going crazy over an ex

Heyo!

Today my ex texted me saying she wanted to be friends. She had blocked me until today on everything and came back out of nowhere so I was kind of taken aback. 

I broke up with her because of her jealousy that made every moment that I “dared” to enjoy without her feel me guilty about myself and some other personal stuff…

At first I told her I wanted nothing to do with her anymore, but I found out it’s not so easy saying no to someone you used to love.

Anyway… I told her I would be thinking about meeting with her over the weekend.

I’m thinking of at least giving her a chance and if it doesn’t work out to say goodbye for good even if everyone told me not to :/

I didn’t think it was this hard to have an ex! 

Here’s a very short poem I wrote about it:

(Friends)

And yet if you asked me to come back

I’m afraid I’d be fine with that

I’m not okay