Hello little Ziggy where have you been even!!

Hi lol I'm alive!! I haven't been very active lately.. I've mainly just been in my head. I went to band camp and I've been drained ever since. Senior year is coming up, and it's been messing with me really bad. I'm scared adulthood will somehow rip away everything I enjoy. I want to keep up with all my friends. I want to move, but I don't have the money to do it. And I haven't been able to bring myself to do anything, really. and it makes me feel gross. I've figure I'm quite happy single, and that realtionships always make me feel unnatural or suffocated (even if some of my friends don't take me seriously). I've been drawing a lot, though. Which makes me feel better. I think i'm just in a funk. I've gotten into Eddsworld, which is nice. I'm upset about Norway losing the world cup also. I'm thinking of moving out with my best friend after college, but my other best friend as recently been eager for me to leave with her. It's stressing me a bit. My birthday also passed! I turned 17. In all honesty, I still feel 15. Maybe that's for the better right now. I've gotten into the Beatles, and my favorite is Ringo. I'm trying to get back into writing for my OCs. But it's been difficult now that school is over.

I don't expect y'all to read all of this. But I figured I would talk about my life a bit. That's what blogs are for, yeah? xx