Im stressing out (^-^;

Theres a convention i want to go to, its in three months, its the herofestival and i wanna go as Liz Sherman (from the comic, im not a fan of the movies because why the hell you would you put liz with hellboy??!! Thats like her brother.the movies did not win my heart.).

Its been months that i was supposed to make the cosplay but i didnt and now i have to start and its in just three months!! I wanna try to mostly use some of my clothes and make it myself (to the best of my abilities).

Ill try to find a jacket that looks like liz’s and ill embroyed the B.P.R.D logo myself. I'll put on a black top under, with some dark blue jeans and brown boots, buy a dark purple wig and orange contacts. But my problem is her fucking belt, i dont know how to make this sort of thing myself and whenever i search for a belt pouch/practical belt i just dont find the right thing, either it doesnt look like hers at all or its the exact replica and its 400€ (im not jocking), mayble i'll try to find a way to make it myself but if i do, i dont think its gonna look good. I also dont wanna buy from amazon or sites like this because they exploit their workers and i dont wanna give my money to corrupt rich white men. 

I might die of stress before i can even go to that conv 🥲

I just wanted to complain a little, anyway, good night everybody.

-JulytoSeptember.