i wanna do so manny happy things but i have no energy

(plz ignore this if you just wanna have fun bc this post is not fun)

i sleep well and have no reason to be sad but im scared and im too exhausted to do anything and i want to do something but like i forget what i wanted to do like after two seconds about thinking about it. My momory is getting worse and worse for months and i used to have really good memory, and now i cant remember what was yesterday, 5 minutes ago or a second ago. Everything is so blurry. I wanna do something and then forget. I write it down and forget i wrote it. And also i never misspelled words before but now its happening like crazy. Even if i see the word underlined red i read it a million times before i realise where the mistake is or dont even realised it bc i dont remember how words used to be written. Same thing happens when im talking in any language, i mix up words, replace the words accidentally with similarly or completely different sounding ones or just cant remember a word. THis has made it difficult to talk. And when i write i sometimes even accidentally write a word backwards or in wrong order and one of my hands became slower than the other while im writing. I wanna say that by writing i mean only typing those stuff with writing only happnes when i type btw.