As everyone and their mum probably knows, we're an OSDD system, if you don't know what that is, PLEASE look it up so we don't have to explain it. Anyways, We've been going through some STUFF recently, shit has hit the fan and spread EVERYWHERE. So obviously we've split a bunch of alters.How many, you ask? Just... Upwards of 30-40.. No we didn't split them all in one week/day and some of them were already formed but good LORD our headcount has gone from 20 to 60+ Lanyon, the only one actually doi... » Continue Reading
ive been trying to feel good in my body (im transmasc and also chubby lol) and i thought i was half decent but recently ive been feeling like i personally am too fat to look cool. like i know that there's gay men that would walk through miles of broken glass just to get with me for like a DAY but i dont care, my ass is too fat to fit into men's jeans and it bothers me to no end because i feel like all my fat goes directly to places where it'll make me look more feminine and i hate it and i wanna... » Continue Reading
I THINK THIS BOY LIKES ME HES BEEN REALLY NICE TO ME AND IS LIKE KINDA FLIRTING WITH ME AND LIKE I DONT KNOW AND LIKE I DONT LIKE Him » Continue Reading
I talked to a friend for a bit recently and they were like "I'm gonna ask Nexus (ex friend who hates me) if me and them are still friends, I was like "wow, you do you buddy boy, as long as I don't hear it."Friend asks Nexus the question and Nexus is all like "Uhh nah you clearly like Juneau more than me so we can't be friends anymore sorry". What the FUCK dude.I shouldn't be the reason for a friendship to end, I thought I was out of the equation completely. GET OVER ME OH MY GOD.Nexus' standards... » Continue Reading
i just dont really know what else to be thinking of right now. my friends are all having a really hard time, and i dont know what to do for them. im only a kid, i cant help. but every single problem comes from the adults in our life. ive been thinking of this since i was in 7th grade. the suffering that me and my peers go through is horrible. and we pretty much only have each other. its us against the world. and this sounds cynical and odd and like teenage-angst or whatever but im serious. it fe... » Continue Reading
this feels like a safe space to share this bcs none of my irl friends are gonna see :p. i have the WORST social anxiety ever and i hateee it bcs i actually wanna talk to people but im too afraid of what might happen or the words just dont come out right. ive tried talking to strangers but i stutter so much. like i met with one of my college professors for a few questions and i could NOT speak properly it was fvking embarrasing. ive kinda also gotten used to talking to people thru a screen so i t... » Continue Reading
and they're basically the same!so, for context, im homeschooled and this program doesn't include any law classes (similarly connected to my last entry) other than "business law" and "business communications and technologies". the first one i was put in as a substitute for gym, which i got credit for since i go to the gym (haha). and the second one was just there by convenience and just need common sense to pass.but they're are sooo BOOORINGGG. id get out of them but they're my key to dual credit... » Continue Reading
I HAAAAAATTTTEEEEE school with ALLL MY HEARTTTT😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬 I CANNOT EVEN EXPLAIN TO YOU ALL THE FEELINGS I FEEL EVEN AT THE MERE THOUGHT OF SCHOOL. I feel so dumb this school year too like I can’t understand math at all no matter how many times someone explains it to me. Even worse, I’m supposed to be the “smart” student but now I feel like everyone thinks I’m not capable enough. Outside of that, you DONT UNDERSTAND HOW HARD IT IS TO MAINTAIN THIS MASK ALL DAY. Laughing, making jokes, t... » Continue Reading
possible Trigger warning!.seriously what am I gonna do when pumpkin carving cause I can’t cover my arms cause it’ll get the pumpkin guts all over my sleeves or arm warmers and i couldent deal with that I have sensory issues and that sounds like hell. if I was allowed makeup or something I would cover my arms with it but I cannnot.fuck am I gonna do. » Continue Reading
why cant the blog layout maker be the same as the page layout one? I think its make it sooo much easier!the page layout maker has css and visual builder while the blog only has the css! D:so if ur not that good at coding, it may be difficult !!this is just a lil rant, and I wanna hear what you guys feel as well !! :D » Continue Reading
even though my mom was neglectful growing up and she was angry alot and is probably the leading reason that i am the way that i am it took me a long time to realize that even leading into my late teens, like i always valued any time i rarely got to spend with her, especially cause she suddenly started wanting to be present in my life when i was 17 and well past the point of really needing her, i miss living with her and having someone who cared about whether i was eating or if i had weird little... » Continue Reading
I hate the wings I made, they're not what I wanted, and they won't stay where I want and they don't look right, and they're just not right, I have to start over, I can't keep these ones, I'll rip off and keep what I can, so hopefully the only thing I really wasted was cardboard and time, but not too much resources, I'm so upset, I spent so much time on them and I kept telling myself 'it's fine, it just looks weird because it's not finished', but they're finished and I still don't like them, I fe... » Continue Reading
I feel so fat I haven't eaten today but I feel fat #killmealr #dies nfnisnfndsno I feel so fat god andinioanosnfsnfks pls someone call me a fatass and tell me to starve myself plsplsplsplsplsplplsplsplplsplpsl anufnjfnksnfj » Continue Reading
Drama Incoming!! Hii Guys, This is kind of my first blog on here and I'm sad to say the least that it has to be. For about 2-4 days I've been dealing with these 3 girls (THAT I DO NOT KNOW.. THEY JUST RANDOMLY STARTED PICKING ON ME..) that's been wanting to fight me for the longest over a rumor THEY STARTED ABOUT ME. They've somehow convinced there friends I've lied to them and now they've been trying to find ways near my house, school, and parks trying to find me.. They've threatened me multipl... » Continue Reading
Lately I've been having such huge mood swings. For example, yesterday I was having a big major depressive episode and it lasted practically all day but randomly I started being extremely happy. Like more happy than normal. Idk it's kinda weird.Well, other than that, my grandpa was out of town and it was genuinely the best time EVER with him gone. My entire family was sm more happy. We got to do what we wanted for once and it was like a breath of fresh air. While he was gone I did end up dying my... » Continue Reading
okay so, as said in my bio, i used to write on livejournal because well i had this ex boyfriend (#yepimgay) and he influenced me to hop on livejournal all the time and it was great but he is no longer in my life and that website is SO dead and so its not like i was gonna rlly have anyone else to even see my stories let alone reply to them, but even if nobody does see mine here its ok im glad i moved anyways cause that website felt really cursed and tainted rip livejournal.. well anyways today wa... » Continue Reading
i've been feeling like my friends do not want to talk to me .. things just got super awkward between us almost a week ago & it hasn't been the same since. why does this always happen to me T_T » Continue Reading
I think I have insomnia because I can’t fall asleep,I genuinely just cried for some reason cause I really wanted hot fries but I’m exhausted and at the same time I really DONT want hot fries and I just wanna sleep but I cnet fall asleep,it’s past midnight where I live so if anyone knows any tips for sleeping or insomnia then plsss comment » Continue Reading
Okay Im genuinely crashing out cause I LOVE Adela but now she’s being problematic and I’m gonna hold her accountable since what she did was rude,for those who don’t know,Adela is a pop singer known for her very unique style and bright pink hair,she has incredible music which I recommend,but recently she wore as accessory that has Jesus in the cross position on her b:tt (yes I censored it cus I dunno) and it’s kinda disrespectful to Christians,I am one but I honestly don’t care what religion some... » Continue Reading
He's such a fucking asshole. My moms on the phone with my baby sister right now and he barges into her room saying that he doesn't need to knock and then proceeds to talk about pokemon cards. "Yeah, I pulled and sold a super-ultra-rare-legendary card a minute before the price dropped and got like 100,000 bucks." Shut the fuck up you fucking liar. Not to mention that he'll sometimes ask my mom, who divorced his ass, to buy him the cards. He and his damn hobby lobby junkie wife also completely neg... » Continue Reading
It feels like it's been months since I last logged in here. So much has happened, but at the same time, so little, that I don't even know where to start.I had the shortest work placement of my life at a pharmacy in my city. It was fun, although the last few days were a little frustrating since they basically had me running errands back and forth to pick up medications from other branches. Thankfully, it wasn't all that bad, and I feel like I learned quite a bit about how a pharmacy operates. I f... » Continue Reading
Okay this is gonna be a rant but why is time shipping a thing?especially with a REAL person,and especially if that person doesn’t consent,some small creators that I’ve seen have said some stuff that is CRAZY,it’s on YouTube stuff and also for me I honestly think shipping yourselves with characters can go either way for me but that also doesn’t totally sit right in my stomach and I’m leaning mostly towards no on characters too,anyways,it’s okay to have a crush,but it gets to a point,what are your... » Continue Reading
every day when i come back home i just cant put anything on paperiron commanders is very much meant to be a real book seriesi want to publish all the shit i put down and make money on it so i can then make MOAR and live by the art that i love makingexcepti cant make anythingwhen im in the commute to go to school i can scribble shit down but not at homei find myself cursed with extreme apathyi just want to get home and sleepi dont talk to people at school anymore, ive actually started wearing a c... » Continue Reading
I have been so busy lately that it's crazy so this might be short I started a job and I have been working non-stop plus I went to the doctors and they fixed my med's and I feel so much better and the creepy stuff around me died down a lot so I feel at peace at the moment so pretty much I feel happy right now and very calmed down » Continue Reading
Small rant igWe're out at a place and our parents and sister are getting cakes and we aren'tWe just love being chronically ill don't weAbout to GENUINELY crash out ON GOD, we need the cake more than their fatass overweight fucking assesBut no, we're cursed with an undiagnosed, untreated and incurable illness that makes it hell to eat out AT ALLcan't we just die already genuinely Didn't wanna eat anyway FFS if we're gonna get yelled at for explaining how food drop-down works and that we don't wan... » Continue Reading
I think things are getting better I’m starting to distance myself? Trying not to talk to them as much not ignoring or ghosting them.. (I could never) but things are better I think? But yk these types of feelings don’t go away over night.. everything’s gonna be okay I’m gonna be fine » Continue Reading
I might do something horrific just for fun. Not to someone else, but I just feel very pent up. I’m full of energy and so lazy at the same time. I just slammed my hand into a wall because I got mad, I’ve been feeling very emotionless aside from humour and anger. I feel empty. Everything is just… tiring? I can’t have it in myself to care about others at all anymore and I want to regress into utter loneliness without a single expectation, but my brain cares about others a lot in the way that I feel... » Continue Reading
So like..after high school, I plan to go to air force basic training and then college when the military can pay for my college tuition for law school. But...I don't know if I'll be happy. On one hand, I could just serve reserves for four years and go to law school but I want to experience being dumb in college in my early twenties. On the other, I could just do acting. No air force.See, I recently saw Spiderman Brand New Day and thought "it'd be so cool to be spiderman" and I only thought that b... » Continue Reading
I’m no longer entertained by anyone. All of you are severely annoying to me. I think I’m really stressed right now due to my leg and not being able to trust my own brain, like what my last blog talks about… but I’ve been lashing out at people and I know that isn’t right. I’ve been pretty passive aggressive to my grandmother recently and, while I don’t like being like that, she simply would not stop talking to me. I’m just irritated. I’m getting way too annoyed over the tiniest things. I’m alread... » Continue Reading
so, idk if I'm the only one feeling this but Halloween just..doesn't feel fun anymore, y'know? I dunno if it's cause I'm getting older but I always loved Halloween, I still do it's just..my neighborhood isn't setting the Halloween..maybe I should see a different area or smth? I don't know..please tell me I'm not the only one feeling this :sob:Bye-Bye my dearest~!~D1V1N3 » Continue Reading
I cannot stand living here anymorenobody wants to listen to me or help meI hate everyone here my brother says he is tired but the only thing he does when he isn't at football training is just sit around in his roomI can't even ask for him to do something simple without him going off about how tired he isI hate my lifeI literally hate it so muchschool isn't even better because I don't have anyone to talk too nor say is my friendIdon't know why I bother » Continue Reading
I KNOWWW I did something wrong in that relationship. I do really know. But I hate them so much that I can’t see it. I don’t want to stick to my opinion of ‘fuck them I did nothing wrong’ because I pride myself on being a better person, and I know that I must have done something wrong, but I just can’t FUCKING FIND IT. I CAN’T. I hope to go to therapy soon because I KNOWW I did bad things and that I must LEARN what those bad things were and understand that they were bad so I can move on. The thin... » Continue Reading
kay i tried to draw, made two lines, erased both and now im already stressed, i can barely breathe, my chest feels tight like a heart attack, and i feel awful things i really cant do this shit » Continue Reading
every single morning its freezing i think antarctica would be ashamed cause of how cold i am when i wake up my hands and feet are freeeeeeeeezing they become a gazillion different colours aand thats basically all i wanted to say » Continue Reading
one of my biggest fear is going insane, yet day by day I feel my self going more and more insane. I feel like a rotting corpse just waiting to finally waiting to die, everything is just repeating itself except for whats going on on my laptop screen and its the only thing keeping me sane, I wanna escape from this cycle of depression nothing ever new happens to my life I wake up to the same room, eat the same meals ive eaten my whole life, same face, and same body nothing ever fucking changes exce... » Continue Reading
Im currently trying watch a yt video rn and the tv keeps freezing. My Internet isn't even that bad btw it's incredibly annoying especially bc I'm excited to watch this video, as it's a sequel to a really good one I watched back in December. So yeah, turn it off and on again I go. Bye byeeEdit: we're back!!! Abandoned supermarkets part 2 yaaayyy!! » Continue Reading
I hate school so freaking much, why do I have to sit in class for hours on end and mainly do nothing because I already finished all my work or I'm so lost to where the teacher is genuinely no help. I should be going homeschooled soon maybe which I hope I do so things can actually be on my time and schedule.I cant even get a job btw cause nobody will basically hire a 15 y/o who can only work weekends since my dad said only weekends which is stupid so when I go homeschooled or turn 16 I'm going fu... » Continue Reading
Why the fuck are my own headmates hating me for wanting to be healthier?? This place is a prisonAnd then my partner sides with the clearly Bobby pin built headmate that’s not stable and says he has it harder like I’m not the trauma holder for the system Okfg dmenmememe o hate it here » Continue Reading
yeah, that's why I've been inactive for so long, the devil aka my phone sucked me back in, HARD, oh and don't even get me started on school...but alas, I WILL beat this addiction!!! (┛◉Д◉)┛彡┻━┻ its so bad, I keep forgetting things!! my attention span is fried and i'm getting more anxious cause everytime I scroll I get videos about something that's about the news and everything sucks and it doesn't feel good!! (ᗒᗩᗕ)wait!! I have an idea, i'm gonna try reading more and I'll blog about my thoughts ... » Continue Reading
I burped accidentally at this mf once yesterday at lunch and this is the message i wake up to I dont even wanna go to school today cause i know im gonna have to see then in class My like main irl friend too btw so this is what im stuck with, like your not gonna get the fucking plague just cause i accidentally burped on you, istg i wanna move outta this town so bad, only rednecks here I cant even take this seriously like omfg UPDATE: turns out they were quoting that one adin ross clip and we've c... » Continue Reading
This is an issue i encounter when browsing new profiles, either to admire a profile or find friends. People leave the book section empty. Like cmon dude, I know reading levels aren't the strongest rn and while I appreciate the "honesty" you can do better. Even if you haven't read much physical books lately, which is normal since people can get busy with school, college or jobs, you can atleast mark your interests there. Like specify the genre, mention the news sites you often visit, the articles... » Continue Reading
My tailbone area is in PAIN and I can't do much about itBeing stiff? It hurtsBeing relaxed? It hurtsSitting? It hurts Laying? It hurtsANY movement? IT HURTSIts so bad that I'm nearly tearing up from the slightest movementI've felt like this for days and it's only getting worse dude » Continue Reading
Ever since Ive got a bank account Ive been buying some BULLLSHIT on Amazon. It’s been really fun. I plan to buy HRT and a packer in the near future. I have a book on the occult and a tape recorder waiting for me at my wonderful house. ok. if my dad looks through my packages ajd finds out ive been buying useless shit I am DONE FOR. he better not. I need my book and my recorder. And I need my DICK. MY PACKER. If he looks through what I buy then I can’t get hrt or a packer. fuck » Continue Reading
I've noticed a recurring pattern in my behavior on tiktok of all places where I seem to be kind to people even if I don't understand them. Example: radqueers. I do not support them at all they are incredibly harmful to the queer community but I seem to still be nice to them or just block them instead of harassing them. Another example: is darkshippers and proshippers. I treat them with respect I understand that a lot of them are struggling with their mental health and I've been there.Maybe this ... » Continue Reading
SO GUESS WHAT, THIRD DAY OF THE WEEK, AND IM BEING LATE FOR THE THIRD TIME!!!SO I LEFT AT 7:00 SO I CAN HOP ON THE BUS THAT LEAVES AT 7:05 BUT THE TRANSPORTATION SYSTEM SHOUTED "FUCK YOU" INTO MY ANUS ROSE BECAUSE THE BUS WAS LATE AND THE BUS CAME AT 7:30OKAY, FUCK IT, WE BALL WITH THAT SHITIS WHAT I'D THOUGHT, BUT NOOOOOOOOO LETS FUCK OVER THIS KID AGAIN!!! FUCKING AGAIN!!!THE BUS RIDE IS USUALLY 35 MINS MAX! IT WAS 1 HOUR NOWWW BECAUSE THERE WAS TRAFFIC NEVERMIND I'M ALREADY LATE BUT WE GONEXT... » Continue Reading
There are these kids at school who keep BULLYING ME. I look up when someone walks by, habit, and they literally said "ew why does she keep looking up whenever we walk by?" I do that cause sometimes its a teacher I am looking for or a person I am supposed to be working with!!! STOP HATINGGGGGGG. GAWDDDD. Do you not have anything better to do? You call me a poser, you call me all sorts of names, but you still dont back off. Teachers have told you to stop, parents have told you to stop, I HAVE TOLD... » Continue Reading
(TW: suicide, gender dysphoria)I don't normally like to talk about things like this, however recently one of my friends attempted to commit suicide. They were luckily caught by their roommate, however I felt genuine fear at the prospect of losing a loved one for the first time. I feel so sad and upset, even though they are still alive and breathing. My cat, who I've only had for a little, ran away today too. I miss her so much. I just feel so overcome by sadness and it's really hard to process. ... » Continue Reading
The thought excluding trans women from the femininity of lesbianism bc you want to reduce them down to body parts is insane to me BE BETTER WEIRDOS!! » Continue Reading
B L O G E N T R Y 1☘Disclaimer: This is basically a mini autobiography so if you find someone talking about their life boring, find something else on here lol)Hello,, if you can tell by the title this is gonna be me talking about my experiences as an 18 year old who... graduated not too long ago and is still trying to find myself. Especially when shit went south for me at just 16. Almost getting kicked out after a fight, feeling like a complete Bum after things my parents have said to me, a... » Continue Reading
I'm actually bawling rn because out of sheer panic and manipulation i lost access to my tumbr account and side blogs like a fucking idiot I'm actually crying so hard no how could i be so stupid about it and i didn't even look for any signs after checking the account (that was probably also hacked) My god i lost everything i loved over there oh god please i need a chamce to atleast het it back cause i cant change the password cause of the authentication password They changed the email anf passwor... » Continue Reading
I don't expect to write much on here nor do I even think I will remember that my account on here exists, but if I gain enough attention I will post about the upcoming project known as 'Genetrix'. It is a passion project of mine but I don't have many hopes about it reaching anything, I was just a teenager with a dream when I made it and now i'm in my first year of college. I am only in my rough drafting phase of this writing, but I don't intend to take more than 10 years like a certain game d... » Continue Reading
I think this is one of my, if not my WORST trait. I do not feel love for people, at least not nearly to the amount that others do. I’d say that if the love neurotypical people felt was 100%, I would feel 5%. I just can’t feel it. So that means I only really interact out with people if I find them entertaining, like talking to them (different to liking THEM), or if they give me something, like if they buy me things. This all means that, due to me having little to no ‘love’ keeping me connected to... » Continue Reading
sorry for ditching y’all!! accidental, school has made me forget ALL about this account, and friend rewind period… but it’s all good! (o´∀`o) » Continue Reading
(I'm new to this blogging thing so idk if I'm doing it right lol)Listen, I actually like school. I absolutely adore learning things, and seeing my friends daily is incredibly fun. Furthermore, I feel incredibly grateful to go to a British school that follows the IGCSE system, so I dropped most subjects i dislike (french, computing, drama, etc) now that I'm in year 10, BUTTTTTT one thing I absolutely despise with every fibre of my being is how harsh the exam boards can be.For example, I take IGCS... » Continue Reading
The weather in Vegas is CRAZY..Yesterday, it was dark on my side of the neighborhood, and then VERY SUNNY on the other side, and raining, and a whole rainbow…also double rainbows on some other places here..CRAZY Σ(,,ºΔº,,*) » Continue Reading
just. genuinely. i have no interest in school like i used to, i generally am bad at everything and just find myself annoying. blah. does anybody even have fun anymore? why is the default for everybody around me miserable? WHY IS EVERYBODY MISERABLE. i am really trying to make things more fun and silly but i deadass cant keep this up. im so done. i cant wait to leave this school ughhhh » Continue Reading
Remember 2020 discord where people were online all day and you could just chat with them, I wish ppl on here did the same thing bc the ppl on here are actually cool and shower unlike discord... (no offense to discord users, I did too and loved it) » Continue Reading
I'm Aroace, meaning I don't experience sexual or romantic attraction for other people. Of course the sexuality is a spectrum and some may still experience some attraction but for me it's really nothing. No matter the gender or apperance. I just don't feel that 'want' towards people you could say. But despite knowing that fact about myself for roughly 2 years at this point, I sometimes wish that I would just be normally attracted to people like seemingly everyone else.An example would be sexual j... » Continue Reading
hii, how are you doing? i don't know about you, but i'm feeling really anxious lately. so many things to worry about... makes me wish for a pause button inside my brain! to shut some thoughts yk?i'll skip my classes today :/ i wasn't expecting myself to feel so uneasy. the thing is that when i'm anxious, my body decides to not work anymore, and i freeze right on the spot. can't think right, can't do shit. all because of this fuckass feeling.i have my meds and i do therapy, but there's some topic... » Continue Reading
So basically I’m already struggling with my mental health, but then unstop of that I have huge responsibilities. Whether it’s clubs or activities I’m never really free. I’m questioning my religion, sexuality and shit like that and then now I have to deal with my friends and partner constant vents. I don’t mind it, really, I like comforting people but there’s just times when I can’t. And then I get blamed for not knowing things they’ve never told me. Liek my partner literally tried to kts thrice ... » Continue Reading
sensitive topic warning just need to get it off my chest i only have two close friends and i wouldn’t want it any other way. one i’ve known for 3 years, the other for a year. these are the only people i’ve fully opened up to, since we all like similar things and we all don’t live under the best circumstances..recently the friend of 3 years started drifting apart, and it’s happened before. that’s fine by me, they could text me once a year and i’d still consider them to be somebody i care deeply a... » Continue Reading
I’ve always had leg problems, but they weren’t severe enough for anyone to really take it seriously, and now we’re seeing the consequences of that. My leg may or may not be twisted. Not fully twisted but moreso that I can only walk half-connfortably by twisting my leg. It hurts if I don’t, like there’s a muscle or nerve that is stretched too much if I stretch my leg out normally. I have knocked knees and I sit down a lot, and I have a lot of symptoms of sciatica along with this this so… yeah. My... » Continue Reading
i hate that everyone shoved this "teenage experience" shit down my throat growing up cause my teenage years have been filled with nothing but over half my family dying, depression, and spending 24/7 in my room besides when i have to work just to be BROKE. what a life » Continue Reading
Myyy frieeeend!!! Heeee diddnttt leave the site!!! He sawww meeeehh online and my blog post!!!! Im cryingggggg :’]] <3333 ckskfnkekfkwk!!! » Continue Reading
I haven’t been on for like a month or so, due to being busy with real life stuff… Im honestly kinda sad though. I had made a really cool friend before i went absent. I don't know what happen.. i don't know if said person deleted his acc or something. If he did delete his acc, i wish him the best and hope he’s okay.. But you know who you are.. if you even see this blog post.. please add me again.. » Continue Reading
i hate morning band, we have to be at school like an hour earlier and its fall so its gonna be cold 💔 like sigh my legs also feel sore, like the uhcomfortable pain all in my legs like aughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh kms, jk i used to say that alot in 8th grade.. maybe bc i was like going crazy during the last months of school bc i used to say i would kms every single day and i made a "promise" that i would die in 10 years, yea idk if thats true, unless the senior curse is true and im that u... » Continue Reading
Guys don't laugh okay, I have not a clue on how to really work this site that well,, All I know is that its like spacehey but idk how to work the music and such sobss T-T » Continue Reading
Man, every day I wake up to some new frustration with my job. I love it, it blows all my prior jobs out of the water, since I used to work food service, then in a factory as a welder for about a year. The bullshit here is nothing in comparison. Now, over the ten months working here, we've had a lot of policy changes make all processes take longer (for vague context, I work night shift security), for example, increased scrutiny required in inspections, more things breaking that have to be periodi... » Continue Reading
my father has this stupid fucking rule that no one is allowed in the kitchen or living room past 7pm. well dinner is served at 6pm and it takes me a long time to eat so by the time I'm finished I can't go to the kitchen and wash my plate so I keep it in my room till I leave my room the next day, today I've only left my room to go to work or the bathroom. I have not gone to the kitchen today so I didn't have the chance to take my plate back so my stepmom came in my room and started tossing it and... » Continue Reading
VINNIE IS DATING KRALIE AND VINNIE DROPPED ME OCTOBER 3RD TW SH MENTIONSo, October 3rd, I had just gotten out of my theatre club rehearsal, so I check my phone. I see a message from Vinnie saying that I've been treating people I haven't talked to in months horribly(how? I hadn't interacted with the people they said in months?), randomly stated they're dating Kralie, that I scare people from changing quickly, and they can't trust me anymore because I keep dropping people(bc they made me uncomfort... » Continue Reading
i had this friend on here she was older and we chatted for months it was going well but then she didn't reply to my last txt and then she like either unadded or blocked me and changed their user or dropped of the face of freindrewind with no warning at all just ghosted me like dude thought we were friends so like now its whatever just a bit upset over it I've had a really bad few days already without this piled on it's been hardonly good thing was that the girl that sits next to me in food tech/... » Continue Reading
i Think it is Fair 2 say i M incredibly socially inept ,, unfortunately...i ve Been tinkin of quitting majority of Social Media , instagram mainly. i ve Thought of this countless of times but the One ting Stopping me is Connections .. in this day N age social Media is Legit a requirement or Yiu Will Have No frens. i H8 Being a Teenager ....But even so,Wats the Point of holding on2 friendships that don t Even Exist ?.!Everybody i have added on the gram i Rarely Ever speak 2 . Or, these 'con... » Continue Reading
heyoo this is my first blog on friendrewind idk why am i even doing this but i guess its for.. idk dude but wtvv. and im not even good at explaining things, idk why. ANYYYwaysss it's october and i'm really happy bc i love this month soo muchh it has some kind off really good vibes or some bullshit. i love the good vibes of dark academia dowtown 2022 girl autum fall spooky scary halloween zombie cannibal vibes it just has some power. also i'm trying to watch everyday a movie directed by tim burto... » Continue Reading
AHAHHAAHHAAHAHHAHAHAHAH sorry I'm not that happy but like bro just be happy lowkey... Like lowkey... Just be happy ahhahahahahahhaAHHAAHAAHAHHAH I'm not that happy but anyway I'm bored sorry for yapping hut lowkey... Just lowkey be happy lowkey lowkey 🤗🤭😏🥺🫤☹️😠🤨😑😯🥱😮😯🙂🤗 » Continue Reading
Yesterday I lost my wallet n everything, so annoying!!!! What’s worse is that everything important for getting my shit back together (my bank, dmv) is closed today!!! What the hell !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I literally can’t drive bc no ID!!!!!!!!! I also lost my student ID there :( UGHHHHHHHHH » Continue Reading
I am writing this in annoyance and ANGER. I am sitting in the first class on a train to go to EDINBURGH to buy some BOOKS because I am a NERD. I am listening to And One with my shitty little earphones. Do you know what I hear? What my earphones cannot drown out? The sound of you Americans. Yes, YOU Americans. If you are an American in Scotland I beg of you to shut the FUCK up. I cannot hear myself THINK. Why do you all talk so loud? What is so important? Scottish people can be loud too, I agree,... » Continue Reading
i am extremely tired of second/third/fourth/etc-years at my uni. no, i will not Be giving you my place at the chill zone Because you and your half assed friends want to sit down and have a confaB. i have two spare hours i'm planning to spend studying/drawing. they are rude and oBnoxious, thinking they are Better than anyone else just for living a couple more years than u. where do they get all of that "esprit de corps"??? how are they so full of themselves??? does that feeling just appear when y... » Continue Reading
I've lost too much over the last couple weeks my gf broke up with me and due to being depressed I lost a bunch of weight and muscle mass. Do I just die bro » Continue Reading
You proved it right, not the "i'll prove i'm different from your exes" you said.But the doubts i had since day one.You, are truly a traitor—best one at that, i didn't even realize you were talking to someone when you the both of us were sugar talking. you called me cute while on the other side, you called me delusional (you're right at that tho)The other party was even concerned with your actions, they knew i'd be angry. You fucking assured them that you'll never let me know. You're a goddamn ba... » Continue Reading
So I finally fixed my work schedule and I feel a lot better! Now im worrying about ACT and scholarships for college. It's cause im a senior in high school so everything happening at the same time lol. But my college friends had recently came back into town and we went to the lake and it was super fun ! I missed them a lot but they went back this weekend and now I have to wait until next month. My grades are also ok could be better but I think having one C is fine. But my friend, who is a AP stud... » Continue Reading
its finally feeling like fall yippeee, am i the only one who actually kinda hates summer? like its burning hot, thers gross bugs all over, THE MOSQUITOS omfg, honestly even though fall and winter are kinda depressing i love the vibe so much, anyways im gonna be a vampire 4 Halloween this year ^u^ » Continue Reading
I'm a very shy person and it SUCKSTheres so many people at my school that look so cool and I want to be friends with them so bad but I'm sooo shy that I'm too scared to go up and talk to them, and if I do get the courage to talk to them it's always so awkward and it's the same way if they try to talk to meI just wish I wasn't so shy and awkward so I could meet cool people!!! » Continue Reading
my dad can be such an insolent motherfucker sometimes. always on my back about SOMETHINGno matter what every little thing that goes wrong has to be my fault. i don’t even fight back i don’t even speak. i open my mouth and he cusses me out for talking back spent 90% of my life putting up with this bullshit and i will never be able to find a roommate to help me move outTime to swallow the blackpill and turn into red mist » Continue Reading
every1 here is hate any1 who is slightly different then them and u will probably be called a slur for no reason 💔💔also everyone loves trump and charlie kirk for some reason im crine , get me out of here T_Tsigh oh well » Continue Reading
ts shit is hell cuz fym i have to study every element in the period table and all their uses and properties together w their full compound name (no im in college not in hs pls... TVT) » Continue Reading
Okay hi it’s been over a MONTH since my last Sebs corner chapter so if you are new here this is a blog where I will post either weekly or daily about updates of school and welcome to the first school rant. Okay first things first WHY THE FUCK ARE WE FIGHTING ALREADY LIKE ITS BEEN THE FIRST TWO MONTHS OF SCHOOL AND WE ALREADY HAD WHAT??? 6 FIGHTS??? okay that’s out of my chest also im ✨failing half of my classes✨ so Yay that’s my Post of the week I’ll see you soon » Continue Reading
the past few days have been "oops! too much benadryl its vibraphone o' clock" to "wow today was so fun i saw my friends and this i love this music " to incapable of human emotion i have been in the trenchesoh yeah never take too much benadryl no matter how bad you think it is its worse » Continue Reading
im black right? and i FUCKING HATE when people mispronounce my name, genuinely almost every white person i’ve encountered mispronounced my name before i tell them how its actually pronounced. uhhh not saying it here cause idk privacy BUT STILL!!! literally only fellow black folks and even a couple other poc manage to pronounce it RIGHT but those WHITE DEMONS ALWAYS MISPRONOUNCE IT.everyone watch out. like dont play with me i dont give a gaf anymore💔💔💔💔 » Continue Reading
"smut is ruining reading!" literally syabu ✌️I personally don't rlly like reading smut, but I couldn't give less of a shit if other people do. There's a literary crisis rn, so as long as people are reading I don't rlly care. Read wtv u want and I'll read wtv I want. Also, people act like smut books are a new thing, but there are books from like -- the 1700's where they be getting FREAKY AS HELL. Moral of the story, read wtv u want but don't judge people based on what they read. (Unless they read... » Continue Reading
I get bored of people easily, and I use them and then get them obsessed with me, and its really bad. I mean, looking at it i feel like theres something off. I remember the things I've said, done, and do, and I really remind myself of the horrible people who have shaped my life. I am turning into someone I really rather not be. Im a liar, for one, and im manipulative and apathetic as hell. I genuinley used people. I feel shitty about it, though. Im not a complete sociopathic douche.. sorry for ... » Continue Reading
so my bf is getting taken for advantage and he might cheat on me and its my first time being cheated on and I might just jump of the Tacoma narway like my ex Logan told me to it hurts » Continue Reading
RAIN. NEVER ENDING RAIN.I wasn't planning on leaving the house but GOD I WONT EVER LEAVE IF THIS WEATHER DOESNT CHILL OUT.The fish out there better be THRIVING seeing as soon enough they'll be able to hit up the mall when everything FLOODS.I want to be able to step outside and not DROWN AND BE PELTED BY STUPID WATER.Usually the rains amazing but ITS BEEN 6 DAYS. STOP IT PLEASE WE'VE HAD ENOUGH. » Continue Reading
Your parents will always be your first opp Especially your mom I really don’t like my mom She likes to aggravate me so much She likes to push me over until I physically cannot be near her I hate her so much I swear once I hit 18 I’m moving out as soon as possible I hate my dad too he’s annoying and delusional I can’t wait to put them both in a retirement home and abuse them I want to do all the hurtful things they did to me » Continue Reading
How do I ask for someones socials without making it weird?There's a new guy at my job and I really want to talk to him but i don't know how i suck at communicating and I don't wanna make a weird impression of myself » Continue Reading
Some may remember Sahara from my last story, eh? I'm here to talk about, why do our friend embarrass us without any efforts? Bro I swear, Sahara this year is in my Algebra class and I'll tell you, the energy with her in the classroom changed. Like the room was lame without her but then she came in and all the sudden, class is louder. I kind of don't like this though because when she's in class, this girl would yell across the classroom to me saying "HEYYYY BABY GIRL" 😭 Hg touching my hair and ev... » Continue Reading
Does anyone else remember the "self diagnosed autism" starter pack? They just feel as demeaning to the person they're making fun of, just because they have a style doesn't mean they self diagnose and being a pretty highly autistic person myself the punchline really does fit autism into a small box.Autism isn't an excuse to bully people either, and this goes for both sides.Last thing autistic people can have an alternative style, kinda like a comfort style ya know?But please do share on being cal... » Continue Reading
OMG I TOTALLY FORGOT ABOUT THIS!!! I was just looking through my pinned tabs and saw this and i remembered! anyway, life updates. I started developing my clothing style which i am so so so proud of! lmk if we want any pics :)). im thinking of revamping my profile but im not sure what any reccomendationss?? OK MY LIFE IS KINDA BORING THATS ALL I HAVE BYEEEEE <3333 » Continue Reading
Literally why does time go so fast???Like how do I already have to suffer through school which i had no idea that its tomorrow!! Two weeks- somehow already done and I have to claw my way through the boring ass day because all my friends goddamn moved to different schools which is like okay, good for them, I love them fr but now literally all that's left are the fricking boys. Annoying as hell. At least next year I hopefully graduate and go to the ball 😛 but yeah..I'm so fricking angry and ive go... » Continue Reading
i mean, not really. i just really think that SOME of them are complete, miseraBle idiots. especially those who r pulling up awful stuff in history class. like, no stacy, i don't wanna hear your opinion about migrants! leave them alone! we are talking about the finances of our country like, five hundred years ago???!!! what do migrants have ANYTHING to do with that???they are all noisy and incredibly dumB. i genuinely cannot explain how much hate i havefor them. some of them r cool. most are not.... » Continue Reading
hey, just writing a quick post to let you know i might be offline for a bit soon.my mental health hasn't been the best lately, so i’ll probably be going back to the kjp (psych ward) for a short while (hopefully open ward). just need some time to get back on track.i’ll bring my music and headphones, and i'll try to reply to messages when I can.if you have any questions, feel free to ask, i might make another post about it later if anyone wants to know anything. hope everyone's doing well 🖤 » Continue Reading
If you are unaware, since mid september, highschoolers are protesting due to the conditions of schools and education. The movement started in Mayotte and got popularized in Créteil and St-Denis at the start of october, leading to the whole country protesting. To protest, the students block the acces to their highschool (causing the closing of the school for the day) and also protests. I'm participating in this mouvement as a college student. In my city, the colleges have been closed for t... » Continue Reading
This person named Aurora-sillies really just blocked me because I accidentally tapped the call button because I was trying to click on a message. It was just an accident T-T » Continue Reading
I swear I have no life or personality at all . My entire point of living is literally luving my friend, I think I need to go outside and touch grass D: » Continue Reading
this post is mostly complaining btwI know common reasons why adults don't interact with minors, most common reason finding it weird, and it's easier for me to understand that too as I've had people try to be friends with me irl and on online platforms who are younger than 10 and our age gap is just too far apart for me to like really even like them enough to be friends, not the same thing but I feel it's similar. I obviously don't interact with adults who say they don't want minors interacting w... » Continue Reading
theres been really weird people making accounts recently. example, i reported two people; one of them had a username of a streamer who committed suicide and a profile picture of their face... and the second one just had the name "shooterchan" and a profile picture of a girls ankles with her pants piled around them as if they were pulled down..... like what the fuck?? im pretty sure the first one got removed already n stuff but who the hell has the mental capacity to do these things? are some peo... » Continue Reading
I'm genuinely going to crashout. Most of the time the people who get called larpers are not even actual larpers, like as in someone who's pretending to be fan of something just because it's hyped but they don't really know what the thing is about. I do know larp's original meaning is different, but that's what people mean when they say it. You will genuinely be called a larper if for example you listen to a few musics from a certain artist and you like them, so you say you like the way this crea... » Continue Reading
I opened FriendRewind one day,To see what fools had come my way.I clicked my friends, I checked my feed,And there I saw a dreadful deed!A FRIEND REQUEST! OH, WHAT A FRIGHT!A HORRID THING! A CURSED SIGHT!I checked their age, then gave a scream,A number straight out of a fever dream!EIGHTEEN! EIGHTEEN! OH, GOODNESS ME!A CHILD! A CHILD! AWAY FROM ME!I shuddered once! I shuddered twice!I gagged upon my Pepsi ice!I fell upon my bedroom floor,And crawled in terror toward the door!"WHAT IS THIS FILTH?"... » Continue Reading
So I have my first band concert soon and apparently my dad decides to be present-ish and wants to come and watch it. He only wants to go because he wants to make sure I’m not a failure and not in a supportive way. He said “you better not mess up in any way of sort or else what’s the point of even playing in band?” He criticizes everything. Sports, band, classes, art, skills, you name it. I can’t be good enough in his eyes. I never will be. He calls me useless and stupid all the time. And my fami... » Continue Reading
i decided to look at my somewhat broken digital cameras (one of them doesn't work at all) that i haven't touched in like 2 years and i found pictures from when i was like nine with the girl who would be my lesbian awakening and my first crush. the worst part is i don't know if she's even alive. i haven't spoken to her, let alone seen her, in probably 7 years. i doubt i'm reoccurring in her mind like she is in mine.i think counter on my life span was just sliced into thirds. ouhhh this is not a n... » Continue Reading
if my mom keeps on with her bioessentialism bullshit i'm gonna end up a child felon i swear.and with her calling me a "volcano" because of how my emotions present as if it isn't HER fault i'm like this UGGHHHHHH » Continue Reading
NOOOOOO HE WAS MY BESTEST FRIEND NOO HE DIDNT EVEN LET ME NEGOCIATE HE JUST DELETEED HIS ACC :( I actually cried I miss him so much :(((one kudo = one goodbye notjamer(stop that's kinda corny but whatever 😭) » Continue Reading
As much as I want to say I don't believe it, I can't.I'm ashamed to admit it but I don't feel as scared as I feel like I should be.Maybe it's because I kinda saw this coming, but god its still so fucking scary to think about.Like if they can go this far, do something this sick, what else are they going to do.I know its dumb to ask, I already know the answer, but its just... fuck man why now.A lot of my fear comes from me worrying about my younger siblings and my nieces and nephew. About what cou... » Continue Reading
Yall I made a blog where I talked abt ppl viewing my profile but not friending me bc I rlly want friends but then I got friend request n comments from ppl who are 17-19💔💔💔 YALL IM 13 I AM NOT BEING FRIENDS WITH YOU IF YOUR ANY AGE OLDER THAN 14ISH 15 IS ALREADY PUSHING IT N THE ABSOLUTE MAX I DONT WANT TO BE FRIENDS WITH PPL WHO ARE WAY OLDER THAN ME THATS CREEPY💔💔💔💔 » Continue Reading
nut rapidly approaching with rantI sort of i meani am a little poopy little poopy baby in term of internet by the time i was born every cool internet thing was already dead and buried so i never really got to see a blog or a forumi meanthe only actual forum i know is 4chan, and you couldn't pay me all the gold in the world to spend even a fraction of a picosecond therebut yeahi kind offail to see the need for both a blog and a forum, y'know?like, you've got this, a blogwhere any person can post ... » Continue Reading
this is just a targeted rant about some stuff that happened last week at school (didn't involve me because im an angel ) and this is hyper specific but if you can read above a 3rd grade level im sure you can connect this to other various examples, but like...dont make one of those shady ass school instagram pages where you talk about "failed relationships" and post pictures of people, then act surprised when you involve someone who is the literal definition of FAFO (read: highly reactive mad at ... » Continue Reading
This post is just for me to clear my mind ig and let out some confusion ive had. Im doing okey tho and its not serious!!Ive had it pretty good i will say in life, but still when i feel good it only takes one second for that to turn bad. Its been happening a lot where my mood changes because of small things that makes me want to cry. I know people notice ,but they dont actually try to help me, so in the end of the day i just end up crying alone in my room. I also get easily tired lately, especial... » Continue Reading
Qual o problema com pessoas fanáticas? Gostaria de criticar pessoas "obcecadas" por famosos, acho que estou bizarro quando falo que gosto de algo cantor, ou filme ou qualquer outra câmera que tem um fandom e de reputação a pessoa a qual estou conversando, começa a disputar comigo pra saber quem é mais fã. » Continue Reading
Ive had really bad ocd all of my life. I used to have the compulsion of checking my exes account (yes I said I wasn’t gling to make any more posts about you but I’m not shit-talking you and this is important) and it’s came back full fucking force. my mind is actually numb. I unlocked them on TikTok and on here so that I didn’t have access to their username so I couldn’t copy and paste it but I saw their TikTok account username and now I wanna look at it realll fucking bad… but I know i cant I k... » Continue Reading
What do you think about Wendy's (yes, the fast food company) releasing an emo album? I personally don't plan on listening to it, because it disgusts me that a billion-dollar company is trying to profit off of a subculture it has nothing to do with. I also dislike Wendy's because it basically started the trend of brands trying to act quirky and relatable on social media lol. » Continue Reading
it's getting colder so i'm already expecting to be depressed for a few monthsit usually starts when it's snowing but i was somewhat lucky last year and felt fine until the middle of decembermaybe i'm just feeling down because i expect that to happen. or that rainy weather is making me sad. or maybe i'm just sad for no reasonanyway i try to walk more while there's some grass left. sadly i have only 10 days off this month and the rest of the days it's 12-hour shifts so i can't really find time for... » Continue Reading
i usually love being alone and stuff but none of my friends are talking to me right now and i know they all have their own lives and things to do but i still feel so lonely it seems all of my friends already have their own person, i have 2 people i consider my best friends but i dont see one of them much and the other calls me her best friend but she almost never hangs out with me i feel like i dont belong anywhere, home doesnt feel like home anymore » Continue Reading
okay so i'm starting to think that just because my friends are MY friends doesn't mean i'm THEIR friend. they are all always telling me like "oh we should def hangout sometime" but then the whole friend group will plan to hangout and not invite me also they will all share secrets but not tell me idk I js need new friends ig. » Continue Reading
Recently, I've been thinking a lot about doing HRT when I'm older Whenever I think about it, I feel like I'll be way happier than i currently am now. Honestly, I've had gender dysphoria ever since I was younger, and I feel like I'm not happy with the way things are currently. But I'll think about this a lot more before actually going through with it » Continue Reading
I think that I’m completely perfect. That isn’t… really my fatal flaw, since I’ve had that belief for so long that it’s a part of my identity. Despite that belief, I can still accept that I’ve been a complete bitch in the past and I can still take criticism. Me being flawed doesn’t mean I’m not perfect. Also, who even says what’s ‘perfect’? My biggest flaw is somewhat connected to that, though. Due to the fact that I am so completely infatuated with myself that I don’t care for others. I do stil... » Continue Reading
im genuinely gonna crash out bcs what do u mean i shoved out 2 chapters of my stsg fic in 4hrs, then proceed to not write for 2 weeks. and im also working on a saeness oneshot rn, and i keep losing progress !! like ive accidently closed my ao3 tab multiple times on both fics, and i had soo much written that i didnt save and its just all gone and everytime i start on it again to recover the paragraphs, i start grieving for all that i lost and then i just end up not writing at ALL T^Tughhh wtv sae... » Continue Reading
I fear that I'll have no friends left over from high school, and all my friends will have to be from college. I think my friends drop subtle hints that I'm mean or self-absorbed or something, even though I'm not. They want me to shrink so that they can feel bigger, and I'm not gonna let that happen. In middle school, I was small, and friends were easy, and now that I have a personality, they want to knock me down. Nothing's more fucking annoying than niggas acting nice to ur face and then the mo... » Continue Reading
My friend lives in the south america and he's honestly my best friend, and i know im his too. Well atleast thats what he tells me, i dont really believe it, which is my problem. Not his fault.Hellll we legit tell each other i love you, he's never done anything to make me feel like im less of a friend. But whenever i watch his status of him hanging w his "real" friends, i cant help but envy them, and kinda resent him & his friends.We only "hang" like, when the moon is full and the stars align. He... » Continue Reading
I feel like this is a bit dramatic but who cares. Honestly, i don't really like opening up to anyone.. But when i try to talk to other people or communicate with my friends i feel like they barely care. I don't even like texting first anymore because it makes me feel they're forced to reply even if they already assured me... That's not even half of my problems, i genuinely feel like I HAVE to be the one who will communicate with others or seek for them. Like.. I genuinely feel so lonely because... » Continue Reading
I HATE Halloween! I hate it! I do!I hate every pumpkin, each ghost and each boo!I hate all the costumes, the sweets and the cheer,I hate every child who comes knocking each year!Those horrible children! Those dreadful small things!With their buckets and costumes and cheap plastic rings!They giggle! They wiggle! They shriek and they shout!If I had my way, they'd all STAY IN, NOT OUT!I hate their small footsteps! I hate their small feet!I hate their demands for a bucket of sweets!I hate all their ... » Continue Reading
my mum says that we should clear out the bottom press of the kitchen today and i wanted to catch up w/ my work but i cant now bc im going to be cleaning the house all day AGAIN and its like for fucks sake can i just have a saturday based on what i want to do 4 a change bc i dont wanna clear out the press when i could be doing some work for school, but whats worse is that my mums probably going to complain that i havent been doing much once we finish good holy moly i dont wanna clear out the hous... » Continue Reading
You may wonder why or some shit like its youngMe personally, nowadays being a teenager can be boringA lot of people are older now, some still have a mentality of a 12 year old, and so on. You usually wouldn’t be taken seriously at all because you’re both too young to exist and too old to be young It’s like thatEspecially in friends“Oh im 13” you’ll either get a gamble Block or who knows you get stayed upon If you’re around like atleast 14 you’re liked upon maybe or maybe 16+. It just so happens ... » Continue Reading
Holy moly I cant survive chem lab... i think chemistry is probably top ten worst subjects oat. I was in chem lab earlier and I think my professor genuinely thinks I'm illiterate which, like, based off my performance... fair?? I couldn't find the trendline equation with a gun to my head. A day after that the cross broke off my necklace, the one I never take off. No joke, someone in my chem class had a catastrophic seizure, there was a crisis on my dorm floor and my period restarted. Not even supe... » Continue Reading
so first and foremost for the two people wondering where i was i attempted suicide like twice (i say like because in all honesty i was barely if at all conscious the entire week and a half and my recollection at least as of now is not great) and lost all will to communicate or leave my bed for a weekim "fine"-ish now, i got two new books which is nice lol. of course i'd like to apologize for dropping off the face of the earth for a week though... » Continue Reading
i HATE when my mom gets me a bracelet, like dont get me wrong, ill wear it, but they usually have a lobster clip, and so she helps me put it on but shes alway like yea turn your wrist around so i can help" like NO she justs wants to see if i still cut myself, like NO ive been clean for 6 months 💔 but she always thinks its my arms so sometimes she just grabs my arms or wrists and just feels them, and its so uncomfortable because i sometimes forget i dont have any noticable scars but i still get s... » Continue Reading
I hate my relatives on my father's side their kindness is sickening i remembered how they bully me make fun of me and how they sexually harassed me and they and they think it's just a joke not serious. They don't bully me anymore but they make sure to leave a scar on me a childhood memories that was never a good one. » Continue Reading
Living in Vegas is literally…SO BORING !! ૮꒰ྀི ᵔܸ›̥̥̥ ·̭ ‹̥̥ᵔܸ ꒱ྀིა Theres nothing to do here besides the mall, town square..malls, malls…and some events here and there..(՞˶o̴̶̷̥᷄ ̫ o̴̶̷̥᷅˶՞) Not tomention this CRAZY WEATHER… » Continue Reading
Being 18 and 4’9 with a baby face has its pros, its funn !!! But i always feel soo out of place with people my age..everyone looks so mature !! I get it could also be my sense of style,,but even if i had a “mature” style it would look absolutely ridiculous on me,,,:( ´σ̴̶̷̤ ⸝⸝⸝σ̴̶̷̤`): » Continue Reading
there's someone in my chem class who very clearly has an issue with me.i don't know why they do, but just their vibe and the difference in the way they interact with me versus other people, and today i just happened to say something about it.it was the end of the class period and another classmate asked me if i had anything to do anything, and he was shocked, (idk why, i have said severalll times that i have no friends so i never have anything to do on the weekends, but #yokay), i reiterated tha... » Continue Reading
of course, to no one's surprise, i went to a popular local costume/party store today just to browse cuz it's almost halloween and i found some sort of blanket that had a clearly ai-generated print on it. it was a girl, i think, holding something like a basket and all wonky because of the goddamn ai shit. like i said, not surprised, but still disappointing. on another note, almost all the women's costumes were sexualized to a ridiculous degree which i found very annoying! like, come on, let a wom... » Continue Reading
Helloooo :3 I really really hate when people don't do research on shit like. They only resesrch for like one second and believe everything . I think it is important to research for a while before saying anything. I'm not saying go through a whole rabbit hole but yk I also dislike when someone immediately assumes something about someone and like. Believe it's true and doesn't believe the person whatsoever. People should . Learn about the person first imo and then hate on them religiously! That's ... » Continue Reading
so for some godforsaken reason, everytime i get new earbuds, earplugs or headphones, the left ear always goes down before the right ear. like idk if the left side is inherently more prone to damage than the right but omfds i need this bs to stop. i've already gone through six different earplugs this year ALONE. » Continue Reading
I was so happy today, so excited to watch my show with my mom. We watched a few episodes and it was nice, then she went to work and I finished the series. The ending made me cry.It felt weird to cry over that, I don't like feeling stuff cause it reminds me I'm a human. Being a person sucks, you have to live with thoughts that come and go, you have to remember your past against your will, and there's so many rules people expect of you. I genuinely hate it here and I'd do anything I could to leave... » Continue Reading
Ever since I discovered myself, being trans and being on the ace spectrum, I've felt so free. I have a lovely boyfriend, and have goals for my future. Yet I still feel sad. I feel sad because the world around me condemns my existence, and I live in fear if I were ever to pursue getting HRT, I wouldn't be loved the same by my peers or family. It's silly because I know I'm loved, especially by my boyfriend, but I still live in those irrational fears that I won't be loved if I were to get a deeper ... » Continue Reading
《If anyone was wonder what my status ment i was gonna get my new bed sheets on the 14th but it came yesterday an im so excited to put tjem on my bed!!!! 🗑🩷🦓》 » Continue Reading
Ughh, it’s not even noon yet and today’s already been so annoying!!!! Since the moment I woke up something has gone wrong. I hope the rest of the day is better, but it today has been so suck so farrrr :(((((( » Continue Reading
Someone has got to tell harleen that telling my conductor when I’m fake playing is not okay🤬🤬🤬You’re mean harleen I hope all you viola strings break and you never get melody😡😡😡 » Continue Reading
Stop saying "they're still ur parents u have to respect and love them no matter what" no the fuck I don't just because they are parents doesn't mean they're good people who love their child Its much more complex than just "all parents love their children its in their biology!!!" The human brain is far deeper so no not all parents simply love their child like thatAnd children and teens should not be forced to put up with their parents childish behaviors and immaturity and lack of emotional intell... » Continue Reading
RANT INCOMINGG !!! 10/9/26- i got new grades for the 1st term AYAYAYAYA and im pretty proud of myself!! my highest is english (98) and my lowest is filipino (93). CRAZY HOW MY LOWEST SUBJECT IS MY NATIVE LANGUAGE?? esp how i did in the performance task. anyway, imma tell you my grades nowChristian Living Education - 96English - 98Mathematics - 95Science - 95Filipino - 93Araling Panlipunan (History) - 94MAPEH - 95 (Music and arts is 94, PE and health is 96)TLE/Computer - 96Good Manners and Right ... » Continue Reading
i’m a person with such need of attention i just spiral around people and demand full attention all the time. yesterday it was my bf and i’s 1 year anniversary and we barely talked and whilst for him it was comfortable silence for me i got all up in my head and started crying because he wasn’t putting in effort. in reality it was a miscommunication issue but i can’t help but notice i ruined our anniversary » Continue Reading
im scared to die but living and just being miserable would just be worse I dont want to live like this i dont think anyone I know in life really know anything about me I dont want to die and have my funeral at my house I hate the thought of living here until I die here I just want to go somewhere else im going to die with no one really close to me and i know im not important to anyone enough to be remembered past like 3 months » Continue Reading
most eah doll collectors have it SO EASY meanwhile i have to beg my mom just to get one!!!and even then she would say "but you don't need more dolls", and i don't need another purse!!!!!! i just reallywant Lizzie (and Alistair) to complete my wonderland collection!!!! spare me!!! » Continue Reading
this isn’t really targeted but I’ve seen a lot of people try to be sooo holier-than-thou about what is ‘moral’ and ‘immoral’ to the point that you’re all twisted and stupid and not actually woke at all. I’m talking as someone who just got slapped out of the worst morality ocd known to man so trust me on this. i was morality ocd ceo (admittedly in a more logical way). thought crimes are not real. thoughts cannot hurt anyone. if you think that someone is worse than another for having a THOUGHT, yo... » Continue Reading
300 AUD in other currencies for reference:USD: 209Pounds: 158Euros: 186So with AI and dropshipping ads being everywhere many people, mostly older people, are falling for scams a lot more than ever...... Yup my mum ordered 7 AI generated galaxy star projectors probably dropshipped from aliexpress or some place like that on the website uktrendzone and I just wanna talk about it.Because of the amount of money she spent combined with having to pay a few bills and it being the end of the month we bas... » Continue Reading
i usually look more feminine and on a good day i look androgynous but i never look masculine, and when i do try i end up just looking like a tomboy. i can't do anything with my hair because its all short, and it just ends up looking like a pixie every time,,, idk maybe because i haven't tried styling yet,,,, and i can't get a binder bc my family will slime me out!!!!! and it just makes my gender dysphoria sm worse when i start thinking about it more, and i stay up at night just thinking about t... » Continue Reading
I get so fucking irritated on TikTok bro there are some dumb ass people on there. I just watched a video about Jesse Pinkman and somebody was commenting about how Jesse "wasn't really in it"? Like that he was a poser addict or that his soul wasn't really in it because he came from a middle-class suburban home? The kind of home you come from can have an effect on why you may start using, but to say you do NOT have an addiction because you aren't poor is crazy. And also, HE CLEARLY HAD AN ADDICTIO... » Continue Reading
And not that nobody can console me, or tell me good things, or anything like that. It's totally possible. It's just that solving "loneliness" is kind of difficult. I don't need more friends, I have a lot and I hold them close. I want relationships but I think very, very hard about if it will work out long term, and thus I don't really have them very often. It's hard to fill the void I'm keeping people who are open to messy love at a distance. Then again, it would hurt more if a relationship brok... » Continue Reading
TW self harm, please scroll away if you are sensitive to this topic. I relapsed. It feels so weird to type that out. I panicked, I was so upset and overwhelmed with emotion and nothing else was working. Drawing, scrolling tiktok, music, games, all the usual things that work just weren't working anymore. I didn't know what else to do, I felt so much like I was drowning that all I could think to do was self harm. I haven't relapsed in years, I've been so good with taking care of myself. I've been ... » Continue Reading
I don't know if there's something in the air or something but holy smokes I can't stand my family anymore.They interact with me, could be literally anything or any one of them, and i just feel this visceral anger. They touch me and i just tense up because it's either that or end up getting in trouble for laying my hands on these people.It's not like i feel this way about anyone else. Even the most annoying people i know don't make me this mad. This is a certain rage reserved specifically to my f... » Continue Reading
It's a new school year... in case no one have seen my comment on my history/ELA teacher where I explained about the whole incident, I just wanted to say, it has been one month in, and I haven't seen her anywhere. Her classroom now belongs to another teacher so it's safe to say, she got fired. Personally feel a lot safer now and better for the younger kids in my school :) but I'm still a little worried though. My teacher right now isn't so bad, I actually learn shit from them, but my ELA teacher ... » Continue Reading
um i am on the way to get tested for ocd. im scared. i don't want to. but i really am paranoid all the time. to the point that i can't hide it anymore. im terrified of even eating meat. terrified out of my wits that its human meat or something. and i check every corner of every room to ensure there's no intruder and check the floor before i step to ensure i won't step on a tripwire and set off some machete flying towards me on a rope from the ceiling. i know at first there's not an intruder but ... » Continue Reading
FEELING: TIRED I WANT A COFFEEi think we get a br8k after 2day but idk T-Ti might get a dunkin. or a db afterwardsTMI: i also have 2 shit. plz lord saev me » Continue Reading
TW:ED!!!this week ive been skipping breakfast during school which has 2 sides I love how it feels like when I hear my stomach growls and feeling lightweight and an empty stomach but I hate how tired it makes me I hate how light headed I get its obviously harmful but I don't care tbh BUTMy friend opened up to me about the abuse she's been facing at home and told me her mother takes away food from her and let's her starve in the morning JUST LIKE ME It really opened my eyes I was so angry and sad ... » Continue Reading
Friend Rewind that is... But I'm not very hopeful.What is she talking about, you may wonder, and the answer is social media. I don't know when I lost hope for it, maybe some time in the last few years. It just doesn't give me anything anymore, if it ever did. The majority of it is just people looking for attention and ways to upset others. How can that be emotionally rewarding?I've always enjoyed making friends, it's not hard for me to become an acquaintance with people, but I don't know what it... » Continue Reading
I was mentally unwell since the beginning of my life. I couldn't get medical help for many reasons (my country has very stupid and strict rules regarding jobs and mental health ect). I'm 19 now and today I finally went to the psychiatrist which my mom had paid for because I became too impulsive yesterday and could've do stupid things :p My psychiatrist was a very sweet woman. She wasn't degrading me or telling me advices, which was really surprising, because you barely get good specialists in Ru... » Continue Reading
I finally stood up for myself (sort of) she has been treating me horribly ever since I arrived to this school she called me all kinds of things,talked behind my back I mean she had me almost shaking today when I I finally had enough of it cause I already was almost gonna go off on her anyways cause even tho il shy I HATE when people treat me like im some kind of freak like its not cute to be a mean girl… but anyways hopefully things change? Idk I doubt it life feeling like an alex g song rn » Continue Reading
i want to start posting also on spacehey but so many friends of mine are already there...they would find my account faster than i can delete it...... » Continue Reading
After a very informative conversation with a friend, it seems that, following a recent split in our friend group, no one likes me.As much as I expected to burn at least one bridge, coming to find out that the people I'd come to know at least well enough to consider them friends outright don't like me is a very unpleasant feeling. All I can say is that I wish they would've spoken to me about whatever I'd done to put them off.But to be fair, if they aren't willing to fix the issue, maybe our frien... » Continue Reading
TW FOR SELF HARM and stuff like that…So, recently, everyone’s been venting to my soul. I hate being incapable of saying no, but I really am not. So now I’m stuck trying to plan a D&D thing out, and I’m busy ghosting somebody.Oh and ontop of ALL OF THIS, some person keeps telling me about how they cut themselves. I’m gonna fucking lose it. Honestly. ✌️ » Continue Reading
YAAAAAY, A sequel NOBODY asked for! So if you haven't read my last blog post on the TCC, to summarize: The TCC also known as the true crime community are a group of people who idolize and support different mass shooters and criminals. Now you might be wondering, how did I find out about this community? Well I first found out because of a YouTube video by bling McQueen. Then I dug deeper and found this community on Tumblr called '#audreyhale' who caused a shooting of a Christian elementary school... » Continue Reading
i made a tiktok account to post outfit checks because i really just wanted to show my cute fits i expected hate comments of course like i totally undnerstand the internet is not the most friendly place, but there is this one guy in paticular that keeps commening ¨Get draped¨ idk if that is hate, idk what it means either. then other people i dont know messaging me asking inapropiate questionsim gonna block that guy who keeps commenting that ¨Get draped¨ on my comment sections and as for the mess... » Continue Reading
Dude. I swear to god that ARFID is one of the worst things I’ve ever gone through medically because it’s so much more than just forcing yourself to eat different foods. In MY EXPERIENCE, MY PERSONAL EXPERIENCE, I’m NOT comparing the two in general, but my ARFID is worse than whenever I’ve had anorexia. Because with my atypical, I just had to learn that it was okay to be fat and that I still had a lot of friends who I care about and who care about me. There were healthier ways to lose weight. My ... » Continue Reading
there's this guy in my first hour that I sit next to and he annoys tf out of me and he's like fucking obsessed with me I hate it. he talks like one of those YouTube bf ASMR cringy people and acts like he's so like all knowing like stfu pls...like the other day he got close to me staring at me and wouldn't stop talking about how he's "different" than these guys at my school cause he's quiet and smart and a "crafter" and if I ever need to talk to someone I can talk to him (bitch idek ur name I'm n... » Continue Reading
RANT INCOMINGG !!- so basically i have this group activity where we broadcast the rising dengue cases in our country, as of september-october. we were originally gonna have 8 members, but we ended up with 9 because my members (im the group leader) miscounted, and one of the other groups only had 7 members (4 groups in all). we had NINE members and we didin't have enough information, our script was not enough, AND WE DIDIN'T EVEN HAVE A TECHNICAL (person who manages the sound effects used in radi... » Continue Reading
I'm okay with people who identify with most political/economic ideologies, idrc about that by itself. What I care about is one's moral beliefs (which does have it's correlation with politics, however a person's political ideology doesn't say what exactly their morals are so it can really depend).when I say "political ideology" btw, I'm referring to groups like communists, capitalists, anarchists, etc that type of stuff.BUT. Some "Political opinions" are straight up inexcusable. like, what would'... » Continue Reading
i have the capability to have so many disorders. i know im a teenager so it's expected of me to be a little all over the place, but ive never seen someone like myself aside from people with certain disorders. mainly aspd, szpd, and npd. i won't talk about the other disorders i might have like osdd, cptsd, all of that stuff. i dont think i have ALL of these, i think that i only have (at the most) 3 disorders that make me act the way i do. if i have 4 i am in denial of that.i relate to aspd becaus... » Continue Reading
...sometimes means picking up a seasonal job to help handle the costs of multiple emergencies. I'm too old for this shit but here we are. I don't need help or sympathy or anything, I just need all of everything to be less like it is so that I can finally be old in peace. » Continue Reading
i wanna skip school so bad.... But im not bothered to catch up on all the work ill miss!!! I wish there was always a three day weekend, because this is just silly dude, whats with the world and overworking students so much??? » Continue Reading
I’m so fucking ugly. I’m so fucking ugly nobody wants to look at me or compliment me. It’s starting to hurt because I try everyday to get ready a eand all I get is a hello and they walk away. I want a boyfriend so bad but I cant get one because I’m not pretty I fucking hate it because all my friend are so pretty and it’s frustrating when they go after the boys I like so now I have to seem uninterested in them because literally anyone will say yes versus with me they’ll just nod at me and walk a... » Continue Reading
genuinely what is up with that. like i dont want a unisex small that fits me like a men's medium i want a shirt that actually looks good on my body . like without having to hunt through ebay for weeks and then sometimes still need to get my sewing machine involved anyway . am i the only one who this annoys » Continue Reading
Aghhhh so much happening very gud things but so much Can't decide on some decor ideas but that's oki just glad I even have a place to decorate... ALSO the Lacyest of Steves on the 10th...... I'm gonna go feral muehehe Gonna be visiting my ma and little brother soon and get to see friens after like forever I wish I could just bring em with me as carry on it's not fair but I'm on my way dears!!!!! ALSO ofishally have been able to keep the weight and le confidence levels are literally off da chart... » Continue Reading
Yk when you are first starting highschool and you search up tips how to survive highschool? And the #1 thing they ALWAYS say is "NEVER DATE A SENIOR OR JUNIOR." ........ Yeah... So uh. I did that. And before this bullshit I was like the quiet weird kid. So like... I instantly became the main attention of the entire school gossip and now EVERYONE knew who I was. And I ALWAYS kept up a low profile. Ima just call him david. No, fuck keeping his name and identiy private. His name was Henry. He was i... » Continue Reading
(Ya estamos cerca del Halloween así q pondré este layout)Después de tiempo, volví a poner un blog xd. Estos días pasaron cosas tremendas: inicié un emprendimiento de pines y me está yendo bien gracias a ayuda de mi mamá q promocionó mis pines con sus alumnos y compañeros.Y aquí va un punto al respecto de pines, el cuál es un negocio muy quemado. Y no, no lo estoy criticando. Sin embargo, estoy en un grupo de ventas de mi escuela y al parecer soy la 3ra persona ahí que vende pines.Estando en ese ... » Continue Reading
First of all I am NOT addicted to anything........ i think.....I've recently faced some concern expressed by some friends about my drinking and smoking. I'm not a regular drinker or smoker but they seem to be under the impression that I am one shot away from becoming a full time alcoholic and that I already have a smoking problem. Hello? The smoking concern stemmed from me smoking 7 cigarettes in one night (which I only did because I was crazy drunk!!), and then the drinking concern comes becaus... » Continue Reading
(Excerpt from my diary, July 3rd 2026.)Mental illness.I Never liked that term.‘Illness’ implies a cure, implies I could come back fine, implies I could be like nothing ever happened.I find it hard to imagine a world where every mental illness could be cured.Mental cancer is closer to whatever I have. A plague. A disease. A virus consuming my rotting corpse as I lie in bed each day.Waiting, watching, wondering how much longer until my inevitable death. » Continue Reading
(No idea where I was going here… excerpt from my diary, August 20th, 2026.)Culture… CULTure… hmmm… why do we need it?Sure, we need civilization, but what draws the line between civilization and colonization? Hm?‘Kill the culture, save the man.’ I heard that in my history class, but what about if it was something else, longer, different meaning… Kill the man, breed the culture. Breed the culture, kill the earth…hm…I’m quite fond of that. we don’t need culture. Imagine a culture-less world, nothin... » Continue Reading
(Excerpt from my diary roughly a month or two ago)God.God, god, god… who is god? And why do you worship a man you’ve never seen? Never known? Never heard? Why do you believe his words? If they even are really his.Why do you follow a light, despite not being a moth? More like an insect. One guide. One meaning. One purpose. Do you ever fulfill it? Do you ever fulfill your purpose? What is your purpose? Why are you here? Listening to me ramble and wander, meandering like a lost child… you’re simila... » Continue Reading
Plsss stop dm'ing me for WL tips especially if ur literally 10 years old!! I am not going to share tips and I won't be promoting €ds!! Yes I posted stuff like that and my huge progress and vents on my account yes I am deep in my €D and it's not something to romanticize or fake just for fun!! I don't know when I'll become active on that account more or post I am sometimes active on the Twitter account but pls stop dm'ing me for ⭐rving tips especially if ur like five years old!! Or ur like 19 hara... » Continue Reading
So I am a first-year student at my university, and as per policy, I have to stay in a dorm this year. No problem, I want the college experience and to not commute an hour to take an 8am class. And so the class year starts, and my roomie and I hit it off, which is a 'yayyyyy' cause ill be spending the year with her. At my dorm hall, we have these heavy ass doors that slam if you done catch them right before they make contact with the frame. And almost nobody does that, so it'll be 11pm and people... » Continue Reading
I am incredibly frustrated that I have to even address this, but because this happened with someone from here today. If I remove you on here that is NOT an invite to track me down on other social media sites, INCLUDING TUMBLR. Seriously, that's incredibly weird behavior and I'll block you there too. I removed someone on here because they mentioned they were 15 when their profile clearly listed their age as 18. I am NOT comfortable interacting with minors under any circumstances, regardless of ho... » Continue Reading
eu to passando mal com esse momento eleitoral, oq me resta é esses memes sobre burca, campo de concentração, as enchentes, eu AMO o twitter nessa época » Continue Reading
So i was scrolling tt and saw a profile of my school, later found out it was a profile made by a student for ships, after looking at some of the videos found MY BFF AND ME BEING SHIPED. LOL, so I texted on my class gc "who ships me and ida" (my bff) and this one guy said that everyone, like 3 ppl disagreed (only like 6 ppl were active sooo). Then i thought of a revenge plan so I dm'd the person that had the acount and said to make a "Grzesiek and olek" one (yeah i know hard polish names) anyways... » Continue Reading
I don't really know how I feel about it to be honest, I never thought I'd live this long so...I mean I'm kinda happy/proud, but also like, what now.I've been getting to typical questions like "what college do you want to go to" "what are your plans for the future" etc, and the truth is I kinda don't know.I have some kind of plan but whenever I talk about it with my parents they don't seem "happy" about it for a lack of a better word.I don't want to think their disappointed but... idkidkidkI'm sc... » Continue Reading
Guys how the HELL are you meant to know what you want to do as a job in the future?! Like, people say just go off what subjects you like at school. I like RE, and photography. The fuck am I meant to do with that?? Take pictures of religious people, like??? And I’ve been to open evenings for 6th form/collages whatever they’re called. And apparently you only pick 3 options :(. So I’m probably gonna do RE and photography. But idk what else. Psychology sounds interesting. English lit is probably fun... » Continue Reading
Just gonna drop this amazing video here. I'm sick of people focusing more on redeeming a rapist and not on the lifelong damage they've done to another person. If women and other people who've faced sexual violence get their life permanently altered, maybe that's the best that could happen to the perpetrator too. » Continue Reading
Whenever I go into the kitchen, my little brother is always eating. I only ever really come out of my bedroom to go to the bathroom or to get a cup of tea/some food and whenever I go into the kitchen to make said cups of tea, this little stuffed turkey is always eating something. He literally just had dinner 2 seconds ago and is now feasting on an ice cream sandwich. And he’s always eating crisps.This is annoying to me because I have deadass HORRIFIC misophonia, which basically means that I get ... » Continue Reading
Hello everyone! I'm currently studying for international relationships and polytics in russia (pretty ironic). Recently i've been able to leave my abusive relationship, get past my triggers from a long lasting trauma and I even learned how to live on my own (with the financial support of my parents, of course). I found a wonderful boyfriend which showed me that not all men are bad and violent, and he helps me with my mental state a lot. But it've been hard to get out of bed lately or to spend a ... » Continue Reading
SOoo... it's been 4 years in my school with the "old "principle, he was pretty chill and let us wear some comfortable clothes like plain white t-shirt due to very hot in my country, and maybe a few months the new principle arrived.let's called this new principle: "Ma'am Sungit" (Sungit = grumpy)I thought that she was the same as the old principle because she looks nice but oh boy I was wrong T-T she forbid us to wear a plain t-shirt, PE uniform, and civilian clothes; as a student who wears Cecil... » Continue Reading
ISTG she would literally snap on the most random things tht you could think of and would blurt out the most hurtful shit you'd ever hear😭😭😭 Earlier i heard my brother asking her about school stuff and she js fkn yelled random shit that didn't even make sense— she got angry and started comparing lil bro to my dad, saying they're both irresponsible asf and should be tgt. And started ranting and ranting and ranting😭😭 I SUDDENLY GOT DRAGGED INTO THEIR SHIT AS I WAS DOING MY HOMEWORK😭 she said the sa... » Continue Reading
Why why why? I'm sick of these girls. I mean I like girls but can those motherfuckers shut the fuck up? Why are they so damn mean? You know, just because you're pretty doesn't mean you get to be a bitch. All these girls are making me mad. Why you just doing all this? why you act like that? Girls, I'm sorry, I like girls and girls are cool but some of you make me wanna fucking kill myself. » Continue Reading
got told by my portuguese teacher that we have a test tomorrow about a topic i know absolutely nothing about #yayme!so as i normal anxious person i deleted social media and am going to stay up late just to study (and get a grade i will absolutely despise) » Continue Reading
I am selfish, there's no way I'm noteverything I do is in some way for myself, I can't help it. even if I'm trying to help someone else, I feel like I'm just trying to make them feel better so I don't have to deal with it anymore, so I can go back to whatever I was doing before.I don't know why I'm like this, I mean, is it even still kindness if you are doing it for yourself? I don't know.I don't even know if it's just my head telling me this, or if everyone else somehow just doesn't see it, but... » Continue Reading
Quick rant HEY LOVE'S!The color pink is UNDERRATED? GAASP! YEP THATS RIGHT UNDERRATED."It's so girly" OK AND girly should not be considered an insult. I'm a girl, I like pink. That doesn't make me weak or helpless. You can like whatever color you want and it doesn't define your life. Yes go around wear pink and still be the boss baddie you are. and for the guys YOU CAN LIKE PINK. Just like I can like blue you can like pink.BYE BADDIES the main hot take here: if you like it, you like it. PERIOD » Continue Reading
ok so she screamed at me and my siblings today because apparently our needs are too much money and since my dad was the only one working and my step mom doesn't have a job and I stepped up and held my 10 year old brother and put my headphones on my 13 year old brother while she was screaming even though I was getting tramma reminders I dropped everything to be there for them because my 13 year old brother hates yelling my 10 year old brother is still little and my older sister who is seventeen a... » Continue Reading
So i am late for school because my mom thought it would be a fucking amazing idea to cut of my internet wifi thing and my alarm ONLY WORKS WITH WIFI BUT I DIDNT FUCKING KNOW so normally i wake up at 4:45 am but now i woke up AN HOUR LATER and i need alot of time to get ready or else i will have a nervous breakdown and js sit in a corner and bawl my eyes out cuz I CANT FUCKING HANDLE STRESS ARGUGUGUGARRR and no i have almost no makeup on and i NEEED my makeup im not leaving the house if i dont at... » Continue Reading
Here to share some thoughts on rape culture because this topic is fresh in my mind. I’ve liked seeing many more people talk about this thanks to the Cornell case reopening, despite how it messes me up when I hear details of the case. Just life proving over and over again that your male friends can betray you in an instant and face no consequences for it. Betrayal isn’t all, nothing fully erases the trauma of sexual violence…I saw today that a YouTuber I used to watch (Jacob Geller) raped a frien... » Continue Reading
I feel like people made the term "weird kid" out to have niche interests or alternative fashion but from my experience of being the weird kid it's more of being weird with really odd or out of the ordinary interests and actions. Though I was bullied because of this by other kids for dressing a certain way or making odd movements.So being the weird kid is actually being... Weird not an Internet aesthetic. So here's an example, you see a kid examining dead bugs, or suddenly shouting. That's weird.... » Continue Reading
I was almost finished with the first chapter of my Wild Kratts fanfic and I kid you not, my fuck ass brother decided to out me as Lgbtq+ to my parents because I wouldn't give him my squirtle plushie! (He doesn't actually know but he is willing to lie about crazy shit to get his way, he's done it before)I'm so glad that he lies a lot and no one believes him, because if I wasn't able to finagle myself out of it my ass was cooked.And then I fell off a horse because I almost passed out from the Texa... » Continue Reading
Recently i have bought a tws, around a week ago or so. It was all fine, the tws working well and i enjoy using it. until yesterday. Yesterday was the last time i use it, and i have no suspicion regarding it as i remember clearly it was on my bag. but this morning i checked and somehow it's no longer in there. i was searching my entire house to no avail, and nobody seems to saw it, especially since i bought it discreetly and nobody knows that tws is exist. I've checked on my class at college, als... » Continue Reading
This nigga was crying cuz his gf broke up with him and then decided to STAND UP AND STARE AT HER DURING A VOLLEYBALL GAME. for like 30 seconds dude. and then during the whole game all these hooligans do that dumbass shuffle walk with their nike tech on in front of the cheerleaders over and over again T-T. like dude maybe if u spoke to them instead of thinking they gonna approach you, youd have a gf » Continue Reading
idk i feel like its hella inactive for adultsill switch blogs to everything sometimes and see dozens of postsset it to 18+ and you quickly get into yesterday by scrolling for like 10 secondslamesauceeeeeeeeeeee » Continue Reading
Ayo, guess who's back.. back again..? Bio's back, tell a friend!!😂ANYWAYS, uh, rant on school rq?? I've been sitting w this person, who i'm calling J. They've been getting bullied by these douchebag girls who lwk annoy me, so i like, accidentally got reallyy mad and flipped them off. They're targeting me now. Worth it, tho, cause fuck them » Continue Reading
ok so get this... i wake up @ like 7am, go 2 skool @ 8:30, get out @ 4pm, then i gotta go 2 cram skool which doesnt let me leave til like 6pm (or more)... now im not exactly some chinese shakespearian einstein jr. or anything lol but thats a BIG load, dont u think?!? and then this teacher has the nerve 2 tell me i should study MORE @ home., but then this teacher tells me i should study more at homeTEACHER. BROTHER. DADDY-O. THE HOURS I COULD B SPENDING @ HOME R SPENT IN CRAM SCHOOL!!!1!!!!!!1!! ... » Continue Reading
I want to move away someday. I don't want to have any connection to people who I knew, I just want to cut everything off, change my name, change things about me to be good enough, and start fresh.But like, that's not happening anytime soon. I'm a young teen I can't do anything.I'm still trying to have friends, only online though. Which sucks that my social life is only through the web of the internet, and it's so hard trying to talk when it makes you feel like a weirdo.I don't blame anyone for h... » Continue Reading
Today, of course! There was a threat for a school shooter. Because why not it’s America, to me it’s COMPLETELY ridiculous that it’s the third year in a row we’ve gotten a school shooter threat. This year for the first time this year! They had police and (apparently) SWAT near the vicinity. Seriously why is this the only year? As if two years ago there wasn’t a whole list with a BUNCH of schools!! And the fact our principal didn’t even try to create calmness and instead rather tried hiding the si... » Continue Reading
ugh i really dont like naming the subject this, nor do i even like singling out women for being 'male centred' because its truly none of my business...however, it very quickly became my business when my classmate straight up took a very poor photo of me, and sent it to every guy in our class??????? hello??? what?? why??? (not an exaggeration none of my female friends were sent this photo.) mind you this isn't even the first time i've noticed these behaviours. i mean one of our first conversation... » Continue Reading
For context, when I was 10, I was severely paranoid because soemone sexually harassed me. Like…hypervigilant as fuck, anxiety attacks every day, stuff like that. And now I’m experiencing it again but duller. Another ex post I know very annoying. Right now I’m hypervigilant constantly. I’m always looking around to see if they’re near me, and if they are, I get extremely scared and angry. I saw them twice today and felt really shaky, but my trauma has also lead me to try and be more dominant, so I... » Continue Reading
Anyone else realize that Dallas Winston didn’t make it to his 18th birthday?He was 17 when he died. His birthday is November 9th. The outsiders took place a month after ponyboys birthday and a few weeks before sodapops, meaning it was about August-September time. Dally was about 2-3 months until he was 18 years old. About 2-3 months until he could’ve pulled Johnny out of that abusive house hold that overcame him. If the book took place 2-3 months after it originally did, would Johnny and dally r... » Continue Reading
I relapsed again after a weekit's no fault you didn't come to my concert yesterday when I clearly wanted you to come I wanted to impress youyou seeped into everything I knew and lovedAnd the get mad when I made a simple mistake of not charging my phoneover the pleasure of being seen and praised for oncejust because I charge my phone constantly doesn't mean it can't diethis is why I want to 'move out' soonI hate you yet I love you, my family. » Continue Reading
thinking that everyone is super in love with you is so fun someone looks at me for a little too long 'yeah they love my face'. someone acts shy around me 'they're intimidated by my pretty-ness'. lifechanging. everyone has a crush on me. everyone loves me. yay. » Continue Reading
I don't really care anymore. I got SA'd by my best friend of 10 years last summer and it's taken me until the same time this year to remember and realise. I spent a summer taking to him and another friend of mine. As well as helping them through a break up. It's taken me until a few days ago to tell a member of my family. I'm hoping my sister tells my mum soon so she can tell the school so it'll get sorted. As for my assaulter, I still stick around him. I've been told to go but I feel that I'm n... » Continue Reading
Okay so, this guy keeps emailing me, hes like a prince or somthing?? he's from nigeria he wants money but he sent me a photo of himself and he. is. fugly. like sooooo fugly, like im not used to people looking like that ugly. he keeps messaging me calling me beautiful and i keep telling him to leave me alone. but then the german (??? dont know how he got my email?) prince messaged me and told me "that dick is just using you for money dont buy into it." WWTTTTFFFFFF so i confront the Nigerian prin... » Continue Reading
"just go to your local library/cafe/park! Join/host local events! " I CANT!!! I LIVE IN DA FUCKING FOREST!!!! The only communal place here is the damn ROAD‼️ » Continue Reading
I’ve been a victim of mistreatment many times in my life. right now theres 3 people who have wronged me in the past — my mother, my father and my ex. The abuse I faced was slightly different between all of those (father: sexual and verbal, mother: emotional, verbal, neglect/maybe sexual abuse, ex: emotional abuse though I don’t really like to call it that I think I’m just a pussy) due to the amount of abuse Ive faced I have a lot of symptoms of different disorders and stuff, and generally I’m no... » Continue Reading
where the fuck do i find a man like Andy Sixx like please tell me im desperatebut i would want like 2000s andy from like Myspace erm » Continue Reading
I just want to stop feeling for them I want to stop caring about them and loving them I know they don’t give a fuck about me and it hurts but I love them so much. I stay awake at night thinking about them. I just want them to understand how much I care about them. I need this to stop I can’t keep going on like this it’s killing me » Continue Reading
as someone whose nerdy parents used to take me to cons since i was a baby, and as someone who has been involved in nerd culture basically from birth, I have noticed nerd and con culture had and is still having a significant decline in quality ever since companies realized that they could make money off of us (2020s). artist ally's are not the same as they used to be, they used to be filled with independent artists but as of late they have been just so bloated with generic 3d prints and Generativ... » Continue Reading
I hate when people are like “your pronouns are what’s between your legs “ like oh....si my pronouns are your/momHAHAH you just got your momed’ you now have 5 minutes to your mom someone else » Continue Reading
1.So there’s this girl at my school and she’s sooo cool and she’s fine as fuck too and her hair is blue and she’s alt and there is NO WAY she is straight so like yeah2.theres this guy(I’m a lesbian ew it’s not like that) but he’s really cool and he’s funny and idk he just seems really coolBut tf I don’t know how to talk to people at all😭Send help -Darby out💗💗💗 » Continue Reading
Oh how much I hate this establishment. It's simultaneously one of the only things I'm good at ("one of" is an over statement) and the thing that causes all my stress. I want to be able to come home from school and do whatever I want, you know? Things that interest me. Not just slog through 6 hours of chemistry and math.Part me just wants to give up, but the fact is that I am very, very good in school and not very good at committing to anything else. It's my path. But fuck, is it a crime to wanna... » Continue Reading
Hoje eu tive uma prova de matemática, e sinceramente, espero ter ido bem! A prova vale metade da nota final desse semestre e eu estudei muito ontem à noite. Mas ainda assim há dificuldades Pelo menos, a professora disse que sabe quem realmente se esforçou, já que metade da sala colou. Espero que ela tenha notado que eu realmente tentei e que eu tenha conseguido pelo menos uma nota na média » Continue Reading
sometimes i wonder how much of a person ive changed, sometimes i feel like im just the same person, sometimes i feel like ive changed completely, sometimes i feel like ive stayed the same and some things didnttheres been a few times when i looked back at my old messages and realize that i have changed a bit, i used to type with a LOT of kaomojis [like XD T_T O_O -_- >_<], ok i take that back i still use a LOT of kaomojis now, i like using ones with noses :-) [i also like using >_>" ?_? :-3 :-D :... » Continue Reading
Is it just me or my parents dont let me do shit on my computer??? LIKE BRO I HAVE AMAZING GRADES AND STUFF BUT I CANT EVEN PLAY STEAM GAMES???????????? also no im not 3 years old PLUS THEY ALWAYS SAY ITS MY FAULT!!?? LIKE WAHTTTTTTTT ok bye » Continue Reading
life is lowwwkeeyy mid now, no its always been mid but i just dont really have a reason to keep going in the real worldi think the most exciting stuff that happens in my life is always online, i hate school, i hate going outside, i like it here in my comfort space where i dont constantly feel like people are following me or watching me or going after mebut in a way, the smallest thing that happens irl can make my mood WAYYY too up, even if its so small, or even if there IS no reason to be so hap... » Continue Reading
Where do I even begin? Everyone besides maybe 5 people are white supremacist, make fun of alt people, and/or get offended when someone doesn’t fit into social norms. They bully people a lot for no reason, even kids from 6TH GRADE. Seriously? 6th graders?? We barely see them but of course people always find some way to be a jerk. The girls aren’t as bad anymore but I’ve gotten a questionable amount of side eyes. The boys though… they’re awful. Only 4 of them aren’t that bad, but we have a lot of ... » Continue Reading
I'm just gonna rant a bit, I really like this guy. And I think he likes me too? We're very affectionate towards eachother but then he just ghosts me for days on end, I'm not sure what to do. He's everything I look for in a partner but he never responds. I tried getting friends to reach out to him so we could hangout but he hasn't responded. He also hasn't responded to my texts for a week :(Does anyone have any advice? Cause I'm not sure if I should just leave him alone » Continue Reading
Its been fall for like 2 weeks now and it's JUST NOW feeling fall, i just had the most scenic walk of my life around my town. Could've been better if i had seen a crow bc then it would be the most fall ever. All i can see is trees and mountains so it was beautiful at sunset » Continue Reading
Humans have no fucking right to call an animal evil.Like "oH my GAWSH did yOu kNoW oRcAs kill bAbY whAleS?"SHUT THE FUCK UP!!!!!First of all honey, if YOU were in the orcas position, YOU'D do they EXACT same, it's called HUNTING. That's one of their food sources, food isn't handed out to them and it's first come first served. They want to eat? They have to hunt, it's not that hard to comprehend.SECOND of all, not ALL orcas do this. There are different types of orcas, type A, type B, type C, and ... » Continue Reading
please boost this postryan actually fuck you lmfao i loved you i sent you NUDES of myself and that shit was all for nothingwithin our relationship there was loads of red flags i was too blind to notice such as him being weirdly controlling over me, called me his "fucktoy" or whore/slut, brought up triggering things like purging, once told me to "just send omfg" one night where i was too tired to send him anything, forced me to delete two of my posts one reason being "he didn't want other guys to... » Continue Reading
u ever have the feeling that you most definitely have a learning disability but ur parents wont get u checked out?? THATS LITERALLY HAPPENING TO ME RN! i am a spectacular student in everything but math (all A's or A+'s. i have an E (or F depending on ur state)) ITS SCREAMING AT MY PARENT'S FACE but it's like theyre dodging the signs??? its just SO stupid you know? not only yhat, i even struggle with numbers in general so thats just SOOOO much better. ugh just get me diagnosed already bruh » Continue Reading
i don't feel good at all i wanna rip my skin off idek what's happening i just feel so negativiley but it is ok it will improve yk what they say uhm tomatoe tomato idk someone kill me I feel so useless and shit like ik i'm ugly and worthless omgggg omgg no need to fucking let me lnow everyday of my useless fucking existence IDKKK i dk i dont knoe I Dont Know KILL ME kill me KILL ME KILL ME KILL ME KILL ME KILL ME KILL ME KILL ME KILL ME IKILL ME RIP MY sKIN OFF OUGGHHH guys I'm okay » Continue Reading
had drama today and we had a solo acting assessment but my social anxiety came out to play and I lost my 'keeping cool' streak for the first and hopefully last time this year.it was last period and I asked the librarian if I could stay there and help out so I don't hav to go to drama. and obvi that's not how it works and she tried to hype me up and walked me to class but then i realised we were late and everyone was already writing in their booklets and i just froze like an idiot and couldn't wa... » Continue Reading
So, I've had a social media addiction since I was like 12, and I've had a doomscrolling addiction since I was 13-14. I'm officially done, I can't keep this up anymore. I barely talk to people in real life and I barely have any friends. I make up these weird personal relationships with celebrities I've never spoken to and I genuinely feel sick when I hear how others are doing better than me.I need this to stop, therefore I'm doing a whooole resetWhat had me feeling bad the most was doomscrolling,... » Continue Reading
im so depressed guys i never got oasis tickets like im actually cryingand im so jealous of my aunt and uncle bc they got tickets 5 times in a row :(erm dilf liam gallagher orrrrr..... » Continue Reading
summer 2026( i have infinite horrid stories from this summer omfg) So, I had just enjoyed my day off work with a friend. i was tired but always up for seeing my sister so, i took TWO tubes and a good ol walk to get there and i arrive around 1900 YIPEE FUN FRESH GREAT. or so i thoughtt.... but many turns of events occured. first of all, this was the same day as the eclipse so i dont know what this was doing to people but something was up. firstly, the tubes were all delayed, canceled and overall ... » Continue Reading
have any of you ever felt the sweet release of understanding why a certain person was never meant to stay in ur life?if this was a year ago, I would probably be writing about how absolutely DEEEEESPERATE I was feeling because of a boy I was in love with. I used to be willing to give up ANYTHING if it meant I'd never lose him. now, after years of pining and hurting and yearning and trying to be worthy of his approval, I understand that maybe he wasn't meant to stick around at all.the truth is tha... » Continue Reading
idc if I sound like rude or wtv, its js like the accumulation of everything these past two years. but I have this one friend, I guess she's a friend, tho we barely even talk to each other anymore. anyways. she's always like sending pictures of herself in a gc we're in, like bro yes we get it, youre pretty. nobody gafs anymore, im sorry. it js feels like she's obsessed with getting compliments. she's always talking about some guy like flirting w her or complimenting her or having a crush on her. ... » Continue Reading
It’s so odd how time works. As a kid you feel like everything goes so slow but then in a blink of an eye you’re not a kid anymore. Fuck you’re barely a teenager anymore the closer I get to 20 the more I start to panic about not having everything figured out. I’ve dreamt of being this age and having the freedom I do yet I spent so much time dreaming and dissociating. I forgot to gain any real life skills. I’ll admit, I give myself grace, but you would too, if you knew what I’ve had to endure. It’... » Continue Reading
i don't know what i should take for my future, like-- idk if i should go to a spychology school to study psychology or a cinema school to study cinema (or whatever i need to be an actress i kinda forgot -__-) I LOVE BOTH A LOT but i am scred of taking the wrong path :/ i am 14 i still have a lil bit of time to think but uhh yk... it's going to be 2 years i take theatre class and i LOVE IT and i always wanted to do theatre since a kid anyways, but i also love psychology and i know a full load of... » Continue Reading
good fuck how i fucking hate my fucking life. not only did the resource record that i finished on friday have to be sent today, but apparently it wasnt good enough and now my teacher has emailed my parents and theyre going to go into my school tomorrow 2 talk w/ my teacher to see where i am. the worst thing abt it is that my parents think whenever they talk w/ me that i dont know the reality of the situation bc i look disacotiated, but its not that i dont know, im just tired. tired of life man. ... » Continue Reading
I hate my algebra 2 e teacher so much. Within the first few weeks of school he taught us multiple incorrect things. I corrected him once and he explained why he was right and I was wrong and then the next day he was all "Guys... I messed up. " He also skipped over teaching us a large portion of one of our summative tests and then after grading them he said something like "Oh, you guys all did really bad on the first page.. Guess I really dropped the ball, " and then didn't even tell us how to do... » Continue Reading
bruh i'm already so burnt out and it's only October I wish I could of online but it's apparently like super hard ughhdksh. it's senior year ok I just have to hold on till may (get it? anyone? guys? tough crowd ok) and it'll be over but omg I'm so burnt out and I'm already so behind i'm COOKEDDDD » Continue Reading
guys i swear emo guys dont exist like please tell me where u r finding them like teach me ur secret, also if u do find one they are either racist or gay :(like i used to have an emo boyfriend and this guy was so toxic and racist it was sadalso WHY does spacehey not work in the uk :((((im also sooooooooo hungry im in a depressive episode to guys#grrmondays » Continue Reading
I think a lot of the kids in my job ready class assume I'm stupid, or some kind of stupid.I don't really do tasks, so maybe they think less of me as stupid and more of me as a lazy classmate, but I'm not lazy, I'm just anxious I'll fuck something up in front of everyone, like if I thread a pipe wrong then we have to find a new one to cut and re-thread and they'll all grumble about it.I just don't want to busy up their already busy situations, either. My teacher had us do inventory but when he to... » Continue Reading
Guys idk but im so scared for the life is strange Show I know what type of ppl it will attract esp bc ppl are already hating on Kate's actress because she's a WOC and on Warren's actor because he's also a POC so many racists showing themselves it makes me so sad that there are so many racist LiS fans, we should bond over emotional distress, grief and so on, not about who looks accurate or not please guys just keep doing the shitty side ships instead of hating on POC's » Continue Reading
So for every malaysian, (especially form 3, 4, 5) it's their exam. But my body hates me and now i'm burnt out!!! YAY!!!! AND PERIODDD??????????? YAYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! dies » Continue Reading
IM FUCKING ENRAGED TO MY COREEEEEUHHGMHMLTKGTLMT (probably writing this in ptsd episode)a lesson ago i was notified that we are getting our flu shots today. for the whole lesson up to now ive been thinking about a billion ideas about what could happen when i go down to get the flu. my ex. my stupid little ex who i am disgusted to my core by. is in my school. so i knew that unless he skipped, he would also be down there (ignore the constant swap of pronouns idgaf rn). so anything could happen. wh... » Continue Reading
bro omfg omfg I have ALWAYS wanted to have one of those super cool early 2000s tv show blogs. I feel like a main character. I have a LOT to yap about which sometimes I feel like I can’t always really do, so it’s gonna be super fun to just randomly write on here !!I hope everyone has a good day :) » Continue Reading
《ITS SO FUCKN FOGGY OUTSIDE MY HAIR IS GONNA GET FRIZZY EVEN THO I SPENT A WHOLE MOSE TO STOP THAT AND I HEARD FOOTSTEPS BEHIND ME AN I HAVTA GO TO SCHOOL AUGHH KILL ME》《saw a bunny tho》 » Continue Reading
okay so this isnt too big of a problem because im manifesting one billion boyfriends and a golden bugatti but it is very annoyingmy friend is STILL FRIENDS with her abuser. its pissing me off. we've talked about it before and she says that she's going to (maybe) leave him in s5, but thats a big while away. now i understand still being friends with your abusers somewhat, because when i was getting gaslit and 'abused' kind of by my kind-of-ex i stayed with him for like 2-3 months. it has been a fu... » Continue Reading
Its 1am and Im worrying about money I want to go to college to become an art teacher which u need 4 yr degree related to art most of the time (? Thats what ive read online), parents dont want me to go to college because its expensive and think im being stupid and should just go into trade insteadI have job, get 300 biweekly which if i save up for two years and don't spend thats like 15,000 enough for college tution at least (if im going to a very cheap 2yr local public school then switching to a... » Continue Reading
I cannot describe how bad I feel rn. Like I’m on my bedroom floor like immobile from my stomach down. I may become religious bc OW. I’m nauseas it feels like someone is punching me in the stomach repeatedly. I miss when pain meds worked. I miss when I could call someone to help me bro. Idk why o just called the blog bro but FUCK. » Continue Reading
STUPID ASS BITCHES. EVERYONE IS STUPID AND FAKE FANS I HATE HOW EVERYONE IS SO STUPID I HATE EVERYONE. FIRST ITS MY STUPID PEDOPHILE TEACHER PLAYING IN MY FACE LIKE OH MY GOD I WILL TEAR YOUR FACE OFF AND CHEW IT INFRONT OF YOU AND BURN YOUR FUCKING OUTFIT. AND I HATE HOW THE BOHS AT MY ENGINEERRING TABLE ARE STUPID LIKE GET THE FUCK UP HERE AND HELP ME MAKE THIS STUPID PROJECT INSTEAD OF SITTING AUND.I HATE JAXSON TOO OH KY GOD I WANNA CUT HIS HAIR OFF ALL GHE TIME HE WANTS TO LOOK LIKE ILLI MC... » Continue Reading
Bueno, estoy acostumbrada al rechazo, pero siempre termino enamorándome aún más... No sé cómo experimentan ustedes el amor, pero para mí, los nervios me hacen sentir un hormigueo hasta los huesos. ¡Incluso me dan ganas de vomitar! Es algo que no puedo evitar, y honestamente, ¡lo odio! Me he enamorado muy pocas veces... pero cuando sucede, es horrible, especialmente porque siempre termino siendo rechazada :< En fin, un chico me rechazó ayer, ¡pero ni siquiera lo hizo directamente! En cambio, habl... » Continue Reading
i'm not sure what the proper term is for this but likei want whoever is reading thisif ur ableto psycho analyze me based on this rant to determine some fun things about me ykand ill come back to your reply and compare it to my actual diagnosis'if that makes senseim rly just bored and want an excuse to ramble cuz i need to lowkanywaysi wanted to half yap about dreams for a secondi dont know if im weird for this but i never considered myself a dreameri have goals, aspirations?but i never like to g... » Continue Reading
I mean, I'm still 17 right? Still a teen?? I want to think so 😭 It's pretty common to feel like this at 17, I've always known that at some point I would feel like this but when this type of thoughts you've been aware of almost all your short life it hits you different igSince I was 11/12 I was Conscious of the "damn Idfk what to do with my life after University, fuck" type thoughts BUTTTT they are finally here and NOW it's where I'm really aware of what those thoughts mean:How the hell I'm going... » Continue Reading
DO NOT and i mean DOOO NOOOTTDO NOT post pics of yourself online and/or share your location while you're still a minor! i waited until i was well over 18 to share pics of myself and that kind of information. in the 2000s, the internet was still a wild-west kind of place and was much much safer than it is now and schools still taught kids to never share pics of themselves online. and AI-generated csem, targeted harassment campaigns, and God knows how many pedophile/"radqueer"/"proship" communitie... » Continue Reading
It just really hurts when they push me away so much.I put a lot of effort into trying to make sure they're doing awesome and such but maybe I don't do as good of a job as I should? I don't know honestly.There's no reason for me to put this here but I just kinda decided to talk here about it, a website that nobody knows me on... It's kind of relieving.Anyways, I have to get started on my chem homework. See yall later :] » Continue Reading
《Went on 4chan cus i was bored an looking for trouble an decide to look at their lgbtq section as one doeswhat the fuck is a kneedoid or whatever the fuck??? Passoid??? Male fail???? Last time i heard we were gigachads an fuckn like boy moding and shit the fuck happened??? Also kinda lwky regret goin there as a very confused tboy but eh whatevs》 » Continue Reading
I'm legit not a child i dont know why my mum made me put cream on. She said i had something called hermroied or hemroid or something idk how to spell that word, but then she said that i still need to go to a doctor because poop shouldnt smell or look like that. i think honestly she just wants something to talk to me with. But this is rlly weird? #Slugs #whatishemooriod #howtogetmumtoleavemealone #Boogereater...2000????? #Anyoneelsedealingwthis? » Continue Reading
I keep having these horrible nightmares every night of someone i trust, usually my sister, yelling at me. There isn't even any actual plot - just someone yelling and screaming at me while i cry. These dreams make me so emotional too, i usually end up waking up in the middle of the night. I dont even know what to do anymore. I wanna do homeschool so bad. » Continue Reading
My mum got mad at me for not flushing the toliet, and im so angry, like omg, she said it smelt atomic? (I don't know what that word means) and that i needed to see a doctor, thats clearly an overreaction she also said the colour and shape was concerning, whatever mum you dont understand me or what im going through. #Fuckmylife #Boogereater6000 #whatthehell Rating 1.5/10 » Continue Reading
okay so Ive talked about manifestation a few times on this site before but I’ve never fully made a blog on it. I’ve been manifesting stuff pretty well recently (got rich on my fav Roblox game, my body looks more masculine, my dad sent me £10 and bought me a new copy of Frankenstein. My fourth one!) mainly because I haven’t been focusing on it too much I guessBut my mum has been pissing me off recently. She threw away the nightgown my grandma gave me, my VINTAGE FUCKING NIGHTGOWN, she calls me a ... » Continue Reading
i had a darn shitty saturday and heres why. at first im having a nice day, me and my granny r having breakfast and watching the dukes of hazard until my step dad drags me along for set work. this wouldnt be 2 bad unless the work was intuitive, interesting and fun, by which it wasnt. all i did was paint bits of set and occasionally move big pieces of set, all whilst being on my feet for SEVEN FUCKING HOURS! when i got home, my mum was asking me to do my bed and not leave my glasses around the hou... » Continue Reading
Dude omg..so I wanna rant about the post 2018 bochum version of starlight express, well before I do I want to make clear that I am NOT a hater, I still adore this musical even now but I also wanna talk about the shitty changes!So for people who havent heard of starlight express:Its a musical about trains on rollerskates from the 80s and its still running in bochum to this day.Well, in 2018 the original writers came together and reworked many things because it was the 30th anniversary and I am pr... » Continue Reading
so my car broke down TWICE. Once in the middle of the road. So i had to get a new car. was NEVER excited about it but was stressed about the cost because i only make 15 dollars an hour. And i had to pay for the car and its insurance. TWO DAYS of me having the car, it says "engine overheating" and then A DAY LATER I GET INTO AN ACCIDENT. I wasn't hurt but a lady was behind a stopped uber and got impatient and just rammed into the side of me. she tried to LIE and say i was speeding but my trip log... » Continue Reading
Cara sério mesmo eu odeio isso. Odeio a procrastinação, de manhã eu penso em fazer tanta coisas e tarefas mas o dia passa e vejo que não faço nada e isso é tão torturante, eu só queria parar de procrastinar e começar a fazer tudo aquilo que quero sem ter que desistir. Para de ficar só no quarto, saí mais com meus amigos, estudar mais, não começar uma coisa e logo já no dia seguinte já estar desistindo. Odeio como isso me afunda totalmente e como me afeta. É como se eu estivesse em um labirinto e... » Continue Reading
"Performative activism" has always been a term but it's only recently been getting used this frequently during this presidency and after that "The friend whos overly woke" meme started. Convenient timing. Always thought that dumbass meme was a fed post but I'm called a "conspiracy theorist". » Continue Reading
you block some loli/shotacon freak, pervert or weirdo who likes some problematic stuff. just blocked like three lolis and im feelin good. i can share the usernames if anyone wants to block them as well » Continue Reading
Today I got bored, so I message this guy that has a crush on me because I think it's funny. Normally I wouldn't do this, but I genuinely don't care about this guy. He's a homophobe; he was so fucking racist and only stopped because I told him to, and he also pisses off my friend a lot. He's done a lot of stupid shit to me too, so that's why I'm sick of his ass. ✌️I wanted to mess with him, and my friend got so mad at me for doing so. She told me, "Oh, he's a person too." "Oh, when he likes you, ... » Continue Reading
I hate animal abuse alot like wtf . Can't we test the chemicals on bad ppl? Just because they can't speak like us humans we shouldn't treat them like that , we all are animals at the end.I also hate when someone says "u hate animal abuse but you eat meat" . There are alot of animals who eat meat, some eat both grass and meat while some only eat grass . Humans are animals too which can eat both and that's totally normal because that's how the food cycle is supposed it work and most of our ancesto... » Continue Reading
ive randomly been getting way more annoyed at having titties. Ive always had issues with having body parts that people would be sexually attracted to in the way they’d see me as a woman, since I’m trans and have sexual trauma, but it’s been worse recently. I feel violated. I think it’s because I’ve been walking around / existing shirtless in my house so I have my stupid bra in my face all of the time. Im just making a blog about this because I’m going to manifest them away soon (yes I manifest i... » Continue Reading
Ima be DEADASS i HATE Mlp posers. like ALL you gotta do is watch 9 SEASONS of FiM and MAYBE SOME Equstrea girls movies and that's IT. PLUS NOBODY WATCHES GEN6 OR GEN6 (when it comes out) ALSO THEY USE THAT STUPID PFP WITH GLASSES LIKE BRO CHOOSE SOMETHING ELSE!!!!! anywho thats all i have to sat p.s. i had to rewrite this like 3 times bc it just deletes??? » Continue Reading
i came across this girl on tiktok doing a get ready with me, and some of the comments were making fun of her appearance. this is not the first time i've seen this happen. how did we get to a stage where a subculture based on rejecting conventional beauty ideals has developed beauty standards of its own? there's an ideal face, ideal body type, ideal look. same hair. same accessories. same white foundation. how are we conforming in a non-conformist subculture? can we lock in. -Nyx out <3 » Continue Reading
sometimes, you can be lucky to be homeschooled, though, I’m certainly not ;-;I’ve literally NEVER been to school in my ENTIRE LIFE, and I genuinely have no hope I ever will. ՞߹ - ߹՞Being homeschooled sucks, because every con in my life is quite literally because I’m homeschooled. I’m lonely asf and I literally have no friends whatsoever. I don’t get to see people my age everyday because I don’t go to public school. My homeschool learning is not even consistent. If my mom was gonna homeschool me,... » Continue Reading
This is a quick rant but I’ve always been grossed out by pornography. The idea of it is so low-vibrational and terrible and so absolutely endlessly disgusting that I get sick, hopeless and enraged even thinking about it for too long. Pornography, rape culture and the people who help create those things have taken the most intimate and pure thing we have — sex — and turned it into something so vile. We have turned sex into a performance of violation rather than two souls conjoining in love and ad... » Continue Reading
WHY DOES THIS FUCKING WEBSITE SUCK ASSSStrying to update my pfp. put one in. doesn't update.i put one in, it says it updated"it might take a while for it to be visible everywhere" alright i guess i'll wait !!i wait for two days. my profile picture has not updated.i try uploading a new onedoes not update at all. changing your profile picture has to be one of the most basic features for an app to have yet spacehey is not letting me do it and a few days ago, i tried uploading a blog entryi view my ... » Continue Reading
got a SECOND thinkpad. why? because i'm irresponsible with my moneyit was less than 6$ so it's fine i guessanyway when i bought it i was 99% sure there's something wrong with graphics chip because it was turning on with no image and i have the same problem with another laptop i have laying aroundso i got it today tested on a spare monitor and yeah... just as i thought. also it got ONE screw that's completely stuck so i have no idea how to even disassemble it i'm waiting till the end of this mont... » Continue Reading
I almost broke my phone because of paper.io 2. Ive had anger issues all of my life and that mixed with getting stressed easily means that I throw things, slam things, or even hit myself when I get mad. I try not to get too mad in front of other people as to not scare them but I go fully apeshit when alone. So when I died too many times in paper.io 2, I fully threw my phone into the wall. It broke for a minute, it had lines all over the screen, but now it’s back to normal. I’m so fucking scared t... » Continue Reading
Heyyyy‼Maybe this won't be a blog about my cute or silly character stuff. I actually wanted to talk about something that happened to me recently lol, share a little story, and give some final advice.So, I accepted this girl's friend request on Spacehey. Everything seemed normal, and she messaged me right away. But literally from second one, she started asking way too many personal questions, called me "puppy"?? and kept insisting that she loves "platonic flirting."I don't really say this publicl... » Continue Reading
I have a lot of opinions and a LOT of rant ideas, so uhh...here ya go!I think calling a pet "bad" is pointless and cruel, and here is my reasoning behind it. (This is a made-up scenario)Let's say Alan has a dog; his dog is named Fife. Now Alan leaves his comic books out on a chair when he goes out with friends, and Fife, being a dog, takes them and chews them up. Alan comes back and he sees the chewed-up comic books on the floor, and he is furious and screams at Fife, calling him a bad dog.Calli... » Continue Reading
You call for revolution but are anti gun.You call for revolution but can't do a push up.You call for revolution but still believe in calling things "conspiracy theories".You call for revolution but won't organize anything.You call for revolution but still think protests will work the way they're going.You call for revolution but still want to live comfortably.You call for revolution but have no plans for afterwards.You call for revolution but you're asking someone yo do it for you; and even once... » Continue Reading
Well I'm weird either way but that ain't the point. There are certain things about me I just can't quite explain unless we're looking through a neurodivergent lense of it.So Killinya has always had their little quirks that some might just call , 'overdramatic'. Whenever someone tells them to go do something eventhough they just started gaming they are going to be seriously pissed but not because they didn't want to do whatever task they've been asked to do, but because now just wasn't the right... » Continue Reading
I'm apprehensive to post about this because idk if I'm just overreacting, but my TV Production teacher kinda pmo. She had us come up with unique stories and make pitches for them to the point where we'd get genuinely attached. She even had us write an entire pilot episode for each of our shows, like, legitimately pre-plan and script a pilot. We all finished them and she had us partner up to give and receive scripting advice, it was super fun. Right after the group script revision, she called us ... » Continue Reading
if you’ve read any of my blogs you know that I don’t care about people. I simply cant; I feel very little platonic attraction and little to no sexual and romantic attraction, and I have no familial attraction at all (if we even need to mention that). Despite that, though, I do want a romantic or at least queerplatonic partner. I want to make it more equal than my past relationships, where I didn’t love the other person at all as much as I was generally entertained by them, while still having a l... » Continue Reading
NOBODY understands how much i love comic sans and cooper blackthey are the superior fonts and anyone who says otherwise is LYING and you should not listen to them /sillybut seriously i luv comic sans and hate when people say “old roblox font” SAY IT’S NAME CORRECTLYalso also, the comic sans on here looks fucky wucky5is isn’t comic sans » Continue Reading
since I made this account in a high range that is way beyond my real self due to internet safety, its harder to know if I should keep it or notI unfriended those who are uncomfortable with the youthIf you want to add back okayI only removed those who “seem” to be uncomfortable and have it in their bios, posts,etc. » Continue Reading
Storytime on how a kid in my art class scared the living fuck out of me. (For privacy reasons I'll call the kid Luke) So this all happened in art (obviously) and I was currently doing a project in foresnics where we took a ceral box and based it off a serial killer. I chose a Japanese cannibal names Issei Sagawa (look him up) and I was explaining to my friend (who will call Jane) about my project. The kid (luke) across from us said "its reasonable" ...IM SORRY?!?!?! then he went on a rant talk... » Continue Reading
I get it you wanna be true and stuff but remember be careful, the internet is full of bad shit. You will see things you never want to see, you’ll hear things you don’t want to hear. And plus the internet is getting way too comfortable to show anger instead of plain respect. And I mean people hating on others either for being young or old, big or small, niche or popular, and so on. Be yourself, but remember to protect your dignity.Another thing I want to add, never tell a soul your real age if yo... » Continue Reading
DUDE WHENEVER IM PLAYING DUOS my teammate leaves because their a chud. They always suck ahh anyways. But tell me why the other team always switch when their at low health. "yeah ok i hit you once and then i run after you completely kick my ass, anmd i have to get my big papa big boy omigod ceo big alpha daddy wolf omigod" IM GONNA FUCKING SHOOT YOU I SWEAR TO FOKING GOD DONT PISS ME OFF YOU BOTH SUCK YOU JUST KEEP RUNNING ADN RUNNIGN AND RUNNING AND FUCKING RUNNING OMIGOD DONT PISS ME OFF UWU K... » Continue Reading
weird ass mental illnesslike half the time i genuinely feel like im losing my mind because i cant have anything to myself. my memories, my body, my life. my place in the system leaves me in the dark alot, despite literally being the host. im not allowed access to so much stuff and its frustrating and its more frustrating to explain systems to ignorant or unkind people who think im making it up for attention even though we have quite literally been through medical care for this since i was eleven... » Continue Reading
there is this person i think is super cool and i keep finding their stuff everywhere so i keep interacting with it but i feel like its getting to the point where im being weird.. idk i cant tell i hope not » Continue Reading
ok so now my rep is distroyed because every one says that I'm lieing even thought I have a scare on my arm from my ex and someone witnessed it happened im done with it this was my first abusive relationship and now I'm losing every one because of my ex it pisses me off » Continue Reading
Ok so like me and my parents were going out to dinner just us like without my siblings. We were getting food and my dad made a joke about only paying for his food and my mom got mad and made a whole argument and she like took my phone??i mean i didnt really care that she took it but she was acting like her constantly arguing with my dad wouldnt make me upset. Anyway she got mad cause i locked the door and it was like 9pm out and she yelled at me and took my phone because apparently i talked back... » Continue Reading
Guys, my best friend of 2 years just told the guy I like that I'm only with him for his money and that I just want to deceive him. I'm feeling really bad about it. I wonder what I did to deserve such a deep stab in the back, especially since it's a two-year friendship :( » Continue Reading
Idk this is probably gonna sound like cringey whining but I wish I was in a relationship I’ve always been a romantic, although that’s embarrassing to say. I love people and being as social as possible, but I feel like no matter how many friends I make it’s not enough and I’m always wondering when I’ll find someone who wants me. It’s not even an issue of loneliness, like I said I have friends, but I want someone I can be in love with or kiss and hold hands or any of that stupid shitThis is stupid... » Continue Reading
why cant some people grasp the fact not everyone is cis and het? why do grumpy old people freak out at the sight of 2 people of the same gender being in love??? love is the purest form of anything and yet its wrong?? "its not god-like" neither is hating on people for things they cant control? » Continue Reading
Before October 2026, the way I ended these chapters was by saying “What now?” Today, it was “WHAT’S NEXT, YOU DIVINE FUCKERS?!” I probably need therapy of some sort » Continue Reading
You know the stereotypes of mechanics lying about what is wrong with your vehicle, or over exaggerating how rough something is. My boss, when he hired me told me he doesn’t wanna screw anyone over and that his priority was to be kind and honest, bullshit, old woman comes in tells him moneys tight and she’s on a fixed income and that, she’s in for a flat tire repair, she makes it clear that she’s tight this month but will pay what she needs for the vehicle to be safe. Sadly the tire wasn’t repair... » Continue Reading
hey party people i havent made a blog entry in a while i recently burned my left ring finger and left middle finger with hot glue and the way i put bandaids on those 2 fingers is so complicated it has me feeling like einsteinand i also painted all my nails except those 2 red » Continue Reading
I think i've always known this but chose to forget it, since I don't want to sully the fact that I actually have friends that I enjoy being around, but 2 of my friends were over at my house today, and while we were hanging out, it put a lot of things into perspective. Firstly, they were on their phones a lot, which is a bit of a silly thing to complain about, but it always makes me feel like they just dont give a shit about anything, which isn't a nice thing to feel during a hangout with friends... » Continue Reading
so I'm thinking of working at a haunted house but also planning to visit my grandmother in a diff town, but I also plan to visit the city this month BUT I also plan to visit a really cool store this month also, this month is gonna be pretty packed 😵💫 (wish me luck!) » Continue Reading
i'm going to disney soon, so i had to do a disability interview for the DASS pass or whatever it's called. And it was SO embarrassing. The guy asked so many questions and my mom had to bring up stuff I did when I was eight years old just so I could be accepted, well I wasn't and now that guy thinks I run away and still cry on the floor :(. And my pintrest account was terminated out of no where and i lost all my boards. So I did not have a good day yesterday LOL 😭😭 but I did go hoco shopping so... » Continue Reading
i'm going to disney soon, so i had to do a disability interview for the DASS pass or whatever it's called. And it was SO embarrassing. The guy asked so many questions and my mom had to bring up stuff I did when I was eight years old just so I could be accepted, well I wasn't and now that guy thinks I run away and still cry on the floor :(. And my pintrest account was terminated out of no where and i lost all my boards. So I did not have a good day yesterday LOL 😭😭 but I did go hoco shopping so... » Continue Reading
So today, someone of mine told me they were in love with someone named “max”. Looking at that guy’s profile, I saw that they were STALKING him rather than just being in normal love. Now, this isn’t going to end good for anybody if I keep this a secret. I know everything now. I feel dumb for even talking to this person. My deepest condolences are to you, Max. I hope you can recover from this person’s actions. » Continue Reading
《Just to be clear what happened to me isnt definitionally sexual assault but i would say it was but i wasnt like touched or anything so its sexually harassment ig but whatever》《If yall read one of my firends blogs (her user is a pain to get so iykyk type shit) you know i go to school w an exhibitionist basically cus he will goon in the middle of class an in the bathrooms and let me tell you its gross just knowin the person u sit behind is a gooner but now i find out today that he was actually go... » Continue Reading
I've told my big sister about being SA'd by my best friend a year ago and now im scared for my friendship with him. I understand that what be has done to me is serious and he is my best friend of many years. My sa happend a while ago, like summer last year before summer break. I only remembered this, the same time this year, as part of a series of many breakdowns. I'm thankful my big sister is supporting of me, and has told me a clear plan of what might happen. He has a difficult home life and I... » Continue Reading
does anyone w curly hair relate?? I love having curly hair but most of the time i wish it was straight cuz its js so cool but I don't wanna damage my hair anymore and I basically want both types... UGHHHH its so annoyingggg » Continue Reading
when i see a post about a serious case; it does annoy me when people comment "if u dont mind me asking what happened?", as if they couldn't have searched it up themselves; it's so insensitive. they couldve taken up a few minutes doing so; yet they'd choose to keep scrolling » Continue Reading
everyone in my life is so funky it feels like im choosing if i want to sit with the cow shit or the pig shit sometimes. even the people from my past are gross as hellthe people i know (but im not friends with most of them) are half-normal girl, sexual assaulter, christian. i am antitheist. girl who only talks about her boyfriend, my sexual assaulter and groomer, my other transphobic abuser, my two horrific brothers, and my grandma she's chill thoughmy ex had so much funk to them that whenever i ... » Continue Reading
my life has been hell and heaven recently so I haven’t blown my shit off yet but I think I might just kill everyone else if this absolute tomfoolery continues my friend is also friends with someone who abused her. I’m an abuse victim so I don’t like that and honestly Ive never liked her friend so #intuition for that. ive told her openly that she should leave him because he literally abused her. she says ‘I don’t want to I like him’ which I think is a little birdbrained but I understand it becaus... » Continue Reading
woke up and had only 4 fucking minutes to get ready meaning i didnt brush teeth, shower, clean face, and i put a random shirt on I DONT KNOW IF IT WAS CLEAN !!!!jn!, I SMELL LIKE SHIT, and I ate shit breakfast because i chose the wrong thing, im furious omfg, and I have a 58 in World History omfg, im geniunley going to lose my shit bruv, AND I HAVE TO PRESENT, INFRONT EVERYONE 2DAY. GOD. HELP. ME.mind you there are evil popular ngas who hate me and would LOVE to use the fact im musty against me ... » Continue Reading
This is a part 2 of my original work rant. If you didn't catch the original, I will be talking about the same person so you might wanna read this as well for more background.Boy oh boy. Back to Eve. This girly pop can not stop being a fucking spoiled child. We discussed a lot of things, including how I wanna stay offline a lot more. She agreed with me and she even told me that she doesn't really use her phone for social media, but mostly for calls with her parents and her (toxic and dumb) boyfri... » Continue Reading
i cannot for the live of me give more than one singular fuck about other people. i think ive posted about something like this before but whateveri think this is why so many people dislike me or act weird around me... i can never be more entertained than how i am with myself. another person simply cannot be level with or be higher than how i view myself. i am my best man, i am my funniest friend, i am my world, i love myself deeply (while hating myself in some regards) and i just cannot bring mys... » Continue Reading
my mum is always absolutely raging at me and I don’t really understand whyI’m not a ‘bad’ kid? At least not stereotypically. I don’t steal money, I don’t sneak out, I don’t smoke or drink, I don’t argue or yell, but she’s just so ANGRY still. I was talking to her ablut WiFi and asking her if we can get a new wifi service because ours is horrible and she got so mad?? I didn’t swear or yell or do anything like that. I guess I do have a tone on me but that’s because I was talking about terrible WiF... » Continue Reading
I have been working 5 hour shifts Monday-Wednesday and Im so tired. Theres so much homework and events I needed to attend to. How does one have a work, life, school balances? because im struggling. I just switch to only work Tuesday, Wednesday, Saturday, and Sundays 5 to 6 hour shifts. Mondays are me day but I still feel overwhelmed. If anyone has any tips let me know!!! Also I'm still in high school lol I just do a lot of AP classes » Continue Reading
So excited for Halloween bros but can it cool tf down I NEED a nyc winter Recently also tried something I’ve always been really scared about I mean I’m not gonna tmi all over the internet but now I’m kinda addicted and I’m si happy I tried it go and try new things NOW! Now that that’s cherry’s been popped I’m a fein fein fein fein fein fein! And EVERYONE needs to go slow dance to Contacto Com o Mundo Racional by Tim Maia and Just the Two of Us but that’s kinda a given but GO NOW! The universe I... » Continue Reading
It hurts so much my heart physically hurts all I think about is them I wish they felt the same way I feel about them I wish they could see themselves how I see them they’re so amazing and perfect and handsome. I want to cry from how much it hurts I know they don’t think about me when I’m not around I’m the last thing on their mind I don’t mean shit to them but they’re everything to me I’m pathetic I know it I’m sorry why would anyone want a mess like me » Continue Reading
Ok so first, I’m sry that I’ve been away for awhile, lowk forgot abt this for a quick second but I have been busy!!Now the point of this blog.School started awhile ago and I’ve liked my schedule since the moment I got it. The first two periods are English and cooking, the second two periods are photography and math. I really enjoy English, like it’s my fav subject so I obviously took the uni course. However, there’s this bum ass hoe of a girl in my class. OMG she pisses me off so bad like it’s n... » Continue Reading
the title is kinda depressing but i genuinly have nowhere else to speak abt this. recently i havent been doing anything. like i get home from school, get yelled at for an hour, go to sleep, sometimes eat, then i take a shower. life has been so draining. like 10th grade has to be the 2nd worst grade for me oat. i dont enjoy doing anything anymore, everything just feels like a chore. i dont watch movies, i dont go on pinterest, i dont edit pictures anymore really, i dont talk to anyone. like i don... » Continue Reading
i dont know how to percieve myself. i can only conceptualize my gender thru concepts. like boy = grime disgust decay with a hint of princessness... and girl is like the ethereal plane: and it's very fake. I dnont' know who I akm. i'm also completely out of the binary. for both. the way i feel being a girl is more boy like but the way i feel being a boy is more girl like. i dont kno. its so tiring. i wish i was just one or the other so more people woiuld like me. im not really pickyi w... » Continue Reading
IDK WHAT CATEGORY TO PUT ;-;HALLAOOO I'm currently trying to make friends because I don't really have many. ANYWAYSSSS I'm 13, I like jjk, drawing, watching shows/movies/videos, calling, reading, texting, and layze ^^. I like talking but i understand if you get busy or just don't want to talk to anyone :3. I can face/voice rev cuz i don't mind. I have a lot of socials just ask 4 them ^^. Warning: I talk a lot, I get jealous easily if I like you a lot (as a friend obv ;-; ), I make weird jokes so... » Continue Reading
its been a couple weeks since i started college but the workload is soooo much :sob: aghhh. i skipped yesterday and im #regrettingit » Continue Reading
It feels like 2026 only started a couple of weeks ago and it's already October.We've only been back at school for a month and we've alr had like FIVE exams this week. IT'S HELL. Yeah, I have another one tomorrow (and it's fucking maths, god I hate it).Not trying to brag or anything, but I think I’m prolly the second-best in my class when it comes to grades (I even surprise myself, fuh), except for maths, which is basically a mutual hatred situation. At least I pass, though. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯Maths is gen... » Continue Reading
okay so i get my progress report on friday and i'm ANGERED but also TERRIFIED. If ANYONE OF MY GRADES go down from my peak A's and B's (cough cough ignoring science.) i'm going to have GENUINE issues. like im NOT seeing the sun after tomorrow. well after halloween because its spooky month BUT STILL. IM GONNA BE MAD!!!!! FUMING IN FACT!!!! i'll probably give you guys an update tomorrow...maybe » Continue Reading
he couldnt even wait till after my birthday, or until we actually spoke about stuff since id been saying we should and trying really hard latelyover text as well, couldnt even do it face to face, just a shitty messageim gonna go shower and then idk i just really dont know right now » Continue Reading
ok so i had a boyfriend over 7 months and he abused me so i broke up with him and now he says that he never did anything like WTF and now hes dating my ex friend and oh my god so many people belive that i was lying about him but im not im done with toxic relationships. please tell me what i should do im done. » Continue Reading
This is one of the first times I've ever talked about this anywhere. I have many SH scars on the left side of my body that happened when I was younger. I cover them with arm sleeves even in the summer, I hate them so much. It’s not about the memories or whatever, I actually don't remember almost anything, and I would never do it again, The thing is that they just don't fit with me now. I can't look at them now, it's like, why are those even here? I don't wanna be judged by people. My character i... » Continue Reading
This is my first blog, I kind of wanted to try this out because I feel screaming into a void would be nice. Anyways, I dislike my class and classmates so much.I'm not really a friend type of guy. I usually make friends through existing friends/acquaintances, and then they do the rest. I especially hate it when people who don't like me try to speak to me. I'm not stupid. I know that you dislike me and the feelings mutual, so why act like everything's fine? It's all pointless. Just stay with your ... » Continue Reading
tell me why I'm like so terrified of myself....like vro I cant be alone with my thoughts and I'm tired of ittttt >:[[[ anyways hope everyone's doing ok <3 » Continue Reading
i was talking to this guy since like august and have known him since october last year cause he was at my old school and omfg it was going so good until I added him to my halloween party gc and the fucker was mean to my friend my lovely amazing sweet angel of a friend so I texted him and called him out for it and he was such a DICK and wouldn't admit that he was being a rude little fucker and got super defensive #redflag EWEWEW so my friend typed out a message for me (because I'm too pussy to do... » Continue Reading
This country SUCKS also WTF do I have to pretend everything is okay and that I'm striaght like WHAT also my grandpa called the F word :( 😭 » Continue Reading
so i was venting about my morality ocd to a teacher (my ocd makes me think that ive groomed people and that im an enemy of the state its insane i fucking hate ocd everyone looks at me crazy whenever i talk abt my intrusive thoughts) and i mentioned how, if my morality ocd was right and i WAS groomernazigaydolfhitler then i would kill myself because i hate those types of people and i think they should die so of course im not excempt from that law i have made in my headso now if im late to classes... » Continue Reading
People on friend rewind are fucking losers Why did someone unfriend me and most of all their friends and wrote a whole blog About how how they feel when they are constantly Manipulating, spamming messages, copying people, gossiping about others and pretending to feel bad about themselves.It’s pretty obvious they are pretending that they feel like this If you do this your corny and weird and deserve to be blocked ASAP and idc if you feel like this actually, you don’t act like a hypocrite and t... » Continue Reading
my mom cares about my grades more than my health atp.. my ENTIRE BODY hurts so bad esp my head n limbs, i have sore throat and my teacher already told me to take a rest.. BUT SHE SAID NOOO WHEN I TOLD HER IM FEELING SICK AND DONT WANNA GO TO SCHOOL PLEASEE my body hurts so bad EVEN WALKING HURT SHE DOESNT EVEN ALLOW SKIPPING SCHOOL FOR A DAY!!! Chris help me... » Continue Reading
I feel so out of place at this school people ask me "when will you be normal?" I WISH I could tell you gng I'm sorry if Im THIS weird yo 😂✌ Im SO SORRY IF THIS ANNOYING TO YALL 😂✌ I wish I was normal to people I feel so out of place in this school with my friends everywhere basically I wish I was normal but ig that cant really be!! 😂✌ sighhhh I will never be normal to be people. » Continue Reading
i was laying in bed trying to go to sleep earlier when i suddenly got really scared and mad at the thought of my SA and so i guess i tried to slam my hand against the wall to get the thought to go away but i did it WAY TOO HARD and hurt my wrist really bad and since i was holding my phone it dented the wall. i was freaking out and crying and my dad was like "no no lemme see your hand i don't care about the wall" but i was more worried about the wall. and then later when he was looking at my wris... » Continue Reading
i swear each day of the week is a drag. it feels like its been forever but it's only thursday, not even friday... i'm home because i'm sick but wow it's not even the weekend yet. fuck my life? there's 267 days left until summer break.. omg. » Continue Reading
ive tried everything to keep my hopes up but i cant seem to figure out like why i should keep going anymore. like my friends just dont really enjoy interacting with me anymore whether if it were through texts or calls n whatnot, i dont have any friends irl other than my cousin whos busy 24/7 (plus shes like, 23 i dont wanna bother them lmao) and ive tried like goin on discord to find new friends but??? nobody is able to keep up a convo in less than 3 minutes? not to mention the stupid fuckin tim... » Continue Reading
Hi guys..I am leaving friendrewind because I am currently drowning in school and this is a hugeeee distraction to for me I know like 99% of people reading this dgaf but I thought I’d post it anyway but I might come back who knows » Continue Reading
He supports me !!I was so scared to tell him something like this because I've never told anyone about my interest in this style or how I thought it was cute. But he did that cute smile he does when he's admiring me and just let me blabber on about the research i've done and tell him all my worries about embarrassing him. But he just told me how my unique style was one of the things he loved the most about me and that I shouldn't be worried about what anyone thinks as long as it makes me happy-an... » Continue Reading
there's so much i want to say but im stuck on my words. i need someone to talk to. no ones real. if ur real god and you see this blog add me as a friend. » Continue Reading
I hate being negative, I want new people i meet to think I'm positive because I really do try to be but I'm so tired and so alone no matter what I do no one likes me no one finds me interesting no one wants to be my friendeven when I'm not trying no one likes me. I'm so alone. How do I deal with thisI'm nothing when I'm not in the eyes of others and I really dislike thatI'm not a thought if no one's looking me in the eye. No one really bothers to think about my existence unless forced to. I'm ... » Continue Reading
ive been wanting to talk about this for a while, but never really got the courage to. i want to talk about a certain person who goes by Luka (lovely.kitty). when i first joined this app, i wanted to find friends. somewhere along the way, ive met Luka (Alex before). Theyve been my frend for about 2 days, and then announced they have feelings for me. i wasnt really thinking straight then, and said yes. every since then, they have been really weird. they have asked me things like if they can see... » Continue Reading
For context, I am thirteen and I have a really hard time sleeping, i started sneaking melatonin from my older sisters room and I get really vivid nightmares.Each pill is 3 mg and I take 3 pills every day, 9 mg of melatonin. An adult shouldn’t be taking more 5 and the most they can take is 10, except I am not an adult.Onto the dream i had last night, I was in a dark closet and some man dragged me out. I felt everything by the way and after that, he takes bites out of my shoulder which really hurt... » Continue Reading
I dont believe the words 'i promise' anymoreyou promised to never leavebut you dideveryone didthose words mean nothing nowpromises are meant to be keptbut you broke it and broke me too. » Continue Reading
TW: mentions of S.A. and an abuser (did not happen to me), detailed violenceI was thinking about making two separate posts, one talking about how I feel in school and two, how I feel about the world as a whole, but I decided to just make a lengthy blog.I just wanted to say this first since it's very petty, but I changed my layout and I forgot to copy the html thing to the CDs that were on my page that I took over an hour to do. It's not very hard to do it, but this made me think about how much t... » Continue Reading
My new art teacher is so aggravating. I'm in an AP Drawing class in high school, and my teacher has dragged us 2 MONTHS BEHIND SCHEDULE!!For context, we have to complete an art portfolio by the end of the year that has 15-20 pieces of art. It has to include finished pieces and sketchbook pages that show progress, experimentation, and revision. However, I don't think we'll ever meet that deadline since we HAVEN'T EVEN STARTED MAKING ART FOR OUR PORTFOLIOS YET. We were supposed to figure out our s... » Continue Reading
So basically, there's this freshman kid who goes to my school, and we're friends. Well, actually, it's more like they think I'm their friend, but I really am not. I don't see myself as their friend, but more of a babysitter. For context, this kid is 14, a freshman, and weirdly obsessed with me. They're always asking me what I'm doing, where I am, how I feel about them, etc etc. I am a SENIOR who is 17. I don't want anything to do with this kid, but it seems like I have to.They're extremely menta... » Continue Reading
Guys I fear that school is like prison on crack because tell me why I’m getting pencils thrown at my head and NO TEACHER cared. Also when I mentioned it the teacher said “at least you can be nice about it” MF YOUR STUDENT THREW A PENCIL AT MY HEAD. And to mention I didn’t even have this class for that period and I had to go there due to the teachers of the class I was in having a meeting.Actual prison, and I fear this isn’t the worst that’s happened. » Continue Reading
i feel like some teachers ignore things people do js so they don't need to write statements about it. on tuesday(i think) a group of boys were mocking some1s stammer for around 10 minutes?, which was not great at all ofcourse, and it's almost as if my teacher js blocked it out and pretended not to hear them; it was so weird honestly because she was teaching like normal but went on to avoid their mocks for the time they were doing so » Continue Reading
My friend and I haven't had a proper conversation in probably months now and I haven't gotten a text from him at all in like a week, and he hasn't been online all of that week because of whatever issues he has and I just checked my tiktok notifications and I see that I he sent me a video earlier, I expected one of those that are like 'hey, sorry for ignoring you, love you twin' or some shit but it's 'send this to someone you want to be your kitten' or whatever it is, and now I'm crying because w... » Continue Reading
I have severe morality ocd. Anyone who has known me this year has probably heard me mention it. I have anxiety attacks over thinking I was a bad person, intrusive thoughts over thinking that I did terrible things to others, and the compulsive action of asking others for reassurance. My brain tells me that I am the type of person who I despise and it has drained me so much. I expected it to get better now that I’m out of the relationship but it’s only gotten worse (dont get me wrong I’m still goa... » Continue Reading
Recovery isn’t a straight line. Some days, you feel like you’re finally healing and making progress, and other days, it feels like you’re right back where you started. Sometimes you can go days feeling okay, only for the anxiety to come back and remind you that healing takes time. It can be frustrating when you thought you were getting better, only to have a difficult day and feel like all your progress disappeared. But I’m learning that having bad days doesn’t mean I’ve failed. It just means I’... » Continue Reading
i hate it so so so much when somebody complains to you (not about anythhing serious)but just some complications that they're having; yet instead of taking advice they just choose to keep sulking about it? is there supposed to be a magical answer that i can reply with or do u like getting irritated at me for not having any more tips » Continue Reading
I'm gonna be honest but Jesus would crucify himself seeing people use his teachings to harm others. But I am SO TIRED of seeing in the comment section this "✝️" in the comment section and it being the most miserable person in the world.Now this isn't my first time because when I was little I was forced to go to church, but honestly do these people even know what "Jesus loves you" means? Like are you dyslexic or something? But let's be honest an actual Christian would except everyone and I mean e... » Continue Reading
OK FIRST. OF. ALL. my Crim lesson today was STUPID because we just sat there typing nearly the whole time, felt like my eyes were about to jump out of my head, and then when I get home I'm scrolling through my bank statement and as it turns out my bank account was HACKED, so now I've had to freeze my card (which is so shit because it means I won't be getting money for a while) and I have to call the stupid bank, which is always so much faff, and I'm not gonna get my money back which is pissing m... » Continue Reading
Why would you have your fucking shoes off in a public space and put your dogs on furniture we all use. What compels a person to act in this way. Ultimate Funk » Continue Reading
I have debilitating hip and leg pain and its actually so bad. My school has 3 stories and wont let me use my cane, i actually hate it. I have to take 10 pills just to be able to function and its hell. I hate my school and my life rn » Continue Reading
Got friendzoned by the girl I liked today, it hurts to get friendzoned and I don’t really have anyone to talk about it with. So I just want some support. Write something positive pls it really helps alot » Continue Reading
Im a freshman in college now and whilst I agree that AI is a huge problem and its good to educate on it, my college has been force-feeding AI slop down our throats. For being a liberal arts school Im honestly incredibly shocked that they're so loosey goosey on the topic. Almost every class I have talks about AI, my Comp talks about telling the difference between AI literature and real ones, then my math talks about using AI in your mathematics to check your work, and even my psych class talks ab... » Continue Reading
Okay im at lunch right now and I sit with some of my friends, and then there's this girl I don't really know but she sits at the table I sit at 2 and is friends with 2 of my friends here, so she basically every single day without fail asks my one friend if she wants to go walking around, and whenever my friend tells her no she starts whining and saying stuff like "whyyyy" "come onnn" and it pisses me way off like holy shit can u just accept she doesn't wanna go walking, seriously I hate when peo... » Continue Reading
Well got another person who get her panties in a wad because she got called out for jumping straight into my inbox about 15 mins or so after I accepted her friends request. Now this has been a long standing rule and has been posted on my profile from the very start about not sending me a PM straight off after I've accepted your friend's request. She sent 3 messages inside of an hour, all of which I ignored til she was on the next day and then called her out on it. I seen all 3 messages and chose... » Continue Reading
- bakudeku is ass and ruins bakugou's entire development and shows a lack of understanding for him as a character. - a lot mlm ships in fandoms, especially in anime fandoms sideline a female love interest and villainize the women in fanfiction OR ship her with someone else entirely (most likely another woman), which to me feels misogynistic. - if you're MAGA, I'm assuming you're a r*pist apologist automatically. - no, you can't "respect" gay people or black people if you don't support them or th... » Continue Reading
i want to st*b myselfif i do no one will careno one would even be therethey all leftim hurting all aloneno one to helpim just here sufferingwhile everyone else is having funim drowning in pain. » Continue Reading
were in computers @ SCHOOL and theyre saying "OH OH OH USE A-A-AII!! >0< >ω<" LIKE BRO SHUT UPPPPP GRRR....... and we have to do this dumass exercise on an ai websiteeveryone here is lazy o mah gahhh!!! >:ccci cant even code on there in peace OH GOODODODODOODODO » Continue Reading
i want to sleep, but i just can't seem to drift off. i either end up staying awake the whole day or staying glued to my phone for hours. every time i finally lay down in bed, all the exhaustion suddenly leaves my body. is it just me? » Continue Reading
I wanna get more shoes and I don't exactly have small feet or some shit but I can NEVER FIND CUTE SHOES MY SIZE. It makes no sense and I really just want to find some kitty heels or even just some cute boots but no matter where I go I just never find any shoes my size. that or their ugly af. » Continue Reading
I can’t tell if it’s because for half my life I’ve been regarded as a freak or something but it genuinely baffles me when people actually acknowledge me.There’s this kid in my class, who I see for 2:10:00 every day because the class is a job-ready typa thing, but he’s one of those people you hear always talking and is hella outgoing (he literally calls himself the “group leader” when regarding the class..)Today we had to read something aloud where whoever read chose the next person to read and i... » Continue Reading
is it an insult to like meis it an insult to care? how could you play in my faceand pretend im not there.suddenly you like another girlwow, thats not surprisingconsidering my god awful looksjust a glance is brutalizing.ill give up now so i wont seem as desperatei knew you didnt like mei knew it and i guessed it! » Continue Reading
why did you look at me like that if you were just going to ignore me going forward. whyd you act like you were going to talk to me more if you were just going to avoid me and ignore me? literally what did i do to be ignored and berated this way? » Continue Reading
Im not sure if its like fully normal, but recently whenever things that usually stress me out i just don't really have emotion to unless its like relationships. (and i don't really have any emotions, like for example if a friend dropped me) before i had more i guess emotions, but its very strict on what i feel for now. And quite the opposite, i get sad over nothing, but dont care about bigger problems. Do i just not care anymore? Is it just for the moment? » Continue Reading
TW FOR RAPE, SEXUAL ASSAULTa little over 2 years ago a woman, whos identity is being kept private, went to a fraternity party. at this party she was drugged (allegedly) and raped by SEVEN different fraternity members. seven. one, two, three, four, five, six, seven. maybe she wasnt drugged but she was unable to give consent, and unable to say no. these seven men were part of a group chat with FIFTY other men. fifty. where something along the lines of "free pussy" was texted. these men are: Matthe... » Continue Reading
im very close to writing a subject called "villain ark" cause why did I leave my room to go to the kitchen right.....my sister was in there making a TikTok and now usually i just head for the bathroom cause she gets a gross like GROSS face and attitude when I walk in but shit y'all my diet is a burnt vape and a damn cookie I WAS DYING FOR SOMETHING and I just grabbed a drink and SHE WAS SIDE EYEING ME THE WHOLE TIME AND ROLLING HER EYES mind you GROWN ASS WOMEN like y'all i love my sister to dea... » Continue Reading
I wish we could all hang out like when im bored I wish I could just leave my house and start talking to people but SOMEEE ONEE out there would kidnap me. also no offense or anything some of y'all think your above everyone else, you're not like if we get shot we BOTH dying yk so like guys can we humans plz realize that we are human and everyone else is human and be human and like go to the park or something idk. the high old men by 7-11 get it » Continue Reading
i dont care what ANYONE tells mebut the 2nd amendment is not only based but actively being infringed all over the countryit doesn't say "you can only bear certain approved arms based on your state and also you need licenses and also background checks and also you can't ever do bad against the government because then we'll never let you own one!"it says ARMSANYTHING THAT SHOOTS IS YOUR RIGHT TO OWNi feel like people assume a "right" is something that a government provides when that's not even clo... » Continue Reading
okay i have little to no idea on what i want to do in the future but i'm so sick of being at school. yes, school is needed but i'm just extremely tired of going every day..... i wouldn't mind if i was paid for my work though! this may just be the money hungry part of me speaking, but i'm just so unmotivated. i watch videos of people being productive and that still doesn't have an effect on me.... though i'm most likely wrong, it feels like i'm working in school just to get a good grade instead o... » Continue Reading
Hello and welcome to my very professional and only correct opinion on the subject which's hate has united students near and far for generations: MATHSo we all know basic math right? Addition, Subtraction, Multiplication, all that jazz. Yeah, it's important that we know how to count , I'm not against that. Geometry I also respect, I wanna know how bigg I have to make my pool and all that. What I find totally idiotic is the lenghts math is taught throughout the years.Because tell me why at some po... » Continue Reading
yall so basically I have been seeing those "lets be moots" videos on Instagram and I decided IM GONNA JOIN right so I start following some people and tell me why only half followed back we are actually checking again rn and THEY ARE ZPOSTING omg fake » Continue Reading
I'm glad I didn't find this out first-hand, but it turns out Steam users are very anal about the idea of a two-way block. As it is, all blocking someone on Steam does is prevent them from sending you friend requests, but they can still reply to your comments and tag you and stuff. Some poor fool brought it up on the main Steam forums, now for the past 18 hours he's been roasted for wanting an "echo chamber". One of them just turned on me for bringing up the block-happy nature of Tumblr. (As I ne... » Continue Reading
Friend if you see this I apologise I’m just cluster b af I think I might genuinely be unfit for human interaction at this point. I hate everyone I know irl for one reason or another, I think the only person I don’t dislike is my gran. Everyone just annoys me so much I do like my friend as much as someone with my neurodivergence can but she hangs out with people who are like pigs reincarnated into humans. So if I want to hang out with her most of the time I have to deal with them too and I HATE a... » Continue Reading
Guys i don’t understand but why the freak of some 5 graders will be ignoring as hell in my opinion and it bad in the afternoon bus because there be a kid name Thomas who will yell at random sh!t like meme or something but yeah he is 7 grade and I learn last night that there a community called true crime community where kids make edits of people who kill other people like for example they make edit of ai people or the killer dances and in the background there doing the crime and this is all on Ti... » Continue Reading
[GETZ ONLINE]I hate when people don't tell to the other person that they're mad at them.. Specifically giving the other person the silent treatment.Like come on, mature sikit boleh tak?If you're mad at someone and they don't realize it, just tell them you're mad.It's annoying for the person who constantly "Are you mad at me?" while the other person pretends to act fine and says "Yeah, I'm fine."Like giving people the silent treatment is guilt-tripping and just straight up manipulation.[GETZ OFFL... » Continue Reading
Um so I met this person on insta like a little over a year ago and we became rlly good friends and stuff and then uhh they kept venting to me and stuff(which I don't mind) but then something personal happened in my life and I haven't been in the mood to talk to my moots on insta like that and I think they r mad... Idk if they r mad but like they post stories on how they have attachment issues and shit✌️lowkey they infantilse themselves and the last time they said something weird I said something... » Continue Reading
i hate school i hate school i hate school i hate school i hate school i hate school i hate school i hate school i hate school i hate school i hate school i hate school i hate school i hate school i hate school i hate school i hate school i hate school i hate school i hate school i hate school i hate school i hate school i hate school i hate school i hate school i hate school i hate school i hate school i hate school i hate school i hate school i hate school i hate school i hate school i hate sch... » Continue Reading
im not behind on school work but im not done with it either and its too much at once. i have to finish a presentation and i have to write and submit an essay on a book with only two days to spare. on top of that im upset because i feel like im getting played by my friend that im starting to like. long story long he asked me to hoco and at hoco he was so sweet and affectionate towards me like he liked me or something. im not used to any of that so ofc i got swayed easily and now i kind of have a ... » Continue Reading
Broooo I hate my classmates genuinelyMy nemesis bitch ass Jacob (no hate to other Jacobs unless ur also anti-abortion) overheard and was like "Well it's a baby" and my friend was like "Well you're killing your baby, I couldn't do that to to my own child"First of all it ain't baby it's a fetus, second of all YEAH, IF YOU DON'T LIKE ABORTION, DON'T GET ONE, DON'T TAKE THE BODILY RIGHT AWAY FROM MENOT TO MENTION EVERYONE WHO JOINED IN AS ANTI-ABORTION WERE CIS-GUYS INCLUDING THE FRIEND I ASKED ORIG... » Continue Reading
This is just me yapping about school since I've almost finished my first month of Grade 10 !!My school implemented new rules about having no backpacks in class, which sucks so much ass. I don't even understand it, but whatever, I've kind of gotten used to it (at least my pins haven't all fallen off yet). They've also gotten stricter on phone bans, which sucks, but at least that makes sense.On freaking top of all that, I have exams for all of my classes, and my attendance alone is worth like 10% ... » Continue Reading
dude my mom is pissing me off so much rn i told her that i want to start burning cds cause i thought it would be cool and i thought it would be a fun neiche hobby but then she was like oh well why would you want t do that you can just listen to music on y9our phonr already.like thats not the goddam point the point is whimsy and it would be fun and i like how people decorate the cd cases cause it looks cool but then my mom said that i can decorate cd cases without burning cds like thats still not... » Continue Reading
This topic has been on my mind a bit lately and I need to talk about it.Lately theres been such a different shift in the alternative community that I've noticed, it's almost like people are trying to idk how to put it but "be more alternative" then their other peers.I've seen some people say "erm actually Alternative is becoming sooo mainstream" have you STEPPED outside 😭😭maybe it's because you only are online and thats all you see on there. In the actual wild is like wheres waldo, only place I'... » Continue Reading
just random thoughts because i don't have anyone to share with oh wellso good thing is i got a dock station for my thinkpad. don't really need it since i barely use that thing but having computer keys is a really funny thing to me for some reasonmint because i'm too lazy to explore other stuff at the moment. need to apply some theme at least make it look cuter and stuffhaven't done anything since this thing is used purely to host some stuff on the local network so i just added whatever i needed ... » Continue Reading
TW: ((Mental health)) ⋆⭒˚.⋆⋆⭒˚.⋆We are entering the end of September, I get anxious nearing the end of the year as I feel i've accomplished little. Theres still time left to do something productive I hope, I was looking for job listings when the idea for a new blog hit me! Here is a image of Dayan cat, as it really spoke to me! I recommend reading my other blog entries although it's not necessary⋆⭒˚.⋆⋆⭒˚.⋆I posted my first bulletin today! Job hunting has been a nightmare for me and that says a l... » Continue Reading
okay guys… i KNOW its only been about 2 days… maybe 3? since i posted my rant… honestly im feeling better still kinda mad i didnt get closure but oh well… BUT im getting my life back on track after bed rotting all weekend :p honestly i think i needed the time to just sit and mourn it and like be all in my feelings but like… those days i was bed rotting i got a major migraine and thats when i realized i was basically causing myself physical and mental pain over a guy that didnt deserve my time so... » Continue Reading
Hey guys!!!!!!!!This is my second blog and I'm talking about a topic that deeply infuriates meBasically, I'm gonna be talking about AI.Now, I have an idea of what good Ai can do, but I have a way bigger idea of what bad AI can do.AI can do some good. For example, it can help disabled people with tasks they couldn't do themselves.HOWEVER, I have a LIST of what bad AI does.1) AI decreases children's creative and original thinking ability. Kids just type whatever they want and AI gives them an answ... » Continue Reading
okay i'm on here because i don't want any confusion on my name lololmy name is NAIMAH yes, it's arabic. no, i am not arabic. no, i didn't pick this name for myself. yes, this is by birth name, my mother gave it to me. it is pronounced NIGH-MUH ('nigh' as in night or bill NYE, and 'muh' as in much) » Continue Reading
Right now there's flooding in Bangkok, and I want to say the government is absolutely terrible. They're only helping the people by handing out 50 boxes of food! And almost the entire party came, but they only distributed a tiny amount?! THAT IS TERRIBLE ASF And during the initial floods, the government said, "It's okay, we've got it under control." We've got it under control? The Keha Rom Klao area was flooded so badly that they had to cut off the water and electricity Their supplies were runnin... » Continue Reading
I am kind of nervous of about to show my face on here because the reason is just I don’t know much of people on here and I don’t know who is in my school and idk it a lot and plus I uncomfortable of show people who I am and plus I have bit of miss hair and i think when I feel more comfortable on here then I can show you guys of my face but for now I will just avoid show my face okay » Continue Reading
my dad is a narcissist like me as i said in my last blog but he doesnt work to make himself better and he's really mean. he's basically the guy people are talking about whenever they say 'narcissist abuse wah wah wahhh!!!11!!!!' he keeps telling me that i smell bad, that my mums house smells terrible (he hasnt been in that house in like a year btw) etc. i do have hygiene problems due to mental illness and stuff but i literally just went to my mum and she said that NOTHING smelt bad. i literally ... » Continue Reading
Ive had homocidal thoughts for all of my life and suicidal thoughts for a while now. I think most people struggle with suicidal thoughts more, but due to my abuse and my genetics, i always thought more about getting out of problems by getting rid of the actual issue rather than myself. whenever my dad would argue with my mum I fantasised about killing him i think the reason I react this way is because im more genetically predisposed to antisocial/generally cluster b tendencies due to my dad who ... » Continue Reading
im SICK AND I MEAN SICK of people venting to me now this is NOT IN A BAD WAY its just like im a minor i dont need people saying smth to me and get mad if i say idk how to respond like DUDE IF IM ALREADY IN A BAD MOOD NO YOU CAN NOT VENT TO ME OMG I WILL NOT CARE MOST LIKELY OR NOT BE ABLE TO RESPOND I DONT MEAN THIS IN LIKE OH I HATE WHEN PEOPLE VENT IN GENERAL I JUST HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE DO IT WHEN IM IN A BAD MOOD OR UPSET ALREADY/gen » Continue Reading
i have such a hard time processing important information that its become a hindrance on myself and my family. they hate the words "idk" even though i often genuinely don't fucking know what they told me yesterday or a few hours ago. even setting up reminders on my phone doesn't help - i'm also a chronic procrastinator, too! plus my mind is super disorganized; hell my dad has a mind palace and my palace is a maze of thorns! i just drag up whatever memory is hiding away kicking and screaming. its ... » Continue Reading
Guys idk what I’m feeling bc I lowkey miss this one girl who was my best best friend for a long time but she was so mean sometimes about what I would wear and she would be mean to new people I would meet and she would try to make me take dr6gs with her and she would touch alot not like sa but just enough to make me uncomfortable but I lowkey feel like I loved her but hated her yk? Like I loved her and wanted to be with her but she didn’t things that made me hate her and she would tease me a lot ... » Continue Reading
sooo like Olivia Rodrigo was playing in my state for the last two days for the start of her tour. Only downside of living in this region is literally EVERYONE I know got tickets and I didnt..Nobody even asked if I wanted to go, which whatever fine I get it I don't seem like the type to like her music but at least ASK man. Literally my best friend went with her boyfriend who hadn't listened to a wink of her music before this. I'm allowed to be a bit petty. I can name at least eight of my classmat... » Continue Reading
I miss you so much babe, you aren't good for me and I know that but I can't help but miss how horrible we were together. you made my wrists bleed, you were only happy when I wasn't... » Continue Reading
Omg i just invited a fuck ton of people to a “party” in a couple weeks at my house and now I realize I have never thrown a party in my whole life and I might just end up with 15 awkward people standing around 0-0! What do I do??? 😓😓 » Continue Reading
I feel like I'm just standing there while life passes by, it bothers me so much, I'm just letting things happen to me instead of actually DOING anything. I do try to make the feeling go away, like by going out of the house, playing games, watching shows, yea yea whatever, but it just doesn't help, it does in the moment, I guess, but when it's over, I'm just back to feeling uhm, empty I guess??I feel like I'm just wasting my life away, I'm not exactly unhappy with my life, but I don't really feel... » Continue Reading
Everything sucks I can’t do this anymore I’m such a failure. might just do it. Giving up in school isn’t an option so there’s only one way out. This isn’t how I want to live, I don’t want to anymore tbh. Sick of being ignored and stepped on by everyone and pressured into things that are impossible. Why is everyone just better than me?? It’s over. I might just do it atp » Continue Reading
i'm not really sure why but i can't get my head to function. i feel very unmotivated all the time, my room is completely nasty and my dirty clothes pile is two times bigger than me, even more i think, but i just can't bring myself to do anything about it. my body just won't respond. i can't even bring myself to do things i love. playing guitar, drawing, making animations, cooking, writing, composing, none of it catches my attention. i know this is just one of my episodes and that's why i hate it... » Continue Reading
I think I would look good with short hair but the thing is I have curly hair and my mom is OBSESSED with it and won’t let me cut it 💔 and if I cut my own hair she said it’s ugly but my friend and me think it looks great!! She’s just a hater smh. My dad is on my side because he’s just so W like that!! He bought my entire Amazon cart I love him sm 🫂 I got off topic but oh well » Continue Reading
my birthday is coming up and I am still fat and ugly. I look so bad and I have gained weight due to BED. should I just hang! ngl ima take a nap lmk » Continue Reading
I love you so much I imagine us all the time. I wish I was pretty enough for you, I wish you cared about me more than a friend, I wish we could meet up, I wish you wanted to talk to me more, I wish we could call, it's no fair. » Continue Reading
its been a while since i started middle school (8th grader now gosh) and well, dare i say ALL MY CLASSMATES SUCK SO BADDDDD, they all call me emo uygygyhghjdjaikkd and next year im gonna be all alone cuz my friends are gonna be in highschool UGUHHGBKEIKJKIEIHIFHUI KILL MEEEEEwhatever i started the bass » Continue Reading
okay so for context i had this (now ex) friend named Shaggy__Rodgers and they're known in The Beatles VRC community (kinda) and they made these cool Yellow submarine Beatles Avis with actual accurate colors and stuff you know? and i was friends with them and me and him would go around in publics as george and ringo doing some funny shit and then it all went down hill when i invited him to a YTS instance you know? and he was talking about some "goidslop" or smth idk what he was talking about but ... » Continue Reading
So, we got home around 3pm and at 6ish (it's later now) we were discussing plans for the next few days, and one of the things on the list was to buy uniforms for me, and mom asked if I'd be okay going by myself (the place we'll get them is like a 15 min walk away) and I said sure as long as either she or dad gave me the money for it cuz erm I assumed they'd be the ones paying, and then Alice said 'she's got *insert amount of money I will not disclose on the internet* that should be fine' sorry? ... » Continue Reading
I walked into the kitchen after my stepmom came back from the grocery store, and when I went to get a poptart, my sister said "Oh yeah, those are probably for breakfast. You shouldn't eat them rn", I was a bit pissed but its okay right?? When my stepmom came back in, my sis asked her about the poptarts, and s-mom said "Well sure, it's your choice if you don't wanna have breakfast." in SUCH a rude tone. I got a poptart out anyways because fuck you i didnt even have dinner last night and i was HU... » Continue Reading
Alright so this not what I would want to upload here as my first entry but I need this to be known, if you know a person by the user of C4rtwi1s on here, DO NOT TRUST HIM OR BE HIS FRIEND BY ANY MEANS. He has a friend named goober who is very much a jerk and will be rude to you all the time and if you try reporting it to Cartwils, he will brush it under the rug with an excuse of “oh he’s just like that”, not only that but he said the f slur, manipulated my friend Julian into sending inappropriat... » Continue Reading
I didn't mean to exclude you. I didn't realize I was. All I did was re-light a fire that had been brewing all day long. I hate that I love you. I hate it. 6 years, yeah sure, but still. I got somebody new. I'm supposed to move on but I couldn't. This was a real fun event, you weren't supposed to spend it like that. You're hurt and I get it. I don't want to place myself as a victim because you're right. We had boundaries and I wasn't going through with my part. As much as I want to love you and b... » Continue Reading
It just me or being in freaking middle school it hard hear me out okay my middle school over here is hard because every morning you have to go on the bus and go to your class and then people blocking your goddamn away 😒 and you finally got to your class period and then you have to go to class until lunchtime and then you have a good free time until lunch is over and you have to go to class and after your class period over you go to gym and get dress because idk we have to wear orange and black a... » Continue Reading
Who do I want to become?That’s the question that always comes to mind when others ask what I see myself doing 5 or 10 years from now. Honestly, I never really plan my future. All I ever dream of is to graduate, to fulfill my parents' dreams by finishing my studies. After that? Nothing comes to mind. As a 100% complainer, lazy, and OA person, I’ll be surprised if I survive that long.It’s always a “Who” rather than “What”.Because I never really know what I want for myself, I’m like a mirror of oth... » Continue Reading
Hey people of Friend Rewind! This s my first blog as I just joined like a day ago!!!.Anyways, my blog is about homophobic/transphobic/ just hateful people in general.I don't get how someone being gay affects you? Because, wow, "that person's dating a guy! It's so unnatural!"FIRST OF ALL, how is it so shocking that a guy dates another guy?!SECOND OF ALL, do you even know what natural means? Love is natural, you can't control it. Also, say for example, someone's goth/emo/furry. The only reason tha... » Continue Reading
I've been sitting by my desk wanting to study Spanish for like 2 hours by now and my stupid brain just can't focus!! I'm not doing this on purpose, I know I need to study but something just won't let me!!! I H4T3 TH4T!! It's like my head is saying: "Oh cmo'n you'll get a decent grade without studying, let's watch Youtube for 2 hours instead" AAAaknhfvdsaociuadhfvohaejvbI think I'll just look at some vocab for now. I don't think I can write any spanish texts now » Continue Reading
So I recently wondered maybe I could make my life feel like the 2000. Despite the odds. But what I do not understand is..Why do I need so much just to get that life? ESPECIALLY WITH THESE HOW TO LIVE LIKE YOU’RE IN THE 20000 VIDEOS. Like okay you’re helping but let’s be fr the expense an be high. With different currencies too you never know how expensive something would be. If you do want to live like it, don’t waste your money. I BEG YOUUU DO NOT. Use what you have at home if possible okay?? An... » Continue Reading
im not really good at academics in any sense, i dont truly learn anything. i know most people consider me stupid bc tbh, i dont remember anytime throughout my years in school where they taught me basic stuff such as how to identify which country is in what continent pr whatever, unless i simply forgot it i guess. the best i can do is memorize things for a test and then forget it right after. I can do so well on quizzes throughout the semester and completely flunk the final, and then the final ap... » Continue Reading
Hi guys I’m sorry for not posting as much!! If you recognize me from TikTok I’m going to ask that you don’t share this on TikTok. I found out really bad news from the doctor recently and while I am doing okay right now it could be worse but we don’t know yet. Hoping for the best and I miss all of you. I’m going to take down some of my videos and then add higher quality content to post on here. Hope you understand Xoxo, -Lanniikys » Continue Reading
:p hey been a long time since ive been on tis web lol, things have gotten alot tis school yearrrr its fucking insane. got caught doing SH bc my mom noticed my new scars n “shit” on paper work, got called in by the councilor which i got rly scared n had a long ass talk. now she has 2 check my backpack everyday for weapons or things i can cut myself w/, i keep having issues w/ my relationship n thinking my partner doesnt luv me anymore. AND my councilor says i need 2 b HOSPITALIZED 4 lik the 2nd t... » Continue Reading
it's just he always mention my scars whenever he sees them.Like it the only form of coping I've got cuz you're not taking the time of day to genuinely help me + now I know you don't give a shit if I'm not doing great <33I haven't gotten better and I'm not anytime sooner until I actually take the leap and get help myself [but unfortunately, everything is money + I not ready to tell my mom]But guess what, my dad does know about my scars and keeps making rude remarks about it or tells me to never d... » Continue Reading
SOMEONE FRIEND ME AND BE MY ONLINE BSF OR SOMETHING I HAVE NO FRIENDS AT SCHOOL CAUSE MY ONLY FRIENDS STARTED DATING EACH OTHER AND THEY GENUINELY DON'T CARE ABOUT ME ANYMORE SO LIKE I WANT A FRIENDDD :(((( I PROMISE I CAN BE FUNNY PLEASE 🥹🥹 » Continue Reading
I WANNA START A BAND!!!!!!!!!!sorry random I know but I had to get that off my chest. I really wanna start a band one day or be in a band with my friends (one of them Dalyn, he's in my top 8), however it probably won't happen since i don't have a guitar nor have i ever used one. ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I wish it was easier 4 me to get a guitar, i'd love to ask my dad, however with how he treated that camera he is prob gonna be an asshole the second I mess up and take it for a very lon... » Continue Reading
hai guysi got sent to a mental hospital lol :pit actually wasnt that bad. i needed the break. im actually kind of disappointed to be back home. at least at the ward i could socialize lol.i miss my friend a lot. i dont know why im starting to feel bad about it again now, because at the time i felt really upset at her, but i really do miss her. i wish she stalked my page. i hope she adds me again in like november or something because im too afraid she probably hates me now lolanyway, mental hospit... » Continue Reading
《Fuckn webtoon commenters that say "FIRST" without giving any substance dni fuck yallgenuinely hate those comments not a single critical thought an im not sayin "dont comment unless u can tell me how this comments on the society that we live in" cus im gonna be so fr half the shit i read there isnt that serious i just want some thought like how u think this is gonna end or like whu characters act the way they do or like anything atall ughh so annoying genuinely wish we could turn off comments cu... » Continue Reading
i so super jealous of bill, hes gen so pretty, i wish i was a boy man, i went to the buckle and the boys area had alot of kewl shirts and BRO i wish i was a boy, not in a trans way, i wish i was born a boy, AUUGHHHHH but being a girl is also fune, like i can do things boys cant do without being called gay and stuff, i also just love my friends... anygays back to bill... I WISH I WAS BILL HES SOO PRETTYYYYYYYYYYYYUUHHHHHHHHHHH IM SO SUPER JEALOUSSSS » Continue Reading
I've Been Working Up A Comic In My Head For A While Called "My life sucks and I want to flee" And I'm Not Sure The Direction It's Gonna Go, I Don't Even Have An Ending For It Yet Either Really , .It Basically Follows A Young Woman Named Marilyn Who's Finally Able To Move Out Of Her Ultra Religious Parents House And With This New Found Freedom Is Entirely Unsure What To Do With Her Life Now As An Adult It's Basically A Way For Me To Deal With My Own Personal Frustrations And Fears About Religion ... » Continue Reading
[GETZ ONLINE]Today was my school's Everybody's Day. It's basically a day where almost EVERY student gets an award/gift for anything basically (competitions or jawatan)And we also had a "Miss Everybody" pageant.There were like 8 contestants.And one of them was dressed at HIMIKO TOGA FROM MHA!I, myself, am not into anime, but it was really cool and refreshing to see a student who has like "weird kid humor" or "basically anime" participating, unlike the "basic popular" girls. NO OFFENSE, BUT WHAT I... » Continue Reading
I really need to stop making blogs about this I’m such a wimp. Anyways. (ex if you’re reading this I am sorry and I hope you’re doing well despite the fact that you did me wrong) i was in Stirling like a second ago and I saw my ex there. I only had 2 anxiety attacks yesterday which is really good, but I had a nightmare about him last night and stayed in bedBut when I saw him in the shopping centre I was at I got really scared?? I got a hot/cold feeling in my chest, felt spaced out and dizzy, and... » Continue Reading
《My shir is so fuckn fucked aughhh my profile is pissin me off an i cant even fix it cus i dont have a computer an i dont have a layout for my blogs cus i refuse to use a premade one an the only comp i have is my school comp cus my personal one is perma dead cus ny dad threw way the charger an i dont wana use the school comp cus its tracked so my only option rn is to edit on my phone which i would do but i cant find the fuckn live editor anywhere an i dont know enough bout code to make it w out ... » Continue Reading
I don't even know what's wrong with me, it's been years since i was SA'd by her and she even apologised for what happend. I should be able to let it go, there's no use still being sour over it still. I'm too old to be mad at her for doing that to me bc she was literally a child like 10 years old. She was younger than me dawg 😭 I should be the bigger person and just forgive and forget but for some reason, i want to keep holding a grudge... The only people i told abt my sa was a counseler and a fr... » Continue Reading
i literally had to pull out my laptop to post this and im mainly posting this because i need to get it off my chest or i will become an angry person (not literally (maybe)). okay so like five days ago my boyfriend of like two months broke up with me and i was fine because i had mourned the relationship so much while i was in it that i didnt care i was out of it right? whatever. well today i was watching his page because why not well it turns out he had a WHOLE OTHER GIRLFRIEND. and they went on ... » Continue Reading
i SWEAR on my life there is something outside my window rn.. idk wtf it iz but i keep hearing scraping, dog howling, and smth by my window.. idk i might be crazy but ITZ THERE I SWEARRR » Continue Reading
I feel like my friends arent really my friends and they just hang out with me because they feel bad and I feel jealous when they hang out with eachother without me even though I wouldnt even wanna go anyways. Whats scaring me the most is it feels like me and my best friend arent as close anymore and I dokt know of its my fault for that or not but i cant take this shit anymore and I feel like I dont have anyone to talk to or anything anymore and I just wanna go to sleep and never wake the fuck up » Continue Reading
I’ve honestly lost all passion to be around my ‘friends’ anymore. They’re all so fucking draining and argue over the stupidest shit that it wastes time that we could be using to actually do something. It’s so fucking annoying that I have to deal with this every time we call since we only call 2 times a month now due to school. No matter how much I try to deescalate it or just let them fight it out in hopes that it ends quickly, they just end up arguing for another hour. The only reason I’m still... » Continue Reading
I guess this is just routine at this point cause every fall now all I wanna do is reinvent everything about myself. But I don't even know in what way this time!! Pmo!! Well, let's hope I figure it out lmfao. » Continue Reading
If a creator says they don’t want certain triggering content of a character, respect their wishes.I’m talking things that would trigger a fear response. Imagine if you couldn’t even look your character without someone adding something that makes you want to gag and cry » Continue Reading
Do the cravings every go away? I don't know how long it's been I think almost a year. But I feel as if I'm going crazy. I had missed almost all of my high school years expect for half a year of freshman year, I decided I would go online instead but I didn't do school I would go with my friend who would pick me up at 6 in the morning and would go home till 4 in the morning somedays I never came home. We did everything we could get our hands on first it was weed then slowly but surely; we got into... » Continue Reading
LATE NIGHT last night on a school night i knowww not best idea but it was so lit. i thought i would be sound asleep for the night and feel great the next day... i woke up 1.45 am BURSTTING for a wee so thats great. the the next morning lets just say i wasnt feeling refreshed like i thought i would be. MY HEAD IS EXPLODING AND MY NECK IS STIFF AND HURTS SOOO BAD from moving?headbanging?idek?i was doing to much tbf but i was lovin it sooo... anyway, first lesson spanish and we're acting out the mo... » Continue Reading
so me and my firend @pinklaced and @k4tamari had this friend right and she never respected anyones bounderes so we cut her off 3 weeks ago. and like 2 other people cut her off a week later so she starts crashing out and posting crazy stuff on her instagram note like she wants to fight (the sweetist person btw) at homecoming. (we all have her blocked but we have a friend that keeps us updated on what she says). but my thing is why is she trying to fight her but not me and my other 2 friends when ... » Continue Reading
one of my jobs is that i am one of the ten billion employees at the white sox stadium who stands around for hours giving people directions. blah blah, very boring, your feet hurt like hell afterwards from standing in one place, etc. my role is particularly nonessential, and i tend to get cut at inning 2, so i basically go over there, and get paid for like 3 hours or whatever, then go home. kind of shit gig but it is a gig so there you go. my health is shit, so a very flexible job like this is wh... » Continue Reading
Hello, my name is Noah, but online I go by Noi!I am from Germany, so timezone stuff might mess up communication :(And yes, English is not my first language, so I may make mistakes :(I have a cat named Onyx, he's a Maine Coon.I like music that makes me move and be confused! And hip hop.I don't post THAT regularly, and if then in bursts, so don't worry if you don't see me post for a bit!I plan on making videos on here with friends! Which will be cool!I'm a minor, so please don't contact me for any... » Continue Reading
Like this would be my Saturday class in college since joining and it sucks cause I don't have the same energy I had in high school, jeez high school was peak era for me, and coming back, I really need that weekend sleep bruv and as I live in hostel as of now I can't fulfill that. Usually I go to home evry weekend to recharge and refill my sleep hours now they've taken away that too :,,,,,( anyways have a great weekend folks I hope i get one soon » Continue Reading
So like I was looking at Twitter cuz I was Bored and randomly my Light went out..totally not kewl..Already ask my mom to get dad to put a new one in when he gets home from work so yea..(´-﹃-`) » Continue Reading
I got told I'm not feminine enough, but also not masculine. I would LIKE to consider myself a femboy, and I can't really become more feminine because my parents are extremley homophobic, and I'm trying my best. I also was told that it really doesn't matter if you aren't feminine enough, but then I'm being told it does matter, and now I'm a bit confused. » Continue Reading
Ok so im a very "Almost everything has meaning" person which means my creative and analytical mix make me a very good meaning maker/finder. BUT whenever I explain it I look like this. » Continue Reading
I have in plain view in my Status, Mood and posted a big red !!WARNING!! Sign right at the very beginning of GENERAL INTEREST, if you are a MINOR, MINOR FEMALE or have an EMPTY PROFILE, DO NOT send me a friend's request and has been there for quite some time now, practically from the beginning of the profile, so it's not something new or just added. When you go down to hit ADD TO FRIENDS that big glaring red !!WARNING!! sign is pretty hard to miss. Either you're stupid, can't or don't bother rea... » Continue Reading
《Update i promised a while ago》《Highschools pretty chill so far we had a pep rally a week ago an im still recovering my voice lwky i loved it so fuckn much even tho the freshmen didnt win (we did win the scream tho so idc)classes r pretty coolz theyre easy an im not rly payin attention but i have all As so idc. im in debate club cus im a nerd an my friend hasnt been there cus he has other stuff lwky bout skin him alivenothing fun happened no fights or nothin but ive been hearin a buncha shit but... » Continue Reading
literally just the subject, I don't have much else to say about it, I just want to be sad without people policing what I should feel » Continue Reading
today I went to my mother to tell her I really didn't want to go to school (for personal reasons) and it's not like I expected her to let me stay home, just to comfort me a yk? but then she got mad at me instead and my first thought was "wow this is like Tori Spring" lmao » Continue Reading
im fuming im boiling from anger school sucksss i only like my friends there and the foods r really repetitive i wish they gave us steak or smthn /nsrs siiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiigh i miss Chris!!!!! i » Continue Reading
Before I start, let it be known that we have diagnosed ADHD, autism, and OCD.We attend our local community college, and our US. History teacher irritates us to no end. His classroom is supposed to be in a pretty small building, but that building is under renovation right now, so the auditorium is his classroom temporarily. Since it's an auditorium, there's a crazy echo that makes it soooo incredibly hard to hear and understand him. On top of that, he doesn't stay in front of his laptop, he walks... » Continue Reading
in the 3 weeks since school started i've had less then 4 full days.i've missed picture day along with a lot of other thingsand the days i have gone i ended up crying. none of my friends are in my class and what they said about me changing classes is that they'll talk about it! that was a week ago and they still haven't emailed my mom back...i dont want to go to school at allin all honestly i want to quit, i have no idea how to make new friends, and i barely talk and when i do nobody listens. i f... » Continue Reading
Antes de leer, me desconcentré mucho así que perdón si muchas cosas no son coherentes :(Me he dado cuenta últimamente que muy poca gente (por no decir nadie) me presta ni la mas mínima atención... o sea, yo le digo a mi hermana 'quieres jugar?' O 'que te vaya bien en el colegio' (yo estoy con clases particulares) y no me mira, ni me responde... O también con mi mamá, le digo algo y me responde de manera defensiva. Yo sé que no he sido buena persona pero he cambiado, algo.. La otra vez en la comi... » Continue Reading
GUYS I TALKED TO MY PARENTS AND THEY SAID NOT ONLY WILL THEY TAKE ME TO THE MALL FOR MY 16TH BDAY.. BUT! I CAN ALSO BRING A FEW FRIENDS AS LONG AS ITS NOT LIKE 10 FRIENDS LOL!THIS IS GONNA BE A AWESOME FUCKING BDAY DUUDE!!!HELL YEAH BRAHmy birthday is in 33 days » Continue Reading
Yooo I came from Spacehey to here bc I saw someone on there talk about Friendrewind and I wanted to check it out bc imo Spacehey fell off. Let’s start with just signing in to Spacehey TwT I’m not js talking about the age thing in certain countries and the fact you need a VPN to get in (which is weird ig but whatever), I’m talking about the stupid waitlist thing. The waitlist idea is so useless to me, like I’ve tried to apply for it many times and monthssssss pass only for me to get nothing in my... » Continue Reading
my friends are all saying im self absorbed and have a high ego... even though i dont. I'm nothing but nice and playful with them, but it seems no matter what I do, I push my friends away from their perspective. No one responds to my msgs fast; no one seems excited to have me around. I made this account to make friends online, but I ended up being a dork too scared to message anyone that seemed cool. and im scared that even when i do end up doing that ill be too lame for anyone to find interestin... » Continue Reading
Every time i see a comment saying something bad about a thing i like in an annoying way and purposefully degrading the people that like it i reply with "you must be fun at parties" 10/10 friendly fire. » Continue Reading
im going to fucking die omg i regret joining this science competition i didnt study at all oh em gee IM GOING TO FAIIIILEIIHHHHHHJJJH THIS IS SOOOO BAD!!!!!1!!! » Continue Reading
Remember that like today this very morning I said where is everyone, why there is no one ever at the parks? Well hear out this shit, I went today and now they are organising a concert on top of it, man, on top no kidding, and no you cannot enter, this is like a commercial big thing, they moved a lot of stuff in and out.Now lemme get this straight, let's recreate what were these guys thinking, because I can barely imagine, so I'm the boss right, "does anyone here have an idea where to held the ne... » Continue Reading
Is it so damning to say I want more friends?I can't help it, I'm greedy that way. There are two girls, bit older than me, sitting at the table next to mine and I'd like to be friends with both of them. They are each smoking cigarettes and dressed so well, I can just about overhear their conversation and I have to restrain myself from joining in. Ah, what's a girl to do?Maybe I'll start sending applications? No, that's not quite right. Truly, there are a few requirements. One must be based in Ber... » Continue Reading
I just had a test in AP Calculus, and I was hella confused the whole time. None of it made sense and I didn't have the chance to studied because I didn't get home til 12.The class makes me feel so dumb and smart at the same time, cus some people in class classes struggle with equations I find easy, yet anything easier and I'm sitting there looking stupid.I was trying not to overdose with the pills in my bag, would at least save me the headache of the test. Killing myself felt so much easier than... » Continue Reading
Does anyone else have a LOT of teachers that just throw a packet at you, that barely explains the lesson you're supposed to me learning, and then you damn near fail the class just because you don't know the material? I HATE when teachers do this. They expect you to teach yourselves, but the point of their job is to TEACH us. I almost failed Biology last year because of this. » Continue Reading
Have you ever been haunted by remnants of your past love?To many: a “past love” is a person, a pet, a place, or anything that has a special place in your heart that you had to let go for whatever reason.Now, I know you want to ask me: who, or what is your past love? Unfortunately, it’s something I am currently ashamed of. Any memory I had with this particular fictional character just gives me the chills, in a way that got me thinking like: “Damn, I really acted like that towards a fictional char... » Continue Reading
Literally no one ever gets my references whenever I share them it freaking sucks no one else gets my references except for only one of my friends. Somebody said when you play this song all the girls will go loca » Continue Reading
I relapsed on my ankle like 4 days ago. I couldn’t bring myself to break skin because I hate blood and I didn’t want it to leave a mark but now I can’t get over the feeling of wanting to do it again. Also I got some bad grades and my parents have rlly high expectations so Ik when I get home from school they’re gonna be mad. » Continue Reading
Just posted a oc drawing and story that took hours of my life and i got zero feedbacks, but whatever this made me wanna rant about one thing, where the fuck is everyone? like irl too, Literally i cannot comprehend why i struggle to find connections, to be fair i do have some friends but they are like the same since 2019, why? It’s not like i dont do anything, i do a LOT of stuff but I somehow always get ignored, and it’s not like i dont try myself, It happened many times that I tried talking and... » Continue Reading
I cant do anything anymore I just wna sleep everything just makes me tired i want to feel something but I just end up going back to doing absloughtly nothing I wasted so much time this past year im so sick of this » Continue Reading
IM WIRTING THIS AS IT HAPPENS EYGUGGHUAUGUUUacid reflux in my throat, shaking, dizzy, unblanced. i am FADING AWAY. say your goodbyes. This is the worst anxiety attack ive had since I was 10 and going through paranoid episodes. I’m going to vomit. is anyone else prone to severe memory-endured anxiety attacks or is it just me. ok bye » Continue Reading
🥸 I lwk hate ppl w 'dark humor' They are the one of the WORST ppl I have ever met and their "ragebaits" are even more worse.Humor is supposed to be funny for everyone but instead they just make me uncomfortable.Most of them (not all) use "ragebait" as an excuse to use words like "foid/moid", many Racist slurs, fat ph0bic shi and make fun of people's mental health, Once I met a guy who called me the n word and when I tried to correct him he said "how do you know you bleed red like everyone? Did y... » Continue Reading
Guys, so, i only eat 1 meal a day, that is lunch, i Skip breakfast and dinner and i also dont eat at school. Not because i have a problem with How i look, but because i'm Just not hungry at the moment, an sometimes even if i am hungry i dont eat. Sometimes when i dont have dinner and my brother asks If i ate i say no, he forces me to eat, and i ussualy Just make myself the least amount of food i can cuz i dont wanna over eat. I wanted to know If this counts as maybe an ed or self starving, ive b... » Continue Reading
I wish tone tags weren't such a meme, because they're genuinely helpful. Especially for a neurodivergent person like me. Sorry I can't tell tone in text all the time?? :/ Like I just used one with my friend because I was genuinely asking him why about something and didn't want him thinking I was making fun him, but he lowkey ended up making fun of me for it. And it's not like I need them for EVERY sentence, just sometimes it would be helpful... » Continue Reading
I've been on my feet for almost 16 hours 2day bc of school, work, and my photography project. Someone shoot me please I am in so much pain. Owww owch yeowch owie. » Continue Reading
al menos aquí no me van a andar sapeando tanto como en twt, no entiendo por qué personas que ni conozco me odian tanto como para revisarme la cuenta todos los días » Continue Reading
first blog anyway i sized up my septum last night to 10g(?) and idk about anyone else but sizing up never really hurt for me i do play around with it A LOT so maybe thats why but dayum it just slides right on in but idk maybe we are meant for eachother. I wont lie it hurt the first time like afterwards my nose just felt like it was about to pop but it didnt cause its on my face but yk. sigh next family reunion is gnna be ROUGH » Continue Reading
I only kill 12 people every other week does that make little old me evil ? I just burn forests and kick pregnant women and I RARELY let me repeat RARELY steal an orphan month salary 🥺🥺 I feel like people demonize me for NO REASON I’m just minding my business and you guys are proof that I’m a good person right ? » Continue Reading
ok so, skool started LAST WEEK yeah, this new guy @ my school is alr saying he likes me LIKE NO U DONT, I was alr accidentaly burnt w a cig, I fell flat on my face in the MIDDLE of skool n handcuffed 2 guys the second I met them... I am scared. » Continue Reading
my ex is mad at me because me and my friend called him out for being transphobic and ableist this other guy i dont like but keeps talking 2 me is mad at me bcuz i can’t help him date a girl who hates him what do i do guys » Continue Reading
I hate the new "misery" trend on tik tok Whenever guys dress up cutesy we all support them which is great thing, but when girls dress up like that everyone goes like "dada put that misery on 🥺" , "is your favourite song misery?" . It sounds kinda werid to me Anyone can dress up however they want. Dressing up cute doesn't mean they are a ageplayer, and even to consider them "age players" since when did toddlers started to have tons of body mods , 14mm lens , edgy dyed hair?Those Misogynistic chud... » Continue Reading
Im in my psychology class rn and im dying Everyday i come to this shithole , see people i hate and on top of that im 1 lecture behind and have the longest assignment to finish..The only good thing is i can go home in 25 min , bad thing is everything else. I need to do some homework and i swear any time i try i feel dizzy and i need a nappp » Continue Reading
ive been feeling really dysphoric lately i won't lie. like it's been getting real bad. that and my instrusive thoughts. i genuinely hate being born with the parts i have. i hate that i always have to be reminded of it every single day and the worst part about is that even if i specifically tell people that im agender there's people out there that still will want to know what my biological sex is or what's in my pants. why does that matter so much to you? why is that all you are even thinking abo... » Continue Reading
my mom went on a trip for a week to visit my aunt and for the whole week she's been gone it's been peaceful as hell apart from taking care of my grandma with dementia who has delusions and stuff but like she just came back and it's HELL.she's always been the type to bother and nag me and i don't mean it in a "remember to eat lunch" once a day, she literally BARGES into my room to almost scream at my face about how much of a bad kid i am and how i should clean after myself, how my room's a mess, ... » Continue Reading
cant even have my cute font cuz my school comp sux and doesnt have them i wana use my phone ugh im not even doin anything im so bored ugh sigh » Continue Reading
[POLL_DISPLAY:230] 😓 I hate when the popular kids who bully others all day post shi on tik tok abt being a "weird kid" , larping about Anime/k-pop/bands etc . They all are gonna call everyone the n word , Homophobic shi , misgender the trans kids and other slurs than post abt "pov:having no friends" .Idk it's my first blog :P » Continue Reading
!TW! mentions of su!c!de!omfg ok so one of my friends (lets call her artemis) has this bf right? and that bf has a friend that likes me (keep in mind i do NOT like him, nor do i even want bf rn) lets call him yo-yo.so yo-yo likes me and somehow (i assume artemis gave it) got my number. we kinda started talking a bit and he confesses that he likes me, and i say i like him back but only the tiniest bit because hes nice(ish) and i dont wanna ruin his hopes and dreams.so i tell him im not ready for ... » Continue Reading
OMD BRUH.. WTF IS HAPPENING AT MY SCHOOL?! So, lemme tell u gng... Some students in Grade 9-11 were bring called for not wearing their school uniform, liek for girls, they need to wear type a, necktie, vest, and a skirt, and the boys need to wear type a, necktie, vest, and school pants, what I meant that those are being called is sm1 wearing a Type-C, PE Uniform, and literally just plain white shirt and pants, they are send to somewhere (I forogr what room it is) and... THEY COULD'VE REMIND US V... » Continue Reading
ive been abused pretty much all of my life. my family is or has been abusive in every way, and ive only had one friend who wasnt odd to me in one way or another (maybe two but i cant remember her). i broke up with a friend? situationship? thing? a little while ago because the relationship was going nowhere, they were emotionally abusive towards me, and by the time they actually wanted to get better they had already hurt me so much that i didnt want to bother with it because my brain had already ... » Continue Reading
sum1 from my skewl has me added on snapchat which i only js started using so i dunno about wtv stupid rules they got on dat app, but like i have had a total of ONE interaction wit him which was last year when he was tryna act tall in netball or smt i dont remember? but now hes snapped me more than my friends of nine flippin years!? lowkey dedication- but now im scared because i am the biggest chud ever so im probably bein made fun of, he hasnt spoken to me nor have i wanted to speak to him so th... » Continue Reading
Everything sucks. I have this underlying anger that I need to just let out but I can't, I feel angry all the time and I feel the need to tear things apart.I hate people and how people can be, I hate the world and what we've done to it, the only things good here are the people who are actually doing something to stop things from going to hell.You know maybe I wish I was in hell, maybe I wish that because who knows if it'll be worse than what we've already got.I don't even know why I'm desperate t... » Continue Reading
So, as none of you may know I began sophomore year about 2 ish weeks ago. And it has been genuine hell on earth. Most of my teachers are very nice, thats not my issue, it is the constant workload and lack of time for myself. I go to an IB school, meaning the rigor is just beyond awful, and I take Ap world and lang this year. I know that people flex on those, because yeah theyre a cool thing to flex about, but oh my god they are awful. I have this English teacher, we had to speak in a circle to e... » Continue Reading
Mano eu odeio semana de prova PUTAQUEPARIUhoje teve a prova paulista né, e com todo respeito, se fodam todos morram 🖕🖕🖕Odeio esse cu de prova tomara que a escola exploda e não tenha mais prova nenhuma também nesse caralhoSem nos aplicadores também né, grossos pra porra » Continue Reading
Can I be brutally honest here? I FREAKIN HATE THE TTC! For those who don't know, The TCC also known as the true crime community are a group of people who idolize different criminals and mass shooters such as: Eric Harris, Dylan Klebold, Adam Lanza, Salvador Ramos, Brenton Tarrant, Aaron Alexis, Audrey hale- AND THATS ONLY NAMING A FEW! They idolize people who have done horrible acts, Eric and Dylan were behind the Columbine high school attack, Adam Lanza was behind the Sandy Hook elementary scho... » Continue Reading
PLEASE FUCKING HELP MH MOTHER WANTS TO CUT MY HAIR AND I DONT FUCKING KNOW HIW TO FEEL ABOUT THAT BYT I THINK I HAVE HAVE CONFLICTING FEELINGS ABOUT IT CONSIDERING I WANT TO CRY » Continue Reading
okay, so, ive seen m4rs's friends video and just wanted to say some stuff about it, firstly, im not trying to frame m4rs as a kid liker or whatever, i do not sext and i do not send nudes, i dont know what shes shown you but my body is my body and noone else has seen it but me. thank you for making the video i fully respect you, however, i was not dating m4rs, i had one online relationship when i was 12, which was very manipulative and vowed to never e-date again, i fully respect both you and her... » Continue Reading
So, for starters, Im an eleventh grader. And in Turkey, we have two big ass final exams. So we have to study for them for four years nonstop if we wanna get something good. Well I was born in here, so I cant really change it. But oh my god how much I get forced to study. I studied normally in ninth and tenth grade, you know, studying the classes you had today etc, but in tenth grades summer, I started studying everyday for four hours. I mean... It doesnt seem that much since I dont have anything... » Continue Reading
picture this: little old innocent me listening to hyperyouth by joey valence & brae on my speaker and realising that i'd need to get the cd to keep listening to it at uni. no problem. i'll simply get it online. can't be too expensive, plus it'd be nice to add them to my collection:) i proceed to go to the official store and boom i was right. its in my budget. now £10 is a bit more pricey than the usual cds that i buy, but hey. its new. lets live a little ╮ (. ❛ ᴗ ❛.) ╭all thats left is shipping.... » Continue Reading
I wish I was actually special to someone...I dont feel special to anyone. Sometimes I just think people who say they love me or i 'am' special just feel bad for me and dont care about me at all..I feel like im just a background character to everyone that no one actually cares about and they can toss me away like nothing and not miss me at all..I hate my life so much..I hate myself..I hate people who pretended to care about me or pretended to love me then randomly blocked me with no explanation..... » Continue Reading
for almost half of this year ive been trying to get back into rp but somehow ive only found ONE good discord serverat first i was set on writing in polish cuz i just feel more comfy writing in my native language (but for some reason it only applies to rp lmao. i have no problem writing fanfiction or chatting in english). most of the servers i find i end up leaving after 5 seconds cuz of stupid rules like:- they only accept face claims of real life ppl - IM SORRY THIS IS SO STUPID!! AND LIMITING!... » Continue Reading
i think a lot has happened since the last time i have been on this website. im running for student government! i campaign tomorrow, and im really scared even if my position is a very minor one. i think i might be able to win, maybe? i dont want to get my hopes up for a title i dont know ill be able to achieve.ive been crying to stories a lot more often these past few months. today i shed a few tears over the house in fata morgana. im mid door 8, and its getting really emotional. though, i suppos... » Continue Reading
Today was just kinda tiring day for me. I had to do a lot of socializing earlier in the day, or I guess it was the start of my day since it was like 11am. I had to drag my ass outta bed to go cook for myself and I ended up getting up when the rest of my family was making lunch. Which wasn't bad in itself but idk. I have a hard time talking to people if I don't expect to speak with people Then I forgot it was my siblings birthday today and when I remembered, I knew that would mean more people com... » Continue Reading
So, we finally got some sort of answer on the mother-in-law/apartment thing. She didn't make the initial draw, but she's on the wait list.She's #934.It's no surprise that she's currently thinking that death may be her only way out.So, now my partner and I get to sit down and think about what the future might look like with his mother in it on a more permanent basis.Things are getting harder all around for everyone, housing especially, and it's not going to get any better. I had a brief moment of... » Continue Reading
Today was the same as yesterday again; no doubt tomorrow will be the same as today.I've been perpetually bored recently. Nothing is exciting or new...I'm not surprised or bothered much by this, just disappointed. I think the word for this is anhedonia, chronic boredom from some sort of disorder. The only thing that really makes me happy is a switch from my schedule to be with my girlfriend, but...thats it. That's literally it.Can't even get motivation to write my blog entries. How shameful » Continue Reading
The more days I'm away from school and around people who love me the more confidence I gain-which is good because I'm a pretty insecure person. I just hope some day I can never care about what people think again.I wanna finally have no secrets once and for all, I feel like there's things I hide even from myself that I've never even hinted towards people. Not even my own boyfriend knows about how for example-That I've always wanted to change specific fashion choices I've had. It's actually so wei... » Continue Reading
I just watched But I’m A Cheerleadee for the first time. It’s really great actually. Graham was probably my favorite character, she was very charming for a lesbian. I don’t want that to be sounding arragont but she’s like a certified something. Like imagine having some goth chick and like this other cheerleader both in love with you. Like you must be really like a certified rizz something. I loved the ending, despite Megan’s cheerleading performance thingy for Graham being cringe as fuck it kind... » Continue Reading
ive been feeling lonely for a while now i only have a good few online friend but their mostly busy and offline and i don't have any friends really in person. no one i can hangout with and stuff so it gets really lonely. i do try to distract myself from it by doing what i like which is like playing games watching yt or a show reading manga or like doing chores. sometimes it helps sometimes it doesn't. life after hs they don't tell you just how lonely it can be i mean even when i was at college it... » Continue Reading
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Yesterday I was hanging out with my two friends and I went over to their house. Sometimes we like to hangout with her brother and his friends so we decided to have a fire with them. Now, these boys are not the best people. What I mean by that is that their kinda just scumbags. So we were all sitting by the fire talking and before the femanoid stuff, they were talking about trans people. Basically, one of the boys (who I used to kinda date) got with this really nice and pretty trans girl. All the... » Continue Reading
who else sees random edits on instagram of movies and just decides to watch them, my list is so backed up from wanting to watch every movie i see. i wish i had a time machine » Continue Reading
"Four-letter word just to get me alongIt's a difficulty, and I'm bitin' on my tongue"18 years...In every single one of my 18 years of living, people have misspelled and SEVERELY mispronounced my name. You would THINK that in an email...sent by my professor WHO SEES MY NAME EVERY TIME SHE GRADES MY WORK would have it spelled right. WRONG!! I sign off my emails...my username is literally my name...but no, LET'S ALL MISPELL THE NAME OF THE SUPER COOL GUY ughhhh╯︿╰I literally CHANGED my name to avoi... » Continue Reading
Istg every time like the moment I become comfortable in one aspect of myself (usually sexuality/gender, clothing style, or interests) my brain decides to go "but what about THIS?!" and itll be one of the other two. And it NEVER ENDS. I've been living like this for over a year now. Its so bullshit, I never really make drastic changes to those parts of myself, yet the brain parasite still insists something about me is always wrong and I need to change it. Ugh. » Continue Reading
When I try to befriend someone older and they make fun of me because I'm 14 Man I swear your two days of extra experience mean nothing What do you mean I'm too young to have good taste or just know absolutely ANYTHING bout life, just tell me I'm too boring to not get called a poser » Continue Reading
[GETZ ONLINE]Ugh, my class is so annoying.They can't stop talking. And I don't mean like sikit sikit ckp sikit sikit ckp.NO, LIKE LEGIT MY CLASSMATES CAN'T EVEN GO 1 FUCKING MILLISECOND WITHOUT HAVING TO OPEN UP THE YAPPER MOUTHS.Basically, this all started today, we had Ujian Segak.(A strength test for all of my non-Malaysian people)And throughout the whole duration of doing it, THESE CLASSMATES OF MINE WOULDNT STOP TALKING.It's gotten so annoying that that Seniors in charge had to tell at them... » Continue Reading
ive kinda been in a little funk, i think it just happens when im bored i guess. ive been trying to get into short bl stories to get me out of said funk but the happiness doesnt last cause they end quickly. so ive been thinking to get into another bl that is long. but its psychological horror. dont think thatll help but ive been wanting to get into it. maybe i should get into something that is less.. yk but i think after i finish isekai office worker ill get into it. im half way through it. on an... » Continue Reading
I’m gonna sob, I’ve been throwing up for the past 4 hours, this sucks so much I feel gross and weakMy throat hurts so much rn and i stink a lot bc of the vomit, it’s 7 in the morning and I’ve been awake since 3 am when does my suffering endI hate getting sick like this bc it happens so often and when it does I suffer for the whole day… until I can get some damn electrolyte drinks and something to eat (so I don’t hurt my stomach more by puking mucus) I’ll be suffering for the rest of the day or m... » Continue Reading
I feel so lost on who I am. I feel like by the time I bother figuring out, I’ll be long gone.Today’s already feels long. Has it just started? I don’t know.I want to not wake up. » Continue Reading
I. Fucking. DISPISE MY SS TEACH!! She doesn't know how 2 teach 4 shit AND I GET A BAD GRADE BC OF IT!! I already have a bad time focusing in ss in general AND NOW I HAVE THIS SHIT TEACHER??? » Continue Reading
YOU don't get a trophy because you're "not" racist, you also don't get to get an "ally" badge. Stop doing shit because you want a trophy. You don't get a trophy because you don't want poc to die. AND STOP TALKING OVER US. It is disgusting and exhausting having to explain to yt people why I deserve to live. Also stop expecting poc to be nice to their oppressors, to their abusers. Oppression is abusive. Some of y'all just want to victim blame.Black people are getting lynched in 2026. If it's so mu... » Continue Reading
haii!!so, when the nervous system is overburdened with consistent and long-tracked depression it shifts that burden to your gut, throat and stomach and makes basic activities like eating or even smelling food or something being cooked nausea-inducing.im constantly in physical pain now. i cant remember the last time i was genuinely able to relax. does anyone know how to make it easier to at least eat? its really getting debilitating. i havent had a proper meal in forever.i take sertraline rn but ... » Continue Reading
it seems so FUN everybody is OUT and having FUN in GROUPS and MY organs are FAILING SLOWLY!!!!!!!!!!! WHAT THE FUUUUCK???? I WANT TO "HANG OUT" FOR THE FIRST TIME!!!!! i want to KNIT AND WALK AROUND AND NIGHT AND LAUGH AND SLEEPOVER AND EAT OUT TOGETHER AND COME OUT AND BE LIKED UNCONDITIONALLY AND HAVE A REAL SUPPORT SYSTEM AND GO OUT WITH FRIENDS AND DO THINGS FUUUUCK WHY IS THE WORLD ENDING BEFORE I GOT TO LIIIIVE!!!!??????????? WHERE IS MY FUN IRL STORIES????? I FEEL LIKE I SAVED UP JUST E... » Continue Reading
In a topic of whimsical living, dopamine detox, mindful productivity, sensory grounding, digital minimalism, neo-digital whimsy, internet revival, cyber-flaneur, slow living, and taking back your life. It has been a week since "Guys! I am going to cut down fast social media" and here is the first update. First things first, I could not commit 100% and I can only cut it down slowly. But I have already noticed some changes. Before cutting down my social media screen time, I would uncontrollably do... » Continue Reading
i kinda have no reason to be on here anymore, i dont get people talking to me, and i have alot to focus on irl, so like if u rlly wanna talk to me, my dc is wicklewinnason, love yall, stay safe » Continue Reading
I hear the whitest niggas ever (I'm black, it's cool) saying the N word, and it's so weird, dude. Then I look at them with that look, and they just call me the Hard-R, like I couldn't rock their shit T-T. Hispanics too, bru. They say it way more. We've become desensitized; we've forgotten what that word means. But that's beside the point. The main thing I'm tryna get at here is that no one gives a fuck anymore. No one thinks before they speak, then get mad or cry whenever Old Man Consequences ri... » Continue Reading
A few months ago, I started chatting with a guy, around 20 years old, who had sent me a random friend request on sc. Even after I told him I was a minor, he kept msg me, claiming he just wanted to be friends. Idk why I believed him, but we became friends. However, he started acting really strangely, flirting but in a way that seemed to test my boundaries. I knew it was wrong, but I was in a vulnerable place, dealing with a lot of other issues. it was as if my judgment was clouded and, for the fi... » Continue Reading
So my current partner, I had gone through his phone a couple months ago (yes I know, I shouldn't have and it's not healthy if you can't trust your partner and the way my past relationships went are no excuse for it) and I found a lot of stuff that made me really uncomfortable. By the way, before we got together he had told me he doesn't like watching p*rn.He had telegram which was obviously just being used for p*rn. Had a lot of photos in his hidden folder of random n*des, most just from social ... » Continue Reading
so i saw my ex yesterday at a public eventttt...i can't even explain in a way that it's understandable enough how AFRAID i felt because that guy is a literal r–pist and was like so manipulative and emotionally abusive the entire time we were together so i basically ran away from him the second we locked eyes because YES WE MADE EYE CONTACT.so now i'm going to rant about this cursed relationship i had with this guy <3when we were together he was generally manipulative in a way that always made me... » Continue Reading
I can't understand how boys can make it to year 9 and not have ANY HINT of social/spacial awareness, for example, I was in English and we were doing guided reading, for the first 15 minutes we read our personal reading books and, of course, basically all the boys are bored af and can't stand nobody paying attention to them so instead of sitting quietly or daydreaming they make the most annoying noises possible. I enjoy reading a lot so you can imagine how frustrating it is to want to enjoy a qu... » Continue Reading
I really hate math, always have honestly. Even basic things like addition can be a struggle sometimes and I have to count on my fingers. Long division? I have to wright it out. Multiplication? I dont have it memorized. Subtraction? Similer to addition. Also learning new things in math just doesn't make sense... it just looks like a jumble of numbers and other variables like pie and x. I thought it was just the simple fact I wasn't a math person, most people struggle with math anyway so its not u... » Continue Reading
TW: ((Mental health/suicide)) ⋆⭒˚.⋆⋆⭒˚.⋆A bit of a small one, But I finally finished that assignment I was procrastinating on^^If you haven't already I heavily recommend you read my first entry in this series, Thank you ♡ On my 21st Bday I wanted to take my own life WOW what a way to jump into something!!!!!It's still crazy to me that it happened. I've had suicidal ideations for a good chunk of my life. Obviously nothing came out of it, and I am here today.My 23rd Bday happened not too long ago,... » Continue Reading
Im gettin sooooooooo much homewrk and my friend is barely gettin ANY! (we r in different classes btw, but we lowk have the same teachers sooop :P) Do my teachers h8 me THAT MUCH??? hellooooo? like we dont always have time for u! my friend is sooooooo lucky omg » Continue Reading
i'm starting GCSE in school which is year 10, i feel unc 😔 but we weren't even 2 weeks in and we had to do an R.E. test we had 4 questions and all together it was 5 paragraphs, well i only wrote 4 since i couldn't think of anything else, but it was on work we did before the holidays which was like 6 weeks long, so i don't expect a good score. but i think its unfair cause how do they expect us to remember everything. but anyways, lessons just feel like a drag. and i wake up at 6:30am and have to ... » Continue Reading
I get so tired of seeing people comparing genders slander, like it's so backhanded.They can't have hard ships just because they're a different gender? It's not fair we all deserve a voice no gender is better than the other, we are all human at the end of the day.The most annoying thing is that "B-but gender has it better" but does gender really all there is to a person? A person can be weak and still be strong and a person who is strong can still be weak.But basically treat a person like a human... » Continue Reading
My scars,,z are so UGLY!!! (tw, scar talk?)I have to be honest, I don't hate the guys, but I sure as hell don't love em. see below image to understand my annoyance:my main issue is I have SUNKEN SCARS!!!! these idiots make my skin look like it's melting!!!! yah it's my fault for going so deep, but who (deep fat->muscle) would leave bad scars amirite? sigh... they're all mostly faded i think by now, but the fact they're so extreme in alot of places makes it so damn hard to get over!!!I mean, I'm ... » Continue Reading
Tornado chasing and storm chasing seems so cool but I don’t have tornadoes also if I got the chance to I’d prolly get slimed instantly sigh kk bye <33 » Continue Reading
I know u like me back baby, it's quite obvious. I see u walking the halls almost like you're a ghost calling my name while I look at my mirror of scars, do you really like me you give me a new response daily, which one is it baby? I love you so fuckin much and you stay clueless » Continue Reading
I’m actually tweaking out. My parents keep over analysing EVERY thing I eat, or don’t eat. It’s like I can’t do anything without there being a hidden meaning. Like, okay, I get it, you’re worried, but you don’t need to make it seem like you’re so fed up with my habits. AND STOP COMMENTING!! Where’s the empathy guys?? About to be my 13th reason » Continue Reading
okay so basically I started being friends with this person because I thought they were kinda cool in my 6th grade year while they were in there 7th, I would have study period in the library while she would have lunch in there with some of her friends, we soon became friends. then during my 7th grade year out of nowhere while we were walking up the stairs she tells me she had to talk 2 me bout something, then she asks me 2 date, so I say yes. I didn't really feel that way towards her idk why I sa... » Continue Reading
im sorry everyone i cant respond to messages, this was my first time drinking, 350ml 40%alc whiskey, i passed out, my phone got stolen, my money got stolen, i vomited, people found me on the ground, i couldve died...im typing this on the laptop and right now my mom's crying ive already broken everyone's trust and made this whole shit worse so please, please wish me luck. » Continue Reading
hi guys!! this is my first blog ^_^ i love my friends!! they r so awesome! i like watching adventure time and my favourite character is finn! i super super relate 2 him!! ok bye » Continue Reading
2-20-2018 hmmmm.. ive been searching da internet for a while nowww.. saw this game called roblox??? looks interesting 2 me, lolz.. my friends recommended it 2 me!! heh.. hope it’s as fun as it looks lol!! QwQ » Continue Reading
don't you wish I was enough for you? clearly you love her more than me It's been obvious since day one, don't you realize I'm the one who's been with you this entire time? I've been here everyday I try to talk to you and you just shut me down well, I won't try that again it hurts when all I hear is a voice mail after the beep... you only care when i'm not around » Continue Reading
im friends w this one jackass nd they genuinely want me to die or sum. wdym ur gossiping ab me to ppl IM close with?? AND EXPECTING THEM NOT TO TELL ME????????? like logic makes no sense » Continue Reading
Growing up I was always told that nightmares don't exist a few days ago I started having these horrible dreams with I would call nightmares when talking to others for them to say "nightmares aren't real" I choose to say they are, but I'll like other thoughts on that. Do you think nightmares exist? » Continue Reading
Okay guys I have a crush wowww, his name is Tavor and he's the prettiest boy at my school [which isn't that hard to achieve but whatever]And I talk about him a lot, to my friends, duh I'm not telling my parents ts [I did say I was TRYING to get a date to hoco but "its hard to ask someone out" [cuz it is]]And eventually, my friends ended up seeing what he looks like, and I quote "He's so ugly, and he's a bop?? wow." IDK WTF A BOP IS FIRST OFF SECOND OFF YOU DONT GOTTA SAY HES UGLY ;-;I know frien... » Continue Reading
yeah so theyre actually going to rip the melanin from my body with tweezers tomorrow. i dont know why. i just want a job. why is this necessary? has anyone else gone through this process? does it hurt? do i want to know? ive never done thisand after they take okay as im typing this i get an update- theyre crushing me into a "fined powder", a fined powder as in im having to pay for this, per gram. this program is really starting to get to me but i cant really do anything about it since i need a j... » Continue Reading
So basically, I got gifted a set of tarot cards a few weeks ago, and ever since then, like, I can't stop doing readings; it's so fun. I'm making my own dictionary of the cards to help me, but like I'm still getting used to reading them and stuff but it's so sick. the only thing is i live in a very, VERY Christian household so if I get caught im so done… like ive nearly got caught using them like 2 times already so i lowkey need to be careful but whatever, they're not “demonic” like tf … but i li... » Continue Reading
~ Herbert Gerdes, 1937hi guys!!!!im really starting to believe this...everything seems to be so hard nowadays, i cant keep friends or partners and im isolated. even if i clung to a leg i would get shaken off eventually. it really does seem like everything around me is conspiring to make it as hard as possible for me to be happy. is that a bad outlook?well ya :p but i don't really care to be honest. after youre waiting for a court date for the second time in two years you'll understand haha. at l... » Continue Reading
before anybody gets on my ass, i have reasons. first of all, theyre unfair to me. its always, "leilani this" "leilani that" but never one of my siblings doing anything. and if im caught doing the most minor shit evr, its always a beating + scolding, whilst if ifs my siblings, its fine for them. its so fricking annoying. second, theyre neglectful to me. they dont care ab my needs. they dont care about how i cvt myself. they dont care enough to even get me help. i have atypical depression, and the... » Continue Reading
I hate almost everyone, my only true friends live miles away/ are in different states. I feel like a walking corpse just slowly decaying, life is just another movie waiting to end. another slice on my skin comes with another tear in my eyes » Continue Reading
uhhh i've been inactoive again lmao, i started school this week and OH MY GOD I WANT TO DIE everyday was so boring dude, the subjects i have also suck ass. Also i basically can never see my friendos outside school cus they go out an hour later than me SIIGFHH, thank the stars i got to hang with them yestrday and i got to eat dinner at my bf's place. I missed them all so much guys, this is going to be some long ass year i just kow it GHJGUYGHGUGHGFHGVHXHCSDGCJC. keyboard smash. Aaaand nothing..,.... » Continue Reading
Im actually tweaking out rn. my dad said i have tennis elbow and i cant be drawing bc it needs to heal and im CRASHING OUT UHFRIFCJKDN FJVHRJCMofc as soon as im cut off from art i get ALL THE INSPO AND IDEAS AND MOTIVATION POSSIBLE. ts is making me CRASH OUT UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHlike YES i DO want to be able to lift weights without my elbow popping painfully every time i let weight weigh down on it but like.... WHAT ABOUT MY FANART??????????????? that is a PRIORITY..thx dad for wanting me to he... » Continue Reading
Funny thing is that I can only see my tits on my pfp and still I need to say that JD Vance saw my SpaceHey (@divadolljuicy) he told me it was trash. I also showed him my everskies acc (@playgirlbunne) and my friendrewind acc (@playgirlbunne) and reddit account (@messireleregalis) and he sed it was all the same and that it was fucking "woke". I showed trump and he sed it was "cute" and sed that if he likt it then JD Vance shouldn't be all whinin bout it » Continue Reading
i wanted to make a quick rank on this since i just saw someone pretending to be japanese while their profile is written with extremely formal language which is obviously google translated. mind you i have barely been studying jp lately and its still extremely easy to spot? in 2026 nonetheless -,- i dont understand what people get out of it considering how easy it is to spot the fact that theyre catfishing and lying for no absolute reason. do people just want to be different....? i really do not ... » Continue Reading
I miss myself a year ago. Sure I was still figuring out myself, my gender, what kind of person I wanted to be, how I wanted to treat others. I miss how I used to smell. Mabye I love myself before I became like this, before I became a closeted trans. Does that make my need and want to be trans less real? I’d like to think I was a better person then, but god knows that isn’t true. Mabye the thing I miss most about myself then was how I felt about myself. Mabye I wasn’t as self conscious then, or m... » Continue Reading
I’m so annoyed rn. My friends just ditched me but didn’t tell me so I was literally waiting for them alone at a football game. Turns out they were hanging out without me and apparently couldn’t go because it just “came up”. How’d it just come up when you all met up? » Continue Reading
I have issues with these people. I can't stand them anymore. Why out of all the people did it have to be me in this nation? I don't deserve this, I don't even care that I'm not the original one anymore. I DESERVE to be the original. i used to have it so good you know, i had a husband with a kid you know what happened ever since those two came into my life??? THEY LEFT good god i cant STAND them one tells me to be a flower and one bullies me for no reason WHATSOEVER. I asked him too if he hates h... » Continue Reading
I feel like when your a shorter person, especially if you're more feminine-people tend to treat you completely differently than the average person.for me personally I'm always seen as a more naive or stupid friend. I talk like most people do. sometimes I get annoyed easily and somehow that's seen as cute or not as important just because I get expressive about it. people tend to ask you things that they wouldn't do to normal people-OR they pick you up, pat your head, and touch or shove you withou... » Continue Reading
《lwkirky got my shit snatcched but its okay guys cus im blackim plannin on doin some more blog shit cus so much happened (lets go freashmen) but like its annoying to type on my comp cusa the fuckn bracket thingie an like i started it so i gotta comit to the bitanyways list of shit i gottsta dohighschool updateangel rants 2idk forgor what i was gonna say (sowies)update my blog layout (i refuse to use a template)life update (thriftin an shit)gyaru shit ig (our goal is to take over the world- black... » Continue Reading
Hi been a while since i was able to get on here but its mainly because of schools. HOWEVER friday (when im writing rn) is my last day before fall break so i might be able to blog more. Anyway, last week i decided to come out to my dad as trans. Now, to anyone who plans to become a parent in the future, if your child says they have some important personal information to say to you, the first thing you should say SHOULD NEVER EVER BE..."What quiz did you take that told you that?"I'm SO pissedd. pl... » Continue Reading
so ive been seeing some comments on a blog i published a while back, and i have seen m4rsmassacre's videos, firstly, you cant make out a single thing, it looks and sounds like it was filmed on a potato, and also, i havent lied about anything, i have so much evidence against her at this point that if the people who are siding with her saw it they would realise who is wrong, thank you to everyone who is on my side in this your support means the world, hopefully this is all resolved, have a great d... » Continue Reading
TW: ((Mental health)) ⋆⭒˚.⋆⋆⭒˚.⋆I'm Supposed to be working on some college work RN, but i've opted to procrastinate on my assignment for now. I guess I just have a lot on my mind lately,, For those who don't know me or are just meeting me by reading this, I am a 23 year old shut in. My deteriorating mental health + Severe social anxiety has caused me to feel as though i've missed out on a lot of life. Not saying I haven't accomplished thing's. I graduated both High School & College w/ an AA in s... » Continue Reading
so i heard from my mom that my grandparents are coming next month and im not looking forward to that because everytime they come down here by us it's always some kinds of drama and arguments happen all the time. not to mention their homophobic and transphobic. they don't support me at all and they always try to make me feel bad for being who i am saying how if i continue this way i'll go to hell or whatever. like i don't fucking care anymore if i got to hell i go to hell. im done with this crap.... » Continue Reading
i do really like to blog cause its like a diary but like public? i mean it doesnt have to be public but i like the idea of someone coming across this and reading my bullshit lol (ᵕ—ᴗ—)anywayss.. im going to my aunts wedding next week.. very crazy. i hope it isnt like my cousins wedding were it was a "traditional wedding" and we had to listen to some bullshit the pastor was spouting.. church was already boring as is. plus im not even that close with anyone. i feel judged when im around them, it d... » Continue Reading
Everything i write right know is written with care for my friends and other. I dont hate her at all, i truly care about her, but i really need to rant about this. Also sorry for writing mistakes. So i have a close friend of mine who is very religious and likes to follow the traditional gender roles(not that thats anything bad about that in general), but i think her thoughts on queer people and gender roles is a bit bad and its lowkey starting to hurt me(mentally ofc). So for the last times ive b... » Continue Reading
guys i might have an early cavity and i also haven’t taken my iron pills for months since they expired and i think i have angular cheilitis . life is good!! » Continue Reading
I've been a Satanist since May of this year because the religion has always been interesting to me and I want to practice it. Theistic Satanism has more of an appeal to me, to be more exact.My whole class knows I'm a Satanist. I first told my friends, which after an argument it spread along the class and school, but do I really care? I've been wearing a pentagram necklace I DIY-ed for weeks before the argument with my friend (who I'm now on good terms on), and I did tell one of my classmates in ... » Continue Reading
are you ready to hear just how good my pc is? 24GBS OF RAM but not just DDR4 no no not even DDR5... DDR3... PACKING A STATE OF THE ART rx550... AND GET READY FOR THAT SWEET SWEET CPU... its a i5-3570... YIKES AM I RIGHT?! » Continue Reading
hello everynyan, used to do a girlblog series on spacehey so why not start it on here:precently I think I've been pretty burnt out with work and school and now moving so I'm lowk tired 24/7 but its soooooo chill, butttt the only thing keeping me going currently is having developed a work crush:3he lit doesn't even work in the kitchen so I basically only get to see him on the weekends and when I bring out the food, plus occasionally when he comes to ask for something and omg I think I may have sc... » Continue Reading
I hate being obsessed with somebody. God, I want her to myself so bad. I don’t know why. We are so unhealthy for eachother. I have a boyfriend, she’s my ex. Yet, I crave her. I crave to be that man she seeks. Somebody to take care of her. Somebody she sees strength in. I hate being some weak little girl. Genderfluid or not, nothing makes me that true man she wants. She wants a man with height, muscles, and a deep voice. Not a tranny that doesn’t know how to stop wearing push-up bras. I crave he... » Continue Reading
I'm losing my shit rn. I tried to fall asleep after being forced to go out in the cold blindfolded for about 3 hours. I was really cold, tired, my muscles stopped being functional for a few moments and I had a feeling I could faint soon, I didn't though. I went to sleep with music on and after like 16 I fell asleep. Then I woke up early and I had issues sleeping again. But when I fell asleep again I started having sleep paralysis dreams in which somebody — you guessed it — did unthinkable things... » Continue Reading
Bro I was just on tiktok a few minutes ago and I saw this video of this girl dancing with her friend and most of the comments were perverted men commenting on her boobs. And they were trying to defend it by saying"she was asking for it""it's literally a compliment""If I was her I'd be happy about the comments you're so sensitive"And the guys trying to defend her against these perverts were being called gay for defending her. And EVERY TIME a man defends a woman there's perverts in the comments s... » Continue Reading
I'm not gonna lie, I have never watched music videos to any emo song ever. I started with P!ATD then PTV and now I'm on MCR but I can't seen to look at Gerards face too long because he looks EXACTLY like the girl I used to like. I went a little overboard with my crush on her so now that I'm over it (?) I feel tense looking at things that remind me of her. ESPECIALLY people that look like her, or people who she looks like because she's 18 and not 49. » Continue Reading
YESTERTYDYA WAS THE BEST DAY EVER!!!!!!!!AJKFJASJNKFJKSJKDJGSJFJHNASHFJASHJ IM SO HAPPY IM SO HAPPY BUT ITS REALLY HARD TO EXPRESS IT IRL SO IM FREAKING OUT ABOUT IT OVER TEXTyesterday i went to the shops with my mom and her bf cuz they were gonna go shopping 4 clothes cuz her bf is going on a trip 2 new zealand for a week and i was just following them around like a lost puppy while listening to miusic the whole time, not dat i was bored, i came with them even tho i wasnt planning on buying anyt... » Continue Reading
i love friendrewind!!!! i love seeing people talking about their daily lives!!! i like seeing people expressing themselves!!!its magical how everyone seems to be connected in some way!! i feel a certain delight when i click in someone's cool profile and see they are mutuals with one of my mutuals! its amazing the joys and smiles internet can provide!! aaaaaaa i love this site » Continue Reading
I genially hate school, and not in the way how some people say they hate school but have great friends who love them. Sure maybe studying time is okay, i have one friend who i can partner up with, but its only cause her friends are not in the class. But what i have the most is lunch, i hate walking alone and then sitting by the main entrace and looking in to my phone like the tiktoks are actualy so interesting and prettending i dont notice stares and whispers. I had friends who to hangout with, ... » Continue Reading
Ugh, so I have an IEP cause your girl is special, and so I have mostly CCP classes EXCEPT for honors English! (love that class, oh my god) SO anyway, there's this girl, and she's in FOUR of MY CLASSES!!!! I HATE her, but not because she's a bitch, NO, it's because I can NEVERR. talk to my friends because of her. She's always talking to me, and sure, I'm glad she thinks I'm cool and maybe looks up to me or something, BUT she yaps ALLL the time! And she's always talking about her life and stuff l... » Continue Reading
genuinely not doin cutesy shit for this blog im just mad af cuz my fucking pe teacher made up some shitty ass gane where ppl have to run around if they were it while other people helped the target or wtv and i became it so i ovi played the game and FOR A SOLID 3 FUCKING MINUTES I WAS RUNNIN AROUND LIKE A SLOW ASS BITCH AND MY FUCKING TEACHER KEPT SAYIN "run run run!!!" WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU THINK IM DOING IM CRAMPING LIKE A BITCH AND FUKN LAUGHING AT EVERYTHING JUST TO NOT BREAK DOWN CRYING CAUSE... » Continue Reading
You could be walking towards someone standing perfectly still while your walking, looking you dead in the eye while approaching, and they would stand like a statue. It's crazy how these people just don't understand moving in any capacity. » Continue Reading
I use a cane and find it hard to walk up too far on a bus, because of this I tend to use the seats at the front for people with reduced mobility.. so WHY do old men feel the need to stare at me like the cane’s just there for decoration ???Genuinely someone Kirk me I can’t deal with this 🙏🙏 » Continue Reading
Sometimes going to school is a bit of a drag but it rewards you with your friends being funny and cheering you up. Other times it’s just not one of those days or as Fred Durst would say: “ it’s just one of those days”. There’s a girl in my class who I’m not going to name because that’s her privacy but she is very annoying! She doesn’t know how to take a joke and as soon as you say or express any type of feelings of not agreeing with her opinions she will shun you and be really mean to you. I’m d... » Continue Reading
Just had a lot of medical crap that needed to be done finally over with... was horrifying but now I finally have a chance to be healthy so very excited Still have other shit to deal with like with moving and work but thank fuck hasn't been too crazy le therapist told me it would be a good idea to try blogging more so I mean I guess ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ Uhhhhh supposed to be resting but kinda restless Thankfully after healing up got sum more concerts and other events and stuff to look forward to Started p... » Continue Reading
Lately I've been feeling awful, i keep coming back to the same cycle of procrastinating something until end, getting no sleep, and then feeling awful for a week. My hygiene hasn't been the best either. I swore that I was going to do good this year because its my first year of high school, but I feel like i am genuinely unfixable.Like, I've tried everything; schedules, timers, alarms, but nothing seems to suffice (for the entirety of middle school too). I know its my own doing, but sometimes it j... » Continue Reading
evidence of oliver aka my ex sexting me and being into meaccording to avahhh xx these r "edited", genuinely don't know what to say bc theyre 100% real 💔 » Continue Reading
avahhh xx is a liar and can't be trusted 💔All her "evidence" from oliver is edited and ik bc i was literally the one having the conversations he's recording. we in fact did have a mutual relationship and he's just lying to save face and avahhh xx is falling for itdm me for more info if you want » Continue Reading
i love halloween. i love costumes as i'm a rather boring person if i'm not acting + i love an excuse to wear something absurd, the candy is alright, hanging out at parties is fun, etc etcHOWEVER im very scared im not gonna fully make my costume on time and like it's mostly unreasonable but like i am so fucking stressed because some of the items haven't gotten here, some arent even ordered, i can't sew patches and they keep falling off, i've never even tried doing makeup before and makeup is not ... » Continue Reading
I hate being sexualized for my body. It started when i was 10, my mom says my body looks older than my actual age, i get stares at older men and boys at my school. And she orders why i wear baggy clothes most of the time.also the reason why I’m so insecure with my body. » Continue Reading
/!\ IF YOU WANT EVIDENCE (I have everything) OR TO JUST ASK ME BECAUSE SOMETHING SEEMS WRONG OR FAKE THEN YOU CAN DM ME AS I AM DOWN TO ARGUE MY POINT WITH YOU RESPECTFULLY /!\Sorry guys I'm relatively quiet unless I speak to you on this site but I really must do this for my friend @countyourbless1ngs .If ur gonna read this, then please read the entire thing ! To start this off, I get several private messages from Xx_M4smassacre_xX which is usual. They explain to me that they're letting me know ... » Continue Reading
as some of you may or may not know, something happened today, this absolute bat shit crazy girl convinced herself that we were together, i try to be as friendly as i can in my messages, so me being kind i go along with it, not doing anything weird obviously, but like i dont want to upset this person, as my bio clearly states, i am 13, (14 in october) this person, being about 16 and having a job, decided that it would be great to ask a 13 year old out and say she, "doesn't care abt their age but ... » Continue Reading
I AN A WITNESS TO SQW1BBL3Z’ BUIDLING RACISMN!!!! HE ACTIVELY AVOIDED A BUIDLING SAYING IT WAS BLACK BUILDING CANCEL HIM. @sqw1bbl3z “I didn’t avoid it I got on it and it killed me” -sqwuidballz I’ll let the jury decide this one… » Continue Reading
I wonder how do yall find things to talk about in blogs!! Idk what to say really, i might be not that interesting but i should find things to talk about.AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA » Continue Reading
I really wish I was connected with my culture again, when i was younger I was very interactive with it, even dancing and participating in cultural events and activities. I feel guilty that im not as immersed as I was before, now I dont dance, i don’t try to interact with activities or anything. I really do miss all of that, back then I was so close and connected with my culture I feel like im lost and gone from it. I dont feel connected to the creator anymore, when I should be. He was supposed t... » Continue Reading
okay i was sent home from school today cause my throat is killing me and i had to talk to the nurse for the first time cause i haven't met her yet. this mf is so mean guys. she said i shouldn't have even came to school today and i said well my mom made me. she said i still shouldn't have came.. did she want me to skip or something?? like i didn't just say my mom made me go.... ik the nurses are supposed to say that but she was just so rude the whole time was there.. its like every time i enter a... » Continue Reading
I’m tired of feeling unwanted. Every day at school no one ever talks to me, or give me weird looks. I dont understand what i did wrong to be treated like this? » Continue Reading
I take the bus everyday, I get on at the very first stop and off at the very last, at the end of each bus ride like at the last stop the bus drivers are supposed to look and make sure everyone gets off. That means getting up, walking to the back of the bus and making sure everyone's off. This morning I was very very tired and I fell asleep on the bus, usually I wake up before the bus ride is over, I'm sleeping right and my headphones are on my head but barely, I wake up and see that the bus is s... » Continue Reading
i cant believe i have 6 mutuals already! i thought it was going to take like a week or something lol! (˶>⩊<˶) everyones profiles are so different and cool! i cant wait to make more. i should try talking to some but their offline rn! okay bye! (˶ᵔᗜᵔ˶)ﾉﾞ » Continue Reading
i made this on my skool acc sooooo yippers ig but can smone cooll be my friend? perferably 11-16 year olds dw im within this age rangeeee so someone txt me kk luh yall byeeee :p » Continue Reading
Im gonna cry, I have hundreds of songs on my ipod that I have to manually put the songs on and it js reset itself :(UPDATE: Whille looking for my mothers old ipod we found my sisters old iphone 8 which is cool, but my moms coworker thinks he has an old one so I might get that and I think my dad might have an MP3 Bc my old ipod is useless now » Continue Reading
We have a problem with wasps in the wall/roof of my house near the bathroom window so we keep getting them in the house. I'm quite scared of a lot of things like wasps and spiders. With the weather changing, I've been very alert and stressed of the possibility of spiders so check everything. This stress combined with everything happening recently (my girlfriend being upset with me but not telling me why, walking home yesterday causing me to be very tired, increased work from college, being ill, ... » Continue Reading
i absolutely despise people who defend abusers and/or blame victims. ESPECIALLY when they only do it because they want to save face or don't want to loose even the slightest amount of money » Continue Reading
WHY IS SCHOOL SO HARD IM IN GEOGRAPHY WE JUST FINISHED AN ASSIGNMENT AND WE ARE STARTING ANOTHER ONE TODAY WE FINISHD IT YESTERDAYYYYYY. I HATE SCHOOL SMMMMMM » Continue Reading
This morning, I was waiting for the bus to go to college and there was a dead squirrel in the road. When my bus arrived it crushed it making a loud pop and it exploded and it was so sad and disgusting i almost started crying. I think if I was there maybe an hour earlier i could of scared the squirrel away from being run over in the first place as it looked like it only died recently :( » Continue Reading
If anyone is consistently looking at my blogs, I apologize for yet another vent. I vent a lot on here but that's just because nobody I know irl really cares, so here I am again. I worry that mom will tell me I can't go to school after all. It's been like 2.5 weeks since she asked if I wanted to go and all I've gotten is hate. So, I'm worried that when we come back from our trip, she'll decide that it's too expensive after all and I'll have gotten my hopes up for nothing and I'll still be homesch... » Continue Reading
Hola, otra vez yo, desahogandome jejeje ;DHoy queria mencionar algo en particular, honestamente pienso que algunas personas se deberian alejar de mi, mas especificamente 2 personas.okey, empezamos con mi amigo, el que mencione en mi ultimo blog, pues, si leyeron esa parte creo que se entiende perfectamente pero el simplemente no se aleja, todavia me ve como su amigo y no lo entiendo.Despues esta mi pareja, esto es mas complicado ya que yo la amo de verdad pero honestamente e sido un poco distant... » Continue Reading
Tipo não faz sentido existir homofobia, você está com raiva porque uma pessoa se assumiu, está com ciúmes porque aquela pessoa conseguiu se assumir e você não? Eu vi um vídeo que falava, a pessoa mais preconceituosa do grupo com certeza faz parte da comunidade LGBT e realmente é isso, porque a maioria dos LGBT são assim, no começo são homofóbicos ao máximo antes de se assumirem então na minha cabeça homofobia só existi porque as pessoas tem ciúmes daquelas pessoas que conseguiram se assumir » Continue Reading
Nunca deixem homens mandarem em vocês mulheres, desde sempre eles estão tentando mandar em nos mulheres sendo que nos somos mulheres independentes, podemos fazer o que bem entendemos e nenhum homem deve mandar em nos, e se tentarem vamos derrubar eles. » Continue Reading
guys i love love LOVE this character from mymusic, intern 2?more his actor than him though, he’s ljterally mebut JACK. OH. EM. GEE!! he’s so pretty ugh!!!!!! i want my hair cut like his -_- my mom is letting me as long as i do something for her (pref not to say)gah i feel like him rn in episode 11 when he got sick T_Tthat’s about it, cyyaaaaa!! » Continue Reading
I feel like it would be easier that way, but theres so many "what ifs?" What if it didn't work and I get stuck in a fucking mental hospital? I don't think I could handle the shame of walking into school, everyone knowing how selfish I am. Or and if everyone forgets about me? What if I just become another page in the year book? A memory soon forgotten by everyone else? Something to say "Hey! Don't be like this fucking loser and tell the counselor!" Just a whisper of gossip that would soon fade aw... » Continue Reading
i have to finish a strawpage, i'm making for a friend but i keep going off track.. its not like i don't wanna do it but... its just taking a while. plus i have to also draw something for the same friend since her birthday is coming up.. honestly i'm just thinking about doing the drawing the day before her birthday so then the adrenaline kicks in and i actually do it. i think since i dont have a deadline for making the strawpage, i'm kinda just slacking off.. i gotta stop that lol... (ᵕ,,—ᴗ—,,) i... » Continue Reading
Passaram tanta atividade que eu quase fiqquei louca porque era muita coisa, então fiz logo pra terminar já que não sou louca de fazer encima da hora como eu fazia né » Continue Reading
its the last week of school!!! yay!!! it is 16th of september 2026 right now 9:15am...i dont remember if they write the dates for da blogs here. im currently in media arts class and my greatest enemy just walked into da room and sat at a table infront of me......which idek why hes here with his friend cause hes in grade 12?!?!?!?! HE DOESNT EVEN HAVE MEDIA ARTSim supposed to be finishing my maths assessment but why would i do dat im so excited for when i get home so i can call illi and play rob... » Continue Reading
ugghhhhhghghghg i took my school photos today and i wasnt even ALLOWED to see what i looked like, like what if i looked bad????? like the lady said"if i let you ill have to let everyone!!" yea well not everyone says it ahole!! like seriously thats not even a problem just let me freaking see it lady!!! » Continue Reading
This is my first blog, so apologies if It's buns. Anywho, I genuinely hate the bus ride home from school. Actually hate isnt even a strong enough word to describe it... loath is a better fit honestly. Why do I have such a grudge against the bus? The younger kids never listen to the bus driver and always do loud chaotic things that range from just straight yelling the N-slur to beating eachother up with those Ramen packet things. It's even worse that my stops is closer to the last ones so I have ... » Continue Reading
as of late my life has been ruined by deceit, a lying snake of a man who refuses to even apologize for his actionsrlly rlly fucked me up unforchh , yk i was rlly nice b4 him :/ hes a fugly cheating manwhore methhead benadryl brain damage anorexic fucking cunt » Continue Reading
Eu me sinto uma completa idiota quando estou apaixonada, vcs sentem isso tambem? Ele é engraçado, me trata bem e é gentil com as outras pessoas e todas as noites eu me vejo numa fantasia com ele, em rolês e tals. Ele ama as coisas que eu amo e a forma dele de ser me faz ficar cada vez mais apaixonada, ele é realmente incrível e eu me sinto tão bem com ele, minha cartomante diz que temos conexões de outras vidas e isso me faz ficar taooo empolgada pra quando finalmente sairmos! Inclusive se quise... » Continue Reading
i wanna be wanted sooo bad !! ... but at the same time ... leave me alone.the thought of having a boyfriend (or partner in general) sounds nice in theory. i wanna be able to experience what being in an actual relationship is like. mostly the wholesome shit though, like holding hands and idk solving puzzles??? the only problem is that, one, nobody's catching my eye, and two, everyone pisses me off. how am i ever going to be in a functioning relationship if im irritated all the time :/ ik that it'... » Continue Reading
Having a class about going to college after high school and applying is so awkward to me.Like deadass I don't wanna go to college after high school, would rather work. So tired of school and I need breaks way longer than just summer, hard to recharge when all the break is doing is going from negative energy to like 20%.Idk just ranting, anyways first blog :3 » Continue Reading
this is something else i want to talk about because it's lowkey sad how most relationships today aren't love but purely just lust and im gonna just talk about this in general because people need to hear it. you know why most people aren't dating nowadays? it's mostly because of this. why? because of porn. porn ruins you. ruins how you think. from viewing that content you think of people as objects that are just to be used. you don't see them as real people with feelings. it effects relationships... » Continue Reading
heyyy everyone its my first blog! I've been wanting to start one for a while so here we go. im girl blogger svplath but on here ill call myself Sylvia (after Sylvia Plath ofc) all names and places will be replaced but all my stories will be true!! im sooo bored right now and life is pretty mid but my schools doing an ice cream party next week so at least we have that! anygays this is a short post but I promise others will be longer. gtg love alwayssvplath » Continue Reading
Oh my goddd THREE of my friends all got lip piercings recently and two of them got snakebites.. IM SO JEALOUSSS ive been wanting snakebites for like 2 years now and im not allowed to get them until im 18 💔 my parent’s excuse is that ‘it’ll leave scars on your face!!’ DUH?? I think i’d know that 😢 The other excuse was ‘oh what if someone goes to kiss you and they see those scars on your face?’ Dude if someone is grossed out by two tiny scars on my face I wouldn’t be dating them.. why should I wor... » Continue Reading
ykw, lemme vent, i always feel so bad that i can't help my parents in any way bc im still not old enough to support my family and i hate that i always fight with my mom and dad, i genuinely wish i had a better relationship with them and it hurts to know they probs hate me bc im always rude to them and we fight so much. I barely talk to them at all and when i do its mostly arguing or questions like "wheres my charger" or smth, it makes me so upset that this is probs gonna stay like this for most ... » Continue Reading
So I was just awoken, mom yelled for us to wake up, fine whatever it was ten the latest we are allowed to wake up, and then when I went downstairs to make it known that I am awake because she'd keep yelling if I didn't, Bender went down at the same time and mom wasn't happy that he came down at the last minute so she was talking in a slightly louder than normal volume and the part I heard she said 'fuck off, all of you, do your work' so I left before I even fully got down the stairs, and then sh... » Continue Reading
A una amistad siempre le da risa que cuando me siento que ya me quiero ir para el otro lado o ya no aguanto siempre me quiera rapar para calmarme aunque para mí es de lo más sano que puedo y que no sea agarrar la cuerda » Continue Reading
Really unorganied rant sooo be careful with that lolAlso mayhaps some bad grammar, but its 1 A.M. sooooSo I have a problem with where im doing my social service, beacuse WHAT DO YOU MEAN by I have only coverd FIVE hours out of TWO HUNDRED AND FORTY HOURS, are you joking??Also my boss is def picking favorites beacuse my friend just keeps getting actual work while I get stuck doing calendars for NOTHING I do feel pitty for my boss, she's an older woman (somewhere around 60) and probably doesn't... » Continue Reading
~ ( tmi??) so I loek found out that I likely have this condition called fibromyalgia it's like so weird and it actually sucks. It's when you always feel liek you have bruises like ALL OVER- like you're one big bruise yk its weird- you also get migraines all the time and you're exhausted no matter how much sleep you get and you also have like really bad digestive problems it kind of sucks a lot but yk well I might have that wow so fun/nsrs/sillyanyways I like genuinely can't tell if I'm a femboy ... » Continue Reading
Hola, hoy queria desahogarme con ustedes gente desconocida.Antes voy a tratar de no cuidar lo que digo para tratar de no hacerme ver tan hijo de puta por que pues, soy asi.Ultimamente e cargado con algunas cosas. Que un amigo se quiere su1c1d4r, que no siento que me meresca el amor que me da mi pareja, que mi mente piense cosas que no quiero, etc etc etc.Empezando con mi amigo, pues, el a pasado por momrntos dificiles y pues se autoleciona y trato de m4t4rs3, yo e tratado de apoyarlo pero me des... » Continue Reading
someone pleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleaseplease buy me malcolm todd tickets i will owe you forever i need to see malcolm todd HES HAVING HIS CONCERT ON KY BIRTHDAY DUDEUHHHH PLEASE » Continue Reading
I am sooo sick of getting obsessed with any given media. I wish I could just be a casual enjoyer of everything I like because becoming obsessed leads me to the worst outcomes. I know it'll end eventually and I feel a sort of dread from the moment I realize that after getting a new obsession. Then there's wondering if something will replace it or if there'll just be an empty hole where my love for that thing once was, but neither are really good options. And then afterwards I become entirely disi... » Continue Reading
Originally Posted: 08/08/2026Because I take medication for my mental health, sometimes I can get very vivid dreams as a side effect. I've had quite a few of these dreams, but I've never written them down before. Here’s a summary of one I had last night. I had gotten a new job making beads and other plastic items. The place I did my apprenticeship at was the house of the boss of the company. He showed me how to do my job, but immediately after that his whole demeanour changed. He began outwardly ... » Continue Reading
my head hurts so bad every time i touch my forehead. and my wrist is swollen. i need to drop out i think. i can't get accustomed to college. i was good at high school and got used to high school, and now i can't seem to get used to how college classes and grades work. i missed two large assignments for one class in the same week. i missed an assignment due last wednesday because up until 5 minutes ago i thought it was due this wednesday and i was about to do it right now. and i missed a quiz bec... » Continue Reading
ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I HATE DOING CO-OP WORKK TT-TT Like, i get it important an stuff, and im going in for something i love. but it still sucks:( so many interview etiquette questionssss ughhhhhhhhhhhhhow i feel rn: » Continue Reading
I'll say this in my first blog but I'm I guess I'm not a fan of blogs. Well, not not a fan, I just can't find myself making them on a schedule. I keep comparing it to diary entries and I just don't really know whether I should even bother with it.I found this website after accidentally pressing on the blogs tag on SpaceHey, inbetween all the blogs complaining about moderators not blocking gore and people weirdly demanding that trans people tell them that their trans even though it makes no diffe... » Continue Reading
i miss being able to do my laundry alone. it was my favorite chore at my dad's house. i liked doing the dishes there too. i didn't like doing anything at my mom's house that wasn't in the comfort in my own room. i honestly prefer washing my singular dish in the communal floor kitchen than at my mom's house. i don't want to be perceived. it's all i can think about when i'm in a room with anyone else. i literally cannot focus on anything because i'm focused on the fact that they can see me and thi... » Continue Reading
Today's the first day for my PT. Not too long ago I got officially diagnosed with vertigo (tl;dr - it's a condition where I'm constantly dizzy) and, after some tests, we discovered that I am leaning a little too far to the right -- not bad enough to be considered a red flag, it's more of a yellow warning sign than anything. But, anyway, I'm not looking forward to it...I wish I could say I was faking this for attention but, sadly, I'm not and I just want this day to be over with. The appointment ... » Continue Reading
Guys I'm at my limit (bein a liiiiitttle dramatic but i am SO annoyed). I have to do even more testing at like 8 AM in a few days for breathing problems. On the phone they said some weird sounding name and I looked it up and apparently for that test they're gonna have to give me some weird medicine that narrows my airways on purpose. Jesus christ whyyyyyyy. I know they have to and all but that's gonna be awfullllll. And I can't take any meds for a few days beforehand, which is nearly just as bad... » Continue Reading
Im so fucking stressed and I hate everything and I wanna cry.I dont have an sd card for my camera, I have a test tommrow, I owe my friend 20 dollars, I HAVE TO FIND OUT A WAY TO GET MONEY BY OCTOBER. HELP. » Continue Reading
i really miss when people werent afraid to be themselves. actually no some of them are just like that, theyre copy and pastes of eachother with like no personality and it angers me but it makes me sad at the same time..,,i have a friend who doesnt have any interests aside from true crime documentaries and she doesnt really watch them anymore and im like so confused cause HOW do you not have any interests.. what do you do all day?/ waht do u set as your pfp?? what do u read what do u watch????? h... » Continue Reading
She never sends me happy birthday either (like, literally never ever since we became friends, even when I did send her happy birthday), so why do I need to? She never really cared about me anyways, so why do I need to care? She literally replaced me the moment she could, like literally everybody else. » Continue Reading
AGH!!!! AGHHHHHH!!!!!! WHY MUST I BE MENTALLY STUNTED! If I cnat do something my ONLY options are sitting in a FUCKING CORRIDOR DOING NOTHING!!!! orerr I get to sit in silence and feel like a fucking IDIOT because nobody will help me!!!I literally go to an alternative provision, but they offer NOTHING! JACK SHIT, we offer flexibility and extra help to those who need it, we'll I need it, but I don't get it! I just get silence!!!! I hate school. I don't even need it anyways.NOT TO MENTION THE FACT... » Continue Reading
so, as i’m writing this i’m pretty sure there is someone was my house—that, or at least, someone was trying to get in. it’s not everyday you hear the obnoxious sound of key-like objects for more than 4 minutes. i get that it’s windy at all, but this is europe… how windy can it possibly get? anyway.so i haven’t slept all night (i wanted to, really wanted to, but got distracted by mr nightmare, then kenji, then some unknown youtuber that actually kind of pissed me off with some things he said, so... » Continue Reading
So, sometime last week, my roommate started watching Gilmore Girls, saying its a fall tradition. Not wanting to be a stick in the mud, I started watching it with her. And while the show isn't perfect, and sometimes can be downright frustrating- it's still a really fun, cozy show.But it's definitely making me really nostalgic, which seems silly because this is my first time seeing the show. Though, I think it has to do with the fact that we are still on the earlier seasons (just finished season 2... » Continue Reading
Sorry, I couldn’t help but notice how the weather and the decoration companies aren’t in sync this year. It’s still hot outside and Spirit Halloween is setting up where the Joann’s used to be!!! By the way, RIP Joann’s. But I wanted to wear cold clothes and I can’t really do that unless I chug 3 cups of cold lemonade. Summer is over, temperature should be dropping now. And it’s not like I can feel the heat properly while everyone’s turning the AC up to 100, but that’s another story. » Continue Reading
we're not allowed to wear skirts because some girls were hiking it up so now we wear LONG ass shorts. HELP ME.Then my mom wanted me to tuck my shirt in so i told her i couldnt without a belt because i cant without a belt(i think it was in the handbook) THEN SHE GOT ME A BELT so now i look like a mormon missionary with my KNEE LENGTH shorts, ALL BLACK sneaker vans, and braided BELT. LORD help me. I LOOK SO GOOFY. tho hit me up if u wanna join the mormon church ;) » Continue Reading
Hoje me mudei de casa, eu nao esperava que ia mudar de casa assim. Tudo estava bem, mais parece que a mamãe cansou de esta casada aí então nos mudamos pra casa do meu irmão, tomara que dessa vez tudo der certo e vivemos felizes » Continue Reading
My like only alt friend who i have that is my age and goes to my school isnt acutally alt (fashion or music wise), they just have blue hair and thats itThey're not into alt bands/fashion, they mostly listen to Sza and wear tanktops and sweatpants 24/7 which they do shop from shein/temu, they just have blue hair and thats itNow their mostly liberal political views line up with mine and im really glad and happy for that and fr thats all that really matters, if ur alt and conservative then guess wh... » Continue Reading
u-u-uwu baka oi oi oi oi oi a eye eye aye dubistgutgenug-dubistgutgenug-dubistgutgenug-dubistgutgenug-dubistgutgenug-dubistgutgenug-dubistgutgenug-dubistgutgenug-dubistgutgenug lowkey feeling so blehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhey people p-please don't j-judge me >w< oi oi oi oi oi oi oi oi oi oi bakaaaa » Continue Reading
god i can even started with fucking college i have "friends" that treat me like shit and dont appreciate me as a person who is social Stunted loser like me and i suck at connecting with them and some of them are toxic af and most professors are learning facilitators or kind of meh and im freaking out over a Co-op interview (kill me now) but im trying to cope with stuff and interest and headcanon my favorite character as my mother figure or father figure And yanderes and make my making them my l... » Continue Reading
(hewas kinda halfheartedly mentioning dormancy and how to stop being host. and i know he didn't try this. but now he's very very depressed and NEEDS someone to switch in frequently so he doesn't wallow. and i feel bad for him because he so often stops us from fronting at random even when it's helpful. so i guess now we need to actually put in an effort to intercept. anyway this is all just a life update.) -juno » Continue Reading
lowkey i just made this acc to get back at silly lover / (now known as) heartrot because she sent gross shit to my friends & also was so gross she scared people off the platform... She also hurt my accomplice's friend, which was someone she deeply cared about. She is in general a really weird person who does not understand boundaries, and even became a homewrecker because she is always in desire need of being sexual with people and sexting.... yeah, we HATE silly lover / heartrot in this house..... » Continue Reading
I just saw this video of that ugly ass orange man and I need to rant about this cause it pissed me off so much. The video I saw was off like a speech or something that trump, I don't really know why he was giving the speech cause so far I've only seen one clip from it. Anyways, the clip I saw was of the orange man saying that the red bandana man was getting more famous than him, and he didn't like it. First of all, extremely fucking selfish of him. As the president he really shouldn't give a rat... » Continue Reading
I AM SO SCARED CUZ IT'S 2AM AND I SHOULD BE DOING MY SUMMER HOMEWORKS 4 TOMORROW, AHHH I SHOULD BE GOING TO SLEEP BUT I AM NOT TIRED AND I'D FEEL GUILTY TO JUST PROCRASTINATE UNTIL IT'S 5AM TO TRY AND FINISH AND GO BACK TO SLEEPOn a good note school tomorrow starts at 9AM,my bus will leave at 8 so I might have some time to relax before I get ran over by the fact that today In hours I will start 2nd year of highschool.Another good thing,I will have enough time to pull something I hope because we ... » Continue Reading
i dont know what to do anymore, all my friends are so incredibly sad and it makes me feel bad for them, idk what i should even do, idk if like i need tips for this but if there are tips that can be said, PLEASE tell me!!! » Continue Reading
since the dawn of time...people have never been able to comprehend the fact a girl and a boy can be just friends...no!!!!!!!!!! they have to be dating...we HAVE TO ship them together...no but seriously, imagine it:you are in a HETERO!!! relationship, your partner has a friend of the opposite gender.do you A. be a good partner, who has trust in their S/O that they won't cheat on you, and not bat an eye at the fact your S/O has a friend of the other genderor do youB. be controlling, and not trusti... » Continue Reading
My ceiling decor fell off, it lasted what a year? longer? I have no idea, but it was a while, and today one of the hooks fell so I figured I'd take it all off, I had gotten kind of bored of it anyway and it was too much real estate for spiders to dangle off of, and now there's some tiny spots where the paint came off with the hooks so I gotta repaint those tomorrow, anyway my ceiling is empty now and somehow when I look at it, it looks like we just moved into the house, we've lived here for almo... » Continue Reading
HI....I've been stuck writing my book and doing schoolwork. Yes, I am writing my own books right now. I just went through a few weeks where life has been beating me up, but I'm going to stand back up. This year is a little rough on me, especially school. I am in AP art, so I don't really do much, but that's a story for another time. What I really want to talk about is expanding your vocabulary. There are a lot of things I am going to talk about, but this is one of the main things. The days that ... » Continue Reading
Para ser honesto no me interesa mucho si alguien exponer un artista que hizo NSFW de personajes menores ficticios o ships de índole cuestiónable , siempre y cuando no dañen a una persona real o romántica estos actos en la vida real pues está todo bien. Si se que la mayoría no piensan igual que yo pero me vale verga. Solamente no quiero participar ese discurso sobre el tema de la ficción y realidad (ya sea lolisho ,darkship, Gore, etc). » Continue Reading
ive been seeing them show up a lot lately and everytime they do i get so annoyed bc there all up in my face and shit like GO AWAY PLEASE. this is like their mating season i think bc tell me why whenever they land on me they always interlocked together just straight up fucking each other on my hand like GET A ROOM. i don't wanna see all that bro like i get you guys love each other which is sweet but can you stop like popping up everywhere istg i hate that there all over the place ಥ‿ಥ » Continue Reading
to be honest i dont see myself excelling in this school year.. this summer break i was at my lowest n i dont think my brain has the ability to retain heaps of information anymore n_n ill just have to hope 4 the best.this is now my 2nd friend rewind account since my other account was dry as heck & i kinda did a 360 with my design choices & interests... ok but still follow @pwniczerodisco! ^w^if u look at my profile its not very obvious what my favorite game is and thats reallu sad... ill say it h... » Continue Reading
I fucking hate how my mom makes me feel guilty. She keeps telling me that's my fault that I can't maintain friendships, saying I'm not good enough for someone to want me as a friend. When I say hi to someone my age it take a lot of my mental strength. I'm kind, I'm friendly, I'll talk to you how long you will want, I'll give space when you need it, I respect your boundaries, I'll will try to make you feel better, I can talk to you about anything you want. I can be really a good friend, so why ca... » Continue Reading
Maybe I'm just a MASSIVE bitch and maybe I'm just super petty but I will and have blocked people over the Percy Jackson show adaptation. I have blocked online friends, moots and even random people in comment sections if they've used so much as a sticker from the Percy Jackson show. Am I petty? completely but I just hate the show that much.To clarify, I don't hate the show because Annabeth is played by a black girl, I think shes a great Annabeth even if shes not how I imagined Annabeth. I hate th... » Continue Reading
So I got this stupid wig from Spirit Halloween (Ik that's the worst place to be getting wigs but I have no money so shut up) and I cut it like scene/emo style and I thought it was cute so I posted a bunch of pics on tiktok (one of them is my pfp on here), and someone commented "why does this look fake emo larper" I genuinely would have preferred that they call me a fat little poser piggy and tell me to slit my wrists or something but no FAKE EMO LARPER </3 Honestly I'm so embarrassed like open f... » Continue Reading
Veo muchos perfiles geniales en este sitio, y el mío me parece muy básico y sin personalidad. Es cuando te entra esa terrible sensación de que deberías ser más... » Continue Reading
it drives me crazy how every time i want to write i physically can’t due to anemia. i may seem like a wuss, but being dizzy almost 24/7 hurts. a ton. it hurts even more knowing that your time is either occupied by work or school; these assignments won’t get themselves finished, and my shifts need to be completed. working 39 hours per week in total while attending 2 days of university will leave you with no time on your hands. the stress and lack of rest has been so bad that my anemia decided to ... » Continue Reading
So my dad just told me stuff about my family and I am completely shocked about it. Does anyone else remember the time when their family said random stuff that was absolutely crazy cause I’m completely shocked about my mom’s history. » Continue Reading
i cut myself tday again and im never happy with how the cuts turn out im a fucking freak. I also ate way to fuucking much and i just need to lock tf in omg. The best hack so far is when i feel like eating i count from my current weight to my goal. By the time im finished the hunger is gone » Continue Reading
I'm NOT stopping you from talking about whatever you want in hereI'm NOT shaming anybody for itI'm NOT telling you that people here aren't trustworthyI've seen a lot of blogs in here where people seem a bit too comfortable sharing personal stuff about themselves, and I find it a bit concerning, though if you want advice or seek guidance then there's no issue with that, but why include sensitive details that could potentially be used against you? I know the probability of that scenario happening ... » Continue Reading
(just a quick note before the actual rant, I had to put my new layout on pause bc I'm deep cleaning my room and CSS takes a long time to learn)So for some quick context, me and my younger brother are both homeschooled. However, we go to a co-op where other parents can teach us stuff in a classroom. The teachers there aren't always the best (I had a truly horrible one last year, but that's a story for another time) but my brother gets to see his friends there so it's worth it. Another important p... » Continue Reading
I don't really know what to do, or how to help myself. Recently, I've began to feel more tired, careless, and not too much like myself. The urge to relapse again becomes more desperate, I'm not wanting to eat much anymore, and I feel like I'm becoming colder to people, even my family at times. It's selfish to say this, but I want to get worse; I know I shouldn't, but I don't know how to change my mindset, and I don't want to burden anyone I love by asking for help. I'm stressing myself over exam... » Continue Reading
i just woke up from a nightmare and it was horrible. usually i remember my nightmares but this time i can barely even remember what the dream was about i think ive just been so on edge on lately like im stressed out and shit but all i could remember was my pets getting shot and my family getting murdered because two people broke into our house and decided they we're gonna steal everything in our house and break shit and murder everyone. luckily i survived but i almost died bc one of them almost ... » Continue Reading
making friends is TOUGH! and i realized i have to enter discord servers and ACTUALLY INTERACT with people if i want to make more friends! i only have one (1) friend currently i talk to, im making a tiktok account so i can post my animations and drawings.. i want to get popular so everyone will regret for not meeting me earlier and being my friend!!!!!! getting out of bed in the morning in the real world is difficult and knowing people will see my ugly face is upsetting but in the internet i can ... » Continue Reading
This is going to be a long entry so before I start I want to clarify some things. I AM NOT asking for anyone to diagnose me, nor will I be diagnosing anyone else. I am a random teenager on the internet, not a psychologist. I just want to rant about something that's getting in the way of my personal life. Have you ever had something with almost no benefits that takes up hours of your time? Now for most people in the current generation that thing is doomscrolling, but for me it's something far mor... » Continue Reading
Sério que vocês realmente acham normal o que os paneleiros fazem? Mano, isso é uma coisa extremamente ridícula.Vocês tem noção do que eles fazem? Matam animais e postam naquele app que por mim não deveria nem existir mais, mandam fotos nojentas do próprio corpo e do corpo de outras pessoas e apoiam a automutilação. Na verdade, isso é o que eu sei, não quero e não vou pesquisar mais a fundo porque é uma coisa extremamente nojenta e só de pensar da ânsia de vômito. Se você apoia, melhore. » Continue Reading
Yk those nights where its just like, you, ur thoughts, and wtvthats how i feel tni kinda wish i was with my gf rn but also i wanna be alonei feel cold but warmmy thoughts are very contradictory » Continue Reading
seasonal allergies suck because im fine with the runny noses and stuff but i hate hate HATE dry throats because NOTHING i do will make it less dry! it really irritates me and i just wanna sleep it off but its bothering me ugh.. its so annoying, i wish allergies didn't exist honestly.. » Continue Reading
Soo basically I have divorced parents and I see my dad every other weekend when my parents were together he'd always yell at my mom and he is SUPERRRRRRR CONSERVATIVE AND REPUBLICAN AND HOMOPHOBIC!!! when I was like 8 years old he would tell me to say I loved trump to everyone it was disgusting! But basically I tried having a conversation about how I was left leaning I didn't say anything pushy or rude I tried asking about how its apparently bad to be attracted to the same gender and I didn't un... » Continue Reading
I got this one shirt that i LOVE so much but i dont like the words on it so im fricking using 100% acetone to take the vinyl off so i can wear it how i want it to look like but its taking ages to do… i just want it to be over already 💔 i only got 1 letter off out of 9… » Continue Reading
I just tried to purge, with a toothbrush. The whole thing was planned. I ate 3 pieces of bread and 2 packets of m&ms and then went to the bathroom. I shoved the toothbrush back 2 times and gagged hooribly. I started shaking so much. I was even shaking before even trying because i hate throwing up but i just wanna be skinny. I try everything from fasting, to "healthy" diets, to purging but i can never do it right. I'm just not motivatedx enough i feel like even though i am. But my bED is always s... » Continue Reading
I've talked about my friend on here before, so we know him, we know he's the type to ignore you for two weeks and come back for a day or two, but like 50 mins ago he texted me saying he was feeling better than usual and apologizing again for not talking, and he says he misses our conversations, I responded like 20 minutes ago, don't worry, I'm not ignoring him, and last time he texted me he said he skimmed my texts in the time when he didn't respond and he was happy for me and then he said 'but ... » Continue Reading
Amiga tá tudo bem escrever esse tipo de coisa (blog) e ninguém ler! É normal que as coisas dão uma flopadinha mesmo mas não precisa se importar se um blog i***** não viralizar né. Podem julgar por eu escrever coisas para ninguém ler mas eu não ligo né, eu escrevo por diversão e eu acho que todos escrevem né? » Continue Reading
Eu sinceramente não entendo mulheres que são anti feministas! Tipo, todas as feministas lutaram para que essa mulher vivesse do jeito que ela está vivendo hoje E ELA RECLAMA (???). Muitas delas (pelo menos aqui no brasil) vão em debates contra feministas e, tipo, foram as feministas que deixaram você falar em debate e você está debatendo contra elas .O que mais me irrita é que elas não aceitam que estão erradas mas minha filha VOCE TA ERRADA. Por mim todas elas tinham que se machucar porque não... » Continue Reading
i really don't like how social media has become addictive in the last several years, and even especially since ai became mainstream. ai has gotten so refined that even i'm fooled at times. it's like all the companies in charge of social medias (snapchat, tiktok, facebook) is just pouring all sorts of crap into people's minds regardless of the consequences. excluding ai, social media is still full of brain rot, filled with ragebait, clickbait, and fear mongering (although i do acknowledge there a... » Continue Reading
Vamos começar que, antes era tudo melhor, as músicas, tecnologia, vida, amigos e etc. Sinceramente, meu sonho é abrir o Orkut e criar um fake de um famoso e depois ir em ligação com meus amigos no MSN. Porque não revivem?Mas ainda nem falei do real motivo... TECNOLOGIA!! "Aí mas a de hoje é muito melhor" realmente, mas, eu daria de tudo para ter um celular Flip em minhas mãos, falando sério. Um MP3 faria meu ano!! Mas imagina eu chegar na escola ou em qualquer lugar com isso, iriam rir da minha ... » Continue Reading
Ok so I’m somone who is alternative and doesn’t look the same as most people but in my area there’s like NO OTHER ALT PPL AND EVERYONE FUCKING STARTES AT ME IN PUBLIC AND CALLS NE SLURS BY SOME LITERAL ADULS AND IM 13!! and i do understand that is a part of being alternative but even when i try to look more normal they still call me slurs and say I hope you find god or some shit i understand I respect all religions and political parties we just don’t have the same opinion and I respect that but ... » Continue Reading
go on, caress my facekiss me with your dirty lipsi want all of you, but you want none of merecall the time i held your open wounds, your fucked up words ringing through my small head as your hair cascaded down my face, soaked by tears and mucusi should have left you there that day, as you left me bleeding on my porch on that exact day on that exact time whatever many years ago."but oh, vast oceanrun as fast as you can toward the noise!"we could have left that day, you cowered in fear under the s... » Continue Reading
Something is deeply wrong with me. I'm writing this with my tears drying up my cheeks. I thought everything was okay. It's not. I'm bawling my eyes out on a random Friday while watching some movie all alone in my bedroom not even with my family. And I'm doing it purely because I can't talk about my feelings with anyone. I'm doing it because everyone should rely on me, not the other way around. I need to be strong, I'm THE good girl. Everyone thinks something of me something what isn't me. For so... » Continue Reading
i still haven't wrote this appeal letter to my college as to why i got suspended yet. i have to turn it in before next year i think and part of me doesn't want to even though i know i have to. as i say over and over again college was never my choice. it was my family's own. i never wanted to do nursing as my career or do this in general. i don't have anything figured out and im pretty much lost. in fact i feel so left behind in life when i see my other peers moving forward in life and being succ... » Continue Reading
please unadd me/block me or I’ll unadd you if you do any of these:stop joking about weird things & death like 9/11, kirk (yes he wasn’t a great person but nobody deserves death for their opinions/beliefs.), r*pe, Epstein, etc. it’s not funny.please don’t try to start drama or be rude, I will be blunt, if you’re rude to me im rude to you, sorry not sorry.please stay respectful on my page and just in general!and lastly i don’t like gossip or people talking bad about others, if you have a problem w... » Continue Reading
tw(?) i mention puking brieflyi really need to start doing therapy, because i have lots of mental problems (depression being the main one,) and i suspect i also have ocd which really sucks. my anxiety is also a problem, never puked or anything because of it, but it's pretty much constant and about everything i do. i genuinely hate talking to my parents about my problems, and idk why. they're super sweet, and caring, and but they it's just so difficult for me.i've asked my mom to start doing ther... » Continue Reading
I swear when you aren't at home you can get soo bored!!! wish I was at home so I can relax and have fun instead of sitting here not being able to do nothin » Continue Reading
We had a lock down drill today. What pmo is that our class rooms LITERALLY DONT HAVE A 4TH WALL OR DOOR. WE ARE NOT SAFE. how can you force us to stay in a classroom with a shooter in the school when we are so exposed? We had threats last year and I stayed home because there isn’t ANY WAY that I’m exposing myself like that. » Continue Reading
[GETZ ONLINE]Rahul Rai is genuinely the most creepiest and most horrid human being ever.First of all, he's practically misogynist with all of his "skits" with "Future Bae" (Zara for short).Like I admit I have seen almost EVERY SINGLE skit he made. I don't know why, it's like genuinely infuriating me and but also I'm still curious on what has this man done.But basically, all of his skits are literally 99.9% Zara getting turned on by Rahul doing something, that is literally just the bare fucking m... » Continue Reading
My profile is highkey miserable sigh but here we go yet another vent. Yall don't even have to read these I just would like to type out my feelings. I am genuinely sick and tired of being alone. I try to make friends but it's so hard and idk why. I feel like I'm the issue. I've tried to reach out to people and I've tried to have a conversation with people and everyone just acts like I'm so weird especially irl. I tried to be friends with this one girl at school and i guess she was just uncomforta... » Continue Reading
Something that's always annoyed me is waking up, but it's more stupid now, I'm not sure when it started, could be an year ago, could be 6 months, but it's been a while, so mom wants us to wake up at 9 and then we have until 10 to be properly conscious and eat breakfast and whatnot, but I usually wake up at 9:30 - 9:50, I have alarms before that but I never actually get up to those, anyway, my siblings are sent to wake me up (very annoyingly, mind you) regardless of that, my mom has even said to ... » Continue Reading
Im turning 20 this saturday and i can't decide if i want to die or get over it. Genuinely i hate everything in life right now, especially my job. Life isn't easy, wasn't even since it started honestly. Im just annoyed and i just want a big ass bottle of LIQUOR. thx. Also, happy kirkversery!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11 » Continue Reading
So uh..? I was really happy for like 2 days after my dad told me I could do online, but now that I know it's gonna be AWHILE before I can actually get out of public school, I feel like shit. Seriously I think today's been the WORST day in awhile. I felt nauseous on the bus, spent 6 hours straight on my homework (two papers, fyi.), barely even talked to anybody today, and spent 30 minutes on a really good layout, just for all of my data to be lost. Seriously I need an exact date for when I get in... » Continue Reading
Can someone give me advice on how to like my sister? I hate her in general she's so damn annoying. Like I know hate is a strong word but I just can't with her. I don't understand her problem with me really. I understand a lot of people would take her side since she's older and she does it for a reason and whatnot but seriously. It's like she's always targeting me for no damn reasons. She's chill with all my other siblings but when it comes to me she always insults me and puts me down. I don't mi... » Continue Reading
I've been thinking about one of the things Jean Genet, a French writer, has said: "Human beings absorb everything. They are not changed by a book, a painting, or a piece of music. They are gradually changed by the combination of it all. And they use it in their own terms."It honestly makes me reflect. Looking back on past versions of myself, for example, there was a time I was so deeply in a certain area. Constant DSBM, wrong choices, won't get too personal on here, but I definitely was on an in... » Continue Reading
《Rant i thought sounded smart i had while on call w my friend》《Quick note this is gonna be mostly about the gyaru subculture so if your not really interested id suggest skipping》《Somthing that i see alot online is people appropriating poc culture but then saying that since its out of love it cant be racist. I mainly see this within the gyaru community mostly with possible larpers but its not just in gal circles i also see it when it comes to the topic of black culture in general and the whole th... » Continue Reading
Eu tive que acordar cedo para ir a escola e agora tive que criar esse blog porque a professora mandou, meio que posso agradecer a ela porque esse site é super bom, para fazer amigos ou apenas mostrar sua indignação quando quiser e agora irei mostrar a minha porque fiquei sozinha naquela bosta, minha best não foi me deixando sozinha!!! Affs quase morri naquele submundo, e ainda aqueles demônios fazendo bagunça, deuses, odeio escola!!! I HATEEEE » Continue Reading
I just wanna be spoiled so bad, but I feel so needy even wanting it つ﹏ɵ̷̥̥᷅ I especially wanna be spoiled on Roblox. Robux would be nice, but even just giving me stuff in a Roblox tycoon like game would be nice. I'm so nervous to ask and I guess I want someone to offer to spoil me. It makes me feel loved and I never really feel loved. I just want to be treated like a precious prince ig o(╥﹏╥)o » Continue Reading
Idk how to blog so I'm just gonna put my thoughts here. I think that's what blogging is. This reminds me a lot of reddit 😥Everyone has a baseline level of happiness that they go back to no matter what happens in their lives, and I think mine is like really low. I kinda hate being alive sometimes. Other times I love it a lot, but overall, I view the experience of being a human as miserable. It's all misery. It's all suffering. I am all suffering. Idk man. I'm diagnosed with anxiety and OCD, not d... » Continue Reading
They🤬🖕told me🤬🤬🤬i🤬🤬🤬🤬have a better😡😡😡chance 😡😡😡 of getting into 🥲🥲🥲 an alternative school 😢😢😢😢 than😥😥 a private school🖕🖕🖕thats 🤬🤬🤬so mean😡😡😡 » Continue Reading
Unfortunately school feels so so exhausting. School has always been hard for me considering I have adhd, when I was younger I had a hard time making friends like in elementary and middle school. I was also bullied all throughout both, highschool is better but not easier.Teachers expect so much from you, it's hard to express yourself to them because most of the time they do not understand, usually it's hard to get anyone to. Don't get me started on the students, your peers, the people who you're ... » Continue Reading
Bro karens piss me off so bad because I was just at little ceasers and when me and my sister was waiting for our pizza, this guy went into the store holding his toddler, mind you. Then he starts bitching about how his pizza came out at the same as this other lady, still holding his toddler by the way. The poor worker only looked like he was 17 or 18 and he look upset, which is understandable. And as all karens do, he requested the manager. The manager came out and they went back and forth for a ... » Continue Reading
I've just experienced my first bomb threat at my school today and its terrifying, I legit thought it was real with everyone screaming and running out the doors.I have never experienced this before despite being in American schools for almost four years now, I honestly feel a bit weird heading back to school tomorrow and acting like everything is fine. » Continue Reading
Odio-amor a mis padres Bueno, no es que la odie si no que a veces detesto lo mucho que favorece a mi otra hermana que ami, siempre igual que mi padre, siempre la prefiere a ella antes que ami! Enserio que odio eso odio que me tengan que estar bajando mi valor solo porque ella es mayor que yo y puede traerles sus adicciones pero no es que los Odio... solo me parece injusto que siempre me traten así ya ella les de miedo hacerla enojar o cuando no le dan dinero se enoja y empieza a gritar ya molest... » Continue Reading
im actually inlove with photography. id say its one of the most beautiful art forms. the ability to think about how to portray an image just right with the symbolism and tone you want. just the whole ability to capture a moment in time and spread it across the world. I think people now really don't appreciate the art of a good picture. especially with ai images being able to be produced, were seriously losing the art. ai music, ai pictures, ai people. all ai. I'm just so upset that people cant b... » Continue Reading
i fucking hate being in informatics classes like no aunt jessica i don't know how to get your computer to work again i'm in my second year idk how to do it's not "easy" for me just pay someone else to do it damn it's not that expensive damn it » Continue Reading
guys omg not to be dramatic but ive been sick for over a week!! like really bad migraines, dizziness, loss of appetite sickness!!! and medicine wont even touch it!! im usually not that annoyed by being sick but ive genuinely been bedridden i missed school, i missed a concert!! IM SO PEEVED. im getting a new glasses prescription on Sunday with a tint to help with light sensitivity so...hope that fixes me. » Continue Reading
I find this humorous because how did I manage to burn my arm through a welding jacket and a long sleeve shirt? This stuff takes talent frAnd It didn't even stop there two minutes later I got my lipIg I got my work metal hot enough for flux that flew off to cause a 2nd burnI solemnly swear to let the metal cool down, maybe » Continue Reading
🥲tell me why I have full points on every assignment in A push but the unit test I literally flunked it. when I was studying I went over the overview, I guess I should have dove more into the small details. I think since I have a 100% in the class and the test is a 40% grade I should be fine. maybe a low a? :( » Continue Reading
You ever been on the verge of tears but then you remember that your family could come into your room any moment and you don't want them to see you cry because they're the problem so you suck it up and decide you'll cry about it later when everyone's asleep? WELL I HAVE, like an hour ago, I was about to cry about something that's probably stupid but I'm sensitive and then I remembered my dad would be home soon and he always say hi after work, so I had to distract myself so I wouldn't cry, also my... » Continue Reading
serbian's have a very... odd mentality to say the least. describing it as a victim complex feels accurate, but it also seems too shallow in a way. serbians have been taught that they were the only ones that experienced hardships in the balkans, that they are the perfect victim and that the neighboring countries are this "evil" force seeing to put an end to the serbian people. i believe its that propaganda that has made almost everyone in this country neo-nationalists.however, propaganda as easy ... » Continue Reading
Our school literally just got a new fire alarm system and new fire alarms and not even a week later they're already malfunctioning having us standing in hot ass weather for half an hour 💔....I did my hair and shit for picture day and the sweat from the heat fucked it up and we still haven't taken pictures yet. FML » Continue Reading
Im so jealous of people who’ve been abused. No matter how much i tell myself “thats not cool” or “thats just because you feel your trauma isnt valid” i cant stop getting so incredibly unstable over that thought.My friend vented to me about their sexual abuse and i got this disgustibg feeling of “i wish that happened to me”I get so jealous and angry when i hear about others being abused but not me.I hate feeling like this!! Plus im a weirdo, i have some really huge obsession with abuse to the poi... » Continue Reading
hello! sooo my brother is seven and keeps saying the n word [hes white] how do i make him stop saying it? o and about the gay thing.. he wanted 2 look up penis on google [AND EXPECTED 2 FIND PHOTOGENIC DICK?!] but luckily we was in a shop so he had no wifi.. soo help a girl out, how do i make my brother stop being gay and racist.. » Continue Reading
Ok so I'm going to use the word "drawings" for this. So at school yesterday I had a lot of "drawings" on my wrist and I wasn't trying to show it off or anything but it was really hot so I wore short sleeves and one of my teachers saw it and just tells everyone and all the teachers about it even the ones that don't know me at all anyway it was like last period and the school cousler made me fill out this stupid paper about it and I explained to her how I felt really out of place because a lot of ... » Continue Reading
as you all know the situation in palestine, i have tried to boost palestinians posts on social media so they can get donations. sometimes they'd DM asking me for help, and I'd do everything in my power to get them at least a single donation. however this time i was not really lucky, a woman from gaza reached out to me and i tried donating to her but my bank doesnt accept international payments for some unknown reason and i tell her that and tried to direct her towards someone who can donate.howe... » Continue Reading
I'm stuck in college and I feel bleh. I'm really really tired, I keep going dizzy, I'm too warm (I had to go sit outside earlier), I'm too cold (I'm sat in the warmest room in the building), I feel sick, my brain is working really slow, and I want to cry for no reason XD I've done everything I usually do when I feel ill (salt, mints, drink) but they aren't really working. I could go home but I might have a test next period and it's history which I enjoy and it's my last lesson of the day and I d... » Continue Reading
In a topic of whimsical living, dopamine detox, mindful productivity, sensory grounding, digital minimalism, neo-digital whimsy, internet revival, cyber-flaneur, slow living, and taking back your life. Hello! I am sure a lot of us know how social media has fried our brains. Our attention span is horrendous! And we are wasting a lot of our time just scrolling. It is actually eating me and my life.I have responsibilities,there are so many places and hobbies I want to explore,and I also want to han... » Continue Reading
i got broken up with by my gf 2day, i dunno what to even do, shes like the reason why i still have some friends left in the world, like the reason why i still really get up in the mornin'.im actually feelin so depressed rn, like i refused to eat the whooleee day and its now 5:58 AM now that im writing this, i feel so numb inside and i dont know what to do now.shes been my everything throughout life, like my lifeline and my comfort person, now shes gone. js like that.. im not rlly mad ab it, i un... » Continue Reading
(i didnt take this picture)do you wanna know why it warns you not to drink the contents of the batteryit's not because people are drinking the contents of the battery, it's so that if someone is stupid enough to try they can't sue the company for not saying they shouldn'tno one is drinking the fucking battery they're covering their ass for legal reasons » Continue Reading
I see so many people js getting into emo music (im talking abt emo music specifically bc im more active in those spaces) and they'll be like "My favourite screamo band is bmth, my favourite emo band is mcr" and a bunch of people will be like "well ur a poser yap yap yap stfu yap yap yap" like holy shit. Yes they aren't emo bands, but they're probably new to the scene? Also mcr had a SUPER big impact on the emo subculture, most emo people wouldn't be emo if it wasn't for them.Technically, all you... » Continue Reading
I don’t want to do stuff that stress me out, because I’m a a point in my life where I’m not in a good place to do stessful things. I wish people understood me, I wish people cared to understand me. I wish that I could be someone different, but I’m pathetic and I always will be. I have changed sure, but I still get upset, I’ll still get really sad, and not like just kind of. I get so sad or upset that I intentionally hurt myself in some way. I yell at myself, I make myself uncomfortable but it’s ... » Continue Reading
I've been feeling kind of down lately and I think I'm having a relapse :(. It feels like everything is going wrong in my life, nothing makes sense anymore. » Continue Reading
I've always freakin hated math. I wasn't ever any good at it, just barely passing or cheating my way through the class. But oh my gosh... I've never met a dumber teacher in my life. Like, I get we have to test and stuff to help students who might need extra help or whatever. But a test or quiz EVERY SINGLE WEEK?! Are we okay???! Who the hell learns anything in a week, hell I'm still trying to catch up from last week's five lessons. It's stuff like that that makes kids not want to learn. No one c... » Continue Reading
Genuinely HOW do people make friends outside of their school??? Like, I have my group of friends at school, but it's literally ONLY them, and other people in my grade are either rude asf, comfortable in their own group, or they are weird and the kind of people who are always in drama. And it's hard to even go out somewhere, to events and stuff, because I can't drive, and when it comes to my parents (specifically my dad), there's always a follow up like "Well you gotta pay for gas" Or something l... » Continue Reading
okay so maybe i was a bit upset earlier and im aware im still gonna have days where i feel as though im upset, ugly, not enough, ect, but comparing myself to other girls and their lifestyles isn’t going to do anything but make me feel terrible about myself. i’m my own person. i have my own lifestyle. i have an amazing personality. most people don’t have awareness like i do. im happy to also say that im me, not someone else. » Continue Reading
okay so, ive been in a pretty decently long relationship before right? 1.5yrs . and i completely understand that it has changed me as a person, unfortunately… but its gotten to a point that i fully understand that itll forever and always be someone 100x better than me, and i feel that with my looks specifically. im aware that im a good girl, im logical, i can be confrontational, i understand what to do in certain situations, im caring, the whole package. but some days i just feel soooo ugly. the... » Continue Reading
Okay so I'm a freshman and I wanted a brass quintet (since my schools woodwind quintet are all graduating), so I asked around, and got a freshman, sophomore, junior, and senior. And since I'm the one who put the whole thing together, I know I'm in charge of practices, getting music, and figuring out where we'll play, but omg it's actually so scary 'bossing' (moreso just basic leading but it feel like bossing) around all these kids who are older than me. I know it's because I don't want them to t... » Continue Reading
how will i be in the future?my social life as of right now, and for the past 9 months or so, is basically nonexistenti dont do anything other than make music, go to work, go to school, or go to sleep on ft with my gf anymoreonce i graduate, will i be nobody? just go work for someone thats in a higher position than me? will i move out just to "find myself" and do the things to myself like i've been saying i would, and just become nobody? by myself?and then just die? and then what?what if i get br... » Continue Reading
second blog and im STILL lowk complaining im sorry im usually much happier LOL. i literally just CANNOT cope with this shit my whole friend group is dating each other!! every hangout is third wheeling not one but TWO couples. plus it makes me so sad cuz im flipping 16, in college and ive never even been liked by anyone nevermind dating!! ive never even kissed someone or flipping held hands romantically. i dont think i have that bad of looks or personality and yet my dating life SUCKS and is none... » Continue Reading
So yesterday i got out of an 8 day psych hospital stay, and i have shit to say about that whole experience in and of itself but the main thing im beyond pissed about is that they stole my fucking phone AND idI went into the hospital on 9/1/26 holding a pair of pants, a shirt, a stuffed animal, my phone and state ID. I texted my mom from INSIDE the hospital at the front desk that i got there safely, i love you, and goodnight, then i put my shit in a brown bag and handed it over.The entire week i ... » Continue Reading
It seems like every single choice we make is benefiting Israel or capitalism. And sometimes you don’t even have a choice if you want to participate or not. I don’t have my own finances, like many other minors, to even buy non boycotted items. And no it’s not just food. It’s the food, clothes, every single item of technology, travel, healthcare and banks. Also if you’re a vegan in support of Palestine you need to be on the lookout for alternatives just in case as well. Are we just really fucked o... » Continue Reading
they were playing newjeans at my college yesterday it was awesome.... ILY whoever controls the radio at college!!!this girl has joined my friendgroup and idk why but like we have never really spoken and i fear she doesnt like me WHICH IS SO SAD CUZ SHES SO COOL AND WE LIVE ON THE SAME STREET!!! i could be crazy tho....idk we met at a group hang and shes obviously dating this one guy in the group, me her and that guy all sat on the bus together yesterday and me and that guy usally talk SO much on... » Continue Reading
Alright so on the bus ride home (just got home) I was y'know blasting music through my headphones, like I do everyday, when all of a sudden I feel something hit the top of my head. at first I didn't know what it was, I couldn't find anything around me that could be the cause, so I go back to listening 2 music and scrolling on my phone. and then boom another thing hits me, it was a orange sharpie highlighter thing, it got on my arm and my boob what the hell. so at that moment I'm kinda mad, and t... » Continue Reading
if you didn't notice already i have that as my header on my profile? why exactly you may ask? well because the whole system is rigged. starting with school systems most of what we learn in school doesn't even apply to the real world and im not talking about basic stuff like math or science. im talking about stuff like taxes or bills. nobody teaches us that stuff back in school. all teachers expect you to know what you wanna be right when you get out of hs or know what you're gonna do in the next... » Continue Reading
It's the first time I write about this and I just want to be straight forward it's intense so if you are sensitive just stop reading.My parents are divorced and my dad lives alone, I rarely go see him because he's really a bad person, yesterday I went to his house to get some papers he printed for me, I wanted to make some artistic decorations, it was a trap and I actually suspected it before but I still went because I wanted to make some art.I don't wanna get into details but he basically wante... » Continue Reading
《Lwky missed my bus an now im sittin outside of the school waitin for my mommy like a loser chud cus i cant fuckn drive cus im 14 ughhhhhhhim litteraly watchin all ghe upperclassmen drivin away while im stuck here atleast its not too weird cus the footballer r here (ps those fucker messed me up an got me lost)》 » Continue Reading
they didnt even look in any rooms or judge my living situation, they actually tried to help me. I told them about all the year long abuse i endured from m father and i hope they file a report so he loses custody. I hate that man so indescribably much. The whole thing was actually only an hour long and they were two nice ladies. But i felt so drained after describing all those traumatic experiences. I just fixed my bed after to clear my mind and then laid in it for 3 hours. Then took a bath while... » Continue Reading
if you claim to speak up for whats right, at least look me in the eye when you speak to mei know im always on your mindand i hope that pisses you off to no end, you bastardim the first kid to write of hearts, lies, and friends, and i am sorry my conscious called in sick againive got arrogance down to a science, and im the first kid to write of hearts, lies and friends now 💋 » Continue Reading
does anyone feel like they have just given up in life? like you have people in your life but you still don't feel good about it. Like I get this sudden hit of these gloomy thoughts, what am I doing with my life. Can't we just simply live it without rushing for a masters or job?can't I just sit all day and do nothing but still feel good about it?idk how ppl do this but life is really tough, it all felt simple when I was not far away from home... » Continue Reading
in my state there's a phone ban so basically no music. following that phone ban, alot of the websites on my schools computer are completely blocked and for some reason some stuff for friendrewind doesn't work on this school computer. but at least now I have the radio option omg its insane how many restrictions there are. » Continue Reading
🍪 - DI ALGO CHISTOSO PAU 🫃🏻🎸 - algo chistoso de risa (•‿•)🍪 - six...🎸 - seveeeeeeeeennnn🍪 - QN TE cae mal del salón amiga🎸 - Creo que nadie me cae mal pero m da cosita Roo 🍪 - Eres homofóbica Amanda? 👁️🎸 - No amor, de su cara me da como cosita🍪 - JAJAJAJAJAJA » Continue Reading
i keep seeing mutuals and everyone ik talk about school theres this guy tht keeps asking hows my school going but like idon even go to xhool I still need like a psych eval and 13003009 other things to do b4 I can even think abt enrolling thts not even guarnteeing ill catch up to my grade lvl fuckkk I hateee my lifeeee » Continue Reading
🍪 -Di hola 👅 es el blog del a te dije, di algo acá así bien chistoso de risa🌙 -Oñi soy un omeguita kawai y se me mojan las patas uwu >///<🍪 - 😭🍪 - puse la categoría en mascotas pq somos las perritas del de sociología, nos va a coger (╥﹏╥)🌙 - Oye ño, yo soy el perrito del de economía y lite ...🍪 - hermano me explicaba el omegaverse 😭 » Continue Reading
so while i was looking for an old tristamp artist who had this who dad!knives au (i remember the son being named azrael), i ran into (what it most likely) plantcest art on tumblr. generally i don't rlly fw incest AT ALL and i won't just start shit in the op's comments/reblogs just because, but like the artist didn't even put the plantcest tag in there just "it is what you think it is" THEN ADD THE TAGS????? TO LET PPL KNOW WHAT UR POSTING????? WTF IS THE VAGUENESS FOR???and i know i'm overreacti... » Continue Reading
Every time i try to say that I genuinely feel like this I get called an edge Lord and "Ong misery tiki phone" like shut up go die oh my days don't even interact with me Idk the world would lowk be better without humans either way sigh anyways kk bye <33 » Continue Reading
The more weight I drop, the more I realize that I think I look the same. In fact, I think I look bigger than before. No matter how much people are like “you look skinnier! I can actually see the difference,” I feel bigger than I am. I went from a 14-16 to a 12 and even through I’ve went down two sizes, I feel fucking humongous. I’ve been so fucking hungry, too. So whenever I eat, I just start to feel sicker with myself and I don’t wanna eat like at all. I think that even whenever I get down to 1... » Continue Reading
how tf am I supposed to find my aesthetic...ive literally change the profile layout from vampire red to some pink shit and 2000s and now its all blue and skully » Continue Reading
To preface: I like school! I like school. I certainly have nothing against school. It's great, you know, to be able to learn. Oh, and I'm very privileged, I go to a very good school. My grades are good, too. Not much to complain about.But...it's just so much. I feel burnt out and it's only September! It won't get better, I know. It's just going to get worse. I'm not a very smart student, all things considered, I don't budget my time or get things done quickly or anything like that. Today, I had ... » Continue Reading
I really dont like the students in my classroom, sometimes they can be really annoying like to the point where i just want to go home, they literally have nothing else to do other than just be loud at 7 in the morning!!! The teachers are also bothering me, sort of, but its 7am i just want some time to fully wake up without having to hear some loud noises or putting your face all up in mine. » Continue Reading
tell me why the first day of uni was genuinely so fucked up. there were like two good things that happened maybe--one was a cute guy helping me with direction and perfect timing too cause i would've missed my bus if he hadn't helped so thank you to that man, and two was i got to hangout with my friend and get coffees with her. now onto the stress. first and fucking foremost i woke up groggy as fuck cause my fridge was making weird ass loud ass noises all night and it kept me up and i swear i hea... » Continue Reading
so im not in a class with any of my friends and thats..well not amazing.there's only one other girl near me in class, luckly she sits next to me!at the begining of the day i was over it and already wanted to change classes; almost cried during second break, but after that my day went kinda good!ended up doing an activity with some of the people near me, they're niceish.its not like i dont know the people in my class, its just im not friends with them, i've been going to school with them for year... » Continue Reading
If you're offended and angry by the title then YOU SHOULD BE HAHAHAHAAAAA EVERYBODY POINT AND LAUGH.More seriously men suck. Men have always sucked. Did you know that like every Greek god has raped somebody? Even the super cool Hermes? This is why I love Hypnos because he's actually cool.I'm not getting into my personal experiences but if anybody want to rant about how much men suck in the comment you can bc we all need it for real. Men can do it too, you're not a hypocrite for hating gross men ... » Continue Reading
brochaco i CANNOT do ts fym year 11 ts is acc evil not nice i hate it i hate these hoes brochaco im shooting the school up omf no there like devils reincarnates i dont even get bullied these lil bastards are genuinely ANNOYINGGGG like no die and this lad i like STILL wont acknowledge me and its been 4-5 years since i was like 11 bro im acc killing everyone atp uh yeah end of my rant sorry yeah gulp » Continue Reading
I know this isnt usually what i post but it doesnt really matter. Dont take this too seriously though, its just some random things abiut my life that maybe other might relate to. I dont know if its just me but my whole life whenever i was sad or really anything happened in my life, i needed my mother’s affection. Despite me and my mom always having a really healthy mother-daughter relationship and being literally like close friends, making fun of eachother, joking and laughing, i never wanted to... » Continue Reading
TW: disordered eating habits, self injury ,suicidal thoughts, self image issues, substance (ab)-use, mental hospitalI don't want the fucking antidepressants that don't make me feel anything i want the vodka, cigs and a big fat blunt i dont want to have to shut myself down just because the system cant handle my emotions. Why do i need to have perfect attendance at school, never miss a single lesson, work until the end of my life, I DONT DESERVE TO BE A MINIMUM WAGE SLAVE. Is suicide really the on... » Continue Reading
so this is something ive been wanting to talk about since hs this one experience that i always found was weird and yk since I have my own blog might as well talk about it. so back in hs i was dating a blk trans girl. things we're cool and good between us. one day we came out the gym yk bc we had this rally or smth i forgot what it was but everyone had to be in the gym and after the event she walked with me and just told me, "you know, you talk like a white guy even though you're black" and i was... » Continue Reading
i’m so sad because i was in school literally doing nothing and these two boys who bully me stated filming me but were trying to be discreet about it and im just so sad and feel so vulnerable:( » Continue Reading
hi guys all I can think about right now in Mr Harrods class is how much I hate school. I love my friends and most of my teachers but ngl class is so sad and boring and I js wanna kms. on another note does anyone want to perchance break my leg or arm so I don't have to do cheer and wrestling because that would be ideal. anyways I have to go to class and take notes now unfortunately #kms #ihateschool #bringbackonlinelearningsoicanbeachud » Continue Reading
Hi guys!Y’all BEGGED for an update so here it is my fans:RANT INCOMINGGGOk i’m pissed okay it’s already second day and i’m pissed. I’m trying to cut the complaining in my life but this is just stupid. Okay i will just start from the start.Got to school. Waited outside German class and one of my old “friends” started singing Misery at me and saying Dada play that Misery. Btw if ur not on tiktok people just basically say that to bully Alt girls with big contact lenses and stuff. Lemme get this cle... » Continue Reading
I don’t think I’m UGLY but sometimes I wish I looked different. seeing pretty girls on my phone makes me so envious when I shouldn’t feel that wayso honestly I think I should work on myself. maybe not in a “glow up” aspect, but I don’t want to be looking at others and wanting to be them. I want to be ME. again, I don’t think I’m ugly. I think I’m a pretty standard looking person. » Continue Reading
Brroooooo the boys at my skool are so transphobic dude, i’m trans ftm and i got outed a bit ago to my form class and when i was walking home with my friend (mtf) one of the boys that knew where behind us and shouted “hey *deadname*! have you fully transformed yet?!” and i was sooooo pisseddd i was genuinly trrrified they wr gonna follow me home » Continue Reading
I had a dream I was best friends with Vic and when I woke up I felt devastated and it felt like I lost a friend. Realistically he doesn't even know who I am. It's not fair. He'd be such a fun friend » Continue Reading
You wanna know how to shoplift i gochuits actually not as complicated s ppl make it seem so lemme js tell youslang: borrowed, racked or snagged are all terms for the word shopliftfirst your gonna wanna have baggy clothes with pockets and maybe a bag if the store your going to doesnt check bags (DONT DO IT IN SCHOOL UNIFORM classmates found that out the hard way)first if you wanna shoplift clothes you must grab the shirt you want and then another random top and put the random under the one you wa... » Continue Reading
why is thatWHENEVER there's new industry eyeing the stateno matter what it ispower plant, data center, ammo factory, gun manufacturing, etcevery boomer and their inbred grandkids will come crawling out of their hollers and start bitching about itfucks sake do u WANT to stay in ur little shitty trailer home for the next 7 generations????this has to be the only state in the country where gen z WANTS companies to buildshould be the norm nationwide but ppl are stupid so whateverour governor is from ... » Continue Reading
So i finally made an ig shit acc cs i always found rhem so cool but lowkeu im probably not gonna fllw anyone back on it just because. I wanna post but im lowkey scared that my friends might find it but i dont really care cs im cool so yeah im js gonna post on it wish me luck » Continue Reading
《Is it just me that will talk to myself an act like im being recorded for like a get ready w me ticky??? Like ill make jokes an everything and apologize and its fully instinctal im not doing it》 » Continue Reading
I forgot to take my antidepressants last night and I want to die today lowk. I'm miserable and hate my life yada yada. I just want to play minecraft. I'm a freshman in college and I'm really stressed even though I barely have any work to do. I have a class in 30 minutes and just now turned in an assignment for it that I had a whole week to do. All I've been doing is playing minecraft and hanging out with my friends. How in the world does one balance a social life and their academic responsibilit... » Continue Reading
I'm tired of the fantasy where it'll heal. the hallucination of him-- I don't know how to feel, it felt so real, I refused to look behidrnd. ow ow ow my limb, I feel so blind. why must I see him too? in the corner of my room, behind the door? I feel so blue. if I look there, boom I will cry more. the red marks on my arm, they hurt, but they also feel good. The only way I can please him, ,, OW OW OW MY FOREARM! " ,, whatever, I'll regret it later, I need this now " I grim. I would stop if I could... » Continue Reading
I'm convinced I'm a plaything. one moment, I'm in my favorite princess dress with loud noise-- smiling and giggling, maybe I'm playing with toys. oh, before disaster, everything was perfect! the next moment, Im dragged into a room. ,, where'd my clothes go ? " and boom, just as I checked, the affect that would last forever that day would never-- ever be something I would forget. Now, I wake up in a cold sweat! who knew that such a thing could still come up ten years later could make me blowup? t... » Continue Reading
Happy birthday to a boy who learned too early how to measure loss in calendar-days— how to count thunder like it’s clockwork, how to learn silence the hard way, how to hold its breath between lightning’s bruises, how to flinch before the sound can even land, how to smile with teeth where truth should live, how to survive while the world stamps it “over” like a hospital wristband that never comes off. It’s my birthday. Confetti shot up in the air as everyone yells “HAPPY BIRTHDAY!”and... » Continue Reading
So I just went downstairs to do my laundry, and you go from the pet room (where the pets sleep at night, food, water, litter box, stores leashes whatnot) to the lil laundry nook, separated by a door of course so the pets can't eat laundry detergent and stuff, and it gets a lil dirty right, that's also where the back door is, so people bring dirt in on their shoes and the pets get it muddy sometimes, and my sister said 'I love that you're barefoot and bringing all this dirt into your room' very s... » Continue Reading
In my country, university “welcoming week” somehow takes months to finish. I’m currently a freshman law student, and ours lasts around three whole months AKA a full semester. Apparently, it’s supposed to help freshmen adjust from high school to university life, which I understand, but three months feels excessive.Universities here also usually don’t provide dormitories, so students have to find their own housing and the city infrastructure isn’t great either, with barely any proper sidewalks or... » Continue Reading
Just started school again. It already sucks. Whyyyyy- I wanna sleep in .･ﾟﾟ･(／ω＼)･ﾟﾟ･.I'mma start doing daily questions cuz why not?Daily question #1 Whats your favorite school memory? Mine issss going to comiccon ＼(＾▽＾)／ » Continue Reading
im so overly paranoid and anxious about everything it won't stop , I constantly assume the worst is gonna happen I don't know what to do I feel so mean for thinking this wayok » Continue Reading
I feel like everyday is just plain, ive lost interest in things i loved doing and just lay most of the day.I hate going outside but inside feels annoying, listening to the same song over and over again staring at the wall.Anyway how is everyone doing? » Continue Reading
I just cleaned my whole room, hid all my cigs & vapes. They're technically only coming to make a plan ro help me with attendance in school, but they probably will also look around in the house. I just hope it goes well i dont want to go to some random group far away from my home for a whole year just because i dont fit into the system. » Continue Reading
i used to think i liked staying single but i feel lonelier and lonelier evryday :((( sure, i dont rlly have any friends at all but it would be so nice if i could just find my person... sighhhhhhhh :c i need a phil to my dan so bad » Continue Reading
I know I shouldn't be doing this but I cant take ts anymore. I hate having no one texting me and caring about me and actually being a good friend. My one singular irl friend is so dry, and I honestly think if i disappeared randomly, he wouldn't look for me.So anyone in California, near Sacramento/ San Fransico, that like any of the things I'm about to mention, please add me as a friend.Green DayThe SmithsSombrMatt MalteseOlivia Rodrigo500 Days of Summer or any JGL movieAndrew ScottThe CardigansT... » Continue Reading
I turn 15 on Sept. 21st, and im not ready, idk why it feels like such a big milestone..I have three years till I'm legally an adult, AHHHH.For my birthday, my parents already got me some GD Pop! figures a few months back, but I really want my outfit inspo section in my board of things I want in lifewhich I'll link right hereMy grandma gifts me and my cousins [and brother] money once we become teenagers and then when we're 18 we get a check and that's it for gifts lolSo I've been getting money ev... » Continue Reading
So im currently at my dad's house my parents are divorced since I was 3, in my town/towns there is two towns right beside each other one is just across the river just some context mostly unrelated but ehh.1 So we recently moved houses to my dead grandpa's house *first off wtf dad thats kinda weird* 2. I heard him and his new girlfriend CRACKING like a hour after he told us to go to bed, he was drunk (and on the night ur dad died, bro u dont need that pussy) 3. Hes kinky he told me to get somethi... » Continue Reading
I just wanna talk about this cause the comment made me realize how dumb people are sometimes. Okay, to start off, I saw a comment under a Pinterest post of this poem by Rupi Kaur, I think that's her name, but in the poem she's apologizing for ever calling a women beautiful before she called them resilient or extraordinary (not her exact words just a very short summary.) In the comments there was this one person, I'm pretty sure it's a girl based on her name and profile, but her comment was sayin... » Continue Reading
just a little rant lolso for years, ive always eaten more than a normal, growing child should. my parents tried setting a limit to when we could go in the kitchen when i was like 10, but being the spoiled child i am, it only lasted a short, few months. but a couple months ago, i realized the abnormal amount i ate, and recently realized that ive felt the need to eat, or when im bored, i eat, or when i zone out, i go straight to the kitchen. i grew up with a very high metabolism so it was hard for... » Continue Reading
I'm not here to be an audience for unsolicited advertisements or hateful/prejudiced opinions.I don't need that energy anywhere near me. The few people who have shown their ass have already been removed. I'm having none of that. » Continue Reading
does anyone else lowkey only live around basic people ??? my whole town is basic and theyre always talking about 'quiet on the creek' ( or any generic popular / basic kid humor ) IT WAS FUNNY AT FIRST BUT OMGGGG PLZ SHUT UP IM CRINE. also being basic isnt a problem but it sometimes get to a point dude also all basic people around me suck and they dont have ANY fandoms, like dude what media do you consume if you have 0 fandoms ?!?!? anywho.. go read my other blog if you wanna bmf ! » Continue Reading
So for most people everyone's starting school again. I'm starting college, which means a new area and people. Monday has been my first day and I don't know if I'm going to be able to handle it already. Not even much has happend, but I feel 'dread' creeping up on me, and it hasn't even been a full week. This is making me start to doubt my abilities, the jump from HS to College is panicking me, and I feel like I never get closure from whatever the teachers ask of us. This is causing me to overthin... » Continue Reading
I'm gonna kill myself I feel like I. Can't trust you I wanna kill myself I wanna cut I wanna cut I wanna cut I wanna cut I wanna cut I can't take this anymore why do you say goodnight then go on here and be online who are you talking to please don't say that just to get me to not talk to you I fucking hate it.tky.clln. » Continue Reading
i feel like it doesnt get talked about much -not that id know- but imagine being able to make someone smile.. or laugh just by being you , like how is that not basically a superpower?? i wish i was funny, id love to go around and make peoples day brighter! i think about clowns and mimes and how their job is to go around and spread happiness and im like, i wish i could do that.i used to want to be a mime or clown not too long ago but then i kept thinking about it and ive never been able to make... » Continue Reading
I’m scared to put it simply. Basically this year I decided that I’m going to tell my teachers/people in general that my name is stormy (my preferred name ) the problem is the guys at my school. Basically I went by a different name (the at isn’t my preferred name mind you) and when they found out my birth name I got teased for that. So imagine having to tell those same people your new name. Scary. That and the fact that most of the guys at my school are homophobic/rude in general. So yeah im scar... » Continue Reading
mmmmmm sometimes i want to ship my little brother off to the shien factory ://// not actually but ngl it seems appealing sometimes lol » Continue Reading
I've always had this weird obsession with plants since i was a teen i cant remember if i did when i was a kid since well those memories don't belong to me, i remember the first day i started paying attention to plants and knew to myself that it was gonna be my thing, they have a texture that nothing else can beat i like when the stems are fuzzy they feel nice going into my…well I'm not gonna go into detail today ill save it for another day. I also remember the first day plants started talking to... » Continue Reading
This is actually a happy rant loll. Last year I was severely depressed and I even ended up in the psych ward because it got really bad. After I got out I kind of started to experiment with my look because my parents isolated me from the world for like 6 months and I actually started to think I was pretty!I think January of this year is when I was enrolled back into in-person school and I found a group of friends instantly and ended up dating one of them loll. The friend group and the boyfriend e... » Continue Reading
this isnt one of those edgy posts, id say this is just personal experience. i dont know when this apathy started but the only thing i feel besides it is anxiety or sadness. my grandfather just died and my family is devastated. i get it, he was important to all of us or almost all of us but he was suffering and i actually made a bet with myself every year thinking “yeah he is dying this year” since 2023. he had alzheimers for plenty years and didnt even know how to walk anymore. we were close bef... » Continue Reading
just tired. wanna cut. I won't, I think. my boyfriend really doesn't want me to and he's been helping me.but I wanna see him in person so bad. he's so far. I just need to see him for a couple hours. maybe. weeks. I just wanna see him so bad, I feel so lonely, I'm always third wheeling my friends now and when I bring up my bf my bsf acts all disgusted and i just. idk. I told her abt it. she said she'd try to work on it. but.idk. I just wanna. Die sometimes.not really die. I just wish I could slee... » Continue Reading
Yeah my day was normal, and theres 7 of september!!, finally September 7th holiday!!! (Brazil Independence day)Posted at 7 of september 2026~ » Continue Reading
Am I avoidant? Am I hard to read, do I keep too many secrets? I never thought so. I, actually, thought I give away too much information. I mean, I've divulged some pretty personal information on way too many occasions; my home life, my childhood, stuff that goes on in my mind. That sounds pretty open to me!But apparently, according to my friends and girlfriend, I'm secretive and I don't talk enough about my emotions. What? That makes no sense to me. I tell them about every thing I feel. I though... » Continue Reading
Don't know what've I done but. We used to text everyday with a bi-daily playing session but I can't even see what bad I've done this time. I miss them and or her. Mija I'm sorry » Continue Reading
Guess who have all A's and is VErY happy. MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE, JK, I'm pretty sad because I keep on stressing out VERY school week. But as long I keep on pushing, I will be alive, maybe a I'll survive first semester. » Continue Reading
Listen, to anyone wanting to friend me or be my friend, I don’t mind you coming into my DMs to talk, just don’t be a fucking idiot LMAO. DMs are open for anyone but genuinely don’t come into my DMs for some bullshit reason, especially if you’re gonna ask about something that I’ve already explained on my profile, such as my profile picture. “Are you cute like in your profile picture?” Nope, and I’m not looking for someone as desperate as you bud. Read my profile, don’t just friend me because you ... » Continue Reading
tw for paranoid episode ://friday i had some sort of paranoid episode in class, its the first one ive had this year and i didnt rly handle it well so i had homework i had to do...so that kinda sucked(( i kinda started thinking that everyone and everythin around me wasnt real and i had to like escape..i knew it was an episode tho so i js kinda camped in the bathroom until the bell rang. ive gotta find a way to get them under control before i get medicated :// might b hard tho cuz my mom doesnt be... » Continue Reading
genuinely HOW do people let themselves relax in college? I'm supposed to be enjoying the long weekend but since its throwing off my usual routine of how I get my schoolwork done (I made plans with friends tomorrow so idk how much time I'll have to do schoolwork, hence the issue) I freaked out internally and then did 3 assignments. On a Sunday night. And I never do work on weekends. Gah, how do people even DEAL with this shit?! » Continue Reading
so i had a friend(they moved away) and i wanna know if i was talking behind their back cause they said that to them this was talking behidn their back but to me this was just ranting to one of my friends. so ima call her de so basically de was extremly extroverted and had adhd and she was alot she was also pretty populer and i dont really know how we became friends cause im basiclally the compleat oppisite so everyday me de and this other girl would go and get breakfast at school together and e... » Continue Reading
MY HOUSE IS A LITERAL FUCKING PRISON I HATE ALL OF MY FAMILY SO MUCH BRO OMFG. so basically i have random arguments w them everyday over literal nothningness and it pmo so bad bc they act like its my fault 😭. for example, i have a chore im supposed to do everyday bc yk... and my relative (lets call her poopoohead) asked me why i hadn't done my chore, and i explained to her that when i woke up today, i immediately had to go somewhere so i didnt have time to do it, and she was irritating me alread... » Continue Reading
im curently in school and EVERYTHING is annoying me!i forgot to charge my laptop, AND 2 of they keys are broken, my english teacher yelled at me beause i was behind on work (that ones kinda mb), there were 2 girls next to me in math bad mouthing one of my interests (death note) like they were going on and on about how weird it is AHHHHHH. pmo pmo pmo pmo!i wanna go homeeee T-T save me from this hell » Continue Reading
hot take but i hate the fight between scene and scenecore its genuinely so annoying i am technically scenecore but i usually call myself scene cause its scenefurry sounds better then scenecore furry especially since scenecore is just a version of scene and i hate when people say "oh your not scene your scenecore poser" like ik but also isnt the point of scene/alt to not put people into boxes and to not listen to what the haters say but then why are we hating on people for calling themselves scen... » Continue Reading
Guys, how do I help someone who doesn't want to be helped??? I have this girl, and she's mentally unstable, and she doesn't take care of herself, or anything. I give her advice, and everything, but she just wants to sabotage herself. I want to help her desperately, I try to, but I don't know how to when she won't listen to me. She doesn't eat or sleep enough, she doesn't take care of herself, and it feels like there's a small gap between us that wasn't there before. I don't know what to do. » Continue Reading
He wasn't the best to me. Two people helped me realize that he actually sucked. I was being ignored most of the time. There was no compliments or affection. I had to cry and talk to him like every month and nothing would change. Maybe for a few days or a week but it would go back to nothing. He was a band boyfriend. Among other reasons why he sucks as a boyfriend. I'm glad I broke up with him. » Continue Reading
i js needed 2 throw this out into the void honestly... but yeah anyways, im in luv w my friend, n that alone isnt a problem. the problem w me being in luv w him is that he doesnt like me back, in fact, it seems like he'll go after any1 BUT me... at this point i've spent hours listening 2 him rant abt other guys n how he wants to be w them, n how good looking they r, n stuff N THEYRE ALL LIKE STRAIGHT OR DATING... but like he will still joke sometimes abt making out w me n being my bf then say li... » Continue Reading
i'm finding it hard to write about anything. recently i've been carrying this feeling in my chest where my stomcach hurts and god is really real and he's kind enough to let me have you because i've never loved anyone else with so much purpose. i've never had big goals for myself ever, but i always wanted to adopt a cat again, and if my life ever makes it that far i wouldn't have to since you're kinda allergic.at night i wish you were next to me. i would hold you and try to make you laugh so i co... » Continue Reading
Okay i dont think i like any my family members, all of them simply piss me offAnd ill start listing off my reasons -Sister (shes 20) ran away at 18, talked shit continously about my family while she was out, came back with no shame after her and her boyfriend broke up, then quit her job, freeloaded for a month or so (she doesnt pay any bills) but she did get another job so whatever ig and shes also turned weirdly religious which is a shock to me since she used to have liberal views -Brother (hes... » Continue Reading
°❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:･heloooooo everypony!! new blog bcuz this has been weighing on my mind a lot....LOVE. I HATE HOW I ACT WHEN I GET A NEW CRUSH IM SO CORNY AND AWKWARD like omg dont even. so whenever i get a crush i start acting CRAZY obsessive and it pisses me off bcuz girl WTF are you doing!??!?! and then i start overthinking EVERYTHINGGGG especially if its some random dude on tiktok and theres ppl in his comments like "ur soooo hot" like STOOOOPPPP and then i get jealous and then its a WHOLE BUNCH OF O... » Continue Reading
TW: VAPING N STUFFif you got into vaping completely on your own accord and i mean like, your life is amazing, you weren't peer pressured into it, you didn't start using it to quit smoking, or if there was no reasonable circumstance for why you got into it in the first place and you still started vaping and getting yourself addicted to it just to look cool or something and then you ended up in hospital, i don't feel bad for you in the slightest. i'm a huge empath, don't get me wrong. but people t... » Continue Reading
As someone who lives in germany, I have basically no contact to black people, there arent even any in my grade level.Theres this one younger mixed girl I speak to on the bus stop and shes cool but thats it.Like I just hate how I cant speak to them about my struggles or racism in general.Once I told my friend the fact that clowns actually minstrel shows and they were first like "youre always talking nonsense" and after I explained further, they just brushed it off and my other friend COMPLETLEY i... » Continue Reading
<br>Hola a todos gente como estan espero que bien, bueno me presento soy Goku ese es mí nombre de usuario de internet en está red social. No es la primera vez que estuve aquí pero me cree una página porque la verdad ya estaba arto del algoritmo pesimista y ruidosa de algunas redes sociales como tiktok ,Twitter y un poco de YouTube. Bueno no solamente para alejarme un poco de esos sitios web sino también en buscar algún sitio donde pueda sentirme cómodo en compartir mis gustos y pensamientos sin ... » Continue Reading
My first blogging journey started with spacehey, then I hear that place is going rock bottom. I still have like two of my close friends only there. Then out of curiosity, I made an account in napoleonite, its good actually but still needs some fixes. Then I made account in friendproject T^TFriendproject is old-school so its good too.BUT now i have to visit every of these websites. Where should I post my blogs more lol » Continue Reading
Sometimes I am scrolling on social media and I see someone being themselves. Whether it's dressing a bit differently, acting a bit differently, or literally doing anything, I always see someone reply and say 'corny.' It honestly pisses me right off how people find everything embarrassing. What is also annoying are the people who spam the word larp any chance they get. Half of them don't even use it right either!! Someone could be a beginner in a hobby, or not educated enough in something and the... » Continue Reading
me and one of my friend's had a major falling out. he mentioned that he #didn't agree with what i was doing" (but never specified what that was. he was extremely immature about the whole situation) and also that i had done things to hurt a mutual friend. i had no idea about this, so i had asked the mutual friend "hey have i done something?" that friend told me no. i thought everything was dandy with that friend. i got over my falling out with this friend pretty fast (even tho he talked about me ... » Continue Reading
I FEEL SO AWFUL AND MY FRIEND GOES "oh you poor baby" CAN YOU FUCKING NOT RIGHT NOW ACTUALLY. OH MY GOD I LOVE YOU SPENCER BUT SOMETINES YOU'RE SO INCONSIDERATE AND I KNOW IT'S NOT ON PURPOSE BUT IT MAKES ME FEEL WORSE. » Continue Reading
I've been awake for 24 hours because i drank too many energy drinks, not my fault that they taste so damn yummy. Then my stupid but adorable cat brought a mouse in my home, it wasnt dead.So i tried to get that squeaking screaming and panicking mouse for 15 minutes before just giving up and going back to my laptop to watch youtube. My mom also got mad at me for waking her up even though i was trying to help by catching that damn thing. » Continue Reading
idk what to do i love this website but i want cool profiles and all of that but idk how >O<I created my account about 10 minutes ago and i already feel lost, everybody seems so much cooler than me how do i make my blogs all cool teenage relateable -_- » Continue Reading
Does anyone else get into a slump and then suddenly like everyone's happiness like pisses you way off? like you get so mad when people are happy. I don't even know the reason behind it, maybe it's like youre feelling miserable so you want everyone else to feel the same? feels like being fourteen again lol. » Continue Reading
DUDE I LOOK LIKE A FAT LOSER CHUD USING PREMADE LAYOUTS AND ITS MAKIJNG ME JEALOUS OF ALL THE OTHER PEOPLE RAHHHHHHHHH. and im too lazy and dont have enough time to make one on my own... even using the simplified version FR gives u.i think im just talentless or something 👀👀. but anyway if u have layouts or like anything u can kindly donate to a person like myself, pls add me ill cry. ok bye guys ily » Continue Reading
Everything is a touch that isn't a touch. Hands that press down, grip tight, but not to hold— to claim. Feel it? Like a shadow slipping under your skin, like chains that don’t rattle but keep pulling, pulling until there's nothing left but tension. Every time the skin brushes against skin, every hug, every embrace, feels like a test. Is it safe? Is it real? Or will it tear you open again?You hug from behind, because if you don’t, you can’t stop the thought: “What if they hurt you again?” But whe... » Continue Reading
They’re angry at mebecause I told the office.Because I wanted safety.Because I refused to be silentwhile they planned to ruin me.They wanted to cancel me.Tell the school.Bring up my past.Tell my seventh grade friendsthings I barely survived.I lost someone.I lost a friend.They forget—I have a heart.I’m a person.I have problems.I have mental illness.They call me selfish.Narcissistic.Blind.Clueless.They side with Raisin—who's cheating,who’s assaulted people,but I’m the monsterfor speaking up,for fe... » Continue Reading
pmopmopmopmo—the noise i hear before i fall asleep,the noise i hear when i wake up.maybe PTSD. maybe C-PTSD. maybe just me.i don’t know anymore. i don’t want to know.labels don’t change that my chest keeps caving in.you tell me stop flirting. stop asking for hugs.you said it once, Will,and my brain wrote it in fire across the sky.so now Vinne doesn’t exist.better she be a ghost than i get crucified for breathing wrong.if pretending she isn’t real makes you shut up,then fine. she isn’t real. she’... » Continue Reading
Yeah,I almost fucking died Saturday night,From a goddamn Sharpie.The smell was thick like regret,clogged my throat like lies do.Right arm? Numb.Legs? Jelly.Chest? Heavy.Fell on the floor,twice down the stairs.God was busy but I was begging anyway.I dragged myself to Grandma—retired nurse, sharp as vinegar.Told her I couldn’t breathe,that I felt like death,words slurring like my future.She asked,“Did you OD on your anxiety pills?”No, I swear, it was the Sharpie.She said, “Stop lying.”But I wasn’t... » Continue Reading
it’s 2:16pm.i took too many pills last night.again.i thought i’d sleep it off.but i didn’t sleep.i just woke up in pieces.my teeth won’t stop chattering.my body won’t stop shaking.i’m freezing but sweating.my thighs are cold like metaland it hurts.from my lower stomachall the way up.like something’s pulling,tightening,trying to crack me open from the inside.i can’t swallow right.my throat’s drybut when i try to drinki forget how to do it.i forget how to just… be a body.i don’t know if this is a ... » Continue Reading
i remember the silence—the heavy, choking silence that swallowed me whole,the way the world grew so large and dark,too much for a four-year-old who never asked to be born.there was a shadow—a man who should have been safe,but instead tore pieces from my small body,twice.once i remember.once i don’t.and that forgotten part is the cruelest scar—the one that haunts me with questionsi have no answers for.this is child sexual abuse.it’s a wound i carry inside me every day,sometimes hidden beneath a f... » Continue Reading
When I was four or five,fresh from foster care,we returned to your apartment—cramped, cracked, suffocating.Walls soaked in your rage,the air thick with anger’s shadow,your fists pounding walls you couldn’t strike through,because Mom took the blows instead.I remember those nights —my older brother beside me,breath shallow, eyes wide,listening to voices erupting like thunder,the storm never ceasing,rage bouncing off the ceiling,shattering glass and silence alike.Is it normal, Dad,to grow up where ... » Continue Reading
Last year,I wanted them to come through my window—to hold my shaking hands,to lift me up and carry me awayfrom the darkness that swallowed every breath.I was drowning,cutting seconds into pain so sharpI could feel something—anything but the endless silence inside.I begged for escape,for wings, for flight, for anythingthat meant not here, not this skin,not this ache that never stopped.But this year—I don’t want to fly.I don’t want to run or disappear.I want them to stay.To sit beside the broken p... » Continue Reading
I scrubbed my hands, not because they were dirty — just needed something to do. Put on a party hat like an idiot. Bendy-themed, of course. Real cute.I reserved the space. Sent the invites. Triple-checked the time. Even taped up a banner. Because maybe this time... maybe.The balloon arch deflated by noon. Nobody noticed. Nobody was there to.Pizza got cold faster than I did. Siblings hovered like vultures waiting to leave, already arguing about tokens and who got the last slice.I racked up points ... » Continue Reading
the door creakedlike it always doeswhen she opens it in a hurrywhen her face is wrongwhen her voice is sharperthan anything in the kitchenjazz said“she’s doing it again.”and i didn’t ask what she meantbecause i knew.you don’t forget something like that.i didn’t see it this timenot at first.i heard the burner click.i heard the shuffle of shoesand someone trying not to cry.he didn’t scream.he didn’t beg.he just kept trying to pull awayquietlike if he stayed still enoughit wouldn’t hurt.and she kep... » Continue Reading
TW : suicide , self - harm , overdose , abuse , trauma , PTSD , SA , depression , grooming , starvation , hallucinationsthis isn’t a pity post . this is survival . this is memory . this is fear . i don ‘ t know how to explain the feeling of a storm coming back to ur skin .not outside — inside . in ur bones . in ur chest . like ur body remembers the panic before ur mind does . and lately ? everything ‘ s starting to smell likeit did back then .september 2022 to march 2024i was ten . eleven . ba... » Continue Reading
first journal entry.. hi everyzombie i already love this website its so cute and gosh i love the customizable content.. despite the fact that i lowkey got annoyed trying to make my own layout but thats besides the point!!!i got tired of ranting/talking in my shoutbox on lastfm so here i am now :p ok i don’t really have anything to talk about right now other than the fact that i’ve been so lazy lately…. i started writing an au on my tiktok page (@keoncre) around mid august but i haven’t updated ... » Continue Reading
so to explain: yes, i have blocked my ex after all this happened, but in the beginning (as we know from my older posts), my ex blocked ME first. i was fine being friends but he decided to be rude, call me names, and then blocked me. I was fine with this because prior to that, we had broken up for nearly a WEEK. Yeah, a whole ass week, which means both of us were single by this time, so I took care of myself and then got my lovely boyfriend a bit later on. now, a little extra storytime i think, b... » Continue Reading
Idk how to start this off but likeI'm so sad the creg lore fandom is extremely small, I'm getting so desperate idec if ppl who I hate join back in it or something I NEED MORE PEOPLE TO TALK ABOUT IT TOOO pls hit me up if youre interested in creglore I'll explain everything dude It's really fun to be in :^(Actually why don't I just explain it here lol, Ill make a whole like blog or something about creg lore idk if I feel like itI miss the fandom being active so so SOOOOOO bad tho aughhhh guys pls... » Continue Reading
Omfg i was having the time of my life on adopt me admin abuse and like then my shit stop working evreything lagging so i restart roblox but then i cant get into adopt me turns out stupid fucking steal an ai doomscroll or whatever shit ass baby melting game update broke the whole fucking game and when i finally got into adopt me all the shit i got in the last hour was gone!! I played a bit logged off then an hour later logged back on and my shit gone again omfggg roblox fix your shitty ass game f... » Continue Reading
I just got broken up with for the first time and i'm in so much pain. I thought we loved each other and everything was fine for over 6 months, and he was so sweet to me all the time until he started messaging me a lot less this past week and finally texted the breakup message. He claims it's because we are too different and he thinks I'm a lesbian. I identified as lesbian for many years until dating him, and now I think I'm bi. I thought he understood since he is bisexual as well, but I guess he... » Continue Reading
Ok so I have friends right they are all online friends I don’t have friends irl but I feel like all my online friends have their first choice and I’m more of a second choice or more likely a third I just want to have someone who picks me first when they get good news or drama and I can do the same and I only just realised this a month or so ago where I had some teenagers came up to me and said some shit (I already spoke abt this) and I went to trap my phone thinking oh yea u can’t wait to tell s... » Continue Reading
I hate most things now. Their outfits, your voice, how everything is too loud all the time, the way my first and sending proud teachers fell the need to scream at 8 in the morning. I hate you. I hate my art, I hate my writing, I hate my voice, my personality, my clothes, my body, I hate when people say it will get better, I hate when pale say it could be worse, I hate that I don't care, I hate myself the mostI also really fucking hate 67 » Continue Reading
I HATE WHEN I WANT A PIECE OF MERCH TO SUPPORT MY FAVORITE BAND, YET THEY DONT SHIP TO MY COUNTRY OR THEY DONT HAVE A SETTING TO CONVERT PRICES... ok by :) » Continue Reading
So, I'm Panamanian, Native American, and I have no clue what my southern family is. Whenever I tell people I'm Afro-Latina (because those were my dominant genes) people always automatically apply "the hot mami", Yeye, or Chicha standard. I especially get told "Oh that's why you're so sassy" when I'm literally just being confrontational because I don't like little issues boiling into big ones and I'm not aggressive when I do so. Men especially have told me they get "turned on" thinking about me c... » Continue Reading
IVE APPLIED TO LIEK 89 JOBS IN MY AREA AND NOBODY FUCKING ACCEPTS MEEEEE WTFFF HOW CAN I POSSIBLY GET A JOB IF NOT EVEN MCDONALDS HIRESive tried applying to a taco bell a town over because i have connections there if this doesnt work idk what ill do most of these annoying ass companys ask for a 30 second intro video pre interview ive had to make like a billion of those » Continue Reading
Why am I always such a hopeless romantic bitch everytime I stare at dudes like there's nothing between us. There's better be an alternative way to involve about it without being romantic because heartbreaks are my least kind of poison.Could someone kill me?? It's always just me being pathetic whether I shot a glance at a guy that caught my attention or I had a chance to talk to guys and ended up failing miserably. I had stupid high hopes only to see it as one sided, the same heartbreak... *sighh... » Continue Reading
I like frutiger aero but frutiger evil makes me mad and sad : ( its the opposite of frutiger aero and honestly that feels like how the world is going to me.... We are frutiger evil... And that's why it makes me feel sad and upset. There's still time for our world to become frutiger aero not evil, but it's pretty evil right now 💔💔 off topic I hate Nestle and ai like let me have water I want water they steal our water. Again off topic but I boycott Starbucks cus Nestle owns them but their apple cr... » Continue Reading
MY MALL IS THE WORST!!! THEY GOT RID OF GAMESTOP. YEAH, GAMESTOP!! THERE'S NOTHING THERE TO DO!! NO WONDER ITS DEAD AND NOBODY GOES THERE!! & THE HOT TOPIC NEVER RESTOCKS AND IS FULL OF HAZBIN HOTEL SLOP!!!!! UGHHGHHHHGHGHGHGHGGGYHGHUHH!!! I'M MAD CUS I WANNA HANG OUT AT THE MALL BUT I CAN'T CUS YKW, THERE'S NOTHING TO DO THERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! » Continue Reading
I was trying to find good Brittana fics but theres like only like a few fics and most are explicit so it leave me with only a few : ( glee fans pls write more fanfics 😿 » Continue Reading
Bueno me gusta mucho el estilo Shoujo girl y por eso mismo me dice " Niña fresa " o otros apodos que que significan casi lo mismo, también me lo dicen por como hablo o por mi maquillaje y me da un poco de rabia que me lo dicen tanto ( lo puedo soportar bromeando ) pero hay algunos que me lo dicen de mala manera y por eso me enojo aunque poco ya que me da igual lo que piensen de mi o lo que digan!!! pero de igual manera no deberían por tratarme asíustedes que piensan, le ha pasado que le llaman d... » Continue Reading
I hate being in rural Saskatchewan there is no one to talk about my interests with, for example I LOVE MCR BVB sincerelyjerry and Mitchell Davis aka LiveLavaLive and when ever I talk about my interests people get awkward or weird. And bro ive been bullied for being "emo" since the second grade when I wasn't even emo yet *it was by my friend but hes very problematic and not a very good person* but when I would have my hands in my sleeves he would say "oh u better not turn emo or I'll fix it out o... » Continue Reading
I went to a stationary store and picked up some really cute stationary, and chatted with the cashier that works there. They see me a couple times a week (because i like to frequent the store like a chud ) , and they started talking to me… which is absolutely fine…. But I was making an absolute fool out of myself because i kept stuttering and saying things that held no substance (like really small comments, oh “oh yeah”’s) which is super bad because I always try to come up with something that wil... » Continue Reading
Since I'm in jrotc, we have to have at least 3 hours of community service done to get 50 points at the end of the quarter. And the easiest job I was told was parking duty for the game. So I just stood there for 3 hours while being yelled at by this junior or senior girl with cowboy boots and pointing people to a parking spot. I was able to play some music which was nice and they gave me water but that's abt it. There was this one girl though who was in the same parking lot as me and she played m... » Continue Reading
Please read the og post for context. Vinnie is still posting vids with Kralie and on August 29th, posted one of those 'Move! They think we're dating!' vids with Kralie. I'm extremely upset about it. » Continue Reading
HIYA! Long time no see, starry ailens! I know, I know, ive been greatly missed(jk).y school has started up so there is that. I have been busy but now I am back. I might start making videos if I can figure out how to work the editing system... meh. I HAVE A YOUTUBE!! I don't have any videos yet, but I WILL!!!!!! Okay that's it, byebye starry aliens, untill I write again!!! » Continue Reading
Im feel bad when i see cool people friendgroups. Like hey iam cool too i think iam pretty kind but people still barely talk to me. The thought of having an alt online friendgroup with people from around the world is a surreal dream to me. I miss being in a friendgroup omg » Continue Reading
Alr so I’m on vacation at the beach at this campground is full of old folks okay it’s very chill and laid back yk and we just got here we came a few weeks ago. But we went to the pool I was the last of my family to head over to the pool and there’s a few old couples at the pool my family we r just being very kind and respectful but I kid you not these old people are just staring at me the whole fucking time and idk why I’m not wearing anything inappropriate I was polite and nice I wasn’t even th... » Continue Reading
Does anyone wanna be friends and actually chat and stuff? I’m lowkey not the best at convos but I do try my best and I might be the coolest person BUT I will def glaze you because I love listening to peoples interests and stuff but like yeah anyone wanna be friends? Btw I’m in Cali and Imm 16 » Continue Reading
Yesterday I was on call with a few friends and I was practicing my vocals, only a few times I used improper technique. Now I suffer the consequences of fry screaming with bad technique at 1 AM, yikes. It genuinely burns and I've ran through like 6 water bottles in less than 24 hours, it's over » Continue Reading
i hate my town oh my gollyyyy stupid shit every day. there was a fight when i was in town earlier between these two men and it was SEVERE so me and my friend went and hid and then when the screaming stopped we went to investigate. BOOM. 5 police cars and an ambulance, one man handcuffed and sat leant against a car hood talking to a pig, another UNCONCIOUS ON THE GROUND and ALSO HANDCUFFED? okkkay. so anyways then we went to B&M and bought drinks and went around the charity shops joyjoyjoy!!! so ... » Continue Reading
OMFGGG IRL PISSES ME TF OFFF LIKE HE BROKE UP WITH HIS GIRL AND HE KEEPS REPOSTING CORNY SHIT ON INSTAGRAM AND ACTING LIKE SHE WAS THE LOVE OF HIS LIFE YOU KNEW HER FOR 3 MONTHS TOTAL ITS BEEN 2 MONTHS SINCE YOU BROKE UPP MOVE ON IM TRIED OF YOU AND YOUR REPOSTS ACTING LIKE SHE LEFT YOU BCS YOU WERE A GOOD BOYFRIEND SHE JUST DONT LIKE YOU NO MORE END OF STORY!!! my other irl for some reason is only annoying when she texts me and tons of fun when i see her irl might be bcs she just complains abou... » Continue Reading
hi im newgen 🥺, im Axe my pronouns are he/they i really really likeee otto apocalypse, vampires and fish andd i play too many gacha games and likee f1 and yaoi (｡•ᴗ•｡)/ » Continue Reading
Now that my sister won't see this I can say it, SHE'S SUCH A BITCH SOMETIMES OH MY GAWDDDDDDD, so I'm homeschooled, but in a few weeks I'll be going back to public school, right, great, I've wanted that for like a year, but she's up my ass about 'it's gonna be expensive, it's gonna affect us' SHUT UP, I'm fully aware it's expensive, what do you want me to do about it? And I wanna say that mom brought it up this time, so if she offered we must be able to afford it. Basically I debated asking summ... » Continue Reading
I accidentally told my dad his new mustache make him look like saddam Hussein……. But like looks wise not them as a person wise I WANT TO KILL MYSELF OMFG » Continue Reading
why are people still pretending otherwise? we dont know what the jury deadlock is about, but I have a feeling its 11 sane people and one insane chick refusing to convict her. or its one noble person refusing to let her go free. » Continue Reading
I just got back my APMacroecon and i got a freaking 67 (haha 67 ) BUT I WORKED MY BUTT OF FOR REVIEW… IM GOING TO DIE AND MY PARENTS ARE GOING TO WHIP THE SHIT OUT OF ME…. Please grade the homework and NOT have the shtity test the only thing in the grade book, please and thank you » Continue Reading
That phrase has done so much irreparable damage within my psyche. Like, I've always been told I was mature for my age and I look older than what I am (even when I was little which I think is weird). Not only has the actual phrase been repeated to me more times than I can count but, the actual idea that I'm way more mature than the average peer. I know this probably doesn't sound like a lot now but, if you don't want to hear about SA (I won't be descriptive), grooming, and deeply dramatic persona... » Continue Reading
I made a emo server almost two weeks ago and it has less than 40 members, and no one talks! Why won't anyone else join? And the person who said they would advertise for me ghosted me and left the server?... » Continue Reading
hiii it's the title... i wish i was fucking joking when i say my life feels like the worst fucking movie ever. its stuff like this that just makes me wanna give up. we're not allowed to have happy endings because we're always od'ing or killing ourselves and people only miss us when we're gone. fuck dude they don't even care when we're gone unless we put ourselves on display in life. that's the message i got from high art. i saw past the voyeurism, the sexy scenes, and the age gap and i see now. ... » Continue Reading
I hate being diabetic, all I do is wake up at five to drink an apple juice and then all my classmates think I'm stupid bc I said the capital of the country Texas is Dallas. And guys keep asking for my number ame talking to me so idk if it's just a joke or not. Also idk if I'm chopped, my friend unironicly called me a beautiful Latina. So like what if everyone is lying to me and secretly hates me?? It's like 1 am rn so I might just be crazy. Is this what's its like to be 14?? Also like highkey i... » Continue Reading
I have spent the majority of my life alone. I have never been in a relationship. I have never kissed a girl. I have never hugged a girl romantically. I have never held hands with a girl. I potentially have undiagnosed mental problems. I think that I may be neurodivergent, have body dysmorphia, social anxiety, or depression. I have had people in real life point out my physical appearance on multiple occasions which I have spent much of my life dealing with. But I don't really see looks as the mai... » Continue Reading
Okay, so this is the end of my second week of school, and the school I got to is small, so we share buses with another school, and they just started this week. On Monday after school, I sat in the first open spot, which was at the front, and this guy waved at me. I hesitated because I don't know anyone on my bus, but I waved back, being nice and everything. Same thing on Tuesday. He waves, I wave. One thing about me, I'm lowkey kind of easy, and I thought he was cute BUT I'm not the type of pers... » Continue Reading
I was gonna go to bed but I found out that the GC I'm in with some friends, my cousin, and my brother has an offshoot GC without me and my brother called "F you [Brother's name]". And now I've lowkey been spiralling cause if they'll do that about him, can I really trust them not to do that about me? It doesn't help that I also just ended things with my bsf of about a year cause after promising not to date my brother (for reference, my bsf before her got with him and it ruined our friendship, whi... » Continue Reading
good morning :D its currently 3 : 33 am and im sooooo tired but there's a few things that happened today that bothered me a lot and that I need to get off my chest before I can ( hopefully ) fall asleep. so as you might know, my best friend her boyfriend and I live together but my best friend wants to break up with her boyfriend soon. I fully support her in whatever she thinks is best to make her happy but I am also very sad because the breakup will eventually result in me losing her boyfriend a... » Continue Reading
hey guys, since september has come I just wanted to get some thoughts out :) warning a lot of uncensored words and personal stories about the title. some nice advice at the end🤝 so i was scrolling online and id just realised, oh shit it's September, like aka my birth month, aka suicide prevention month ! honestly speaking, I've had quite a few encounters with suicidal ideation and loss to suicide. as a kid, i was heavily depressed and suicidal at the age of 9-10. I'd never made any solid relia... » Continue Reading
I keep falling asleep during that class because it’s so BORNING….. I would much prefer to do my work in a nicer setting like a cafe, not in a classroom. The work im getting assigned is boring, like expected, but it’s even more boring in a boring setting… boring boring boring… » Continue Reading
Halfway in through school the lights went out for a bit, I genuinely can't wait to graduate to get out of this broke ass school. Besides that everything was boring, I was asleep most of the time and got in trouble for it a few times, hope they cancel it tomorrow » Continue Reading
I love skateboarding, I didn’t start young, I actually started by mistake about a year ago. I was buying a couple of graffiti cans and I ended up trying the boards they had there, and I loved the feeling. I actually learned to cruise pretty fast, and I also learned to go fast pretty fast. Then I moved on to some hills, going down stuff, all the basic reverts, etc. Now next, obviously, I moved to real tricks like a good moving ollie, kickflip, etc., and I started pretty good on them too.Now the p... » Continue Reading
So during lunch and recess time I literally just sit in the bathroom on my phone even tho I technically am not supposed to have my phone but like who am I bothering anyway my mom works at my school and she’s just banging on the stall door and I said I don’t wanna come out and she got really mad about me being on my phone but she’s the one that’s always on her phone to the point I can’t have a conversation with her anymore plus I did this all the time last year IT WASNT A PROBLEM WHO AM I BOTHERI... » Continue Reading
I have to think about it every single day and Im not even kidding, every day this thought pops up and ruins my day making me scared.Ive been so scared of the future recently, the lifetime of the average human is not much and with how fast time is passing, its going by much quicker, like I dont know if it makes sense but I am so scared of growing up so quickly, when im 40, the time from when I was 14 would probably feel like yesterday and I hate the thought, I hate knowing that I wont stay like ... » Continue Reading
omfg, my algebra teacher, fine as fuck, my art teacher, EVEN FINER. Ugh, but they’re like, 30 something year olds. Grrrrrr, my love for older guys is going to kill me! And, I know it’s problematic to crush on your teachers, and to kinda want them to reciprocate.. BUT LIKE it’s not like I’m creepy about it. It all happens in my mind, I’m not like, a total dork about it. Like, I just like to look at them during class, ya know? Of course I’ve tried crushing on some classmates, I just can’t, they do... » Continue Reading
uh. First day of school went pretty well! I guess, i had my suit on and all. Blazers and tie and you get the rest. school sucked though, i got overwhelmed and couldn't speak in the cafeteria :( an adult had to help me out so i could get food..which sucked, i made a new friend tho!1 She's really cool and i love her smmm :) she sits next to me in class!! we have this greeting where we just do a sideways fist bump! Oh and i counted, and whilst i was lining up to get to class, i saw 10 planes fly ov... » Continue Reading
After the whole thing almost three weeks ago when she was super pissed off about me coming over, we made up and moved on.And then, we argued again after I had burnt myself with oil while making food together. I put some cream on it and we ate, and then went out again. But it was super annoying walking through my town having to hold my arm in a certain way so the cream wouldn't get on my clothes. Plus, after a few jokes made by my ex, I was much more annoyed. And the cherry on top? Me and my ex h... » Continue Reading
i just realised im currently living & will always have to live with the fact that my parents were 100% aware of me writing cringey fanfictions with sxual content as a teen » Continue Reading
so last Monday I have an sub and our teacher put the assignment in Google classroom and the assignment was to look through the slides and answer the questions, so I did........ by putting the Google docs and answer them.Yesterday I was looking through my grades and I got a D!? so I asked the teacher a question about my grade and shes like "because you didn't complete the brisk assignment" and I'm like "wtf is brisk!?" and shes like "so you go through the slides and answer them" and I'm like "but... » Continue Reading
I hate influencers. I hate their stupid accent. I hate seeing people get famous for a 10 second clip. I hate people in relationships actually. I hate people who are not committed to someone. I hate daylight savings time. I hate sleeping. I hate having to wake up. I hate doctors appointments. I hate having to remember everything that has ever happened to me. I hate having to hear other people talk. I hate small talk. I hate when people are annoying. I hate when I get mean. I hate the fart stuck i... » Continue Reading
Just to make this clear all liberals piss me off but they way white liberals rationalize their views is a little different from POC. Also, I don't typically meet liberals that are POC. Anyways, I know I haven't been here consistently but work has gotten really demanding lately and I have to get this off my chest. I absolutely love interacting with people who are up to date with what's going in politically and can also bring philosophical takes into the mix. I don't really have many friends so I... » Continue Reading
the only real alternative styles are:Trad gothemoscenegrunge (only if it's from the op shop/ thrift store)punk (from the 80s to the 2000s not this erin macklow shit)bikers (60s to 70s)skate (not the tiktok "sk8 olderbrothercore y2k" shit, real skaters)Thats all byeeeeeee!!! >:3 » Continue Reading
Like two days ago I was in class (some advanced language and literature course) and I was pretty tired since I was on call with friends the day before. In class we were writing notes on Hamlet and I ended falling asleep midway through. When I woke up I found out I had to turn it in, and that the teacher was checking to see who's going to get kicked out of the class, so I'm very much done for. » Continue Reading
i really dont know anymore yall like im just getting mixed signals from this rls. He took my initial out his bio for one on some shady shit..!?!?!?!?!? keep in mind he doesnt live in my town anymore so like wtf is goin onnnn?!?!?!?! idk and ive noticed an energy shift in our conversations and like its just he sounds so uninterested whenever i speak... His parents r strict so we cant see eachother and he also does not have a cellphone and he only gets to use his socials on someone elses phone wh... » Continue Reading
Theres some bum in my school who told me he was going to make sure I didnt live to see graduation because i reported him when he pretended to blow my head clean (like with a gun motion when I wasnt looking) I only found out about this now (this happened last semester) because his digital journal got leaked and now everybody knows he jerked off to the japanese language teacher and has murderous tendencies (if you didnt pick that up already). He said he knew it was me as well....Good thing hes not... » Continue Reading
TW/CW FOR THIS:just know that this was made when I was mentally Unstable and made as a vent-suicide mentions, sh mentions, gore and whatevrr mentioned// anywyasYes I know this is corny leave me ALONE 💔💔Truly, I love youI love you with all my heart so muchBut at the same time I want to crush youTo have the feeling of being the one who hurts othersYou understand the feeling, don’t youYou understand how it felt to be usedTo be hurtTo be treated like nothing but a dollYou understand Just like meSo I... » Continue Reading
Ok so 2day I was chilling with my friends at lunch and one of my friends asked what time it was, and my sister said “your mom” and we started laughing cuz it’s a harmless joke. But then one of the aides (who I’ll call Miss Brenda cuz that’s the first name that I thought of) that had to watch over us started getting REALLY pissed at my sis, saying “Oh that’s not funny” and other stuff a total square would say. And after her stupid tirade and she went away to shout at some other kids I started say... » Continue Reading
im not gonna lie i miss weirdcore so so sooo bad, it felt like. actually real to me, like that was my outlook on the world if that makes sense? my currect aesthetic isnt even a real aesthetic im just larping LMAO but also i think i was super into weirdcore and dreamcore cuz i was deeply derealised who knows :p » Continue Reading
i told my parents that my thoat hurt and they told me to take medicine which i knew wasnt gonna do nothing but i still took it so i took 1200 mg of tylonal or wtv and guess what..... it still hurts but i have to go to school unless i have a fever. kill me please » Continue Reading
So basically, my mom found my instagram, go soooooooo upset and took my phone :/, shes telling my dad (which is super strict) so IK I'm getting my ass kicked....no phone till I'm 18 here I come. wish me luck guys cuz I might get chopped up into hot dog meat...😭 » Continue Reading
i'm genuinely horrified of staring college in like a week . um . i am like. suuper agoraphobic . like horribly so i don't do anything. and my anxiety has been absolutely insane lately . i will have NO friends when i go and that is my main concern » Continue Reading
uu im so pissed I probably have Leptospirosis' but wtvr my dad dosent caree he just told me to drink tea nd tht cold thing u put on your forhead, like mann u told me if i had a fever to tell him mann im gna pass away in a hosptal room maybe not even that im gna go in pain and the only thing hell think abt is why i didnt tell him imso sick of him » Continue Reading
I become a sophmore tomorrow, I barely have an outfit picked out (still piecing it), and I'm still missing supplies. It's kind of a good thing I only have 2 days this week but still, what the hell? Besides, why the hell are we starting school 4 days BEFORE labor day? Most of the time it's after, for some reason it just keeps getting earlier. Not the mention the phone ban (which is hella unnecessary knowing I live in America) which, I can't even bring a portable cd player to school because "ALL p... » Continue Reading
Today was the 7th day of high school and I know my whole schedule by now so that's good. But anyways, I had picture day yesterday and even though it was a long ass day, at least I got a lollipop at the end of it. I'm also in JROTC so we have to do 3 hours of community service every quarter which I'm honestly not too mad abt. There is actually an opportunity that I really wanna get and it's in 2 days. It's basically just leading traffic in the school parking lot for the game and it's a very easy ... » Continue Reading
I'm back in school tmrw, I really don't wanna go back to that shithole, I fucking hate it there. Everybody are dicks and the teachers are too. I'm in class with a girl I hate and a bunch of people I don't like. I got a few bad teachers and new ones, which is bad because I have to tell them I'm deaf and autistc myself since the head of year won't. Somebody help, please bro. I don't wanna go back, let alone be around my old friendgroup » Continue Reading
WHY THE FUCK IZ MATH ZO CONFUZINGGGG ;-; nothing makez sense omfggggg and my teacher wuz sitting by mii today zo I cldnt cheat/look up answerz on the tezttt... AND we were wroking specificallyon skillz we "didn't excel at" ugghhh » Continue Reading
Tomorrow is the first day back to school, however i'm going to secondary school obvi, but i have an INSANE worry, its just that for some reason my school has a fingerprint system for buying food, and since my finger print didn't go through, i have to tell the chefs my name so they can connect my name to my scopay account, but I get anxious even trying to speak to people, i need advice, does anyone have any tips for getting over my anxiety? T-T » Continue Reading
mannnn i do NOT wanna go back i swear down all those kids make me sick but year 9 here i come i guess T_T' im in like no lessons with any of my friends either so thats just amazing too. and to top it all off, went to the doctors today and got diagnosed with palletofemural pain syndrome so thats another thing wrong added to the pile nice one hashtag its so over » Continue Reading
My school starts innn 6 days. I’m currently stressing trying to find a way to style my hair, to make myself look the way I want consistently before school starts. I like doing Gyaruo hair styles but I feel that when I use my hair spray my little spikes start to separate. They end up looking odd or greasy even though it’s freshly washed hair. I’m not sure how to fix that and make it look fluffy and not rock hard + maybe last school air. Please if anyone has tips I’m begging 🙏 » Continue Reading
ice just took one of my neighbors today. He was a legal citizen with a wife and daughter. fuck this country what if they take my mom I’m scared » Continue Reading
(profile not customized,,, ignore ignore ignore that,,,)Currently, I am incredibly upset, therefore I must tell everyone I know including internet strangers.I’ve always found it hard to take care of myself, brushing my teeth, washing my face, simple tasks have always felt difficult for me, but recently I’ve been on a streak. Today marks 10 whole days where I brushed my teeth, flossed, washed my face day and night and regularly showered (I know, I know, thanks for the applause, oh you’re too kind... » Continue Reading
I was checking my grades and i was pissed because i have an D on Early Lifetime Development. Okay first of all bitch I made sure I turned everything in and I made sure I got everything correct. GREAT NOW IM GETTING MORE STRESSED UGGGHFGKHGFRGJHGBJFYEHGKVBHNLKEWJNH&UBNRHLHNRE^llthe spam of anger sorry » Continue Reading
idunnoo why but people disgust me so much don get me wrong i like talking to people, its just being in the same room with someone is genuinely unbearable like ive thrown things at my cousins, hit my head on the wall just so they'd leave I never hit them or anything but after they leave i realize how bad it was If im not disgusted then im just scared of other people, when i "get over it" (not rlly but im better w online friendships) then I just start to think abt how much ihate them now or how th... » Continue Reading
I am so fucking jealous and easily rage baited. I crashed out earlier because I was scrolling on #emo and saw an old friend I had a crush on, day ruined immediately. I think I only wanted their skin. I also cried because my mother (love her) turned my music down on the way home to call someone. LIKE PLEASE THIS IS MY ONLY HOPE I WILL CRASH THIS CAR!!?!?!?!!??! I am also like yearning for a relationship but also like I dont gaf enough to do anything romantic. hmph. I fucking love music holy shit.... » Continue Reading
soemtimes i forget i decided to murder myself acedemically this year until suddenly my group project partner doesnt do any work and i have to finish that by myself plu 100000 other assignments guys its ok ...it's rough out here :/ » Continue Reading
im always waiting and time is always passing by while i wait,,what if i passed by time, would time be the waiter, waiting,,waiting for me to pass it by as ive once waited on time,,what if i passed away before time passes me while i wait,,hmm... » Continue Reading
I literally just dropped my day one friend I've had for 4 years because she played in my face.Literally so fucking upset what the actual fuck, forget getting cut off that mf is getting banished, this entire day has been horrible and shit and everything sucks. except my friend got m a camera so that made things 200000000 times better. (thank you coolnessbacon)But basically I liked a guy and I was NOT tryna talk to him like that and kinda wanted to be friends even tho i kinda liked him, and she fu... » Continue Reading
Normalmente no hablo de esto, pero creo que es importante compartirlo.Hace un tiempo, tuve una semana que pensé que había sido "buena". No dormí. Apenas comí. Me sentía invencible, como si pudiera hacer cualquier cosa. Estaba eufórica, llena de energía, y pensé que por fin estaba bien.Pero yo no estaba bien.Después de esa semana, me derrumbé. Completamente. No podía levantarme de la cama. Dejé de dibujar, dejé de hablar, dejé de existir. Era como si mi cuerpo y mi mente se hubieran apagado por c... » Continue Reading
Normalmente no publico cosas personales, pero necesito desahogarme.Había alguien en mi grupo de amigos —llamémosle Bruno—. Al principio, todo parecía normal. Éramos un grupo de cuatro y todo iba bien. Pero luego invitamos a una chica tímida a unirse a nosotros, y él interpretó su silencio como odio hacia él.Ese fue el comienzo.Empezó a tratar a una de nuestras amigas como a una sirvienta. Le gritaba y la hacía sentir culpable por comerse su propia comida antes de servirle. Una vez me tiró una ca... » Continue Reading
Hihi!! New blog, new layout (premade), new month!! Sorry for the upcoming yapSchool has started back for me, and it's been going OK actually. I know I try to focus on the positive here, but I'm an unbearable crybaby irl, not that that's necessarily the worst thing, but still. First day was a bit of a wreck, my friend wanted to get to school early so I basically got my get ready time cut in half so I was rushing. I wear a lot of rings usually mainly so I don't pick at my actual fingers and make ... » Continue Reading
i cant feel shit and and its making EVERYTHING so much worseim pretty sure i have Alexithymia which fucking sucks why do i have to have everything awful and 0 buffs or good traits what the fuck is going on?? » Continue Reading
guys my mom who is VERY conservative found out my alt pinterest acc, she found out i'm not a trump or ice supporter and that i supoort lgbt (or she almost did) and she deleted my whole pinterest acc and she then found out i used a fake email to be safe, i got my phone taken away (i'm literally using an old ipad to write this) but i have my fake email used for this app saved in my notes app i think. bc of this i have to delete my whole email and this acc bc she can't find out. guys i'm actually ... » Continue Reading
I'm probably going to ghost this account but I can't help but complain about the fact that I can't socialise to save my life both online and offline. I guess I just want a place to complain about my incompetence without it being too out there yk. ┐(´～｀;)┌ I don't even really know how blogs work so I'm going to just use it as an online diary and hope that I don't humiliate myself for doing this all wrong . Cringe shaming has stopped so many people from expressing things to it's fullest extent /... » Continue Reading
I'm gonna be honest but it makes me sad seeing victims not getting the response they deserve like McNut.Unless they're bad people those are human beings too who didn't get to live a full life, who didn't get to say goodbye to their family or loved ones, so it just pisses me off when someone brags about watching gore. I think the fake stuff is okay like slasher movies because those are fictional characters, but I do wish actual gore was more taken seriously since some sites are still up.Seriously... » Continue Reading
less then a week till im starting school!i've been stressing because what if im in a class with people i hate? or nobody i know is in my class.praying im with somebody i know!i atleast know i can change classes if its before October starts.but im honestly super worried because i haven't talked to many people from my school the whole summer (my fault i've been ignoring them!). » Continue Reading
YALL... I've been dealing with a SHIT ton of stress lately due to school, like to the point where I was CRYING EVERY NIGHT BEFORE SCHOOL T0T.. MY STEPMOM SAID I MIGHT BE ABLE TO DO ONLINE SCHOOL THO, AND IM SO HAPPY BRO.. ALSO, I made new friends on here, so YAAYYYY!!! » Continue Reading
My knee hurts so bad sighhhh it's ok though because I can take medicine but like bro it's only ONE knee ( - ﹏ - ) uhmmm I don't know what to talk about on here I lwk only got this because my friend told me to lol but yeahh • _ • » Continue Reading
Hello, I was wondering as I don’t want to hangout with anyone right now: How do you spend your time when you’re absolutely bored out of your mind? Especially in school… » Continue Reading
Today has just been sooooo bleghhhhhh. I studied for two hours for a quiz and then only got an 88% on it. Haven't really done much else besides doomscroll shopping sites and argue with my brother. Ugggghhhhh. Everything feels so stale and boring. I'm in some kinda funk that I need to get out of by doing my chores and hobbies but I have dinner in 10ish mins and a zoom meeting an hour after that and I don't like feeling like I'm on a time limit so bleggggghhhh. I'm just so BORED of everything. Bor... » Continue Reading
TW// This post includes talk of mental ilness and what it may entail (gross fluids, eating unhealthy foods, sh, poor self-image, isolation, SA is implied but not detailed and more.)Some years ago I was pretty upset since, I was going through something and left school, going no contact with friends that I had for years at that moment. There was no specific explanation why I felt so bad, I just genuinely thought everyone was out to get me so I just spent my days at my room barely speaking to my fa... » Continue Reading
Today I’m getting a tonsillectomy, and I regret agreeing to it. What I’m mostly nervous about is the anesthesia because I’ve seen videos of people acting weird and being unfiltered when they’re under anesthesia. I’m scared I’ll say something embarrassing, accidentally reveal a secret, start crying, or say something that doesn’t make sense. Anyways, chat, am I cooked?? 😭😭😭💔💔 » Continue Reading
I just got even more lonely in my psychology class in college.I had an assignment to introduce myself and get to know other people in the class and had to respond to three others' introductions. I responded to three other people who didn't have anyone reply to their introduction at the time. Today I check my own to see if I got any to start a conversation with them in class and potentially find a friend. Everyone had at least 1 or more replies to their introduction, and I was the only student th... » Continue Reading
I do weightlifting both at school and at home during the week, but I haven't worked out since January cus I went to a mental hospital and started alot of meds so I was very groggy and feeling the side effects for MONTHS😒I started again 6 weeks ago cus that's when my school started again and GOD DAYYYUMMM my arms feel like they're falling off, I used to do 25 pound dumbells but now ive fallen down to 18!!!! My biceps have shrunk I need more muscleeeeees again ugh😔 » Continue Reading
BRUH TELL ME WHY I WAS MAKING ASMR WITH A CANDY WRAPPER IN CLASS AND THIS GUY IN THE COLUMN NEXT TO ME IS STARING AT ME NOT ONLY THAT HES ZONING OUT AT ME SO I IGNORE IT AND CONTINUE DOING WHAT IM DOING AND IN MY PERIPHERAL VISION I SEE HIM BITE HIS ID 🪪 WHILE ZONING OUT AT ME. » Continue Reading
My almost-boyfriend dumped me for someone else, I'm very upset because he made so many promises and didn't keep any of them. Besides, he said there weren't any other girls, but now I understand that there were. I feel like a clown, no joke. » Continue Reading
I'm going into year 10 and I'm excited to do my subjects and see my friends but like. ugh. i have to see people i dont like?? and exist in loud areas?? and not be able to take breaks?? bruuuuuhhhhhhhi did however get a new pencil case (AND DOCTOR WHO THEMED STATIONARY?!!??!?!) which is cool! i sewed buttons onto the pencil case unfortunately i cant figure out how to post photos of them :( » Continue Reading
im going into year 10 literally on thursday n i am NOT looking forward 2 it. i was supposed 2 do wrk over the summer but i cba so im literally doing it td aaah >:( i had 2 buy stuff for my english class and tell me y in one shop it was £9.50??????? (literally 2 things btw) anyway i got it in another shop for £3.50 soo » Continue Reading
[GETZ ONLINE]It's okay to complain without someone drilling your ear and saying "Well, I've gone through worse and I'm not complaining."Like everyone has a right to complain, whether it's something small or big. That doesn't mean you're dramatic or weak.Because you don't know how do they feel about the thing they're complaining about.Imagine how would you feel when you're complaining something to someone you trust and they go "Well, I've gone through worse, and I'm not complaining".Of course you... » Continue Reading
ughhh I hate eating I suckz sm I feel so grozz and I wanna throw up blehhh but I'm alwayz zo hungry and my partner getz rly worried when I don't eat idk what to do :( » Continue Reading
Mi escuela siempre ha sido una de grandes expectativas, niños bien comportados y ese cuento tonto de perfección. Pero en mi caso no es así, como vivo en Chile hay muchos flaites en mi escuela. (Gente que se baja un poco los pantalones, escucha música vulgar, a veces son groseros, NO TODOS y también pueden criticar mucho.) El problema no es que sean flaites, el problema es como me tratan. Un día estaba en el baño esperando a alguien, y una persona como si nada me señalo y dijo que daba miedo. Muc... » Continue Reading
Okay, so, I went to this one coffee shop for an interview today and it was ASS!!! Like this place was in some business tech bro complex so it looks like a decent place but the moment I walked in, there was already bad air. I waited quietly for someone to to help but then this huge Turkish looking guy came out from the back and said with a reached arm "You ordering or scheduled something?" "Uh, scheduled. I have a scheduled interview." he then pointed at another lady from behind the counter when ... » Continue Reading
My mum is a cunt, no matter what I do she isn’t happy, I tell her I passed my exams and yet she would rather watch tv in her bed as I spend all my time cleaning HER mess, I tell her I’m going to a party a week in advance and suddenly i never tell her anything , I cut my hair because I personally think it’s making me look too feminine and she now thinks I’m ugly I can’t win with her » Continue Reading
So Friday, he picks me up from school right? Well, I get in the car. First off, he matched my outfit. I had a black top on with dark jeans, so he wore a black collared shirt and dark jeans. Second off, as soon as he gets into the car, he hands me a bouquet of pink flowers AND 6 packs of my little pony cards! Like oh my gosh! So we went and had a nice little date at Olive Garden. After, we went back to my house and watched Ramen Girl bc we just pick weird movies to watch together. Like come on! I... » Continue Reading
So I got bullied by a group of boys AGAIN today😭 My friends and I were sitting at lunch and I was just on my phone when some random boy behind me slapped one of those sticky things with circles on it onto my phone. He snatched it off and it left a print from the circles on my phone screen. He had a smile on his face and had the NERVE to say "Sorry."I HATE TEENAGE BOYS WHO TERRORIZE RANDOM GIRLS THEY DON'T FIND ATTRACTIVE. » Continue Reading
I believe it's useless to look back at what has passed. to grow and change you must focus on what you have and all you have is now, the past is behind us and the future is not guaranteed. life is beautiful because it never stops and continues, the way a river flows and keeps ecosystems alive. I think you should live in the now and enjoy what you have. live in hope, and hope to all. » Continue Reading
okay guyzz zo i think ill uze this platform to post like a daily rant juzt to get whatever off my chezt and like ya know? zo todayz topic izzzz:zchool.zo what do you guyz think of zchool? imo zchool iz kinda fun when u get friendz to zpend it with, but it can alzo be hard and detrimental when you have bulliez/are just a lozer /hjI fall under the lozer with friendz category ;czuper fun fact of the dayyy:i am almost graduated becauze i am graduating early :o !!!! » Continue Reading
guyzz im in clazz rn and im zo bored i think i might dieee /jdoez any1 have any fun thingz 2 do during clazz that are fun but not blocked by zchool wifi??;c » Continue Reading
!!VENT POST. CW FOR TRANSPHOBIA!!-----------------------------------------------my name is Elliot. I use he/him/his pronouns. I am male. I have always been male. I will always be male. so WHY can't you see that? why can't you see that I break my back just to pass in public, which is a stupid concept in the first place, so why is it so fucking hard to see me as WHAT I AM.I am not my deadname, and you have no right to call me my deadname when I've been going my Elliot for over two years and have m... » Continue Reading
My probationary period at this job is coming to an end, and they’ve already told me that after September 3rd, I won’t have to come in anymore. I’m incredibly stressed thinking about how I’m going to find another job, especially when I see how fucked the job market is right now and how empty my résumé feels. I genuinely don’t know what I’m going to do. I keep thinking about how difficult it was to get this job in the first place, and now I’m supposed to start all over again. I’m really, really wo... » Continue Reading
i have to go school in a lil bit and my dad picks me up but im not even READY grr so i have to quickly now but yea i hate school sm since im a highschooler now but its fine be i can see my friends after 4 days of not beeing at school heheheh » Continue Reading
[GETZ ONLINE]Trying out new blog layout anyways Space is genuinely so fascinating and interesting.Like omg I didn't know there are other planets that used/have rings kind of like Saturn.This year, my Science syllabus has two space topics and I would really like to learn about it... Anyways, I'm gonna go read and learn about space.[GETZ OFFLINE] » Continue Reading
Made a post like this back on SpaceHey but when people say this, it really just reads to me as "I don't use anything other than social media or youtube and don't bother trying to actually find anything fun myself", like go on neocities/nekoweb, use cloudhiker or sites like that that are MADE for you to find something, hell, just Google things (or use duckduckgo, idk) that you're interested in, you're bound to find something fun out there. » Continue Reading
i cut my fringe too short anyway but who cares,,,,,, ummmmmm idfk sometimes i feel like a catfish because i dont wear eyeliner everyday and domt style my hair all the time.................. like i swear i do but im just so burnt out most of the time i just cannot do thst every day, most of the time the best i can do is blowdry and straighten it. but that out of the way, i really wish that the uk had the stuff thst america does, im not sayin i wanna live in america because i dont, idm the uk that... » Continue Reading
I HATE WHEN YOU SWITCH TO DARK MODE ON SMTH AND THE SPLASH SCREEN IS STILL LIGHT! It's so stupid! I have a hard time sleeping at night and don't need my eyes blinded and my promises broken! Especially when the logo or images on the website aren't PNGs and they're white while the website is black! How lazy are you to not make your logo a PNG?! » Continue Reading
i can't believe summer is already over. i'm avoiding going to sleep because my first day of school is tomorrow. don't get me wrong, the college schedule is 1000% better than high school but still... i got a 9 am class i don't want to wake up for » Continue Reading
I wanna start just by saying I've shopped at Ross before and I like it and think it's a good place to shop if you're shopping intentionally. However, the main thing I wanna talk about is this trend I've been seeing on Instagram where people are saying that shopping at Ross is cheaper than thrifting. This isn't necessarily wrong especially with Goodwill prices right now but I just feel like that's a way to justify huge fast fashion shopping hauls. Just because it's cheap doesn't mean you have to ... » Continue Reading
the first week of school went pretty well, but it's really annoying how you're expected to participate in class by talking and everything like I don't wanna go to class and talk to some dumbasses I'm here to just do my schoolwork in peace and get good grades. Participation grades are genuinely some of the dumbest things I've ever heard about ever. How are you gonna dock points from my grade because I didn't talk enough?? » Continue Reading
If you don't know yn means "young nigga" and basically It original started out as a phrase within Black communities as a casual term for a young black man or teen. The problem is when non black people come online and just call any black man wearing street wear a yn. Like FIRST OF ALL that's racist saying yn is the same as saying nigga which a slur that non black people cannot say and then some of the non black people saying it have the audacity to try gentrify the term saying it's tiktok slang ... » Continue Reading
i loved him so so much even tho i was dealing with things.. he broke up with me and i miss him so so much this has been my longest relation ship and it hurts so much » Continue Reading
Genuinely idk how I been moving for the past eight months to achieve that.But basically I stopped putting up with ppl bs after my first bff that made me go though so many upsetting situations, most of these things except maybe 2 we’re not that bad, but she did them so many times that I started building a lot of resentment in our friendship. It got to a point where I exploded and never talked to her again and apparently she had no idea what she’d done.Now because of her I get that same feeling bu... » Continue Reading
having autism is lowk the worst sometimes. i'm already a very sensitive person and adding on the layer of autism makes everything 100% times worse. if someone is talking to me (especially online over dms) and their tone is like slightly negative i end up freaking out and wondering if theyre mad at me or if im annoying them. adding onto the fact that i attach myself to my friends very easily it genuinely scares me when i think a friend is mad at me.having really strong hyperfixations and special ... » Continue Reading
I fucking hate copyright. I swear these big companies who have literal piles of money will litterally send a cease and desist saying shit like "U STEaLiNG ouR inCoME". I understand when small companies use copyright. I swear why do big companies like Nintendo make fangames and then they give them lawsuits? Fangames are just free promotion, not stealing. Who cares about some random yt vid using copyrighted music, what's it gonna do? Steal all of their money? » Continue Reading
i keep seeing minors on here put their age as an adult for whatever reason its quite annoying as i believe pretty much every adult on here doesnt want to talk to kids (hopefully) i understand being afraid of predators but on the internet unfortunately danger can be present anywhere, no matter what, this is why internet safety exists, this is why blocking and reporting people matters. putting your age as 18+ when your a MINOR is just attracting more adults adding you because we think your our age... » Continue Reading
so, basically, today i tried to log in into my nekoweb accont, on which i have a supporter teir. turns out, ive been suspended. why? because i jokingly called my chibi art of Mikey way a shota. did they reinstate my account or anser any of my questions? no. im livid rn. » Continue Reading
so like imo the scenemo community was made for ppl who dont fit in i guess, SO WHY DONT I FIT IN HERE EITHJER!!!!!! god its like i was destined to be a loser. and i kmean a L O S E R. i am bottom of the barrel lame, sux ass. oh well maybe when im older ill get cooler i think??????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????? whatever » Continue Reading
hai yeah ik i havemt been online in foreverrrr but hey now my computer is working again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! » Continue Reading
My whole life I've heard ppl say "oh being an adult sucks" and I always thought it cant be worse than now but omfg it sucks. I have no money and rent is due and I'm a adult who's supposed to like know how to fix it?!?! jk I'm being dramatic I'll figure it out but frfr its so weird being a mentally ill child/teen that now is grown and having to take care of yourself. I don't know if its harder for me bc I have BPD or if this is just normal human stuff. if it is what's even the point? LMK DOWN BEL... » Continue Reading
I'm starting school this week, I visited my friend and I got hit in the fucking head. this one time I was feeling hungry ash and I bought three chips with a soda, ice cream is acutal good lunch. another time was when I was in a marching band and we were exiting, and I thought it was a good idea to take a shortcut on the freshly wet grass so I can get window seat and not only my teacher was PISSED but I needed assigned seats and no, I didn't get my window seat long story short for next blog/part,... » Continue Reading
new school year is starting in like a week and im not sure if im that excited... i mean i usually get rlly excited b4 a school year starts but this year almost all my friends re gonna be in different schools..and im not so close with the people at school (most of them used to bully me for no actual reason back in 5th, 6th and 7th grade- this year went pretty well) but atleast theres a few ppl im close to.but atleast my school bag will be cool :33p.s. most of my friends are gonna be in middlesch... » Continue Reading
I ABSOLUTELY HATE when people say that humans are invasive species or that the human species (as a whole) killed the planet CUZ NO IT DIDN'T, THOSE RICH BILLIONAIRES WHO OWN COMPANIES DID. somehow those poor countries in Africa or South Asia or even America are responsible for climate change because they throw their garbage on the floor while European and North American companies are innocent cuz they occasionally change their profile pic on TikTok just to "raise awareness" and be more "ecologis... » Continue Reading
Guys it’s so crazy how when you open TikTok at 4am the first thing you see is them viewing your profile and then when you go to scroll it’s all sad??LIKE IS THIS JUST ME?? BECAUSE ITS AWFUL LMAO 😭😭 like it’s ALWAYS freaking soooo depressing but only after midnight- like yall im trying to laugh a little before i fall asleep not cry » Continue Reading
Ts is gonna be short and don't mind my shitty spelling. So if you see I have something not working on my profile plz tell me I will probably delete it unless I somehow become a genuise and learn how to do what ever it's called that makes layout's and stuff, like rn I'm trying to figure out flip through vinals things, and uh I need some help cuz I got everything where it needed to be and it's not flip through I'm just confused rn » Continue Reading
+:★:+*━━━*+:★:+*━━━*+:★:+*Alrrr, basically i'm gonna be using this to dump all my random thoughts!! 𐔌՞ ܸ.ˬ.ܸ՞𐦯soooo, lets get this rollin'-- My fandoms are; The Black Phone, MCU (NOT JUST SPIDERMAN), Heathers *kinda*, the conjuring, Miss Peregrine's home for peculiar children, and like a whole bunch of other stuff i can't remember :PPI love love love collecting like everything, though more specifically i collect thrifted books and ANY sort of blind bag- going along with this i LOVE thrifting, a... » Continue Reading
Jealousy takes a hold of me,And shakes my composure. Oblivion blinds me until there is nothing I can do.I knew before, yet tried to ignore it.Fear of change and losing you.Now I've lost you in another way.I thought you could be forever,But I'm a hypocrite; I was planning on moving on from you.Now I can't.You've done nothing wrong, yet I've wronged you.And now I'm second-guessing every word and brush of skin.Fear holds my tongue and doubt pushes me back.I'd rather not risk what we have than risk ... » Continue Reading
I relapsed today, my dad got mad when he saw a paper i did in rehab. he didn't care to listen, he was to focus on getting madwell yesterday i would sayand went to sleep all dayLowkey don't know why I am venting on here lolzbut I already know I ain't gonna get better » Continue Reading
Okay, so I had, like, a crush on this guy in my art class, and of course my loud ass just HAD to tell the girl I knew was the biggest bitch ever- actually, no. I told TWO of the biggest bitches in the school. Okay, so the next day, I sit in my assigned seat per usual, and I begin to work on my project, all giddy because he was literally right by me.All of a sudden, the girls I told start giggling like crazy, and they pass a note to the girl in front of me, and now I'm nervous because I knew this... » Continue Reading
Idek where to start honestly. The past year I feel like I've grown so much and, yet I still feel so othered. There's certain subtext in conversations I don't understand, the very direct and blunt way I talk because I'm extremely literal, and feeling like I'm being super hypervigilant in areas I don't need to be. I also kind of feel like I accidentally offend or irritate people a lot because of the questions I ask. I really don't mean to be and I really do try not to be "brutally honest", just bl... » Continue Reading
Okay, so what would you do if you felt bad for a guy so you friend him and try to talk to him because he was talking about how lonely he was and you wanted to help out. So that happened to my wonderful wifey and I'm gonna be so honest that pissed me off so bad, how are you gonna talk about "I'm so lonely!!! Please talk to me anybody!" and then you leave her on SEEEEENNN BRO, HOW ARE YOU COMPLAINING AND YOU'RE THE PROBLEM?? ! ? ! WE MUST EXECUTE THAT LOSER RIGHT NOOOWWWWWW!!! All jokes aside, his... » Continue Reading
how can someone complain they don't have friends or no one to talk to then not talk the only person that's tryna reach out 😐 like no wonder u have none.. like the phone works both ways too.. u don't connect bc u always expect them to text first like sometimes u gotta do it.. but u don't wanna so ig js cry abt it. THEN have the nerve to ghost someone when u aren't even all that or a bag of chips😹😹 » Continue Reading
Anyone else sick of how hostile the Internet has become? I think kindness goes a long way tbh and we should all strive to be nicer. "That's just how the Internet is" and that's not ok imo. » Continue Reading
Was a volunteer at a local church today, and I love going there cuz they give me special access to all the cunty clothes theryre not allowed to give away to churchgoers. ANYWAYS. I was was pulled aside by one of the admins and was being told how they were happy to see people from my generation volunteering and not posting ai photos of Charlie Kirk "disgracing his humanity" I gen pulled this facebecause why the fuck was that the first thing on your mind when you think of Gen Z. LIKE I DONT POST A... » Continue Reading
dude i fucking hate my ex! ik what you r thinking "no shit everyone hates their ex" but I FUCKING DESPISE MY EX... when me and him were dating he would NOT talk to me, the only time he would talk to me was when we sat at the same table. i think he was pretty toxic bc he would call me fat WHEN WE WERE DATING!! HE CANT FUCKING SAY SHIT LIKE THAT WHEN HE'S BUILT LIKE A TWINK WITH BIG ASS EARS, EYES, AND MOUTH! but he did give me some gifts.. but he would say that i was gay and other shit like that... » Continue Reading
everything is so doggamn pointless and my family is annoying the shit out off me, they're so fucking childish it's crazy. ion even know if i can keep up with this bullshit i just want to evaporate from existence dio bestia » Continue Reading
So... I'm sick and idk what it is because the doctors doesn't open until Monday 😔 people keep coming to school with COVID, the flu, or just throwing up blood like omfg stay home(¬_¬")💢 now I'm sick because inconsiderate assholes » Continue Reading
this is more like a vent... I tried playing my guitar faster and my fingers have been aching since i've done it, just like the last time. I gave a break for a whole month and same thing happened twiceshould i see a doctor or wait a while again? idk... i really want to get better at it » Continue Reading
Hey guys I might not be active for a while pretty soon if u even care, cuz school starts on Wednesday!!!! usually I would be bummed about this but this summer was genuinely so awful and isolating I’m so excited for the school and fall! I’m going to be a sophomore wooo (scared for sophomore slump)The only thing I’m NOT exited for is the potential bullying. I was bullied throughout all of middle school, I moved schools last year and was never bullied again…but I feel like this year is going to be ... » Continue Reading
i just went to the mcr concert last night and it was just so good, i had an amazing time and it was my first concert like that ever, i went with my mom, i was kinda sad we werent closer and the entire show, they all looked like little tiny ants singing and playing on stage lol, i wasnt too far, i was in section 111, row 33, seats 6 and 7, and yea.. THEY PLAYED GIVE EM HELL KID ON THE B STAGE!!! thank you frank for that, my fav song on three cheers, and bro, the first song for bstage was freaking... » Continue Reading
Hey, so I'm not going to be using a fancy font for this since its a vent and everything, but this has just been really bugging me. I know my friends are allowed to have their own lives and be friends with who they're friends this but this started really soon after I cut him off. Like, less than a week or so. I cut him of because he did a few of things to make me uncomfortable, especially after we broke up. Ever since I cut him off, he and my friend have started being even closer than before. We'... » Continue Reading
so yeah i yumeship ykyk and like im on tiktok and i see like several hundred new fuckass yumeshipping labels i saw one called sexsharing like WHAT i think we only need AT BEST 5 labels or maybe im to chronically online for this » Continue Reading
My aunt told me that i gotta be grateful for the new life we have, which is true since instead of living were basically surviving in a four walled structure, but that doesnt mean anything. Sure we have new stuff and all that but it barely means something for me when im feeling like shit » Continue Reading
I hate how little my parents understand me, its not just bout lack of motivation for certain things but EVERYTHING, i constantly think about simply dying or harm myself with whatever i can, they would NEVER understand how i feel and thats obvious, they are the responsibles of everything i have felt and still feel in me » Continue Reading
The cuts on my skin burn with a deep guiltas the flowers outside wiltmy life is indescribable but i still continue to babblebabble about lies and babble about the scarsbabble about my life and how i love to gaze at the starsid also love to grab that gunjust let me pull the trigger, itll be fun.vent: relapsed after almost a year, didnt even cut deep because i was weak from crying. bleh :p » Continue Reading
I was supposed to finish my sketchbook tour today but canva is slow as hell and I can’t get it to load any faster. I spent the whole fucking day working on this fuckass video for it to not even be finished for when I wanted to upload it. I’m irritated asf. Why did I even decide to make content anyway? It’s not like anyone gives a shit about my art. » Continue Reading
i feel like nobody wants to watch slow, minimally edited content anymore, or at least it isn't pushed in algorithms how it used to be. (most) videos now are about 10-12 minutes long, in which in between every sentence is a jump cut to the next, so much so you can't even hear them clearing their throat, or pausing to think. everything is a jump cut. everything is rushed, manufactured in a way that's proven to keep your attention. (often times when you don't even actually care about the topic) th... » Continue Reading
So I don't believe my friend fully (them being the one to tell me) BUT he said that some one aka my stalker/the one who doxes me so apparently they put my HOME ADDRESS in the video on THREE APPS tictoc, youtube, and maybe instagram and they most likely put my friends full legal name and home address there name is in their channels name so its (something something)shayla(something) and i would love help to find them so i can ask them politely to take the video/content done thank you! » Continue Reading
I don't know how to start off this blog post, and I don't think anyone will care, but I need to get this off my chest. I try really hard to be the happy, bubbly, and supportive friend. I try really hard to be as supportive and loving as I can. I even got a tattoo that says "with love always" because I try so hard to do everything with love. The thing is, I don't do things with love all the time. I've done bad things, I've fucked up so much, I've been a bad person. For years I was a good person, ... » Continue Reading
im at a breaking point all i do is disappoint i act cold, push people away, they hate me that would've happened anyway that's how everything ends it starts off great, i let my guard down i destroy everything in my reach and i'm left all alone i deserve to drown no, i deserve worse since i know this, i'll be the first one to take action maybe then i won't let everybody down i've become a different person that's what always happens maybe it's not that i've changed, but that i've stopped pretending... » Continue Reading
i forgot to add this reminder on other poems and i'll be sure to do that in the future. a lot of my poems have content that may trigger others and i didn't remember that until now. i'm just warning you. if you ever come across a poem of mine, be sure to remember this. just in case you don't, i'll add a "TW" in each title from now on. i'll try my hardest not to forget. i'm sorry. all i see when in love are bodies and people like me because of my body a body i hate having been born into but as lon... » Continue Reading
to be honest, i didn't know what to tell you i told you i loved you, it was true, and i still do but because i love you so, i'm gonna have to go you don't hate me enough to stop me, do you? oh, aphrodite! such beauty! i've been distancing myself hopefully you'll move on to find somebody else if i told you what's true, you'd leave me anyway and i don't want that to have to happen ive learned that "love" doesn't exist it's a manipulative tactic but i often say what people don't like to hearso i'd ... » Continue Reading
I wish I knew how to code.. I'm on mobile and have been collecting stamps for years and finally have a place to use them but idk how to code.. Please help guys 🥹 » Continue Reading
I’m so fucking tired. I’ve barely been taking my meds, I’m getting worse and I think the worst part is that I’m okay with that. Yes I’ve been probably accepted into university but I just don’t have the capacity to care right now. I want to lie in bed and rot, that’s it. I don’t want to talk to my parents, infact I kinda want to go no contact with my dad.I’ve not been able to vent to my close friends because it feels like I’m always venting, usually about something not even that serious. I know I... » Continue Reading
Hey, I am THE Astor from every social media u have seen me on, this is my official acc and so on!I plan to use this to make friends and other things, maybe post my art on here if I feel like it!But I so glad to be here! Stay tuned for more!-Astor » Continue Reading
so today guys I will be talking about studlover925. she cannot be calm and always need a certain thing and cant take a damn break. she needz to take a chill pill » Continue Reading
Ive just cut my hair with the kitchen scissors again and i think it turned out cool asf. I love it. Gonna post hair reveal tomorow!!! » Continue Reading
TECHNICALLY I'm genderfluid but like 95% of the time I just feel like a chick so it's kind of flabbergasting when suddenly I feel very yuckydisgusting about looking too feminine. Blegh. That's all. » Continue Reading
finished a article on journaling the other day and posted it to substack if anyone on here is also on there https://plingus.substack.com/p/i-hate-every-journal-that-gets-posted?r=8cqe9p&utm_campaign=post-expanded-share&utm_medium=post%20viewerim currently working on another article about neopronouns and microlabels which will be going up soon aswell!!! (will also be writing about xmen, videogames, gorillaz, political stuff, books and more!) -im putting this under rants bc i have no clue what cat... » Continue Reading
I haven't taken my meds in 3 days and I feel the need not to... I know I'll get worse without them but I don't feel like myself on them... It's really sad ... I just want to have a normal fucking brain for once with normal fucking thoughts but I'm stuck in a mental prison of my making... » Continue Reading
goodbye everyone it sure has been fun but now that everything is said and done it has begun have i gone crazy? have i finally cracked? i don't want to do any of this anymore i've stopped saying life is a borebecause i realized i was wrong life isn't boring, it's just painful its so painful, we become desensitized, and that's when we get bored but i'm past the boring part, it seems. i don't want to live to sixteen i'm just in pain and nobody knows, and nobody cares because why would i tell? i'd r... » Continue Reading
so PT is basically physical training in JTORC and I FUCKING HATE IT they make us run laps in a wayyy to short amount of time or make us work out with rifles....I wanna quit this class so bad..but unfortunately I can't cuz I need it for the military😭 » Continue Reading
Yo I am genuinely SO SCARED for the freaking fall canon event that tends to happen every year. Don’t get me wrong, like canon events don’t necessarily need to be bad- last fall was AMAZING!! But the way things have been going, if things get worse than this I might just have to end it all TT » Continue Reading
erm ok so basassically for me its just so hard to find online friends that actually stay and ouuuu i just get so jealous when i see funtcional online friends ok bye thanks for listening to my rant » Continue Reading
I figured i'd use this as a mini diary for who ever pleases lmao. today I had school so that was okay. first of all we had drama which I like a fair bit, we did like a improv thingo, then we had phylosipy or how ever u spell it which was mid we ended up working on assement. my friend left at 1:30 and didn't even say bye which sucked so I was alone for break but wtv I got picked up at 2:10okay bye byes :3 » Continue Reading
Okay so I know there is a bunch of smart people on here and I'm reaching out to y'all, specifically people who do IGCSEs. HOW DO YOU GUYS GET SUCH GOOD GRADES????I'm a mid student, and my mock results were uhmmmm BADDDDD. And I don't want to get horrible grades on my actual IGs this year 11. So how do I study?? Please do me a favor and share your routine, I want to do better because I believe I can! » Continue Reading
I fucking hate living in Louisiana there's nothing to and like don't get me started on the people they pass me off anyway ugh its to late for this » Continue Reading
THIS IS GONNA BE A LONG POST SO IF YOU DONT WANNA READ IT THEN DONT IDCBUT ANYWAYS WHATSUP IVE BEEN KINDA SICK SO I DIDNT POST ANYTHING FOR AWHILE MY THROAT WAS WAY TOO DRY AND I JUST FELT LIKE SHIT SO I JUST LAYED IN BED AND DID SOME OTHER STUFFFIRST THING IS I WANNA TALK ABOUT MUSIC GET IT ALL OUT OF THE WAYIM GLAD I HAVE FANS I HAPPY THAT PEOPLE ACTUALLY LIKE WHAT LITTLE IVE PUT OUT I THINK MOST OF MY FANS ARE HOMESTUCK FANS WHICH IS FUNNY BECAUSE I DONT KNOW SHIT ABOUT HOMESTUCK LIKE I KNOW ... » Continue Reading
This is somewhat controversial, but it's something that has been happening for a VERY long time in this fandom: darkships. Primarily involving incest and things that aren't worth mentioning. I can't even see an edit of homestuck that LOOKS NORMAL in peace and then I see the creator supporting darkshippers or being problematic in general in the comments. AND HONESTLY if Andrew Hussie wasn't a weirdo this fandom would be WAY BETTER. And dont even GET ME STARTED ON THESE STRIDERCEST SHIPPERS. I HAT... » Continue Reading
I sound very monotonous and have a hard time expressing my emotions so my humor often comes off as dry or downright rude which leads people to often mischaracterize me as some type of apathetic person who shows no remorse for no one. I expect the assumption and embrace it: People won't know me until they allow themselves to do so. This is why I love bubbly outgoing people because they often give me the opportunity to express how I feel freely without fear of being misperceived because there ofte... » Continue Reading
Yesterday I got my . again and lwk the second day is ALWAYS the worst, the one thing i can rely on, and I can't tell if I'm just having REALLLLYYY bad mood swings from this or if I'm relapsing again :( » Continue Reading
i felt weird for the past couple of days, not because of the exchange guy but because of my surrounds.I have no classes with my friends,I have one but we don't really talk.My options are to either socializing with kids younger than me or suffer.I'm legit stuck in a class with freshmans nd sophmores.....the people my age aren't any better, they're still immature asf...it's already hard as it is for me to make friends, being an scenemo kid in my school full of people who dress pretty bland.... No ... » Continue Reading
I'm back once again after a week or so... Still kinda grieving the last guy lowkirkeniunely.... I'm doing good in school but I'm emotional as shit--Listening to more depressing emo music than ever.found some exchange student to fawn over but i'm unsure if i should continue since idk since he's hanging out with this one girl and he's suuuuuuper cute. he always looked at me a lot in my gym class, even when he's talking to his friend(s) He's pretty sweet, i've talked 2 him b4 sooooo... It could be ... » Continue Reading
so i've obtained a club president position for the mental health awareness club at my school, and i am very excited to start working on events, resources, as well as get more community hours by being involved. i was accepted for 1-week training that finished today. i learned quite a few things and got to know a few people... honestly, im not the most social even if i force myself to come off that way. (maybe thats why its hard for me to actually want to answer people or talk to others when im ba... » Continue Reading
sooo both my parents said yes. lowk excited and surprised how easy it was to ask. i didn’t think it would be this simple cuz i did get in trouble like a few weeks ago. but now idk what to wear💔 and hopefully i wont be going alone anymore cuz i asked one of my friends. » Continue Reading
Tw: inappropriate behavior of a teacherI met up with an old professor for smth and he unprompted and without warning pet my hair and called it cute. I think it's because last time he saw me, it was longish, but now it's "boy-short." But like. Idc. I don't want this middle aged man to just.... suddenly touch my head. » Continue Reading
So me and my friend @pinklaced𐙚⋆°🦢.⋆ᥫ᭡ are sitting in class right...and this BIG BITCH had the nerve to make fun of this random boy in front of her he never says anything and he's chill asf. She turns to her friend and says "that's your man" loud AND POINTING AT HIM her friend then laughs says "not tf it is not that's your man you're sitting in front of him" ..... Hoe... So me and my friend was saying that it wasn't even funny then they got quite. Like he minds his own business and EVEN GIVES TH... » Continue Reading
˚₊‧꒰ა . ——— ˗ˏˋ ✮ ˎˊ˗ ——— ˖ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚I don't if you'll ever read this. I don't know if I'll ever say this. You have always been way better than me when it comes to surviving. You're always on the move, always doing something. No matter what happens, you keep going. You have a healthy lifestyle that I can't achieve due to my own apathy. My 13 year old self would kill for all that you've achieved and have/had. You've gotten to express yourself freely without caring about our parents' judgment. You've... » Continue Reading
idk where i went wrong. im usually an 80% or higher student. my best grade for my finals have been a 77% this semester, with my lowest at just 59% and my most recent at 65%. i study, i try my best, usually this doesnt happen to me. i dont even blank on the questions! how am i so fundamentally mistaken in all my classes??? how do i do so well on the assignments and then do terribly on the finals?? this doesnt make sense to me at all. and this has never happened to me before.i feel so stupid and c... » Continue Reading
Hello friends,I just wanted to come on here and rant for a moment about some things in the news that have been really getting to me lately.So, for context- I started getting involved in environmental activism when I was 15. I founded the Utah chapter of Fridays For Future, I gave speeches in front of thousands of people at protests and concerts and conferences and stuff, I taught workshops to high school students, I was on TV and live radio multiple times talking about environmental stuff, there... » Continue Reading
so this was before my death ya know? So as you know I was the bassist vocalist for Seven Diamonds and i'm well known for various other songs, well there's a risk if your popular.I'm not joking, like you can get like stalkers and creeps so if you want to get popular then be careful for those. Like who the hell even wants me? Like, during that time i was dating FUCKING mark, but right now im thinking of someone...... hm... Harvey.... » Continue Reading
"We" are two people. If you can't figure that out, that's on you.The skinhead revival is going to kill us all. Figure that out. We don't like this world. We hate humanity. But we respect it. You just need to figure your shit out. You all have been manipulated by democratic socialists. Have fuckin' fun, commie. Something has become so twisted. Even the most "leftist/liberal" people on this site seem to have some sort of nationalist puritanical core inside of them influencing their ways.Have you n... » Continue Reading
I'm very obsessed with the concept of a song parody, I still watch them an awful lot and usually prefer them over the originals!!I really like it when they're goofy, so while the original song is over there yapping about heartbreak as if we didn't hear that for the millionth time (I'm not saying heartbreak is nothing), the parody is over there flipping the topic entirely into something that I can't believe must be called unique..Like WHY DO MOST SONGS TALK ABOUT LOVE OR BEING TOUGH YEAH PARTYING... » Continue Reading
okay so its this guy.. total cutie. we used to talk for a bit but it was a lot of stuff going on and we didnt like each other for a bit, at least i thought he didnt like me. ill say maybe a few days ago he texted me, i unsaved his number so i was confused + i woke up out of my sleep minutes after he texted me PAST 11PM MIND YOU!!! so i call the number after asking who it was a low and behold it was him. i was shocked but i wasnt super conscious and aware considering i was asleep, but he asked if... » Continue Reading
So Peter Cullen and Dolly Parton died and I’m just so shocked 😭 why is everyone dying, like can trump be next??? All the legends are dying but that red ahh tomato we have as a president… Rest in peace Dolly Parton and Peter Cullen you guys will be missed 😭🫶 » Continue Reading
1. Return There comes a time in a man's life when he begins to question his path.Am I doing the right thing?Did I make the right choices?Does this hobby or this trade define me?What influences me to make these decisions?These questions and many more like them can form the core of what people would call a "midlife crisis." A midlife crisis, however, is predicated on the knowledge of my exact time of death, something only the wyrdæ know. Therefore, to have the most accurately timed midlife crisis,... » Continue Reading
okay so me and my friend group have been trouble w this girl who we'll call A. we are all friends with her and its gotten to the point where she is talking shit about me and the whole friend group at her job to her other employee who just so happens to be the sister of our friend C. so obvi she is gonna tell us what A has been saying right? but when we say anything we get called immature and told to "grow up you turn 19 soon" and "we arent in highschool anymore dont talk about me" by her whic... » Continue Reading
i remember some time back when i wrote more often that i was challenged in class to write in another perspective. by that i mean they wanted us to pretend to be someone we weren’t, try and characterize ourselves as someone, anyone we could imagine. i re-read the work and i for some reason just shrugged it all off and turned myself into a woman. i lived my life the same way i normally would—just as a woman.i remember my classmates having more elaborate stories. like being the president or a super... » Continue Reading
I experienced deaths in my family last year, and all these celebrities passing away are taking me back to that time. Be sure to cherish family, loved ones, and friends because things can change in the blink of an eye. Rest in peace, Dolly Parton & Tim Curry, and all the others who have passed. I believe all of you are in a better place. » Continue Reading
Do Ya'll remember when David Bowie died so did prince and other people big that year also dropped like flies randomly?? Everyone was dying and now the ones who lived through that era have grown old and randomly died this year,Dolly Parton,Bonnie Tyler,Tim Curry,Catherine O'Hara (I love her sm),Sam Neil,And I'm so sorry I can't remember her name but she was in a couple things (I know her from the scream franchise) She was so young actually and she overdosed recently. Obviously not the end of the ... » Continue Reading
me and my friend (@Sw33tT00th) were talking right and we were talking abt how this person used to say the n word..ok so my guy friend then jumps in (as usual bc he cant mind his damn business) but he then says "oh yea I say it to my brother he's black" ??? mind u he's FULLY white (NOT AN OUNCE OF BLACK) and his brother is black so I'm like "hello?? r U black tho" and ofc he isn't but like he was like "oh that's js our love language" like no tf? and he had the audacity to be like oh well he gave ... » Continue Reading
i recently got a hair cut and i've never felt uglier. okay wait that's a lie; i feel the same as i did when i was in 7th grade (not great).the layers are too short, my field of vision is too wide, my hair is wayyy too thinned out, i just hate everything!! i know i sound like a whiny bitch but it's just really bothering me :/ i can't look at myself in the mirror for long because i just end up crying. i really hope it grows out fast. » Continue Reading
I always have this issue where I come up with creative ideas but can never follow through on them. Sometimes I get over halfway done and lose interest because the idea is no longer shiny and new, or maybe I gab about it way too much to my friends first thing and already feel the satisfaction as if I completed it in its entirety. I just... forget about it.It feels like I can't help it. I'm really good about being disciplined with my college schoolwork and what I get assigned at work, but it takes... » Continue Reading
Is it just me, but there is something kind of beautiful about crying yourself to sleep.It’s like completely darkness all around you, your cheeks is are all warm and swollen, and it makes you more tired so you’ll actually have a great sleep after.But most importantly- nobody knows. Nobody knows how many times I’ve cried myself to sleep, nobody will know the feeling in my chest I get after midnight, nobody will know the thoughts I try to think to make myself feel better, nobody even hears me- fuck... » Continue Reading
Okay so today after school I'll be taking the bus to my gf finally, acting like i didn't see her last week 🙄. We wont hangout long because she has dance practice but I bought her a lego flower so i hope It makes her super happy :> I'm a little nervous for no reason, we talk alot and It's not like its awkward or smth but yeah wtvr. » Continue Reading
This sort of topic has been bothering me for a while and I do NOT play about this shit.I been thinking looong and hard about they type of people who have nowhere else to turn when it comes to seeking out good, quality fanfic. It’s been happening for years but especially now, people are pouring out of Wattpad looking for their next outlet. So naturally they end up on AO3, because OBVIOUSLY its the best option.But ooh no, they stumble upon something unsightly. Something with tags that they’re not ... » Continue Reading
so like five days ago i lost my phone, i had decided not to bring it outside and then i went to the store and when i came back it was nowhere to be seen...i gave up in looking for it on day two.im now just using my laptop to do everything now, btw most apps are really hard to use on a laptop!and schools about to start and i need my phone to text people(aka my mom and sophia)! » Continue Reading
i will always remember how nice she was to me while she was cheating i feel so in love but so sad because we were so good. i miss when things weren’t as bad. But im a winner and winners have chicken dinners so i’m fat and i’m gonna eat some more lasagna » Continue Reading
Since I was young, I was always somehow off-putting to adults and my peers alike. When I was a kid, my bright rainbow-vomit outfits and awkward yet freakishly weird demeanor scared people away from me. I was the weird girl who played with bugs and talked about ghosts and dead things. Going to church I couldn't even fit in, I tried getting baptized and somehow come out of the water with a bloody nose, and scaring the shit out of my pastor, (this actually happened to me lol). As I got older, and m... » Continue Reading
This is a long rant so have fun if you wanna read it :3I'm really just making this blog to rant about/expose my grandpa so ye. Quick note, there are times when I do feel bad for him, like when he falls because of his legs and back or about how his first day being a substitute teacher will be because he does not understand how some or a lot of kids, teens, and teenagers are now compared to when he was a history teacher when he was like 20 or 30 years old. Anywho, my grandpa is the kind of guy tha... » Continue Reading
I just got my school schedule and it sucks! me and my friends compared our schedules and i share classes with none of them ! Me and my BFF only have algebra together. Our lockers I hope are close like last year. anyways- hope everything goes better on the first day next week. XOXO wafflezzzz ! » Continue Reading
Okay so here me out. Im TERRIFIED of my bus driver. like he actually scares me so much. he's just weird asffff!! he's like grabs me randomly when I'm getting on or off the bus. he yells at me for no reason sometimes [like when I rolled down the window] he's CONSTANTLY talking about how my shorts are 'too short' and he can see my arse. he's always talking Abt the girls in some creepy subtly pedo way. I've got it ON RECORDING and showed the principal. she said I didnt have enough proof [even t... » Continue Reading
rq sh!tpost ud think "oh i can edit the photos in friend rewind aftr i upload them" but nooo cuz just uploaded some photos had to take em down cuz they wouldnt edit the screen kept freezin and it was so annoying bro i looked so stupid without the filter cus all the photos are so gray but plz dont tell me the laggy thingy is jst meps holy sh!t agejoangel ur so fast at responding to uploads lol ily » Continue Reading
So there's this guy from my art class that harassed me and my friends today. He came up to us and pretended to want to be friends with us and wouldn't stop asking for our names even though ALL 3 OF US WERE TELLING HIM TO STOP BECAUSE WE KNEW HE WAS TRYING TO BULLY US. BUT HE WOULDN'T STOP.He kept asking for our names over and over and my friend Julie called him out for trying to bully us and he tried to pretend like he wasn't. He was like "No I'm just trying to get to know my classmates!" Die.Wh... » Continue Reading
I'm gonna miss mother Dolly Parton. To me she was immortal she got me through some really tough times..like I'm shedding real tears I loved her (ಥ﹏ಥ) » Continue Reading
I fucking hate school. It's great for learning but I hate everyone there. Someone ALWAYS smells like shit and there's always those annoying preppy girls, then the loud kids and nobody just shuts up. I have all honors and everyone of those kids are smart, WHY AREN'T THEY SMART ENOUGH TO SHOW BASIC HUMAN DECENCY. If you couldn't tell, it was my first day, and it was dreadful. » Continue Reading
I resorted 2 friend rewind bc SPACEHEY banned Floradians from going on there and all of my hard worked coding IS GONE #rip feeling sad » Continue Reading
So, I moved into a new school and feeling out of place is normal 100%! But the thing is, I just feel completely out of place like—As if I don't belong there or feel welcome.I talked to the admin to request course changes since I got put into classes I wanted to avoid/not be in like guitar classes and visual art related thingd. But then she looked at me with like a full deadass glare and asked with a really judgemental tone "Why did you even go to [art school]?" Honestly, I wish I knew too. I si... » Continue Reading
lowk wanna be a micro influencer…i feel like im yearning for a true connection or connections with people. i think it would be cool to express myself online. it would be so cool to tell my future kids about this or for them to find it. definitely don’t wanna to be too famous tho too much publicity would get me cancelled » Continue Reading
So I was originally going to a university in AR but I ended up transferring to one down here and TX and man, BEING THE NEW GUY SUCKS. Like don't get me wrong this is only day three and I know imma find my group eventually but UGHHH like I've gotten so much better at finding new friends but that doesnt mean I LIKE trying to find new people lmao. anywaysss the campus itself is awesome tho so I cant be too mad. » Continue Reading
my friend told me about her experience and it lowk made me scared to ever suck dick 😭 she said it tasted bad and smelled bad little did I know she was talking about a friend of mine she dated and I found out she sucked UNWASHED DICK and she lowk turned lesbian because of it but from my own experience I can say sucking CLEAN dick is amazing » Continue Reading
around a month ago my original phone (motorola edge 30) broke, at least the sim slot doesn't work anymore for some reason that may be it being soaked in vodka, but whatever, i had to get a new phone for using my sim and i didn't want to spend money so my dad gave me his working phone (an iphone, those phones that they give you for working but fuck that right) so i'm using it now, and man, this thing sucks ass, everything is so bad, i thought i was gonna have an upgrade but besides the camera thi... » Continue Reading
The universe is sick asf for taking Dolly Parton and Tim Curry both within the span of 24 hours I want off this ride now please i’m sick of all the good people dying and evil people still being alive » Continue Reading
This post may mention AI (no I don't mean that I use AI and I'll never will I mean this post may talk about it mainly because I hate it and the "ads" are mostly that anyways)So every time on TikTok I either get the "Oh you don't study thats fine" while cutting fruit or "You want some water oh I'm sorry its the only water available due to big AI corporations blah blah blah" or worse the "how did you get a job/university? Oh I use (insert AI they use)" bullshit I just crash out so much and of cour... » Continue Reading
Is it just me or do the posters in school or anywhere else look the same? Sometimes when I see a poster made by the teachers who displayed them in the school hall, it makes my heart drop a bit… Don’t know if I’m being overly dramatic though. It’s the thought humanity slowly losing creativity by advanced technologies that bothers me so much.If you know me, or if you don’t know me, I write stories, all ideas squeezed from my own brain since 5th grade. It just hurts me when the teachers tell us to ... » Continue Reading
•Nobody in this world can be trusted. But the one I trust most other than my misunderstanding family, is my doctor. Although I never talk much to her, she's my therapist. And sometimes she makes me feel at ease. Sometimes not, because I'd be in the wrong set of mind. She asks me questions about how's my mental health going, if I'm okay.. Blah blah blah, She's a very nice old lady. Uh, blonde hair. That's all I'm saying. I hope today I get to see her, because last time was someone random lady tha... » Continue Reading
Verigruesome here. Okay correct me if I'm wrong, but recently I realized how tame vlogging on youtube has become. I mostly see a lot of vloggers that are like into the whole clean girl aesthetic of daily life content, which I'm not hating on but can we bring back the messiness??? If there are some niche alternative vloggers you guys can put me on PLEASEEE tell me cause I feel like youtube is hiding them from me. Also stay tune to my vlogs on yt @verigruesome (yes i'm self promoting while i'm at ... » Continue Reading
My dad is a very disgusting creature. There were times where he would touch my butt and my thighs and would get mad at me if I told him I didn’t like it or told him to stop. There were times where he took away my computer and phone just because I said I didn’t want him touching my butt. This morning while I was getting ready for school, he starts sniffing my neck and saying ‘you smell so sexy, baby.’ I felt so disgusting and uncomfortable as he starts kissing my neck and when I told him to stop,... » Continue Reading
oh my golly goodness, i'm so nervballs... i just opened a public cosplay acc on tiktok and i feel my skin crawling. i hate not being anonymous... wdym anyone can see my weird interests and crap...? CHILLONMECHILLONMECHILLONMECHILLONMECHILLONMECHILLONMECHILLONMECHILLONMECHILLONMECHILLONMECHILLONMECHILLONMECHILLONMECHILLONMECHILLONMECHILLONMECHILLONMECHILLONMECHILLONMECHILLONMECHILLONMECHILLONMECHILLONMECHILLONMECHILLONMECHILLONMECHILLONMECHILLONMECHILLONMECHILLONMECHILLONMECHILLONMECHILLONMECHILL... » Continue Reading
this actually makes me so pissed. So basically one of my old friends that never spoke to me again on discord randomly sent me some messages. I was like "HOLY SHI NO WAY" and then i immediately responded out of joy. it was suspicious that he texted me so randomly, but whatever. i was too happy at the moment. we do a nice little greeting together, yknow all that. then he mentions he has an anime he wants to watch with me. he asks if im busy and wants to do it, i had the afternoon open so i accepte... » Continue Reading
My mother in law lives with me and her son. We've had her here for just shy of 3 years, and with any luck, the finish line is in sight.She spends her days alone in the house, watching tv and hanging out with her dog. She doesn't have a car, so it's harder for her to get around, so she doesn't spend a lot of time outside of the house, and she doesn't get a lot of face to face interactions on the daily. I get that.So when we get home, it is non-stop, word-vomit commentary at her default volume (ki... » Continue Reading
my first day of uni starts in a week and i dont have my textbooks yet, i feel so nervous! it didn't hit me till today im starting to freak out. i have to take the bus to classes and idek what building my first class is in . am i cooked?? going to pick up my textbooks tmrw but still scared, this is only my second time using the bus.. will i die? we will see » Continue Reading
someone keeps putting my art into ai whenever I post and I shit you not I keep seeing the ai-fied version of my art on my for you pages. I have like a million posts about telling others to not put my stuff into ai but nobody freaking listens it seems😾😾ive been posting less and less because of it but whenever I do someone does that to my stuff and I'm getting so tired😿 a girl that creeps me out has been tracing over my art whenever a new one drops and she also keeps copying whatever outfits (usua... » Continue Reading
CW for bullying and personal insecurities, please be mindful of that!!Ik im the person that always says "Keep it positive!" but I often feel like people I though were my friends talk and make fun of me behind my back, I've heard their silent laughs and whispers whenever I participate on class, on extracurricular events I always catch them taking photos of me and now im realizing they throw shady comments at me during school proyects.I wish I knew why they do this, is it me who is unlikeble? or i... » Continue Reading
hello my name is biscuit or you can call me tulipi have autism as you can tell (it's very obvious)I like to do arts and crafts and stuff and like watch Youtube and play video games and I usually yap a lot and other stuff and I love my friends and stuff and I love making new friendsI'm in college right now and I am 19 years old and im very silly and a a socially stunted loserbiscuit/tuilp » Continue Reading
shes been showing signs for a year or two, but within the last month-ish shes gotten to the point where she no longer recognizes her husband/my grandpa. she remembers him but cant connect the dots between the "nice but weird old man" in her house and the young man she married, she gets very worried that she doesnt know where he is. she refuses to sleep in the same room as him and is very paranoid in general. she recognizes or at least trusts other family members both in person and over the phone... » Continue Reading
As vezes me sinto vazia, não sei explicar, é como se tudo não tivesse mais graça, ou simplesmente não há sentindo. É como se eu estivesse vivendo a vida no automático, apenas deixando tudo acontecer. Eu tenho mta dissociação, é tipo como se eu estivesse apenas assistindo a minha própria vida, e nada tem um sentido ou relação real. Também, as vezes penso que nada é real, ou que estou apenas sonhando ou alucinando. Sinto uma dor, me sinto insuficiente, não que eu não sinta que sou suficiente para ... » Continue Reading
Finally finished my forensics slideshow so happy about it but today I had a couple of conversations with both my parents and for some reason they’re wack as fuck they can’t get either of their shit together and make no sense so I’m always put in the middle I having to tell each parent what the other one is doing and I’m getting so tired of it all » Continue Reading
how in the world do u make friends here dude, I NEED online friends. everyone looks so cool here and idk how to approach them waahhhhhhhhh anyways I love making blog entries this is so fun I love talking !! also anyone else agree that season 1 zuko > season 3 zuko ?? prolly not but that's just my hot take bc I just relate to s1 zuko more than s3 zuko so im a lil biased towards him. anyways, Cole out ! » Continue Reading
im jst gonna make this a blog cus i need to rant abt this lolMY RIGHT (spesifically) PINKY FINGER IS WEIRD ASF AND IDK WHY, recently ive noticed that no matter what i do, if im using that hand it'll be HARD AS A BRRRICK and idk why???, idk if it has always been like this 'cus i dddoo remember noticing this way back in 2020 aswell but ive never acutally stopped to ask myself why??? or look for why it does that-for example, im writting this on my pc, currently that fuckass finger is tense, AND WHE... » Continue Reading
I love this site a TONN but sometimes it just feels like a bunch of people only get on tis website just to make their page and be hyped abt how it looks like myspace and then leave and forget abt it, don't get me wrong, I love how it looks like myspace im pretty sure that's the whole point but almost all the groups im in ppl BARELY talk, mind u im in 30 groups. cmon ppl if ur gonna make an acc for the site at least use it !! anyways I love friend rewind guys lets use it more, Cole out !P.S sorry... » Continue Reading
I get these short almost episode-like moods where I'm super hyper and then crash into a crying mess. So far, they've been mostly harmless. All I did today was log out of my spacehey account since I never use it anymore, set up a new tumblr account to act as a scout shrine even tho I'll prob never post on it, and harass my best friend with all the ideas I had for that account and stuff. The last part is what kinda what woke me up from my mini high. I feel bad every single time I talk to them. The... » Continue Reading
Today sucked.... I overslept yesterday, woke up tired today, all of my pants are too big because stress is slowly eating all my weight, my shoes were too tight, my JROTC instructor INSULTED me in front of everyone, I have testing next week, Dolly Parton DIED and my mom yelled at me for my existance....... » Continue Reading
Lowkey forgot they flag stuff on the Chromebook at school so they brought me into the office and read the first part of my blog back to meThis time I was too tired to make an excuse and just said I didn’t write itShe def didn’t buy it specially cuz of last terms track record, but there’s not much they can do about it besides offer me the programs and shitMaybe one day I’ll be able to answer honestlyEverything I eat tastes like shitEverything I drink tastes like shitEverything around me I just ge... » Continue Reading
Just as I was scrolling through my Twitter timeline a few weeks ago, I saw someone repost a Youtube Short of a Korean soloist named Evan. The video was about the singer pointing to his right and pointing up at the endings of two different performances.The video claims that Evan pointed at his right (East) and pointed up (North), and when you combine the first letter of the two directions, it spells "EN", which are the first two letters of Evan's former K-pop group: Enhypen. If you look at the co... » Continue Reading
I've been wondering if it's a problem that I never sneak out in the middle of the night, never make drastic changes to my appearance, never form deep connections with people my age. And I'm not being sarcastic here; maybe it's just my school and my neighbourhood, but this whole 'messy phase' that adolescence is supposed to be feels so dull compared to what I hear from other people my age. It's not about hobbies, honestly! I have things I focus on and study that take up a lot of my time, and I do... » Continue Reading
I don’t wanna explain this feeling, if you know you know. If you don’t, this blog is going to make no sense to you. I personally don’t think I am a boring person or whatever, but I always want more from myself and really from my life in general. I think what is keeping me from achieving my ultimate self is mostly my friends. They are good friends, I guess, and everything, but they are not like me at all. I do the basics with them: drink, dance, umm, is that it? I tried to lure them into some of ... » Continue Reading
I DON'T WANNA GO TO SCHOOL! Physics first period? Torture. Bf graduated? Torture. Half of friend group graduated? TOR. TURE. UGH, kill me now. Only plus side is that i have my fav teacher for almost 3 periods a day PLUS business math instead of all that calc and geometry and trig. Freedom at what cost? At least I got tons of cute clothes from Hollister and a new car. Also, senior year! Anyways pray 4 me... » Continue Reading
hey so like last night was insane lwk i fell asleep crying a river in my bedroomso like here's what happenedbasically my bsf jeremy came over and dropped over some men's clothes to help with my transition (i asked him to) and my mother found them before I didshe was like yelling at me and telling me that jeremy was "forcing me to transition" and went on to tell me that his mother was forcing me to practice dark magic (???)basically she made me give him his clothes back but i did take a hat from ... » Continue Reading
°❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:･OMG hi again guys!! sorry for being crazyy inactive ive been trying to prepare 4 school and improve myself lately sooo lemme give a quick updatei went to the mall yesterday! i got like a bunch of stuff for back to school from hollister, miniso, popmart, victoria's secret, pink, and aeropostale :) i had soooo much fun and thankfully we went earlier in the morning which made me feel less anxious since there wasnt many kids my age there.. idk if this is just me but for some reason i get re... » Continue Reading
I always feel like I have no skills, I'm chopped asf, I have a bad and annoying personality, I'm dumb asf and can't do anything right, and that everyone secretly hates me and all my friends think I'm annoying and want to leave me lololol T_T life sucks » Continue Reading
im going to die bc i have state testing this week and block schedual so we only go to 4 classes one day but each class is 2 periods long, then the next day its other classes, so monday was 1,2,5,6. today is 3,4,7,8 and tmrw will be like monday, thursday is like tdy, and we only have 4 day weeks so no friday, but i have to get the tests dont before i leave for mcr on thursday bc i wont have any time on thursday to do the tests... » Continue Reading
as someone who no matter how much i try would always produce bad or mediocre results, having a passion for something just makes me feel like i can't ever be good at anything but i still want to keep trying even when nothing goes my way » Continue Reading
i hate having a dress code at work. i wish that i could just chop my hair up and dye it whenever i want without the worry of repercussions or pissing off my boss. why can't i be bright orange?? or pink?? i'm a grown adult... this is what getting older was for. i actually feel like there are more restrictions regarding my appearance now than there was when i was teen. my mom really just let me do whatever now that i think about it. idk, i feel so suffocated in my work clothes. i love my job tho w... » Continue Reading
ok so there's this girl that I'm friends w and yesterday she did smtg that rlly pissed me off..shes done the same thing before and when she did it I told her not to do it again and she ALSO said she wouldn't do it again. so yesterday I blocked her right and she finally decided to apologize in third block. atp I didn't wanna talk to her anymore but she texted my friend as a form to reach out to me and she was apologizing ig. but wtv I go on abt my day and its after school now and she texted my fr... » Continue Reading
Spotify is such a pain in my ass like genuinely I tried to find an alternative but I'm an Android user because I prefer Android in my opinion.And like I get spammed with shitty ADs specifically the podcast ones and the usual lines were "On the podcast I sit down with (blah blah)" or "Download Spotify premium to get less ads" bullshit like, the good news is that I own a MP3 player and I have a 3DS that I sometimes use as an MP3 player and I attempt to add music files to my DSi but ya know idk yet... » Continue Reading
Okay guys. Honestly, wtf is going on in my country?! So, there's liek school shooting in sum school (I forgot the name), and the government just blames the game... EXCUSE ME?! I mean, games had a little bit effect, but why don't the government just blame the parents?! The parents are the ones who are guiding their children, but can't the government just take things seriously?!!! Ts pmo » Continue Reading
Yesterday I started streaming on Twitch. Since I’m new I don’t have much chat activity and sometimes my chat is completely dead, but when a person finally comes and we start talking, I think they are enjoying the stream or the conversation, just for them to suddenly drop “btw I’m a graphic designer would you be interested in animated sub alerts or stickers”. Which disappoints me because ik they won’t come back when I tell them no.Bruh idk why they try to sell me sub alerts and stuff when I don’t... » Continue Reading
So a couple days ago there's an old video from 2001 of 19 year old Beyoncé was told by marc shcaffel to sit on his lap so she can talk to michael jackson himself Beyoncé of course was so excited to talk to one of her idols, but the video itself was creepy especially when you found out the man used to work for MJ untill he got fired because of history as a gay porn director, and especially when you see Beyonce's body language that is mixed with excitement and disgust Know you would think people w... » Continue Reading
I'm sorry if this is a sensitive topic, but I really need to talk about this.I have anorexia nervosa, and I struggle a lot with food and my weight. Most of my friends know about it, and they know not to bring up food or weight around me.There's this one friend that I'll call Amy.I've known Amy for years. I only developed my eating disorder fairly recently, so it wasn't something she expected. Amy is overweight and talks about her weight pretty often. She complains about it a lot, but doesn't do ... » Continue Reading
I Hate how normalizing it is on tiktok to cyberbully someone and then claim it is holding someone acocuntable when it is literally just BULLYING with BACKUP i was a victim of a smear campaign made about me i was added into group chats i was tracked down they keep using alts and their friends to monitor my page it is actually so exhausting never have i ever felt like shit on a app like tiktok for something so horrible of people it bothered me enoguh that i already have quit ppl on tiktok jusrt wa... » Continue Reading
apparently, my bf said that a while back at this party we went to, his friend brought up how there was these two random girls complaining about us kissing?? my bf was out and about with his friends and our mutual friend had brought up my boyfriend's clinginess to "joke around". basically saying that he wasn't allowed to make jokes about our friend's PDA (really just jokes but their PDA was in a rather isolated group where our friends were just conversing with each other while they were doing PDA... » Continue Reading
dude i swear this guy is on my ass and its only been like 3 weeks of school for me😭😭 i had to do this thing on canva, did my own research about like the ecosystem services and used the literal national wildlife federation site for that, put it on my canva project, turned it in and got 0/20? 💔 “you shouldve used the book” bro you never FUCKING told us to take them out of class what😭 » Continue Reading
Long rant/vent..My girlfriend and I today went out with some online friends we’ve been friends with for the first time. Ate out then went to a target afterwards. Context for the next part, I have been staying at my gfs for 2 months or so, since home life has been hard. She recently had to go to a city about 2 hours away from her hometown, but 40 minutes from my hometown to do training for her job. Her job won’t allow anyone else in the hotel, so I’m staying at my friends to avoid home. Anyway, b... » Continue Reading
im so sick of my goofy ass hair. just chopped. i mourn my red hair. now its just faded and EUGHHH!! :((Like, cmon. i was serving so hard. but now i’m just FREAKING CHOPPED!! Im so SICK of this omg. I think i might start using that clarifying shampoo stuff to get the color out. Sure i hate being blonde, but at least then i could look like Spencer Smith. I don’t look like anyone rn and it’s so annoying!! Tomorrow im probably gonna force myself to do my makeup and hair and stuff. I want to take pi... » Continue Reading
Heeyyyyy peopleesss. So its only like 8pm rn for me and I'm bored asf. I could workout yeah. but i've already gone to the gym 2wce 2day and then my practice is cancelled cuz its raining😥 What do I doooo??? » Continue Reading
while i do my daily prep, i just wanna do a short rant. lately i've been getting weird dms from people on this site, some of it i tolerate as just being silly and others just don't make sense to me. met some guy who was pretty cool at first, bonded over DOOM and stuff, and then he got a bit overstepping of my boundaries (now i was okay with the whole "hugging people" bit but like he was doing some weird rp thing where he touched my butt and i asked him to stop that stuff a few times), and then h... » Continue Reading
i cant really describe it so I'll just look at you for now, hoping that you can see through my eyes"in these four walls it makes you feel so smallbut I think I'm waking up in spite of it"its Thursday of the second week as of now. Classes are fine, teachers all the same, yet i cant shake this feeling that everyone hates me, that they can all see right through me.I don't think have enough social awareness to know if I just reek of death or if I'm just schitzosince long ago I've built myself on the... » Continue Reading
I fucking HATE Bark. It's a stupid parental control app like all the others, but my dad asked "What do you have to be so depressed about," earlier..and I fucking KNEW he knew from my messages since he said he new he was sick and all but, blah blah blah. I FUCKING KNOW my mom reads what I write, because I use this from my phone (not smart, ik but i need to vent) and I genuinely don't CARE if she see's my fucking shit. I'M 15!!! I DON'T NEED THIS SHIT..It pisses me off SO FUCKING because I feel li... » Continue Reading
i refuse to clean my room until im in the actual mood for it, because of this my room is a horrible mess, i heard mice in my room one time, clothes are everywhere, theres a pile in my closet that goes up to my waist! i just dont wanna clean it. i dont wanna do shit actually. Im lazy i guess? Maybe its my depression? idfk, i just wanna know if others have this problem and how they fixed it. And dont say "oh haha just clean your room" its not that easy, if it was i would have already cleaned it. » Continue Reading
relating to my last blogpost, i quit my job! my friend quit it right before, she dropped all her shifts on our scheduling app and sent a message saying "pick up my shifts, i quit" and i just did the same thing, dropped all my shifts and said "pick up my shifts, i also quit :D" (the :D was very important). I wonder if my shitty manager will get the hint that he's doing something wrong to have two people in a row quit, and before that even several people quit, a manager transferred, another WALKED... » Continue Reading
i havent remembered any dreams in a very very long time (i have 4 random dream catchers in my room i js put them away) but i finally remembered one. it was a little weird.so what i remember is watching a movie i think it was supposed to be the lost boys. then these two vampire dudes kissed and it was like “yay this is a good dream” but then i found out they were brothers… weird asf.and then i was in a random forest w a bunch of ppl and i had 2 tamagotchis. if they were thirsty you had to dunk th... » Continue Reading
i'm going back up to canada 4 school on friday and man am i dreading it.i'm finally going out of the house and going to shows and i love my stupid city i dont wanna go back to fuckahh uni. also. stupid fucking idiot man won't let me like him. because im going to be gone. and he said hes scared. that if we see each other he'll just miss me more and even though i come back and visit home all the time he says it won't be "stable or healthy" which is more bullshit,, you don't know that unless we try... » Continue Reading
I ended up throwing up during fourth period. After I threw up, I felt so much better so I convinced my teacher not to send me to nurse since I really did feel a million times better and didn't need the nurse anymore. Big mistake. I went to lunch and started eating like normal, but I started feeling nauseous again towards the end. As me and my friend got up from our table since it was passing period, I started drooling (which is a telltale sign that I was going to throw up again) and held onto th... » Continue Reading
I recently got a hormonal IUD (yay!) and I didn’t realize that there were so many shitty side effects. One of the most shitty side effects is PSEUDO PREGNANCY. OMFG. GAHHHHHH I DID THE THING TO NOT GET PREGNANT AND NOW ITS MAKING ME EXPERIENCE PREGNANCY WIFHOUT THE BABY. THIS SUCKS. EVERYTHING TASTES LIKE MAYONAISE IM ANGRY IM SICK ALL THE FUCKING TIME LIKE CONSTANTLY NAUSEOUS. I HARE IT. IM BLOATED AND IM SAD AND I ALSO WANT FOOD EVEN THOUGHT IT TASTES LIKE MAYONAISE INWANNA DIE » Continue Reading
Okay call me crazy but I'm already preparing for my first fall themed outfit for September. I LOVE FALL! And the kids I teach at church (If you know me you know I'm not religious in a Christian way) can appreciate a good outfit!! Also I'm always trying to look good at church because I live in a small town and everyone goes to the same church,i cannot be risking looking like i crawled out of a sewer so my first fall dedicated outfit will be on Sunday when I wear it,I bought a bunch of little char... » Continue Reading
I'M SO MAD ok not that mad but a bit sad. I found my old iPhone 4 and found lots of old pics and videos, I imported them to my PC but since I never did something like this I forgot to safe that stuff!! Now I already did a reset. And I can't even get into the Phone cause it needs a special sim card! I'll hopefully just forget ts in a few weeks but holy am I mad at myself rn » Continue Reading
Ugh, high school is soooo boring- well mainly some classes. Thankfully the work has been kinda easy so far, but I'm so nervous because we had been reading a story in English, but I kept falling asleep and today we had a quiz, and I have NO CLUE what's going on (I mean, I wasn't at school today... But still!!).Plus, I told my mom I would do my online work, but the only thing that's online is the quiz!! TmTSo now I'm just waiting for my English teacher to respond, waiting to see if I can do it at ... » Continue Reading
This is a long one.My friends are not filthy rich but they are the kind of people who do more than four vacations a year and don’t really worry about money.Here’s the thing, it was the second time in the whole summer break that most of the group could hang out and also the first time in a long period that I could afford to go with them, we were going to the beach and my mom offered to pay for my train ticket after seeing me not hanging out with anyone so I just had to buy some fruit to bring som... » Continue Reading
I know I'm gonna be hella nervous tomorrow morning and I'm going to be panicking but at least I'm somewhat content now. I'm making sure that I will get a good nights rest tonight by eating 2 melatonin gummies (perhaps even 3) and playing calming music to help me sleep. I also made sure my alarm would go off 10 minutes before 6 AM so I can rest for a little while longer until I get ready because my big problem I would have in the morning before school would be getting out of bed. I'm pretty much ... » Continue Reading
Haven't even been on here 24 hours and had a kid hit on me lmao. My bio says I'm married, no interest in anything besides friendship and music. Pls have some respect y'all. Gotta love the interwebs » Continue Reading
SCHOOL STARTS IN A WEEK AND IM SO ANGRY AND NERVOUS AND UPSET AND SAD AND EXCITED AND IURVFCEUYDIJOFERV I DONT WANNA GO TO SCHOOL I HATE SCHOOLim angry bc school doesnt do shit for me and i feel like im the smartest and most stupid at the same timeIm nervous bc im going into fucking HIGH SCHOOL and i have no clue how im supposed to act or what im supposed to do??im uspset bc idfk where the entrance even is so how am i supposed to function in a building 10x bigger than my house??im sad bc i just ... » Continue Reading
Favorite drink? cola and mojito!Favorite mythological creature? sphynx, centaur and unicornComfort movie? inkheartWhat’s the worst design you’ve ever seen? (A building, an app, an object, a piece of technology… something that genuinely made you go, “Who designed this?”) all simple design apps. they make me gagDo you practice any sports? Would you like to? nope. maybe ping-pong but i'll never be goodWhat’s an unskippable part of your routine? checking my social media and friendrewind :3Candles or... » Continue Reading
my parents always complain that i'm always just at home, on my phone and that i don't have any hobbies since i kinda stopped doing all the stuff i used to do because school got stressful and i just lost passion and stuffso i've been wanting to do taekwondo since like a year ago but nobody ever did something about me taking lessons, i also tried to arrange all the stuff myself but it kinda just doesn't do anything because they're the ones payingthen after a while i just gave up on wanting to try ... » Continue Reading
I’m writing this from the shower so pardon any weird spelling errors. Ideas hit you when they hit you and I love talking about American economics so here we are! I’ve noticed a few mayors and politicians here in the US [mainly democrat socialists] pushing for an increased yearly / monthly tax on individuals above a net worth threshold that is derived from said value. I feel like a lot of traditional democrats and left-libs are blindly agreeing with this without understanding what it really means... » Continue Reading
I'm half joking 😭 People here treat DNI lists like the law of the land. If you are 17 and daaaare add someone who has "DNI IF UNDER 18" in their bio, you are WORSE than SIN.No matter which MySpace type site you visit, you will find at least TEN PEOPLE crying about their DNI lists not being obeyed and I would understand it... If it didn't ALREADY GO WITHOUT SAYING."DNI IF RACIST" you don't SAYYYY????I hope you reading this realise that this is essentially a hook for the EXACT PEOPLE YOU DON'T LIK... » Continue Reading
like obviously when it is just a random plot twist then i also think its bad but other than that it has to be one of my fav tropesive seen ppl say that its bad cuz it makes everything that happend not important/irrelevant but for me thats one of the things that makes it enjoyable to me 😭 i like it when u see characters struggle and then in the end it doesnt mean anything » Continue Reading
This is not TikTok. Having “followers” gets you nothing, it’s not like you can get famous here. They are not even called followers for a reason. Are those people spending time friend-requesting thousands of people randomly? Why? I could understand if they had a famous vlog or if they were famous artists or whatever, but this is usually not the case, and with "usually" I mean never. So what’s up? These people always friend-request me, and they have nothing interesting going on. Why? » Continue Reading
Bueno, no se si esto cuenta como desahogo pero eh estado muy deprimida, demasiado y a causa de esto me eh llegado a cortar las muñecas y brazos aunque lo eh dejado ya que me dijeron que estaba mal, yo lo volvi a hacer porque no encuentro otra manera de desahogarme, osea ahora me estoy desahogando escribiendo pero hay veces que simplemente no puedo y recurro a cortarme, se que esta mal pero me siento mejor haciéndolo y a la vez me siento horrible haciéndolo, en serio no se como dejarlo » Continue Reading
I've been trying so hard to code thiss dude...why is it so difficult... I have so much respect for MySpace user's back in the day... » Continue Reading
I don’t know what the hell is wrong with me. Every single damn day for the past fucking week I’ve been waking up nauseous and lightheaded. No amount of medicine or water will make it go away. Anytime I try to eat breakfast, I always throw it up later on in the day. I just want this to stop. And I can’t even take the day off of school because half of my teachers don’t even post their assignments for the day and at my school, absences are really hard and complicated to make up for no reason and I’... » Continue Reading
I'm moving to a new city (and university) for second year of my studies, and i'm SOOO nervous and excited at the same time ● ﹏ ●I'm super duper nervous because I have terrible social anxiety, and because of it, my first year ended up being absolutely terrible. I had to do high school online (medical reasons) so I had been pretty isolated for a few years, and was genuinely TERRIFIED of going to university. I somehow convinced myself it'll be a good fresh start, but.... bleh. I ended up making dea... » Continue Reading
I talked to my girlfriend about how I felt like she was pulling away (I didn't blame her, obvi I would never do that) and I feel a bit better. Still, I hate people in general and I'd rather NOT have any interaction outside of my friends in general, but ig i just have to deal with that now that Im in high-school. Speaking of which, I only really have the one group I hang out with now, and I guess it just makes me feel pathetic because everyone else has their other friends and these people r reall... » Continue Reading
ok so i know this isn't the sort of thing i usually blog about. truth be told, i really don't even WANT to blog about this, but...as are the nature of vent sessions, i HAVE to release these emotions---------i have anxiety, which is pretty severe. i'm prone to physical reactions such as dizziness, shaking, chest pain, and sweating. this is usually invoked when i see something, real or not, that upsets me and makes my brain think i'm in danger. but HERE is the really bad part: often, my brain will... » Continue Reading
every time i try and find a good relationship it always ends up failing and im getting so tired!! i honestly just want somone who cares and wont ghost me. im just so tired of attempting to date especially as a gay dude omg it sucks out here » Continue Reading
I don't like when i don't have a routine, its so sucky and it triggers my ocd a bit because i have nothing to do so im just on edge because what if i'm supposed to be doing something. thankfully tomorrow i'm gonna be busier and hopefully by then my cramps go away but i just needed to get this off my chest cause it genuinely makes me feel icky when i dont have everything planned out for the day » Continue Reading
i know this is a veryyyyyy cold take, but i figured i’d weigh in on this. it really reallyyyy irritates me when people talk about ocd like its a fun little quirk that makes you color code things and clean up a lot. as someone with ocd its literally taken over my life, to the point that i can’t do the most basic tasks without feeling extreme pressure or anxiety until i’ve done certain “rituals”. and i’m not trying to turn this into “wah wah me me me”. i know so many people who feel this exact way... » Continue Reading
Últimamente me eh estado sintiendo más vacío que antes cada vez más peor tal vez desahogarme en estos blogs me haga sentir un poco mejor :3 » Continue Reading
I can finally see why my dad cheated on my mom and left & it's because she a genuinely a bad person when things don't go her way she flips out and gets all crazy and is constantly bragging about how she cuts herself like it something to be proud of if I could leave and never see her again I'd be happy. » Continue Reading
Every time I walk into a room where a cat is. My throat closes up and I have to leave the room. So I can. breathe.I WISHH I COULD PLAY WITH CATS THEYU SEEM SO FUN AND I LVOE WATCHIG CAT VIDEOSSomething else that sucks. LITERALLY ALMOST EVERYONE I KNOW HAS CATS SO I CANT VISIT THEM. EVEN IF THEY CLEAN THE HOUSE IT STILL EFFECTS ME 💔💔💔I try to cope by telling myself I hate cats since they kill a lot of birds BUT I CANT BRING MYSELF TO ACTUALLY HATE AN ANIMAL I HATE ITTT 😭😭😭😭😭IM ALLERGIC TO WILD CA... » Continue Reading
I never got added back from the cool cowoeker i talked to a few days ago. I think he really doesnt want to talk to me. I guess I should stop trying to say hi to him at work.i talked to a new person yesterday. She listens to Title Fight and I was surprised she listens to that band. I felt very happy to talk to her about music and I gave her a few song recommadtions. she doesnt listen to much of gothic music and same here but I gave her this really cool song i like called Angels by Within Temptati... » Continue Reading
I'm PRAYING I don't get sick this week due to my missing 3 days of school last week. I want to sleep, but I know if I sleep, and take a nap. I'm never going to bed at night. I trying to do this AP Computer Science work, but it's very time-consuming, and I'm promising you I'm NOT staying up JUST to do one assignment. Cedric out » Continue Reading
so i went to get the scene braids right and the braider fucked me up so badly. like ok i didnt directly ask for scene braids but i was gonna cut my normal braids into a fringe and shit but this hoe WITHOUT ASKING BTW gave me boho braids. like ik boho braids are like cute but i literally wanted knotless. now me and my mom have to spend another 100 something dollars to fix my hair. and we only have a week to do it since school starts on the 31st. i would show a photo but the hair makes me look cho... » Continue Reading
I hung out with him, I paid him to buy me cigarettes and I thrifted some cute clothes… but the original plan was to thrift Him clothes, but he didn’t like anything. He so UGH!! He’s not my type on bit yet I flirt with him, and I know that’s mean, but just listen… I think he’s okay with it.He flirts back with me, mentions how good friends we are, I think we are just flirty friends!Okay, Katie’s wurld out! » Continue Reading
this is going to sound so entitled and spoiled but being peoples number one is so tiring somtimesI have to be there, comfort them, because i love them yeah but they never know how to do the same back. I don't blame them, I grew up with suicidal loved ones all around me, im used to knowing what to say to people and knowing what they need. It's just disapointing when I forget not everyone is (and this sounds so shitty) as emotionally mature as I am. Not everyone had to learn to talk someone off a ... » Continue Reading
I recently decided to cut off a few friends for making alot of unfunny racist, sexist and homophobic jokes and im getting made fun of for it, and alot of people i thought were my friends just call me the hard R and say "oh well why dont you just cut me off too lol" and its just shocking how openly racist people here are. I hate Alabama. And I wish I lived literally anywhere out of the south, it fucking sucks. People call you gay for showing a ANYTHING unique about you. I used to just get called ... » Continue Reading
I want to be fluent in English because, man, it's such a pain to have to use a translator for every blog post, copy the translated text, and only then be able to publish it grrrr » Continue Reading
I came from SpaceHeyIt was nice at first, but man they just kept doing things wrong. Like invite only? Which genius was in charge of that one?FriendRewind is nicer, cleaner, more featureful, but how long will it last? I've used SpaceHey enough to know people have their phases, so it's only a matter of time before we all ditch this website too. Of course, sites like these are unsustainableat present, but if you're on here, have your fun. Makes it less boring when there are consistent characters a... » Continue Reading
Okay so i went to church looking absolutely gorgeous as I always do (not religious btw) I'm thinking of painting notebook covers and giving them away to people in the church,I have a friends wedding later today,I got a white rose from a guy I know from church who ofc with my morals and beliefs i do not think I'll be dating. I'm taking extra college classes and also news about my dad,he's doing way better,can walk and isn't having as much heart problems now<3 he's going back to work so we now are... » Continue Reading
Okay, uhh well I’m tired of everything being gray and boring, like for example Apple products and technology. Tech shouldn’t have progressed past the 2010s in my opinion! Don’t come at me, like obviously new tech is very helpful and in some extent accessible, but what happened to having different kind of cell phones? Like diff brands, and not Apple! Apple! Apple! Like I’m so fucking tired of apples stupid ass iOS updates! I’m tired of them shoving ai down our fucking throats. What happened to co... » Continue Reading
my birthday passed in a second after weeks of impatience, now all i do is wish for it all back. all i can think is that i wasted my childhood, but i still can't find myself. nothing feels important. i follow what is told to me as the correct timeline. i feel the temporary euphoria of a new obsession, soon returning to my dull default. i can only wish to have lived the lives of those witnessing the beginning of society's downfall, unknowing of the conditions accepted for. the later generations » Continue Reading
I cannot stand no fuckin hypocrite. For instance, my grandma. She be talkin bout everybody being slow and stupid but she over here messing with a whole married man and she done missed so many ACTUAL good opportunities to be married to ACTUAL good men. It’s ridiculous. All because she thought my grandpa would marry her. I mean, they were together but now are separated cause my grandma finally realized that my grandpa wasn’t gonna marry here. They both been separated for years now at this point.To... » Continue Reading
Yeah I like misery so my opinion might be bias but whatever. Honestly it's totally fine if you hate misery bro you don't have to like it you're able to have your own opinion and taste but fucking making fun of people who like it and acting like they all look a certain way and even worse act like they're all age players is fucking stupid and gross.And if you hate it bc of the creator is problematic hate on the creator not the song fueling the slander on misery instead of the creator is actually t... » Continue Reading
I want in real life friends so bad. I wish I was pretty enough so people want to approach me. I wish I didn’t look like a creep if o ask for someone’s socials. I wish that people engaged with me in person. I wish that people didn’t reject me so easily. I wish I was pretty so people would want to get to know me. I feel like I’m worthless and I wish I had people to hang out with in person. I am so lonely being by myself and my only distraction is my online friends but even then, I really want in p... » Continue Reading
IT WAS LITERALLY 108 TODAY????!!??? WHAT THE FUCK????? I hate how hot it is and like idk how people can stand to be outside for more than 30 minutes » Continue Reading
schools so fucking boring oh my fucking god genuinely what the hell. i HATE my B days cs theres this BITCHHH in there who wont STFU she got me MADDD AS FUCKKKK. its boring and its like nobody wants to talk n everyones awkward like damn bitch im trying to talk to you » Continue Reading
idk what it is about me, but when I deliberately try to learn something new, it simply makes me feel stupider than I did before I started. I'm trying to learn HTML stuff to actually make a half-way decent page and by god is it a tragedy unfolding in real time. There are so many good easy-to-follow guides and my brain simply bounces off it all. Ima need my brain to cooperate at least a little bit at some point, man. » Continue Reading
Today I spent a couple of hours writing a draft for a blog I wanted to post tomorrow, "Bad Movies With Good Soundtracks", BUT I was on the computer, and apparently the draft didn't save to my phone account. The text was so nice and funny, maybe it just wasn't meant to be:/ » Continue Reading
I pulled the throttle too hard and i didn't remember the back brake doesn't work. I usually use the throttle for the brakes and stuff... And because of that, i crash into my residences board signs thingy. It's still pretty embarrassing when i remember the looks on the people around me (this is my second time crashing) Sorry 4 my bad english » Continue Reading
[GETZ ONLINE]Yep, you saw the title of this blog.Oh my fucking god, I've never felt so dumb in my life.So basically, last year, I went to Langkawi with my family. We went on a small plane and stayed a hotel there.Then just now, I was showing a picture of one of my cats and was like "So sad she was on the luggage, this was our trip to SARAWAK."Then my mom was like "Sarawak? We've never been to Sarawak."And I was like "What? But the plane?"THATS WHEN I FUCKING FOUND OUT LANGKAWI WASNT IN SARAWAK. ... » Continue Reading
I had work from 6am to 10 and I usually wake up at 4:45 to have everything ready and leave 30 minutes before work well I woke up to my alarm and turned it off and literally in a blink an eye 40 minutes gone. Idk what it was but I worke up at 5:20 with only 10 minutes to be out the door anywho got to work on time surprisingly and shift was ok it’s just been a lonnnnng day. » Continue Reading
the last year of school sounds too serious for me. i still feel like im just a silly kid who is too young to think about university, career, future and other stuff. » Continue Reading
Alright babes so I dropped off the face of the earth for a while,again,but I'm back!!! And I've recently,done a deep clean of my closet,got a bedazzling kit,started to paint and bedazzle some pottery pots,I did make those big wall diy buttons made out of paper plates (I think I talked about them at one point but I may not have),I ordered some cute little buttons and headbands so I can decorate the headbands with buttons,gems and maybe bows if I can find some? I found my old Polaroid camera,paint... » Continue Reading
Homogeneity of the niche internetWe are on grounds on the internet not often visited so it makes sense that many of us think the same and act the same but there is, to a certain degree, a tiredness that comes with LISTENING to a bunch of WHINY BABIES typing away at their blog.Maybe it's ironic that I'm complaining about weak-willed wussies complaining all the time, but it's more than that - everybody on here and SpaceHey and elsewhere within the same niche carries the same SICKENINGLY milk-toast... » Continue Reading
Vcs assistiram o filme "A última casa"??? Eu assisti e tipo, que filme péssimo, assim ele só existe, serio o conteúdo do filme é eles envelhecendo e a casa ficando cada vez mais podre » Continue Reading
Gente é a primeira vez que eu escrevo um blog, tipo, que legal escrever essas coisas e viver uma época onde eu nem era nascido. Outra coisa, vcs são do Paraná? pq eu sou✌️ » Continue Reading
who iss going to mcr 8/27/2026? cuz i am! so ecxited, if anyone who sees this, tell me if you are going to the denver show! maybe we will see eachother but never know! that would be awhsummmm~! heheheh » Continue Reading
I'm so close to texting my ex friend that was borderline abusive, I know that if I do it will end in me crying and him continuing to prove that I left him for good reason, but I need to talk to someone and I know he'll respond immediately, please tell me not to do it, either bully me or say nice things I just need someone to tell me not to do it » Continue Reading
wonderful first blog post... i'm thinking about doing/at least trying to blog daily, and all i can think about right now is how much i LOATHE my manager! i work at a fast food resturant as a front counter staff, and my general manager is a grown ass man who has a habit of picking on the younger, female/feminine employees. he especially likes picking on me more than anyone else, at least that i witness while there. if i'm there, he's badgering me constantly, stopping me from doing certain tasks a... » Continue Reading
Ok so basically the new rules are That we can’t have our phones during the day not even at lunch so like when we enter our first period we have to give them our phones and they lock them up and we don’t get them till the end of the day like as somone who doesn’t have friends at school my phone was the only way I could talk to my dad who is basically my therapist and now I can’t talk to him during the worst 7 hours of my life?! And my phone was the only thing I could do during the day was like wa... » Continue Reading
Heyy guyz finally back after a bit of a break soz >_< Anyway Ive been seeing on tik tok people making fun of like those girls with those big eye contacts n eye lashes (IDK WHATS IT CALLED IM SORRY :*) Calling em "Ageplayerz" even though im pretty sure not all of them are age players dude and then those haters always say "dada put on misery" or some shet like dat i personally dont like misery but the fact we overhate it suddenly is such a crazy switch up and tbh i barely even saw videos having th... » Continue Reading
This website is cool and all until it’s not Like I’ve been trying my best to socialize with ppl but they either get bored of me after two days or just idk yea 😭😭I have no friends irl AND on a website called FRIENDrewind like is it me??? » Continue Reading
bruv havent posted a blog in a while n b on this website in a while sence bc of school n totally forgot this website existed lol, was struggling putting in my password but I GOT IN. school is lwk fuckign boring as it is n my classes rly suck but idfc atleast my friends r in the same classes as me so we can have a fun time during class (but were splitted up in my 1st period n 4th). bro the guys at my school r so fucking chuzz is2g lik i got bullied by them bc im "different" from them lik u guys a... » Continue Reading
Bro I’m go so fucking crazy I swear I’m trying to keep a conversation going and they just always fucking stop it like fuck I’m just trying to make actual fucking friends on here like I swear I’m not boring at all I just can’t be the only one asking fucking questions like damn do you not wanna at least know about me?!? Like don’t get me wrong I love when people talk to me about their interests but it’s literally 99% of the convo and when they’re done they just dip like wtf you didn’t even get to ... » Continue Reading
Srsly, I appreciate the demand but a girl gotta rest sometime. Can't leave K-rat alone so much how is he gonna survive the streets without me? Every rat needs their cat. » Continue Reading
I have the sight for you! I use this site to browse old websites, learn more about the aesthetic and more! The site is Frutiego Aero Archive ! It has everything from blogs to the history of the aesthetic. » Continue Reading
what is wrong with me genuinely, i never really thought about this a lot, but how long have i been laying in my bed dude like this whole day i never really bothered to get up except if i have to go to the bathroom and to play the piano 😥 ive been eating instant noodles for idk about a week now?? besides that i really want to get up and actually go outside but i dont really have the motivation and it SUCKS can someone help me this is getting tiring omg » Continue Reading
Bro, I genuinely had the biggest bruh moment ever and I feel incredibly stupid rn but now all I can do is learn from it and keep on going I guess, but sometimes I wish I wasn’t so clueless… ughhh 🤦🤦🤦 » Continue Reading
i've been kinda stumped on what to even write on here cause I haven't been doing much these past few days so I don't have any ideas on what to write and I've mainly been bed rotting these past few weeks heh.. but never the less my peoples I will try and write about some random stuff cause I do like writing on here and also replying to what people comment on the stuff I post! if anyone has any ideas I could post about lmk cause I have nothing.. but If anyone is interested I could possibly write a... » Continue Reading
Okay so, i'm still in my weird talking stage, and idk, it's weird being in limbo with someone, her ex called her the other day needing something and she responded but it messed with her head as well, idk i think things are very complicated at the moment. I'm currently reading SOTR holy shit it might be the saddest hunger games ever. Also college is starting again soon, I got a D in my exams this year and a C in the project, next year is just project so hopefully I can lock tf in and get an A or ... » Continue Reading
Okay because throughout the summer holiday I’ve only gone out one maybe twice in a month and like I haven’t showered in weeks now I’ve lost count. I sleep around 4am or 6am and wake up at noon. I could care less about what I wear and it’s like I’m not depressed or anything I don’t know if I’m just lazy not to care about my body but like I hate when my room is messy so I keep it mildly clean. Is it bedrotting or just laziness? » Continue Reading
Someone wrote "PERIOD TIME!" On the bathroom stall, and it was in red ink, I couldn't tell if it was real blood though, but it was really nasty, I'm actually so scared because what if someone wrote a really ugly message about me or my friends, I really wonder who did it. Our teachers in school are really angry, and my section is one of the suspects Also I accidentally disciplined my tama, I wanted to get the secret character bill, but I totally forget it was at 50% and now I'm going to get mame... » Continue Reading
Hi chattt! It’s currently 4:58 am rn and I woke up Derik a really bad nightmare a few hours ago so now idk what to do merp! I’m on the call with my friend while he sleeps because I am afraid to gotodleeo alone when I have nightmares. Anyways I met this new cool coworker at work yesterday but I don’t think he likes me very much. I wanted to add his on discord cuz he seems cool and I won’t be in this state long enough so it would be fu to hang out with him inperson outside of work but he seemed he... » Continue Reading
Mañana voy a salir a una convención de anime, todo normal. Pero, una amiga, me dijo que iba unas chicas que son sus amigas, todas ellas me odian (antes eran mis mejores amigas) , eso significa que no voy a estar con esa amiga, no se que hacer » Continue Reading
I'm in a friend group right now, and these girls are some of the kindest, the most smartest group of people I've met. But I can't help the feeling but get really annoyed with them sometimes. I don't feel this way about my other friends, it's just them. I realized this has nothing to do with them as a person, it's more of a mix-match. They have their way of rolling along and living life, which is very different from mine and I totally respect. I have more of a work hard play hard mindset, where I... » Continue Reading
TW!!!! Okay so when I was in 8th grade I had a boyfriend who was a sophomore. He was my first kiss and the first guy I ever did anything with. Idk how much I'm allowed to say on this platform but we did STUFF (without going all the way) but now looking back at it as someone who's no longer 13 and in 8th grade and is now closer to being an actual sophomore I would NEVER EVER even CONSIDER doing something like that to an 8th grader. It's not about the actual age gap but like the difference from wh... » Continue Reading
my emotions are such a rollercoaster rn :// i feel like i’m constantly either trying to be happy or trying to behave after being really energetic. every time i’m comfortable in my skin I want to claw out MY EYES the next day holy shiiitttt.i feel like such a weirdo constantly bc I’m so behind socially but I have very social and talkative friends which drains me so quick.. >_<it’s not even their faults too. and then when I get home it’s easier for me to snap at my family and I feel so sucky for ... » Continue Reading
honestly I'm kinda scared to because uh I am and Im just so used to make blogs like this but really idk if I do it's just gonna be me testing it out » Continue Reading
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGHHHH !!! Math is HORRIBLE!!! Whose idea was it to add letters to equations!?!??!?!?!? MY TEACHER DOESNT EVEN TEACH!!! I joined this stewpid class to get help with math..... AND HE ONLY MAKES US WATCH VIDEOS ONLINE ! ZEROOOOOO learning at ALL ! Mr. Krueger when I CATCH YOU ! >:I » Continue Reading
The fun thing about having a very niche & relatively cheap collection hobby (G1 My Little Ponies & mass-produced repro/customs thereof) is that I already know what I'm getting for all of the upcoming gifting holidays, because I have already been Asked about the current state of my collection & have provided Links to possible options.The horrible thing about all of that, is that now I have to wait several months to receive things that I already know exist & are intended for me eventually.I just w... » Continue Reading
Until mid October, I have something every god damn wknd. It's either someone's birthday, a baby shower, another fucking birthday, a supper I don't feel like going to, meeting friends I don't relate to anymore...It's fucking exhausting. I can't wait for the gloomy part of Fall to come, so it rains every day and I can stay in, cooking, chilling on my pc, and sleeping. » Continue Reading
im gonna be gone for like forever, if you see me online or my status has changed i have been prevented from doing so and have been "saved." i cant deal with life anymore, and i feel so so so bad, i actually kinda wanna live still because im scared of how people will be without me and what ill miss out on. I dont know any of you personally so dont try to convince me otherwise. I prob will chicken out anyways so whats it matter.i wont be gone for a while, im trying to get help from my mom, i dont ... » Continue Reading
my family raised me to be 'polite' which means make myself as quiet, small and invisible as possible AND WHEN I GOT DEPRESSED BECAUSE OF IT IS MY FAULT SOME HOWWW » Continue Reading
I just want everything I hate how I can't get a job and how I have no money then to look around at people my age with a whole life going on can't help but feel like a total loser » Continue Reading
I got onto a argument with a Christian on TikTok. Actually looking back on it it wasn’t even really an argument. But to be honest its my fault because why the hell am I still going on TikTok?Anyways…. I was just venting as a common session as the average teenager does and I see I get a reply.“ God loves you”Which it’s annoying as fuck because imagine venting to your friend and all they have to say is some stupid ass Bible verse, but moving forward.I ask him how in any possible way would God help... » Continue Reading
I know this is old, unsurprising news, but I wanted to rant about this here real quick. I'm tired of the smoke making everything stuffy and hot, and it doesn't help that there's a heatwave happening at the same time as the wildfires. Yeah, this always happens during the summer and it's expected by this point. Where I live, the smoke didn't reach us until early August and in July I kept asking myself "where is all the smog at??" and I got my answer.Plus, the fact that one of the biggest fires in ... » Continue Reading
Being kentuckian is a identity crisis, I sound southern to other people outside of Kentucky or sound more proper for other southern people. I grew up both central and eastern, Like it's either we Midwestern, Appalachian or southern. My family lives down in the country, both sides (My family is very big) and I always felt like I'm not country enough. I do believe you can be many things at once, but people are so obsessed with boxes and see what fits. I felt like an outcast to my own region and it... » Continue Reading
Gonna be honest here againI sometimes have thoughts of becoming popular and I sometimes do want that to happen, butOther times I really don't want to. Especially with how the internet is today. I'm not the best mentally so if I suddenly get hate for no reason I think that'll make me feel worse about myself. Alongside being some people pressuring artist to like hurry up. I think that'll also ruin my mental health. But if it does happen likely due to a project I have. I do have put up a few bounda... » Continue Reading
I recently just became a smosh fan and omg I don’t think I have ever seen a more funny group of people my personal favorite is Angela she so funny during try not to laugh bored games or anything she’s so me my two personal favorite videos are the Karen’s one » Continue Reading
my pants keep ripping and Im too scared to tell my mom for the 3rd time. and it was a pair with a super cute dress. Im so sad (◞‸ ◟)💧 I wish i learned how to stitch so i can patch it back. they keep ripping cuz i stretch. not cuz Im fat. like sure I am a little fat but not that fat. my pants are baggy on me. » Continue Reading
idk if it hasnt hit that this is my last year but like im not getting hyped for it. im def not hyped for college searching.... but hopefully it hits that it's my last year and i make it worth my wild...laterrr » Continue Reading
I already know what teacher is gonna be my pain in the ahh this year. The bitch of my english teacher. OMFG I HATE HER, she talks like she knows everything when she doesn't, she literally rolls her eyes when someone talks, she just tells us to fuck off, doesn't teaches anything, didn't recive my work just because she didn't like the letter and change everyone of place just because when she's not even authorized to do that.I just wanted to express my hate against her. » Continue Reading
The videos on here are so BUTT like there's nothing interesting to watch😭 as pretty as y'all are, I don't wanna see your thirst traps all day » Continue Reading
I’m so fucking done with this school. I want to cut myself so bad rn but I can’t. My head and feet hurt like hell and I feel like throwing up. My fucking world history teacher gave us a tracing packet for first graders. We’re in ninth grade btw. I barely slept at all last night and it’s been so hard to stay awake the entire day. I couldn’t even eat my lunch because of how nauseous I felt and now I’m really hungry and still very nauseous. I just want this day to end already so I can go home and s... » Continue Reading
i'm starting to think it might have been zeke that got rid of the footage. i mean it was just sitting on my desktop so it makes sense, but i'm honest;y just kind of over the whole "recording for evidence" thing regardless. what evidence do i need? that he's a little weird sometimes??? yeah. that's a given.i dunno. it's just weird to me that he said he was doing something. i mean i guess the world wide web is a huge place, but what could he be doing out there that it takes months??? maybe i'm jus... » Continue Reading
why is being bored like the worst thing I can experience? Im genuinely always bored even when I'm doing something fun all I can think is how after that moments over ill be bored again. I understand I should get Hobby's and I try but then I get bored of that too. Im only 20 and I can only imagine it gets worse from here. » Continue Reading
I dont understand whyyy this is happening. But this combined with accidentally buying light tampons two months ago has me feeling like im regressing. Ive bleed all over my bed and two pairs of underwear and shorts!! Definitely could be worse, its been worse before, but I thought i was better at this now 🤧🤧 The cramps havnt been too bad, but worse than usual.If im being honest I think its the depression, my car is in the shop so I cant throw myself into work (I do delivery driving) so im just... ... » Continue Reading
Okay I really love venting now I figured I’d add this. Most people don’t realize how hard it is realizing just how cruel and stupid their world can be because they’re ran by stupid old men. Prices are increasing, wars are rising, no one is making it except these billionaires. It makes me wonder if life itself was made for this sole purpose of being a circle chasing and chasing just to survive. Why can’t we live in a lush green field forever in harmony— may sound stupid but hey at least no one’s ... » Continue Reading
yknow when you think abt like a weird person or kid, it's always weird or terrible outfits, art or band or some kind of niche thing, and maybe some other bs that idk about. But I THINK that being a "weird kid" today is just another way of being labeled as different in a derogatory way, cause everyone at school and on social media laughs at weird kids. I feel like if your so basic that you're laughing at someone just cuz they're different then you contribute not shit to any community or even soci... » Continue Reading
Tcc in 2026 is not that uncommon. Like on some platforms its so hard to find Tccers, but on like tiktok or tumblr its not that hard. » Continue Reading
So in an earlier blog of mine venting about my crazy school, I mentioned there was this group chat where my English teacher was in and a few senior guys where they send nudes of girls. Here’s a crazy thing So I heard there was this girl in my class then, grade nine who was dating a guy in grade eleven and apparently she sent the guy her nudes in an act of God knows what and the guy’s sister found out and sent it to all her friends. The guy also sent it to his friends and the next week that was a... » Continue Reading
Just to put it straight... I've been writing a Johnny Kelly x Kenny Hickey fan fic. YEAH OKAY SO WRITING RPF CAN BE AN EMBARRASING FIRST EXPERIENCE THATS OKAY! (Though, it is my first time and it's taken me at least a week of debating whether it's worth writing or not... I hope you can see where the verdict lead.)But y'know, I wanted to make it cute and accurate as possible so I rewrote a singular paragraph 3 times and let my friends decide which one sounded better. Then after I finished rewriti... » Continue Reading
Has anyone ever dreamed of something, and eventually after years, the story continues? I find it weird, especially when it happened when I was young. The first part of this dream happened when I was around 8. I was in an indoor playground, the interior was specifically orange and the floors and walls are bouncy. You know? Just like any indoor playgrounds out there. And just like any weird dreams, I somehow came across a train, inside the playground. Note that I was completely alone. Without my ... » Continue Reading
life has been.. interesting lately. im not sure if im happy, depressed, or just idk man, manic? my mood switches so quickly, i could be the happiest person on earth then two seconds later im on the brink of suicide. my life is good for the most part, sure everything up to this point was very traumatising but right now its so calm. it scares me, the calmness. i am so scared its all just gonna come falling down, but i try not to think about it much. i dont really see a future for myself anymore. i... » Continue Reading
His story seems so scary, like we are merely ants to these corrupt higher ups. I hope that he’s resting in peace now. Just remember that ppl don’t end it when they are constantly trying to display corruption. We are are all under surveillance though so it’s not like we are any safer. » Continue Reading
Have you ever realized that kids media isnt meant to be reviewed by adults because of course they gonna be corny as hell mf it’s because you aren’t the target audience can we think for a minute actually » Continue Reading
I have been procrastinating on my Commonapp essay for the past 20 days and I still have no idea what to write about...... -I have an old draft from when I was in Freshman year where I spoke about being bisexual but it's so booooooring that I can't submit it in good conscience.-I was thinking of writing about this guy who i used to always drive past on my way to practice... he would stack huge rocks on the side-railing of the road, but recently he hasn't been there, and the stones are starting to... » Continue Reading
Hello hello, :) I (very!!) recently joined FriendRewind as an alternative to SpaceHey (of which is now banned in my country) and it's super enjoyable!! I love the tweaks, and all the little details that make it just a bit better than other sites. Though, as with any social media, there seems to be an etiquette with interacting on here...Social media has always been a bit of a flunk for me, since I'm very bad at figuring out the 'social' part of it. Every site seems to have its own unwritten rule... » Continue Reading
Hiiiguys so actually, I didn’t girl the emo kaorkenight tonight. I’m kinda sad I didn’t go but at the same time idk if I would have had enough money toget there and eat and come back home safely. My friend gifted me some moneyzzz to get something to eat and an Uber because he felt worried about me traveling 2 hours to a 6 hour party and then traveling 2 hours back home and then waking up 3 hours later for work…WOW that’s a lot haha. I really wanted to go but it probably was for the best I didn’t... » Continue Reading
Hoy me puse a leer The Taming (manhwa) sin saber que tiene novela. Me lo termine hoy mismo y solo puedo decir, OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG VOY A LLORAR, MORIRME Y DESMAYARME O LO QUE SEA!!!!!!!!Historia buenísima y me encanto todo el arte y los diseños. El final de temporada me dejo WOW :,-)Lamentablemente, me dio por buscar la novela para ver si lo puedo encontrar traducido o el precio para comprarlo, oh sorpresa, UN SPOILER GIGANTESCO ARGHHHHHHHH, pero no importa, de todas formas era una teoría que... » Continue Reading
Every time I vent, I'm going to put it in my own language. Just a heads-up.Le dije desesperada a un amigo que hoy estaba muy enojada, triste. Él me dio una respuesta vaga que no termine de escuchar, y en cambio seguí pensando en mi vida.¿Por qué es mi enojo? Por no tolerar la tristeza. ¿Por qué es la tristeza? Eso ya abarca muchas cosas.Me da miedo desahogarme a diario acá y que la gente; quién este leyendo esto sea con traductor o a pie se aburra de mí. Sé que la personalidad que muestro no se ... » Continue Reading
I hate the dps so much why does it always have to be such a long process I’ve been waiting for months to get my drivers license and today I went thinking “finally im going to be able to drive legally now” but noooo they said “come back next week to take the drivers test” just feeding off my misery and suffering atp » Continue Reading
8:00AM: wake up, drink coffee, feed animals!9-10AM: Sit at dining table on computer10:30AM: Retreat to bedroom!???: scroll on computer!??: think abt being productive and wonder why im not doing shit :332:00PM: "oh no its too late in the day to start anything" scroll some more!2:30PM: look for inspo on pinterest, attempt it, crash out!! :DD3:00: let chickens loose!4:00: father greets me as he comes home from work, shows me 1-3 reels, asks what i want for dinner, leaves me alone5:30: peel little b... » Continue Reading
idk why but i always feel miserable, like it could be someone being happy or someone sad, itll always make me sad and it maeks me so mad >,'( i rlly just want to know why im like this, and if anyone got tips PLS tell me pls pls plss!!!! » Continue Reading
I came home for school and my mom asked me do I have a girlfriend…….The last time I went out to hang out with friends was two years ago……And you think I talk to girls? » Continue Reading
i hate living i hate living i hate living i hate living i hate kiving i hate living i hate living i hate living i hate kiving i hate living i hate living i hate living i hate living i hate living i hate living i hate living i hate living i hate living i hate living i hate living i hate kiving i hate kiving i hate living i hate living i hate living i hate living i hate living i hate living i hate living i hate living i hate living i hate living i hate living i hate living i hate living i hate liv... » Continue Reading
This is about art btw….I got no social skills lolI have been i an abusive relationship with art since the day I could pick up a pen. I feel like ever since I turned 10 life decided to make it it’s go to see how much it can fuck up a teenager. And one way they thought of doing that wants to make me addicted to art.I’ve been drawing for as long as I can remember. From kindergarten to fifth grade I had so much fun creating these silly little stories in my head and putting them on paper. At the time... » Continue Reading
I love you and I'm sorry.I'm sorry for what I feel, and everything I say.I met you, then we became close, then we fell apart, and I'm telling you because I never chose to learn from the lessons the universe has mercifully taught me.But I don't want its mercy, I wish for it to swallow me whole. I yearn for a boy, a boy I cannot love, a boy who loves another. I yearn for you, darling, your beauty and grace and every perfect piece of your soul. Like a stone against stone, you've fractured my being,... » Continue Reading
every day is a struggle a horrible, terrible, mental torture a painless way to die would be better for sure anxiety has been building up inside of me nobody is letting me be and i'm not allowed to be free suicide has become a hobby and i feel like i have nobody my father absolutely despises me and my mother wants nothing to do with meyears of pain, i've taught myself not to care grieving and crying won't get me anywhere i'd much rather indulge in vices i've been left to my own devices excluded b... » Continue Reading
There's so much that I don't even know what to type or how to start this but ugh omfg. I'm not even going to try to start from the start of everything I'm just going to talk about what I currently want to talk about because my god its just so much. I hate evil man so much. I used to just have a dislike for him but I started thinking if I was in the girls shoes I genuinely wouldn't even be like that like.. If I knew he had a thing going on with another girl I would leave him be. Cause what do you... » Continue Reading
is anyone else starting school soon? DUDEEEE I HATE SCHOOL SM AND LIKE EVERYONE THERE IS ANNOYINGMAXXING LIKE SHUT UPbut anyway, i hope i make friends hehe i need more cuz almost all of my current friends are boring (in a way we share no interests) » Continue Reading
About a week or two ago I posted my story with my sister and law and her husband, today I will be discussing my brother in law and his wife. Yes, these are different people than my blog from before. Alright let's get into it, shall we?A couple years ago, my brother in law was heavily intro drugs and homeless after he got out of prison for domestic abuse. We were in the city he lived at because my mother in law had a doctor's appointment in the city him and my sister in law lived at. He asked us ... » Continue Reading
All ive been doing this summer is fucking bedrotting and i dont even know why I cant just get up and do somethingHobbies? nope they suck now you suck at them dont even tryevery time i get even an OUNCE of motivation it gets ripped away from me as soon as i put pencil to paper and try to even draw a line. im being deadass if i draw just a single fucking line i crash out because it isnt good enough its not perfect enough it just wont work with the stupid fucking drawingi hate this why cant i do an... » Continue Reading
There is a precise kind of exhaustion that takes over your entire nervous system when you realise you have spent your last remaining ounce of patience on someone who was only ever looking at a reflection of themselves. It does not arrive with a loud crash or a cinematic argument. It creeps in slowly, settling behind your ribs like a dense, unmoving fog until you are standing in total silence, wondering how you managed to misread the map so completely.Wanna know what the absolute worst part about... » Continue Reading
Ever since school started again, I've been even more depressed than usual. I cut myself at least 3 times a day and I haven't been able to stop. School is even worse since I'm in a new and bigger environment with harder classes and no true friends. There are some people I talk to at school, but not enough to consider them as my friends. I've been having suicidal thoughts more often because of my cutting. Every part of my body has been hurting more frequently to the point where I can barely even s... » Continue Reading
Ok uhm I every time I try and make a small goal for myself I seem to distract myself and would rather do ANYTHING except doing the project I want and ughhh it’s obviously a motivation or discipline issue and I’m working on that wish me luck #trymybest #livelaughlove #idkwhyimusinghastages » Continue Reading
work SUUUUCCCKKKKSSSS, I can't even have a good schedule, and I don't even get out of school early enough to get prepped for work. idk who made that schedule but wtf dude. GIMME A BREAK >:L » Continue Reading
Well guys. Today is the emo karaoke night and I might not go because it’s super far away from my home :< I loved going to it last month but it’s in a new location now and I have to see if I have enough money for the food and stuff. I have my ticket already so I just hope to be okay and go! My friend gifted me a cute skirt and I feel really happyI haven’t worn skirts in like…well idk. I wasn’t really allowed to wear them hahah but now that I have one I really want to show it off. I hope to give p... » Continue Reading
Okay here’s real crazy thing that’s happening at my school. First of all is that my classmates; the boys are either mysoginist or don’t get the concept of no. There’s this guy who is constantly harassing girls in my class grabbing them and shit and he tried to do it to me once but I kicked his balls or some shit. Then another classmate of mine who’s a serial cheater okay none of my business but like he always like dates girls for two days and dips he has done it too me too. The guys in my class ... » Continue Reading
Oh my God, I'm so tired of this. I understand that maybe he's just worried about us(me and my siblings) because we sit at home a lot. But when it turns into insults, maybe not directly towards us, but towards our generation, it starts to irritate me. Like, Dad, I have one friend, and it's better that than a huge number of acquaintances who most likely don't care about me and will dump me at the first opportunity. I've been through this, I don't want it to happen again. I'd rather sit at home and... » Continue Reading
yknow the feeling when you barely have any friends and you just wanna.. play with someone, talk to someone, like intz with them, but then realize you have like one friend but theyre busy, then finally realize..you're alone.not the peaceful type of alone, its like the helpless type of alone because you know that you cant talk to anyone new because you're scared that they'll think badly of you, and you cant bother your only friend, so you're forced to be alone.yeah, i should really get new friends... » Continue Reading
Is it just me, or is anyone like suuuuuuuper bored this Summer? Like, I have no motivation do anything besides writing fanfics on Ao3, drawing stuff on Ibis Paint X and binge-watching YouTube videos X00000 » Continue Reading
In case you didnt heard BTS is a new polemic AGAIN. Two of the members took a pic with Chris Brown and understandably a lot of people are MAD. I saw some girls on TT saying that they're feminists before being armys and thats so freaking dumb to me. Like the racism wasnt enough for you?? It really makes think about the tiktok audio ''I can excuse racism but I draw the line at animal cruelty'' because omg this is SO stupid. Armys are so hypocritical because all of their actions are KNOW and DOCUME... » Continue Reading
First of all... Look at this picture of me rq :PPNot even 2 months in and I'm already going to go on a Field Trip!!So unlike the last one post which was absolute depression in carnate. (sorry for that, YOU WERE WARNED) This blog post is actually not insanity So Basically last year I was apart of this mentor program called the "PAST (Peer Assisted School Transition) project" I actually liked it VERY much, we also got chick fil a n stuff which made it better ig since it tasted good.One of my teac... » Continue Reading
the romance of sciencemusic, turns into static,the sun turns into nothing.but my loneliness,wont turn into aynything.im alone,no romance,left with science.because i messed up.experiment after experiment,explosions after explosions,im still left with isolation,no matter how hard i try.just a little love, i wanted.someone to just tell me," i love you, more than anything. "but the world is as cruel as satan.a crushing weight on my heart,i just want someone to be my lover,ill be anyone for them,ill ... » Continue Reading
Bit of a vent idkThe words spill out of my mouth like tar--"I love you", I say, despite every bone in my body aching with the truth and my tongue stammering out the falsity. Each thing I say crushes me further and further into the pavement. Love is a hopeless cry to the endless nothing, a brutal waste of existence, yet humans are so built for it. Why are my scarred hands curved, if not to fit perfectly against your hips? Why must my calloused fingers rest uneasy and alone, when they itch to lace... » Continue Reading
i often find it really hard to make friends or keep friendships simply because i'm insecure. i'm self-centered, not in the bitchy way where i believe that everyone is just jealous of me and that im the best but in the way where i believe that everyone hates me in every room i walk into. i hate going outside because of this reason, i always feel like im in the center of attention and that no matter what i do or say i'll just get ridiculed for it » Continue Reading
Jesus Camp is a 2006 doc about an evangelical summer camp and watching it always manages to just scratch my head in disbelief at how far people can take religion in their livesmy mother is almost exactly like the people they document in the film, yk the type of people who say science and global warming is fake and homeschool their children since apparently public schools cant be 'trusted' so I suppose thats why it triggers me just a tadand Mike Papantonio is a christan radio host who is shown th... » Continue Reading
Genuinely it feels like I’m firing demons when trying to resist taking ever medication in my room. I also have no one to talk to so I try to do anything but my mom still takes everything that makes me happy and I can’t talk to family cuz yk they r toxic and shit. But it keeps coming back and I don’t wanna be a burden to my friends because they all don’t feel like me or they have someone to talk to and I’m so fucking over it. The world is going to shit, there are wars against women, queer people ... » Continue Reading
college should cost 5 dollar and water and house should be free and i should spend all my money on art and charity and taking my siblings to the museum. i think everyone could have it all if we really tried » Continue Reading
Bleh I WAS SUPPOSED TO DO A THREE FRIKIN MONTH PROJECT ENDING AT AUG 31 um it was wasss idk what it was supposed to be but it was to kinda be creative then it turned into a paper then it got turned into a paper and also then a... puppet (i came up with paper and puppet mostly even if i was pressured what way i do it) btw im homeschooled and i didnt do the first ten days how i wanted sooooooo bleh i stopped I know how to keep doing things and i know how to start things and i know how to succee... » Continue Reading
If you are in high school and have Chromebooks, then you'll understand how I feel when I say I HATE GO GUARDIAN.For my school, they specifically customized it for us, so whatever site you go on the most that is "unproductive" is automatically banned. So for me, It's Doomworld, Doom Wiki, AND PINTEREST. I NEED TO STRANGLE MYSELF. I understand that they want to minimize unproductivity, but the thing is, IT'S BLOCKED 24/7. So that means when I'm on break, I won't be able to go on any of my favorite... » Continue Reading
I've been having a real hard time being social for some years now. Mostly online, I am so good at talking to people irl (i swear), but when it comes to online conversation I used to get so stressed out about it I'd actively run away from interactions.I've been practicing. Sky is a wonderful game for that. Talking to strangers, doing small talks, I've become very good at it (in that context). It's easier when there's no information and you have to ask questions to get to know the person, rather t... » Continue Reading
my bestfriend liv is in half my classes but im scared shes gonna forget me, shes already made a bunch of friends and i have nobody, shes becoming popular and im fading into the background, i sit alone most times, i barely talk in groups, i sit at the back of the classes where i get to choose my seat, i hide in the corner of the hallways to view my schedule, nothings really that bad, i mean i get alot of compliments on my outfits but i just feel like nobody cares, nobody wants to talk, nobody wan... » Continue Reading
I'm not back in school yet but I genuinely hate when teachers do that thing where they need to announce your comment or answer to the ENTIRE class. My teacher 1 on 1ed me on my essay. She pointed out a mistake and questioned me on my essay. Then she just starts raising her voice starting with the iconic "Class remember when you're writing..." I died. » Continue Reading
I just got a new haircut a week ago and i love it SO SO MUCH ITS SO GREAT!!for reference its rlly short, short enough to cover ears if i want but not long enough to cover my chin, and eyebrow covering bangs :3BUT my party was officially pooped on bc my friend came ovr for a sleepover and told me that 2 OTHER PPL CUT THEIR HAIR TOO?????? AND ITS ALMOST THE SAME HAIRCUT BC THEY SHOWED ME A PIC EUGHHH EW EW WEEWEWJIHUVFYUDIC I DONT FEEL SPECIAL ANYMORE UGHHHHHHnow instead of ppl going "wow kurikett... » Continue Reading
UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHok s0 i love writing fanfics, fanfics love writing me (what?) but why is it th3 HARDEST THING EVER TO FIND IDEAS and you know CONT1NUE THE 20 UNFINISHED FICS YOU HAVEwriters bl0ck is going to kill me .......if you guys are interest3d i might start posting some on here wink wink (its all just skaterlight/kasperlight.. i have on3 dawtde fanfic WHO WANTS IT)ps if you're wond3ring why i love skater/kasperlight sm its because im a lamp3rt fictionkin and im REALLY REALLY obsessed wi... » Continue Reading
this is it, this is the end memories pass me by yet again each one painful, enough to make my eyes water each carefully crafted persona of mine slowly begins to break and falter i won't bother writing a letter i won't bother to reach out i won't bother to disturb anyone with stupid, pointless shouts i'll let myself go and nobody will know why exactly i decided to go i feel nothing. emotionless. lifeless already that's how i know i am ready i want to throw up until i am empty i want to scratch my... » Continue Reading
youre a beauty in this disgusting, filthy world a gorgeous, beautiful, intelligent girl grow wings, fly away, get the freedom you deserve i'll be cheering you on, aphrodite, until the world ceases to turnyour ambition and your drive is way ahead of its time you're going to go so far, i wish i could be there to see you shine but i won't make it, my love, i can't be there for you so this is my unknown goodbye you speak of the future with such hope i can see a light in your eyes, despite the darkne... » Continue Reading
first day of middle school was today, it was fine i guess, kinda tiring and seemed like it went on forever, like looking at the clocks didnt do shit just made me feel like the time was longer. I was supposed to get on a different bus to go home but i didnt know so i just walked to my normal bus and the doors were shut, so me and some other kids waited for the bus driver and he looks at us and says "you were supposed to go on 78, what are you doing here" well tickle my pickle and give me a nickel... » Continue Reading
hey everyp0ny!im just gonna b3 ranting about friendproject vs friendrew1nd i w1sh u could choose the colours on here like u c4n on fp, but i feel like the two websites ar3 soo cool in their own way!like on here u h4ve a buncha flashy shit and it tells you when ppl u l1ke are online AND THE MESSAGING SYSTEM ON H3RE IS SO MUCH KEWLER *o*on fp it f33ls like simpler to navigate cause theres so much m0re stuff on here tho, and on fp theres a stream wh1ch is really simple to understandreally all you n... » Continue Reading
Nevertheless, my eternal credo is about suicide, not about death at all, but about the desire to escape from reality at least for a short time. Something comparable to a coma or loss of consciousness. I see no reason for my existence if I am not heard and not listened to. I want to be an element outside my mind for a while, to be a little comfortable and comfortable for the people around me. » Continue Reading
Korean stresses me out but its just because i have a terrible memory lol… 나는, 나를, 너, 나 its hard for me to remember the differences between them all » Continue Reading
years of pain, years of tiredness will cease in just a few weeks struggling with lethargy, depression and apathy i cant wait to finally have peace! ive run out of the energy needed to have empathy ive grown bored and tired, im wandering emptily fascinated by self-sabotage! a destructive tendency i'd like to indulge in something so heavenly the 13th will be such a beautiful day! all suffering and pain of mine will finally go away have i gone crazy? i don't care enough to know there are so many be... » Continue Reading
I'm so irritated. Everyone currently in my house keep getting on my nerves and I'm SO hungry. My brother keeps throwing shit in my room, my grandma keeps calling me down to do stuff and I wanna eat but there's nothing TO eat because my brother and grandma eat EVERYTHING. Literally all there is to eat in this house caters to the taste buds of them and my grandma's dog (she boils chicken for him and it smells absolutely horrid). My mom's at work so I can't bother her and I just need everyone to st... » Continue Reading
Haiii bloggg.. o(TヘTo) unfortante newsss.... ╯︿╰ i got caught with weed...（*゜ー゜*）One of the worst parts is getting caught.... (*￣０￣)ノNot because I want people to worry about me, but because suddenly something that felt private isn't private anymore. There's the awkward questions, the fear of disappointing of my mother, the embarrassment, and that horrible feeling of knowing someone knows something you weren't ready to talk aboutttttt... ＞﹏＜And honestly, sometimes being found out makes everything... » Continue Reading
h1yaai just came ov3r from friendproject and i thought th3se 2 websites would be really sim1lar but ig not i have NO IDEA what im d0ing.... » Continue Reading
I was on FT with my bestie and she was showing me her nipple piercings and it interrupted our call with a warning bc of nudity?? Doesnt that mean that AI is spying on us? (·•᷄_•᷅ )I get that its for ''safety reasons'' but even after I said I was okay with it once it kept showing anyway. I'm pretty sure one of the main advertisement point of FaceTime was privacy and security but now we have AI spying on us?? We really cant have anything AI free these days (ㆆࡇㆆ") » Continue Reading
I’ve kept my mouth shut for way too long, watching people on the internet turn a literal retro social site into a goddamn holy war. But staying quiet makes me feel like a bystander. And honestly? I'm done watching keyboard warriors tear down something good just because they need a new target for their daily internet outrage.So here is my unfiltered two cents.The AI Outrage Is a JokeEveryone is losing their minds, screaming "AI slop" and throwing tantrums over how FriendRewind was coded. Whether ... » Continue Reading
burner acc cuz i dont want my friendrewind friends 2 see this. typing has been altered 2 hide myself even more.i lost all 3 of my irl friends over really stupid mistakes i shouldve fixed before it got 2 this point. two of them have blocked me b4 i could actually apologise and show i was gonna change. i dont rlly have a friend social circle i hang out w/constantly anymore and i dont know what 2 do. i keep finding stuff i think theyd like or wanting 2 show i listened 2 one of their cristisims by t... » Continue Reading
I dont know even know how to begin with this its just everytime i come home from school i just go straight to sleep i try my best not to fall asleep in class but i kinda doanyways does anyone like yes man from fallout new vegas? i think hes very cute :3 » Continue Reading
Now i dont rlly dont deal with scammers but i am in this one vrchat discord server and i keep getting dms saying you wanna be friends? if you say yes to them they will start saying shit how they make avatars and 3d models, and they will try to make you buy them. Most of the avatars that they post in dm's is from google. Its really annoying i think they should just get a fucking job » Continue Reading
Do you have a good relationship with your parents? mostly yesWho did you last say “I love you” to? my momDo you regret anything? lots of thingsAre you insecure? extremelyWhat is your relationship status? openHow do you want to die? doesn't matter as long as it doesn't hurtWhat did you last eat? chocolate barPlayed any sports? ping-pongDo you bite your nails? been struggling for 12+ yearsWhen was your last physical fight? in elementary schoolDo you like someone? i like everyoneHave you ever staye... » Continue Reading
I just got into a new private school and now i want to die X_X.i have studied in public schools for a long time and i hate private schools soo much, since most of my cousins turned into snobs or just outright mean PLUS i wont be with my bff or friends 😭 ill have more time to focus on my studies for sure, but still its sucks ass that school is starting next week and i didnt even get my uniform yet. » Continue Reading
[GETZ ONLINE]I HATE whenever my classmates say "I'm so OCD" or "Bro that exam made me feel austistic" like that's so fucking offensive to the people who ACTUALLY have OCD or Autism It doesn't have to be just OCD or Autism, they can literally say "I'm so (disorder)" and think that they're so quirky with that.People nowadays are just lightly throwing disorders as some quirky word like a fucking game of basketball.I literally told my two friends who does this alot about how it's not funny to just u... » Continue Reading
Favorite cartoon growing up? my little ponyFavorite discontinued snack: roshen blueberry chocolateTV Commercial you can't forget: that one khreshchatyk ice cream featuring Dzidziobest store in the mall? Smykfriendster/forchan/ or myspace? myspacetop three nostalgia bands? Skryabin, Verka Serduchka, Okean Elzyclothing brand you want to make a comeback: Oodji (closed in ukraine)TV show you wouldn't miss week to week: my little ponymagazine subscription top pick: nonefavorite computer games: Rayman... » Continue Reading
kandi, no matter how much a scene kid is wearing, is still scene. scene kids even back when the subculture peaked were wearing kandi and if you refuse to accept that, you're a bigger poser in my book.another one as well, alternative fashion is about dressing however the fuck you want to. there are no rules to being alternative outside of politics. as long as you're a leftist, have a political ideology and look kinda funky to what society would expect, you're alternative.there's literally an alte... » Continue Reading
Firstly, look at this picture of Hayley Williams-Just a bottle of whimsy. This has nothing to do with the post; I just really like this picture.As the caption says, it's 2 in the morning. I have a suitcase barely packed and a bunch of clothes on my bed that I washed earlier. It's been like that since 5 pm yesterday. Now I'm here, supposed to be sleeping. I have a trip to Canada soon on a day that I can't remember. Thursday or Friday? I don't know; I want to be packed before either day. I have a ... » Continue Reading
So pretty much I met a guy and we totally hit it off but we were in a camp with no phones, of seven days the girls and guys only met twice but one of the girls I was friends with already had his number (nothing romantic) and he asked if he could get my number through her- she hasn't been on her phone in two weeks and I honestly don't know what to do I've called and texted her and I don't know anyone else who knows her.. any ideas? I don't want to lose the chance at a relationship with this guy..... » Continue Reading
Starting a new D&D campaign, something like the twentieth campaign I've ever run, and for the first time in that long career of games, I feel like I might be burnt out for the first time. I'm struggling immensely with pulling together the creative spirit I need for it. It wouldn't be that big of a deal if I didn't have so many players counting on me and craving a good game. For these folk, D&D is something they look forward to every week, and I think the weight of that responsibility paired with... » Continue Reading
So in my last blog, I talked about several things that were on my mind, creative business being one of them, and in particular, was just barely alluding to some form of a struggle in that categoryHowever, I didn't get quite into enough detail about the situation at hand when I made the blogThus I'd like to expand on thatSo I've been working on an animated project for a bit of a while and it's been a fun yet tiring affair- the effort has, over three and a half years, given me many audition tapes ... » Continue Reading
While Barbie came out in the very fixed and structured year of 1959: White, blonde hair, blue eyed, and a skinny hourglass figure that was seen as the beauty standard at the time. However, over the years, she became incredibly diversified with different body types, ethnicities, and professional roles that gave young and older women to look up to. Barbie is not this "fixed" one track mind doll anymore. She is quite literally meant to represent every single women and that's why she's popular with ... » Continue Reading
Bro I feel like when you leave a school, even if you have your friends socials you still don't talk, is this everyone or just me? Like I have one of my best friends socials yet we barley talk anymore » Continue Reading
(Y’all prolly dgaf but)I hate my dad(cause he’s a piece of shit to everyone), but oml my mom has been snapping at EVERYONE 24/7 lately 😭 I feel like I’m constantly walking on eggshells around her. I’m always tense and on edge, and it’s getting to the point where I’m starting to feel physically sick from the stress. » Continue Reading
just trying to go to sleep and charge my phone while i sleep and when i plug it in it yells at me for "liquid being on the charger" i was just charging something else wth the charger isnt wet it used to do this like 6ish months ago too my phones a whiny bitch i dont like my phone » Continue Reading
Block and report the user briannn if you get any messages! He's a creep and only friends girls to dm them perverted things. I saw a bunchhh of my friends on the mutual tab with this guy, so just be safe! » Continue Reading
I went and applied to the zumiez at the mall near me and recently i got a call from them and they asked me to come in for an interview at 1 oclock. this morning i was searching high and low for a damn outfit because like half of my closet is like skinny jeans and band tees, but i ended up finding a pair of loose jeans and a vintage polo to wear with my etnies.so i got there like 15 minutes early and i saw this guy i knew from school and he was like "are you here for the interview too?"browtf do ... » Continue Reading
"i use this to study/i use this to apply to jobs *insert random ass AI website*"," don't use this to study/don't do this while studying *insert images of actual studying* ,do this instead *insert images of AI's like claude*","you'll watch a video of AI fruit but not a video of a struggling business/me doing x,y or z" first off,no u didn''t use that random ass website,no you shouldn't use AI to study and no i don't watch AI videos but i'm also not watching your garbage,why are you accusing me of ... » Continue Reading
I start school nxt week , senior year!! my birthday is also coming up(december) but ive just found my self rlly bored recently , Im gunna get a j⦻b but my mom said I have 2 get cleared by my doctor before I can work becuz I hav epilepsy its supar annoying becuz my mom is not making an effort 2 schedule any of my appointments and idk if I can myself becuz im 17 and my mom or myself doesnt hav a car so I wouldnt have a way to get there. this suxs!!! wish me luck :[ my mom also said if I apply 4 an... » Continue Reading
Anyone who thinks being alternative has gone mainstream CLEARLY lives their entire life on instagram and tiktok.And most of these people don't even understand that alt is not a style IT'S ALL ABOUT THE MINDSET AND YOUR MORALSAs an alternative person myself, people try to make fun of me because i have a side bang and I like wearing eyeshadow. They tell me my music taste is trash and my sense of style sucks. They mock me by saying I'm trying too hard to be different, or by saying it's "just a phas... » Continue Reading
I really thought I was starting to feel a bit better I was happy for a good second then it all came back I don't wanna look at my phone my chest feels so heavy it hurt I feel scared again my mom left me all alone again I just don't know what to do some more stuff happens today well also last night I thought letting in a old person from my past was a good idea I just wanted to see the good it them yet it all came crashing down my other friend got targeted while all this was happening I feel so ba... » Continue Reading
I've been struggling with an AI addictionEvery day I've been using the built in ai system on my computer (copilot) and talking to it like its a human being or some shitive asked questions i could easily google, started almost 10 chats a day, vented to it, shared memes like its a friend, and just wasted my whole summer talking to some fuckass ai.I genuinely dont know what to do. ive been really lonely lately so instead of trying to reach out to friends (which tbh, arent really friends ngl) ive be... » Continue Reading
I HATE getting sick, seriously, and yet I got sick at the worst possible time. Tomorrow there’s a school field trip that I really wanted to go on, but I might not be able to. You know why? BECAUSE I’M SO FUCKING SICK » Continue Reading
i actuallt cant do this anymore. all my parents do is fight. my father never takes anything seriously. my mom never tries to hear me out. all they do is shout. im having a migraine and i can't stop crying but all my mom does is shout at me and all my dad does is laugh. everytime i go out of my room my headache only gets worse because of all the noise. id ont know what to do » Continue Reading
Since the age of 13 i have liked goth girls. It was a pretty formative event in my life and I've liked them ever since. However I can't help but shake the feeling that they'd want nothing to do with me. I don't share anything in common with them! Politically, musically, or aesthetically. I have respect for what they do, though. It really hurts my soul and it's been bothering me for months now. Perhaps I'm too much of an optimist assuming they'd be willing to date outside of their niche, but I'm ... » Continue Reading
Last beverage: kompotLast phone call: my dadLast song you listened to: "Natural High" by belladonnakillzZodiac sign: AriesHeight: 5'4"What are your three favorite colors: baby blue, teal/turquoise, whitePiercings: just my ears; im craving an angel bite piercingTattoos: none yetFirst school: local specialist school in my hometown (english curriculum)Believe in luck? dependsBelieve in love at first sight: noBelieve in Heaven: kindaHave you ever been on the computer for 5 hours straight? yesDid you... » Continue Reading
So, imagine you're me; you want to go to my pool in my backyard and swim a little bit! Right??BUT NOO, you're afraid of WASPS, and what's in the backyard???? A MILLION FUCKING WASPS WHO LIKE DRINKING IN THE STUPID ASS POOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!My parents keep trying to get me to go into the pool, and I want to! I really do, but GODDD I don't want to be bitten by a fucking WASP for existing.They say, "Oh, if you don't do anything to them, they won't do anything to you!" BUT idgaf bro get ... » Continue Reading
Necesito desahogarme en algo, y cuanto más lo intento en esta plataforma más me doy cuenta que hablar en inglés me saca todas las ganas de desahogarme.Sería complicado contar todos y cada uno de mis problemas, además que sería agotador leerlo. Pero mi principal problema, y más leve, EN ESTE MOMENTO, es que no tengo entusiasmo con ir al liceo. Me pasaba mucho antes, pero se supone que era algo que yo ya controlaba de mí, incluso disfrutaba ir. Pero después de una semana en la que no fui porque ha... » Continue Reading
this is just a me things because of my dating experiences. . . for years I found myself hating the idea of being physical with someone but I still wanted to be cherished or as some would put it "I wanted attention". Until this day I find it hard to date without being scared I might just be tossed away so I just keep to myself, but not too long ago I started to try to online dating (not officially, just the good mornings, the daily talks, calls and stuff like that). I'm going to be honest and say... » Continue Reading
Sometimes I kind of hate being a bi and wish I were just straight/lesbian instead because being a bisexual entails always getting your identity policed by both straight and queer people. You are constantly forced to make up excuses to convince them that you're valid.Straight men fetishize you and don't take your attraction for women seriously, thinking of it as a sexy quirk, thus why they don't mind their girlfriends being overly touchy with their girl friends (these dudes are genuinely just cuc... » Continue Reading
[GETZ ONLINE]I really feel like I nak pakai tudung.But I don't wanna waste my earrings when I wanna cover my ears. And low-key I feel ugly with my ugly whenever I go to schoolMaybe.... When I'm form 3 or 4.[GETZ OFFLINE] » Continue Reading
To preface this I've had anxiety, depression, and severe PTSD (I'm using these terms for description only since I question labels) since I was 13 years old though the severity of these problems has gotten worse over time. I came from a rather dysfunctional family and being an only child with a broken family I had to learn, from a young age, to be somewhat adult and responsible for my mothers emotional instability -- my mother herself having mental health problems -- mental health problems runnin... » Continue Reading
please, i want it to be you. gusto ko na ikaw ang kasama sa simula at habangbuhay. oo gets ko, magulo ang mundo at nadadamay ang isip mo. sana'y pag isipan mo ang desisyon na 'to. ayokong masaktan muli, masyado nang mahina ang puso ko para masaktan ulit. pagod na ako sa paulit-ulit.iintindihin kita, mahal ko. ipaglalaban ko. lahat ay gagawin huwag lang mangyaring mawala ang isang tulad mo sa aking piling. sa panahon na bukambibig ko ang pangalan mo, sa panahon na lagi kitang iniisip, sa panahon ... » Continue Reading
So basically my mom forces me to go to a private Christian school and a lot of people just say awful things abt me and I don't have any friends at school bc everyone there makes fun of my style and interests etc and now my ex is at my school (it was the last guy i dated before being lesbian) and he keeps making up TERRIBLE rumors about me (also a lot of h0mophonic stuff bc im lesbian) at the time we were dating HE WAS PAN and now im the terrible one bc im lesbian like I can control who im attrac... » Continue Reading
Okay soo I have to go back to school on the 2nd of September and basically last year I lost all my friends half way through the year so I was alone lol and then I met this girl and we started talking about like horror movies books etc we just liked a lot of the same things and we were friends for the last few months of school but she never really hung out with me because she had a lot of friends and she knew that she was my only friend so basically we've been friends for like maybe 3-4 months ma... » Continue Reading
Having social anxiety sucks so much!!I would love to be able to just talk to people without feeling anxious about it =w=So if you add me and I accept but don't message first, please don't take it to heart. I just really struggle with social anxiety T.T » Continue Reading
i struggle making friends, always have. it just seems like im an alien whenever i try talkinng to new people. i never know what to say and i the things i do say just seem wrong or dont make any sense. im annoying, i can admit that and ik that thats one of the resons no one wants to be my friend.im also like lowk a bad friend... im not mean or anything i just dont talk.. like i barly ever text first and i leave people on read and delivered all the time AND I FEEL SO BAD!! its a habit i cant get r... » Continue Reading
Idk if this is the right place 4 this This whole world's gone to shit and I doubt we have much longer before we're having 120 degree winters with our dirty water with smartdust in our lungs tracking everything and flock cameras on every street so all the pedophiles running the us can watch us so what's the point of living anymore if its gonna be shit im genuinely contemplating ending it all if it gets any worse man I dont fucking know anymore Id rather be dead than under constant surveillance an... » Continue Reading
Honestly I'm starting to dread school by the day, not because of the work, but because of the stupid students, I want this week to be over. » Continue Reading
I swear, it feels like that all the time with a lot of people I talk to IRL. I might just be overthinking it, but it’s just likewho do you think you arey’know? » Continue Reading
Nossa, que parada sinistra cara. Eu achei esse app e fiquei tipo: “MANO, finalmente consegui uma rede social que parece ter saído diretamente dos anos 2000”. Só que aí veio a parte de arrumar meu perfil… e, meu Deus do céu terrestre, que inferno KKKKKKK.Eu queria colocar uma coisinha aqui, outra ali, um glitter, um fundo bonitinho… e o negócio simplesmente NÃO IA. Eu salvei, entrei no perfil e tava tudo igual. Eu já estava quase tocando o celular pela janela.Mas depois de muito sofrimento, muita... » Continue Reading
In my country, classes has been canceled for TWO Fucking weeks. Why you may ask? Because THREE typhoons has came here three consecutive times.The first two days was FANTASTIC. I was happy that classes were canceled but good lord I would like to go back to school now. They assign us schoolworks to do at home and honestly it feels more tiring than going to school. I MISS MY MONEY » Continue Reading
sorry to the diehard fans of object permanence but this post lowkey has NOTHING to do with it yes i clickbaited oh nooo like and subscribe and hit the notification bell for more!so basically i dont know if im getting early onset dementia or what but i literally cannot remember shit,,,,, LIKE JACKSHITits like as soon as an hour passes i will genuinely just CEASE to remember whatever the fuck just happened??unless someone brings up a specific event or like i see or read something that reminds me ... » Continue Reading
no good friends, absolutely fucking terrible family that drives me crazy and wants me either controlled or dead, nobody that sees me as a person or someone valuable lmao..,, it crushes me it hurts so bad but at least im not checking instagram anymore becausse i know what i will see. empty » Continue Reading
Ever since I was 9 years old when my papa called me chubby when he picked me up I’ve hated myself. And as the years passed the hates grown worse I hate myself I hate my arms and legs and stomach and thighs and boobs I hate my face and the hair that grows on my arms and hands I’m treated as male even though Im a woman I’m expected to do everything a man can do and more. I’m called the favorite son I don’t mind it I like being the favorite but I wish I was the favorite daughter and because of bein... » Continue Reading
I love ranting but I don’t want to write it down in a notebook or keep it on my phone bc I’m scared my parents or anyone else will find it so I think I will start keeping them here for now. I did NOT know we could do this here, just got on as a newbie and I’m tryna learn but unfortunately I have no idea how to code bc I’m a different nerd archetype. I’m still trying tho cuz I’ve seen so many rad profiles :pI got two things to rant about but I’m putting this here bc I like the idea of an online d... » Continue Reading
for some reason, sometimes i cant feel anything, im talking abt my feelings. And i dont usually vent online to strange people but i need to know if someone feels the same. I really want to love someone romantically and love my friends also, but then when i do, it stops and i stop feeling emotions like its not even anger its just nothing. Ig im going to delete this soon. » Continue Reading
I FUCKING HATE IT THE DATING SCENE IS A JOKE I WAS NEVER MEANT TO UNDERSTAND IT MUCH LESS BE COMPETITIVE IN IT AND I'LL BE LONELY FOREVER AND PROBABLY END UP DOING SOME BAD THINGS IF THIS DOESN'T CHANGE I HATE SAYING THAT BUT IT'S THE TRUTH AT THIS POINT AND I'M NOT SURE IF I CAN STOP MYSELF FROM DOING SOMETHING HEINOUS/DANGEROUS ANYMORE » Continue Reading
It genuinely pissed me off guysI was the Final Boss is a manhwa on webtoon where this guy, he used to be a boss in this one tower/dungeon place but got turned into a human. There he has to regain his powers and get stronger to overcome rivals and enemies whilst also learning how to be human.GENUINELY ITS PEAK I FUCKING LOVE THIS MANHWA SOO MUCH BUT THERES NO FANDOM.On INSTAGRAM. I saw ONE video and it was by webtoon for promoting the manhwa. On Pinterest, there was NO fanart, just screenshots of... » Continue Reading
I don’t like living here especially in Dallas everything is so damn far away and it’s making me go insane. I don’t have the privilege of living in an area that’s near one of the dart rail stations either, the closest one is like an hour away via cycling which I am not gonna do with these insane people called drivers.I also just don’t like the heat. It’s been over 100 degrees everyday here for about 3 weeks and every time I step into my car it feels like an oven. Even at midnight when I finish my... » Continue Reading
Eoes anyone else get like really nauseous from playing video games😭 maybe its because i lowk have a migraine disorder but i can get severe headaches and almost throw up just playing for 5 minutes » Continue Reading
Idolizing people is inhumane and strips them from having that space to actually act human. When you idolize someone, you put them on a pedestal in your head: they can do no wrong. When people who have many fans do something wrong there fans either ask them to apologize and take accountability for it or they completely dismiss it because they give them no space to do wrong in their minds and that is so inhumane to me. They dehumanize that person first by stripping away their ability to do wrong a... » Continue Reading
I never liked the stigma that people on tiktok have of expecting everyone to do right 24/7 because it's incredibly unrealistic and downright inhumane to think that someone isn't capable of doing something fucked up. We live in a world where if someone makes a mistake or a small slip up then it'll be complete wraps for you. The worst part is that majority of people on tik tok have some weird parasocial behavior when it comes to these micro-celebs. It's this weird curated mindset of "well if every... » Continue Reading
Yo quick question I had a friend his user was Princeofautumn idk if anyone has seen him? His account is completely gone like he deleted it. Lmk if someone knows what happened to him » Continue Reading
I think it would be fun since I pretend to make videos whenever I do literally anything. Plus I can be pretty entertaining I think :3 Would people even watch me ? » Continue Reading
I haven't gotten anything done at all lately and it's really frustrating me. I'm doing all the right things (eating, sleeping well, hygiene) to up my energy and mood but I have like zero motivation at all and I'm wondering if it's something I'm missing. I've been drinking a lot of coffee and I'm super restless but I feel like I can't get myself to do anything.I keep trying to come up with what's wrong, whether its my mental health or my substance issues but whenever I think about my past (where ... » Continue Reading
For years I've been the bad daughter.Ever since I have memory my sister has been able to do whatever she chooses with her life, meanwhile I have to ask for the minimal smallest thing, even about my studies. Before I went to college I wanted to study forensic science but my mother said that no one in her home will work with dead people :/I ended up going to college studying what she told me to study which was pharmacy technician. I graduated and worked for a year even got my license. My sister is... » Continue Reading
HI, I am making a PSA!! I understand my account says 25, but I am not 25. I am 13. The reason my profile says 25 is because I thought FriendRewind would have a 16+ age limit, but I have since realized that it does not. I have gotten a few friend requests from people over 25, and I would like to ask that if you are 20+, please do not friend me as I am not comfortable with it. I am not trying to be rude, I just figured i'd make a PSA so for those in the future can know. Thank you for your time rea... » Continue Reading
when will it stop haunting me? — is the question i always ask myself everytime tears fall down on my face.when will it quit? when will these thoughts stop ruining every good thing that i have? i am in my own paradise, stop bringing hell back to me.why is it always like this? why is everything repeating? why is it stabbing me right on the heart again?i don't know what my role is supposed to be.am i supposed to be a lesson, and not a happy ending?am i here to pass your time?am i here to heal a hea... » Continue Reading
I keep playing Dandy's World with my friends and they usually distract but I don't know how to tell them they're kinda bad at it-Like I can get us to floor 25 easily as long as they don't get in my way but every time they distract it's always floor 15 or 18. Idk it gets kinda annoying.Oher than the fact that he's bad at distracting, I love playing with the 4 of them. Except one. Because he doesn't understand consent and it pisses me off.I'll call out a band when the guy distracting is on one and... » Continue Reading
Hi again!! so things have been going well so far. Except for the fact uh my mom's ex boyfriend is a fucking douche. So the story goes like this; My mom went out of town to another town to get money from a friend of hers, her ex-bf followed her there and thought they were sleeping together, they weren't. So he threatened to k1ill her. And now I cant even go outside to walk my dog without him slinking around. He's a fucking douchebag. Anyway, things are going good! I got new clothes for school, so... » Continue Reading
I'm starting to become convinced a solitary existence is my best bet, given whenever I stay in a place/site/etc for long enough, I say or do things that put people off and the cycle has started to become noticeable to me. It gets irritating after a while. Really starts to take a toll on my mental health and confidence after a while. I'm sure I'm not the only one suffering from this (given my recent posts, I could be wrong) but it's worth a shot. » Continue Reading
Hey! This is my second blog, so sorry if its written awkwardly :]Anyways, as someone who has struggled with taking care of myself for most of my teenage years, and who at one point fell for the internet propaganda of 13-step skincare, I wanted to share my thoughts on this.So, I'm sure that anyone who's ever been on the internet is extremely familiar with images like this: Perfectly curated setup, cute set of pajamas, seemingly endless steps, "aesthetic" products, all with pastel colored containe... » Continue Reading
So I've been suffering with bad neck pain from my upper back to the base of my head for just over a week now, accompanied by an awful headache @ the back of my head. As anyone would, I decided to go to the hospital to js yk... get it checked out n shi. I explain everything to the (bear in mind- male) doctor. He starts saying "you're js dehydrated" HELLO???? I DON'T THINK NECK PAIN TO THE POINT I CAN'T MOVE IT IS DEHYDRATION. SON😭😭😭💔💔💔. Anyway I've been drinking more water than often atm so I tel... » Continue Reading
Weird flex but I saw this thirst trap on xitter the other day, found the woman of my dreams, then spent an hour reverse image searching for more pictures. She fills me with joy when I look at her in a genuine, less than temporary way. Anyone else relate?No i am not posting the image(s) here ya boys gotta gatekeep » Continue Reading
I am so ready to have my space back. I go through moods where I dont want anything touching me and I just want some space. Even my clothes and my hair get on my nerves when im in these moods. Ive been trying to deal with it but I honestly cannot get comfortable. Im watching the dogs while my roommates on a trip and usually it goes well but Its been a rough week and one of the dogs keeps pushing me almost off my bed. I haven't slept much the past few days and im just cranky. Works been trash and... » Continue Reading
Lowkey ranting here because the friend I used to rant to accused me of being a digusting pervert TwT. Lowkey it all started when she ignored me the day we were supposed to hang out and my mom was either supposed to drive me to her house or pick her up and take her to mine idk, but she just blocked me. So like any petty individual I stalked her ibis paint account because there ain’t no way I’m gonna let you be happy after you made my sister cry 🥹. So eventually I saw her comment that she was a 16... » Continue Reading
I genuinely like how fast the loading is when I switch from my profile to the blog section whereas spacehey is much more slow and takes a minute for me to even reply to someone's blog since you have to do that "do you want to post this reply?" verification thing. ugh its annoyingThe other thing I like is that decorating your profile is so simple and really convenient now. Making a blinker is so easy and not so tedious to import anymore. I also learned that I can input the same blog layout that I... » Continue Reading
Like it genuinely baffles me how some can taste delicious, and then some taste like your parents forcing you take that disgusting red/blue medicine when you get sick.... And you still sit there and drink it because you already bought it and don't want to waste it. » Continue Reading
Warning this is just me whining, sorry.To be fair nothing in my life has been so bad. Even so, i feel im miserable. My dad kind of doesnt give a shit about me. He says he does, but i know he doesnt; Its okay tho, because i kind of felt it ever since i gained consciousness, and i couldnt give less of a fuck about him either. I'm friends with people i despise because honestly school is a fucking bitch, and i've heard what people in mine do to unpleasant people, so... Yeah, not an option to be alon... » Continue Reading
im so happy that i chose to go on this website and create and account!!i was really lonely before because a lot of my friends couldnt hang out with me because they were busy but now that i started using this i got much happier because i cane have social time (even if its not irl).the only problem that im having is that im getting too attached and usualy as soon as i get home from anything i imminently go on here to check if anyone has interacted with me at all.i guess im possesive hahaim pretty ... » Continue Reading
tw- suicidedont wanna drop what grade i'm in or anything but ever since the 6th grade school has been increasingly dreadful and just boring. No recess, no time to relax. You have to wake up at 6, sometimes even 5 am, and stay there for hours. You're drained and want to take a break? You can't!! you have homework to do!! i mean, no wonder people drop out because on top of all of that, you have a 90% chance of being bullied. I had a really hard time with my mental health last year and i feel like ... » Continue Reading
I HATE FLAT SURFACES!I want semi realistic buttons that make me feel like I'm actually clicking it! Skeuomorphism is superior, nothing can top skeuomorphic designs. Plus, windows 7 UI was creative! Or at least I think it was... But still! Who wouldn't want windows 7 UI to come back?? Everything nowadays looks simplified, or just dumbed down to whatever slop it is. » Continue Reading
The only thing i dont like about this website is the name and image, i get it it’s to attract nostalgic people but man this is just a good working website and that’s fucking it man, when did instagram came out like 2010? Why is it not nostalgic then, in 2030 will we be nostalgic about the scrolling format that would be 15 years old? No. The thing is that some things are shit and some things are not and good things have to continue being what they are because they simply work.And its not about th... » Continue Reading
My mom said no to the trip last minute... ive had this planned for a while.. mom im an ADULT!!!!!!!! I AM 20 YEARS OLDDD I was so #stoked for this trip, i been working my ass off at work, the least i can get is this freaking trip. its NHP! (not her problem) » Continue Reading
I'm extremely lonely. I wish I had a girlfriend or any sort of real social interaction. I haven't had a friend group in years and the only people I talk to on a daily basis are my family members. There are uneducated people out there who say "well why don't incels just pay a sex worker" maybe because it isn't that superficial? Feeling love is the main objective and intimacy, while nice, is ultimately a bonus? And that term gets overused anyway, especially as a pejorative. » Continue Reading
Adultos responsáveis me odeiam, eles me acham irresponsável e sonsa no trabalho por não conseguir interagir. Desculpa mas acho que tenho alguma espécie de bloqueio que me impede de conseguir falar algo com alguém que não conheça... Devo me encaixar na categoria de "adolescentes insuportáveis". Eu estava no trabalho, eram 18:00, mas meu chefe simplesmente não falou que horário acabava o turno. Disse para minha mãe que talvez seria umas 18:00, mas as 5h já poderia sair de casa. Meu cunhado estava ... » Continue Reading
i should probably start learning html properly but i just cant be bothered honestly...it seems so scary !! ive tried using tutorials but they havent gone well(｡•́︿•̀｡) » Continue Reading
I am 20, like fr now not lying, but I hate it, it feels like a high number to me and I don't feel 20 at all. When I meet random people at the skatepark or conventions and they look younger than me i just lie and say I'm 17/18. Am I a creep? Probably. At least I can say I look younger actually, but the number I hate it so much. I want to live like a 17yo for another 10 years, I never wanna stop this feeling. It's not about looks, I don't care about it, it’s about what I can do and who I can be… g... » Continue Reading
I was thinking yesterday and lowk gotta try n voice m grivances abt my online freinds (holy old english)FOR CONTEXT when I'm in a voice chat I'm completely muted ykyk but i still like reply in text chatbut I noticed that its lowk only a handful of friends who rlly try to talk 2 meIDK IF IT MAKES SENSE LIKE FOR EXAMPLE a friend asks me questions and has convo with me (asking how i am n wat not) but then thres these times i join a vc and other friends say hi and just sitting there like im invisibl... » Continue Reading
Okay so uhh, y are there SO many young ppl who want me? Ion mind if someone kinda wants me/has a crush on me, but WHYYY it's always ppl who are WAY younger than me?! T_TIm in a happy relationship, ion want them, and also, im 18.I have younger friends, like 2 BUT ION DO ANYTHING BAD OKAY? DON'T COME AT ME! One of em told me that his classmates who are like 12-13 simp for me SOO hard they even said some dirty stuff and WTF?! Even one of his friend simps for me, although she knows im in a relations... » Continue Reading
I know, it is only august BUT i wish all of you an happy early halloween, i hope all of ya get lots of candy’s, have a fun time at parties and not get blackout drunk! Take care, my lovely readers! ^^ » Continue Reading
Did y'all know there is an app that's like the slap. Com from victorious , well I didn't know and it's so cool the app is called the flap, idk how to use it I'm still learning but it just makes me feel so bubbley inside , just wanted to put yall onnn » Continue Reading
so like i used to make dumb little 40 second songs on a website that mimics windows 93 and i made little songs and it was easy for my dumb head to understand but like it isnt there anymore i cant find it and im sad bc i wanna make sounds on my computer but its goneAAAAAAAAAAA im gonna practice my flute bc i kinda need to i havent at all over vacation hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.... idk what to play ill play silent night for the millionth time i guess » Continue Reading
I got pizza yesterday just so I can feel fat in the morning the weekend Is my rest day so I can relax and feel fat and not do anything. playing GTA 5 is fun but I hate getting money I always have to go back and forth everywhere ;-; then music its amazing so cool and so awesome goodbye farewell earthlings » Continue Reading
i don't really know how to start this off, so HELLO PEOPLE OF FRIENDREWIND!! in case you don't know me, i'm bee, i've just turned 15 and i'm going into SOPHOMORE YEAR!! (sophomore slump or comeback of the year... heh)honestly, this past.. few months, i've been super freaking miserable due to miscommunication and health problems, and i've been coping by.. becoming a doomscroller.that made me super upset, as all this time earlier, i'd been getting super better with all my health and i'd made ro... » Continue Reading
I wish i had my diary so bad cus i miss having my feelings all in there even if someone saw it, cus yeah i love o make videos but its almost like i dont put the same amount of heart in it as i do with my videos. I miss writing about who i like and so much things but its hard when i feel like i cant even say it out loud cus my family got a phobia of smt.. » Continue Reading
mostly rants but whatevs, there's a whole lot to do man i hate being asian 🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬 education is sooo strict 18+ years in school with elem to high school's time being 14 hours every 5 days with loadddssss of schoolwork ANDDD 9 subjects each hour... what a load of bull. Yet they complain that the students are degrading when THAT'S your system. At least lessen the subjects instead of the time... ☹️☹️☹️ When ONEE subject decides to have a group project, the other subs will follow along with the ta... » Continue Reading
My week fucking sucked. First I got a reply that felt a bit rejective from a crush, then, the day after, I got cussed out by someone, just for trying to be funny, then, what do I get for it? A comment right on top of mine that gets the love that’s SO FUCKING HARD for me to ask for. Seriously, fucking Tiny Tim can get 2 portions and the lunch lady doesn’t fucking feed me at all! This is fucked, this is all fucked! I’m in the 9th layer!! » Continue Reading
So, recently I bought a Sony Mavica floppy disk camera. I was wondering if you all would like to see the pictures I take uploaded to my blog. Im not sure it will be entirely daily, but there's a 50% chance I upload a picture or two or a few every other day. So that's that :p » Continue Reading
Hi guys, I'm new to the site and whatever, and I'm wondering, what's a good way to pour my heart out on the web to thousands of people I don't know??? hm... a blog perhaps??I kinda have had the thought of a digi diary for awhile now, and now I actually have the exscuse to make one, excuse my shitty spelling. My main excuse is because usally whenever I make a spacehey acc or a rip off myspace acc, I make it, and then NEVER EVER use it again, so perhaps making blogs n stuff can actually keep me ac... » Continue Reading
This dreadful feeling of loneliness never seems to go away.. it’s always been hard for me to make friends but for the past two years I’ve made it my goal to actually try to make some friends and I still haven’t reached that goal I mean I’ve meet people I could possibly become close too but they always seem to already have a best friend or just friends they are super close too.. I just hope to find my person someday, someone that I can talk to freely without overthinking, someone I can tell anyth... » Continue Reading
I feel out of place on this site. I know that's one hell of a way to start a blog post but let me explain. I tend to lean more conservative on issues, but I'm not intolerant of others. You're free to live your life however you see fit, and I won't stop you, even if i don't agree with it. I feel like we'd be able to find common ground in other areas. It's just that I feel like I'm walking on eggshells every time I make a post. I had one girl unfriend me because i wasn't "woke enough" for her. I d... » Continue Reading
so it all happened when i started to open up to my therapist and told her about some.. "stuff" and she recommended me to a community mental health centre and sent me to the gp, and the gp sent me to a mental hospital the same day, and they sent me to a fucking mental health ward ughh... anyway thats it ty for reading XD- himikohavok » Continue Reading
Just missing the simplicity of the internet before the influencer era... & then the slop era... & how easy it used to be to connect with other people before the whole web was a dumpster. Might be nice to just chill & nerd out once in awhile. » Continue Reading
I am very shy about this but i really like goth girls i have since middle school and it really pisses me off that the whole aesthetic has been hijacked by performative whores who see lonely men like me as nothing more than piggy banks » Continue Reading
So, you know those ranters on TikTok, right? I think I'm gonna start ranting on friendrewind! I saw there was a category for it in the blogs tab so.. yeah! Ill figure out what to rant about soon, but if anyone wants to give me anything to rant about, I will take the recommendation and credit you! » Continue Reading
i genuinely struggle a lot making new friends, not that i dont want to make nww ones but i just overthink everything a lot, trying to understand if they’re angry at me or annoyed etc, and trying not to be a burden/ making them uncomfortable. my best friend says it’s not okay to not have anyone else expect her and another our friend, but i cant even try to have new friends bc im too scared to ruin everything ugh why am i like this » Continue Reading
Im not sure how to start an intro for this rant/vent, but i'll just say it. I HATE MY MOM!! overall shes a horrible person to everyone!! I wont go over the stuff she did previously, but ill start here. My mom signed me up to some expensive summer camp for absolutely no reason. And one things straight, i HATE camping, and its only going to be about camping. She always loved camping, she loved it so much she would drag everyone (including my dad at times) to go camping with her for weeks. But now,... » Continue Reading
I feel so useless, so helpless. All I want to do is be there for the ones I love and protect them, but I can't always be there and it hurts. My mind won't calm down, I can't eat, I can't stop worrying about them. All I can do is chain smoke and chug wine to try and quiet my mind, but it barely works. I just want them to be safe. I hate that I can't be the one to do it. » Continue Reading
Im an only child. growing up I kinda used to get really attached to people who I had just met. I would genuinely believe these people were my best friends because I lacked that sibling companionship. Obviously that didn't turn out well since most of them would use my attachment to their advantage and id inevitably would become some kind of therapist and people pleaser. When I became too real and my real emotions came out id just get dropped since I killed that fantasy of making them believe I wa... » Continue Reading
Growing up sounds so fun. It sounds like rainbows and butterflies, but seeing what my parents went through and how things went for them, I'm scared. I don't want to commit myself to something and then I end up in this miserable life. I don't want to lose the passion I have for the things I love. I want to erase the things I did in my past so it would just feel so much easier to live being myself. My past will come to haunt me forever. I will think about it every day of my life. It will never esc... » Continue Reading
i wanna thank that guy who replied on my last post now i am felling better its just voices in my head im not better of dead at least I think » Continue Reading
im so irritated cuz nobody wants to be my fuckass friend on my website fake ass bitches adding me for funs and too look popular when they dont even say hi fuck you fake asses » Continue Reading
This is probably going to be pretty short because there is nothing much to be said, it’s mostly just the same as last year. My class are harder and boring.But something that is different is speech class. I have really bad social anxiety, and you’re telling me that I have a whole class about talking to other? Just kill me.I hope this year things will get better.But I’m probably going to spend another year sitting by myself in lunch again.Over all 4/10 » Continue Reading
It might not seem like it, but I’m a very short-tempered person. I get stressed out easily and give up on things halfway through when I get annoyed. Sometimes, I end up getting frustrated out of nowhere, and that makes me be rude to the people I care about. But I hate that because I don’t want to hurt the people I love—the ones who’ve helped me through tough times so many times—so I’m trying to get better, but I still feel soooo bad about it » Continue Reading
The school year JUST started and I'm already getting targeted???? Honestly I'm so annoyed by the kids in my fourth period, it's so obvious that they're attempting to bully me. You know that tactic they use where they pretend to be nice to you and be your friend and then laugh at you with their friends?? That's what I'm talking about, but they do it in front of me like I'm STUPID so like????? Uhhhh???? Im right here dude. Why is bullying still a thing, this is gonna be a long school year » Continue Reading
"tonight is the night", i thought as i mixed fentanyl with liquor but then i got a text from her and my heart raced quicker she offered solace in loneliness she offered love when i had none but i wondered, would it mean anything when the deed is said and done? 8 attempts, each attempt more desperate than the last when you try to die, it seems it doesn't come to you very fast yet love will come when least expected, as a light to blind the past death seems even farther away when she is in my compa... » Continue Reading
I hate the fact that Super Sonico is from a NSFW company, people will probably think I consume that kind of content, but I don't I just think she's cute » Continue Reading
Currently cleaning my pigs den of a bedroom with my mom. She's found some things she wish she disliked finding, I just hope she doesn't find my vape. I hid it in the bottom zippe of my backpack. She likely won't go through it, but if she does she won't check that zipper, it's easy to forget it exists. I'm currently taking a break while she vaccums... I wish I could do simple tasks like cleaning my room, I mean I can, but for some reason it's just so overly difficult. I se others around me do the... » Continue Reading
so since i’m a fat chud and can’t get a job, (age thing) i work for my mom at farmers markets and GOD IT SUCKS. u have to get up at the ass crack of dawn, fill you car with bins and shit, drive to wherever ur going, LOAD OUT OF THE CAR (it dosent sound hard, but trust me IT SUCKS) and set up ur tent. THEN, u have to go talk to people, which sucks. deal with really dumb people or just straight up karens, and then you have to tear down your tend, load everything back up and go home. it dosent soun... » Continue Reading
GOD FUCKING DAMMIT “this figure is so fanservice!!” NO SHIT SONICO IS A NSFW MASCOT GET IT THROUGH YOUR HEAD.“sonico is so sexualized!” THATS THE FUCKING POINT,, DO YOU KNOW WHERE SHES FROM??? “her chest is too big!!” TAKE A WILD GUESS WHY.ok sorry if i accidentally catergorized it in the wrong topic ish » Continue Reading
its so fucking hot all of the time. i thought it was cooling down because its been in the mid 80s for a couple days, but the weather app says its gonna go back up to the 90s. IM PISSED. mind you my house does not have ac and it holds heat in, so im just in a constant state of sweat. i need to go live in antarctica or some shit. » Continue Reading
Omg I’m actually retaining most of the information that I’ve been studying. I actually might have a chance at getting a better grade in the Geometry Regents. Like I might not get a 85 but I might get something that is passing at least. All I have to do now is not fuck it up by being nervous the day of, which will be sort of difficult. I do struggle a lot with test/math anxiety. But since I’m understanding a lot more than I normally do I think that’s a sign that points towards me doing good. Also... » Continue Reading
I honestly don't know if im even real because I don't even understand how emotions work to me they are all just chemicals or aka reactions in your head they just a distraction from reality becuse reality is an emotional black hole every emotions just gets tore away from you and slowly things seem faker for me but i dont know about others. Thoughts? » Continue Reading
A group of teen boys came up to me they looked older than me like 14-17 and they where making these noises like BEHHHH BEHHHHH and staring at me and so I went straight back with my own BEHHHHHHHH and then they said omg ITT replied hahahahahah FUCKING HATE TEEN BOYS apart from mcr fans ofc » Continue Reading
when i wake up i usually sneeze liek 5 times and blow my nose and thats like the end of that for the day but it isnt today and idk if my allergies are just kicking me in the balls or smt or i suddenly have a dog allergy but like my nose is soooooooooo so runny today and my eyes are pretty watery.i took some allergy medicine and its gotten a bit better but i cant lay on my stomach like i usually do and i need to be on my back or sitting up straight and i dont usually do that sobbut on a nicer not... » Continue Reading
SO... I've been fighting between making a discord and keeping my blog. So im gonna juggle both because it isn't that hard. Things that've been on my mind recently though.You can not change your fate, but you can change your outcome. Stop living through life like you dont care because you're gonna pass away soon and this lifetime isn't worth anything. Your life is valuable and you need to cherish it heavily. Respect yourself. Live life like it matters because it does. You don't want to pass away ... » Continue Reading
It's so hard finding Naruto fans that's around my age, I just wanna yap about my favorite characters, cannon and non-cannon ships, and complain about how much the anime focuses on Naruto and Sasuke so much which causes certain characters to become underdeveloped when they had so much potential to become awesome characters and stuff, idk.. I shouldn't have joined the fandom so late I guess 😭😭😭 » Continue Reading
°❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:･whew i havent wrote a blog in quite a bit so… hi guys!!!! omg yesterday the whole marching band went to this camp place and we swam in the lake and it was soooo funn ANDD i was wearing this supa cute black bikini and some boy told me i looked really good 🥹🩷ANYWAY back on track… today our marching band is doing a fundraiser with a car wash and a bake sale! im omw now and im pretty excited sooo ill share more when i get there hehehey uhm its 11:00 rn and im nawt doing so great!! thankfull... » Continue Reading
I don't want my blog posts to get too depressing, but today I'm feeling cranky, and I swear, I cant' open Instagram anymore without feeling annoyed. So I'm gonna list some things that I can't stand anymore about the platform.1. CarouselsI swear, whoever came up with this idea of having to write paragraphs on photo slides to share thoughts could have just mind their own business that day.Every time I open Instagram, there are carousels, and the sad thing is that they’re often created specifically... » Continue Reading
every time you open your mouth, it scares me i must navigate emotions, secret meanings, faces my mind races i am at a loss for words, so i follow the script "its okay", "i understand", "im here for you"it's not good enough not to you, not to me you deserve better than anything i am or ever will be how does one pick a mind apart when there's nothing to pick at? no one will ever be able to fully comprehend the pure fear and confusion that is in my heart not you, not them, not meyou scare me your w... » Continue Reading
What the heckI was thinking about( in order) heras part in god games or hold your tongue now his sons my friend or whoever can string my husbands old bow(I was listening to asmr btw) and I was thinking “ wow so it’s confirmed that Aphrodite listens to asmr” then I was like “ wait no that’s Athena hahah” then I was like “ no wait what there’s no song with asmr and that’s Penelope”(Yes I copied and pasted it from my notes what’re you gonna do about it) » Continue Reading
the priest scolds the crowd, praying aloud "oh god, forgive these sinners, for they've never made you proud" then everyone goes about their day, not a thought in mind about how corrupted humans are, for the devil has gotten to mankind they praise the evil, disguise it, encourage it, they preach it and then they say "whoever strays afar from us has truly lost their way!""this is how we're supposed to be", proclaim the people who are in power while those who struggle to conform to these norms are ... » Continue Reading
Me and my buddy cup had spoken about college, and this guy has barely even prepared for it when we start it in a few days. It's just like, dude, you didn't get the app?? You don't know your ID number???? What are you doing, man! So, I'm at a shoe store with him or whatever, and this guy's calling up his mom, and his mom has all the info to his college stuff, and it just blows my mind cause I could never leave all that responsibility to my parents when it's my college stuff! It's like his laid-ba... » Continue Reading
Today was the last day I got to hang out with my friend before he heads to college. I'm gonna miss him because I know he's gonna change (in a good way), but it's sad because what if he changes and grows and thinks I'm annoying? So we are hanging out when he gifts me something of his (he doesn't use it anymore), and I start crying. I walked out of his house and had to hold in my tears, but I ended up crying in the car. I cried so much that the gas station worker gave me a slushy for free :) But I... » Continue Reading
I went to GameStop, Target, FYE, and Hot Topic and there was NOTHING!!!!! There was every other aotp figure BUT Swerve!!!!! I saw Transformers Animated Wreck-Gar and Ratchet but no Swerve, I've been looking everywhere for him for like 3 months now and haven't seen a lick of him at all :/ » Continue Reading
Okay so a few days ago my ex ghosted me and I’m Morse so hurt about the audacity than the actual ghosting. Cause he cheated on me several times, even on holidays and I was nice enough to take him back then he ghost ME? Damn, should’ve seen that one coming. Guess it’s on me for thinking he’d change. Never going back to him. But instead of moving on like a normal person I’m in an odd place. I want to move past this, but I’m mentally ill so I simply cannot. I have to constantly remind myself not to... » Continue Reading
I think I'm sick 👀👀 my girlfriend and best friend were sick last time I saw them soo😣 anyway I LOVE MY GODDESS OF A GIRLFRIEND💗💗 Shes so beautiful I kissed her 3 times! On the cheek 🤭🤭 I love her sm » Continue Reading
So today my cousin got released from prison and it was also my grandmas birthday so we had a party and it went so badlyyy. In the morning, everything was okay, my other cousins got here and i drank a bit i was having fun and then later on in the day when every guest got there i just could not stand them anymore, they smoked all over the house and my grandma hates the smell of smoke and its gonna take so long for the smell to get out, so that was the first thing that pissed me off, they were acti... » Continue Reading
SOOOOO hey y'all second blog entry... Kinda nervous 🫦 JOKES ASIDE!!!! This is a long rant about one of my friends.... We'll call him T. Anywho so my friend T I've known for about a year now right? I thought he was pretty chill and he has similar interests as I do. [TOTALLY YEAH RUE!] So NO I HAVEN'T TALKED TO HIM IN MONTHS. WHY? ILL TELL YOU!!!! YAYAYAYA!!! A few months ago it was about a month before I moved away and in class INFRONT OF OUR TWO OTHER FRIENDS BTW. HE MOCKS ME. OVER ME ANSWERING ... » Continue Reading
I've had so many new 16 year old co-workers and it continues to baffle me how many simple things they do not understand.My anger isn't directed towards these teens, my frustration is with their parents. They are 16, how the fuck have their parents not taught them how to properly clean? To properly hold a knife???This frustration very much comes from a personal place because I WAS that kid and it enrages me to see other kids forced to feel stupid because their parents are incompetent and probably... » Continue Reading
For some reason I feel really giddy after taking it. Like immediately after I took it, I started giggling and I felt very happy and when I got to my computer, I just started laughing a lot. That happened yesterday too because for some reason, my back has been having a horrible week and it's been very achy a lot and once I took the ibuprofen, I felt very happy and content. I searched it up and it said that it's because of the pain relief but I didn't have much pain in the first place so idk. Plea... » Continue Reading
i am so disgustingly SCARED of this guy (specifically the original image).. i love iceberg videos on youtube but the second they mention him im clicking off the video he is literally number one on my hate list when i was like 6 years old i had such a disgusting nightmare about him and ive been scared of him since then i have no idea how my little kid brain somehow made up a nightmare so bloody and disgusting.. it makes me sick literally thinking about it i think its because i was a GIANT fan of ... » Continue Reading
last post for 2night. and if you wanna live, i wanna live with you and if you wanna die, i wanna die with youbecause how can i breathe, deprived of oxygen? how can i go on without motivation? but come to think of it, i dont care what happens it wont change my never-ending state of complete desolation » Continue Reading
For some background context I'm as pale as a vampire, I get teased for it by my friends. I've been wanting to tan since i'm tired of looking so PALE. So when my friends and i went to the beach I decide to try and tan. 45 minutes on both sides hopefully to try and sleep. When I tell you i felt like concrete slowly getting warmer and warmer, which yes is normal but I feel like I have to be basted with water every once in a while. I SAT THERE AND GUESS WHAT. No tan. I DIDN'T EVEN BURN IM THE SAME ... » Continue Reading
my head hurts from how hard it is for me to seem human but all my work goes to waste, as they still see me as inhuman could they tell that im a robot? or could they not? people avoid me its not a surprise im a strange creature in all of their eyes they can tell im different from normal and im definitely abnormal i disgust everyone as if its my jobmy father hates me, and i feel really bad i want to change myself to please him some more but can i betray myself? im not really sure im scared of reje... » Continue Reading
It would be so much easier if my profile had a more gothic or kawaiicore aesthetic, but I always want to decorate it with a specific, unique style, so it’s always harder to find a layout, a GIF, etc... ughhh, it’s so annoying but at least it looks cute in the end » Continue Reading
As someone who is starting high school, I find it very stressful because I'm supposed to have my life all planned out already. Like how do grown ups expect SIXTEEN year old to know which life route we want to take, which university we will go to, what will we study in univerity all while starting 10th grade?!? Now I know that you can always choose something different later in life but for example: now starting 10th grade i school social studies route, all of a sudden I decide that I want to lear... » Continue Reading
found out I can use friend rewind on my school Chromebook which is great because its DULL here man. they finally enforced the phone ban 💔 sososososo boring, I need to be more active on this site if I can use it lololbut anyways this year is gonna be soooo dorky and boring » Continue Reading
alright, I have known this guy for awhile now, right? I started to develop a crush on him cuz he was really nice and cool and stuff. he's really into programming and built his own pc even, which I thought was really hella smart of him. he's also in the school council and in like the super advanced math classes so I felt a little extra dumb around him. anyways, months go by and he starts catching on that I might like him, but I never thought he could like me back. (ik he's bi but still bro) this ... » Continue Reading
Hello, everyone? anyone? Hello?On this day I may or may not try to explain unsureism? I think so... So, anyways, unsureism is maybe a movement in philosophy that questions probably everything, but refrains from answering. The beginning of the unsureism is somewhere around 19th century, most likely Rutland, where I'm puzzled, because we cannot truly know if John Unsureton really did wrote his famous work: "Manifest?". All the sources could just forged, or they could be real. We don't really know.... » Continue Reading
Procrastinating doing my media assignment thats due tonight gulp. Im so done with this freaking assignment we only got a week on grrr yeah thats about it i should probably actually just do it :P » Continue Reading
So my boyfriend shoplifted and is getting arrested and I'm on my way to his house and before my mon forced me to clean my room for 2h tho I should have left to my bf alrady 20min before my bf his secret name is now rise! SO I LIKE FUCKING RUUUUNN LIKE CRAZY AND THEN I SEE A TEKST FROM RISE JUST SAYNG: I'm sorry I shoplifted I'm getting arrested, AND BRO I'M LIKE SHAKING! in that moment I understand I also shoplifted before and also got arrested toooo but why today FUCK WHYYYY NOWLIKE TF I SHOULD... » Continue Reading
People, specifically my friends, need to realize that if you see something wrong with my hair or something, that you should ask me first instead of just touching me right away because sometimes it's on purpose and other times it's not, and then after you ask if I actually didn't mean for that, then you can fix it for me if I can't do it myself... » Continue Reading
I keep seeing everyone with the coolest styles like I need to find mine but I'm so confused cus I like them all I want to be whimsical grudge but then I also want to be scene like idk I just wanna look cool😭 » Continue Reading
i miss old spacehey.i only know the spacehey without pure "wars" and "drama" it was just like here, they would talk about their day, share resources, etc. whether it's cute things, or blinkies, or random fandom stuff in general, it was actually "a space for friends".now, it's just talk about napo and this site in the blogs.sooooo,,,, i moved to friendrewind, and now it feels like old spacehey here! i feel comfy here because there's actually zero drama here! :333 this is like a friendly neighborh... » Continue Reading
I live in the basement of my house so I get centipedes like all the time :( I remember one time that I was peacefully sleeping when one dropped on my face and I screamed so loud I made my house alarms go off. But its currently 3:31 and there is a centipede right above the door so I can't get it nut I can't go to sleep knowing that its close to me :( I know there house centipedes and are eating bugs but I just hate them still. Anyone know how to make them go away. OMG IT MOVED ! IM SCARED ! » Continue Reading
This is gonna be a bit more charged than you're probably used to from me. TW?I fucking hate the games industry. They're charging 70 bucks for unfinished products you don't even own, making them always online so I can't play them anywhere i want to whenever I want to, and it pisses me off greatly. And the quality of games is going down too. And then when you buy the game itself the shit you actually want is locked behind lots of gameplay or another paywall. I just wanna play fh6 » Continue Reading
not once throughout my life have i ever felt like an 'artist'. i make stuff sure but being an artist feels official, like a badge. to be an artist people say you have to reflect your feeling into your art but if you feel numb or cptsd gets the best of your emotions and recognition of them, and youre unable to put them into any form, does that invalidate you?and if enjoying making art is part of it, what if also, you slowly lost the spark of joy you have when making things, in the rare time you s... » Continue Reading
This isn't what I would normally like to talk about but I think I've got to get it out somewhere because I feel sick to my stomach just thinking about it but I am slowly moving on from it. Last summer, I was in a big friend group, I will not be naming people. But they always left me out and treated me differently from everybody, they also made fun of my wavy hair to the point I started straightening it a lot and thinning it out. They also made jokes about personal things. They also had this thin... » Continue Reading
I called one of my friends today and she’s like one of my bffs we’ve been friends for 3 years but we first met when we were baby’s… anyway lemme get to the point, I called her today kinda early then got of the phone shortly after later today she called me while at a sleepover with her other friend and they just seemed so happy and they were laughing so much and I felt kinda left out like why even call me!? And her friend was like “oh if forgot she was even on the phone she’s so quiet..” Or “can ... » Continue Reading
Okay so I loved today, it started off kinda bad but then during band I felt much better. I love my girlfriend so much♥️♥️. I wanted to kiss her on the cheek but I was too shy. I'm finishing my homework and then I'm gonna go to bed and dream about my girlfriend 🥹🥹 I have a couple test tomorrow 😣😣💔. It's gonna be okay though ❤️🩹 that's all today 💜 » Continue Reading
I forgot that this is my blog and I can literally post about whatever I want? Like it can be a sentence, and I can still post it. I want to start a YouTube channel where I like post day in my life stuff, start cosplaying + larping, videos of my playing games. but idk if anyone would actually want to watch my boring ass do any of that stuff😓but like idk if I actually care since it would just be for fun. I don't even know what to name the channel🥹 » Continue Reading
I'm going to start by saying that she's mentally ill and has bipolar. I understand that she has no control over this, but as a mentally ill person myself it does not make up for shit. I hate this woman with every single molecule of my being.For starters, during a manic episode she kicked us out of the house and made me, my mom, and my sister go HOMELESS. The reason for this manic episode? I said she was getting old, her ego couldn't handle it and she forgot (or didn't want) to take her meds that... » Continue Reading
Sooo I have this 'friend' and we've been friends since elementary school, we're in our 20s now so it's been a minute. Now it's been on and off, but we reconnected this past year. At first I thought she was genuinely doing good, after experiencing severe mental health issues the whole time I've known her (which I get bc same). Lately it feels like she really subscribes to the superficial, internet influencer lifestyle and tries hard to be like that. Nothing wrong with that, but it feels like she'... » Continue Reading
I hate the boys in my class gosh they’re disgusting and all they ever talk about is adult stuff, like??? They’re just a bunch of kids, not to mention that they’re all rude and have no manners whatsoever, ughh » Continue Reading
I'm so tired of people bailing out on me last fucking second. Imagine planning to do something life-changing and the person you're planning with just decides not to anymore and now you're alone in it. I'm so fucking tired. I don't know why I even look forward to things anymore. What's the point of finding joy in your possible future if everyone just fucks it up and makes it impossible.I want to spend an entire day with my partner? It's tomorrow? Suddenly their dad wants them to attend a funeral ... » Continue Reading
Hey guys I know I haven’t blogged in like awhile so far but here I am back with another blog today and today’s this blog is about my niece I know I don’t talk about family on here cause of privacy but here I am talking today about a pacific family member who I call my niece, me and my niece are very close I love her to death so umm today I was on friendrewind texting with my friend and since she always wants to play with me and see what I’m doing she asked “What app are you on”And I said “Oh thi... » Continue Reading
I envy people who can easily control how they act. Every time I try to be a bit mysterious (just because I am in the mood) I find something to yapp or jump about » Continue Reading
So is most of us know yumeshiping/selfshipping is whenever you ship yourself familiarly romantically or another one that I can't remember, but mainly talking about romantic in this post. if your yumeship is altering your relationships that isn't a good thing because I if dated someone before (I posted another blog about them) that had gotten super upset that I yumeshipped with a specific character I do not use my ship with them anymore because it brings me bad memories but they got super jealous... » Continue Reading
Currently watching this movie with my family and oh my God.It’s so America-centred. Painfully so. All footage from other nations (which are rare in this movie about a WORLDWIDE catastrophe) are, in my view, highly stereotypical. All women in this movie are victims of misogynist, “sexualised” humour. ALL OF THEM. Even the wife of the dude with the telescope is shown to be in an emotionally abusive relationship. Her first fucking line is “I want a divorce”, and it was delivered in a way meant to b... » Continue Reading
I keep going to the browse tab looking for friends over 18, i'll see someone is around my age 20-25 and i'll click on their profile and it will say "Ignore age im actually 14 :3" WHY DID YOU SET YOUR AGE AS 23 THEN!?!?!?!!!? I WANT FRIENDS MY AGE HELLPP » Continue Reading
I laid my head on my pillow and I heard something beneath it. Something with a heavy heart beat that’s consistent was there and for some reason I kept listening like a comforting tune. It somehow knew I was listening to it so it made a sound somewhat resembling a loud growl that vibrated through my bed. The growl was quiet and faded away slowly. Before I noticed, everything went back to how it was even though the interaction with it just happened. » Continue Reading
WHY DO KPOP STANS HATE ON LE SSERAFIM SO MUCH. WHAT DID THEY EVEN DO BRO. Genuinely all the criticism boils down to "they're not robots and not perfect and I don't like it". Like the most common hate is about Eunchae's voice or their dancing or breathwork. Like first of all, when eunchae debuted, she was SEVENTEEN. I'm eighteen now and I remember 17 clear as day and it sucked ass. It was genuinely the pits of hell like imagine waking up in the asscrack of dawn, you're being ghosted, nobody at sc... » Continue Reading
bro my dad has been such an ass to me today. i dont know why. he gets in these moods with me almost all the time where he just hates me. screams at me. tells me to "stfu" and makes lies about me. i'll ask him a question, for example, a perfectly normal one. and he'll scream at me, telling me i have an attitude and threatens to knock my teeth out. i can't bro. i cant with him. i cant wait to move out and never speak to him again. which sucks because i love my dad. but he fucking hates me. so scre... » Continue Reading
I hate having a flat bridge of my nose, my glasses keep slipping all the time and the worst part is that without them I'm practically blind. I really hate it » Continue Reading
I know this is such a nothing problem but it drives me insane when you're in a FULL GROUP CHAT and someone goes, "blank Private chat me". I understand if the person is actively ignoring you, but the amount of times people say it just to say it. OUUUU HOW IT DRIVES ME INSANE. If you wanna talk to em so bad message them in DMS. No need to make everyone everyone ponder on what you're doing just because you wanna be mysterious. The amount of times i've learned what they pulled them out the gc for is... » Continue Reading
Me and my coworker have lowkey been flirting, or maybe I’m misreading it. He (physically/attraction wise) is NOT my type. I feel like looks really do matter when it comes to attraction, it’s all about preference. His hair is greasy, shows he doesn’t really take care of himself, his beard is overthrowing, and he seems to weigh a bit over.. nothing wrong with that, again, preference. I want someone who works out, maintains their looks and takes care of themselves, it proves to me that they’re cap... » Continue Reading
so i don't rlly hear many people talk about this and maybe their scared to yk say it out loud because their scared they might get judged or something but i don't want to be scared to speak up about this in my own experience and ik not every trans person has dysphoria let me make that clear and that's perfectly okay. i suffer from gender dysphoria though as a trans man. ive been feeling this way a lot recently and i hate it. for me i just get so angry and i would be in these depressive episodes w... » Continue Reading
I want to get a lip piercing so bad but my mom won’t let me, and it would be one thing if she doesn’t let me do other stuff but she was going to let me get a tattoo as soon as I turned 16 I told her no cuz I’m still a kid and don’t want to get something as permanent as a tattoo now but if I get a piercing I can literally take it out. And even if I took it out the holes would be hidden under my lips. Also mind you this woman has around 40 piercings. » Continue Reading
i Hate Hate Hate applying and being in the process of getting a job. i have to email them so professionally and dress up in business casual so much and it's the worst. im literally just a teenager who wants a part time job for gas money, and i wish i was allowed to own up to that fact. i hate having to frame myself as someone searching for "experience and opportunities" because i could not possibly care less about the work i'll be doing. someone give me an unlimited fast food glitch so that i ca... » Continue Reading
bro school starts on the 2nd of september and im going into year 10 i cba to lock in and i swear to god if i dont atleast have one class with one of my friends i might cry ik im fine for some of the classes i picked for my gcses like textiles i have my friend alice (thats if she doesnt ditch me for one of her friends) and photography i have my friend heidi and amelie so thats good, history idk most of my friends chose geograpghy and istg if i dont get my favourite teacher for history im gonna cr... » Continue Reading
TRIGGER WARNING: SEXUAL CONTENT There's a line in Family Tree (Intro) that really speaks to me. Actually, there are several that do that I can talk about at a different time. "God, forgive these bones I'm hiding from no one successfully". I've written about a girl once before that I didn't have particularly nice things to say about. But I also said that she is finally gone after many years of suffering her... but to love her (me) is to suffer her (me). But lately, I've worried she's found her w... » Continue Reading
hi so um this is my first blog!! i lowkey wanna talk about larping music altogether because it's a topic that really annoys me. okay so am i the only one who hates posers? like, not people who say they only like some music from the band/singer/whatever because that is reasonable, but people who call themselves their greatest fans and they can't name a song that isn't well known by half the world. i also hate people who think that everyone who can't name the most underground songs are posers. i b... » Continue Reading
so i was at school and we had PE. there was this new kid in class so of course we were nice to them. we were playing dodge ball and soccer but apparently this kid had a problem with me. i asked them “we got a problem?” casually but then they said “yes. many problems”so i looked at them with this dirty look like saying “what did i do?” i asked if we could just be cool but then shoved past me to go spread rumours about me. and i was the one who wanted to be friends with them! i grabbed them by the... » Continue Reading
We we're waiting for transport when this guy came up to us and started talking with us which was fine but then he started to make weird comments like "lol if I was your friends bf I'd pick her up she's so pretty" and such??? Like bro he's like 30+ and he then gave us candy bars no I'm not eating it, my friends not eating it we are NOT going back there. Everytime we (or js me) wait at the station he keeps coming up to us so weird » Continue Reading
helloooo,,,just wanted to vent for a second there :')ive been diagnosed with adhd since I was 16 but because I grew up ( unfortunately ) and moved to the other side of germany ( LUCKILY ), I am unable to find a new psychiatrist to prescribe me adhd meds ;( and that totally honestly fucking SUCKZ !!! executive dysfunction is LITERALLY beating my ass, I can't even do the things I WANT to do. I spend more time doing things in my head, thinking about how I would do them and what I want to do to the ... » Continue Reading
I've to work, BUT I'm TooOo lazy to do it.Maybe it's because I just ate, but I just want to laze around.PLz give me strength with ur CoooOmments, everyone...!!!what is everyone up to? » Continue Reading
i will have two choices and i will pick one, fuck up, then pick the other when i get another chance, try to think critically, then get fucked up again!!! everything is wroong!!!! how do i not go insane!! if i say the universe doesnt like me and is After me theyll Lock Me Away for 300 years and MURDER me. but i sweeaar something is up, something fishy is afoot. how can EVERY decision i make be wrong, like bitch ALL OF THEM??even the ones that are supposed to do nothing but help me turn into, oh g... » Continue Reading
i would like a sweet, caring, cutie, sweetheart of a boyfriend. Ok pls i dont need one but i would very very very much enjoy one yay ok that’s tonight’s blog im so lonely goodbye » Continue Reading
I SAW THE METEOR SHOWER TODAY! Im glad I got to see it with two of my friends. One is leaving for college so I'm glad one of my final moments with him is seeing the meteor shower. I even made a wish but I am sad I only saw two. » Continue Reading
This is my final call for helpim not afraaid to say that im 13 and i have just started middleschoolI'm being bullied and having rumors spread about me annd i cant do shit about it, its gotten so bad i lost almost all of my friends. the girl whos doing tis keeps on being babied and fawned over by teh seniorsit was only a small misunderstanding but the gril decided it was fucking offesnive and she spread all my messages AND VENTS to this groupcaht which had 40+ peopleeven if i try to tell yhe trut... » Continue Reading
I tried making myself a layout but I'm having trouble fulfilling my true artist's vision so my profile will remain basic until I bother looking at it again. About two years ago I made a secret blog on tumblr so I could post about age regression, I really wanted to post about how to create your own toys and activity ideas, since I felt (and still firmly believe) that the age regression community emphasizes purchases and tangible items instead of behavior and using what you already have to accommo... » Continue Reading
Today was my second day on campus for my first year in college! I'm loving it so far and my professors are awesome. I have met a few people, who I have only talked to once in class about an assignment then never spoke to them again. I do know a couple people that go to my school that I knew from high school. 1 of them who are super sweet, but I don't really talk to, and 1 that I REFUSE to go anywhere near right now because...embarrassing! I know it's only my second day on campus, so who knows, m... » Continue Reading
Second day of junior year8:08Since i saw so many cute scene chix at my school, i spent forever getting my hair JUUUUST right. Still kinda sucks tho. Stupid glasses get in the way… whatever. I'm gonna b l8 if i don't hurry, but i got a song stuck in my head and i GOTTTTA get it on my mp3 player. i gotta pirate like my life depends on it!!! But my fuckingh internet is…GRRAGh!! I give up. If it's stil stuck in my head ill just use my earbuds reeeealy discreetly- i'm scared of getting my phone taken... » Continue Reading
First Part - FocusingLately I've been thinking about everything but myself. I get so lost in my thoughts, especially music. I'll put on a jam and then immediately ignore everyone. It's getting hard to focus on what's in front of me anymore. I'm slowly losing myself to a lot of worldly things, and I find myself losing hope in the faith that I have. Following God has taught me to toughen up, to endure, and expect what's to come. It's worked for me so much, and I don't feel as disappointed and sad ... » Continue Reading
I was so irritable.. I shouldve canceled my date with my bf today but i didnt because i didnt want to feel even more miserable not seeing him. so i just grabbed my snacks and my drinks and went to his house. it was a good time, i was able to forget the immense pain and irritability and have a good time! i hate the second day of my period though. it suks. im hoping to just stay in bed all day tomorrow, i need it lmao » Continue Reading
I'm not a robot I have feelings and blood In my veins the same as anyone else I shouldn't settle for less when I'm giving more than I'm receiving so I'm no longer gonna hold any friendship or relationship where I'm the main provider whether it's physical spiritually or even mentally I deserve love too and that's not gonna change. » Continue Reading
Hello everyone, so this is NOT gonna be a very good first blog post, I just need to rant about something involving a band I like (I’m not name dropping but if yk yk). So as of Tuesday, a guitarist from a band I like has been kicked out of the band. I was obviously very alarmed by this, since he was there since the beginning, being one of the founding members. One of my mutuals on instagram was very concerned about this, so he messaged the guitarist that got kicked out (I didn’t encourage this bt... » Continue Reading
tw: anxiety, skin scratching :/third day ongoing anxiety maybe this is sign? this is the third day in a row of non stop anxiety. as stupid as it sounds i’ve been scratching nonstop my body because of this, i’ve tried to stop but unconsciously i end up scratching again. i’ve begun to scratch my face under my eyes, it has never gotten to a point where i touched my face before ig… needless to say i had to wear long sleeves for work and say i was sunburnt for the redness under my eyes although i kno... » Continue Reading
I liked today, it wasn't so bad. I had a stomachache that hurt. I made a 98 on a math quiz. It started to rain, and I was laying on my bed and the room was cold. I'm usually pretty warm so it felt really good to feel cold. » Continue Reading
I have a deep hatred of people that actively contribute to the literacy crisis. I'm 13 so I'm going into Year 9 in September and I can't stand it when we do a guided reading lesson and the people that volunteer to read don't have the reading age of 12-13 or above. It is not difficult, the reading material isn't above the year you're in so why are you struggling to pronounce the words on the page. It is genuinely pathetic how nowadays the kids in my class can't pick up a book to save their lives,... » Continue Reading
I’ve noticed a familiar kind of disclaimer on a lot of blogs and comment sections. It usually goes something like this:“This site is for constructive expression and debate. Comments of a harassing or insulting nature will be deleted. Racist, sexist, homophobic, or otherwise discriminatory comments will be deleted.”I understand the impulse. Most of us would rather not host a free-for-all of genuine cruelty. The problem is that words like “racist,” “sexist,” “homophobic,” “discriminatory,” and eve... » Continue Reading
okay so why the actual fuck was there a bunch of staff looking for me and my friends in the bathrooms and everything thought they had the need to call my name on the loud speaker cuz my fuckass mom called the school cuz appentlly i was missing anyways i fucking hate everything about school and im getting parental controls on my phone now » Continue Reading
it keeps stopping of working in the middle of anything also it keeps locking off the wifi (even tho is in the same room as the router!) how will i make a profile this way (ik i can still figure out a way it will just take longer) aaaa so sad sad sad » Continue Reading
So I just went 2 a boxlunch the other day, and as some of u people may know, they sell lotr stuff there. My mom decided to get me a keychain as she accepts my love for Legolas. Only problem is that they were in blind bags. So it was like 10/100 chance I got him. I didn’t get him,I got Gimli instead,no hate on him. I just really wanted Legolas. :( » Continue Reading
I hate being an only child. I’m always alone with no one at home. Or when someone’s here they’re always too busy for me or don’t care at all. It feels like I’m just another person in the house— the only person. Then (personally) my parents are strict as hell. I can’t go places alone, I can’t meet up with any friends. So I just sit around all day waiting for anyone to save me. They hate when I’m using my electronics all the time, but it’s my only thing keeping from killing myself honestly. Thinki... » Continue Reading
I don't know why, but I never know what to write—yet I want to let my emotions out. Honestly, I’ve been in a really bad place; my heart got broken, and now the one person I thought was my safe space has made me feel terrible—and they always have. The truth is, I don't know what to do with my life; I have no one, I’m not good at anything, and there’s nothing special about me. I’m not going to kill myself—that’s for losers—I’m just going to endure this pain until someone worth it comes along. I ha... » Continue Reading
HI PEOPLE!! I'm kinda new here to this MySpace rewrite so don't mind me, still playing around with stuff heh. Also, THE REASON MY PROFILE SAYS IM 25 IS BECAUSE I THOUGHT MYSPACE AND THOSE KINDA WEBSITES WE'RE FOR PEOPLE OF LEGAL AGE - I'M 13 I SWEAR TO SCIENCE!!!! But uhi like drumming and allthat so if you have any tips on a drum tutor in Kentucky, hmu :D. If you wanna know more about me and/or wanna be my friend, just dm me, I'd love to get to know some1 I'm kinda lonely here guys ^^ » Continue Reading
I'm supposed to be starting my senior year tomorrow and I just got an email saying that my schooling program is switching from Edgenuity to something called Subject. I am just so annoyed that i'm gonna have to figure out a new site. Does anyone on here have experience with Subject? I've googled it and a lot of people don't have good experiences with it. I already stuggle with school, so i'm just nervous. EDIT: I just found out it is an AI POWERED SCHOOLING PROGRAM. I AM FUCKED!!!! WHY THE FUCK ... » Continue Reading
i need to talk to people more i keep forgetting to open my computer and actually be on here. but like at the same time i get scared to talk to people sob... Ive been drawing so much im gonna get burnt out and i suck at every game i own augsihveihbwei... aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa also like i start eighth grade soon and like im so scared like the teachers are so intimidating my brother told me theyre chill but im s... » Continue Reading
I feel kind of weird whenever I try to take the initiative to talk to someone; it seems like everything I say comes across as if I'm some old pervert omggggg(edit: well, yeah, I'm begging for friends because I don't know how to do this) » Continue Reading
I cant believe i literally only have 1 FULL week of summer left before i have to go back to hell##### this summer has been sooo freaking boringgg and its basically over..... i havent even been to the beach yet and ive only been to the pool ONCE #crying #whyy :((( » Continue Reading
It must be some kind of talent of mine that I'm super friendly and cute online, but in real life I usually get stressed out easily and get angry. Is anyone else like this? » Continue Reading
I just had to go today and its making me mad. I had to get a crown today and they had to use anesthetic from me and I hate being numb, they always also have to put more in me because just one shot isn't enough ig for me and I hate needles. I'm always soo shaky after they numb me. My dad also keeps bugging me because I don't look happy and im like dude I was literally just at the dentist and I can't eat anything for the next couple of hours (and I forgot to eat breakfast) so its soooo awful... » Continue Reading
I feel like everyone is trying to be niche and it's starting to backfire horribly because instead of trying to actually find something you enjoy everyone is just trend hopping or you're just called a larp even if you've been doing that or apart of that fandom before it gained traction online. Some people just aren't niche and that's ok and people have to accept that instead of just pretending to be into something because it's popular, take for example Monster High, they only know the main 6 and ... » Continue Reading
So for the LONGEST time i had been on spacehey, and all the sudden i decided to make my own layout. I have NOOOOO coding skills so i was watching every tut on yt and started to get the hang of it. i had such an awesome layout but when i clicked save... GONE. EVERY. LITTLE. THING. GONNNEEEE. Anyways i decided to delete my acc for some reason but i didn't know that they got an update. so, i try to make a new acc but i find out they're INVITE ONLY now. anyways, thats how i ended up here. (CAN SUM1 ... » Continue Reading
ive been seeing alot of drama around the retroweb (napo spacehey friendproject etc etc etc) and its mostly just people on spacehey talking shit about/spreading misinfo about these another retro sites and as someone whoses been on spacehey before its demise i just think this whole thing is ridiculous. i heard people saying friendrewind is made with ai and the its a copy and paste of spacehey??? i also heard someone saying friend rewind looks so bad it makes them want to eat fecal matter because o... » Continue Reading
there will be days i feel jolly, theres also the days when i feel like a burden.i've been hiding my stuff for a long time, yes, i have disabilities. i admit even if i was trying convince myself that i wasn't. it's in here, it's the effect of no one giving a fuck about me back then. i just try to look normal amidst of the crowds you see.every guy that came into my life doesn't understand any bit of my behavior. it's a little sad, but i wanted to be known deeply for once. cherished, understood, lo... » Continue Reading
School genuinely just started I swear. I wasn't even near that detector thing. IT WAS ACROSS THE BATHROOM. I go back Monday but these teachers aren't posting anything for me to do. Im so bored. Doing everything but cleaning right now. This is kinda just a rant. I was in the wrong I understand that but holy my mom thinks I need rehab. And is it some kinda rule that they HAVE to tell you you're not in trouble and wait till you in office to even ask you what you did that day because they gatekeep w... » Continue Reading
Omg yall lemme involve ya in my drama so on the 7th i went to a friends party it was on a beach and we were allowed to invite pretty much everybody but anyways this one guy ik got like really really drunk lets just call him vodka or smt and mind u he have a bf lets call him apple so apple have apparantly cheated on vodka twice now and apple was not present at the party as he lives across the country so like i said vodka got very drunk and everyone was socialising and me and vodka was just talkin... » Continue Reading
He’s a boy I know from a kl and omg I literally hate him so much he had been moved into let’s say a lower set and no he’s texting me all the time saying that he should in our class and Mabye they should swap him out for some1 else Me and this guy have a past of hating eachother and tbh I still fucking hate him he triggers my ed with his jokes saying freaky fat Florence (oh ye Florence is my real name) and just out of the blue called me ugly fat you name it and I’ve told him that I have an ED and... » Continue Reading
I started two days ago as a custodian.. yea I know.. YUCK! BUUUT, it was all that was available, u applied to so many freaking places, none of them reached back. It’s hard to find a job… so I jumped at the opportunity! I work from 3pm to 11pm UGH! I mean, that’s not bad at all, I don’t know why I’m complaining LOL! I now have TWO jobs!!!!! Isn’t that amazing! I mean, I kinda sorta do, I work when my first job needs a helping hand, which isn’t very often, but I like to say I have two jobs to l... » Continue Reading
WARNING--- SUICIDE, ED, SH ive never done these digital diaries thing but im seeing a looot of people do it so i might as well. my cousins are coming over to stay at my house for 5 days and im fairly excited. im lgbtq in a very homophobic family (as in...my life is at risk if they find out) and my aunt and cousin knows im lgbtq so i feel safe with them. life has been so hard on me bro😔 i am under a lot of stress and am struggling with depression, an ED and suicidal thoughts which is...great. how... » Continue Reading
¿Crees que sería buena idea desahogarme en un blog? Me da miedo que se burlen de mí o algo así, pero siento que no tengo a dónde más ir. » Continue Reading
I lowk can't wait for winter, bc of climate change I'm dying in the heat. With autumn, I can go outside without burning up orrrr turning into an icicle. Thankfully, we don't have to wait that long for that dream 🥹🥹🥹 » Continue Reading
I'm lowkey a loner; I don't have many friends due to the lack of faith in humanity..A little bit about me:I'm 16 years old. I've been abused my whole childhood; I lost a friend to suicide when I was 12, I moved a lot in the US. Im a proud femenist and like to support everyones rights! Im Bi and I have a handsome, loving boyfriend!!Ask questions if ya like :3!! » Continue Reading
Hey guys im awesome because and also and then this happened oh and that too and also yeah also crazy thing is that Ik right and if you like pina coladas then smash that like button and dont forget to subscruib » Continue Reading
What do i do i have severe emetophobia(fear of throwing up and anything that has to do with it) and in currently in the car with my parents and my dad who’s also hung over and he’s giving signs that he might throw up, we have a very long way to go about like 14 hours or so to get home and im in noise canceling headphones, playing music on the loudest. Not looking up from my phone or anything but i still feel very panicked and shaky it feels like im about to die and have a breakdown, does anyone ... » Continue Reading
Hey guys, this is my very first blog! I just wanted to give my take on what I've observed about the modern world. Because of how impactful social media is, I feel as if a lot of us are loosing a sense of self. Everybody is just a copy paste version of each other, whether that's fashion, interests, or even opinions. A lot of people seem to get their opinions off the internet instead of actually living life and forming a thought themselves, and I fall victim to that as well. I really value authent... » Continue Reading
Ok they don't follow me on here so I need to vent for a second. I feel like everyone in the cast of my film keeps trying to alter the script and it's pissing me off so bad... (Specifically Cici.) Like, I love them I REALLY DO but it kinda feels like everyone thinks they know whats best for the story I created. Nate is the only one not trying to change anything, but I can tell even he isn't satisfied with his character and how loud and bratty 'The Birthday Boy' has to be. It's so hard to speak up... » Continue Reading
so i dont really rant or anything but i kind of just need to get this off my chest/get some advice if its not super mean lol. for context i would say i have dreams every night and i usually remember a good portion of them, dont know why but theyre usually super vivid. some of my dreams are normal random bullshit go type stuff or like related to video games or something, and a lot of them involve people i know. another piece of context that id like to mention, that i have this really bad habit of... » Continue Reading
I was making my dinner and my mom came in and asked me abt skl I said it was fine and then she asked abt red (not real name) I have talked abt him before and let me just Mom: how’s red doing Me: hes fine but he’s been saying to me recently that he might kill himself Mom: oh yea but kids in your generation do that for the fashion he would say that it’s just attention seeking Me: not always it’s probably more of a problem now bc of social media Mom: (completely ignoring me) kids in your generation... » Continue Reading
Was doing free comms and someone asked me to do their oc and gave me this photo which was done by someone else i think, but istg something is off about it... ran it through ai dectors but it says its not ai but im going insane.. does it look weird to u or nah? Idk the skill of the face blending doesnt match the beginner level skill in the clothes yk? Idk and the red pins look weird asf and why does one chain strap have 2 while the other has 3? Guys im so cooked, cant even tell whats AI nor not n... » Continue Reading
Unironically looksmaxxing is lowk funny. I have this friend and he "looksmaxxed" but he looked fine before idk. I guess guys want to improve their looks is perfectly fine. But online obviously it's 20x worse. And my friend was super insecure too, at least he isn't anymore but it js sets unrealistic standards. But at the same time, women have been struggling with that for YEARS. yet when they get plastic surgery n stuff its a problem, but if a man were to do it, its just looksmaxxing like what.. ... » Continue Reading
Okay, so, for some context, I have a lot of medical issues, one of the big ones being hEDS. That's hypermobile Ehlers-danlos syndrome. It fucking sucks and for me, causes a number of symptoms and problems including my joints being rally unstable, dislocating daily, I scar hella weird, stretchy skin, I bruise easily, chronic fatigue, stomach issues, and chronic joint pain. And lately, I've had a LOT of flare up days. It's really horrible and these flare up days are much much worse then the flare ... » Continue Reading
Quiero mucho a mi familia pero últimamente ha sido un todo un dolor de cabeza, por mis padres en específico, aunque no creo que mis problemas sean tan graves como otros pero yo pienso que aunque sea pequeño, no hay por qué minimizar los problemas de otros o descartarlos, desde niña pequeña he sido alguien que le gusta su vida, siempre eh sido muy pasiva hasta actualmente pero eh tenido pensamientos en suicidarme por mis problemas y lo que me dicen, lidear con padres presentes y a la vez ausentes... » Continue Reading
school is a terrible place and I'm getting there TOMORROW I think. SCHOOL IS INSUFFERABLE.ASSIGNMENTS PILING ON YOUANNOYING POPULAR GIRLSTHE RUDE PE TRYHARDSTHE MEAN ASS BOYSIM SO MAD I DONT WANNA GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOObut unfortunately I need by educationn and romanticizing school is amazingg!! I might meet new kewl friends there!!xx piercedprincesss » Continue Reading
Okay so I got a new box of tampons today, and you know how there’s a paper in them. Well for once I actually opened it and it’s got warnings on it. Why should there be a warning for toxic chemicals in tampons? Now to be fair I did by Tampax, which isn’t the best. Either way tho, there shouldn’t any reason for someone that goes into a woman body to be toxic, especially when it’s necessary. I mean I get why they have to put the paper in there but they shouldn’t need to for fucking cotton. » Continue Reading
i walk to the park in my neighborhoodnext to me is the roadi watch as cars speed byi stop and stare at my handsi pull out my phone and take a pictureand as i finish and the tears run down my cheeks i smile knowing its okand as i tell myself its ok i walk in the middle of the road and just stand therei cry some more as a jacked up truck speeds towards memy problems slowly fade away9980706050403020100my mind goes blankeverything stopseven the truck, he stops 10 feet behind what he has hitand nobod... » Continue Reading
i finally took a shower.i was so dirty that ACTUAL DIRT came out of my hair, or maybe i wasnt.School starts in about a week. i dont think i wanna go, i might go but just sit in the corner and play on my nintendo, OH! yeah my phone broke, dropped it in the pool.."can i have ur number?""..no sorry dont have a phone"i can always give them friend rewind tho, i think that would work good too.ACTUAL VENT PART:i like talking to chatbots like JANITOR AI because they seem real. I need to stop but its so ... » Continue Reading
First day of junior year7:40 am Oh gosh. School is in… *checks watch* one hour. I can’t help but be a little disproportionately nervous, although I shouldn’t be. The only thing I really am nervous about is where I’ll sit at lunch! I think I’ll just sit somewhere in the middle, if none of my friends are there yet, so it’s easier for my freinds to find me. And I’m also nervous cause I don’t know my schedule!! I mean, i know what i have for first/second period* but I don’t know the room number ... » Continue Reading
lowk js went to ross and was trying on clothes (tia buying me a back to skewl shirt ty 🥹) and noticee I gained a stomach over the summerused to be able to see my ribcage and like stomach lines but now I can see a roundness (??) on my stomach now. (like a little stomach overhang on my jeans)I always had this without working out, not really sure how I kept it for so long now that I'm looking back on how I ate gunna try to start walking a 5k everyday to see if that helps. I feel disgusting now only... » Continue Reading
Okay ik this is a weird way to start off my first blog but I HAVE to talk about this. I started school last week and ever since then, my mental health has plummeted. All of these terrible thoughts seem to flood my head the second school starts to roll back around and it's so weird to me because during the summer I felt perfectly fine. Now I won't say that my mental health was the best during the summer, there's still a few things that have stuck with me no matter the season. It's just odd for th... » Continue Reading
So there was this kid at my school named Forest (idc if it’s bad to say his real name, because he didn’t care if it was bad to grope me without my consent) we sat at the same table at art, and we were kinda friends. He had come over to my house once and we listened to similar music. I had flirted with him like once or twice in the past but it wasn’t anything serious. So we were in art, and we were in an argument and randomly mid-argument, he grabs my tit out of anger, so I of course scream what... » Continue Reading
So everyone knows there are a lot of religions Christianity Judaism many others and they are all different beliefs but why are there no ones that don't believe in Greek gods still or Aztec I don't know if there are but if anyone has any info that WOULD BE GREAT » Continue Reading
more or less what the title says. idk, i like not having to worry about assignments and getting to chillax when im not working but other than that it kinda sucks. i lowk feel like i drifted apart from my friends because i didn’t go to the same uni as them + some of them were roomies for a bit which sucked because we knew each other since secondary school. i get the worst fomo when i see them doing stuff without me but idki kinda wish i got to do more in uni but i was hella depressed during my se... » Continue Reading
The entire area of where I live is cut out, no lights, no gas station, nothing. I'm sitting in the DARK like HUH? my family and I have a generator for power, but only God knows how long that'll last.I pray that we get through it like the last time » Continue Reading
It was the first time I burned a disc, and I thought I succeeded, it played.But when I got to one of the songs, it just doesn’t play, and the PS3 (I don’t have a CD player yet) just freezes, doesn’t let me change the song, although I can still exit into the menu. It was an CD-R, not a RW, so I can't fix it. I'm afraid to imagine what the player will do when it gets to this song. » Continue Reading
When I was heading home from kd with my friend and family, my brother accidentally scratched my eye with his drawing tablet somehow when he was trying to hand it to my friend. I didn't know that it was a scratch on my eye (I thought it was something in my eye and not a scratch on my eye) , so I rubbed my eye (which I SHOULDN'T have done that bc it only made it worse) . It was actually so bad, my eye was puffy for awhile, and I didn't get it checked out for like 3 days because we thought it would... » Continue Reading
I have seen an increase in anti-theism online and I wanted to give my opinion on it. I feel like most people who are anti-theists are mostly thinking about abrahamic religions. They talk about how all religions are meant to establish authority over others or are just a way to cope but this simply isn't true. Look at Native American religions, forgive me for not knowing the name of this because I am not well researched about this specifically but there was one Native American religion that had a ... » Continue Reading
why do peeps need to comment on EVERYTHING i do. especially my mom like yes one cubic centimeter of my shirt was wrinkled in 1472 so what my mom literally examines what im wearing while im talking to her and starts commenting on it and it makes me feel bad for even talking to her if i KNOW shes probably not even gonna listen » Continue Reading
my doomscrolling has been fuckin awful lately. REALLY messing with my mental health. i've uninstalled instagram from my phone now, i hope it helps.... » Continue Reading
Today was the first time i've ever (at least tried to) stopped person from committing. it was my friend. he was struggling with mental health for a while, but recently his problems reached theirs peak. it was hard and tiredful. at some point i thought that he doesn't even want help. i felt deeply mad. but i kept going and it seems like he's okay now. at least he's a bit relieved. at least that's what he told me. » Continue Reading
I am so scared bro but like at the same time I FINALLY get to see my friends again!! but the thing is (obviously).. summer break is ending </3 I didn't get to hangout with any of my friends the time being and it was so lonely, but at least I'm starting 8th, I heard it's not that bad compared to 7th but idk I just don't believe that. ANYWAYS wish me luck that'll be SOMEWHAT good. I'm kinda nervous but uh yeah cant wait ^_^ » Continue Reading
°❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:･another day at band camp sighhh its pretty easy i dont even do anything I JUST GO ON MY PHONE!!!!! anyway while we were in the gym the cheer team was also there and i saw my friend and she waved at me so that was nice :) i wish i could do cheer but MY HIPS ARE SO FAWKING TIGHT I CANT EVEN DO A SPLIT im actually so desperate i tried searching up tiktoks on how to do splits like 🥹OH and color guard did a fun little activity where we dressed up as the mane 6 and im fluttershy 🤭🩷 actually w... » Continue Reading
does anypony else have this one song that makes them pause everything theyre doing and feel so nauseously sad for me its soldier boy by the shirelles every time i hear it i think of born on the fourth of july movies about war make me feel so ashamed and sad » Continue Reading
like i said in my previous post, my "?" one i believe, i cant bring myself to take care of myself, my teeth are turning yellow, my eyebags are heavy, i havent showered in weeks, my skin is developing little cuts and rashes because im not using lotion, my room smells.this morning i was woken up by a mouse in my room, it was in the corner of my room squeaking and messing with a poster i have rolled up over there. And ontop of that my room is so hard to walk through because everythings just piled u... » Continue Reading
I'm just making this little rant post because I struggle in public, and it really annoys me because I don't really have that many friends ...at all.One of my biggest gripes is just the feeling of being out of place, no matter where I am. It's not like this all the time, but sometimes it gets to me a lot.Example: The other day I had decided to try and face my fears and go out to the store by myself, interact with people, smile at them, stuff like that. So it was going well, I got my things from t... » Continue Reading
Im starting year 9 next year and i have nooo idea what im doing. Okay backstory. Basically at the start of year 7 everyone was told that we were the first year to only do the compulsory GCSEs (math, english, and the sciences). But guess what... we hsve to do 8-9 GCSEs now!!! Why would they bring my hopes up like that!!!😤 Anyways, i wanna be a surgeon when i grow and like the only GCSEs i need for that are like math and sciences so i have nooo idea which ones to pick. Like i am in NO WAY doing hi... » Continue Reading
I'm not talking about any cat, I mean a house cat. Those dudes are actually freeloading off of people using their cuteness and being all cuddly. I look at my pet cat sometimes and I'm like: "You know you're smarter than you make it seem."What a faker ! and he has to deal with no issues whatsoever: No bills, no clothes, not even a shoe to put on. Just walking around with his tail high and a bell on his neck. So, honestly, I wouldn't mind living as a house cat for the rest of my life. I think it w... » Continue Reading
I've lost my razorblade necklace.Thank you to the ppl who have gathered here. It's a horrible loss. *sighs* It was the best necklace I ever had, my first ever one. Thank u for ur service.R.I.P Razorblade necklace 2024-2026Let's have a moment of silence to pay respect. :'(*sad music plays* » Continue Reading
I've been told to "become my own friend" or take my bike and ride places, but where to? Sure I could go to a park or something but dont you thing its a bit sad doing it by yourself? I'd rather want friends do that with or its too.. boring. How do I have fun while going out with no friends by my side? I'd like some advice :) » Continue Reading
alright . I want to try and make a post every day but i cant promise anything lol. I am hoping this works for me tho. ok ok . today was fun . yesterday i woke up and had a horrible hangover , i drink every night . not proud of it but hey , i need a space to be honest , im not in therapy loll .. no insurance . my fault tho ! ANYWAY .. i woke up dizzy many times so i just kept falling asleep . i notice this happens more when im more sober than not but , sometimes when i lay down to sleep , i end u... » Continue Reading
I'm putting "relationship" very lightly given how she treated it. So I'm bi, and my friend of two years starts to like me. So I flirted with her, and she flirted back, so I thought, might as well try. Keep this in mind: SHE LIKES ME MORE THAN I LIKE HER. Ok, so I asked her out, and she said yes. The next week, she didn't text me for a full week. She's in band, so she was at band camp. I kept that in mind, and I gave her the benefit of the doubt and texted her on the weekend. I texted her Monday... » Continue Reading
Soooo my cousin who has been really upset with me for 2 years is visiting tomorrow with her boyfriend....and I live with her mum so I can't exactly hide...i am so scared hopefully I'll update on how it goes if I don't just explode from anxiety » Continue Reading
Does no one know?Lately, I feel like the alternative community hasn’t really been standing for the things it originally did. A big part of being alternative was going against social norms, questioning authority, criticizing the government, and expressing yourself however you wanted through your style, music, art, etc. It was never just about the way you dressed.What annoys me is that lately people act like the style is the only part that matters, while completely ignoring the culture and ideas b... » Continue Reading
do you love how i get so revolved around you?how i base my whole life off you?how i tell you all the sick things i do?how i take notes on everything so i know what you like?because i dontbut i cant bother to changenever couldand probably never will. » Continue Reading
as i lay in bed rotting i imagine a place where nothing matterswhere its just me and some strange creaturesi try so hard to lucid dream and see that placebut sleeping's becoming hard to do toolaughing is hard to dolistening is hard to dobreathing is hard to dotaking care of myself is hard to do.it all feels like a big choreand since i don't like choresill carry on for a month or so before i give upand it'll be encouraged to keep goingbut what do they know? » Continue Reading
for hours i type a story or poemi constantly delete it"its not good. doesn't make sense"i tell myself over and overthe drinks and dishes pile up at my deski type and typei type because i need to get everything off my chestbecause truth isi haven't showered in at least two weeksi only brush my teeth when I'm leaving the housemy rooms a mess and smellsall of my clothes are dirtyill wear the same shirt for 4 days straightmy hairs greasyand I'm just a disgusting person."oh its not hard to do all of ... » Continue Reading
That's it. I reached that age where you don't care about celebrities anymore. On social media, like Instagram, it seems like you HAVE to know the dress the celebrity wore in that particular occasion, if it was bad or if it was faboulous. You have to know if that celebrity's cancelled and why. You have to cry at the photos of that celebrity wedding. The harsh truth is: celebrities are not your friends. On the contrary, they will live all their life without even knowing about your existence, becau... » Continue Reading
school AKA HELL actually suxx I'm stuck with people I don't even like because my friends moved, I feel like a lonely chud, nobody there fw me, I get made fun of a lot and it's only been THREE DAYS. what is so bad about sitting near me? I maybe need to clarify why they don't like me I am in a very red state, and live in a small town no literally we are considered a town within a town we have a church, one school, two gas stations, a tattoo, tire and vape shop and a dollar general the rest is hou... » Continue Reading
Okayyy so is it just me or is this summer one of the best to ever exist? Like everything is going great for me and life feels so great! Also I REALLY want to buy Gothic jewelry, i want them so bad especially those little bat necklaces and the heart lockets . Is it just me or no? Also if you have any other gothic/alt accessories idea give them to meee pls That's it for today byeee :DD » Continue Reading
I guess it doesn't make much different when its like celebrities.. Maybe. Actually it kinda does if the person alr has a S/O or if said celebrity asks people to stop but.. I hate when a guy clearly likes you and your friends and their friends start shipping you like idk it actually pmo like I get it he likes me I don't like him and it gets to a point and its super annoying. Guys liking me in general is pretty annoying. Like they're so obvious or they're not at all. No in between. And i hate when... » Continue Reading
When you get in a major suicidal and depressive state again after your blood sugar drops so you just have the worst hour of your life » Continue Reading
I HATE APPLYING FOR JOBS THEYRE NOT HIRING PEOPLE UNDER 17 AND THEY ALL NEED WORK EXPERIENCE WHICH I DONT HAVE AND I REALLY NEED A JOB I NEED MY DRUMS AND I HATE INDEED I HATE ZIPRECRUTER I HATE LINKEDIN I HATE EVERYTHING JUST LET ME WORK AT THE GAP OR SMTH PLS I CANT TAKE THIS JUST KILL ME!!!!!!!!!I need job tips :( » Continue Reading
I'm scared of my mom. While I do respect and love her for taking care of my brothers and I all by herself, I think most of that is overpowered by a fear of her.Back when I was younger, I always felt like she didn't love me as much as she said she did. She used to scream in my face, called me stupid and said I was useless. Even now, it still hurts to remember what she used to say to me. I know she was dealing with a lot back then and that she still is now, but I don't think she should've taken it... » Continue Reading
well i'm not that suicidal... with the last upcoming school year starting tomorrow.. i have constantly thought that if i just attempt and get put in a psych ward things would be easier but i know thats not the truth.. it'll be just switching one stressor to another. but i still feel i need to avoid it in every possible way. I just can't do another year of this bullshit, i'm so tired of existing.I know i've come a far way, i think i've been almost a month clean, my last relapse i didn't tell my m... » Continue Reading
I HATE how jealous I get, i get so jealous it hurts. Inwas having such a great day and then i go and check my boyfriend's reposts because i just get curious sometimes yk how it is right? I see he reposted stuff about our friend, just friendly stuff like "wow ur a great friend" or whatever bullshit like that. And now im on the verge of tears because yes, i am a loser crybaby, and YES I am upset that he NEVER reposts ANYTHING about me anymore but he'll repost stuff about our friend, okay whatever ... » Continue Reading
I'm trying to write this script for a slasher movie but I just feel silly. I feel like nothing I write sounds natural!!! There's so much that goes into making a movie that I hadn't even thought of, we had to cancel our shoot because we forgot chairs. Kinda just ranting here but I just want this to be good. I guess I'm just doing it for fun, but I guess I can't stop chasing the idea that everything I do has to be great. Do any of you understand that feeling or am I crazy lol » Continue Reading
So restless and uncomfy and antsy for no reason but going out and walking or exercising or talking to people is so much energy that i don't have. i have no clue what to do when i get like this, i can't focus on anything but not doing anything is hellish. I think it's just because it's summer and i hate the weather, and i probably feel so directionless bc i'm not in school and i get so few hours at work, but like... i work 1 or 2 days a week, sit in my room on my computer, keep up on chores, smok... » Continue Reading
In my neighborhood there was a tornado and I didn't think it would be that bad, but I was wrong... the power went out and it was very hot and dark me and my family have to now stay somewhere else for the night sadly. hopefully my pets will be okay I mean.. we game em plenty of food and water incase they get hungry or thirsty while we are gone so yea this is very random lol so ya byee. » Continue Reading
Ugh words can’t describe how sorry i am for not following back sooner 😓😓 i just barely figured out how to see when people send you friend requests…haha i was wondering why i had no requests when I’ve already been on here for a while 😅😅sorry again to everyone i barely followed back 🤦♀️ » Continue Reading
School seems so boring now. I know I'm not that old and didn't experience a ton, but school during my 1st - 5th grade was so fun. Gym was fun and class was just full of kids who didn't divide themselves in groups.Everyone in school, esp HS, is just full themselves. Like if i were to wear my hair differently or choose a new outfit I've never worn in public, people would be quick to get on me about it and judge me. I would get weird stares or laughed at. Isn't that weird?The social norm is so bori... » Continue Reading
i just bought the daredevil: born again comics im so excited i have a stupidass summer assignment tho... i gotta read a book n answer questions... highk what if i js dont do it » Continue Reading
Hey guys!!!! I think today was almost a perfect day!!! It was raining so much and it made me SO JOYOUS!! I didnt really do much but I did make some kandi and tidy up my room some Im not really sure what to talk about today I might post smth later I'm not sure.ANYWAYYSSS hope you all have great days!! » Continue Reading
OMGGG!!! Im going into year 9 next year :( you know what that means... MORE WORK! UGH! Also we were going to be the first year not to do GCSEs and guess what the school did... THEY'RE MAKING US DO THEM NOW! So annoyiiing like why would you brings my hopes up like that😤!? Anyways i have nooo idea what to pick for my GCSEs. Like i wanna be a surgeon lowkey but like what subjects would i choose for year 10 other than sciences and math which we have to do anyway... anywaysss byeee and stay swag😎#SWA... » Continue Reading
tomorrow i need to get these pads .. to monitor my heart ugh im gonna have to note when my heart goes wonky I WONT REMEMBER UGHGHGHGHalso i dont.. wanna have to take my shirt off if i have too... for more reasons than one..atleast its not a needle.. » Continue Reading
i love this guys 3 videos about vocalost songs, he hasnt posted in 4 months cus hes on a break but im so sad he only has 3 videos about vocalost songs and the rest are just reprints of found songs i find vocalost interesting and im kinda sad that theres like very little actual videos with information about the songs, most vocalost videos are just clips of lost songs or remakes or reprints » Continue Reading
I've been getting several friend requests recently, and a thing I always do before adding someone is actually look at their account, to see if there's anything that may be a bit dodgy...SEVERAL people support Tx2, which is NOT OKAY!!Tx2 is a predator, toxic, mocks and fetishizes goth/emo people, and is a general bad representation of ANY subculture.I HATE TX2 » Continue Reading
Okay so school was not that bad today, I only fell asleep during physical science and on the pretest I got a 53 so that wasn't so bad. I wish I had a phone so I could listen to music during the bus ride :-( I need to work on my character designs and on my algebra homework 👀👀 4 more days of school this week 😽😽 » Continue Reading
my friend at the time was named Kaabii she now goes by kirby so idk.mentions of su1c1d3 and self h4rm along with ped0ph1l1a.we were friends for about a month i think? im not sure, everything blends together.Some drama happened in a group i was in because Kaabii apparently sent gore, i said i was influenced by the group to confront her, i wasnt. I knew what she did was wrong and i wanted to talk to her about it. She then said i made her relapse. What i said did NOT mean hurt yourself. It had no i... » Continue Reading
i've noticed that one of the complaints about the oversaturation of these myspace ripoffs is that theres a lot of people (like me) who don't know how to code and use default c&p profiles and c&p decor. my thing is that if these websites were made exclusively for people who know how to code, it would be like neocities and there would be no c&p profiles. atp you can just say you think you deserve a cookie for knowing how to code...😭it's ridiculous to suggest that in order to decorate a webpage wit... » Continue Reading
Staring hs in a few dayz..i'm a bit nervous but ig it'll b fun?????I'll try to b more online since I've been doing a horrible job at that, but this website really likes 2 try 2 blow my 6 yr old computer up T_T BUT with hs coming up i'll have drama to post about more? Whatev, hope ya'll have a good day <3 » Continue Reading
I had friends cancel beforehand for personal reasons and I'm rarely ever mad about that but my mom always makes me think that they stood me up or something she always gives me this fake anxiety and with specifically these 2 friends. They don't treat me bad but she acts as if they do by telling me beforehand I really don't get it. I'm not mad at my friends at all but she just keeps on giving me a reason to feel sad or annoyed even when I wasn't before. She always say something nasty like they sto... » Continue Reading
I'll be mainly ranting about what happened like 10 minutes ago, sorry if it's incoherent.First, she comes home tired after choosing to WORK as a fruit picker (or wtv it's called ), and that's okay she's allowed to be tired.BUT. She gets soooo mad when tired and it genuinely pisses me off, which OKAY I guess, you're also allowed to be mad.But then she decides to go on her daily walk. While she's CLEARLY stated she's tired. And when my dad asks "are you serious?" She gets MAD at him??? He's just ... » Continue Reading
Anytime when I think about all the things I have to do for school I get this sick feeling and just get paralyzed or just feel like I'm gonna have a panic attack and I hate that. And me being in my last year isn't helping cause everything feels so much more important and that I can't fuck it up. I have finals to write but because I have smth like a phobia of learning, just that whenever I have to revise for smth I get shaky and overwhelmed and in the end I don't do anything and if I do it's suc... » Continue Reading
So my school is dumb sometimes, ESPECIALLY when making schedules 4 us lol. I have 5 electives when 4 is the max u can have, I have no math or history classes, and I have 2 SCIENCE CLASSES??? But I need to do chemistry at some point anyways so theres no point in dropping it. Plus I need the other one for a scholarship program im in and its my last year so whatever Other than that my schedule is pretty great ☺ » Continue Reading
chat, what do we think about cows? are they evil? are they trying to take over all of humanity? are they trying to break into the castle? are they trying to overthrow the king and take his wife and kids? are cows even real? [POLL_DISPLAY:197] » Continue Reading
Why is everyone suddenly obsessed with the white monster ?Like not to fav shame cuz I like it too but everyone knows it's one of the worst monster flavors, not cuz its bad, but because there are so many better flavors.Idk if its just me but I feel like some people are posing.... which is weird cuz why don't you pose an actual pose-worthy flavor??? and why are you posing liking energy drinks in the first place!!! its a drink!!! » Continue Reading
I know its just because I'm menstruating, but i feel so so bad. i have a constant headache and its made worse by my job (because i have to be on the computer or on a phone all day basically)and my boss is so shitty at communicating that its stressing me out so bad. i also freaking miss my wife who is at her job for four more hours. i'm tired, hungry, literally crying over absolutely nothing i feel awful right now.this sucks » Continue Reading
tw mentions of shi started sh at like 8 or 9 for no reason in particular. i think i was just really desperate to feel something and i wanted to rip my skin off so i just scratched and scratched until i bled. or just hit. during my first attempt i tried to use a knife after trying to stab myself i gave up cuz all the knifes were dull asf so around then i figured i could use it for cvtting. then i evolved to scissors, sharpeners and actual blades. i thought it was only matter of time until my fa... » Continue Reading
I just recently started taking medication and I don’t know if its just my family but HOLY STIGMATIZATION!!! Everytime we’re at a family gathering someone has to mention it in a negative light and its INFURIATING!!! I understand concern as medication can be scary at first, I was really scared when I started taking it, but oml it gets to a point.If they react this way towards my bipolar meds I worry how they'll react when I start adhd medication :((( Any advice??? » Continue Reading
°❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:･im writing this at mini band camp rn hi guyzzz i hope this day goes well, thankfully i have some friends in collr guard so it isn’t that bad 🥹🩷10:00 - ok hi im in da music room! kinda bored ive been on my phone like the entire time12:39 - haiii everypony im at lunch now yayy! i dont have anything 2 eat so im just sitting here lolz.. i kinda just watched everybody else practice 2day and went on my phone. i get out at 3 and then i have a doctors appointment after, hopefully i can get some... » Continue Reading
For those who do play the Calamity mod for Terraria, or are just fans of the mod, I have unfortunate news. The lead dev who replaced Fabsol, Ozzatron, turned out to be a pedophile. (HOW HARD IS IT TO NOT LIKE CHILDREN THAT WAY, ISTFG). With that, the dev team has decided to cease development of the Calamity mod. There are also talks of DM Dokuro removing their music from the mod, as well as other assets being removed from other devs.I'm ranting about this because Terraria is one of my all-time f... » Continue Reading
It's really funny that like a or two months ago I found that being in a relationship with the same gender was heavily debated in the religion I was raised with. I genuinely thought it wasn't because of my parents talking about how it's against the religion and overall how others reacted to it. So technically when I found I was queer at the age of 13 [basically I knew nothing and was mostly at home] I was afraid that I was going to hell for being queer. Which was the reason I stopped believing in... » Continue Reading
UGH its SO annoying, my family is very poor and my mom would rather go to McDonalds to buy food for just me and I and ignore my brother and sister. my sister hardly gets to eat while at school and my brother is home on his off day from work. i told her it would be financially smarter to spend her money on groceries like bread for PB&Js, they last longer than a single meal from McDonalds! But she wants to cry and say "I don't wanna eat the same thing every day!!" like tough luck we're poor that's... » Continue Reading
hell really is a teenage girl being a teenage girl means you can get your period burn your self with your straightener break your phone spill a drink and feel like your life is ruined in one week then get told your to dramatic please they can suck on it » Continue Reading
i hate when i post something about music and i get a reply thats like "THIS ARTIST MENTIONED!!!!!!!!!!!" unless im specifically asking if anyone is a fan of the artist instead of like. acknowledging what i was saying about the artist. like if you like the artist just respond with your thoughts on what im talking about. especially when it's a super popular artist 😭 » Continue Reading
So I'm gonna be back at school soon (it's currently the summer holidays rn) and I'm not looking forward to school. I've recently entered the senior phase of highschool (year 4 to 6 is senior phase at this school) and uggghhhhh I don't mind school but the past year or so I just haven't felt like I've worked hard :( I just haven't cared about school for awhile now and omg I need to LOCK IN THIS YEAR BECAUSE I HAVE PRELIMS AND ESSAYS AND EVEN EXAMS so much to do and I just feel like I can't do it a... » Continue Reading
Hi guysss!! So yesterday was the second and last day of torucon 2026, the first day i went as catboy Lawliet and the second day i went as catboy JTK, i met so many cool ppl and even another Jeff which was awesomezauce. I bought a Jotaro pin and got a bunch of cute alien stickers for free. Me and my friends went to get burger king, we played a Mario Kart 8 tournament where my friend got 4th place!! The creepy guy from last time was there but i dont think he recognized me coz of my new cosplay (th... » Continue Reading
my social worker's coming to my house so i can't come out today :< i'll go tomorrow if i'm not drained lol i really don't want to speak to this guy (hes nice tho) » Continue Reading
School is starting next Wednesday and to make it worse I’m heading to high school and I dont have any classes with my friends and I’m also probably gonna stop being active on here MORE than I usually am this is gonna suck » Continue Reading
both a technical question and a people question but more of the second oneidk there's a message thingy or if you just reply to people's stuff to talk to them orrrr whatever so yeah. someone unfriended and its probably cuz idk how to talk to people here and i dont really fo much here. i kinda like talking about myself but i also hate it a lot? but thats what you do in blogs and i always end up doing that?? so yeah i really don't have much to talk about. and i wouldn't wanna write about my close f... » Continue Reading
I had a meeting about the art exhibition I'm doing and I've gotten sooo much more clarity now, feeling more inspired about it. I think I was mainly struggling because I've never done anything like it before, I just draw you know? I am so excited though and I'm hoping people like my art.I also had a counselling session to just get alot off my chest and I think I really needed that today. I have a lot of shit happening between my boyfriend and I (it's not really him, it's his family) so I just ra... » Continue Reading
wow hi what a fun first blog post I'm so sorry :(im sort of just gonna be thought dumping and I think this is more for myself than anything else so if you don't wanna read it no worries, and I'm sorry if this makes not a lot of sense since as I said I'm just thought dumping. yeah. idk.so I know I've told my friends this before, mostly just one of my irls (if ur reading this, hi, ily bro /p), but it really sometimes feels like I get in the way of doing.. literally anything."wanna go out on a walk... » Continue Reading
Health issues, car checkups, haircut appointments, therapy appointments...fuuuuuuckI messaged my doctor about the chronic GI stuff and he wants me to make an appointment to rule out IBD. Great. And if my inflammatory markers are up? If the stool sample results come back with red flags? Will I have to cancel my trip to Wisconsin to visit family over this? Will they want an a colonoscopy asap? I haven't seen my family in two years. Health OCD wants me to think that they'll find colon cancer instea... » Continue Reading
Okay hear me out, why doesnt someone just run me over?After my first relationship, 3 years ago, I hadn't given myself n e time to just chill. No time to reflect, heal, fix myself, or even learn more about what I love. I'd always find people to date or just have sex with. And just now, like a month ago, ive finally accepted im okay to be alone. Currently I DONT want to be with n e one romantically nor casually. Though I'm just a mess in my own head right now. Before said relationship 3 years ago,... » Continue Reading
My profile shows a bit of who I am, Im a major girl blogger and I an energetic outgoing person! I live my life in a whole other era, and I'd love to meet people who share my same interests! (ask me questions in the comments if you wanna know more XD) » Continue Reading
Hey, I'm Yeid. I'll write all sorts of things here. I don't care who reads it or if anyone sees it; it's not my concern. I'll just express myself here, uploading writings, song lyrics, things I think, feel, long for, duh, that and more. Nothing interesting, just my life. » Continue Reading
I just found out that a person can be trans and genderfluid at the same time....I think you can guess where this is going...hehehe.. » Continue Reading
OKay, so for the purpose of this rant, we're gonna call my guy best friend, babygirl. So me and babygirl have known each other since kindergarten and we used to hate each other, but then we got rlly close about a year ago through dnd. We have a running joke that he's my platonic trophy wife, even if he's 6'3 at 14, therefore the babygirl thing. We're super close, we make dirty jokes together, hang out one on one, I steal his hoodies sometimes, but we both agree that we aren't attracted to each o... » Continue Reading
so for explanation, i ended up failing and got help and have been resting for a bit. i feel awful but i'm slowly healing. i didn't really think anyone would care, and it's gonna sound like i'm tryna grab sympathy but i'm so fr i didnt think anyone would care abt me.it surprised me when i logged in and saw like tons of comments and even DMs of people genuinely begging me not to do it, and i feel even worse, so this is an apology for everyone i'd worried. people say strangers on the internet are e... » Continue Reading
follow up on my last blog post, im considering breaking up with her, p much she came to my birthday party. i tried MULTIPLE times to talk with her and make conversation and she just would respond with an ok and brush me off or just completely ignore and so eventually i stopped trying. today she texts me and asks if i lost interest in her because i didnt talk to her. i tried so many times and i got ignored. i literally just apologized cause i didnt even wanna argue. its getting very annoying and... » Continue Reading
Nah cuz I can be listening to my music and then like give a headphone to my friend and they always say it's way to loud and I thought it was quiet... Also I can't hear shit around me so.. » Continue Reading
I start school tomorrow...AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH » Continue Reading
i just finished leviticus and oh my gosh.the movie itself is haunting, but the beautiful parts are so amazingly portrayed that i cant put it into words. i loved the movie so much because everyone involved managed to tell the story so beautifully, and they managed to make me really feel the story through the screenqueer and trans people still have to experience conversion therapy and other forms of torture and hate just because the world decided to view people embracing who they are and/or loving... » Continue Reading
I saw a girl posting about being a mother earlier and her thoughts on one day being one and it made me realize that I might wan to be a mom one day... but I want to be a single mom, I dont know why. I know my future daughter would need another figure in her life (if im not mistaken, correct me if im wrong) I want to pursue hockey for my future and I'd love to have a daughter who can look up to me and come to all my games :') That would be the CUTESTTT THING EVURRR !!!!! Am i crazy? » Continue Reading
°❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:･i am literally so excited to be a mom someday omg so basically there was a toddler at the function/party 2day and she was SOOOOOO sweet like she kept hugging me and said she wanted me to stay forever ☹️☹️ like omg she was so kyute like that was my daughter i cant wait to have kidsalso i have band camp starting tm so.... a little nervous! OH and i also got a new owala (sandy shores) and some hollister shirts!!! yay!!!!! » Continue Reading
Some times I feel so stupid cuase when ever I even try just write a comment on like a blog or whatever I sound so unnatural like sometimes it feels like im not even a native speaker of my own language. Its probably cause of my autism or something but idk » Continue Reading
Me and my bff's are pulling an all nighter! Me Arya and Yeliz are gonna be EXHAUSTED in the mornz. Our friends sis came in and told us off! Bogus! Anywayz... I'm gonna watch jackass on the phone to my gals, or am I gonna watch wildboyz?.... Eh who knows? I have too go swimming with my other friends in the morn anyways so yh..... Gn to those who sleep!<3 » Continue Reading
it may or may not be obvious from my interests but one of my favorite things i've picked up on recently is a fascination with emo/scene culture and tbh i really do wish i could join you guys, you seem like a fun bunch!! the artstyle is SUPER pleasing to me (ruby gloom/making fiends were my CHILDHOOD) and i'm trying to learn how to draw that way...and the clothes are nice! got myself a pair of arm warmer thingies recently and i got some kewl tops...HOWEVER...i would NOT do well at a rave, given t... » Continue Reading
Hey guys! Today was AWESOME!!! When I woke up i decided to try baking bread and it worked out AWESOME so ya hoo! I also spent a good bit working on orders from my friends since I sell kandi to them :3 I got an idea that i should try opening up a bakery when im older hopefully I can achieve that dream! honestly I think my dream life would be living in a different country with a 2 story house and its located near a forest and also living with a partner and some pets and then having my little baker... » Continue Reading
if i just randomly message someone who i added it makes me feel like a weirdo even when they add me back its so stupid how do i talk to people » Continue Reading
TW: Animal abuse? Child Abuse. Neglect?So, my mother just beat the shit out of the dog for pooping on the carpet and I think it went too far, I get the spray bottle but she doesn't have to smack him. I don't know why but watching that gave me such bad flashbacks to when I used to get beat and I think I've had a panic attack for the first time in 4 years. Ever since I stopped giving her a reason to hit me, she's been way more snappy and it kind of freaks me out. I do believe she has Bipolar or BP... » Continue Reading
i used to think i had no soul. i still might not. today i considered that maybe what i lack isn't a soul, but an identity. this is great, because i can invent an identity. i already have a plan. i'm rapidly approaching a state in which i can describe myself. luckily, i already had a lot of old tech and the clothes i need. i'm going to be myself again. » Continue Reading
I work at my college and this year for our yearly training they thought it would be super fun idea to have us "camp" in the freshman dorms nicknamed "the poverty palace" with randomly assigned coworker roommates for the week. actually kill me. every day of training is 11 hours long but its usually worth it bc we'd all go out with our friends after... but no!! we can't even bring our cars. all my coworkers fuck each other anyways and it causes drama,, our bosses accidentally made the worlds worst... » Continue Reading
welcome to this stupid word vomit about my own identity and i'm a little bit annoyed that i can't put a blog into multiple categories . ANYWAYS atm i'm identifying as a genderfluid lesbian that is t4t . there shouldn't be a problem with that and as far as i'm aware there really isn't a problem for it . however , sometimes i feel like being pretty much exclusively t4t is setting me back or something ,, idk i feel like maybe my standards are too high ?maybe im just doubting myself bc the only actu... » Continue Reading
okay so im hyperromantic (im not explaining you have to look it up yourself) and i am starting to be unable to take it anymore. almost everytime someone is nice to me i swear i to fall for them (romantically) and i know im just desprite and i just really wish i could do romantic things with someone. i just can barley think abt anything else other then romance and i did sh a few days ago (i dont sh like "normal' people do it). i forgot if i did it ysterday or a week ago but seriously can someone ... » Continue Reading
(saturday, March 14, 2023)I am fed up with Emma thinking its ok to say "EW GET AWAY FROM ME!" when i did not even do anything to make her remotly mad! she also blocks me out like I am a spider on-top of her breakfast. » Continue Reading
(monday march 30, 2023)So i feel so guilty right now. My mom brought up harming self (sh) and I wasnt doing it but she thought because I texted her something untrue and right now it brought me back to when i first got youtube and there was a trend where you would unscrew the sharp thing from a pencil sharpener and press it to see how long it would last. And i did it and ofc it cut me and i was scared bcs i was like "HOW WAS THIS A TREND!?" and i just realized thats SH designed as a "trend". I am... » Continue Reading
My parents can't shut up about the internet this the internet that they tell me about some gory website and expect me to sit with it. I'm 13 really do not want to know this stuff, I get it that I'm growing up and I'm supposed to know about stuff but they tell me about terrorism on Roblox (when they know I don't use it anymore) and actually as if I'm still seven and still play it. I really really want to stop hearing about some form of tragedy whether in my private life or on the news from them » Continue Reading
man, my sister is finally moving out, i'm so tired of having siblings, i cant waitttttt. im so tired of ts, at least now theres gonna be way less arguments in the house so im happy. i dont wanna seem mean im js tired of them. she always comments on my figures and posters, it's annoying as hell sigh she used to constantly be arguing with my mom for years idk why?? but its was annoying as hell but they stopped and now she argues with my brother cuz theyre fucking polar oppisites. shes also very r... » Continue Reading
(thursday march 19, 2023)So, I just finished my sleepover with emma, and I honestly feel so sick. My stomach hurts like crazy because I stayed up all night eating candy and watching my ipad. Hopefully I dont die. » Continue Reading
I made a mistake this morning.When carelessly pulling clothes from my drawers, I failed to notice what I had pulled out, and now as I stare at my reflection, my 14 y/o self stares back.I’m not fond of my past. I wish it would stay that — past. But the more I linger here and eye myself, the more resemblance I see.It scares me, how little I’ve grown these past years. While I’m definitely taller, definitely more physically mature, and definitely need a haircut, I’m still the same scared boy I was 3... » Continue Reading
I'm gonna talk about the a girl who was my "close friend" named TinaShe gossips about me and manipulate everyone around while still keeping up the "nice girl" act whenever I'm around and always drive the conversation to her being the victim in everything. She also talked shit about many people, and I mean every person she knows. But yeah no one every questioned her because she's friends with literally everyone. She takes side btw and usually side with the popular kids, but she'll act like she's ... » Continue Reading
Okay so first of all pls interact if:You're between the ages of 12-16If you love Marina (and the Diamonds)If you basically have the same interests as me (which you can find on my page)Okay so do not interact w this acc if:You're above the age of 17If you don't have at least 1 interest that I have/If you hate my interestsRacists (cus I'm black so...)If you have popular girl/boy humor (I don't really mind the popular girl humor but if you make jokes about bad and serious shit/aka popular boy humor... » Continue Reading
How do you make friends like not in a "oh I'm a mysterious lonely loner" way but like genuinely I feel like every time I try to talk to someone they try to end the conversation as soon as possible or I just don't know how to talk to the person and it's pretty annoying bc I wanna make new kool friends and I wanna be kool like them too but no one wants to actually talk to me » Continue Reading
In 2 days ig I'll be in dorms for college, honestly I am a bit nervous bc basically I'll be doing shit myself plus with a roommate so hooray ig , anyways I only decided to go to college bc I didn't wanna work lol... but ill be working sometime, now originally once I was done with high-school, I was work at sum random job, save up for van n hit the road, basically live on the road traveling here n there, which ik sounds idiotic n not really realistic or whatever but honestly im at a breaking poi... » Continue Reading
Hi, currently writing this at 5:30 am. All because my sister decided to be LOUD as FUCK outside my door at 10 pm. I am so sensitive when it comes to sleep that one interruption will fuck up my entire schedule. I'm PISSED. Whatever. I'll just stay up until the store opens then I can go get snacks. » Continue Reading
°❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:･love this movie so far :3 i never got the chance to watch it and since its leaving netflix this august i thought id see it before its too late!!colin gray is really sexy anhhhh » Continue Reading
like, if you’re a cis person and your loved one is trans and you’re not immediately hostile about it, i’d assume that would mean you’ve taken at least some amount of time to do research, learn a little, support your family/friend/whatever. as human beings i understand that it’s hard to have empathy for everyone. you physically cannot feel emotional about every single famine, war, or case of discrimination individually or your brain will overload and you’ll lose your mind. we all have selective e... » Continue Reading
i was watching twitter fights and i stumbled across that scary video of him stabbing himself but idk why anyone would feel bad, he was MEAN asf from what i seen and heard...now he sparling like Britney and he mad fun of her in her manic episode, karma a bitch isn't it?? that was very scary tho...something obviously wrong with him!! » Continue Reading
i always feel like such an old head when im having troubles navigating a website like i am rn lol i just created my account[ *_* ] i guess im here because i used to write in journals, but i wanted to try something new. i lost my favorite journal a long time ago and i still look for it.. i wanna write in it so bad and update it on all of the crazy changes in my life, im a completely different person from the last time i wrote in it. i still write from time to time when my emotions are static, mos... » Continue Reading
HELLO AGAIN PEOPLE! >:DI remembered when I saw my cousin watching brainrot at my aunt's phone one time when me & my family were at the mall. Told her to not let him watch it because it can affect someone's brain but then has THE audacity to compare my cousin's brainrot to mine. It got worse when she said that I was being "Defensive" for it so I just keep my mouth shut.Mind you, the only brainrot I used to watch was those happy meal toy reviews, Cookieswirlc, Smile HD, nightcore, thomas the train... » Continue Reading
°❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:･AHHHHH!! GOOOOOODDDD MORNING EVERYBODY the sun is shining the birdz are chirping the.....the trees are treeing the sky is skying! it is currently 4:57 AM as i am writing this and i am lowk superrrrr tired. like really fucking tired. my stupid self decided to pull an all-nighter and now im dealing with the consequences.... whatevs. ANYWAY im gonna talk about how much i luvvvvv this sitelike everyone here is so nice and cute omg i love getting mesgs from my new friends and we talk togethe... » Continue Reading
What is love supposed to feel like? Is it sudden rush of adrenaline? A warmth that floods your chest? Or is it just a low steady hum that is always present in the background?I always feel this hollow void as if there should be someone to fill that space. Relationships temporarily satisfy the craving but it doesn't really solve the problem. Talking stages, crushes- I don't want any of those. I just want to meet someone who truly gets me like they could see my soul. I want to sit in complete silen... » Continue Reading
I actually hate watching any romance based media wether it's a movie or an anime or whatever because i feel like I'll never be able to be loveed like they are in these movies. When I think back about how my exes treated me I feel so ngry because I don't think I deserved to be treated that way, I feel like I deserved to be loved the right way (if there's one). I just feel like whatever hairstyle I do, whatever clothes I wear, whatever I do it'll never be enough for someone to love me and it's exh... » Continue Reading
dude i am SO scared for when school comes around.. i come from a school thats super tiny and like the chances of being in the same class as ur friends through highschool is like .. GUARANTEED but i had to move last year and im super scared i have to go to a highschool with like.. bullies EVERYWHERE and like im gonna know nobody cause its such a bigger place.. ugh it makes me feel SICK » Continue Reading
one of my dogs is going into season (heat ? same thing ? idk ;; ) so she's crazy territorial atm and growls at my other dog every time he walks past her ... this morning she's now non-stop growling and barking at nothing as a threat ,,,, ik it's something that cannot be helped but she's super loud and it's kinda frustrating .. :< i feel rlly bad for her !! i think she might stop within the next week tho » Continue Reading
hihi everybunny!! its zyzy!!I decided to post a teeny tiny rant of mine..⏔⏔⏔⏔⏔⏔⏔⏔⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ ᧔ෆ᧓ ꒱ ⏔⏔⏔⏔⏔⏔⏔⏔⏔⏔⏔oh how I yearn for the void of sound, my pleas for tranquil only met with their endless chattering only become even more vehement. their disregard for my request only invalidates me further, as they so cheerfully enjoy themselves. their presence are as welcome as a skunk showing up unannounced at a birthday party. id sooner curse the heavens then call them my kin. oh, how I detest them so..⏔⏔⏔... » Continue Reading
The; [You]I love who I met. And I can bet you were such a sweetheart.. I bet I would have fallen in love with him too. But I don't know if you see the fact that I love you. Takes time to heal, takes time to love, and I want to be there with you even when I don't understand. I bet I would have loved the old you too, but I love the you that you are now too, with all you have been thru. I understand, and I can see how strong you may be, you have so much to you, and I really love who and how you are... » Continue Reading
Í HAVE A RESLLYLT FUNNY JOKE. bjt ím.. Trying to gatekeep it ok🥺👀.. why did the chicken wing cross the road ??????????????? cause CHICKEN JOCKEY😂😂🤣🤣🤣 Omf Ím so fucking. funnt » Continue Reading
Brooo, I'm so sad that my duo is gonna be leaving. </3First, my bestie (we'll call him j) broke his pc, and I tried fixing it, but he's gonna have to save up for a new one :(. THENNN my friend told me that he wasn't moving, but something changed, and now we only have like a week and a half to play games.. maybe less. WHYYY MEEEEEEEEEEE BOTH MY DUOS ARE GONEEEEEE RAHHHH » Continue Reading
does anyone else feel like some days they're okay and others they're actually going insane, and everyone is secretly against them..just me ok 😓 » Continue Reading
what is w cats and sitting on my laptop. ill be typing or even just have it open and she'll come and sit on my hands or walk across it. she's doing it rn dude get off.😡😡 » Continue Reading
I've been searching far and wide to find a new thing to find interest in.. it's been a difficult search, for some reason nothing interests me nowadays. Though then... I found the holy grail.. well.. I looked outside and saw water and remembered.. " WATER " XD XD XDI'm going to get into aquatics and marine biology! It'll give me something good to go to college for since I need to go to college for SOMETHING! though I really want to go to college for fashion :P I dont know, ive taken a few gap ... » Continue Reading
I had this ex and we would argue constantly, but I wasn't the one that would start it he was. I was talking to one of my friends (we met through him) and she had said something about hanging out one day and I said sure, but 10 minutes later he calls me and starts yelling at me for not telling him about my plans and I said "I was planning on telling you, but you were ignoring me" I said this in the calmest way possible yet he still yelled at me. I had hung up because I cry whenever someone yells ... » Continue Reading
Seguimos escribiendo sobre el desamor,aunque quizás esto no sea exactamente desamor.Quizás solo sea todo aquello que queremos deciry no encontramos la manera de hacerlo.Así que, si llegaste hasta aquí, quédate un momento.Y si no te interesa, puedes seguir buscando.Hay muchas otras historias esperándote.Pero si alguna vez has querido muchísimo a alguieny aun así te has preguntado si realmente quieres quedarte,tal vez entiendas esto.Te amo.Y mucho.Ese es precisamente el problema.Porque no sé si am... » Continue Reading
im so sorry to anyone who stumbles onto my profile and sends a friend request, i probably wont be able to answer and like also like i wont be able to message yall cuz im too scared and all and now that im busy with school its even worse and dont evne get me started on school, ill mention that in another blog post later this week <333 C: » Continue Reading
What truly ruins a show? Could it be the decline in writing quality? Clear favoritism? Maybe removing every trait from a character. It seems one show has these problems.In 2012 of April, a object show named Inanimate insanity started. It’s now known as one of THE object shows for going into deep topics. But does it still deserve the name of being a top 3 object show? In 2020. The year season 3 started. And if you watched the previous season, you’d know the two characters of Nickel and balloon ha... » Continue Reading
Collection of my rants about romance. (if you've seen these before on Tumblr, they are not stolen!!!)I feel so useless yearning for love, Love feels so far away from me. I've seen my online friends who are younger than me get a partner they love and I can't help but wonder when and if that'll ever happen to me. I've never had someone confess their love to me. (or even ask me to be friends www) All I've ever had its the mocking "Hey my friend likes you" or "My friend wondered if they could get yo... » Continue Reading
Oh I just fucking LOVE being everyone's second choice 💜One of the two friends responded and we started playing a game together, we had been playing for about 30 minutes (mind you, I waited two hours for this person to come back) and then they got a text from one of their friends saying they wanted to call. That's just fucking beautiful. I wait hours for you to answer, you being online the entire time, only for you to leave me after 30 minutes to call with another friend.I love being the second c... » Continue Reading
Im migrating from spacehey, ive heard some bad things about this site, but are they true WITH ACTUAL SOURCES OF EVIDENCE? If you have any sources, please drop them below. Also if you have any evidence of spacehey not being a so-good site either, I'd appreciate sources for each sites please and thank you! » Continue Reading
Chiodos has a show in my state i just don't have 85 dollars for a ticket or anyone to go with. This is hell :((((((((((I want my chiodos concert. I want my chiodos concert more than actually getting my drums. » Continue Reading
... Life is still hard, BUT i have a new friend group and I love them so much!!!!!!!! They seriously get my mind off of things and I feel like i can breath again :D I love 2 be around them 24/7. they're online but im meeting up with them in less than 4 weeks in NYC! Its gonna be soooo much funziez!!!! Im so stoked to be with them, they'll be out of my computer and standing right infront of me, theyre the best ever. I will say... I have a big FAT crush on one of them but he has a girlfrie... » Continue Reading
I find it crazy how you can send me tik toks while still ignoring me. I sent you that message 2 hours ago and for 2 hours you have been sending me tik toks and been on discord. I swear everyone is just secretly out to make my life a living hell. I might just start ignoring everyone except my girlfriend to see how they fucking feel."Why don't you text us first?" "Well I'm always here to talk." "I'll always answer, I'm never really doing anything anyway." "Dude just call or text, I'm free all day.... » Continue Reading
school really is coming back up. i wasted my summer working and attempting to work up the courage to ask my friends to hang out. sure there was some stuff like that gig i landed in june, but with my friends going back to school after ive graduated and no one wanting to play roblox with me i feel like a chud TWTTTT » Continue Reading
hahh i migrated to friendrewind from spacehey...im more attatched to spacehey but mostly use moblie cause my computers busted... though their blog option is bugged and i cant use it on mobile. then i forgot my login... well » Continue Reading
Maybe I'm just not worth talking to. I can try all I want to be the person that reaches out first like everyone wants me to but they're never going to answer. Maybe I'm only around so they can have a friend when everyone else is busy.Maybe I should just shut up like I used to. When I wouldn't talk and everyone treated me like some innocent baby, at least then I would be talked to. Maybe I'm trying too hard. I never was the first one to reach out but I was always the one to answer the fastest.I s... » Continue Reading
deepest apologies if some of this sounds like I'm trying to erase women's rights I'm not the best at phrasing sometimes please bare with me on thisI just hate it when I'm venting about dysphoria and I'm hit with the "But you're so beautiful how could you hate your body?" or "But I would kill to be built like you" or some shit like that. its hard to take that as a real compliment when I'm venting about hating the "perfect feminine body" I have. Thankfully, I have been passing as male more frequen... » Continue Reading
😄someone please snuff me out i can't do this anymore, i js wanna sleep for the rest of my life and never wake up again. i genuinely hate everyone and everything around me like it's not even funny how easy it is to piss me off anymore, i just want everyone to die and disappear so i can live by myself. I hate people so much they all fucking suck and i want them dead. » Continue Reading
I am so nervous for school to start because I picked out my classes as if I were the recreation of Einstein (over dramatic I think but you get my point🥲) and I would need to figure how to get to my classes and stuff aidbosnskdhwisj oh well at least I'll finally be out instead of being in my room 24/7 😅 » Continue Reading
People used to tell me to get a job, Ive tried getting a job, I STILL dont have a job, I WANT a job, I WANT money, so why tf is it so hard to get a job???? People will act like its so easy, some of my friends are hired, HOW? Ive applied to atleast like 7 places this summer, 1 response, and they rejected my aplication, I hate this. » Continue Reading
venting dont even do nun its just words coming outta me. fuck is this shit., look. somethin that pisses me off, when people tell you to make vent art, and you cant draw, hell d you want me to do man, draw a sad stick figure? is this sufficient!? dont piss me off im not in the MOOD to draw, im in the mood to break shit, but that cost money we aint got no damn money. how do i not have enoguh money to break shit how does that make sense.? is it illegal to break your own bones, probably not but if t... » Continue Reading
I was in a camp last summer, and usually we have a tradition: last night of camp is "royal night"(idk why that name), but during that night we can sneak out and smear each other with toothpasteso, during the night, two boys broke into our room(I lived with my friends) and literally jumped on me, put toothpaste in my fucking eyes(I have a bad eyesight already) and started dragging me out of roomit was dark, I didn't see shit, and only felt two strong assholes dragging me somewhere, I thought I wa... » Continue Reading
Blogging is life! I love oversharing on the internet, I love sharing on the internet in general! It's so nice, it's like a breath of fresh air! Getting thing of my chest, ranting, speech ou nonsense!!!!!!!!! » Continue Reading
OMG I REALLY DON'T WANNA GO BACK TO SCHOOL!! If I have to spend a single second with the genuine MORONS in my class, they're like the WORST PEOPLE EVER!!! "You're my best friend right?" And "oi my mate likes you!" is ALL I'm gonna hear ever goddamn second and I am DREADING IT!! » Continue Reading
I love art and i love drawing, but recently i just haven't rlly had the motivation to draw full pieces </3 im genuinely so uninspired rn and im kinda sad ab it... i'll try to make a full piece today but im not gonna push myself if i dont wanna finish it » Continue Reading
My mom FINALLY got the moldy watermelon out of the fridge after a month!She also got out the 5 month old mashed potatoes and stuff but I kinda had to force her to do that as if I'm her mom or something.At least there's no more moldy food in the fridge and I can breathe when I open the fridge ^^ » Continue Reading
My friends this will be a short blog to get heavy stuff off my chest but I do hope you guys don’t experience this. It’s horrible. For context I for a few months now started feeling horribly lonely. The whole feeling of “nobody will ever love me”.This came about when my ex-boyfriend and I broke up. I am on the acespec and also deeply religious so I made it clear to him that I didn’t want any intimacy of THAT kind before getting married. He did everything in his power to attempt to change my mind ... » Continue Reading
Hey guys!! Today was AWESOME!!! First I went to the mall for a bit and I got a smoother from this new cafe type thing that opened in the mal! I got blueberry banana almond smoothie it was SO GOOD the only bad things is the place used AI for their menu :( my mother insisted on getting something from there sadly tho I didnt have much of a choice. Anyways we then went to the library I got the first three volumes on dandadan cause my best friend knows it (I think?) and I wanted to see if I also do :... » Continue Reading
°❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:･everyday i hope and pray an emo boy will come pick me up and save me from these horrible guys... hiii new little rant but why do teenage boys just act the way they do!? ok so me and my bff were playing roblox on vc a little while ago, & this boy i know (wouldnt rlly call him a friend, more likeee acquaintance..?) joined our call too. ill call him coy. so coy is like kinda rude to everybody and im not sure why we keep him around but i guess its because a few of my other friends like him.... » Continue Reading
i’m taking a musicianship class in school cause i thought it would be fun to learn how to make songs and music theory and everything behind the making of a song- but my bad right? because we haven’t learned SHIT. the teacher is also a band teacher- the conductor and he’s a professional at what he does which is cool but he hasn’t actually TAUGHT us anything besides the names of certain equipment. i don’t know how to make a song or what chord progressions are good to use when and where?? he’s just... » Continue Reading
i wasn't doxxed on here, by the way.let's just say i had these online friends for almost 10 months, and i created a whole persona just so i wouldn't get doxxed or exposed in any way. i presented myself as a 16-year-old boy with the same interests i actually have, just a different age and gender, purely to protect my personal info.after a few months, i realized they were starting to drain my mental health, so i decided to step away from the friend group for a bit, and they seemed to completely un... » Continue Reading
Now I know that almost the entire world prefers manga because there's a defining start and finish, characters with one style because its all done by one writer. however its till not that hard to get into these characters, for example batman has several books about him and his cast called: year one (ex: batman year one, batman and robin year one, and even a nightwing year one) now yes there are newer comics replacing the original origin comics of thoes back in the 80/90s and you wouldn't know whe... » Continue Reading
im starting college in like 3.5 weeks so its just gathering everything and afhaifna im both anxious and tired 😔😔😔 also i know nothing about my roomie 😓😓 » Continue Reading
Ugh I just wish I can be popular already so I don’t have to keep on soft launching oc lore to an audience of like 5 people who actually care. Becoming viral on the internet is low-key hard 💔 I just want my own fandom bc now it’s starting to feel pointless. Sorry for my little rant 😛 » Continue Reading
Feeling too lazy, with too many projects on my hand. I tell ya, the paint aint painting with ma lazy ass. Guess ill just play some more video games... :0 » Continue Reading
I struggle with the image of my art so much. I honestly thought I'd grown out of this hatred for any piece I develop, yet I haven't. I have an upcoming solo art exhibition at a local library and I'm honestly scared to present myself so rawly to people. (15-20 pieces with a theme of Pop culture.)I say my art has 'no meaning' because well, it doesn't most times. I've come to realise though, it means a lot to me. The time it takes me to decide to draw it, what colours I'm going to use, you get the... » Continue Reading
Okay, soon I have my driving test which is scaryyy but my mum said she'd help me pay for a car and insurance and shit!! She had a secret savings account I didn't know about that she was saving for my birthday but now I'm getting a car!! I have paid for most but she said she wanted to help me out which i could've cried holy shittttt! I've almost finished reading mockingjay again and I could sob i can't read anymore deaths, I have like two chapters left and I want to read but also really don't wan... » Continue Reading
im makign a research about natural preservatives and im so cooked i have liek 0 idea my group mates are doing so good and i have no idea what im doing my brain is so fried i cant make a good introduction oml IM SO FUCKED liek gen so fucked i cant do this rn i just wanna lay down and sleep and eat and watch movies and series ihave no idea what im typing rn i just want ot rant cause im so fucked AHHHAUEDQAOIWUHRFD its fine though I THINK ANYWAYS i hope i do good in this research because its like h... » Continue Reading
I feel so weird today I just could not stop my mind from falling into a void of thoughts I hung out with sum friends tonight we went hiking than came back to my house and made pancakes it was going great I didn't feel so alone a good hour or something like that went by and I started to feel really weird I just didn't wanna speak and kept looking at my phone acting like I was doing something I would say same words here and there in my mind I really didn't think I was making since maybe I was I do... » Continue Reading
I FRIGGIN HATE IT LISTEN, ALR???They sent me an email some months ago that they'll DELETE MY ACCOUNT if I don't login soon, so I logged in and handed that. EXCEPT NOT AT ALL HAHA, HAHA, THEY DELETED MY FRIGGIN ACCOUNT ANYWAY WHAT THE HEXSo I try to make a new account and the login makes it unclear if it'll spam me subsribtion emails (Which genuinely who the hell wants that? I guess unless u have a hyperfixation on Trello but like nobody who's "using it for the first time" would want that, put ts... » Continue Reading
spent all day figuring out how all this shit works but i couldnt find a cool font so tomorrow im gonna be learning how to create my own and animate it because all the ones premade are either corny af or just dont fit my vibe. but yea ima keep making blogs cause i can actually vent in a place where nobody knows me yayyyyy » Continue Reading
I really hate school, and I'm not exaggerating. Im so worried and excited about my new school becuz there are gonna b basic people (kagkoures and slattines). But a good thing is that Im gonna be with my 3 friends!!! » Continue Reading
There is this camera I really want to buy, and ik where it's sold, so I went to that store yesterday and they didn't have it :( So i was like, okay wtv i'm going to look around and see if there is anything similar, but there were barely 5 cameras in there and all of them were €1000 on average and i do NOT have that kind of money. I came to the conclusion to buy it online because uhm yeah. No issue with that , I bought many things online before, but there is also this book I want to get and can't... » Continue Reading
Bro I’m going back to school soon and my school is gen so strict with hair and dyed hair but I literally have bright orange and red hair so I’m expecting to get slimed out but the worst part is it’s literally not coming out my hair like it’s semi perm but it’s not moving.. like the red is permanent so I’m keeping that bcs I’ve had it for nearly 2 years now but the orange isnt leaving sigh but I mean not complaining because I luv my hair I just know ima get screamed at when I go back… » Continue Reading
so i went out to eat today, right?? tell me why my brother took a picture of the menu, put it through ai, and had it tell him what to eat... EXCUZE ME????? how are you going to let something that doezn't even know what you like or what people like tell you what to eat... mind you it recommended a burger that WAZN'T EVEN ON THE MENU. people in my dual enrollment (college credits/class) english comp class were complaining about how they aren't allowed to uze ai, since the teacher for 101 let peopl... » Continue Reading
when you first asked me out i was baffled."someone loves me?"then i realized, you dont actually need or love me, you need her.so i played along as one plays a game.when we finished our relationship i still dreamt of you.dreamt of your lips and laugh.when you told me its over i stood there for 5 minutes.those minutes felt like years.years wasted on you because i wanted attention.because i wanted LOVE.so now i sit alone as you kiss her with such passion.i sit on my bed, listening to music, crying.... » Continue Reading
my heart beats around you because im fooled.i think you love me but in reality im just a placeholder.a placeholder because soon you will have the woman you yearn for.i only accepted because i needed attention, i needed your lustful movements.but once you leave i will mourn what i thought we had.once you leave you will laugh at what we had, laugh at my stupidity.i will dream of our relationship/relationships.i will dream of better days.i will dream of love not lust.i will dream of when i get bett... » Continue Reading
you loved meyou loved? me.you only loved me because nobody else loved youi was your only choiceyou exploited me because you wanted attentionbut thats oki wanted attention tooAnd i always get what i want, even if its not in the way i meant. » Continue Reading
My insomnia is pissing me off.I have insomnia and with insomnia comes other annoying things, like restless leg syndrome. Any time I finally get comfortable my legs suddenly feel really wrong and they need to move. This also happens when I'm not comfortable, it just wants to torture me.I can't get into a comfortable position either, every position hurts my back or my chest or my head or is just really uncomfortable. I've had this bed for 14 years of my life and these past 6 years I've been having... » Continue Reading
We both stood there silently for a bit. The silence was deafening, so I spoke up, “If you’ll have me, I’d love to stay! For rest, right?” He looked a little surprised but then nodded, “Yea, just until you are better.” A long pause stretched across the room, “Well, I should restock on food, just stay here and rest.” he said it oddly quiet. When Jace left the room, I flopped face first onto the bed I woke up on. That was so embarrassing, he probably thinks I’m an idiot. He was different than I exp... » Continue Reading
So i think ive possibly drank enough to kill a small horse over the past week!....but it's okay because i did it WITH my sister NOT alone so maybe it equals itself out or something like that.. but has anyone else ever watched empire?? I swear ive barley ever met anyone who does but my mom and now my sister likes it too, honestly 10/10 show just very sad its free on tubi dont let no other app scam you please💔💔. but i hope everyones been good and i also hope your REALLY not drinking to the point w... » Continue Reading
Listen i like my school sometimes, but the admin and the rules here suck absolute ass. We have stupid lunch rules, stupid phone rules, i cant listen to music unless i bring my cd player and my riot album. school is stupid >:/ » Continue Reading
°❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:･hey guyzzz so ive been thinking a LOT recently about going back to school and honestly im so nervous... like i dont have all the clothes i want yet, all my stationery hasn't been bought, i dont know what to expect etc etc.. even worse i dont rlly have any friends so i guess im just gonna be the mysterious side character. but at the same time im so excited? like summer break made me realize how i basically do nothing but go on my phone all day. like i dont do anything AT ALL! when school... » Continue Reading
I feel like its impossible cause i have severe social anxiety and i dont like being around ppl. The thought of being around people, i dont know or just people in general makes me sick. Ive tried pushing myself through social situations like going to mini concerts and just events in general and it makes me feel so bad. Ive had to deal with this for years and its just gotten worse over the years. It made me, fail school, hard too fit in and make friends. Thank fuck for the friends i have now. I ke... » Continue Reading
Oh my GODS BRO. I'm just chilling, trying to play a game with one of my friends. They ask if I'm alright, I say yes because I'm having a fun time. A few minutes later they ask again, I say yes again because like I said, I'm having fun. They ask again a few minutes later, now it's annoying me because why the fuck are you asking me 3 fucking times if I'm fine? I've said yes every fucking time and the ONLY thing changing my answer now is your fucking question. I still say yes, but then ask why they... » Continue Reading
why do i only start making food when im already starving, shaking and feeling like i could pass out, just wanting to lay on the floor 💔 like why does it always have to get this bad before i finally make something to eat… it feels so pathetic and dramatic every time » Continue Reading
Okay so this girl named HEARTZ on here or something was interested in me and stuff but then the day after she confessed to me she DISAPPEARED off the site and i was like wtf???SHE LEGIT DELETED HER ACCOUNT THIS MORNING LMAOOOO 😭💀 » Continue Reading
I’ve been struggling with my mental health since I was 9, and honestly, it’s been such a long and exhausting fight. Sometimes I feel like this was destined to happen, especially growing up with a mom who’s severely depressed and very narcissistic, and a dad who’s the same way. It’s just really sad knowing that there was nothing I could’ve done to prevent any of this. I was just a kid trying to get through it, and none of it was ever my fault. » Continue Reading
The feeling when you're talking ABOUT her TO her and she just doesnt even realize... like bro.. YOURE the person im helpless for😭😭 im jumping atp❤️❤️ » Continue Reading
im going through a total friend drought and im in dire need of people to talk to. idc who u are or where u are, i just want someone to talk to yk, por favor hit me up >⩊< » Continue Reading
4 sum reason im floppin on insta.. no idea y but its HIGHKEY drainin me.. is it supposed to b draining me? IDK.. but i might just not post 4 a while just to give myself sum relief.. » Continue Reading
not trying to be gloomy or anything but i totally wish i could just pick and choose who i want in my life or not. and i dont mean like my friends and such, cuz i WILL cut ppl off but i mean like ppl who im not friends with anymore cuz of their stupid behavior or ppl who are just honestly wastes of space. like I don’t want to hear their annoying voices, see their ugly pimple-ridden faces, and have to tolerate them just bcs im forced to be in the same class as them for an hour and a half. like idk... » Continue Reading
I have been missing hockey practice for the last few weeks because I have a bruised bone in my left foot and I'm in a boot. if you know me you know I hate how much practice I have missed, and I know getting hurt is a part of the game, but UGHHH how I miss hearing and feeling the ice under my blades. bruuhhhh now im just thinking about it. I need to practice my crossovers because of my god I SUCKKK at those. I had a dream about how to make them better so I'm going to apply that as soon as I'm cle... » Continue Reading
ok so basically i had a 2010s childhood but i was raised like it was the 2000s. im not gonna go into full detail because of my LAST rant about nostalgia but ive been desperately looking at articles of back to school nostalgia from the 00s and i seriously cant stop HELPP ;-; i bet i can bring everything back with three words: fitnessgram pacer test » Continue Reading
loll of course im joking but seriously i am SO scared for high school i have barely any classes with my friends NOR do i have lunch with them </33 and its not even that i cant make friends (im sure i will cuz im just so charismatic) but i lowk just dont want toooooo god this is so tedioussss i start on monday and ive cried like twice in a row >_< i will prevail tho trust trustbut if anyone has any tips or advice i would be happy to hear some!!! » Continue Reading
so recently, i lost a really close friend. someone i’ve known for years and who i considered a best friend. they’d been getting distant from me for a good while, and getting way closer with other people. i didn’t mind that they were making other friends, cause that just happens, but it really seemed like they were avoiding me or something on purpose. i asked them if i had done something wrong, and that even if they chose not to be friends with me anymore, i just wanted to know. they said that i ... » Continue Reading
Uhh it’s Kassey Guys I know I shouldn’t talk about this cause their are boys on this app but I wouldn’t care less but this is all for the girlies if your reading this so umm I’m probably gonna quit my job and never go outside again cause of the fact that my period had unexpected came on during work and not only that I’m wearing all white when this happened my stomach ain’t even hurt or anything and it just suddenly came on and the other co-workers are looking at me and I feel so damn embarrasse... » Continue Reading
I woke up in a dimly lit room. I sat up quickly, quicker than intended. Where was I? I looked around the messy room, but then, I heard footsteps. My eyes darted around for a weapon; I saw a guitar and rushed over to get it. As soon as I grabbed it the door opened, I spun around gripping the guitar handle, I froze. It was him, Jace, the boy I spent all my time trying to impress, standing across the room. What was this feeling? It wasn’t the same as before, I didn’t feel the urge to kiss him, hug ... » Continue Reading
hey party people what youtubers/videos do u watch while doing something i love extinctzoo and nexpo and just lost media videos in general » Continue Reading
I don't really have many but I'm also like hard to keep friends cuz idk how to hold a conversation. But like how do you talk to someone you dont know? idk if that sounded stupid or makes sense but yea. » Continue Reading
So, I'm 15 and lived my whole life with my mom. I do see my dad every few weeks and we get along pretty well. About a year ago I noticed that me and my mom fight more often than before. She started to set ridiculous rules and expectations on me. I couldn’t leave the house after 8pm, I need to take care of my sisters, make sure the house is clean. She also follows my EVERY SINGLE social media account to supervise me. This is the only account she doesnt know about. All these rules are still to thi... » Continue Reading
It's actually so annoying cuz we are all in the same friend group but only I get left out all the time. I just see the notification popping up whenever they are together, posting photos and not even dming me to ask how am I doing.. Well I will probably get new friends at new school, so idc anymore ✌ sad tho » Continue Reading
I was blurry this morning front wise, it took almost 3 hours to figure out who was fronting..I hate this fuckass disorder dude, it's ruining my life slowly but surely, I literally have alters / parts that carry some of our addictions like drinking and GOONING, to put both of those nicely.The fact that I'm literally one of them carrying the gooning addiction is crazy, I'm not really shaming them, other than myself. I understand they're here for a reason but it makes me feel sick whenever I relaps... » Continue Reading
Just finished summer camp today and I won't intend to it anymore since it's the last day really glad I'm done with it Lowkey was pretty lonely there but it's fine ig » Continue Reading
HI GUYS so feel free to comment on whatever just don't be mean!!Today was cool and all except for the wasp hanging outside my door. I would kill it but it would just attract more guh. Its raining today! I love the rain its so beautiful. Sometimes I find things like the ocean, rain, stars so beautiful and awesome like I feel so joyous every time it rains!! I read some yaoi on webtoon not the greatest is was lowkey cringy but the story plot was cool. One of the characters had that mafia boss type ... » Continue Reading
Ever since I was a kid I've always struggled with making and keeping friends, I haven't had an irl friend since high school or middle school lol.. idek how to talk to people anymore to become friends and I'm just constantly scared I'll lose them too.. » Continue Reading
i'm going to start this off by saying i don't really like either of my parents. is that harsh? absolutely and i wont really be getting into that anytime soon but what just happened is really pissing me off. so recently we had gotten a new car. it was stupid expensive and its got all the horns bells and whistles that a modern car usually has now adays. today was the last day the landscapers were working on our back patio and front lawn. it was standard stuff. just a retaining wall to support ... » Continue Reading
There's a lot of bad stuff going on right now, and it's pretty hard to avoid it all. Just this morning I heard Canada passed a law that would limit free speech (Canadians, pls lmk if this is true), which I find devastating. There's flock cameras everywhere; there's one in my local Home Depot parking lot, and that's just the one I've noticed. So, I've been finding it hard to stay positive when there's so much negativity going around. I think websites like this one have definitely helped, because ... » Continue Reading
i might get shot for this but Ghidorah is such a pretty name , i kinda want to make it my middle or last name .. or first. still stuck between Tinicha or RinaRamani is kinda climbing the charts for me but Tammy/Tammie is still so fucking good its pissing me OFF . i see one cool name then another and everythings tied again blecknow GHIDORAH is whatever again its literally been like 2 minutes since i wrote that first sentence. maybe i like the cadence of it moreso than the name idk » Continue Reading
currently in my room its super hot here even though i have the ac on for an hour already and its still hot here so yeah might as well just die of a heat stroke👎 » Continue Reading
I want to dissapear, maybe get rebuilt. im not appreciating what im seeing in the mirror, its not that im insecure, its that im far from what i can reach. i feel like a loser » Continue Reading
I hate school so much, like its just so boringgg. hmph I know im homeschooled but it doesn't help! you're telling me i have to sit here on a Chromebook in my room for how long?! and you expect me to actually do it and not get bored! tch these old peeps are so craz craz and the worst part is its only day two of school 😭 ehh take me out brooo » Continue Reading
honestly i love staying up at night because theres just something so peaceful about the world in general when everyone is asleep, and i can just stop pretending and be myselfhalf of the time i like being quiet because being quiet to me is like finally relaxing and not putting on a show » Continue Reading
Ok this may be me just being a hater or something but the danganronpa scene kid au sucked, 1st of all the whole thing is centered around hajime and nagito and their characters are barely explored other than just being a couple (and the intimate scenes most of the time felt unnecessary especially bc they’re meant to be high schoolers im pretty sure) .The character designs r basically just recoloured versions of dr characters n aren’t even scene. This is probably a nitpick but one of their rooms h... » Continue Reading
I play bass, and dats my main passion (my band is actually going really good (,,>ヮ<,,)! I don't do much than just devote my life to that, but I draw, and write occasionally! there's this boyy.. (⸝⸝๑ ̫ ๑⸝⸝⸝) I wanted to make this account just to be able to say all my thoughts and make some friends. i also wanted to share my issues such as SH, and and ED.. as well as just talk about mental stuff ig ┐(´ー｀)┌ i LUVVVVVVV cute things!! bats are my favorite animal and i have a rather large collection ... » Continue Reading
So I’m a Catholic…but I’m also queer and alt. Yea :/Am I the only one that gets really pissed off when people don’t get that the bible and most religious texts are supposed to be interpreted in your own way, and the main purpose of them is to help you be a better person with good morals!!! I feel like SOME (SOMEEEE SOME SOME) people in my *OPINION* use their religion as an excuse to be homophobic, racist, and everything under that umbrella!!! Idk that just really pisses me off because it defeats... » Continue Reading
MY FUCKING FUCK ASS FUCKING FUCKING PARENTS ARENT TAKING MY FUCKING FUCK ASS FUCKING PHYSICAL HEALTH SERIOUSLY AND I HAVE A LIFE THREATENING BLOOD CLOT WHICH I HAVE HAD BEFORE TO WHICH IF THEY DIDNT TAKE ME WHICH THEY TOOK ME SUPER FUCKING LATE BY THE WAY THEN I COULDVE BEEN AT A HIGH RISK OF DYING. I TOLD THEM THAT I NEED TO GO TO URGENT CARE RIGHT FUCKING FUCKING NOW AND YK WHAT THEY DID THEY SET AN EYE APPOINTMENT THAT IS 6 BITCH ASS LONG ASS HOURS FROM NOW MIND YOU I AM IN PAIN. I AM IN PAIN... » Continue Reading
Did yall know someone could actually be here because they're looking for a romantic partner 😭😭😭Like why is everyone so concerned about getting a partner so bad 💔💔💔 » Continue Reading
My favorite quote is “Never make a permanent decision to a temporary problem.” Which I think it is a great quote because it means like why would you want to die and not live forever, when you can talk to someone and maybe help fix the permanent decision and you live older to maybe see new and better days. » Continue Reading
It bit me, literally bit me, like some feral animal. I jerked my arm away, it wasn’t bad, it bled but maybe I’d be ok. I couldn’t even take a second to think before it charged at me again. I ran, I had always been terrible at P.E. but in that moment, I ran fast, faster than I ever had before. It was still right on my tail; I had no time to even breathe. I opened my purse, I remembered my pepper spray, I yanked it out and spun around spraying it right in the eyes. I tripped as I was spinning, but... » Continue Reading
My mother is a Caribbean male centered woman who doesn't give a crap about her daughters and see us as maids. she makes me sweep, mop, washes dishes, clean the bathrooms, and make the beds and yet she still doesn't want my brother to do anything because it's a "woman's job". » Continue Reading
When i was young, i used to play video games with my dad alot. My dad was a video game nerd so we would play stuff like Gta, Tekken, Halo etc. He would randomly say “stupid Malaka” wich i only recently learny was a gta reference but at the time i had NO IDEA. Anyways after awhile he starts REFERRING TO ME AS THIS- now being the 8 year old i was i found this hilarious but i randomly remembered i never knew what it meant and kinda assumed it was gibberish. So i look up the translation and the DIRE... » Continue Reading
Homocidal ideation is like being suicidal but you wanna kill other ppl instead, im gna sound rlly corny but ive had this for a bit more than a year now, and i really dont want to get rid of it. Every time i hold a weapon i get urges to hit people, stab people, even my own family, and sometimes i have to restrain myself because im so scared of actually doing it. I also think about killing daily, slashing meat and especially blood splatter is so aesthetically pleasing to me, which is part of the r... » Continue Reading
College starts in less than a week, and everything feels so wrong. I often find myself daydreaming instead of focusing on the things that actually matter. It has occupied such a huge part of my life. I know I have so much potential, but I always lose to daydreaming. During times when I could've worked on my skills or brought my ideas to life, I always end up playing music and imagining a world where things are more happy and whimsy yk!I'm sure I do it as a way of living the teenage experience in... » Continue Reading
Recently, i became friends with my ex girlfriend, who i'll call M, who i broke up with because of multiple stories on her whatsapp status that got to my head to think that she was cheating.After blocking her at that time, i got a text from "her classmate" from one of her friends account, saying a lot of mean shit about me.We didn't talk for about 2 months, only until i unblocked her on my main tiktok account to see if she'd leave comments on there (as she has done so on my other accounts.) About... » Continue Reading
It won’t save my layout and it’s actually making me mad😭 every time I switch it it won’t stay. I know it’s a little ugly but I made it so at least it’s my ugly layout💔 » Continue Reading
I've decided to go on a diet again after being off one for some time.😬 For most of 2025 I was on a diet and ended up losing around 40 pounds, but in November I got off it because it was too much at that moment. I was 120 when getting off it, but now current day i'm back up to the higher 130s. 😞 I just feel gross in my body right now. I wish I could eat like a normal person and stay at a normal weight. » Continue Reading
NEVER IN MY LIFE HAVE I EVER FELT SO FUCKING STUPID AND PATHETIC BECAUSE ALL IVE BEEN DOING IS TRYING TO GET ATTENTION FROM PEOPLE TO CARE ABOUT ME BEFORE I END MY SHIT. » Continue Reading
I feel so weird posting photos of myself I get this like cringe secondhand embarrassment feeling idk how to explain it. I feel I look odd. How do I fix this? » Continue Reading
I had three days with you. I tried protecting you from the world, I kept you under my bed savoring our time knowing it was short winded…but I came home to find a blue spot on you, I held you in my hands knowing what you were was now gone, nothing…. I could eat Goodbye moldy French bread » Continue Reading
Recently, I have noticed a rise in alters coming out of dormancy.I normally don't care much but it's saddening seeing it.. I don't really recall why other than stressful situations that can build up to mass splitting, I'm one of the alters that have came out of dormancyI've been here since 2020 if I'm correct, but really, it's just sad to see alters come out of dormancy to protect us and such, to ME it seems like we aren't really recovering from our trauma since we still live in a shitty environ... » Continue Reading
I recently finished watching the first anime of Danganronpa, and I absolutely adore it! From what I know, I'm supposed to play the 2nd game or, in my case, watch a play through of it. While I'd love to play the game myself, I don't have the right things to play it on, nor do I want to bother my mother with buying me things. I'm excited to watch a play through of it though! From what I've heard, the 2nd game is really good! So far I'd have to say my favorite character is Togami & I think he's qui... » Continue Reading
IVe been so sick for the past WEEK and i havent been able to even get out of bed.... this cowie has been going through to much.... :<Im finally starting to get better, but geez... ive missed too much work!!! » Continue Reading
i attempted to kill miself multiple times it is getting worse can someone anyone help me please i dont wanna die i just want to stop the pain » Continue Reading
ok so i got a haircut right before school. i had a thick shag and it was awesome, the layers started to become uneven and whatnot so i went to get it cut and this lady FUCKED me up. bascially whats the fastest way to grow my hair back :(( » Continue Reading
This morning i woke up to a massive headache and chest pain, of course when my mum came in at 7am to yell at everyone in the house to wake up i told her “Mum, my chest hurts” and being my mum she says “your not missing school again life goes on” (For reference about 3 weeks ago my childhood cat was diagnosed with cancer on a friday and when he stopped eating entirely and clung to me on the following monday i refused to go and had my mum say the same thing, and that exact same day he passed away ... » Continue Reading
But then it all came crashing down. A sickness, no, an infection plagued the nation. I don’t even understand how it happened. Some lab had an explosion, the news said it released a dangerous chemical. People started acting strange, the attacks started soon after, it was all over the news. Literally people eating other people, and it spread like dominos, an attacked person would attack someone else. The government soon categorized these people as zombies, literal zombies, like something out of fi... » Continue Reading
I LITERALLY GOT HACKED FOR MY DREAM PET 🙌 A PHANTOM DRAGON AND I GAVE ALL MY GOOD STUFF FOR IT ONLY TO BE HACKED BECAUSE I LET MY LITTLE BROTHER USE MY ACCOUNT AND HE CLICKED ON A YOUTUBE LINK!! I literally only have a mouse, a cat, a haunted wagon, and a bunch of random pride pins now!! I’m so mad! If anyone has another cat that they can give me so I can at least try to make a neon that would be amazing!🥲🥲 » Continue Reading
What im gonna write is corny as FUCK… so heads up.I have like a shit ton of scenarios made up in my head for certain conversations that will probably never happen lol.New one today almost made me cry??? Makes no sense.so here’s how it went.“I bet you don’t actually like anime and just indulge in it because of the popularity!” says like some random Then I get defensive and say,“Why would I pretend to like something I put all my money in? I spend hours of my time watching, researching and rewatchi... » Continue Reading
I can still remember the first time I saw him, those beautiful blue eyes, his slightly damaged black hair with those adorable, swayed bangs. It was the first day of senior year, I had just finished unpacking books into my locker and started making my way to class. I was on my phone scrolling through my social media when I bumped into someone, knocking my phone out of my hand. I went to grab it but someone got it before me. It was him, I was mesmerized immediately, he held out my phone to me, I t... » Continue Reading
Sooo to set the scene i’ve liked this girl let’s call her raindrop (idk that’s so random but moving on) for almost 4 years now, she was my queer awakening and i was curious from the moment i met her. We originally had a frenemies dynamic but this year we’ve grown closer and she’s one of my closest friends. A few months ago one of my friends told me that this girl let’s call her clouds has a crush on raindrop and fyi clouds is probably one of the coolest people i’ve met and i’ve always had an und... » Continue Reading
I HATEEEEE time zones. Like, my bestest friend is Brazilian so we have a 1 hour time difference. Doesn't seem like alot BUT THEY GET OFF SCHOOL AT 6PM(which is is 5pm 4 me) WHICH SUCKS BC WE CAN ONLY CHAT 4 LIKE 3 HOURS. at 5pm we can talk, maybe at 11am, and 9pm.. I GO TO BED NEAR 9PM.XOXO, Francis » Continue Reading
OMJ!!!! STUPID ME STUPID ME!!!UGH!! so, I used to be in a band with Molly (don't ask about our music) and we shared an email 4 it Kay? And she tried to log into it once ok? (It worked so i changed the password but I'm talking abt AFTER the pass change) so she tried to recover it 2 times (didn't work cuz I didn't let her), AND SHES TRYING 2 DO IT AGAIN AFTER 1 WEEK?? stupid, both of us!!! » Continue Reading
(I wrote most of this using voice to text, leaving almost all of my brain juices in, but made comprehensible)If you have seen my previous blog, --owwie what the helly-- then you would know I've been getting back into gacha singing battles and have made a few of my own. Well, the one I've been working on recently, KINEMASTER decided to loose my screenshots or something. I was rightfully very bummed out about it because I had put A LOT of effort in it and I was about five minutes in already and TH... » Continue Reading
I've been not friends with Molly for like 16 days and I'm soooo glad evn dough she was sooo dramatic abt it. I would have still been friends wit her if he was like pre-Harvey Molly (thats his BF btw). Like Molly WAS weird before Harvey but like yknow all my friends R weird, but after Harvey she was a total CREEP!!!! And honestly I think its Harvey's fault. LIKE HARVEY PUT A PEDO MAP OVR JIMMY URINES PICTURE?? honestly I h8 both of them and I'm so glad i don't have to pretend to like Harvey. I th... » Continue Reading
I don't want to be whining about insignificant things but I feel like it's become less about actually being in a relationship and more about how I see myself. I'm not trying to be all egotistical, but I know I'm not unattractive, plain and simple. I'm insecure as hell like the majority of young girls, but know I'm an objectively good looking teen (still sounds egotistical but i just don't want to put this on looks) I struggle to talk to boys, platonically or romantically. like any boy, I freeze ... » Continue Reading
dont everrr add anyone called urmanmk cause he's deadass the worst person ever like he hates men and women, he also took my dog out for a walk +he showers on Tuesday genuinely who showers on tuesdays??? thats such serial killer vibes...idk he just gives me the ick » Continue Reading
i really wanna go to the cinema more often but none of my friends wanna go and im scared to go alone. also the movies are all in german </3 » Continue Reading
an old dude was breathing down my back and way too close when I was in line. of course I went home immediately because that was fucking terrifying. I wasn't even wearing anything revealing, a t-shirt and basketball shorts. but sure. when I cried to my mom and grandma, my uncle said they were babying me. YEAH. COMFORT AFTER A CREEP GOT CLOSE ENOUGH TO FEEL MY ASS WITH ONE MOVEMENT IS BABYING ME. » Continue Reading
I have schizophrenia and tics and it's pretty hard living with these things my schizophrenia plays a huge part in my life seeing things and not knowing if it's real or fake I struggle a lot I feel like its getting worse yet honestly I can't tell anymore I used to be able to tell if something was fake or real now I'm not sure what so ever I thought for awhile I was having hallucinations of someone staring at me from my old neighbors apartment why I say old is I know no one lives there anymore I r... » Continue Reading
(photo not by me!!)school starts on Aug 10th for me, and I switched to a new technical school; you get to do programs for what career you chose, like a magnet school for the 2nd semesterand at first that's such a neat concept! anyone who loves academics would be excited and I am!! but only for the academic parti know absolutely no one at my new school, and it comes with a clean slate, i can shake off the really bad people pleasing i used to do, and simply do my own thingbut social anxiety has be... » Continue Reading
Hiii divas I just finished the first two episodes of gokudolls and I'm observer already watched the anime but the live action has just given me even more love for my yume kuzahiko I had already been yumeshipping with him simce I finished the anime but now that in watching the live action I love him even more!!! I'm also hypersharing so it doesn't help that no one else knows the show •̩̩̩̩ᯅ•̩̩̩ I just wish there was someone who loves him as much as I do and I already have art of him my friend ma... » Continue Reading
i did NOTHING today chat. I just kept rolling in bed here and there imagiging scenarios wiuth my bf. Only productive thing i did was wash the dishes and the floor. Today has been such a waste dawg i could've just slept the whole day. The heat did not help as i kept sweating in bed while doing literally nothing. My cat was able to cheer me up with her purring and simple presence. Everyday feelks the same idk it feels pointless to keep going » Continue Reading
Lately it's been really hard to make myself eat. I’ve basically had to force myself through every meal, and honestly it’s been exhausting. I’ve lost a little bit of weight because of it, not anything crazy but it still sucks. I think part of what makes it worse is that I’ve gotten so tired of eating the same foods over and over again, and my dad keeps making the sameee meal, so it makes it even harder to have an appetite. I just miss when eating was something simple and didn’t feel like such a s... » Continue Reading
tell me why it took my dan and phil miis 3-4 weeks to fall in love and get married but my barbie and ken got married AND ken is talking about kids in less than 2 weeks...(my island is just random people HAHA) » Continue Reading
I’m so disappointed and angry right now I'm genuinely so tired of anti-black bigots ruining online spaces for black people.Recently a under-ground artist named Slayr has gotten micro aggressive and borderline racist comments under his song, those people just happen too be Vocaloid fans (He used the song bird brain as a sample in his song.) I’m honestly tired of it, I’ve been a Vocaloid fan since during covid times, I hold the fandom dearly to my heart.The fandom has been going worse and worse si... » Continue Reading
I feel like I'm wasting my teenage years. I never go out, I dont have many friends and just stay in my room. I want to go out and be a normal teenager, be a little rebellious, and expirience things. My parents wont even let me go for a walk past 8pm, so they wont let me stay out late. I hate it so much and honestly feel trapped. I see other people my age have fun and hang out with friends. It slowly eats me alive, knowing that I wont be able to expirience real freedom any time soon.Sorry if I sa... » Continue Reading
The title speaks for itself. I’m constantly reminded everytime the THOUGHT of him pops into my head how he cheated on me. Before you call me a loser or a bird I know. It’s my fault for taking him back. But whenever I leave him I always miss him and when I go back I’m miserable. I want to leave. I will leave. I just need to know how to finally let go. I’m genuinely asking from the bottom of my heart please give me tips on how to stay gone. Additional context: I’m very mentally ill and I’m working... » Continue Reading
Dude this seems way better, all my stuff on SpaceHey was broken for the longest time and after reaching out I got radio silence on it. That and apparently there was a bunch of controversy I didn't know about, not to say that its not gonna happen here, but I mean the UI is better and I like the photos and videos options. The blogs seem better too lol. This is sick. » Continue Reading
Does anyone else think that its somewhat annoying how brands always discontinue the best things, and never bring it back when people BEG AND BEG for it. Like dude why did you do that? Theres no reason to delete something EVERYONE LIKES its sooo annoying lowkey. Like maybe try being a little bit more of a better brand and you'd be skyrocketing out of the sky. » Continue Reading
So...I was on Umingle (new version of Omegle) today. THE FIRST person I see is a man in his 30s-40s. He looked at me for a really long time before he said: You’re the real goth mommy... I was obviously grossed out by this. I told him that I was 15.yo and he shouldn't be calling me mommy. He just laughed and said he doesn't care. What the fuck is wrong with people?! » Continue Reading
Ok we’re driving to this antique store from my grandmas (which i’ve been planning my for over a week since it’s my last free days before school) and my moms giving my dad directions she very clearly repeats to take exit 35 MULTIPLE times but my dad makes a wrong turn and blamed my mom even though he’s the one driving, then he starts having an attitude with my mom so i called him him a dumbass (but i muttered it) idk how he heard me? so then he proceeds to say “Do you want to go home you fucking ... » Continue Reading
OK SO IM ON INSTA RIGHT??? And Steve Righ uploaded a new photo like at the time 3 minutes ago so I comment hoping I can get a like from THE steve righ... AND MY COMMENT GOT A LIKE IM CLITERALLY SCREAMING!!!!!?!!!!!! » Continue Reading
[This is just my overall thoughts as a black person and me being tired of this] I didn't listen to birdbrain remix fully [because I don't use tiktok that much and not really the type to listen to a lot of remixs. I only heard of it because the Jamie Paige spoke about this issue] But I don't know what the fuck just happened. It's confusing because why would you mention things like gang signs, violence, drugs [like they said it was a good thing there wasn't any violence, gang signs, etc in the rem... » Continue Reading
my dads lowkey a hypocrite when it comes to being messy,so he judges my room for being a mess sometimes(i haven't folded my clean laundry yet and have some fabric on the floor cuz i'm sewing),but then he leaves tools,screws,dust(like from sawing into our ceiling),his dirty clothes and trash around the place,the only reason its not that noticeable is because while he's at work we put away stuff this in our way like the screws,tools,etc. cuz he leaves them in hallways and stuff,kinda annoying but ... » Continue Reading
i have a love-hate (mostly hate) relationship with dating apps. I tried a few different ones and the all kinda suck?? im currently back in my hinge phase and already over it again. The only likes i get are men old enough to be my dad and its honestly making me a bit uncomfy, i dont get why the algorithm even shows them my profile when i have an age limit!! its a bit frustrating. Bumble i do like a bit more but i guess the men in my area are the issue because they simply never text back?? one tim... » Continue Reading
why is it still so hard to make any friends on a website that's made for making friends like I know it's my fault because I don't interact first, I'm just so nervous and I hate it because I love talking to people, I literally do not shut up at least that's what my family says but I just don't have any friends to talk to like that. » Continue Reading
i frickin hate AI.. its fuckin stupid n i hate seeing dat shit around in da music community.. or in general.. if u disagree, ur a piece of shit! » Continue Reading
i have zero bffs, no close friends i can hang out with constantly and feels like gets me. I have friends but we´ve been falling out cuz i have nothing in common with them. I´m starting a new school so hopefully i can make friends.I feel like such chud googling "how to make friends". But i´m so awkward and anxious 24/7. I lowkey gotta get some confidence cuz i think that´s the problem right now. Oh and also i can´t speak my countries native language so whenever cool people approach me i gotta tal... » Continue Reading
I HATE ITTT ITS A 2 HOUR DRIVEE!!!!!!!!! ITS LITERALLY THE CLOSEST PLACE THATS COVERED BY MY INSURANCE, I HATE LONG CAR RIDES!!!!! I DON'T WANNA DO THISSS!!!!!!!!! SOMEONE SAVE ME!!! » Continue Reading
Listening to music right now, kinda bored tbh. I don't really know my way around this app, like- at all. I kinda want to finish my writing piece but I'm talking to my peak girlfriend so it will have to wait. » Continue Reading
bro, I was looking at some clothes online (obviously) and um I everybody knows what they are, they're just baggy pants and they look REALLY cool!! I MIGHT. ask my parents for some later, Anyways fun fact: my little brothers are going to school today!! ( it's their first day back!!!!!) ^_^ baiii » Continue Reading
i'm sorry I can't always be there to tell you how pretty you look or to pass you a love letter after class that never says I love you maybe it's how I contend with only liking people surface level, or just cope for feeling I only like pretty girls objectively instead of liking them because I like them. I'm sorry it's just that I have a lot on my mind to do much else but stare at your boobs sorry for not blogging I've just been really confused, trying to make sense of things. anyway if you read f... » Continue Reading
it’s been a pretty good week lately but simply being who I am and how I live, I don’t really get up to much and that can become a bit mundane. I get quite annoyed when people think I enjoy doing nothing and being unemployed, for truly my endless freetime is more like a black hole for motivation, ya know? I’m either called lazy or that I’m living my best life by doing nothing but I don’t believe being in a constant state of stress about the fact I’m not doing something productive is exactly bliss... » Continue Reading
Okay, so this is my first blog. It's probably just gonna end up being an online diary more than anything. TW for venting or whatevs I probably won't get too graphic, but just a headsup in case I post about heavier stuff. » Continue Reading
Coming from a previous Spacehey user, why are so many people shitting on this website and calling it ai? Mind you… I would’ve never touched this site if there were actual proof of what they are claiming. Are they mad that another MySpace replica is haunting traction🤔🤔lmk » Continue Reading
▶ yumeship edit!!hiya!! i yumeship with Butterbiscuit whos an oc of a youtuber i leik!! theyre okay with my yumeship and theyre a fan of it!1! ive been yumeshipping since when he came out 4 months ago!! I dont have much art since im lazy and most of my art is using my old yumesona... BUTTTTT i made them in tomodachi life!! anywho, i really REALLY like him and he makes me happy!! he encourages me to have better self hygiene too!! » Continue Reading
im so happy i can go on here to rant lolzz i dont really have anythingz to do at da moment! :(( but im gonna explore this stuff katamari_l8ser signing out XP » Continue Reading
im so not ready for senior yeari am NOT looking forwards to all the damn applications and classes. (i'm only thankful i have 2 off periods) i genuinely don't see myself in college, i feel like its not for me. i do want to experience college life and independence but i think society has ruined it and now its all just about numbers and big brains. not to mention i'm already loosing contact w my friends, mostly because i never feel like hanging out with them and i'd rather not constantly text them... » Continue Reading
i don't know what exactly to write here. ill just treat it as a page to vent and discuss some stuff (not sure what yet tho) so if you're reading this or any future entries you may ignore lolll ( ꈍ◡ꈍ) » Continue Reading
well this is awkward…anyways i need friends guys. i had friends, keyword had. but their all jus fake assholes who likes to talk shi bout one another then hang out the next day. i really want friends who like isn’t so basic yk n always trying to fit in i hate that like jus be yourself. im not an interesting person but someone be my frienddd » Continue Reading
I need to like make new friends and I can barely find any who likes video games ya know, its a pain meeting people and they only know Mortal Kombat or street Fighter, bleh.If you wanna hit me up just add me i dont really mind, but its just pretty boring ya know just hearing the same ol same ol games from everyone and the new games today isnt even that cool now a days 😭 » Continue Reading
I’m so scared rn yall….. THIS JUST HAPPENED BTW……So I was just scrolling on tik tok and I came across the live of my best friend of five years, friends and they don’t even know me and idk them but i stalk their accounts sometimes anyways they were doing like a talent show and I didn’t know I was actually in the live like I thought since I was just scrolling and saw them and didn’t actually join they wouldn’t see me but they did but before I get to that let me say that my bff was in the live judg... » Continue Reading
school is starting up for me and I'm totes not ready, I have a backpack/school supplies like pens. but I have like no outfits planned out so if anypony has outfit ideas pls lmk I also have like no friends in any of my classes so tips on how to socialize would be very much appreciated :(((anyways this is the end of my very short blog--byeeeee ttyl ! » Continue Reading
If you have OCD I don’t want you reading this and finding a new horrible fixation so WARNING BEFORE READING!Having OCD since I was 7 is a nightmare! These compulsions have made me cry many times! I have contamination ocd, Religious ocd, checking ocd, superstition ocd and this all stemmed from a huge fear of death as a young kid! I have another that is haunting me but I am fighting these thoughts and making sure I don’t go into the dumps again bc of it! I am honestly doing a whole lot better with... » Continue Reading
so my girlfriend that i love very much has just started to like not text back, ghost me or just dont even look at my msgs even when shes online. and majority of the time i tell her about my day she'll just say "cool" or "fire" and its getting really annoying, i literally love talking to her and it makes my day whenever she actually makes conversation with me and its just so frustrating when she ignores me or just dosent care about what i have to say » Continue Reading
So lately I feel like my boyfriend has been changing. And I love him soooo much! But I’m scared that the last 2.5 years of this relationship have been for nothing now. Really fast story time tho, okay so back in 2024 we met at a local race track, that’s why we got together, we both loved racing and shared interests and obviously, we were into each other. But he’s been loosing interest in racing, not to mention I stopped doing local races in 2025. The reason why we had such a strong bond is cause... » Continue Reading
dude i need to get out the house. i have spent damn near my entire summer in the house doing nothing but sitting on my ass. what makes it even worse is that all my friends are busy or traveling so i really have nobody to talk to 😪😪 but things are looking up ig because im seeing hail the sun soon!! im suuperrrr excited and i really wanna go to this emo night thing this weeked. edit:okay lifes better my brother bought me a fogger🤤🤤 » Continue Reading
˚₊‧꒰ა . ——— ˗ˏˋ ✮ ˎˊ˗ ——— ˖ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚Hellooo!! I'm gonna start doing these little entries when im feeling down and ya'll can read it cus i like hearing other people's opinions and not feeling alone about situations in my life.I am an 18 year old in college and I am desperately trying to take control of my life, but my parents keep interfering with everything. I still live under their roof and I know that I have to live by their rules, which I have respected my whole life, but it got to a point wher... » Continue Reading
My head's pounding, my eyes feel like they'll pop out of my skull, and I'm drinking strawberry milk as a substitute to Tylenol. The lights burn through my retinas, and only ensure the suffrage of my frontal lobe further. Every sound becomes a ringing bell that sounds off throughout my head like a war cry. The very idea of going outside in the hot, bright, loud, and sticky heat of the summer makes me feel like sinking through the floor just to escape every single notion of sound and touch. I just... » Continue Reading
Genuinely I really need to get out of the house it's not even funny 😭 just sucks because half the people I actually want to hang out with are either in another city from my place or in a whole other state 😕 THERE ARE NO COOL PEOPLE IN UTAH! they're all racist and homophobic like cmon man 😔 » Continue Reading
I need to get this off my chest but like I have an ex friend who has everyone wrapped around her fingers and a lot of ppl I know miss her a whole lot! But I don’t because she is genuinely so evil! Like when I say evil, I mean evil! So don’t get me started! But anyways! She knows one of my most deep secrets and it makes me paranoid that one day she will use it against me considering that it seems she hates me out of my whole friend group! She once started a rumor about one my friends in which was... » Continue Reading
the episode was just SAD SAD SAD PAYJAY? DOOMED. KNIFECASE? ALSO DOOMED,EVERYTHING ELSE, ALSO FUCKING DOOMED AHHHHH I HATE YOU BRIAN KOCH (jk) WHY WAS EVERYTHING SO SO SO SO SAD IT WAS THE FIRST TIME I CRIED OVER AN EPISODE EVERYONE DONT TALK TO ME » Continue Reading
im so stressed about it.. im pretty burnt out just from the classes themselves but a final in ~2 days is notttt helpingggi feel like i dont know anything for it, and theres no formula sheet which is kinda crazy considering how many formulas i have to remember..just praying that they only worry abt the more common ones ig. but good lord im scareda lot of ppl on reddit said they failed the final, but idk if thats because its actually difficult or if those people r only posting abt it because they ... » Continue Reading
Hi hello my user name is HOLLYWOOD DIAMOND XCT and it's nice to meet you all I'm new here on friend rewind I uses to be on SpaceHey but it didn't work anymore in my area so I'm here on this website now!! And it's pretty fun! And way easier! See ya, XOXO Hollywood. » Continue Reading
bueno, no soy la persona más sociable pero en serio es difícil hacer amigos cuando todos ya tienen un grupo social, en mis primeros días en mi liceo estuve sola y ademas que yo soy muy timida y costó mucho poder integrarme a mi curso, la verdad me sentí muy sola en ese semestre. 😔😔 » Continue Reading
I know I am not the only that feels like my interactions in the world are empty. In my case it is because I see the world the ruling class has setup for what it is. Often people use the movie The Matrix to describe this phenomenon and in general, I get this, however it is often common to start thinking all of life is an illusion or that we are in a simulation. This leads to thinking nothing matters which is far from the truth and dangerous for your health. This is why I personally don't say the ... » Continue Reading
okay so I've been seeing people talk about Arianna grande's Body and how she looks insanely skinny and don't get me wrong I get it, she dose.. but if I was her and people were talking about me like that I don't think it would make me want to recover, id actually be so proud of myself. and I think thats what people without ed's don't get. we don't take it as an insult but more as a praise. I'm not talking about everyone with ed's but more so myself, for instance if my mom or sister or just anyone... » Continue Reading
Omg the amount of rage my family is able to make me put out is fucking insane I want them dead I swear on my life bro I fucking hate them all I hope they all die omfg. » Continue Reading
something s wron gidk what it is but i'm weirdly anxious about it like i know there's nothing wrong but what if there is what if or what if there's nothing wrong or what if iget yelled at or everyone hates me or what if everyone Finds Out suddenly or what if he Knows or like what if i get told no and get in hella trouble or like idk what if he tries to hurt me. he never did but what if -sunny » Continue Reading
(I wrote most of this using voice to text, leaving almost all of my brain juices in, but made comprehensible)If you have seen my previous blog, --owwie what the helly-- then you would know I've been getting back into gacha singing battles and have made a few of my own. Well, the one I've been working on recently, KINEMASTER decided to loose my screenshots or something. I was rightfully very bummed out about it because I had put A LOT of effort in it and I was about five minutes in already and TH... » Continue Reading
ok solo queria hacer este primer blog para decir q tengo que buscar practica y me da tanto fokin miedo pq tengo que ir a obras en proceso y preguntar y webear y moverme OGGH IM SO LAZY ! y hablar con viejos que me van a sacar en cara de q estudio y no agarro la pala (aya se proyectaba) ... pero de vd que es el medio webeo!! Estoy en el proceso de llamar a inmobiliarias y enviar correos, mi ansiedad social está haciendo que quiera vomitar cada tres segundos y estoy tiritando como si me fuera a mo... » Continue Reading
this has been said countless of times before but oh em gee does it annoy me. it feels like ever since neurodivergence has become something seen as quirky and fun, people do not take it seriously anymore. i will tell people about my audhd and nobody bats an eye which -- GREAT,,,at first. but the second u start showing symptoms, people will STILL look at you weirdly and be annoyed. like i am very sorry that my disability that affects SOCIAL INTERACTIONS affects my social interactions??? obviously,... » Continue Reading
I've been thinking about this lately and its been bothering me a lot.Last year during school, my school hosted a "Save water" event, where we had to make posters about what we should do to save more water. The problem? Almost every poster was made with AI. There were barely any handmade drawings.I was one of the few people to not use AI. Here is a link to the post i made of my drawing before giving it to my school.https://www.instagram.com/p/DV_jol2iFbs/?utm_source=ig_web_copy_link&igsh=MzRlODBi... » Continue Reading
ok i just need to get my "big feelings" out and i just need to say THE LAYOUT THINGY IS MAKING ME SO MADDD >:( nothing rude against the creator obvs but it took me an hour. the only good thing was that i managed to get my twilight new moon theme done YIPPIE but the text is NOT readable </3 » Continue Reading
Ok so sorry if the format for this is weird I’m on mobile so I can only do so much <3Ok so my names Ezra I’m 15, I have a group of online friends that I play games with and I’ve known them for a decent amount of time.There’s this one guy in the group we can call him Catboy (don’t ask it’s a running joke ok), so I’ve known Catboy for a hot minute now and if I’m being honest I started to gain feelings for him maybe a couple days after meeting him, he’s funny, kind, all of the above ok?Now a little... » Continue Reading
I wanna be an internet angel I just gotta get a job so I can commission an artist :3 and also work on my magical girl comic!! I thibk I have to find new artists 4 my comic though they both ghosted me.. » Continue Reading
Everything is either AI or the opposite of what i'm looking for. Sometimes the only way to find an image that is EXTREMELY SEARCHABLE is to start clicking photos and hope it takes you where you wanna go. Either that or i'll search it, can't find it, and then like 8 seconds later it pops up on my home feed... like what » Continue Reading
so what in the world should i do. i have this best friend. she’s extremely pretty and nice and honestly? like my lacy. she always gets all the boys in our friendship. i usually take the backseat. i never minded since i wasn’t that interested. but recently, i got a, well, kinda talking stage. not exactly dating but close to it. we talked everyday online, talked everyday in school too, and gave gifts to each other. i thought after 4 months of straight talking, this boy and i would get into a real ... » Continue Reading
I can't believe I have to even make this blog because it's on my profile and already has been clarified, but I AM A MAN.The amount of times a man has added me, DMed me because he saw my interests, and then just assumed me to be a woman is concerning. Listen, I have no problem when people assume I'm a woman at first, but what's not ok is calling me names, blaming me, getting mad at me, and then unadding me because YOU DIDN'T KNOW. Why are you mad at ME because YOU didn't know because YOU didn't r... » Continue Reading
soooo like im hearing about the "spacehey migration" and as someone that came from spacehey im kinda scared... the reason why is bc spacehey is full of people that just copy and paste a premade layout, add a bunch of people, not talk to them, and go offline never to be seen again, and that is NOT what friendrewind is. ive made actual friends on here, people wanting to learn to code, people creating so much with this website, and i think the spacehey users might ruin that flow. BUT also i think i... » Continue Reading
i Started Joining tiktok in 2022 in like fall, ever since i joined the app it was never poeple full of hate or getting mad but since tiktok got banned last year for 24 hours (i think?) throughout spring everybody was just mad the minute photo comments were added and stickers too we cant even have opinions or takes anymore without people getting mad and having 0 reasons to be upset because they want a arguement aand when you do have a valid arguement they feel personally attacked. another thing i... » Continue Reading
one of my recent posts was about how excited i was to finally be able to move and how i needed that day to come sooner. they sent us the lease agreement, my roommate was searching for jobs, we just had to all sign and send over the money.so color me surprised when i'm getting spam calls from the leasing agent today and when im finally able to pick up she tells me that yeah, what they said about me being able to have a snake without any pet fee? not only was the lease charging me a pet fee at fir... » Continue Reading
hello my dear friend rewinders!i am new here! and im probably gonna upload some videos and blogs often! and uhm heres some stuff abt me!i like music (mj, greenday and overall just rock and pop) i enjoy drawing, i make games and i love to go outside oh and im a BIG retro guy, i got retro tech, i use retro social media and revivals i just loveee retro!!anyways bye u can add me if u want! » Continue Reading
I get so mad when people do not text back. I understand that people are busy and that they are not always on their phone, but at the same time, I shouldn't have to wait 2 days for you to text back when it's convenient for you. It's so irritating; then they want to preach that they don't ever have people to hang out with, but you don't even text back when I try to make plans. I'm trying to make the best out of my summer before the friend group leaves each other and goes to college but it's hard w... » Continue Reading
Guys I need help a discord server is telling my gf (who’s a minor and mentally ill so there manipulating her) to hurt herself I need someone to go to it and get me screen shots my discord is elliot066886Help!! » Continue Reading
i thought camp would be fun. i’m at a day, theater camp! but it’s not… lowk it’s kinda hell :( the director hates us and treats us like shit. and i’m just sitting in the audience doing nothing. i’m gonna cry i’m so bored :(((( » Continue Reading
I HATE HATE HATE when this happensMe: “i kin *insert character*”“No you dont you dont act like them”WHO ARE YOU TO TELL ME I DONT ACT LIKE A CERTAIN CHARACTER??? I MAY NOT ACT LIKE THEM NEAR *YOU* 😭😭😭😭 pmo pmo pmo pmo pmo » Continue Reading
first day of school is coming up quick! im going into a whole new high school in the city, where I know absolutely no one. im the worst social person ever and introverted, but i rlly wanna make friends…. HELP ASAP! » Continue Reading
so basically my ex had been stalking me for a few days now since the breakup (call me a hoe aswell. I got a boyfriend whin the span of 3-4 days..) but anyways, my friends hated this guy and it was a whole big thing..so I went to my block list to go unblock someone. I see that he wasn't there, so I thought maybe he changed his user? well no..because he changed it again to moonthemushroom0 to darlingmoon4..so I texted his ex best friend and it turns outhis mom viewed his ex friends profile found o... » Continue Reading
Does anyone else refuse to tell their parents stuff about it feels like an interrogation? Like anything you say CAN and WILL be used against you? » Continue Reading
TW: mentions of/implied shugh i hate having scars, i don't hate how they look but its so annoying to hide them constantly, especially from family. i guess it helps that they're clueless. their asses have found like 2-3 of my blades and yet they didn't bother to ask why i had those??-.- like bro, they keeping me on the edge of my seat. all the girls in my family have been to the mental hospital 1-3 times. I'm a girl in my family. i haven't been yet, i don't tell my family anything, maybe that's w... » Continue Reading
HELLO WORLD Hello hello, well... I've just joined and this place looks nice, my profile currently looks quite ass and I'll need to improve it BUT hopefully I'll make it look nicer in the future.I currently have zero friends but hey that's just because I joined like... Right nowanyways, I'll write dumb stuff in this blog from time to time... ANYWAYS, byeeeee :> » Continue Reading
Pfft imagine going for a cheap copy of another cheap copy of an old website from the 2000s just to make a stupid account because of either nostalgia and wanting to relive your 2000s youth again or you feel jealous that you missed out the whole thing and want to try it , and that is DEFINITELY NOT ME » Continue Reading
If your wondering how my parents found out that i am pan and nonbinary so they thought my friend who we r gonna call ali was a bad influence so i got taken out of my previous school bc they think theres bad people but im still mad bc i was going to high school credits and they ruined my chance bc that school didnt have that spific class i needed » Continue Reading
I’m being forced to help my mother at her work. I am taking stickers off of device and they are like very stuck on there. My fingers are going to bleed, dude >.< » Continue Reading
I've been on blood thinners for the past two months due to medical issues and it has been hell i know that I am addicted to nicotine. I just REALLY HATE not being able to smoke :'c » Continue Reading
i cant wait for halloween, and i say this every year but this year? im even more excited because i can match costumes with some one properly and it will be cute and adorable. i cant wait to watch halloween town and the whole sequal. i think the worst part of halloween is for me is i have type 2 diabetes. and i have the worst memory known to kind. i forget i have diabetes. wow. what a phrase that is icl. sweets is most of what halloween is and im very upset about that. » Continue Reading
I just broke up with my friend and I feel really bad. they were really rude / abusive to me, and had a lot of mental problems that i didn’t have the capacity to deal with myself as another person suffering from mental illness. i couldnt really sustain a relationship with them due to their attitude they were going to try and recover in some spaces but after what they did to me, and with all the parts of themselves they weren’t going to work on, i really just didn’t want to be friends with them an... » Continue Reading
it's kinda annoying when i'm trying to make friends and their profile barely has any or vague information on their interests tab esp since this website is filled with alt posers... or is it me who's doing something wrong by having mine completely filled..?? am i supposed to be more nonchalant??? » Continue Reading
In leftist spaces especially, you'll rarely encounter people who actually want to create meaningful change or debate about certain topics instead you'll find the same type of people who pride themselves in being "woke" but the ideals they claim to hold are just a performance to make themselves seem more morally righteous compared to others.this is a real problem and it is distracting most leftists from the actual important things, they are constantly arguing and dividing each other because every... » Continue Reading
i just need to complain for a second... living in this state make me so miserable. not only is everything overly expensive and trying to get a job is basically impossible, but the earth is taking global warming entirely too seriously.like honestly im over it. everyone should suffer.we need another meteor to wipe out mankind tbh, make it happen asap x » Continue Reading
These past few months have been kind of tough, i've felt more insecure than ever. I'm trying so hard to stay clean but i hate the body i have and wish i was born a man. I dont know how to deal with it and i would love some help » Continue Reading
When I got on this website I lowkey thought I was gonna get like bullied or stuff because of the stuff I heard on like TikTok how people here are weird and toxic but y’all are so nice sorry for doubting you guy 🥹 » Continue Reading
Pq ninguém diz o quão difícil e insuportável ser adolescente, todos esperam que você tenha já um futuro em mente, profissão dos sonhos e etc, eu nem sei oq vou comer de café da manhã, da um tempo! Ser adolescente tá muito longe de já ter maturidade e responsabilidade suficiente para saber oq quero ser, acho que ninguém sabe oq realmente quer, nem os adultos. » Continue Reading
I’m starting middle school tomorrow and I’m terrified I’m not scared of the concept of like the classes but I’m scared of the kids they are so mean and annoying and I’m also scared that I won’t make any friends PLEASE HELP!!! » Continue Reading
Okay so before FriendRewind, I started out with the Spacehey website and was on there since like almost a year? This was before they implemented that invite only feature. I coded with just these videos, I would search things I wanted and rub my hands together as I copied and pasted the code. Later, I heard of FriendRewind and tried it. I did like it more and I actually began to start coding by myself after learning some code from others, inspiration and stuff. I got pretty confident so I dec... » Continue Reading
So basically in my dream, I was sitting in what looked like a classroom and just looking down at the underside of my left wrist. I kept just staring at it, and after a while, I grabbed a blade from some pencil pouch from Walmart and, if you were to split my forearm into thirds, I cut a third down from my wrist. But, there was no blood, but it was empty, so my dumb ahh in my dream put jelly beans in my empty arm and freaking ate out of it since my school had food banned and I wanted to hide it. I... » Continue Reading
I pierced my side labret like 4-5 hours ago and the long bar was SO annoying. It was moving constantly and I chomped on it while eating like twice. I just downsized the bar so idk if i'll regret it, but it's a lot more comfortable. Hopefully my lip doesn't decide to swell more and eat the back of it. » Continue Reading
okay, i'm quite literally nocturnal now. like, literally. i go to sleep at 8 am and wake up at 4 pm. it should be the other way around. any tips on how to fix it? by the way, i have AuDHD, so i'm pretty much asking how i can shut my damn mind up on command with that additional bullshit brain disorder. it's 5 am rn and to me it's my 5 pm, that's not normal. i just wanna be awake when shops are open, god damnit!!! :( » Continue Reading
Im taking a lot of neurological tests soon and i clearly have what they're testing me for (adhd, autism, i forgot). The only thing pissing me off is that my parents clearly dont see it as a sign to accommodate me and probably wont in the future. my dad continues to say 'its not loud at all here' , 'get over this' , 'you're weird' its honestly tiring nowww... » Continue Reading
This website is so freaking cool omg. I'm having so much fun decorating my profile, I'm going to upload so much stuff and y'all better like it. I don't have much else to say so bye everybody ;p » Continue Reading
I hate it SO MUCH when I ask someone what fandoms they are in, and they just say "a lot" like wow that tells me so much!! like holy shit just name a few fandoms I really don't care.... gah » Continue Reading
i really need someone to talk to. my mental is totally fucked at the moment and just need someone to talk to.if it matters, my interests areoverwatchbatmanmarveldcchronically online media (2010’s - now)anything reallyi just need someone at the moment » Continue Reading
bro im going into high school and im so scared to see my classmates😭 im also scared of all the new homework and kids. the only thing im really happy about is that they allow phones during lunch now😪. one thing im also nervous about is getting A STINKING JOB CAUSE ALL THE JOBS ARE TAKEN! » Continue Reading
When I cut myself, I bleed. When you kill me, I die. Am I really so different from you? Am I really below you? A higher pitch in voice, a little less body strength, a different set of words used to describe me, is that what makes somebody less human? No matter what, you’re cursed. They think they’re entitled to your bodies, your minds, and if you’re special you’re no more than an object, if you aren’t then you’re a nuisance, they’ll throw their empty drink containers at you, they’ll put their ha... » Continue Reading
I spent years, basically. Supporting my best friend no matter what, right?So he has this friend group for years, they are four counting him, one of them is his ex bf. There has been so much things that has happened in that group, things that would get better if they simply gave each other TIME, no even a "we will never talk again" just timeeee, to think and change whatever!!!so he stopped talking to them for a little and i was like, is kind of fucked up, since he learn they were trash talking ab... » Continue Reading
ughhhhh so yesterday i got 3 stitches in my finger cus i cut it BAD when i waz doin sum woodcarving and i had 2 go get stitches,,, nd like i was fine ALL DAY. like at work and everything,, but now??? PAIN!!!!!! I AM IN PAIN!!!!!!!! like they fucking burn bad!!!!! im probs gonna DIE from how bad it is,,, and i work ALL WEEK!!! EW!!i dont wanna go to work in pain!!! i wanna stay home and walk on the treadmil while im in pain!!! like yeah i feel like im dying,, but same as when im sick: it doesnt ... » Continue Reading
omggg so like I just found out I'm in the fucking "Scene Fails 2025-26" on youtube!!! I'm actually fuming with rage, I'm going to find this person and rip all their skin off, blend it, and make them drink it. Im the 7th one...I didn't even think I look that bad in the pic, and it was like one of my starter pics too!!!! I didn't even look that bad??!!! god forbid I have fun, and also everyone else that was in this looked fucking cool as hell??? I mean sugarholic star and Gabe gruesome were in it?... » Continue Reading
might be bipolar in like 20 years im not sad anymore im fuCKING MADD wich is the natural progression for me idk whynow im almost hyper. i get sad and depressed then i get like mega energetic out of nowhere then back and forth over and over » Continue Reading
Hey guys it Kass I might not be online or anything since I just found out my grandmother died not only that I lost my mother in early late July and it fucking hurts so bad I lost two people who loved me the most and I loved them back they was my everything and now they are fucking gone just gone…I can’t take shit like this anymore it’s fucking tearing through me I can’t think straight or nothing only things I’m thinking about is them and how I can’t get them back and now I have to live on with t... » Continue Reading
Well, I've been getting back into Gacha videos (especially FNAF singing battles) and have started making a few of my own (I've made two total, both bad quality because I didn't know what I was doing) but now I've started a new one, I'm putting a LOT of effort into it (like I think there's almost 200 screenshots in the first five minutes, which is a lot at least compared to what I was doing before, almost every line has about five screenshots including the ones that are like two words long). A fe... » Continue Reading
So i got my schedule and I have one of the same teachers I had last year. He was HELL omfg and I swear he targeted me bro. I am going to die there bro. He was so rude for no reason and the only good thing was we sometimes had cookies. So ig im good if he brings those. » Continue Reading
will contain spoilers for the webnovel I genuinely can't wait for Braun to come back cus he wants his man that big gay TV ahhh also HE'S back he FUCKING SAID MY DEAR AHHHHHH » Continue Reading
I freaking want a 3DS sooooooooo bad! I’ve always wanted one bc I didn’t grow up having one but I played on my friends and to me it was (and still is) the coolest thing ever. Not to mention the library of incredible games. But alas I am fated to be at the mercy of the internets prices. Ever since Covid prices have shot up to almost triple its release year price, which means that is you want one in good condition that actually works you have to pay almost $400 for it. And I’ve been holding on to ... » Continue Reading
So my boy bsf had a couple dreams of me and him as a family while he was out of it in the hospital… idk if he’s giving signs of a crush or not?? I talked to my bf about it and he’s not given any advice about it and told me it dosent bother him but it kinda weirds me out a little bit because the dreams were very detailed and he sounded happy while telling me about them. Any advice on this please!! » Continue Reading
anyone else have medical depression?? idk if thats the right word but like, my endocrine disorder makes it so i have like a 90% chance of depression and therapy isnt rlly a main treatment for it because its a symptom of my disorder x___Xit js sucks cause im taking my meds but i think i need my dose increased but i always just feel like nothing is rly worth it.. im also super in my head 24/7 tho and dont really have any vices outside of occasional sh behaviours x____x bleh anyways idk.. just been... » Continue Reading
Everyone on tiktok has been so negative lately its genuinely getting on my nerves. like omg im trynna scroll and u see a video u think is funny then ONE PERSON says its not and suddenly the whole comment section is basically a huge example of the bandwagon approach like bye you wouldve laughed i hate all of you. » Continue Reading
Except I'm not even in hs anymore, this is so odd!I woke up this morning because I could hear my family scrambling to get ready to take my younger cousin to her first day of 3rd grade (love her). But she came to wake me up saying I needed to start getting ready, had to explain I wouldn't be driving with her to school anymoreIm highly dreadful of how I treated my "senior" year, I was NEVER in school » Continue Reading
Idc if I offense anyone I hate pedos so much they are the most disgusting thing to ever exist idc if you disagree with me you are gross don't be like "it's my opinion" no pedos being gross is a fact get over it it's a fact not an opinion they are disgusting and the worst thing anyone can do how can they fully grown adults be interested in kids it's gross as hell and so disgusting I can't describe it with words they are disgusting I hate them so much also what isn't clear to some people that 18 a... » Continue Reading
okay so hear me out. theres a guy ive been friends with for not too long, js since summer break so maybe a few months. hes a good enough friend, but i have absolutely zero romantic interest in him. here's the thing, ts guy is lwk rich, so he takes me to lunch sometimes and he'll buy me a monster here and there bcuz he has plenty of money. ALSO, his mom has been giving me rides to band camp for about a week because my car was broken and I couldn't afford the part I needed to fix it. so he's been ... » Continue Reading
I saw some social media post about the two guys behind myspace possibly reviving the old web for the nostalgia, news to which I have mixed feeling about... (¬_¬")First of all I am exited to see how that one goes (˵˃ ᗜ ˂˵), I had spacehey since 2023 because I wanted to be a MySpace teen yet made a Friend Rewind more recently because Spacehey was basically dead and no friends I had have been online in a while (╥﹏╥) I really would love to have an actual MySpace so I could be the type of teen I alwa... » Continue Reading
like yEAH most of my friends are ok with talking 2 them . but like it's never "oooh lemme talk to xyz" it's just "oh idm talking to xyz ....i guess". the others should also have people they can talk 2 and not just be brought up randomly for my own life .orrr something. i'll probably make another account on something and give one of em free reign for that,,, though WHO i don't know yet. because i only really have one free account -sunny » Continue Reading
I was just lying in bed in my own room bc I have no energy to get up and Im really sadand my mom came in and started yelling at me and I begged her to leave and she didn't want to until I started to cry and then she yelled even more bc I'm embarrassing her bc the guests in another room would hear me silently crying and apologizing to her as if they wouldn't hear her yelling I hate when my parents do this just enter my rum make fun of me bully the hell out of me complain then pity themselves then... » Continue Reading
Please I'm begging you Im desperate just leave a like so someone who knows how to help might see this. If you are seeing this I can't write everything again just look at my blog thanks » Continue Reading
Why why am I like this why am I getting treated like trash and my sister gets whatever she wantsShe is allowed to be loud, weather for being happy, sad or angry. I'm not allowed to even speak slightly louder when I'm excited, I immediately get yelled at and accused of yelling.She has friends come over non stop and everyone loves her no one loves me.Our parents always listen to her problems without judgement and take them seriously but won't listen to mine.When my sister does something stupid the... » Continue Reading
so ive been having "normal" dreams (my dreams r never normal but AS NORMAL AS POSSIBLE) but theres one thing thats weird abt them theres always one person that keeps telling me where 2 buy mint gum ?!?!? & its never the same person its like dif people but theyre always telling me like "u can buy mint gum in that store" LIKE BRO I DIDNT ASK FOR MINT GUM DIRECTIONS WHAT IS GOING ON??? » Continue Reading
I tried making a Neocities page the other day, and then I realized: THAT BITCH IS ONLY FOR THOSE WITH CODING EXPERIENCE, AND I DON’T HAVE THAT FUCKING SHIT! » Continue Reading
Music:Preachers daughter album by Ethel Cain in vinylMotley crue girls girls girls cdMetallica ride the lightning cdANY PANTERA CDPierce the veil collide with the sky vinylParamore cdA twist in my story by Secondhand serenade cdPapa roach cdElectronics:A new phone! Preferably androidNew pcDigicamA tablet (not apple)Other stuff:MoneyType o negative bloody kisses MERCHCreeper minifridgeEthel Cain POSTER 'MORE DRAWING STUFFA giant shark plushieMore band teesPostersEyeliner but one that works kinda ... » Continue Reading
Well not actually but while I was waking up I felt hands dragging me and I could scream until I got the strength to do it. Weird shit right? I've been seeing alot of weird shit lately so much that I put a knife thru my wall. Idk whats going on man I just feel like im going crazy. Im not tho... idk. Does anyone have an idea on whats going on with me?? I just can't tell anyone abt this cus they won't take me serious but I feel insane n dont want to anymore » Continue Reading
hey party people do u guys have typing quirks or whatever theyre called i sometimes combine wordds into one (imsohungry for example) and instead of typing holy shit or holy crap i type holy toxic glittery sprinkled up cupcake/holy toxicglitterysprinkledupcupcake ooh and instead of just saying people or person i say party people or party person » Continue Reading
i had this one dream last night in the dream i was getting married (???) and it was somehow an emo wedding?? i have no idea who i waas getting "married" to but my best friend was a bridesmaid so its cool and amazing cus she made the dream better » Continue Reading
context I had broken my left ankle 3 months and after two weeks of my first surgery I had fallen off my knee scooter.when I had fallen I had rebroke my ankle and bent the screws and rods in my ankle and cracked one of my bones further. after that I had to get a 2nd surgery then less then two weeks I had gotten fluid in my lungs as well as blood clots accompanied with dead tissue in my upper right lung. thankfully I did not require a surgery with that and my heart was okay( the blood clots had be... » Continue Reading
My sleep schedule is ruined I sleep all day and I'm up all night. Now its 10am and I still haven't slept. Also everyone is asleep and no one on here likes talking to me so I'm just sitting here alone. Sos come chat please. » Continue Reading
I was bored and looking for apps like chatroom so found thisss >_< I love it so much already made some friends im probably post on this A lot so ya!! Im going shopping after dentist getting my canines pulled out bc top ones growing in wrong Ik im late bloomer don’t diss and then thrift shopping!!! So ya im going be offline a lot 2day bc one hour away my stuff !! » Continue Reading
I will rank how I usually feel I need serious help but I have no one to help me, if you are interested in more detail about my state look at my other blogs, please help me figure out what is wrong with me I want to change and stop being so annoying bothering useless whiny irritating and painful to look at to everyone elseSad 10/10Empty 10/10Happy 1/10Exhausted 100000/10Low energy 10/10Sleep 9.5/10Phone/internet/device time 0.7/10Will to do anything 0/10Wish to do anything 3/10Memory 1/10Speech m... » Continue Reading
I can't function normally I'm exhausted by doing nothing and I have no energy to do anything my mom says she gets annoyed just by looking at me and I don't blame her I'm sad pathetic and useless but I wish I had a person who would not hate me not yell at me actually listen to me and not pretend someone who could raise and that would be a mom my mom doesn't care about me so much I feel l8e I don't have a mom or dad either I'm disgusting I don't even deserve anything like my mom is right I do ruin... » Continue Reading
tw: sa / rapeso recently i realized mentions of sexual acts or sa / rape give me really awful horrible nightmares. i think the only time it doesnt give me nightmares is when avis jokes ab fucking eachother cause she makes me feel very safe. usually someone i dislike will make a sexual joke, i go to sleep, get sa'ed / raped in my nightmare, remember it and realize i felt every single thing inside of that dream, feel sick for the rest of my dayagain, avis, you have done NO wrong ily » Continue Reading
so basically the owner of myspace thought about bringing old myspace back [no date specified, im still gonna be on this anyways lol] and the main thing thats gonna be irritating is millennials going on the app and trying to own it again. the app WAS made for teens no??? it really reminds me of when they "got together" to diss Gen Z for "cancelling Eminem" » Continue Reading
i dunno i'm honestly very scared for this school year. Everything will justkeep getting hardrer as if everything wasn't hard enough last year. I can't do basic math and idk where that will get me in life. I can't think with logic sometimes and everything seems so easy for everybody. Like.. wdym you just did that on your own...? Growing up i always felt infewriror because i never understood anything lmao @_@; i'm just looking forward into having a good time with my friends outsoide school » Continue Reading
So like idk, idk how to start this, but like I'm tired of ppl getting mad at me just bcz of a misunderstandingIdk if I can vent here, I hope so, it's a way that I can get lighter without anyone that I know to know, I have this friend, which they were an inspiration to me, someone that was so cool and shi, but some days ago we were making jokes to each other which I'm not gonna say here, and they're older than me by 1 year, and I started joking saying that they're overage talking to a minor, as a... » Continue Reading
I was going to wait until I set up my profile with all the cool stuff first but I can't wait to get what I've been feeling for weeks off my chest. Although I've never been formally diagnosed with anything (and to be honest, I have no interest in seeking diagnosis because I fear being discriminated against), I have a strong suspicion I am neurodivergent in some way. I have accepted that I am intrinsically different from the rest of society, therefore I have to navigate it in a way that is differe... » Continue Reading
When I look at myself in the mirror I don’t recognize myself n it’s not because anything about me has changed drastically. I’ve never identified with myself I’ve always had some other idea of who I am in my head. I always wonder if I was skin n bones if the world would treat me differently. » Continue Reading
I think I understand why people with mental health issues do things that others find “problematic”, it brings attention. I made a satire post about how national gf/bf day is useless. I was just having a bad day and I didn’t think anybody will see it. But I come back later to see that the blog was my most interacted post i made in just a few hours.Most people were just calling me a dork, but the attention was strangely good. » Continue Reading
I'm at work right now, and GOD AM I TIREDMy whole body is so heavy, and I keep dissociaring, it's been really badrecently in general... 🥲Definity didn't help that TikTok decided to be creepy and all weird this night for NO reason, so I'm extra tired because J was too fascinated by those weird vids I kept getting... ಥ_ಥAlso my supervisor gives me, specificallt me and my friend nothing to do (T_T) I was allowed to take a walk to wake up, and it helps but goddamn, my body feels so weird and heavy :... » Continue Reading
I saw a bird flying around the other day and it kinda got me thinking. The concept of birds is insane to me, yk.They flap their wings and they magically start flying.Not magically but its just weird to think about, also birds are basically dinosaurs just devolved...I love birds » Continue Reading
i miss my side fringe SO freaking badduhhh :(( people kept saying i looked like phibz and i took that to my HEART and i cut my bangs, and now i have straight bangs :((( i can still do a fringe but like it doesnt look the sameeeeeeeeeeee :(( sighhhhhh 2 months until i have my fringe back » Continue Reading
sometimes im not sure if i actually have a personality or just a series of symptoms of adhd.pretty much every single issue i have in my life circles back to it. the more i learn about adhd the more i realise not one area of my life is untouched by this condition and its been that way my whole life and will remain for the rest of it. i never talk about it because i dont want to be labeled as someone who makes it their whole personality, but its hard not too when like my whole personality is liter... » Continue Reading
I want to try eyeliner really bad but I don’t know what to get. Should I get a pencil or liquid liner? And if there is a good brand, what is it? » Continue Reading
I’ll burn the flesh you touched I’ll wash away what once was I’ll scrub and scrub and scrub But your hands still remain, Scarlet against my daisy fresh skin. » Continue Reading
okay so can atleast some of us agree that 2022, fall, mary on a cross and 8pm are all the same thing also i still love mary on a cross » Continue Reading
THERES NOTHING TO DO IN THS DAMN TOWN BROOOO. my town is so small there's barely anything to do I FLIPPING HATE IT HERE GET ME OUT OF HEREEEEE » Continue Reading
Im genuinely so nervous about going into the 10th grade. Like, its my last year in ungdomsskolen (i think its secondary school in english) but im soo so scared for it. My BEST FRIEND is switching to a private school, i have no friends AT ALL in my WHOLE GRADE except for 2 girls in my class i occasionally talk to and then another girl i just smile to or say hi in the hallways (shes rlly nice but i cant be friends with her because her friends are meh and tbf most people already dislike me becasue ... » Continue Reading
i wanna be cool like everyone else and add music to my profile but im not sure how to bc i just joined today and im very slow.. annyone can help?? » Continue Reading
DUDE GET ME OUT OF HEREEEUGHHHHHHH. there are hundreds of mosquitos EVERYWHEREit hot, moist and I'm pissedI can't even go on a hike out here because like 90 percent of our forest are swamps... AND THERE AIN'T ANY MOUNTAINSAND there are giant ass pythons killing all the native animals » Continue Reading
Literally. Since last year I think I developped some kind of insomnia?? I always hated sleeping and thought that it was just a waste of time but since last year I stopped sleeping almost at all. Weekly I sleep maybe for 30 hours at best, usually 2-3 hours at night. Right now, during summer break it's convinient but during school it became a huge problem for me. Even if i try my best i can't fall asleep till 5am and after that i can't focus at all in classes. I almost failed three subjects becaus... » Continue Reading
Little rant some dude DMs me him 17 me 13 and asked what I was doing and wearing I replied shorts and a shirt also in my bed he said that HOT and said he’s freak BUT before you freak I told him our age gap and that I was taken he immediately said sorry and blocked or unfriended me so I say he was responsible yay! » Continue Reading
dudes is there something i can do about the amount of ads that pop up on youtube when i watch it on my tv? like deadasss every second i blink there's two ads AND they're unskippable and a minute long and kms » Continue Reading
I'll have these mood swings type things. I'll be on the verge of leaving this earth then I'll go to sleep and feel fine.Dude what the heck is my mind doing??? :/ » Continue Reading
I don’t like sleeping. It’s such a waste of time. I already feel like a failure so sleeping is just another excuse for me to not do anything » Continue Reading
I hate speech class. I never even chose it for my 2 year in high school. A class where you’re forced into talking too your classmates in front of the class? That’s just cruel. I had to do a pose mimicking one of my interests and the other student had to guess which is already embarrassing enough but on top of my partner was my crush. I legit just stood there for like a solid minute. She finally said something but when I tried to respond back I used to voice i use when talking to my mom, which is... » Continue Reading
There's a cockroach 🎉 infestation in my apartment, and because my parents are incompetent and love finding excuses (Oh, we are old, your dad comes home to sleep at 00.00 he doesnt have any time to set up anything... and asks me why I hate my dad while he's the negligence final boss and idc if he spoils me and comes to my room to see me every night and try to kiss me on the cheek I literally could not give a fuck about it honestly he was lowkey absent my childhood and him trying to make it up wit... » Continue Reading
Guys I’m dying my curly hair and I’m sooo scared, I’ve never dyed it before so I hope it doesn’t ruin my curls. If any of you have any suggestions please give😭😭 » Continue Reading
I hate not being able to sleep, and it’s not even bcs of my phone!! I can literally sit there with my eyes closed for 2 hours max and not fall asleep whatsoever. It’s like my mind and body are constantly being told to wake up and stay awake and it sucks :c if u guys have any tips besides melatonin then im listening:,) » Continue Reading
I learned about friendrewind from blogs on spacehey. I had recently revamped my profile when I realized my pfp wouldn't work. I blogged about it there and then realized it was actually a huge problem. Spacehey is cool and all, but there's not nearly as much to do on there as there is on friendrewind. I made my profile here a few days ago and ever since I noticed that spacehey seems super dead, at least it does to me. The people on spacehey are also not as friendly as people on friendrewind. I po... » Continue Reading
So basically when im dreaming something i dont like i just squint rlly hard and i just wake up from the dream, i even do it when im not dreaming just to be sureDoes anybody else do this thing or am i weird? » Continue Reading
So I work at this retail job that I honestly hate tuesdays and thursday. It's a record store job which sounds awesome and queer as fuck on the surface but it's run like shit and they use AI for flyers even tho the owner knows that I'm an art/graphic design major. An example of the store operating rlly badly was when we had preorders for the last Rosalia and Bad Bunny albums which proceded to get delayed for a few months. Instead of, you know, updating everyone about the status of the pre-orders ... » Continue Reading
there's no food in the house and my mom won't pick up the phone or reply to my messages IM STARVINGGGGGGG. I only have jalapeno chips sob. 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 » Continue Reading
Hi ppl! Not everyone knows this but haveing siblings is a top ten horrible experienceI have to sweep clean and each these evil booggers while I just want to have my alone time! (AKA doomscrolling and other random stuff but it's just more peaceful yk) I'm the oldest child so I have to do all this stuff and I know that... But sometimes my siblings can anoy me to my temper! - Question of the week, if the first day of school had to be moved next week... What would you do? » Continue Reading
im having a blank canvas effect like when you go to draw somthing, but nothing comes to mind and nothing you try advances to anything; im having that musically. but its been going for years and years. i dont think of myself as a full 'producer'., i have workflows that constantly change based on how im feeling and i think i should be much more skillful and visionary than i am if i wanna call myself that, imposter syndrome or whatevver, a bit after i started (like early 2020 i think , so 2022 -ar... » Continue Reading
I went to the thrift a few days ago and saw this realllllllllyyyy cool emo girl with like pink hairrrr she was so freaking cute I was thinking about asking for her insta... but i was too scared #crying #yareemogirlssopretty » Continue Reading
My dearest mother keeps telling me I have to start waking up earlier to get ready for when I have to get up and go to school. The problem is, I literally cannot keep myself from staying up all night!! I go to sleep at 5am and wake up at 11-12pm! This morning I woke up to one of my cats throwing up on my floor. Personally, I can't do things like throw up, the thought of it makes me want to throw up! Usually I ask my mom if she can clean stuff like that up, which she doesn't mind because it doesn'... » Continue Reading
As a Southern person living within the crux of the bible belt, I was raised within a Christian Southern Baptist environment; however, I do not identify as religious, and neither was I raised with a specific faith. I am mostly an atheist–borderline agnostic depending on my mood–however, I do respect those who are religious and the concept of religion as a whole. In fact, my own family did not attend church often, if at all, unless it was a funeral or an Easter celebration. Moreover, one of my ear... » Continue Reading
just thinking about how republicans are stupid and make me want to dye just thinking about their beliefs and what they believe is right from wrong. just thinking about the things that consume me daily. i’ll be back for me 🫰 » Continue Reading
I hate that everything about me is inconsistent. I have no control over it, I just feel like a poser no matter what I like because it will never be permanent. No matter how much I like a band, an art style, a hobby, a show, an item, ANYTHING, it will just escape me and be replaced. I'll grow out of it, even when I don't want to, it will just be covered up by everything else that fills my mind. I really hate it. » Continue Reading
hii!!I'm coming for some advice. I have a stalking ex boyfriend who finds ways to contact me despise being told by me and friends to stop. he even tried TEXTING ME ON SPOTIFY...SPOTIFY OUT OF ALL PLACES??? anyways, last night around 4? 5am I caught him looking at my stories using a username id recongize so I blocked him...he came back on another one..knowing him he doesn't have another email or account. I know he's been telling some of his friends to stalk me too and its making me feel very unsa... » Continue Reading
I hate being at home everyday but there is litterally nothing else I can do. Yeah, I can go to my friends houses once in a while and go for walks with them but what about my house? It's hell to walk to places from my house. There's NO sidewalks in my neighborhood, no places aside from a gas station a safe distance from my house. I also have nobody to walk with. I could ask my brother but hes just a walking corpse atp. I don't know him. I walked with my friend and it took us a whopping 30 somethi... » Continue Reading
Imma post a shorter rant about it here bc ion think anyone I talk to trynna hear me talk about it personally for an hour. anyways the game means so much to me bc something about the characters in the game both in the base game and mods feel so real to me as dweeby as it sounds. Every situation in both I feel like ive been through in some way at some point and all these characters are like people I know, from recent to older times. Especially sayori and Natsuki. There honestly countless randoms a... » Continue Reading
This might be weird but um I'm somewhat kinda jealous that my hbs have gfs I'm extremely happy for them sure i DON'T have a crush on them just putting that out there just that they low-key just only talk to me when they get bored and I honestly wish I could have someone to talk 2 kinda in a Relationship way so I won't be as bored If that makes sense- » Continue Reading
TW: MENTIONS OF SU1C1DE,BULLYING,RED FLAG RELATIONSHIP, AND LOTS OF SWEAR WORDSIF U DONT LIKE ANYTHING LISTED ABOVE CLICK OUT OF THE BLOG ITS BETTER FOR YOUR MENTAL HEALTH!!! With that warning let's begin the blog...My early childhood traumas are still very strong and that not a surprise considering that i am still a minor. Ofc my mental health is in much better condition than 2 years ago. I've started taking antidepressants to help with my hallucinations and mood balance and that's a big step f... » Continue Reading
Hello and welcome to my first blog entry!I tend to have a lot of thoughts so I don't expect anyone to read through all of this.Today marks the 3rd of August 2026We are currently on Vacation on the North Sea coast, of Germany! ^_^Tomorrow is my mother's birthday and I am currently driving with good friends of my Mom to go buy a present! (Last second, much?)Will be going to a mall!I love car drives and we will be in the car for half an hour!I feel like today is going to be great! Shopping is quite... » Continue Reading
So this starts a day or somthing ago when my now ex boyfreind were talking and I say a line from this one vine so flash forward 2 now (after he breaks up with me) and I go on youtube on my switch and before this whole thing happened I was watching vine compilations and my swtich died with youtube still open so when I charged it again by that time I was 2 busy crying my eyes out 2 remember AND YKNOW WHAT I HEAR THE SECOND I UNPAUSE YOUTUBE? THAT FUCKING VIDEO!!!! And 4 those who are wondering its... » Continue Reading
I love Grace as a character he is so undoubtably human it hurts my heart.The contrast of how Grace and Rocky got sent on there missions with Rocky being one of the most qualified engineers on his planet and shown as much respect possible from his species as he was sent out. Then Grace being sent out with nothing but words of little encouragement and being treated with almost cruelty and just bare bones having to be caught like a wild animal kicking and screaming because he wants to live. Quite ... » Continue Reading
a major flaw of mine emerges whenever i fantasize about having an intimate relationship where we both understand one another. however, as soon as i think about it logically i realize that they won't be able to completely understand me because i don't think i'll ever be able to fully convey myself to anyone no matter what. i'll always suppress myself around basically anyone because i'm holding on to a fragment of myself that feels esoteric to me. the only way i'm able tothoroughly express everyas... » Continue Reading
i just wish i could sleep like a normal person. it already doesn't help that my schedule is awful. it almost makes me excited to be back to college soon for my last few semesters because it would mean i would have slightly better sleep. nearly every day i am up until the sunrise » Continue Reading
I cannot believe I already have my back to school outfit planned... summer went by so fastt!!!!! I'm gonna miss it bad! No more staying up late reading fanfiction (x_x) I'm hopeful that this year will be better than the last and I'm actually quite excited to get my schedule, though I'm afraid I won't have any of my friends in class!! My outfit is pretty cute tho XD!! » Continue Reading
I absolutely h8 it when I'll be reading an x reader fanfic and they give me a name. Like wat??? I thought this was x reader, x ME!! Not some random girl I've never heard of!!╰_╯ If I want to read ur oc fanfiction I will. If you want to write yourself some fanfiction and use ur own name, that's fine too, nobody's stopping you. But when I'm peacefully reading an x reader and suddenly find out I have a name, it just kinda ruins the whole fic 4 me. Idk maybe I'm a bit too passionate about fanfiction... » Continue Reading
In one of my last blogs I was commenting on how I haven’t cried recently despite being one of the worst years of my life. One of the comments on the blog suggested that I should at least try to cry. So now I’m here in my bedroom listening to music and I forgot what song it is but now I’m having the sudden feeling to cry, and thinking about the comment on the last blog I try to get myself to cry, but no matter how hard I try I just can’t. I’m afraid that if I don’t cry all my pent up emotions wil... » Continue Reading
The guilt i have, it kills me slowly. There was a point in time (about 4 months ago) I couldn't sleep without feeling the regret. I got what I deserved and thats what keeps me up. Ill wake up sometimes reliving the pain in each punch to my head. The blood dripping out of my mouth the way tears would fall down my face at my mistakes in life. Wtf is wrong with me and what am I doing with my life. Does any one else feel guilt like this? » Continue Reading
Sometimes I stop and think to myself about how I’m the baddest and other times I think to myself how I’m so fugly [POLL_DISPLAY:174] » Continue Reading
why the hell do i always get such a weird mix of pleasure and foreboding doom and despair when i touch my nips.. like something bad is going to happen....eugh » Continue Reading
ok sooo i know it’s summer but i’ve lowkey always had a crush on this guitar teacher at my school 😭 like why is he kinda fine?? pls don’t think i’m crazy lolll. but fr do u guys think it’s weird to have a crush on a teacher… and is it insane if i go visit his class even tho he’s not my teacher anymore :0 #waitingtoseefineteacheragain » Continue Reading
I hate living in an ingredient only household that never has ingredients that’s also is always on my ass about not eating junk food when that’s all i can make » Continue Reading
heya guys, idk why but everytime i look at my friends social media posts i always feel so excluded and alone. even though they haven't visibly shown dislike to me i always feel as though i'm intentionally left out. i'm the first to reach out on everything, noone talks to me unless i talk to them first. I talked to my therapist about dis and i guess i just have to follow her advice "don't base your happiness on your friends) and Y'know friends come and go! maybe they just aren't meant to stay in ... » Continue Reading
Can we talk about how weird it is that straight women are so obsessed with bl, yaoi, and gay men? Let's be honest, whenever it's flipped like when straight men talk about how hot they find lesbians and when they find a way to sexualize any lesbian relationship, people can recognize that it's weird. So why do straight women think that they can do the same thing but towards gay men but it's ok?? Just because you aren't a man, doesn't make it any less predatory to sexualize gay relationships.They d... » Continue Reading
i assumed it would take much longer for me to actually get that far in but apparently im the master of binge watching showss7 alreadyi'll probably rewatch it from the start a few timesi demand eight more seasons from the producers this instant » Continue Reading
I FULL HEARTEDLY THOUGHT THE GUY I LIKED FOR LIKE 2 YEARS LIKED ME BACK BUT NO. So like we started becoming friends after i gained the confidence to talk to him and prior to this he posted on his tik tok "How do I ask out a girl I only see in the halls" a week later he dms me asking "are you the girl I always see in the halls?" LIKE????? THAT HASSS TO BE ABOUT ME RIGHT? no he ust posted a 5 min rant on his snap story about this other girl like omfggggggg Im a fat ugly loser and dumb and now we d... » Continue Reading
Old controversy surrounding Flamingo has been circulating quite a bit recently and I'm honestly not sure why everyone is still so upset when people defend him. Like yeah, obviously the things he was saying wasn't ok -ESPECIALLY if he was posting it on the internet- but as far as I've heard, he was a teen and still in school at the time. What he was saying is far less offensive than what I normally hear on a daily basis at my school. Everyone saying 'well he should have known better then to be sa... » Continue Reading
Okay so i think i accidentally set my age as something else i DONT REMEMBER WHAT but i cant change it... damn. Anyways! To clarify, im 15... 2011. Okay great! » Continue Reading
Hi so my name is Sara and im 15! Im really into punk msuic andd emo! (also some Olivia Rodrigo.. cause, reals. Not all her songs tho for example honeybee is horrible and sounds like straight up mommy asmr EUGH :<)Anyways! I collect cds/vinyls/cds/ect, i LOVEEE deathnote, i have a borderline unhealthy obsession with Taylor Momsen...?(dont ask shes beautiful and so so talented and cool omg:O), i adore thrifting becasue i always find so much stuff and stuff i can like diy to look cool since im alte... » Continue Reading
about a year ago i developed tics, but they werent that bad so i just assumed they would go away pretty quick or wouldnt be an issue at all. however, a few months ago, they got very bad and i wasnt able to go even a minute without ticcing. theyve gotten a little better since then, but its still hard and embarrassing whenever im around family, esp my mom. she constantly stares at me no matter how hard i try to surpress it, and i wish she would just realize how hard it is for me. its not something... » Continue Reading
Not to be one of Those People, but you cannot complain about ANYTHING without someone trying to medicalize it or turn it into some sort of symptom. I was talking with a friend about how I struggle to focus and start tasks sometimes and he was like "Oh, you must have ADHD." When I assured him that I am Not disabled he got upset and began arguing the point? It seems like everyone my age is constantly attempting to armchair diagnose everyone around them. I'm not saying that disabilities aren't real... » Continue Reading
its just me and my MacBook Air 11 against the world it literally can barely run anything thats not a dvd/cd or this website but I still love it (mostly cuz of the CD player) » Continue Reading
The 60’ssss Happiness!(Happiness!! 𓂂ɞ̴̶̷ ₃ ɞ̴̶̷𓂂) Lentils(Lentils!? ᯣ_ᯣ)Flowers (lalalaaaaaaaa)The 60’s was a place of peace and love and no one took any showers!!! » Continue Reading
Recently, a specific phenomena has been appearing that I'm starting to notice, which is the invasion of adult spaces by younger people.In adult media, like games/shows/apps directed toward an older audience, a massive amount of younger people that openly view this media and interact with it is staggering. For example, the currently releasing House Of The Dragon has a huge amount of younger fans, I rarely if ever see any of the older fans online. It's really disheartening, since most of those fan... » Continue Reading
I wanted to make this blog for the people who want to be my friend.This blog is very personal to me so please don’t judge me. It’s ok to block me if you feel uncomfortable.I came to this site to make friends, like actually friends not just online “most”. I don’t have any irl friends so I’ve resorted to the internet. I hope this blog helps people understand my behaviors.I don’t like opening up to people. I feel like the more I share stuff about myself the more people alienate me. I tend to boring... » Continue Reading
what is it with the stigma about women having children? for pete's sake im 16; the most im worried about my future right now is the odds of me graduating high school. please leave me alone » Continue Reading
i only have like a month left of summer break but im just at home alone everyday cuz my best friend goes on vacation every summer and i see my other friends only sometimes :( im actually kinda excited for school to start cuz I won’t be alone anymore (but when school actually starts im gonna regret saying that so much T-T) im going to a new school + im not gonna be in french immersion anymore so it’s either gonna get so much easier or so much harder ;-; i hope high school doesn’t make me wanna ki... » Continue Reading
My dad literally told me he would not give me food until I clean my roomDoes he not know I have an ED, faint at least 4 times a day and lost 4kg just these last 2 weeks? Like I try to eat after starving myself all day and he threatens to just starve me more?? I don't care if it would take five minutes it's just the principle of it. If he wants me to starve then so fucking be it. » Continue Reading
For some odd reason, I've been more reluctant to be around my friends. I don't know why, but being around them feels so draining. Any slight inconvenience that happens because of them makes me so irrationally mad and makes me hate them. I've also been more withdrawn from them. This could just be because I'm growing up and getting older so I'm naturally not going to stay friends with people from middle school since I'm going into high school, but I don't like this feeling. These are the only frie... » Continue Reading
i think i'm going to start making an effort again to post more on friendrewind and ribbit or some other old internet style site instead of cozy.talk. i only like give or take 5 users. everyone else including the admin (yeah. yeah him too.) are so obviously reddit users. now, i use reddit. there is a difference between being a reddit user and a normal person and a reddit user with a reddit mentality. i just can't stand blue maga. literally the site gives tenderqueer blue maga. i know i've said in... » Continue Reading
Right now I’m mainly talking about the glorification of plastic surgery in east Asia which has gone to dangerous extremes yet netizens still find them normal? Like it’s just their daily life? Every new fact I learn about the beauty standards there makes me want to puke you CANNOT tell me that this isn’t body horror- we’ve got people cutting the inner corners of their eyes to look more ‘innocent’ and ‘childlike’ (this is horrifying too what the heck?), risking extreme pain and blindness and we’ve... » Continue Reading
i have one million things to do and one million things to remember and i feel as if my brain is going to explode i cannot keep up with everything as hard as i try, i need a rest. but onwards and upwards!today i went to a family function and i have always been extremely shy but today i lowkey did very well and was talking like a normal person lol i was very impressed with myself. i am working every night this week except for tomorrowhome blink school blink work blink home blink next week then rep... » Continue Reading
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH IM SO FUCKING PISSED AT MY SCHOOL. like im literally js having a time of my life, doing my homework and all chill right? UNTIL, my adviser send us a photo of our NEW schedule and HOLY FUCK IVE NEVER BEEN THIS CLOSE TO PULLING THE GODDAMN TRIGGER. BC LOOK AT THIS SHIT. I HAVE TO GO TO SCHOOL AT 7:30 AM, HAVE FLAG CEREMONY EVERY DAY, ONLY 10 MINS OF RECESS, 45 MINS OF LUNCH AND EACH SUBJECT (ITS WORSE IF A TEACHER OVERTIME) LIKE HELL NO. I HAVE A BAD SLEEPING SCHED AND... » Continue Reading
I’m at that point where no matter what you can do; you’ll never fit in a established friend group nor a study group nor a religious group nor a subculture; because I guess a person like me isn’t able to fit in so I stay home in my little house corner where I feel like I’m safe but at the same time I should have someone to talk about this yet at the same time the person may have someone better at the thing that that I like to talk to or they have more knowledge than me then I do ; then then you ... » Continue Reading
hello! i recently logged back into heyspace and saw that nearly everyone was moving here..... so i did too!!!! i really love how this website works and its super awesome!! anywho, im hoping I can make some more friends on here!! » Continue Reading
i really want to take a whole bottle of pink whitney to the dome right about now man.. everything and damn near everybody been overly stressing a bih out🙏 why does life genuinely have to keep continuing to throw the worst curves at me at the worst points in my life again may i mention continuously?? im trying to figure it out but its one thing after another, smoking, drinking, seeing my sister nd best friends, music, and blogging are probably the main things keeping me strongly going at the mome... » Continue Reading
Find out tonight at 12!Nah but fr my periods are actually torturous the older I get. And I found out it wasn’t normal to be depressed, self critical and overall just a fucking tweaker while it feels like the angriest crackhead alive lives in your brain. Antidepressants help but I’m not on mine right now, so I have to make a bitchass psychiatrist appointment which is a chore in itself for some reason. Idk I need to figure it out soon I’m weedless rn » Continue Reading
so i actually miss my ex so fucking much his code name is big sexy -side note my sister and me came up with it when we were drunk. he also knows we call him that so we'll just call him that for now, but i cant help but start to miss him everytime i get alone for long periods of time. Just really about how strong our connection used to be and still is after 3 years of us not talking just because i chose someone else like a dummy😓ive always regretted not choosing big sexy, he was the only m#n ive ... » Continue Reading
(things will be jumbled around and I will use they/them/theirs pronouns for my ex)So my Ex, who we will call R. R was super weird and said a lot of things abt my body and misgendered me when i never misgendered him. He told me he was trans and went by he so i was like "okay! I go by they btw!" (He never called me that). On to the inappropriate stuff, if you are still reading this and you are triggered by inappropriate topics I recommend you back out. Back to the rant/vent, i met them at a sleepo... » Continue Reading
Can we talk about how hard is it to sleep these days?(4AM now in my country LOL)Idk if it’s me but i really find hard to sleep,sometime ago i used to fall asleep at 3 am but now i don’t feel tired even that time..Im scared for school because i ask myself atleast once a week how i will sleep at 9:00 PM,i don’t wanna ruin my school year but after school i started to sleep always at five or six AM.Literally i love sleeping im not joking,i even try to fall asleep,but then i pick up my phone and star... » Continue Reading
I find feet to be disgusting. I don’t know, they’re just kind of shaped weird. I can’t understand how this could be someone’s fetish. I wear socks all day so I don’t have to look at them. And over all they just make me feel uncomfortable. » Continue Reading
This school year is gonna be such a fucking shit show. I haven't finished my virtual summer-school math course and I'm not going to. So I don't know what the fucks gonna happen for my math class this year. Especially considering I cheated the whole time because my step-dad told me to (because atp my family has just accepted that I'm a worthless piece of shit ig). I seriously don't think I'm going to make it through this year.I used to be a star student!! I could read at a tenth grade level in th... » Continue Reading
There’s an entity of some sort living in me. It’s a parasite that craves attention and affection. It seeks it through others. I could be my normal self one second and then the next it takes over my being and it screams and cry’s out of desperation for someone, anyone. But of course no one will hear it. I have no choice but to ignore its needs. It overanalyzes every single word from anyone. It clings to anyone that cares even a little bit. It can’t stop thinking abt whoever my future partner will... » Continue Reading
Hello!(This is my first post at my blog, pls I’m still trying to figure out how to use this website)Ok back to the topic First of all, I need to provide some context for this title. Unfortunately, I happened to look at a social media and came across a post where someone was asking: “Why do people gather to eat at celebrations? Couldn't we do something else?” And on top of that, this person started making various fatphobic comments about people who simply enjoy eating at events!!!1! And t... » Continue Reading
I want an online parent so bad o(╥﹏╥)o My bio ones aren't the best but aren't the worst but I just really need a positive parental figure even if they're not that much older than me » Continue Reading
so, as i was hitting my new goal of 20k steps per day (my plan is m110k->m15k->m3->20k and so on) i kept thinking about how i was venting to my best friend about my struggles with eating in a calorie deficit and how draining working out is, and to sum up his response: "its not that deep". He's my best friend, so ofc he said his piece with care for my feelings but the ignorance on his part is kinda disheartening. its only to be expected tho bc all his life he's been athletic, smart and (no homo) ... » Continue Reading
Hey friends,I just came back from a festival, totes had so much fun. Many of my favorite artists performed and there was lost of delicious food.How everrr, when it came to dancing i was doing absolute shit. I am of caribbean decent so dancing is a big part of my culture. And considering there were a lot of men who totally fit my standard i figured id have to do more than stand still and look pretty. Luckily my bff does have moves so she helped me out, but honestly guys my moves were still very s... » Continue Reading
Summer is boring.Yeah ik a lot of people like it,hanging out with friends,having fun,going to the beach,no just no.Well because without school in my life happens literally nothing it's the same everyday,actually if i could slept 2 or 3 hours extra before actually going to school like not woking up at eight o'clock i would've enjoyed more...Like i hate two full hours of math after woking up and being tired asf but...:((I cant wait for autumn,i miss going to school with the smell of earth after ra... » Continue Reading
sooo I've been riding on the bus for a few months now and everything has been really normal up until today. i got on the bus and immediately, this guy starts talking to me, basically to my face, even though i tried to sit away from him. i can hear him talking about and describing, saying "young gay guy," and "lightskin." i was in such a good mood and it got semi-ruined cuz I had to stay on edge. this guy by the way is like 5'10-6'1 and i'm just 5'5. before i got off the bus, he pasts me as he ge... » Continue Reading
its a good idea... for an au. it wouldn't WORK in game. anyone playing it blind would be extremely confused. cause they didn't do the weird route. because it's a secret. it also takes away the main part of the weird route which is the fact you CHOSE to do this. you CHOSE to put these kids through this. you chose to go back and freeze enemies, you chose to tell her it was real and you chose to go in the lake. making it so that it happens no matter what is taking away your choice and makes the wei... » Continue Reading
Hi!! I don't really know what to put this post under so I've put it as a rant/vent (even tho I'm not really ranting about anything). I really wanted to have a Y2K aesthetic place to get away from Toktik and work on my designing skills (which are non-existent). I hope you have an awesome day and I'll see you another time, bye :) [POLL_DISPLAY:165] » Continue Reading
WHAT!!!! DO YOU MEANNNN!!!! THE BOOSTER GOLD TV SHOW IS CANCELLED!?!!???!??? FUCK OFFF I LOVE FHAT BITCH WHATT EHF CUUUUUUCK I WAS SO EXCITED COR IT FUCK OFF I HATE EVERYTHING SCREAMS » Continue Reading
i wake up this morning & my mom is coming in and outta my room and SHE gets scared cause i startle her when i get out of bed..... THEN i go to the kitchen & shes blasting country music and acting all frantic and going thru my bag of stuff i brought homeand like nothing in there i dont want her to see.. literally js bath soaps... but it felt like SUCH an invasion of privacy? i forgot how overwhelming it can be to live at home x____x i need to move out bleehhh » Continue Reading
I’m on the train rn and I’m on my way to my parents place from London and I am SO tired I almost passed out at work!! I am not particularly loving forward to the next 24 hits or so, the second I get to my parents I need to eat, I’m starving, and shower. And get straight to bed.When I wake up I immediately have to play drums in my church’s worship band and then before the service is even finished, take another train to London to rehearse with my band for when we go to the studio later this week. ... » Continue Reading
So! I would like to start off by saying as many know I'm not religious in a Christian way but i do teach as a sunday school teacher (I stick to the word,I read it and make appropriate and easy crafts&lessons for them so please to all the people judging me,no i am not teaching your kids what you consider to be bad things just because I'm not a Christian) but I have also joined the church choir since they were looking for another female singer! I've recently been looking into a septum piercing (no... » Continue Reading
A small post, some friends judge me some days ago because i like umamusume, i told them i was obsessed with the game, my bf even bought me the uniform of the umas. For people who dont know umamusume is a game/anime about horse girls who train to run, is real nice, even tho some people of the fandom are a bit weird.Anyway my friends said the "furry girl game" was weird and they look weirdly at me. That made me remember why i don't tell them what i like. » Continue Reading
Idk bro, got caught crying and got sent to the frinking guidance office. Now everybosyis asking me if I made the right choice about the course I chose. Man it sucks I really hate myself, everybody undirectly tells me I made a mistake about my course. Man I feel like shit » Continue Reading
not sure if ill ever find people that i fit with!! i always seem to metronome between either too much™ or not enough™. not too much as in risky or detestable, but just, energy. too hyper, annoying and energetic or too monotone and snarky, like i dont think im ever in the middle. genuinely its either pinkie pie or maud pie. im gonna DIE in these two metrics probably, idk.i keep hearing tales and stories of folks who 'find their people' and yadda yadda, and i mean yeah! part of me feels like its o... » Continue Reading
Work is NOT going well today, I’m supposed to be behind the bar in case anybody wants a drink and working on fixing broken gear between customers. I started out with a Marshall MG100 amp head which had been giving guitarists shit during concerts for weeks. I had always known that it was a simple problem with the input of the amp but once I took it apart I had no idea how simple it really was, one of the three tiny reciever pins had been pushed out of the way just to regular old usage and time, y... » Continue Reading
seeing older disney 2000's shows and old high school videos get me so depressed cause socializing was so much better and people were just being them, now it feels depressing it actually hurts » Continue Reading
Sometimes when I see my friends or hang out with them I feel like an uncool person who has nothing going on. I don't really want a boyfriend and I back in highschool to get my diploma but all of my friends (who are my age or younger) are much further than me in life. They have jobs, a boyfriend, an apartment. They have experimented with their looks or have a fashion sense. I have none of that. I don't even want a boyfriend but I still feel like a child for having nothing going on. I have many go... » Continue Reading
I bought colored hair extensions and wanted to dye the stripes on them, but the dye didn't stick because they were synthetic. Then I bought a set of platinum hair extensions with the intention of dyeing them, but it turns out they are made of bioprotein, and the dye doesn’t stick to it either.Natural hair extensions are so damn expensive.Like, I bought bioprotein ones for 300 rubles, but I found natural ones for no less than 10,000 rubles. » Continue Reading
The London Underground gets way too hot in the summertime it sucks I have to take it 40 minutes to get to my job that doesn’t pay me enough :,( » Continue Reading
so I see almost 90 of you viewing my profile? yet I have 7 FRIENDS? AND NONE OF THEM TALK TO ME EXPECT FOR MY IRL FRIENDS? FREAK ALL OF YOU! (*｀Д´)ノ！！！ I DIDNT WANT FRIENDS ANYWAY » Continue Reading
I love and hate romance anime’s.the story are always so interesting and always come with an amazing cast of characters, but on the other hand I’ve never had a partner before or been on a date which i think is normal for my age but it still feels weird trying to relate to feelings I’ve never experienced before and I’m kinda jealous. » Continue Reading
i hate driving in this stupid fucking city i fucking hate houston drivers. im being honked at cuz i put my foot off the gas to make a turn and now all of a sudden the fedex truck driver wants to run me off the road and dickride my ass. im going 55 in the 40 already and we're crossing into a work zone where the lane is closed so i have to drive on the other side of the road. i should start brake checking. » Continue Reading
i'm never sure how to start these. there are so many thoughts racing in my head it feels wrong trying to put them into words, like they're not something that should be materialised. but if i let them fester, they'll only get worse, so i'll force it all out like a purge.i can't hate forever.some might say it's weak morals. that i'm too gullible, too forgiving. too nice. always too nice. always too giving, always too much. too much.there's a part of me that, no matter how much someone hurts me, ca... » Continue Reading
(reupload)okI'm so sick off all this hate that straight edge people have been getting (especially in my scene) like yes don't get me wrong there can be some shitty people out there but I mean come on, that's almost everybodylike I hate how every one who's straight edge gets painted as somebody who has a "superior" mindset or they think that they're better than everyone else like bro... I've met some amazing, sweet, very nice people who happen to be straight edgeand as some who is straight edge I... » Continue Reading
So im camping right.I gotta shit ok.So I walk across the campground to the public restroom.I catch a glimpse into the first stall and let me tell you it was lovecraftian.An abomination of shit and death attack my line of sight. I turn to go to the next stall as there are only two.I see its occupied.Noted by the feet I see from under the stall door. I look no further at this time.I turn again to stand by the wall and wait. But then what can only be described as the wailing of one hundred dying do... » Continue Reading
Computa, show me cool skater alt ppl in my area.no but seriously WHERE ARE YOU GUYSSSS?? I only have like one cool cool friend and shes great but we both want more cool cool friends!!everyone else kinda sucks. besides my other friends… anywayyyyyyyyyPLEASE COOL ALT SKATER PPL FIND MEEEEE » Continue Reading
this is my 1st blog post because this is just so stupid to me LOLL . every encounter ive had on here has been great...apart from this one person?? here's a visual:them: "HIII"me: "HIYAAAA"them: "CALL ME KITTY I'M UR KITTY ALEX"... frying me?? and okay i went along w/ it but they should've been blocked right then & thereme: "hi kitty!! ur from england right? how is it over there?"them: "uhh? like hows it like?"me: "yea basically ! myf"them: "myf?"me: "my fault !!"then they're on some bullshit (th... » Continue Reading
I want to punch something, like really bad, but I don't even have the energy to move, I can see myself throwing a hook at the wall and it hurts, but a good type of hurt, the type that reminds you that you are realjust try to smoke me out, Ill find a wayits fucking hot 2I'm so full of hate but I cant do anything about it, I'm just so angry at everything without a clear reason. But I'll keep it to myself and express it in words because I wont fall to that level, I wont do what they're trying to ma... » Continue Reading
this girl reviewed my screenwriting, "is there a plot?" "why would you say this line?"first of all, there is a plot, i just haven't done screenwriting before so i lowkey have a hard time pacing everything and stuff. so what, you think i'd pull a well written, well paced script out of my ass? also even if i didnt have a plot whats wrong w that? like imma be palo alto. imma be dazed and confusedanyway, secondly, i said that line because i was inspired by someone at my school who said exactly that.... » Continue Reading
I’ve been single for lik 3 yrs now with no romantic relationship since then (╥﹏╥) I have a ton of lesbian friends but non of them lik me lik that. Im so smart n decently pretty why can i nt find anybody who is intrsted in meeeehhh .·°՞(っ^ᯅ^ς)՞°·. How am I supposed to date girls if grls dont even lik me » Continue Reading
Is it really normal to see nazi-taken conspiracy theories and Vril inspired garbage literally EVERYWHERE on the algorithm like it's a normal thing?? I'm just tired of seeing it literally every time I open Instagram, Youtube, Twitter, and other apps. There's always some "satire" meme which at this point it's just not even satire, you can easily tell these people are just 4chan racist people trying to pass on their beliefs without being criticized because they are under the mantle of labeling thei... » Continue Reading
Dear friends, Does anyone else feel like they're not living up to their full potential... Well atleast i know i do, ive got so many goals set but dont know where to begin. Honestly scared that i will fail making those come true wich is making me loose motivation. *sigh* Anyhow the next semester of college is starting soon, im thinking about switching majors. Psychology sounds so much more like my cup of tea :P I guess we will see how this year goes, ill keep yall posted!- Z out <3 » Continue Reading
They have so good They Dont Work AND everyone cares for them???? I work my ASS off on the Steam Marketplace and no fucking NORMIE cares for meeeee while those puppers Do Nothin and they get praise????///?? Fuckin unbelievable!! They are small, privileged fuckers who have SOOOOO easy!!! I am a Discord Mod for 89 fuckin servers and I'm a good, pretty, Big dick having Honorary citizen of Papua New Guinea, So WHY I DON'T GET TREATED AS SUCH??????????????????? We have to stop Homosapiensgyny and ABOL... » Continue Reading
ive been listening to more emo music lately and it's been making me feel a certain way that i find nice. the specific song im listening to on loop rn is six years home by hopes die last. the feeling this song gives me is special. it makes me want to go outside and walk around and just experience life. experience reality. go on a swing and revel in the fresh air. be happy. it makes me want to sit down on a rooftop, holding hands with my partner, talking about whatever's been on our minds.i am no... » Continue Reading
Being a teen in the modern world, SUCK ASS, not just because most of us miss being a kid around when cOVID-19 happen but because trying to hang out with anyone is hard as shit and if you did manage to somehow schedule a meet up, everything is expensive. There are very little places that allow teens in or place were teens can even feel safe. It doesn’t help that where I live (nc) it’s getting more expensive as more people are moving here and everything here feel cramped. There’s many businesses o... » Continue Reading
bro i'm like getting so fed up with my hair because i rly want the emo fringe BUT my hair is like wavy/curly and i cannot STAND having hair in my eyes or over my ears bcos of sensory issues and now it's summer so everytime i try to straighten my hair and the heat makes me sweat which makes my hair start to curl up again!!!!!! also i kinda f-ed up the fringe while trying to cut it :/ » Continue Reading
I hate not being able to comfort my friends, there is probably something wrong with me but I never feel any empathy when I see my friends or vent I really wish I did I truly do, but it’s the same as when my dog died, I wasn’t crying or sad I never feel bad.The only thing I feel sad about in life is being touched by my step father, even I don’t feel empathy towards myself at moments. I used to kill small animals like squirrels for my groomer and hang their organs on trees, I never really felt any... » Continue Reading
I get to go to the mall and go shopping :PI just hope there aren't any assholes >_< (The city that the mall is in isn't always the kindest) » Continue Reading
I can't really pinpoint why am I feeling like this whenever the topic of my physical/mental illnesses comes up, but I genuinely despise talking about it, it makes me embarrassed :P (i am a big traumatized baby, that's why)I mainly suffer from an anxiety disorder, IBS, and migraines.Whenever I have to declare my current health state somewhere, like when I'm getting a piercing or going to the doctor, or whenever the symptoms of my illnesses show I just feel SO embarrassed. I can't imagine talking ... » Continue Reading
I know its pretty common to say that but UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I JS HATE IT. BC TELL ME WHY I GOT A FUCKING 11/25 ON A MATH TEST. DO YOU NOT UNDERSTAND HOW EMBARASSING THAT SHIT IS????(i was trying to hold my fucking tears earlier bc of that btw.) I mean, if you're in a regular class and your class dgaf abt any of that, well consider yourself LUCKY. Because in my case, THATS LITERALLY AN EMBARASSMENT considering im in STE (which means Science, Technology, Engineering Program... » Continue Reading
I think it’s already obvious by now that ICE has been and is still, ruining a lot of people life, especially immigrants lives, not just by just taking away families, but also giving them a fear which can last forever.I’ve been noticing this due to the fact that ice is still going around in states,they’re just being quiet because last time they got harassed by many people and didn’t like that their own terrible actions have consequences. and when I mean by fear, I mean that a lot of immigrants ha... » Continue Reading
I am a cashier, and I like my job. Nothing wrong with it, everyone I work w is nice, I make good money, and the job is pretty easy. What I DON'T like about it is the few (like 5%) people that have to be dicks to me at my register. Most of my customers are nice, but I have some that just make it hard for me to want to work.Examples:I literally got called ugly to my face and told that I should work a job where people don't have to look at my face.Had a guy tell me I can't look tired (it was 10 pm)... » Continue Reading
It’s 3am and I can’t sleep, or ig I don’t want to, I can’t stand the thought of wasting an entire day so I just waste the entire night aswell until I’m sleep deprived enough to stop thinking and just pass outI think I’m gonna go back to physical journaling aswell, it just feels right, it’s not that I don’t trust friendRewind, but i still step lightly on digital media after spacehey fucked me in the ass, FriendRewind has been very nice and very lenient on me in the past month I’ve been on here wh... » Continue Reading
I REEK OF CIGARETTES MY HOUSE REEKS IM NOSEDEAF TO THE SMELL WITH HOW FUCKING PUNGENT MY HOUSE IS. My house smells like cigarettes from my dad and it used to smell worse with weed and cigarettes when my sister was in, I don’t really have a problem with weed smell or cigarettes but it doesn’t look good when your friends older brother is picking you up and tells you “god sky, you smell like cigarettes” TELL ME ABOUT IT BRO. I already look like a satanic whore to my friends parents which is why i ... » Continue Reading
This last two years I have been in my lowest. I have no friends. I’ve lost my passion for art and my parents don’t let me express myself the way I want. But even after all off that I still haven’t cried. Now I look back no story, movie, tv show, or game have ever made me cry. The only time I’ve cried is when I’m getting my ass whooped. It’s probably nothing though. » Continue Reading
but i lowk fw they challah bread...(am i gonna get canceled?? i hate what they r doing and i stand with Palestine 100% but i fw challah bread...) » Continue Reading
ill prob delete this soon buthas someone else WANTED to be sad? like my life is great, everything is really good! but i just really want to be depressed, i want to be sad, i want to cut, i want nobody to care. Or one little thing will set me off and then im comforted, i finally get what i want. and when i get in the mood where i wanna be sad i just turn on like a vent playlist and boom im sad, once im sad i finally can cry, i finally can just let it out. i finally feel good.could just be me i gu... » Continue Reading
I don't think people realize how exhausting recovery from a triple cervical fusion really is.It's not just neck pain. It's the constant fatigue, the soreness, the random nerve pain, the stiffness, the swallowing issues, the sleepless nights, and the mental battle that comes with feeling like your life has been put on hold. Healing has become my full-time job, and honestly... it's one of the hardest things I've ever done.Some days I feel guilty that I can't work. I miss feeling productive. I miss... » Continue Reading
(okay if i sound ableist js lmk)okay idk what ts is abt but its lowk targeted towards ppl who self diagnosis with autism and then do weird stuff bc of said autismidk man when it comes to like depression n shi like okay i understand but when its like the "popular that makes me different and cooler then the other quirky" ones like autism, bipolar, bpd, ocd, tourettes and mpd like ofc im not trying to say mental illness doesnt matter or shouldnt be looked into but most of the time its gated communi... » Continue Reading
so my freaking dad decided to beat me up to the point of my mum leaving him and NOW he's acting all nice and shit and promised me £250 cus he gave my big brother that much and NOW he's ignored me and my texts for the last week who does this guy think he is :/ » Continue Reading
ill use the last of sanity to be as normal as possible and hold out for however long I can last so expect less coherent blogs as an attempt to conserve my humanityI haven't left my room in 2 days and haven't left the house in 2 weeks I think, time passes so slow in the moment but when looking at the big picture it flies by so fast I'm scared to move because I think someone is trying to control me, I just want to make a decision on my own without it being choreographed by someone else, so just sh... » Continue Reading
omg it's so hot here I hate the heat so MUCH !!!!! 💢 ( `ᜊˊ )what's worse is that I don't have a fan in this room,,,YET because my auntie is getting me a fan so I don't melt like the wicked witch of the west,,,,,(¬_¬")I <3 MY AUNTIE THOUGH SHE'S DA BEST !!!!!!!it's like a heatwave out here though holy shit » Continue Reading
hi everyone this is different from my usual blog posts i just wanted to come on here to express some problems in my personal life. so ive been hailucinating for the past couple of months now. at first it was just small things like seeing something for a spilt second and i of course knew it wasnt were. but right now in 2026/07/31 my hallucinations have gotten even worse like hearing things feeling things and even smell to the point where can even tell even its real or and people around me will h... » Continue Reading
But if I'm going to be honest here. What can I really do? I mean I have been dealing with intrusive thoughts for at least five years now and those thoughts keep on ruining how I view others that I know and I just feel guilty in the end. I still haven't told my family about because I'm afraid of what they'll think of me after I do tell them. I mean how am I supposed to tell like "I've been dealing with my intrusive thoughts for five years and it was the cause of my self-harm alongside with my gui... » Continue Reading
so we all know what a like piercings and tattoo and all that fun shit is and i so far have decided to stick to dyeing my hair to a red color, i have my left nostril, my septum, and my 1st lobes but my 2nds are only on my left ear and also i have 3 tattoos one on my middle finger, above my knee, and ankle tattoo, now i think i want to add like black highlights into my hair and get my navel pierced but i dont know.... i also have to fix my knee tattoo so i might do the tattoo fix then piercing the... » Continue Reading
middle school is still the same thing 4 me, but different classes etcetc,but at lunch 1 of my friends sense i was in 5th grade came n talked 2 me!! im very glad she remembered me 4 so long XDD n very glad 2 talk w/ her 4 2 years. i couldnt wait till she was in middle school when i was in 6th grade, n now shes here w/ me!! but anyway, 2morrow ima do sm liberty spikes 4 school bc y not do sm kewl 4 my kewl hair soo… cant wait!! nuthin much happened at school, only thing tat happened is 2 see my bf... » Continue Reading
all these assignments r killing me i have so many to do and im ON TRACK and still overwhelmed like jeezim so tired to the point i do whole sections wrong bcs i misinterpreted the question auuuufhgghghghghhh » Continue Reading
myspace catfishing is on a whole new level!!! STAY SAFE GUYS.....EDIT:okay I'm officially airing out who it is because I found undeniable proof AND I want this to be a PSA to help people spot AI better!!it's this dude. (bonnie)https://friendrewind.com/profile.php?id=17195what first made me notice? this bulletin"his version" is the EXACT same photo but upscaled and a different background.I thought "if he faked this, is there anything else?" and yes. yes there is.first let me provide my shittily-m... » Continue Reading
okay i get asked this question a lot "what is a eclectic witch?" well Eclectic witchcraft is a like self-defined spiritual path that focuses on personal resonance and intuition over rules. its like taking a practice from different types of "witches" and making your own style. i personally like to manifest and use my intuition. "whats a glamour witch do?" well its a form of witchcraft focused on influencing perception, attraction, how confident, competent, or magnetic a person seems to others. yo... » Continue Reading
Grandma got released from the hospital (≧▽≦) the only bad thing is she has dementia Parkinson's and heart failure it's very sad (╥﹏╥) she is being medicated, but that still won't fix it she will still eventually get worse idk really I just don't want her to forget us and all the memories we made with her, I miss baking and cooking with her she has such good recipes she gave me one of her favorite cookbooks but it will not taste the same without her (╥﹏╥) I'm going to see her later ho... » Continue Reading
Okay so, i freaking love the hunger games, films and books. Rereading all the books at the minute have me reflecting on life in general and how precious it really is. I did the tiktok trend of the nerding out about a year ago and now the nerd girl one and I've realised how many more friends I've made from actually expressing my interests and hobbies from doing silly trends like that. It lowk makes me feel so happy when people talk to me about them like yes!! tell me about your theories for SOTR ... » Continue Reading
quick recap of eventsearlier in the week, i posted a blog on spacehey (archived link btw) discussing the merits of friendrewind and the flaws of spacehey, solely to see if it resonated with anyone, and if it would result in a quick bolster of growth for friendrewind overall. which it did - there were quite a few signups following my original blogbtw i was very open with d3fect about all this as it was happening, asking about tracking backlinks and referrals and such via instant messenger but an... » Continue Reading
okay so like i know im not a user on spacehey but you can still see blogs and stuff! this is so funny to me, i dont know why. TOP BLOG ENTRIES BY THE WAY. (at least when i see it)anyways uh no hate to these people. i did in fact skim thru a bit of the 3rd blog, Hi, some clarification, and it's really all facts. i'm like pretty damn sure this site doesn't use ai and if so, how would this site use ai? i think that's stupid. like "join this and don't join that" or "no! that site has bad reputation!... » Continue Reading
my mother has never been my reliable parentshe always made herself the fun parent. she highly parentified me since i could speak. she confided in me. things you should never be confiding to your child, no matter the age. things like complaining about her relationship issues with my father. even as a child, she would tell me "i'm unhappy in my relationship with your father and i always have been, but i stayed for you" things she should be talking about with literally anyone else. she would get ma... » Continue Reading
This monday I had my oral final exam with this professor I really don't like, and it was the worst experience ever.Started off wrong, last friday he sent a two hour video and said he was going to ask about it on monday. How many people were doing this exam as well? Just my classmate and me. I didn't watch it because I was focused on the other units of the course AND I should remind everyone that the semester had already finished. That video was sent afterwards, as new material to study.Since I d... » Continue Reading
do you ever feel like you're being pulled in 5 different directions? like no matter what you want to do, something always collides in your head? like you're not sure what you actually want.is this part of me the real me, or is it just another side i use to play a role?i keep trying to escape myself whilst simultaneously trying to find it. i'm playing cat and mouse with my own damn self and nobody's winning.i don't know if i'll ever be able to just be. i'm good at running away, i think. but i can... » Continue Reading
what to do, what to do its late, I'm sleep deprived don't read this I'm scared to die alone, but I have a feeling I won't be after its doneI'll just do what I did last time and have some good last moments, like giving a dog chocolate before putting him down if anyone wants anything from me then just dm or sumthin, idk I'll buy you a pizza or whateverwas going to make this a post on larping as sane to reverse how I got in this mess but I don't even want to get better, I just... I just want...ig r... » Continue Reading
before I start this rant YES I know no one likes any parasitic creature but this is my blog and I can rant about whatever I please okay so i love all bugs and animals and they all have a special place in my heart (including flies and stink bugs) but GOD I hate parasites (besides maybe leeches). They’re is literally no point for their existence and all they do is make other living things suffer. I wish evolution wasn’t real for these things because wdym they’re now hard to kill because they’re re... » Continue Reading
Now lately, I've seen a bulletin post of a friend of mine here showing what's currently going on in SpaceHey of people simply being harsh on FriendRewind.Stating that someone was kinda trying to start a fight between two websites.You know, first off I had no idea about this whole site wars thing and I hope that doesn't happen here because right now I'm quite happy with how things are currently going on here on FriendRewind and things here are pretty smooth so far and I'm very thankful to Layla L... » Continue Reading
I had this nightmare last night that started with me going back to the college town for my second year of university, its a nice quiet town and there arent many tall buildings (the tallest building is the town hall) thats just how small the town generally is. Anyway, I somehow merged this location with the big city that im from, I imagined there being tall skyscrapers nearby the campus with a thin tower meant for student dorms. This is where the story starts: I was on a walk in the town, there... » Continue Reading
one time in the beginning of the eighth grade I had a theory that I was obsessed with until my teacher retired, i was convinced she worked for the government idk wtf I was on fr but what I thought she was doing was comparing my school and states academic level for some statics for the government and I had an hour long discussion with my friends about it, it made so much sense. she took phycology she has a 4.0 GPA or smth, off topic but like she's a very smart lady ngl she gave me so much advice ... » Continue Reading
omg the 1st day of school went well then i thought lwk, n lik art class might b my fav class bc i have tis art teacher tat is a animator illustrator n worked on paw patrol, moana n was hired by Netflix which is RLY FUCKING COOL. n he also animated sm cartoons n r friends w/ sm cartoon animators which is fucking inssaaannee. next week or so, we r finna learn 2 animate which is so cool n bc i suck n ALWAYS wanted 2 b a animator ( 2018 - 2020 was the shit FRfr), i did do a project 4 me 2 do n its g... » Continue Reading
someone on here thinks I make my whole personality about my problems but tbh as of late its all I can ever really think about its just a lot I kinda want to talk and be with someone but I know it's not meant for me. So what do I do? just sleep?, I woke up early today and there was genuinely nothing I wanted to do but lay in bed and cuddle with my daki, but in the back of my mind I call myself crazy.I don't like real people, they're flawed and complicated. Characters are much easier to understand... » Continue Reading
My one goal was to become a youtuber since I was 6yrs old bc i grew up with a lot of youtubers like FGTEEV, laurenzside, yammy, ihascupquake, bijuu mike, gloom, dantdm, pewdiepie, pat and jen, itsfunneh, grian, mumbo jumbo. The thing that drove me was that no matter how the world would possibly call them weird they still have an entire community of other people like them. The main goal was exactly that. Then it went to vtubing after the surge in 2020. Yet, suddenly I don't feel so sure. Maybe I ... » Continue Reading
I LOVE HIRONOS THEY HAVE TO BE THE CUTEST THINGS EVER CREATEDD!!! I AM HIM HE IS ME!! Literally especially the circus one (which I have) that one is best and the poet!! Sm better than labubus » Continue Reading
I had to stop being goth ONCE AGAIN because my family wont allow me to look like that outside the house. I hate it. But of course I wouldn’t dare to talk back. I had to keep it basic, a cute red top and some low rise jeans…not so cute but oh well. I tried to do some lip syncing videos. I dunno if I should post them on tt » Continue Reading
do you ever just wanna choke someone out for no good reason?I want to learn how to death metal scream/growl first so as the person's life is fading from them, they think they're being choked by a demon or god. Either one works for me. » Continue Reading
SO, I'm going to the beach with my brothers n cousins but we were supposed to go yesterday but we didn't because IM SICK, long story short I almost threw up at night a few days ago but I just swallowed until I fell asleep. BUT Im trying to get better fast as I can because we're going on Friday!!!! and I haven't been to the beach in THREE YEARS. so wish me luck!!!! » Continue Reading
sorry guys i am so pissed off right now this is very disjointed and there's like 3 huge run-on sentencesoh my FUCKING GOD somebody needs to fucking tell my mom's chud ass boyfriend to get rid of his 7 fucking cats that he doesn't fucking take care of. I adore cats so much but i am genuinely starting to fucking hate them because of him. We have an ongoing flea infestation and he has 2 fucking cats that are completely unsociable and will refuse to let you get near them so we can't do anything abou... » Continue Reading
I tried to do the cat ears thing w my hair and all it turned out to be was a sticky mess (-_-;)I suck at everything Istg (╥﹏╥) » Continue Reading
Why is finding third spaces so hard as a teen now? Based off what i’ve seen and heard, there used to be so many cool places where teens could be teens and not pay “billiooooons” of dollars.Near where I live, every single place has a curfew for teens and the places that do not have the curfews don’t like kids all together. The movies are expensive as frick now, Malls are dying, Activities like skating, bowling, painting, etc aren’t popular anymore. A lot of my generation is messy too, not all but... » Continue Reading
I really like want to start a new life tbh. Cause I don’t really want to kms that much but I also can’t stand the life I’m living right now. I wish there was like an in between 😭 my family is super dysfunctional nd shi but ig I just have to take the blame for that and suck it up because no one is gonna change. I can’t leave my house cause I’m a minor but I really wish there was another option. Any tips????? » Continue Reading
doomscrolling makes us consume content endlessly, which is why we forget to create. i cant remember the last time where i actually had an idea and decided to work on making that idea a reality. if thats art or a new tumblr post. this is something i want to change. im way too focused on consuming. for example whenever i try to write a new blog post i cant seem to come up with something without looking at inspiration first. i think that getting inspiration from other people once in a while is a go... » Continue Reading
I hate depop SO much sometimes because why do i find this cute hollister babydoll top and i look at the price and its TWO HUNDRED AMERICAN DOLLARS????!!!! WHO is paying that much for a SHIRT???? » Continue Reading
uhh so like my entire family lowk yellinf at me because im in my room all day but like theres nothinf else to do ,,,,,,,, i ujst like rlly need something to do taht doesnt make me irritated cause everything nowadays makes me angru and when i get angry i cry so 0w0 » Continue Reading
(this one’s a lot about my mental health) I know i said i was gonna go more into depth about how relatable the song boys day (bloody sea) by pacific purgatory is but i changed my mind because i watched the backrooms last night with my best friend and clark’s speech about liking it there really got to me. This is gonna sound silly but ever since watching the end of evangelion movie, i’ve wanted to be myself and also fix up my mental health more which i usually don’t really take care of despite ha... » Continue Reading
some dude on friendrewind added me so we could talk about our experiences being disabled, which i'm always down for, love talking to other disabled people. (i think his comment might still be on my profile, dude's username is just X) but literally all he kept spouting was medical misinformation??? like, it was legitimately insane. he immediately was like "yeah, i use ivermectin for my chronic fatigue syndrome" HUH???? ivermectin is an anti-parasitic drug???? if someone tells me they use ivermect... » Continue Reading
anytime i mention that i use ketamine or kratom online, ESPECIALLY on cozy.talk, SOMEONE has to be like "that stuff is dangerous, man. it fucked up my friend. you gotta be real careful." sorry your friend was an idiot who didn't utilize harm reduction! i always say: it's not the seed, it's the soil. take any drug, the molecule is unchanging. what is always different is the body of the person using it. just because someone has had a negative experience with something doesn't mean that the drug it... » Continue Reading
sorry to bring spacehey drama over here but this bugged me a little T_Ti logged into the site out of curiosity and for some reason my post about moving to friendrewind got on the top blogs! and like... the entire top blogs section is full of discourse about friendrewind...!spacehey is genuinely toxic as hell. everyone complains about controversy always being on the top blogs, but then they keep. interacting with it. i had a couple people get mad in my comments section because my post was an "und... » Continue Reading
I love the dark and monochrome colors<3<3<3I wish we were a night based society.I want to paint my room walls with black.I love dark mode on the internet.I love dimly lit rooms.I only thing dark in dark like is the color of my skin » Continue Reading
I hate making friends online and irl. I always perceive the tiniest amount of kindness as something more when I know I was never that deep, and when I do make friends i always either push them away or catch feeling. Why am I like this? » Continue Reading
As of making this post it is 2:00am on the first day of school. I don’t want to go. I don’t have any friends and when I try I push everyone away. I wish I could just disappear » Continue Reading
[Spacehey crosspost][I'M NOT HATING ON EITHER OF THESE SITES I'M NOT HATING ON EITHER OF THESE SITES I'M NOT HATING ON EITHER OF THESE SITES]brief edit: I made this when I was uncertain of how Def3ct was taking all of this. He's not okay with it. Leaving unedited for clarityMeet excessive promotion via algorithm exploitation!This cycle repeats again.. first it was Napo v. Spacehey, now it'll be FriendRewind v. Spacehey. Because rather than letting people choose what site they want to use, you ca... » Continue Reading
been without a phone for 2 days, it feels like hell on earth. but on all seriousness probably the most productive in my life and I've been trying to eat better which is kinda working but at least I can cook better » Continue Reading
7:51amit's early morning and i haven't slept. i don't like going to sleep much lately. it feels like everything i do is just to kill time when it itself is trying to kill me back. like i have my hands wrapped around its throat and all it does is mock me for how much i want it gone. i don't have anything else but time, yet i hate it more than anything. everything takes time. learning, sleeping, cleaning, doing nothing. it doesn't stop and i'm tied to the tracks. there's no lever to pull to make i... » Continue Reading
I genuinely think that I’m addicted to my phone, and I feel as though it may be one of the most embarrassing addictions for one to succumb to. ->First of all, to announce my credibility to the very few who will actually read this blog, my average screentime for the past month has fluctuated between 10-13 hours per day.**Anyways, throughout this summer, whenever I would consider doing something productive during the day (apply to more jobs, go to the gym, etc…) I would get ready to start the tas... » Continue Reading
hiii this is my first blog entryyy!! its lit about to be 4am rn in the uk, and im waitin for my friend to get online bruuuu (shes in another country rn😢) n yea im like not even tired but i probs should sleep soon bc im soo busy tommorow wt ts music course..........anyways ye byeeeeeee » Continue Reading
mentaly unstable girl from dirt town on a myspace clone that blogs about wanting to die, her fucked up life, and occasional poetry, and a shy loser guy who listened too much bad music meet.and when they do they talk alot, but they both are bad at talking so it all goes terribly wrong and she passes her curse onto him, so the boy now takes her place as just another mentally unstable guy from dirt town that blogs about wanting to die, and his imaginary problems and the cycle anews.I think I've dec... » Continue Reading
I made and alt account on tiktok, I was bored. And I needed to post more freely since everyone in my town knows my main acc (hate it). If you wanna go follow, its @woandsorrow.I post random shit there. Goth shit is on my main. 🔮 » Continue Reading
So, I love my best friend, right? And I'm not a bad friend in practice, or theory for that matter. But I'm just so jealous.Specifically of her relationship. To put a perspective on things, I was dating my ex for about a year, and it was a pretty messy break. I tried to make it clean, I really did! Then he went and started talking bad about me, and a bunch of other stuff came out too. It made me take off the rose tinted glasses and finally see that I was doing everything in that relationship and ... » Continue Reading
Theres this guy on insta who I've been talking to for a while that I knew sophomore year and he always lowkey annoyed me and now he's asking me to go to an amusement park w him and keeps asking 'wyd' but I'll feel so bad if i block him and i js dont know what to do anymore why am i like this every time someone likes me I get icked out and hate the thought of dating, but i like the idea of a relationship, yk?? Im js so lost. I really don't like this guy cus hes lowk corny and shit but id feel lik... » Continue Reading
I'm not going to lie, I'm kinda nervous to become a senior. People were right when they said that high school will fly by. The thought that this will be my last year of school honestly makes it all the more nerve-wracking. Never did I expect that I'd get close to finally being an adult, and I can honestly only hope that this last year of high school will treat me nicely before I officially become an adult next year. </3 » Continue Reading
Okay I love my mom, right? but she just gets on my nerves sometimes anduhgghewj I HATE IT!!She keeps saying stuff about my chosen name, which is Kasper, it used to be something similar to my deadname but I don't like that one anymore. anywaaaayy uhmm she's been saying stuff like "Why can't I pick your new name?" or mentioning that stupid ghost Casperearlier she asked if I wanted to use the name Kastel or fucking KASSIOUS?? Like no mother I do not want to be named Kassious </3Other than that, she... » Continue Reading
I have like 13 friends but 208 profile views. I feel like a bug in a cage, a bacteria under a microscope, an observed chaotic element in an otherwise stagnant environment.What doth thou gain from perceiving me? T'was it interest? T'was it concern? T'was it.. morbid curiosity? The book is open to investigation and questions, though you'll find many a pages ripped out or covered with temporary pencil. The words shall be foggy and unclear, with the first multitude of writings containing nothing but... » Continue Reading
ok so im a christian right (i swear im cool) but anyways in my town theres like this event that happens in march. its where around like 15 churches come together and it last like 2 days (friday night, all of saturday, sunday morning). basically we just have services and hang out and stuff like that. but this march on saturday i saw this really cute guy we will call river, but i only saw him on saturday and then like never again. i mean i knew he was in my city but like our city is kinda big. but... » Continue Reading
im finally 18 and everything sucks, I didn’t even wanna celebrate my birthday. There’s nothing I can do but try and apply for an id (that took me 2 weeks to do) or get a drivers liscence (the nearest date for me to take my road test is 4 months away) Honestly I feel like life hasn’t been worth much from 12 and forward. Like not even in a “oh em gee I wanna kill myself” but more so in a “I haven’t found any proper joy within my life” kind of thing. I mean flat out its not gonna get better, im goi... » Continue Reading
was talking to some local guy on insta on like my irl main account and he was like friends of friends and was kinda of a hick but its wyoming so everyone is and he asked me if i wanted to go to some mexican joint and i agreed, and he picked me up from my house and he was very awkward, barely made any small talk but he said "this is my first ever date with a guy....." huh??? since when was this a date??? i thought this was just supposed to be a hang out?? i just sat there and nodded my head, mind... » Continue Reading
I find that with depression its hard to do anything without it feeling like a chore, even getting up is just so tedious to do compared to doing nothing but it's not a problem like I can't raise my hand over my head, its that I don't want to raise my hand over my head, in that way its hard to fight against it this would be longer but I don't want to write anymore » Continue Reading
This is just a story on how I hate being a woman and how sexualized we are broA few weeks back me and my best friend were out thrifting and decided to go to the mall bc we wanted to go to hot topic and spencers but while we were there we decided to walk into vicrorias secret just to look as most teenage girls do yk and ik its mainly a lingre store but looking at how sexualized everything is in there honestly was so disgusting like off puttingly and me and her had a discussion on how much we as t... » Continue Reading
Okay so this might be stupid but for me I have trouble controlling my emotions especially my anger. I also do suffer from depression so keep in mind.I hate the lights being on in my room because it just bothers my eye idk it does i hate when lights r on they r too bright. n it makes my room hotter so my sis came into our room and left the lights on when she got something n left. I told her not to leave the lights on in my normal voice also cause I am like in a whatever mood i guess i wasn't both... » Continue Reading
i'm practically incapable of hating anyone and i have difficulty standing up for myself and it puts me in a lot of difficult situations. people frequently walk all over me & treat me badly and it doesn't matter bc i always end up letting it go bc i'm too nice of a person. i wish i had some sort of spine in me to act but i loathe the idea of being on bad terms with anybody. it's like i just wanna be everybody's friend and i always let people hurt me because i don't want to upset them. this applie... » Continue Reading
Its the 2nd week of the summer hols already and i feel like im spending too long on tye internet cuz idk what else to do. Sure ive hung out with friends a couple times and done some stuff but otherwise ive been rotting in my room and i feel like im wasting my teen years. Ive heard too many fucking times "enjoy being a teen its the best part of ur life" and i feel like im wasting that time doing nothing. In general, even after school or on weekends i do barely anything. I hate wasting my time ins... » Continue Reading
People who force religion and religions practices are horrible people should be able to practice their own beliefs and the main one i noticed is Christianity listen i support their beliefs systems but as a follower of aphrodite I realize that most people have to hide their own religions from others and it sucks please stop forcing religions especially on kids no matter what they should discover their own and it can effect their metal health to point of hating their parents for some please help ... » Continue Reading
I promise this is the last one for the time being. I'm just trying to transfer over some of my SpaceHey posts over.With a few exceptions, the more popular a game is, the less interest I have in it. I just get so sick and tired of people talking about the same thing over and over again. Many will blindly like something just because the internet told them to. Hey if you're into games like GTA or Mecca Chameleon that's great. BOTW was a bit of a disappointment for me. I was super hyped for this gam... » Continue Reading
So a couple days ago I finally decided to delete the app off of my phone because I’m so sick and tired of how boring and HATEFUL people are on there. I opened the app on my iPad a few minutes ago just so I could nudge my irl friend and keep our streak going. What a mistake that was. 💀Anyways… » Continue Reading
One thing that really gets on my nerves is the fact that THEY FORGET ABOUT BOTH ANDY AND JOE! and maybe it's just me but i really like Joe Trohman! they seem to be forgotten within the fandom, ITS ALWAYS PETE, PATRICK AND OR MIKEY(cuz of petekey)! also not to mention, they do just as much as Pete and Patrick do for the band, that's what makes them so special! they also hate on post hiatus albums which are just as good as pre hiatus albums! it's just so horrible since I've been listening to t... » Continue Reading
so this has been bothering me for a little bit but ever since I went on a run about maybe 5 days ago close to the start of the run I swear I felt the presence of my old friends from the hospital as if they were running with me, idk how to explain it other than presence because its not like I really saw them, but I could like...feel them iykwim. i cant lie it mad me happy but I'm kinda scared that I'm going to go over the edge if I haven't already(similar type thing)(notice, although I'm saying "... » Continue Reading
Idk how but i sometimes make my boyfriend upset and he jst goes quiet and it makes everything really awkward and it sucks too because its literally right after were like laughing and having a good time like helloooo?? And we talked abt this like to say "hey this bothered me" when it happens but instead you can jst suddenly notice a random change in the air and it's like oh hes upset and thats it. And I don't want to be like hey are u mad at me cus he jst makes it so awkward still and also I real... » Continue Reading
pacing in circles to do more tasks even though i wanted to fall asleep and i nearly passed out trying to get to the stupid washer but its ok as long as you get your fucking beauty sleep or whateveri'm so tired so tired so tired but it's really immature for me to want sleep. or anything at all. why do i even want??? it's fucking selfish. but only for me. i only feel this about mei need a long long break but nobody else in this system knows how to run it. found that out last night. it sucks. i kee... » Continue Reading
Something that really bothers me about modern "alt" people is that NOBODY is allowed to have their own opinions on ANYTHING. "You're not alt because you don't suck up to everyone and every style." "You're not alt because you don't allow people to walk all over you." Can you people just stfu‽ Here's an fyi you DON'T need to like EVERY style or EVERYTHING that's considered out of the norm. You also DON'T need to let basic people walk all over you. You're allowed to hate them back, being overly com... » Continue Reading
omgg im legit out of hairspray TT im so FUCKING sad rn (not litterally) buuuuutttt anyway, im bored n i want 2 write a blog post abt ig me n my life idfk. i made a challenge a month ago 2 not go outside until school starts...i kinda failed tat (ig) bc i did went 2 saturday school 4 my schedual 4 7th grade (ik im young TT). n im kinda fucking confuse bc i got 2 classes tat doesnt make sence 2 me at AALLLL, there my 3rd n 4th period n idk wat my classes mean, but i eventually will when i go 2 scho... » Continue Reading
Omg god he’s annoying.For context, on my birthday which is June 1 btw, I got a DAP which stands for “digital audio player”. The pacific model I got was Snowsky echo mini that I LOVE. EVER SINCE I DOWNLOADED MUSIC ON THIS THING I HAVEN’T BEEN ABLE TO PUT IT DOWN, which is where the problem begins. when I went over to my dad‘s house for the summer (my parents are split) he would always complain about me having my headphones on. He says I listen to music all day can damage my ears. Which he is prob... » Continue Reading
Help help, I haven't got my wisdom tooth removed but it keeps bleeding again and again.. It's starting to get really annoying because it'll start bleeding everytime I eat/chew on smth :/Even the slightest pressure such as poking on it can cause another bleeding AND I HATE IT SO SO MUCH OMFGGGG » Continue Reading
So recently I’ve realised a lot of my friends don’t actually care about me nearly as much as I care about them; they’ll never text first, they’ll never check in on me, they’ll never ask to hangout and i’m not sure what to do, i’ve tried cutting them off but I can never get myself to do it. Why are people so confusing. » Continue Reading
I went to the mall in Florida today but I didn’t get anything out of it. I went to the American girl store for the first time and fell in love with a doll that looked just like me. I asked my grandmother and my mother if we could split the cost. They both said no because it wouldn’t be fair if I got one and my sister didn’t. I could understand this, but the thing is my sister is getting A FULL TRIP TO DISNEY WORLD the very next day. The trip isn’t for me, I’m probably not gonna get anything from... » Continue Reading
I had to get this off my chest. My ex used to like beg me to do tongue kissing / French kissing, right? And I didn't want to. I didn't feel comfortable. I was clearly unsure about it. But one day in like September of last year, we were watching a movie and I was starting to drift off and stuff—during this time, I had already started losing feelings for him bc I have to get up extremely early for school and he didnt understand that i hated the clinginess and he would wanna hang out w me after sch... » Continue Reading
auugh i'm frustrated w myself. i love artfight, it's something i look forward to every year. especially now that i've started to get to a point where i'm actually happy with my art. i missed week 1 this year so in week 2 i was rly motivated and banged out some pretty cool attacks. i had to break for a bit because of some irl stuff and now that i have time again i feel like i've completely lost momentum and i haven't gotten any attacks done because it feels like i've suddenly forgotten how to dra... » Continue Reading
Honestly my thoughts keep me up at night I call my friends when it happens to keep my head quiet idk why its hard to sleep does anybody have any ideas of what can help⚜ » Continue Reading
I was watching a series when a sarcastic comment was made that had me thinking. The comment was "when you are in love, you will even find a mother of 14 beautiful". In other words, trying to say a woman isn't beautiful after child birth. I find this very aggravating that everyday little comments like this are made by both men and women not respecting the beauty of womanhood. » Continue Reading
I’ve finally arrived home, but I’m still on the airport gate waiting for my mom to arrive.(¬_¬) but I did beat Pokémon platinum on the plane ε-(´∀｀; )I love my team (^V^) » Continue Reading
I promise I'll make other posts eventually. I think there is one more after this one.The OS war[s] is pure poop. Use whatever OS fits your needs. Judging people for what they choose to use is dumb AF. And this is someone who daily drives all three[Windows 11, Mac OS 11 Big Sur, and Linux Mint Zena]. Same with phones. Just use what fits your needs, and those needs may change over time.I don't understand the love for Windows Vista. OK this one was from the FA post, but it fits here too. Vista was... » Continue Reading
So on my old account (scumfucfaggotfreak) I wasn't able to log in then I made this one quickly and looked at that account and apparently it's still online EVEN THO IM NOT ON THAT ONEIF ANYTHING WEIRD HAPPENS WITH THAT ACCOUNT IT'S NOT MEWhat do I do guys? » Continue Reading
OK so like I have been working the same job since 2016 and I need a change, but like I have no idea what I want to do!!! I am tired of like being an old dude and like no knowing which way in life I wanna go you know? I mean thankfully in Germany you can like totally work a normal job and like still afford stuff like your apartment and all that other stuff life like throws your way. Anyway I think I should like all out just quit both of my jobs. (after I found something new of course) It is still... » Continue Reading
What did I do she always treats me so differently I’ve always had mommy issues and it’s so hard what did I do to her why does she hate me it’s clear she and dad like my sisters more their smart and pretty I’m so fucking dumb I can wait to leave not matter wether it’s close or not I want to go and just leave they will be better off without me I’ve tried to get her to like me but it doesn’t work she just makes fun of me mocking my fucking Ed with her passive aggressive comments and thinking I’m we... » Continue Reading
to put it short. it was about africa and christianity, the girl claimed that the reason africa is so underdeveloped is because they have a lot of churches. sounds stupid, right? well, because it is!africa is not underdeveloped because of religion, if we took that logic and applied it to a country like the US which is also a christian-dominated country then they should be underdeveloped as well. but, this also made me realize that not many people are actually aware (or choose to be ignorant) of t... » Continue Reading
okay I hate when people dont say excuse me and just stand there waiting for you to move and then complains about it to the person their with about it.. to go into more detail yesterday I was at the thrift store and recently ive been looking for vintage dainty watches, so I was at the jewelry case and it was me, my mom, and my cousin so if someone else wanted to look they'd have to wait or be like excuse me can I look at this real quick or something of the sort you know?.. but instead this girl c... » Continue Reading
I’m at this lady’s house and she had a lot of taxidermy animals. I think it’s really cool. She had a full sized deer (buck), bob cat, 2 foxes, an opossum and raccoon that look like he has scoliosis. I think taxidermy is really cool. Also the opossum is adorable <3 » Continue Reading
Whats up with middle age women staring at emo kids? I was out yesterday and I went to the women's bathroom and when i was drying my hands I was looked up and down my a woman..she did not look impressed with my outfit.Anyway it was my first time wearing my knee high converse and the back of my heels are not happy..I don't think their walking shoes.. » Continue Reading
yeah. why the fuck am i in AICE gen paper when i told my counselor i didn't want to be? i'm going to have to make a visit because i am sick of my school doing whatever the fuck with me » Continue Reading
i feel like i'm at a pivotal moment in my life where i'm outgrowing things that used to be everything to me. especially people. i feel like i have nothing in common any more, but i'm scared of changes. i want to move on, i don't want to be stuck in the same place forever, but i find myself stuck a lot. oh well. i'm trusting myself to figure it out. i've i started to like coffee. :) » Continue Reading
Got about 4 hours of sleep, I feel like the world isn’t really and I’m in a fever dream 😭😭And I have something to do today, that I have to be wake and present for. I’m so cooked » Continue Reading
I have drama and I also rlly bored soooo Basically there is this guy he’s trans and his name is well let’s name him red. He’s nice but can sometimes be rude or mean to this one boy in there friend group we can call him prick bc tbh his is one. I’m not in this friend group I’m in a different one but latter on in the story we are all dragged into this. So what’s happening atm is red is being sort of left out by the others bc they don’t wanna be w someone who’s being rude to prick yk wich I get but... » Continue Reading
I have no clue how to use this website. The skin for my profile was made by my lovely tiktok moot thank you to him. I am NOT TWENTY SIX AND I DONT KNOW HOW TO CHANGE MY AGE!!!! I am 15!! >:,( i wanna get more into emo/scene culture and am hoping to make lots of friends here!!! I promise when i figure out how to work this website i will have the coolest profile B-) pls if anyone knows how to fix the age thing… lmk… pls… » Continue Reading
Pleaseee help I need advice. So I’ve had fainting spells starting like 5-6 weeks ago and I went to the doctor and they said I would have to get a bunch of labs run on me which was scary but fine. The labs come back and they think it could be a thyroid issue but they still need to run more tests. An ultrasound, Ct scan, and 8 mill blood draws later we go to a specialist and she said it might be lymphoma a type of blood cancer. Tmr morning I get a biopsy helppp I get anesthesia but they still have... » Continue Reading
Holy yap I’m sorry if something’s don’t make sense I’m half asleep typing this!!! Okay so I have a friend group i WILL name names because there is never a chance they’ll be on this site knowing them!! Chloe, Aliyah, and Alayah, and me are in a group chat and Chloe randomly sends me a giant paragraph talking about how her heart aches knowing I’m an atheist and how I should change my ways so I can go to heaven with them and I respond saying I don’t think I can be a Christian again and I’m fine be... » Continue Reading
like am i even real? am i someone?? what if this is all a dream, what if people actually notice me? i'm very conflicted and confused and really i'm scared because i realize that my actions do really have consequences. i've always known, yes, but sometimes i get Aware of these things in a horrible way. and now is one of those times. why can't i just be happy and flap my hands about my blorbos or whatever why do i have to be a real man& why do i have to even exist??? i do enjoy living but i don't ... » Continue Reading
everyone should definitely go sub to my YouTube right now. Yeah, totally. Cus I'm so freaking cool..Link: My Youtube ChannelAlt link that should hopefully work: https://www.youtube.com/@demo.lovers-x » Continue Reading
I think i have OCD. Every day my brain won’t stop thinking and working out things and processing information.countingI count to four in my head every time I step or do a task. For example, picking up items I do four at a time or if there are only three things i’ll tap one to count it as four.perfectionismI have perfectionist tendencies. I cry when i can’t do things and have huge meltdowns. I study a lot because i stress over bad grades and disappointment. I love organising and tidying things awa... » Continue Reading
i’m so exited i leave for my holiday tomorrow. nothing feels like holiday, sitting on the beach, reading a book, jumping into the pool and trying to hold your breath as long as you can. and you only get a few holidays a year to relax, no homework no nothing. i’m so excited for my holiday i have no wordssss, updates will be coming shortlyyy » Continue Reading
Hey i'm back again my laptop kinda died and i cant figure out how to get my ipad to have this account on it.so i have a tiktok account like most people and all of a sudden a bunch of girls from my secondary have viewed my profile or started following me and the same has happen to my insta. And i feel like they might be talking about me because they are kinda bad videos of me LOL. but my Instagram is actually normal but its not like many of them have popular girl humor and are like making fun of ... » Continue Reading
If Taylor Swift was a man, everyone would fcking love her. She's such a kind person and she donates to charities, writes heartfelt speeches, tries her best for everyone, isn't rude, DOESN'T support trump—and I know some ppl think she does, but she LITERALLY has a whole documentary on Netflix about trying to get ppl to not vote for him. If she was a man, everyone would call her a hero. She gets hate for absolutely no reason. Ppl call her 'the oldest teenager on Earth', but when, for example, Just... » Continue Reading
i hate those dating shows where it is a compation and it the two partners have to stay and stuff like that but then they end up cheating on eachother with another person i hate these types of shows » Continue Reading
When i was in 7th grade me and my friend M were hanging out in recess when he asked me to blow him, i was weirded out by this but i didn't think too much of it since he might've been joking idk. Later that day we were skipping class together, we had this very secluded spot at the top of a stairwell, we were just talking like normal when he asked if i could jerk him off, i obviously said no but he kept pushing and calling me names like "pussy" and saying stuff like "c'mon why not?" i kept refusin... » Continue Reading
i can't for the life of me get videos to uploadalso I broke the kitchen sink yesterday. I shoved a knife down the drain bc Reddit said it would work. the hus and our landlords managed to fix it tho 💪 » Continue Reading
Im finally going back to my house after living in compton California for 2 months. I used to live in compton for years but I have moved away. I only come to visit for the summer. But I got to get back to school now ( ；´Д｀) » Continue Reading
I ACTUALLY DIDN'T THROW UP, but uh the reason why I felt that was bc I was at a birthday party and my throat kinda hurts but at least I didn't throw up ( I hate throwing up it's like a phobia or something) » Continue Reading
remember about that overwhelming crush i talked abt?? you probably dont. its okay. so me and greg started dating but a few days later we started to talk WAY LESS then usual. i told him i wanted to talk about it and he said let's take a BREAK. break. a break. i said okay, its better than breaking up (is it?)and i JUST found out that he is dating another girl and they have matching pfps and bios. remember this, he wouldnt even tag me on his bio while we were dating. and now this one girl that he J... » Continue Reading
everyday always a long fucking day. just blogging off my infinite list of problems and getting lonely when I have no notifsdaydreaming fantasies of better life, fantasies about giving my head to the leash, fanta c's abt having nosebleeds in class and screaming while everyone looks at me like a freak. truth is I'd like that. Sloth, just never moving again so I don't have to feel again, seeing ghosts... visions of my old friendswill this cycle ever end? blog, blog, repeatI'm not even sad or all th... » Continue Reading
if you dont know, I like have these weird problems with eating n whatever I'm typing this in a panic because my stomach hurts so bad I think I'm genuinely gonna throw up. I'll update in the morning I think » Continue Reading
I don't know why but I always find making friends hard especially online and whenever I do make friends sometimes they r dry or they unadd me randomly. I want friends with my interest n who is clingy n a lil freaky like I am. but I also don't mind a friend with different interest n stuff because I also like seeing other peoples interest. sometimes if I make a friend they end up confessing after knowing you for a little time which I find confusing n stuff » Continue Reading
If you don't know who boomerang is, check my first blog.She got back with her boyfriend and is now demanding me to add him back to my discord server. I'm beyond pissed rn. I'll tell yall Smth, boomerang's boyfriend made fun of me for being s**cidal and he also made fun of my friend for being a bisexual.I don't even know what to do, I feel like throwing boomerang across the room right now. I just.. I give up.Eh.. I think I have more to say but tbh I forgot what to rant about. » Continue Reading
™: Hey new to the app, anybody wanna be friends? I'm a huge anime nerd but I know other shows and I'm in a ton of fandoms. name some and give me a text!>< » Continue Reading
Heyyy...I actually have no clue what to write on here. I'm not good at ts. Anyway, I have a friend form if anyone wants to fill it out. It takes like 8 minutes max. Link: Friend formAnyway have a good day/night! :3 » Continue Reading
HI OMG I JUST REALIZED I NEVER INTRODUCED MYSELF and I know no one cares but like who doesn't want to talk about themselves?? HI IM REALUNICORNS ORRRR AVERY 🙌 im 16, turning 17 in OCTOBER AHHH anddd what do I love.. I love music, pop culture, i love theatre i used to be the hugest theatre nerd ever now i think im more leveled down. Like my favorite musical is falsettos and maybe happy ending favorite plays is the play thay goes wrong and she kills monsters. Im currently in charolettes web as the... » Continue Reading
ITS SOOOOOO FRICKING 🤬🤬🤬🤬 IT'S NOT THAT THE LESSONS ARE HARD, IT BECAUSE IM SO FRICKING LAZY!!!!!!!! 😢😢😢😢😢 Can somebody pls motivate me to study cus I have to get good grades or else all the hard work my parents did for me will go to WASTE and I dont want that to happen 😢 » Continue Reading
can't even leave my room, trying to solve myself like a puzzleI'm remembering in middle school I used to say this thing a lot"I just want a girl to sit on my face"I said one other thing aswell but I cant seem to remember it Why can't I remember anything?cant even tell if its paranoia or not I left a warning for myself inside my head that in situations like this its most likely paranoia but i don't even know bruh » Continue Reading
two more years two more years two more years two more years two more years two more years two more years two more years two more years two more years two more years two more years two more years two more years two more years two more years just two more years that's all it takesjust need to stick it out two more years you're making my life harder you're so retardedfuck you fuck your loveyou just say words with no meaningfuck youjust two more years...anywhere but hereeven hearing your voice makes... » Continue Reading
hot take: i dont like summer break with a strict mom that makes it so hard to like have fun. i live far from friends, parks, malls, etc. my friends come over sometimes but thats not all that fun either when im constantly minding what i say around my mom. its so much easier to be myself and have fun at school when im not constantly listening for footsteps. and with my grandparents its always “go talk to your family” “go outside” its lame. i have a little more freedom there so ig its good but its ... » Continue Reading
honestly i'm kinda fed up. lately i feel like being outspokenly argentinian is the worst decision you could think about, now it seems as if everybody hates us.just to clarify: yes. there are racist people. not gonna deny what's evident. but, even so, they're not as much as you maybe think. our culture is NOT eurocentrist.a big portion of my country has foreign roots (i myself am, my fuckin last name's from germany) but our culture isn't entirely based on white traditions. nor in black traditions... » Continue Reading
That 1) FUCK AI SCRAPED IMAGERY2)DNF if you have AI on ur profile. Please. Have some self respect. Like did you even tryShort n stupid blog I GUESS but this is one of those things I do not play about cause either someone either didn’t read my profile (so why would they send a friend req??) or they did and were trolling like. Okay? ( ´_ゝ`) » Continue Reading
what happened to the fun tags on ao3? ive been seeing so much people shit on it. its one of my favorite proshipper fanfiction websites. now im not a proshipper myself, but i gotta hand it to them, the proshippers do make good shit. i dont want censorship! i want something cool and enjoying. » Continue Reading
it is summer rn so and my mom does research and my dad works. I most of the time try to make plans with friends or I have my lessons but still most of the time I end up home alone or at someone else's placeNow this week all of my plans r cancelled so I won't be able to meet any friends and most likely not go to my lessons This vent is mainly a build up of my feelings of anger for how I don't get to spend much time with anyone.I sometimes feel like I'm doing something selfish » Continue Reading
hello everyone ⸜( ´ ꒳ ` )⸝ today im talking ab my terrible social media addiction!! i got tiktok a lil over a year ago, and it's lowkey been ruining my life. like genuinely am seriously addicted to it to the point it's giving me wrist pain in BOTH hands. i spent 6+ hours on it daily before i installed a timer, after which it's just like 4 hours now. the reason for installing a timer was that i was getting horrible wrist pain from scrolling. yes, it was THAT bad. i switched to my other hand to sc... » Continue Reading
i really really REALLY want to delete instagram but it has such a grip on my social life that i cannot part with it. i'm sure a lot of people share this same sentiment too ! :/i think it just really sucks that social media now isn't really about expressing yourself anymore. it's all just littered with advertisements and everyone seems to hate on everything... it is very saddening. i hope that the community here positively grows and people can really connect. i found it so much fun being able to ... » Continue Reading
Heya!Haven t blogged in a while, since nothing really interesting happened, so sorry! Blogging has always been one of my dreams but really nothing happened, i ll try doing it more » Continue Reading
I think I'm going to be talking about my life and struggles here, I don't know what else to do. This is the only viable source where I can get help. I cannot seek help with psychiatrists, therapists, and counselors because I keep getting my mental health dismissed.I've been staying sane on call of duty and researching about perpetrators, I've been thinking of starting a rampage from my purest form of hatred towards my classmates knowing well I'm the weakest kid in class...my boyfriend is also a ... » Continue Reading
can my mom help me with my life because she found out I was cutting myself AGAIN. and when I was talking to her how hard life is she said " you don't your doing this again " or some shit like that like OKAY MOM JUST SAY YOU HATE ME GOD DAMMIT. » Continue Reading
This is the worst I've felt in a good while. I feel weak and shaky, I feel like my stomach is in knots. I don't know who I am and I don't feel present in my own mind or body.Love, Manfred » Continue Reading
people say “keep on trucking, you’ll make it!!” but honestly let it run me over. i’m sooooo done having to act happy for everyone and then crying at night. and then the moment i’m not suddenly it’s a huge issue and they act like ive never had emotions before and treat me like a wild animal (ppl at school) my friends i text more often would never. i love you guys!! F,N,C,S,Mad,Z,Mar, and even some who i don’t talk to as often » Continue Reading
The songs Lease by Takashi Abo and Aquatic Ambiance by Scizzle are way too overplayed. I understand that these are the most well known FA songs, but my god every single mix I find has both of them in there, sometimes multiple times. There's so much more FA related music out there, you just have to look for it. Might I suggest ArpWire TV as a jumping off point?A FA society couldn't exist outside of it being purely aesthetic. FA promotes peace and equality, and it just won't happen. At least, not ... » Continue Reading
Time: 00:15Mood: Miffed.Basically I had this friend and we became close VERY quickly, and she had this boyfriend whom I was friends with as we were both in the same class, we had a few similarities so we bonded naturally. Anywho, I found out that she ended up cheating on him and as you do, I TOLD HIM and SHE GOT MAD AT ME, she told my friend group that I had a crush on him and now none of them like me, they are threatening to plant drugs in my bagpack, sign me up to the army, put my email into s... » Continue Reading
Omg I just realized. I start a new school in 2 DAYS. Every year I move to a new school but im so scared like what if I make no friends on the first day like ughhh.. » Continue Reading
PLEASE DO NOT COME TO MY PAGE AND HATE!! this person is literally stalking me, this is my second account ive made on here to hide from this person. i keep blocking them and literally everything in the book. i do not know what to do anymore !! ive also had to delete hateful words on my profile commets. if you do not like my profile, block me! » Continue Reading
whoops almost put this in the wrong categoryi feel like denial is driving me insane. i keep going back and forth. "ooh are we plural or are we lying?" i KNOW that obviously i can't just fake a real thing like this subconsciously, but STILL. what if it's fake? what if i lied to myself because i was, like, lonely or something? what if it's all just a "craaazy imagination"? and what if i've just lied to all of my friends by opening up about this???i know i know. i can't fake something like this, no... » Continue Reading
Nolan Wells was just laid to rest and another teen was found dead. Another Black man killed by the police. My heart has been so heavy these past few weeks as the investigation is ongoing for Nolan Wells, and while I make sure to stagger how often I consume media related to it for my own mental health, this goes beyond that. This is a generational grief and trauma passed down. I have nothing poetic to share or some wisdom other than I just want there to be a time where I know that our Black teens... » Continue Reading
Ok, this is gonna be a long one but it's something I've wanted to get off my chest because it pisses me off everytime I think about it, even though it's been two months since I last worked there, but seriously, just need to get this outFor context, I moved back home in December and was out of a job for a while because it's basically fucking impossible to actually try landing a job, so I had to get by on the savings I had from my previous one (which thankfully I had a lot of), so when I finally D... » Continue Reading
a scientologist??? bro... if you learn about all facets of scientology and you're still willfully a member that's fucking crazy.scientology has many, many victims. many have killed themselves. they tear apart families, it's disgusting. » Continue Reading
if your a proclaimed feminst who excludes trans women from feminism your not a feminst the whole point of feminism is breaking down the patriarchy and if your defintion of a women is just someone with a vagina you have a very shallow idea of what it means to be a women intersex women do you consider them men too? feminism is a GENDER EQUALITY MOVEMENT i say this a biological girl .stop reducing women to their biology we are so much more than that. plus feminism is a progresive movement if your t... » Continue Reading
Okay, so I've been incredibly ill this week but I pushed through for work. Bad idea. I shouldn't have done that cause now I'm dead, I feel like I could sleep for a thousand years holy shit. I watched the odyssey last night with my mum and her friend which was nice although most of the time I did have to listen to them thirsting over Matt Damon which was honestly quite funny. But yeah the film was great, sent a good message about war I think is really needed at this time in the world. Oh also I'v... » Continue Reading
I was kinda addicted to c.ai and ChatGPT tbh, but now I’ve been clean for like two weeks. I just keep getting reminded that I want to do it again. But I really don’t, bc then everything I’ve done will mean nothing. I literally had a dream last night and I had been on c.ai in it.I guess it’s more difficult during the summer. My parents are strict, so we don’t go out much, and I don’t even have that many friends to go out with ^-^But I can’t rlly complain anyways. I’m getting better. I feel like C... » Continue Reading
i actually can not with my family. so my whole family is very.. i wouldnt say maga but close to it. they love ice, hate abortion, homophobic, transphobic, stuff like that. so (not trying to be mean) but they are very basic, and one day i had black on my braces. really cause i like black, but it makes your teeth look whiter, and it goes with everything. so i was in the back of the car and my cousin who is 18 is driving me to school, and she says "what color are your braces?" so i say "oh theyre j... » Continue Reading
as someone who works in an office 9-5 i have started developing really bad neck and back porblems...i try my best to go to the gym saturday and sunday doing amix of weights and cardio but recently it seems like its not enough to stop the shoulder and neck painmy friend said it could help if i did some stretching and yoga before bed but the problem is that during the week i leave the house at 7am and come home at 8pm so i rlly dont have much time to do that as im super tired by 9pm...i dont rlly ... » Continue Reading
I feel so depressed I don't even feel sad anymore. Nothing is even really all that wrong in my life anyway which makes me feel like I shouldn't or can't feel sad. IDK if that makes sense but it really sucks because I just want to actually be happy for once. I wish I could go back to my friend's house because he always makes me happier, I love him so much :) Anyway, I hate how I feel so scared to vent to my friends. Normally I either bottle up my feelings (yes I know it's bad I can't help it) or ... » Continue Reading
This happened almost a decade ago so i feel fine talking about it on here because no one will see itThis is one of those childhood memories that actually puts me in a cold sweat at 3 AMWhen i was in 5th grade i was doing a musical.ly live stream with my best friend and we kissed each other on a dare. It should be noted we were the same gender, and in Texas. There were only like 7 viewers so we didnt think about what we did, until i got a snapchat message from this bully ass kid in my grade. When... » Continue Reading
the internet being so unusable nowadays that people have to turn to websites like this to get away from ai and quote "ragebait" is a sad reflection on the state of the world. not a fan of the way everything's going, if i do say so myself » Continue Reading
mind, body, soulschool, working out, and trying not to die all my life I've seen people uphold all three balls with little imperfections. I've always wondered how they do that, for me its a constant struggle, one thing or the other I cant juggle. if I'm consistent with working out then my grades go down and the whole thing collapsesif focus my energy on suppressing the urge to put a bag over my head and go to my spot then I start stress eatingIf I ignore everything and just focus on my school wo... » Continue Reading
I don't know if its autism or ocd or whatever combination of things but I'm always so uncomfortable. There's always something itching or aching or just WRONG. That sucks. I love potato salad potato salad is so good. » Continue Reading
I guess over the past week, my anxiety has been growing and growing with the ever so increasing rhetoric of anti-POC, especially brown people. I live in very religiously conservative household but I am closeted an agnostic. But no matter what as someone who has heritage in India and Pakistan and born in the US; i feel more unsafe then ever before seeing the news of more attacks against people of color. The sad part is that even if I leave my to my supposed homeland for all rac15t5 to be cheering... » Continue Reading
So I made the mistake of window shopping on eBay searching for Bleach stuff for funsies since I’m hyperfixating on that show again and I couldn’t stop thinking about my old Bleach plushies I had when I was younger. I had a small Rukia doll, my favorite Ichigo doll that I thankfully still have and my Toshiro doll. I can’t seem to find the exact one I had when I was a kid and I’m kinda bummed about it because I loved him a lot. I remember the specific doll I had was made by Banpresto, he was in a ... » Continue Reading
my problem is that ill be fine- and my brain chooses one random dude I DONT EVEN TALK TO and is like "hmmm hes cute" AND ITS SO STUPID BECAUSE NO IVE NEVER TALKED TO HIM EVER (or at least not in a while) my brain does this a lot and i hate it bruh. i want a normal crushing spree not just have a crazy dream with him in it one night and suddenly i like him? like i want a friends to lovers arc but if not thats fine, just not whatever my brain is cooking up. and its worse trying to force yourself o... » Continue Reading
I got a community violations strike on my vlog because it apparently had "harassment and cyber bullying" and now I cant post or anything for a week. IT WONT EVEN LET ME ADD VIDEOS TO MY PLAYLISTS. the only reason it was a strike was because I got a warning on a trend that literally EVERYONE WAS DOING and it got called "self-harm" (it was holding ur breath until ur state comes up) like bruhhhhh. fuck you YouTube. » Continue Reading
throat hurts bad and our nose is runny and we have that weird cold not-cold sensation and we're very tired of doing ANYTHING. headspace is generally inactive. uuuuuug when will this be OVER man i have stuff to do tomorrow :/ -sunny » Continue Reading
real person fanfiction has always been in fandom spaces, specifically band and youtuber fandom spaces. fanart, fanfiction, and everything that comes with it has been pretty normalized within these spaces. Some more well known examples being frerard (gerard way x frank iero), larry stylinson (harry styles x louis tomlinson), phan (daniel howell x phil lester), and septiplier (markiplier x jacksepticeye).Even in other fandoms, like for shows and movies, rpf and real person shipping still takes pla... » Continue Reading
"oh but but but the alr community was so strict a a and peipple were so mean and!-" OKAG I DOMR FUCKING CARE i MAY of been doxxed for nit being stick thin but ITS WORTH IT I WANNA LIVE AS A SCENEMO 16 YEAR OLD IN 2008-2018 I HATE MY LIFE » Continue Reading
Im sorryi know its bad to remember every single bad thing i have been told and i should forgive ppl and i do, but they sometimes continue doing the same things and im sorry for it bc i think im making them do thatlisten im not perfect maybe i deserved some of them(i might add stuff later idk)By my mom"you sound like/dont start talking like (something?)"- when i gathered the courage and told her that i feel slightly embarrased about something, at the end i didnt even tell her what it is"you cant ... » Continue Reading
“If the world hates you, keep in mind that it hated me first.”Ever since I first heard this verse, it has always been my favorite. I didn’t know why it resonated with me sm but now ik why. I’ve always had this fear that looms over me, of anyone hating me. This fear is so prevalent to me bc I’m terrified at the thought of no one loving me. I have a difficult time loving myself bc even though my parents didn’t mean for this to happen, I didn’t feel much love in my childhood and I was taught (unint... » Continue Reading
My mom is super neglectful and super busy and she never pays attention to me and my sister and whenever i try to pay ettention to my sister she gets angry. When she was little i was checking if she is watching dumb stuff on the internet, she got andgry and forbid me to do that bc im not her mom, even though she doesnt check what shes doing either, years later she has trauma from the internet an it is somehow not her fault. My sister doesnt eat anything our mom always made us food but in the rece... » Continue Reading
WSPPPP guys i litro was wanting these twilight pjs for agesss from primark but they went out of stock and didint come back in till like yesterdayy YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYY i got them hehehehe » Continue Reading
So I feel like I use blogs way to rarely. I kinda just stopped using them. So Imma just post whatever's on my mind!Me and my friend Phantomplasma88 on YouTube is a pretty cool guy! I wanna maybe collab with him on YouTube. Will update you if you do! If you check his channel out, his content IS German, so uh yeah you might not understand anything. But he's really cool! As a friend!Making music sounds and looks really fun. I mean many of my friends do it. And I like seeing the progress of how Albu... » Continue Reading
stayed up too late the last few days and now i cant fall asleep PROBABLY BECAUSE I SCREWED UP MY SLEEP SCHEDULE. this is what i get for reaching out and finding people to talk to. FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK. » Continue Reading
In the past, I received some deeply disturbing feedback to my writing. A few messages were rambling and filled with baseless accusations, while others carried overt racism. One particularly offensive note even directed me to a website overflowing with mindless hatred. Encounters like these make it clear that some people have far too much time on their hands and far too much negativity to contain.I still fail to understand how anyone consumed by unbridled hatred could send such messages with the ... » Continue Reading
Ok so my two front teeth have a semi big gap and from everyone I’ve talked 2 say that they don’t care or like gapped teeth but I feel like they make my smile look horrible thus I have problems when it come 2 my smile and ik I’m kinda complement fishing but I want to know the truth of if gap teeth actually look cute or if they look bad. » Continue Reading
So. I few snacks and that probably makes me sounds like a CHUD, but seriously I have like this problem of like either eating too much OR I eat too little. I have fast metabolism so uh that's um great. and ANYWAYS I feel like my food is still in my throat but it's not and my stomach hurts bad idk I THINK I'm being dramatic maybe i'll give an update later idk I feel like throwing up » Continue Reading
i cant stop sleeping in the morning but i cant sleep at night. most days i wake up at 6AM or 7AM (not trying to make a 67 joke rn) and i go run 2.5 miles with my mom and brother but whenever i get home i end up falling asleep. i go to bed around 1 am and i know its bad but i CANT fall asleep early than that no matter how much i try. i would try sleeping gummy's but i dont have any. » Continue Reading
I know Ima be asked to be this one girl's girlfriend tonight, but I don't think I'm over my ex and it makes me feel so bad omg. she is so clingy and one big thing about me is that I hate talking to people and I just ignore people for hours before I reply to them. I know I'm an asshole but I don't know what to do. I don't want to lead her on but shit I don't know what to do. » Continue Reading
today has been so ass 4 me, first when I wake up my friends were spamming me, one of them weren't so thats good. But there's that and then my moms stupid boyfriends dog kept trying 2 bite me,(I still have bite marks + claw marks) plus the dog was also jumping on me a lot. I was trying to make a new strawpage and it looked really good and I liked it a lot, but then I accidentally clicked off the tab and it fucking refreshed so it was back to being bland, that pissed me off the most tbh. I've rea... » Continue Reading
I have to go back way to dam soon and I already left this school for a year and I just am randomly coming back I don’t wanna see these basic bitches anyways if u need a friend pls friend me im new » Continue Reading
You do not need "the hair" to be scene. The hair is pretty iconic, but there isn't enough of a consensus on what "the hair" is. Teased, not teased, bright clashing colours, neutral naturals, there isn't just one way to do scene hair. I've even seen scene kids from back in the day doing mohawks, dreads, straight bangs, and more. Scene is a combination of fashion, music, and attitude. Boiling it down to just "the hair" is flanderizing the community, and arguably abelist/racist. Not everyone can do... » Continue Reading
i mean its not like id ont havea nyone to talk to theres a bunch of people i have to talk to everyday its just like its not the same anymore and idk what happened its like everyone fucking hates my guts but doesnt wanna say it to my face i really dont know whats been happening these past few days ive been playing games and sleeping all day life is sorta okay idkive been playing a lot of class of 09 lately im almost done with the re-up i just need one more ending » Continue Reading
i'm so so sorry to all of the people i added, i really need phan friends because i'm going insane and can't believe that none of my friends know dan and phil😢 » Continue Reading
Anyone who's whole personality is their mental state. I understand having issues and wanting to talk about it but there is nothing I can do. So just say both of us the trouble and please don't talk to me about it.Anyone who actually supports trump and maga. There's not alot of those anymore but I dont wanna run into any.People who like digital circus,Ice nine kills,Or Dream smp. I just feel like you are always the most insufferable human being ever.Younger than 13. Your to young for electronics ... » Continue Reading
Not actual murder, but someone I know from the gas station I always hang out at (I can't even consider that fucker as a friend or an acquaintance) brought a couple o' chopped meat in a walmart plastic bag all gorey n shit, told me it was like a baby or something and asked me to hide it in my room. I believed him 4 some reason and brought it home, once I actually looked inside its js a dead rabbit, prolly his sister's, I threw it away.His name is Robbie, He's a cracked up kid from a dysfunctional... » Continue Reading
Yall why was I playing mm2 on Roblox just for me to get bullied targeted by this E-couple for having an ugly avatar since I’m a 2018 User like my fit can’t be that bad💔 » Continue Reading
I just came back to find that I have 53 viewers but no friend requests it's like everyone is ignoring me just scrolling onto my page for no reason and the fact that I was looking for some new friends on here but nobody seems to not want to be my friend but view my page 😔😔😔 » Continue Reading
Bro why is my summer so ass, everyone is going on vacation and having fun meanwhile I haven’t left my house…it not fair and summers like almost over. Anyways I’m kinda excited for school, I miss my friends and I’m going into my 8th grade year and I heard it’s easy at my school so yeah! I just wish I left the house this summer I wasted it all being the stupid fucking loser I am-7/21/25 » Continue Reading
I just feel like sometimes that I'm starting to care less and less about the people I call my friends(；′⌒`). I only have 2 friends and it has stayed that way since sixth grade. The three of us are going to high school this year and we're all going to different schools, so it's going to be harder for us to keep in touch. At first, I was so overjoyed to actually have some real friends instead of random people I surround myself with because I'm lonely. But as time went on, I've started noticing tha... » Continue Reading
Yeah so my gf and I have been together for one week and I broke up with her. During a panic attack, actually. I can't even tell what triggered it, my mental health is deteriorating with every passing day and this is what it led to. She didn't seen very upset. Just said that as long as we can stay friends she's happy, because she just wants me in her life in some way. I explained to her what happened and apologized like a thousand times but told her I'm absolutely not healthy to be with, and she ... » Continue Reading
My older brother, I'll refer to him as Tower, is such a nuisance.He's one of those schmucks who acts all nonchalant and makes fun of anyone who cares even the slightest, or if they have slightly weird interests like me.Which sucks because Tower is a very nerdy guy. He loves Pokémon, Star Wars, Invincible, The Boys, Marvel, etc. Those are like the most nerdiest things ever!He comes into my room unannounced, tickles me (I'm very ticklish), and then makes fun of whatever I'm doing.Like today for ex... » Continue Reading
I am a very uuhmm frightened person? I get scared SUPER, SUPER easily, like it's not even funny how scared I getI haatee it so much, I can't watch most horror movies, or play scary games, or do anything that involves anything creepyAwhile back(when I was like 12 maybe) I watched "it" right? the one where pennywise comes out of the drain, and I was so scared that he would come out of MY drain and kill me for AGES manI also tried watching the mandala catalog because my best friend at the time was ... » Continue Reading
Am I a bad person or do I just doubt myself so here's a little story time So basically I was scrolling on tiktok until I came across this girl page she was like 14-15 whatever and as I'm looking on her page I noticed she was posting adult stuff and wearing adult things and I look in her comments there are literally grown men complimenting and encouraging her so as me being a good person messaged her and tried to help her and tell her that what she was doing was wrong and then she started cussin... » Continue Reading
im turning 17 in a few days... i love that! i love it so much it gives me sm joy!!but im so scared and tired too ... :(i feel too small in my body. its not mine, i feel so dirty and gross. i love myself and i love being me but i wish i could love and live normally too.but i hope being 17 brings more love and light into my life >< <3 » Continue Reading
😞✌ I got problems with these girls in my STUPID ASS CLASS, and I need to talk about this.basically theres 3 of them; let's call them: B, C, A. Now it's the end of the school year,r and our school does this weird thing where they have a whole week full of trips. We went to a residential and had fun for 3 days. Now, to keep it short and simple. The other rooms in a cabin had 4-6 beds and me and the other person I was staying with (let's call her Pepsi) was not in my form was in the same room as me... » Continue Reading
I lowk dont really know why people would "larp" media nowadays. there are many archival websites for games, shows, movies, ect ect. and if youre worried about safety just like idk get the streaming service or use a google doc. it just personally dosent make sense to me, because in a way, it can end up harming real fans of media. ive been called a "larp" multiple times for watching Nekopara, Lucky Star, Dokuro-Chan ect ect when ALL of these shows can be watched on youtube easily. I also see peopl... » Continue Reading
Hello, my name is Mari!! i am a young teen who is a massive anime and music fan!! i am also a yumeshipper. i am nonsharing unless specified. i yumeship with Alfred Jones, Itsuki Koizumi, Brad Thanyiel, Kyoko Graves, Chance Forsaken (familial), Roxie Richter, Minoru Shiraishi (Lucky Star version, not RPF) and Matthew Patel (familial)!! i am an otaku and i act a bit like Konota and Tomoko (i share qualities of both of them, but more so towards Konota. I am open to making more friends on here so fe... » Continue Reading
*ahem*FFFFUCK CORPORATE GREEDLook, friends. I understand that streaming and at-will, instant gratification services are convenient. Of course they are. They are designed to be - but only if the convenience is simply having temporary access to whatever content is being offered. Be it film, music, literature, video games, etc., if people want it, there is a shitty corporation offering a proprietary service to give you access for a fee. The purpose of this is for these greedy, piece of shit corpora... » Continue Reading
today is 7-20-26, 7:13pm. i am sooooo sleepy. all ive done today was lay in bed, watch the gypsy sisters, shower, do my makeup and post my proof video! tomorrow me and my mum will go shopping, aka my FAVORITE thing in the wholeeee world. if i could live in the mall, i def would. normally im a HUGE yapper but i cant think of anything to write! so, i guess thats all for now. BYEEEEEE!!!!! XDD🐶 » Continue Reading
Not really a serious one, but I've been working on this new mechanic for my game, Doohickeyotron, which involves this console that you can type commands into and solves puzzles, and it feels like a cool system to use with some unique levels that could be made out of it, but I'm also beginning to worry that it's not really that fun?It might just be a me thing since I've been working on it a lot, but I think it's mainly the typing part that I feel some people will find annoying or repetitive.Here'... » Continue Reading
ok i know yall have heared this phrase atleast a couple times you usually see on tiktok ( not suprising) the videos the comment is being made is always about someone complaining about micro aggresions or something do with bigorty this whole thing about 'not that deep' just pisses me off so bad. you genuinely need to hop off the internet and educate yourselfim not sure if yall understand this but not everything or everyone has to blantly or expilcitly bigoted to be bigoted. i think thats common ... » Continue Reading
Okay so I didn't post again like I said I would, but again, I have a good excuse. As you can probably tell from the subject of this blog, someone is in the hospital. And no, it isn't me. It's my grandfather. After we left on Friday to go back home, that very night at 1 am, my grandfather collapsed and wouldn't get up anymore. My grandmother called an ambulance. At the hospital they discovered that blood got into his brain (not sure how to properly translate it) my mother drove to the hospital, a... » Continue Reading
I remember that one time when Deep Humor made a video on KamTape (a 2007-era YouTube revival), and it was titled "Old YouTube is Back". Now, whenever a big youtuber makes a video on a minor website that's related to YouTube in some way, there'll be an instant flow of new users, and eventually these wil make the website crash. Like when BitView was flooded with underage users, or when LarpTube had a sudden outage. And for KamTape, it was no difference. The website became a lot slower (I've seen s... » Continue Reading
Hiiii!!!!I'm in year 10 (Australia) which means I have to start picking my subjects for my last 2 senior years. These 6 subjects give me a rank out of all the other students in Australia and then tells me what degree I can study in University.I know this may sound confusing but you don't really need to understand it because I don't. But what I'm trying to get at is I have to choose 6 subjects out of like 60 to study for the next 2 years but then that defines what the ≈4 years will look like afte... » Continue Reading
i hate having to act all cheerful around people wehn i feel like shit every fucking day bro the only things keepinf me sane are the vns ive been playing, th music ive been listening to, and tiktok.. anf mh blade i guess ive been listening to a surprising amount of picture me broekn lately, well still not as much as i listen to patd hehe i love panic so muchfuckkfhawuohievery week iwonder if panic is still my top artist then i check my stats every monday and tgen i see ive listened to tgem 5x mor... » Continue Reading
I keep trying to change the color of my font in my profile and this is literally the most difficult thing for me, its like have to learn how to code just to be cute on here, my intentions were to have a quiet place to rant outside of my other social media platforms because everyone else in my other social platforms live closer to me in my area and i know them irl and if they knew the things i was talking about on here i would genuinely be the talk of my city i kid you not... but i at least wanna... » Continue Reading
ugh I gen hate school I'm so so so so happy it's over for six weeks (wtf should be more bro istg) and then I'm going RIGHT BACK TO FUCKING SCHOOL » Continue Reading
she is a disgusting human being and she pisses me off bro. I seriously just can’t believe she would let her fanbase go after someone she m0lested. She is so morally bankrupt and terrible like omg bro. And sexualizing the child character that she made up and doing all this weird shit role playing a CHILD character is sick and i can’t comprehend how ppl don’t see that. She is definitely a predator and I rlly wish that ppl would stop supporting her bullshit. I don’t understand why people treat her... » Continue Reading
I don't even know how to approach this, but my friend's girlfriend has to be one of the most evil person I've ever met personally. She's constantly rude and nasty towards me and my friends, she called my friend an ATTENTION WHORE. (I'll elaborate on this later), she made jokes about me being trans MANY TIMES, despite me being very clearly uncomfortable about it, even going as far to tell her family that I was trans without my knowledge. She also makes things about her ALL. THE. TIME. I'm in a ca... » Continue Reading
Bro idk i wanna k1ll mys3lf bc life sucks and i dont think im worth the time people give me, though i dont wanna k1ll ms for my own sake, uhh yeah anyways I LOVE YOU ALL BAIIII <3 » Continue Reading
i dunno this shit just feels weird.. like me and my mom have lived with my grandma and my uncle ever since november of last year, then my mom started dating a new guy back in march i believe?? and then by late may she pretty much moved in with him. i honestly cant really blame her since part of the reason she moved was to get away from my uncle -_- and its not like i dont go over there at all, ive been visiting every other week. but tbh i kind of feel like their relationship is going a little fa... » Continue Reading
I went to nj today cause my dad wanted to check out a scrawny truck (it was actually good and it was a ram truck <d) but like a few secs after we saw a farm and decided to give in and buy some goodiesApple pie.... sum peaches and corn Look gillette is a beautiful location Never thought of it til nowNj is coolI SAW SOME CHICKENS ALSO 🥹🥹🥹👎👎👎 they were fat and cute » Continue Reading
Man, i've been trying to become more "productive" these days. And if not, then just fixing my attention span was enough. cause ngl, my brain has been pretty fried lately 💔So yeah, i abandoned my doomscrolling apps (for the most part) and tried to do stuff where i actually need to make effort to get some dopamine. I been trying to do more diy, draw one attack a day for artfight, watch YouTube instead of doomscrolling so my attention span is slightly better, go out more often, etcetc.And i've been... » Continue Reading
I don't know what I should be doing right now, or ever really!! I feel like I'm stuck in a little loop or something, I'm just in the same place I was when I was like 13!! I was 13 2 years ago but it doesn't feel like it all, like?? WDYM??? Time passes way too fast for my liking but that's how it's always been I think, or maybe it hasn't? I can't really remember anything before I turned eehh 10 maybe?I feel like I've tried everything, but I know I haven't, I am just too lazy to actually find some... » Continue Reading
Ok(cumputer) eg har retunert den infinitive jerken til radiohead skal genoptas. Fikk ikkje rizze opp Björk men fikk dra på Björk museume. Har noen rade bilder som men må fine ledingen til camera mit bye bye. » Continue Reading
Okay so summer has officially started and I need things to do. So far I've been watching a lot of films, I also went to go see Harry Styles in London so that's been a highlight of my summer. I've been trying to get out more and off my phone cause I've realised I spend so much time on it. I've been going on loads of walks recently as well to try to get something to do. I go to work during the week and help out around the house a lot though as well just to keep busy and writing a blog like this al... » Continue Reading
Trying to eat healthier. The thing that sucks though is I’m extremely picky and I don’t like most vegetables. Breaking habits is so hard and I'm waiting for an appointment with a diet-ion and I've been waiting almost a year and a half for unrelated therapy that feels like it’s still forever away. » Continue Reading
Really missing that one day I felt asexual and like a normal fucking person, especially as a hypersexual. This next part is only partly related to my hypersexuality but I hate feeling like an envious and ungrateful person and constantly yearning for love and affection even when I do get it, including those I love, and It really makes feel like a weirdo or a complete loser and there have been times where I have yearned to the point that it has made me feel nauseous and done things that I deeply r... » Continue Reading
WHY IS IT SO HARD TO GET PEOPLE TO BUY COMMISSIONSSSPEASE IM CHEAP AND FASTTTT, I love drawing,I love art and people tell me ‘raise your prices!’ But nobody buys them now!!! Why would people buy them if they were more expensiveUufgh…. Anyway my ko-fi is https://ko-fi.com/doexoMy TikTok is doe_xxoGgguhh if ur interested please please please I’m so broke it’s only cheap pls » Continue Reading
hey everyone, im back!! i was on a vacation for the past 2 weeks (i'll write ab it later) so i couldnt post but now here we areso today i was thinking about family stuff, everyone's future jobs and stuff, and i kinda realized that there may be a little favouritism going on. i want to be a model (idk what kind exactly yet, all of them seem exciting for me), but not everyone in my family supports that, they say things like "you need to choose a more stable carreer", "you'll grow out of the job" or... » Continue Reading
This is a line you often hear conservatives say, "we must preserve our way of life"What exactly do they conserve? what do they preserve? what have they restored that has been destroyed and taken by the radical anti human left?To me I have only seen capitalist materialist and globalist institutions preserved. No great art of our race, no cultural and folk institutions. Just vapid empty liberal profit and greed. Our way of life is dead and buried by both the capitalist and the marxist who have att... » Continue Reading
HAAAIIII!!! so. theres this one guy that ive been friends w since 4th grade (im in 9th grade now) and ive been crushing on him since the end of 7th grade. and i also have a friend that joined our class in 7th grade. lets name the guy Greg and the girl ivy. so greg is my hb but i REALLY love him and i try my best not to give any hints bc our friendship is EVERYTHING TO ME!! but ivy started liking him a month ago and i cant just go and say "oh actually i have crush on him" bc its js weird so k... » Continue Reading
HAAAIIIII!! is it just me or does anyone else get PISSED when a guy says "i want a goth gf xD"??? im not talking about the ones that want one for the culture, no. im talking about the ones that has only seen goth girls in thirst trap vids but never seen a real goth. ı mean... its ok to like goth girls or be attracted to them but its just not so nice when you say you want a goth gf that looks like in those thirst trap vids and also call the real goth girls weird.. idk, just wanted to talk about m... » Continue Reading
(◕ᴗ◕✿) Idk man, I've been feeling so down lately, I've been overwhelmed with feelings, thoughts, worries, stuff like that, It feels weird cause I haven't actually stayed up so late talking to myself and crying, I often slept through it and thought of it in the morning, after I dropped some friends and said I don't wanna be seen as only the therapist friend I've been feeling like I can listen to myself instead of others, I love comforting yes, but I wanna be comforted a... » Continue Reading
So one day at school at year ago I decided to wear my moms ashes to school cause I don’t know anyways so many people asked, “Aw cute necklace what is it?” And I’m telling you the look on their faces when I said, “My mom!” Was so funny cause they would step back from me so fast and say “OH-! I’m so sorry-!”. Another time I had these “friends” not gonna get into it at the time made your mom jokes and they told me one and I said how if my mom is dead, I don’t think they found it funny XD, Yeah so I... » Continue Reading
so i dont drink and there is no problem with that right but every single time im at a party and i say that ppl gen get confused and say that partiyng without any drinks is terrible bc your not that relaxed with the ppl around you and i hear this argument so much but i simply dont get it why go to a party where you know that ppl are there that you don like and drink so you maybe have a decent conversation or this whole it puts me in a better mood excuse i just dont get it drinking is like taking ... » Continue Reading
so ngl i lived in a muslim house hold where if they find out you are a FACGOT YOU WILL INDEED GET LYNCHED AND BURNED, or they'll send you back home and put your ahh in a concentration camp (im being dead ahh its worse thans those christian camps). I have divorced parents and it was the day I was going to visit my mom (she lives in another state) and that MORNING my STEP MOM FOUND MY PHONE THAT I HAVE HID FOR A YEAR AND LOOKED AT MY HARD CORE LESBIAN PORN COMICS, before all of yall niggas judge I... » Continue Reading
okay so recently I have been unable to sleep for no reason at all which is really weird because I have NEVER had issues with falling asleep and all of a sudden I'm up until 2-3 in the morning tossing for no explainable reason. I have dinner and a sweet treat at around 7pm, make a cup of ginger peach tea at around 10 to wind down and to sleep better (it's a routine I've done my whole life) and i turn off my devices at around the same time I make tea so I can read or draw or something. I don't kno... » Continue Reading
my whole life i have been told i'm unpredictable and people don't know if i like something or i don't, mostly because my face is not the most expressive and i'm good at keeping a neutral voicething is, i don't know why i am like that, everytime i hang out with friends and get home, i feel weird because somehow it doesn't really felt like i acted like myself and that my friend may have gotten the wrong image of me somehow?? i used to ask them to PLEASE, tell me if i did anything strange or if the... » Continue Reading
vent post tbh but I’ve been looking for a job and now I’m regretting leaving my first job I got at 14 years old, I’m 16 now and I’m just like wth am I dooiinnggg …. But if I hadn’t left that place I feel like I would’ve been in a much more worsened state for my mental health. Being a poc in the midwest is already tiring and the fact that I was 14 meant that old white people would yell at me and speak to me in a way that they thought I would understand. It makes me sad to think that I had to go t... » Continue Reading
Ok so boom this person Ive added for a while and me started beefing yesterday because I went on their reposts and saw him reposting stuff like trump, ck, freedom patriot, etc. so as a normal person would do I pressed them about it and my god they took it to another level ranting about how ck shoukd have never died because of his political opinions i rebutted and said “reinforcing harmful stereotypes isnt a good thing to any minority” they went on and on and on about ck and the patriot freedom an... » Continue Reading
Hey im saixnt, why dont people realize a.i really destroys our nature most specially because they us fresh water too cool their generators, some people still continue to generate a.i, im not saying that a.i is fully bad because it can really be used to help people not only with studies but it seems that a lot of people most specially on tiktok still proudly promote the use of generative a.i, any thought? » Continue Reading
Hey guys, I’m so tired of people, my family expects me to be the responsible role model, everyone expects me to make it to some grand college and get an amazing job, a lot of my friends expect me to be at my 100% fullest most lively self at all time or else I’m a bitch. I don’t care about a relationship because I pretty much have all the obligations already without any of the connection it provides because of everyone around me. My stupid Ex can’t just accept the fact that being friends will nev... » Continue Reading
my friend is trying to get into panic at the disco but BROOOO every FUCKING TIME I play I Write Sins not Tragedies she giggles and goes "MWAJAHAHA KINOO ITS THE SONGGG >:]" and sings it and it makes me cringe💔 not to mention that's patds like most FAMOUS song, so I just sit there like "mhm, yeah. Its a good song. I know." Like, I think she's trying to impress me cuz I don't like her type of music??? Idk, also I don't like her type of music cuz she likes Juice WRLD, Eminem fucking Michael Jackson... » Continue Reading
Im trying to write a fanfic for the 1st time.. n omg i already had a lot of respect and admiration for fanfic writers but omg i think i respect fanfic writers n writers in gen a million times more bc omg idk if its jst me but writing is so hard 😭 i have the concept but i have no idea how to start the “scene” (its a lil oneshot/ drabble) n i honestly dont feel confident in my sentences, like idk if my grammar n spelling is good n if it will make sense when read, im also worried about my vocab bei... » Continue Reading
god im so fucking emo. my mom just reminded me why i hate having friends over. shes always embarassing me on purpose, she says its not on purpose but ik shes lying bc i always tell her not to and she still fucking does it. and when i try to subtly let her know to stop she cant take a fucking hint god she is stupid. i feel so bad saying all that bc shes the one that buys me all my cds and alesana stuff and like she surprises me with alesana stuff pretty often, and now i sound like a spoiled brat.... » Continue Reading
Okay, life, its tricky obviously, but I think I like this girl but just recently i got out of a serious relationship where i got dumped because she decided she was straight now and didn't want to be with me anymore which is fair enough ig, but i found out she cheated on me the other day and idk it's freaked my trust out, now I wanted to find somewhere i can waffle about all this shit and then I found this website which is super cool, anyway i like this other girl now who im friends with and i de... » Continue Reading
(if you are here to have fun dont read this, this isnt fun)(if you are here to be happy dont read this this isnt happy)(dont read this if you are under 18(a child, even if you think you are big you are still a kid))(if you are easily disturbed (there is NO shame in being easily disturbed, please dont be embarrased if you are and dont force yourself to read something disturbing)(please im sorry if im disturbing anyone)I want help if you know how can i solve whats going oni always feel like im dis... » Continue Reading
Dawg i hate how antisocial I am I want toake more friends but I always just wait for people to text me first because I'm to scared to text first also first impressions are like key to me I never know how to act becti dont wanna come off as annoying so someone when they see my text or see how I act face to face making friends online and IRL is so freaking hard It's also hard because my interests are so god damn unknown like by that I mean the fact I'm in this thing called creg lore and basically ... » Continue Reading
how to tell a guy you never dated that you miss being friends?j= guy a= my friendso basically i was eating lunch with my friends then another one of my friends from primary came up to me lets call her aa said do u know j and i was like yeah but i've never spoken to him in my life, j was a kid in my class he was nice but we've never spoken a said he has a crush on you i said thats weird we've never talked she said i gave him your number i was like girl what u could've asked but ig thats fine. lik... » Continue Reading
hello, i'm holly.i am underage so don't be weird. the photos on my profile are NOT mine, i took them from pintrest, because i don't want to show my face on here. i have some very strong beliefs and if u don't agree than perhaps we shouldn't be friends: fuck trump, fuck maga, fuck ice, fuck reform, i'm a feminist, misandry is real, fuck racism, homophobia and transphobia. live and let live guys. i am not religious and i don't care if you are, you are still welcome as long are you are kind.thats ... » Continue Reading
soooo like i want to start making videos mainly for this site but also youtube aswell,the content im going to be doing is not hard in the slightest even with editing its all so easy to make, but i just cant grab my camera and start recording its like i lose all motivation the second i decide i want to do it, but ik its my own self that is bringing me down but idk how to stop that from happening. ik my videos would be pretty cool to post here since no one is doing it (maybe for tos reasons) it wo... » Continue Reading
About 2 years ago, I approached a friend that runs a group talking session at her house because I was going through headspace where I was hoping for some guidance. I went to her next session, didn't get much guidance, but had an overall good experience, no harm no foul.Between then and now, she's been slowly having me help more, and teaching me more and more about how to set up the space and and lead sessions. Its very cool, and I feel honored that she sees so much in me, but it's not anything I... » Continue Reading
what the hell happened to me? when did it get like this? I genuinely cant remember anything else than this not memories, more like pictures of a forgotten pastbrief moments If I try hard enough or if I sense something familiar I fell off so hardI'm pretty sure I used to be really passionate about comedy and rhetoricnow I cant even string two words together without sweating bulletsI used to question the morality of my actions and live life to its greatest capacitynow I stare at a screen for 12 ho... » Continue Reading
So today I got stranger things keychains for my bags! Also got burger king😌 Went to Walmart for some shopping,got a candle for Lady Aphrodite (i make alters for gods even if I don't worship them,its like a "if you're there" situation) Got orange juice,got some crafting supplies for my wall decorations I wanna diy big buttons with paper plates so I restocked my paint and got some ribbon fabric thing idk what to call them but I'll show you guys what I mean when I start the progress. I got hot pink... » Continue Reading
Welcome to my TED Talk on how being a retail bookseller sucks gator-grundle. I've been selling books at my current for job for a while, a little over a year actually. And MAN, if I have one more person ask me for a book- WHEN THEY DON'T KNOW THE TITLE OR THE AUTHOR, SO HELP ME... It leaves me in this weird position where I'm left to decode an obscurely hick-yocal accent filled with jargon of southern hospitality and sayings, where I haven't the slightest clue of what this person is saying or wan... » Continue Reading
clearing out my docs rn and i found my old layout from spacehey! this was from 2024 and my aesthetic/interests were crazy different tbh O_O i'm not as edgy as i used to be, which is kinda crazy to think about bc i thought horror would be my major personality trait for the rest of my life, LOL. but i deleted my acc after a few months bc 1. a lot of my active mutuals LEFT and 2. i just didn't care for posting anymore, snorre. also i here americans need an invitation to join now?? no clue what the ... » Continue Reading
before i start im not talking about people who just criticize reilgion i dont care about thatim SPECFICALLY talking about people who will just disrespect people for being reilgous i feel its just distasteful and gross espcially since alot of them want people to respect their beliefs but wont do the same. people dont deserve to be verbally abused for their beliefs (unless its a harmful! you deserve to be cussed out then) i feel like its also culturally insenstive because alot of poc cultures hav... » Continue Reading
So I listen/play metalcore, deathcore, hardcore, basically insert adjective core and I listen to it, and want to form bands with people with similar taste. But my town is just full of capitalist senior citizens and there's barely anywhere I can meet people that have the same taste as mine that isn't hot topic or Spencers (barely). Yeah, I get involved in my local scene, I get along with the people there, but it's an hour drive away from me and I get really nervous trying to find musicians and go... » Continue Reading
actually challenging myself to talk to other artists and just chat with them isnt nearly as hard as i thought..some artists DO like to stroke their own egos and it pisses me off..but when artists dont do that its overall a nice timemaybe i could actually establish long-term connections if i just keep talking.. » Continue Reading
Okay I have a work story. I don't wanna be too specific about what my job is because i don't wanna get doxxed, all you need to know is that part of the job is making and selling ice cream. So today a girl that looked to be about 16ish came in and ordered blue moon. She paid, I made the ice cream, and gave it to her. I waited for her to leave, but she stayed and took a bite of the ice cream before saying, "ew, this is not blue moon." And I just politely replied, "it is, actually." Then this girl ... » Continue Reading
urban exploring (esp in creepy areas) seems so fun but im such a scaredy-cat and im terrified of everything, id be out of there and begging to go home in less than a minute </3 id love to try it w friends tho.. » Continue Reading
im so mad so basically my ex best friends are spreading our drama bc they stopped being friends w me because i was super depressed and couldn’t express what was wrong. and now they keep calling me a whore and a terrible person. i had to drop all my friends from my old school bc of all the lies they told. i was gonna text one of their moms and tell them that she was dating like 13 guys (her family is super religious). but idk like bro js leave me alone omfg » Continue Reading
GODDDDD I AM BOUT TO CRASH OUTso last night my uncle said I have to bring my phones down at night because my little cousins doesnt know how to fall asleep like fuck off alright???? like we get it you have a man vagina. I know it could be worse but I always get blamed for shit I didnt do like just leave me alone alright??? Im so fuvking tired of getting blamed for random shit I'm going to actually run away and like go live with the skin walkers or smthhhh. He also like calls me over dramatic whe... » Continue Reading
love-bombers will make you feel so special for two weeks and then end up having a relationship the whole time. Watch your back Parker, I’m coming for u. » Continue Reading
So I was on Pinterest, like any MCR suprmacist. I lub Ray Toro so i saw a cute pin of him and commented "AWWW PRINCESS FRO FRO! :3" (if you don't know, princess fro fro is a nickname for him) and someone replied with "weirdo" like....what????? Im not being sexual about it. What's wrong with it???? If you guys know, is it rude to call Ray Toro princess fro fro?😫 cuz if it is I am SO sorry gang💔 and the weird thing is is that they also called him it? What? Im rlly pissed about that rn and I am go... » Continue Reading
why is witchcraft called "demonic" even though witchcraft is basically all that God has been doing?? Witchcraft is mostly spells, healing, supernatural powers and stuff, and God has healed people supernaturally, God has altered peoples lives by casting spells but it's just called blessings, splitting apart a whole sea, and answering prayers by changing a decision in your life, does that NOT sound like a spell? But it's just that witchcraft has women being the powerful one — Not something abou... » Continue Reading
I’m trying to upload a video but it WONT LET ME! It could just be the file size (idk how to look at how many MB it is tho) because it works when I try to upload a 7 second clip. I’ve shortened the video so much from 4 minutes to 2 minutes and it still won’t work and idk if it’s because of the file size 💔 » Continue Reading
it’s just rlly easy to get drawn to characters I relate to. Ik my personality comes off pretty far from crona’s to other ppl but there’s just things about them that feel way too familiar with me. Usually the only characters I find “relatable” to how I act on the surface level, the ones that are stereotypically really pretty energetic and like to tease others and whatever. maybe have the cliche that’s like “happy mask hiding all my inner problems”. Idk, I feel like crona was the first and only ch... » Continue Reading
the instagram message notification makes me flinch and sends a wave of fear through mt body it startles me so much i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it like it genuinely makes me want to cry i dont even know why i miss you so mych please come back » Continue Reading
ughh ok so i have an anxious attachment style n it genuinely so annoying bc i only get really close w certain friends n so i kinda get really clingy n a lil obsessed n so i have a friend who is notoriously bad at responding to texts bc shes sleeping, working, or lost her phone n today i send a text talking about sm stuff n she comes online so i get excited thinking we r gonna talk so i keep checking to see if she read it yet jst to see that she went offline after like 2 mins of being online so i... » Continue Reading
I turned 36 about a week and a half ago. I currently have no work except for one guitar student. Last year I was teaching at a studio and a few schools but the stress of keeping up with the teaching structure from my employers was so stressful that my forearms were entirely flared up with itchy psoriasis. I didn't even talk to my boss at the studio about it, I just stopped turning up, ignored her calls and messages and finally messaged back saying I'm going through mental health stuff and I have... » Continue Reading
im gonna be up all night this is so annoying.. im usually tired after work but the one time im not omg this sucks 😭 legiterally 1 am » Continue Reading
I mean i dont i get, like bro why r u so obssesed w some guy or som shity ass party, like doesnt matter who wins the election or whatever, they gonna fuck up the country anyways and steal all ur money so they can spend it on cars houses and allat, get sum good obsesions like idk cooking or money, but like politics is dumb, ur just kissing someones elses ass thinking they care for you when they dont know that u even exit and give a fuck if u do » Continue Reading
as soon as my day gets good my mother SEEKS to ruin it like seriously. i ask for her OPINION on a septum piercing so i can see her perspective on a piercing and where we stand. TELL ME WHY SHE TAKES THE TIME OUT OF HER DAY TO BELITTLE WHAT I WANNA DO WHEN I GET OLDER AND TELLS BE WHAT SHE WANTS ME TO DO WHEN I GET MID 30s AND IF I HAD A BUNCH OF PIERCINGS AND JOBS I WOULDNT EVER GET A JOB ANYWHERE. AND THEN ONTOP OF THIS THE GIRL I WAS TALKING ABT IN THE FIRST BLOG POST LIKES SOME OTHER GIRL. A ... » Continue Reading
I have been waiting since LAST FRIDAY for this fucking cereal and I finally fucking got it. The reason I have been waiting for so long is because someone was visiting and I couldn't go downstairs the first night I wanted my cereal, then after he left (last Saturday) I went out with my friends and stayed at one of their houses until Sunday. Then on Monday I had to go to a different friend's house to practice clarinet. Then on Tuesday when I went to go get cereal I realized I was out of milk so my... » Continue Reading
(i'm obviously not the host so i can't just suddenly change our lifestyle but WHY do we even have eyes??? i don't have them in source and. the whole concept of SEEING is just so WEIRD. i don't like it it makes me uncomfortable) -juno » Continue Reading
i really enjoy summer break i caught up on so many interests and i finlaly have time to obsess over them and shit but i freaking hate school... i hate that ites already in a month. i also have marching band camp soon.i love band and all but im just scared bevause i got into band and learning to understand music late compared to others and it feels really embarrassing to have to ask for help on the whole music... im def the most unexperienced in the section by the very least. now they are expecti... » Continue Reading
as a kid i really hated this movie because of mike wazowski. my maiden name is polish so it has the "ski" at the end, and growing up every time my last name was said out loud the kids would make fun of me and call me mike wazowski. it was so unoriginal and i hated it so much. to this day if its brought up for whatever reason i get those comments. it adds nothing to the conversation. why say it? it just makes me feel bad for something i couldn't control.obviously i don't blame the movie entirely... » Continue Reading
my dad js looked me dead in the eye and said spraining my ankle was in my head and i was js saying i sprained it bc i didnt wanna do basketball...BOIIII GETCHO SSA ONNNNNN » Continue Reading
You ever just WANT someone so incredibly badly that you feel like you can't function without them? Or even talk to them when they're around? And I also just like...know she doesn't really like me because it would be long distance and she HATES long distance, but I can't help but get jealous whenever I see her talking to anyone else that obviously likes her and she's a fucking idiot when someone is taking interest in her » Continue Reading
Noelle told me to make a blog to talk about stuff. Said it was therapeutic or something.Idk how to format this kinda stuff, but here goes.I've been feeling like absolute shit latelyEverything seems to be going wrongSo like there's this festival that goes on in town every halloweenAnd normally it's like a romantic thing, people take the people they like to it. I was notmally never really interested in it butThere's this girl i like. I doubt anyone seeing this knows her.She's awesome, and the only... » Continue Reading
Hello friends! This will be a bit of a rant post, I just wanted to jot down my frustrations with being a human being lately.So I am a very intense person and I operate with a lot of anger and hatred at a baseline (I've been told I don't come across that way, which is great, but in my mind I'm seething half the time). I try to keep that shit inside because acting out of anger or with hatred towards people isn't the person who I want to be, but that just means all of that negativity is trapped ins... » Continue Reading
Okay, so I've been doing online school since 2020 (I think), so basically all my middle and highschool career. It has ruined my social life.Doing school online has completely ruined my social skills, on top of that, having an IRL friends (from moving away and stuff). Now, I wasn't the most social person growing up because of how I was raised, so I won't blame it all on online schooling.. but it has a part in it.I think it's just the comfortability of being able to go to school, but not actually ... » Continue Reading
My longest summer before college... ... and how does it make me feel, like the empty sky before the collapse. 16.07.2026 One of my many boring summers I didn't have much hope for another summer other than having a job and making some money. I graduated two months ago and I immediately sent some applications. But no guess, not a single mail back. So the money said goodbye. Okay, maybe I'll spend these days on gaming? Nah, my laptop is a potato and can't hold a simplest game without burning. Maybe... » Continue Reading
Having more than 1 aesthetic or subculture is so irritatingbelieve it or not despite my jirai kei and cutecore esc profile i am WAY more of a Emo and scene esc person which sucks because i constantly have to code and recode based on my mood (this is kinda random but im highkey going through a state of severe derealiization rn ummmmm yeah) also i want my youtube channel BACK AUUUGHHHH "your not old enough" my ASS dude AAAAJKVGNUFNHGNFKNBGDFHFBBVNVJNFHGHV EVERYTHIGN SUCKS ok bye now » Continue Reading
dude i wish it was still pride month so i could make "kollect my pronouns" jokes.. but its not..... but wtv ima still make them #kollectmypronouns 😆 » Continue Reading
I feel so bad I’ve been so inactive on here 😓😓 icl I’ve been sick for the past day or two and this happens every time I go on holiday 🙁 I can’t handle the heat even if it’s my home country lawl. Anywayz lots of love from Greece:33 » Continue Reading
first blog and idk what to talk abt.. im rlly tired and im thinking of everymanhybrid a lot and i still have 2 finish it....... does that make me a lazy chud (yes)???? gyulp! anywhozer i luvv evan smm hes the best character man » Continue Reading
rn im writing this at 3 am and I feel like im losing my mind. Honestly I feel like this every summer and its probably a big problem that i should try to atleast figure out why?? because I acknowledge that its a reoccurring thing. I'd take a guess and say thats its probably from how late im waking up, because of me going to sleep so late like around 4-5 am, and waking up at 1-3 pm. Even after waking up at 3, I still have to prioritize my homework over all the fun stuff here, which is pretty rough... » Continue Reading
im like really sad and upset right now for like no reason waai i do have a reason kinda uh its not a good reason to be sad tho like i feel really lonelu even tho i have like tons of friends so that makes me feel um kinda bad idk i sound reallh self centered right now wehehewhwewwei thinlk wahts makinf this worse is that my arm is stinging from reasons which i will not elaborate further adn its like ou shiii yo idek waht im tlaking about mb for the misspellings im kinda shaky » Continue Reading
one of many rants to come that nobody will read and that;s fine with me.I stated this in my bio but i'm a fictionkin, i am NOT A ROLEPLAYER. "Shifts" in otherkin community are when you feel more like/more connected to your kin type and i made this account in an attempt to try one of their tips (make a social media account as your kintype) i'm just glad my handle is not taken i hold it dearly.♡is this my main? is this my alt? who knows?i haven't made any other accounts yet so this is my current m... » Continue Reading
I don't know if it's just accumulated trauma or if this move is just really bad. But the SLIGHTEST bit of yelling angling etc has me shaking; I honestly think its just from everything I've been going through, I've gotten more jumpy over the years, more paranoid, more weak in general if I'm being honest. I dont think I'll be able to handle anymore of this bullshit honestly. I'm so close to cracking as it is, god knows what will happen next time. But then again I said that last time. But thats wha... » Continue Reading
I HATE MY EX BEST FRIEND SOOOO MUCH. For context, I ended the friendship because she kept on ditching me. And I’m not saying like she just paid more attention to other people. I mean full on leaving my side and going to hang out with other people. While I look like a loner in the corner. Do I have other friends? Yes! And thank goodness I do, because if not I would ACTUALLY be a loner. I had been best friends with her since seventh grade. And if you know anything about seventh grade, you know it’... » Continue Reading
Dad update: so my father is out of the hospital and I'm happy to say its not his heart but bad news is they don't know what's wrong with him,please keep him in your prayers💛 » Continue Reading
Why is my family so strange? I live with my grandma since I was a baby, and it seems like my mother acts like my sister and not my actual mom. And my grandma doesn't act motherly towards me (sure, she clearly loves me, but not like a mother, obviously), so I kinda don't have a mom. And I actually don't have a dad, only my grandpa, who does act like my dad sometimes. Even my mom calls my grandparents my "parents". That's so awkward » Continue Reading
So, turns out I have band practice 4 my new high school I'm going too...But I knew nothing about the practice prior to it starting, and it goes on from 8am to 6pm, Monday - Friday...LIKE JUST OPEN UP THE SCHOOL AT THIS POINT <//3but yeah my summer is gone to band. » Continue Reading
Im tired for the same thing every day..my mom only scream on me and is angry when she see me..and my fucking dad is an alcoholic..i dont have attention,im so sad rigth now..i dont cut my arms or that shit but i imagine a life with no fights,no screams no problems just..happyness..and pace..and all that shit y only have a russian friend that understand my problems i really love him soo much..internet people is only that make me happy,they understand me,they are kind with me,they not hurt me..i wa... » Continue Reading
I hear ppl say “you don’t know just how long eternity is” well yea I do and I’ve been lonely for way too long I’ve felt unloved for way too long I’ve hated myself for way too long pretty much my whole life I struggle very often to want to live one more day so yea ik how long eternity is and yea I would love to never feel this way again life hurts too much I’m still gonna be here bc clearly I haven’t completely fulfilled my purpose God has for me but I am so excited for that day where I’ll finall... » Continue Reading
i don't have one because i believe they stifle growthi mean obviously i would prefer to interact with people that have similar interests, are around my age bracket, have interesting stories to share and blah blah blah blah blahbut my page is and always will bea freely accessible open spacefor everyoneit don't matter if we disagree on stuff cause that's the beauty of it all tbh - having that free open platform where we can be ourselves and speak our thoughts freely and the moment i slap up someth... » Continue Reading
I FINALLY CREATED A NEW LAYOUT!!! it was kinda hard to figure out the controls but I did it!! I made it public its called "gothic grunge" I didnt really know how to name it tbh :333 » Continue Reading
Bru this happens every few months but every time ppl never fail to frustrate me on how ignorant and rude they are. Guys why is my tiktok fyp full of ppl hating on Christians and Christianity 💔. I’m not talking abt random ppl who just disagree and are respectful in explaining why NO FULL ON DISRESPECT AND HATE. I wanna say to most of those ppl “tell me you actually have no clue what Christianity actually is without telling me u have no clue what Christianity actually is” they think every Christia... » Continue Reading
yk I really want to go up and go put together an outfit but reality I'm to fuvking brain rotted for that and I'd rather sit in bed then go actully do smth productive, but thats just me lol » Continue Reading
ok so recently i saw post here on friendrewind it was a girl RIGHTFULLY complaining about some men making gross comments on her body. people in the comments were vitcmblaming??? first of all id like to say even if someone is showing parts of their body it doesnt warrant those types of perveted comments. second of all. its not about the clothes its about the person. im also alt AND a hijab and men will still stare at me for prolonged amounts of time..and i just so grossed out it makes me wanna t... » Continue Reading
ok i stumbled upon this post on napo and it really got me thinking (here it is if you want to view it https://napochan.moe/blog/entry.php?id=7858) i have always wondered about this phenomenon of people (mostly teenagers) thinking being bigoted and chronically online is something cool or to be proud. and franky it just makes people look patheic and desperate i dont know WHERE yall got the idea that being a braindead bigot or just problematic is 'iconic' its really not ive seen so many people sa... » Continue Reading
It's cool to care! Be sensitive! Feel those emotions! Let it all out! Don't fall for the 'nonchalant' propaganda! You're probably so cool and awesome by just being yourself! The 'nonchalant' propaganda is just as ridiculous as saying "Oh I won't look good in this cause of how big I am" Wear that gorgeous sexy dress! And be Chalant! If you actually care about people and show interest even when you have no interest at the start then you may gain interest or you may boost their confidence! You neve... » Continue Reading
idk rn im not in the best like headspace? my mental health is shit lol i just want to say this society has it like if yk we have mental health issues or other shit that's serious that we should talk to a therapist or a psychiatrist and that's totally fine. if you want help get it yk. but not everybody reaches out for help and they have their own reasons as to why they don't want to and that's fine too. but like if it gets bad to the point where you got to go to like a pyschward because you want ... » Continue Reading
is it locking in if the entire summer break ive just been getting into more cool things and watching more shows and reading more books and fanfics and gaming a lot and listening to more music or is locking in just being productive and doing actual healthy stuff......WILD thing to say but i miss school a lot like i was such a social butterfly at school i had so many friends to hang out with we would have so much fun together but at home im just doing nothing productive or healthy » Continue Reading
I graduated last month and feel so bored. All I do is work and I’m going to college soon. There’s nothing to do except pay taxes. The most I’m doing is making my YouTube channel but I need money for my setup and idk if I should post vlogs? Video diaries? Gaming? Maybe random stuff or all? I still have to get better at editing cause I’m doing stuff with capcut rn and I wanna try davinci resolve but I like 2000s editing like windows movie maker but i gotta find out if I can do that kinda vibe on d... » Continue Reading
I must be going crazy. Whether its the fact I watch scary things or its just that damn device like any parent would say, I keep nearly convincing myself that someone's outside watching me, or that someone armed is going to break in, or that when I'm in a car I'm sure to crash, or my parents will find out what they never would accept me for, I keep thinking this world isn't real, I'm not as happy anymore and more of grumpy, and snappy. I'd rather stay in my bed, I'd rather eat an entire buffet or... » Continue Reading
I think I have enough evidence to safely say my mother is narcissist. I do not say that lightly. Just the other day she was crying to me about how her cousin is really sick and was gonna die soon, and she just kept saying how horrible it was that he was gonna die having lived the life he did and how "she didn't want to die and be only know for having made so many mistakes". Like I could clearly tell she valued people based on their accomplishments rather than who they were. And that just feels..... » Continue Reading
(Some things include 18+ topics)So basically I have this friend (Lets call her K) who hangouts with alot of (Intoxicating) people and a couple months ago I asked if she possibly get me a "cart". Ofc she said yes, but the problem was we just became friends since the start of school year, so idek if I could rlly trust her. Anyways, I gave her around 40 dollars for the one I wanted and she said she'll probably give it to me during or after the summer break. Honestly I didnt rlly care if she did sca... » Continue Reading
This might be a hot take, and some of you may disagree with me. But I'm open to a friendly discussion :)I currently live in a duplex, and my neighbor has an outdoor cat. He's a mostly black kitty (which is important) and in my time of living here he's killed birds and spent a lot of his time meowing really loudly. To me, it seems like he wants to be let back inside, but my neighbor insists that he likes being outside. In my opinion, outdoor cats can be problematic because 1) they can pose a thre... » Continue Reading
As someone who is now doing online school, I've been trying to get more online friends, it's truly so hard considering everyone wants something more now in days which sucks. I've had way too many instances of people adding me just with the intentions of dating or getting something out of me (sexual wise).I have taken breaks when things get too overwhelming for me, but I keep trying to make friends even though it's always the same outcome. That's why I'm even on this site.Another problem I've not... » Continue Reading
there’s so many on the internet that desperately want to be niche or weird. just live your life, don’t care about what others would consider weird or niche. life isn’t fun when you’re worrying about what everyone else thinkz dudz » Continue Reading
There is this girl in my school named Chandler and she is the scumiest girl to walk the halls. (Literally. She walks through the halls to skip class) she has a 2.1 GPA 😱, she is disrespectful to both teachers and students, and she has a pick me girl attitude. I have always been kind to her but apparently being a mean girl interfered with her ability to give what received. Not only that but her locker was full of plastic water bottles and empty Starbucks cups, which is against the rules btw 😒. An... » Continue Reading
when I was at the psych ward it was so nice over there, just hanging around kids my age, everyone having a good time, being told when to wake up but still being allowed to sleep in, breakfast and lunch at the dinner table all together like a family.Reminded me of when I was still just a little kidreminded me of middle school. Back when everything was just a joke, back when nothing mattered, in the back of Mr. Ocampo's class, me, Jack, Travis, Evan, and jujuthose days were the bestthat's somethin... » Continue Reading
doing something alone makes me extremely stressed for some reason. when Im around other people Im not like this but when Im alone doing the things I need to do give me immense stress. which make me not do what I need to do and avoiding my work stresses me even more so its just a terrible cycle. I think the only way to get over this is forcing myself to do stuff by myself. unfortunately my stress gets so bad I literally get a stomachache everytime like Chidi Anagonye. Ig I should start meditating... » Continue Reading
I opened up Kamtape today just to watch some videos and I see my video on the recommended page and it said it has over 600 VIEWS! Yesterday, it only had below 100. There were people making videos about it and it was actually because a youtuber made a video about Kamtape and it got over 50k views on youtube. Now I have close to 40 subs on there and a lot of other people are blowing up as well. I'm so happy that there are more people joining and making videos but I don't want the site to shut down... » Continue Reading
sick of this shit. it's so fucking hot constantly at like 25 british degrees, which is pretty hot for our standards, and it never feels like it's gonna cool down. even with my aircon on it barely feels like any difference is being made.i hate global warming.🛁 » Continue Reading
I hate it when I'm trying to look at someone's profile and get hit with the "CoNtEnT nOt ViEwAbLe In YoUr ReGiOn". Damn. I can't even compliment some people's profiles without having use a VPN to see it properly.Genuinely fuck this new law for making Imgur and other cool websites unavailable. » Continue Reading
How do people consume liquidI will probably sound like a chud discord mod at the first part of this, but water deadass feels like goop in my mouth. Like slime that people put their grubby little hands on. But energy drinks are much much worse, because any liquid that tastes like anything makes me want to vomit.If I try to drink coffee, it feels like I have a pile of crushed coffee beans stuck in my throat. When I try to drink anything carbonated, I black out for a second and vomit it like a sick... » Continue Reading
DISCLAIMER: this is mean and nasty because i'm Angry✨i hate that this is what i'm writing right now. i hate that this is something that i have to worry about just because i'm a femme person. i hate that it's normalized and shrugged off like it's nothing. i went for a coffee today—i stay up late because i'm on a weird sleep schedule and early in the morning is usually a calm time. there's no one outside, i'm never bothered i can just exist... usually. but that wasn't the case today. so i go out (... » Continue Reading
hiiiii!! (≧◡≦) ♡soooo... i have maybe a tiny confession..?i physically cannot stop thinking about pierce the veil. like... EVER. (´｡• ᵕ •｡`)♡they're my favorite band and my biggest comfort band all at the same time. their music means so much to me, and i honestly don't think i'll ever get tired of listening to them.my obsession has gotten so bad (or good...? ♡) that whenever one of my friends or even my boyfriend hears or sees anything related to pierce the veil, they immediately think of me. i ... » Continue Reading
I saw a guy on TikTok crochet a really cool birkin bag and I wanted to crochet one for my mother but unfortunately the pattern is out of my budget :(((That’s alright! I still have some left over red yarn for me to crochet with. I’ll make a red bag. I think it’ll look good since the clothes I usually wear are very neutral coloured so the pop of colour will match well.A few days I had a dream I dyed my hair this bright orange colour and my old friends from my old school started bullying me for it.... » Continue Reading
It was such a peaceful day, I woke up early and was having a good time, but that girl REALLY had to text in the group chat. Litsen, I'm not that kind of person to sit around and see someone insulting my loves ones. And when this girl was texting and fighting in the GC for no reason, saying things like how we weren't raised right, and how we deserve to die, ofc I had to say something. And no, I don't think I went overboard at all. I was being sarcastic and saying that I don't care. And that bitch... » Continue Reading
Okay, KEYWORD SOME...some of the Tv Girl fans are so annoying. Like bro, just cuz my fucking sketchbook has pink and blue on it doesn't make it a TG ref like omfg Stfu. And the band is fine, I like the !music but holy SHIT some of the fans are assholes and so annoying. TG isn't really my cup of tea, but still. There's also people who think Tv Girl is a solo singer???? No, its a band. Not a girl. Its also a boy band. They guys in the band did nothing but again some of the fans piss me off so hard » Continue Reading
sweaty stinkyy foul horible weather taht reminds me of how evil & cruel bilionaires r in ignorin their harmful effects on earth + humanity js sothey can line up their own pockets !!!conscios concerns aside it also doesnt let me wear my fav fits :cccsigh if only i can dres leik myself again xd » Continue Reading
the first day we met, i already didn´t like the way he rearranged the classroom. instead of everyone being face to the blackboard, he took the seats and formed a circle so everyone could see each other´s faces. he explained why the classes would be this way from now on, and i understood that time. something about getting to know each other and create some kind of a cute, familiar class group. i mentally said well, yes, he doesn´t mean to harm anyone, especially on these times when everyone is so... » Continue Reading
No matter where I am, I never feel welcome. My house never feels like home, more like a hotel I go in and out of at will. I have basically no free time- I run my house at 14 years old. I do everything from cooking breakfast to doing everyone’s laundry, folding it, and putting it away in their separate places and rooms. Every every adult in the house tells me “ welcome to being an adult” when the most they do is go to work and come back and then do nothing, I am the maid, Butler, chef, and child.... » Continue Reading
I was looking for discord servers because idk why not, and theres only this ONE server that kinda stood out to me because it was labeled as a neurodivergent safe space. So I join it and send an intro message just like everyone else. then. after that, I wait for people to say hi to me. but. I look back a few hours later. and. for some reason. IT GOT DELETED. NO WARNING. NO REASON TO DELETE MY INTRO MESSAGE LITERALLY BREAKING NO RULES THEY JUST DID IT. IJFOEJSGOSIEFJEOSIJ IM PISSED » Continue Reading
Okay, call me crazy, but I have like zero friends to hang out with. And I’m tired of everyone who isn’t my age telling me to just go out. Go out WHEREEE? I’m from Cali, legit everywhere I go is boring. And I’m not from like the touristy parts either. I’m straight up a freeway gurl. And even if I did have somewhere to hang out, I’m too much of a pussy to actually ask one of my friends to hang out. I get super duper awkward and suddenly the cat got my tongue. Which is really weird, because I LOVEE... » Continue Reading
Hello again! :3What I'm about to tell you all here is my truthful experience about the character.ai's Discord server up until today, when I decided to leave the server for good. I'm also adding that I'm in ASD, so I don't always get certain dynamics, no matter if they're online or irl. 1. the beginningEven though I've been using the service since 2023 purely for entertainment purposes, I only joined the server on April or May of 2026. Even though I've been using the service since 2023 purely for... » Continue Reading
Did you know that SSRI antidepressants like sertraline, fluoxetine, and citalopram can affect your body's ability to regulate temperature?I certainly didn't. When I first started taking them, it wasn't much of an issue because it was still winter. But once the weather got warmer, I realized I had developed a serious heat intolerance that made me feel awful. I ENDED UP SUFFERING FROM HEAT EXHAUSTION AS SOON AS SUMMER STARTER!!remember to stay hydrated and take care of yourselves during hot weathe... » Continue Reading
Idk if anyone else relates with me but basically I really hate physical touch from people that I hate and even people that I love or know cuz sometimes I hate when people try to touch me without permission and then whenever I'm having a bad day they decide to touch me and then I get mad and then they wonder why I'm getting mad over the stupidest thing but I really hate physical touch and at the same time I also love it from people that I love but I also can hate it even if it's the person that I... » Continue Reading
i said “dni tcoaall fans incest is weird” and this chick ADDS ME and tried to message me.. DUDE AND MSI FANS TOO. like them being problematic isnt even my main issue (still a big one though) its literally just triggering things and yall do NOT respect that!! bring back boundaries guys!! » Continue Reading
I’m currently studying in Year 10 and I’m going to Year 11 in August.I’m excited but nervous at the same time? Year 11 will be my last year of school. Afterwards I have to go to university and get a job. I’m only 15!!I would love to go to university but my family (or rather, my mom) doesn’t have enough money to pay for university which sucks cuz I have awesome grades and a relatively clean school history. I’ve never gotten into any fights and I was prefect for 2 years! Crazy, huh?My parents are ... » Continue Reading
i tried posting this to r/bpd and my post got deleted by moderators but does anyone else feel that people are constantly invalidating those who have proper BPD diagnoses? i'm not sure if anyone's going to read this, i literally just joined this website like 15 minutes ago, but for context, i've always seen people saying "you have to be 18 for a diagnosis or you're not valid!1!1!" well, i'm 18, i'm formally diagnosed by a medical professional, and i made a tiktok video talking about how relieving... » Continue Reading
I FOUND MY MATH TEACHER'S TIKTOK ACCOUNT OML.I'm not tryingt o judge or anything but I saw his videos.. they were all thirst traps. When I genuinely saw that, it traumatized me— I knew something was off about him but I DID NOT expect it to be like THAT.Peace guys, I could never look at him the same way again.. » Continue Reading
It's a question I've been asking myself for a little bit now, and I've never gotten an answer, mostly cuz I never actually asked someone lolanyway, uuh I just feel so overbearing when it comes to my friends I guess? I can't stand it honestly, I don't WANT to be so clingy or uuh needy?? I guess??? that word feels weird idk. I jjust want to be around people almost all the time. I feel so alone when I'm not, it's horribleI feel like an obsessive little loser sometimes, I hate it so muchI'm probably... » Continue Reading
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