updaate update

i hope you HAPPY HALLOWEEEEEEEEN in my regular show wizard voice

i started writing this on halloween night and i took too long so now i gotta speak from halloween past tense

i have been up to things...

some would say..no good

OC MAKING and THE BAND!

so in OC MAKING

i have been trying to split myself into 3 or 2 parts. i know that alexithymia makes it near impossible for me to really calculate myself and my feelings. and ive always had INSANE compassion and empathy abilities, on some steven universe shit, so why not split myself into characters so i can analyze THEM whilst analyzing ME.

its genius innit

and knowing i work better with concepts than in just regular freeform, it brings me to my next idea, writing and playing through the characters.

thatll be THE BAND im starting..not irl ! of course, i think im kind of impossible to work with.

my ideas are too weird and in-the-moment and sporadic, and my workflow is the same. its rarely the same twice and yeah i cant imagine anyone else having the patience to put up with my weirdness sooo next best thing.. ill just MAKE a band by myself, yeah?

i think its the next best thing to do. i always wanted to be in a band or collab or make music with other people but, again, i work weird. so ill make ocs, characters i can express through and make albums under them. theyll collab or have rivalries with other bands, artists ill make music under, cool shit like that

only issue is i suck ashh at drawing, but maybe i can find anotha way.

now...

part 2 of THE BAND...the instruments

i am..hopefullyy.. getting a bass, an amp and a drumset, cheapish this christmas  HOPEFULLY., so i think ill have a bass player, a drummer and uh, weirdo vocalist. im still gonna work with samples though, if i can pull of what im gonna try, this could be some coool shit. i thoguht about getting a harp but those are huge man, this drum set aint shit compared to that and the price too.

im gonna try to keep making these characters. i need to practice drawing

hi