today wasnt as bad as i thought it would be

ha(d)ving a good call with my girlfriend, talked to her yesterday about a lack of communication between us and she took it well, so that was nice.

i did spaz on my friends though. it felt nice finally telling them what i thought! i do a lot socially to try to keep good spirits with them and it doesnt feel nice to be essentially ganged up on for having an opinion of “X artist is bad.” I dont try to talk vaguely about my circumstances on here cause i wanna treat it like an online diary, but thats essentially what it was about. girl kept irritating me about a joke i made because I personally dont like the artist, then ended the conversation THE FIRST TIME as I was getting mad. then somebody else comes into the conversation to add on to her opinion. All i said was that X artist was average and not notable and i was being treated like i had said i hater her and wanted her to die. kind of unloaded about a year and a couple months of irritancy and nobody’s talked in the channel i ranted in since. I dont really care anymore nor feel bad, because thats just how i feel about everything and there’s nothing that can be done to change that

but aside from that, i cut the bush outside. it went better than expected, honestly didnt take that long. my state got an influx of mosquitoes, but OFF worked. so glad, wish i got the bug spray sooner lol