all my friends are travelling and i bedrot

every since i have become a teenager and have moved into a strict rather boring country.. i haven’t traveled at all AND ALL MY FRIENDS ARE!!! 

my summer consists of bedrotting ugh i hate it… i wanna cry. dont get me wrong however i AM grateful like people are in war zones etc but i wish i can travel i wish to explore the world and different cultures and communicate with open minded people. i miss actually communicating with strangers etc and also im more fluent in english than the language of the country ive moved into which ugh sucks bc theres so much i want to say :( but this language barrier is restricting me.