IT'S MY BIRTHDAY TODAY. THE 22ND OF JULY..... 🥹❤️🩹
If it wasn't my birthday I would have probably made an entry on the 25th because I have a crippling obsession with dates and numbers and now it's lwk PISSING ME OFF. 🤬💔
I can't bring myself to do certain things BC it's the 16th or something. Any date or number with 3, 6, and 9 in it I cannot STAND IT. I've been wanting to paint lately but I haven't been able to bring myself to do it because I haven't found the right date to do it. I also have to do certain things at certain times of the day, those times being:
10AM. 10:25. 10:45. 11AM. 12AM. 12:45. 1PM. 1:25. 1:45. 2PM. 2:45. 3PM. 4PM. 4:25. 5PM. 5:25. 5:45. 7PM. 7:25. 7:45. 8PM. 8:25. 8:45. 10PM. 10:25. 10:45. 11PM. 12AM.
And this continues every single day. 💔 Basically I have to see these certain times every day, and I get upset if I don't see them which is STUPID. I also have to add a period or five periods at the end of any sentence I say, which is recent and I hope this one is temporary BC it pisses me off too.....
I wish I wasn't so fixated on these things BC it's GENUINELY holding me back sm and I don't know how to stop. Anyways I'm done now, bye bye..... 🥹❤️🩹
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420miserable
HAPPPPY BDAY
8iridescent8
HAPPY BDAYYY and i had phase where i also struggled with certain times, but i kinda rrmoved clocks from my room and made clock on my phoen same color as background so you cant see it while also placing bit of tape in upper corner where that smaller clock is so i dotn look at it and it helped!:D