Work work work

okay so a few days ago was my first day at my acting job(for training) and it was lowkey insane

we did this thing called wolf training where you go from like 100% human to full werewolf and it's exactly as weird as it sounds. just a bunch of us getting progressively more feral together lmao (it’s so odd having grown men bark at you😭!!)

anyway they showed us around and put us in practice rooms, i got this hillbilly deer hunting room and i was THRIVING. literally hugging a corpse prop calling it pa, fully committed to the bit

but then auditions happen and they throw me in the vampire room?? like how do i go from hillbilly to vampire but okay. i tried the whole "welcome to my home" thing but their faces were so blank and judgmental i started genuinely panicking. like full hyperventilating in the cornerT_T

big mike (i love big mike) sees me mid panic attack and just goes "use that"

so next round i jump out, hit them with the scare, then i'm like SCREAMING at them to get out, it's not safe here, why would you come here, literally sobbing and hyperventilating

they LOVED. sometimes your mental breakdown IS the audition i guess

Sigh the only bad part is now I’m gonna work in the vampire room so I gotta figure out if I’m gonna be a victim or a vampire so I can start creating my character and story😭!!