"Normal"

I woke up today, put on a movie and just zoned out entirely.

I thought of things like "what if I was a boy? What if I punched that kid who makes fun of me? What if I was good looking?" The regular stuff. Then I thought, "what if I was normal".

If I was born the way society expects of me to be, I imagine a straight girl who gets straight A's. Sometimes I wish I was like that, but then where would my personality go?

I want to stop thinking things like that, because I know who I am and I know what's really me. I have all my interests and I have my own identity. I'm just me, and that makes me think that there's nothing really normal in life.

Things are just like, ideal maybe, what people want but everyone's different and wants different.

I have nothing else to say except that there is no normal and everyone is who they are, this was a bit of a ramble but y'know.