everyone hates being exicted and i dont really know why

okay so i get excited very easily when i comes to things or people i love, and i mean like screaming jumping up and down excitment

but apparently this isnt normal and i should shut up which is pretty weird because i just thought............everyone.........got very very excited

living in a world full of people obsessed with being "nonchalant" and mysterious is really getting to me..... like gang???? i though we were supposed to be joyous.....?????? why is everyone so emotionless. like hello?? hello????

i feel like im talking to a brick wall everytime i interact with someone like this, WHY are you not LAUGHING and having FUN why are you just SITTING THERE?!?!?! TALK BACK PLEAAASEEE STOP NODDING AND SMILING SAY SOMETHING SAY SOMETHING!!!!!

(no hate to people who are naturally deadpan or anything. i am just very confused and feel very weird.)

sorry for the very short blog, i will make it up tomorrow trust!!!!!!

-texas, 10, 5, 26

this picture of anthony michael hall explains my everyday emotion perfectly