depression is just the worst thing ever because I can be trying and doing great then all of the sudden I wont move for a whole week
like I can do the same workout for two weeks np, pushing my limits getting stronger and it feels great, then all of the sudden the same workout just becomes 10x harder for no reason?
it feels like I'm not going all out even through I'm putting in all I can, I know what I can do because I've done it before but it just hurts, but I'm really spiteful like that so I'll push my biology as far as I can and try to get my 100% back
matter over mind because my head is holding me back
Comments
Displaying 1 of 1 comments ( View all | Add Comment )
GoldnSilver^^
Still proud of you for trying, you js reminded me of chiyo with the saiki ref and the exercise. You're doing great even if you're not doing as much as you think you can, keep going