1 - first time, kinda nervous

I'm super anxious about the concept of existing and doing things publicly so i'm going to use this blog as my exposure therapy or whatever :'D

I'm going to treat it as a sort of diary, even though my life is not that exciting. 

Hmm, nothing really interesting happened today, (or during the whole month of august so far for that matter, since I'm sort of forced to be at my family's house until the 30th ).

I haven't had irl human contact outside of my family members for a while and so I'm really looking forward to the 14th, when my boyfriend will be coming over, and to the 15th when some of our friends will be joining us for a day or two. 

These days i've mostly been working out, studying a little for my exams in september, drawing, and out of boredom I started playing Mystic Messenger again lol

omg i did not expect the gif to be this gigantic.
I used to play it in 2020 and lqserbeam reinstalling it made me want to play it again as well.

What else... well, I'm keeping an eye on two cellar(?) spiders called Meringa and Besciamella. Meringa used to be in my bedroom but i had to move her in july for various reasons. She was gravid at some point and afterwards laid eggs but the eggs fell on the floor, so now i don't know what will happen. 
On the other hand, Besciamella is in my bedroom. I only noticed her a couple days ago so I'm still not super attached to her, but she's cute and pretty small compared to Meringa. 
I used to have a small and adorable jumping spider called Gerard around my bedroom as well, but i can't find him anymore which makes me extremely sad.

And then there's one last thing: I bought a bass guitar in july, but since my parents are annoying I had to send it to a friend's address. And then I haven't been able to visit said friend at all, and probably won't be able to until the end of the month when my staying at my family's house duties will be over :(
So I also look forward to september starting, even though i have to take a couple of exams that month which makes me really anxious. 

Well, that's it i guess :D