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hi guys ,

when i was younger i used to close my eyes and try make my way around my house without error , i unintetionally made myself really good at navigating in the dark lol

maybe i'm good in the dark (not around friends SINCE THEY GRAB ME LOL) , but yeah dude

i made this cause , i really like textures and feelings , i like rough gravel and dirt , i like silk and cotton. I can close my eyes and idk it's pretty nice.

My vision is bad so since i can't see that good (i can see in front of me of course , just not well) , so being able to close my eyes and just feel , like having your feet in water or in sand. When i'm at an outing i just kinda sit there and feel (when nobodies there ofc im no freaK! xD

Maybe it feels so nice since it's grounding , i close my eyes and ignore the possibility of someone even looking at me , i feel i can breathe deeper and better air and like i'm anchored to the Earth.

i do not like being perceived , i do not like being stared at. (does ANYONE?)

It's weird but the mean stares i get aren't as hurtful as the ones where you can't entirely place the emotion on their face , their eyes sorta do it all , the tension in their eyebrows and jaw too , i can just tell it's distain , or i'm just SUPER anxious. lol.

Idk here's my brain.

Have a nice day , thx 4 reading

- Mar