vibes vibes vibes

let me start with the main thing on my mind. Im more scared of the internet now than when i was a kid. i didnt give a shit back then i was tough as hell. but now  im scared to scroll on wesbites and click links. :0 i dont wanna see fr gore, that shit's crazy.

 I asked my boss to check my email before i sent it so i didnt sound shitty. and he said "itd?" i was like ?. and i saw it, yeah i said it'd, he said he didnt know you could do that and be grammatically correct. 

i mean idk. its ya know, i dont think itd work out.

its so a word.

I love my coworkers yall. I dont like, like work family. but i feel so cozy around 3 of my corworkers. idk what it is. i need to calm down about it lol

im not like doing anything about it/talking about it. but i need to not feel as cozy around them as i do. the vibes off them are so pleasent, they are like warm spots of sun in the grass some how. like when im next to them i want to take a nap.

my mom tells me when i was younger i used to love um, whats it called. parallel play? 

*looks it up* "a form of social engagement where individuals share the same physical space while focusing on their own separate activities."

okay, and i still do. i have one friend i can do this with, they dont mind silence, and we can just sit and read or draw in the same room its so nice. and like the couch from date everything was in my top 5, and all he does is sit in silence.

so i think thats kinda whats going on with them. they give me good vibes cause they can be chill in silence i think?

woah my font.

hm, anyway. i think i think about work too much. but this is fine also? gotta think about somethin.

Got some extra hours, so ill be over there tomorrow too. ran out of chips, gonna grab some on the way home from work for nachos.

yus.