I miss being 14

College life is so exhausting, I hate that everything is just an ounce of raindrops from a stormy cloud. I can't be too sure if I make it.

I miss myself when I was 14, because I used to be so creative and outgoing. Even if that was the most depressing shit in my teenage life I still remember the time I could draw alot of stuff back then, I was filled with creativity. Life back then wasn't perfect, I never wanted to return to be a 14 year old again, I'm yearning for that feeling where I'm proud of my artwork, make cool stuff and be enthusiastic.

Now I can grow out my hair but what at cost? </3