is anyone’s brain like proactive?

I swear I could be doing anything and some random opinion starts talking in my head for absolutely NO reason. Then I start arguing with myself?? Also contridicting etc etc.. After that moment it goes quiet then starts singing some random song I heard back in 2017 that I don’t remember the lyrics too? What the hell. Right after that happened my brain starts asking heaps of questions. Genuinely I have over 1000 questions a day. Even while typing, writing? Whatever. Even while making this my brain is singing Angel With A Shot Gun? “I’m not even in my Gacha Phase anymore…” I say after watching glrv all week. But that’s not the topic..

My brain has a mind of its own. Half of the time people think I have a hearing problem due to always saying “huh” after someone says something but my brain is like so slow that everything I heard sounds like scrambled baloney.(is that a thing? idk i hate baloney). I could talk in my head about a bunch of useless shitty things like for instance, did you know — actually i forgot what I was going to write but okay..?

NO WAY I FREAKIN FORGOT WHAT I WAS WRITING HALF WAY THROUGH.

Anywho.

What I mean about the hearing thing is that the second I hear someone/something talk, it sounds like gibberish. Is that an actual medical condition? I’ll search it up later orr. Now I suppose. This probably won’t be posted when I finish this due to me going off track but yeah

So after a five minute search I found it’s called APD (Auditory Processing Disorder)— which I don’t think I have for real. I can tell sounds apart pretty much. Although it’s not all the symptoms  I probably don’t have it and it’s just stress. So I’m NOT self diagnosing. Maybe I’ll check with a doctor another time. 

I went really off topic.

All of this is unnecessary bullshit so..

Do as you please or read my rambling