writing writing bleh bleh bleh

lowkey bro... i cannot stop writing in my diary and writing really strange things in my notes app. notes app never sees daylight and my diary (yeah i've started calling it a diary now. journal is a boring word) has only been seen by two close friends. but anyways all i've been doing in them is re-learning keposhka so i can actually read it at the mcr concert, writing about secrets i wish i could tell people, writing about my sweet angel baby agent cooper, and making up hypothetical band names, album titles, and song titles. a good slowcore one (i hate that genre name. for context that the name won't give you, slowcore is agonizing acoustic that can have a few shoegaze elements if you're cool) i came up with is "congrats, you tried" by "the diner burned". the band name comes from seeing that ruby's diner burn down in california, which was my favorite restaurant in the world when i was little, and the album title is just something boring and loser-y i came up with. i wish i could be a musician again but my guitar is still being shipped to us after the move. there's so much cool stuff i wanna make but obviously i need my guitar. and i wanna get fl studio the tyler the creator way. he knows whats up.

one more thing, some good slowcore bands: red house painters (i hate the singer so much he is gross), carissa's wierd (their typo is intentional), tram, duster, eiafuawn, helvetia, i think horse jumper of love qualifies??