Sun, 11 Oct

woke up around 8 AM, took my meds, and tried to exist for a bit. lay in bed for way too long with my plushies, just staring at the wall until I finally had the energy to get up.

finally got dressed in my favorite dark alt outfit, layered lace skirt, graphic long-sleeve, and fluffy leg warmers. did my makeup while watching some anime on my tablet (current fixation: Nekopara). honestly, doing eyeliner and watching anime is the perfect distraction. managed to get a decent selfie, too.

spent the rest of the morning gaming at my desk until around 1 PM. holding my plushie, listening to key clicks, and completely losing track of time as usual.

headed over to my bestie’s place around 2 PM. headphones on, music playing, watching the rain hit the bus window.

spent the afternoon hanging out at her place since it was Sunday and everything was dead outside anyway. later we went for a little walk through the streets, grabbing our usual energy drinks (Red Bull and Monster, obviously). just talking, listening to music, and losing track of time before it started getting dark and i had to head home.

heading back home on the evening bus, completely exhausted from the day. watching the dark streets pass by through the window, headphones still in. ready to just crash as soon as i'm back.

finally made it back home and immediately changed into comfortable clothes, pink Hello Kitty pj pants and an oversized hoodie. stepped outside in the dark for a quick cigarette to wind down and clear my head after the day.

poured some tea into my Kuromi mug to warm up. spent the next hour or so sitting around, playing Roblox on my tablet and messing with avatar customization.

ate some sushi for dinner while drinking a white Monster Ultra. a bit later, grabbed a bag of Crunchips and opened another Monster while chilling in my room for the rest of the evening.

watched some more anime on my tablet surrounded by my plushies to wrap up the night. finally took off all my makeup with cotton pads before getting completely ready for bed.

stepped back outside for another cigarette in my Hello Kitty pj pants and cracked open another Monster (Ultra Strawberry Dreams). very healthy, i know ik, but whatever works to wind down.

grabbed another drink, honestly lost count at this point and stayed on Discord chatting until 11 PM, completely surrounded by my desk plushies and figures. still not quite ready to call it a night.

finally crawled into bed around 11 PM under my softest blankets with my plushies. spent the next hour doing some brainrot doom scrolling on my phone before finally passing out around midnight.