moving to washington.

    I'm so excited to get out of Idaho. I've been needing a fresh slate for a long time and this is it. no more being scared to go anywhere because I'm scared of ex friends, time to become my own person. to get a job again for the first time in a long time, and not being scared of seeing toxic ex friends around town. I can actually fall in love with myself instead of being scared ill never get out of this shit hole, I got 6 months, the clock starts now. 

    I'm so excited to go to actually good shows and good anime conventions, I'm gonna actually make friends that don't hate me, [I hope or at least have a better time finding them] its gonna be tough at first but so so so worth it. its been our dream for almost 5 years maybe ill reach out to other scene queens around Washington and make friends before I move too...

    I feel bad for leaving my dad and siblings behind, but I feel if I don't take the chance ill never go. plus they will always be able to visit and if they don't come to me, ill go to them. I just don't want them to feel sad for leaving again like when I had to run away. but if I didn't do that, id probably be gone, so it was necessary, like this....

    this will be good for my animals, all that fresh air and trees, plus I can pretend to be a creepypasta in the woods lol, or make creepypasta content for tiktok at least. As well as best of all, we can renew our vows in our dream location, and have a small proper wedding without fear of who will or wont come, its literally a dream come true.

    this is so scary yet so amazingly exciting I cant wait.