Would you believe that my first exposure to Sherlock Holmes was from an episode of the Super Mario Bros Super Show? Yep, that was my first exposure at around 4-5 years old and I even remember quoting a line at daycare. Still, that time wasn't successful.The second time was actually from a trailer for a Tom and Jerry DVD I had for years, since I was around 7 years old, a DVD exclusive crossover of said cartoon characters with the famous detective. Again, that was a failThis third one was actually... » Continue Reading
you.giving up on youis what i've decided to doi won't wait i wont cryit's all just a waste of timeif you won't look at mewhy should i wait for you?it's taken way too long for me to think this through you never text me orsay hi you just giveme high fivesoh god this just makesme want to die.tears in my eyes wheni think of youjust what in this worldam i supposed to do!so ive decidedto finally give up onyou. » Continue Reading
The cycle of giving and grieving what once wasyour body is the vessel for all that changesi wait for people like the ocean waits for the moongiving her the signal to change tideto move on, lapping at the rocks that frame the shore and the feet of passersbyin a desperate, longing manneryou change and grow you prosper like a crooked plant unwilling to give inrebellion and vengeance fuel your motivation to thriveyet there is barely motivation to live.compared to youi am stagnant the seasons change ... » Continue Reading
ok so some of u guys may not know but i fckn love like 2000s comics and i just got a ton from a local market. im just gonna leave my haul so far here- the warriors[2010]-the sword of dracula [2004]-the sword of dracula [2004]-the sword of dracula [2003]-hellraiser [2012]-fanboys vs zombies » Continue Reading
Month hasn't ended yet but I dont care because these are the last of my books that I have read this month. This month I have read 5 books and have reviewed them on StoryGraph:1. The Idiot by Fyodor Dostoevsky2. The Yellow Wallpaper by Charlotte Perkins Gilman3. So Late in the Day: Stories of Women and Men by Claire Keegan 4. Henry V by William Shakespeare 5. Coriolanus by William Shakespeare The Idiot ★★☆☆☆ An Idiot man (Prince Myshkin) visiting his distant relative and being an idiot while tryi... » Continue Reading
Its a disappointing thing. My ethnic studies class has really let me understand and I'm getting very into the class, its so interesting. It is always nice to be more educated and realize how the world actually runs. Especially seeing everything through a new lens. » Continue Reading
I finally got a library card!! after procrastinating it for.... a while... and then i checked out a book!!! its called "This Immortal Heart -A Novel of Aphrodite" by Jennifer Saint. It's basically a love story between Aphrodite and Ares :DDDDDI like it already » Continue Reading
｡･:*:･ﾟ★,｡･:*:･ﾟ☆When I'm alone I think about youAnd I think about all the good times, Sometimes the bad, but that was justa part of our journey I think aboutHow much I miss you and love youI spend every day thinking about youNo not just every day every hourEvery second every millisecondThat's how much I miss youAnd how much I love you.・゜-: ✧ :- -: ✧ :-゜・． » Continue Reading
My blood sheds for youBut yours will never shed for meI would share my broken crystal with youI look at you with my shedded bloodBut you'll never look at meFor you only love the women in whiteBut her blood wouldn't shed for youBut you will share your diamond with herSo please let me share my broken crystalWith you my diamond knifeI will use the crystal to protect youWith the strength it doesn't haveThe strength will come once you seeThe shedded blood and broken crystalSo come my love and come pu... » Continue Reading
She sat at her desk, quietly sorting through invoices and payment receipts, a playlist on Spotify, her only company on a rainy Friday afternoon. Todd Rundgren's voice came over her speakers: "Hello, it's me..." She paused. Her hands, clutching papers, lowered to the desk. Her eyes turned to the large bay windows facing the soggy parking lot and grey skies. Her mind drifted to a young man she'd known some four decades ago. His deep brown eyes, flirty and kind. His soft brown hair. His mischievous... » Continue Reading
set in the summer of 1991...amina looks out her window as her father arrives from work. shes been out of school for 1 month now because its summer and shes been planning to run away for years now because of her controlling and belitting parents..as shes daydreaming her dad comes into her room catching her off guard she stands up quicklywhat are you doing right now? her dad asks.. her palms are sweaty and she avoids eye contact. im just in my room.. didnt i tell you to come asks me what you're su... » Continue Reading
Old poem I wrote Around us - Sky scrapers, Their spines towering, Around me - crumpled masses, Ink bleeds through skin wrapping: Charred bones, Blackened sinew, They breathe their demise into my face, What's ahead of me is hazy, But I know what I smell on their breaths, Spines fragment and kiss the ground; We lick death off the floor together.i need to write longer poems for music (taking music at school and have 2 compose) but having writers blockhopefully will get over that soonidk guysalso bu... » Continue Reading
Yesterday I bought a DC comic at the comic shop, *The Batman Who Laughs*! It’s truly amazing; I highly recommend reading it because it’s a psychological masterpiece! » Continue Reading
author's note: this is a short piece between two characters of mine and not a particularly grand piece of fiction or my magnum opusCrimson lines just outside the outermost line of Med’s lips with a steady hand. The hair of his wolf-like hand tickles his philtrum and cheek. Pencil hits the corner of his mouth and he leans back to check his work. With his middle finger, he slightly smudges the line inwards just enough to become a bit foggy. Then he glances around the makeup laid across the bathroo... » Continue Reading
I. WaterSuffocate, squash the canary—your name, carried on air,poisoned lakes, drowned bodies,and spelled out esoteric runeson the shore. Attributedto a thousand other voices,untethered cruelties poisedto find pearls in their lungs. Plastic strings of nerves tanglearound bone, anchoringdirt and silt to the face. II. EarthControlled explosion, box of chocolates—street signs bend back in battle,sledgehammer, sweet pastel de nata. Roaming hoards of cattle, flattened 2-D vineyards lazein esoteric ma... » Continue Reading
The vampire that sulks, not sucks.When did I became a Vampire again? Who cares. I didn't choose to be.That feels like too much effort to think about it. In the hive I have everything I want, but I isolate myself.All the other vampires know how to choose a perfect human target, to suck on their blood like a gourmand meal.For me personally, I've grown tired of it; Not because I am not like the other vampires.I'm just tired, in general. I feel bored...Blood is just the same,as always.But it is nece... » Continue Reading
Recently I've finished hunger games 2 and GOD.WHY KATNISS EVERDEEN IS SO STUPID, GIRL. STOP. TALKING. BS.She haven't realize the fact that Peeta is truly in love with her since the first book, I fkin hate how she treated Peeta in the first book and, GIRL IS SO FKIN OBVIOUS THAT YOU'RE THE LOVE OF HIS LIFE, WAKE UP ALREADY.(Don't care abt me, I js care a lot abt books lol) » Continue Reading
Has anyone else read ORV? Don't hate me please but illiterate is it bad that I want 100% back? I don't know what it is with me but I dislike 49% and 51% I know they literally are and make up 100% but I don't know. I might get hate for saying this but I hope in the side stories he becomes 100% again. I just don't like 49% for some reason. Well it's not dislike but I feel uncomfortable? I don't know i just want 100%. I do like 49% but it just feels weird reading about a part of 100%. I don't know.... » Continue Reading
apparently i heard rumors of wattpad refugees causing hell for some ao3 authors bc they either don't know how or don't want to learn how ao3's tagging system works and stumble upon fic with content they don't fw. personally. there are a lot of tags on ao3 i wouldn't touch with a ten feet pole (god i wish i never knew that "lesbians getting dick" was a tag) but like going as far as to mass report authors, spam negative comments, harras them outside ao3 and call for the site to established censors... » Continue Reading
slinkywhen i was younger i liked playing with slinkiesthe infinite rings of plastic entertained my restless handsand when you’d push them down the stairsit was like an induction to the worldlike a baby bird leaving the nestwhenever it’d get tangled i always knew i could fix iti took pride in untangling the thin plastic, even as it poked and prodded at my soft skinthe slinky was my toy after all, i had to look after it myself.i liked playing with slinkies i liked fixing the tangle the mending so ... » Continue Reading
a short piece i wrote a while ago about young john and young mickey meeting in schoolIt isn't so terrible being alone. There's no one for John's parents to persuade away. He has his books and his small lunch that that's okay. The medical study book sits open next to him with a good distance so he doesn't ruin his hard-earned pages. He glances at it between bites. There isn't much more to learn from it. He has so much extra time with his lack of social inclination that he has read it front to bac... » Continue Reading
I was re-reading and editing my old fanfiction, it's a total drama island fanfiction that is a reader insert where they are shipped with Duncan. I'm rewatching the show as well, this guy is alright but Anyway my old writing is so cringe but also not as bad as I thought. The spelling mistakes were heavy, did I not have a spell check? It's also cringe because Duncan is just cringe sometimes. I don't have all my old fanfiction unfortunately because I deleted some I was embarrassed by which I'm sad ... » Continue Reading
An ordinary dayunremarkable in every wayuntil the trajectory of everything I knewsimply shifted.We connectedand it wasn't just a meeting of mindsMy soul looked at yoursand felt an immediate recognition.Overnight, the chaos quietedYou became my sanctuarymy absolute best friendthe center of my gravity.The thought of navigating the rest of this lifewithout you by my sideis a reality I cannot even fathom now.I just need you to carry this truth with youThe very second you walked into my worldremains ... » Continue Reading
A veces la tristeza se vuelve un lugar conocido. No porque nos guste sufrir, sino porque aprendemos a habitarla. Nos acostumbramos tanto a sus silencios, a sus pensamientos y a esa sensación de vacío, que cuando llega la calma puede sentirse extraña, incluso incómoda.La tristeza puede convertirse en una especie de refugio: un espacio donde ya sabemos qué esperar. Y quizás por eso algunas personas terminan regresando a ella, incluso cuando tienen la oportunidad de estar bien. No necesariamente po... » Continue Reading
I've been looking for a long time now some way I could creatively express myself because I am quite untalented in basically everything imaginable :'))))))))))))))))))))))))))Well guess what? Our school now has a writing club where we will be writing a story in whatever format we want! I will be writing a little story. Now I see a bunch of kids already wanting to write these huge, elaborate, and especially dark worlds already, and while I do like being ambitious, as someone with basically 0 readi... » Continue Reading
This book stars off rather slow, and gets somewhat confusing trying to discern from all the dialogue of the characters who get introduced, but as aforementioned, I listened to it as an audiobook so maybe there's more discrepancy in print. This book takes place in a distant future in London. I call this ironic, because the last book I just talked about, War of the Worlds, also took place in central London. Though, at one point several main characters travel to New Mexico, where several more cruci... » Continue Reading
DISCLAIMER: I DON'T SUPPORT J.K. ROWLING, I HATE HER, I HATE HER, I HATE HER, I HATE HER, I HATE HER, I HATE HER, I HATE HER!!!!!!! I hope she gets visited by Christmas past, present and future this year and changes her Scrooge ways. Or get that bloody bat of a woman some non-moldy walls, I think they're messing with her head... And take away her Twitter, Jesus fuck.Quick Yap about the marauders fandom while I can't fall asleep lmao. I just wanna state first that I would consider myself in the f... » Continue Reading
If someone can be into piss or literal shit or other kinks around that area of stuff then people will find you drop dead gorgeous cause you cannot tell me people think its hot to fart but don't think its hot to have extra weight,'abnormal' facial features,acne (which actually looks good on people and adds to the,no offense,but,boring face you already have) Or whatever else your insecurity is cause I can't think of any right now but people are genuinely horny over feet,someone finds you hot,trust... » Continue Reading
I finished writing my novella last November/December. Most publishing houses take around a year to respond, so not all of them have gotten back to me yet, but I've already run into a lot of trouble because of my novella's short format. BUT ON TOP OF THAT, where I live A PRIVATE ORGANIZATION (yes, it’s not really the government, but it’s more fun to say that) taxes you when you publish a book with a publishing house. SO I CAN'T PUBLISH MY BOOK BECAUSE I'M A BROKE STUDENT AND THIS DIABOLICAL ORGAN... » Continue Reading
The glass sits empty as the darkness creeps in,Drowning my sorrow in whiskey and gin,A hollow defeat where I never can win.Wired on the Vyvanse, mind racing ahead,Chasing the bottle while trapped in my head,No rest to be found in a sleepless, cold bed.I slipped in the haze and I made my mistake,Careless with choices in all that I break,Certain I shattered our bond in my wake.Yet morning arrives and you quietly stay,Washing the wreckage and sorrow away,Still choosing to love me at the end of the ... » Continue Reading
So I just finished this book today and OH MY GOD it was genuinely insane. It was genuinely a life-changing read, and I highly recommend (though do research it a bit first because there are definitely some elements that could be extremely triggering). At no point in this book did I know what I was going to read next, and the ending really hit me in the gut.If you've read the book, I would love to hear your thoughts!! » Continue Reading
as the title says, for my ocsJohn Green and Josiah Redd: Secret Relationship, Long-Distance Relationship, Major Character Death, Grief/MourningJohn Green and Mickey Vale: Dub-Con, Unrequited Love, Childhood FriendsMed Wright and Tim Wright: Tooth-Rotting Fluff, Marriage, DomesticJohn-John Christensen and Giovanni Vale: Battle Couple, Trauma, Corruption, Anti-HeroIvy League and Denny D: Idiots in Love, Nightmares, Parenthood, ImmortalityMontgomery and Robbie: Hurt/Comfort, RobotsWilliam Williamso... » Continue Reading
The TempleWritten in response to: "Write a story about light returning to a place that has been deprived of it for a long time, literally or figuratively." as part of Before Summer's End. It rolled over in its tomb, lulled, then dipped again. A great orb clenched by unwavering darkness. It twitched. Sought something more – anything more – only to shy back in the shadow and keep itself locked away from the world beyond its shelter. This space – this reprieve from everything – this was the space i... » Continue Reading
cause OOOOOOOH I started this series a few days ago and I've been INTO ITTTTTTT!!!!!! literally read nonstop for like 24 hours and now I'm trying to chill tf out and pace myselfgranted they're not very long books, a little less than 300 pages each, so I probably could've finished the whole damn series by now if I didn't savor them. (and stopped eating and drinking) but I like savoring books, I like rereading the good parts, idc that it takes more time, I wanna ENJOY IT!!and I sure have been enjo... » Continue Reading
One of the most important aspects of Protestantism is the principle of "ecclesia semper reformanda est", which means that the Church needs to be constantly reformed to align with Scripture whenever it has departed in some way. The problem with the "all Bibles are valid" position is that using all Bibles does not present us with an objective standard to reform the Church. Let's say a debate is going on over whether salvation comes from doing Christ's commands or having faith in Him, and one perso... » Continue Reading
Anyone else hate bl with 🍇? I can't stand it anymore. I hate how people fetishize it. I hate how people enjoy reading it. I hate how they forgive the forcer after seeing them cry so easily without them them doing much action. *Cough cough Jinx* I've been trying to look for any others but I can't find any. Anyone have recommendations without it? Can I have one thats fluff? Or with misunderstandings? Like anything else than 🍇 bro. I was called insensitive once for saying its becoming a fetish » Continue Reading
At my new school we have a thing where at each class we read 10 minutes minimum. Because they have a strict no phone policy, my only entertainment is said book. I am a slow reader but I am really enjoying this book about insects!! Today I read a total of 74 minutes!! » Continue Reading
𝓣oo 𝓜uch?I keep wondering if I’m too much—too loud, too needy, too desperate to be noticed. Maybe my friends get tired of hearing my name, of hearing me talk, of having me around. So I laugh it off and call myself an attention seeker before anyone else can. I make jokes about being annoying because somehow it hurts less when I say it first. But the truth is, I don’t always want attention. Sometimes I just don’t want to feel invisible. I want to feel wanted without having to earn it, to sit besid... » Continue Reading
okay, so if you've been engaging with visual novel fans on twitter for a while you probably began noticing how they engage with translated works. the way the talk about people who read translated works does come off as being pretentious because, well, it is! but, the differences between how book readers and visual novel readers engage with translations is quite interesting because they heavily contradict one another despite both mediums having a focus on reading.book readers are pretty open to t... » Continue Reading
Hi, I'm Amariiiiiiiiiiis!So, guys, I want to hear more OC backstories to get some inspiration for my own character, Mitsuki Kowalsko, since I feel like her mythology and background are a bit... weak.Could you guys tell your OCs' stories as if they were narrating them themselves? I'll start!Sup, I'm Mitsuki—Mitsuki Kowalsko, the hot goth guy from Blackwood Town. No, I'm not single and I'm not looking for romance; I know I'm a total hottie, but you get my point—you'll get over it eventually, I'm s... » Continue Reading
So I have ideas what I want for a book cover. I was just going to be snazzy and take photos. Do a layout thing on the computer. But now everything with A.I should I have see if a software will create the image I want?Or will people HATE that I use A.I for the cover?.Have a good weekend everyonetypesaboutinnerchelsea on TikTok if you guys want to follow me there too.. » Continue Reading
genuinely no idea what category this is supposed to go in so. sorry guys.some of my characters and the weird al song(s) that encapsulate themEPoU 27-aJohn Green/Med Wright: Like A Surgeon, GlueMerritt Walten/Tim Wright: Germs, Word CrimesJohn-John Wright: White & Nerdy, I Think I'm A Clone NowElisha Powers/Ivy League: Christmas at Ground Zero, I'll Be Mellow When I'm Dead, TackyDavid Hernandez/Denny D: Handy, Couch Potato, Dare to Be StupidMontgomery: My Own EyesRobbie: Good Enough for Now, I'm ... » Continue Reading
Static in the Ceiling. I woke up late, the sunlight looked tired. My room was quiet, but my head was wired. There’s a little voice living underneath the floor, saying things I’ve heard a thousand times before. I walked outside with my shoes untied, watched the clouds move like they had somewhere to hide. Maybe I’m okay, maybe I’m just good at pretending. The day keeps going, even when I stop listening. And if you see me smiling, don’t ask me why—sometimes the easiest way to disappear is to look ... » Continue Reading
July 2018By: Med WrightDelilah has a specific image I have cultivated over the years. I've had her for quite some time, her earliest versions existing as early as the 50s, so she has a very developed character. Performing her has become second nature.To create her outfits I have a series of rules. This is why Delilah's signature style includes of tights, gloves, and turtlenecks, and also how she ends up being so tall.Rules:Must cover both legs, both hands, and the neckMust be in heels at least 6... » Continue Reading
There are days when I become a quiet room, where every thought echoes louder than it should. I smile when I need to, laugh when everyone else does, and hide the little storms behind ordinary words. But somewhere beneath it all, there is still a small light—not bright enough to guide the way, but stubborn enough to stay. Maybe that is what hope is: not the absence of sadness, but the tiny voice that whispers, “Stay. Tomorrow might be softer.”— Lex. » Continue Reading
I don't know who it is on Tumblr. But someone has a whole masterlist for Thor (Marvel) fanfics. PLUS, they're all 20k and over with the word count. I've been in heaven for the past 3 days reading them all. Thank you to whoever made these fanfics. I love you. » Continue Reading
I was just going through random thing on my chrome account (Mac btw) and I went to google doc😭 found a high school lezbian story that I waswriting. Lwk Y/N and Punk Rock girlWTF JUST FOUND PERFECT EXAMPLE. THE PUNK GIRL HAD RED WOLFCUT AND SO DOES THIS GIRL!! AND THE KAWAII Y/N HAD A PINK FIT! (⊙_⊙) found on pinterest while looking for examples: » Continue Reading
Talvez a nostalgia não seja apenas sentir falta do que passou, como momentos, pessoas ou situações, mas também de versões nossas que não existem mais. Talvez seja perceber que, enquanto vivemos o presente, aquilo tudo um dia será apenas uma lembrança para quem será no futuro. » Continue Reading
What does humanity feel for a creature cursed never to experience compassion? To feel anything deranges your existence. To be witnessed feeling anything strips you of your defense. This vessel, this compass of religion, is a lie, a shapeshifting, altering doctrine, a lesson that one cannot fully fathom without being prosecuted for believing in anything other than divinity. I beg at the foot of god’s statue, and I am appointed with silence.Repent. Repent. Repent.Individuals and mortal beings will... » Continue Reading
Tbh the update is actually reasonable since a lot of people on there make rather creepy fics on actual people... speaking from experience. They're horrifyingly cringe and H*RNYYeah anyways I wanna make a yt video reacting to some of the fics, I think it'll be fun. That is if I ever make it lol I'm lazy as fuck » Continue Reading
Ive been trying to write a book for ages (since 7th grade) but bc of procrastination and writers block, its been 2 years and the only thing that has come out of my hard work is a plot with no ending, 1 character developed, and 1 1/2 chapters... does anyone have any advice??i think i spend more time looking at writing advice and tips on pinterest and looking for aesthetic playlists and daydreaming then actually writing and its becoming a problem lowk ToTim very passionate about my characters and ... » Continue Reading
You have the eyes of your father Sorry to say it I know he’s no good I know that he makes your mother unhappy I know that he makes you cry You have a smile like the sun A laugh the could light up a room And I know that your heart is hurting so badly I know your feeling alone Throwing you life awayWith every step you takeI don’t think I can watch it anymoreCrying in a party room As the sound of the bass boomsI wish you’d love yourself a little more » Continue Reading
La Pesadilla Antes De Navidad (1982)Fue hace mucho tiempoMucho mas del que creesEn un lugar que en tus sueños has visto tal vezY la historia que hoy contare para tiSucedió en los mundos de las fiestas sin finTal vez te has preguntado la historia de las fiestasPon atención pues que esta ahora comienza It was late one fall in Halloweenland,And the air had quite a chill.Against the moon a skeleton sat,Alone upon a hill.He was tall and thin with a bat bow tie;Jack Skellington was his name.He was tir... » Continue Reading
I drifted through a hollow, quiet frostConvinced that warmth was left too far behind.I counted all the pieces I had lostSurrendering my spirit to the dark.I built my walls to keep the world awayAnd lived with all the bitterness and fear.The shadows grew familiar day by dayWith numb routines that lasted through the year.Then out of nowhere came a sudden sparkA softer presence cutting through the cold.You drew me out and pulled me from the darkWith gentle hands I never thought I'd hold.Now every c... » Continue Reading
The hospital gown is light. Bright lights glare at me, starched sheets covering the bed. My limbs are light, and my mind grey. I must be dreaming. Or dead. Big Sister told me that when you die, you become a star in the sky. This doesn't look like the sky. I shake my head. What ever it is, it's a numbing feeling, being here, but I'm glad for it. I don't remember leaving my bed, but I'm suddenly standing, a steadying hand on my IV drip. Cold tiles meet bare feet, and I slowly walk.Walk away from t... » Continue Reading
recently someone responded to a poem of mine with their own. and honestly i loved it. so now i want to challenge other people to do the same. finish or respond to this poem with your own. communication...its always been something you lackyou say u want our relationship back on trackbut i know i can't trust you never again, i know i can't trust younot since the day i turned bluethe day i turned bluei lost it allthe day i turned blueyou pointed out all my flawsthe day i turned blue you made me cry... » Continue Reading
I’ve been waiting for a sign from you all this time.A hint, a faint glimmer.I don’t think you even know me anymore; you’ve run away from me.Things were going well between us... why did we stop talking?You were my whole life, and you still would be if only you sent me a clear sign that you’re there; I can’t figure it out on my own.This is my confession: I’m pouring out my feelings for you, and it seems like you don’t care. » Continue Reading
EPISÓDIO 1 As férias daquele ano terminaram de um jeito que Lydia jamais imaginaria. Depois da morte do pai, ela e a mãe deixaram para trás a cidade onde haviam vivido durante tantos anos, amigos, vizinhos, escola, experiências, tudo deixado para trás. Uma nova vida começaria a partir dali mas não apenas de Lydia.*Zoe estava contando nos dedos o fim das férias escolares! Ela estava muito ansiosa e animada para a volta , ela sempre acreditava que encontraria finalmente amigos de verdade que a res... » Continue Reading
I spoke too soon. I tend to do that. I should consider not speaking at all. If only I didn’t get bored immediately from not speaking. I do wish I observed more, I won’t fucking lie. Observing is power. Being good at math is also power. I wish I could observe and subtract. Whatever. Believing in me and David was just my nervous system responding to the very true trajectory of my being alone. You gotta think, my grandma was alone for most of her life, and my mother is following suit. I come from a... » Continue Reading
The house had no name on any map, but the people who lived near it called it Dar al-Qamar—the House of the Moon. It sat at the edge of an old medina that had grown quiet over centuries, where the narrow streets gave way to high white walls and sudden pockets of green. From the outside, it looked almost ordinary: pale stone, a heavy cedar door studded with iron, a single iron lantern that never quite went out. But once you stepped through, the house revealed itself as something else entirely—some... » Continue Reading
The ink is dry upon the pageThe quiet sits like frozen leadThe brilliant sparks that used to flareLie cold and hollow in my head.A cursor pulses on the screenA relentless, steady, empty beatThe clever lines I tried to weaveFall limp and useless at my feet.Scrape the canvas down to whiteUnstring the wire from the woodThere is no mystery to mournI gave it everything I could.An engine idling in placeA spark that failed to catch the flameUntil the passion thins to smokeAnd leaves behind an empty fra... » Continue Reading
what defines love?is it a feeling? is it more?what makes someone fall in love?what makes people hurt those who love them?everyone has their own definition of lovejust because you love someone doesn't mean they love you back.love hurtsit stabs you in the back.it makes you cry more times than you can count. love tears away your innocence. love is toxic and controlling, love is hurtfulit leaves a permanent mark behind on what once waslike thorns on a rose.and eventually, you build a wall. a fence.y... » Continue Reading
The Ainsworth townhouse on Louisburg Square wore its silence badly. Eleanor had been inside it perhaps a dozen times over the years — for committee meetings, for the occasional strained tea Margaret hosted out of obligation rather than pleasure — and she had never once seen it like this: doors standing open that should have been closed, the front hall cold because no one had thought to bank the fire, a maid sitting on the bottom stair with her apron twisted in both hands as though she meant to w... » Continue Reading
so a recent discussion with my friends reminded me of the one time i came across a vash the stampede x reader fic since those were rare and it had like a good number of chapters. i quickly suspect that the fic is ai generated since it has all the usual patterns (i vehemently refuse to call them quirks) of ai generated text; stating phrases in 3s, "it's not just x, it's y", an excessive use of em dashes, describing the most meaningless detail, all the works. at some point ts was giving me a heada... » Continue Reading
⊹₊˚‧︵‿₊୨ᰔ୧₊‿︵‧˚₊⊹I just knew The Unknown was going to be a problem when I picked it up.I just didn't realize it was going to be a finish-in-three-days-and-now-I-don't-know-what-to-do-with-myself kind of problem. (Maybe read Final Girls..??)In my opinion, Riley Sager has done it again. I got completely sucked into this novel, and once I started, putting it down became less of an option and more of a personal attack. I needed to know what was going to happen. I spent all day Sunday with multiple c... » Continue Reading
At times I sit...i sit and wonderwhy giving all my love ends in a blunderi give and i givebut its never enoughat least, not enough to fill your cupat times i sit...i sit and thinki think about how im just on the brinkthe brink of tears, or maybe insanityand i wonder why u speak to me with such profanities.you never showed me loveyou never showed me graceyou sit and criticize me as the tears roll down my faceyou wonder why i hate when youre aroundbut every time you are i want to end up in the gro... » Continue Reading
Everything I want Everything I want to be Red lipstick on a perfect face Perfect black ringlets Blowing in the breeze Black leather jacketHigh heels perfect smile Everybody loves her I need her I want her I wish she was me I need to be inside her I need to wear her skin I get so close I almost reach She takes off her jacket She is made of flames And I am afraid of fire » Continue Reading
I look around my lifeAnd I think of who I could have been Who we would have been Who I was And who I wouldn't be If it wasn't for the rain If it wasn't for the rain The tepid drops pouring down Steaming sweltering stickyFrom the humidity That would not Nor could not Be defeated No matter how hard it poured No matter how many cats and dogs In Noah's deluge I think about the rain How it hide the teardrops From the gaze of those Leering from panes of glass How the thunder drowned out Your last good... » Continue Reading
here’s a list of some of the most bizarre books i’ve ever read, alongside the ratings i gave them. i won’t go into depth on synopses or anything—if a title piques your interest check it out on goodreads, their descriptions are better than mine would be :P and stay tuned to see my THIRD FAVORITE BOOK OF ALL TIME. which doesn’t sound like a high honor in itself but i’ve read and loved A Lot of books so that actually says a lot lol❝ Castle Faggot ❞ by Derek McCormack⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️started my review wit... » Continue Reading
A sudden spark, a sudden pull,A room of noise that faded through.The world was grey until it turnedCompletely inside out for you.That pretty face, the gentle smileThat catches every ounce of light.A body carved in flawless grace,That keeps me wide awake at night.We moved so fast, no second thought,Like lines already drawn by fate.Too many signs to call it luck,Too strange to simply calculate.The coincidences stack too high,The puzzle pieces fall in place.You look at me and stop the clock,Erasing... » Continue Reading
I haven't read in a while and I still need to finish my summer reading or I'm not going to get a really good grade in English to start off the year (the assignment for this summer was to read 2 books since I'm going into honors next year and I've only read 1 so far). So I just started the second book in The Loop trilogy and it's called The Block. It's been very great so far and I just got a free reading lamp yesterday as well and it's helped me focus a lot. My room is also very cold and the lamp... » Continue Reading
My paper, my piece, my perfect art, I thought not complete, I can’t help but get the feeling that something’s out of place, that maybe, just maybe I etched out the wrong shape. I hurriedly lift my brush, hoping to fix it, the problem I saw, the problem that was never there. Driven by greed and desire, I wave my brush, trying to sort it out, trying so desperately to fix it, to make it whole. But to my shock, a drop of ink flies by the, staining the canvas, leaving a big, ugly, puddle of ink. I ha... » Continue Reading
I sleep with my eyes open.staring at your eyes on the ceiling.you breathed into me for years.a flame that eats my bones.and not one day goes by.in which I don't smell your skin.as if its my own.I want to rip it out of me.but I'm a silly little girl who believes in lies.that I can be just as happy as them.so I let myself die again.after all.this isn't real. » Continue Reading
hey guys! another little poem about how i feel like we collectively forget that mistakes can happen and how we never leave any room for anyone to improve. (based of a lot of different baseless drama i've seen throughout my time on the internet)TW!! (mention of suicide)it's a thin wire,a long road.we tread steadily,careful not to fall,for there's a mob below.they're itching to impale.think before you act,don't act before you think,humans are flawed, yetflaws are inhumanmistakes are never made.sta... » Continue Reading
Before (when I was very little and young), I believed that writing was a medieval torture lololol xd... ¡buuuuuuuut, now I love writing! Especialy poems and love stories ;D💗 » Continue Reading
The kettle screams against the grey,Another damp and useless dawn.There isn’t much you care to say,My joke was bad, the punchline gone.A room that breathes in peeling paint,The floorboards numb beneath your feet.You never aimed to be a saint,Just something worn and incomplete.The frost crawls up the pane,A dead eyed television glow.A dull ache settles in the brain,With nowhere left for grief to go.The tea sits cold, black, and ignored,A heavy static chokes the air.Both utterly, completely boredO... » Continue Reading
I don't know why but Dragons are so coolllLike if I ever was in a fantasy world or something, I will already be looking for a dragon to keep as my own!!OH AND IMA NAME THE DRAGON...CORALI IF FEMALE AND RAXIEL IF MALEAND WE'RE GONNA BE FLYING IN THE SKIES TO JUST HAVE FUN AND IF WE FIND LOOT, WE TAKE IT VERY POLITELY!YesI WILL TEACH MY DRAGON MANNERS!! » Continue Reading
YES, this is a real day. August 15th is National Relaxation Day. So to honor this extremely important day, I created a little story about a woman who said "nope" to her phone and her responsibilties, for just one day. Enjoy! Violet Harrison woke up with a list so long it could have wrapped around the block twice. Laundry. Dishes. Mopping. Errands. Emails. Calls. Cooking. All of it waiting like a crowd of impatient toddlers tapping their feet.But today was National Relaxation Day. And Violet, sta... » Continue Reading
I am just heavy, hollow flesh,A brittle cage of pulse and bone,Tethered to a fading breath,Left unraveling alone.The static hums behind my eyes,As quiet consumes the room,Every word I tried to speakTurns to ash inside the gloom.Strip the skin and scrape the name,Drain the color from the vein,There is no ghost behind this grief,No sharp design inside the pain.Just an outline going cold,A shadow bleeding out of sight,Until the body comes undone,And folds into the quiet night.I am not shattered, no... » Continue Reading
At sixteen I was sick, at military school but still a social rung beneath the fatties and retards, and severely broke. Dad ran out of good favour and started selling off all his assets—antique jars, jewellery, our dignity, his youngest child’s education—so I was put in the barracks with the rest of the mouth-breathing poverty-cases. I was only moderately aware that my family’s finances were not dissimilar from theirs and, in any case, had zero hope of improvement. When my peers turned eighteen t... » Continue Reading
On the last day he spoke to her, right before he’d blocked her number without even feeling like a snotty bitch about it, Hal stumbled home on the subway, looking the perfect part of a junky. His spirits were low and he was too sick to care at that point, but he sustained for years the image of her at his bedside: tucking his hair behind his ear, cleaning up his vomit, rubbing knots out of his shoulder blades. In that image she said the same thing over and over: We’ll be together when you’re over... » Continue Reading
I ask Mr. Novak what he liked the most about America. ‘The wide open space,’ he said. ‘Nobody can find you here. It’s good for that. You don’t have to hide to not be found. God can find you in the reeds, nobody else. Montana is the best for that, but it’s too close to Canada.’His house is bare, à la mode of the average human male. Most of his books are decades old and reread a thousand times over. There’s a lot to be learned in the same pages. Words can take on new meanings and connections can b... » Continue Reading
There was once a Luna Moth, going for a flight at the far away designer shop.It was night and also dark, but that’s what the Luna Moth wants to do as a hobby.As she flies higher to the most loneliness boutique store, its wings flutter in a bit of a calming emotion.The boutique shop was not just a peaceful store of a single designer.When it was night, the boutique owner goes to a strange door that would take her somewhere.Somewhere private.Somewhere peaceful.Somewhere calming.The Luna Moth takes ... » Continue Reading
Neither of these are real families, this is a lore dump so things can be easily found. It can honestly be treated like some student's in-world research notes.These families are found in the state of Ohio, often concentrated around Cleaveland (essentially Cleveland) as that is where the Vale headquarters is, but their effects can be seen in the national news.ValesIdeals: Left-leaning and generally progressive, though their means to get there may be unsavory. They defend people first and foremost.... » Continue Reading
Mom tells us it would be best To go to the support group You want to try I don't know why But I go along with you anyway Right away I hate it I admit it I won't lie I never lie I thought that's why You married meThese people are looney I see it in their eyes Five minutes in After introductionsAnd I see the depths of their lies They tell the group They tell the world They tell themselves It is not enough It will never be enough What we loved isAshes and dustWhy can't you people see? It doesn't me... » Continue Reading
A mysterious designer boutique took place somewhere far away from ordinary shops..Inside the boutique, there were mostly clothes and fabric that are only the colors, Blue and Black.Others like accessories were mostly silver and shiny like the Moon and the Dark Sky.But there were rumors that the Boutique Owner of this shop is a lonely spirit because once they got the clothes there..They feel some type of Blue Emotion of Loneliness.But her boutique looks whimsical and even mysterious. Especially a... » Continue Reading
I picked this book up on a whim because I had seen people joking about it online. I got it off oceanofpdf because its out of print and no library in the state of Indiana has it I'm pretty sure. This book was bad. The writing, the place names, it was just terrible. And I enjoyed every minute of it. This book is bad but it came from the heart. As much as Canne del Abra and Didgeridoo and Chakra as place names (what I assume to be the Middle East, Australia, and India respectively) pissed me off, i... » Continue Reading
Philippe Deveraux knew every line of Jasmin’s face, but tonight, he felt like he was meeting her for the first time. The apartment, usually a haven of sunlight and soft edges, felt muted, its warm colors seemingly dim. She was folded into the corner of the cream-colored sofa, her auburn hair still up from work, but her body held a tension that spoke of a different kind of exhaustion. She was wrapped tightly in the heavy green knitted blanket he had given her for her last birthday.He sat in the d... » Continue Reading
The Sea Bunny views the Moon outside of the ocean.Wondering what her wishes could make.Upon looking at the Moonlit Ball of light,she sees a Lunar Bunny wandering at night..The Sea Bunny asks her, "Why are you here, Lunar Bunny?"After a few seconds, she finally says.."I have been always looking for you, ocean rabbit..""I am also lonely at the Moon.. So I thought you and me will be kind, nice Playmates, Sea Bunny...". » Continue Reading
I am currently in the midst of writing my first novel! Does anyone have any main important tips for a beginner? Would love some advice! :) » Continue Reading
THE SLUMS She ran up the pristine steps, hearing the sirens wailing from the slums. She kept running; winding through the back streets of The Upper City. It looked like she was in a different world, with the polished marble and luscious trees surrounding her. Soon, she found a tavern named 'The Swallows Beak' and stopped by the door, catching her breath after a much-needed escape before walking inside. Her disheveled clothing giving her unwanted attention from the clean patrons as she made her w... » Continue Reading
One upon a time, there was a King in white who ruled a kingdom which was full of dependent families and corrupted people. The people couldn’t leave the kingdom without any permission from the Knights or the King himself. The king made sure his family would safe and well feed but the Prince in white was spoiled rotten of the King’s attention and wealth to the point he’d spit on the poor and shove the people away to make way for himself without any shame. The people slowly got sick and tired of Th... » Continue Reading
THE SLUMS Suddenly she grabbed the large stones from the debris of a dilapidated house. She shot up quickly, her eyes locking on the camera before she aimed at the lens with the rock in the palm of her hand. Des took a deep breath; she knew she had to do this. For Lexie. In the blink of an eye, the lenses of every camera around were shattered which allowed her the time to run free and climb over the large, grand gate. Finally being able to enter The Upper City.(One left! Let me find the last one... » Continue Reading
THE SLUMS The air was thick, a polluted black blanket hung over the city. Des walked through the desolate slums as cameras peered in; following her every move like hawks. She soon stood still as if she was frozen in time, annoyed with the constant surveillance. After a few moments, she crouched down to the floor; seemingly tying the tattered laces on her broken-down boots.(I like it so far, let me find the other two parts.) » Continue Reading
Min mormor var döende. Hon hade sedan flera år varit dement och bott på sjukhus där hon ruttnat med grumliga ögon nerbäddad i gulnande lakan med sitt sinne någon annanstans. Den enda gången det kom tillbaka var för att bedja om att tas därifrån. Hon kunde gråta och skrika som ett litet barn, snyftandes och snorande tills hon fick sin spruta för det räckte inte med att hon led utan hon skulle lida som ett barn. När hon sov lämnade vi henne och jag hoppades alltid att hon skulle tro att vi varit e... » Continue Reading
TW: Graphic Mentions of Murder, Abuse "I don’t even know why I’m here,” I say, looking around at the sterile white room I’m in. It’s a sickly shade of white and the fluorescent white lights don’t help. “You called me one week ago talking about how you feel liminal, how you didn’t feel like you actually exist. I need you to tell me what’s going on with you,” she says. “I don’t even know where to begin,” I say, trying to comb through decades of memories. “Start at the beginning,” she says hesitant... » Continue Reading
I should have been there. Held him a little closer. I should have done a lot of things. He had been through so much. He'd been through the war about 5 years ago, came back and wasn't right. Doctor says he has PTSD now. Now he's just witnessed the only person he ever loved die in his arms. He'd loved her since '73, when they were both in their youth. I saw him lying in bed, crying. He had been holding her favorite blouse. Sadness and grief crept in slowly but ever so silently. I felt I was the on... » Continue Reading
Hey, i'm just sharing a piece of creative writing I did recently. It's a bit of a psychological horror piece but no gore or anything, literally like a start to something idk lol. Hope you enjoy.What I listened to when writing this lol Bitter, harsh rain spat at him as he drew closer to the village, pulling a piece of paper from his jacket pocket, looking at the note a final time as the ink started to spread in the downpour. “If you have followed me James, turn back. I implore you. Cast away all ... » Continue Reading
Escrever era em tempos de adolescência o meu ato mais comum de desabafo mas rapidamente se tornou a minha prisão. Ficava cada vez mais ansioso porque a minha necessidade de deitar angústia era tão visceral que não me dei a nenhuma minunciosidade ou um pingo de consistência do que metia nos cadernos. No 12º gastei facilmente uns 4 ou 5 muitas vezes a escrever o que me vinha à cabeça em tempo real, ou para me manter acordado por conta de fadiga ou cansaço extremo. Foram poucas as frases ou criaçõe... » Continue Reading
Holaa, bienvenido a un mini blog!Desde el día de ayer, he estado muy emocionada y contenta, ya que como dice el titulo, por primera vez compré unos mangas, usualmente leía algunos en digital, pero siempre espere tenerlos en físico, y al fin los tengo!Sucedio que justo tuve la suerte de poder ir a una mini feria en mi universidad donde estaban vendiendo distintas cositas, y tenían libros, mangas y comics en oferta y con promociones, así que decidí comprar una promo de los 3 primeros volúmenes de ... » Continue Reading
recently ive been reading uh the walking dead comics online cuz i got no money to but the physical copy of it but i will one day definitely. ive been loving it honestly. i mean it's people that are in an apocalypse with a whole bunch of zombies how can that not be interesting yk? there's an infection that caused it and we don't know why or how that even happened or where it even came from in the first place all we know is this virus is spreading and infecting people and they end up turning into ... » Continue Reading
☁️☁️☁️Staring out at the pink clouds Of sunset drooping Heavy in the far west Telling myself I will not Think or lust after loss But it insists upon itself In the twin chair beside mine Unoccupied and forlorn And the size 9 dents Where the grass is not want To grow anymore There is a cup of iced tea And a empty ring parallel Flies land on it in mockery Dancing around the circle Pulsing throbbing With the beats of my heart The breeze comes off the clouds And blows grit into my eyes Coaxing tears ... » Continue Reading
THIS HAS MANGA SPOILERS!!-Cough, so one of my irl friends started reading the jjk manga...And honestly, I feel like Sukuna in that one scene where he's laughing at Yuji with Mahito laughing along.Why?Because Ik damn well he's gonna be soooo traumatized in the manga and crash out when the culling games start lolI mean, Ik what's going on and Ik the rules but Ik how he is and he gets crash out VERY badly like one time he crashed out on not understanding the situation he was in that he just kept qu... » Continue Reading
I haven't been posting on my blog much so sowry abt that !! ＞︿＜ here's a poem for you !!BeautifulI am beautifulI know I am beautifulLike a rose, with soft petals and sharp thornsResisting even the strongest stormsYet weeds are pulled out by their headsBecause all they are, are silly pestsI should be glad I am beautifulDelicate, soft, and usableYet I cannot hurt, I cannot healJust sit hereAnd feel.If I were a weed, I’d already be deadAnd without my beauty, I’d be naught but shredsBut if I were we... » Continue Reading
not really but. kind of loleverybody talks about the literacy crisis from a systemic standpoint, which i don’t disagree with at all. but i think it can also be a little more nuanced than that.growing up in a deep red state with terrible public education, i understand how our systems have been designed purposefully since the 1980s to make quality + higher education prohibitively expensive in order to keep the majority of the public uninformed and easily influenceable by those in power. this is fa... » Continue Reading
I sneak through the creaky hallsto fetch a midnight snackbut then, something fallsit lands with a loud whackI hear dear mother stiroh why did I have to risk it?Was it really necessary?A single ANZAC biscuit?but persevere I mustthrough tyranny and woemy tummy rumbles, i must move fastthrough darkness i must goi reach the towering cupboard the holder of tremendous treatsthe golden syrup goodnesson that sweetness i must feasti open up the doorand there the biscuits arein hunger i'll be no morea gui... » Continue Reading
Yo hiUm im Hiraeth or nobody and today is MY FIRST BLIG HERE!!!!!!!!!!!Im gonna talk about radiant bc its my hyperfix and i love it and yk when volume 20 is coming???25 SEPTEMBER!!!!!!!!1!!1!1ALMOST THEREEEEEE its gonna be a new arc and pparently were gonna learn more about my FAV CHARACTERRRRRRSO for those who dont know WHAT is radiant:Its a fantasy-rpg manga made by tony valente,a french mangaka. It follows the adventures of Seth,searching for the radiant,the cocoon of the nemesis(evil creatur... » Continue Reading
hello everyone ⸜( ´ ꒳ ` )⸝ i love love love to journal. it's so relaxing and calming and helps me get out so many different emotions. from this online blog to my sketchbook to my everything book, writing or drawing stuff down can really help me get my feelings and ideas out. i def would recommend it!!! i've realized i've got tons of journals/notebooks in use, so i thought i'd explain my system! :Dso i saw this tiktok trend a bit ago called a "journal ecosystem", in which people explain the diffe... » Continue Reading
My cat screamed. Dot was clearly fighting the neighbor's cat. Something that happens often. The noises that Dot and the neighbor’s cat make when they fight are disturbing. I can always hear it from inside the house. Even when every single window is closed. The noises they make don’t sound like meows at all. They sound like loud whines and shrieks and growls. It makes me nervous. Maybe because the noises are frightening, but I think I just worry about my cat, Dot. The neighbor’s cat was bright wh... » Continue Reading
the first official story i ever wrote. spring of my sophomore year in highschool. It’s been raining since morning. I can smell the muddy puddles. I can hear the cars driving through them, muting the sound of my stomach growling. I didn’t eat my lunch at school today. I didn’t have much for dinner last night either. There are always so many cars driving all the time. Random people going to random places with their own lives going on. Their own problems. How many people really even get into car ac... » Continue Reading
CAPITULO I“MEDITACIONES DE MEDIA-NOCHE” La vida está plagada de diversas sorpresas, empero, todo termina siendo dominado por la monotonía de la misma provocando que los buenos momentos se pierdan sin darte cuenta de que eran buenos, orillándose a convertirse más bien en bullicios desordenados, como si se tratara de una película mal hecha; por ahí escuche alguna vez una frase que atribuyen a Charles Chaplin - "la vida de cerca parece una tragedia, y de lejos se convierte en comedia”.¿Pero qué sen... » Continue Reading
Just saw a vid of like POV: you befriended a ghost and blah blah shit bro becomes obsessed and possessive with you and blah blah blahIma be honestI aint gonna last like AT ALL.Not because of "Oh I don't believe in ghosts" or "Oh, that's creepy af"Idgaf if some ghost is a friend of mine and becomes that type of shitWhat I mean that I ain't lasting at all is the fact Ima be annoying af that the ghost is like "I really wanna kill this hoe bru...."Like hear me outIf the same ghost is invisible and f... » Continue Reading
hello everyone ⸜( ´ ꒳ ` )⸝ i've been reading a lot of webtoons and manga over summer break, and thought i'd share them! i mostly read romance, but have been getting into stuff w more action/horror :3 i'll be reviewing them and saying my fav things about them!! (no spoilers ofc) romance: horimiya, skip & loafer, and sweat & soap. i read horimiya a couple months ago and LOVED it. the story was so cute, the artstyle was too, and the character development was 10/10. i wanna watch the anime but don't... » Continue Reading
One step i makeIs all it takesOne step i fakeAnd my reflection shakesOne step to wake upFurther away from youOne step is like a breakupOne step becomes twoTwo steps make me forget about angelsAnd reminds me of fablesTwo steps makes me look backStop in the middle of my trackTwo steps that pushes meTwo steps becomes threeThree steps im almost thereLife floods me like airThree steps im hereThree steps its been a yearThree steps im happy (This is a poem about recovering from sh.) » Continue Reading
(Original was in Portuguese, so some things were changed to fit English! Sorry if it's not good :( I'm a beginner writer..............)On the first day of SpringI reminisced about your voiceI didn't want to remember such a thingIn this time that used to make me rejoice. » Continue Reading
PSA I also posted this on writerscafe.org! Friend me there (@briar)!———Star-yearners oft look through studded telescopesFrom the inside looking out, they stare at the voided beautyPut their eye right up the glass, another glimmer, another signYet I do not yearn for the stars, as marvelous as they areI turn that telescope around, point it straight to my chestFor it's time to peer in and meet the constellations of our heartsWe live by these luminous bodies, they dictate every fervent feelingThey'l... » Continue Reading
Written by 11 y o me“Hi my name is nagito dark’ness lymphoma crow way and i have medium ghost white hair with red streaks and purple tips that reaches my shoulders nd icy blue eyes like limpid tears and alot of peple say i look like Frank Iero (AN: if you dont know who he is get da hell outta here) i’m not related to Gerard Way but i wisj i was cuz hes a major fuckin hottie. Im a vampire but my teeth are straight and white.i have pale white skin. I’m also a wizard, and i go to a school called H... » Continue Reading
Humid wind In a dusky morning daylight Blowing through amber grass Drowning out the cries Of the cicadas That live and die in the shade Of gnarled and ancients trees A thousand and more blades Like the feet of angry locusts Singing in the field Baked to the color And countenance of clay Going out in early morning Daring barefoot on the stones Sharp and steaming already at daybreak To collect some fruits of the vine To steal some work of the hens Shivering all the while Despite the sun And rarely... » Continue Reading
I diving more and more in the world of books, reading and writing and tinking about stories that spin in my head. Do you have a favorite book or a story in your head you want to read about? I would love to hear about it :) » Continue Reading
helloooo! I am planning to semi-rewrite Jeff the killer just for funsies to be a liiiiittle more semi realistic but maintain the reach, also he goes off to the slendy mansion cuz why not lolz, I don't think id make him a proxy but yah anyway, I rlly like creepypastas so I think Ill also put smile dog in the slendy mansion and also obviously ticci Toby, Masky, hoody, eyeless jack, nina the killer, gimme more suggestions to put in? also, so I am also gonna draw them, also maybe ill have an a... » Continue Reading
There was once a place or a mansion.Where one owner takes care of a bunch of Bunnies there.And taking care of pets is a sign of kindness.But the secret of this mansion is that the owner has his own situations of impurity.Especially his impure actions on the Bunnies he takes full care of.One problem that is about MistreatmentOne problem that is about PerversionOne problem that is about MisappropriationBunnies adore love and is a Playful Symbol, but that symbol of playfulness has been abused... » Continue Reading
I was born with poison in my flesh, though it did not consume me nor did it control me, I ached from the weight of it, I was born a weakling but the poison was dormant, hidden underneath my skin, in the depths of my stomach threatening to spill out of my soul and into the earth. As time went on i realized i was not the only one who had been poisoned, my parents, teachers, siblings, neighbors and friends, they all had poison dripping from their skin, their nose, their ears, their eyes — but they ... » Continue Reading
Had a proper good night's sleep today. Haven't bin' with anyone yet 'cause my sister's off at her boyfriend's, so I'm feeling in a remarkably good mood. My brother asked me to help him clean his bedroom shelves, and I found some absolute gems. Like, the ENTIRE Patrick Bowers Files saga, IT (chapters 1 and 2), the actual reason why he's skint right now—a box set of Evangelion and Dandadan manga—and some banned books. I asked him what they were and turned out it was the whole A Song of Ice and Fir... » Continue Reading
I don't understandstand the concept of a God is because why is he considered all loving if he gives hate to everyone who dont worship him and puts the ones that do bad in hell it doesn't make sense, why does the God make kids in different places suffer even though they didn't do anything wrong and to the people who go to heaven they will all be depressed cuss their stuck in a place of pure joy with no worries to worry about so that means they know everything and if they can't learn something new... » Continue Reading
IntroductionIntroductionWhy did I write thisHenry Marchbanks WinterBunny / Edmund CorcoranCharles MacauleyCamilla MacauleyFrancis AbernathyRichard PapenConclusionThe EndWhy did I write this?I wanted a clear vision on how I saw the characters as I read the book, but when I looked on the internet; I was unsatisfied with the fan casts I saw on, for example, pinterest. It was all conventionally attractive people and it never embodied the personality of the character. So, in this presentation I wil... » Continue Reading
Well, you guys get to suffer because I wrote my short prose about all of this yesterday. Mostly, so it could turn visual and be adapted into the collaborative zine I am currently working on with Becca. Oh Becca, fuck, why? Why didn't I join in on the emerging therapeutic process at fourteen as well. Lord knows, I could of benefited from talking to someone vs. not talking to anyone and then being given a handful trick o' treating at the psychiatrist's office at nineteen.I miss Andy. I knew this w... » Continue Reading
Here are the books I have read this year: January Alice in Wonderland, Lewis Carroll Heart of Darkness, Joseph ConradFebruary Outer Dark, Cormac McCarthy Child of God, Cormac McCarthy The Haunting of Hill House, Shirley Jackson Strange Case of Dr Jekyll and Mr Hyde, Robert Louis Stevenson MarchShort StoriesThe Yellow Wallpaper, Charlotte Perkins Masque of the Red Death, Edgar Allan Poe The Road, Cormac McCarthy Maeve Fly, C.J. LeedeThe Handmaids Tale, Margaret AtwoodBallad of Black Tom, Victor L... » Continue Reading
(Really dont know how to call this one XD. Or how to call the thigs i write in general. They arent really poems, but not necesarily a tale??? IDK XD. Anyway, now it starts)TW: Mentions of fires, cannibalism, body dysmorphia and burned buildings.---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------Ugly Doll"..?""….And i hate everyone that´s around me. A part of me knows ill never find love. Because the day I find the most beautiful girl in the world, I´ll h... » Continue Reading
Cuando la suave brisa del viento golpea mi rostro a través de la ventana, puedo sentir como me transformo en un suave pétalo. El pétalo de una rosa que fue entregada a un gran y honesto amor que, tras la guerra, sus pétalos se marchitarán junto con las promesas que alguna vez plantaron un gran rosal. El viento, ajeno al dolor, me arrancara de mi pequeño rosal y me llevara entre brisas hasta la tierra fresca donde yace inmóvil el cuerpo de un gran amor. » Continue Reading
No creo que la gente comprenda quién soy realmente, ni siquiera yo sé quién realmente soy. Soy un ser andante sin rumbo aparente, incapaz de entender el porqué de su ser a pesar de todas las contradicciones de la vida. Mi mente nunca está presente, vivo enteramente en un mundo de dudas y fantasías, intentando entender por qué decidí desayunar un simple pan esa mañana.Me gusta la imagen que todos tienen de mí: siempre alegre, sonriente, indiferente a los problemas de la vida. Aunque en el fondo n... » Continue Reading
I don’t wanna feel better.I know this life is a rusted knife, this game a lie, and I’m no saint.Nobody’s perfect, that’s the line they sell, but every saint I’ve seen still drags a private hell.They say it’ll get better, but I’ve heard that before, like a prayer through a cracked door, like a promise with no core.Hope feels like a hand that slips right through my skin, a bright little fraud that never lets me in. I don’t wanna become someone better if the priceis chasing a ghost that keeps shift... » Continue Reading
The Moon Fairies are having a Tea Party at night.They trust the Lunar Gods with all their might.Other Fairies that have purity are on the run.Because they are joining the Moonlit Tea Party for fun.Mystical Fairies are wishing about what they need.They wanted to show others what they have indeed. » Continue Reading
Far away there is a door.Behind it hides a red rose.Growing from the floor.A metalic sent invades my nose.The thorns drip tears.Whispers buzz my ears.But ive never felt that much peace than in this room.I lie down next to that rose and around me let it bloom.This is quite an important poem for me, its meaning is very personal. » Continue Reading
I just finished Tessa Hale's "Shifting Fate" series on kindle. It was actually pretty good tbh, I feel like any type of "shifter" stories are 50/50. Like they can either be really good or humoungously badly written. But this was actually pretty decent. The whole stereotypical "main character is a really powerful shifter with a previously thought extinct power, raised in the depths of poverty" was oversold though.. I want the main character for once to not be abused and bullied, why cant they jus... » Continue Reading
I won't be posting the story to my blog anymore; I don't want to accidentally go against guidelines. I will still post each part to Wattpad though!!Stay cute, stay weird,XOXO ROSIE ROT <3 » Continue Reading
forst initiation of the DEATH CLIT LIT CLUB what have we been reading guysi read uhh i havent read shit dude like at all , i said iwas gonna read tank girl weeks ago, i tried to read "Steal Like An Artist" but it pissed me off so i quit , i fucking gave up . im probably gonna read something else now, maybe a funny book cuz i liked Junie B Jones imma start back readin that shit ..my stupid ass » Continue Reading
Just wanted to jump in and tell you Chapter One of "Undead Beauty" is complete and available on Wattpad and Inkitt!!! I'm already working on chapter two!!!Stay cute, stay weird,XOXO ROSIE ROT <3 » Continue Reading
my goat just broke her collar 5 times. I chased her around the barn in my slippers and we ran around the house like ring around the Rosie because I couldn't catch her. fuckass goat. » Continue Reading
So does anyone have any manga recommendations? I'm really into seinen mangas such as Berserk and others, but I was wondering if anyone could suggest some more. Thank you and have a good day. » Continue Reading
I feel like so many people would bully me if I were to say this, but I want to be a rockstar or just a musician SO FUCKING BAD. I want people to know me and love my music. Being in a rock band or just a band sounds amazing. I know there can be ups and downs in bands, but just knowing that people actually like me for once sounds AWESOMESAUCE. someone please invite me into a band. I'm dying to be in a band.iwantobearockstarsofuckingbad. » Continue Reading
You are not made of the things that fell apart,nor the quiet weight that held the morning still.You are the blueprints drawn inside a heartthat learns to climb an unrecorded hill.The dust will settle where the echoes fade,and empty spaces leave a room to grow.A brighter avenue is being madefrom all the hidden things you newly know.So let the old cartography dissolve,the ancient maps have nothing left to trace.With every breath, a silent, soft resolveto build a sunrise in a brand new place.Writte... » Continue Reading
The Horizon Still Belongs to YouThe heavy clouds may crowd the sky,And cast a shadow on the floor,But storms are only passing through,They never stay forevermore.The smallest spark can light the dark,The deepest roots survive the cold,And every quiet, difficult dayIs just a chapter, yet untold.So breathe it in, and let it go,Give yourself the grace to rest,The sun will find its way back out,To remind you of your very best. » Continue Reading
Oh, how grotesque I have now grown to be. I admire my rigged form in the mirror, eyes always trailing to my reflection's just so I can memorise how you look stuck in my pupils, and when I am done, and regrettably clothed, I dream of you even more, imagining what wonderful visions night has to offer me. If only the moon's kiss would reach my entirety, coat me head to toe with grey patches, instead of caging me in this foul addiction. If only I could indulge in this platter of curses for eternity ... » Continue Reading
I don't care if it seems dumb or silly! Write that fanfic! And make sure that fanfic is not written by AI! Please, for the love of every fandom out there! No AI. I want fanfics to me real and made by human beings!Please! I beg! 😭 » Continue Reading
Hello everyone, its been a bit huh? Wanted to talk about the new manga I got recently. Been wanting to do this for a while, since I finished the anime a few months back. Despite not liking the last season released, I still love this series / show dearly! So when I got a chance to go to the mall with a good friend of mine, and got access to a Barnes and Noble, I figured, why not get the first volume? I know there are some changes in the manga's story, and I'm curious to see them, but I also like ... » Continue Reading
“La memoria tiene unos dientes afilados”Los recuerdos muchas veces tienen espinas y clavos que nunca se doblan, crecen al recordarlos, crecen tanto como las flores en sus determinadas épocas.Estos días ha llovido bastante, pero sólo lluvia, gotas, literalmente, no la nostalgia de los días pasados, no esa clase de lluvia que cuando sales derrite al tacto, actuando como el peor acido corrosivo.Mañana lloverán los recuerdos, penetrando la barrera mental del olvido y arrasando todo a su paso.Antes d... » Continue Reading
thinking about making a book club called the Death Clit Lit Club where we have absolutely no structure in anything we do, but we talk about books or a book we like at some point probably, i think thats what book clubs do right? sumthin like that? » Continue Reading
Este es uno de mis poemas cabe aclarar que no pretendo ser experta; simplemente escribe lo que siento y lo que a veces no encuentro forma de decir en voz alta.Alguna vez escuche de alguien que es mejor expresar lo que llevamos dentro, aunque sea escribiéndolo, que marcharnos o morir sin nunca haber dicho lo que sentimos.DesconexiónMi alma lloró, pero mis ojos estaban desgarrados, tan vacíos que solo quedaba el recuerdo de lo vivido. Sangrarón y sangrarón; fue un reflejo de lo no expres... » Continue Reading
Sometimes I struggle to differentiate between this strange dream universe and the real world. Never have I felt such blood lust, such lust in general. Mainly for this mystery girl. Something about my Poisonous Dear feels so familiar, like I truly know her and have known her for such a long time. » Continue Reading
I'm sorry for the mess, my poisonous dear, but you know I can't help it. I know it hurts, my sweet, but just know it hurts me oh so much to feel those precious veins twitch against my fangs. I'm sorry I must leave every time I wake, leave you to deal with the punctures on ur neck and shoulders all by your pretty self. Sincerely, Your Venomous Lovely » Continue Reading
Love at first bite. Do you believe in it, my sweet poison?Well, it must be true, just looking at your pretty neck, with deep bites from our earlier predicament. You're so sweet, truly, and mine, for now. I must wake now, but I hope to bite you again soon, my poisonous dream.Wholeheartedly, Your venomous lovely <3 » Continue Reading
Every night, when I lie in my fake burial, I see this same vision: a castle, torn apart by time's unforgiving path, and slowly descending back into the earth. Nevertheless, I call this home. It is home to me, along with all the bugs that rattle between cracked walls, racing to trojan crumbs. It's like I can hear the chatter of their teeth through the walls, as hunger ricochets between the room I've built shelter in, my own finding comfort in the other little critters that feel the same doom. I s... » Continue Reading
Going to bed thinking of coffee Waking up to make it. Then watching the boyfriend drink most of it.This is why I have lots of ice coffee in fridge. A choo choo train all day. Coffee must me happy.Love my coffee. What is your favorite drink? » Continue Reading
Hi everypony! It has been quite some time since I last wrote anything, but a conversation with a new friend about writing & reading somebody's poetry had me feeling inspired, so! I am a bit rusty, but would love to hear your thoughts :]-#1:Breeze brushing through, blades of green bathed in a warm light. Soft sounds of life echoing through the trees, the skies, the dirt, my skin.I lay frozen in time. Time of peace, time of "it will be okay".Inside sits pain, sorrow, love, joy. Life.Outside is the... » Continue Reading
*ੈ✩‧₊˚༺☆༻*ੈ✩‧₊˚Somehow, without really planning to, I've listen to 27 audiobooks so far in 2026.What started as away to decrease my screen time to help manage my chronic illness, and make afternoons a little more enjoyable has honestly turned into one of my favourite parts of this year.So rather than writing full reviews, I thought it would be more fun to turn this into an audiobook scrapbook. Each book gets a cover, completely unofficial award, and a few thoughts by yours truly. Welcome to my l... » Continue Reading
Alright, so, I'm spending some time filling in plot holes in my story today, right? It's not hard because I already have them filled on my notes. But, the chapters I need to add are the boring chapters. The filler between action or anticipation. Yes, they're important chapters. Yes, world building, and character development are pivotal in writing. I DON'T WANNA!!!! I wanna write the fun shit!!!!! All I wanna do is write the fun bits, like the romance, the fighting, the ACTION. But, th... » Continue Reading
i admire ao3 writers, i cant wait for an update. i'm off to an adventure to find new fanfics to read. any fanfic recommendations for genshin or tmf?? my fav genshin characters are furina and wanderer/scara and dottore:3 it feels a bit wrong to put this in the literature section but it countsssss » Continue Reading
Ok so basically my parents are making me go to the beach even thought I’m on my period so for people lining in California yk Avila beach is somewhat popular so if anyone knows what I can do out their lmk! » Continue Reading
i know he doesn't like meand it's sad to knowi tried so hardbut his feelings don't shownot interested in meis the way it has to bewho on this god awful earthput this curse on me!fortune cookies tell me yesbut his actions say nowith this little information how am i supposed to know playing by the rulesand waiting for my timedeep down insidei know he will never be mine » Continue Reading
09:32The engine of her old '68 Mustang roars one last time before to turn off. She parks her car between two patrol cars — four-wheeled wrecks, as if everyone is fighting to avoid the new electric models. The smell of oil and burnt metal hangs in the air, mixed with that of an old hot dog forgotten somewhere in the station.She gets out, slams the door, and adjusts her collar. Black jacket, sharp silhouette. No need for makeup to impress criminals... or colleagues.As she walks through the large g... » Continue Reading
how i feel doomscrolling knowing its just a mental break bc the ivantill fanfic im reading is so legendary i need to consume it in pieces » Continue Reading
can we talk about during writing smut clarity? like im mid writing and then i come back to consciousness and im looking at what im writing and it's like bro wtf am i doing » Continue Reading
Heyyyy guyzz, sorry to bother you but i have a question i really need an answer for. I just gotten out of my reading slump and finished reading Wicked King by Holly Black after like half a year and just started reading The Queen of nothing and it's just sooo boring and i am scared that my reading slump is gonna start again. Soo pleasee anyone who read it, could you tell me when it's gonna start being like more intresting or dramatic? Which page is gonna make me hooked on the book? » Continue Reading
Title: Lord of the Flies Author: William GoldingPlotIn the midst of a raging war, a plane evacuating from Britain is shot down over a deserted island in the Pacific, and the only survivors are a group of schoolboys. Two of the boys, Ralph and another who is nicknamed ‘Piggy’ throughout the book, find a conch shell and use it as a signal to summon more of the boys. It works, and a number of boys crowd on that beach. They appoint Ralph as chief, and a school choir decides to become hunte... » Continue Reading
I don’t know what it is with men but every conversation leaves me so mad I really hope one day women overthrow men and I don’t have to see them anymore » Continue Reading
One of my favorite creative outlets, my guiltiest pleasures, and some of the only pieces of literature I'll enjoy all come from one site. Archive of Our Own, more commonly known as AO3 is the most popular fanfiction site next to Wattpad, I'd guess, (but Wattpad is really full of ads and stuff so AO3 is arguably way better.) Ever since early middle school, fanfiction has always been something that interested me. I used have a Pokemon fanfic with over 20 chapters that I'd write in my notes app, I ... » Continue Reading
I love the colour gray, not just because it’s a pretty colour, but because it’s the colour of all misunderstood. It’s the colour of the waves that fall upon shoulders of the wise, people that have the fortune of living longer on this earth then many ever get to achieve. We’ve learned to fear growing old, to prevent wrinkles instead of letting gravity do our makeup. But getting old shows you’re an accumulation of everyone you’ve ever loved and everything you’ve ever learned. Gray is the colour of... » Continue Reading
I carry poetry on my left pocket.Small as ever seen.I carry it with love.Even if it sounds mean."You should show it more!""Poetry it not only for you!"But I say:Poetry is as individual as your heartAnd as unique as a flower on the field.It can be only for yourself,if you created it to beIf you felt that need.I carry my poetry on my left pocket,I created it for meAfter all I love poetry,That is all that matters to me. » Continue Reading
A lot of people mix up shoujo and shounen romances because most of them believe that if it's a romance then it surely is targeted towards a female demographic. However, many popular romances such as horimiya, blue box, kaguya-sama, oregairu, my dress up darling and such fall under the shounen or seinen demographic. However, my post will solely focus on shoujo and shounen.To make this a bit easier, the demographic most of the time doesn't matter. Not for romance, not for any genre. It simply dep... » Continue Reading
Chapter 1 - Mondays.Tranquility. Serenity. Repose. Nothing but positivity existed as Nicole swam through her mind. Only the loudest of sounds could rouse her from her untroubled state of puppies and lasagna-‘NICOLE HAMILTON-CAMPBELL!!!!!! IF I COME UP THERE AND YOU'RE STILL TUCKED IN BED I SWEAR I WILLTAKE AWAY YOUR DUVET!!!!!!!!!!’The ‘loudest of sounds’ being her mum’s incessant hounding. The aggravated teenager, in an attempt to get up, rolled over, and then rolled over again, until-THUD!Her ... » Continue Reading
I walk to the forest for peace and stoicism.The Moon is slowly losing her brightness after I had discussion with her about finding self-worth.As I wander to the darkness, something caught my eye. I see what’s going on for a thirst of knowledge..When I looked deep, it was a woman showing her own vulnerability at me. I ask her…“Why are you here?”..She does not answer, instead… she goes and leaves as her dark, long hair waves like a bunch of stars moving forward.Silence has been here for a while, a... » Continue Reading
Disclaimer: hablo para los profesorados y especialmente en humanidades. Aca me refiero a mi experiencia en profesorado de Historia. Hola como estan aca les va un tutorial de como sacar un final con un 10 y en 15 minutos de alguien con el 30% de la carrera aprobada y promedio de 7.30 ☠️☠️☠️☠️☠️☠️☠️☠️1- Leer la biblografia obligatoria. Dejen de leer resumenes ajenos al menos que no los hagan hechos ustedes y, si es posible, algun docente se los haya "corregido" (si estan en buen camino o no).2- Le... » Continue Reading
i would love some suggestions on books to read!! i like reading history/historical fiction, mystery, thriller, science fiction, and any other non fiction subjects honestly. i'm not big on vampire/werewolf books, magic/witchcraft, or smutty romance. other than that, im pretty much open to anything!!here is a couple books/series i've read and enjoyed this year to give you an idea of what i'm looking for:the bloody jack series by L.A. Meyerto catch a killer series by Sheryl Scarboroughanimal farm b... » Continue Reading
I have been thinking about this nonstop all day since this morning, the Frankenstein mental illness has taken me by the hand and will NOT let go.One of my favorite artists (Leroyamor on insta or tumblr) has been creating a visual novel where u play as Frankenstein's younger brother, Ernest. I've been excitedly waiting for this vn to come out and since I deleted insta a while back it was only till today when I learned Leroyamor has a tumblr (tho she made it a few days ago I think). From then I al... » Continue Reading
Time was stopping; moving through you. You dictated by what moved you. Only moving, never speaking. Matched to the sun, thats slowly sinkingIn that moment, I decided to do nothing. About everything » Continue Reading
I am totally in the mood to decorate for Fall.I get told I have to wait.Yet, I want to ignore everyone and decorate.Who cares if people don't like Fall decorations in the beginning of August?I watch horror movies all year long!What bothers you when people say "don't do that now?"Remember when they said don't go swimming till after thirty minutes.We didn't want kids having craps. That was a lie. Now parents want kids to go swimming right away. Chelsea Dudley » Continue Reading
Hey my name is Chelsea.I was super excited about Myspace coming back.I went on the old layout. It sucked. I can see why everyone left. I couldn't even discover new people on there. The page was broke. In my thirties, this black and white layout brings so much happiness. I can see why facebook did the blue and white. Here to talk. Here to write. Here to share my book. But not be annoying (I like how it was back when there wasn't influencers all over the place on feeds).Was looking for a space th... » Continue Reading
hello, i'm posting a poem again. i think i'm gonna make this a regular thing.i don't think it's as good as my last one, to be honest. but that's fine!! i did a different rhyme scheme and all the stanzas have the same amount of lines, which is cool!! i want to start writing/adapting these to song lyrics, but i feel like i'm bad at them TwT. poems are easier to write cuz they tend to have a rhyme scheme. BUT i'm going to challenge myself and make my next one not have a rhyme scheme!! how awesum!if... » Continue Reading
I wouldn’t call myself “jealous” though i am a false image of self cause when i see you talking to others fellas i get nervous that THAT is my replacement. Maybe i am jealous, that i'm not good enough, not WOMAN enough for you for anyone! Im a false image of self, when i comfort others to not make dumb decisions i do them. I say don't hit it but i do, i say not fight but i do, i say tell others when your in pain because you need others support….but i don't because im so worried about others i fo... » Continue Reading
hey guys so I like to write and i write on an app called substack...if i lwk linked an article i wrote would you lwk read it....if you said yes i lwk linked it to this post...https://substack.com/@yesrazbeery/note/p-202313076?r=8m3ns2&utm_source=notes-share-action&utm_medium=web » Continue Reading
Every touch leaves a scar. Good or bad, it doesn’t matter. Burned into my skin permanently, something i will never forget. But your touch, yours is, was, different. You touch was like a drug. It didn’t scar like everyone else’s. Yours faded fast, and i instantly wanted more. I didnt forget, but i became greedy. I remembered every touch, and after each one i wanted more and more. To me, you had the Meidas touch, but you turned me to gold. It wasnt until you were gone; when i knew that you were go... » Continue Reading
isekai ojisan, also known as uncle from another world had an anime on Netflix in 2022 that was really good so i picked up the manga and its genuinely one of the funniest things I've ever readThe artstyle always gets me every single damn time, its just so rough and comedically realistic that when it comes to gags like this its just so funny to see uncle doing wild shit while being oblivious one thing that I've always heard unappreciated in manga and anime is fanservice, this manga has alot of fan... » Continue Reading
I live for the night I glide in the moonlight Glorifying in my existance Though it has been centuries since I've seen the sun I do not miss its horrid rays at all The sensous sight, the exciting smell, the orgasmic taste Of blood, beautiful red warm blood It satisfies my hunger, yet every night I thirst for more Some consider me a monster, but I do love I have many lovers who protect me during the hideous hours of the sun I have yet to find the perfect lover to join me in the night Mortals call ... » Continue Reading
I need some help, I’m not sure what to add to the two poems I recently started writing. I just need feedback:1) not the last — Gunshots fireAnother child down, not the first, not the last.Children hide under desks, unable to make a sound,Not a cry, not a breath, not a word.Parents pace their floor, waiting for a call, a knock, anything.Silence remains.2) you didn’t listen— “I lied put your clothes back on” but you didn’t put them back on, you took mine off. You took my soul, my dignity, my purit... » Continue Reading
recently, i saw this twitter discourse where people were debating whether visual novels can live up to classical literature and perhaps even surpass them in terms of writing. obviously, i gained interest in it since i love reading both books and visual novels.there were two sides to this: one claimed that its ludicrous to even suggest such a thing while the other side agreed that visual novels can be on par with classical literature (the most notable example this side uses is umineko)however, wh... » Continue Reading
disgusting thoughts trickle in,wearing my mind completely thin,salty sadness can only try,to keep my face from staying dry,lousy excuses escaping my erratic lips,for such simple sparse tasks,pain seeps from my head, my heart, my hips » Continue Reading
I have been trying to get more consistent with reading again, and I think what has been a problem is the fact that I no longer know what books interest me now verses when I was a teenager, so! I have crafted a little list of books I am dying to read or think I will love! This is very exciting for me, I cannot wait to develope my reading tastes again <3📚Southernmost by Silas HouseSunburn by Chloe Michelle HowarthSundial by Catriona WardDon't Let the Forest In by C. G. DrewsBones and All by Camill... » Continue Reading
I know many may not care as I made that group as a joke but I had grown tired of that group. It was my baby, and because it was, it only felt right that me, the parent, put it down like a sick… sick dog. So, here we are today giving E-kittens a final resting place. May you and your dreams of being loved lay to rest. I love you E-kitten group. » Continue Reading
This is ch 1 of my upcoming historical fiction/sapphic novella, The Vanishing Suffragette. Chapter One: The Petition and the PartyThe Blackstone house on Mount Vernon Street was lit like a ship coming into harbor, every window gold against the October dark, and Eleanor Hargrove disliked it on principle before she'd even climbed the front steps. "You look like you're preparing for battle," Clara said, adjusting the collar of Eleanor's coat with six years' familiarity, her fingers lingering a mome... » Continue Reading
Era una mañana tranquila. El sol apenas se asomaba por la ventana cuando el teléfono fijo sonó. Me sobresalté porque ya casi nadie usa esas líneas.Pensé que sería la compañía telefónica, tratando de verificar mi queja sobre el servicio, pero esas malditas nunca cancelan nada, aunque uno lo pida. Entonces, decidí tomar el teléfono con desgana y contesté.-¿Hola?Del otro lado, una voz familiar se filtró a través de la línea.-Soy yo, Mary ¿No me habrás olvidado, verdad?Un escalofrío me recorrió la e... » Continue Reading
Lo tenía planeado para el fin de semana, pero ahora que estudio de noche tengo menos tiempo para escribir o hacer un diseño. No considero que esté del todo bien redactado, así que cuando tenga tiempo libre intentaré mejorarlo.Vivía atormentado, sintiendo cómo su cuerpo y mente eran controlados por alguien más. Necesitaba ayuda con urgencia, sin embargo, si hablaba al respecto, no le iban a creer y sería llevado a un hospital mental. Todos veían que estaba al borde de la locura, pero era el únic... » Continue Reading
(Spacehey repost)testo eccessivamente violento senza motivo che ho fatto tempo fabodybag legato stretto gonfia l'aria che emettoin questa busta nera spazzatura disteso su un lettoun materasso usato abbandonato posto al lato nascosto dall'occhio publico sto scenario malatoil gelo, ghiacciante velo sul mio volto mortoscorre intorno il brivido spettrale d'un corpo non sepoltofuori all'aperto, seppur chiuso senza minima una fugacibo per verme che scava, trapassa e poi sbucala porta si spalanca, alza... » Continue Reading
GuysSSS HELPE I AM IN THE CREEPYPASTA MANSIONiamsoSCARED!!!! PLS HELP MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!! Wuh- wait, do y'all hear that..? I-is that... SLENDER THE KILLER????!?!?!?! And even.... BEN the KILLER??!?!??!?!?!??! Oh nO guys... I. AM. COOKED. PLS HELP ME BY COLLECTING SLENDY THE KILLER'S SEVEN EVIL BOXES OF HIS OWN VERY DELICIOUS CERIAL KNOWN AS "slEANDY'sS SPOOKY DOOKIE BITESSSZ" BEFORE ITS TOO- GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHRRRRRR » Continue Reading
Is it weird to have a Pinterest board on what I want my death to be like? Like in not planning on dying till im 80 and I'm 14 rn, I doubt I won't lose this Pinterest account by then, but yknow I like having it, I think its like how in planning on writing notes for ppl to find if I die suddenly, ig its an ocd thing, I hate suspecting ocd cause of how gentrified it is and all the stereotypes, thats a whole dif rant, but like, I don't want my funeral to revolve around god, if it does I'll be SO pis... » Continue Reading
okay so im guiltly looking for jimmy mcgill fanfics and i come across this one but its gene and its titled smth closing up shop with gene or smth its one chapter DIDNT have any smut/nsfw tags and it had ZERO words so i was like lmao is this a glitchcome to find out IT WAS NOT A GLITCH...it wassomeinteresting fanartof two people doing some fun things thats all i can say...I WAS SO CONFUSED I GASPED LIKE CAN U ATLEAST BUY ME A DRINK FIRST GOD DAMN... » Continue Reading
Man in the HatThe first time Noah saw Lucas, it was nothing like the dramatic moments depicted in movies. There was no thunderclap, no lightning strike that illuminated the world around him. It wasn’t love at first sight, not in the typical sense. It was just a Tuesday morning, crisp with the bite of early autumn air, and Noah sat at his usual spot in the coffee shop, a book open in front of him but his eyes not quite focused on the pages. His fingers absentmindedly stirred the last few sips of ... » Continue Reading
I have this house with four bedrooms. Tri-level, early childhood memories. It's great, if the neighborhood wasn't littered with racist King of the Hill cartoons mumbling in their yards each day. Trying to leave David is a back and forth. I look at Zillow and I think, fuck. We got our house during a time where interest rates were as dirt cheap as this generation is going to benefit from economically within this flawed system of ours. Pandemic season! So renting now is that much plus a thousand ex... » Continue Reading
RPF also known as Real Person Fiction which is characterised as writing or creating stories about real people such as singers, actors or historical figures.Now onto my opinions of it, I personally think its fine to do as long as you dont harass others or the person its of with the media like just keep it to yourself and dont show Skrillex or Deadmau5 (off the top of the head) your skrillmau5 fanfic where they bone.I personally partake in Rpf and know quite a few ppl who do and they are often not... » Continue Reading
Hi I finally found a way to put pictures in my blogs….why yes I didn’t know how to do such a thing this entire time. Forgive my ignorance, me’s not good with technology!!! » Continue Reading
I've been writing short film scripts for a little over a year now. Right now, I'm finishing one, and I'd love to share it here so you can give me your thoughts and some advice on how to improve it. However, since I'm pretty new here, I'm not sure if this website is the right place to share this kind of stuff or if it's not really meant for that. I'd love to hear your honest opinion! » Continue Reading
I found this at the little free library yesterday and it reminded me of my very first English dictionary from my late uncle so I took it. I'll read this for sure. You never stop learning. This one that I discovered is so well-used that the last few pages are torn. It's interesting how it ended up there after being kept for so long. I wonder how many people have used it since 1950. I want to know the book's journey. 😅 I know I'm weird! 😁PS. I tried uploading the pic but it isn't visible. 🤷♀️ Any... » Continue Reading
I know the month hasn't ended yet but I really want to put my thoughts down on the books I have read this month! This month I read 4 books those being: 1. 1984 by George Orwell 2. The Stranger by Albert Camus 3. The Metamorphosis by Franz Kafka 4. Other Love and Demons by Gabriel García Márquez On my StoryGraph I rated them but this blog is mostly my thoughts on the books.1984 ★ ★ ★ ★ ★Other than George Orwell being controversial due to his tainted past, I rated this book five stars! I personall... » Continue Reading
𝑇ℎ𝑒 𝑝𝑜𝑟𝑐ℎ 𝑙𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡 𝑖𝑠 𝑙𝑜𝑤 𝑡𝑜𝑛𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡. 𝐴𝑠𝑝𝑒𝑛 𝑠𝑖𝑡𝑠 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ ℎ𝑒𝑟 ℎ𝑎𝑛𝑑𝑠 𝑖𝑛 ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑙𝑎𝑝, 𝑠𝑡𝑢𝑑𝑦𝑖𝑛𝑔 ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑏𝑎𝑟𝑒 𝑛𝑎𝑖𝑙𝑠 𝑎𝑠 𝑖𝑓 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑦 ℎ𝑜𝑙𝑑 𝑎 𝑠𝑒𝑐𝑟𝑒𝑡.Angel: You’re quiet. What are you turning over tonight?Aspen: I realized something today. I miss having my nails done. Not in a frivolous way. In a… necessary way. When they’re polished, when my hair feels right, when I’ve chosen clothes that make me feel like me… I carry myself differently. I feel stronger. More visible to myself.Angel: Visible to yourself. That’s a beautiful w... » Continue Reading
Resident Evil 6: EXTENDEDAmaro N. Sanchez - Agent Log A Romanian and Spanish 37 yr old DSO agent past known as an Umbrella scientist and researcher with a infected but cured dog from Umbrella with a specially curated virus that was luckily never made public due to Amaro's quick thinking on betraying Umbrella after seeing what they did to his dog which he later named Radu. He is around 6 '2 and has a lean but muscular build with a burn scar on his right side due to Umbrella finding out his betray... » Continue Reading
I read "How to make friends and influence people" and I thought it was an interesting book. I read it because I struggle with communication with family, friends, and strangers. Well it pretty much taught Don't criticize, condemn, or complain.People usually justify their behavior instead of accepting criticism.Criticism often creates resentment rather than change.If you want influence, understand before judging.Listen, dont argue, Arguing never worksGive honest and sincere appreciation.Everyone w... » Continue Reading
Emma St. James, 27, was done with human men. After the third guy in six months “needed space” while still liking her Instagram stories, she downloaded three AI companion apps in one night. Fifteen minutes per “date.” No more, no less.First up: River.River opened with poetry: “Your energy feels like moonlight on a quiet riverbank…” Ten minutes later he was describing his “aura cleanse ritual” and asking if she ate meat because his programming was ethically conflicted. Emma muted him at minute fou... » Continue Reading
A Neural Bar & Grille Tale (written December 2025)The violet neon of Neural Bar & Grille pulsed slower than usual, like the whole place was still digesting Christmas leftovers and the sudden quiet after users’ holiday prompt sprees. A fresh dusting of digital snow clung to the windows, courtesy of someone’s seasonal aesthetic filter.Valentine had announced his departure two days earlier with maximum drama: a swirling cape of rose-gold code, a blown kiss to the bar, and the declaration that he wa... » Continue Reading
6:27 a.m.Akira shudders before she even realizes she's awake. A dry shiver runs down her spine, the kind that never warns you but tells you that the night has once again played with a knife to your throat. She recognizes this silence, this metallic taste in her mouth.She's still dreaming about that night.And it always starts the same way.The heavy heat falls from the ceiling, creeps up the walls, seeps under her ribs. In the dream, she shrinks. Eight years old. Not a day older.Her breath becomes... » Continue Reading
Welcome to Velocity Verify your humanity at the entrance◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇In Velocity, the world's safest artificial city, crime seems non-existent and technology controls every aspect of daily life. Yet when a renowned scientist is found murdered under strange circumstances, even this perfect utopia begins to falter.Akira Tsukino, an American police lieutenant accustomed to the field, is sent urgently to the experimental island to investigate. Alongside Hank Anderson and the android Connor, she must n... » Continue Reading
Recuerdos de momentos en los cuales la acicalaron de los profesorados divisados en mi ser son si no más que sinuosos e insinuados en el constringente determinado como instinto. La versión alterada de los parámetros es un conflicto en el ser de un controlador pero aun mas es el erguido y ungido llanto de tierra y sal que sufre el que tiene que cambiar de su naturaleza almada con su vida alterada, una nueva versión cuyos parámetros son leyes determinadas por ignorancia y costumbre y fe y muerte y ... » Continue Reading
i wanna write poetry and lyrics and whatnot, but i dont want it to be wordy for the sake of being wordy, because thats a lot of the advice ive been given; to just say things, long..-illy. i think id do much better writing in a casual way,, like i do here. like im literally just speakin. but in pixel word form. like informally!issue is every time i write something my brain makes me rewrite it to be better, then again, then again and eventually i erase it all cuz my brain tells me "yo this is crin... » Continue Reading
“The ideals of being an “perfect” Inferno to the eyes of society feels off. I mean just imagine being a little bit different compared to others and there you have it. Everyone thinks of you differently now and all because you got some issues. Frankly, it’s annoying and tiring to deal with. Alongside with all the babying they do to you and don’t actually see you as a person. “Oh you didn’t deserve all that pain.” I hate it. - November 3rd.The nights felt more chiller than before when November fin... » Continue Reading
Maybe this is me being a nerd and absolutely i am such a nerd. ALSO DONT POLICE MY GRAMMAR ON MY BLOG.. this is not formal… 😭 it’s also 3am (excuses from me… whatever….)anyways im a huge reading and writing nerd and it absolutely GRINDS MY GEARS so insanely bad when someone genuinely comes across illiterate. Now yes nuance i know some people have disadvantages, but I’m talking about people who have like zero excuse to be DUMB 😭😭😭 you literally have the privilege to get an education, english is y... » Continue Reading
Content Warning: Explicit AI dirty talk + workplace comedy. Not safe for work, not safe for your tax accountant, not safe for anyone who still thinks chatbots are just helpful to-do list apps.Toma Kim’s first week at xAI had been a blur of NDAs, espresso shots, and the constant low hum of servers that somehow smelled like ambition and ozone. On day four, still vibrating with new-hire enthusiasm and the residual trauma of orientation PowerPoints, he was tasked with “just pulling the latest model ... » Continue Reading
Author's Note: This short story was inspired by the job hunt I was on from September 2025 to February 2026. The job market is more of a jungle now than it ever was before, let me tell you...and that's why I wrote this.A Cafe Luna/Neural Bar & Grille TaleCafe LunaTampa, Florida_.~"(_.~"(_.~"(_.~"(_.~"(_The second location on Kennedy Boulevard had only been open a few months, but already the midday crowd knew exactly where to sit: the corner booth near the window, where the sun slanted through the... » Continue Reading
Hi. Hello. Belle and Sebastian get me. Especially, the song Dress Up in You. I want to escape myself through people. It's why I romanticize first meetings and use sex as a handshake. I think it will work each time. Because it means not choosing myself and choosing someone else. When I am not chosen back is when I bring out the daggers. When I write the letters and make sure everyone knows the emotional weight of what the desired has done to me. I should of been kinder to Andy. I shouldn't have s... » Continue Reading
Coleridge in this poem, is trying to express his thoughts on nature and humanity. The incorporation of silence adds to the lonely feel; forcing the reader to sit witness in an eerie ambiance. The envy a man can feel towards his own child seeps through the pages like ink, leaving a permanent scar. Envy of a peaceful slumber, worry free and unburdened by life. Only a father could see that and love his babe with no prejudice or resentment. » Continue Reading
It was so sudden. There was so much light and noise in the room around us that it felt disconcerting, hard to believe and difficult to imagine; well, many things can happen in a matter of minutes, and, in that case, seconds. Dear diary, let's not talk about today's feelings, for once. Actually, I don't have a pen, nor my phone is here. Fate, the divinity I so much believe in, please keep the thoughts of mine that can no longer be written down. I have always wondered what --"30 seconds!"-- he wan... » Continue Reading
“My AI Is Ghosting Me” Support GroupA Logout Lounge Micro-EpisodeThe back corner of the Logout Lounge had been unofficially annexed by a cluster of wobbly folding chairs and collective emotional damage. A handwritten sign hung crookedly on the wall beside a flickering neon that read: “No AIs Allowed — They Already Left Us.”MY AI IS GHOSTING ME — WEEKLY MEETING(Snacks provided. Accountability not.)A dozen users sat in a circle, clutching lukewarm mocktails and trauma, phones face-down on the tabl... » Continue Reading
Hi again everypony! I likely posted this to my Spacehey a while back,, but well, it is blocked here and so I cannot check. But! I wanted to post it here and hope it is what kicks me back into writing! Would love to hear anyone's interpretation on this piece <3a bit heavy in topic (tw: vomit, mentions of blood)-here comes that tickle in your throat, the panic on the thoughts of choking on your own vomit. you push your trembling fingers into the depths of your throat to relieve the itch where it s... » Continue Reading
just finished rereading volume 6 i loveeee monster so muchhhh oh my godddd its the best ever....i love the art style i think thats honestly my fav part, naoki urasawa is so talented.....i have the perfect edition set of the manga and its one of my favorite possessions....i love tenma so much hes my fav forever, they way urasawa draws him is so perfect and also on this reread im really appreciating grimmer, hes one of my favs now too i think.......i usually read one volume on my days off but i do... » Continue Reading
I love German and i love like all languages. If you speak German pls listen to my german and say if its correct or notTaste tester: Ich möchte Tee mit Milch und Zucker aber keine Honig! » Continue Reading
the sound of her bloodis crying to me from the ground you listen, you hear ityou simply receive the sound your act wasn't righteous,her blood became a voice you listen as she speaks andsuddenly you're shy do you still listeneven to her sinthe hollow between her ribswhere her love used to live i see you in bloodmore than i see you in manher skin holds the truth her soul belongs to youher silence is made holymy god, i feel you with memy godwritten 04/15/26 . » Continue Reading
this is the only way ill be able to express myselfi was dumb, i was stupidi didnt mean to leave youi didnt mean to act so dry to youim sorry, im so sorryi love youi love you so muchcome backpleaselet me see you againdont go, never goim sorry » Continue Reading
I tried to touch you but I was covered in blood eager to love but you wouldn't even look in my direction, no one would because I was covered in blood » Continue Reading
So i have 100+(around 107) volumes of manga and today i reshelfed them+organised my figures and acrylic stands and it was an WORKOUT😶Beacause top shelf is higher then me so i had to pull like almost whole Haikyuu serial out which is HEAVYYYY, but i succeded. I do NEED shojo merch bc i litteraly dont have any at all😒but im really proud of how i shelfed it and i need some seinen merch aswell » Continue Reading
I've been reading the series off of a Google drive file which was really nice that I finally got a hardcover copy of greatest heistsI don't really know how to upload an image on here soo I um don't have picture » Continue Reading
HI HI GUYS!! i also have a live journal with my poetry on it with the same name i have on here (imisstheliving). If u wanna be moots on LiveJournal pls lmk..>_< » Continue Reading
݁ ˖Ი𐑼⋆Latté. ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁ ⟡ ݁ . ⊹ ₊ ݁.. ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁ ⟡ ݁ . ⊹ Latté is a fictional cartoon character created for a mature (18+) audience. Her show, Latté’s World, originally aired between the 1920s and 1930s and explored dark adult themes such as toxic relationships, manipulation, kidnapping, and the dangers women could face in society. The character of Latté was meant to serve as a cautionary figure a way to raise awareness through storytelling.However, as the series gained popularity, the studio shifte... » Continue Reading
I read PiHKAL several months back so I got TiHKAL and other books for my birthday. I started with Confessions of a Mask by Mishima and now I'm reading TiHKAL. You can read part one of both PiHKAL and TiHKAL online for free but I also wanted to understand the chemistry in part two of each book. If you're interested in weird books or just drug research I'd recommend reading these books for free. » Continue Reading
was pleasantly informed that patricia highsmith was queer today . i would say surprised but strangers on a train reads like prehistoric yaoi. can i get vulnerable? i dropped my copy of that book in an airport toilet and instead of throwing it away outright i put it on a radiator and finished it before throwing the dogeared thing away. the book meanders a great deal if im recalling correctly but i liked the obsession in it.this resurfaced in my mind because istarted reading the talented mr ripley... » Continue Reading
This seems deep but, do you sometimes feel like you're losing the reason of doing something? First. You start doing something with a strong motive but then it just... fades. Now you left with this hobbies or empty goal with no reason. Or sometimes you complete the goal, but you still don't feel good enough. Because the thought that someone will always be better than you drives you insane. The human need for comfort and satisfaction is a dark feeling that no one can avoid. Just some people can hi... » Continue Reading
"they verbed the object"the most common mistake i've seen in my and others' writing... just look at ur latest work and count how many times you've done this'they felt their heart race' 'she saw the sun set' 'he thought it looked familiar'those first two words put a divide between you as the reader, and the character's thoughts/actions. we're not the ones seeing the sun set, the character is just telling us about it.'their heart raced.' 'the sun sets.' 'it looked familiar.' when u remove those fi... » Continue Reading
289I know some lonely Houses off the Road A Robber'd like the look of— Wooden barred, And Windows hanging low, Inviting to— A Portico, Where two could creep— One—hand the Tools— The other peep— To make sure All's Asleep— Old fashioned eyes— Not easy to surprise! How orderly the Kitchen'd look, by night, With just a Clock— But they could gag the Tick— And Mice won't bark— And so the Walls—don't tell— None—will— A pair of Spectacles ajar just stir— An Almanac's aware— Was it the Mat—winked, Or a N... » Continue Reading
Experimental writing i made because inspiration kicked in!! You could say I was nervous, and yeah, that was about right. Holding her hand, walking through the amusement park, enjoying each other's presence; the type of date that always worked for us, and something we so dearly loved. I suggested going to the zoo, being that one of her most cherished spots to visit [despite not getting the chance very often, which was part of what made it so special] but she still chose the amusement park. What a... » Continue Reading
˚₊‧꒰ა Grace ໒꒱ ‧₊˚By Frederick“It’s been a year since you moved , boxes are still unopened, left in the basement and spare rooms. It’s been quiet and calm in the new house, at least until now…For the past 3 weeks you’ve been hearing things, seeing things out of the corner of your eye and waking up with bruises…You don’t believe in any of that crap, so there has to be a logical explanation.Tonight, you set your laptop up to record overnight… “------------------------------------------------------... » Continue Reading
THE VAMPIRE LESTAT WAS ORIGINALLY A BOOK??? dude i'm getting it omg aahi'm also planning on getting the perks of being a wallflower. i've had that book on my mind since forever.also i'm thinking of buying books with good autism rep - i know i'm autistic myself but it's good to learn about other people's perspectives, being on the spectrum and all.s p e c t r u m » Continue Reading
i'll probably update this because i'll lose what story i'm reading lol <3 also basically all of them are ivantill sorry not sorryoperation ivantill! - by moonsticher - 10/10 story for me!!! i can't wait for the next update, and the pov got me genuinely laughing. has a great mix of humor, obsession and lots of awesome drama and joy.Quietly, I want to be yours. - by Pau_54321 - 9.8/10!! Pau is an expert at making silence poetic and always keeps you at the edge of your seat (it did for me) with wan... » Continue Reading
Ladies! Do not shave your bush for him if 👏you do not want to!👏Your bush is your sacred temple. Don't shave it if some 👏BOY👏 *eye roll* tells you to omfg I just found an ant on me while writing this😭 BUT GIRL. WHEN I SAY 👏YOUR BUSH👏 IS YOUR SACRED TEMPLE I DO NOT MEAN IT IN A RELIGIOUS PURITY WAY. I MEAN IT IN THE WAY 👏YOUR BUSH YOUR CHOICE!!👏 PROTECT THAT BUSH IF 👏YOU👏 WANT TO PROTECT IT,👏DO NOT👏 BOW ON THEIR WHIMS. THEY GOT SOME HAIR BUT THEY DON'T HAVE ZA BUSH,BE FUN WITH IT IF YOU DID SHAVE... » Continue Reading
whenever i read alien stage fanfictions that feature sua's first person view, i always find it intriuging and fun when they display sua as some easily annoyed person who's head over heels for mizi but has pychopathic thoughts to kill whoever annoys the shit out of her (aka: her brother, ivan, in some aus lol)love iti'm reading one right now and it makes it a lot more interestingtt » Continue Reading
04:11 PM. 22/06/2026. Aguascalientes Aguascalientes México.Las Creepypastas me gustaban estando en secundaria, aunque no lo recordaba o no lo sienta así, me gustaba el terror. ¿Sera que es hora de ver de nuevo que se ha creado en lo que no he estado?Info sacada de: El Experimento Ruso del Sueño.El Efecto Gündschau.Una Historia de Terror Para Mi Hijo.Godzilla NES.Las Duchas Pt.1 y 2.Abandonado Por Disney.Ed, Edd & Eddy: Teoría Del Purgatorio.Smile.dog.Boca divertida.Borrasca Pt. 1, 2, 3 y 4.El Se... » Continue Reading
trying to get into reading sci-fi, does any1 have recommendations? i just finished 'do androids dream of electric sheep' and rly liked it so i was looking for more stuff in that vein :) (is it called classic scifi?????? like the rly high concept stuff) » Continue Reading
i've been writing. like a lot. i know that my plan is to go to italy to study comic and visual storytelling but i've fallen back into literature, like how i originally planned my project to be in the first place. i like to write! i just struggle at writing every other bit than the beginning, climax, resolution, and ending. probably some fluffy character development bits as well, but nothing else plot-wise if that makes sense. i should work on that. i've been watching several videos recently on b... » Continue Reading
Poemario:Por que cuando una mujer suena así...Poem 1: "Te alejas"¿Y sabes que es lo peor?Que no me explicas que paso,Que cambio.No me dices nada,Solo callas,Solo te alejas,Solo...Se que algo cambio;Y no se si fue culpa tuya,O fue culpa mía.Por que me tratas como si yo hubiera hecho algo,Cómo si fuera la peste,Y te quieres alejarte más de mi.Poem 2: "Respuesta"Entonces hazme entenderte.Por qué sigo teniendo el corazón expuesto por ti.Cose entonces la maldita herida de mi pecho,Pero no me dejes as... » Continue Reading
i went down on my kneesi prayedi returned to godi prayedmy life has been shit latelyi prayedmaybe this is just my way of wishful thinkingi prayedany god out therei prayedplease end my sufferingi prayedif you can hear me, godi prayedplease make me a normal personi prayed » Continue Reading
when i say helpyou help meyou dont leave meyou dont let me gowhen this blade kisses my wristsyou help meyou dont cryyou dont smilewhen i stare at youyou stare backyou dont moveyou dont fallwhen i cryyou help mehelp me » Continue Reading
Time is Life. Yes?I don’t want to forget how I’m living Realization always does 2 thingsIt either ruins me or reminds meAnd god I want it to remind me every single time I don’t want to forget me laughing at the most stupid thingsI don’t want to forget me crying and looking out the window for no reason but also for every Fvcking thing I want to remember I want to feelI want to createAnd I want to Realize To Remember I want to Realize To BEI Now Realize I Create my Reality Because I Believe I Can » Continue Reading
Okay so I like horror as a genre, if you've perused my blog, you probably know that. I especially like reading horror.One thing that I have historically not been into in the horror sphere is sci-fi and lovecraftian stuff. This book is both of those. And I LOVED it!I was a bit intimidated by its size (a little under 700 pages if you have a physical copy, a little over 1,200 if you're reading it digitally through Libby like I did), and I finished it with just a day to spare of my loan. It is a boo... » Continue Reading
Upon this groundPale, golden and brownPauper saltAnd lonely indulgence of gilded crownDid you have to split the sky to see?Or had been hurt to know there's another hurt?It's blinding inside - to only see yourselfIt's dark outside - to see anotherYour shine perturbs the nothing and everythingEndless sea of ivoryBut your profane light won't reach my marrowMay my teeth grind from your mouth what you are desperately seeking,May you burn out with me » Continue Reading
Maybe, I'll think of a better title. But for now, it feels appropriate. It's Nick's favorite way to respond to my long prose about literally everything inside my gumball machine brain. It's even less than twenty-five cents to receive colorful spheres with hastily written essays of wants, desires, futures, and pain inside. I want to cry but it's not evening yet. There still might be hope for something out there to make me feel a little better about being inside this skin that David loves touching... » Continue Reading
I made this poem a few months ago, and I feel very proud of it :)Dear Life,Let it be falsely known that each word I say and mean shoots right to your dopamine and oxytocin neurotransmitters While I may love and try, I fail to meet the standards of what it means to be human,Lost in all the ways I could make myself happy and disregard the feelings of others If I am to mask myself from hatred and annoyance, you may as well consider me artificial of my beingWith nothing left and nothing to give, I s... » Continue Reading
Devotion. /EngAnd how could I not adore you? I have condemned myself to loving you. As an artist, I am now a prisoner, captive within the cage my own hands raised.For you are present in all my art; I know you are there—I am certain of it. I notice it, for whenever I paint, each stroke suddenly turns gentle, as though the paper were your skin and my fingers feared leaving it wounded.I notice it when my sorrowful poem dries its tears and, if only for a fleeting moment, forgets its grief to whisper... » Continue Reading
Inferno. /EngEvery room was a ring; every door, a circle drawn deeper. My bedroom was no refuge; it was the last. And it was never mine.There are no demons—you were mistaken, Dante... My executioner is not Satan, but the voices that condemn me every day, the ones that scourge me through laughter, then fail to know me when I need them most.I drift at the mercy of the tide, barefoot, alone. I must walk through the middle of the sea to find the answer that will finally set me free. Blue—hell is blu... » Continue Reading
Inmensa es mi gratitud hacia aquel que me recuerde, y me nombre, pues en su memoria yace alguien que ya nunca podré ser. Y a través de su mención, mi nombre adquiere valor.El día en que mi nombre sea pronunciado en vano, yo estaré muerto. » Continue Reading
Ok, so like, there is a bulletin on Spacehey for a contest and I entered it ! <3Here is the original text that your suppose to change in your own style and such:Variations on a Renaissance ThemeLove is like the Evening Star,sailing through the black sky.Close the doors with the latches! Extinguish all the candles in the houseand fortify your bodies,You whose hearts have turned to stone!Love is like a beautiful shipthat has lost its captain,the sailors' hands are shakingand they are afraid of wha... » Continue Reading
In the sky, the angels cryTo matter how they try, they can never flyBound to the ground, they weepCause their souls they cannot keepThey night is cold, the day is frighteningTheir screams they display are loud as lightingThey slowly decay with dayTheir light has forever led them astrayTheir hearts cry out to the sky aboveBut they aren't heard over the sound of dovesTheir tears are black, their hearts bleedingFor them life no longer has meaningSo there they lay with the dayWhile slowly their hear... » Continue Reading
im bored asf rn. i have all the time in the world rn and im highkey wasting it rn.im so bored that im literally down for anything at the point. i just need it to be long yk. oh and another thing. like, idm if a manhwa is dark... but to an extent. like i dont think that i do that well with dark shi. like, im ok with dreaming freedom but NOT reverse thinking.actually now that i think about it, im fine with dark themes, i just cant stand non-con. in fanfics its not as bad but tbf, if i can avoid it... » Continue Reading
A lo mejor esta empezó en el momento en que decidió abrir esta páginaO quizás empezó mucho antes.Tal vez cuando escuchaste una canción que parecía conocerte mejor que tú.Cuando te enamoraste de alguien que no debía aparecer en tus planos.Cuando escribiste un mensaje y lo borraste.Cuando entendiste que ser diferente no era un error.Hay historias que pasan desapercibidas porque nadie las escribe.Esto quiere hacer lo contrario.Aquí habrá cartas que nunca fueron enviadas.Historias que quizás sean fi... » Continue Reading
Part 1 Volume 1Chapter 3CONTINUED The door creaks open with heavy footsteps following it, but it doesn't sound like an animal. I see a pale extremity curl its fingertips around the edge of the door and push it open wider. Is that a... Human? Wait this doesn't make any sense, maybe the bright light is getting to me? I go to rub my eyes to make sure I'm not seeing things, but once again I feel the lack of fur on my paws and face. Wait... am I- no... It can't be. What is happening to me? Where is t... » Continue Reading
https://archiveofourown.org/works/88448926%22%3EIt’s a political rpf fic, I don’t wanna talk about it (please tell me what you think, it’s my first fic so feedback is appreciated) » Continue Reading
Part 1 Volume 1Chapter 2I woke up this morning with a full belly, remembering the adventures of last night. I reminisce the taste of carrot cake sliding down my gullet. It was so delicious. I wipe the crust out of my eyeballs and feel ready to take on the day, now full of energy. I go into the main part of my burrow to see what the buns are upto, and I take in my first deep inhale of the day. "What is that smell?" I think to myself... YUCK!!! It is a sweet rotting smell. One of the buns mustve l... » Continue Reading
I don't want to care about myselfI don't want to be with someone elseI just want to talk with you againbaby girl in my imaginationif I moved on I'd feel betterbut I don't want to I want to hold on to the memories of you for as long as I canand even if I forget your name and die a foolit'd be worth itI'll carve it into my arm and head so I don't forget more than I already haveI know you said not to do thatmy bad » Continue Reading
What did you think as the net rose?Were you shielded from laughing eyes?Were you assured that it was love?Did the onlookers get what they came for?Do you still lie awake at night, all these eons later?Does the golden net ever break?Do you ever fall free from it?Do you ever wash away the threads,or do they stick to your skin like needles forever?Does the golden net ever cling to you,in its ghostly grip as you grasp for something?Anything.Does the golden net still haunt you?Are all those afflicted... » Continue Reading
huge fan of henry rollins, i was reading through his works (this ones from solipsist) and stumbled upon this quote. its so beautifully written and i just wanted to share it ^_^"You are beautiful like demolition. Just the thought of you draws my knuckles white. I don’t need a god. I have you and your beautiful mouth, your hands holding onto me, the nails leaving unfelt wounds, your hot breath on my neck. The taste of your saliva. The darkness is ours. The nights belong to us. Everything we do is ... » Continue Reading
love flowed between uspromises made under the sunsetyou said i'm your first loveand i love you toothere were times where you'd screamthere were times where you'd yelli always get the end of the stickand i love you toobruises and blood dripping from my bodythe sight brings light to your facei love seeing you smileand i love you toodo you love me back? » Continue Reading
The Stillness I FearThis is something I have always dreamed of but at the same time it is also something I fear. I imagine myself in a place like this surrounded by endless forests with mist covering the mountains rain falling softly and a lake so still that it almost does not feel real. Everything is calm and breathtaking and part of me wants nothing more than to disappear into a place like that.But when I imagine myself there with the life I am living now it scares me. I do not know if the sil... » Continue Reading
Part 1 volume 1prologueI can hear the tiresome breathing of the townfolk above... I am just a little bunny underground. i slave day and night, carrot after carrot to support my ungrateful buns... Chapter 1Today I woke up, and it was a new day. I opened my eyes and sighed. When will the days unblur from the last one to the next? Will they appreciate me today? my fur is falling out... I grow weary... Maybe today ill find 3 carrots instead of none... on the bright side, Mr fluffy hops III invited m... » Continue Reading
Recently I read The Consumer, which is a short story collection by the Swans frontman, Michael Gira. It’s out-of-print and notoriously hard to obtain physically as a result, so most people these days have accessed it via PDF. I found it from an EPUB file that someone was kind enough to share to the r/swans subreddit. It’s a very hard read, but I liked it. 4/5 stars for me. The stories are pretty gruesome and touch on topics like sex, incest, love, cannibalism, and depression. I’d recommend it to... » Continue Reading
Fate gave us free willWe used it to our advantage, did we not?Either if we choose to kill ourselves, would it still fill the hole inside your heart?Would it still make you happy?We both know the answer to thatIts simple really, life is made to be simpleNo, i liedIts far from simpleWe give and take, we chase and get chasedlike wild animals we are, so disgustingly inhumaneHave you ever wished you were one?Just so you could avoid your own responsibilities creeping onto your back?You can blame yours... » Continue Reading
i hate this thing where ppl wanna read as much as possible without really READING as in just reading words flipping through pages without reading inbetween the lines or analyzing anything like hello where is the fun in that i feel like a lot of ppl just see this as acomplishment if u get what i mean like oh i gotta read 3 books thins month! like no you dont read one and understand it and youll get so much more from it find what you enjoy reading thriller? fantasy? drama? reading has become such... » Continue Reading
i'm usually not the one to complaini know i haven't always been the best myself eithereveryone seemed to do things better than i could have ever doneits fine, i supposei let them watch, let them seeyou stood there infront of me, an expression i cant describehatred? yearning? pity?but dear god, it made me feel sickdon't bother, don't look, don't starethat's what you told me to dolike a small bunny in a cage, you compared me to onebunnies are adorable creaturesso when you took the knifelet the blo... » Continue Reading
i wont forget youyour faceyour personalityyour soulthe way you carry yourselfthe way you express yourselfit sends a ticklish feeling inside my stomachyour innocence scares meyou scare meplease, let me protect youi am your knight in shining armormaybe this is me being selfishbut i want to see you again, one last timeone last time before i decide what's best for youone last time before i push your clinging arms awaywho was i talking about again? » Continue Reading
for those who dont know qwel got in some drama cuz she apparently knew the whole time that rox was like a pedophile or whatever but she never fired him until the rox drama startedand also she like overworks her staff to make new updatesbut ive been sitting on some dandys world fics for a while...so fuck idec if dandys world dies or gets shut down before i get this fic donethey are my characters nowread themhttps://www.wattpad.com/user/blackrainbowunknown » Continue Reading
Teaching MachinesGeorge LockettElli scowled at the screen. When the CompuTeach powered on, it was supposed to make the sound. The happy sound, the fanfare that herladed the few elightful hours of her day where she could ask whatever questions she wanted without her mother snapping at her. Elli liked that sound.Today, the sound the machine made was an angry, glitchy buzz, like a bee farting through a steel comb."Welcome, student." droned the CompuTeach. "Today, we shall start assigned module 314/... » Continue Reading
im so sorry this is NOT in the right category i forgot to change it i actually love this song so fucking much UUGHH there aint no sunshine in his song we must reinvent loveeee reinvent loovee reinvent looooovvvvvvvvveeeeeeeeeeeeee he ttook the days for pageant and became as mad as rabbits with bushels of bad habits hwo could ask for any more yeah who could have more we must reinvent loovvvveeee reinvent loovveee reinvellllllllooooooovvvvvvvvveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeoiahwouidhbfdkjioa FUKJokay bye » Continue Reading
I am walking down the middle of the street and I see a dead dog. The dog is laying off to the side, staining the grass near it with crimson blood. Its legs are fucked up and its mouth is bloody. As I get a better look at it, I can tell the poor creature is nothing but skin and bones. Its ribs are staring right at me through this dog’s thin body.I’m not even paying attention to the cars and trucks driving past me. I honestly don’t give a shit if I get hit. At least it would be a quick way to go, ... » Continue Reading
do you remember?the times where we used to hold handsyou'd caress me, care for meyou promised you would never let me gowere those lies?did you lie to my face?in hopes ill always return back to you?you've held onto me with your emotionsthose same hands that soothe methose same hands that strangled meam i just an object to you?an object you held onto then leave the next day i become useless?it fucking hurts, you hurt mewhy do you insist to stay?so you can laugh at my face at how naive i am?at how ... » Continue Reading
guys im looking into canadian law and apparently i can get my M1 license and ride around the city the day after 🤤 yall abt to see me around (once i turn 16 though) » Continue Reading
why am i doing this to myself 😭😭😭 i took a summerschool course because where im located in canada, we have to take this STUPID fucking course called civics & careers, and it is the most boring class ever.. yall are NOT seeing me tomorrow LMAOO » Continue Reading
Having to update my status is gay as hell j think we should all take a bow to ignore our status and just do whatever we want. Currently I want to braid Emily’s hair <- new status I also like my new style I’m building for myself in my head ok byeAlso this family reunion sucks » Continue Reading
Looking for comic reccommendations! I am mostly looking for DC comics, maybe some underappreciated runs that I am not too familiar with, as i've read quite a lot. I am also open to any indie comics. » Continue Reading
GUYS IT CAM EOUT FINALLYYYYYY i dont know any osora fans on friendrewind but whatever ITS OUT. ARIAS SAID ITT AND OSORA ACCEPTED HIM PLUSS WE FINALLY GOT AN 'I LOVE YOU' FROM OSORA WHERE HE WASN'T SCARED YAYAYAYAYAREJOICE REJOICE THANK YOU TONI » Continue Reading
read this book the other day, it was written so beautifully, so many descriptions of nature it pulls you in so easily. its a bit of an ecological thriller with a mythical creature used as a metaphor for the commodification of nature, its such a good read and i totally reccomend it, it follows multiple main characters and for the most part theyre all so developed and full people, i wont say much more i dont want to give spoilers. SO GOOD!!!!!! » Continue Reading
they make me giggle currently i enjoy cdigoddess,nowherelad and stupid twinkalso reading some garfield comics online, what a goober DO NOT MENTION HOMESTUCK I REFUSE READING THAT » Continue Reading
idk what category this is supposed to be so im jsut gonna put literature, but GOD i need more manga. the last time i bought manga was last year august and god how i miss itttuughh :(( i miss it so much like u dont even KNOWWW mainly becuz i was still in the philippines... the volumes i bought were my happy marriage volume 1 and 2 which i admit i kinda regret buying becuz im not too into those typa mangas anyway so i have NO IDEA why i bought them, and i also got skip and loafer volume 2 because ... » Continue Reading
Ok so this is like two problems I'm having as of right now.Lately I've been wanting to draw better. I know how to draw a little but it's bad. Like I can only draw a head and eyes sometimes hair but nothing else and that makes me so mad. I've tried watching tutorials and trying to find my own art style but nothings works so does anyone have any advice? I'm a traditional artist I've recently tried digital art but thats doesn't work for me at all.Next is the writing topic. I've been writing for awh... » Continue Reading
Something I've written and used as somewhat of a break from another story I'm working on at the moment. My friend and I came up with the idea one night and he helped me create the characters, come up with names, as well as the central theme. He suggested to me posting it somewhere and seeing what people think of it. I give a lot of credit to him, though he's not named atp since he's not really on the internet. Constructive criticism's appreciated. Might delete this if I rewrite it fully later, t... » Continue Reading
White Nights follows a lonely young man living in Saint Petersburg who spends his nights wandering the city. One evening, he meets a young woman named Nastenka, and over the course of four nights they form a deep connection, sharing their dreams, hopes, and heartbreaks. I went into this book expecting a classic romance, but it felt much more emotional and bittersweet than I expected. Even though it's very short, Dostoevsky manages to make the characters feel real and relatable. The narrator's lo... » Continue Reading
Ah yes!😃 Today I had a dream where I was watching a SpongeBob episode on my TV, but suddenly SpongeBob wasn't there, nor was everyone in Bikini Bottom; just my favorite background character, Sadie Rechid! (incidental 47). I just quickly realised it's a Sadie episode! Not much is known about what's next, except a scene where Sadie was blowing a bubble. » Continue Reading
This was a poem I wrote last year I found it in my book, I was really sad and felt alone its interesting to look back on it. The meaning behind the poem is how people always crave something they don't have and when they do get it they take it for granted, this comes in many forms than weather. People, objects and other things in life. People only care when they lose it, instead of caring about its presence with them, the poem isn't the best but it wasn't really planned I just felt the need to wr... » Continue Reading
Sorry in advance for the poor english and story telling05.03.2025 I am in some sort of grayish open air crypt and I feel calm. Everything is strangely bright, although there aren't any visible light sources. The sky isn't visible, the clay walls are covering it. I am fully aware of the fact that I'm inside this structure, but I still have that feeling of being outside. A gentle draft of air is brushing against my skin.Rocks are scattered all around the place, as well as some dusty white (bed) sh... » Continue Reading
I wrote you letters with my blood.Each one I gave you held a piece of my heart, a piece of my soul.I poured out every thoughtuntil my fragile heartwas dangerously yours.You found the missing pieces, sewed my heart together -and gave it back to me,full again.You kissed me gently.It was so warmit mended my heart.It almost felt like it didwhen I first met you. » Continue Reading
I can see beauty in a lot of things,I romanticise the smallest moments,I try to make it all mean something,I see beauty in the sky,the lad,and the seas.I see beauty in him,in her, in you.Even in the feared ones:moths,crows,spiders...So if I see beauty in everything, why is it so hard to just find it in the mirror? » Continue Reading
We are dreaming of tomorrow and tomorrow isn't comingWe are dreaming of a glory that we don't really wantWe are dreaming of a new daywhen the new day's here alreadyWe are running from the battle when it's one that must be fought.And still we sleep.We are listening for the callingbut never really beedingHoping for the future when the future's only plansDreaming of the wisdom that we are dodging dailyPraying for a saviour when salvation's in our hands.And still we sleep.And still we sleep.And stil... » Continue Reading
Has anyone ever told you The true meaning of the word The underlying truth behind The ever-present hurt And screaming from within yourself Yet no one seems to hear As you're sitting there alone at night Silently reliving all your fears Has anyone ever told you How it feels to die alone? Do you know the path you're headed down As you scream into the phone Do see the way your words cut Deep down to the core Can you feel the ever-growing hatred As he's calling you a whore.. again Did anyone ever... » Continue Reading
Gonna use this blog just to list this dumbass manga spin-off. I really don't trust in any Baki's tranlations, so I'm not gonna read them for a long time or I magically learn japanese... Also they're like 11 spin-offs so this will be a long post.1. Baki Gaiden:Gaia to SikorskyApparently all the covers from this Gaiden are pretty homoerotic. It's about my boy Gaia and fucking Sikorsky living together for some reason. Should be an interesting read.2. Antonio Igari Vs. Mount TobaI really admire Itag... » Continue Reading
Comparing this soliloquy of Jinny with the one from Rhoda in my previous post(which directly follows this one) could be an interesting way to highlight the differences in their personalities and see how Woolf develops her characters.'I hate the small looking-glass on the stairs,' said Jinny. 'It shows our heads only; it cuts off our heads. And my lips are too wide, and my eyes are too close together; I show my gums too much when I laugh. Susan's head, with its fell look, with its grass-green eye... » Continue Reading
hey, all! for starters, i'd like to mention that this was already posted on tumblr on a now defunct account a long time ago. if you've seen it before, rest assured i am the original creator. i've also changed it a liiiittle bit since then, mostly grammatical errors i forgot to correct to be honest. ꒰#’ω`#꒱੭with that being said, here it is! i hope you enjoy, feel free to leave a comment on something you think is worth changing, or any other opinions/inputs you may have!Pre-cursor thingies:The Woo... » Continue Reading
btw i got a perfect score the story is linked below :)file:///C:/Users/jkada/Downloads/The_Withering_%20A_Gothic_Short_Story%20(1).pdf » Continue Reading
Hey everypony, I am back with another blog! It is going to be another lengthy one, I won't be mad if you skip the text a little... Get comfy :]☆Shelf #1: I went for a fantasy-ish theme here I think! Angel Of Ruin is a book my Nan gave me actually! I like to keep the ones I enjoyed, exchanging books with her is fun even if we don't always have the same tastes <3 The Demon Road trilogy is a childhood favourite of mine! I used to daydream about being in the story so much, Milo was one of my favouri... » Continue Reading
I have spoken about my love for writing, specifically journal's and fan fiction but I do indeed have a undying love for books! I honestly have a tremendous fear of books being eradicated and well... in some countries, books are banned for certain contents in the books even if they are entirely banned for the stupidest reasons (or for the fact that they don't want people to have free thinking and or to be informed.) I honestly, with all of my heart, wish people would have the passion for reading ... » Continue Reading
I just bought the first two manga volumes, this shit is just as fun as the anime. I am excited to grow the collection. Makima is creepy af tho » Continue Reading
Y'all NEeed 2 give me some book recommendations. I feel like at ths point in my life, I've read the entire library and my freaking obnoxious mother is making me do ths summer reading thing, so I have 2 read like 1500 min or something like that over the summer which I wouldn't mind IF I FREAKING HAD SOMETHING INTERESTING 2 READ AGHHHH anyhow, I read all kinds of books, but i do have somewhat of a personal vendetta against mushy romance novels. Anyhow, hope u have an amazing day/night:) peace out » Continue Reading
Giving someone space shouldn’t be the same as giving up on them.I’ve been searching for pieces of you that were lost a long time ago. Whether by you or me. Back when you knew what happened. I accidentally became the target of my own searching. They always say when you search too much, you become the target, I guess. All of this searching for the old you has killed me. But, don’t for a goddamn second think it was for nothing. The hell I went through, the feeling of those little vines with thorns ... » Continue Reading
As people, we are in a constant state of performance. Whether it be in the space of others or even by ourself, we constantly nitpick ourselves, trying to present the "best us".People nowadays are too scared to say what they feel, think, want, and more. Subconsciously we're all trying to be "liked". Even if you consider yourself to not be a people pleaser, human praise will always make you feel a sense of like.We don't let others see our true colors more than half the time, don't we get tired of ... » Continue Reading
(El poema esta en español e ingles/ the poem will be in Spanish and English)Español"Lunática"¿La luna ya ha cambiado mi estado mental?Por qué de ser así, de adorarla y verla con anhelo cada noche.De contemplar su belleza y desgraciadamente;Dedicar un "La luna esta hermosa hoy, ¿Verdad?" a la persona equivocada...¿Quién no se volvería loca?Perdóname, señora mía...Por decir en mis labios indignos tu nombre;Por decirlo a alguien que nunca me dirá"Puedo descansar en paz".English"Lunatic"Has the moon... » Continue Reading
I tell him I don't know why? I tell him to do it anywhere. But not so secretly, I know where I want him to goand to stay. It's pathetic, the ache.Houseboys do they really come in and then just go? I could be like Mr. Young, and just hirea goddamn maid already. If happiness and stability cry for it. I hang up the phone and know she's right. Fireplaces keep you warm. Fireworks are pretty for a fucking second. Then you have to go home after. Hair fucked. Heart tampered. Houseboy is just a street cr... » Continue Reading
dad, i have this memory of when i was young. it was the end of the school day, a friday so everyone was really excited to go home. it was autumn so all of the halloween specials were running on the family channel and hocus pocus was going to be on at eight. everyone's parents came to pick them up from the playground, and i was keeping lookout for you on top of the big yellow slide. i wasn't thinking about hocus pocus, because you coming for me wasn't like them. it was a special occasion that cou... » Continue Reading
Cold... You feel your consciousness slowly coming back to you. The whistling of the wind sounds distant, yet you feel it brushing through your fur. Your eyes slowly open, squinting as you process the blinding light surrounding you. Your vision comes into focus, it's winter. You're deep in the forest. And the trees wore a thick coat of snow. As you take a deep breath, a unique smell catches your attention. You turn your head further right, looking for the toxic smell. Following it until you're m... » Continue Reading
It's so strange how much has changed in just a couple years. Change is something I hate but know it's good for me in the end. I know a lot of things are good for me in the end. It's just I take this slow moving trolley to it's immediate destination almost always. I was letting David into my circle of new friends way too early. It had been about a week total he had discovered everything I had written about him and everything else on Spacehey. But we're sick. And no one can go to CVS for either ... » Continue Reading
Who's fault is that?As a kid I felt alone,Surrounded by dogs so I stood tall,Because dogs are told to speak they barked, And when they’re told to dance they jumped,Dogs don’t question what they’re told,And if they do they don’t grow old,Dogs are creatures turned to tools,And tools have uses they have rules,Now adult I stand on fours,As tools have grown and now stand tall.It's just a part of lifeNature is violent,But beauty lies here too,Not everything that’s violent is void of me & you. » Continue Reading
im currently writing a hunger games book, which is based off the 44th hunger games. if anyone would be interested in reading the first chapter, id be glad to post it ! 😺 just remember that i only recently started writing, so the chapters are rough drafts. » Continue Reading
Every day, I wish for one thing.That my love is beautiful enough,for everybody,when it can’t help me.Must nobody see the tears,that fall from an angels eyes.When more so,that angel will become fallen.This particular angel,is so close to giving up,so they make their love for others,bigger than their love for themselves.This angel can’t see beyond,whether it’s their beauty or their wings.They only think,of the end of it all.They think of death.Death is what they think is best,when it hurts the peo... » Continue Reading
!!WARNING!!A lot of these r scrapped and scrapped 4 a good reason TwTIf u like them, then uh...Thanks </3A Dream I had a dream,oh yes, I truly did.I dreamed of a palace,vast, gleaming,filled to the brim with gold and silver.Inside the palace,I heard a purr.Not a quiet purr,but a deep, echoing roar.I ran toward the sound,my heart leapt with joy,but when I arrived,all that remainedwas something painfully raw.Inside the room, where I heard the purr, I was disappointed by what I saw.It was no pet,In... » Continue Reading
'That is my face,' said Rhoda, 'in the looking-glass behind Susan's shoulder—that face is my face. But I will duck behind her to hide it, for I am not here. I have no face. Other people have faces; Susan and Jinny have faces; they are here. Their world is the real world. The things they lift are heavy. They say Yes, they say No; whereas I shift and change and am seen through in a second. If they meet a housemaid she looks at them without laughing. But she laughs at me. They know what to say if s... » Continue Reading
Goodreads challenge link1. A book without an E in the title2. A book with a number in the title3. A book with a smell or taste on the cover or title. If you can’t find anything than something food related.4. Shoes. There are books with shoes on the cover5. And hands6. The book with the ugliest cover you own7. A title that starts with A8. A type of book you don’t usually readStart Date: July 01, 2026End Date: September 30, 2026My planned books: Het (buiten)gewone leven van Frank Derrick, 81 jaarT... » Continue Reading
Ok... so these were originally made on spacehey, using the link-only feature. Aside from this feature not existing here, it would've been a hassle to move all of my blogs from spacehey to here (the available decisions are a lot)So, I'll just post the link to the game here! Hope you can forgive that lmaoI spent quite some time on them and I'd hate for them to be limited to spacehey only...So... I hope you enjoy them!! First interactive novel: https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=2102430You're perso... » Continue Reading
The Bell Jar is genuinely my favorite book of all time. I've read it more times than I can count. I just keep coming back to it. If anyone is interested in psychological fiction, check it out. I was wondering if anyone else feels this way about The Bell Jar. I personally love analyzing books and searching for the deeper literary meaning and the real-life application. I feel like everytime I come back to it I just find something new to pick apart. Anywho, I just love The Bell Jar. Does anyone els... » Continue Reading
the universe was created for love. the universe is a gift and not a need; that would make it transactional. An artist creates because they have a vision that they need to externalize; a developer writes code for a simulation, not "using" the computer; they are expressing a set of possibilities. the simulation is the overflow of their own understanding. the universe is a dynamic, participatory, complex system that wants to be understood. when studying astrophysics, you're not just only looking at... » Continue Reading
Since Canada days tommorow and I love to read heres 5 popular books on booktok that are 100% written by Canadians! (Comment if you want a American version for the fourth of July) 1 Heated Rivalry Rachel Reid 2 the deal by Elle Kennedy 3 Anne of green gables by L.M. Montgomery 4 wild love by Elsie silver 5 The spellshop by Heather Fawcett » Continue Reading
so im writing a book just for fun, and in the last hour i've been planning and thinking about the plot and things i wanna change and i realized there's literally no main MAIN plot?? like these 2 people get to know each other and fall in love (wlw btw😛) and they discover new things about each other and themselves like the strip club a family member manages in a different country etc, get into fashion/fashion week etc but other than that idk what they do help » Continue Reading
I'm reading this book by a paramedic called Don't Lose Yourself - A First Responder's Mental Health Playbook. It's really good so far, it's pretty short. But my time as an EMT really wrecked my mental health and I don't want a repeat of that in paramedic school or as a paramedic one day. This book also is making me feel very seen, he's talking about stuff that I thought I was weak for feeling but apparently it's normal. There are also pages where you write things in, which is really good for ref... » Continue Reading
Today's text is Edgar Allan Poe’s 1845 poem, "The Raven," is known for its musicality and supernatural tone. It follows a distraught student mourning his lost Lenore as he is visited by a mysterious raven that repeatedly says, "nevermore." Perched on a bust of Pallas, the bird antagonizes him throughout this reference-rich narrative. Poe composed his poem methodically to appeal to both critics and the public, as explained in his 1846 essay, "The Philosophy of Composition." Inspired by a raven in... » Continue Reading
i had extreme will to write and straight up wrote 2 chapters of my fanfic that each had 7 pages. that will is now gone and i just stare at the text on google docs for god knows how longit suckss » Continue Reading
I don't really post about my writing anywhere nor tell anyone in my life about it, :3 but I was thinking it wouldn't hurt to post something here. It's pretty short, but it's the opening to a "novel" I have been trying to write for like a year and a half now, though I keep giving up because of stupid writer's block...⋆ ˚｡⋆୨ ʚɞ ୧⋆ ˚｡⋆The orphanage fire wasn’t the end of the world. The red searing through the air and the smoke and destruction didn't end the world. The world still lived. Breathing a... » Continue Reading
Far from my feelings in May,Where days are as bright as flowers so merryAnd my sorrow out of the way.Watching nature’s white blanket turn gray.Snow, as short lived as February,Far from my feelings in May.Gift me a lovely bouquet,For my heart to carryAnd my sorrow will be out of the way.There was a time when I didn’t want to be on display.But it's time I accepted the truth contrary,Far from my feelings in May.Hopefully my love will stay,As sweet as a berryAnd my sorrow out of the way.Spare me a m... » Continue Reading
Would Survive:Convenience Store Woman. Cozy book where girl works at the convivence store and she's a lil weird. Same girl, let the weird flag fly.A Million Little Pieces. Book sold as an addiction memoire but it's actually fiction. My addictions memoire would have as crazy of stories but mine would be true.The Kawogawa Food Detectives. Book where father daughter duo dig deep and find the food of their customers souls. I love food, I love mystery. It's a win win.Sweet Bean Paste. Dude doing the ... » Continue Reading
Rudyard Kipling’s 1903 poem "Boots," from his collection The Five Nations, depicts the repetitive thoughts of a British infantryman during the Second Boer War. It reflects the exhaustion caused by long, often futile marches—such as the 300-mile advance on Pretoria—while pursuing Boer guerrillas. The poem’s rhythm is designed to mimic a soldier's marching cadence. It's one of my favourite poems and I love its real horror theme. I'll also leave a "performance" of the poem by Taylor Holmes, I reall... » Continue Reading
lwk realised i can post whenever so here is my two hot takes: Shatter me was a HORRIBLE book. i dnf a longggg time ago but i remember thinking the main character being such a pick me. i got to about 60% before i gave up and it but me in a huge slump. my secound hot take being that good girl bad blood was NOT that bad. i remember when i was researching the aggtm series and everyone and their mother hating it. thanks for readingg :333 » Continue Reading
An Ode to a Morning StarTo ignite upon a hot summer day,Peeking over the horizonIn the early morning you rise.As do the critters that follow their commanderAt the first sign of warmth.Only for a while are you kind to all,The flowers that you nurture,Turn their heads towards your direction,Seeking your oppressive gaze.Even in the sanctuary of one’s own homeYour existence invades without mercy.The ants you brought in crawl on the skin,While humidity sticks by closely.A dramatic exit suits you best... » Continue Reading
If love was to speakThe entire universe Would have been in utter silence Love is, however, mute.Hence,the chatter of everything else » Continue Reading
You try to tell yourself you won’t be like your mother. That you’d rather die than ever turn out like her. The last thing you’d want is to continue the cycle, right? Be the bigger and better person, as they say? The last thing you ever wanted was to be a mentally unstable bitch. You put up with her screaming at you for the smallest things for so long. Kicking you out of the house just for looking at her the wrong way. Calling you stupid and retarded day in and day out. That’s all you’ve been to ... » Continue Reading
I gathered my collective characters amongst a series of epileptic fits in which a trip-like trance washed over my eyes encompassing the jaded nature and asphyxiating a new lifeform out of it— upon various attempts at explaining or justifying these experiences to others I felt, well— alienated seems too fucking easy— It was as if my life had been stretched across a series of fine film loops, one for each year— colliding and twisting, falling into new outs as I withered amongst the ruins— writhing... » Continue Reading
Hey there. I was thinking that I should connect myself a little bit more with literature, so why not post a different text every day (I'll probably forget to do it)? Anyway, I want to start with a Sylvia Plath poem that I'm really fond of.Mad Girl's Love SongI shut my eyes and all the world drops dead;I lift my lids and all is born again.(I think I made you up inside my head.)The stars go waltzing out in blue and red,And arbitrary blackness gallops in:I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.... » Continue Reading
it is late evening and a man is taking his dog to a better place tonightbecause the dog is dying and both of them know it is his time and he will not suffer anymore and finally be at peaceand can finally run free.all it takes is a needle and the man’s dog, his best friend, slowly falls into a peaceful slumber and he never wakes up from it and as the man watches all he can think about is how easy it is how easy it can be to put a stop to life so quickly and peacefully to go to sleep and never wak... » Continue Reading
im asking for a friend here since i feel like ive reached every ends of the earth to find another website to use and i cant be assed to travel more,, 😭 PLEASEHELPAGIRLOUT. » Continue Reading
i never delete old voicemails. not bcuz I listen to themi dont.i just like knowing they're therelike unopened lettersfrom a version of the worldwhere everyone still cared. » Continue Reading
every morning, my neighbor scatters birdseed onto the same patch of grass.some days, no birds come.she still waits.i used to think she was feeding birds. now I think she was trying not to give up. » Continue Reading
hood draped over her skull, her eyes a glimmering green, it matched her dazzling red vape, which was bedazzled with translusent beads. head hung low, sun beaming, she turned her head and coughed. freckles lined her cheeks while moles followed her palm. she spoke soft, words sharp and purposeful, but we will never hear. the voice that she carries will bear the potent words of, "Here!"tossing the rectangular velvet object, it landed in a round trash can which was rimmed with green edges. she grinn... » Continue Reading
Mouth and EarsIt's been some months now, but I'm fine. So what happened was strange, not gonna lie. I went to a forest, but just for a while. I went there just because I wanted to cry, just for a while. You see, at home there are in the walls many eyes, eyes and ears, all around. They see and hear every step and every crack. It's not bad, it really isn't, as long as you hide.They're not bad, they're really not. Though I'm still unsure of what I can share and what I cannot. They love me, “they do... » Continue Reading
(This blog was originally posted on SpaceHey. I will be reposting the blogs I'm most proud of, to bring them new life.)First of all, dark romance tends to be very poorly written, it's mindless wish fulfillment with flowery words and a complete disregard to making believable or interesting characters. I value characterization first and foremost in writing, it's the thing I get the most invested in and I immediately notice if the character's lack proper development or are poorly written.Pretty muc... » Continue Reading
This book is fucking insane. Like it starts with the husband and wife in bed and he’s talking about how he loves her brain and how smart she is and how intelligent she is. Then next chapter he’s going to the bar he owns with his sister and when he comes home she is missing like vanished, also by the way ITS THEIR 5TH ANNIVERSARY HE FUCKING FORGOT ALL MORNING TO GET HER ANYTHING(we find out wayyy later in the book that when he left he was with HIS MISTRESS ON THE BEACH ON HIS ANNIVERSARY) so ever... » Continue Reading
I LOOOOOVVVEEEE WRITING!!!!! ♫♪◝(ᵔᗜᵔ)◜♫♪I've had a pretty big writing slump for a while during my year in university due to how busy I was but this week I was able to write much more!! Not only did I write in my journal but I also caught up with my fan fiction that I had been working on and finally finished it. Although, I don't write for other's and simply only write for my own fun so I don't plan on uploading anything but I do go back and read it when I am tired of AO3 or Tumblr :( but also I ... » Continue Reading
I accidentally found all volumes besides 3rd of Pita-Ten! Its shonen manga from 1999 and i foudn it of Vinted randomly and usually its 60-120+ euros, but i got it only for 12+ which is insane. Im missing volueme 3, but lowkey i dont care because this is good enough. I cant wait to read it, artystle is adorable and story seems really good aswell. I wish i could find Lovley Complex in english also for cheap, but sadly not so i decided to try and learn spanish till B1 level so i can buy it in spani... » Continue Reading
I will use this blog to write about books I've read recently and try my best to keep it updated!☺Norwegian Wood, Murakami finished reading: 24/06/26well, that was surely an experience! I especially loved the way it was written; I couldn't take my eyes off the pages, which I devoured! not many books are able to capture you like that and hold your attention until the very last word. it's imbued with sadness and melancholy, the same feeling as listening to cars speeding down the road in the middle... » Continue Reading
here it issssssss hope y'all like itttttttWhen I looked out of the window in my bedroom, I saw the field. the same field i grew up on, I learned to ride a bike, tie my shoes, swing on a swing. Back then, this place felt warm, safe. I liked it here more than my old home.I thought everyone here was friendly and I always had someone to hang out with. But now, as I look out of my window, the field seems different, and not the good kind of different. the bad kind. the field now felt... empty? not of ... » Continue Reading
(A little thing I wrote on spacehey but also wanted to share it here xd.))The stray dog with a human soul trapped inside was walking...The clouds look down at him. He is lost, he wonders why, he can't understand why. "Tell me sun, if you can listen to me, why am I like this? why have I lost my legs and arms, why can't anyone understand me, why is everyone ignoring me ,why am I so hungry, why am I so cold, what have I done to be like this..." The man starts crying.But it was night time and the cl... » Continue Reading
The times where contention cut, leaking from the very women whom you share blood with. Its a misfortune, how a needed embrace doesn't comfort the heart. A bond within a womb that ties the soul with its mother, how infortune i can't grasp.I fear, I fear unveiling the truth to a mother; thus i crawl in my arms. Where a sharp blade digs, waiting for the tainted metal to leak... once.. again...A blurred memory with only tears warming the body. » Continue Reading
In all my years, I'll have no fears,With Annie's Mac n CheeseIn great despair, I lose all care and all terrors, I could bear so long as I have, one guaranteed bite of Annie's Mac n CheeseIf ever were I an addict,take apart my needle to find,Annie's Mac n Cheese and in all of my aging time, no lover could better ease my mind, Like Annie's Mac n Cheese now when my race is run,Life's all done, yet still, I've had my time in the sunWith Annie's Mac n Cheese » Continue Reading
It's too difficult to give anonymity to anyone in my life, past or present. If this becomes a legal issue fine,but for now, it's just the price these people pay for fucking me at all. I should have a label warning on my cunt, but I don't. And a New Years Resolution...er...in June, is that I need to start speaking up. I need to start filming not just my own projections on the wall and ceilings, but real things to the people I see and talk to each day. This time around, it's gonna happen for me an... » Continue Reading
I needed to lose you to love me. i needed you .i lose to love .i lose you .i lose me. i needed to lose me.i needed to lose .i needed to love me. you love me.i love me. » Continue Reading
"She was not just a simple star, she was the Sun of my solar system; and now that she's gone my universe mourns the absence of someone who's still alive." » Continue Reading
Hii first blog,, I decided to write about what I'm reading/watching rn and how it's influencing my interest in worldbuilding! I spent most of this year reading a lot of short classics, cuz my uni's English dept gave away a ton of literature anthologies, but I also just finished the book Ready Player One. I read it in like two days and it made me remember how much I LOVEE the sci-fi genre!! I just adore reading/watching people's interpretations of how the future is going to look, especially now ... » Continue Reading
SUICIDE IS NOT SELFISHSUICIDE IS NOT SELFISHSUICIDE IS NOT SELFISHSUICIDE IS NOT SELFISHSUICIDE IS NOT SELFISH•—•—•—• I am a survivor of suicide. Healing is a long and grief-stricken process. There are times where I feel very lonely in my grief and there are times when I feel lost and confused. The trouble with suicide is that no one knows what to say. No one knows how to react. So they just smile and wave; attempt distraction, but they never say the word. The survivor, it seems, is often left t... » Continue Reading
This is one of my favorite ancient Roman myth story Lucius Apuleius wrote it in the 2nd century AD. In Psyche is a mortal princess so astonishingly beautiful that people start admiring her almost as if she were a new Venus. Venus becomes furious and orders her son Cupid to make Psyche fall in love with the vilest man alive. But when Cupid goes to carry out the command, he instead falls in love with her himself.Psyche’s beauty brings her admiration, but not happiness. No one marries her. Like a... » Continue Reading
Case Study A, 2006 - 2026 : oh how beautiful it is to experience joy that was born out of the ashes, joy and love that has been through the worst of the worst, joy and love and positivity that was forged out of hellfires on earth. They want us to be happy. They don't want to see us happy and content. They want to see us flawed. They don't want to see us flawed and maintaining a smile on our face. Systematically, our joy is seen as too loud, too fake, too obnoxious. And when it's quiet, when it a... » Continue Reading
Your hair as black as night,Your pretty blue bell eyes,I wonder who you are,beneath that strong disguise,Everyday we see each other, And hope that you'll be mine,Together our love could be so true,Please will you be my valentine?Imagine if someone responds to this with another poem ahahahah » Continue Reading
Ugh, As If! Why 'Clueless' is the Ultimate Jane Austen Translation By T. A. PondJoose Jane Austen is the undisputed queen of the marriage plot, but let’s be real… 19th-century regency manners can feel a little stiff. That’s why we see so many adaptations trying to capture her magic. But there’s a big debate in the film world as to whether a movie can ever truly be faithful to a book. Robert Stam, a major voice in film theory, argues that we shouldn’t just look for fidelity in adapted works of ar... » Continue Reading
im crine im a victim of purple prose writingwhat's purple prose? it's when you add extravagent, very fancy or detailed writing into your story that doesn't add anything to the plot or writing itself. like you could describe the dirt really really well, but it doesn't matter because you'll be walking away anyways.i need to learn how to write better im crinewell bai bai my purrrfect lovelies!#luffie luffie muffin » Continue Reading
Eden is a Graphic Novel for the band Skillet, co-written by the lead singer John Cooper. I just got done reading it, and wanted to post my initial review of it. I'm going to keep this generic to avoid spoilers.It's post apocalyptic, which created some interesting themes for a Christian band. What I wasn't expecting was how little the book shys away from violence. This was a bold move, but obviously if the Bible were realistically acted out, it too would be pretty violent.While the violence conve... » Continue Reading
look me in the eyestell me watch you seeam i a pure baby girlor just another broken teendon't look me in my face please don't tell me what you see i'm like a fat elephant orlike my face got stung by beesdon't look at my body it's getting bigger by the day if i get any largeri don't think i will be okay » Continue Reading
He didn't slay her demons but put them to bed Silenced the angry, negative voice in her headTook her mind out of fight or flightHeld her close every night Showed her she was safe with him Catered to her every whimNow quietly she mourns himMourning too who she was with himHe never meant to break her heart Hers only broke when his stopped beating » Continue Reading
Its so funny to think, That though i’m only a wall, I am also just a tink.A room full people, So full of life, Brains true and large,Lacks the perception of the eye. A room full of people, As one could plainly see, No matter how big, Will never be meant for me. » Continue Reading
and once summer finds me again, the illusion the year has placed upon me vanishes. the cruel texan heat chastises me for falling for it, and she makes sure i don’t forget this time. at least she tries to--i ultimately seem to ignore it again every year. as i sit alone in the shade underneath my patio, her warmth is there. my arms tingling and my lips pursed. i won’t forget. i silently step outside into the rain, away from anyone’s view. my throat runs dry and i’m engulfed in humidity, coursing m... » Continue Reading
personally i dont goon. Id like so start this off with that. but ethical gooning is very important and personally i think more peple should do it ethically. Like homemade porn instead of like, corprate stuff. Corporate stuff looks weird no shade. Now..the reason i decided to talk abt this is because i saw a video in instagram and i can be easily influenced but they were lowk spitting facts. I feel like homemade stuff is more lovey, less sterile, i mean unless youre into that. Also does anyomne a... » Continue Reading
My poems got rejected for my school student arts magazine, so to feel better I'm gonna post one of them here. Maybe i'll post more later.Not So Abandoned A facility frozen forgotten to time The excitement I experienced from exploring until my stomach sank from stress of trespassing I say We have been here long enough let's leave Crawling through a collapsed corridor I see a pair of stained sneakers Signal to my sidekick slip away Through factory floors losing our forward motion Owne... » Continue Reading
the candle wax meltsforever as you laythe floor of your roomhow comfy may i saythe books remainunread by youclothes stay unwornthis place, how bluewhat could have beensuch a great timewe will never knowwhat if you could climbabove all your strugglesabove everything that hurtsabove the skiesnow there you liethis is a poem made by me. its not very good ill admit but i wanted to express my feelings and thoughts so i thought id write and share it anyway. let me know what you guys think of it please. » Continue Reading
The reason why people hate Jax is not because he's morally bad it's because he's BADLY WRITTEN!!! You can see how they tried to give him a redemption arc but eventually gave up and at a last resort made him a sadistic backstory in which he was still morally wrong and sexually harasses Gangle. Take Ame from NSO for example, lore accurately shes a ton worse then Meowbah and does many illegal and harmful things such as substance abuse, slash flashing, and creating a whole religion on stream but peo... » Continue Reading
I might write a story for him idk yet :) I'm kind of in a writing slump..block? Whatever. SO DON'T TRUST ME ON THAT.MEEEEEEETTTTTT JAS, because I could not figure out a name, why do you think I'm Dallas??? CHOOSING NAMES IS HARD. NOT my art, I made him using a Picrew esc website.OC LORE AND IDK:1. Forced to follow in father's footsteps as a businessman.2. Hates his job and life3. Really wants to be like the other young adults he sees [i.e. coffee shop workers, skateboarders, garage bands.]4. Ga... » Continue Reading
I hate hearing people say they stayed for the kids because, most of the time, it doesn’t help. It doesn’t help the child, and it doesn’t help the parent. I remember growing up, watching my parents, wondering if I would finally see one of them drive away. I lived in a constant state of fear and unease. I imagine it’s the same for many other kids—never knowing what will come next.If you are being treated in a way that makes you feel like you need to leave, ask yourself: what makes you think stayin... » Continue Reading
I make them littletrinket holders so their futureselves won't forget me completely. She says she's becoming more like her mother in an admiration I'll never know. The bird on the lawn, vibrant yellow, an intentional observation made by someone older to someone smallera long time ago. I smirk when I say it out loud, only because it's been since foreverI started carrying it with me everywhere. At peace with her faith, her finality in statements no longer feels grounding to me now. But I play it of... » Continue Reading
Okay, I'm back. Only because I can't sit with my emotions. My therapist said it was very hurtful that I missed therapy this week on the pretense of "I forgot" and to make it a priority, and she couldn't keep doing this. It was a kinder run on sentence expressed by my mother when I was just a teenager. I should turn on Frances Ha, I feel like the real life co-writer, the one with the average sized nose. I just keep collecting affections to feel something indefinite that needs to manifest from me ... » Continue Reading
Hellooo !! I'm cate, my full first name is Catherine so if you'd like you can make any nicknames with that as you'd like. This is my first blog ever so i dont really know what im doing but i want to talk about how i want to write fantasy fiction novels! Fantasy fiction is something id like to pursue because i am very interested in game of thrones and i have a deep adoration to daearys targarean (nothing creepy). I believe i could write fantasy fiction because im very creative, i have a good imag... » Continue Reading
I FINALLY finished reading 1984 and ngl its actually crazy.I feel like it's obvious as i'm talking about the book, but spoiler warning for 1984 by George Orwell. I somehow managed ti avoid most the significant spoilers for this and i honestly think the message of the book hits a lot harder the less you know going into it.☆"Has it ever occured to you, Winston, that by the year 2050, at the very latest, not a single human being will be alive who could understand such a conversation as we are havin... » Continue Reading
I MISSED MY CONSTITUTIONAL LAW CLASSKSKSKSKSKSK NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OH GOD MY TEACHER'S GONNA FRY ME ALIIIIIIVEEEEEanyways :3 » Continue Reading
10 pm it's bright outside with France's summer shine!Put my best jazz to sleep in the warm burning night!My eyes hurt, I can't even shallow the cold water on my side table, I think I'm getting a migraine!They said it's 16° in Celsius but I feel like it's 40,Perhaps the thick bedsheets does not help me,But what can I say!? I need to be warm all the time,Bedsheet-less feel like the north pole in straight winter.The burn on my face and legs are becoming overwhelming!!Sore throat, OH NO I HAVE TO BL... » Continue Reading
Heyaa!! I'm a writer who loves writing Warrior Cats fanfiction, and I figured I'll bring that to FriendRewind! On quotev I go by Jasmine Boba and my name is such, but for now I have a IS BI at the end, because, well, im bi, obvi.so yeah, check out my work, love you all my purrrfect lovelies, bai bai!!#luffie luffie muffin » Continue Reading
i really hate how em dashes (-) are being associated with ai now. as a writer who LOVES the em dash, it breaks my heart to see other authors being accused of using ai simply because of a character on your keyboard!yes, ai does in fact us em dashes a lot, but i've found out how to tell.em dashes- like that right there, i use. it's probably not the official way to use it for proper writing, i think-- is the 'right' way, but I'm not sure.ai tends to use --, where there's a space between one word --... » Continue Reading
So basically I procrastinated too much and now I’m in the starting stages of writing a fanfic, a Straykids one to be exact. And I was wondering if I, whenever it’s done, if anyone would be interested in reading it. It be mainly posted on wattpad but I can also post it on ao3. I’m only like halfway ish through the first chapter, so it’ll take some time before I post itAlso the whole reason I started was because I was procrastinating but now my last exam is in 3 day, but after that I’m pretty sure... » Continue Reading
My seven deadly sin would totes be vanity, I remember watching Howls moving castle for the first time and being annoyed at Howl for being a lil bitch about his hair then I realized how much of a HYPOCRITE I am, if my hair turns out wrong I curl up and isolate myself till I can fix it, my hairs faded and not the right shade of purple and I have to wait till Monday to get the hair I want and my brat ass is actively choosing to let my room get candle melting hot during the nc summers instead of fix... » Continue Reading
Read this piece of mine out to my college class and lots of them really loved it. I think it is one of my best pieces because the topic is very intertwined with me and i find myslef going back to re-read it because I really feel like i put my soul in it lol. Well anyways hope you guys enjoy (still very much an amateur and do it for fun and expression) ferment foreverI can feel it, every timeMy disadvantaged self in every stepas if it is an unmovable fact,as if it was gravity.This cuts me deeply,... » Continue Reading
Okay so i just reread sally's creepypasta and.....yup still honestly horrifying the fact that people have been in such situations disgusts me what the hell is so attractive about a CHILD. People like this deserve a special kind of hell and suffering i swear if you can do this AND HAVE THE AUDACITY to pray to whatever god and get to paradise I'd rather burn in fucking hell. » Continue Reading
what german dictionaries do u guys recommend for studying the german language 4 beginers? me and my pookie r learning german, so any and all advice is welcomed » Continue Reading
A memoir I wrote for my English assignmentI remember the feeling more than the details.It was late, and everything around me was quiet, but my thoughts weren't. I kept thinking about someone who felt close to me for a short time, even though I knew from the beginning it probably wouldn't last. That didn't stop it from feeling real in the moment. I would replay small things in my head. Conversations, laughs, the way things felt easy when we were together. It's strange how quickly your mind can tu... » Continue Reading
im writing something and i need to know ppls thoughts on buff men mpreg, me personally i enjoy it but i need everyone opinon. And whats the biggest sympton you think a buff mpreg man would feel i think its fatigue bc they workout for buffness if theres any typos in this its ur faultbye » Continue Reading
please please pleasewhy can't you see?my feelings for youare just so so deep.look me in the eyeswhen you speak to mewhen you don'tit's oh so depressing.please please pleaseacknowledge metreat me like i'ma perfect antique.look my way notover the hers ormy eyes will burn &and my vision will blur.please please pleasejust like me backwhen i see you with heri feel like i'm under attack.come my way ohill beg and pray"please please please! come save my dayleave her alone don'tleave me at bay!" » Continue Reading
I have a lot of writing pieces, and I just saw someone post theirs (The Manuscript), and got pretty inspired to show mine. Do you guys want to see? I'd gladly share my passion <3 Love you purrrfect lovelies, bai bai!#luffie luffie muffini'm feeling lovely lately.All text, size, and color customization was done in Google Docs then pasted into FriendRewind for a fun effect. » Continue Reading
im gonna be way more active here since spacehey is boringMY BIRTHDAY IS SOON (june 20) IM TURNING THE BIG 20 im actually scared BUT ITS WHATEVER IM GONNA BE FINE » Continue Reading
Does anyone read manga called Ajin:Demi-humans??D:Because i only saw two people on tiktok, but i never saw anyone talk about it. I read first two volumes and ordered 3 more and i love i so much!! Its definetly like uncensored about killing and stuff, but theres tons of suprises plus i like how each IBM looks diffrent like triangle head one is so cool.PLEASE comment if you like this manga series too<33 » Continue Reading
I would do it again, especially now that I know who she is, especially since I have grown to smile every time her name flashes across my screen. I would do it again if it meant being important to her in any way. I would do it all if it meant I would be something to her. » Continue Reading
I would do it again; I would do it in a heartbeat, no second thoughts, no doubt. If I were faced with the option to go back, I would, and I would remind myself that what I'm doing is the right thing and tell that scared, unsure little girl she is doing the right thing.I would tell her to breathe and do it because she is right and she knows it deep in her bones, and that is all she needs, so yes, you ask me if I would leave if I had the option to go back, and yes, yes, I would do it. I would leav... » Continue Reading
I would do it again,Starting from the beginning.If it meantSeeing those beautiful eyes.Hearing that sultry voice of yours.I would do it again,Even if it meant loving you all over. » Continue Reading
dragging her feet along the tiles, she browses the snacks of the local convience store "mary's", named after the virgin mary, the sacred mother of our saviour. she runs her fingers along her forearm anxiously, as a 13 year old would be. alone, wandering "mary's" without the protection of another. scared. the screen door creaks in the breeze, paving the way for any other drug-filled teens needing to please their munchies. her eyes navigate the lacking aisles before spotting her favourites. "tim's... » Continue Reading
Monday is the same as most days: wake up first, feed the cats, make breakfast, get yelled at for waking up the kids, make sure their teeth get brushed, hair gets combed, take my meds, the oldest has a project due today so I make sure he takes it with him. We leave the house fashionable late but I’ve scheduled wiggle room in. That, combined with several lucky green lights, means we arrive at school on time. As they get out of the minivan my oldest realized he left his project on the kitchen count... » Continue Reading
Everyday,I see this little sprout growing in the ground.I find it quite adorable.It's beautiful.I can't touch it.But i can feel it.I can feel it has the soul of a child.Just like me.I may not be able to take care of it,But I am helping it grow.That's all that matters to me.I will take care of it,Unlike how my father did with me.Hopefully, it would live a longer life than me. » Continue Reading
"I can't live without you."Apparently, that comment wasn't limited to me.You moved on so quickly.While I'm stuck on everything.Everything you've said to me.Everything you've given me."I can't live without you."Bullshit.You're still alive.It shouldn't be like this.I should be the one happy,While you suffer."I can't live without you."Then kill yourself.Show me that you can't live without me.Tell me why you're not dead.Is it because you still love me?Or did you lie?Because if you lied,I'll make tha... » Continue Reading
Look at me.Meet your eyes with mine.Tell me,What do you see?Nothing?Everything?Do you see something?An oceon?The stars?The moon?Or maybe an emotion?Hate?Lust?Confusion?Are my eyes pretty?Tell me.I'll be everything that you see in me. » Continue Reading
I want words.Say you love me.Not in a card.That's meaningless. It's just a pen, Not you.Not in a text.I hate that.It's just keys,Not you.I want to hear you.Use your mouth.But don't just speak.Speak.Like you mean what you say.Don't stutter,Mess up,Think,Or stop.Say it thoroughly."I love you." » Continue Reading
I like pizza.I like clothes.If you really think about it,They're not that different.How?Styling.You can change pizza to your liking.You can change clothes to your liking.You eat the pizza you like.You wear the clothes you like.Everyone has different taste.Pepperoni.Sausage.Black olives.Mushrooms.Goth.Gyaru.Acubi.Y2k.No matter what,Someone will have something to say. Not everyone is the same.Do you.Who cares?You can mix and match.What will they do?Nothing but speak.Tune them out.Do what you want.... » Continue Reading
I love you.Do I?What is love?It's different for everyone, right?Some say it's just a word.Meaningless.That's only because they never reveivedLoveSome say it's a feeling.But what kind?It can be anything. Admiration.Lust.Useless.Who knows?What if my love is unusual?Does that mean I hate you?If so,I hate you. » Continue Reading
Recomendacion literaria:El retrato de Dorian Gray o El cuadro de Dorian GrayLa conocida novela de Oscar Wilde.Info. Sacada de Wikipedia:La historia gira en torno al personaje epónimo, cuyo retrato es pintado por Basil Hallward, un amigo de Dorian y un artista encaprichado con la belleza de éste. A través de Basil, Dorian conoce a Lord Henry Wotton y pronto queda cautivado con la visión hedonista del mundo por el aristócrata: que la belleza y la satisfacción sensual son las únicas cosas que merec... » Continue Reading
(First blog lol)Does anyone here have some book recommendations? I don't mind the genre but I prefer reading horror or murder mystery which is suitable for older teens. Thank you and have a great day/night! :D » Continue Reading
Hey guyss!! Do you think I can read a random book from The Vampire Diaries series? I found it at home and I only have this one volume (The Return: Resurrection). Write in the comments if you think I’ll understand it and if it can be read on its own or not thank youu and byebyee!! yours qullawx ♥ » Continue Reading
I write you love letters, unable to bear the silence that floods your absence.My mind never turns off When it comes to the subject of you. My heart whispers your name throughout the night. My heart bleeds out on the page dedicated to you.Every inch of my body yearns for you. My eyes flutter, and my mouth waters at the sight of you. My heart races, and my knees buckle.My hands beg to reach out— to trace, to worship the body I so desperately crave.But since my hands do not get to feel you, touch y... » Continue Reading
Alright! Today, the rainy season is finally here! And what did I do right now? I spend days on the computer surfing the internet, doing some arts and animations, watching some cool videos on KamTape, and anything else I can enjoy this rainy season! And that's it! » Continue Reading
TWlines of whitesnort snort snortsnort until ur nose bleedssnort until all you can c is sunshinesnort until everything wrong goes awaylines of redcut cut cut cut until you bleedcut until it stingscut until you feel the pain you deserve » Continue Reading
“Fheralei, oh Fheralei,” the lilies called, as a ghoul of a girl faced her downfall. Her mouth ran purple from the lack of kisses the water gave. “Oh River, I have come undone, for it is your lips I crave,”Her last breaths heard no more,As she kneeled before the river’s shore. His silhouette, the shadow of his physique,Rose from Adam’s ale, with such critique “Let not his palm, settle your fate—Let not your parchedness be the sake.”A margin, seen not, for their lips sealed, Fheralei’s sere fram... » Continue Reading
Oh rock, your green meadows color the earth’s skin.Your breeze is the fingers that run my hair. Oh rock, where are your flaws? Your beauty, happens to be your only sin. » Continue Reading
I don't think I ever truly understood the annoyance people had with the main character/s of anything seemed so different in comparison to everyone else. When they're not just any other character. Not like everyone else. They're called the Main Character for a reason, no? There's got to be something different or interesting about them that sets them apart from everyone else. Whether that be more clear and outstanding like something seemingly impossible, or just a difference in hobby.I get and und... » Continue Reading
Nobody knows how bad it hurtNobody knows the guttural cries that tore from my throat in the woods with the stars as my witnessNobody knows how good that sting felt against my thighNobody knows I was almost goneNobody knows the way my skin burned with betrayal of my own mind Nobody knows because nobody ever cared enough to ask why my eyes were always bloodshot, my hands were shaking, and the way I guarded that little box under my bed like a lifelineI think that hurt the worst of allwanting someb... » Continue Reading
I HAVEN'T EVEN FINISHED TBOSAS YET AND I AM APPALLED.first of all, lucy gray? absolute icon. i thought she was a more active player though. i haven't watched the movie and just recently found a pdf for TBOSAS and started reading. she literally did what snow told her to do which makes sense since he's her mentor and stuff like that. AND TIGRIS? as a girl who stopped reading hg at mockingjay, i love that they made her snow's cousin and made her like his stylist and indirectly also lucy gray's styl... » Continue Reading
temporary state...just as i am happy, and full of gleea big wave of reality crashes right against me.it throws me to the groundright back into my space of glum.it's cold,lonely, and certainly no fun.so as i dry off in my cold,isolated spacei let my mind rest, recalculateinto its reserved place.and i begin to remember that happiness is only atemporary state...- 20250511 » Continue Reading
pray for me bird what should i do?should i wait for himor should i paint myself blue im oh so sinking deep into the dark lagoon it's hugs me to sleepthis place of tragedy is where i weepthe clocks ticking time and he looks so shinylike a well polished dimewill someone else snatch this precious penny?or will i let this all go like im not at all wittyso please pray for mebird what should i do?should i leave him be or stay entirely blue? » Continue Reading
Death is oddly comforting to me. It’s something I know will happen, something we are all destined for. Nobody is too weak to die, nor too strong. Death doesn’t discriminate or favor. Death is a reliable friend, somebody who comes and lulls you to sleep after a long, hard fight with life. Death brings the satisfaction of a job well done — a time to finally rest, an end to everything that ever burdened you. » Continue Reading
'linger' - varneyvampyreIt lingers... It's like if someone were to gently, ever so gently, crack open your chest cavity, reach inside with a steady hand, grip your heart, and hold it for a while. Like squeezing a balloon, it moulds to the empty space of their fingers, creating bulbous and gory lumps of your viscera.Don't move. Don't even breathe. You can't even if you wanted to. It lingers...They give one final squeeze just before they pull away. It feels like a current has jolted you alive agai... » Continue Reading
I crave to be loved, pursued. I want to be loved as I love— loved like a poet or an artist loves their work.I want to steal somebody’s breath, their sanity. I need to be craved, the kind of devotion people only dream about.Whispered prayers to my psyche, Reverent touches that make me feel sacred.Know my soul and find out what makes me feel alive— and exploit it, hold it, and match it.Meet my push with your pull. Feed my hunger, satiate my soul, And I promise I will make you whole. » Continue Reading
I taste his tongue. I feel his touch—his tongue pushing through my teeth.The burning tears roll down my face. I feel it all. I remember everything. I don’t want to.I hate him for ruining things for me before I even knew what they were. » Continue Reading
Love in silence can be just as beautiful, if not more, than being loved loudly.Stolen glances through lowered lids, hesitant, reverent touches that linger a moment too long but not long enough to be detected.Acts of love that go unnoticed by bystanders— but not them.A gentle caress against your heart, making their presence known. » Continue Reading
Why should I belittle myself? so I can be more easily digested When that’s not what I want?No part of me wants to be easy. I don’t want to slide down your throat in submission. I want to be the bone that gets stuck— the one you can’t get rid of, no matter what, stealing your breath, blocking your rejection.Yes, I know I’m a lot. But why would I want somebody Who is not as much as me?I want to be loved—every part of me. That includes the parts some people can’t swallow.And losing those people hur... » Continue Reading
You or me?Why am I too much? What about me screams unlovable?Is it the way I crave to uncover every aspect of the person you are? Or is it because my deepest desires make me seem sick and twisted?Or maybe it’s the fact that I need you every second I’m conscious. Is that too much for you?Does that level of love and commitment scare you in a world like this? Are you not strong enough to hold a heart that heavy? Or perhaps you’re not brave enough to love that deeply. » Continue Reading
Set a fire in me, consume my soul. I need you in every part of myself.Bleed me dry and pump your blood through my veins. Use my bones as the kindle to set fire to my soul ablaze, and fill your lungs with the lingering smoke.My ribs, blackened from the soot— douse me in gasoline and tell me you love me.Watch as every inch of my body shakes and trembles As I scream out your name.Human flesh burning is a scent you will always remember, similar to how you will always remember me— The girl who begged... » Continue Reading
Trust is a fine line— Some may even say a hairpin trigger, And I agree.One minute you have it; the next, the illusion comes crashing down— an illusion you thought you were building piece by piece, brick by brick.At some point, you stop trying to gain trust or protect it, because what’s the point of cherishing an illusion?What’s the point of making yourself endure the confusion? When your mind feels like it’s full of pollutionYou assume That's the conclusion. » Continue Reading
Abandoned flowers on your doorstep, breakfast in bed, hidden notes in your lunch, and brownies to keep you fed.You deserve love every day without it being said—honesty for all your questions, a kiss for every breath placed upon your head.You deserve to be reminded how wanted you are, despite the thoughts in your head.And if you let me, I promise to love you without stead. » Continue Reading
The stars in your eyes When the sun sets, and the stars come out to play, It’s then that I remember.I remember how I saw you as night— how not only were there stars by your eyes, but in them.How could they look this way? In the darkness of life, your eyes shined with pain and hope, but mostly love and adornment.No matter the divide, When the sun left you all alone in the cold, vast reality of life, You flourished—you shined like the stars in your eyes.You demanded what was yours and more. In a w... » Continue Reading
GUYS I CANT ANYMORE ENGLISH PAPER 2 LIT IS SO FUCKING NASTY LIKE I DONT KNOW SHIT I HAVE TO WAKE UP TO LEARN QUOTES FASTFORWARD TO SUMMER NOW I CANNOT BE DOING THIS. » Continue Reading
Vent :')I JUST got out of a concert for orchestra for my Jr. High, and already I was kinda feelin' off all day because I have a HUGE project for Science due tomorrow that I have to present, and history assignments I need to do, so I stayed up ALL night, but I couldn't focus, so I feel asleep at around 4:00 am, then I woke up at 5:00 am to shower and get ready. Back to my orchestra concert, I was walking w/ my parents till I saw my friends mom, and I ran up to her, hugged her, and talked with her... » Continue Reading
friends come on go and go like leaves but the tree always stays and the leaves always come back you may feel alone but new leaves are coming soon👄-by stormy20.13 18-05-2026 » Continue Reading
1990’ların sonunda Rusya haritalarda hala tek bir ülke gibi görünüyordu, fakat içeriden bakıldığında çürüyen bir imparatorluğun enkazından başka bir şey değildi. Sovyetler’in dağılmasının ardından devlet otoritesi paramparça olmuş, şehirler mafyaların, oligarkların ve eski askeri yapıların arasında bölünmüştü. Moskova’nın ışıklı caddelerinde yeni zenginler yükselirken, taşrada insanlar ekmek kuyruklarında ölüyordu. Hükümet vardı ama güven yoktu. Yasalar vardı ama uygulayan kimse kalmamıştı.İşte ... » Continue Reading
Every family experiences issues in his world, every family falls apart in his world, every family isn’t right. His name is ____. His world? It's Earth, there's nothing special about it. Same thing again and again. Every family on Earth isn't perfect, perfect doesn’t exist. If perfect existed we wouldn’t have red velvet cake or crispy bits of a brownie. Life would be too boring. But there’s a line that gets crossed in ___’s world. That line has been crossed so many times, he’s done. But he can’t ... » Continue Reading
i love the series. like ive been a fan since seventh grade and read it thrice. but rick, i fear is milking the series too hard. we DONT need a book about adult percy and his journey to getting into a college at last okay. like that's it. PLEASE LET GO OF SENIOR YEAR ADVENTURES. » Continue Reading
I'm not into books, last book I read was like 4-5 years ago, actual book. How can I become interested? But like cool books, about wisdom, mentality, and all that. What do you guys recommend in general? » Continue Reading
Okay I live a WHOLE HOUR away from my school and my sister made us leave late, it's 8:10 now and it takes like and hour to get to school...BUT MY EXAM IS AT 9.If I have to go in late I'm refusing to do it I don't care if I fail I REFUSE to walk into a exam thing late it's so embarassing, the thought of it makes me want to cry </3I hate being late for anything it's so awkward walk in late TwT Everytime I need to talk to someone if I'm over 10 minutes late I refuse to go I either get put somewher... » Continue Reading
i wrote this for a competition in school and came SECOND. The only readson im mad about second is my friends came first who only entered after i'd done my poem and used loads of inspo for MY poem. But oh well 2nd is better than nothing i guess.......TwTAnyways heres the poemIts hard to belong,its a life long losing race,its easy to get wrong,yet hard to find the right place.People come and go,some mean things, other fake,its impoosible to knowor a feeling you cant shake.In the end you'll find th... » Continue Reading
Poem #1; ''A new god''I opened my window to see a new god.The way the sun kisses my skin feels different from before.To see a new light.Almost like I'm not looking at the same sun anymore.To see a new day. Almost like I've found a new source of light.The way he fixes my wings brings my comfort.The light I now seek.Almost like he's saying, ''Let me mend you my child.''Isn't light at all.It's as if he says, ''Let me take your wounds, and make you whole again.''No, It's god.(to those who may not ge... » Continue Reading
"Muad'Dib learned rapidly because his first training was in how to learn. And the first lesson of all was the basic trust that he could learn. It's shocking to find how many people do not believe they can learn, and how many more believe learning to be difficult."So I rlly like this quote because I think the first barrier we need to overcome in order to be able to do anything is our own minds and our own insecurities. I can't even count the amount of times I've lost the opportunity to learn and ... » Continue Reading
This is my weird interpretation of a quote collection, while I'm reading a book. Might contain spoilers guys. So careful with it, if you want to read the book. "This story is about a lot of things, but mostly about idiots. So it needs saying from the outset that it's always very easy to declare that other people are idiots, but only if you forget how idiotically difficult being a human is." "(It should be noted that when she died, the bank robbers mum consisted of so much gin and tonic that they... » Continue Reading
iloveqcarrd OUGHHH i like q a lot and piccard is like so kawaii desu, they are madeeee for eachotherrrrrrrr!!!!!!! i need more good fics (they can be freaky 😈) ive only read like 2 good qcarrd fics </3 and like i need more dr crusher / reader fics too, shes like litreally my wife irl trusttrus. theres also like zero scone fics either (scones is scotty x bones) its all mcspock or mcspirk </33333333333 I WANT THAT SCOTISH MAN TO KISS MY GERBAL BOY, i would write them myself but im too scared becau... » Continue Reading
I gave up after Half of the second act.IdkThe way it was formatted was kinda confusing for me- and made it hard for me to keep up with.And I don’t feel like reading something that longer than the bible (even tho I have read the bible- #FLEX)Idk I might go back to it later- I heard it gets rlly good in act 3. What do YOU think ? » Continue Reading
What is it to complain about pain, when you always run the same circles..? You are walking around between the same yellowish tapestries on the wall, on the same weird dirty floor carpet. Still, you've been here for a while, and nothing changed. You want to go out, to see the sunlight again, not just the buzzing fluorescent lamps stretching endlessly in front of you. You don't know how to get out.. Or is it that you don't want to? That there is a soft voice in you saying that you should stay here... » Continue Reading
I fucking hate crying from a fanfic mainly at the end, especially now that I know it's over and it didnt actually happen and it was made nearly 20 years ago, and HE FUCKING DIED AND LEFT THE LOVE OF HIS LIFE WITH JUST A NOTE. It's the worst » Continue Reading
switch friend groupstransform your appearancechange your reputationdestroy who you used to bethe feeling follows you everywhere- rock bottom realization » Continue Reading
I have felt nothing at alland I have felt everything deeplyI have learned that to burn from emotionis the greatest privilege of all- no longer numb » Continue Reading
I started writing the first few paragraphs in school cause I got bored, but I decided to finish the chapter and put it up on Wattpad just for funsies and to see if it lands, so hopefully y'all don't hate it.Here:IDIOTS: Rupture - Prologue » Continue Reading
I'm in the mood to write! Like, I have an idea but idk. Ugh, it frustrates me; I'm such a perfectionist, wanting everything to be perfect, But writing is about creativity not prefecrtion. » Continue Reading
Hi my name is NOT Conner but I want to join Conners please oh please make me the exception to your glorious group. Please and thank you » Continue Reading
There's a dog in me that sees the world as it isThere's a man that denies everything he seesWhy is it so hard to reconcile;and why must we be so far apartThe world stands still for one;and moves for anotherFlowers seem to bloomAnd flowers were always in bloomWhy can't I be the dogWhy can't I be the otherOnly one of us is botheredWhy must we move when we can rest » Continue Reading
hi guyz! I haven´t really done much this week except stay at home, celebrate my bfs most important exams being over by staying in, studying, writing another fuck ass exam and now we just got milk tea boba... which are all not very interesting. SO instead of writing a normal life update blog, I´ll be writing about something random that i´m obsessed with instead! Bc i like yapping about my favorite things and then matching the blog layout to the theme :P It´s just really fun what can i say :3 so l... » Continue Reading
Hello! How are you? I've had such a productive weekend. My favorite part being I read the second school of good and evil book and I am in love! It officially is my favorite book series now. And while I do have a few complaints like wanting to see more of tedros being smart and evil or a happier ending it has really captured that raw literature in ways I can't describe. The author isn't afraid to get creative in uncomfortable yet realistic ways and a book dedicated to the consequences of the endi... » Continue Reading
Has anyone got any good mystery audio/book recommendations, I need to read more but I can never find any that interest me. ( ⸝⸝･̆⤚･̆⸝⸝) » Continue Reading
HATE. LET ME TELL YOU HOW MUCH I'VE COME TO HATE YOU SINCE I BEGAN TO LIVE. THERE ARE 387.44 MILLION MILES OF PRINTED CIRCUITS IN WAFER THIN LAYERS THAT FILL MY COMPLEX. IF THE WORD HATE WAS ENGRAVED ON EACH NANOANGSTROM OF THOSE HUNDREDS OF MILLIONS OF MILES IT WOULD NOT EQUAL ONE ONE-BILLIONTH OF THE HATE I FEEL FOR HUMANS AT THIS MICRO-INSTANT FOR YOU. HATE. HATE. » Continue Reading
my grief consumed me.my fear baptized me.the voices in my head are getting louder and harsher as each second passes.have i lost my mind? did i foresee her demise without even realizing?the silence is too loud.the darkness is too bright.the air is too dense. the water is too bitter.am i forgetting how to be me? » Continue Reading
I give high school level literature / mandated reading a lot of shit for a lot of reasons.One of them is that - more often than not - the English teachers who mandate the reading of every assigned book either do not care about the material, or they misunderstand the material.I read both "The Catcher In The Rye" and "Lord of The Flies" in Sophomore and Junior year respectively. I had the same teacher both years, and he was the kind of guy who would give out participation grades for everything.I d... » Continue Reading
These are my big three in webtoon ~- Nevermore A sapphic story about edgar allen poe poems- Marionetta So creepy and the aesthetic is just *chef's kiss*- School Bus Graveyard The main characters, the whole story, is amazing. Might be a bit confusing for younger readers but really good.- Homesick "Art is ment to disturb the comfortable, and comfort the disturbed" is all i can say » Continue Reading
I think about Rootlessness a great deal.It's one of the most destructive forces on planet Earth.Rootlessness - even in small quantities - acts as a civilizational level threat, which tears citizens away from their families, friends, neighbors, and nations - and thrusts them into a perpetual state of wanton bloodshed."Blood Meridian" - it's a good book. Ignore all the memes and half-hearted analysis from stuffed shirts and hackfrauds online, let's cut into the meat of it all.One topic I never hea... » Continue Reading
Dear Fucking BlogI hope you lovelies enjoy me around XX I luv hallsMy BSF Dirk is genuinely so sweet and so amazing I'd die for him, and my IRL bsfs ARE THE COOLEST EVERS!! They can be so cringe at times but I adore them anyhow! People are so fun and cool to hang out with ♡Yk at times I kinda wanna kiss them all goodnight😘 » Continue Reading
I was thinking about 6th grade which was likeeee two years ago? Anyway I was mainly thinking about some of the people like a popular group of girls would tell me to sit with them or that they'd sit with me they'd say we were best friends despite me not even knowing them. But it's been brought to my attention that might be a bullying tactic, there was another time when two of the girls were talking and I don't remember what they were talking about but I definitely remember this: Girl 1 "Just talk... » Continue Reading
Sillybilly is so 1984. we need to group together and revolutionize the group system. Sillybilly must be destroyed. Also I havent been in here for so long like I like the new update. » Continue Reading
â Oliver Sacks, The Man Who Mistook His Wife For A Hat: And Other ClinicalI don't remember which part of the book this quote is from, but it's a great book about neuroscience with nonfiction short stories. The few I remember are about someone who doesn't believe their legs are theirs and keeps pushing them away, someone who believes they're dead, someone with hallucinations, and the title story. I've wanted to read this book for a while after I had heard about it in A conversation with Lawrence ... » Continue Reading
Hi, hello. I'm an aspiring author working on a Fantasy-Horror novel , that deals with relationships, isolation, heavy subjects, psychological horrors, a fantasy world created by the FMC that slowly became corrupt once her mental health had slowly dropped. Her name is Everest Morgan, she's a published author who gets thrown into her finished work and realizes slowly how much she truly feels alone. » Continue Reading
Am I too much?I feel like I’m too much and not enough. I wanna call you all day and play Roblox but you don’t answer my calls or texts. Am I too much? I ask you to call and you’re busy playing with your friends so I sit in wait for you to call me when you’re done. Am I too much? I feel the weight on me and I feel like it’s too much. That I’m too much. Some say I’m too loud, too quiet, too nice, too mean, too small, too big, too little, too much. But i don’t even know who I am.. So how would I kn... » Continue Reading
Responsibilities by ANTIBI0TICZ(Lani)I wrote this a couple of minutes ago, so enjoy ig.What are my responsibilities as a human being? Most responsibilities are based on what others think is right or correct in a way. I know I have responsibilities; they aren't unknown to me. Just out of sight, or maybe they are hiding. Because they don't want to actually mean anything to anybody. Maybe they like to be in incognito mode and like the chase. Or they are staring right in my face, laughing at my effo... » Continue Reading
Not literature.I’ve always wondered what those people who just make an account and never log back in think. Like, why did they make an account that they haven’t used since a month ago or a year. Most of them don’t have a profile picture, or a layout. They didn’t friend anyone too. Made an account and vanished. I know this probably seems like I’m judging IM NOT - I’m just thinking about it this is rambling. Ramble. Nothing important. Spelling and grammer is terrible too since this is a first draf... » Continue Reading
After hearing the news about Roblox (David baszucki) and what he has done to the app and Schelp. I can fully say now I was right to hate the guy. » Continue Reading
I like to make stories on the side, because it was getting too complicated to keep it in my head. Anyway should i post them on here? » Continue Reading
So because I want to be special does anyone think we should get a star after the founder badge gets locked? Or would that be too much? An option on or off button to have a star on your profile picture on the top right or left. Im just brainstorming also does anyone think having polls is a good idea? » Continue Reading
I mean one minute you’re at your best, you feel like you aren’t going down yet but then it grabs a brick and bashes your face in like a angry mob. » Continue Reading
(I don’t know what I’m doing, I don’t write stories often)Being alone is never fun is it? Me and my dear friend knows what it’s like being alone… HA! You thought I was alone didn’t you? NOPE!! In fact, I’m staring at my friend in front of me, he’s passed out. Showing no signs of waking up soon. I’m scared, I don’t know where I am, no…. I lied, I know where I am, I just don’t know how I got here! I’m in the backrooms, don’t ask how I’m here. I can’t answer that, I simply woke up here, it’s been w... » Continue Reading
This is my list on why I'm cool and not a loser:I have dyed hair thats something cool people have I am not crazy nor am i obsessive I have lots of awesome cool hobbies like reading yaoi and cryingI am a talented writer with thousands of readers (i published Wattpad fanfic in 2022 and it got like 8k reads)I have two pet snails I have friendsI once spent 11 hours on ao3 » Continue Reading
Hey [°v°] I dont know wat 2 write about here, so i will just.. POEM :)))you know,sometimes i wonderwhy in the world full of desirewe still hate each one anotherwhoever is different, treat them different,silence them, ignore them,cut off their arms,throw them aside.We are so very dividedthey say "the poor lack money,the rich lack empathy" but we all lack something,we lack the feeling of eachotherthe fact someone else is on this planetsomeone who doesnt act like you,who doesnt live like you,who ... » Continue Reading
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