Monday, June 1st

hello everyone… 

i’m feeling a bit different today. i started my new job today, and now that im home again i cant help but feel this unshakable sense of dissatisfaction. i started at mcdonald’s as a crew member, and after four months of searching for employment, this is the only thing i could secure. i have six years of work experience, most of it being management. i used to manage the hot topic at the mall of america, and the only job i could get now is mcdonald’s?

i don’t want to come off as ungrateful, and im definitely not shaming mcdonald’s as a place of employment, but i can’t help but feel like im meant for so much more than this. i cried on the way home listening to piano man by billy joel. kinda cringe.

anyways, i’m gonna try to keep my head up and work harder for the things that i want. i want to be known as an artist, and i want to be able to live without worrying about when my next meal is or whether or not im gonna end up on the street. sorry for the heavy post today.. hopefully tomorrow will be better. 

thank you for reading, and i hope you all have a wonderful day. happy pride month <3

levy out