don't know if there's a word for this but a lot of times I feel like I'm not really real or not tethered to reality. like I'm living life on autopilot while I'm off somewhere else, like I have to remind myself of who I am and what my life is all about, and just where exactly I am in the world, like I'm not living in the present iykwim
sometimes I'll spend like a good 3 days just doing jack shit while daydreaming until I have a breakdown without knowing why
and I'm just wondering if anyone else feels like this or if there's a word for this
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Jasmine Boba Tea
ugh i get it too. like, i feel things and stuff but my mind wanders and i feel dull all the time. i call it being ungrounded, where your consciousness is constantly slipping in and out of reality.
i've had it for around 2 years and it sucks ass because it makes suicide seem really pretty (to me at least).
it might be something else though
very much so
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i did do sh way back then and that did help as well as some other things but it hurt too much so its not worth
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Dissociation and derealization
Also probably depersonalization
Dissociation sounds most like it, would explain my shit memory 2
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