I FEEL LIKE SUCH A NERD LOSER sometimes for being straight edge. Like i REFUSE to bring up the fact that i am until i have to cuz its lowk embarrassing…..
see like my whole thing is that i know a lot of straight edge people are kinda arrogant about being straight edge but personally i just can’t trust myself around substances LOL (and lowk traumatized by other addicts… BESIDES the point.)
also funny enough being straight edge at my age seems to be the ultimate sin when being alt for some reason. I can’t find a single alternative person in my area who is willing to hang out with me without drinking 3 million beers and smoking pot.. and then i catch SOOO many strays for being some sort of snobby loser who doesn’t like fun…… so in turn i don’t really get to make that many irl alt friends…
kinda depressing 😭😭😭 anyone else have this issue?? i don’t hate people who aren’t straight edge at all and i get it’s just fun and games, but bro i don’t want to have to drink or smoke JUST to hang out…..
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omg i didn't even know what being a 'straight edge' was i had to look it up. But i feel like this too, i was at this punky "sober bar" by this market i shop at and the whole place reeked of weed. Like not to be mean but i thought a "sober bar" would mean everyone there is sober not just of alcohol, but weed, shrooms anything. And i was talking to this guy who had a drink and he said he felt drunk and come to find out it had mushrooms in it and the menu didn't say it had mushrooms in it just a punny mushroom name. It is so normalized in not just alt communities but most to bring substances or alcohol to the function. It's honestly so exhausting.(◞‸ ◟)💧