[BLOG] I wish I was a doll

Like the toys. I want to be beautiful and cherished and loved. I was to be dressed up and carried everywhere.

Maybe I will be a porcelain doll with hand-painted features and treated as very valuable and handled with care

Maybe I will be a puppet who makes people smile and have other people tell me what to do so I won't continue to be tortured by indecision or emotional mistakes

Maybe I will be a rag doll made special for someone and held every night

I just. Don't want to be human anymore. If I ever was.