfriend and best friend were sick last time I saw them soo😣 anyway I LOVE MY GODDESS OF A GIRLFRIEND💗💗 Shes so beautiful I kissed her 3 times! On the cheek 🤭🤭 I love her sm » Continue Reading
So today my cousin got released from prison and it was also my grandmas birthday so we had a party and it went so badlyyy. In the morning, everything was okay, my other cousins got here and i drank a bit i was having fun and then later on in the day when every guest got there i just could not stand them anymore, they smoked all over the house and my grandma hates the smell of smoke and its gonna take so long for the smell to get out, so that was the first thing that pissed me off, they were acti... » Continue Reading
SOOOOO hey y'all second blog entry... Kinda nervous 🫦 JOKES ASIDE!!!! This is a long rant about one of my friends.... We'll call him T. Anywho so my friend T I've known for about a year now right? I thought he was pretty chill and he has similar interests as I do. [TOTALLY YEAH RUE!] So NO I HAVEN'T TALKED TO HIM IN MONTHS. WHY? ILL TELL YOU!!!! YAYAYAYA!!! A few months ago it was about a month before I moved away and in class INFRONT OF OUR TWO OTHER FRIENDS BTW. HE MOCKS ME. OVER ME ANSWERING ... » Continue Reading
I've had so many new 16 year old co-workers and it continues to baffle me how many simple things they do not understand.My anger isn't directed towards these teens, my frustration is with their parents. They are 16, how the fuck have their parents not taught them how to properly clean? To properly hold a knife???This frustration very much comes from a personal place because I WAS that kid and it enrages me to see other kids forced to feel stupid because their parents are incompetent and probably... » Continue Reading
reddit is the closest thing we'll get to an ACTUAL depiction of hell, being better than the one in dante's inferno, cuz reddit is real and that book is a self insert story where everyone dante aligheri hated dies brutallyit got:- cucks who are shocked by things normal humans do- cucks who cannot stand being anywhere but in their gooncave puverizing their pickle to 17 open pages containting under 18 japanese futa 8' foot tall giant futanari femboy goth girlfriends getting demolished by those fuck... » Continue Reading
For some reason I feel really giddy after taking it. Like immediately after I took it, I started giggling and I felt very happy and when I got to my computer, I just started laughing a lot. That happened yesterday too because for some reason, my back has been having a horrible week and it's been very achy a lot and once I took the ibuprofen, I felt very happy and content. I searched it up and it said that it's because of the pain relief but I didn't have much pain in the first place so idk. Plea... » Continue Reading
i am so disgustingly SCARED of this guy (specifically the original image).. i love iceberg videos on youtube but the second they mention him im clicking off the video he is literally number one on my hate list when i was like 6 years old i had such a disgusting nightmare about him and ive been scared of him since then i have no idea how my little kid brain somehow made up a nightmare so bloody and disgusting.. it makes me sick literally thinking about it i think its because i was a GIANT fan of ... » Continue Reading
last post for 2night. and if you wanna live, i wanna live with you and if you wanna die, i wanna die with youbecause how can i breathe, deprived of oxygen? how can i go on without motivation? but come to think of it, i dont care what happens it wont change my never-ending state of complete desolation » Continue Reading
For some background context I'm as pale as a vampire, I get teased for it by my friends. I've been wanting to tan since i'm tired of looking so PALE. So when my friends and i went to the beach I decide to try and tan. 45 minutes on both sides hopefully to try and sleep. When I tell you i felt like concrete slowly getting warmer and warmer, which yes is normal but I feel like I have to be basted with water every once in a while. I SAT THERE AND GUESS WHAT. No tan. I DIDN'T EVEN BURN IM THE SAME ... » Continue Reading
my head hurts from how hard it is for me to seem human but all my work goes to waste, as they still see me as inhuman could they tell that im a robot? or could they not? people avoid me its not a surprise im a strange creature in all of their eyes they can tell im different from normal and im definitely abnormal i disgust everyone as if its my jobmy father hates me, and i feel really bad i want to change myself to please him some more but can i betray myself? im not really sure im scared of reje... » Continue Reading
It would be so much easier if my profile had a more gothic or kawaiicore aesthetic, but I always want to decorate it with a specific, unique style, so it’s always harder to find a layout, a GIF, etc... ughhh, it’s so annoying but at least it looks cute in the end » Continue Reading
As someone who is starting high school, I find it very stressful because I'm supposed to have my life all planned out already. Like how do grown ups expect SIXTEEN year old to know which life route we want to take, which university we will go to, what will we study in univerity all while starting 10th grade?!? Now I know that you can always choose something different later in life but for example: now starting 10th grade i school social studies route, all of a sudden I decide that I want to lear... » Continue Reading
found out I can use friend rewind on my school Chromebook which is great because its DULL here man. they finally enforced the phone ban 💔 sososososo boring, I need to be more active on this site if I can use it lololbut anyways this year is gonna be soooo dorky and boring » Continue Reading
alright, I have known this guy for awhile now, right? I started to develop a crush on him cuz he was really nice and cool and stuff. he's really into programming and built his own pc even, which I thought was really hella smart of him. he's also in the school council and in like the super advanced math classes so I felt a little extra dumb around him. anyways, months go by and he starts catching on that I might like him, but I never thought he could like me back. (ik he's bi but still bro) this ... » Continue Reading
Hello, everyone? anyone? Hello?On this day I may or may not try to explain unsureism? I think so... So, anyways, unsureism is maybe a movement in philosophy that questions probably everything, but refrains from answering. The beginning of the unsureism is somewhere around 19th century, most likely Rutland, where I'm puzzled, because we cannot truly know if John Unsureton really did wrote his famous work: "Manifest?". All the sources could just forged, or they could be real. We don't really know.... » Continue Reading
Procrastinating doing my media assignment thats due tonight gulp. Im so done with this freaking assignment we only got a week on grrr yeah thats about it i should probably actually just do it :P » Continue Reading
So my boyfriend shoplifted and is getting arrested and I'm on my way to his house and before my mon forced me to clean my room for 2h tho I should have left to my bf alrady 20min before my bf his secret name is now rise! SO I LIKE FUCKING RUUUUNN LIKE CRAZY AND THEN I SEE A TEKST FROM RISE JUST SAYNG: I'm sorry I shoplifted I'm getting arrested, AND BRO I'M LIKE SHAKING! in that moment I understand I also shoplifted before and also got arrested toooo but why today FUCK WHYYYY NOWLIKE TF I SHOULD... » Continue Reading
People, specifically my friends, need to realize that if you see something wrong with my hair or something, that you should ask me first instead of just touching me right away because sometimes it's on purpose and other times it's not, and then after you ask if I actually didn't mean for that, then you can fix it for me if I can't do it myself... » Continue Reading
I keep seeing everyone with the coolest styles like I need to find mine but I'm so confused cus I like them all I want to be whimsical grudge but then I also want to be scene like idk I just wanna look cool😭 » Continue Reading
i miss old spacehey.i only know the spacehey without pure "wars" and "drama" it was just like here, they would talk about their day, share resources, etc. whether it's cute things, or blinkies, or random fandom stuff in general, it was actually "a space for friends".now, it's just talk about napo and this site in the blogs.sooooo,,,, i moved to friendrewind, and now it feels like old spacehey here! i feel comfy here because there's actually zero drama here! :333 this is like a friendly neighborh... » Continue Reading
I live in the basement of my house so I get centipedes like all the time :( I remember one time that I was peacefully sleeping when one dropped on my face and I screamed so loud I made my house alarms go off. But its currently 3:31 and there is a centipede right above the door so I can't get it nut I can't go to sleep knowing that its close to me :( I know there house centipedes and are eating bugs but I just hate them still. Anyone know how to make them go away. OMG IT MOVED ! IM SCARED ! » Continue Reading
This is gonna be a bit more charged than you're probably used to from me. TW?I fucking hate the games industry. They're charging 70 bucks for unfinished products you don't even own, making them always online so I can't play them anywhere i want to whenever I want to, and it pisses me off greatly. And the quality of games is going down too. And then when you buy the game itself the shit you actually want is locked behind lots of gameplay or another paywall. I just wanna play fh6 » Continue Reading
not once throughout my life have i ever felt like an 'artist'. i make stuff sure but being an artist feels official, like a badge. to be an artist people say you have to reflect your feeling into your art but if you feel numb or cptsd gets the best of your emotions and recognition of them, and youre unable to put them into any form, does that invalidate you?and if enjoying making art is part of it, what if also, you slowly lost the spark of joy you have when making things, in the rare time you s... » Continue Reading
This isn't what I would normally like to talk about but I think I've got to get it out somewhere because I feel sick to my stomach just thinking about it but I am slowly moving on from it. Last summer, I was in a big friend group, I will not be naming people. But they always left me out and treated me differently from everybody, they also made fun of my wavy hair to the point I started straightening it a lot and thinning it out. They also made jokes about personal things. They also had this thin... » Continue Reading
I called one of my friends today and she’s like one of my bffs we’ve been friends for 3 years but we first met when we were baby’s… anyway lemme get to the point, I called her today kinda early then got of the phone shortly after later today she called me while at a sleepover with her other friend and they just seemed so happy and they were laughing so much and I felt kinda left out like why even call me!? And her friend was like “oh if forgot she was even on the phone she’s so quiet..” Or “can ... » Continue Reading
Okay so I loved today, it started off kinda bad but then during band I felt much better. I love my girlfriend so much♥️♥️. I wanted to kiss her on the cheek but I was too shy. I'm finishing my homework and then I'm gonna go to bed and dream about my girlfriend 🥹🥹 I have a couple test tomorrow 😣😣💔. It's gonna be okay though ❤️🩹 that's all today 💜 » Continue Reading
I forgot that this is my blog and I can literally post about whatever I want? Like it can be a sentence, and I can still post it. I want to start a YouTube channel where I like post day in my life stuff, start cosplaying + larping, videos of my playing games. but idk if anyone would actually want to watch my boring ass do any of that stuff😓but like idk if I actually care since it would just be for fun. I don't even know what to name the channel🥹 » Continue Reading
I'm going to start by saying that she's mentally ill and has bipolar. I understand that she has no control over this, but as a mentally ill person myself it does not make up for shit. I hate this woman with every single molecule of my being.For starters, during a manic episode she kicked us out of the house and made me, my mom, and my sister go HOMELESS. The reason for this manic episode? I said she was getting old, her ego couldn't handle it and she forgot (or didn't want) to take her meds that... » Continue Reading
Sooo I have this 'friend' and we've been friends since elementary school, we're in our 20s now so it's been a minute. Now it's been on and off, but we reconnected this past year. At first I thought she was genuinely doing good, after experiencing severe mental health issues the whole time I've known her (which I get bc same). Lately it feels like she really subscribes to the superficial, internet influencer lifestyle and tries hard to be like that. Nothing wrong with that, but it feels like she'... » Continue Reading
I hate the boys in my class gosh they’re disgusting and all they ever talk about is adult stuff, like??? They’re just a bunch of kids, not to mention that they’re all rude and have no manners whatsoever, ughh » Continue Reading
the moment school starts all the confidence i had in myself vanishes bc i have to talk to new people and be surrounded by people and for some reason i always get stuck in the worst classes...i am a very shy person and i can barely muster the courage to talk to ppl online. talking irl is a death sentence to me unless they're rlly friendly and are reaching out to me or im just feeling daring that day so i decide to speak to someone, but i struggle to start conversations. my whole life is like a hu... » Continue Reading
I'm so tired of people bailing out on me last fucking second. Imagine planning to do something life-changing and the person you're planning with just decides not to anymore and now you're alone in it. I'm so fucking tired. I don't know why I even look forward to things anymore. What's the point of finding joy in your possible future if everyone just fucks it up and makes it impossible.I want to spend an entire day with my partner? It's tomorrow? Suddenly their dad wants them to attend a funeral ... » Continue Reading
Hey guys I know I haven’t blogged in like awhile so far but here I am back with another blog today and today’s this blog is about my niece I know I don’t talk about family on here cause of privacy but here I am talking today about a pacific family member who I call my niece, me and my niece are very close I love her to death so umm today I was on friendrewind texting with my friend and since she always wants to play with me and see what I’m doing she asked “What app are you on”And I said “Oh thi... » Continue Reading
I envy people who can easily control how they act. Every time I try to be a bit mysterious (just because I am in the mood) I find something to yapp or jump about » Continue Reading
So is most of us know yumeshiping/selfshipping is whenever you ship yourself familiarly romantically or another one that I can't remember, but mainly talking about romantic in this post. if your yumeship is altering your relationships that isn't a good thing because I if dated someone before (I posted another blog about them) that had gotten super upset that I yumeshipped with a specific character I do not use my ship with them anymore because it brings me bad memories but they got super jealous... » Continue Reading
Currently watching this movie with my family and oh my God.It’s so America-centred. Painfully so. All footage from other nations (which are rare in this movie about a WORLDWIDE catastrophe) are, in my view, highly stereotypical. All women in this movie are victims of misogynist, “sexualised” humour. ALL OF THEM. Even the wife of the dude with the telescope is shown to be in an emotionally abusive relationship. Her first fucking line is “I want a divorce”, and it was delivered in a way meant to b... » Continue Reading
I keep going to the browse tab looking for friends over 18, i'll see someone is around my age 20-25 and i'll click on their profile and it will say "Ignore age im actually 14 :3" WHY DID YOU SET YOUR AGE AS 23 THEN!?!?!?!!!? I WANT FRIENDS MY AGE HELLPP » Continue Reading
I laid my head on my pillow and I heard something beneath it. Something with a heavy heart beat that’s consistent was there and for some reason I kept listening like a comforting tune. It somehow knew I was listening to it so it made a sound somewhat resembling a loud growl that vibrated through my bed. The growl was quiet and faded away slowly. Before I noticed, everything went back to how it was even though the interaction with it just happened. » Continue Reading
WHY DO KPOP STANS HATE ON LE SSERAFIM SO MUCH. WHAT DID THEY EVEN DO BRO. Genuinely all the criticism boils down to "they're not robots and not perfect and I don't like it". Like the most common hate is about Eunchae's voice or their dancing or breathwork. Like first of all, when eunchae debuted, she was SEVENTEEN. I'm eighteen now and I remember 17 clear as day and it sucked ass. It was genuinely the pits of hell like imagine waking up in the asscrack of dawn, you're being ghosted, nobody at sc... » Continue Reading
I just like what I like... Since I was younger I noticed how I would be attracted to anyone just by their personality, not looks. It didn't matter if they were a girl, a boy or a non-binary person. When I got to high school I didn't try to date because in middle school I went through something that left a scar both on my mind and body, so I just kept to myself and minded my business. Then I started to notice this girl was always flirting with me and I grew to like her, eventually we ended up dat... » Continue Reading
bro my dad has been such an ass to me today. i dont know why. he gets in these moods with me almost all the time where he just hates me. screams at me. tells me to "stfu" and makes lies about me. i'll ask him a question, for example, a perfectly normal one. and he'll scream at me, telling me i have an attitude and threatens to knock my teeth out. i can't bro. i cant with him. i cant wait to move out and never speak to him again. which sucks because i love my dad. but he fucking hates me. so scre... » Continue Reading
I hate having a flat bridge of my nose, my glasses keep slipping all the time and the worst part is that without them I'm practically blind. I really hate it » Continue Reading
I know this is such a nothing problem but it drives me insane when you're in a FULL GROUP CHAT and someone goes, "blank Private chat me". I understand if the person is actively ignoring you, but the amount of times people say it just to say it. OUUUU HOW IT DRIVES ME INSANE. If you wanna talk to em so bad message them in DMS. No need to make everyone everyone ponder on what you're doing just because you wanna be mysterious. The amount of times i've learned what they pulled them out the gc for is... » Continue Reading
Me and my coworker have lowkey been flirting, or maybe I’m misreading it. He (physically/attraction wise) is NOT my type. I feel like looks really do matter when it comes to attraction, it’s all about preference. His hair is greasy, shows he doesn’t really take care of himself, his beard is overthrowing, and he seems to weigh a bit over.. nothing wrong with that, again, preference. I want someone who works out, maintains their looks and takes care of themselves, it proves to me that they’re cap... » Continue Reading
so i don't rlly hear many people talk about this and maybe their scared to yk say it out loud because their scared they might get judged or something but i don't want to be scared to speak up about this in my own experience and ik not every trans person has dysphoria let me make that clear and that's perfectly okay. i suffer from gender dysphoria though as a trans man. ive been feeling this way a lot recently and i hate it. for me i just get so angry and i would be in these depressive episodes w... » Continue Reading
I want to get a lip piercing so bad but my mom won’t let me, and it would be one thing if she doesn’t let me do other stuff but she was going to let me get a tattoo as soon as I turned 16 I told her no cuz I’m still a kid and don’t want to get something as permanent as a tattoo now but if I get a piercing I can literally take it out. And even if I took it out the holes would be hidden under my lips. Also mind you this woman has around 40 piercings. » Continue Reading
i Hate Hate Hate applying and being in the process of getting a job. i have to email them so professionally and dress up in business casual so much and it's the worst. im literally just a teenager who wants a part time job for gas money, and i wish i was allowed to own up to that fact. i hate having to frame myself as someone searching for "experience and opportunities" because i could not possibly care less about the work i'll be doing. someone give me an unlimited fast food glitch so that i ca... » Continue Reading
bro school starts on the 2nd of september and im going into year 10 i cba to lock in and i swear to god if i dont atleast have one class with one of my friends i might cry ik im fine for some of the classes i picked for my gcses like textiles i have my friend alice (thats if she doesnt ditch me for one of her friends) and photography i have my friend heidi and amelie so thats good, history idk most of my friends chose geograpghy and istg if i dont get my favourite teacher for history im gonna cr... » Continue Reading
TRIGGER WARNING: SEXUAL CONTENT There's a line in Family Tree (Intro) that really speaks to me. Actually, there are several that do that I can talk about at a different time. "God, forgive these bones I'm hiding from no one successfully". I've written about a girl once before that I didn't have particularly nice things to say about. But I also said that she is finally gone after many years of suffering her... but to love her (me) is to suffer her (me). But lately, I've worried she's found her w... » Continue Reading
"author (me) note: I speak mostly out of my mind with little research behind it so it's not gonna be a fully competent blog"Toxic masculinity (red pilled ideology included) is a set of traits that are promoted to be part of the mentality of a "true man", but they're just values that focus on destructive social norms, such as mysogyny, homophobia and domination.Basically they taugh you that "a real men has no emotional complexity/understanding and should be a brute who marks their dominace throug... » Continue Reading
hi so um this is my first blog!! i lowkey wanna talk about larping music altogether because it's a topic that really annoys me. okay so am i the only one who hates posers? like, not people who say they only like some music from the band/singer/whatever because that is reasonable, but people who call themselves their greatest fans and they can't name a song that isn't well known by half the world. i also hate people who think that everyone who can't name the most underground songs are posers. i b... » Continue Reading
so i was at school and we had PE. there was this new kid in class so of course we were nice to them. we were playing dodge ball and soccer but apparently this kid had a problem with me. i asked them “we got a problem?” casually but then they said “yes. many problems”so i looked at them with this dirty look like saying “what did i do?” i asked if we could just be cool but then shoved past me to go spread rumours about me. and i was the one who wanted to be friends with them! i grabbed them by the... » Continue Reading
We we're waiting for transport when this guy came up to us and started talking with us which was fine but then he started to make weird comments like "lol if I was your friends bf I'd pick her up she's so pretty" and such??? Like bro he's like 30+ and he then gave us candy bars no I'm not eating it, my friends not eating it we are NOT going back there. Everytime we (or js me) wait at the station he keeps coming up to us so weird » Continue Reading
helloooo,,,just wanted to vent for a second there :')ive been diagnosed with adhd since I was 16 but because I grew up ( unfortunately ) and moved to the other side of germany ( LUCKILY ), I am unable to find a new psychiatrist to prescribe me adhd meds ;( and that totally honestly fucking SUCKZ !!! executive dysfunction is LITERALLY beating my ass, I can't even do the things I WANT to do. I spend more time doing things in my head, thinking about how I would do them and what I want to do to the ... » Continue Reading
I've to work, BUT I'm TooOo lazy to do it.Maybe it's because I just ate, but I just want to laze around.PLz give me strength with ur CoooOmments, everyone...!!!what is everyone up to? » Continue Reading
i will have two choices and i will pick one, fuck up, then pick the other when i get another chance, try to think critically, then get fucked up again!!! everything is wroong!!!! how do i not go insane!! if i say the universe doesnt like me and is After me theyll Lock Me Away for 300 years and MURDER me. but i sweeaar something is up, something fishy is afoot. how can EVERY decision i make be wrong, like bitch ALL OF THEM??even the ones that are supposed to do nothing but help me turn into, oh g... » Continue Reading
i would like a sweet, caring, cutie, sweetheart of a boyfriend. Ok pls i dont need one but i would very very very much enjoy one yay ok that’s tonight’s blog im so lonely goodbye » Continue Reading
I SAW THE METEOR SHOWER TODAY! Im glad I got to see it with two of my friends. One is leaving for college so I'm glad one of my final moments with him is seeing the meteor shower. I even made a wish but I am sad I only saw two. » Continue Reading
This is my final call for helpim not afraaid to say that im 13 and i have just started middleschoolI'm being bullied and having rumors spread about me annd i cant do shit about it, its gotten so bad i lost almost all of my friends. the girl whos doing tis keeps on being babied and fawned over by teh seniorsit was only a small misunderstanding but the gril decided it was fucking offesnive and she spread all my messages AND VENTS to this groupcaht which had 40+ peopleeven if i try to tell yhe trut... » Continue Reading
I tried making myself a layout but I'm having trouble fulfilling my true artist's vision so my profile will remain basic until I bother looking at it again. About two years ago I made a secret blog on tumblr so I could post about age regression, I really wanted to post about how to create your own toys and activity ideas, since I felt (and still firmly believe) that the age regression community emphasizes purchases and tangible items instead of behavior and using what you already have to accommo... » Continue Reading
Today was my second day on campus for my first year in college! I'm loving it so far and my professors are awesome. I have met a few people, who I have only talked to once in class about an assignment then never spoke to them again. I do know a couple people that go to my school that I knew from high school. 1 of them who are super sweet, but I don't really talk to, and 1 that I REFUSE to go anywhere near right now because...embarrassing! I know it's only my second day on campus, so who knows, m... » Continue Reading
Second day of junior year8:08Since i saw so many cute scene chix at my school, i spent forever getting my hair JUUUUST right. Still kinda sucks tho. Stupid glasses get in the way… whatever. I'm gonna b l8 if i don't hurry, but i got a song stuck in my head and i GOTTTTA get it on my mp3 player. i gotta pirate like my life depends on it!!! But my fuckingh internet is…GRRAGh!! I give up. If it's stil stuck in my head ill just use my earbuds reeeealy discreetly- i'm scared of getting my phone taken... » Continue Reading
First Part - FocusingLately I've been thinking about everything but myself. I get so lost in my thoughts, especially music. I'll put on a jam and then immediately ignore everyone. It's getting hard to focus on what's in front of me anymore. I'm slowly losing myself to a lot of worldly things, and I find myself losing hope in the faith that I have. Following God has taught me to toughen up, to endure, and expect what's to come. It's worked for me so much, and I don't feel as disappointed and sad ... » Continue Reading
I was so irritable.. I shouldve canceled my date with my bf today but i didnt because i didnt want to feel even more miserable not seeing him. so i just grabbed my snacks and my drinks and went to his house. it was a good time, i was able to forget the immense pain and irritability and have a good time! i hate the second day of my period though. it suks. im hoping to just stay in bed all day tomorrow, i need it lmao » Continue Reading
I'm not a robot I have feelings and blood In my veins the same as anyone else I shouldn't settle for less when I'm giving more than I'm receiving so I'm no longer gonna hold any friendship or relationship where I'm the main provider whether it's physical spiritually or even mentally I deserve love too and that's not gonna change. » Continue Reading
Hello everyone, so this is NOT gonna be a very good first blog post, I just need to rant about something involving a band I like (I’m not name dropping but if yk yk). So as of Tuesday, a guitarist from a band I like has been kicked out of the band. I was obviously very alarmed by this, since he was there since the beginning, being one of the founding members. One of my mutuals on instagram was very concerned about this, so he messaged the guitarist that got kicked out (I didn’t encourage this bt... » Continue Reading
tw: anxiety, skin scratching :/third day ongoing anxiety maybe this is sign? this is the third day in a row of non stop anxiety. as stupid as it sounds i’ve been scratching nonstop my body because of this, i’ve tried to stop but unconsciously i end up scratching again. i’ve begun to scratch my face under my eyes, it has never gotten to a point where i touched my face before ig… needless to say i had to wear long sleeves for work and say i was sunburnt for the redness under my eyes although i kno... » Continue Reading
I liked today, it wasn't so bad. I had a stomachache that hurt. I made a 98 on a math quiz. It started to rain, and I was laying on my bed and the room was cold. I'm usually pretty warm so it felt really good to feel cold. » Continue Reading
I'm not a hateful person by any means, but you cannot live in this world and not have a SINGLE thing that you hate... maybe it's a relative, a group of people, a game/show, yourself... the list goes on and on Because I needa keep people interested in me so I could become friends with mfs I will never share a word, here are some things that I hate (in no particular order): - homophobes; I used to have a 15 yo friend on tiktok and it took me a while to cut him off (but I brag about deleting the a... » Continue Reading
I have a deep hatred of people that actively contribute to the literacy crisis. I'm 13 so I'm going into Year 9 in September and I can't stand it when we do a guided reading lesson and the people that volunteer to read don't have the reading age of 12-13 or above. It is not difficult, the reading material isn't above the year you're in so why are you struggling to pronounce the words on the page. It is genuinely pathetic how nowadays the kids in my class can't pick up a book to save their lives,... » Continue Reading
I’ve noticed a familiar kind of disclaimer on a lot of blogs and comment sections. It usually goes something like this:“This site is for constructive expression and debate. Comments of a harassing or insulting nature will be deleted. Racist, sexist, homophobic, or otherwise discriminatory comments will be deleted.”I understand the impulse. Most of us would rather not host a free-for-all of genuine cruelty. The problem is that words like “racist,” “sexist,” “homophobic,” “discriminatory,” and eve... » Continue Reading
okay so why the actual fuck was there a bunch of staff looking for me and my friends in the bathrooms and everything thought they had the need to call my name on the loud speaker cuz my fuckass mom called the school cuz appentlly i was missing anyways i fucking hate everything about school and im getting parental controls on my phone now » Continue Reading
it keeps stopping of working in the middle of anything also it keeps locking off the wifi (even tho is in the same room as the router!) how will i make a profile this way (ik i can still figure out a way it will just take longer) aaaa so sad sad sad » Continue Reading
So I just went 2 a boxlunch the other day, and as some of u people may know, they sell lotr stuff there. My mom decided to get me a keychain as she accepts my love for Legolas. Only problem is that they were in blind bags. So it was like 10/100 chance I got him. I didn’t get him,I got Gimli instead,no hate on him. I just really wanted Legolas. :( » Continue Reading
I hate being an only child. I’m always alone with no one at home. Or when someone’s here they’re always too busy for me or don’t care at all. It feels like I’m just another person in the house— the only person. Then (personally) my parents are strict as hell. I can’t go places alone, I can’t meet up with any friends. So I just sit around all day waiting for anyone to save me. They hate when I’m using my electronics all the time, but it’s my only thing keeping from killing myself honestly. Thinki... » Continue Reading
I don't know why, but I never know what to write—yet I want to let my emotions out. Honestly, I’ve been in a really bad place; my heart got broken, and now the one person I thought was my safe space has made me feel terrible—and they always have. The truth is, I don't know what to do with my life; I have no one, I’m not good at anything, and there’s nothing special about me. I’m not going to kill myself—that’s for losers—I’m just going to endure this pain until someone worth it comes along. I ha... » Continue Reading
HI PEOPLE!! I'm kinda new here to this MySpace rewrite so don't mind me, still playing around with stuff heh. Also, THE REASON MY PROFILE SAYS IM 25 IS BECAUSE I THOUGHT MYSPACE AND THOSE KINDA WEBSITES WE'RE FOR PEOPLE OF LEGAL AGE - I'M 13 I SWEAR TO SCIENCE!!!! But uhi like drumming and allthat so if you have any tips on a drum tutor in Kentucky, hmu :D. If you wanna know more about me and/or wanna be my friend, just dm me, I'd love to get to know some1 I'm kinda lonely here guys ^^ » Continue Reading
I'm supposed to be starting my senior year tomorrow and I just got an email saying that my schooling program is switching from Edgenuity to something called Subject. I am just so annoyed that i'm gonna have to figure out a new site. Does anyone on here have experience with Subject? I've googled it and a lot of people don't have good experiences with it. I already stuggle with school, so i'm just nervous. EDIT: I just found out it is an AI POWERED SCHOOLING PROGRAM. I AM FUCKED!!!! WHY THE FUCK ... » Continue Reading
I'm literally so sick and tired of some of the boys at my school just walking around campus smelling like straight ass. Hello?? You're in eighth grade you should know how to put on some deodorant and take a shower but I guess some of them act like they're too good for that! Same thing applies to some girls too, stop trying to spray Victoria's Secret perfume over that musty scent of yours, going around campus smelling like Victoria's Seashit. 😑 » Continue Reading
i need to talk to people more i keep forgetting to open my computer and actually be on here. but like at the same time i get scared to talk to people sob... Ive been drawing so much im gonna get burnt out and i suck at every game i own augsihveihbwei... aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa also like i start eighth grade soon and like im so scared like the teachers are so intimidating my brother told me theyre chill but im s... » Continue Reading
I feel kind of weird whenever I try to take the initiative to talk to someone; it seems like everything I say comes across as if I'm some old pervert omggggg(edit: well, yeah, I'm begging for friends because I don't know how to do this) » Continue Reading
I cant believe i literally only have 1 FULL week of summer left before i have to go back to hell##### this summer has been sooo freaking boringgg and its basically over..... i havent even been to the beach yet and ive only been to the pool ONCE #crying #whyy :((( » Continue Reading
It must be some kind of talent of mine that I'm super friendly and cute online, but in real life I usually get stressed out easily and get angry. Is anyone else like this? » Continue Reading
I just had to go today and its making me mad. I had to get a crown today and they had to use anesthetic from me and I hate being numb, they always also have to put more in me because just one shot isn't enough ig for me and I hate needles. I'm always soo shaky after they numb me. My dad also keeps bugging me because I don't look happy and im like dude I was literally just at the dentist and I can't eat anything for the next couple of hours (and I forgot to eat breakfast) so its soooo awful... » Continue Reading
I feel like everyone is trying to be niche and it's starting to backfire horribly because instead of trying to actually find something you enjoy everyone is just trend hopping or you're just called a larp even if you've been doing that or apart of that fandom before it gained traction online. Some people just aren't niche and that's ok and people have to accept that instead of just pretending to be into something because it's popular, take for example Monster High, they only know the main 6 and ... » Continue Reading
So for the LONGEST time i had been on spacehey, and all the sudden i decided to make my own layout. I have NOOOOO coding skills so i was watching every tut on yt and started to get the hang of it. i had such an awesome layout but when i clicked save... GONE. EVERY. LITTLE. THING. GONNNEEEE. Anyways i decided to delete my acc for some reason but i didn't know that they got an update. so, i try to make a new acc but i find out they're INVITE ONLY now. anyways, thats how i ended up here. (CAN SUM1 ... » Continue Reading
ive been seeing alot of drama around the retroweb (napo spacehey friendproject etc etc etc) and its mostly just people on spacehey talking shit about/spreading misinfo about these another retro sites and as someone whoses been on spacehey before its demise i just think this whole thing is ridiculous. i heard people saying friendrewind is made with ai and the its a copy and paste of spacehey??? i also heard someone saying friend rewind looks so bad it makes them want to eat fecal matter because o... » Continue Reading
there will be days i feel jolly, theres also the days when i feel like a burden.i've been hiding my stuff for a long time, yes, i have disabilities. i admit even if i was trying convince myself that i wasn't. it's in here, it's the effect of no one giving a fuck about me back then. i just try to look normal amidst of the crowds you see.every guy that came into my life doesn't understand any bit of my behavior. it's a little sad, but i wanted to be known deeply for once. cherished, understood, lo... » Continue Reading
School genuinely just started I swear. I wasn't even near that detector thing. IT WAS ACROSS THE BATHROOM. I go back Monday but these teachers aren't posting anything for me to do. Im so bored. Doing everything but cleaning right now. This is kinda just a rant. I was in the wrong I understand that but holy my mom thinks I need rehab. And is it some kinda rule that they HAVE to tell you you're not in trouble and wait till you in office to even ask you what you did that day because they gatekeep w... » Continue Reading
i had another mental breakdown at school about the fact i have no friends at it, so they are making me change classes, i'm honestly a bit scared, but i hope for the best, i'm gonna make my fandoms and interests more apparent by putting pins in my school bag, talking about my bag, i HAVE to decorate it, i use a blank ita bag as a school bag lol, so it's really boring since there's nothing on it » Continue Reading
Omg yall lemme involve ya in my drama so on the 7th i went to a friends party it was on a beach and we were allowed to invite pretty much everybody but anyways this one guy ik got like really really drunk lets just call him vodka or smt and mind u he have a bf lets call him apple so apple have apparantly cheated on vodka twice now and apple was not present at the party as he lives across the country so like i said vodka got very drunk and everyone was socialising and me and vodka was just talkin... » Continue Reading
He’s a boy I know from a kl and omg I literally hate him so much he had been moved into let’s say a lower set and no he’s texting me all the time saying that he should in our class and Mabye they should swap him out for some1 else Me and this guy have a past of hating eachother and tbh I still fucking hate him he triggers my ed with his jokes saying freaky fat Florence (oh ye Florence is my real name) and just out of the blue called me ugly fat you name it and I’ve told him that I have an ED and... » Continue Reading
I started two days ago as a custodian.. yea I know.. YUCK! BUUUT, it was all that was available, u applied to so many freaking places, none of them reached back. It’s hard to find a job… so I jumped at the opportunity! I work from 3pm to 11pm UGH! I mean, that’s not bad at all, I don’t know why I’m complaining LOL! I now have TWO jobs!!!!! Isn’t that amazing! I mean, I kinda sorta do, I work when my first job needs a helping hand, which isn’t very often, but I like to say I have two jobs to l... » Continue Reading
WARNING--- SUICIDE, ED, SH ive never done these digital diaries thing but im seeing a looot of people do it so i might as well. my cousins are coming over to stay at my house for 5 days and im fairly excited. im lgbtq in a very homophobic family (as in...my life is at risk if they find out) and my aunt and cousin knows im lgbtq so i feel safe with them. life has been so hard on me bro😔 i am under a lot of stress and am struggling with depression, an ED and suicidal thoughts which is...great. how... » Continue Reading
¿Crees que sería buena idea desahogarme en un blog? Me da miedo que se burlen de mí o algo así, pero siento que no tengo a dónde más ir. » Continue Reading
I lowk can't wait for winter, bc of climate change I'm dying in the heat. With autumn, I can go outside without burning up orrrr turning into an icicle. Thankfully, we don't have to wait that long for that dream 🥹🥹🥹 » Continue Reading
I'm lowkey a loner; I don't have many friends due to the lack of faith in humanity..A little bit about me:I'm 16 years old. I've been abused my whole childhood; I lost a friend to suicide when I was 12, I moved a lot in the US. Im a proud femenist and like to support everyones rights! Im Bi and I have a handsome, loving boyfriend!!Ask questions if ya like :3!! » Continue Reading
Hey guys im awesome because and also and then this happened oh and that too and also yeah also crazy thing is that Ik right and if you like pina coladas then smash that like button and dont forget to subscruib » Continue Reading
What do i do i have severe emetophobia(fear of throwing up and anything that has to do with it) and in currently in the car with my parents and my dad who’s also hung over and he’s giving signs that he might throw up, we have a very long way to go about like 14 hours or so to get home and im in noise canceling headphones, playing music on the loudest. Not looking up from my phone or anything but i still feel very panicked and shaky it feels like im about to die and have a breakdown, does anyone ... » Continue Reading
Hey guys, this is my very first blog! I just wanted to give my take on what I've observed about the modern world. Because of how impactful social media is, I feel as if a lot of us are loosing a sense of self. Everybody is just a copy paste version of each other, whether that's fashion, interests, or even opinions. A lot of people seem to get their opinions off the internet instead of actually living life and forming a thought themselves, and I fall victim to that as well. I really value authent... » Continue Reading
Ok they don't follow me on here so I need to vent for a second. I feel like everyone in the cast of my film keeps trying to alter the script and it's pissing me off so bad... (Specifically Cici.) Like, I love them I REALLY DO but it kinda feels like everyone thinks they know whats best for the story I created. Nate is the only one not trying to change anything, but I can tell even he isn't satisfied with his character and how loud and bratty 'The Birthday Boy' has to be. It's so hard to speak up... » Continue Reading
so i dont really rant or anything but i kind of just need to get this off my chest/get some advice if its not super mean lol. for context i would say i have dreams every night and i usually remember a good portion of them, dont know why but theyre usually super vivid. some of my dreams are normal random bullshit go type stuff or like related to video games or something, and a lot of them involve people i know. another piece of context that id like to mention, that i have this really bad habit of... » Continue Reading
I was making my dinner and my mom came in and asked me abt skl I said it was fine and then she asked abt red (not real name) I have talked abt him before and let me just Mom: how’s red doing Me: hes fine but he’s been saying to me recently that he might kill himself Mom: oh yea but kids in your generation do that for the fashion he would say that it’s just attention seeking Me: not always it’s probably more of a problem now bc of social media Mom: (completely ignoring me) kids in your generation... » Continue Reading
Was doing free comms and someone asked me to do their oc and gave me this photo which was done by someone else i think, but istg something is off about it... ran it through ai dectors but it says its not ai but im going insane.. does it look weird to u or nah? Idk the skill of the face blending doesnt match the beginner level skill in the clothes yk? Idk and the red pins look weird asf and why does one chain strap have 2 while the other has 3? Guys im so cooked, cant even tell whats AI nor not n... » Continue Reading
Unironically looksmaxxing is lowk funny. I have this friend and he "looksmaxxed" but he looked fine before idk. I guess guys want to improve their looks is perfectly fine. But online obviously it's 20x worse. And my friend was super insecure too, at least he isn't anymore but it js sets unrealistic standards. But at the same time, women have been struggling with that for YEARS. yet when they get plastic surgery n stuff its a problem, but if a man were to do it, its just looksmaxxing like what.. ... » Continue Reading
Okay, so, for some context, I have a lot of medical issues, one of the big ones being hEDS. That's hypermobile Ehlers-danlos syndrome. It fucking sucks and for me, causes a number of symptoms and problems including my joints being rally unstable, dislocating daily, I scar hella weird, stretchy skin, I bruise easily, chronic fatigue, stomach issues, and chronic joint pain. And lately, I've had a LOT of flare up days. It's really horrible and these flare up days are much much worse then the flare ... » Continue Reading
Quiero mucho a mi familia pero últimamente ha sido un todo un dolor de cabeza, por mis padres en específico, aunque no creo que mis problemas sean tan graves como otros pero yo pienso que aunque sea pequeño, no hay por qué minimizar los problemas de otros o descartarlos, desde niña pequeña he sido alguien que le gusta su vida, siempre eh sido muy pasiva hasta actualmente pero eh tenido pensamientos en suicidarme por mis problemas y lo que me dicen, lidear con padres presentes y a la vez ausentes... » Continue Reading
school is a terrible place and I'm getting there TOMORROW I think. SCHOOL IS INSUFFERABLE.ASSIGNMENTS PILING ON YOUANNOYING POPULAR GIRLSTHE RUDE PE TRYHARDSTHE MEAN ASS BOYSIM SO MAD I DONT WANNA GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOObut unfortunately I need by educationn and romanticizing school is amazingg!! I might meet new kewl friends there!!xx piercedprincesss » Continue Reading
Okay so I got a new box of tampons today, and you know how there’s a paper in them. Well for once I actually opened it and it’s got warnings on it. Why should there be a warning for toxic chemicals in tampons? Now to be fair I did by Tampax, which isn’t the best. Either way tho, there shouldn’t any reason for someone that goes into a woman body to be toxic, especially when it’s necessary. I mean I get why they have to put the paper in there but they shouldn’t need to for fucking cotton. » Continue Reading
i walk to the park in my neighborhoodnext to me is the roadi watch as cars speed byi stop and stare at my handsi pull out my phone and take a pictureand as i finish and the tears run down my cheeks i smile knowing its okand as i tell myself its ok i walk in the middle of the road and just stand therei cry some more as a jacked up truck speeds towards memy problems slowly fade away9980706050403020100my mind goes blankeverything stopseven the truck, he stops 10 feet behind what he has hitand nobod... » Continue Reading
i finally took a shower.i was so dirty that ACTUAL DIRT came out of my hair, or maybe i wasnt.School starts in about a week. i dont think i wanna go, i might go but just sit in the corner and play on my nintendo, OH! yeah my phone broke, dropped it in the pool.."can i have ur number?""..no sorry dont have a phone"i can always give them friend rewind tho, i think that would work good too.ACTUAL VENT PART:i like talking to chatbots like JANITOR AI because they seem real. I need to stop but its so ... » Continue Reading
First day of junior year7:40 am Oh gosh. School is in… *checks watch* one hour. I can’t help but be a little disproportionately nervous, although I shouldn’t be. The only thing I really am nervous about is where I’ll sit at lunch! I think I’ll just sit somewhere in the middle, if none of my friends are there yet, so it’s easier for my freinds to find me. And I’m also nervous cause I don’t know my schedule!! I mean, i know what i have for first/second period* but I don’t know the room number ... » Continue Reading
lowk js went to ross and was trying on clothes (tia buying me a back to skewl shirt ty 🥹) and noticee I gained a stomach over the summerused to be able to see my ribcage and like stomach lines but now I can see a roundness (??) on my stomach now. (like a little stomach overhang on my jeans)I always had this without working out, not really sure how I kept it for so long now that I'm looking back on how I ate gunna try to start walking a 5k everyday to see if that helps. I feel disgusting now only... » Continue Reading
Okay ik this is a weird way to start off my first blog but I HAVE to talk about this. I started school last week and ever since then, my mental health has plummeted. All of these terrible thoughts seem to flood my head the second school starts to roll back around and it's so weird to me because during the summer I felt perfectly fine. Now I won't say that my mental health was the best during the summer, there's still a few things that have stuck with me no matter the season. It's just odd for th... » Continue Reading
TW: Mentions of suicideOkay so today was normal, but throughout the day I desperately wanted to run away. Isn't that bad? I daydream about my life in the future, all happy and living my life. I plan about my wedding and raising kids with my gf. But I want to push everyone away and start again. Maybe it's because no one needs me. Everyone has someone else to talk to and laugh with. But not me, so I try to push them away because they don't need me. So then I joke about if I died because I fantasiz... » Continue Reading
So there was this kid at my school named Forest (idc if it’s bad to say his real name, because he didn’t care if it was bad to grope me without my consent) we sat at the same table at art, and we were kinda friends. He had come over to my house once and we listened to similar music. I had flirted with him like once or twice in the past but it wasn’t anything serious. So we were in art, and we were in an argument and randomly mid-argument, he grabs my tit out of anger, so I of course scream what... » Continue Reading
okay my younger brother is 12 about to be 13, and so i guess it's not exactly strange for him to be acting up the way he does because he's a tweenbut somehow he's becoming the worst person i've ever had the displeasure of being around. And i kind of blame myself for ithe's made weird comments about girls, insults the way i look and everything i do, and he says slurs that he definitely shouldn't say and clearly doesn't know the context behind them.i try to correct him all the time which instead j... » Continue Reading
So everyone knows there are a lot of religions Christianity Judaism many others and they are all different beliefs but why are there no ones that don't believe in Greek gods still or Aztec I don't know if there are but if anyone has any info that WOULD BE GREAT » Continue Reading
more or less what the title says. idk, i like not having to worry about assignments and getting to chillax when im not working but other than that it kinda sucks. i lowk feel like i drifted apart from my friends because i didn’t go to the same uni as them + some of them were roomies for a bit which sucked because we knew each other since secondary school. i get the worst fomo when i see them doing stuff without me but idki kinda wish i got to do more in uni but i was hella depressed during my se... » Continue Reading
The entire area of where I live is cut out, no lights, no gas station, nothing. I'm sitting in the DARK like HUH? my family and I have a generator for power, but only God knows how long that'll last.I pray that we get through it like the last time » Continue Reading
It was the first time I burned a disc, and I thought I succeeded, it played.But when I got to one of the songs, it just doesn’t play, and the PS3 (I don’t have a CD player yet) just freezes, doesn’t let me change the song, although I can still exit into the menu. It was an CD-R, not a RW, so I can't fix it. I'm afraid to imagine what the player will do when it gets to this song. » Continue Reading
When I was heading home from kd with my friend and family, my brother accidentally scratched my eye with his drawing tablet somehow when he was trying to hand it to my friend. I didn't know that it was a scratch on my eye (I thought it was something in my eye and not a scratch on my eye) , so I rubbed my eye (which I SHOULDN'T have done that bc it only made it worse) . It was actually so bad, my eye was puffy for awhile, and I didn't get it checked out for like 3 days because we thought it would... » Continue Reading
I have seen an increase in anti-theism online and I wanted to give my opinion on it. I feel like most people who are anti-theists are mostly thinking about abrahamic religions. They talk about how all religions are meant to establish authority over others or are just a way to cope but this simply isn't true. Look at Native American religions, forgive me for not knowing the name of this because I am not well researched about this specifically but there was one Native American religion that had a ... » Continue Reading
why do peeps need to comment on EVERYTHING i do. especially my mom like yes one cubic centimeter of my shirt was wrinkled in 1472 so what my mom literally examines what im wearing while im talking to her and starts commenting on it and it makes me feel bad for even talking to her if i KNOW shes probably not even gonna listen » Continue Reading
my doomscrolling has been fuckin awful lately. REALLY messing with my mental health. i've uninstalled instagram from my phone now, i hope it helps.... » Continue Reading
Today was the first time i've ever (at least tried to) stopped person from committing. it was my friend. he was struggling with mental health for a while, but recently his problems reached theirs peak. it was hard and tiredful. at some point i thought that he doesn't even want help. i felt deeply mad. but i kept going and it seems like he's okay now. at least he's a bit relieved. at least that's what he told me. » Continue Reading
I am so scared bro but like at the same time I FINALLY get to see my friends again!! but the thing is (obviously).. summer break is ending </3 I didn't get to hangout with any of my friends the time being and it so lonely, but at least I'm starting 8th, I heard it's not that bad compared to 7th but idk I just don't believe that. ANYWAYS wish me luck that'll be SOMEWHAT good. I'm kinda nervous but uh yeah cant wait ^_^ » Continue Reading
°❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:･another day at band camp sighhh its pretty easy i dont even do anything I JUST GO ON MY PHONE!!!!! anyway while we were in the gym the cheer team was also there and i saw my friend and she waved at me so that was nice :) i wish i could do cheer but MY HIPS ARE SO FAWKING TIGHT I CANT EVEN DO A SPLIT im actually so desperate i tried searching up tiktoks on how to do splits like 🥹OH and color guard did a fun little activity where we dressed up as the mane 6 and im fluttershy 🤭🩷 actually w... » Continue Reading
does anypony else have this one song that makes them pause everything theyre doing and feel so nauseously sad for me its soldier boy by the shirelles every time i hear it i think of born on the fourth of july movies about war make me feel so ashamed and sad » Continue Reading
like i said in my previous post, my "?" one i believe, i cant bring myself to take care of myself, my teeth are turning yellow, my eyebags are heavy, i havent showered in weeks, my skin is developing little cuts and rashes because im not using lotion, my room smells.this morning i was woken up by a mouse in my room, it was in the corner of my room squeaking and messing with a poster i have rolled up over there. And ontop of that my room is so hard to walk through because everythings just piled u... » Continue Reading
I'm just making this little rant post because I struggle in public, and it really annoys me because I don't really have that many friends ...at all.One of my biggest gripes is just the feeling of being out of place, no matter where I am. It's not like this all the time, but sometimes it gets to me a lot.Example: The other day I had decided to try and face my fears and go out to the store by myself, interact with people, smile at them, stuff like that. So it was going well, I got my things from t... » Continue Reading
Im starting year 9 next year and i have nooo idea what im doing. Okay backstory. Basically at the start of year 7 everyone was told that we were the first year to only do the compulsory GCSEs (math, english, and the sciences). But guess what... we hsve to do 8-9 GCSEs now!!! Why would they bring my hopes up like that!!!😤 Anyways, i wanna be a surgeon when i grow and like the only GCSEs i need for that are like math and sciences so i have nooo idea which ones to pick. Like i am in NO WAY doing hi... » Continue Reading
I'm not talking about any cat, I mean a house cat. Those dudes are actually freeloading off of people using their cuteness and being all cuddly. I look at my pet cat sometimes and I'm like: "You know you're smarter than you make it seem."What a faker ! and he has to deal with no issues whatsoever: No bills, no clothes, not even a shoe to put on. Just walking around with his tail high and a bell on his neck. So, honestly, I wouldn't mind living as a house cat for the rest of my life. I think it w... » Continue Reading
I've lost my razorblade necklace.Thank you to the ppl who have gathered here. It's a horrible loss. *sighs* It was the best necklace I ever had, my first ever one. Thank u for ur service.R.I.P Razorblade necklace 2024-2026Let's have a moment of silence to pay respect. :'(*sad music plays* » Continue Reading
I've been told to "become my own friend" or take my bike and ride places, but where to? Sure I could go to a park or something but dont you thing its a bit sad doing it by yourself? I'd rather want friends do that with or its too.. boring. How do I have fun while going out with no friends by my side? I'd like some advice :) » Continue Reading
alright . I want to try and make a post every day but i cant promise anything lol. I am hoping this works for me tho. ok ok . today was fun . yesterday i woke up and had a horrible hangover , i drink every night . not proud of it but hey , i need a space to be honest , im not in therapy loll .. no insurance . my fault tho ! ANYWAY .. i woke up dizzy many times so i just kept falling asleep . i notice this happens more when im more sober than not but , sometimes when i lay down to sleep , i end u... » Continue Reading
I'm putting "relationship" very lightly given how she treated it. So I'm bi, and my friend of two years starts to like me. So I flirted with her, and she flirted back, so I thought, might as well try. Keep this in mind: SHE LIKES ME MORE THAN I LIKE HER. Ok, so I asked her out, and she said yes. The next week, she didn't text me for a full week. She's in band, so she was at band camp. I kept that in mind, and I gave her the benefit of the doubt and texted her on the weekend. I texted her Monday... » Continue Reading
Soooo my cousin who has been really upset with me for 2 years is visiting tomorrow with her boyfriend....and I live with her mum so I can't exactly hide...i am so scared hopefully I'll update on how it goes if I don't just explode from anxiety » Continue Reading
Does no one know?Lately, I feel like the alternative community hasn’t really been standing for the things it originally did. A big part of being alternative was going against social norms, questioning authority, criticizing the government, and expressing yourself however you wanted through your style, music, art, etc. It was never just about the way you dressed.What annoys me is that lately people act like the style is the only part that matters, while completely ignoring the culture and ideas b... » Continue Reading
do you love how i get so revolved around you?how i base my whole life off you?how i tell you all the sick things i do?how i take notes on everything so i know what you like?because i dontbut i cant bother to changenever couldand probably never will. » Continue Reading
as i lay in bed rotting i imagine a place where nothing matterswhere its just me and some strange creaturesi try so hard to lucid dream and see that placebut sleeping's becoming hard to do toolaughing is hard to dolistening is hard to dobreathing is hard to dotaking care of myself is hard to do.it all feels like a big choreand since i don't like choresill carry on for a month or so before i give upand it'll be encouraged to keep goingbut what do they know? » Continue Reading
for hours i type a story or poemi constantly delete it"its not good. doesn't make sense"i tell myself over and overthe drinks and dishes pile up at my deski type and typei type because i need to get everything off my chestbecause truth isi haven't showered in at least two weeksi only brush my teeth when I'm leaving the housemy rooms a mess and smellsall of my clothes are dirtyill wear the same shirt for 4 days straightmy hairs greasyand I'm just a disgusting person."oh its not hard to do all of ... » Continue Reading
That's it. I reached that age where you don't care about celebrities anymore. On social media, like Instagram, it seems like you HAVE to know the dress the celebrity wore in that particular occasion, if it was bad or if it was faboulous. You have to know if that celebrity's cancelled and why. You have to cry at the photos of that celebrity wedding. The harsh truth is: celebrities are not your friends. On the contrary, they will live all their life without even knowing about your existence, becau... » Continue Reading
school AKA HELL actually suxx I'm stuck with people I don't even like because my friends moved, I feel like a lonely chud, nobody there fw me, I get made fun of a lot and it's only been THREE DAYS. what is so bad about sitting near me? I maybe need to clarify why they don't like me I am in a very red state, and live in a small town no literally we are considered a town within a town we have a church, one school, two gas stations, a tattoo, tire and vape shop and a dollar general the rest is hou... » Continue Reading
Okayyy so is it just me or is this summer one of the best to ever exist? Like everything is going great for me and life feels so great! Also I REALLY want to buy Gothic jewelry, i want them so bad especially those little bat necklaces and the heart lockets . Is it just me or no? Also if you have any other gothic/alt accessories idea give them to meee pls That's it for today byeee :DD » Continue Reading
I guess it doesn't make much different when its like celebrities.. Maybe. Actually it kinda does if the person alr has a S/O or if said celebrity asks people to stop but.. I hate when a guy clearly likes you and your friends and their friends start shipping you like idk it actually pmo like I get it he likes me I don't like him and it gets to a point and its super annoying. Guys liking me in general is pretty annoying. Like they're so obvious or they're not at all. No in between. And i hate when... » Continue Reading
When you get in a major suicidal and depressive state again after your blood sugar drops so you just have the worst hour of your life » Continue Reading
I HATE APPLYING FOR JOBS THEYRE NOT HIRING PEOPLE UNDER 17 AND THEY ALL NEED WORK EXPERIENCE WHICH I DONT HAVE AND I REALLY NEED A JOB I NEED MY DRUMS AND I HATE INDEED I HATE ZIPRECRUTER I HATE LINKEDIN I HATE EVERYTHING JUST LET ME WORK AT THE GAP OR SMTH PLS I CANT TAKE THIS JUST KILL ME!!!!!!!!!I need job tips :( » Continue Reading
I'm scared of my mom. While I do respect and love her for taking care of my brothers and I all by herself, I think most of that is overpowered by a fear of her.Back when I was younger, I always felt like she didn't love me as much as she said she did. She used to scream in my face, called me stupid and said I was useless. Even now, it still hurts to remember what she used to say to me. I know she was dealing with a lot back then and that she still is now, but I don't think she should've taken it... » Continue Reading
well i'm not that suicidal... with the last upcoming school year starting tomorrow.. i have constantly thought that if i just attempt and get put in a psych ward things would be easier but i know thats not the truth.. it'll be just switching one stressor to another. but i still feel i need to avoid it in every possible way. I just can't do another year of this bullshit, i'm so tired of existing.I know i've come a far way, i think i've been almost a month clean, my last relapse i didn't tell my m... » Continue Reading
I HATE how jealous I get, i get so jealous it hurts. Inwas having such a great day and then i go and check my boyfriend's reposts because i just get curious sometimes yk how it is right? I see he reposted stuff about our friend, just friendly stuff like "wow ur a great friend" or whatever bullshit like that. And now im on the verge of tears because yes, i am a loser crybaby, and YES I am upset that he NEVER reposts ANYTHING about me anymore but he'll repost stuff about our friend, okay whatever ... » Continue Reading
I'm trying to write this script for a slasher movie but I just feel silly. I feel like nothing I write sounds natural!!! There's so much that goes into making a movie that I hadn't even thought of, we had to cancel our shoot because we forgot chairs. Kinda just ranting here but I just want this to be good. I guess I'm just doing it for fun, but I guess I can't stop chasing the idea that everything I do has to be great. Do any of you understand that feeling or am I crazy lol » Continue Reading
So restless and uncomfy and antsy for no reason but going out and walking or exercising or talking to people is so much energy that i don't have. i have no clue what to do when i get like this, i can't focus on anything but not doing anything is hellish. I think it's just because it's summer and i hate the weather, and i probably feel so directionless bc i'm not in school and i get so few hours at work, but like... i work 1 or 2 days a week, sit in my room on my computer, keep up on chores, smok... » Continue Reading
In my neighborhood there was a tornado and I didn't think it would be that bad, but I was wrong... the power went out and it was very hot and dark me and my family have to now stay somewhere else for the night sadly. hopefully my pets will be okay I mean.. we game em plenty of food and water incase they get hungry or thirsty while we are gone so yea this is very random lol so ya byee. » Continue Reading
Ugh words can’t describe how sorry i am for not following back sooner 😓😓 i just barely figured out how to see when people send you friend requests…haha i was wondering why i had no requests when I’ve already been on here for a while 😅😅sorry again to everyone i barely followed back 🤦♀️ » Continue Reading
School seems so boring now. I know I'm not that old and didn't experience a ton, but school during my 1st - 5th grade was so fun. Gym was fun and class was just full of kids who didn't divide themselves in groups.Everyone in school, esp HS, is just full themselves. Like if i were to wear my hair differently or choose a new outfit I've never worn in public, people would be quick to get on me about it and judge me. I would get weird stares or laughed at. Isn't that weird?The social norm is so bori... » Continue Reading
i just bought the daredevil: born again comics im so excited i have a stupidass summer assignment tho... i gotta read a book n answer questions... highk what if i js dont do it » Continue Reading
Hey guys!!!! I think today was almost a perfect day!!! It was raining so much and it made me SO JOYOUS!! I didnt really do much but I did make some kandi and tidy up my room some Im not really sure what to talk about today I might post smth later I'm not sure.ANYWAYYSSS hope you all have great days!! » Continue Reading
OMGGG!!! Im going into year 9 next year :( you know what that means... MORE WORK! UGH! Also we were going to be the first year not to do GCSEs and guess what the school did... THEY'RE MAKING US DO THEM NOW! So annoyiiing like why would you brings my hopes up like that😤!? Anyways i have nooo idea what to pick for my GCSEs. Like i wanna be a surgeon lowkey but like what subjects would i choose for year 10 other than sciences and math which we have to do anyway... anywaysss byeee and stay swag😎#SWA... » Continue Reading
tomorrow i need to get these pads .. to monitor my heart ugh im gonna have to note when my heart goes wonky I WONT REMEMBER UGHGHGHGHalso i dont.. wanna have to take my shirt off if i have too... for more reasons than one..atleast its not a needle.. » Continue Reading
i love this guys 3 videos about vocalost songs, he hasnt posted in 4 months cus hes on a break but im so sad he only has 3 videos about vocalost songs and the rest are just reprints of found songs i find vocalost interesting and im kinda sad that theres like very little actual videos with information about the songs, most vocalost videos are just clips of lost songs or remakes or reprints » Continue Reading
I've been getting several friend requests recently, and a thing I always do before adding someone is actually look at their account, to see if there's anything that may be a bit dodgy...SEVERAL people support Tx2, which is NOT OKAY!!Tx2 is a predator, toxic, mocks and fetishizes goth/emo people, and is a general bad representation of ANY subculture.I HATE TX2 » Continue Reading
Okay so school was not that bad today, I only fell asleep during physical science and on the pretest I got a 53 so that wasn't so bad. I wish I had a phone so I could listen to music during the bus ride :-( I need to work on my character designs and on my algebra homework 👀👀 4 more days of school this week 😽😽 » Continue Reading
my friend at the time was named Kaabii she now goes by kirby so idk.mentions of su1c1d3 and self h4rm along with ped0ph1l1a.we were friends for about a month i think? im not sure, everything blends together.Some drama happened in a group i was in because Kaabii apparently sent gore, i said i was influenced by the group to confront her, i wasnt. I knew what she did was wrong and i wanted to talk to her about it. She then said i made her relapse. What i said did NOT mean hurt yourself. It had no i... » Continue Reading
i've noticed that one of the complaints about the oversaturation of these myspace ripoffs is that theres a lot of people (like me) who don't know how to code and use default c&p profiles and c&p decor. my thing is that if these websites were made exclusively for people who know how to code, it would be like neocities and there would be no c&p profiles. atp you can just say you think you deserve a cookie for knowing how to code...😭it's ridiculous to suggest that in order to decorate a webpage wit... » Continue Reading
Staring hs in a few dayz..i'm a bit nervous but ig it'll b fun?????I'll try to b more online since I've been doing a horrible job at that, but this website really likes 2 try 2 blow my 6 yr old computer up T_T BUT with hs coming up i'll have drama to post about more? Whatev, hope ya'll have a good day <3 » Continue Reading
I had friends cancel beforehand for personal reasons and I'm rarely ever mad about that but my mom always makes me think that they stood me up or something she always gives me this fake anxiety and with specifically these 2 friends. They don't treat me bad but she acts as if they do by telling me beforehand I really don't get it. I'm not mad at my friends at all but she just keeps on giving me a reason to feel sad or annoyed even when I wasn't before. She always say something nasty like they sto... » Continue Reading
I'll be mainly ranting about what happened like 10 minutes ago, sorry if it's incoherent.First, she comes home tired after choosing to WORK as a fruit picker (or wtv it's called ), and that's okay she's allowed to be tired.BUT. She gets soooo mad when tired and it genuinely pisses me off, which OKAY I guess, you're also allowed to be mad.But then she decides to go on her daily walk. While she's CLEARLY stated she's tired. And when my dad asks "are you serious?" She gets MAD at him??? He's just ... » Continue Reading
Anytime when I think about all the things I have to do for school I get this sick feeling and just get paralyzed or just feel like I'm gonna have a panic attack and I hate that. And me being in my last year isn't helping cause everything feels so much more important and that I can't fuck it up. I have finals to write but because I have smth like a phobia of learning, just that whenever I have to revise for smth I get shaky and overwhelmed and in the end I don't do anything and if I do it's suc... » Continue Reading
I lost any ideas regarding a possible blog so I resort to a basic idea cuz yesIt's fair that I give some insight about me instead of being nonchalant mysterious aura farmer #8273737so here's some BS about me cuz fuck it, the profile cannot offer that much informationI'm blvkmoon or black moon (no lore behind the name, it's just cool and a better username than blackgoldninja, cuz I love black and gold)I'm around 19, 20 in october from the legendary mystical country known as Romania, aka the land ... » Continue Reading
So my school is dumb sometimes, ESPECIALLY when making schedules 4 us lol. I have 5 electives when 4 is the max u can have, I have no math or history classes, and I have 2 SCIENCE CLASSES??? But I need to do chemistry at some point anyways so theres no point in dropping it. Plus I need the other one for a scholarship program im in and its my last year so whatever Other than that my schedule is pretty great ☺ » Continue Reading
chat, what do we think about cows? are they evil? are they trying to take over all of humanity? are they trying to break into the castle? are they trying to overthrow the king and take his wife and kids? are cows even real? [POLL_DISPLAY:197] » Continue Reading
Why is everyone suddenly obsessed with the white monster ?Like not to fav shame cuz I like it too but everyone knows it's one of the worst monster flavors, not cuz its bad, but because there are so many better flavors.Idk if its just me but I feel like some people are posing.... which is weird cuz why don't you pose an actual pose-worthy flavor??? and why are you posing liking energy drinks in the first place!!! its a drink!!! » Continue Reading
I know its just because I'm menstruating, but i feel so so bad. i have a constant headache and its made worse by my job (because i have to be on the computer or on a phone all day basically)and my boss is so shitty at communicating that its stressing me out so bad. i also freaking miss my wife who is at her job for four more hours. i'm tired, hungry, literally crying over absolutely nothing i feel awful right now.this sucks » Continue Reading
tw mentions of shi started sh at like 8 or 9 for no reason in particular. i think i was just really desperate to feel something and i wanted to rip my skin off so i just scratched and scratched until i bled. or just hit. during my first attempt i tried to use a knife after trying to stab myself i gave up cuz all the knifes were dull asf so around then i figured i could use it for cvtting. then i evolved to scissors, sharpeners and actual blades. i thought it was only matter of time until my fa... » Continue Reading
I just recently started taking medication and I don’t know if its just my family but HOLY STIGMATIZATION!!! Everytime we’re at a family gathering someone has to mention it in a negative light and its INFURIATING!!! I understand concern as medication can be scary at first, I was really scared when I started taking it, but oml it gets to a point.If they react this way towards my bipolar meds I worry how they'll react when I start adhd medication :((( Any advice??? » Continue Reading
°❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:･im writing this at mini band camp rn hi guyzzz i hope this day goes well, thankfully i have some friends in collr guard so it isn’t that bad 🥹🩷10:00 - ok hi im in da music room! kinda bored ive been on my phone like the entire time12:39 - haiii everypony im at lunch now yayy! i dont have anything 2 eat so im just sitting here lolz.. i kinda just watched everybody else practice 2day and went on my phone. i get out at 3 and then i have a doctors appointment after, hopefully i can get some... » Continue Reading
For those who do play the Calamity mod for Terraria, or are just fans of the mod, I have unfortunate news. The lead dev who replaced Fabsol, Ozzatron, turned out to be a pedophile. (HOW HARD IS IT TO NOT LIKE CHILDREN THAT WAY, ISTFG). With that, the dev team has decided to cease development of the Calamity mod. There are also talks of DM Dokuro removing their music from the mod, as well as other assets being removed from other devs.I'm ranting about this because Terraria is one of my all-time f... » Continue Reading
It's really funny that like a or two months ago I found that being in a relationship with the same gender was heavily debated in the religion I was raised with. I genuinely thought it wasn't because of my parents talking about how it's against the religion and overall how others reacted to it. So technically when I found I was queer at the age of 13 [basically I knew nothing and was mostly at home] I was afraid that I was going to hell for being queer. Which was the reason I stopped believing in... » Continue Reading
UGH its SO annoying, my family is very poor and my mom would rather go to McDonalds to buy food for just me and I and ignore my brother and sister. my sister hardly gets to eat while at school and my brother is home on his off day from work. i told her it would be financially smarter to spend her money on groceries like bread for PB&Js, they last longer than a single meal from McDonalds! But she wants to cry and say "I don't wanna eat the same thing every day!!" like tough luck we're poor that's... » Continue Reading
hell really is a teenage girl being a teenage girl means you can get your period burn your self with your straightener break your phone spill a drink and feel like your life is ruined in one week then get told your to dramatic please they can suck on it » Continue Reading
i hate when i post something about music and i get a reply thats like "THIS ARTIST MENTIONED!!!!!!!!!!!" unless im specifically asking if anyone is a fan of the artist instead of like. acknowledging what i was saying about the artist. like if you like the artist just respond with your thoughts on what im talking about. especially when it's a super popular artist 😭 » Continue Reading
So I'm gonna be back at school soon (it's currently the summer holidays rn) and I'm not looking forward to school. I've recently entered the senior phase of highschool (year 4 to 6 is senior phase at this school) and uggghhhhh I don't mind school but the past year or so I just haven't felt like I've worked hard :( I just haven't cared about school for awhile now and omg I need to LOCK IN THIS YEAR BECAUSE I HAVE PRELIMS AND ESSAYS AND EVEN EXAMS so much to do and I just feel like I can't do it a... » Continue Reading
Hi guysss!! So yesterday was the second and last day of torucon 2026, the first day i went as catboy Lawliet and the second day i went as catboy JTK, i met so many cool ppl and even another Jeff which was awesomezauce. I bought a Jotaro pin and got a bunch of cute alien stickers for free. Me and my friends went to get burger king, we played a Mario Kart 8 tournament where my friend got 4th place!! The creepy guy from last time was there but i dont think he recognized me coz of my new cosplay (th... » Continue Reading
my social worker's coming to my house so i can't come out today :< i'll go tomorrow if i'm not drained lol i really don't want to speak to this guy (hes nice tho) » Continue Reading
School is starting next Wednesday and to make it worse I’m heading to high school and I dont have any classes with my friends and I’m also probably gonna stop being active on here MORE than I usually am this is gonna suck » Continue Reading
both a technical question and a people question but more of the second oneidk there's a message thingy or if you just reply to people's stuff to talk to them orrrr whatever so yeah. someone unfriended and its probably cuz idk how to talk to people here and i dont really fo much here. i kinda like talking about myself but i also hate it a lot? but thats what you do in blogs and i always end up doing that?? so yeah i really don't have much to talk about. and i wouldn't wanna write about my close f... » Continue Reading
I had a meeting about the art exhibition I'm doing and I've gotten sooo much more clarity now, feeling more inspired about it. I think I was mainly struggling because I've never done anything like it before, I just draw you know? I am so excited though and I'm hoping people like my art.I also had a counselling session to just get alot off my chest and I think I really needed that today. I have a lot of shit happening between my boyfriend and I (it's not really him, it's his family) so I just ra... » Continue Reading
wow hi what a fun first blog post I'm so sorry :(im sort of just gonna be thought dumping and I think this is more for myself than anything else so if you don't wanna read it no worries, and I'm sorry if this makes not a lot of sense since as I said I'm just thought dumping. yeah. idk.so I know I've told my friends this before, mostly just one of my irls (if ur reading this, hi, ily bro /p), but it really sometimes feels like I get in the way of doing.. literally anything."wanna go out on a walk... » Continue Reading
Health issues, car checkups, haircut appointments, therapy appointments...fuuuuuuckI messaged my doctor about the chronic GI stuff and he wants me to make an appointment to rule out IBD. Great. And if my inflammatory markers are up? If the stool sample results come back with red flags? Will I have to cancel my trip to Wisconsin to visit family over this? Will they want an a colonoscopy asap? I haven't seen my family in two years. Health OCD wants me to think that they'll find colon cancer instea... » Continue Reading
Okay hear me out, why doesnt someone just run me over?After my first relationship, 3 years ago, I hadn't given myself n e time to just chill. No time to reflect, heal, fix myself, or even learn more about what I love. I'd always find people to date or just have sex with. And just now, like a month ago, ive finally accepted im okay to be alone. Currently I DONT want to be with n e one romantically nor casually. Though I'm just a mess in my own head right now. Before said relationship 3 years ago,... » Continue Reading
My profile shows a bit of who I am, Im a major girl blogger and I an energetic outgoing person! I live my life in a whole other era, and I'd love to meet people who share my same interests! (ask me questions in the comments if you wanna know more XD) » Continue Reading
Hey, I'm Yeid. I'll write all sorts of things here. I don't care who reads it or if anyone sees it; it's not my concern. I'll just express myself here, uploading writings, song lyrics, things I think, feel, long for, duh, that and more. Nothing interesting, just my life. » Continue Reading
ok like why do people use like. the most eyestraining backgrounds they could ever choose and then make the text color not contrast with the background??????????????? like at all??????????????????????????????????? or sometimes they make the text color the same shade as the one in the background and now it's just actually unreadable. I don't really mind bright colors and chaotic profile designs, but it's just that I can't. read anything you wrote without squinting my eyes or burying my phone to my... » Continue Reading
I just found out that a person can be trans and genderfluid at the same time....I think you can guess where this is going...hehehe.. » Continue Reading
OKay, so for the purpose of this rant, we're gonna call my guy best friend, babygirl. So me and babygirl have known each other since kindergarten and we used to hate each other, but then we got rlly close about a year ago through dnd. We have a running joke that he's my platonic trophy wife, even if he's 6'3 at 14, therefore the babygirl thing. We're super close, we make dirty jokes together, hang out one on one, I steal his hoodies sometimes, but we both agree that we aren't attracted to each o... » Continue Reading
so for explanation, i ended up failing and got help and have been resting for a bit. i feel awful but i'm slowly healing. i didn't really think anyone would care, and it's gonna sound like i'm tryna grab sympathy but i'm so fr i didnt think anyone would care abt me.it surprised me when i logged in and saw like tons of comments and even DMs of people genuinely begging me not to do it, and i feel even worse, so this is an apology for everyone i'd worried. people say strangers on the internet are e... » Continue Reading
follow up on my last blog post, im considering breaking up with her, p much she came to my birthday party. i tried MULTIPLE times to talk with her and make conversation and she just would respond with an ok and brush me off or just completely ignore and so eventually i stopped trying. today she texts me and asks if i lost interest in her because i didnt talk to her. i tried so many times and i got ignored. i literally just apologized cause i didnt even wanna argue. its getting very annoying and... » Continue Reading
Back when I used to have a Spacehey account I made the greatest piece of writting since the oddysey: something along the lines of porn being the modern poison, and for good reason.I discovered it for the first time when I was around 13 from a friend.It was an addiction that consumed my entire soul, all just for the need to watch videos of people with unrealistic/unlikely bodies having sex.But, I MADE IT!I've been clean for 2 months of the need to watch those and it's amazing!To be fair tho, I di... » Continue Reading
Nah cuz I can be listening to my music and then like give a headphone to my friend and they always say it's way to loud and I thought it was quiet... Also I can't hear shit around me so.. » Continue Reading
I start school tomorrow...AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH » Continue Reading
i just finished leviticus and oh my gosh.the movie itself is haunting, but the beautiful parts are so amazingly portrayed that i cant put it into words. i loved the movie so much because everyone involved managed to tell the story so beautifully, and they managed to make me really feel the story through the screenqueer and trans people still have to experience conversion therapy and other forms of torture and hate just because the world decided to view people embracing who they are and/or loving... » Continue Reading
I saw a girl posting about being a mother earlier and her thoughts on one day being one and it made me realize that I might wan to be a mom one day... but I want to be a single mom, I dont know why. I know my future daughter would need another figure in her life (if im not mistaken, correct me if im wrong) I want to pursue hockey for my future and I'd love to have a daughter who can look up to me and come to all my games :') That would be the CUTESTTT THING EVURRR !!!!! Am i crazy? » Continue Reading
°❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:･i am literally so excited to be a mom someday omg so basically there was a toddler at the function/party 2day and she was SOOOOOO sweet like she kept hugging me and said she wanted me to stay forever ☹️☹️ like omg she was so kyute like that was my daughter i cant wait to have kidsalso i have band camp starting tm so.... a little nervous! OH and i also got a new owala (sandy shores) and some hollister shirts!!! yay!!!!! » Continue Reading
Some times I feel so stupid cuase when ever I even try just write a comment on like a blog or whatever I sound so unnatural like sometimes it feels like im not even a native speaker of my own language. Its probably cause of my autism or something but idk » Continue Reading
Me and my bff's are pulling an all nighter! Me Arya and Yeliz are gonna be EXHAUSTED in the mornz. Our friends sis came in and told us off! Bogus! Anywayz... I'm gonna watch jackass on the phone to my gals, or am I gonna watch wildboyz?.... Eh who knows? I have too go swimming with my other friends in the morn anyways so yh..... Gn to those who sleep!<3 » Continue Reading
it may or may not be obvious from my interests but one of my favorite things i've picked up on recently is a fascination with emo/scene culture and tbh i really do wish i could join you guys, you seem like a fun bunch!! the artstyle is SUPER pleasing to me (ruby gloom/making fiends were my CHILDHOOD) and i'm trying to learn how to draw that way...and the clothes are nice! got myself a pair of arm warmer thingies recently and i got some kewl tops...HOWEVER...i would NOT do well at a rave, given t... » Continue Reading
I feel like summer packets shouldn't be a thing like HELLO? Summer is supposed to be fun and relaxing but now I'm forced to solve these math problems I've never even heard of before. Not to mention there's SO MANY. One million problems I'm expected to solve barely knowing anything about each one. Don't even get me started on the millions of paragraphs English teachers want us to write. I regret procrastinating the packet so badly. Now I have to quickly finish it before I go back to school unless... » Continue Reading
Hey guys! Today was AWESOME!!! When I woke up i decided to try baking bread and it worked out AWESOME so ya hoo! I also spent a good bit working on orders from my friends since I sell kandi to them :3 I got an idea that i should try opening up a bakery when im older hopefully I can achieve that dream! honestly I think my dream life would be living in a different country with a 2 story house and its located near a forest and also living with a partner and some pets and then having my little baker... » Continue Reading
if i just randomly message someone who i added it makes me feel like a weirdo even when they add me back its so stupid how do i talk to people » Continue Reading
TW: Animal abuse? Child Abuse. Neglect?So, my mother just beat the shit out of the dog for pooping on the carpet and I think it went too far, I get the spray bottle but she doesn't have to smack him. I don't know why but watching that gave me such bad flashbacks to when I used to get beat and I think I've had a panic attack for the first time in 4 years. Ever since I stopped giving her a reason to hit me, she's been way more snappy and it kind of freaks me out. I do believe she has Bipolar or BP... » Continue Reading
i used to think i had no soul. i still might not. today i considered that maybe what i lack isn't a soul, but an identity. this is great, because i can invent an identity. i already have a plan. i'm rapidly approaching a state in which i can describe myself. luckily, i already had a lot of old tech and the clothes i need. i'm going to be myself again. » Continue Reading
I work at my college and this year for our yearly training they thought it would be super fun idea to have us "camp" in the freshman dorms nicknamed "the poverty palace" with randomly assigned coworker roommates for the week. actually kill me. every day of training is 11 hours long but its usually worth it bc we'd all go out with our friends after... but no!! we can't even bring our cars. all my coworkers fuck each other anyways and it causes drama,, our bosses accidentally made the worlds worst... » Continue Reading
welcome to this stupid word vomit about my own identity and i'm a little bit annoyed that i can't put a blog into multiple categories . ANYWAYS atm i'm identifying as a genderfluid lesbian that is t4t . there shouldn't be a problem with that and as far as i'm aware there really isn't a problem for it . however , sometimes i feel like being pretty much exclusively t4t is setting me back or something ,, idk i feel like maybe my standards are too high ?maybe im just doubting myself bc the only actu... » Continue Reading
okay so im hyperromantic (im not explaining you have to look it up yourself) and i am starting to be unable to take it anymore. almost everytime someone is nice to me i swear i to fall for them (romantically) and i know im just desprite and i just really wish i could do romantic things with someone. i just can barley think abt anything else other then romance and i did sh a few days ago (i dont sh like "normal' people do it). i forgot if i did it ysterday or a week ago but seriously can someone ... » Continue Reading
(saturday, March 14, 2023)I am fed up with Emma thinking its ok to say "EW GET AWAY FROM ME!" when i did not even do anything to make her remotly mad! she also blocks me out like I am a spider on-top of her breakfast. » Continue Reading
(monday march 30, 2023)So i feel so guilty right now. My mom brought up harming self (sh) and I wasnt doing it but she thought because I texted her something untrue and right now it brought me back to when i first got youtube and there was a trend where you would unscrew the sharp thing from a pencil sharpener and press it to see how long it would last. And i did it and ofc it cut me and i was scared bcs i was like "HOW WAS THIS A TREND!?" and i just realized thats SH designed as a "trend". I am... » Continue Reading
My parents can't shut up about the internet this the internet that they tell me about some gory website and expect me to sit with it. I'm 13 really do not want to know this stuff, I get it that I'm growing up and I'm supposed to know about stuff but they tell me about terrorism on Roblox (when they know I don't use it anymore) and actually as if I'm still seven and still play it. I really really want to stop hearing about some form of tragedy whether in my private life or on the news from them » Continue Reading
man, my sister is finally moving out, i'm so tired of having siblings, i cant waitttttt. im so tired of ts, at least now theres gonna be way less arguments in the house so im happy. i dont wanna seem mean im js tired of them. she always comments on my figures and posters, it's annoying as hell sigh she used to constantly be arguing with my mom for years idk why?? but its was annoying as hell but they stopped and now she argues with my brother cuz theyre fucking polar oppisites. shes also very r... » Continue Reading
(thursday march 19, 2023)So, I just finished my sleepover with emma, and I honestly feel so sick. My stomach hurts like crazy because I stayed up all night eating candy and watching my ipad. Hopefully I dont die. » Continue Reading
I made a mistake this morning.When carelessly pulling clothes from my drawers, I failed to notice what I had pulled out, and now as I stare at my reflection, my 14 y/o self stares back.I’m not fond of my past. I wish it would stay that — past. But the more I linger here and eye myself, the more resemblance I see.It scares me, how little I’ve grown these past years. While I’m definitely taller, definitely more physically mature, and definitely need a haircut, I’m still the same scared boy I was 3... » Continue Reading
I'm gonna talk about the a girl who was my "close friend" named TinaShe gossips about me and manipulate everyone around while still keeping up the "nice girl" act whenever I'm around and always drive the conversation to her being the victim in everything. She also talked shit about many people, and I mean every person she knows. But yeah no one every questioned her because she's friends with literally everyone. She takes side btw and usually side with the popular kids, but she'll act like she's ... » Continue Reading
Okay so first of all pls interact if:You're between the ages of 12-16If you love Marina (and the Diamonds)If you basically have the same interests as me (which you can find on my page)Okay so do not interact w this acc if:You're above the age of 17If you don't have at least 1 interest that I have/If you hate my interestsRacists (cus I'm black so...)If you have popular girl/boy humor (I don't really mind the popular girl humor but if you make jokes about bad and serious shit/aka popular boy humor... » Continue Reading
How do you make friends like not in a "oh I'm a mysterious lonely loner" way but like genuinely I feel like every time I try to talk to someone they try to end the conversation as soon as possible or I just don't know how to talk to the person and it's pretty annoying bc I wanna make new kool friends and I wanna be kool like them too but no one wants to actually talk to me » Continue Reading
In 2 days ig I'll be in dorms for college, honestly I am a bit nervous bc basically I'll be doing shit myself plus with a roommate so hooray ig , anyways I only decided to go to college bc I didn't wanna work lol... but ill be working sometime, now originally once I was done with high-school, I was work at sum random job, save up for van n hit the road, basically live on the road traveling here n there, which ik sounds idiotic n not really realistic or whatever but honestly im at a breaking poi... » Continue Reading
Hi, currently writing this at 5:30 am. All because my sister decided to be LOUD as FUCK outside my door at 10 pm. I am so sensitive when it comes to sleep that one interruption will fuck up my entire schedule. I'm PISSED. Whatever. I'll just stay up until the store opens then I can go get snacks. » Continue Reading
°❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:･love this movie so far :3 i never got the chance to watch it and since its leaving netflix this august i thought id see it before its too late!!colin gray is really sexy anhhhh » Continue Reading
like, if you’re a cis person and your loved one is trans and you’re not immediately hostile about it, i’d assume that would mean you’ve taken at least some amount of time to do research, learn a little, support your family/friend/whatever. as human beings i understand that it’s hard to have empathy for everyone. you physically cannot feel emotional about every single famine, war, or case of discrimination individually or your brain will overload and you’ll lose your mind. we all have selective e... » Continue Reading
i was watching twitter fights and i stumbled across that scary video of him stabbing himself but idk why anyone would feel bad, he was MEAN asf from what i seen and heard...now he sparling like Britney and he mad fun of her in her manic episode, karma a bitch isn't it?? that was very scary tho...something obviously wrong with him!! » Continue Reading
i always feel like such an old head when im having troubles navigating a website like i am rn lol i just created my account[ *_* ] i guess im here because i used to write in journals, but i wanted to try something new. i lost my favorite journal a long time ago and i still look for it.. i wanna write in it so bad and update it on all of the crazy changes in my life, im a completely different person from the last time i wrote in it. i still write from time to time when my emotions are static, mos... » Continue Reading
HELLO AGAIN PEOPLE! >:DI remembered when I saw my cousin watching brainrot at my aunt's phone one time when me & my family were at the mall. Told her to not let him watch it because it can affect someone's brain but then has THE audacity to compare my cousin's brainrot to mine. It got worse when she said that I was being "Defensive" for it so I just keep my mouth shut.Mind you, the only brainrot I used to watch was those happy meal toy reviews, Cookieswirlc, Smile HD, nightcore, thomas the train... » Continue Reading
°❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:･AHHHHH!! GOOOOOODDDD MORNING EVERYBODY the sun is shining the birdz are chirping the.....the trees are treeing the sky is skying! it is currently 4:57 AM as i am writing this and i am lowk superrrrr tired. like really fucking tired. my stupid self decided to pull an all-nighter and now im dealing with the consequences.... whatevs. ANYWAY im gonna talk about how much i luvvvvv this sitelike everyone here is so nice and cute omg i love getting mesgs from my new friends and we talk togethe... » Continue Reading
What is love supposed to feel like? Is it sudden rush of adrenaline? A warmth that floods your chest? Or is it just a low steady hum that is always present in the background?I always feel this hollow void as if there should be someone to fill that space. Relationships temporarily satisfy the craving but it doesn't really solve the problem. Talking stages, crushes- I don't want any of those. I just want to meet someone who truly gets me like they could see my soul. I want to sit in complete silen... » Continue Reading
I actually hate watching any romance based media wether it's a movie or an anime or whatever because i feel like I'll never be able to be loveed like they are in these movies. When I think back about how my exes treated me I feel so ngry because I don't think I deserved to be treated that way, I feel like I deserved to be loved the right way (if there's one). I just feel like whatever hairstyle I do, whatever clothes I wear, whatever I do it'll never be enough for someone to love me and it's exh... » Continue Reading
dude i am SO scared for when school comes around.. i come from a school thats super tiny and like the chances of being in the same class as ur friends through highschool is like .. GUARANTEED but i had to move last year and im super scared i have to go to a highschool with like.. bullies EVERYWHERE and like im gonna know nobody cause its such a bigger place.. ugh it makes me feel SICK » Continue Reading
one of my dogs is going into season (heat ? same thing ? idk ;; ) so she's crazy territorial atm and growls at my other dog every time he walks past her ... this morning she's now non-stop growling and barking at nothing as a threat ,,,, ik it's something that cannot be helped but she's super loud and it's kinda frustrating .. :< i feel rlly bad for her !! i think she might stop within the next week tho » Continue Reading
hihi everybunny!! its zyzy!!I decided to post a teeny tiny rant of mine..⏔⏔⏔⏔⏔⏔⏔⏔⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ ᧔ෆ᧓ ꒱ ⏔⏔⏔⏔⏔⏔⏔⏔⏔⏔⏔oh how I yearn for the void of sound, my pleas for tranquil only met with their endless chattering only become even more vehement. their disregard for my request only invalidates me further, as they so cheerfully enjoy themselves. their presence are as welcome as a skunk showing up unannounced at a birthday party. id sooner curse the heavens then call them my kin. oh, how I detest them so..⏔⏔⏔... » Continue Reading
The; [You]I love who I met. And I can bet you were such a sweetheart.. I bet I would have fallen in love with him too. But I don't know if you see the fact that I love you. Takes time to heal, takes time to love, and I want to be there with you even when I don't understand. I bet I would have loved the old you too, but I love the you that you are now too, with all you have been thru. I understand, and I can see how strong you may be, you have so much to you, and I really love who and how you are... » Continue Reading
Í HAVE A RESLLYLT FUNNY JOKE. bjt ím.. Trying to gatekeep it ok🥺👀.. why did the chicken wing cross the road ??????????????? cause CHICKEN JOCKEY😂😂🤣🤣🤣 Omf Ím so fucking. funnt » Continue Reading
Brooo, I'm so sad that my duo is gonna be leaving. </3First, my bestie (we'll call him j) broke his pc, and I tried fixing it, but he's gonna have to save up for a new one :(. THENNN my friend told me that he wasn't moving, but something changed, and now we only have like a week and a half to play games.. maybe less. WHYYY MEEEEEEEEEEE BOTH MY DUOS ARE GONEEEEEE RAHHHH » Continue Reading
does anyone else feel like some days they're okay and others they're actually going insane, and everyone is secretly against them..just me ok 😓 » Continue Reading
what is w cats and sitting on my laptop. ill be typing or even just have it open and she'll come and sit on my hands or walk across it. she's doing it rn dude get off.😡😡 » Continue Reading
I've been searching far and wide to find a new thing to find interest in.. it's been a difficult search, for some reason nothing interests me nowadays. Though then... I found the holy grail.. well.. I looked outside and saw water and remembered.. " WATER " XD XD XDI'm going to get into aquatics and marine biology! It'll give me something good to go to college for since I need to go to college for SOMETHING! though I really want to go to college for fashion :P I dont know, ive taken a few gap ... » Continue Reading
I had this ex and we would argue constantly, but I wasn't the one that would start it he was. I was talking to one of my friends (we met through him) and she had said something about hanging out one day and I said sure, but 10 minutes later he calls me and starts yelling at me for not telling him about my plans and I said "I was planning on telling you, but you were ignoring me" I said this in the calmest way possible yet he still yelled at me. I had hung up because I cry whenever someone yells ... » Continue Reading
Seguimos escribiendo sobre el desamor,aunque quizás esto no sea exactamente desamor.Quizás solo sea todo aquello que queremos deciry no encontramos la manera de hacerlo.Así que, si llegaste hasta aquí, quédate un momento.Y si no te interesa, puedes seguir buscando.Hay muchas otras historias esperándote.Pero si alguna vez has querido muchísimo a alguieny aun así te has preguntado si realmente quieres quedarte,tal vez entiendas esto.Te amo.Y mucho.Ese es precisamente el problema.Porque no sé si am... » Continue Reading
im so sorry to anyone who stumbles onto my profile and sends a friend request, i probably wont be able to answer and like also like i wont be able to message yall cuz im too scared and all and now that im busy with school its even worse and dont evne get me started on school, ill mention that in another blog post later this week <333 C: » Continue Reading
What truly ruins a show? Could it be the decline in writing quality? Clear favoritism? Maybe removing every trait from a character. It seems one show has these problems.In 2012 of April, a object show named Inanimate insanity started. It’s now known as one of THE object shows for going into deep topics. But does it still deserve the name of being a top 3 object show? In 2020. The year season 3 started. And if you watched the previous season, you’d know the two characters of Nickel and balloon ha... » Continue Reading
Collection of my rants about romance. (if you've seen these before on Tumblr, they are not stolen!!!)I feel so useless yearning for love, Love feels so far away from me. I've seen my online friends who are younger than me get a partner they love and I can't help but wonder when and if that'll ever happen to me. I've never had someone confess their love to me. (or even ask me to be friends www) All I've ever had its the mocking "Hey my friend likes you" or "My friend wondered if they could get yo... » Continue Reading
Oh I just fucking LOVE being everyone's second choice 💜One of the two friends responded and we started playing a game together, we had been playing for about 30 minutes (mind you, I waited two hours for this person to come back) and then they got a text from one of their friends saying they wanted to call. That's just fucking beautiful. I wait hours for you to answer, you being online the entire time, only for you to leave me after 30 minutes to call with another friend.I love being the second c... » Continue Reading
Im migrating from spacehey, ive heard some bad things about this site, but are they true WITH ACTUAL SOURCES OF EVIDENCE? If you have any sources, please drop them below. Also if you have any evidence of spacehey not being a so-good site either, I'd appreciate sources for each sites please and thank you! » Continue Reading
Chiodos has a show in my state i just don't have 85 dollars for a ticket or anyone to go with. This is hell :((((((((((I want my chiodos concert. I want my chiodos concert more than actually getting my drums. » Continue Reading
... Life is still hard, BUT i have a new friend group and I love them so much!!!!!!!! They seriously get my mind off of things and I feel like i can breath again :D I love 2 be around them 24/7. they're online but im meeting up with them in less than 4 weeks in NYC! Its gonna be soooo much funziez!!!! Im so stoked to be with them, they'll be out of my computer and standing right infront of me, theyre the best ever. I will say... I have a big FAT crush on one of them but he has a girlfrie... » Continue Reading
I find it crazy how you can send me tik toks while still ignoring me. I sent you that message 2 hours ago and for 2 hours you have been sending me tik toks and been on discord. I swear everyone is just secretly out to make my life a living hell. I might just start ignoring everyone except my girlfriend to see how they fucking feel."Why don't you text us first?" "Well I'm always here to talk." "I'll always answer, I'm never really doing anything anyway." "Dude just call or text, I'm free all day.... » Continue Reading
school really is coming back up. i wasted my summer working and attempting to work up the courage to ask my friends to hang out. sure there was some stuff like that gig i landed in june, but with my friends going back to school after ive graduated and no one wanting to play roblox with me i feel like a chud TWTTTT » Continue Reading
hahh i migrated to friendrewind from spacehey...im more attatched to spacehey but mostly use moblie cause my computers busted... though their blog option is bugged and i cant use it on mobile. then i forgot my login... well » Continue Reading
Maybe I'm just not worth talking to. I can try all I want to be the person that reaches out first like everyone wants me to but they're never going to answer. Maybe I'm only around so they can have a friend when everyone else is busy.Maybe I should just shut up like I used to. When I wouldn't talk and everyone treated me like some innocent baby, at least then I would be talked to. Maybe I'm trying too hard. I never was the first one to reach out but I was always the one to answer the fastest.I s... » Continue Reading
deepest apologies if some of this sounds like I'm trying to erase women's rights I'm not the best at phrasing sometimes please bare with me on thisI just hate it when I'm venting about dysphoria and I'm hit with the "But you're so beautiful how could you hate your body?" or "But I would kill to be built like you" or some shit like that. its hard to take that as a real compliment when I'm venting about hating the "perfect feminine body" I have. Thankfully, I have been passing as male more frequen... » Continue Reading
😄someone please snuff me out i can't do this anymore, i js wanna sleep for the rest of my life and never wake up again. i genuinely hate everyone and everything around me like it's not even funny how easy it is to piss me off anymore, i just want everyone to die and disappear so i can live by myself. I hate people so much they all fucking suck and i want them dead. » Continue Reading
I am so nervous for school to start because I picked out my classes as if I were the recreation of Einstein (over dramatic I think but you get my point🥲) and I would need to figure how to get to my classes and stuff aidbosnskdhwisj oh well at least I'll finally be out instead of being in my room 24/7 😅 » Continue Reading
People used to tell me to get a job, Ive tried getting a job, I STILL dont have a job, I WANT a job, I WANT money, so why tf is it so hard to get a job???? People will act like its so easy, some of my friends are hired, HOW? Ive applied to atleast like 7 places this summer, 1 response, and they rejected my aplication, I hate this. » Continue Reading
venting dont even do nun its just words coming outta me. fuck is this shit., look. somethin that pisses me off, when people tell you to make vent art, and you cant draw, hell d you want me to do man, draw a sad stick figure? is this sufficient!? dont piss me off im not in the MOOD to draw, im in the mood to break shit, but that cost money we aint got no damn money. how do i not have enoguh money to break shit how does that make sense.? is it illegal to break your own bones, probably not but if t... » Continue Reading
I was in a camp last summer, and usually we have a tradition: last night of camp is "royal night"(idk why that name), but during that night we can sneak out and smear each other with toothpasteso, during the night, two boys broke into our room(I lived with my friends) and literally jumped on me, put toothpaste in my fucking eyes(I have a bad eyesight already) and started dragging me out of roomit was dark, I didn't see shit, and only felt two strong assholes dragging me somewhere, I thought I wa... » Continue Reading
Blogging is life! I love oversharing on the internet, I love sharing on the internet in general! It's so nice, it's like a breath of fresh air! Getting thing of my chest, ranting, speech ou nonsense!!!!!!!!! » Continue Reading
OMG I REALLY DON'T WANNA GO BACK TO SCHOOL!! If I have to spend a single second with the genuine MORONS in my class, they're like the WORST PEOPLE EVER!!! "You're my best friend right?" And "oi my mate likes you!" is ALL I'm gonna hear ever goddamn second and I am DREADING IT!! » Continue Reading
I love art and i love drawing, but recently i just haven't rlly had the motivation to draw full pieces </3 im genuinely so uninspired rn and im kinda sad ab it... i'll try to make a full piece today but im not gonna push myself if i dont wanna finish it » Continue Reading
My mom FINALLY got the moldy watermelon out of the fridge after a month!She also got out the 5 month old mashed potatoes and stuff but I kinda had to force her to do that as if I'm her mom or something.At least there's no more moldy food in the fridge and I can breathe when I open the fridge ^^ » Continue Reading
My friends this will be a short blog to get heavy stuff off my chest but I do hope you guys don’t experience this. It’s horrible. For context I for a few months now started feeling horribly lonely. The whole feeling of “nobody will ever love me”.This came about when my ex-boyfriend and I broke up. I am on the acespec and also deeply religious so I made it clear to him that I didn’t want any intimacy of THAT kind before getting married. He did everything in his power to attempt to change my mind ... » Continue Reading
Hey guys!! Today was AWESOME!!! First I went to the mall for a bit and I got a smoother from this new cafe type thing that opened in the mal! I got blueberry banana almond smoothie it was SO GOOD the only bad things is the place used AI for their menu :( my mother insisted on getting something from there sadly tho I didnt have much of a choice. Anyways we then went to the library I got the first three volumes on dandadan cause my best friend knows it (I think?) and I wanted to see if I also do :... » Continue Reading
°❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:･everyday i hope and pray an emo boy will come pick me up and save me from these horrible guys... hiii new little rant but why do teenage boys just act the way they do!? ok so me and my bff were playing roblox on vc a little while ago, & this boy i know (wouldnt rlly call him a friend, more likeee acquaintance..?) joined our call too. ill call him coy. so coy is like kinda rude to everybody and im not sure why we keep him around but i guess its because a few of my other friends like him.... » Continue Reading
i’m taking a musicianship class in school cause i thought it would be fun to learn how to make songs and music theory and everything behind the making of a song- but my bad right? because we haven’t learned SHIT. the teacher is also a band teacher- the conductor and he’s a professional at what he does which is cool but he hasn’t actually TAUGHT us anything besides the names of certain equipment. i don’t know how to make a song or what chord progressions are good to use when and where?? he’s just... » Continue Reading
i wasn't doxxed on here, by the way.let's just say i had these online friends for almost 10 months, and i created a whole persona just so i wouldn't get doxxed or exposed in any way. i presented myself as a 16-year-old boy with the same interests i actually have, just a different age and gender, purely to protect my personal info.after a few months, i realized they were starting to drain my mental health, so i decided to step away from the friend group for a bit, and they seemed to completely un... » Continue Reading
Now I know that almost the entire world prefers manga because there's a defining start and finish, characters with one style because its all done by one writer. however its till not that hard to get into these characters, for example batman has several books about him and his cast called: year one (ex: batman year one, batman and robin year one, and even a nightwing year one) now yes there are newer comics replacing the original origin comics of thoes back in the 80/90s and you wouldn't know whe... » Continue Reading
im starting college in like 3.5 weeks so its just gathering everything and afhaifna im both anxious and tired 😔😔😔 also i know nothing about my roomie 😓😓 » Continue Reading
Ugh I just wish I can be popular already so I don’t have to keep on soft launching oc lore to an audience of like 5 people who actually care. Becoming viral on the internet is low-key hard 💔 I just want my own fandom bc now it’s starting to feel pointless. Sorry for my little rant 😛 » Continue Reading
Feeling too lazy, with too many projects on my hand. I tell ya, the paint aint painting with ma lazy ass. Guess ill just play some more video games... :0 » Continue Reading
I am starting to realize that I am probably going to die alone. Beetle style. Not mad about it just finding it an unpleasant discovery. Things used to be so easy, talk about your weird birthmark for an hour and suddenly you have friends and people who remember your name. Then the next thing you know you try to do that all over again and it doesn’t work as well. So I guess it’s time for me to just focus on having fun while I still have the time, maybe not stress about being remembered or forgotte... » Continue Reading
I struggle with the image of my art so much. I honestly thought I'd grown out of this hatred for any piece I develop, yet I haven't. I have an upcoming solo art exhibition at a local library and I'm honestly scared to present myself so rawly to people. (15-20 pieces with a theme of Pop culture.)I say my art has 'no meaning' because well, it doesn't most times. I've come to realise though, it means a lot to me. The time it takes me to decide to draw it, what colours I'm going to use, you get the... » Continue Reading
Okay, soon I have my driving test which is scaryyy but my mum said she'd help me pay for a car and insurance and shit!! She had a secret savings account I didn't know about that she was saving for my birthday but now I'm getting a car!! I have paid for most but she said she wanted to help me out which i could've cried holy shittttt! I've almost finished reading mockingjay again and I could sob i can't read anymore deaths, I have like two chapters left and I want to read but also really don't wan... » Continue Reading
Ok so basically. Met this guy when I was 13 and we were tg for 8 months and it was amazing in the beginning but we were sooo toxic and jealous and fighting all the time. Then we had an on and off relationship for 3 more years but it was the same dynamic and even a little worse. Until recently I had found out that was trauma bonding but genuinely how do you get over that. I don’t even like him as a person that much anymore, the way he acts, almost everything he does irritates me or ticks me off w... » Continue Reading
im makign a research about natural preservatives and im so cooked i have liek 0 idea my group mates are doing so good and i have no idea what im doing my brain is so fried i cant make a good introduction oml IM SO FUCKED liek gen so fucked i cant do this rn i just wanna lay down and sleep and eat and watch movies and series ihave no idea what im typing rn i just want ot rant cause im so fucked AHHHAUEDQAOIWUHRFD its fine though I THINK ANYWAYS i hope i do good in this research because its like h... » Continue Reading
I feel so weird today I just could not stop my mind from falling into a void of thoughts I hung out with sum friends tonight we went hiking than came back to my house and made pancakes it was going great I didn't feel so alone a good hour or something like that went by and I started to feel really weird I just didn't wanna speak and kept looking at my phone acting like I was doing something I would say same words here and there in my mind I really didn't think I was making since maybe I was I do... » Continue Reading
I FRIGGIN HATE IT LISTEN, ALR???They sent me an email some months ago that they'll DELETE MY ACCOUNT if I don't login soon, so I logged in and handed that. EXCEPT NOT AT ALL HAHA, HAHA, THEY DELETED MY FRIGGIN ACCOUNT ANYWAY WHAT THE HEXSo I try to make a new account and the login makes it unclear if it'll spam me subsribtion emails (Which genuinely who the hell wants that? I guess unless u have a hyperfixation on Trello but like nobody who's "using it for the first time" would want that, put ts... » Continue Reading
spent all day figuring out how all this shit works but i couldnt find a cool font so tomorrow im gonna be learning how to create my own and animate it because all the ones premade are either corny af or just dont fit my vibe. but yea ima keep making blogs cause i can actually vent in a place where nobody knows me yayyyyy » Continue Reading
I really hate school, and I'm not exaggerating. Im so worried and excited about my new school becuz there are gonna b basic people (kagkoures and slattines). But a good thing is that Im gonna be with my 3 friends!!! » Continue Reading
There is this camera I really want to buy, and ik where it's sold, so I went to that store yesterday and they didn't have it :( So i was like, okay wtv i'm going to look around and see if there is anything similar, but there were barely 5 cameras in there and all of them were €1000 on average and i do NOT have that kind of money. I came to the conclusion to buy it online because uhm yeah. No issue with that , I bought many things online before, but there is also this book I want to get and can't... » Continue Reading
Bro I’m going back to school soon and my school is gen so strict with hair and dyed hair but I literally have bright orange and red hair so I’m expecting to get slimed out but the worst part is it’s literally not coming out my hair like it’s semi perm but it’s not moving.. like the red is permanent so I’m keeping that bcs I’ve had it for nearly 2 years now but the orange isnt leaving sigh but I mean not complaining because I luv my hair I just know ima get screamed at when I go back… » Continue Reading
so i went out to eat today, right?? tell me why my brother took a picture of the menu, put it through ai, and had it tell him what to eat... EXCUZE ME????? how are you going to let something that doezn't even know what you like or what people like tell you what to eat... mind you it recommended a burger that WAZN'T EVEN ON THE MENU. people in my dual enrollment (college credits/class) english comp class were complaining about how they aren't allowed to uze ai, since the teacher for 101 let peopl... » Continue Reading
when you first asked me out i was baffled."someone loves me?"then i realized, you dont actually need or love me, you need her.so i played along as one plays a game.when we finished our relationship i still dreamt of you.dreamt of your lips and laugh.when you told me its over i stood there for 5 minutes.those minutes felt like years.years wasted on you because i wanted attention.because i wanted LOVE.so now i sit alone as you kiss her with such passion.i sit on my bed, listening to music, crying.... » Continue Reading
my heart beats around you because im fooled.i think you love me but in reality im just a placeholder.a placeholder because soon you will have the woman you yearn for.i only accepted because i needed attention, i needed your lustful movements.but once you leave i will mourn what i thought we had.once you leave you will laugh at what we had, laugh at my stupidity.i will dream of our relationship/relationships.i will dream of better days.i will dream of love not lust.i will dream of when i get bett... » Continue Reading
you loved meyou loved? me.you only loved me because nobody else loved youi was your only choiceyou exploited me because you wanted attentionbut thats oki wanted attention tooAnd i always get what i want, even if its not in the way i meant. » Continue Reading
My insomnia is pissing me off.I have insomnia and with insomnia comes other annoying things, like restless leg syndrome. Any time I finally get comfortable my legs suddenly feel really wrong and they need to move. This also happens when I'm not comfortable, it just wants to torture me.I can't get into a comfortable position either, every position hurts my back or my chest or my head or is just really uncomfortable. I've had this bed for 14 years of my life and these past 6 years I've been having... » Continue Reading
We both stood there silently for a bit. The silence was deafening, so I spoke up, “If you’ll have me, I’d love to stay! For rest, right?” He looked a little surprised but then nodded, “Yea, just until you are better.” A long pause stretched across the room, “Well, I should restock on food, just stay here and rest.” he said it oddly quiet. When Jace left the room, I flopped face first onto the bed I woke up on. That was so embarrassing, he probably thinks I’m an idiot. He was different than I exp... » Continue Reading
So i think ive possibly drank enough to kill a small horse over the past week!....but it's okay because i did it WITH my sister NOT alone so maybe it equals itself out or something like that.. but has anyone else ever watched empire?? I swear ive barley ever met anyone who does but my mom and now my sister likes it too, honestly 10/10 show just very sad its free on tubi dont let no other app scam you please💔💔. but i hope everyones been good and i also hope your REALLY not drinking to the point w... » Continue Reading
Listen i like my school sometimes, but the admin and the rules here suck absolute ass. We have stupid lunch rules, stupid phone rules, i cant listen to music unless i bring my cd player and my riot album. school is stupid >:/ » Continue Reading
°❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:･hey guyzzz so ive been thinking a LOT recently about going back to school and honestly im so nervous... like i dont have all the clothes i want yet, all my stationery hasn't been bought, i dont know what to expect etc etc.. even worse i dont rlly have any friends so i guess im just gonna be the mysterious side character. but at the same time im so excited? like summer break made me realize how i basically do nothing but go on my phone all day. like i dont do anything AT ALL! when school... » Continue Reading
I feel like its impossible cause i have severe social anxiety and i dont like being around ppl. The thought of being around people, i dont know or just people in general makes me sick. Ive tried pushing myself through social situations like going to mini concerts and just events in general and it makes me feel so bad. Ive had to deal with this for years and its just gotten worse over the years. It made me, fail school, hard too fit in and make friends. Thank fuck for the friends i have now. I ke... » Continue Reading
É uma sensação mto gostosa perceber que você não pode chamar seu genitor de pai pq o máximo que ele de importa com algo relacionado a vc é te dar dinheiro pra vc calar a boca e acha que é um ótimo pai. E no fundo vc percebe que ele se arrepende amargamente de ter tido filho, pq ele trata vc e qualquer coisa ligada a vc com desprezo » Continue Reading
Oh my GODS BRO. I'm just chilling, trying to play a game with one of my friends. They ask if I'm alright, I say yes because I'm having a fun time. A few minutes later they ask again, I say yes again because like I said, I'm having fun. They ask again a few minutes later, now it's annoying me because why the fuck are you asking me 3 fucking times if I'm fine? I've said yes every fucking time and the ONLY thing changing my answer now is your fucking question. I still say yes, but then ask why they... » Continue Reading
why do i only start making food when im already starving, shaking and feeling like i could pass out, just wanting to lay on the floor 💔 like why does it always have to get this bad before i finally make something to eat… it feels so pathetic and dramatic every time » Continue Reading
Okay so this girl named HEARTZ on here or something was interested in me and stuff but then the day after she confessed to me she DISAPPEARED off the site and i was like wtf???SHE LEGIT DELETED HER ACCOUNT THIS MORNING LMAOOOO 😭💀 » Continue Reading
I’ve been struggling with my mental health since I was 9, and honestly, it’s been such a long and exhausting fight. Sometimes I feel like this was destined to happen, especially growing up with a mom who’s severely depressed and very narcissistic, and a dad who’s the same way. It’s just really sad knowing that there was nothing I could’ve done to prevent any of this. I was just a kid trying to get through it, and none of it was ever my fault. » Continue Reading
The feeling when you're talking ABOUT her TO her and she just doesnt even realize... like bro.. YOURE the person im helpless for😭😭 im jumping atp❤️❤️ » Continue Reading
im going through a total friend drought and im in dire need of people to talk to. idc who u are or where u are, i just want someone to talk to yk, por favor hit me up >⩊< » Continue Reading
4 sum reason im floppin on insta.. no idea y but its HIGHKEY drainin me.. is it supposed to b draining me? IDK.. but i might just not post 4 a while just to give myself sum relief.. » Continue Reading
not trying to be gloomy or anything but i totally wish i could just pick and choose who i want in my life or not. and i dont mean like my friends and such, cuz i WILL cut ppl off but i mean like ppl who im not friends with anymore cuz of their stupid behavior or ppl who are just honestly wastes of space. like I don’t want to hear their annoying voices, see their ugly pimple-ridden faces, and have to tolerate them just bcs im forced to be in the same class as them for an hour and a half. like idk... » Continue Reading
I have been missing hockey practice for the last few weeks because I have a bruised bone in my left foot and I'm in a boot. if you know me you know I hate how much practice I have missed, and I know getting hurt is a part of the game, but UGHHH how I miss hearing and feeling the ice under my blades. bruuhhhh now im just thinking about it. I need to practice my crossovers because of my god I SUCKKK at those. I had a dream about how to make them better so I'm going to apply that as soon as I'm cle... » Continue Reading
ok so basically i had a 2010s childhood but i was raised like it was the 2000s. im not gonna go into full detail because of my LAST rant about nostalgia but ive been desperately looking at articles of back to school nostalgia from the 00s and i seriously cant stop HELPP ;-; i bet i can bring everything back with three words: fitnessgram pacer test » Continue Reading
loll of course im joking but seriously i am SO scared for high school i have barely any classes with my friends NOR do i have lunch with them </33 and its not even that i cant make friends (im sure i will cuz im just so charismatic) but i lowk just dont want toooooo god this is so tedioussss i start on monday and ive cried like twice in a row >_< i will prevail tho trust trustbut if anyone has any tips or advice i would be happy to hear some!!! » Continue Reading
so recently, i lost a really close friend. someone i’ve known for years and who i considered a best friend. they’d been getting distant from me for a good while, and getting way closer with other people. i didn’t mind that they were making other friends, cause that just happens, but it really seemed like they were avoiding me or something on purpose. i asked them if i had done something wrong, and that even if they chose not to be friends with me anymore, i just wanted to know. they said that i ... » Continue Reading
Uhh it’s Kassey Guys I know I shouldn’t talk about this cause their are boys on this app but I wouldn’t care less but this is all for the girlies if your reading this so umm I’m probably gonna quit my job and never go outside again cause of the fact that my period had unexpected came on during work and not only that I’m wearing all white when this happened my stomach ain’t even hurt or anything and it just suddenly came on and the other co-workers are looking at me and I feel so damn embarrasse... » Continue Reading
I woke up in a dimly lit room. I sat up quickly, quicker than intended. Where was I? I looked around the messy room, but then, I heard footsteps. My eyes darted around for a weapon; I saw a guitar and rushed over to get it. As soon as I grabbed it the door opened, I spun around gripping the guitar handle, I froze. It was him, Jace, the boy I spent all my time trying to impress, standing across the room. What was this feeling? It wasn’t the same as before, I didn’t feel the urge to kiss him, hug ... » Continue Reading
hey party people what youtubers/videos do u watch while doing something i love extinctzoo and nexpo and just lost media videos in general » Continue Reading
I don't really have many but I'm also like hard to keep friends cuz idk how to hold a conversation. But like how do you talk to someone you dont know? idk if that sounded stupid or makes sense but yea. » Continue Reading
So, I'm 15 and lived my whole life with my mom. I do see my dad every few weeks and we get along pretty well. About a year ago I noticed that me and my mom fight more often than before. She started to set ridiculous rules and expectations on me. I couldn’t leave the house after 8pm, I need to take care of my sisters, make sure the house is clean. She also follows my EVERY SINGLE social media account to supervise me. This is the only account she doesnt know about. All these rules are still to thi... » Continue Reading
It's actually so annoying cuz we are all in the same friend group but only I get left out all the time. I just see the notification popping up whenever they are together, posting photos and not even dming me to ask how am I doing.. Well I will probably get new friends at new school, so idc anymore ✌ sad tho » Continue Reading
I was blurry this morning front wise, it took almost 3 hours to figure out who was fronting..I hate this fuckass disorder dude, it's ruining my life slowly but surely, I literally have alters / parts that carry some of our addictions like drinking and GOONING, to put both of those nicely.The fact that I'm literally one of them carrying the gooning addiction is crazy, I'm not really shaming them, other than myself. I understand they're here for a reason but it makes me feel sick whenever I relaps... » Continue Reading
Just finished summer camp today and I won't intend to it anymore since it's the last day really glad I'm done with it Lowkey was pretty lonely there but it's fine ig » Continue Reading
HI GUYS so feel free to comment on whatever just don't be mean!!Today was cool and all except for the wasp hanging outside my door. I would kill it but it would just attract more guh. Its raining today! I love the rain its so beautiful. Sometimes I find things like the ocean, rain, stars so beautiful and awesome like I feel so joyous every time it rains!! I read some yaoi on webtoon not the greatest is was lowkey cringy but the story plot was cool. One of the characters had that mafia boss type ... » Continue Reading
Ever since I was a kid I've always struggled with making and keeping friends, I haven't had an irl friend since high school or middle school lol.. idek how to talk to people anymore to become friends and I'm just constantly scared I'll lose them too.. » Continue Reading
i'm going to start this off by saying i don't really like either of my parents. is that harsh? absolutely and i wont really be getting into that anytime soon but what just happened is really pissing me off. so recently we had gotten a new car. it was stupid expensive and its got all the horns bells and whistles that a modern car usually has now adays. today was the last day the landscapers were working on our back patio and front lawn. it was standard stuff. just a retaining wall to support ... » Continue Reading
There's a lot of bad stuff going on right now, and it's pretty hard to avoid it all. Just this morning I heard Canada passed a law that would limit free speech (Canadians, pls lmk if this is true), which I find devastating. There's flock cameras everywhere; there's one in my local Home Depot parking lot, and that's just the one I've noticed. So, I've been finding it hard to stay positive when there's so much negativity going around. I think websites like this one have definitely helped, because ... » Continue Reading
i might get shot for this but Ghidorah is such a pretty name , i kinda want to make it my middle or last name .. or first. still stuck between Tinicha or RinaRamani is kinda climbing the charts for me but Tammy/Tammie is still so fucking good its pissing me OFF . i see one cool name then another and everythings tied again blecknow GHIDORAH is whatever again its literally been like 2 minutes since i wrote that first sentence. maybe i like the cadence of it moreso than the name idk » Continue Reading
currently in my room its super hot here even though i have the ac on for an hour already and its still hot here so yeah might as well just die of a heat stroke👎 » Continue Reading
I want to dissapear, maybe get rebuilt. im not appreciating what im seeing in the mirror, its not that im insecure, its that im far from what i can reach. i feel like a loser » Continue Reading
I hate school so much, like its just so boringgg. hmph I know im homeschooled but it doesn't help! you're telling me i have to sit here on a Chromebook in my room for how long?! and you expect me to actually do it and not get bored! tch these old peeps are so craz craz and the worst part is its only day two of school 😭 ehh take me out brooo » Continue Reading
honestly i love staying up at night because theres just something so peaceful about the world in general when everyone is asleep, and i can just stop pretending and be myselfhalf of the time i like being quiet because being quiet to me is like finally relaxing and not putting on a show » Continue Reading
I feel like I exist in a world where romance is treated as the ultimate prize, while I am left speaking an entirely different dialect that almost no one seems to understand.I love strongly, intensely and obsessively, but friendship is the only thing I desire. To me, friendship is the purest, highest form of love in existence. It has nothing to do with romantic expectations or sexual attraction. It is a choice to stand by someone, to defend their dignity and support them through grief, sickness a... » Continue Reading
Ok this may be me just being a hater or something but the danganronpa scene kid au sucked, 1st of all the whole thing is centered around hajime and nagito and their characters are barely explored other than just being a couple (and the intimate scenes most of the time felt unnecessary especially bc they’re meant to be high schoolers im pretty sure) .The character designs r basically just recoloured versions of dr characters n aren’t even scene. This is probably a nitpick but one of their rooms h... » Continue Reading
I play bass, and dats my main passion (my band is actually going really good (,,>ヮ<,,)! I don't do much than just devote my life to that, but I draw, and write occasionally! there's this boyy.. (⸝⸝๑ ̫ ๑⸝⸝⸝) I wanted to make this account just to be able to say all my thoughts and make some friends. i also wanted to share my issues such as SH, and and ED.. as well as just talk about mental stuff ig ┐(´ー｀)┌ i LUVVVVVVV cute things!! bats are my favorite animal and i have a rather large collection ... » Continue Reading
So I’m a Catholic…but I’m also queer and alt. Yea :/Am I the only one that gets really pissed off when people don’t get that the bible and most religious texts are supposed to be interpreted in your own way, and the main purpose of them is to help you be a better person with good morals!!! I feel like SOME (SOMEEEE SOME SOME) people in my *OPINION* use their religion as an excuse to be homophobic, racist, and everything under that umbrella!!! Idk that just really pisses me off because it defeats... » Continue Reading
MY FUCKING FUCK ASS FUCKING FUCKING PARENTS ARENT TAKING MY FUCKING FUCK ASS FUCKING PHYSICAL HEALTH SERIOUSLY AND I HAVE A LIFE THREATENING BLOOD CLOT WHICH I HAVE HAD BEFORE TO WHICH IF THEY DIDNT TAKE ME WHICH THEY TOOK ME SUPER FUCKING LATE BY THE WAY THEN I COULDVE BEEN AT A HIGH RISK OF DYING. I TOLD THEM THAT I NEED TO GO TO URGENT CARE RIGHT FUCKING FUCKING NOW AND YK WHAT THEY DID THEY SET AN EYE APPOINTMENT THAT IS 6 BITCH ASS LONG ASS HOURS FROM NOW MIND YOU I AM IN PAIN. I AM IN PAIN... » Continue Reading
Did yall know someone could actually be here because they're looking for a romantic partner 😭😭😭Like why is everyone so concerned about getting a partner so bad 💔💔💔 » Continue Reading
My favorite quote is “Never make a permanent decision to a temporary problem.” Which I think it is a great quote because it means like why would you want to die and not live forever, when you can talk to someone and maybe help fix the permanent decision and you live older to maybe see new and better days. » Continue Reading
It bit me, literally bit me, like some feral animal. I jerked my arm away, it wasn’t bad, it bled but maybe I’d be ok. I couldn’t even take a second to think before it charged at me again. I ran, I had always been terrible at P.E. but in that moment, I ran fast, faster than I ever had before. It was still right on my tail; I had no time to even breathe. I opened my purse, I remembered my pepper spray, I yanked it out and spun around spraying it right in the eyes. I tripped as I was spinning, but... » Continue Reading
My mother is a Caribbean male centered woman who doesn't give a crap about her daughters and see us as maids. she makes me sweep, mop, washes dishes, clean the bathrooms, and make the beds and yet she still doesn't want my brother to do anything because it's a "woman's job". » Continue Reading
When i was young, i used to play video games with my dad alot. My dad was a video game nerd so we would play stuff like Gta, Tekken, Halo etc. He would randomly say “stupid Malaka” wich i only recently learny was a gta reference but at the time i had NO IDEA. Anyways after awhile he starts REFERRING TO ME AS THIS- now being the 8 year old i was i found this hilarious but i randomly remembered i never knew what it meant and kinda assumed it was gibberish. So i look up the translation and the DIRE... » Continue Reading
Homocidal ideation is like being suicidal but you wanna kill other ppl instead, im gna sound rlly corny but ive had this for a bit more than a year now, and i really dont want to get rid of it. Every time i hold a weapon i get urges to hit people, stab people, even my own family, and sometimes i have to restrain myself because im so scared of actually doing it. I also think about killing daily, slashing meat and especially blood splatter is so aesthetically pleasing to me, which is part of the r... » Continue Reading
College starts in less than a week, and everything feels so wrong. I often find myself daydreaming instead of focusing on the things that actually matter. It has occupied such a huge part of my life. I know I have so much potential, but I always lose to daydreaming. During times when I could've worked on my skills or brought my ideas to life, I always end up playing music and imagining a world where things are more happy and whimsy yk!I'm sure I do it as a way of living the teenage experience in... » Continue Reading
Recently, i became friends with my ex girlfriend, who i'll call M, who i broke up with because of multiple stories on her whatsapp status that got to my head to think that she was cheating.After blocking her at that time, i got a text from "her classmate" from one of her friends account, saying a lot of mean shit about me.We didn't talk for about 2 months, only until i unblocked her on my main tiktok account to see if she'd leave comments on there (as she has done so on my other accounts.) About... » Continue Reading
It won’t save my layout and it’s actually making me mad😭 every time I switch it it won’t stay. I know it’s a little ugly but I made it so at least it’s my ugly layout💔 » Continue Reading
I've decided to go on a diet again after being off one for some time.😬 For most of 2025 I was on a diet and ended up losing around 40 pounds, but in November I got off it because it was too much at that moment. I was 120 when getting off it, but now current day i'm back up to the higher 130s. 😞 I just feel gross in my body right now. I wish I could eat like a normal person and stay at a normal weight. » Continue Reading
NEVER IN MY LIFE HAVE I EVER FELT SO FUCKING STUPID AND PATHETIC BECAUSE ALL IVE BEEN DOING IS TRYING TO GET ATTENTION FROM PEOPLE TO CARE ABOUT ME BEFORE I END MY SHIT. » Continue Reading
i miss my ex a lot everything i do constantly reminds me of her she is so beautiful and sweet, im glad she doesnt hate me or dislike me. I just miss her presence and love i miss mostly her comfort. I wanna reach out to her but im sure she has already moved on, i would do anything for her to reach out to me again » Continue Reading
I feel so weird posting photos of myself I get this like cringe secondhand embarrassment feeling idk how to explain it. I feel I look odd. How do I fix this? » Continue Reading
I had three days with you. I tried protecting you from the world, I kept you under my bed savoring our time knowing it was short winded…but I came home to find a blue spot on you, I held you in my hands knowing what you were was now gone, nothing…. I could eat Goodbye moldy French bread » Continue Reading
Recently, I have noticed a rise in alters coming out of dormancy.I normally don't care much but it's saddening seeing it.. I don't really recall why other than stressful situations that can build up to mass splitting, I'm one of the alters that have came out of dormancyI've been here since 2020 if I'm correct, but really, it's just sad to see alters come out of dormancy to protect us and such, to ME it seems like we aren't really recovering from our trauma since we still live in a shitty environ... » Continue Reading
I recently finished watching the first anime of Danganronpa, and I absolutely adore it! From what I know, I'm supposed to play the 2nd game or, in my case, watch a play through of it. While I'd love to play the game myself, I don't have the right things to play it on, nor do I want to bother my mother with buying me things. I'm excited to watch a play through of it though! From what I've heard, the 2nd game is really good! So far I'd have to say my favorite character is Togami & I think he's qui... » Continue Reading
IVe been so sick for the past WEEK and i havent been able to even get out of bed.... this cowie has been going through to much.... :<Im finally starting to get better, but geez... ive missed too much work!!! » Continue Reading
i attempted to kill miself multiple times it is getting worse can someone anyone help me please i dont wanna die i just want to stop the pain » Continue Reading
ok so i got a haircut right before school. i had a thick shag and it was awesome, the layers started to become uneven and whatnot so i went to get it cut and this lady FUCKED me up. bascially whats the fastest way to grow my hair back :(( » Continue Reading
This morning i woke up to a massive headache and chest pain, of course when my mum came in at 7am to yell at everyone in the house to wake up i told her “Mum, my chest hurts” and being my mum she says “your not missing school again life goes on” (For reference about 3 weeks ago my childhood cat was diagnosed with cancer on a friday and when he stopped eating entirely and clung to me on the following monday i refused to go and had my mum say the same thing, and that exact same day he passed away ... » Continue Reading
But then it all came crashing down. A sickness, no, an infection plagued the nation. I don’t even understand how it happened. Some lab had an explosion, the news said it released a dangerous chemical. People started acting strange, the attacks started soon after, it was all over the news. Literally people eating other people, and it spread like dominos, an attacked person would attack someone else. The government soon categorized these people as zombies, literal zombies, like something out of fi... » Continue Reading
I LITERALLY GOT HACKED FOR MY DREAM PET 🙌 A PHANTOM DRAGON AND I GAVE ALL MY GOOD STUFF FOR IT ONLY TO BE HACKED BECAUSE I LET MY LITTLE BROTHER USE MY ACCOUNT AND HE CLICKED ON A YOUTUBE LINK!! I literally only have a mouse, a cat, a haunted wagon, and a bunch of random pride pins now!! I’m so mad! If anyone has another cat that they can give me so I can at least try to make a neon that would be amazing!🥲🥲 » Continue Reading
What im gonna write is corny as FUCK… so heads up.I have like a shit ton of scenarios made up in my head for certain conversations that will probably never happen lol.New one today almost made me cry??? Makes no sense.so here’s how it went.“I bet you don’t actually like anime and just indulge in it because of the popularity!” says like some random Then I get defensive and say,“Why would I pretend to like something I put all my money in? I spend hours of my time watching, researching and rewatchi... » Continue Reading
I can still remember the first time I saw him, those beautiful blue eyes, his slightly damaged black hair with those adorable, swayed bangs. It was the first day of senior year, I had just finished unpacking books into my locker and started making my way to class. I was on my phone scrolling through my social media when I bumped into someone, knocking my phone out of my hand. I went to grab it but someone got it before me. It was him, I was mesmerized immediately, he held out my phone to me, I t... » Continue Reading
Sooo to set the scene i’ve liked this girl let’s call her raindrop (idk that’s so random but moving on) for almost 4 years now, she was my queer awakening and i was curious from the moment i met her. We originally had a frenemies dynamic but this year we’ve grown closer and she’s one of my closest friends. A few months ago one of my friends told me that this girl let’s call her clouds has a crush on raindrop and fyi clouds is probably one of the coolest people i’ve met and i’ve always had an und... » Continue Reading
I HATEEEEE time zones. Like, my bestest friend is Brazilian so we have a 1 hour time difference. Doesn't seem like alot BUT THEY GET OFF SCHOOL AT 6PM(which is is 5pm 4 me) WHICH SUCKS BC WE CAN ONLY CHAT 4 LIKE 3 HOURS. at 5pm we can talk, maybe at 11am, and 9pm.. I GO TO BED NEAR 9PM.XOXO, Francis » Continue Reading
OMJ!!!! STUPID ME STUPID ME!!!UGH!! so, I used to be in a band with Molly (don't ask about our music) and we shared an email 4 it Kay? And she tried to log into it once ok? (It worked so i changed the password but I'm talking abt AFTER the pass change) so she tried to recover it 2 times (didn't work cuz I didn't let her), AND SHES TRYING 2 DO IT AGAIN AFTER 1 WEEK?? stupid, both of us!!! » Continue Reading
(I wrote most of this using voice to text, leaving almost all of my brain juices in, but made comprehensible)If you have seen my previous blog, --owwie what the helly-- then you would know I've been getting back into gacha singing battles and have made a few of my own. Well, the one I've been working on recently, KINEMASTER decided to loose my screenshots or something. I was rightfully very bummed out about it because I had put A LOT of effort in it and I was about five minutes in already and TH... » Continue Reading
I've been not friends with Molly for like 16 days and I'm soooo glad evn dough she was sooo dramatic abt it. I would have still been friends wit her if he was like pre-Harvey Molly (thats his BF btw). Like Molly WAS weird before Harvey but like yknow all my friends R weird, but after Harvey she was a total CREEP!!!! And honestly I think its Harvey's fault. LIKE HARVEY PUT A PEDO MAP OVR JIMMY URINES PICTURE?? honestly I h8 both of them and I'm so glad i don't have to pretend to like Harvey. I th... » Continue Reading
I don't want to be whining about insignificant things but I feel like it's become less about actually being in a relationship and more about how I see myself. I'm not trying to be all egotistical, but I know I'm not unattractive, plain and simple. I'm insecure as hell like the majority of young girls, but know I'm an objectively good looking teen (still sounds egotistical but i just don't want to put this on looks) I struggle to talk to boys, platonically or romantically. like any boy, I freeze ... » Continue Reading
dont everrr add anyone called urmanmk cause he's deadass the worst person ever like he hates men and women, he also took my dog out for a walk +he showers on Tuesday genuinely who showers on tuesdays??? thats such serial killer vibes...idk he just gives me the ick » Continue Reading
i really wanna go to the cinema more often but none of my friends wanna go and im scared to go alone. also the movies are all in german </3 » Continue Reading
an old dude was breathing down my back and way too close when I was in line. of course I went home immediately because that was fucking terrifying. I wasn't even wearing anything revealing, a t-shirt and basketball shorts. but sure. when I cried to my mom and grandma, my uncle said they were babying me. YEAH. COMFORT AFTER A CREEP GOT CLOSE ENOUGH TO FEEL MY ASS WITH ONE MOVEMENT IS BABYING ME. » Continue Reading
I have schizophrenia and tics and it's pretty hard living with these things my schizophrenia plays a huge part in my life seeing things and not knowing if it's real or fake I struggle a lot I feel like its getting worse yet honestly I can't tell anymore I used to be able to tell if something was fake or real now I'm not sure what so ever I thought for awhile I was having hallucinations of someone staring at me from my old neighbors apartment why I say old is I know no one lives there anymore I r... » Continue Reading
(photo not by me!!)school starts on Aug 10th for me, and I switched to a new technical school; you get to do programs for what career you chose, like a magnet school for the 2nd semesterand at first that's such a neat concept! anyone who loves academics would be excited and I am!! but only for the academic parti know absolutely no one at my new school, and it comes with a clean slate, i can shake off the really bad people pleasing i used to do, and simply do my own thingbut social anxiety has be... » Continue Reading
Hiii divas I just finished the first two episodes of gokudolls and I'm observer already watched the anime but the live action has just given me even more love for my yume kuzahiko I had already been yumeshipping with him simce I finished the anime but now that in watching the live action I love him even more!!! I'm also hypersharing so it doesn't help that no one else knows the show •̩̩̩̩ᯅ•̩̩̩ I just wish there was someone who loves him as much as I do and I already have art of him my friend ma... » Continue Reading
i did NOTHING today chat. I just kept rolling in bed here and there imagiging scenarios wiuth my bf. Only productive thing i did was wash the dishes and the floor. Today has been such a waste dawg i could've just slept the whole day. The heat did not help as i kept sweating in bed while doing literally nothing. My cat was able to cheer me up with her purring and simple presence. Everyday feelks the same idk it feels pointless to keep going » Continue Reading
Lately it's been really hard to make myself eat. I’ve basically had to force myself through every meal, and honestly it’s been exhausting. I’ve lost a little bit of weight because of it, not anything crazy but it still sucks. I think part of what makes it worse is that I’ve gotten so tired of eating the same foods over and over again, and my dad keeps making the sameee meal, so it makes it even harder to have an appetite. I just miss when eating was something simple and didn’t feel like such a s... » Continue Reading
tell me why it took my dan and phil miis 3-4 weeks to fall in love and get married but my barbie and ken got married AND ken is talking about kids in less than 2 weeks...(my island is just random people HAHA) » Continue Reading
I’m so disappointed and angry right now I'm genuinely so tired of anti-black bigots ruining online spaces for black people.Recently a under-ground artist named Slayr has gotten micro aggressive and borderline racist comments under his song, those people just happen too be Vocaloid fans (He used the song bird brain as a sample in his song.) I’m honestly tired of it, I’ve been a Vocaloid fan since during covid times, I hold the fandom dearly to my heart.The fandom has been going worse and worse si... » Continue Reading
I feel like I'm wasting my teenage years. I never go out, I dont have many friends and just stay in my room. I want to go out and be a normal teenager, be a little rebellious, and expirience things. My parents wont even let me go for a walk past 8pm, so they wont let me stay out late. I hate it so much and honestly feel trapped. I see other people my age have fun and hang out with friends. It slowly eats me alive, knowing that I wont be able to expirience real freedom any time soon.Sorry if I sa... » Continue Reading
The title speaks for itself. I’m constantly reminded everytime the THOUGHT of him pops into my head how he cheated on me. Before you call me a loser or a bird I know. It’s my fault for taking him back. But whenever I leave him I always miss him and when I go back I’m miserable. I want to leave. I will leave. I just need to know how to finally let go. I’m genuinely asking from the bottom of my heart please give me tips on how to stay gone. Additional context: I’m very mentally ill and I’m working... » Continue Reading
Dude this seems way better, all my stuff on SpaceHey was broken for the longest time and after reaching out I got radio silence on it. That and apparently there was a bunch of controversy I didn't know about, not to say that its not gonna happen here, but I mean the UI is better and I like the photos and videos options. The blogs seem better too lol. This is sick. » Continue Reading
Does anyone else think that its somewhat SO annoying how brands always discontinue the best things, and never bring it back when people BEG AND BEG for it. Like dude why did you do that??? Theres no reason to delete something EVERYONE LIKES ｡･(つд`｡)･｡ its sooo annoying lowkey. Like maybe try being a little bit more of a epicer brand and you'd be SKYROCKETTINGGG OUTTT OFF DAHH SKY!!!! :P » Continue Reading
So...I was on Umingle (new version of Omegle) today. THE FIRST person I see is a man in his 30s-40s. He looked at me for a really long time before he said: You’re the real goth mommy... I was obviously grossed out by this. I told him that I was 15.yo and he shouldn't be calling me mommy. He just laughed and said he doesn't care. What the fuck is wrong with people?! » Continue Reading
Ok we’re driving to this antique store from my grandmas (which i’ve been planning my for over a week since it’s my last free days before school) and my moms giving my dad directions she very clearly repeats to take exit 35 MULTIPLE times but my dad makes a wrong turn and blamed my mom even though he’s the one driving, then he starts having an attitude with my mom so i called him him a dumbass (but i muttered it) idk how he heard me? so then he proceeds to say “Do you want to go home you fucking ... » Continue Reading
OK SO IM ON INSTA RIGHT??? And Steve Righ uploaded a new photo like at the time 3 minutes ago so I comment hoping I can get a like from THE steve righ... AND MY COMMENT GOT A LIKE IM CLITERALLY SCREAMING!!!!!?!!!!!! » Continue Reading
[This is just my overall thoughts as a black person and me being tired of this] I didn't listen to birdbrain remix fully [because I don't use tiktok that much and not really the type to listen to a lot of remixs. I only heard of it because the Jamie Paige spoke about this issue] But I don't know what the fuck just happened. It's confusing because why would you mention things like gang signs, violence, drugs [like they said it was a good thing there wasn't any violence, gang signs, etc in the rem... » Continue Reading
my dads lowkey a hypocrite when it comes to being messy,so he judges my room for being a mess sometimes(i haven't folded my clean laundry yet and have some fabric on the floor cuz i'm sewing),but then he leaves tools,screws,dust(like from sawing into our ceiling),his dirty clothes and trash around the place,the only reason its not that noticeable is because while he's at work we put away stuff this in our way like the screws,tools,etc. cuz he leaves them in hallways and stuff,kinda annoying but ... » Continue Reading
i have a love-hate (mostly hate) relationship with dating apps. I tried a few different ones and the all kinda suck?? im currently back in my hinge phase and already over it again. The only likes i get are men old enough to be my dad and its honestly making me a bit uncomfy, i dont get why the algorithm even shows them my profile when i have an age limit!! its a bit frustrating. Bumble i do like a bit more but i guess the men in my area are the issue because they simply never text back?? one tim... » Continue Reading
why is it still so hard to make any friends on a website that's made for making friends like I know it's my fault because I don't interact first, I'm just so nervous and I hate it because I love talking to people, I literally do not shut up at least that's what my family says but I just don't have any friends to talk to like that. » Continue Reading
i frickin hate AI.. its fuckin stupid n i hate seeing dat shit around in da music community.. or in general.. if u disagree, ur a piece of shit! » Continue Reading
i have zero bffs, no close friends i can hang out with constantly and feels like gets me. I have friends but we´ve been falling out cuz i have nothing in common with them. I´m starting a new school so hopefully i can make friends.I feel like such chud googling "how to make friends". But i´m so awkward and anxious 24/7. I lowkey gotta get some confidence cuz i think that´s the problem right now. Oh and also i can´t speak my countries native language so whenever cool people approach me i gotta tal... » Continue Reading
I HATE ITTT ITS A 2 HOUR DRIVEE!!!!!!!!! ITS LITERALLY THE CLOSEST PLACE THATS COVERED BY MY INSURANCE, I HATE LONG CAR RIDES!!!!! I DON'T WANNA DO THISSS!!!!!!!!! SOMEONE SAVE ME!!! » Continue Reading
Listening to music right now, kinda bored tbh. I don't really know my way around this app, like- at all. I kinda want to finish my writing piece but I'm talking to my peak girlfriend so it will have to wait. » Continue Reading
bro, I was looking at some clothes online (obviously) and um I everybody knows what they are, they're just baggy pants and they look REALLY cool!! I MIGHT. ask my parents for some later, Anyways fun fact: my little brothers are going to school today!! ( it's their first day back!!!!!) ^_^ baiii » Continue Reading
As redes sociais fritam tanto meu cérebro que dá um mês e eu largo tds Larguei Tumblr, quase não assisto mais ttk (só converso com minha amg lá) e só uso insta pra saber se meus veio tão vivoNo passado deletei tds as redes que vc imaginar, inclusive o Spacehey, o Napoleon e inclusive essaSó que sei lá, acho que agora eu melhorei e posso tentar usar rede social dnv... Vamos descobrir » Continue Reading
i'm sorry I can't always be there to tell you how pretty you look or to pass you a love letter after class that never says I love you maybe it's how I contend with only liking people surface level, or just cope for feeling I only like pretty girls objectively instead of liking them because I like them. I'm sorry it's just that I have a lot on my mind to do much else but stare at your boobs sorry for not blogging I've just been really confused, trying to make sense of things. anyway if you read f... » Continue Reading
ive used spacehey ever since it started. 4 years ive enjoyed the website!!! this place is new,,, im gonna boomer out and say im hesitant to enjoy it too much. I like the space, its very user friendly for sure, but its just not my spacehey.idk, just wanted to put my feelings somewhere, and what better place but here. » Continue Reading
it’s been a pretty good week lately but simply being who I am and how I live, I don’t really get up to much and that can become a bit mundane. I get quite annoyed when people think I enjoy doing nothing and being unemployed, for truly my endless freetime is more like a black hole for motivation, ya know? I’m either called lazy or that I’m living my best life by doing nothing but I don’t believe being in a constant state of stress about the fact I’m not doing something productive is exactly bliss... » Continue Reading
Okay, so this is my first blog. It's probably just gonna end up being an online diary more than anything. TW for venting or whatevs I probably won't get too graphic, but just a headsup in case I post about heavier stuff. » Continue Reading
Coming from a previous Spacehey user, why are so many people shitting on this website and calling it ai? Mind you… I would’ve never touched this site if there were actual proof of what they are claiming. Are they mad that another MySpace replica is haunting traction🤔🤔lmk » Continue Reading
▶ yumeship edit!!hiya!! i yumeship with Butterbiscuit whos an oc of a youtuber i leik!! theyre okay with my yumeship and theyre a fan of it!1! ive been yumeshipping since when he came out 4 months ago!! I dont have much art since im lazy and most of my art is using my old yumesona... BUTTTTT i made them in tomodachi life!! anywho, i really REALLY like him and he makes me happy!! he encourages me to have better self hygiene too!! » Continue Reading
im so happy i can go on here to rant lolzz i dont really have anythingz to do at da moment! :(( but im gonna explore this stuff katamari_l8ser signing out XP » Continue Reading
im so not ready for senior yeari am NOT looking forwards to all the damn applications and classes. (i'm only thankful i have 2 off periods) i genuinely don't see myself in college, i feel like its not for me. i do want to experience college life and independence but i think society has ruined it and now its all just about numbers and big brains. not to mention i'm already loosing contact w my friends, mostly because i never feel like hanging out with them and i'd rather not constantly text them... » Continue Reading
i don't know what exactly to write here. ill just treat it as a page to vent and discuss some stuff (not sure what yet tho) so if you're reading this or any future entries you may ignore lolll ( ꈍ◡ꈍ) » Continue Reading
well this is awkward…anyways i need friends guys. i had friends, keyword had. but their all jus fake assholes who likes to talk shi bout one another then hang out the next day. i really want friends who like isn’t so basic yk n always trying to fit in i hate that like jus be yourself. im not an interesting person but someone be my frienddd » Continue Reading
I need to like make new friends and I can barely find any who likes video games ya know, its a pain meeting people and they only know Mortal Kombat or street Fighter, bleh.If you wanna hit me up just add me i dont really mind, but its just pretty boring ya know just hearing the same ol same ol games from everyone and the new games today isnt even that cool now a days 😭 » Continue Reading
I’m so scared rn yall….. THIS JUST HAPPENED BTW……So I was just scrolling on tik tok and I came across the live of my best friend of five years, friends and they don’t even know me and idk them but i stalk their accounts sometimes anyways they were doing like a talent show and I didn’t know I was actually in the live like I thought since I was just scrolling and saw them and didn’t actually join they wouldn’t see me but they did but before I get to that let me say that my bff was in the live judg... » Continue Reading
school is starting up for me and I'm totes not ready, I have a backpack/school supplies like pens. but I have like no outfits planned out so if anypony has outfit ideas pls lmk I also have like no friends in any of my classes so tips on how to socialize would be very much appreciated :(((anyways this is the end of my very short blog--byeeeee ttyl ! » Continue Reading
If you have OCD I don’t want you reading this and finding a new horrible fixation so WARNING BEFORE READING!Having OCD since I was 7 is a nightmare! These compulsions have made me cry many times! I have contamination ocd, Religious ocd, checking ocd, superstition ocd and this all stemmed from a huge fear of death as a young kid! I have another that is haunting me but I am fighting these thoughts and making sure I don’t go into the dumps again bc of it! I am honestly doing a whole lot better with... » Continue Reading
so my girlfriend that i love very much has just started to like not text back, ghost me or just dont even look at my msgs even when shes online. and majority of the time i tell her about my day she'll just say "cool" or "fire" and its getting really annoying, i literally love talking to her and it makes my day whenever she actually makes conversation with me and its just so frustrating when she ignores me or just dosent care about what i have to say » Continue Reading
So lately I feel like my boyfriend has been changing. And I love him soooo much! But I’m scared that the last 2.5 years of this relationship have been for nothing now. Really fast story time tho, okay so back in 2024 we met at a local race track, that’s why we got together, we both loved racing and shared interests and obviously, we were into each other. But he’s been loosing interest in racing, not to mention I stopped doing local races in 2025. The reason why we had such a strong bond is cause... » Continue Reading
dude i need to get out the house. i have spent damn near my entire summer in the house doing nothing but sitting on my ass. what makes it even worse is that all my friends are busy or traveling so i really have nobody to talk to 😪😪 but things are looking up ig because im seeing hail the sun soon!! im suuperrrr excited and i really wanna go to this emo night thing this weeked. edit:okay lifes better my brother bought me a fogger🤤🤤 » Continue Reading
˚₊‧꒰ა . ——— ˗ˏˋ ✮ ˎˊ˗ ——— ˖ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚Hellooo!! I'm gonna start doing these little entries when im feeling down and ya'll can read it cus i like hearing other people's opinions and not feeling alone about situations in my life.I am an 18 year old in college and I am desperately trying to take control of my life, but my parents keep interfering with everything. I still live under their roof and I know that I have to live by their rules, which I have respected my whole life, but it got to a point wher... » Continue Reading
My head's pounding, my eyes feel like they'll pop out of my skull, and I'm drinking strawberry milk as a substitute to Tylenol. The lights burn through my retinas, and only ensure the suffrage of my frontal lobe further. Every sound becomes a ringing bell that sounds off throughout my head like a war cry. The very idea of going outside in the hot, bright, loud, and sticky heat of the summer makes me feel like sinking through the floor just to escape every single notion of sound and touch. I just... » Continue Reading
Genuinely I really need to get out of the house it's not even funny 😭 just sucks because half the people I actually want to hang out with are either in another city from my place or in a whole other state 😕 THERE ARE NO COOL PEOPLE IN UTAH! they're all racist and homophobic like cmon man 😔 » Continue Reading
I need to get this off my chest but like I have an ex friend who has everyone wrapped around her fingers and a lot of ppl I know miss her a whole lot! But I don’t because she is genuinely so evil! Like when I say evil, I mean evil! So don’t get me started! But anyways! She knows one of my most deep secrets and it makes me paranoid that one day she will use it against me considering that it seems she hates me out of my whole friend group! She once started a rumor about one my friends in which was... » Continue Reading
the episode was just SAD SAD SAD PAYJAY? DOOMED. KNIFECASE? ALSO DOOMED,EVERYTHING ELSE, ALSO FUCKING DOOMED AHHHHH I HATE YOU BRIAN KOCH (jk) WHY WAS EVERYTHING SO SO SO SO SAD IT WAS THE FIRST TIME I CRIED OVER AN EPISODE EVERYONE DONT TALK TO ME » Continue Reading
im so stressed about it.. im pretty burnt out just from the classes themselves but a final in ~2 days is notttt helpingggi feel like i dont know anything for it, and theres no formula sheet which is kinda crazy considering how many formulas i have to remember..just praying that they only worry abt the more common ones ig. but good lord im scareda lot of ppl on reddit said they failed the final, but idk if thats because its actually difficult or if those people r only posting abt it because they ... » Continue Reading
Hi hello my user name is HOLLYWOOD DIAMOND XCT and it's nice to meet you all I'm new here on friend rewind I uses to be on SpaceHey but it didn't work anymore in my area so I'm here on this website now!! And it's pretty fun! And way easier! See ya, XOXO Hollywood. » Continue Reading
bueno, no soy la persona más sociable pero en serio es difícil hacer amigos cuando todos ya tienen un grupo social, en mis primeros días en mi liceo estuve sola y ademas que yo soy muy timida y costó mucho poder integrarme a mi curso, la verdad me sentí muy sola en ese semestre. 😔😔 » Continue Reading
I know I am not the only that feels like my interactions in the world are empty. In my case it is because I see the world the ruling class has setup for what it is. Often people use the movie The Matrix to describe this phenomenon and in general, I get this, however it is often common to start thinking all of life is an illusion or that we are in a simulation. This leads to thinking nothing matters which is far from the truth and dangerous for your health. This is why I personally don't say the ... » Continue Reading
okay so I've been seeing people talk about Arianna grande's Body and how she looks insanely skinny and don't get me wrong I get it, she dose.. but if I was her and people were talking about me like that I don't think it would make me want to recover, id actually be so proud of myself. and I think thats what people without ed's don't get. we don't take it as an insult but more as a praise. I'm not talking about everyone with ed's but more so myself, for instance if my mom or sister or just anyone... » Continue Reading
Omg the amount of rage my family is able to make me put out is fucking insane I want them dead I swear on my life bro I fucking hate them all I hope they all die omfg. » Continue Reading
something s wron gidk what it is but i'm weirdly anxious about it like i know there's nothing wrong but what if there is what if or what if there's nothing wrong or what if iget yelled at or everyone hates me or what if everyone Finds Out suddenly or what if he Knows or like what if i get told no and get in hella trouble or like idk what if he tries to hurt me. he never did but what if -sunny » Continue Reading
(I wrote most of this using voice to text, leaving almost all of my brain juices in, but made comprehensible)If you have seen my previous blog, --owwie what the helly-- then you would know I've been getting back into gacha singing battles and have made a few of my own. Well, the one I've been working on recently, KINEMASTER decided to loose my screenshots or something. I was rightfully very bummed out about it because I had put A LOT of effort in it and I was about five minutes in already and TH... » Continue Reading
ok solo queria hacer este primer blog para decir q tengo que buscar practica y me da tanto fokin miedo pq tengo que ir a obras en proceso y preguntar y webear y moverme OGGH IM SO LAZY ! y hablar con viejos que me van a sacar en cara de q estudio y no agarro la pala (aya se proyectaba) ... pero de vd que es el medio webeo!! Estoy en el proceso de llamar a inmobiliarias y enviar correos, mi ansiedad social está haciendo que quiera vomitar cada tres segundos y estoy tiritando como si me fuera a mo... » Continue Reading
this has been said countless of times before but oh em gee does it annoy me. it feels like ever since neurodivergence has become something seen as quirky and fun, people do not take it seriously anymore. i will tell people about my audhd and nobody bats an eye which -- GREAT,,,at first. but the second u start showing symptoms, people will STILL look at you weirdly and be annoyed. like i am very sorry that my disability that affects SOCIAL INTERACTIONS affects my social interactions??? obviously,... » Continue Reading
I've been thinking about this lately and its been bothering me a lot.Last year during school, my school hosted a "Save water" event, where we had to make posters about what we should do to save more water. The problem? Almost every poster was made with AI. There were barely any handmade drawings.I was one of the few people to not use AI. Here is a link to the post i made of my drawing before giving it to my school.https://www.instagram.com/p/DV_jol2iFbs/?utm_source=ig_web_copy_link&igsh=MzRlODBi... » Continue Reading
ok i just need to get my "big feelings" out and i just need to say THE LAYOUT THINGY IS MAKING ME SO MADDD >:( nothing rude against the creator obvs but it took me an hour. the only good thing was that i managed to get my twilight new moon theme done YIPPIE but the text is NOT readable </3 » Continue Reading
Ok so sorry if the format for this is weird I’m on mobile so I can only do so much <3Ok so my names Ezra I’m 15, I have a group of online friends that I play games with and I’ve known them for a decent amount of time.There’s this one guy in the group we can call him Catboy (don’t ask it’s a running joke ok), so I’ve known Catboy for a hot minute now and if I’m being honest I started to gain feelings for him maybe a couple days after meeting him, he’s funny, kind, all of the above ok?Now a little... » Continue Reading
I wanna be an internet angel I just gotta get a job so I can commission an artist :3 and also work on my magical girl comic!! I thibk I have to find new artists 4 my comic though they both ghosted me.. » Continue Reading
Everything is either AI or the opposite of what i'm looking for. Sometimes the only way to find an image that is EXTREMELY SEARCHABLE is to start clicking photos and hope it takes you where you wanna go. Either that or i'll search it, can't find it, and then like 8 seconds later it pops up on my home feed... like what » Continue Reading
so what in the world should i do. i have this best friend. she’s extremely pretty and nice and honestly? like my lacy. she always gets all the boys in our friendship. i usually take the backseat. i never minded since i wasn’t that interested. but recently, i got a, well, kinda talking stage. not exactly dating but close to it. we talked everyday online, talked everyday in school too, and gave gifts to each other. i thought after 4 months of straight talking, this boy and i would get into a real ... » Continue Reading
I can't believe I have to even make this blog because it's on my profile and already has been clarified, but I AM A MAN.The amount of times a man has added me, DMed me because he saw my interests, and then just assumed me to be a woman is concerning. Listen, I have no problem when people assume I'm a woman at first, but what's not ok is calling me names, blaming me, getting mad at me, and then unadding me because YOU DIDN'T KNOW. Why are you mad at ME because YOU didn't know because YOU didn't r... » Continue Reading
soooo like im hearing about the "spacehey migration" and as someone that came from spacehey im kinda scared... the reason why is bc spacehey is full of people that just copy and paste a premade layout, add a bunch of people, not talk to them, and go offline never to be seen again, and that is NOT what friendrewind is. ive made actual friends on here, people wanting to learn to code, people creating so much with this website, and i think the spacehey users might ruin that flow. BUT also i think i... » Continue Reading
i Started Joining tiktok in 2022 in like fall, ever since i joined the app it was never poeple full of hate or getting mad but since tiktok got banned last year for 24 hours (i think?) throughout spring everybody was just mad the minute photo comments were added and stickers too we cant even have opinions or takes anymore without people getting mad and having 0 reasons to be upset because they want a arguement aand when you do have a valid arguement they feel personally attacked. another thing i... » Continue Reading
one of my recent posts was about how excited i was to finally be able to move and how i needed that day to come sooner. they sent us the lease agreement, my roommate was searching for jobs, we just had to all sign and send over the money.so color me surprised when i'm getting spam calls from the leasing agent today and when im finally able to pick up she tells me that yeah, what they said about me being able to have a snake without any pet fee? not only was the lease charging me a pet fee at fir... » Continue Reading
hello my dear friend rewinders!i am new here! and im probably gonna upload some videos and blogs often! and uhm heres some stuff abt me!i like music (mj, greenday and overall just rock and pop) i enjoy drawing, i make games and i love to go outside oh and im a BIG retro guy, i got retro tech, i use retro social media and revivals i just loveee retro!!anyways bye u can add me if u want! » Continue Reading
I get so mad when people do not text back. I understand that people are busy and that they are not always on their phone, but at the same time, I shouldn't have to wait 2 days for you to text back when it's convenient for you. It's so irritating; then they want to preach that they don't ever have people to hang out with, but you don't even text back when I try to make plans. I'm trying to make the best out of my summer before the friend group leaves each other and goes to college but it's hard w... » Continue Reading
I'm so annoyed that the housing market is so bad right now because i'm almost graduating from high school and i rlly hate living in my houseespecially since my sister lives with us and she's so annoying too like i've grown to hate her so much and while i technically have valid reasons to dislike her, it's not just those things that make me so angry abt hernot to mention she's my dads favorite despite how she basically uses him for money and barely spends time with him which honestly i can't blam... » Continue Reading
Guys I need help a discord server is telling my gf (who’s a minor and mentally ill so there manipulating her) to hurt herself I need someone to go to it and get me screen shots my discord is elliot066886Help!! » Continue Reading
i thought camp would be fun. i’m at a day, theater camp! but it’s not… lowk it’s kinda hell :( the director hates us and treats us like shit. and i’m just sitting in the audience doing nothing. i’m gonna cry i’m so bored :(((( » Continue Reading
I HATE HATE HATE when this happensMe: “i kin *insert character*”“No you dont you dont act like them”WHO ARE YOU TO TELL ME I DONT ACT LIKE A CERTAIN CHARACTER??? I MAY NOT ACT LIKE THEM NEAR *YOU* 😭😭😭😭 pmo pmo pmo pmo pmo » Continue Reading
first day of school is coming up quick! im going into a whole new high school in the city, where I know absolutely no one. im the worst social person ever and introverted, but i rlly wanna make friends…. HELP ASAP! » Continue Reading
so basically my ex had been stalking me for a few days now since the breakup (call me a hoe aswell. I got a boyfriend whin the span of 3-4 days..) but anyways, my friends hated this guy and it was a whole big thing..so I went to my block list to go unblock someone. I see that he wasn't there, so I thought maybe he changed his user? well no..because he changed it again to moonthemushroom0 to darlingmoon4..so I texted his ex best friend and it turns outhis mom viewed his ex friends profile found o... » Continue Reading
Does anyone else refuse to tell their parents stuff about it feels like an interrogation? Like anything you say CAN and WILL be used against you? » Continue Reading
TW: mentions of/implied shugh i hate having scars, i don't hate how they look but its so annoying to hide them constantly, especially from family. i guess it helps that they're clueless. their asses have found like 2-3 of my blades and yet they didn't bother to ask why i had those??-.- like bro, they keeping me on the edge of my seat. all the girls in my family have been to the mental hospital 1-3 times. I'm a girl in my family. i haven't been yet, i don't tell my family anything, maybe that's w... » Continue Reading
HELLO WORLD Hello hello, well... I've just joined and this place looks nice, my profile currently looks quite ass and I'll need to improve it BUT hopefully I'll make it look nicer in the future.I currently have zero friends but hey that's just because I joined like... Right nowanyways, I'll write dumb stuff in this blog from time to time... ANYWAYS, byeeeee :> » Continue Reading
Pfft imagine going for a cheap copy of another cheap copy of an old website from the 2000s just to make a stupid account because of either nostalgia and wanting to relive your 2000s youth again or you feel jealous that you missed out the whole thing and want to try it , and that is DEFINITELY NOT ME » Continue Reading
If your wondering how my parents found out that i am pan and nonbinary so they thought my friend who we r gonna call ali was a bad influence so i got taken out of my previous school bc they think theres bad people but im still mad bc i was going to high school credits and they ruined my chance bc that school didnt have that spific class i needed » Continue Reading
I’m being forced to help my mother at her work. I am taking stickers off of device and they are like very stuck on there. My fingers are going to bleed, dude >.< » Continue Reading
I've been on blood thinners for the past two months due to medical issues and it has been hell i know that I am addicted to nicotine. I just REALLY HATE not being able to smoke :'c » Continue Reading
i cant wait for halloween, and i say this every year but this year? im even more excited because i can match costumes with some one properly and it will be cute and adorable. i cant wait to watch halloween town and the whole sequal. i think the worst part of halloween is for me is i have type 2 diabetes. and i have the worst memory known to kind. i forget i have diabetes. wow. what a phrase that is icl. sweets is most of what halloween is and im very upset about that. » Continue Reading
I just broke up with my friend and I feel really bad. they were really rude / abusive to me, and had a lot of mental problems that i didn’t have the capacity to deal with myself as another person suffering from mental illness. i couldnt really sustain a relationship with them due to their attitude they were going to try and recover in some spaces but after what they did to me, and with all the parts of themselves they weren’t going to work on, i really just didn’t want to be friends with them an... » Continue Reading
it's kinda annoying when i'm trying to make friends and their profile barely has any or vague information on their interests tab esp since this website is filled with alt posers... or is it me who's doing something wrong by having mine completely filled..?? am i supposed to be more nonchalant??? » Continue Reading
In leftist spaces especially, you'll rarely encounter people who actually want to create meaningful change or debate about certain topics instead you'll find the same type of people who pride themselves in being "woke" but the ideals they claim to hold are just a performance to make themselves seem more morally righteous compared to others.this is a real problem and it is distracting most leftists from the actual important things, they are constantly arguing and dividing each other because every... » Continue Reading
i just need to complain for a second... living in this state make me so miserable. not only is everything overly expensive and trying to get a job is basically impossible, but the earth is taking global warming entirely too seriously.like honestly im over it. everyone should suffer.we need another meteor to wipe out mankind tbh, make it happen asap x » Continue Reading
These past few months have been kind of tough, i've felt more insecure than ever. I'm trying so hard to stay clean but i hate the body i have and wish i was born a man. I dont know how to deal with it and i would love some help » Continue Reading
When I got on this website I lowkey thought I was gonna get like bullied or stuff because of the stuff I heard on like TikTok how people here are weird and toxic but y’all are so nice sorry for doubting you guy 🥹 » Continue Reading
Pq ninguém diz o quão difícil e insuportável ser adolescente, todos esperam que você tenha já um futuro em mente, profissão dos sonhos e etc, eu nem sei oq vou comer de café da manhã, da um tempo! Ser adolescente tá muito longe de já ter maturidade e responsabilidade suficiente para saber oq quero ser, acho que ninguém sabe oq realmente quer, nem os adultos. » Continue Reading
I’m starting middle school tomorrow and I’m terrified I’m not scared of the concept of like the classes but I’m scared of the kids they are so mean and annoying and I’m also scared that I won’t make any friends PLEASE HELP!!! » Continue Reading
Okay so before FriendRewind, I started out with the Spacehey website and was on there since like almost a year? This was before they implemented that invite only feature. I coded with just these videos, I would search things I wanted and rub my hands together as I copied and pasted the code. Later, I heard of FriendRewind and tried it. I did like it more and I actually began to start coding by myself after learning some code from others, inspiration and stuff. I got pretty confident so I dec... » Continue Reading
So basically in my dream, I was sitting in what looked like a classroom and just looking down at the underside of my left wrist. I kept just staring at it, and after a while, I grabbed a blade from some pencil pouch from Walmart and, if you were to split my forearm into thirds, I cut a third down from my wrist. But, there was no blood, but it was empty, so my dumb ahh in my dream put jelly beans in my empty arm and freaking ate out of it since my school had food banned and I wanted to hide it. I... » Continue Reading
I pierced my side labret like 4-5 hours ago and the long bar was SO annoying. It was moving constantly and I chomped on it while eating like twice. I just downsized the bar so idk if i'll regret it, but it's a lot more comfortable. Hopefully my lip doesn't decide to swell more and eat the back of it. » Continue Reading
okay, i'm quite literally nocturnal now. like, literally. i go to sleep at 8 am and wake up at 4 pm. it should be the other way around. any tips on how to fix it? by the way, i have AuDHD, so i'm pretty much asking how i can shut my damn mind up on command with that additional bullshit brain disorder. it's 5 am rn and to me it's my 5 pm, that's not normal. i just wanna be awake when shops are open, god damnit!!! :( » Continue Reading
Im taking a lot of neurological tests soon and i clearly have what they're testing me for (adhd, autism, i forgot). The only thing pissing me off is that my parents clearly dont see it as a sign to accommodate me and probably wont in the future. my dad continues to say 'its not loud at all here' , 'get over this' , 'you're weird' its honestly tiring nowww... » Continue Reading
This website is so freaking cool omg. I'm having so much fun decorating my profile, I'm going to upload so much stuff and y'all better like it. I don't have much else to say so bye everybody ;p » Continue Reading
I hate it SO MUCH when I ask someone what fandoms they are in, and they just say "a lot" like wow that tells me so much!! like holy shit just name a few fandoms I really don't care.... gah » Continue Reading
i really need someone to talk to. my mental is totally fucked at the moment and just need someone to talk to.if it matters, my interests areoverwatchbatmanmarveldcchronically online media (2010’s - now)anything reallyi just need someone at the moment » Continue Reading
bro im going into high school and im so scared to see my classmates😭 im also scared of all the new homework and kids. the only thing im really happy about is that they allow phones during lunch now😪. one thing im also nervous about is getting A STINKING JOB CAUSE ALL THE JOBS ARE TAKEN! » Continue Reading
When I cut myself, I bleed. When you kill me, I die. Am I really so different from you? Am I really below you? A higher pitch in voice, a little less body strength, a different set of words used to describe me, is that what makes somebody less human? No matter what, you’re cursed. They think they’re entitled to your bodies, your minds, and if you’re special you’re no more than an object, if you aren’t then you’re a nuisance, they’ll throw their empty drink containers at you, they’ll put their ha... » Continue Reading
I spent years, basically. Supporting my best friend no matter what, right?So he has this friend group for years, they are four counting him, one of them is his ex bf. There has been so much things that has happened in that group, things that would get better if they simply gave each other TIME, no even a "we will never talk again" just timeeee, to think and change whatever!!!so he stopped talking to them for a little and i was like, is kind of fucked up, since he learn they were trash talking ab... » Continue Reading
ughhhhh so yesterday i got 3 stitches in my finger cus i cut it BAD when i waz doin sum woodcarving and i had 2 go get stitches,,, nd like i was fine ALL DAY. like at work and everything,, but now??? PAIN!!!!!! I AM IN PAIN!!!!!!!! like they fucking burn bad!!!!! im probs gonna DIE from how bad it is,,, and i work ALL WEEK!!! EW!!i dont wanna go to work in pain!!! i wanna stay home and walk on the treadmil while im in pain!!! like yeah i feel like im dying,, but same as when im sick: it doesnt ... » Continue Reading
omggg so like I just found out I'm in the fucking "Scene Fails 2025-26" on youtube!!! I'm actually fuming with rage, I'm going to find this person and rip all their skin off, blend it, and make them drink it. Im the 7th one...I didn't even think I look that bad in the pic, and it was like one of my starter pics too!!!! I didn't even look that bad??!!! god forbid I have fun, and also everyone else that was in this looked fucking cool as hell??? I mean sugarholic star and Gabe gruesome were in it?... » Continue Reading
might be bipolar in like 20 years im not sad anymore im fuCKING MADD wich is the natural progression for me idk whynow im almost hyper. i get sad and depressed then i get like mega energetic out of nowhere then back and forth over and over » Continue Reading
Hey guys it Kass I might not be online or anything since I just found out my grandmother died not only that I lost my mother in early late July and it fucking hurts so bad I lost two people who loved me the most and I loved them back they was my everything and now they are fucking gone just gone…I can’t take shit like this anymore it’s fucking tearing through me I can’t think straight or nothing only things I’m thinking about is them and how I can’t get them back and now I have to live on with t... » Continue Reading
Well, I've been getting back into Gacha videos (especially FNAF singing battles) and have started making a few of my own (I've made two total, both bad quality because I didn't know what I was doing) but now I've started a new one, I'm putting a LOT of effort into it (like I think there's almost 200 screenshots in the first five minutes, which is a lot at least compared to what I was doing before, almost every line has about five screenshots including the ones that are like two words long). A fe... » Continue Reading
So i got my schedule and I have one of the same teachers I had last year. He was HELL omfg and I swear he targeted me bro. I am going to die there bro. He was so rude for no reason and the only good thing was we sometimes had cookies. So ig im good if he brings those. » Continue Reading
will contain spoilers for the webnovel I genuinely can't wait for Braun to come back cus he wants his man that big gay TV ahhh also HE'S back he FUCKING SAID MY DEAR AHHHHHH » Continue Reading
I freaking want a 3DS sooooooooo bad! I’ve always wanted one bc I didn’t grow up having one but I played on my friends and to me it was (and still is) the coolest thing ever. Not to mention the library of incredible games. But alas I am fated to be at the mercy of the internets prices. Ever since Covid prices have shot up to almost triple its release year price, which means that is you want one in good condition that actually works you have to pay almost $400 for it. And I’ve been holding on to ... » Continue Reading
So my boy bsf had a couple dreams of me and him as a family while he was out of it in the hospital… idk if he’s giving signs of a crush or not?? I talked to my bf about it and he’s not given any advice about it and told me it dosent bother him but it kinda weirds me out a little bit because the dreams were very detailed and he sounded happy while telling me about them. Any advice on this please!! » Continue Reading
anyone else have medical depression?? idk if thats the right word but like, my endocrine disorder makes it so i have like a 90% chance of depression and therapy isnt rlly a main treatment for it because its a symptom of my disorder x___Xit js sucks cause im taking my meds but i think i need my dose increased but i always just feel like nothing is rly worth it.. im also super in my head 24/7 tho and dont really have any vices outside of occasional sh behaviours x____x bleh anyways idk.. just been... » Continue Reading
Everyone on tiktok has been so negative lately its genuinely getting on my nerves. like omg im trynna scroll and u see a video u think is funny then ONE PERSON says its not and suddenly the whole comment section is basically a huge example of the bandwagon approach like bye you wouldve laughed i hate all of you. » Continue Reading
Except I'm not even in hs anymore, this is so odd!I woke up this morning because I could hear my family scrambling to get ready to take my younger cousin to her first day of 3rd grade (love her). But she came to wake me up saying I needed to start getting ready, had to explain I wouldn't be driving with her to school anymoreIm highly dreadful of how I treated my "senior" year, I was NEVER in school » Continue Reading
Idc if I offense anyone I hate pedos so much they are the most disgusting thing to ever exist idc if you disagree with me you are gross don't be like "it's my opinion" no pedos being gross is a fact get over it it's a fact not an opinion they are disgusting and the worst thing anyone can do how can they fully grown adults be interested in kids it's gross as hell and so disgusting I can't describe it with words they are disgusting I hate them so much also what isn't clear to some people that 18 a... » Continue Reading
okay so hear me out. theres a guy ive been friends with for not too long, js since summer break so maybe a few months. hes a good enough friend, but i have absolutely zero romantic interest in him. here's the thing, ts guy is lwk rich, so he takes me to lunch sometimes and he'll buy me a monster here and there bcuz he has plenty of money. ALSO, his mom has been giving me rides to band camp for about a week because my car was broken and I couldn't afford the part I needed to fix it. so he's been ... » Continue Reading
I saw some social media post about the two guys behind myspace possibly reviving the old web for the nostalgia, news to which I have mixed feeling about... (¬_¬")First of all I am exited to see how that one goes (˵˃ ᗜ ˂˵), I had spacehey since 2023 because I wanted to be a MySpace teen yet made a Friend Rewind more recently because Spacehey was basically dead and no friends I had have been online in a while (╥﹏╥) I really would love to have an actual MySpace so I could be the type of teen I alwa... » Continue Reading
like yEAH most of my friends are ok with talking 2 them . but like it's never "oooh lemme talk to xyz" it's just "oh idm talking to xyz ....i guess". the others should also have people they can talk 2 and not just be brought up randomly for my own life .orrr something. i'll probably make another account on something and give one of em free reign for that,,, though WHO i don't know yet. because i only really have one free account -sunny » Continue Reading
I was just lying in bed in my own room bc I have no energy to get up and Im really sadand my mom came in and started yelling at me and I begged her to leave and she didn't want to until I started to cry and then she yelled even more bc I'm embarrassing her bc the guests in another room would hear me silently crying and apologizing to her as if they wouldn't hear her yelling I hate when my parents do this just enter my rum make fun of me bully the hell out of me complain then pity themselves then... » Continue Reading
Please I'm begging you Im desperate just leave a like so someone who knows how to help might see this. If you are seeing this I can't write everything again just look at my blog thanks » Continue Reading
Why why am I like this why am I getting treated like trash and my sister gets whatever she wantsShe is allowed to be loud, weather for being happy, sad or angry. I'm not allowed to even speak slightly louder when I'm excited, I immediately get yelled at and accused of yelling.She has friends come over non stop and everyone loves her no one loves me.Our parents always listen to her problems without judgement and take them seriously but won't listen to mine.When my sister does something stupid the... » Continue Reading
so ive been having "normal" dreams (my dreams r never normal but AS NORMAL AS POSSIBLE) but theres one thing thats weird abt them theres always one person that keeps telling me where 2 buy mint gum ?!?!? & its never the same person its like dif people but theyre always telling me like "u can buy mint gum in that store" LIKE BRO I DIDNT ASK FOR MINT GUM DIRECTIONS WHAT IS GOING ON??? » Continue Reading
I tried making a Neocities page the other day, and then I realized: THAT BITCH IS ONLY FOR THOSE WITH CODING EXPERIENCE, AND I DON’T HAVE THAT FUCKING SHIT! » Continue Reading
Music:Preachers daughter album by Ethel Cain in vinylMotley crue girls girls girls cdMetallica ride the lightning cdANY PANTERA CDPierce the veil collide with the sky vinylParamore cdA twist in my story by Secondhand serenade cdPapa roach cdElectronics:A new phone! Preferably androidNew pcDigicamA tablet (not apple)Other stuff:MoneyType o negative bloody kisses MERCHCreeper minifridgeEthel Cain POSTER 'MORE DRAWING STUFFA giant shark plushieMore band teesPostersEyeliner but one that works kinda ... » Continue Reading
Well not actually but while I was waking up I felt hands dragging me and I could scream until I got the strength to do it. Weird shit right? I've been seeing alot of weird shit lately so much that I put a knife thru my wall. Idk whats going on man I just feel like im going crazy. Im not tho... idk. Does anyone have an idea on whats going on with me?? I just can't tell anyone abt this cus they won't take me serious but I feel insane n dont want to anymore » Continue Reading
hey party people do u guys have typing quirks or whatever theyre called i sometimes combine wordds into one (imsohungry for example) and instead of typing holy shit or holy crap i type holy toxic glittery sprinkled up cupcake/holy toxicglitterysprinkledupcupcake ooh and instead of just saying people or person i say party people or party person » Continue Reading
i had this one dream last night in the dream i was getting married (???) and it was somehow an emo wedding?? i have no idea who i waas getting "married" to but my best friend was a bridesmaid so its cool and amazing cus she made the dream better » Continue Reading
context I had broken my left ankle 3 months and after two weeks of my first surgery I had fallen off my knee scooter.when I had fallen I had rebroke my ankle and bent the screws and rods in my ankle and cracked one of my bones further. after that I had to get a 2nd surgery then less then two weeks I had gotten fluid in my lungs as well as blood clots accompanied with dead tissue in my upper right lung. thankfully I did not require a surgery with that and my heart was okay( the blood clots had be... » Continue Reading
My sleep schedule is ruined I sleep all day and I'm up all night. Now its 10am and I still haven't slept. Also everyone is asleep and no one on here likes talking to me so I'm just sitting here alone. Sos come chat please. » Continue Reading
I was bored and looking for apps like chatroom so found thisss >_< I love it so much already made some friends im probably post on this A lot so ya!! Im going shopping after dentist getting my canines pulled out bc top ones growing in wrong Ik im late bloomer don’t diss and then thrift shopping!!! So ya im going be offline a lot 2day bc one hour away my stuff !! » Continue Reading
I will rank how I usually feel I need serious help but I have no one to help me, if you are interested in more detail about my state look at my other blogs, please help me figure out what is wrong with me I want to change and stop being so annoying bothering useless whiny irritating and painful to look at to everyone elseSad 10/10Empty 10/10Happy 1/10Exhausted 100000/10Low energy 10/10Sleep 9.5/10Phone/internet/device time 0.7/10Will to do anything 0/10Wish to do anything 3/10Memory 1/10Speech m... » Continue Reading
I can't function normally I'm exhausted by doing nothing and I have no energy to do anything my mom says she gets annoyed just by looking at me and I don't blame her I'm sad pathetic and useless but I wish I had a person who would not hate me not yell at me actually listen to me and not pretend someone who could raise and that would be a mom my mom doesn't care about me so much I feel l8e I don't have a mom or dad either I'm disgusting I don't even deserve anything like my mom is right I do ruin... » Continue Reading
tw: sa / rapeso recently i realized mentions of sexual acts or sa / rape give me really awful horrible nightmares. i think the only time it doesnt give me nightmares is when avis jokes ab fucking eachother cause she makes me feel very safe. usually someone i dislike will make a sexual joke, i go to sleep, get sa'ed / raped in my nightmare, remember it and realize i felt every single thing inside of that dream, feel sick for the rest of my dayagain, avis, you have done NO wrong ily » Continue Reading
so basically the owner of myspace thought about bringing old myspace back [no date specified, im still gonna be on this anyways lol] and the main thing thats gonna be irritating is millennials going on the app and trying to own it again. the app WAS made for teens no??? it really reminds me of when they "got together" to diss Gen Z for "cancelling Eminem" » Continue Reading
i dunno i'm honestly very scared for this school year. Everything will justkeep getting hardrer as if everything wasn't hard enough last year. I can't do basic math and idk where that will get me in life. I can't think with logic sometimes and everything seems so easy for everybody. Like.. wdym you just did that on your own...? Growing up i always felt infewriror because i never understood anything lmao @_@; i'm just looking forward into having a good time with my friends outsoide school » Continue Reading
So like idk, idk how to start this, but like I'm tired of ppl getting mad at me just bcz of a misunderstandingIdk if I can vent here, I hope so, it's a way that I can get lighter without anyone that I know to know, I have this friend, which they were an inspiration to me, someone that was so cool and shi, but some days ago we were making jokes to each other which I'm not gonna say here, and they're older than me by 1 year, and I started joking saying that they're overage talking to a minor, as a... » Continue Reading
School is starting soon for me, and honestly i am very nervous it’s my last year of highschool. I barely survived my junior year lol and honestly junior year was terrible i lost majority of my friends (they aren’t dead they just don’t talk to me anymore)And stepping into senior year with no friends or anyone to talk to is genuinely one of my biggest fears ever like i have some other friends i talk to but never outside of school just usually when i’m needed. And i don’t wanna stress too much abou... » Continue Reading
I was going to wait until I set up my profile with all the cool stuff first but I can't wait to get what I've been feeling for weeks off my chest. Although I've never been formally diagnosed with anything (and to be honest, I have no interest in seeking diagnosis because I fear being discriminated against), I have a strong suspicion I am neurodivergent in some way. I have accepted that I am intrinsically different from the rest of society, therefore I have to navigate it in a way that is differe... » Continue Reading
When I look at myself in the mirror I don’t recognize myself n it’s not because anything about me has changed drastically. I’ve never identified with myself I’ve always had some other idea of who I am in my head. I always wonder if I was skin n bones if the world would treat me differently. » Continue Reading
I think I understand why people with mental health issues do things that others find “problematic”, it brings attention. I made a satire post about how national gf/bf day is useless. I was just having a bad day and I didn’t think anybody will see it. But I come back later to see that the blog was my most interacted post i made in just a few hours.Most people were just calling me a dork, but the attention was strangely good. » Continue Reading
I'm at work right now, and GOD AM I TIREDMy whole body is so heavy, and I keep dissociaring, it's been really badrecently in general... 🥲Definity didn't help that TikTok decided to be creepy and all weird this night for NO reason, so I'm extra tired because J was too fascinated by those weird vids I kept getting... ಥ_ಥAlso my supervisor gives me, specificallt me and my friend nothing to do (T_T) I was allowed to take a walk to wake up, and it helps but goddamn, my body feels so weird and heavy :... » Continue Reading
I saw a bird flying around the other day and it kinda got me thinking. The concept of birds is insane to me, yk.They flap their wings and they magically start flying.Not magically but its just weird to think about, also birds are basically dinosaurs just devolved...I love birds » Continue Reading
i miss my side fringe SO freaking badduhhh :(( people kept saying i looked like phibz and i took that to my HEART and i cut my bangs, and now i have straight bangs :((( i can still do a fringe but like it doesnt look the sameeeeeeeeeeee :(( sighhhhhh 2 months until i have my fringe back » Continue Reading
sometimes im not sure if i actually have a personality or just a series of symptoms of adhd.pretty much every single issue i have in my life circles back to it. the more i learn about adhd the more i realise not one area of my life is untouched by this condition and its been that way my whole life and will remain for the rest of it. i never talk about it because i dont want to be labeled as someone who makes it their whole personality, but its hard not too when like my whole personality is liter... » Continue Reading
lowk might blow my shit clean off I've got three days till I gotta go back to school and none of my friends are going to be there because they both switched schools and I'm pretty sure nobody else in my class fw me » Continue Reading
I want to try eyeliner really bad but I don’t know what to get. Should I get a pencil or liquid liner? And if there is a good brand, what is it? » Continue Reading
I’ll burn the flesh you touched I’ll wash away what once was I’ll scrub and scrub and scrub But your hands still remain, Scarlet against my daisy fresh skin. » Continue Reading
okay so can atleast some of us agree that 2022, fall, mary on a cross and 8pm are all the same thing also i still love mary on a cross » Continue Reading
THERES NOTHING TO DO IN THS DAMN TOWN BROOOO. my town is so small there's barely anything to do I FLIPPING HATE IT HERE GET ME OUT OF HEREEEEE » Continue Reading
Im genuinely so nervous about going into the 10th grade. Like, its my last year in ungdomsskolen (i think its secondary school in english) but im soo so scared for it. My BEST FRIEND is switching to a private school, i have no friends AT ALL in my WHOLE GRADE except for 2 girls in my class i occasionally talk to and then another girl i just smile to or say hi in the hallways (shes rlly nice but i cant be friends with her because her friends are meh and tbf most people already dislike me becasue ... » Continue Reading
i wanna be cool like everyone else and add music to my profile but im not sure how to bc i just joined today and im very slow.. annyone can help?? » Continue Reading
DUDE GET ME OUT OF HEREEEUGHHHHHHH. there are hundreds of mosquitos EVERYWHEREit hot, moist and I'm pissedI can't even go on a hike out here because like 90 percent of our forest are swamps... AND THERE AIN'T ANY MOUNTAINSAND there are giant ass pythons killing all the native animals » Continue Reading
Literally. Since last year I think I developped some kind of insomnia?? I always hated sleeping and thought that it was just a waste of time but since last year I stopped sleeping almost at all. Weekly I sleep maybe for 30 hours at best, usually 2-3 hours at night. Right now, during summer break it's convinient but during school it became a huge problem for me. Even if i try my best i can't fall asleep till 5am and after that i can't focus at all in classes. I almost failed three subjects becaus... » Continue Reading
Little rant some dude DMs me him 17 me 13 and asked what I was doing and wearing I replied shorts and a shirt also in my bed he said that HOT and said he’s freak BUT before you freak I told him our age gap and that I was taken he immediately said sorry and blocked or unfriended me so I say he was responsible yay! » Continue Reading
dudes is there something i can do about the amount of ads that pop up on youtube when i watch it on my tv? like deadasss every second i blink there's two ads AND they're unskippable and a minute long and kms » Continue Reading
I'll have these mood swings type things. I'll be on the verge of leaving this earth then I'll go to sleep and feel fine.Dude what the heck is my mind doing??? :/ » Continue Reading
I don’t like sleeping. It’s such a waste of time. I already feel like a failure so sleeping is just another excuse for me to not do anything » Continue Reading
I hate speech class. I never even chose it for my 2 year in high school. A class where you’re forced into talking too your classmates in front of the class? That’s just cruel. I had to do a pose mimicking one of my interests and the other student had to guess which is already embarrassing enough but on top of my partner was my crush. I legit just stood there for like a solid minute. She finally said something but when I tried to respond back I used to voice i use when talking to my mom, which is... » Continue Reading
There's a cockroach 🎉 infestation in my apartment, and because my parents are incompetent and love finding excuses (Oh, we are old, your dad comes home to sleep at 00.00 he doesnt have any time to set up anything... and asks me why I hate my dad while he's the negligence final boss and idc if he spoils me and comes to my room to see me every night and try to kiss me on the cheek I literally could not give a fuck about it honestly he was lowkey absent my childhood and him trying to make it up wit... » Continue Reading
Guys I’m dying my curly hair and I’m sooo scared, I’ve never dyed it before so I hope it doesn’t ruin my curls. If any of you have any suggestions please give😭😭 » Continue Reading
I hate not being able to sleep, and it’s not even bcs of my phone!! I can literally sit there with my eyes closed for 2 hours max and not fall asleep whatsoever. It’s like my mind and body are constantly being told to wake up and stay awake and it sucks :c if u guys have any tips besides melatonin then im listening:,) » Continue Reading
I learned about friendrewind from blogs on spacehey. I had recently revamped my profile when I realized my pfp wouldn't work. I blogged about it there and then realized it was actually a huge problem. Spacehey is cool and all, but there's not nearly as much to do on there as there is on friendrewind. I made my profile here a few days ago and ever since I noticed that spacehey seems super dead, at least it does to me. The people on spacehey are also not as friendly as people on friendrewind. I po... » Continue Reading
So basically when im dreaming something i dont like i just squint rlly hard and i just wake up from the dream, i even do it when im not dreaming just to be sureDoes anybody else do this thing or am i weird? » Continue Reading
So I work at this retail job that I honestly hate tuesdays and thursday. It's a record store job which sounds awesome and queer as fuck on the surface but it's run like shit and they use AI for flyers even tho the owner knows that I'm an art/graphic design major. An example of the store operating rlly badly was when we had preorders for the last Rosalia and Bad Bunny albums which proceded to get delayed for a few months. Instead of, you know, updating everyone about the status of the pre-orders ... » Continue Reading
there's no food in the house and my mom won't pick up the phone or reply to my messages IM STARVINGGGGGGG. I only have jalapeno chips sob. 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 » Continue Reading
Hi ppl! Not everyone knows this but haveing siblings is a top ten horrible experienceI have to sweep clean and each these evil booggers while I just want to have my alone time! (AKA doomscrolling and other random stuff but it's just more peaceful yk) I'm the oldest child so I have to do all this stuff and I know that... But sometimes my siblings can anoy me to my temper! - Question of the week, if the first day of school had to be moved next week... What would you do? » Continue Reading
im having a blank canvas effect like when you go to draw somthing, but nothing comes to mind and nothing you try advances to anything; im having that musically. but its been going for years and years. i dont think of myself as a full 'producer'., i have workflows that constantly change based on how im feeling and i think i should be much more skillful and visionary than i am if i wanna call myself that, imposter syndrome or whatevver, a bit after i started (like early 2020 i think , so 2022 -ar... » Continue Reading
I went to the thrift a few days ago and saw this realllllllllyyyy cool emo girl with like pink hairrrr she was so freaking cute I was thinking about asking for her insta... but i was too scared #crying #yareemogirlssopretty » Continue Reading
My dearest mother keeps telling me I have to start waking up earlier to get ready for when I have to get up and go to school. The problem is, I literally cannot keep myself from staying up all night!! I go to sleep at 5am and wake up at 11-12pm! This morning I woke up to one of my cats throwing up on my floor. Personally, I can't do things like throw up, the thought of it makes me want to throw up! Usually I ask my mom if she can clean stuff like that up, which she doesn't mind because it doesn'... » Continue Reading
As a Southern person living within the crux of the bible belt, I was raised within a Christian Southern Baptist environment; however, I do not identify as religious, and neither was I raised with a specific faith. I am mostly an atheist–borderline agnostic depending on my mood–however, I do respect those who are religious and the concept of religion as a whole. In fact, my own family did not attend church often, if at all, unless it was a funeral or an Easter celebration. Moreover, one of my ear... » Continue Reading
just thinking about how republicans are stupid and make me want to dye just thinking about their beliefs and what they believe is right from wrong. just thinking about the things that consume me daily. i’ll be back for me 🫰 » Continue Reading
I hate that everything about me is inconsistent. I have no control over it, I just feel like a poser no matter what I like because it will never be permanent. No matter how much I like a band, an art style, a hobby, a show, an item, ANYTHING, it will just escape me and be replaced. I'll grow out of it, even when I don't want to, it will just be covered up by everything else that fills my mind. I really hate it. » Continue Reading
hii!!I'm coming for some advice. I have a stalking ex boyfriend who finds ways to contact me despise being told by me and friends to stop. he even tried TEXTING ME ON SPOTIFY...SPOTIFY OUT OF ALL PLACES??? anyways, last night around 4? 5am I caught him looking at my stories using a username id recongize so I blocked him...he came back on another one..knowing him he doesn't have another email or account. I know he's been telling some of his friends to stalk me too and its making me feel very unsa... » Continue Reading
i honestly feel like there's nothing to do where i live and its so annoying!!! (for some context i live in a city in yorkshire in england)there are some shops and an ice skating rink but they're all kinda expensive and after i've gone once or twice, i either can't afford it or it just gets kinda boring you know? there are also a few parks near where i live but as a teenager i feel like me and my friends can't really do anything without being looked at as if we're gonna do something bad?this is s... » Continue Reading
I hate being at home everyday but there is litterally nothing else I can do. Yeah, I can go to my friends houses once in a while and go for walks with them but what about my house? It's hell to walk to places from my house. There's NO sidewalks in my neighborhood, no places aside from a gas station a safe distance from my house. I also have nobody to walk with. I could ask my brother but hes just a walking corpse atp. I don't know him. I walked with my friend and it took us a whopping 30 somethi... » Continue Reading
Being in a relationship SUCKS but it feels good sometimes.Now I love the feeling of loving someone and receiving love back. Just the issue I have when it comes to relationships is that I am a very low maintenance person. I don’t like making plans for dates, and I used to have a ex girlfriend who never liked that i never made plans but i told her many times I never plan but just for her I would try to make plans for her and every time i did make plans she would always wanna switch it last minute ... » Continue Reading
Imma post a shorter rant about it here bc ion think anyone I talk to trynna hear me talk about it personally for an hour. anyways the game means so much to me bc something about the characters in the game both in the base game and mods feel so real to me as dweeby as it sounds. Every situation in both I feel like ive been through in some way at some point and all these characters are like people I know, from recent to older times. Especially sayori and Natsuki. There honestly countless randoms a... » Continue Reading
This might be weird but um I'm somewhat kinda jealous that my hbs have gfs I'm extremely happy for them sure i DON'T have a crush on them just putting that out there just that they low-key just only talk to me when they get bored and I honestly wish I could have someone to talk 2 kinda in a Relationship way so I won't be as bored If that makes sense- » Continue Reading
TW: MENTIONS OF SU1C1DE,BULLYING,RED FLAG RELATIONSHIP, AND LOTS OF SWEAR WORDSIF U DONT LIKE ANYTHING LISTED ABOVE CLICK OUT OF THE BLOG ITS BETTER FOR YOUR MENTAL HEALTH!!! With that warning let's begin the blog...My early childhood traumas are still very strong and that not a surprise considering that i am still a minor. Ofc my mental health is in much better condition than 2 years ago. I've started taking antidepressants to help with my hallucinations and mood balance and that's a big step f... » Continue Reading
Hello and welcome to my first blog entry!I tend to have a lot of thoughts so I don't expect anyone to read through all of this.Today marks the 3rd of August 2026We are currently on Vacation on the North Sea coast, of Germany! ^_^Tomorrow is my mother's birthday and I am currently driving with good friends of my Mom to go buy a present! (Last second, much?)Will be going to a mall!I love car drives and we will be in the car for half an hour!I feel like today is going to be great! Shopping is quite... » Continue Reading
So this starts a day or somthing ago when my now ex boyfreind were talking and I say a line from this one vine so flash forward 2 now (after he breaks up with me) and I go on youtube on my switch and before this whole thing happened I was watching vine compilations and my swtich died with youtube still open so when I charged it again by that time I was 2 busy crying my eyes out 2 remember AND YKNOW WHAT I HEAR THE SECOND I UNPAUSE YOUTUBE? THAT FUCKING VIDEO!!!! And 4 those who are wondering its... » Continue Reading
I love Grace as a character he is so undoubtably human it hurts my heart.The contrast of how Grace and Rocky got sent on there missions with Rocky being one of the most qualified engineers on his planet and shown as much respect possible from his species as he was sent out. Then Grace being sent out with nothing but words of little encouragement and being treated with almost cruelty and just bare bones having to be caught like a wild animal kicking and screaming because he wants to live. Quite ... » Continue Reading
a major flaw of mine emerges whenever i fantasize about having an intimate relationship where we both understand one another. however, as soon as i think about it logically i realize that they won't be able to completely understand me because i don't think i'll ever be able to fully convey myself to anyone no matter what. i'll always suppress myself around basically anyone because i'm holding on to a fragment of myself that feels esoteric to me. the only way i'm able tothoroughly express everyas... » Continue Reading
i just wish i could sleep like a normal person. it already doesn't help that my schedule is awful. it almost makes me excited to be back to college soon for my last few semesters because it would mean i would have slightly better sleep. nearly every day i am up until the sunrise » Continue Reading
I cannot believe I already have my back to school outfit planned... summer went by so fastt!!!!! I'm gonna miss it bad! No more staying up late reading fanfiction (x_x) I'm hopeful that this year will be better than the last and I'm actually quite excited to get my schedule, though I'm afraid I won't have any of my friends in class!! My outfit is pretty cute tho XD!! » Continue Reading
I absolutely h8 it when I'll be reading an x reader fanfic and they give me a name. Like wat??? I thought this was x reader, x ME!! Not some random girl I've never heard of!!╰_╯ If I want to read ur oc fanfiction I will. If you want to write yourself some fanfiction and use ur own name, that's fine too, nobody's stopping you. But when I'm peacefully reading an x reader and suddenly find out I have a name, it just kinda ruins the whole fic 4 me. Idk maybe I'm a bit too passionate about fanfiction... » Continue Reading
In one of my last blogs I was commenting on how I haven’t cried recently despite being one of the worst years of my life. One of the comments on the blog suggested that I should at least try to cry. So now I’m here in my bedroom listening to music and I forgot what song it is but now I’m having the sudden feeling to cry, and thinking about the comment on the last blog I try to get myself to cry, but no matter how hard I try I just can’t. I’m afraid that if I don’t cry all my pent up emotions wil... » Continue Reading
The guilt i have, it kills me slowly. There was a point in time (about 4 months ago) I couldn't sleep without feeling the regret. I got what I deserved and thats what keeps me up. Ill wake up sometimes reliving the pain in each punch to my head. The blood dripping out of my mouth the way tears would fall down my face at my mistakes in life. Wtf is wrong with me and what am I doing with my life. Does any one else feel guilt like this? » Continue Reading
Sometimes I stop and think to myself about how I’m the baddest and other times I think to myself how I’m so fugly [POLL_DISPLAY:174] » Continue Reading
why the hell do i always get such a weird mix of pleasure and foreboding doom and despair when i touch my nips.. like something bad is going to happen....eugh » Continue Reading
ok sooo i know it’s summer but i’ve lowkey always had a crush on this guitar teacher at my school 😭 like why is he kinda fine?? pls don’t think i’m crazy lolll. but fr do u guys think it’s weird to have a crush on a teacher… and is it insane if i go visit his class even tho he’s not my teacher anymore :0 #waitingtoseefineteacheragain » Continue Reading
I hate living in an ingredient only household that never has ingredients that’s also is always on my ass about not eating junk food when that’s all i can make » Continue Reading
heya guys, idk why but everytime i look at my friends social media posts i always feel so excluded and alone. even though they haven't visibly shown dislike to me i always feel as though i'm intentionally left out. i'm the first to reach out on everything, noone talks to me unless i talk to them first. I talked to my therapist about dis and i guess i just have to follow her advice "don't base your happiness on your friends) and Y'know friends come and go! maybe they just aren't meant to stay in ... » Continue Reading
Can we talk about how weird it is that straight women are so obsessed with bl, yaoi, and gay men? Let's be honest, whenever it's flipped like when straight men talk about how hot they find lesbians and when they find a way to sexualize any lesbian relationship, people can recognize that it's weird. So why do straight women think that they can do the same thing but towards gay men but it's ok?? Just because you aren't a man, doesn't make it any less predatory to sexualize gay relationships.They d... » Continue Reading
i assumed it would take much longer for me to actually get that far in but apparently im the master of binge watching showss7 alreadyi'll probably rewatch it from the start a few timesi demand eight more seasons from the producers this instant » Continue Reading
I FULL HEARTEDLY THOUGHT THE GUY I LIKED FOR LIKE 2 YEARS LIKED ME BACK BUT NO. So like we started becoming friends after i gained the confidence to talk to him and prior to this he posted on his tik tok "How do I ask out a girl I only see in the halls" a week later he dms me asking "are you the girl I always see in the halls?" LIKE????? THAT HASSS TO BE ABOUT ME RIGHT? no he ust posted a 5 min rant on his snap story about this other girl like omfggggggg Im a fat ugly loser and dumb and now we d... » Continue Reading
Old controversy surrounding Flamingo has been circulating quite a bit recently and I'm honestly not sure why everyone is still so upset when people defend him. Like yeah, obviously the things he was saying wasn't ok -ESPECIALLY if he was posting it on the internet- but as far as I've heard, he was a teen and still in school at the time. What he was saying is far less offensive than what I normally hear on a daily basis at my school. Everyone saying 'well he should have known better then to be sa... » Continue Reading
Okay so i think i accidentally set my age as something else i DONT REMEMBER WHAT but i cant change it... damn. Anyways! To clarify, im 15... 2011. Okay great! » Continue Reading
Hi so my name is Sara and im 15! Im really into punk msuic andd emo! (also some Olivia Rodrigo.. cause, reals. Not all her songs tho for example honeybee is horrible and sounds like straight up mommy asmr EUGH :<)Anyways! I collect cds/vinyls/cds/ect, i LOVEEE deathnote, i have a borderline unhealthy obsession with Taylor Momsen...?(dont ask shes beautiful and so so talented and cool omg:O), i adore thrifting becasue i always find so much stuff and stuff i can like diy to look cool since im alte... » Continue Reading
about a year ago i developed tics, but they werent that bad so i just assumed they would go away pretty quick or wouldnt be an issue at all. however, a few months ago, they got very bad and i wasnt able to go even a minute without ticcing. theyve gotten a little better since then, but its still hard and embarrassing whenever im around family, esp my mom. she constantly stares at me no matter how hard i try to surpress it, and i wish she would just realize how hard it is for me. its not something... » Continue Reading
Not to be one of Those People, but you cannot complain about ANYTHING without someone trying to medicalize it or turn it into some sort of symptom. I was talking with a friend about how I struggle to focus and start tasks sometimes and he was like "Oh, you must have ADHD." When I assured him that I am Not disabled he got upset and began arguing the point? It seems like everyone my age is constantly attempting to armchair diagnose everyone around them. I'm not saying that disabilities aren't real... » Continue Reading
its just me and my MacBook Air 11 against the world it literally can barely run anything thats not a dvd/cd or this website but I still love it (mostly cuz of the CD player) » Continue Reading
The 60’ssss Happiness!(Happiness!! 𓂂ɞ̴̶̷ ₃ ɞ̴̶̷𓂂) Lentils(Lentils!? ᯣ_ᯣ)Flowers (lalalaaaaaaaa)The 60’s was a place of peace and love and no one took any showers!!! » Continue Reading
Recently, a specific phenomena has been appearing that I'm starting to notice, which is the invasion of adult spaces by younger people.In adult media, like games/shows/apps directed toward an older audience, a massive amount of younger people that openly view this media and interact with it is staggering. For example, the currently releasing House Of The Dragon has a huge amount of younger fans, I rarely if ever see any of the older fans online. It's really disheartening, since most of those fan... » Continue Reading
I wanted to make this blog for the people who want to be my friend.This blog is very personal to me so please don’t judge me. It’s ok to block me if you feel uncomfortable.I came to this site to make friends, like actually friends not just online “most”. I don’t have any irl friends so I’ve resorted to the internet. I hope this blog helps people understand my behaviors.I don’t like opening up to people. I feel like the more I share stuff about myself the more people alienate me. I tend to boring... » Continue Reading
what is it with the stigma about women having children? for pete's sake im 16; the most im worried about my future right now is the odds of me graduating high school. please leave me alone » Continue Reading
i only have like a month left of summer break but im just at home alone everyday cuz my best friend goes on vacation every summer and i see my other friends only sometimes :( im actually kinda excited for school to start cuz I won’t be alone anymore (but when school actually starts im gonna regret saying that so much T-T) im going to a new school + im not gonna be in french immersion anymore so it’s either gonna get so much easier or so much harder ;-; i hope high school doesn’t make me wanna ki... » Continue Reading
My dad literally told me he would not give me food until I clean my roomDoes he not know I have an ED, faint at least 4 times a day and lost 4kg just these last 2 weeks? Like I try to eat after starving myself all day and he threatens to just starve me more?? I don't care if it would take five minutes it's just the principle of it. If he wants me to starve then so fucking be it. » Continue Reading
For some odd reason, I've been more reluctant to be around my friends. I don't know why, but being around them feels so draining. Any slight inconvenience that happens because of them makes me so irrationally mad and makes me hate them. I've also been more withdrawn from them. This could just be because I'm growing up and getting older so I'm naturally not going to stay friends with people from middle school since I'm going into high school, but I don't like this feeling. These are the only frie... » Continue Reading
i think i'm going to start making an effort again to post more on friendrewind and ribbit or some other old internet style site instead of cozy.talk. i only like give or take 5 users. everyone else including the admin (yeah. yeah him too.) are so obviously reddit users. now, i use reddit. there is a difference between being a reddit user and a normal person and a reddit user with a reddit mentality. i just can't stand blue maga. literally the site gives tenderqueer blue maga. i know i've said in... » Continue Reading
Right now I’m mainly talking about the glorification of plastic surgery in east Asia which has gone to dangerous extremes yet netizens still find them normal? Like it’s just their daily life? Every new fact I learn about the beauty standards there makes me want to puke you CANNOT tell me that this isn’t body horror- we’ve got people cutting the inner corners of their eyes to look more ‘innocent’ and ‘childlike’ (this is horrifying too what the heck?), risking extreme pain and blindness and we’ve... » Continue Reading
i have one million things to do and one million things to remember and i feel as if my brain is going to explode i cannot keep up with everything as hard as i try, i need a rest. but onwards and upwards!today i went to a family function and i have always been extremely shy but today i lowkey did very well and was talking like a normal person lol i was very impressed with myself. i am working every night this week except for tomorrowhome blink school blink work blink home blink next week then rep... » Continue Reading
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH IM SO FUCKING PISSED AT MY SCHOOL. like im literally js having a time of my life, doing my homework and all chill right? UNTIL, my adviser send us a photo of our NEW schedule and HOLY FUCK IVE NEVER BEEN THIS CLOSE TO PULLING THE GODDAMN TRIGGER. BC LOOK AT THIS SHIT. I HAVE TO GO TO SCHOOL AT 7:30 AM, HAVE FLAG CEREMONY EVERY DAY, ONLY 10 MINS OF RECESS, 45 MINS OF LUNCH AND EACH SUBJECT (ITS WORSE IF A TEACHER OVERTIME) LIKE HELL NO. I HAVE A BAD SLEEPING SCHED AND... » Continue Reading
I’m at that point where no matter what you can do; you’ll never fit in a established friend group nor a study group nor a religious group nor a subculture; because I guess a person like me isn’t able to fit in so I stay home in my little house corner where I feel like I’m safe but at the same time I should have someone to talk about this yet at the same time the person may have someone better at the thing that that I like to talk to or they have more knowledge than me then I do ; then then you ... » Continue Reading
hello! i recently logged back into heyspace and saw that nearly everyone was moving here..... so i did too!!!! i really love how this website works and its super awesome!! anywho, im hoping I can make some more friends on here!! » Continue Reading
i really want to take a whole bottle of pink whitney to the dome right about now man.. everything and damn near everybody been overly stressing a bih out🙏 why does life genuinely have to keep continuing to throw the worst curves at me at the worst points in my life again may i mention continuously?? im trying to figure it out but its one thing after another, smoking, drinking, seeing my sister nd best friends, music, and blogging are probably the main things keeping me strongly going at the mome... » Continue Reading
Find out tonight at 12!Nah but fr my periods are actually torturous the older I get. And I found out it wasn’t normal to be depressed, self critical and overall just a fucking tweaker while it feels like the angriest crackhead alive lives in your brain. Antidepressants help but I’m not on mine right now, so I have to make a bitchass psychiatrist appointment which is a chore in itself for some reason. Idk I need to figure it out soon I’m weedless rn » Continue Reading
so i actually miss my ex so fucking much his code name is big sexy -side note my sister and me came up with it when we were drunk. he also knows we call him that so we'll just call him that for now, but i cant help but start to miss him everytime i get alone for long periods of time. Just really about how strong our connection used to be and still is after 3 years of us not talking just because i chose someone else like a dummy😓ive always regretted not choosing big sexy, he was the only m#n ive ... » Continue Reading
(things will be jumbled around and I will use they/them/theirs pronouns for my ex)So my Ex, who we will call R. R was super weird and said a lot of things abt my body and misgendered me when i never misgendered him. He told me he was trans and went by he so i was like "okay! I go by they btw!" (He never called me that). On to the inappropriate stuff, if you are still reading this and you are triggered by inappropriate topics I recommend you back out. Back to the rant/vent, i met them at a sleepo... » Continue Reading
Can we talk about how hard is it to sleep these days?(4AM now in my country LOL)Idk if it’s me but i really find hard to sleep,sometime ago i used to fall asleep at 3 am but now i don’t feel tired even that time..Im scared for school because i ask myself atleast once a week how i will sleep at 9:00 PM,i don’t wanna ruin my school year but after school i started to sleep always at five or six AM.Literally i love sleeping im not joking,i even try to fall asleep,but then i pick up my phone and star... » Continue Reading
I find feet to be disgusting. I don’t know, they’re just kind of shaped weird. I can’t understand how this could be someone’s fetish. I wear socks all day so I don’t have to look at them. And over all they just make me feel uncomfortable. » Continue Reading
This school year is gonna be such a fucking shit show. I haven't finished my virtual summer-school math course and I'm not going to. So I don't know what the fucks gonna happen for my math class this year. Especially considering I cheated the whole time because my step-dad told me to (because atp my family has just accepted that I'm a worthless piece of shit ig). I seriously don't think I'm going to make it through this year.I used to be a star student!! I could read at a tenth grade level in th... » Continue Reading
There’s an entity of some sort living in me. It’s a parasite that craves attention and affection. It seeks it through others. I could be my normal self one second and then the next it takes over my being and it screams and cry’s out of desperation for someone, anyone. But of course no one will hear it. I have no choice but to ignore its needs. It overanalyzes every single word from anyone. It clings to anyone that cares even a little bit. It can’t stop thinking abt whoever my future partner will... » Continue Reading
Hello!(This is my first post at my blog, pls I’m still trying to figure out how to use this website)Ok back to the topic First of all, I need to provide some context for this title. Unfortunately, I happened to look at a social media and came across a post where someone was asking: “Why do people gather to eat at celebrations? Couldn't we do something else?” And on top of that, this person started making various fatphobic comments about people who simply enjoy eating at events!!!1! And t... » Continue Reading
I want an online parent so bad o(╥﹏╥)o My bio ones aren't the best but aren't the worst but I just really need a positive parental figure even if they're not that much older than me » Continue Reading
so, as i was hitting my new goal of 20k steps per day (my plan is m110k->m15k->m3->20k and so on) i kept thinking about how i was venting to my best friend about my struggles with eating in a calorie deficit and how draining working out is, and to sum up his response: "its not that deep". He's my best friend, so ofc he said his piece with care for my feelings but the ignorance on his part is kinda disheartening. its only to be expected tho bc all his life he's been athletic, smart and (no homo) ... » Continue Reading
Hey friends,I just came back from a festival, totes had so much fun. Many of my favorite artists performed and there was lost of delicious food.How everrr, when it came to dancing i was doing absolute shit. I am of caribbean decent so dancing is a big part of my culture. And considering there were a lot of men who totally fit my standard i figured id have to do more than stand still and look pretty. Luckily my bff does have moves so she helped me out, but honestly guys my moves were still very s... » Continue Reading
Summer is boring.Yeah ik a lot of people like it,hanging out with friends,having fun,going to the beach,no just no.Well because without school in my life happens literally nothing it's the same everyday,actually if i could slept 2 or 3 hours extra before actually going to school like not woking up at eight o'clock i would've enjoyed more...Like i hate two full hours of math after woking up and being tired asf but...:((I cant wait for autumn,i miss going to school with the smell of earth after ra... » Continue Reading
sooo I've been riding on the bus for a few months now and everything has been really normal up until today. i got on the bus and immediately, this guy starts talking to me, basically to my face, even though i tried to sit away from him. i can hear him talking about and describing, saying "young gay guy," and "lightskin." i was in such a good mood and it got semi-ruined cuz I had to stay on edge. this guy by the way is like 5'10-6'1 and i'm just 5'5. before i got off the bus, he pasts me as he ge... » Continue Reading
its a good idea... for an au. it wouldn't WORK in game. anyone playing it blind would be extremely confused. cause they didn't do the weird route. because it's a secret. it also takes away the main part of the weird route which is the fact you CHOSE to do this. you CHOSE to put these kids through this. you chose to go back and freeze enemies, you chose to tell her it was real and you chose to go in the lake. making it so that it happens no matter what is taking away your choice and makes the wei... » Continue Reading
Hi!! I don't really know what to put this post under so I've put it as a rant/vent (even tho I'm not really ranting about anything). I really wanted to have a Y2K aesthetic place to get away from Toktik and work on my designing skills (which are non-existent). I hope you have an awesome day and I'll see you another time, bye :) [POLL_DISPLAY:165] » Continue Reading
WHAT!!!! DO YOU MEANNNN!!!! THE BOOSTER GOLD TV SHOW IS CANCELLED!?!!???!??? FUCK OFFF I LOVE FHAT BITCH WHATT EHF CUUUUUUCK I WAS SO EXCITED COR IT FUCK OFF I HATE EVERYTHING SCREAMS » Continue Reading
i wake up this morning & my mom is coming in and outta my room and SHE gets scared cause i startle her when i get out of bed..... THEN i go to the kitchen & shes blasting country music and acting all frantic and going thru my bag of stuff i brought homeand like nothing in there i dont want her to see.. literally js bath soaps... but it felt like SUCH an invasion of privacy? i forgot how overwhelming it can be to live at home x____x i need to move out bleehhh » Continue Reading
I’m on the train rn and I’m on my way to my parents place from London and I am SO tired I almost passed out at work!! I am not particularly loving forward to the next 24 hits or so, the second I get to my parents I need to eat, I’m starving, and shower. And get straight to bed.When I wake up I immediately have to play drums in my church’s worship band and then before the service is even finished, take another train to London to rehearse with my band for when we go to the studio later this week. ... » Continue Reading
So! I would like to start off by saying as many know I'm not religious in a Christian way but i do teach as a sunday school teacher (I stick to the word,I read it and make appropriate and easy crafts&lessons for them so please to all the people judging me,no i am not teaching your kids what you consider to be bad things just because I'm not a Christian) but I have also joined the church choir since they were looking for another female singer! I've recently been looking into a septum piercing (no... » Continue Reading
A small post, some friends judge me some days ago because i like umamusume, i told them i was obsessed with the game, my bf even bought me the uniform of the umas. For people who dont know umamusume is a game/anime about horse girls who train to run, is real nice, even tho some people of the fandom are a bit weird.Anyway my friends said the "furry girl game" was weird and they look weirdly at me. That made me remember why i don't tell them what i like. » Continue Reading
Idk bro, got caught crying and got sent to the frinking guidance office. Now everybosyis asking me if I made the right choice about the course I chose. Man it sucks I really hate myself, everybody undirectly tells me I made a mistake about my course. Man I feel like shit » Continue Reading
not sure if ill ever find people that i fit with!! i always seem to metronome between either too much™ or not enough™. not too much as in risky or detestable, but just, energy. too hyper, annoying and energetic or too monotone and snarky, like i dont think im ever in the middle. genuinely its either pinkie pie or maud pie. im gonna DIE in these two metrics probably, idk.i keep hearing tales and stories of folks who 'find their people' and yadda yadda, and i mean yeah! part of me feels like its o... » Continue Reading
Work is NOT going well today, I’m supposed to be behind the bar in case anybody wants a drink and working on fixing broken gear between customers. I started out with a Marshall MG100 amp head which had been giving guitarists shit during concerts for weeks. I had always known that it was a simple problem with the input of the amp but once I took it apart I had no idea how simple it really was, one of the three tiny reciever pins had been pushed out of the way just to regular old usage and time, y... » Continue Reading
seeing older disney 2000's shows and old high school videos get me so depressed cause socializing was so much better and people were just being them, now it feels depressing it actually hurts » Continue Reading
Sometimes when I see my friends or hang out with them I feel like an uncool person who has nothing going on. I don't really want a boyfriend and I back in highschool to get my diploma but all of my friends (who are my age or younger) are much further than me in life. They have jobs, a boyfriend, an apartment. They have experimented with their looks or have a fashion sense. I have none of that. I don't even want a boyfriend but I still feel like a child for having nothing going on. I have many go... » Continue Reading
I bought colored hair extensions and wanted to dye the stripes on them, but the dye didn't stick because they were synthetic. Then I bought a set of platinum hair extensions with the intention of dyeing them, but it turns out they are made of bioprotein, and the dye doesn’t stick to it either.Natural hair extensions are so damn expensive.Like, I bought bioprotein ones for 300 rubles, but I found natural ones for no less than 10,000 rubles. » Continue Reading
The London Underground gets way too hot in the summertime it sucks I have to take it 40 minutes to get to my job that doesn’t pay me enough :,( » Continue Reading
so I see almost 90 of you viewing my profile? yet I have 7 FRIENDS? AND NONE OF THEM TALK TO ME EXPECT FOR MY IRL FRIENDS? FREAK ALL OF YOU! (*｀Д´)ノ！！！ I DIDNT WANT FRIENDS ANYWAY » Continue Reading
I love and hate romance anime’s.the story are always so interesting and always come with an amazing cast of characters, but on the other hand I’ve never had a partner before or been on a date which i think is normal for my age but it still feels weird trying to relate to feelings I’ve never experienced before and I’m kinda jealous. » Continue Reading
i hate driving in this stupid fucking city i fucking hate houston drivers. im being honked at cuz i put my foot off the gas to make a turn and now all of a sudden the fedex truck driver wants to run me off the road and dickride my ass. im going 55 in the 40 already and we're crossing into a work zone where the lane is closed so i have to drive on the other side of the road. i should start brake checking. » Continue Reading
i'm never sure how to start these. there are so many thoughts racing in my head it feels wrong trying to put them into words, like they're not something that should be materialised. but if i let them fester, they'll only get worse, so i'll force it all out like a purge.i can't hate forever.some might say it's weak morals. that i'm too gullible, too forgiving. too nice. always too nice. always too giving, always too much. too much.there's a part of me that, no matter how much someone hurts me, ca... » Continue Reading
(reupload)okI'm so sick off all this hate that straight edge people have been getting (especially in my scene) like yes don't get me wrong there can be some shitty people out there but I mean come on, that's almost everybodylike I hate how every one who's straight edge gets painted as somebody who has a "superior" mindset or they think that they're better than everyone else like bro... I've met some amazing, sweet, very nice people who happen to be straight edgeand as some who is straight edge I... » Continue Reading
So im camping right.I gotta shit ok.So I walk across the campground to the public restroom.I catch a glimpse into the first stall and let me tell you it was lovecraftian.An abomination of shit and death attack my line of sight. I turn to go to the next stall as there are only two.I see its occupied.Noted by the feet I see from under the stall door. I look no further at this time.I turn again to stand by the wall and wait. But then what can only be described as the wailing of one hundred dying do... » Continue Reading
Computa, show me cool skater alt ppl in my area.no but seriously WHERE ARE YOU GUYSSSS?? I only have like one cool cool friend and shes great but we both want more cool cool friends!!everyone else kinda sucks. besides my other friends… anywayyyyyyyyyPLEASE COOL ALT SKATER PPL FIND MEEEEE » Continue Reading
this is my 1st blog post because this is just so stupid to me LOLL . every encounter ive had on here has been great...apart from this one person?? here's a visual:them: "HIII"me: "HIYAAAA"them: "CALL ME KITTY I'M UR KITTY ALEX"... frying me?? and okay i went along w/ it but they should've been blocked right then & thereme: "hi kitty!! ur from england right? how is it over there?"them: "uhh? like hows it like?"me: "yea basically ! myf"them: "myf?"me: "my fault !!"then they're on some bullshit (th... » Continue Reading
I want to punch something, like really bad, but I don't even have the energy to move, I can see myself throwing a hook at the wall and it hurts, but a good type of hurt, the type that reminds you that you are realjust try to smoke me out, Ill find a wayits fucking hot 2I'm so full of hate but I cant do anything about it, I'm just so angry at everything without a clear reason. But I'll keep it to myself and express it in words because I wont fall to that level, I wont do what they're trying to ma... » Continue Reading
this girl reviewed my screenwriting, "is there a plot?" "why would you say this line?"first of all, there is a plot, i just haven't done screenwriting before so i lowkey have a hard time pacing everything and stuff. so what, you think i'd pull a well written, well paced script out of my ass? also even if i didnt have a plot whats wrong w that? like imma be palo alto. imma be dazed and confusedanyway, secondly, i said that line because i was inspired by someone at my school who said exactly that.... » Continue Reading
I’ve been single for lik 3 yrs now with no romantic relationship since then (╥﹏╥) I have a ton of lesbian friends but non of them lik me lik that. Im so smart n decently pretty why can i nt find anybody who is intrsted in meeeehhh .·°՞(っ^ᯅ^ς)՞°·. How am I supposed to date girls if grls dont even lik me » Continue Reading
Is it really normal to see nazi-taken conspiracy theories and Vril inspired garbage literally EVERYWHERE on the algorithm like it's a normal thing?? I'm just tired of seeing it literally every time I open Instagram, Youtube, Twitter, and other apps. There's always some "satire" meme which at this point it's just not even satire, you can easily tell these people are just 4chan racist people trying to pass on their beliefs without being criticized because they are under the mantle of labeling thei... » Continue Reading
i have this very bad headache and its genuinely making me cry and i haven't cried for about a year. is there any tips for it to leave faster? » Continue Reading
Dear friends, Does anyone else feel like they're not living up to their full potential... Well atleast i know i do, ive got so many goals set but dont know where to begin. Honestly scared that i will fail making those come true wich is making me loose motivation. *sigh* Anyhow the next semester of college is starting soon, im thinking about switching majors. Psychology sounds so much more like my cup of tea :P I guess we will see how this year goes, ill keep yall posted!- Z out <3 » Continue Reading
They have so good They Dont Work AND everyone cares for them???? I work my ASS off on the Steam Marketplace and no fucking NORMIE cares for meeeee while those puppers Do Nothin and they get praise????///?? Fuckin unbelievable!! They are small, privileged fuckers who have SOOOOO easy!!! I am a Discord Mod for 89 fuckin servers and I'm a good, pretty, Big dick having Honorary citizen of Papua New Guinea, So WHY I DON'T GET TREATED AS SUCH??????????????????? We have to stop Homosapiensgyny and ABOL... » Continue Reading
ive been listening to more emo music lately and it's been making me feel a certain way that i find nice. the specific song im listening to on loop rn is six years home by hopes die last. the feeling this song gives me is special. it makes me want to go outside and walk around and just experience life. experience reality. go on a swing and revel in the fresh air. be happy. it makes me want to sit down on a rooftop, holding hands with my partner, talking about whatever's been on our minds.i am no... » Continue Reading
Being a teen in the modern world, SUCK ASS, not just because most of us miss being a kid around when cOVID-19 happen but because trying to hang out with anyone is hard as shit and if you did manage to somehow schedule a meet up, everything is expensive. There are very little places that allow teens in or place were teens can even feel safe. It doesn’t help that where I live (nc) it’s getting more expensive as more people are moving here and everything here feel cramped. There’s many businesses o... » Continue Reading
bro i'm like getting so fed up with my hair because i rly want the emo fringe BUT my hair is like wavy/curly and i cannot STAND having hair in my eyes or over my ears bcos of sensory issues and now it's summer so everytime i try to straighten my hair and the heat makes me sweat which makes my hair start to curl up again!!!!!! also i kinda f-ed up the fringe while trying to cut it :/ » Continue Reading
I hate not being able to comfort my friends, there is probably something wrong with me but I never feel any empathy when I see my friends or vent I really wish I did I truly do, but it’s the same as when my dog died, I wasn’t crying or sad I never feel bad.The only thing I feel sad about in life is being touched by my step father, even I don’t feel empathy towards myself at moments. I used to kill small animals like squirrels for my groomer and hang their organs on trees, I never really felt any... » Continue Reading
I get to go to the mall and go shopping :PI just hope there aren't any assholes >_< (The city that the mall is in isn't always the kindest) » Continue Reading
I can't really pinpoint why am I feeling like this whenever the topic of my physical/mental illnesses comes up, but I genuinely despise talking about it, it makes me embarrassed :P (i am a big traumatized baby, that's why)I mainly suffer from an anxiety disorder, IBS, and migraines.Whenever I have to declare my current health state somewhere, like when I'm getting a piercing or going to the doctor, or whenever the symptoms of my illnesses show I just feel SO embarrassed. I can't imagine talking ... » Continue Reading
I know its pretty common to say that but UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I JS HATE IT. BC TELL ME WHY I GOT A FUCKING 11/25 ON A MATH TEST. DO YOU NOT UNDERSTAND HOW EMBARASSING THAT SHIT IS????(i was trying to hold my fucking tears earlier bc of that btw.) I mean, if you're in a regular class and your class dgaf abt any of that, well consider yourself LUCKY. Because in my case, THATS LITERALLY AN EMBARASSMENT considering im in STE (which means Science, Technology, Engineering Program... » Continue Reading
I think it’s already obvious by now that ICE has been and is still, ruining a lot of people life, especially immigrants lives, not just by just taking away families, but also giving them a fear which can last forever.I’ve been noticing this due to the fact that ice is still going around in states,they’re just being quiet because last time they got harassed by many people and didn’t like that their own terrible actions have consequences. and when I mean by fear, I mean that a lot of immigrants ha... » Continue Reading
I am a cashier, and I like my job. Nothing wrong with it, everyone I work w is nice, I make good money, and the job is pretty easy. What I DON'T like about it is the few (like 5%) people that have to be dicks to me at my register. Most of my customers are nice, but I have some that just make it hard for me to want to work.Examples:I literally got called ugly to my face and told that I should work a job where people don't have to look at my face.Had a guy tell me I can't look tired (it was 10 pm)... » Continue Reading
It’s 3am and I can’t sleep, or ig I don’t want to, I can’t stand the thought of wasting an entire day so I just waste the entire night aswell until I’m sleep deprived enough to stop thinking and just pass outI think I’m gonna go back to physical journaling aswell, it just feels right, it’s not that I don’t trust friendRewind, but i still step lightly on digital media after spacehey fucked me in the ass, FriendRewind has been very nice and very lenient on me in the past month I’ve been on here wh... » Continue Reading
I REEK OF CIGARETTES MY HOUSE REEKS IM NOSEDEAF TO THE SMELL WITH HOW FUCKING PUNGENT MY HOUSE IS. My house smells like cigarettes from my dad and it used to smell worse with weed and cigarettes when my sister was in, I don’t really have a problem with weed smell or cigarettes but it doesn’t look good when your friends older brother is picking you up and tells you “god sky, you smell like cigarettes” TELL ME ABOUT IT BRO. I already look like a satanic whore to my friends parents which is why i ... » Continue Reading
everything sucks no more eyeliner my vape was found I got cut trying to open a can my dog brought a stick into the house and chewed it up ALL OVER MY BED (╥﹏╥)it was such a hassle to clean up no more seaweed all in one day!! good lordy give me a break ay but at least Grandma is free (￣ヘ￣;) that's something good » Continue Reading
This last two years I have been in my lowest. I have no friends. I’ve lost my passion for art and my parents don’t let me express myself the way I want. But even after all off that I still haven’t cried. Now I look back no story, movie, tv show, or game have ever made me cry. The only time I’ve cried is when I’m getting my ass whooped. It’s probably nothing though. » Continue Reading
but i lowk fw they challah bread...(am i gonna get canceled?? i hate what they r doing and i stand with Palestine 100% but i fw challah bread...) » Continue Reading
ill prob delete this soon buthas someone else WANTED to be sad? like my life is great, everything is really good! but i just really want to be depressed, i want to be sad, i want to cut, i want nobody to care. Or one little thing will set me off and then im comforted, i finally get what i want. and when i get in the mood where i wanna be sad i just turn on like a vent playlist and boom im sad, once im sad i finally can cry, i finally can just let it out. i finally feel good.could just be me i gu... » Continue Reading
I don't think people realize how exhausting recovery from a triple cervical fusion really is.It's not just neck pain. It's the constant fatigue, the soreness, the random nerve pain, the stiffness, the swallowing issues, the sleepless nights, and the mental battle that comes with feeling like your life has been put on hold. Healing has become my full-time job, and honestly... it's one of the hardest things I've ever done.Some days I feel guilty that I can't work. I miss feeling productive. I miss... » Continue Reading
(okay if i sound ableist js lmk)okay idk what ts is abt but its lowk targeted towards ppl who self diagnosis with autism and then do weird stuff bc of said autismidk man when it comes to like depression n shi like okay i understand but when its like the "popular that makes me different and cooler then the other quirky" ones like autism, bipolar, bpd, ocd, tourettes and mpd like ofc im not trying to say mental illness doesnt matter or shouldnt be looked into but most of the time its gated communi... » Continue Reading
so my freaking dad decided to beat me up to the point of my mum leaving him and NOW he's acting all nice and shit and promised me £250 cus he gave my big brother that much and NOW he's ignored me and my texts for the last week who does this guy think he is :/ » Continue Reading
ill use the last of sanity to be as normal as possible and hold out for however long I can last so expect less coherent blogs as an attempt to conserve my humanityI haven't left my room in 2 days and haven't left the house in 2 weeks I think, time passes so slow in the moment but when looking at the big picture it flies by so fast I'm scared to move because I think someone is trying to control me, I just want to make a decision on my own without it being choreographed by someone else, so just sh... » Continue Reading
omg it's so hot here I hate the heat so MUCH !!!!! 💢 ( `ᜊˊ )what's worse is that I don't have a fan in this room,,,YET because my auntie is getting me a fan so I don't melt like the wicked witch of the west,,,,,(¬_¬")I <3 MY AUNTIE THOUGH SHE'S DA BEST !!!!!!!it's like a heatwave out here though holy shit » Continue Reading
hi everyone this is different from my usual blog posts i just wanted to come on here to express some problems in my personal life. so ive been hailucinating for the past couple of months now. at first it was just small things like seeing something for a spilt second and i of course knew it wasnt were. but right now in 2026/07/31 my hallucinations have gotten even worse like hearing things feeling things and even smell to the point where can even tell even its real or and people around me will h... » Continue Reading
But if I'm going to be honest here. What can I really do? I mean I have been dealing with intrusive thoughts for at least five years now and those thoughts keep on ruining how I view others that I know and I just feel guilty in the end. I still haven't told my family about because I'm afraid of what they'll think of me after I do tell them. I mean how am I supposed to tell like "I've been dealing with my intrusive thoughts for five years and it was the cause of my self-harm alongside with my gui... » Continue Reading
so we all know what a like piercings and tattoo and all that fun shit is and i so far have decided to stick to dyeing my hair to a red color, i have my left nostril, my septum, and my 1st lobes but my 2nds are only on my left ear and also i have 3 tattoos one on my middle finger, above my knee, and ankle tattoo, now i think i want to add like black highlights into my hair and get my navel pierced but i dont know.... i also have to fix my knee tattoo so i might do the tattoo fix then piercing the... » Continue Reading
middle school is still the same thing 4 me, but different classes etcetc,but at lunch 1 of my friends sense i was in 5th grade came n talked 2 me!! im very glad she remembered me 4 so long XDD n very glad 2 talk w/ her 4 2 years. i couldnt wait till she was in middle school when i was in 6th grade, n now shes here w/ me!! but anyway, 2morrow ima do sm liberty spikes 4 school bc y not do sm kewl 4 my kewl hair soo… cant wait!! nuthin much happened at school, only thing tat happened is 2 see my bf... » Continue Reading
all these assignments r killing me i have so many to do and im ON TRACK and still overwhelmed like jeezim so tired to the point i do whole sections wrong bcs i misinterpreted the question auuuufhgghghghghhh » Continue Reading
myspace catfishing is on a whole new level!!! STAY SAFE GUYS.....EDIT:okay I'm officially airing out who it is because I found undeniable proof AND I want this to be a PSA to help people spot AI better!!it's this dude. (bonnie)https://friendrewind.com/profile.php?id=17195what first made me notice? this bulletin"his version" is the EXACT same photo but upscaled and a different background.I thought "if he faked this, is there anything else?" and yes. yes there is.first let me provide my shittily-m... » Continue Reading
okay i get asked this question a lot "what is a eclectic witch?" well Eclectic witchcraft is a like self-defined spiritual path that focuses on personal resonance and intuition over rules. its like taking a practice from different types of "witches" and making your own style. i personally like to manifest and use my intuition. "whats a glamour witch do?" well its a form of witchcraft focused on influencing perception, attraction, how confident, competent, or magnetic a person seems to others. yo... » Continue Reading
Grandma got released from the hospital (≧▽≦) the only bad thing is she has dementia Parkinson's and heart failure it's very sad (╥﹏╥) she is being medicated, but that still won't fix it she will still eventually get worse idk really I just don't want her to forget us and all the memories we made with her, I miss baking and cooking with her she has such good recipes she gave me one of her favorite cookbooks but it will not taste the same without her (╥﹏╥) I'm going to see her later ho... » Continue Reading
Okay so, i freaking love the hunger games, films and books. Rereading all the books at the minute have me reflecting on life in general and how precious it really is. I did the tiktok trend of the nerding out about a year ago and now the nerd girl one and I've realised how many more friends I've made from actually expressing my interests and hobbies from doing silly trends like that. It lowk makes me feel so happy when people talk to me about them like yes!! tell me about your theories for SOTR ... » Continue Reading
quick recap of eventsearlier in the week, i posted a blog on spacehey (archived link btw) discussing the merits of friendrewind and the flaws of spacehey, solely to see if it resonated with anyone, and if it would result in a quick bolster of growth for friendrewind overall. which it did - there were quite a few signups following my original blogbtw i was very open with d3fect about all this as it was happening, asking about tracking backlinks and referrals and such via instant messenger but an... » Continue Reading
okay so like i know im not a user on spacehey but you can still see blogs and stuff! this is so funny to me, i dont know why. TOP BLOG ENTRIES BY THE WAY. (at least when i see it)anyways uh no hate to these people. i did in fact skim thru a bit of the 3rd blog, Hi, some clarification, and it's really all facts. i'm like pretty damn sure this site doesn't use ai and if so, how would this site use ai? i think that's stupid. like "join this and don't join that" or "no! that site has bad reputation!... » Continue Reading
my mother has never been my reliable parentshe always made herself the fun parent. she highly parentified me since i could speak. she confided in me. things you should never be confiding to your child, no matter the age. things like complaining about her relationship issues with my father. even as a child, she would tell me "i'm unhappy in my relationship with your father and i always have been, but i stayed for you" things she should be talking about with literally anyone else. she would get ma... » Continue Reading
This monday I had my oral final exam with this professor I really don't like, and it was the worst experience ever.Started off wrong, last friday he sent a two hour video and said he was going to ask about it on monday. How many people were doing this exam as well? Just my classmate and me. I didn't watch it because I was focused on the other units of the course AND I should remind everyone that the semester had already finished. That video was sent afterwards, as new material to study.Since I d... » Continue Reading
do you ever feel like you're being pulled in 5 different directions? like no matter what you want to do, something always collides in your head? like you're not sure what you actually want.is this part of me the real me, or is it just another side i use to play a role?i keep trying to escape myself whilst simultaneously trying to find it. i'm playing cat and mouse with my own damn self and nobody's winning.i don't know if i'll ever be able to just be. i'm good at running away, i think. but i can... » Continue Reading
what to do, what to do its late, I'm sleep deprived don't read this I'm scared to die alone, but I have a feeling I won't be after its doneI'll just do what I did last time and have some good last moments, like giving a dog chocolate before putting him down if anyone wants anything from me then just dm or sumthin, idk I'll buy you a pizza or whateverwas going to make this a post on larping as sane to reverse how I got in this mess but I don't even want to get better, I just... I just want...ig r... » Continue Reading
before I start this rant YES I know no one likes any parasitic creature but this is my blog and I can rant about whatever I please okay so i love all bugs and animals and they all have a special place in my heart (including flies and stink bugs) but GOD I hate parasites (besides maybe leeches). They’re is literally no point for their existence and all they do is make other living things suffer. I wish evolution wasn’t real for these things because wdym they’re now hard to kill because they’re re... » Continue Reading
Now lately, I've seen a bulletin post of a friend of mine here showing what's currently going on in SpaceHey of people simply being harsh on FriendRewind.Stating that someone was kinda trying to start a fight between two websites.You know, first off I had no idea about this whole site wars thing and I hope that doesn't happen here because right now I'm quite happy with how things are currently going on here on FriendRewind and things here are pretty smooth so far and I'm very thankful to Layla L... » Continue Reading
I had this nightmare last night that started with me going back to the college town for my second year of university, its a nice quiet town and there arent many tall buildings (the tallest building is the town hall) thats just how small the town generally is. Anyway, I somehow merged this location with the big city that im from, I imagined there being tall skyscrapers nearby the campus with a thin tower meant for student dorms. This is where the story starts: I was on a walk in the town, there... » Continue Reading
one time in the beginning of the eighth grade I had a theory that I was obsessed with until my teacher retired, i was convinced she worked for the government idk wtf I was on fr but what I thought she was doing was comparing my school and states academic level for some statics for the government and I had an hour long discussion with my friends about it, it made so much sense. she took phycology she has a 4.0 GPA or smth, off topic but like she's a very smart lady ngl she gave me so much advice ... » Continue Reading
omg the 1st day of school went well then i thought lwk, n lik art class might b my fav class bc i have tis art teacher tat is a animator illustrator n worked on paw patrol, moana n was hired by Netflix which is RLY FUCKING COOL. n he also animated sm cartoons n r friends w/ sm cartoon animators which is fucking inssaaannee. next week or so, we r finna learn 2 animate which is so cool n bc i suck n ALWAYS wanted 2 b a animator ( 2018 - 2020 was the shit FRfr), i did do a project 4 me 2 do n its g... » Continue Reading
someone on here thinks I make my whole personality about my problems but tbh as of late its all I can ever really think about its just a lot I kinda want to talk and be with someone but I know it's not meant for me. So what do I do? just sleep?, I woke up early today and there was genuinely nothing I wanted to do but lay in bed and cuddle with my daki, but in the back of my mind I call myself crazy.I don't like real people, they're flawed and complicated. Characters are much easier to understand... » Continue Reading
My one goal was to become a youtuber since I was 6yrs old bc i grew up with a lot of youtubers like FGTEEV, laurenzside, yammy, ihascupquake, bijuu mike, gloom, dantdm, pewdiepie, pat and jen, itsfunneh, grian, mumbo jumbo. The thing that drove me was that no matter how the world would possibly call them weird they still have an entire community of other people like them. The main goal was exactly that. Then it went to vtubing after the surge in 2020. Yet, suddenly I don't feel so sure. Maybe I ... » Continue Reading
I LOVE HIRONOS THEY HAVE TO BE THE CUTEST THINGS EVER CREATEDD!!! I AM HIM HE IS ME!! Literally especially the circus one (which I have) that one is best and the poet!! Sm better than labubus » Continue Reading
I had to stop being goth ONCE AGAIN because my family wont allow me to look like that outside the house. I hate it. But of course I wouldn’t dare to talk back. I had to keep it basic, a cute red top and some low rise jeans…not so cute but oh well. I tried to do some lip syncing videos. I dunno if I should post them on tt » Continue Reading
do you ever just wanna choke someone out for no good reason?I want to learn how to death metal scream/growl first so as the person's life is fading from them, they think they're being choked by a demon or god. Either one works for me. » Continue Reading
SO, I'm going to the beach with my brothers n cousins but we were supposed to go yesterday but we didn't because IM SICK, long story short I almost threw up at night a few days ago but I just swallowed until I fell asleep. BUT Im trying to get better fast as I can because we're going on Friday!!!! and I haven't been to the beach in THREE YEARS. so wish me luck!!!! » Continue Reading
sorry guys i am so pissed off right now this is very disjointed and there's like 3 huge run-on sentencesoh my FUCKING GOD somebody needs to fucking tell my mom's chud ass boyfriend to get rid of his 7 fucking cats that he doesn't fucking take care of. I adore cats so much but i am genuinely starting to fucking hate them because of him. We have an ongoing flea infestation and he has 2 fucking cats that are completely unsociable and will refuse to let you get near them so we can't do anything abou... » Continue Reading
I tried to do the cat ears thing w my hair and all it turned out to be was a sticky mess (-_-;)I suck at everything Istg (╥﹏╥) » Continue Reading
Why is finding third spaces so hard as a teen now? Based off what i’ve seen and heard, there used to be so many cool places where teens could be teens and not pay “billiooooons” of dollars.Near where I live, every single place has a curfew for teens and the places that do not have the curfews don’t like kids all together. The movies are expensive as frick now, Malls are dying, Activities like skating, bowling, painting, etc aren’t popular anymore. A lot of my generation is messy too, not all but... » Continue Reading
I really like want to start a new life tbh. Cause I don’t really want to kms that much but I also can’t stand the life I’m living right now. I wish there was like an in between 😭 my family is super dysfunctional nd shi but ig I just have to take the blame for that and suck it up because no one is gonna change. I can’t leave my house cause I’m a minor but I really wish there was another option. Any tips????? » Continue Reading
doomscrolling makes us consume content endlessly, which is why we forget to create. i cant remember the last time where i actually had an idea and decided to work on making that idea a reality. if thats art or a new tumblr post. this is something i want to change. im way too focused on consuming. for example whenever i try to write a new blog post i cant seem to come up with something without looking at inspiration first. i think that getting inspiration from other people once in a while is a go... » Continue Reading
I hate depop SO much sometimes because why do i find this cute hollister babydoll top and i look at the price and its TWO HUNDRED AMERICAN DOLLARS????!!!! WHO is paying that much for a SHIRT???? » Continue Reading
uhh so like my entire family lowk yellinf at me because im in my room all day but like theres nothinf else to do ,,,,,,,, i ujst like rlly need something to do taht doesnt make me irritated cause everything nowadays makes me angru and when i get angry i cry so 0w0 » Continue Reading
(this one’s a lot about my mental health) I know i said i was gonna go more into depth about how relatable the song boys day (bloody sea) by pacific purgatory is but i changed my mind because i watched the backrooms last night with my best friend and clark’s speech about liking it there really got to me. This is gonna sound silly but ever since watching the end of evangelion movie, i’ve wanted to be myself and also fix up my mental health more which i usually don’t really take care of despite ha... » Continue Reading
some dude on friendrewind added me so we could talk about our experiences being disabled, which i'm always down for, love talking to other disabled people. (i think his comment might still be on my profile, dude's username is just X) but literally all he kept spouting was medical misinformation??? like, it was legitimately insane. he immediately was like "yeah, i use ivermectin for my chronic fatigue syndrome" HUH???? ivermectin is an anti-parasitic drug???? if someone tells me they use ivermect... » Continue Reading
anytime i mention that i use ketamine or kratom online, ESPECIALLY on cozy.talk, SOMEONE has to be like "that stuff is dangerous, man. it fucked up my friend. you gotta be real careful." sorry your friend was an idiot who didn't utilize harm reduction! i always say: it's not the seed, it's the soil. take any drug, the molecule is unchanging. what is always different is the body of the person using it. just because someone has had a negative experience with something doesn't mean that the drug it... » Continue Reading
i recently was in the hospital for a panic attack (didn't realize that's what it was) when i took a thc/cbd gummy. it was only 10mg, but my heart rate got up to 160+, and they had me on ativan to calm me down before sending me home. i'm almost mad about it all because it's been years since my last panic attack, and this one has wiped me plain out. my chest is achy from the tachycardia, the strain, and shaking/near convulsing i was doing, and i feel there's this disconnect between my body and min... » Continue Reading
sorry to bring spacehey drama over here but this bugged me a little T_Ti logged into the site out of curiosity and for some reason my post about moving to friendrewind got on the top blogs! and like... the entire top blogs section is full of discourse about friendrewind...!spacehey is genuinely toxic as hell. everyone complains about controversy always being on the top blogs, but then they keep. interacting with it. i had a couple people get mad in my comments section because my post was an "und... » Continue Reading
I love the dark and monochrome colors<3<3<3I wish we were a night based society.I want to paint my room walls with black.I love dark mode on the internet.I love dimly lit rooms.I only thing dark in dark like is the color of my skin » Continue Reading
I hate making friends online and irl. I always perceive the tiniest amount of kindness as something more when I know I was never that deep, and when I do make friends i always either push them away or catch feeling. Why am I like this? » Continue Reading
As of making this post it is 2:00am on the first day of school. I don’t want to go. I don’t have any friends and when I try I push everyone away. I wish I could just disappear » Continue Reading
[Spacehey crosspost][I'M NOT HATING ON EITHER OF THESE SITES I'M NOT HATING ON EITHER OF THESE SITES I'M NOT HATING ON EITHER OF THESE SITES]brief edit: I made this when I was uncertain of how Def3ct was taking all of this. He's not okay with it. Leaving unedited for clarityMeet excessive promotion via algorithm exploitation!This cycle repeats again.. first it was Napo v. Spacehey, now it'll be FriendRewind v. Spacehey. Because rather than letting people choose what site they want to use, you ca... » Continue Reading
been without a phone for 2 days, it feels like hell on earth. but on all seriousness probably the most productive in my life and I've been trying to eat better which is kinda working but at least I can cook better » Continue Reading
7:51amit's early morning and i haven't slept. i don't like going to sleep much lately. it feels like everything i do is just to kill time when it itself is trying to kill me back. like i have my hands wrapped around its throat and all it does is mock me for how much i want it gone. i don't have anything else but time, yet i hate it more than anything. everything takes time. learning, sleeping, cleaning, doing nothing. it doesn't stop and i'm tied to the tracks. there's no lever to pull to make i... » Continue Reading
I genuinely think that I’m addicted to my phone, and I feel as though it may be one of the most embarrassing addictions for one to succumb to. ->First of all, to announce my credibility to the very few who will actually read this blog, my average screentime for the past month has fluctuated between 10-13 hours per day.**Anyways, throughout this summer, whenever I would consider doing something productive during the day (apply to more jobs, go to the gym, etc…) I would get ready to start the tas... » Continue Reading
hiii this is my first blog entryyy!! its lit about to be 4am rn in the uk, and im waitin for my friend to get online bruuuu (shes in another country rn😢) n yea im like not even tired but i probs should sleep soon bc im soo busy tommorow wt ts music course..........anyways ye byeeeeeee » Continue Reading
mentaly unstable girl from dirt town on a myspace clone that blogs about wanting to die, her fucked up life, and occasional poetry, and a shy loser guy who listened too much bad music meet.and when they do they talk alot, but they both are bad at talking so it all goes terribly wrong and she passes her curse onto him, so the boy now takes her place as just another mentally unstable guy from dirt town that blogs about wanting to die, and his imaginary problems and the cycle anews.I think I've dec... » Continue Reading
I made and alt account on tiktok, I was bored. And I needed to post more freely since everyone in my town knows my main acc (hate it). If you wanna go follow, its @woandsorrow.I post random shit there. Goth shit is on my main. 🔮 » Continue Reading
So, I love my best friend, right? And I'm not a bad friend in practice, or theory for that matter. But I'm just so jealous.Specifically of her relationship. To put a perspective on things, I was dating my ex for about a year, and it was a pretty messy break. I tried to make it clean, I really did! Then he went and started talking bad about me, and a bunch of other stuff came out too. It made me take off the rose tinted glasses and finally see that I was doing everything in that relationship and ... » Continue Reading
Theres this guy on insta who I've been talking to for a while that I knew sophomore year and he always lowkey annoyed me and now he's asking me to go to an amusement park w him and keeps asking 'wyd' but I'll feel so bad if i block him and i js dont know what to do anymore why am i like this every time someone likes me I get icked out and hate the thought of dating, but i like the idea of a relationship, yk?? Im js so lost. I really don't like this guy cus hes lowk corny and shit but id feel lik... » Continue Reading
I'm not going to lie, I'm kinda nervous to become a senior. People were right when they said that high school will fly by. The thought that this will be my last year of school honestly makes it all the more nerve-wracking. Never did I expect that I'd get close to finally being an adult, and I can honestly only hope that this last year of high school will treat me nicely before I officially become an adult next year. </3 » Continue Reading
Okay I love my mom, right? but she just gets on my nerves sometimes anduhgghewj I HATE IT!!She keeps saying stuff about my chosen name, which is Kasper, it used to be something similar to my deadname but I don't like that one anymore. anywaaaayy uhmm she's been saying stuff like "Why can't I pick your new name?" or mentioning that stupid ghost Casperearlier she asked if I wanted to use the name Kastel or fucking KASSIOUS?? Like no mother I do not want to be named Kassious </3Other than that, she... » Continue Reading
I have like 13 friends but 208 profile views. I feel like a bug in a cage, a bacteria under a microscope, an observed chaotic element in an otherwise stagnant environment.What doth thou gain from perceiving me? T'was it interest? T'was it concern? T'was it.. morbid curiosity? The book is open to investigation and questions, though you'll find many a pages ripped out or covered with temporary pencil. The words shall be foggy and unclear, with the first multitude of writings containing nothing but... » Continue Reading
ok so im a christian right (i swear im cool) but anyways in my town theres like this event that happens in march. its where around like 15 churches come together and it last like 2 days (friday night, all of saturday, sunday morning). basically we just have services and hang out and stuff like that. but this march on saturday i saw this really cute guy we will call river, but i only saw him on saturday and then like never again. i mean i knew he was in my city but like our city is kinda big. but... » Continue Reading
im finally 18 and everything sucks, I didn’t even wanna celebrate my birthday. There’s nothing I can do but try and apply for an id (that took me 2 weeks to do) or get a drivers liscence (the nearest date for me to take my road test is 4 months away) Honestly I feel like life hasn’t been worth much from 12 and forward. Like not even in a “oh em gee I wanna kill myself” but more so in a “I haven’t found any proper joy within my life” kind of thing. I mean flat out its not gonna get better, im goi... » Continue Reading
was talking to some local guy on insta on like my irl main account and he was like friends of friends and was kinda of a hick but its wyoming so everyone is and he asked me if i wanted to go to some mexican joint and i agreed, and he picked me up from my house and he was very awkward, barely made any small talk but he said "this is my first ever date with a guy....." huh??? since when was this a date??? i thought this was just supposed to be a hang out?? i just sat there and nodded my head, mind... » Continue Reading
I find that with depression its hard to do anything without it feeling like a chore, even getting up is just so tedious to do compared to doing nothing but it's not a problem like I can't raise my hand over my head, its that I don't want to raise my hand over my head, in that way its hard to fight against it this would be longer but I don't want to write anymore » Continue Reading
This is just a story on how I hate being a woman and how sexualized we are broA few weeks back me and my best friend were out thrifting and decided to go to the mall bc we wanted to go to hot topic and spencers but while we were there we decided to walk into vicrorias secret just to look as most teenage girls do yk and ik its mainly a lingre store but looking at how sexualized everything is in there honestly was so disgusting like off puttingly and me and her had a discussion on how much we as t... » Continue Reading
Okay so this might be stupid but for me I have trouble controlling my emotions especially my anger. I also do suffer from depression so keep in mind.I hate the lights being on in my room because it just bothers my eye idk it does i hate when lights r on they r too bright. n it makes my room hotter so my sis came into our room and left the lights on when she got something n left. I told her not to leave the lights on in my normal voice also cause I am like in a whatever mood i guess i wasn't both... » Continue Reading
i'm practically incapable of hating anyone and i have difficulty standing up for myself and it puts me in a lot of difficult situations. people frequently walk all over me & treat me badly and it doesn't matter bc i always end up letting it go bc i'm too nice of a person. i wish i had some sort of spine in me to act but i loathe the idea of being on bad terms with anybody. it's like i just wanna be everybody's friend and i always let people hurt me because i don't want to upset them. this applie... » Continue Reading
Its the 2nd week of the summer hols already and i feel like im spending too long on tye internet cuz idk what else to do. Sure ive hung out with friends a couple times and done some stuff but otherwise ive been rotting in my room and i feel like im wasting my teen years. Ive heard too many fucking times "enjoy being a teen its the best part of ur life" and i feel like im wasting that time doing nothing. In general, even after school or on weekends i do barely anything. I hate wasting my time ins... » Continue Reading
People who force religion and religions practices are horrible people should be able to practice their own beliefs and the main one i noticed is Christianity listen i support their beliefs systems but as a follower of aphrodite I realize that most people have to hide their own religions from others and it sucks please stop forcing religions especially on kids no matter what they should discover their own and it can effect their metal health to point of hating their parents for some please help ... » Continue Reading
I promise this is the last one for the time being. I'm just trying to transfer over some of my SpaceHey posts over.With a few exceptions, the more popular a game is, the less interest I have in it. I just get so sick and tired of people talking about the same thing over and over again. Many will blindly like something just because the internet told them to. Hey if you're into games like GTA or Mecca Chameleon that's great. BOTW was a bit of a disappointment for me. I was super hyped for this gam... » Continue Reading
So a couple days ago I finally decided to delete the app off of my phone because I’m so sick and tired of how boring and HATEFUL people are on there. I opened the app on my iPad a few minutes ago just so I could nudge my irl friend and keep our streak going. What a mistake that was. 💀Anyways… » Continue Reading
One thing that really gets on my nerves is the fact that THEY FORGET ABOUT BOTH ANDY AND JOE! and maybe it's just me but i really like Joe Trohman! they seem to be forgotten within the fandom, ITS ALWAYS PETE, PATRICK AND OR MIKEY(cuz of petekey)! also not to mention, they do just as much as Pete and Patrick do for the band, that's what makes them so special! they also hate on post hiatus albums which are just as good as pre hiatus albums! it's just so horrible since I've been listening to t... » Continue Reading
I got sick today and I swear it has to be top 3 worst feelings oat Ive been feeling a bit ill for a bit but brushed it off completely, until today because that "small illness" became a whole ass STOMACH BUG WHILE I WAS AT SCHOOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I wanted to die because of how nauseous and dizzy I was omfg eve... » Continue Reading
so this has been bothering me for a little bit but ever since I went on a run about maybe 5 days ago close to the start of the run I swear I felt the presence of my old friends from the hospital as if they were running with me, idk how to explain it other than presence because its not like I really saw them, but I could like...feel them iykwim. i cant lie it mad me happy but I'm kinda scared that I'm going to go over the edge if I haven't already(similar type thing)(notice, although I'm saying "... » Continue Reading
Idk how but i sometimes make my boyfriend upset and he jst goes quiet and it makes everything really awkward and it sucks too because its literally right after were like laughing and having a good time like helloooo?? And we talked abt this like to say "hey this bothered me" when it happens but instead you can jst suddenly notice a random change in the air and it's like oh hes upset and thats it. And I don't want to be like hey are u mad at me cus he jst makes it so awkward still and also I real... » Continue Reading
pacing in circles to do more tasks even though i wanted to fall asleep and i nearly passed out trying to get to the stupid washer but its ok as long as you get your fucking beauty sleep or whateveri'm so tired so tired so tired but it's really immature for me to want sleep. or anything at all. why do i even want??? it's fucking selfish. but only for me. i only feel this about mei need a long long break but nobody else in this system knows how to run it. found that out last night. it sucks. i kee... » Continue Reading
Something that really bothers me about modern "alt" people is that NOBODY is allowed to have their own opinions on ANYTHING. "You're not alt because you don't suck up to everyone and every style." "You're not alt because you don't allow people to walk all over you." Can you people just stfu‽ Here's an fyi you DON'T need to like EVERY style or EVERYTHING that's considered out of the norm. You also DON'T need to let basic people walk all over you. You're allowed to hate them back, being overly com... » Continue Reading
omgg im legit out of hairspray TT im so FUCKING sad rn (not litterally) buuuuutttt anyway, im bored n i want 2 write a blog post abt ig me n my life idfk. i made a challenge a month ago 2 not go outside until school starts...i kinda failed tat (ig) bc i did went 2 saturday school 4 my schedual 4 7th grade (ik im young TT). n im kinda fucking confuse bc i got 2 classes tat doesnt make sence 2 me at AALLLL, there my 3rd n 4th period n idk wat my classes mean, but i eventually will when i go 2 scho... » Continue Reading
Omg god he’s annoying.For context, on my birthday which is June 1 btw, I got a DAP which stands for “digital audio player”. The pacific model I got was Snowsky echo mini that I LOVE. EVER SINCE I DOWNLOADED MUSIC ON THIS THING I HAVEN’T BEEN ABLE TO PUT IT DOWN, which is where the problem begins. when I went over to my dad‘s house for the summer (my parents are split) he would always complain about me having my headphones on. He says I listen to music all day can damage my ears. Which he is prob... » Continue Reading
Help help, I haven't got my wisdom tooth removed but it keeps bleeding again and again.. It's starting to get really annoying because it'll start bleeding everytime I eat/chew on smth :/Even the slightest pressure such as poking on it can cause another bleeding AND I HATE IT SO SO MUCH OMFGGGG » Continue Reading
So recently I’ve realised a lot of my friends don’t actually care about me nearly as much as I care about them; they’ll never text first, they’ll never check in on me, they’ll never ask to hangout and i’m not sure what to do, i’ve tried cutting them off but I can never get myself to do it. Why are people so confusing. » Continue Reading
I went to the mall in Florida today but I didn’t get anything out of it. I went to the American girl store for the first time and fell in love with a doll that looked just like me. I asked my grandmother and my mother if we could split the cost. They both said no because it wouldn’t be fair if I got one and my sister didn’t. I could understand this, but the thing is my sister is getting A FULL TRIP TO DISNEY WORLD the very next day. The trip isn’t for me, I’m probably not gonna get anything from... » Continue Reading
I had to get this off my chest. My ex used to like beg me to do tongue kissing / French kissing, right? And I didn't want to. I didn't feel comfortable. I was clearly unsure about it. But one day in like September of last year, we were watching a movie and I was starting to drift off and stuff—during this time, I had already started losing feelings for him bc I have to get up extremely early for school and he didnt understand that i hated the clinginess and he would wanna hang out w me after sch... » Continue Reading
auugh i'm frustrated w myself. i love artfight, it's something i look forward to every year. especially now that i've started to get to a point where i'm actually happy with my art. i missed week 1 this year so in week 2 i was rly motivated and banged out some pretty cool attacks. i had to break for a bit because of some irl stuff and now that i have time again i feel like i've completely lost momentum and i haven't gotten any attacks done because it feels like i've suddenly forgotten how to dra... » Continue Reading
Honestly my thoughts keep me up at night I call my friends when it happens to keep my head quiet idk why its hard to sleep does anybody have any ideas of what can help⚜ » Continue Reading
I was watching a series when a sarcastic comment was made that had me thinking. The comment was "when you are in love, you will even find a mother of 14 beautiful". In other words, trying to say a woman isn't beautiful after child birth. I find this very aggravating that everyday little comments like this are made by both men and women not respecting the beauty of womanhood. » Continue Reading
I’ve finally arrived home, but I’m still on the airport gate waiting for my mom to arrive.(¬_¬) but I did beat Pokémon platinum on the plane ε-(´∀｀; )I love my team (^V^) » Continue Reading
I promise I'll make other posts eventually. I think there is one more after this one.The OS war[s] is pure poop. Use whatever OS fits your needs. Judging people for what they choose to use is dumb AF. And this is someone who daily drives all three[Windows 11, Mac OS 11 Big Sur, and Linux Mint Zena]. Same with phones. Just use what fits your needs, and those needs may change over time.I don't understand the love for Windows Vista. OK this one was from the FA post, but it fits here too. Vista was... » Continue Reading
So on my old account (scumfucfaggotfreak) I wasn't able to log in then I made this one quickly and looked at that account and apparently it's still online EVEN THO IM NOT ON THAT ONEIF ANYTHING WEIRD HAPPENS WITH THAT ACCOUNT IT'S NOT MEWhat do I do guys? » Continue Reading
OK so like I have been working the same job since 2016 and I need a change, but like I have no idea what I want to do!!! I am tired of like being an old dude and like no knowing which way in life I wanna go you know? I mean thankfully in Germany you can like totally work a normal job and like still afford stuff like your apartment and all that other stuff life like throws your way. Anyway I think I should like all out just quit both of my jobs. (after I found something new of course) It is still... » Continue Reading
What did I do she always treats me so differently I’ve always had mommy issues and it’s so hard what did I do to her why does she hate me it’s clear she and dad like my sisters more their smart and pretty I’m so fucking dumb I can wait to leave not matter wether it’s close or not I want to go and just leave they will be better off without me I’ve tried to get her to like me but it doesn’t work she just makes fun of me mocking my fucking Ed with her passive aggressive comments and thinking I’m we... » Continue Reading
to put it short. it was about africa and christianity, the girl claimed that the reason africa is so underdeveloped is because they have a lot of churches. sounds stupid, right? well, because it is!africa is not underdeveloped because of religion, if we took that logic and applied it to a country like the US which is also a christian-dominated country then they should be underdeveloped as well. but, this also made me realize that not many people are actually aware (or choose to be ignorant) of t... » Continue Reading
okay I hate when people dont say excuse me and just stand there waiting for you to move and then complains about it to the person their with about it.. to go into more detail yesterday I was at the thrift store and recently ive been looking for vintage dainty watches, so I was at the jewelry case and it was me, my mom, and my cousin so if someone else wanted to look they'd have to wait or be like excuse me can I look at this real quick or something of the sort you know?.. but instead this girl c... » Continue Reading
I’m at this lady’s house and she had a lot of taxidermy animals. I think it’s really cool. She had a full sized deer (buck), bob cat, 2 foxes, an opossum and raccoon that look like he has scoliosis. I think taxidermy is really cool. Also the opossum is adorable <3 » Continue Reading
Whats up with middle age women staring at emo kids? I was out yesterday and I went to the women's bathroom and when i was drying my hands I was looked up and down my a woman..she did not look impressed with my outfit.Anyway it was my first time wearing my knee high converse and the back of my heels are not happy..I don't think their walking shoes.. » Continue Reading
yeah. why the fuck am i in AICE gen paper when i told my counselor i didn't want to be? i'm going to have to make a visit because i am sick of my school doing whatever the fuck with me » Continue Reading
i feel like i'm at a pivotal moment in my life where i'm outgrowing things that used to be everything to me. especially people. i feel like i have nothing in common any more, but i'm scared of changes. i want to move on, i don't want to be stuck in the same place forever, but i find myself stuck a lot. oh well. i'm trusting myself to figure it out. i've i started to like coffee. :) » Continue Reading
Got about 4 hours of sleep, I feel like the world isn’t really and I’m in a fever dream 😭😭And I have something to do today, that I have to be wake and present for. I’m so cooked » Continue Reading
I have drama and I also rlly bored soooo Basically there is this guy he’s trans and his name is well let’s name him red. He’s nice but can sometimes be rude or mean to this one boy in there friend group we can call him prick bc tbh his is one. I’m not in this friend group I’m in a different one but latter on in the story we are all dragged into this. So what’s happening atm is red is being sort of left out by the others bc they don’t wanna be w someone who’s being rude to prick yk wich I get but... » Continue Reading
I have no clue how to use this website. The skin for my profile was made by my lovely tiktok moot thank you to him. I am NOT TWENTY SIX AND I DONT KNOW HOW TO CHANGE MY AGE!!!! I am 15!! >:,( i wanna get more into emo/scene culture and am hoping to make lots of friends here!!! I promise when i figure out how to work this website i will have the coolest profile B-) pls if anyone knows how to fix the age thing… lmk… pls… » Continue Reading
Pleaseee help I need advice. So I’ve had fainting spells starting like 5-6 weeks ago and I went to the doctor and they said I would have to get a bunch of labs run on me which was scary but fine. The labs come back and they think it could be a thyroid issue but they still need to run more tests. An ultrasound, Ct scan, and 8 mill blood draws later we go to a specialist and she said it might be lymphoma a type of blood cancer. Tmr morning I get a biopsy helppp I get anesthesia but they still have... » Continue Reading
Holy yap I’m sorry if something’s don’t make sense I’m half asleep typing this!!! Okay so I have a friend group i WILL name names because there is never a chance they’ll be on this site knowing them!! Chloe, Aliyah, and Alayah, and me are in a group chat and Chloe randomly sends me a giant paragraph talking about how her heart aches knowing I’m an atheist and how I should change my ways so I can go to heaven with them and I respond saying I don’t think I can be a Christian again and I’m fine be... » Continue Reading
like am i even real? am i someone?? what if this is all a dream, what if people actually notice me? i'm very conflicted and confused and really i'm scared because i realize that my actions do really have consequences. i've always known, yes, but sometimes i get Aware of these things in a horrible way. and now is one of those times. why can't i just be happy and flap my hands about my blorbos or whatever why do i have to be a real man& why do i have to even exist??? i do enjoy living but i don't ... » Continue Reading
everyone should definitely go sub to my YouTube right now. Yeah, totally. Cus I'm so freaking cool..Link: My Youtube ChannelAlt link that should hopefully work: https://www.youtube.com/@demo.lovers-x » Continue Reading
I think i have OCD. Every day my brain won’t stop thinking and working out things and processing information.countingI count to four in my head every time I step or do a task. For example, picking up items I do four at a time or if there are only three things i’ll tap one to count it as four.perfectionismI have perfectionist tendencies. I cry when i can’t do things and have huge meltdowns. I study a lot because i stress over bad grades and disappointment. I love organising and tidying things awa... » Continue Reading
i’m so exited i leave for my holiday tomorrow. nothing feels like holiday, sitting on the beach, reading a book, jumping into the pool and trying to hold your breath as long as you can. and you only get a few holidays a year to relax, no homework no nothing. i’m so excited for my holiday i have no wordssss, updates will be coming shortlyyy » Continue Reading
Hey i'm back again my laptop kinda died and i cant figure out how to get my ipad to have this account on it.so i have a tiktok account like most people and all of a sudden a bunch of girls from my secondary have viewed my profile or started following me and the same has happen to my insta. And i feel like they might be talking about me because they are kinda bad videos of me LOL. but my Instagram is actually normal but its not like many of them have popular girl humor and are like making fun of ... » Continue Reading
If Taylor Swift was a man, everyone would fcking love her. She's such a kind person and she donates to charities, writes heartfelt speeches, tries her best for everyone, isn't rude, DOESN'T support trump—and I know some ppl think she does, but she LITERALLY has a whole documentary on Netflix about trying to get ppl to not vote for him. If she was a man, everyone would call her a hero. She gets hate for absolutely no reason. Ppl call her 'the oldest teenager on Earth', but when, for example, Just... » Continue Reading
i hate those dating shows where it is a compation and it the two partners have to stay and stuff like that but then they end up cheating on eachother with another person i hate these types of shows » Continue Reading
When i was in 7th grade me and my friend M were hanging out in recess when he asked me to blow him, i was weirded out by this but i didn't think too much of it since he might've been joking idk. Later that day we were skipping class together, we had this very secluded spot at the top of a stairwell, we were just talking like normal when he asked if i could jerk him off, i obviously said no but he kept pushing and calling me names like "pussy" and saying stuff like "c'mon why not?" i kept refusin... » Continue Reading
i can't for the life of me get videos to uploadalso I broke the kitchen sink yesterday. I shoved a knife down the drain bc Reddit said it would work. the hus and our landlords managed to fix it tho 💪 » Continue Reading
Im finally going back to my house after living in compton California for 2 months. I used to live in compton for years but I have moved away. I only come to visit for the summer. But I got to get back to school now ( ；´Д｀) » Continue Reading
I ACTUALLY DIDN'T THROW UP, but uh the reason why I felt that was bc I was at a birthday party and my throat kinda hurts but at least I didn't throw up ( I hate throwing up it's like a phobia or something) » Continue Reading
remember about that overwhelming crush i talked abt?? you probably dont. its okay. so me and greg started dating but a few days later we started to talk WAY LESS then usual. i told him i wanted to talk about it and he said let's take a BREAK. break. a break. i said okay, its better than breaking up (is it?)and i JUST found out that he is dating another girl and they have matching pfps and bios. remember this, he wouldnt even tag me on his bio while we were dating. and now this one girl that he J... » Continue Reading
everyday always a long fucking day. just blogging off my infinite list of problems and getting lonely when I have no notifsdaydreaming fantasies of better life, fantasies about giving my head to the leash, fanta c's abt having nosebleeds in class and screaming while everyone looks at me like a freak. truth is I'd like that. Sloth, just never moving again so I don't have to feel again, seeing ghosts... visions of my old friendswill this cycle ever end? blog, blog, repeatI'm not even sad or all th... » Continue Reading
if you dont know, I like have these weird problems with eating n whatever I'm typing this in a panic because my stomach hurts so bad I think I'm genuinely gonna throw up. I'll update in the morning I think » Continue Reading
I don't know why but I always find making friends hard especially online and whenever I do make friends sometimes they r dry or they unadd me randomly. I want friends with my interest n who is clingy n a lil freaky like I am. but I also don't mind a friend with different interest n stuff because I also like seeing other peoples interest. sometimes if I make a friend they end up confessing after knowing you for a little time which I find confusing n stuff » Continue Reading
If you don't know who boomerang is, check my first blog.She got back with her boyfriend and is now demanding me to add him back to my discord server. I'm beyond pissed rn. I'll tell yall Smth, boomerang's boyfriend made fun of me for being s**cidal and he also made fun of my friend for being a bisexual.I don't even know what to do, I feel like throwing boomerang across the room right now. I just.. I give up.Eh.. I think I have more to say but tbh I forgot what to rant about. » Continue Reading
™: Hey new to the app, anybody wanna be friends? I'm a huge anime nerd but I know other shows and I'm in a ton of fandoms. name some and give me a text!>< » Continue Reading
Heyyy...I actually have no clue what to write on here. I'm not good at ts. Anyway, I have a friend form if anyone wants to fill it out. It takes like 8 minutes max. Link: Friend formAnyway have a good day/night! :3 » Continue Reading
HI OMG I JUST REALIZED I NEVER INTRODUCED MYSELF and I know no one cares but like who doesn't want to talk about themselves?? HI IM REALUNICORNS ORRRR AVERY 🙌 im 16, turning 17 in OCTOBER AHHH anddd what do I love.. I love music, pop culture, i love theatre i used to be the hugest theatre nerd ever now i think im more leveled down. Like my favorite musical is falsettos and maybe happy ending favorite plays is the play thay goes wrong and she kills monsters. Im currently in charolettes web as the... » Continue Reading
ITS SOOOOOO FRICKING 🤬🤬🤬🤬 IT'S NOT THAT THE LESSONS ARE HARD, IT BECAUSE IM SO FRICKING LAZY!!!!!!!! 😢😢😢😢😢 Can somebody pls motivate me to study cus I have to get good grades or else all the hard work my parents did for me will go to WASTE and I dont want that to happen 😢 » Continue Reading
can't even leave my room, trying to solve myself like a puzzleI'm remembering in middle school I used to say this thing a lot"I just want a girl to sit on my face"I said one other thing aswell but I cant seem to remember it Why can't I remember anything?cant even tell if its paranoia or not I left a warning for myself inside my head that in situations like this its most likely paranoia but i don't even know bruh » Continue Reading
two more years two more years two more years two more years two more years two more years two more years two more years two more years two more years two more years two more years two more years two more years two more years two more years just two more years that's all it takesjust need to stick it out two more years you're making my life harder you're so retardedfuck you fuck your loveyou just say words with no meaningfuck youjust two more years...anywhere but hereeven hearing your voice makes... » Continue Reading
hot take: i dont like summer break with a strict mom that makes it so hard to like have fun. i live far from friends, parks, malls, etc. my friends come over sometimes but thats not all that fun either when im constantly minding what i say around my mom. its so much easier to be myself and have fun at school when im not constantly listening for footsteps. and with my grandparents its always “go talk to your family” “go outside” its lame. i have a little more freedom there so ig its good but its ... » Continue Reading
honestly i'm kinda fed up. lately i feel like being outspokenly argentinian is the worst decision you could think about, now it seems as if everybody hates us.just to clarify: yes. there are racist people. not gonna deny what's evident. but, even so, they're not as much as you maybe think. our culture is NOT eurocentrist.a big portion of my country has foreign roots (i myself am, my fuckin last name's from germany) but our culture isn't entirely based on white traditions. nor in black traditions... » Continue Reading
That 1) FUCK AI SCRAPED IMAGERY2)DNF if you have AI on ur profile. Please. Have some self respect. Like did you even tryShort n stupid blog I GUESS but this is one of those things I do not play about cause either someone either didn’t read my profile (so why would they send a friend req??) or they did and were trolling like. Okay? ( ´_ゝ`) » Continue Reading
what happened to the fun tags on ao3? ive been seeing so much people shit on it. its one of my favorite proshipper fanfiction websites. now im not a proshipper myself, but i gotta hand it to them, the proshippers do make good shit. i dont want censorship! i want something cool and enjoying. » Continue Reading
it is summer rn so and my mom does research and my dad works. I most of the time try to make plans with friends or I have my lessons but still most of the time I end up home alone or at someone else's placeNow this week all of my plans r cancelled so I won't be able to meet any friends and most likely not go to my lessons This vent is mainly a build up of my feelings of anger for how I don't get to spend much time with anyone.I sometimes feel like I'm doing something selfish » Continue Reading
hello everyone ⸜( ´ ꒳ ` )⸝ today im talking ab my terrible social media addiction!! i got tiktok a lil over a year ago, and it's lowkey been ruining my life. like genuinely am seriously addicted to it to the point it's giving me wrist pain in BOTH hands. i spent 6+ hours on it daily before i installed a timer, after which it's just like 4 hours now. the reason for installing a timer was that i was getting horrible wrist pain from scrolling. yes, it was THAT bad. i switched to my other hand to sc... » Continue Reading
its so hard to customize things on the phone, not that its the developers fault, im just kind of a dummy, i do wish i was able to focus more easily so im able to custom my blog more! » Continue Reading
i really really REALLY want to delete instagram but it has such a grip on my social life that i cannot part with it. i'm sure a lot of people share this same sentiment too ! :/i think it just really sucks that social media now isn't really about expressing yourself anymore. it's all just littered with advertisements and everyone seems to hate on everything... it is very saddening. i hope that the community here positively grows and people can really connect. i found it so much fun being able to ... » Continue Reading
Heya!Haven t blogged in a while, since nothing really interesting happened, so sorry! Blogging has always been one of my dreams but really nothing happened, i ll try doing it more » Continue Reading
Not diagnosed so I won't say I have it, but I have been so engrossed in these fake scenarios and wtv and I can’t stop, I crave it. Any tips please? » Continue Reading
I think I'm going to be talking about my life and struggles here, I don't know what else to do. This is the only viable source where I can get help. I cannot seek help with psychiatrists, therapists, and counselors because I keep getting my mental health dismissed.I've been staying sane on call of duty and researching about perpetrators, I've been thinking of starting a rampage from my purest form of hatred towards my classmates knowing well I'm the weakest kid in class...my boyfriend is also a ... » Continue Reading
can my mom help me with my life because she found out I was cutting myself AGAIN. and when I was talking to her how hard life is she said " you don't your doing this again " or some shit like that like OKAY MOM JUST SAY YOU HATE ME GOD DAMMIT. » Continue Reading
This is the worst I've felt in a good while. I feel weak and shaky, I feel like my stomach is in knots. I don't know who I am and I don't feel present in my own mind or body.Love, Manfred » Continue Reading
people say “keep on trucking, you’ll make it!!” but honestly let it run me over. i’m sooooo done having to act happy for everyone and then crying at night. and then the moment i’m not suddenly it’s a huge issue and they act like ive never had emotions before and treat me like a wild animal (ppl at school) my friends i text more often would never. i love you guys!! F,N,C,S,Mad,Z,Mar, and even some who i don’t talk to as often » Continue Reading
The songs Lease by Takashi Abo and Aquatic Ambiance by Scizzle are way too overplayed. I understand that these are the most well known FA songs, but my god every single mix I find has both of them in there, sometimes multiple times. There's so much more FA related music out there, you just have to look for it. Might I suggest ArpWire TV as a jumping off point?A FA society couldn't exist outside of it being purely aesthetic. FA promotes peace and equality, and it just won't happen. At least, not ... » Continue Reading
Time: 00:15Mood: Miffed.Basically I had this friend and we became close VERY quickly, and she had this boyfriend whom I was friends with as we were both in the same class, we had a few similarities so we bonded naturally. Anywho, I found out that she ended up cheating on him and as you do, I TOLD HIM and SHE GOT MAD AT ME, she told my friend group that I had a crush on him and now none of them like me, they are threatening to plant drugs in my bagpack, sign me up to the army, put my email into s... » Continue Reading
Omg I just realized. I start a new school in 2 DAYS. Every year I move to a new school but im so scared like what if I make no friends on the first day like ughhh.. » Continue Reading
PLEASE DO NOT COME TO MY PAGE AND HATE!! this person is literally stalking me, this is my second account ive made on here to hide from this person. i keep blocking them and literally everything in the book. i do not know what to do anymore !! ive also had to delete hateful words on my profile commets. if you do not like my profile, block me! » Continue Reading
whoops almost put this in the wrong categoryi feel like denial is driving me insane. i keep going back and forth. "ooh are we plural or are we lying?" i KNOW that obviously i can't just fake a real thing like this subconsciously, but STILL. what if it's fake? what if i lied to myself because i was, like, lonely or something? what if it's all just a "craaazy imagination"? and what if i've just lied to all of my friends by opening up about this???i know i know. i can't fake something like this, no... » Continue Reading
Nolan Wells was just laid to rest and another teen was found dead. Another Black man killed by the police. My heart has been so heavy these past few weeks as the investigation is ongoing for Nolan Wells, and while I make sure to stagger how often I consume media related to it for my own mental health, this goes beyond that. This is a generational grief and trauma passed down. I have nothing poetic to share or some wisdom other than I just want there to be a time where I know that our Black teens... » Continue Reading
Ok, this is gonna be a long one but it's something I've wanted to get off my chest because it pisses me off everytime I think about it, even though it's been two months since I last worked there, but seriously, just need to get this outFor context, I moved back home in December and was out of a job for a while because it's basically fucking impossible to actually try landing a job, so I had to get by on the savings I had from my previous one (which thankfully I had a lot of), so when I finally D... » Continue Reading
a scientologist??? bro... if you learn about all facets of scientology and you're still willfully a member that's fucking crazy.scientology has many, many victims. many have killed themselves. they tear apart families, it's disgusting. » Continue Reading
if your a proclaimed feminst who excludes trans women from feminism your not a feminst the whole point of feminism is breaking down the patriarchy and if your defintion of a women is just someone with a vagina you have a very shallow idea of what it means to be a women intersex women do you consider them men too? feminism is a GENDER EQUALITY MOVEMENT i say this a biological girl .stop reducing women to their biology we are so much more than that. plus feminism is a progresive movement if your t... » Continue Reading
Okay, so I've been incredibly ill this week but I pushed through for work. Bad idea. I shouldn't have done that cause now I'm dead, I feel like I could sleep for a thousand years holy shit. I watched the odyssey last night with my mum and her friend which was nice although most of the time I did have to listen to them thirsting over Matt Damon which was honestly quite funny. But yeah the film was great, sent a good message about war I think is really needed at this time in the world. Oh also I'v... » Continue Reading
I was kinda addicted to c.ai and ChatGPT tbh, but now I’ve been clean for like two weeks. I just keep getting reminded that I want to do it again. But I really don’t, bc then everything I’ve done will mean nothing. I literally had a dream last night and I had been on c.ai in it.I guess it’s more difficult during the summer. My parents are strict, so we don’t go out much, and I don’t even have that many friends to go out with ^-^But I can’t rlly complain anyways. I’m getting better. I feel like C... » Continue Reading
i actually can not with my family. so my whole family is very.. i wouldnt say maga but close to it. they love ice, hate abortion, homophobic, transphobic, stuff like that. so (not trying to be mean) but they are very basic, and one day i had black on my braces. really cause i like black, but it makes your teeth look whiter, and it goes with everything. so i was in the back of the car and my cousin who is 18 is driving me to school, and she says "what color are your braces?" so i say "oh theyre j... » Continue Reading
as someone who works in an office 9-5 i have started developing really bad neck and back porblems...i try my best to go to the gym saturday and sunday doing amix of weights and cardio but recently it seems like its not enough to stop the shoulder and neck painmy friend said it could help if i did some stretching and yoga before bed but the problem is that during the week i leave the house at 7am and come home at 8pm so i rlly dont have much time to do that as im super tired by 9pm...i dont rlly ... » Continue Reading
I feel so depressed I don't even feel sad anymore. Nothing is even really all that wrong in my life anyway which makes me feel like I shouldn't or can't feel sad. IDK if that makes sense but it really sucks because I just want to actually be happy for once. I wish I could go back to my friend's house because he always makes me happier, I love him so much :) Anyway, I hate how I feel so scared to vent to my friends. Normally I either bottle up my feelings (yes I know it's bad I can't help it) or ... » Continue Reading
This happened almost a decade ago so i feel fine talking about it on here because no one will see itThis is one of those childhood memories that actually puts me in a cold sweat at 3 AMWhen i was in 5th grade i was doing a musical.ly live stream with my best friend and we kissed each other on a dare. It should be noted we were the same gender, and in Texas. There were only like 7 viewers so we didnt think about what we did, until i got a snapchat message from this bully ass kid in my grade. When... » Continue Reading
the internet being so unusable nowadays that people have to turn to websites like this to get away from ai and quote "ragebait" is a sad reflection on the state of the world. not a fan of the way everything's going, if i do say so myself » Continue Reading
mind, body, soulschool, working out, and trying not to die all my life I've seen people uphold all three balls with little imperfections. I've always wondered how they do that, for me its a constant struggle, one thing or the other I cant juggle. if I'm consistent with working out then my grades go down and the whole thing collapsesif focus my energy on suppressing the urge to put a bag over my head and go to my spot then I start stress eatingIf I ignore everything and just focus on my school wo... » Continue Reading
I don't know if its autism or ocd or whatever combination of things but I'm always so uncomfortable. There's always something itching or aching or just WRONG. That sucks. I love potato salad potato salad is so good. » Continue Reading
I guess over the past week, my anxiety has been growing and growing with the ever so increasing rhetoric of anti-POC, especially brown people. I live in very religiously conservative household but I am closeted an agnostic. But no matter what as someone who has heritage in India and Pakistan and born in the US; i feel more unsafe then ever before seeing the news of more attacks against people of color. The sad part is that even if I leave my to my supposed homeland for all rac15t5 to be cheering... » Continue Reading
So I made the mistake of window shopping on eBay searching for Bleach stuff for funsies since I’m hyperfixating on that show again and I couldn’t stop thinking about my old Bleach plushies I had when I was younger. I had a small Rukia doll, my favorite Ichigo doll that I thankfully still have and my Toshiro doll. I can’t seem to find the exact one I had when I was a kid and I’m kinda bummed about it because I loved him a lot. I remember the specific doll I had was made by Banpresto, he was in a ... » Continue Reading
my problem is that ill be fine- and my brain chooses one random dude I DONT EVEN TALK TO and is like "hmmm hes cute" AND ITS SO STUPID BECAUSE NO IVE NEVER TALKED TO HIM EVER (or at least not in a while) my brain does this a lot and i hate it bruh. i want a normal crushing spree not just have a crazy dream with him in it one night and suddenly i like him? like i want a friends to lovers arc but if not thats fine, just not whatever my brain is cooking up. and its worse trying to force yourself o... » Continue Reading
I got a community violations strike on my vlog because it apparently had "harassment and cyber bullying" and now I cant post or anything for a week. IT WONT EVEN LET ME ADD VIDEOS TO MY PLAYLISTS. the only reason it was a strike was because I got a warning on a trend that literally EVERYONE WAS DOING and it got called "self-harm" (it was holding ur breath until ur state comes up) like bruhhhhh. fuck you YouTube. » Continue Reading
throat hurts bad and our nose is runny and we have that weird cold not-cold sensation and we're very tired of doing ANYTHING. headspace is generally inactive. uuuuuug when will this be OVER man i have stuff to do tomorrow :/ -sunny » Continue Reading
real person fanfiction has always been in fandom spaces, specifically band and youtuber fandom spaces. fanart, fanfiction, and everything that comes with it has been pretty normalized within these spaces. Some more well known examples being frerard (gerard way x frank iero), larry stylinson (harry styles x louis tomlinson), phan (daniel howell x phil lester), and septiplier (markiplier x jacksepticeye).Even in other fandoms, like for shows and movies, rpf and real person shipping still takes pla... » Continue Reading
"oh but but but the alr community was so strict a a and peipple were so mean and!-" OKAG I DOMR FUCKING CARE i MAY of been doxxed for nit being stick thin but ITS WORTH IT I WANNA LIVE AS A SCENEMO 16 YEAR OLD IN 2008-2018 I HATE MY LIFE » Continue Reading
Im sorryi know its bad to remember every single bad thing i have been told and i should forgive ppl and i do, but they sometimes continue doing the same things and im sorry for it bc i think im making them do thatlisten im not perfect maybe i deserved some of them(i might add stuff later idk)By my mom"you sound like/dont start talking like (something?)"- when i gathered the courage and told her that i feel slightly embarrased about something, at the end i didnt even tell her what it is"you cant ... » Continue Reading
“If the world hates you, keep in mind that it hated me first.”Ever since I first heard this verse, it has always been my favorite. I didn’t know why it resonated with me sm but now ik why. I’ve always had this fear that looms over me, of anyone hating me. This fear is so prevalent to me bc I’m terrified at the thought of no one loving me. I have a difficult time loving myself bc even though my parents didn’t mean for this to happen, I didn’t feel much love in my childhood and I was taught (unint... » Continue Reading
My mom is super neglectful and super busy and she never pays attention to me and my sister and whenever i try to pay ettention to my sister she gets angry. When she was little i was checking if she is watching dumb stuff on the internet, she got andgry and forbid me to do that bc im not her mom, even though she doesnt check what shes doing either, years later she has trauma from the internet an it is somehow not her fault. My sister doesnt eat anything our mom always made us food but in the rece... » Continue Reading
WSPPPP guys i litro was wanting these twilight pjs for agesss from primark but they went out of stock and didint come back in till like yesterdayy YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYY i got them hehehehe » Continue Reading
So I feel like I use blogs way to rarely. I kinda just stopped using them. So Imma just post whatever's on my mind!Me and my friend Phantomplasma88 on YouTube is a pretty cool guy! I wanna maybe collab with him on YouTube. Will update you if you do! If you check his channel out, his content IS German, so uh yeah you might not understand anything. But he's really cool! As a friend!Making music sounds and looks really fun. I mean many of my friends do it. And I like seeing the progress of how Albu... » Continue Reading
stayed up too late the last few days and now i cant fall asleep PROBABLY BECAUSE I SCREWED UP MY SLEEP SCHEDULE. this is what i get for reaching out and finding people to talk to. FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK. » Continue Reading
In the past, I received some deeply disturbing feedback to my writing. A few messages were rambling and filled with baseless accusations, while others carried overt racism. One particularly offensive note even directed me to a website overflowing with mindless hatred. Encounters like these make it clear that some people have far too much time on their hands and far too much negativity to contain.I still fail to understand how anyone consumed by unbridled hatred could send such messages with the ... » Continue Reading
Ok so my two front teeth have a semi big gap and from everyone I’ve talked 2 say that they don’t care or like gapped teeth but I feel like they make my smile look horrible thus I have problems when it come 2 my smile and ik I’m kinda complement fishing but I want to know the truth of if gap teeth actually look cute or if they look bad. » Continue Reading
So. I few snacks and that probably makes me sounds like a CHUD, but seriously I have like this problem of like either eating too much OR I eat too little. I have fast metabolism so uh that's um great. and ANYWAYS I feel like my food is still in my throat but it's not and my stomach hurts bad idk I THINK I'm being dramatic maybe i'll give an update later idk I feel like throwing up » Continue Reading
i cant stop sleeping in the morning but i cant sleep at night. most days i wake up at 6AM or 7AM (not trying to make a 67 joke rn) and i go run 2.5 miles with my mom and brother but whenever i get home i end up falling asleep. i go to bed around 1 am and i know its bad but i CANT fall asleep early than that no matter how much i try. i would try sleeping gummy's but i dont have any. » Continue Reading
I know Ima be asked to be this one girl's girlfriend tonight, but I don't think I'm over my ex and it makes me feel so bad omg. she is so clingy and one big thing about me is that I hate talking to people and I just ignore people for hours before I reply to them. I know I'm an asshole but I don't know what to do. I don't want to lead her on but shit I don't know what to do. » Continue Reading
today has been so ass 4 me, first when I wake up my friends were spamming me, one of them weren't so thats good. But there's that and then my moms stupid boyfriends dog kept trying 2 bite me,(I still have bite marks + claw marks) plus the dog was also jumping on me a lot. I was trying to make a new strawpage and it looked really good and I liked it a lot, but then I accidentally clicked off the tab and it fucking refreshed so it was back to being bland, that pissed me off the most tbh. I've rea... » Continue Reading
I have to go back way to dam soon and I already left this school for a year and I just am randomly coming back I don’t wanna see these basic bitches anyways if u need a friend pls friend me im new » Continue Reading
You do not need "the hair" to be scene. The hair is pretty iconic, but there isn't enough of a consensus on what "the hair" is. Teased, not teased, bright clashing colours, neutral naturals, there isn't just one way to do scene hair. I've even seen scene kids from back in the day doing mohawks, dreads, straight bangs, and more. Scene is a combination of fashion, music, and attitude. Boiling it down to just "the hair" is flanderizing the community, and arguably abelist/racist. Not everyone can do... » Continue Reading
i mean its not like id ont havea nyone to talk to theres a bunch of people i have to talk to everyday its just like its not the same anymore and idk what happened its like everyone fucking hates my guts but doesnt wanna say it to my face i really dont know whats been happening these past few days ive been playing games and sleeping all day life is sorta okay idkive been playing a lot of class of 09 lately im almost done with the re-up i just need one more ending » Continue Reading
When i was 11 i remember getting abnormal obssesions in characters and it still happens to this day, it's mostly fictional characters but there was only two rare times i've been obssesed with real people and i felt really bad and creepy for that, i don't remember most of my childhood so i can't tell if that only developed over time.Recently i got my diagnosis but i don't have ADHD or autism in any way, i think i remember my psychiatrist telling me that hyperfixations doesn't limit themselfes onl... » Continue Reading
i'm so so sorry to all of the people i added, i really need phan friends because i'm going insane and can't believe that none of my friends know dan and phil😢 » Continue Reading
Anyone who's whole personality is their mental state. I understand having issues and wanting to talk about it but there is nothing I can do. So just say both of us the trouble and please don't talk to me about it.Anyone who actually supports trump and maga. There's not alot of those anymore but I dont wanna run into any.People who like digital circus,Ice nine kills,Or Dream smp. I just feel like you are always the most insufferable human being ever.Younger than 13. Your to young for electronics ... » Continue Reading
Not actual murder, but someone I know from the gas station I always hang out at (I can't even consider that fucker as a friend or an acquaintance) brought a couple o' chopped meat in a walmart plastic bag all gorey n shit, told me it was like a baby or something and asked me to hide it in my room. I believed him 4 some reason and brought it home, once I actually looked inside its js a dead rabbit, prolly his sister's, I threw it away.His name is Robbie, He's a cracked up kid from a dysfunctional... » Continue Reading
Yall why was I playing mm2 on Roblox just for me to get bullied targeted by this E-couple for having an ugly avatar since I’m a 2018 User like my fit can’t be that bad💔 » Continue Reading
I just came back to find that I have 53 viewers but no friend requests it's like everyone is ignoring me just scrolling onto my page for no reason and the fact that I was looking for some new friends on here but nobody seems to not want to be my friend but view my page 😔😔😔 » Continue Reading
Bro why is my summer so ass, everyone is going on vacation and having fun meanwhile I haven’t left my house…it not fair and summers like almost over. Anyways I’m kinda excited for school, I miss my friends and I’m going into my 8th grade year and I heard it’s easy at my school so yeah! I just wish I left the house this summer I wasted it all being the stupid fucking loser I am-7/21/25 » Continue Reading
I just feel like sometimes that I'm starting to care less and less about the people I call my friends(；′⌒`). I only have 2 friends and it has stayed that way since sixth grade. The three of us are going to high school this year and we're all going to different schools, so it's going to be harder for us to keep in touch. At first, I was so overjoyed to actually have some real friends instead of random people I surround myself with because I'm lonely. But as time went on, I've started noticing tha... » Continue Reading
Yeah so my gf and I have been together for one week and I broke up with her. During a panic attack, actually. I can't even tell what triggered it, my mental health is deteriorating with every passing day and this is what it led to. She didn't seen very upset. Just said that as long as we can stay friends she's happy, because she just wants me in her life in some way. I explained to her what happened and apologized like a thousand times but told her I'm absolutely not healthy to be with, and she ... » Continue Reading
My older brother, I'll refer to him as Tower, is such a nuisance.He's one of those schmucks who acts all nonchalant and makes fun of anyone who cares even the slightest, or if they have slightly weird interests like me.Which sucks because Tower is a very nerdy guy. He loves Pokémon, Star Wars, Invincible, The Boys, Marvel, etc. Those are like the most nerdiest things ever!He comes into my room unannounced, tickles me (I'm very ticklish), and then makes fun of whatever I'm doing.Like today for ex... » Continue Reading
I am a very uuhmm frightened person? I get scared SUPER, SUPER easily, like it's not even funny how scared I getI haatee it so much, I can't watch most horror movies, or play scary games, or do anything that involves anything creepyAwhile back(when I was like 12 maybe) I watched "it" right? the one where pennywise comes out of the drain, and I was so scared that he would come out of MY drain and kill me for AGES manI also tried watching the mandala catalog because my best friend at the time was ... » Continue Reading
Am I a bad person or do I just doubt myself so here's a little story time So basically I was scrolling on tiktok until I came across this girl page she was like 14-15 whatever and as I'm looking on her page I noticed she was posting adult stuff and wearing adult things and I look in her comments there are literally grown men complimenting and encouraging her so as me being a good person messaged her and tried to help her and tell her that what she was doing was wrong and then she started cussin... » Continue Reading
im turning 17 in a few days... i love that! i love it so much it gives me sm joy!!but im so scared and tired too ... :(i feel too small in my body. its not mine, i feel so dirty and gross. i love myself and i love being me but i wish i could love and live normally too.but i hope being 17 brings more love and light into my life >< <3 » Continue Reading
😞✌ I got problems with these girls in my STUPID ASS CLASS, and I need to talk about this.basically theres 3 of them; let's call them: B, C, A. Now it's the end of the school year,r and our school does this weird thing where they have a whole week full of trips. We went to a residential and had fun for 3 days. Now, to keep it short and simple. The other rooms in a cabin had 4-6 beds and me and the other person I was staying with (let's call her Pepsi) was not in my form was in the same room as me... » Continue Reading
I lowk dont really know why people would "larp" media nowadays. there are many archival websites for games, shows, movies, ect ect. and if youre worried about safety just like idk get the streaming service or use a google doc. it just personally dosent make sense to me, because in a way, it can end up harming real fans of media. ive been called a "larp" multiple times for watching Nekopara, Lucky Star, Dokuro-Chan ect ect when ALL of these shows can be watched on youtube easily. I also see peopl... » Continue Reading
Hello, my name is Mari!! i am a young teen who is a massive anime and music fan!! i am also a yumeshipper. i am nonsharing unless specified. i yumeship with Alfred Jones, Itsuki Koizumi, Brad Thanyiel, Kyoko Graves, Chance Forsaken (familial), Roxie Richter, Minoru Shiraishi (Lucky Star version, not RPF) and Matthew Patel (familial)!! i am an otaku and i act a bit like Konota and Tomoko (i share qualities of both of them, but more so towards Konota. I am open to making more friends on here so fe... » Continue Reading
*ahem*FFFFUCK CORPORATE GREEDLook, friends. I understand that streaming and at-will, instant gratification services are convenient. Of course they are. They are designed to be - but only if the convenience is simply having temporary access to whatever content is being offered. Be it film, music, literature, video games, etc., if people want it, there is a shitty corporation offering a proprietary service to give you access for a fee. The purpose of this is for these greedy, piece of shit corpora... » Continue Reading
today is 7-20-26, 7:13pm. i am sooooo sleepy. all ive done today was lay in bed, watch the gypsy sisters, shower, do my makeup and post my proof video! tomorrow me and my mum will go shopping, aka my FAVORITE thing in the wholeeee world. if i could live in the mall, i def would. normally im a HUGE yapper but i cant think of anything to write! so, i guess thats all for now. BYEEEEEE!!!!! XDD🐶 » Continue Reading
Not really a serious one, but I've been working on this new mechanic for my game, Doohickeyotron, which involves this console that you can type commands into and solves puzzles, and it feels like a cool system to use with some unique levels that could be made out of it, but I'm also beginning to worry that it's not really that fun?It might just be a me thing since I've been working on it a lot, but I think it's mainly the typing part that I feel some people will find annoying or repetitive.Here'... » Continue Reading
ok i know yall have heared this phrase atleast a couple times you usually see on tiktok ( not suprising) the videos the comment is being made is always about someone complaining about micro aggresions or something do with bigorty this whole thing about 'not that deep' just pisses me off so bad. you genuinely need to hop off the internet and educate yourselfim not sure if yall understand this but not everything or everyone has to blantly or expilcitly bigoted to be bigoted. i think thats common ... » Continue Reading
Okay so I didn't post again like I said I would, but again, I have a good excuse. As you can probably tell from the subject of this blog, someone is in the hospital. And no, it isn't me. It's my grandfather. After we left on Friday to go back home, that very night at 1 am, my grandfather collapsed and wouldn't get up anymore. My grandmother called an ambulance. At the hospital they discovered that blood got into his brain (not sure how to properly translate it) my mother drove to the hospital, a... » Continue Reading
I remember that one time when Deep Humor made a video on KamTape (a 2007-era YouTube revival), and it was titled "Old YouTube is Back". Now, whenever a big youtuber makes a video on a minor website that's related to YouTube in some way, there'll be an instant flow of new users, and eventually these wil make the website crash. Like when BitView was flooded with underage users, or when LarpTube had a sudden outage. And for KamTape, it was no difference. The website became a lot slower (I've seen s... » Continue Reading
Hiiii!!!!I'm in year 10 (Australia) which means I have to start picking my subjects for my last 2 senior years. These 6 subjects give me a rank out of all the other students in Australia and then tells me what degree I can study in University.I know this may sound confusing but you don't really need to understand it because I don't. But what I'm trying to get at is I have to choose 6 subjects out of like 60 to study for the next 2 years but then that defines what the ≈4 years will look like afte... » Continue Reading
i hate having to act all cheerful around people wehn i feel like shit every fucking day bro the only things keepinf me sane are the vns ive been playing, th music ive been listening to, and tiktok.. anf mh blade i guess ive been listening to a surprising amount of picture me broekn lately, well still not as much as i listen to patd hehe i love panic so muchfuckkfhawuohievery week iwonder if panic is still my top artist then i check my stats every monday and tgen i see ive listened to tgem 5x mor... » Continue Reading
I keep trying to change the color of my font in my profile and this is literally the most difficult thing for me, its like have to learn how to code just to be cute on here, my intentions were to have a quiet place to rant outside of my other social media platforms because everyone else in my other social platforms live closer to me in my area and i know them irl and if they knew the things i was talking about on here i would genuinely be the talk of my city i kid you not... but i at least wanna... » Continue Reading
ugh I gen hate school I'm so so so so happy it's over for six weeks (wtf should be more bro istg) and then I'm going RIGHT BACK TO FUCKING SCHOOL » Continue Reading
she is a disgusting human being and she pisses me off bro. I seriously just can’t believe she would let her fanbase go after someone she m0lested. She is so morally bankrupt and terrible like omg bro. And sexualizing the child character that she made up and doing all this weird shit role playing a CHILD character is sick and i can’t comprehend how ppl don’t see that. She is definitely a predator and I rlly wish that ppl would stop supporting her bullshit. I don’t understand why people treat her... » Continue Reading
I don't even know how to approach this, but my friend's girlfriend has to be one of the most evil person I've ever met personally. She's constantly rude and nasty towards me and my friends, she called my friend an ATTENTION WHORE. (I'll elaborate on this later), she made jokes about me being trans MANY TIMES, despite me being very clearly uncomfortable about it, even going as far to tell her family that I was trans without my knowledge. She also makes things about her ALL. THE. TIME. I'm in a ca... » Continue Reading
Bro idk i wanna k1ll mys3lf bc life sucks and i dont think im worth the time people give me, though i dont wanna k1ll ms for my own sake, uhh yeah anyways I LOVE YOU ALL BAIIII <3 » Continue Reading
i dunno this shit just feels weird.. like me and my mom have lived with my grandma and my uncle ever since november of last year, then my mom started dating a new guy back in march i believe?? and then by late may she pretty much moved in with him. i honestly cant really blame her since part of the reason she moved was to get away from my uncle -_- and its not like i dont go over there at all, ive been visiting every other week. but tbh i kind of feel like their relationship is going a little fa... » Continue Reading
I went to nj today cause my dad wanted to check out a scrawny truck (it was actually good and it was a ram truck <d) but like a few secs after we saw a farm and decided to give in and buy some goodiesApple pie.... sum peaches and corn Look gillette is a beautiful location Never thought of it til nowNj is coolI SAW SOME CHICKENS ALSO 🥹🥹🥹👎👎👎 they were fat and cute » Continue Reading
Man, i've been trying to become more "productive" these days. And if not, then just fixing my attention span was enough. cause ngl, my brain has been pretty fried lately 💔So yeah, i abandoned my doomscrolling apps (for the most part) and tried to do stuff where i actually need to make effort to get some dopamine. I been trying to do more diy, draw one attack a day for artfight, watch YouTube instead of doomscrolling so my attention span is slightly better, go out more often, etcetc.And i've been... » Continue Reading
I don't know what I should be doing right now, or ever really!! I feel like I'm stuck in a little loop or something, I'm just in the same place I was when I was like 13!! I was 13 2 years ago but it doesn't feel like it all, like?? WDYM??? Time passes way too fast for my liking but that's how it's always been I think, or maybe it hasn't? I can't really remember anything before I turned eehh 10 maybe?I feel like I've tried everything, but I know I haven't, I am just too lazy to actually find some... » Continue Reading
Ok(cumputer) eg har retunert den infinitive jerken til radiohead skal genoptas. Fikk ikkje rizze opp Björk men fikk dra på Björk museume. Har noen rade bilder som men må fine ledingen til camera mit bye bye. » Continue Reading
Okay so summer has officially started and I need things to do. So far I've been watching a lot of films, I also went to go see Harry Styles in London so that's been a highlight of my summer. I've been trying to get out more and off my phone cause I've realised I spend so much time on it. I've been going on loads of walks recently as well to try to get something to do. I go to work during the week and help out around the house a lot though as well just to keep busy and writing a blog like this al... » Continue Reading
Trying to eat healthier. The thing that sucks though is I’m extremely picky and I don’t like most vegetables. Breaking habits is so hard and I'm waiting for an appointment with a diet-ion and I've been waiting almost a year and a half for unrelated therapy that feels like it’s still forever away. » Continue Reading
Really missing that one day I felt asexual and like a normal fucking person, especially as a hypersexual. This next part is only partly related to my hypersexuality but I hate feeling like an envious and ungrateful person and constantly yearning for love and affection even when I do get it, including those I love, and It really makes feel like a weirdo or a complete loser and there have been times where I have yearned to the point that it has made me feel nauseous and done things that I deeply r... » Continue Reading
WHY IS IT SO HARD TO GET PEOPLE TO BUY COMMISSIONSSSPEASE IM CHEAP AND FASTTTT, I love drawing,I love art and people tell me ‘raise your prices!’ But nobody buys them now!!! Why would people buy them if they were more expensiveUufgh…. Anyway my ko-fi is https://ko-fi.com/doexoMy TikTok is doe_xxoGgguhh if ur interested please please please I’m so broke it’s only cheap pls » Continue Reading
hey everyone, im back!! i was on a vacation for the past 2 weeks (i'll write ab it later) so i couldnt post but now here we areso today i was thinking about family stuff, everyone's future jobs and stuff, and i kinda realized that there may be a little favouritism going on. i want to be a model (idk what kind exactly yet, all of them seem exciting for me), but not everyone in my family supports that, they say things like "you need to choose a more stable carreer", "you'll grow out of the job" or... » Continue Reading
This is a line you often hear conservatives say, "we must preserve our way of life"What exactly do they conserve? what do they preserve? what have they restored that has been destroyed and taken by the radical anti human left?To me I have only seen capitalist materialist and globalist institutions preserved. No great art of our race, no cultural and folk institutions. Just vapid empty liberal profit and greed. Our way of life is dead and buried by both the capitalist and the marxist who have att... » Continue Reading
HAAAIIII!!! so. theres this one guy that ive been friends w since 4th grade (im in 9th grade now) and ive been crushing on him since the end of 7th grade. and i also have a friend that joined our class in 7th grade. lets name the guy Greg and the girl ivy. so greg is my hb but i REALLY love him and i try my best not to give any hints bc our friendship is EVERYTHING TO ME!! but ivy started liking him a month ago and i cant just go and say "oh actually i have crush on him" bc its js weird so k... » Continue Reading
HAAAIIIII!! is it just me or does anyone else get PISSED when a guy says "i want a goth gf xD"??? im not talking about the ones that want one for the culture, no. im talking about the ones that has only seen goth girls in thirst trap vids but never seen a real goth. ı mean... its ok to like goth girls or be attracted to them but its just not so nice when you say you want a goth gf that looks like in those thirst trap vids and also call the real goth girls weird.. idk, just wanted to talk about m... » Continue Reading
(◕ᴗ◕✿) Idk man, I've been feeling so down lately, I've been overwhelmed with feelings, thoughts, worries, stuff like that, It feels weird cause I haven't actually stayed up so late talking to myself and crying, I often slept through it and thought of it in the morning, after I dropped some friends and said I don't wanna be seen as only the therapist friend I've been feeling like I can listen to myself instead of others, I love comforting yes, but I wanna be comforted a... » Continue Reading
So one day at school at year ago I decided to wear my moms ashes to school cause I don’t know anyways so many people asked, “Aw cute necklace what is it?” And I’m telling you the look on their faces when I said, “My mom!” Was so funny cause they would step back from me so fast and say “OH-! I’m so sorry-!”. Another time I had these “friends” not gonna get into it at the time made your mom jokes and they told me one and I said how if my mom is dead, I don’t think they found it funny XD, Yeah so I... » Continue Reading
so i dont drink and there is no problem with that right but every single time im at a party and i say that ppl gen get confused and say that partiyng without any drinks is terrible bc your not that relaxed with the ppl around you and i hear this argument so much but i simply dont get it why go to a party where you know that ppl are there that you don like and drink so you maybe have a decent conversation or this whole it puts me in a better mood excuse i just dont get it drinking is like taking ... » Continue Reading
so ngl i lived in a muslim house hold where if they find out you are a FACGOT YOU WILL INDEED GET LYNCHED AND BURNED, or they'll send you back home and put your ahh in a concentration camp (im being dead ahh its worse thans those christian camps). I have divorced parents and it was the day I was going to visit my mom (she lives in another state) and that MORNING my STEP MOM FOUND MY PHONE THAT I HAVE HID FOR A YEAR AND LOOKED AT MY HARD CORE LESBIAN PORN COMICS, before all of yall niggas judge I... » Continue Reading
okay so recently I have been unable to sleep for no reason at all which is really weird because I have NEVER had issues with falling asleep and all of a sudden I'm up until 2-3 in the morning tossing for no explainable reason. I have dinner and a sweet treat at around 7pm, make a cup of ginger peach tea at around 10 to wind down and to sleep better (it's a routine I've done my whole life) and i turn off my devices at around the same time I make tea so I can read or draw or something. I don't kno... » Continue Reading
my whole life i have been told i'm unpredictable and people don't know if i like something or i don't, mostly because my face is not the most expressive and i'm good at keeping a neutral voicething is, i don't know why i am like that, everytime i hang out with friends and get home, i feel weird because somehow it doesn't really felt like i acted like myself and that my friend may have gotten the wrong image of me somehow?? i used to ask them to PLEASE, tell me if i did anything strange or if the... » Continue Reading
vent post tbh but I’ve been looking for a job and now I’m regretting leaving my first job I got at 14 years old, I’m 16 now and I’m just like wth am I dooiinnggg …. But if I hadn’t left that place I feel like I would’ve been in a much more worsened state for my mental health. Being a poc in the midwest is already tiring and the fact that I was 14 meant that old white people would yell at me and speak to me in a way that they thought I would understand. It makes me sad to think that I had to go t... » Continue Reading
Ok so boom this person Ive added for a while and me started beefing yesterday because I went on their reposts and saw him reposting stuff like trump, ck, freedom patriot, etc. so as a normal person would do I pressed them about it and my god they took it to another level ranting about how ck shoukd have never died because of his political opinions i rebutted and said “reinforcing harmful stereotypes isnt a good thing to any minority” they went on and on and on about ck and the patriot freedom an... » Continue Reading
Hey im saixnt, why dont people realize a.i really destroys our nature most specially because they us fresh water too cool their generators, some people still continue to generate a.i, im not saying that a.i is fully bad because it can really be used to help people not only with studies but it seems that a lot of people most specially on tiktok still proudly promote the use of generative a.i, any thought? » Continue Reading
Hey guys, I’m so tired of people, my family expects me to be the responsible role model, everyone expects me to make it to some grand college and get an amazing job, a lot of my friends expect me to be at my 100% fullest most lively self at all time or else I’m a bitch. I don’t care about a relationship because I pretty much have all the obligations already without any of the connection it provides because of everyone around me. My stupid Ex can’t just accept the fact that being friends will nev... » Continue Reading
my friend is trying to get into panic at the disco but BROOOO every FUCKING TIME I play I Write Sins not Tragedies she giggles and goes "MWAJAHAHA KINOO ITS THE SONGGG >:]" and sings it and it makes me cringe💔 not to mention that's patds like most FAMOUS song, so I just sit there like "mhm, yeah. Its a good song. I know." Like, I think she's trying to impress me cuz I don't like her type of music??? Idk, also I don't like her type of music cuz she likes Juice WRLD, Eminem fucking Michael Jackson... » Continue Reading
like not in a mean way of pushing people away and stuff, more like not being able to actually keep up with them!! I always feel so bad when my friends ask me why I dont text them back and stuff . I never mean to ghost them or seem like im not interested in interaction, I just cant talk for a long time and have this crippling fear they may be talking to me out of pjty, which causes me to slowly isolate myself eventuallyI think of myself as so annoying that everytime someone wants to hang out with... » Continue Reading
Im trying to write a fanfic for the 1st time.. n omg i already had a lot of respect and admiration for fanfic writers but omg i think i respect fanfic writers n writers in gen a million times more bc omg idk if its jst me but writing is so hard 😭 i have the concept but i have no idea how to start the “scene” (its a lil oneshot/ drabble) n i honestly dont feel confident in my sentences, like idk if my grammar n spelling is good n if it will make sense when read, im also worried about my vocab bei... » Continue Reading
god im so fucking emo. my mom just reminded me why i hate having friends over. shes always embarassing me on purpose, she says its not on purpose but ik shes lying bc i always tell her not to and she still fucking does it. and when i try to subtly let her know to stop she cant take a fucking hint god she is stupid. i feel so bad saying all that bc shes the one that buys me all my cds and alesana stuff and like she surprises me with alesana stuff pretty often, and now i sound like a spoiled brat.... » Continue Reading
Okay, life, its tricky obviously, but I think I like this girl but just recently i got out of a serious relationship where i got dumped because she decided she was straight now and didn't want to be with me anymore which is fair enough ig, but i found out she cheated on me the other day and idk it's freaked my trust out, now I wanted to find somewhere i can waffle about all this shit and then I found this website which is super cool, anyway i like this other girl now who im friends with and i de... » Continue Reading
(if you are here to have fun dont read this, this isnt fun)(if you are here to be happy dont read this this isnt happy)(dont read this if you are under 18(a child, even if you think you are big you are still a kid))(if you are easily disturbed (there is NO shame in being easily disturbed, please dont be embarrased if you are and dont force yourself to read something disturbing)(please im sorry if im disturbing anyone)I want help if you know how can i solve whats going oni always feel like im dis... » Continue Reading
Dawg i hate how antisocial I am I want toake more friends but I always just wait for people to text me first because I'm to scared to text first also first impressions are like key to me I never know how to act becti dont wanna come off as annoying so someone when they see my text or see how I act face to face making friends online and IRL is so freaking hard It's also hard because my interests are so god damn unknown like by that I mean the fact I'm in this thing called creg lore and basically ... » Continue Reading
how to tell a guy you never dated that you miss being friends?j= guy a= my friendso basically i was eating lunch with my friends then another one of my friends from primary came up to me lets call her aa said do u know j and i was like yeah but i've never spoken to him in my life, j was a kid in my class he was nice but we've never spoken a said he has a crush on you i said thats weird we've never talked she said i gave him your number i was like girl what u could've asked but ig thats fine. lik... » Continue Reading
hello, i'm holly.i am underage so don't be weird. the photos on my profile are NOT mine, i took them from pintrest, because i don't want to show my face on here. i have some very strong beliefs and if u don't agree than perhaps we shouldn't be friends: fuck trump, fuck maga, fuck ice, fuck reform, i'm a feminist, misandry is real, fuck racism, homophobia and transphobia. live and let live guys. i am not religious and i don't care if you are, you are still welcome as long are you are kind.thats ... » Continue Reading
soooo like i want to start making videos mainly for this site but also youtube aswell,the content im going to be doing is not hard in the slightest even with editing its all so easy to make, but i just cant grab my camera and start recording its like i lose all motivation the second i decide i want to do it, but ik its my own self that is bringing me down but idk how to stop that from happening. ik my videos would be pretty cool to post here since no one is doing it (maybe for tos reasons) it wo... » Continue Reading
About 2 years ago, I approached a friend that runs a group talking session at her house because I was going through headspace where I was hoping for some guidance. I went to her next session, didn't get much guidance, but had an overall good experience, no harm no foul.Between then and now, she's been slowly having me help more, and teaching me more and more about how to set up the space and and lead sessions. Its very cool, and I feel honored that she sees so much in me, but it's not anything I... » Continue Reading
what the hell happened to me? when did it get like this? I genuinely cant remember anything else than this not memories, more like pictures of a forgotten pastbrief moments If I try hard enough or if I sense something familiar I fell off so hardI'm pretty sure I used to be really passionate about comedy and rhetoricnow I cant even string two words together without sweating bulletsI used to question the morality of my actions and live life to its greatest capacitynow I stare at a screen for 12 ho... » Continue Reading
So today I got stranger things keychains for my bags! Also got burger king😌 Went to Walmart for some shopping,got a candle for Lady Aphrodite (i make alters for gods even if I don't worship them,its like a "if you're there" situation) Got orange juice,got some crafting supplies for my wall decorations I wanna diy big buttons with paper plates so I restocked my paint and got some ribbon fabric thing idk what to call them but I'll show you guys what I mean when I start the progress. I got hot pink... » Continue Reading
Welcome to my TED Talk on how being a retail bookseller sucks gator-grundle. I've been selling books at my current for job for a while, a little over a year actually. And MAN, if I have one more person ask me for a book- WHEN THEY DON'T KNOW THE TITLE OR THE AUTHOR, SO HELP ME... It leaves me in this weird position where I'm left to decode an obscurely hick-yocal accent filled with jargon of southern hospitality and sayings, where I haven't the slightest clue of what this person is saying or wan... » Continue Reading
clearing out my docs rn and i found my old layout from spacehey! this was from 2024 and my aesthetic/interests were crazy different tbh O_O i'm not as edgy as i used to be, which is kinda crazy to think about bc i thought horror would be my major personality trait for the rest of my life, LOL. but i deleted my acc after a few months bc 1. a lot of my active mutuals LEFT and 2. i just didn't care for posting anymore, snorre. also i here americans need an invitation to join now?? no clue what the ... » Continue Reading
before i start im not talking about people who just criticize reilgion i dont care about thatim SPECFICALLY talking about people who will just disrespect people for being reilgous i feel its just distasteful and gross espcially since alot of them want people to respect their beliefs but wont do the same. people dont deserve to be verbally abused for their beliefs (unless its a harmful! you deserve to be cussed out then) i feel like its also culturally insenstive because alot of poc cultures hav... » Continue Reading
So I listen/play metalcore, deathcore, hardcore, basically insert adjective core and I listen to it, and want to form bands with people with similar taste. But my town is just full of capitalist senior citizens and there's barely anywhere I can meet people that have the same taste as mine that isn't hot topic or Spencers (barely). Yeah, I get involved in my local scene, I get along with the people there, but it's an hour drive away from me and I get really nervous trying to find musicians and go... » Continue Reading
actually challenging myself to talk to other artists and just chat with them isnt nearly as hard as i thought..some artists DO like to stroke their own egos and it pisses me off..but when artists dont do that its overall a nice timemaybe i could actually establish long-term connections if i just keep talking.. » Continue Reading
Okay I have a work story. I don't wanna be too specific about what my job is because i don't wanna get doxxed, all you need to know is that part of the job is making and selling ice cream. So today a girl that looked to be about 16ish came in and ordered blue moon. She paid, I made the ice cream, and gave it to her. I waited for her to leave, but she stayed and took a bite of the ice cream before saying, "ew, this is not blue moon." And I just politely replied, "it is, actually." Then this girl ... » Continue Reading
urban exploring (esp in creepy areas) seems so fun but im such a scaredy-cat and im terrified of everything, id be out of there and begging to go home in less than a minute </3 id love to try it w friends tho.. » Continue Reading
im so mad so basically my ex best friends are spreading our drama bc they stopped being friends w me because i was super depressed and couldn’t express what was wrong. and now they keep calling me a whore and a terrible person. i had to drop all my friends from my old school bc of all the lies they told. i was gonna text one of their moms and tell them that she was dating like 13 guys (her family is super religious). but idk like bro js leave me alone omfg » Continue Reading
GODDDDD I AM BOUT TO CRASH OUTso last night my uncle said I have to bring my phones down at night because my little cousins doesnt know how to fall asleep like fuck off alright???? like we get it you have a man vagina. I know it could be worse but I always get blamed for shit I didnt do like just leave me alone alright??? Im so fuvking tired of getting blamed for random shit I'm going to actually run away and like go live with the skin walkers or smthhhh. He also like calls me over dramatic whe... » Continue Reading
love-bombers will make you feel so special for two weeks and then end up having a relationship the whole time. Watch your back Parker, I’m coming for u. » Continue Reading
So I was on Pinterest, like any MCR suprmacist. I lub Ray Toro so i saw a cute pin of him and commented "AWWW PRINCESS FRO FRO! :3" (if you don't know, princess fro fro is a nickname for him) and someone replied with "weirdo" like....what????? Im not being sexual about it. What's wrong with it???? If you guys know, is it rude to call Ray Toro princess fro fro?😫 cuz if it is I am SO sorry gang💔 and the weird thing is is that they also called him it? What? Im rlly pissed about that rn and I am go... » Continue Reading
why is witchcraft called "demonic" even though witchcraft is basically all that God has been doing?? Witchcraft is mostly spells, healing, supernatural powers and stuff, and God has healed people supernaturally, God has altered peoples lives by casting spells but it's just called blessings, splitting apart a whole sea, and answering prayers by changing a decision in your life, does that NOT sound like a spell? But it's just that witchcraft has women being the powerful one — Not something abou... » Continue Reading
I’m trying to upload a video but it WONT LET ME! It could just be the file size (idk how to look at how many MB it is tho) because it works when I try to upload a 7 second clip. I’ve shortened the video so much from 4 minutes to 2 minutes and it still won’t work and idk if it’s because of the file size 💔 » Continue Reading
it’s just rlly easy to get drawn to characters I relate to. Ik my personality comes off pretty far from crona’s to other ppl but there’s just things about them that feel way too familiar with me. Usually the only characters I find “relatable” to how I act on the surface level, the ones that are stereotypically really pretty energetic and like to tease others and whatever. maybe have the cliche that’s like “happy mask hiding all my inner problems”. Idk, I feel like crona was the first and only ch... » Continue Reading
the instagram message notification makes me flinch and sends a wave of fear through mt body it startles me so much i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it like it genuinely makes me want to cry i dont even know why i miss you so mych please come back » Continue Reading
ughh ok so i have an anxious attachment style n it genuinely so annoying bc i only get really close w certain friends n so i kinda get really clingy n a lil obsessed n so i have a friend who is notoriously bad at responding to texts bc shes sleeping, working, or lost her phone n today i send a text talking about sm stuff n she comes online so i get excited thinking we r gonna talk so i keep checking to see if she read it yet jst to see that she went offline after like 2 mins of being online so i... » Continue Reading
I turned 36 about a week and a half ago. I currently have no work except for one guitar student. Last year I was teaching at a studio and a few schools but the stress of keeping up with the teaching structure from my employers was so stressful that my forearms were entirely flared up with itchy psoriasis. I didn't even talk to my boss at the studio about it, I just stopped turning up, ignored her calls and messages and finally messaged back saying I'm going through mental health stuff and I have... » Continue Reading
im gonna be up all night this is so annoying.. im usually tired after work but the one time im not omg this sucks 😭 legiterally 1 am » Continue Reading
I mean i dont i get, like bro why r u so obssesed w some guy or som shity ass party, like doesnt matter who wins the election or whatever, they gonna fuck up the country anyways and steal all ur money so they can spend it on cars houses and allat, get sum good obsesions like idk cooking or money, but like politics is dumb, ur just kissing someones elses ass thinking they care for you when they dont know that u even exit and give a fuck if u do » Continue Reading
as soon as my day gets good my mother SEEKS to ruin it like seriously. i ask for her OPINION on a septum piercing so i can see her perspective on a piercing and where we stand. TELL ME WHY SHE TAKES THE TIME OUT OF HER DAY TO BELITTLE WHAT I WANNA DO WHEN I GET OLDER AND TELLS BE WHAT SHE WANTS ME TO DO WHEN I GET MID 30s AND IF I HAD A BUNCH OF PIERCINGS AND JOBS I WOULDNT EVER GET A JOB ANYWHERE. AND THEN ONTOP OF THIS THE GIRL I WAS TALKING ABT IN THE FIRST BLOG POST LIKES SOME OTHER GIRL. A ... » Continue Reading
I have been waiting since LAST FRIDAY for this fucking cereal and I finally fucking got it. The reason I have been waiting for so long is because someone was visiting and I couldn't go downstairs the first night I wanted my cereal, then after he left (last Saturday) I went out with my friends and stayed at one of their houses until Sunday. Then on Monday I had to go to a different friend's house to practice clarinet. Then on Tuesday when I went to go get cereal I realized I was out of milk so my... » Continue Reading
(i'm obviously not the host so i can't just suddenly change our lifestyle but WHY do we even have eyes??? i don't have them in source and. the whole concept of SEEING is just so WEIRD. i don't like it it makes me uncomfortable) -juno » Continue Reading
i really enjoy summer break i caught up on so many interests and i finlaly have time to obsess over them and shit but i freaking hate school... i hate that ites already in a month. i also have marching band camp soon.i love band and all but im just scared bevause i got into band and learning to understand music late compared to others and it feels really embarrassing to have to ask for help on the whole music... im def the most unexperienced in the section by the very least. now they are expecti... » Continue Reading
as a kid i really hated this movie because of mike wazowski. my maiden name is polish so it has the "ski" at the end, and growing up every time my last name was said out loud the kids would make fun of me and call me mike wazowski. it was so unoriginal and i hated it so much. to this day if its brought up for whatever reason i get those comments. it adds nothing to the conversation. why say it? it just makes me feel bad for something i couldn't control.obviously i don't blame the movie entirely... » Continue Reading
my dad js looked me dead in the eye and said spraining my ankle was in my head and i was js saying i sprained it bc i didnt wanna do basketball...BOIIII GETCHO SSA ONNNNNN » Continue Reading
You ever just WANT someone so incredibly badly that you feel like you can't function without them? Or even talk to them when they're around? And I also just like...know she doesn't really like me because it would be long distance and she HATES long distance, but I can't help but get jealous whenever I see her talking to anyone else that obviously likes her and she's a fucking idiot when someone is taking interest in her » Continue Reading
Noelle told me to make a blog to talk about stuff. Said it was therapeutic or something.Idk how to format this kinda stuff, but here goes.I've been feeling like absolute shit latelyEverything seems to be going wrongSo like there's this festival that goes on in town every halloweenAnd normally it's like a romantic thing, people take the people they like to it. I was notmally never really interested in it butThere's this girl i like. I doubt anyone seeing this knows her.She's awesome, and the only... » Continue Reading
Hello friends! This will be a bit of a rant post, I just wanted to jot down my frustrations with being a human being lately.So I am a very intense person and I operate with a lot of anger and hatred at a baseline (I've been told I don't come across that way, which is great, but in my mind I'm seething half the time). I try to keep that shit inside because acting out of anger or with hatred towards people isn't the person who I want to be, but that just means all of that negativity is trapped ins... » Continue Reading
Okay, so I've been doing online school since 2020 (I think), so basically all my middle and highschool career. It has ruined my social life.Doing school online has completely ruined my social skills, on top of that, having an IRL friends (from moving away and stuff). Now, I wasn't the most social person growing up because of how I was raised, so I won't blame it all on online schooling.. but it has a part in it.I think it's just the comfortability of being able to go to school, but not actually ... » Continue Reading
My longest summer before college... ... and how does it make me feel, like the empty sky before the collapse. 16.07.2026 One of my many boring summers I didn't have much hope for another summer other than having a job and making some money. I graduated two months ago and I immediately sent some applications. But no guess, not a single mail back. So the money said goodbye. Okay, maybe I'll spend these days on gaming? Nah, my laptop is a potato and can't hold a simplest game without burning. Maybe... » Continue Reading
Having more than 1 aesthetic or subculture is so irritatingbelieve it or not despite my jirai kei and cutecore esc profile i am WAY more of a Emo and scene esc person which sucks because i constantly have to code and recode based on my mood (this is kinda random but im highkey going through a state of severe derealiization rn ummmmm yeah) also i want my youtube channel BACK AUUUGHHHH "your not old enough" my ASS dude AAAAJKVGNUFNHGNFKNBGDFHFBBVNVJNFHGHV EVERYTHIGN SUCKS ok bye now » Continue Reading
dude i wish it was still pride month so i could make "kollect my pronouns" jokes.. but its not..... but wtv ima still make them #kollectmypronouns 😆 » Continue Reading
I feel so bad I’ve been so inactive on here 😓😓 icl I’ve been sick for the past day or two and this happens every time I go on holiday 🙁 I can’t handle the heat even if it’s my home country lawl. Anywayz lots of love from Greece:33 » Continue Reading
first blog and idk what to talk abt.. im rlly tired and im thinking of everymanhybrid a lot and i still have 2 finish it....... does that make me a lazy chud (yes)???? gyulp! anywhozer i luvv evan smm hes the best character man » Continue Reading
rn im writing this at 3 am and I feel like im losing my mind. Honestly I feel like this every summer and its probably a big problem that i should try to atleast figure out why?? because I acknowledge that its a reoccurring thing. I'd take a guess and say thats its probably from how late im waking up, because of me going to sleep so late like around 4-5 am, and waking up at 1-3 pm. Even after waking up at 3, I still have to prioritize my homework over all the fun stuff here, which is pretty rough... » Continue Reading
im like really sad and upset right now for like no reason waai i do have a reason kinda uh its not a good reason to be sad tho like i feel really lonelu even tho i have like tons of friends so that makes me feel um kinda bad idk i sound reallh self centered right now wehehewhwewwei thinlk wahts makinf this worse is that my arm is stinging from reasons which i will not elaborate further adn its like ou shiii yo idek waht im tlaking about mb for the misspellings im kinda shaky » Continue Reading
one of many rants to come that nobody will read and that;s fine with me.I stated this in my bio but i'm a fictionkin, i am NOT A ROLEPLAYER. "Shifts" in otherkin community are when you feel more like/more connected to your kin type and i made this account in an attempt to try one of their tips (make a social media account as your kintype) i'm just glad my handle is not taken i hold it dearly.♡is this my main? is this my alt? who knows?i haven't made any other accounts yet so this is my current m... » Continue Reading
I don't know if it's just accumulated trauma or if this move is just really bad. But the SLIGHTEST bit of yelling angling etc has me shaking; I honestly think its just from everything I've been going through, I've gotten more jumpy over the years, more paranoid, more weak in general if I'm being honest. I dont think I'll be able to handle anymore of this bullshit honestly. I'm so close to cracking as it is, god knows what will happen next time. But then again I said that last time. But thats wha... » Continue Reading
I HATE MY EX BEST FRIEND SOOOO MUCH. For context, I ended the friendship because she kept on ditching me. And I’m not saying like she just paid more attention to other people. I mean full on leaving my side and going to hang out with other people. While I look like a loner in the corner. Do I have other friends? Yes! And thank goodness I do, because if not I would ACTUALLY be a loner. I had been best friends with her since seventh grade. And if you know anything about seventh grade, you know it’... » Continue Reading
Dad update: so my father is out of the hospital and I'm happy to say its not his heart but bad news is they don't know what's wrong with him,please keep him in your prayers💛 » Continue Reading
Why is my family so strange? I live with my grandma since I was a baby, and it seems like my mother acts like my sister and not my actual mom. And my grandma doesn't act motherly towards me (sure, she clearly loves me, but not like a mother, obviously), so I kinda don't have a mom. And I actually don't have a dad, only my grandpa, who does act like my dad sometimes. Even my mom calls my grandparents my "parents". That's so awkward » Continue Reading
So, turns out I have band practice 4 my new high school I'm going too...But I knew nothing about the practice prior to it starting, and it goes on from 8am to 6pm, Monday - Friday...LIKE JUST OPEN UP THE SCHOOL AT THIS POINT <//3but yeah my summer is gone to band. » Continue Reading
Im tired for the same thing every day..my mom only scream on me and is angry when she see me..and my fucking dad is an alcoholic..i dont have attention,im so sad rigth now..i dont cut my arms or that shit but i imagine a life with no fights,no screams no problems just..happyness..and pace..and all that shit y only have a russian friend that understand my problems i really love him soo much..internet people is only that make me happy,they understand me,they are kind with me,they not hurt me..i wa... » Continue Reading
I know, its odd that I'm scared, but I just get so nervous and stuff when interacting with people, whether its online or outside, I just have like a fear I guess? I mean its kinda hard to make friends on here, but meh, maybe i'll come around!! » Continue Reading
I hear ppl say “you don’t know just how long eternity is” well yea I do and I’ve been lonely for way too long I’ve felt unloved for way too long I’ve hated myself for way too long pretty much my whole life I struggle very often to want to live one more day so yea ik how long eternity is and yea I would love to never feel this way again life hurts too much I’m still gonna be here bc clearly I haven’t completely fulfilled my purpose God has for me but I am so excited for that day where I’ll finall... » Continue Reading
i don't have one because i believe they stifle growthi mean obviously i would prefer to interact with people that have similar interests, are around my age bracket, have interesting stories to share and blah blah blah blah blahbut my page is and always will bea freely accessible open spacefor everyoneit don't matter if we disagree on stuff cause that's the beauty of it all tbh - having that free open platform where we can be ourselves and speak our thoughts freely and the moment i slap up someth... » Continue Reading
I FINALLY CREATED A NEW LAYOUT!!! it was kinda hard to figure out the controls but I did it!! I made it public its called "gothic grunge" I didnt really know how to name it tbh :333 » Continue Reading
Bru this happens every few months but every time ppl never fail to frustrate me on how ignorant and rude they are. Guys why is my tiktok fyp full of ppl hating on Christians and Christianity 💔. I’m not talking abt random ppl who just disagree and are respectful in explaining why NO FULL ON DISRESPECT AND HATE. I wanna say to most of those ppl “tell me you actually have no clue what Christianity actually is without telling me u have no clue what Christianity actually is” they think every Christia... » Continue Reading
yk I really want to go up and go put together an outfit but reality I'm to fuvking brain rotted for that and I'd rather sit in bed then go actully do smth productive, but thats just me lol » Continue Reading
ok so recently i saw post here on friendrewind it was a girl RIGHTFULLY complaining about some men making gross comments on her body. people in the comments were vitcmblaming??? first of all id like to say even if someone is showing parts of their body it doesnt warrant those types of perveted comments. second of all. its not about the clothes its about the person. im also alt AND a hijab and men will still stare at me for prolonged amounts of time..and i just so grossed out it makes me wanna t... » Continue Reading
ok i stumbled upon this post on napo and it really got me thinking (here it is if you want to view it https://napochan.moe/blog/entry.php?id=7858) i have always wondered about this phenomenon of people (mostly teenagers) thinking being bigoted and chronically online is something cool or to be proud. and franky it just makes people look patheic and desperate i dont know WHERE yall got the idea that being a braindead bigot or just problematic is 'iconic' its really not ive seen so many people sa... » Continue Reading
It's cool to care! Be sensitive! Feel those emotions! Let it all out! Don't fall for the 'nonchalant' propaganda! You're probably so cool and awesome by just being yourself! The 'nonchalant' propaganda is just as ridiculous as saying "Oh I won't look good in this cause of how big I am" Wear that gorgeous sexy dress! And be Chalant! If you actually care about people and show interest even when you have no interest at the start then you may gain interest or you may boost their confidence! You neve... » Continue Reading
idk rn im not in the best like headspace? my mental health is shit lol i just want to say this society has it like if yk we have mental health issues or other shit that's serious that we should talk to a therapist or a psychiatrist and that's totally fine. if you want help get it yk. but not everybody reaches out for help and they have their own reasons as to why they don't want to and that's fine too. but like if it gets bad to the point where you got to go to like a pyschward because you want ... » Continue Reading
is it locking in if the entire summer break ive just been getting into more cool things and watching more shows and reading more books and fanfics and gaming a lot and listening to more music or is locking in just being productive and doing actual healthy stuff......WILD thing to say but i miss school a lot like i was such a social butterfly at school i had so many friends to hang out with we would have so much fun together but at home im just doing nothing productive or healthy » Continue Reading
I graduated last month and feel so bored. All I do is work and I’m going to college soon. There’s nothing to do except pay taxes. The most I’m doing is making my YouTube channel but I need money for my setup and idk if I should post vlogs? Video diaries? Gaming? Maybe random stuff or all? I still have to get better at editing cause I’m doing stuff with capcut rn and I wanna try davinci resolve but I like 2000s editing like windows movie maker but i gotta find out if I can do that kinda vibe on d... » Continue Reading
I must be going crazy. Whether its the fact I watch scary things or its just that damn device like any parent would say, I keep nearly convincing myself that someone's outside watching me, or that someone armed is going to break in, or that when I'm in a car I'm sure to crash, or my parents will find out what they never would accept me for, I keep thinking this world isn't real, I'm not as happy anymore and more of grumpy, and snappy. I'd rather stay in my bed, I'd rather eat an entire buffet or... » Continue Reading
I think I have enough evidence to safely say my mother is narcissist. I do not say that lightly. Just the other day she was crying to me about how her cousin is really sick and was gonna die soon, and she just kept saying how horrible it was that he was gonna die having lived the life he did and how "she didn't want to die and be only know for having made so many mistakes". Like I could clearly tell she valued people based on their accomplishments rather than who they were. And that just feels..... » Continue Reading
(Some things include 18+ topics)So basically I have this friend (Lets call her K) who hangouts with alot of (Intoxicating) people and a couple months ago I asked if she possibly get me a "cart". Ofc she said yes, but the problem was we just became friends since the start of school year, so idek if I could rlly trust her. Anyways, I gave her around 40 dollars for the one I wanted and she said she'll probably give it to me during or after the summer break. Honestly I didnt rlly care if she did sca... » Continue Reading
This might be a hot take, and some of you may disagree with me. But I'm open to a friendly discussion :)I currently live in a duplex, and my neighbor has an outdoor cat. He's a mostly black kitty (which is important) and in my time of living here he's killed birds and spent a lot of his time meowing really loudly. To me, it seems like he wants to be let back inside, but my neighbor insists that he likes being outside. In my opinion, outdoor cats can be problematic because 1) they can pose a thre... » Continue Reading
As someone who is now doing online school, I've been trying to get more online friends, it's truly so hard considering everyone wants something more now in days which sucks. I've had way too many instances of people adding me just with the intentions of dating or getting something out of me (sexual wise).I have taken breaks when things get too overwhelming for me, but I keep trying to make friends even though it's always the same outcome. That's why I'm even on this site.Another problem I've not... » Continue Reading
there’s so many on the internet that desperately want to be niche or weird. just live your life, don’t care about what others would consider weird or niche. life isn’t fun when you’re worrying about what everyone else thinkz dudz » Continue Reading
There is this girl in my school named Chandler and she is the scumiest girl to walk the halls. (Literally. She walks through the halls to skip class) she has a 2.1 GPA 😱, she is disrespectful to both teachers and students, and she has a pick me girl attitude. I have always been kind to her but apparently being a mean girl interfered with her ability to give what received. Not only that but her locker was full of plastic water bottles and empty Starbucks cups, which is against the rules btw 😒. An... » Continue Reading
when I was at the psych ward it was so nice over there, just hanging around kids my age, everyone having a good time, being told when to wake up but still being allowed to sleep in, breakfast and lunch at the dinner table all together like a family.Reminded me of when I was still just a little kidreminded me of middle school. Back when everything was just a joke, back when nothing mattered, in the back of Mr. Ocampo's class, me, Jack, Travis, Evan, and jujuthose days were the bestthat's somethin... » Continue Reading
doing something alone makes me extremely stressed for some reason. when Im around other people Im not like this but when Im alone doing the things I need to do give me immense stress. which make me not do what I need to do and avoiding my work stresses me even more so its just a terrible cycle. I think the only way to get over this is forcing myself to do stuff by myself. unfortunately my stress gets so bad I literally get a stomachache everytime like Chidi Anagonye. Ig I should start meditating... » Continue Reading
I opened up Kamtape today just to watch some videos and I see my video on the recommended page and it said it has over 600 VIEWS! Yesterday, it only had below 100. There were people making videos about it and it was actually because a youtuber made a video about Kamtape and it got over 50k views on youtube. Now I have close to 40 subs on there and a lot of other people are blowing up as well. I'm so happy that there are more people joining and making videos but I don't want the site to shut down... » Continue Reading
sick of this shit. it's so fucking hot constantly at like 25 british degrees, which is pretty hot for our standards, and it never feels like it's gonna cool down. even with my aircon on it barely feels like any difference is being made.i hate global warming.🛁 » Continue Reading
I hate it when I'm trying to look at someone's profile and get hit with the "CoNtEnT nOt ViEwAbLe In YoUr ReGiOn". Damn. I can't even compliment some people's profiles without having use a VPN to see it properly.Genuinely fuck this new law for making Imgur and other cool websites unavailable. » Continue Reading
How do people consume liquidI will probably sound like a chud discord mod at the first part of this, but water deadass feels like goop in my mouth. Like slime that people put their grubby little hands on. But energy drinks are much much worse, because any liquid that tastes like anything makes me want to vomit.If I try to drink coffee, it feels like I have a pile of crushed coffee beans stuck in my throat. When I try to drink anything carbonated, I black out for a second and vomit it like a sick... » Continue Reading
DISCLAIMER: this is mean and nasty because i'm Angry✨i hate that this is what i'm writing right now. i hate that this is something that i have to worry about just because i'm a femme person. i hate that it's normalized and shrugged off like it's nothing. i went for a coffee today—i stay up late because i'm on a weird sleep schedule and early in the morning is usually a calm time. there's no one outside, i'm never bothered i can just exist... usually. but that wasn't the case today. so i go out (... » Continue Reading
hiiiii!! (≧◡≦) ♡soooo... i have maybe a tiny confession..?i physically cannot stop thinking about pierce the veil. like... EVER. (´｡• ᵕ •｡`)♡they're my favorite band and my biggest comfort band all at the same time. their music means so much to me, and i honestly don't think i'll ever get tired of listening to them.my obsession has gotten so bad (or good...? ♡) that whenever one of my friends or even my boyfriend hears or sees anything related to pierce the veil, they immediately think of me. i ... » Continue Reading
I saw a guy on TikTok crochet a really cool birkin bag and I wanted to crochet one for my mother but unfortunately the pattern is out of my budget :(((That’s alright! I still have some left over red yarn for me to crochet with. I’ll make a red bag. I think it’ll look good since the clothes I usually wear are very neutral coloured so the pop of colour will match well.A few days I had a dream I dyed my hair this bright orange colour and my old friends from my old school started bullying me for it.... » Continue Reading
It was such a peaceful day, I woke up early and was having a good time, but that girl REALLY had to text in the group chat. Litsen, I'm not that kind of person to sit around and see someone insulting my loves ones. And when this girl was texting and fighting in the GC for no reason, saying things like how we weren't raised right, and how we deserve to die, ofc I had to say something. And no, I don't think I went overboard at all. I was being sarcastic and saying that I don't care. And that bitch... » Continue Reading
Okay, KEYWORD SOME...some of the Tv Girl fans are so annoying. Like bro, just cuz my fucking sketchbook has pink and blue on it doesn't make it a TG ref like omfg Stfu. And the band is fine, I like the !music but holy SHIT some of the fans are assholes and so annoying. TG isn't really my cup of tea, but still. There's also people who think Tv Girl is a solo singer???? No, its a band. Not a girl. Its also a boy band. They guys in the band did nothing but again some of the fans piss me off so hard » Continue Reading
sweaty stinkyy foul horible weather taht reminds me of how evil & cruel bilionaires r in ignorin their harmful effects on earth + humanity js sothey can line up their own pockets !!!conscios concerns aside it also doesnt let me wear my fav fits :cccsigh if only i can dres leik myself again xd » Continue Reading
the first day we met, i already didn´t like the way he rearranged the classroom. instead of everyone being face to the blackboard, he took the seats and formed a circle so everyone could see each other´s faces. he explained why the classes would be this way from now on, and i understood that time. something about getting to know each other and create some kind of a cute, familiar class group. i mentally said well, yes, he doesn´t mean to harm anyone, especially on these times when everyone is so... » Continue Reading
No matter where I am, I never feel welcome. My house never feels like home, more like a hotel I go in and out of at will. I have basically no free time- I run my house at 14 years old. I do everything from cooking breakfast to doing everyone’s laundry, folding it, and putting it away in their separate places and rooms. Every every adult in the house tells me “ welcome to being an adult” when the most they do is go to work and come back and then do nothing, I am the maid, Butler, chef, and child.... » Continue Reading
I was looking for discord servers because idk why not, and theres only this ONE server that kinda stood out to me because it was labeled as a neurodivergent safe space. So I join it and send an intro message just like everyone else. then. after that, I wait for people to say hi to me. but. I look back a few hours later. and. for some reason. IT GOT DELETED. NO WARNING. NO REASON TO DELETE MY INTRO MESSAGE LITERALLY BREAKING NO RULES THEY JUST DID IT. IJFOEJSGOSIEFJEOSIJ IM PISSED » Continue Reading
Okay, call me crazy, but I have like zero friends to hang out with. And I’m tired of everyone who isn’t my age telling me to just go out. Go out WHEREEE? I’m from Cali, legit everywhere I go is boring. And I’m not from like the touristy parts either. I’m straight up a freeway gurl. And even if I did have somewhere to hang out, I’m too much of a pussy to actually ask one of my friends to hang out. I get super duper awkward and suddenly the cat got my tongue. Which is really weird, because I LOVEE... » Continue Reading
Hello again! :3What I'm about to tell you all here is my truthful experience about the character.ai's Discord server up until today, when I decided to leave the server for good. I'm also adding that I'm in ASD, so I don't always get certain dynamics, no matter if they're online or irl. 1. the beginningEven though I've been using the service since 2023 purely for entertainment purposes, I only joined the server on April or May of 2026. Even though I've been using the service since 2023 purely for... » Continue Reading
Did you know that SSRI antidepressants like sertraline, fluoxetine, and citalopram can affect your body's ability to regulate temperature?I certainly didn't. When I first started taking them, it wasn't much of an issue because it was still winter. But once the weather got warmer, I realized I had developed a serious heat intolerance that made me feel awful. I ENDED UP SUFFERING FROM HEAT EXHAUSTION AS SOON AS SUMMER STARTER!!remember to stay hydrated and take care of yourselves during hot weathe... » Continue Reading
Idk if anyone else relates with me but basically I really hate physical touch from people that I hate and even people that I love or know cuz sometimes I hate when people try to touch me without permission and then whenever I'm having a bad day they decide to touch me and then I get mad and then they wonder why I'm getting mad over the stupidest thing but I really hate physical touch and at the same time I also love it from people that I love but I also can hate it even if it's the person that I... » Continue Reading
i said “dni tcoaall fans incest is weird” and this chick ADDS ME and tried to message me.. DUDE AND MSI FANS TOO. like them being problematic isnt even my main issue (still a big one though) its literally just triggering things and yall do NOT respect that!! bring back boundaries guys!! » Continue Reading
I’m currently studying in Year 10 and I’m going to Year 11 in August.I’m excited but nervous at the same time? Year 11 will be my last year of school. Afterwards I have to go to university and get a job. I’m only 15!!I would love to go to university but my family (or rather, my mom) doesn’t have enough money to pay for university which sucks cuz I have awesome grades and a relatively clean school history. I’ve never gotten into any fights and I was prefect for 2 years! Crazy, huh?My parents are ... » Continue Reading
i tried posting this to r/bpd and my post got deleted by moderators but does anyone else feel that people are constantly invalidating those who have proper BPD diagnoses? i'm not sure if anyone's going to read this, i literally just joined this website like 15 minutes ago, but for context, i've always seen people saying "you have to be 18 for a diagnosis or you're not valid!1!1!" well, i'm 18, i'm formally diagnosed by a medical professional, and i made a tiktok video talking about how relieving... » Continue Reading
I FOUND MY MATH TEACHER'S TIKTOK ACCOUNT OML.I'm not tryingt o judge or anything but I saw his videos.. they were all thirst traps. When I genuinely saw that, it traumatized me— I knew something was off about him but I DID NOT expect it to be like THAT.Peace guys, I could never look at him the same way again.. » Continue Reading
It's a question I've been asking myself for a little bit now, and I've never gotten an answer, mostly cuz I never actually asked someone lolanyway, uuh I just feel so overbearing when it comes to my friends I guess? I can't stand it honestly, I don't WANT to be so clingy or uuh needy?? I guess??? that word feels weird idk. I jjust want to be around people almost all the time. I feel so alone when I'm not, it's horribleI feel like an obsessive little loser sometimes, I hate it so muchI'm probably... » Continue Reading
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