i wanna be everything

I found this really cool roses theme that i really like so im gonna main this now. But i was editing my profile and in the interests section under all the sub categories like movies and tv i had to really try to remember my favourites of each and idk how that makes me feel. There is a lot but i dont think that matters i think what does is me having to go to my letterboxd and goodreads to find the stuff that i have resonated with the most. It's the same thing with my profile picture. I had to look forever to find something that felt like me and i did find this A$AP one that i really like but it doesn't feel like wyatt typpa shit or something that represents me. All this combines to make me feel consumed i guess in all my interests so I might like media detox and try to focus on stuff that is me. Now though im listening to Channel Orange and I have a special connection to Blonde it means so much to me but Channel Orange might be better i just dont know why lol.