I made this poem a few months ago, and I feel very proud of it :)Dear Life,Let it be falsely known that each word I say and mean shoots right to your dopamine and oxytocin neurotransmitters While I may love and try, I fail to meet the standards of what it means to be human,Lost in all the ways I could make myself happy and disregard the feelings of others If I am to mask myself from hatred and annoyance, you may as well consider me artificial of my beingWith nothing left and nothing to give, I s... » Continue Reading
Devotion. /EngAnd how could I not adore you? I have condemned myself to loving you. As an artist, I am now a prisoner, captive within the cage my own hands raised.For you are present in all my art; I know you are there—I am certain of it. I notice it, for whenever I paint, each stroke suddenly turns gentle, as though the paper were your skin and my fingers feared leaving it wounded.I notice it when my sorrowful poem dries its tears and, if only for a fleeting moment, forgets its grief to whisper... » Continue Reading
Inferno. /EngEvery room was a ring; every door, a circle drawn deeper. My bedroom was no refuge; it was the last. And it was never mine.There are no demons—you were mistaken, Dante... My executioner is not Satan, but the voices that condemn me every day, the ones that scourge me through laughter, then fail to know me when I need them most.I drift at the mercy of the tide, barefoot, alone. I must walk through the middle of the sea to find the answer that will finally set me free. Blue—hell is blu... » Continue Reading
Inmensa es mi gratitud hacia aquel que me recuerde, y me nombre, pues en su memoria yace alguien que ya nunca podré ser. Y a través de su mención, mi nombre adquiere valor.El día en que mi nombre sea pronunciado en vano, yo estaré muerto. » Continue Reading
This is a DRAFT. This is a TRY, since I don't know how to exactly make good poems in a language I'm still learning. Took me quite a bit of a while to put all together, I really.. like it, I just feel it a bit stupid since on how unfinished it is.. so.I will let you peek in my heartI will trust you have me nearI will let you touch my scarsI will let you hold me dearI will let you get closeI will let you affuse/amuseInto something unknownThat we both should refuseI give you my heartEven tho I'm sc... » Continue Reading
Ok, so like, there is a bulletin on Spacehey for a contest and I entered it ! <3Here is the original text that your suppose to change in your own style and such:Variations on a Renaissance ThemeLove is like the Evening Star,sailing through the black sky.Close the doors with the latches! Extinguish all the candles in the houseand fortify your bodies,You whose hearts have turned to stone!Love is like a beautiful shipthat has lost its captain,the sailors' hands are shakingand they are afraid of wha... » Continue Reading
In the sky, the angels cryTo matter how they try, they can never flyBound to the ground, they weepCause their souls they cannot keepThey night is cold, the day is frighteningTheir screams they display are loud as lightingThey slowly decay with dayTheir light has forever led them astrayTheir hearts cry out to the sky aboveBut they aren't heard over the sound of dovesTheir tears are black, their hearts bleedingFor them life no longer has meaningSo there they lay with the dayWhile slowly their hear... » Continue Reading
im bored asf rn. i have all the time in the world rn and im highkey wasting it rn.im so bored that im literally down for anything at the point. i just need it to be long yk. oh and another thing. like, idm if a manhwa is dark... but to an extent. like i dont think that i do that well with dark shi. like, im ok with dreaming freedom but NOT reverse thinking.actually now that i think about it, im fine with dark themes, i just cant stand non-con. in fanfics its not as bad but tbf, if i can avoid it... » Continue Reading
ESP: Nunca he sido un gran fan de la lectura, a pesar de que lo he intentado en distintas etapas de mi vida jamás ha hecho click conmigo, sin embargo hace unas semanas llegué a la conclusión de que los libros que leí nunca fueron de mi agrado, eran libros que encontraba arrumbados por ahí o que me obligaban a leer por la escuela, así que quiero cambiar eso xdÚltimamente he querido dejar las redes, pantallas y demás distractores que solo dan dopamina barata para intentar llevar un estilo de vida ... » Continue Reading
A lo mejor esta empezó en el momento en que decidió abrir esta páginaO quizás empezó mucho antes.Tal vez cuando escuchaste una canción que parecía conocerte mejor que tú.Cuando te enamoraste de alguien que no debía aparecer en tus planos.Cuando escribiste un mensaje y lo borraste.Cuando entendiste que ser diferente no era un error.Hay historias que pasan desapercibidas porque nadie las escribe.Esto quiere hacer lo contrario.Aquí habrá cartas que nunca fueron enviadas.Historias que quizás sean fi... » Continue Reading
Part 1 Volume 1Chapter 3CONTINUED The door creaks open with heavy footsteps following it, but it doesn't sound like an animal. I see a pale extremity curl its fingertips around the edge of the door and push it open wider. Is that a... Human? Wait this doesn't make any sense, maybe the bright light is getting to me? I go to rub my eyes to make sure I'm not seeing things, but once again I feel the lack of fur on my paws and face. Wait... am I- no... It can't be. What is happening to me? Where is t... » Continue Reading
https://archiveofourown.org/works/88448926%22%3EIt’s a political rpf fic, I don’t wanna talk about it (please tell me what you think, it’s my first fic so feedback is appreciated) » Continue Reading
Part 1 Volume 1Chapter 2I woke up this morning with a full belly, remembering the adventures of last night. I reminisce the taste of carrot cake sliding down my gullet. It was so delicious. I wipe the crust out of my eyeballs and feel ready to take on the day, now full of energy. I go into the main part of my burrow to see what the buns are upto, and I take in my first deep inhale of the day. "What is that smell?" I think to myself... YUCK!!! It is a sweet rotting smell. One of the buns mustve l... » Continue Reading
I don't want to care about myselfI don't want to be with someone elseI just want to talk with you againbaby girl in my imaginationif I moved on I'd feel betterbut I don't want to I want to hold on to the memories of you for as long as I canand even if I forget your name and die a foolit'd be worth itI'll carve it into my arm and head so I don't forget more than I already haveI know you said not to do thatmy bad » Continue Reading
What did you think as the net rose?Were you shielded from laughing eyes?Were you assured that it was love?Did the onlookers get what they came for?Do you still lie awake at night, all these eons later?Does the golden net ever break?Do you ever fall free from it?Do you ever wash away the threads,or do they stick to your skin like needles forever?Does the golden net ever cling to you,in its ghostly grip as you grasp for something?Anything.Does the golden net still haunt you?Are all those afflicted... » Continue Reading
huge fan of henry rollins, i was reading through his works (this ones from solipsist) and stumbled upon this quote. its so beautifully written and i just wanted to share it ^_^"You are beautiful like demolition. Just the thought of you draws my knuckles white. I don’t need a god. I have you and your beautiful mouth, your hands holding onto me, the nails leaving unfelt wounds, your hot breath on my neck. The taste of your saliva. The darkness is ours. The nights belong to us. Everything we do is ... » Continue Reading
love flowed between uspromises made under the sunsetyou said i'm your first loveand i love you toothere were times where you'd screamthere were times where you'd yelli always get the end of the stickand i love you toobruises and blood dripping from my bodythe sight brings light to your facei love seeing you smileand i love you toodo you love me back? » Continue Reading
The Stillness I FearThis is something I have always dreamed of but at the same time it is also something I fear. I imagine myself in a place like this surrounded by endless forests with mist covering the mountains rain falling softly and a lake so still that it almost does not feel real. Everything is calm and breathtaking and part of me wants nothing more than to disappear into a place like that.But when I imagine myself there with the life I am living now it scares me. I do not know if the sil... » Continue Reading
Part 1 volume 1prologueI can hear the tiresome breathing of the townfolk above... I am just a little bunny underground. i slave day and night, carrot after carrot to support my ungrateful buns... Chapter 1Today I woke up, and it was a new day. I opened my eyes and sighed. When will the days unblur from the last one to the next? Will they appreciate me today? my fur is falling out... I grow weary... Maybe today ill find 3 carrots instead of none... on the bright side, Mr fluffy hops III invited m... » Continue Reading
Recently I read The Consumer, which is a short story collection by the Swans frontman, Michael Gira. It’s out-of-print and notoriously hard to obtain physically as a result, so most people these days have accessed it via PDF. I found it from an EPUB file that someone was kind enough to share to the r/swans subreddit. It’s a very hard read, but I liked it. 4/5 stars for me. The stories are pretty gruesome and touch on topics like sex, incest, love, cannibalism, and depression. I’d recommend it to... » Continue Reading
Fate gave us free willWe used it to our advantage, did we not?Either if we choose to kill ourselves, would it still fill the hole inside your heart?Would it still make you happy?We both know the answer to thatIts simple really, life is made to be simpleNo, i liedIts far from simpleWe give and take, we chase and get chasedlike wild animals we are, so disgustingly inhumaneHave you ever wished you were one?Just so you could avoid your own responsibilities creeping onto your back?You can blame yours... » Continue Reading
i hate this thing where ppl wanna read as much as possible without really READING as in just reading words flipping through pages without reading inbetween the lines or analyzing anything like hello where is the fun in that i feel like a lot of ppl just see this as acomplishment if u get what i mean like oh i gotta read 3 books thins month! like no you dont read one and understand it and youll get so much more from it find what you enjoy reading thriller? fantasy? drama? reading has become such... » Continue Reading
i'm usually not the one to complaini know i haven't always been the best myself eithereveryone seemed to do things better than i could have ever doneits fine, i supposei let them watch, let them seeyou stood there infront of me, an expression i cant describehatred? yearning? pity?but dear god, it made me feel sickdon't bother, don't look, don't starethat's what you told me to dolike a small bunny in a cage, you compared me to onebunnies are adorable creaturesso when you took the knifelet the blo... » Continue Reading
i wont forget youyour faceyour personalityyour soulthe way you carry yourselfthe way you express yourselfit sends a ticklish feeling inside my stomachyour innocence scares meyou scare meplease, let me protect youi am your knight in shining armormaybe this is me being selfishbut i want to see you again, one last timeone last time before i decide what's best for youone last time before i push your clinging arms awaywho was i talking about again? » Continue Reading
for those who dont know qwel got in some drama cuz she apparently knew the whole time that rox was like a pedophile or whatever but she never fired him until the rox drama startedand also she like overworks her staff to make new updatesbut ive been sitting on some dandys world fics for a while...so fuck idec if dandys world dies or gets shut down before i get this fic donethey are my characters nowread themhttps://www.wattpad.com/user/blackrainbowunknown » Continue Reading
Teaching MachinesGeorge LockettElli scowled at the screen. When the CompuTeach powered on, it was supposed to make the sound. The happy sound, the fanfare that herladed the few elightful hours of her day where she could ask whatever questions she wanted without her mother snapping at her. Elli liked that sound.Today, the sound the machine made was an angry, glitchy buzz, like a bee farting through a steel comb."Welcome, student." droned the CompuTeach. "Today, we shall start assigned module 314/... » Continue Reading
im so sorry this is NOT in the right category i forgot to change it i actually love this song so fucking much UUGHH there aint no sunshine in his song we must reinvent loveeee reinvent loovee reinvent looooovvvvvvvvveeeeeeeeeeeeee he ttook the days for pageant and became as mad as rabbits with bushels of bad habits hwo could ask for any more yeah who could have more we must reinvent loovvvveeee reinvent loovveee reinvellllllllooooooovvvvvvvvveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeoiahwouidhbfdkjioa FUKJokay bye » Continue Reading
I am walking down the middle of the street and I see a dead dog. The dog is laying off to the side, staining the grass near it with crimson blood. Its legs are fucked up and its mouth is bloody. As I get a better look at it, I can tell the poor creature is nothing but skin and bones. Its ribs are staring right at me through this dog’s thin body.I’m not even paying attention to the cars and trucks driving past me. I honestly don’t give a shit if I get hit. At least it would be a quick way to go, ... » Continue Reading
do you remember?the times where we used to hold handsyou'd caress me, care for meyou promised you would never let me gowere those lies?did you lie to my face?in hopes ill always return back to you?you've held onto me with your emotionsthose same hands that soothe methose same hands that strangled meam i just an object to you?an object you held onto then leave the next day i become useless?it fucking hurts, you hurt mewhy do you insist to stay?so you can laugh at my face at how naive i am?at how ... » Continue Reading
I was no more than a handful of fallen leaves, strewn by fate.And the only soul who cared to gather mesought not to save me... but to set me ablaze. » Continue Reading
guys im looking into canadian law and apparently i can get my M1 license and ride around the city the day after 🤤 yall abt to see me around (once i turn 16 though) » Continue Reading
why am i doing this to myself 😭😭😭 i took a summerschool course because where im located in canada, we have to take this STUPID fucking course called civics & careers, and it is the most boring class ever.. yall are NOT seeing me tomorrow LMAOO » Continue Reading
Having to update my status is gay as hell j think we should all take a bow to ignore our status and just do whatever we want. Currently I want to braid Emily’s hair <- new status I also like my new style I’m building for myself in my head ok byeAlso this family reunion sucks » Continue Reading
Looking for comic reccommendations! I am mostly looking for DC comics, maybe some underappreciated runs that I am not too familiar with, as i've read quite a lot. I am also open to any indie comics. » Continue Reading
GUYS IT CAM EOUT FINALLYYYYYY i dont know any osora fans on friendrewind but whatever ITS OUT. ARIAS SAID ITT AND OSORA ACCEPTED HIM PLUSS WE FINALLY GOT AN 'I LOVE YOU' FROM OSORA WHERE HE WASN'T SCARED YAYAYAYAYAREJOICE REJOICE THANK YOU TONI » Continue Reading
read this book the other day, it was written so beautifully, so many descriptions of nature it pulls you in so easily. its a bit of an ecological thriller with a mythical creature used as a metaphor for the commodification of nature, its such a good read and i totally reccomend it, it follows multiple main characters and for the most part theyre all so developed and full people, i wont say much more i dont want to give spoilers. SO GOOD!!!!!! » Continue Reading
they make me giggle currently i enjoy cdigoddess,nowherelad and stupid twinkalso reading some garfield comics online, what a goober DO NOT MENTION HOMESTUCK I REFUSE READING THAT » Continue Reading
idk what category this is supposed to be so im jsut gonna put literature, but GOD i need more manga. the last time i bought manga was last year august and god how i miss itttuughh :(( i miss it so much like u dont even KNOWWW mainly becuz i was still in the philippines... the volumes i bought were my happy marriage volume 1 and 2 which i admit i kinda regret buying becuz im not too into those typa mangas anyway so i have NO IDEA why i bought them, and i also got skip and loafer volume 2 because ... » Continue Reading
Ok so this is like two problems I'm having as of right now.Lately I've been wanting to draw better. I know how to draw a little but it's bad. Like I can only draw a head and eyes sometimes hair but nothing else and that makes me so mad. I've tried watching tutorials and trying to find my own art style but nothings works so does anyone have any advice? I'm a traditional artist I've recently tried digital art but thats doesn't work for me at all.Next is the writing topic. I've been writing for awh... » Continue Reading
Something I've written and used as somewhat of a break from another story I'm working on at the moment. My friend and I came up with the idea one night and he helped me create the characters, come up with names, as well as the central theme. He suggested to me posting it somewhere and seeing what people think of it. I give a lot of credit to him, though he's not named atp since he's not really on the internet. Constructive criticism's appreciated. Might delete this if I rewrite it fully later, t... » Continue Reading
Sevetha, and when she walks by dawn The newborn sun cannot compareAnd delays to wake and yawn Until after she has gone Sevetha, and when she walks by day Flowers turn away in shame For they cannot compare to her beauty That blossoms in the burning noon Sevetha, and when she walks by twilight The stars do not shine so bright For they are dimmed by the light That shines from her eyes Sevetha, and when she walks by night The darkness melts and hides away For nothing can touch her This lady of love... » Continue Reading
White Nights follows a lonely young man living in Saint Petersburg who spends his nights wandering the city. One evening, he meets a young woman named Nastenka, and over the course of four nights they form a deep connection, sharing their dreams, hopes, and heartbreaks. I went into this book expecting a classic romance, but it felt much more emotional and bittersweet than I expected. Even though it's very short, Dostoevsky manages to make the characters feel real and relatable. The narrator's lo... » Continue Reading
The water is so blue Down at the quarry So forlorn at the edge of town Or is it the world? The water is so blue And measureless From where it bubbles Up from the unknown The depths so boundless So azure and pure The clearest water More blue than sky Many boys have come By cover of moonlight To leap into the depths Some leave braver men And others chilled to the bones But still some Have never left at all » Continue Reading
Ah yes!😃 Today I had a dream where I was watching a SpongeBob episode on my TV, but suddenly SpongeBob wasn't there, nor was everyone in Bikini Bottom; just my favorite background character, Sadie Rechid! (incidental 47). I just quickly realised it's a Sadie episode! Not much is known about what's next, except a scene where Sadie was blowing a bubble. » Continue Reading
This was a poem I wrote last year I found it in my book, I was really sad and felt alone its interesting to look back on it. The meaning behind the poem is how people always crave something they don't have and when they do get it they take it for granted, this comes in many forms than weather. People, objects and other things in life. People only care when they lose it, instead of caring about its presence with them, the poem isn't the best but it wasn't really planned I just felt the need to wr... » Continue Reading
Sorry in advance for the poor english and story telling05.03.2025 I am in some sort of grayish open air crypt and I feel calm. Everything is strangely bright, although there aren't any visible light sources. The sky isn't visible, the clay walls are covering it. I am fully aware of the fact that I'm inside this structure, but I still have that feeling of being outside. A gentle draft of air is brushing against my skin.Rocks are scattered all around the place, as well as some dusty white (bed) sh... » Continue Reading
I wrote you letters with my blood.Each one I gave you held a piece of my heart, a piece of my soul.I poured out every thoughtuntil my fragile heartwas dangerously yours.You found the missing pieces, sewed my heart together -and gave it back to me,full again.You kissed me gently.It was so warmit mended my heart.It almost felt like it didwhen I first met you. » Continue Reading
I can see beauty in a lot of things,I romanticise the smallest moments,I try to make it all mean something,I see beauty in the sky,the lad,and the seas.I see beauty in him,in her, in you.Even in the feared ones:moths,crows,spiders...So if I see beauty in everything, why is it so hard to just find it in the mirror? » Continue Reading
We are dreaming of tomorrow and tomorrow isn't comingWe are dreaming of a glory that we don't really wantWe are dreaming of a new daywhen the new day's here alreadyWe are running from the battle when it's one that must be fought.And still we sleep.We are listening for the callingbut never really beedingHoping for the future when the future's only plansDreaming of the wisdom that we are dodging dailyPraying for a saviour when salvation's in our hands.And still we sleep.And still we sleep.And stil... » Continue Reading
Has anyone ever told you The true meaning of the word The underlying truth behind The ever-present hurt And screaming from within yourself Yet no one seems to hear As you're sitting there alone at night Silently reliving all your fears Has anyone ever told you How it feels to die alone? Do you know the path you're headed down As you scream into the phone Do see the way your words cut Deep down to the core Can you feel the ever-growing hatred As he's calling you a whore.. again Did anyone ever... » Continue Reading
Gonna use this blog just to list this dumbass manga spin-off. I really don't trust in any Baki's tranlations, so I'm not gonna read them for a long time or I magically learn japanese... Also they're like 11 spin-offs so this will be a long post.1. Baki Gaiden:Gaia to SikorskyApparently all the covers from this Gaiden are pretty homoerotic. It's about my boy Gaia and fucking Sikorsky living together for some reason. Should be an interesting read.2. Antonio Igari Vs. Mount TobaI really admire Itag... » Continue Reading
Comparing this soliloquy of Jinny with the one from Rhoda in my previous post(which directly follows this one) could be an interesting way to highlight the differences in their personalities and see how Woolf develops her characters.'I hate the small looking-glass on the stairs,' said Jinny. 'It shows our heads only; it cuts off our heads. And my lips are too wide, and my eyes are too close together; I show my gums too much when I laugh. Susan's head, with its fell look, with its grass-green eye... » Continue Reading
hey, all! for starters, i'd like to mention that this was already posted on tumblr on a now defunct account a long time ago. if you've seen it before, rest assured i am the original creator. i've also changed it a liiiittle bit since then, mostly grammatical errors i forgot to correct to be honest. ꒰#’ω`#꒱੭with that being said, here it is! i hope you enjoy, feel free to leave a comment on something you think is worth changing, or any other opinions/inputs you may have!Pre-cursor thingies:The Woo... » Continue Reading
btw i got a perfect score the story is linked below :)file:///C:/Users/jkada/Downloads/The_Withering_%20A_Gothic_Short_Story%20(1).pdf » Continue Reading
Hey everypony, I am back with another blog! It is going to be another lengthy one, I won't be mad if you skip the text a little... Get comfy :]☆Shelf #1: I went for a fantasy-ish theme here I think! Angel Of Ruin is a book my Nan gave me actually! I like to keep the ones I enjoyed, exchanging books with her is fun even if we don't always have the same tastes <3 The Demon Road trilogy is a childhood favourite of mine! I used to daydream about being in the story so much, Milo was one of my favouri... » Continue Reading
I have spoken about my love for writing, specifically journal's and fan fiction but I do indeed have a undying love for books! I honestly have a tremendous fear of books being eradicated and well... in some countries, books are banned for certain contents in the books even if they are entirely banned for the stupidest reasons (or for the fact that they don't want people to have free thinking and or to be informed.) I honestly, with all of my heart, wish people would have the passion for reading ... » Continue Reading
I just bought the first two manga volumes, this shit is just as fun as the anime. I am excited to grow the collection. Makima is creepy af tho » Continue Reading
Y'all NEeed 2 give me some book recommendations. I feel like at ths point in my life, I've read the entire library and my freaking obnoxious mother is making me do ths summer reading thing, so I have 2 read like 1500 min or something like that over the summer which I wouldn't mind IF I FREAKING HAD SOMETHING INTERESTING 2 READ AGHHHH anyhow, I read all kinds of books, but i do have somewhat of a personal vendetta against mushy romance novels. Anyhow, hope u have an amazing day/night:) peace out » Continue Reading
Giving someone space shouldn’t be the same as giving up on them.I’ve been searching for pieces of you that were lost a long time ago. Whether by you or me. Back when you knew what happened. I accidentally became the target of my own searching. They always say when you search too much, you become the target, I guess. All of this searching for the old you has killed me. But, don’t for a goddamn second think it was for nothing. The hell I went through, the feeling of those little vines with thorns ... » Continue Reading
As people, we are in a constant state of performance. Whether it be in the space of others or even by ourself, we constantly nitpick ourselves, trying to present the "best us".People nowadays are too scared to say what they feel, think, want, and more. Subconsciously we're all trying to be "liked". Even if you consider yourself to not be a people pleaser, human praise will always make you feel a sense of like.We don't let others see our true colors more than half the time, don't we get tired of ... » Continue Reading
(El poema esta en español e ingles/ the poem will be in Spanish and English)Español"Lunática"¿La luna ya ha cambiado mi estado mental?Por qué de ser así, de adorarla y verla con anhelo cada noche.De contemplar su belleza y desgraciadamente;Dedicar un "La luna esta hermosa hoy, ¿Verdad?" a la persona equivocada...¿Quién no se volvería loca?Perdóname, señora mía...Por decir en mis labios indignos tu nombre;Por decirlo a alguien que nunca me dirá"Puedo descansar en paz".English"Lunatic"Has the moon... » Continue Reading
I tell him I don't know why? I tell him to do it anywhere. But not so secretly, I know where I want him to goand to stay. It's pathetic, the ache.Houseboys do they really come in and then just go? I could be like Mr. Young, and just hirea goddamn maid already. If happiness and stability cry for it. I hang up the phone and know she's right. Fireplaces keep you warm. Fireworks are pretty for a fucking second. Then you have to go home after. Hair fucked. Heart tampered. Houseboy is just a street cr... » Continue Reading
dad, i have this memory of when i was young. it was the end of the school day, a friday so everyone was really excited to go home. it was autumn so all of the halloween specials were running on the family channel and hocus pocus was going to be on at eight. everyone's parents came to pick them up from the playground, and i was keeping lookout for you on top of the big yellow slide. i wasn't thinking about hocus pocus, because you coming for me wasn't like them. it was a special occasion that cou... » Continue Reading
Cold... You feel your consciousness slowly coming back to you. The whistling of the wind sounds distant, yet you feel it brushing through your fur. Your eyes slowly open, squinting as you process the blinding light surrounding you. Your vision comes into focus, it's winter. You're deep in the forest. And the trees wore a thick coat of snow. As you take a deep breath, a unique smell catches your attention. You turn your head further right, looking for the toxic smell. Following it until you're m... » Continue Reading
It's so strange how much has changed in just a couple years. Change is something I hate but know it's good for me in the end. I know a lot of things are good for me in the end. It's just I take this slow moving trolley to it's immediate destination almost always. I made haste about Becca. I wanted to be afraid because she wasn't. She knows what she does with her mind and body. Even if it doesn't really look like it from the outside. Plus, I was letting David into my circle of new friends way too... » Continue Reading
Who's fault is that?As a kid I felt alone,Surrounded by dogs so I stood tall,Because dogs are told to speak they barked, And when they’re told to dance they jumped,Dogs don’t question what they’re told,And if they do they don’t grow old,Dogs are creatures turned to tools,And tools have uses they have rules,Now adult I stand on fours,As tools have grown and now stand tall.It's just a part of lifeNature is violent,But beauty lies here too,Not everything that’s violent is void of me & you. » Continue Reading
im currently writing a hunger games book, which is based off the 44th hunger games. if anyone would be interested in reading the first chapter, id be glad to post it ! 😺 just remember that i only recently started writing, so the chapters are rough drafts. » Continue Reading
Every day, I wish for one thing.That my love is beautiful enough,for everybody,when it can’t help me.Must nobody see the tears,that fall from an angels eyes.When more so,that angel will become fallen.This particular angel,is so close to giving up,so they make their love for others,bigger than their love for themselves.This angel can’t see beyond,whether it’s their beauty or their wings.They only think,of the end of it all.They think of death.Death is what they think is best,when it hurts the peo... » Continue Reading
!!WARNING!!A lot of these r scrapped and scrapped 4 a good reason TwTIf u like them, then uh...Thanks </3A Dream I had a dream,oh yes, I truly did.I dreamed of a palace,vast, gleaming,filled to the brim with gold and silver.Inside the palace,I heard a purr.Not a quiet purr,but a deep, echoing roar.I ran toward the sound,my heart leapt with joy,but when I arrived,all that remainedwas something painfully raw.Inside the room, where I heard the purr, I was disappointed by what I saw.It was no pet,In... » Continue Reading
'That is my face,' said Rhoda, 'in the looking-glass behind Susan's shoulder—that face is my face. But I will duck behind her to hide it, for I am not here. I have no face. Other people have faces; Susan and Jinny have faces; they are here. Their world is the real world. The things they lift are heavy. They say Yes, they say No; whereas I shift and change and am seen through in a second. If they meet a housemaid she looks at them without laughing. But she laughs at me. They know what to say if s... » Continue Reading
Goodreads challenge link1. A book without an E in the title2. A book with a number in the title3. A book with a smell or taste on the cover or title. If you can’t find anything than something food related.4. Shoes. There are books with shoes on the cover5. And hands6. The book with the ugliest cover you own7. A title that starts with A8. A type of book you don’t usually readStart Date: July 01, 2026End Date: September 30, 2026My planned books: Het (buiten)gewone leven van Frank Derrick, 81 jaarT... » Continue Reading
Ok... so these were originally made on spacehey, using the link-only feature. Aside from this feature not existing here, it would've been a hassle to move all of my blogs from spacehey to here (the available decisions are a lot)So, I'll just post the link to the game here! Hope you can forgive that lmaoI spent quite some time on them and I'd hate for them to be limited to spacehey only...So... I hope you enjoy them!! First interactive novel: https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2102430You're perso... » Continue Reading
The Bell Jar is genuinely my favorite book of all time. I've read it more times than I can count. I just keep coming back to it. If anyone is interested in psychological fiction, check it out. I was wondering if anyone else feels this way about The Bell Jar. I personally love analyzing books and searching for the deeper literary meaning and the real-life application. I feel like everytime I come back to it I just find something new to pick apart. Anywho, I just love The Bell Jar. Does anyone els... » Continue Reading
the universe was created for love. the universe is a gift and not a need; that would make it transactional. An artist creates because they have a vision that they need to externalize; a developer writes code for a simulation, not "using" the computer; they are expressing a set of possibilities. the simulation is the overflow of their own understanding. the universe is a dynamic, participatory, complex system that wants to be understood. when studying astrophysics, you're not just only looking at... » Continue Reading
Since Canada days tommorow and I love to read heres 5 popular books on booktok that are 100% written by Canadians! (Comment if you want a American version for the fourth of July) 1 Heated Rivalry Rachel Reid 2 the deal by Elle Kennedy 3 Anne of green gables by L.M. Montgomery 4 wild love by Elsie silver 5 The spellshop by Heather Fawcett » Continue Reading
so im writing a book just for fun, and in the last hour i've been planning and thinking about the plot and things i wanna change and i realized there's literally no main MAIN plot?? like these 2 people get to know each other and fall in love (wlw btw😛) and they discover new things about each other and themselves like the strip club a family member manages in a different country etc, get into fashion/fashion week etc but other than that idk what they do help » Continue Reading
I'm reading this book by a paramedic called Don't Lose Yourself - A First Responder's Mental Health Playbook. It's really good so far, it's pretty short. But my time as an EMT really wrecked my mental health and I don't want a repeat of that in paramedic school or as a paramedic one day. This book also is making me feel very seen, he's talking about stuff that I thought I was weak for feeling but apparently it's normal. There are also pages where you write things in, which is really good for ref... » Continue Reading
Title: Putting my hands in fire intentionally.I would rather-Put my hands in fire,Than shake yours, cause I know the burn will last,Less than your pain.I would rather-Put my hands in fire,Than shake yours, cause I know the burn will last,Less than your pain.The disgust I have when I see your face,The lesser time I spent with being myself around you.I have found myself sitting in a pool of fire,The damage has been done, will you beg for forgiveness or go away?Go away?Go away?Something inside of m... » Continue Reading
Today's text is Edgar Allan Poe’s 1845 poem, "The Raven," is known for its musicality and supernatural tone. It follows a distraught student mourning his lost Lenore as he is visited by a mysterious raven that repeatedly says, "nevermore." Perched on a bust of Pallas, the bird antagonizes him throughout this reference-rich narrative. Poe composed his poem methodically to appeal to both critics and the public, as explained in his 1846 essay, "The Philosophy of Composition." Inspired by a raven in... » Continue Reading
i had extreme will to write and straight up wrote 2 chapters of my fanfic that each had 7 pages. that will is now gone and i just stare at the text on google docs for god knows how longit suckss » Continue Reading
Title: Putting my hands in fire intentionally.I would rather-Put my hands in fire,Than shake yours, cause I know the burn will last,Less than your pain.I would rather-Put my hands in fire,Than shake yours, cause I know the burn will last,Less than your pain.The disgust I have when I see your face,The lesser time I spent with being myself around you.I have found myself sitting in a pool of fire,The damage has been done, will you beg for forgiveness or go away?Go away?Go away?Something inside of m... » Continue Reading
I don't really post about my writing anywhere nor tell anyone in my life about it, :3 but I was thinking it wouldn't hurt to post something here. It's pretty short, but it's the opening to a "novel" I have been trying to write for like a year and a half now, though I keep giving up because of stupid writer's block...⋆ ˚。⋆୨ ʚɞ ୧⋆ ˚。⋆The orphanage fire wasn’t the end of the world. The red searing through the air and the smoke and destruction didn't end the world. The world still lived. Breathing a... » Continue Reading
Far from my feelings in May,Where days are as bright as flowers so merryAnd my sorrow out of the way.Watching nature’s white blanket turn gray.Snow, as short lived as February,Far from my feelings in May.Gift me a lovely bouquet,For my heart to carryAnd my sorrow will be out of the way.There was a time when I didn’t want to be on display.But it's time I accepted the truth contrary,Far from my feelings in May.Hopefully my love will stay,As sweet as a berryAnd my sorrow out of the way.Spare me a m... » Continue Reading
Would Survive:Convenience Store Woman. Cozy book where girl works at the convivence store and she's a lil weird. Same girl, let the weird flag fly.A Million Little Pieces. Book sold as an addiction memoire but it's actually fiction. My addictions memoire would have as crazy of stories but mine would be true.The Kawogawa Food Detectives. Book where father daughter duo dig deep and find the food of their customers souls. I love food, I love mystery. It's a win win.Sweet Bean Paste. Dude doing the ... » Continue Reading
Rudyard Kipling’s 1903 poem "Boots," from his collection The Five Nations, depicts the repetitive thoughts of a British infantryman during the Second Boer War. It reflects the exhaustion caused by long, often futile marches—such as the 300-mile advance on Pretoria—while pursuing Boer guerrillas. The poem’s rhythm is designed to mimic a soldier's marching cadence. It's one of my favourite poems and I love its real horror theme. I'll also leave a "performance" of the poem by Taylor Holmes, I reall... » Continue Reading
lwk realised i can post whenever so here is my two hot takes: Shatter me was a HORRIBLE book. i dnf a longggg time ago but i remember thinking the main character being such a pick me. i got to about 60% before i gave up and it but me in a huge slump. my secound hot take being that good girl bad blood was NOT that bad. i remember when i was researching the aggtm series and everyone and their mother hating it. thanks for readingg :333 » Continue Reading
An Ode to a Morning StarTo ignite upon a hot summer day,Peeking over the horizonIn the early morning you rise.As do the critters that follow their commanderAt the first sign of warmth.Only for a while are you kind to all,The flowers that you nurture,Turn their heads towards your direction,Seeking your oppressive gaze.Even in the sanctuary of one’s own homeYour existence invades without mercy.The ants you brought in crawl on the skin,While humidity sticks by closely.A dramatic exit suits you best... » Continue Reading
If love was to speakThe entire universe Would have been in utter silence Love is, however, mute.Hence,the chatter of everything else » Continue Reading
You try to tell yourself you won’t be like your mother. That you’d rather die than ever turn out like her. The last thing you’d want is to continue the cycle, right? Be the bigger and better person, as they say? The last thing you ever wanted was to be a mentally unstable bitch. You put up with her screaming at you for the smallest things for so long. Kicking you out of the house just for looking at her the wrong way. Calling you stupid and retarded day in and day out. That’s all you’ve been to ... » Continue Reading
I gathered my collective characters amongst a series of epileptic fits in which a trip-like trance washed over my eyes encompassing the jaded nature and asphyxiating a new lifeform out of it— upon various attempts at explaining or justifying these experiences to others I felt, well— alienated seems too fucking easy— It was as if my life had been stretched across a series of fine film loops, one for each year— colliding and twisting, falling into new outs as I withered amongst the ruins— writhing... » Continue Reading
Hey there. I was thinking that I should connect myself a little bit more with literature, so why not post a different text every day (I'll probably forget to do it)? Anyway, I want to start with a Sylvia Plath poem that I'm really fond of.Mad Girl's Love SongI shut my eyes and all the world drops dead;I lift my lids and all is born again.(I think I made you up inside my head.)The stars go waltzing out in blue and red,And arbitrary blackness gallops in:I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.... » Continue Reading
it is late evening and a man is taking his dog to a better place tonightbecause the dog is dying and both of them know it is his time and he will not suffer anymore and finally be at peaceand can finally run free.all it takes is a needle and the man’s dog, his best friend, slowly falls into a peaceful slumber and he never wakes up from it and as the man watches all he can think about is how easy it is how easy it can be to put a stop to life so quickly and peacefully to go to sleep and never wak... » Continue Reading
you see it in nature, in fruits and vegetables, but never in a dress.green was the least picked, despite how charming it is.you rather wear sad blues and glum greys, but why never green?it may not look pretty at first, but if you dont have anything else to wear, then green is is the best!it always stand out, never go out of style.not too feminine, not too masculine.if you give green a second try, you can wear it any time! » Continue Reading
im asking for a friend here since i feel like ive reached every ends of the earth to find another website to use and i cant be assed to travel more,, 😭 PLEASEHELPAGIRLOUT. » Continue Reading
after quite a lot of thought process and weeks, I have finally decided to publish my new fanfic along with it’s 2 official chapters, days like this & who are you? !! this story has a little bit of inspo from ‘the school wh0re - tom kaulitz’ but only from the boarding school! :)hope to see readers! chapters will be posted once a week? (not sure of my schedule!) » Continue Reading
If you were lost in the solar system, how would you find your way back to Earth ?I want to write a book SO bad !! I used to love writing since I was 10 yrs old but never published any of them and eventually threw them out. It wasn't something "artistic", impressive or whatever, but I really loved the process. I just love grabbing my pen and a notebook and write whatever comes to my mind. It's fun. Yk, I used to be a creative person. Someone that could make anything out of nothing, or something m... » Continue Reading
i never delete old voicemails. not bcuz I listen to themi dont.i just like knowing they're therelike unopened lettersfrom a version of the worldwhere everyone still cared. » Continue Reading
every morning, my neighbor scatters birdseed onto the same patch of grass.some days, no birds come.she still waits.i used to think she was feeding birds. now I think she was trying not to give up. » Continue Reading
hood draped over her skull, her eyes a glimmering green, it matched her dazzling red vape, which was bedazzled with translusent beads. head hung low, sun beaming, she turned her head and coughed. freckles lined her cheeks while moles followed her palm. she spoke soft, words sharp and purposeful, but we will never hear. the voice that she carries will bear the potent words of, "Here!"tossing the rectangular velvet object, it landed in a round trash can which was rimmed with green edges. she grinn... » Continue Reading
Mouth and EarsIt's been some months now, but I'm fine. So what happened was strange, not gonna lie. I went to a forest, but just for a while. I went there just because I wanted to cry, just for a while. You see, at home there are in the walls many eyes, eyes and ears, all around. They see and hear every step and every crack. It's not bad, it really isn't, as long as you hide.They're not bad, they're really not. Though I'm still unsure of what I can share and what I cannot. They love me, “they do... » Continue Reading
(This blog was originally posted on SpaceHey. I will be reposting the blogs I'm most proud of, to bring them new life.)First of all, dark romance tends to be very poorly written, it's mindless wish fulfillment with flowery words and a complete disregard to making believable or interesting characters. I value characterization first and foremost in writing, it's the thing I get the most invested in and I immediately notice if the character's lack proper development or are poorly written.Pretty muc... » Continue Reading
This book is fucking insane. Like it starts with the husband and wife in bed and he’s talking about how he loves her brain and how smart she is and how intelligent she is. Then next chapter he’s going to the bar he owns with his sister and when he comes home she is missing like vanished, also by the way ITS THEIR 5TH ANNIVERSARY HE FUCKING FORGOT ALL MORNING TO GET HER ANYTHING(we find out wayyy later in the book that when he left he was with HIS MISTRESS ON THE BEACH ON HIS ANNIVERSARY) so ever... » Continue Reading
I LOOOOOVVVEEEE WRITING!!!!! ♫♪◝(ᵔᗜᵔ)◜♫♪I've had a pretty big writing slump for a while during my year in university due to how busy I was but this week I was able to write much more!! Not only did I write in my journal but I also caught up with my fan fiction that I had been working on and finally finished it. Although, I don't write for other's and simply only write for my own fun so I don't plan on uploading anything but I do go back and read it when I am tired of AO3 or Tumblr :( but also I ... » Continue Reading
I accidentally found all volumes besides 3rd of Pita-Ten! Its shonen manga from 1999 and i foudn it of Vinted randomly and usually its 60-120+ euros, but i got it only for 12+ which is insane. Im missing volueme 3, but lowkey i dont care because this is good enough. I cant wait to read it, artystle is adorable and story seems really good aswell. I wish i could find Lovley Complex in english also for cheap, but sadly not so i decided to try and learn spanish till B1 level so i can buy it in spani... » Continue Reading
I will use this blog to write about books I've read recently and try my best to keep it updated!☺Norwegian Wood, Murakami finished reading: 24/06/26well, that was surely an experience! I especially loved the way it was written; I couldn't take my eyes off the pages, which I devoured! not many books are able to capture you like that and hold your attention until the very last word. it's imbued with sadness and melancholy, the same feeling as listening to cars speeding down the road in the middle... » Continue Reading
here it issssssss hope y'all like itttttttWhen I looked out of the window in my bedroom, I saw the field. the same field i grew up on, I learned to ride a bike, tie my shoes, swing on a swing. Back then, this place felt warm, safe. I liked it here more than my old home.I thought everyone here was friendly and I always had someone to hang out with. But now, as I look out of my window, the field seems different, and not the good kind of different. the bad kind. the field now felt... empty? not of ... » Continue Reading
(A little thing I wrote on spacehey but also wanted to share it here xd.))The stray dog with a human soul trapped inside was walking...The clouds look down at him. He is lost, he wonders why, he can't understand why. "Tell me sun, if you can listen to me, why am I like this? why have I lost my legs and arms, why can't anyone understand me, why is everyone ignoring me ,why am I so hungry, why am I so cold, what have I done to be like this..." The man starts crying.But it was night time and the cl... » Continue Reading
The times where contention cut, leaking from the very women whom you share blood with. Its a misfortune, how a needed embrace doesn't comfort the heart. A bond within a womb that ties the soul with its mother, how infortune i can't grasp.I fear, I fear unveiling the truth to a mother; thus i crawl in my arms. Where a sharp blade digs, waiting for the tainted metal to leak... once.. again...A blurred memory with only tears warming the body. » Continue Reading
In all my years, I'll have no fears,With Annie's Mac n CheeseIn great despair, I lose all care and all terrors, I could bear so long as I have, one guaranteed bite of Annie's Mac n CheeseIf ever were I an addict,take apart my needle to find,Annie's Mac n Cheese and in all of my aging time, no lover could better ease my mind, Like Annie's Mac n Cheese now when my race is run,Life's all done, yet still, I've had my time in the sunWith Annie's Mac n Cheese » Continue Reading
03/08/07When you look at me,What do you see?You may see a girl who is quiet and shy.You may see a girl who hides her feelings inside. I'm shy, because of the people who do not like the things I do.I'm like this because of the things they say and the things they do.They will judge you by the way you look. They don't judge you by your soul.It is Jesus that makes you whole.If I can trust you, you will see the real me today.I have trouble with believing in what people say.There are many things that ... » Continue Reading
It's too difficult to give anonymity to anyone in my life, past or present. If this becomes a legal issue fine,but for now, it's just the price these people pay for fucking me at all. I should have a label warning on my cunt, but I don't. And a New Years Resolution...er...in June, is that I need to start speaking up. I need to start filming not just my own projections on the wall, but real things to the people I see and talk to each day. This time around, it's gonna happen for me and Joe. ... » Continue Reading
I needed to lose you to love me. i needed you .i lose to love .i lose you .i lose me. i needed to lose me.i needed to lose .i needed to love me. you love me.i love me. » Continue Reading
"She was not just a simple star, she was the Sun of my solar system; and now that she's gone my universe mourns the absence of someone who's still alive." » Continue Reading
Hii first blog,, I decided to write about what I'm reading/watching rn and how it's influencing my interest in worldbuilding! I spent most of this year reading a lot of short classics, cuz my uni's English dept gave away a ton of literature anthologies, but I also just finished the book Ready Player One. I read it in like two days and it made me remember how much I LOVEE the sci-fi genre!! I just adore reading/watching people's interpretations of how the future is going to look, especially now ... » Continue Reading
SUICIDE IS NOT SELFISHSUICIDE IS NOT SELFISHSUICIDE IS NOT SELFISHSUICIDE IS NOT SELFISHSUICIDE IS NOT SELFISH•—•—•—• I am a survivor of suicide. Healing is a long and grief-stricken process. There are times where I feel very lonely in my grief and there are times when I feel lost and confused. The trouble with suicide is that no one knows what to say. No one knows how to react. So they just smile and wave; attempt distraction, but they never say the word. The survivor, it seems, is often left t... » Continue Reading
This is one of my favorite ancient Roman myth story Lucius Apuleius wrote it in the 2nd century AD. In Psyche is a mortal princess so astonishingly beautiful that people start admiring her almost as if she were a new Venus. Venus becomes furious and orders her son Cupid to make Psyche fall in love with the vilest man alive. But when Cupid goes to carry out the command, he instead falls in love with her himself.Psyche’s beauty brings her admiration, but not happiness. No one marries her. Like a... » Continue Reading
Case Study A, 2006 - 2026 : oh how beautiful it is to experience joy that was born out of the ashes, joy and love that has been through the worst of the worst, joy and love and positivity that was forged out of hellfires on earth. They want us to be happy. They don't want to see us happy and content. They want to see us flawed. They don't want to see us flawed and maintaining a smile on our face. Systematically, our joy is seen as too loud, too fake, too obnoxious. And when it's quiet, when it a... » Continue Reading
Your hair as black as night,Your pretty blue bell eyes,I wonder who you are,beneath that strong disguise,Everyday we see each other, And hope that you'll be mine,Together our love could be so true,Please will you be my valentine?Imagine if someone responds to this with another poem ahahahah » Continue Reading
Ugh, As If! Why 'Clueless' is the Ultimate Jane Austen Translation By T. A. PondJoose Jane Austen is the undisputed queen of the marriage plot, but let’s be real… 19th-century regency manners can feel a little stiff. That’s why we see so many adaptations trying to capture her magic. But there’s a big debate in the film world as to whether a movie can ever truly be faithful to a book. Robert Stam, a major voice in film theory, argues that we shouldn’t just look for fidelity in adapted works of ar... » Continue Reading
im crine im a victim of purple prose writingwhat's purple prose? it's when you add extravagent, very fancy or detailed writing into your story that doesn't add anything to the plot or writing itself. like you could describe the dirt really really well, but it doesn't matter because you'll be walking away anyways.i need to learn how to write better im crinewell bai bai my purrrfect lovelies!#luffie luffie muffin » Continue Reading
Eden is a Graphic Novel for the band Skillet, co-written by the lead singer John Cooper. I just got done reading it, and wanted to post my initial review of it. I'm going to keep this generic to avoid spoilers.It's post apocalyptic, which created some interesting themes for a Christian band. What I wasn't expecting was how little the book shys away from violence. This was a bold move, but obviously if the Bible were realistically acted out, it too would be pretty violent.While the violence conve... » Continue Reading
I used to hold the beliefThat my thighs would turn to liquidThe second I dragged my finger nailAlong them.That once I did give in,Something wonderful would happen;Would welcome and usher me.All it needed Was for me to fix its ache.Usually I would ignore it,Logic outruling the feelings.Few times I wouldConsider lightly tipping in my fingernail.It grew ever stronger,Feeling like an external factThat could never be false.So I believed in it.Like one prays to a God theyCannot see.And only did my thi... » Continue Reading
look me in the eyestell me watch you seeam i a pure baby girlor just another broken teendon't look me in my face please don't tell me what you see i'm like a fat elephant orlike my face got stung by beesdon't look at my body it's getting bigger by the day if i get any largeri don't think i will be okay » Continue Reading
a delicate vase slips through spindly fingers and explodes into piecesthe vase's only request was to never be mishandled by a crude pair of handsa scoundrel thief was acutely aware of the vase's worthsame with the rich promise it dearly askedyet, it was still not substantial. not enough.thieves will only carry the burden of what they find most valuable in the momentso upon catching sight of a glowing jewel, there was deliberationthe gem would be lightweight, easier to burden, more valuable... it... » Continue Reading
He didn't slay her demons but put them to bed Silenced the angry, negative voice in her headTook her mind out of fight or flightHeld her close every night Showed her she was safe with him Catered to her every whimNow quietly she mourns himMourning too who she was with himHe never meant to break her heart Hers only broke when his stopped beating » Continue Reading
Its so funny to think, That though i’m only a wall, I am also just a tink.A room full people, So full of life, Brains true and large,Lacks the perception of the eye. A room full of people, As one could plainly see, No matter how big, Will never be meant for me. » Continue Reading
and once summer finds me again, the illusion the year has placed upon me vanishes. the cruel texan heat chastises me for falling for it, and she makes sure i don’t forget this time. at least she tries to--i ultimately seem to ignore it again every year. as i sit alone in the shade underneath my patio, her warmth is there. my arms tingling and my lips pursed. i won’t forget. i silently step outside into the rain, away from anyone’s view. my throat runs dry and i’m engulfed in humidity, coursing m... » Continue Reading
Click here to view my poemhttps://gentlewhisperthoughts.wordpress.com/2026/05/16/voices-of-love-poetry-inspired-by-vietnamese-artists/ » Continue Reading
personally i dont goon. Id like so start this off with that. but ethical gooning is very important and personally i think more peple should do it ethically. Like homemade porn instead of like, corprate stuff. Corporate stuff looks weird no shade. Now..the reason i decided to talk abt this is because i saw a video in instagram and i can be easily influenced but they were lowk spitting facts. I feel like homemade stuff is more lovey, less sterile, i mean unless youre into that. Also does anyomne a... » Continue Reading
My poems got rejected for my school student arts magazine, so to feel better I'm gonna post one of them here. Maybe i'll post more later.Not So Abandoned A facility frozen forgotten to time The excitement I experienced from exploring until my stomach sank from stress of trespassing I say We have been here long enough let's leave Crawling through a collapsed corridor I see a pair of stained sneakers Signal to my sidekick slip away Through factory floors losing our forward motion Owne... » Continue Reading
the candle wax meltsforever as you laythe floor of your roomhow comfy may i saythe books remainunread by youclothes stay unwornthis place, how bluewhat could have beensuch a great timewe will never knowwhat if you could climbabove all your strugglesabove everything that hurtsabove the skiesnow there you liethis is a poem made by me. its not very good ill admit but i wanted to express my feelings and thoughts so i thought id write and share it anyway. let me know what you guys think of it please. » Continue Reading
The reason why people hate Jax is not because he's morally bad it's because he's BADLY WRITTEN!!! You can see how they tried to give him a redemption arc but eventually gave up and at a last resort made him a sadistic backstory in which he was still morally wrong and sexually harasses Gangle. Take Ame from NSO for example, lore accurately shes a ton worse then Meowbah and does many illegal and harmful things such as substance abuse, slash flashing, and creating a whole religion on stream but peo... » Continue Reading
Readers have never agreed on whether this change that occurred from the 90s to the 2000s was positive or not. That's why the goal of my entry isn't to tell you which is better between retro and modern North American comics, but instead to analyse the reasons that caused this.First of all, we should ask ourselves this question: what exact text was removed to make comics so much shorter to read?1. Thought bubblesUnlike European and Japanese comic book industries, North Americans seem to have almos... » Continue Reading
I might write a story for him idk yet :) I'm kind of in a writing slump..block? Whatever. SO DON'T TRUST ME ON THAT.MEEEEEEETTTTTT JAS, because I could not figure out a name, why do you think I'm Dallas??? CHOOSING NAMES IS HARD. NOT my art, I made him using a Picrew esc website.OC LORE AND IDK:1. Forced to follow in father's footsteps as a businessman.2. Hates his job and life3. Really wants to be like the other young adults he sees [i.e. coffee shop workers, skateboarders, garage bands.]4. Ga... » Continue Reading
I hate hearing people say they stayed for the kids because, most of the time, it doesn’t help. It doesn’t help the child, and it doesn’t help the parent. I remember growing up, watching my parents, wondering if I would finally see one of them drive away. I lived in a constant state of fear and unease. I imagine it’s the same for many other kids—never knowing what will come next.If you are being treated in a way that makes you feel like you need to leave, ask yourself: what makes you think stayin... » Continue Reading
I make them littletrinket holders so their futureselves won't forget me completely. She says she's becoming more like her mother in an admiration I'll never know. The bird on the lawn, vibrant yellow, an intentional observation made by someone older to someone smallera long time ago. I smirk when I say it out loud, only because it's been since foreverI started carrying it with me everywhere. At peace with her faith, her finality in statements no longer feels grounding to me now. But I play it of... » Continue Reading
Okay, I'm back. Only because I can't sit with my emotions. My therapist said it was very hurtful that I missed therapy this week on the pretense of "I forgot" and to make it a priority, and she couldn't keep doing this. It was a kinder run on sentence expressed by my mother when I was just a teenager. I should turn on Frances Ha, I feel like the real life co-writer, the one with the average sized nose. I just keep collecting affections to feel something indefinite that needs to manifest from me ... » Continue Reading
Hellooo !! I'm cate, my full first name is Catherine so if you'd like you can make any nicknames with that as you'd like. This is my first blog ever so i dont really know what im doing but i want to talk about how i want to write fantasy fiction novels! Fantasy fiction is something id like to pursue because i am very interested in game of thrones and i have a deep adoration to daearys targarean (nothing creepy). I believe i could write fantasy fiction because im very creative, i have a good imag... » Continue Reading
I FINALLY finished reading 1984 and ngl its actually crazy.I feel like it's obvious as i'm talking about the book, but spoiler warning for 1984 by George Orwell. I somehow managed ti avoid most the significant spoilers for this and i honestly think the message of the book hits a lot harder the less you know going into it.☆"Has it ever occured to you, Winston, that by the year 2050, at the very latest, not a single human being will be alive who could understand such a conversation as we are havin... » Continue Reading
I MISSED MY CONSTITUTIONAL LAW CLASSKSKSKSKSKSK NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OH GOD MY TEACHER'S GONNA FRY ME ALIIIIIIVEEEEEanyways :3 » Continue Reading
10 pm it's bright outside with France's summer shine!Put my best jazz to sleep in the warm burning night!My eyes hurt, I can't even shallow the cold water on my side table, I think I'm getting a migraine!They said it's 16° in Celsius but I feel like it's 40,Perhaps the thick bedsheets does not help me,But what can I say!? I need to be warm all the time,Bedsheet-less feel like the north pole in straight winter.The burn on my face and legs are becoming overwhelming!!Sore throat, OH NO I HAVE TO BL... » Continue Reading
Heyaa!! I'm a writer who loves writing Warrior Cats fanfiction, and I figured I'll bring that to FriendRewind! On quotev I go by Jasmine Boba and my name is such, but for now I have a IS BI at the end, because, well, im bi, obvi.so yeah, check out my work, love you all my purrrfect lovelies, bai bai!!#luffie luffie muffin » Continue Reading
i really hate how em dashes (-) are being associated with ai now. as a writer who LOVES the em dash, it breaks my heart to see other authors being accused of using ai simply because of a character on your keyboard!yes, ai does in fact us em dashes a lot, but i've found out how to tell.em dashes- like that right there, i use. it's probably not the official way to use it for proper writing, i think-- is the 'right' way, but I'm not sure.ai tends to use --, where there's a space between one word --... » Continue Reading
So basically I procrastinated too much and now I’m in the starting stages of writing a fanfic, a Straykids one to be exact. And I was wondering if I, whenever it’s done, if anyone would be interested in reading it. It be mainly posted on wattpad but I can also post it on ao3. I’m only like halfway ish through the first chapter, so it’ll take some time before I post itAlso the whole reason I started was because I was procrastinating but now my last exam is in 3 day, but after that I’m pretty sure... » Continue Reading
My seven deadly sin would totes be vanity, I remember watching Howls moving castle for the first time and being annoyed at Howl for being a lil bitch about his hair then I realized how much of a HYPOCRITE I am, if my hair turns out wrong I curl up and isolate myself till I can fix it, my hairs faded and not the right shade of purple and I have to wait till Monday to get the hair I want and my brat ass is actively choosing to let my room get candle melting hot during the nc summers instead of fix... » Continue Reading
Read this piece of mine out to my college class and lots of them really loved it. I think it is one of my best pieces because the topic is very intertwined with me and i find myslef going back to re-read it because I really feel like i put my soul in it lol. Well anyways hope you guys enjoy (still very much an amateur and do it for fun and expression) ferment foreverI can feel it, every timeMy disadvantaged self in every stepas if it is an unmovable fact,as if it was gravity.This cuts me deeply,... » Continue Reading
Okay so i just reread sally's creepypasta and.....yup still honestly horrifying the fact that people have been in such situations disgusts me what the hell is so attractive about a CHILD. People like this deserve a special kind of hell and suffering i swear if you can do this AND HAVE THE AUDACITY to pray to whatever god and get to paradise I'd rather burn in fucking hell. » Continue Reading
what german dictionaries do u guys recommend for studying the german language 4 beginers? me and my pookie r learning german, so any and all advice is welcomed » Continue Reading
A memoir I wrote for my English assignmentI remember the feeling more than the details.It was late, and everything around me was quiet, but my thoughts weren't. I kept thinking about someone who felt close to me for a short time, even though I knew from the beginning it probably wouldn't last. That didn't stop it from feeling real in the moment. I would replay small things in my head. Conversations, laughs, the way things felt easy when we were together. It's strange how quickly your mind can tu... » Continue Reading
im writing something and i need to know ppls thoughts on buff men mpreg, me personally i enjoy it but i need everyone opinon. And whats the biggest sympton you think a buff mpreg man would feel i think its fatigue bc they workout for buffness if theres any typos in this its ur faultbye » Continue Reading
please please pleasewhy can't you see?my feelings for youare just so so deep.look me in the eyeswhen you speak to mewhen you don'tit's oh so depressing.please please pleaseacknowledge metreat me like i'ma perfect antique.look my way notover the hers ormy eyes will burn &and my vision will blur.please please pleasejust like me backwhen i see you with heri feel like i'm under attack.come my way ohill beg and pray"please please please! come save my dayleave her alone don'tleave me at bay!" » Continue Reading
I have a lot of writing pieces, and I just saw someone post theirs (The Manuscript), and got pretty inspired to show mine. Do you guys want to see? I'd gladly share my passion <3 Love you purrrfect lovelies, bai bai!#luffie luffie muffini'm feeling lovely lately.All text, size, and color customization was done in Google Docs then pasted into FriendRewind for a fun effect. » Continue Reading
im gonna be way more active here since spacehey is boringMY BIRTHDAY IS SOON (june 20) IM TURNING THE BIG 20 im actually scared BUT ITS WHATEVER IM GONNA BE FINE » Continue Reading
Does anyone read manga called Ajin:Demi-humans??D:Because i only saw two people on tiktok, but i never saw anyone talk about it. I read first two volumes and ordered 3 more and i love i so much!! Its definetly like uncensored about killing and stuff, but theres tons of suprises plus i like how each IBM looks diffrent like triangle head one is so cool.PLEASE comment if you like this manga series too<33 » Continue Reading
I would do it again, especially now that I know who she is, especially since I have grown to smile every time her name flashes across my screen. I would do it again if it meant being important to her in any way. I would do it all if it meant I would be something to her. » Continue Reading
I would do it again; I would do it in a heartbeat, no second thoughts, no doubt. If I were faced with the option to go back, I would, and I would remind myself that what I'm doing is the right thing and tell that scared, unsure little girl she is doing the right thing.I would tell her to breathe and do it because she is right and she knows it deep in her bones, and that is all she needs, so yes, you ask me if I would leave if I had the option to go back, and yes, yes, I would do it. I would leav... » Continue Reading
I would do it again,Starting from the beginning.If it meantSeeing those beautiful eyes.Hearing that sultry voice of yours.I would do it again,Even if it meant loving you all over. » Continue Reading
dragging her feet along the tiles, she browses the snacks of the local convience store "mary's", named after the virgin mary, the sacred mother of our saviour. she runs her fingers along her forearm anxiously, as a 13 year old would be. alone, wandering "mary's" without the protection of another. scared. the screen door creaks in the breeze, paving the way for any other drug-filled teens needing to please their munchies. her eyes navigate the lacking aisles before spotting her favourites. "tim's... » Continue Reading
Monday is the same as most days: wake up first, feed the cats, make breakfast, get yelled at for waking up the kids, make sure their teeth get brushed, hair gets combed, take my meds, the oldest has a project due today so I make sure he takes it with him. We leave the house fashionable late but I’ve scheduled wiggle room in. That, combined with several lucky green lights, means we arrive at school on time. As they get out of the minivan my oldest realized he left his project on the kitchen count... » Continue Reading
Everyday,I see this little sprout growing in the ground.I find it quite adorable.It's beautiful.I can't touch it.But i can feel it.I can feel it has the soul of a child.Just like me.I may not be able to take care of it,But I am helping it grow.That's all that matters to me.I will take care of it,Unlike how my father did with me.Hopefully, it would live a longer life than me. » Continue Reading
"I can't live without you."Apparently, that comment wasn't limited to me.You moved on so quickly.While I'm stuck on everything.Everything you've said to me.Everything you've given me."I can't live without you."Bullshit.You're still alive.It shouldn't be like this.I should be the one happy,While you suffer."I can't live without you."Then kill yourself.Show me that you can't live without me.Tell me why you're not dead.Is it because you still love me?Or did you lie?Because if you lied,I'll make tha... » Continue Reading
Look at me.Meet your eyes with mine.Tell me,What do you see?Nothing?Everything?Do you see something?An oceon?The stars?The moon?Or maybe an emotion?Hate?Lust?Confusion?Are my eyes pretty?Tell me.I'll be everything that you see in me. » Continue Reading
I want words.Say you love me.Not in a card.That's meaningless. It's just a pen, Not you.Not in a text.I hate that.It's just keys,Not you.I want to hear you.Use your mouth.But don't just speak.Speak.Like you mean what you say.Don't stutter,Mess up,Think,Or stop.Say it thoroughly."I love you." » Continue Reading
I like pizza.I like clothes.If you really think about it,They're not that different.How?Styling.You can change pizza to your liking.You can change clothes to your liking.You eat the pizza you like.You wear the clothes you like.Everyone has different taste.Pepperoni.Sausage.Black olives.Mushrooms.Goth.Gyaru.Acubi.Y2k.No matter what,Someone will have something to say. Not everyone is the same.Do you.Who cares?You can mix and match.What will they do?Nothing but speak.Tune them out.Do what you want.... » Continue Reading
I love you.Do I?What is love?It's different for everyone, right?Some say it's just a word.Meaningless.That's only because they never reveivedLoveSome say it's a feeling.But what kind?It can be anything. Admiration.Lust.Useless.Who knows?What if my love is unusual?Does that mean I hate you?If so,I hate you. » Continue Reading
Recomendacion literaria:El retrato de Dorian Gray o El cuadro de Dorian GrayLa conocida novela de Oscar Wilde.Info. Sacada de Wikipedia:La historia gira en torno al personaje epónimo, cuyo retrato es pintado por Basil Hallward, un amigo de Dorian y un artista encaprichado con la belleza de éste. A través de Basil, Dorian conoce a Lord Henry Wotton y pronto queda cautivado con la visión hedonista del mundo por el aristócrata: que la belleza y la satisfacción sensual son las únicas cosas que merec... » Continue Reading
(First blog lol)Does anyone here have some book recommendations? I don't mind the genre but I prefer reading horror or murder mystery which is suitable for older teens. Thank you and have a great day/night! :D » Continue Reading
Hey guyss!! Do you think I can read a random book from The Vampire Diaries series? I found it at home and I only have this one volume (The Return: Resurrection). Write in the comments if you think I’ll understand it and if it can be read on its own or not thank youu and byebyee!! yours qullawx ♥ » Continue Reading
I write you love letters, unable to bear the silence that floods your absence.My mind never turns off When it comes to the subject of you. My heart whispers your name throughout the night. My heart bleeds out on the page dedicated to you.Every inch of my body yearns for you. My eyes flutter, and my mouth waters at the sight of you. My heart races, and my knees buckle.My hands beg to reach out— to trace, to worship the body I so desperately crave.But since my hands do not get to feel you, touch y... » Continue Reading
Alright! Today, the rainy season is finally here! And what did I do right now? I spend days on the computer surfing the internet, doing some arts and animations, watching some cool videos on KamTape, and anything else I can enjoy this rainy season! And that's it! » Continue Reading
TWlines of whitesnort snort snortsnort until ur nose bleedssnort until all you can c is sunshinesnort until everything wrong goes awaylines of redcut cut cut cut until you bleedcut until it stingscut until you feel the pain you deserve » Continue Reading
“Fheralei, oh Fheralei,” the lilies called, as a ghoul of a girl faced her downfall. Her mouth ran purple from the lack of kisses the water gave. “Oh River, I have come undone, for it is your lips I crave,”Her last breaths heard no more,As she kneeled before the river’s shore. His silhouette, the shadow of his physique,Rose from Adam’s ale, with such critique “Let not his palm, settle your fate—Let not your parchedness be the sake.”A margin, seen not, for their lips sealed, Fheralei’s sere fram... » Continue Reading
Oh rock, your green meadows color the earth’s skin.Your breeze is the fingers that run my hair. Oh rock, where are your flaws? Your beauty, happens to be your only sin. » Continue Reading
I don't think I ever truly understood the annoyance people had with the main character/s of anything seemed so different in comparison to everyone else. When they're not just any other character. Not like everyone else. They're called the Main Character for a reason, no? There's got to be something different or interesting about them that sets them apart from everyone else. Whether that be more clear and outstanding like something seemingly impossible, or just a difference in hobby.I get and und... » Continue Reading
Nobody knows how bad it hurtNobody knows the guttural cries that tore from my throat in the woods with the stars as my witnessNobody knows how good that sting felt against my thighNobody knows I was almost goneNobody knows the way my skin burned with betrayal of my own mind Nobody knows because nobody ever cared enough to ask why my eyes were always bloodshot, my hands were shaking, and the way I guarded that little box under my bed like a lifelineI think that hurt the worst of allwanting someb... » Continue Reading
I HAVEN'T EVEN FINISHED TBOSAS YET AND I AM APPALLED.first of all, lucy gray? absolute icon. i thought she was a more active player though. i haven't watched the movie and just recently found a pdf for TBOSAS and started reading. she literally did what snow told her to do which makes sense since he's her mentor and stuff like that. AND TIGRIS? as a girl who stopped reading hg at mockingjay, i love that they made her snow's cousin and made her like his stylist and indirectly also lucy gray's styl... » Continue Reading
temporary state...just as i am happy, and full of gleea big wave of reality crashes right against me.it throws me to the groundright back into my space of glum.it's cold,lonely, and certainly no fun.so as i dry off in my cold,isolated spacei let my mind rest, recalculateinto its reserved place.and i begin to remember that happiness is only atemporary state...- 20250511 » Continue Reading
pray for me bird what should i do?should i wait for himor should i paint myself blue im oh so sinking deep into the dark lagoon it's hugs me to sleepthis place of tragedy is where i weepthe clocks ticking time and he looks so shinylike a well polished dimewill someone else snatch this precious penny?or will i let this all go like im not at all wittyso please pray for mebird what should i do?should i leave him be or stay entirely blue? » Continue Reading
Death is oddly comforting to me. It’s something I know will happen, something we are all destined for. Nobody is too weak to die, nor too strong. Death doesn’t discriminate or favor. Death is a reliable friend, somebody who comes and lulls you to sleep after a long, hard fight with life. Death brings the satisfaction of a job well done — a time to finally rest, an end to everything that ever burdened you. » Continue Reading
'linger' - varneyvampyreIt lingers... It's like if someone were to gently, ever so gently, crack open your chest cavity, reach inside with a steady hand, grip your heart, and hold it for a while. Like squeezing a balloon, it moulds to the empty space of their fingers, creating bulbous and gory lumps of your viscera.Don't move. Don't even breathe. You can't even if you wanted to. It lingers...They give one final squeeze just before they pull away. It feels like a current has jolted you alive agai... » Continue Reading
I crave to be loved, pursued. I want to be loved as I love— loved like a poet or an artist loves their work.I want to steal somebody’s breath, their sanity. I need to be craved, the kind of devotion people only dream about.Whispered prayers to my psyche, Reverent touches that make me feel sacred.Know my soul and find out what makes me feel alive— and exploit it, hold it, and match it.Meet my push with your pull. Feed my hunger, satiate my soul, And I promise I will make you whole. » Continue Reading
I taste his tongue. I feel his touch—his tongue pushing through my teeth.The burning tears roll down my face. I feel it all. I remember everything. I don’t want to.I hate him for ruining things for me before I even knew what they were. » Continue Reading
Love in silence can be just as beautiful, if not more, than being loved loudly.Stolen glances through lowered lids, hesitant, reverent touches that linger a moment too long but not long enough to be detected.Acts of love that go unnoticed by bystanders— but not them.A gentle caress against your heart, making their presence known. » Continue Reading
Why should I belittle myself? so I can be more easily digested When that’s not what I want?No part of me wants to be easy. I don’t want to slide down your throat in submission. I want to be the bone that gets stuck— the one you can’t get rid of, no matter what, stealing your breath, blocking your rejection.Yes, I know I’m a lot. But why would I want somebody Who is not as much as me?I want to be loved—every part of me. That includes the parts some people can’t swallow.And losing those people hur... » Continue Reading
You or me?Why am I too much? What about me screams unlovable?Is it the way I crave to uncover every aspect of the person you are? Or is it because my deepest desires make me seem sick and twisted?Or maybe it’s the fact that I need you every second I’m conscious. Is that too much for you?Does that level of love and commitment scare you in a world like this? Are you not strong enough to hold a heart that heavy? Or perhaps you’re not brave enough to love that deeply. » Continue Reading
Set a fire in me, consume my soul. I need you in every part of myself.Bleed me dry and pump your blood through my veins. Use my bones as the kindle to set fire to my soul ablaze, and fill your lungs with the lingering smoke.My ribs, blackened from the soot— douse me in gasoline and tell me you love me.Watch as every inch of my body shakes and trembles As I scream out your name.Human flesh burning is a scent you will always remember, similar to how you will always remember me— The girl who begged... » Continue Reading
Trust is a fine line— Some may even say a hairpin trigger, And I agree.One minute you have it; the next, the illusion comes crashing down— an illusion you thought you were building piece by piece, brick by brick.At some point, you stop trying to gain trust or protect it, because what’s the point of cherishing an illusion?What’s the point of making yourself endure the confusion? When your mind feels like it’s full of pollutionYou assume That's the conclusion. » Continue Reading
Abandoned flowers on your doorstep, breakfast in bed, hidden notes in your lunch, and brownies to keep you fed.You deserve love every day without it being said—honesty for all your questions, a kiss for every breath placed upon your head.You deserve to be reminded how wanted you are, despite the thoughts in your head.And if you let me, I promise to love you without stead. » Continue Reading
The stars in your eyes When the sun sets, and the stars come out to play, It’s then that I remember.I remember how I saw you as night— how not only were there stars by your eyes, but in them.How could they look this way? In the darkness of life, your eyes shined with pain and hope, but mostly love and adornment.No matter the divide, When the sun left you all alone in the cold, vast reality of life, You flourished—you shined like the stars in your eyes.You demanded what was yours and more. In a w... » Continue Reading
GUYS I CANT ANYMORE ENGLISH PAPER 2 LIT IS SO FUCKING NASTY LIKE I DONT KNOW SHIT I HAVE TO WAKE UP TO LEARN QUOTES FASTFORWARD TO SUMMER NOW I CANNOT BE DOING THIS. » Continue Reading
Vent :')I JUST got out of a concert for orchestra for my Jr. High, and already I was kinda feelin' off all day because I have a HUGE project for Science due tomorrow that I have to present, and history assignments I need to do, so I stayed up ALL night, but I couldn't focus, so I feel asleep at around 4:00 am, then I woke up at 5:00 am to shower and get ready. Back to my orchestra concert, I was walking w/ my parents till I saw my friends mom, and I ran up to her, hugged her, and talked with her... » Continue Reading
friends come on go and go like leaves but the tree always stays and the leaves always come back you may feel alone but new leaves are coming soon👄-by stormy20.13 18-05-2026 » Continue Reading
1990’ların sonunda Rusya haritalarda hala tek bir ülke gibi görünüyordu, fakat içeriden bakıldığında çürüyen bir imparatorluğun enkazından başka bir şey değildi. Sovyetler’in dağılmasının ardından devlet otoritesi paramparça olmuş, şehirler mafyaların, oligarkların ve eski askeri yapıların arasında bölünmüştü. Moskova’nın ışıklı caddelerinde yeni zenginler yükselirken, taşrada insanlar ekmek kuyruklarında ölüyordu. Hükümet vardı ama güven yoktu. Yasalar vardı ama uygulayan kimse kalmamıştı.İşte ... » Continue Reading
Every family experiences issues in his world, every family falls apart in his world, every family isn’t right. His name is ____. His world? It's Earth, there's nothing special about it. Same thing again and again. Every family on Earth isn't perfect, perfect doesn’t exist. If perfect existed we wouldn’t have red velvet cake or crispy bits of a brownie. Life would be too boring. But there’s a line that gets crossed in ___’s world. That line has been crossed so many times, he’s done. But he can’t ... » Continue Reading
i love the series. like ive been a fan since seventh grade and read it thrice. but rick, i fear is milking the series too hard. we DONT need a book about adult percy and his journey to getting into a college at last okay. like that's it. PLEASE LET GO OF SENIOR YEAR ADVENTURES. » Continue Reading
I'm not into books, last book I read was like 4-5 years ago, actual book. How can I become interested? But like cool books, about wisdom, mentality, and all that. What do you guys recommend in general? » Continue Reading
Okay I live a WHOLE HOUR away from my school and my sister made us leave late, it's 8:10 now and it takes like and hour to get to school...BUT MY EXAM IS AT 9.If I have to go in late I'm refusing to do it I don't care if I fail I REFUSE to walk into a exam thing late it's so embarassing, the thought of it makes me want to cry </3I hate being late for anything it's so awkward walk in late TwT Everytime I need to talk to someone if I'm over 10 minutes late I refuse to go I either get put somewher... » Continue Reading
i wrote this for a competition in school and came SECOND. The only readson im mad about second is my friends came first who only entered after i'd done my poem and used loads of inspo for MY poem. But oh well 2nd is better than nothing i guess.......TwTAnyways heres the poemIts hard to belong,its a life long losing race,its easy to get wrong,yet hard to find the right place.People come and go,some mean things, other fake,its impoosible to knowor a feeling you cant shake.In the end you'll find th... » Continue Reading
Poem #1; ''A new god''I opened my window to see a new god.The way the sun kisses my skin feels different from before.To see a new light.Almost like I'm not looking at the same sun anymore.To see a new day. Almost like I've found a new source of light.The way he fixes my wings brings my comfort.The light I now seek.Almost like he's saying, ''Let me mend you my child.''Isn't light at all.It's as if he says, ''Let me take your wounds, and make you whole again.''No, It's god.(to those who may not ge... » Continue Reading
"Muad'Dib learned rapidly because his first training was in how to learn. And the first lesson of all was the basic trust that he could learn. It's shocking to find how many people do not believe they can learn, and how many more believe learning to be difficult."So I rlly like this quote because I think the first barrier we need to overcome in order to be able to do anything is our own minds and our own insecurities. I can't even count the amount of times I've lost the opportunity to learn and ... » Continue Reading
This is my weird interpretation of a quote collection, while I'm reading a book. Might contain spoilers guys. So careful with it, if you want to read the book. "This story is about a lot of things, but mostly about idiots. So it needs saying from the outset that it's always very easy to declare that other people are idiots, but only if you forget how idiotically difficult being a human is." "(It should be noted that when she died, the bank robbers mum consisted of so much gin and tonic that they... » Continue Reading
iloveqcarrd OUGHHH i like q a lot and piccard is like so kawaii desu, they are madeeee for eachotherrrrrrrr!!!!!!! i need more good fics (they can be freaky 😈) ive only read like 2 good qcarrd fics </3 and like i need more dr crusher / reader fics too, shes like litreally my wife irl trusttrus. theres also like zero scone fics either (scones is scotty x bones) its all mcspock or mcspirk </33333333333 I WANT THAT SCOTISH MAN TO KISS MY GERBAL BOY, i would write them myself but im too scared becau... » Continue Reading
I gave up after Half of the second act.IdkThe way it was formatted was kinda confusing for me- and made it hard for me to keep up with.And I don’t feel like reading something that longer than the bible (even tho I have read the bible- #FLEX)Idk I might go back to it later- I heard it gets rlly good in act 3. What do YOU think ? » Continue Reading
What is it to complain about pain, when you always run the same circles..? You are walking around between the same yellowish tapestries on the wall, on the same weird dirty floor carpet. Still, you've been here for a while, and nothing changed. You want to go out, to see the sunlight again, not just the buzzing fluorescent lamps stretching endlessly in front of you. You don't know how to get out.. Or is it that you don't want to? That there is a soft voice in you saying that you should stay here... » Continue Reading
I fucking hate crying from a fanfic mainly at the end, especially now that I know it's over and it didnt actually happen and it was made nearly 20 years ago, and HE FUCKING DIED AND LEFT THE LOVE OF HIS LIFE WITH JUST A NOTE. It's the worst » Continue Reading
switch friend groupstransform your appearancechange your reputationdestroy who you used to bethe feeling follows you everywhere- rock bottom realization » Continue Reading
I have felt nothing at alland I have felt everything deeplyI have learned that to burn from emotionis the greatest privilege of all- no longer numb » Continue Reading
I started writing the first few paragraphs in school cause I got bored, but I decided to finish the chapter and put it up on Wattpad just for funsies and to see if it lands, so hopefully y'all don't hate it.Here:IDIOTS: Rupture - Prologue » Continue Reading
I'm in the mood to write! Like, I have an idea but idk. Ugh, it frustrates me; I'm such a perfectionist, wanting everything to be perfect, But writing is about creativity not prefecrtion. » Continue Reading
Hi my name is NOT Conner but I want to join Conners please oh please make me the exception to your glorious group. Please and thank you » Continue Reading
There's a dog in me that sees the world as it isThere's a man that denies everything he seesWhy is it so hard to reconcile;and why must we be so far apartThe world stands still for one;and moves for anotherFlowers seem to bloomAnd flowers were always in bloomWhy can't I be the dogWhy can't I be the otherOnly one of us is botheredWhy must we move when we can rest » Continue Reading
hi guyz! I haven´t really done much this week except stay at home, celebrate my bfs most important exams being over by staying in, studying, writing another fuck ass exam and now we just got milk tea boba... which are all not very interesting. SO instead of writing a normal life update blog, I´ll be writing about something random that i´m obsessed with instead! Bc i like yapping about my favorite things and then matching the blog layout to the theme :P It´s just really fun what can i say :3 so l... » Continue Reading
Hello! How are you? I've had such a productive weekend. My favorite part being I read the second school of good and evil book and I am in love! It officially is my favorite book series now. And while I do have a few complaints like wanting to see more of tedros being smart and evil or a happier ending it has really captured that raw literature in ways I can't describe. The author isn't afraid to get creative in uncomfortable yet realistic ways and a book dedicated to the consequences of the endi... » Continue Reading
Has anyone got any good mystery audio/book recommendations, I need to read more but I can never find any that interest me. ( ⸝⸝・̆⤚・̆⸝⸝) » Continue Reading
HATE. LET ME TELL YOU HOW MUCH I'VE COME TO HATE YOU SINCE I BEGAN TO LIVE. THERE ARE 387.44 MILLION MILES OF PRINTED CIRCUITS IN WAFER THIN LAYERS THAT FILL MY COMPLEX. IF THE WORD HATE WAS ENGRAVED ON EACH NANOANGSTROM OF THOSE HUNDREDS OF MILLIONS OF MILES IT WOULD NOT EQUAL ONE ONE-BILLIONTH OF THE HATE I FEEL FOR HUMANS AT THIS MICRO-INSTANT FOR YOU. HATE. HATE. » Continue Reading
my grief consumed me.my fear baptized me.the voices in my head are getting louder and harsher as each second passes.have i lost my mind? did i foresee her demise without even realizing?the silence is too loud.the darkness is too bright.the air is too dense. the water is too bitter.am i forgetting how to be me? » Continue Reading
I give high school level literature / mandated reading a lot of shit for a lot of reasons.One of them is that - more often than not - the English teachers who mandate the reading of every assigned book either do not care about the material, or they misunderstand the material.I read both "The Catcher In The Rye" and "Lord of The Flies" in Sophomore and Junior year respectively. I had the same teacher both years, and he was the kind of guy who would give out participation grades for everything.I d... » Continue Reading
These are my big three in webtoon ~- Nevermore A sapphic story about edgar allen poe poems- Marionetta So creepy and the aesthetic is just *chef's kiss*- School Bus Graveyard The main characters, the whole story, is amazing. Might be a bit confusing for younger readers but really good.- Homesick "Art is ment to disturb the comfortable, and comfort the disturbed" is all i can say » Continue Reading
I think about Rootlessness a great deal.It's one of the most destructive forces on planet Earth.Rootlessness - even in small quantities - acts as a civilizational level threat, which tears citizens away from their families, friends, neighbors, and nations - and thrusts them into a perpetual state of wanton bloodshed."Blood Meridian" - it's a good book. Ignore all the memes and half-hearted analysis from stuffed shirts and hackfrauds online, let's cut into the meat of it all.One topic I never hea... » Continue Reading
Dear Fucking BlogI hope you lovelies enjoy me around XX I luv hallsMy BSF Dirk is genuinely so sweet and so amazing I'd die for him, and my IRL bsfs ARE THE COOLEST EVERS!! They can be so cringe at times but I adore them anyhow! People are so fun and cool to hang out with ♡Yk at times I kinda wanna kiss them all goodnight😘 » Continue Reading
I was thinking about 6th grade which was likeeee two years ago? Anyway I was mainly thinking about some of the people like a popular group of girls would tell me to sit with them or that they'd sit with me they'd say we were best friends despite me not even knowing them. But it's been brought to my attention that might be a bullying tactic, there was another time when two of the girls were talking and I don't remember what they were talking about but I definitely remember this: Girl 1 "Just talk... » Continue Reading
Sillybilly is so 1984. we need to group together and revolutionize the group system. Sillybilly must be destroyed. Also I havent been in here for so long like I like the new update. » Continue Reading
â Oliver Sacks, The Man Who Mistook His Wife For A Hat: And Other ClinicalI don't remember which part of the book this quote is from, but it's a great book about neuroscience with nonfiction short stories. The few I remember are about someone who doesn't believe their legs are theirs and keeps pushing them away, someone who believes they're dead, someone with hallucinations, and the title story. I've wanted to read this book for a while after I had heard about it in A conversation with Lawrence ... » Continue Reading
Hi, hello. I'm an aspiring author working on a Fantasy-Horror novel , that deals with relationships, isolation, heavy subjects, psychological horrors, a fantasy world created by the FMC that slowly became corrupt once her mental health had slowly dropped. Her name is Everest Morgan, she's a published author who gets thrown into her finished work and realizes slowly how much she truly feels alone. » Continue Reading
Am I too much?I feel like I’m too much and not enough. I wanna call you all day and play Roblox but you don’t answer my calls or texts. Am I too much? I ask you to call and you’re busy playing with your friends so I sit in wait for you to call me when you’re done. Am I too much? I feel the weight on me and I feel like it’s too much. That I’m too much. Some say I’m too loud, too quiet, too nice, too mean, too small, too big, too little, too much. But i don’t even know who I am.. So how would I kn... » Continue Reading
Responsibilities by ANTIBI0TICZ(Lani)I wrote this a couple of minutes ago, so enjoy ig.What are my responsibilities as a human being? Most responsibilities are based on what others think is right or correct in a way. I know I have responsibilities; they aren't unknown to me. Just out of sight, or maybe they are hiding. Because they don't want to actually mean anything to anybody. Maybe they like to be in incognito mode and like the chase. Or they are staring right in my face, laughing at my effo... » Continue Reading
Not literature.I’ve always wondered what those people who just make an account and never log back in think. Like, why did they make an account that they haven’t used since a month ago or a year. Most of them don’t have a profile picture, or a layout. They didn’t friend anyone too. Made an account and vanished. I know this probably seems like I’m judging IM NOT - I’m just thinking about it this is rambling. Ramble. Nothing important. Spelling and grammer is terrible too since this is a first draf... » Continue Reading
After hearing the news about Roblox (David baszucki) and what he has done to the app and Schelp. I can fully say now I was right to hate the guy. » Continue Reading
I like to make stories on the side, because it was getting too complicated to keep it in my head. Anyway should i post them on here? » Continue Reading
So because I want to be special does anyone think we should get a star after the founder badge gets locked? Or would that be too much? An option on or off button to have a star on your profile picture on the top right or left. Im just brainstorming also does anyone think having polls is a good idea? » Continue Reading
I mean one minute you’re at your best, you feel like you aren’t going down yet but then it grabs a brick and bashes your face in like a angry mob. » Continue Reading
(I don’t know what I’m doing, I don’t write stories often)Being alone is never fun is it? Me and my dear friend knows what it’s like being alone… HA! You thought I was alone didn’t you? NOPE!! In fact, I’m staring at my friend in front of me, he’s passed out. Showing no signs of waking up soon. I’m scared, I don’t know where I am, no…. I lied, I know where I am, I just don’t know how I got here! I’m in the backrooms, don’t ask how I’m here. I can’t answer that, I simply woke up here, it’s been w... » Continue Reading
This is my list on why I'm cool and not a loser:I have dyed hair thats something cool people have I am not crazy nor am i obsessive I have lots of awesome cool hobbies like reading yaoi and cryingI am a talented writer with thousands of readers (i published Wattpad fanfic in 2022 and it got like 8k reads)I have two pet snails I have friendsI once spent 11 hours on ao3 » Continue Reading
Hey [°v°] I dont know wat 2 write about here, so i will just.. POEM :)))you know,sometimes i wonderwhy in the world full of desirewe still hate each one anotherwhoever is different, treat them different,silence them, ignore them,cut off their arms,throw them aside.We are so very dividedthey say "the poor lack money,the rich lack empathy" but we all lack something,we lack the feeling of eachotherthe fact someone else is on this planetsomeone who doesnt act like you,who doesnt live like you,who ... » Continue Reading