so boreddd

i get rlly bored most of the time like yk i watch anime, tv shows, play games and hangout with my pets when i need a break from stuff or just listen to music that's my usual day to day life. it gets really lonely not having anyone to talk to. im usually the one to reach out to people but i kinda stopped doing that now cuz if someone was interested in talking to me they would go out there way to talk to me yk and actually be into the conversation but yk it's whatever. i go to college, go back home and do my assignments and that's really just how my day goes. it's been like that for the whole summer and it just feels like everything is going on in a loop and not many new things happening. summer doesn't feel the same as it used to and it's too hot outside to do anything. (not like i can rlly go outside on my own) bc of how strict my mom is. so i just feel like a fat fucking chud honestly bc im unemployed and all not to say that im not enjoying it i am but i also wish i was employed so i can maybe go out more get some money and save up and stuff. maybe one of these days hopefully i can get somewhere in my life where i want to be.