Is it just me or does life feel like it's going by way too fast?
Like, one second it's the start of the school year and the next second it's the start of the NEXT school year.
It's so stressful.
I just want to have time to goof off and be a stupid teenager who makes mistakes and does dumb shit.
But lately all I can do is lock in and do life stuff for my future.
It feels like I can't be a teenager anymore.
It just feels like I have to be all grown up already.
It's only been 16 years.
Why do I have to work towards success already?
It feels like all that matters is grades and school and work and money.
I wish it would all slow down.
I wish I could be silly and childish like I want.
But then everyone tells me to grow up and act my age.
I do.
They just all act too grown.
I'm so tired of locking in.
I wanna lock out.
I want people my age to act childish like we used to.
But I guess I'm just not acting my age.
Whatever, I guess.
Anyway, that's all I wanted to talk about.
Ivy out ✌
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BimboMe
Heyyy <3
I saw you’re only 16 yo and lemme tell you, you’re not crazy.
Like you probably might be more aware than your actual surrounding abt the value of time and life. But I swear, you’re not the only one to think this way. Please keep true to yourself and don’t change for others but ofc , sometimes you have to adapt a bit to make life easier but it doesn’t mean you’re changing your whole being!!
Sometimes you also realize that adults are literally grown kids with responsibilities, you can act childish with the right person ( to be cringe is to be free lol)
Also if you, like readings you should take a look on some philosophy books, everybody grows with their own philosophy and books or movies or art could help you feel reassured about your feelings.💋
Thank you so much omg you have no idea how much this means to me <3
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