LAST 2 DAYS HAVE BEEN A DISASTER

haiii guys!!! so yesterday i had a performance, (the only thing i've been blogging about) and it went SO SO SO bad. i actually don't think it could have gone worse. i messed up 3 things on the drums. 1 of them was the timing, the whole 2nd part of the last song i messed up the timing. and in the very first song i didn't hit the snare for a part, and for another part i hit the rim of the snare (and that barley makes no sound so i might of well not even hit it) anyways we got last place. :'[ also our keyboard player moved country and i only found out today so we were all a bit off last night because she wasn't there. she did apologues tho and i can't really be angry at her. 

anyways after the concert my grandparents picked me up, and when im sad i lose my appetite. they told me they were gonna buy me dinner and i told them i wasn't that hungry just bit thirsty, and they took me to a tavern. i was jst so overwhelmed and didn't want to be there. i got a kids cheese burger with chips and jst had the burger, but i felt like throwing up. now looking back i know they were just doing a nice thing but i just wanted to go home and sleep. anyways i got home and everyone was asleep cuz of how late i got back. then when i woke up every one was gone to my younger sisters friends birthday party. i made myself breakfast cuz i didn't eat enough food yesterday. my family was gone to that party so i didn't see my dad until i got back from my drumming lesson i have every fortnight at like 4pm, and when i got there my stepmum. who technically isn't anymore (it's a long story) was there so i couldn't really talk to him about how last night sucked and how i was really upset about it.

but anyways today my older sister took me to go shopping for school stuff for her and when we got out of the shop there was a photo of a naked girl on her windshield??? idk who did it but it was weird. and she said i could drive her car tonight but idk if she is still gonna let me, its getting late now. 

i also need to get a job soon cuz i really need braces and my dad is broke again. i jst want my teeth to be fixed =( 

and to top it all off i have a head ach, my nose is runny, and my thoat really hurts so im going to get sick and most likely not be able to go to school if i get any worse then i feel now. 

yay