Do people care about themself?

I'm writing this out of pure boredom and i want to ask a question:do people really care about themself?

Let me explain.In these last weeks I feel like I only care about other people's ideas.I know it's wrong but I can't help it.Most of the things that I do is for other people's approvation.

All the comics that I read,all the album I listen to,the food I eat,how I dress,how I speak,how I text people etc.

Lately I want to get rid of this habit but it's really difficult,so I'm gonna ask you,do you care about yourself?

On this website I see a lot of cool people who plays guitar,skates,have a big book collection etc. and I'm really amused because I can't specialize in anything and that makes me feel uncomfortable about myself.It's like I'm wasting my teenage years and I hate this feeling because it's like something is haunting me over and over again.

I can't really have an hobby,the only things that I do willingly is like playing videogames,doomscroll or go training boxing.I tried to do things that I found cool but my brain just stop learning after a while.

This brings me to do thing against my will and then blame myself.