Job hunting is demoralizing

Because I'm sure even Olive Garden wants more from their applicants than one previous job that lasted a single year before state laws forced it to shut down, that I didn't even really apply for of my own will, but rather I was pigeonholed into it by my LifeCoach. I held a Tops internship for about a month and a volunteer at a cat shelter for a couple months. That's all.

All I can think about is I wasted valuable formulative years because I was sure I'd become a cartoonist and didn't want to build any real work skills. Surprise, turns out my art isn't with Jack shit, either. The county fair board didn't even want to display my work where anyone would be able to find it this year. Now I'll be lucky if I even get a job as a dishwasher because I have nothing else to show. My worst and most destructive enemy was myself.