ion wanna go back to school but kinda do at the same time

im going into junior year this year, and last year kicked my ass bro, mainly cause of chemistry

i got so tired of the work and all the studying i had to do for a bunch of shit, and i just wanted it to be over

i hope that this year isnt that bad and i think it wont mainly cause im not taking chemistry, last year wouldnt been way better if fuckin chemistry wasnt a requirement

like bro, i understand that youre not gonna use everything you learn in school in the future, and anything past sixth grade is more to train your brain, but why the HELL would you make chemistry something that you HAVE to take, literally nobody cares about it and all it does is maybe fuck up your gpa

enough of my chemistry rant, but i wanted summer to start so bad last year, so i could get a rest from all that shit

i think that this year will be a little more chill, i kinda dont understand why people say that junior year is like the hardest year or something

with my lineup of classes i think im chilling but i may be wrong at the same time

i go to an arts school along with my home high school and ive been taking jazz there for like 2 years, learned i bunch of theory and shit there, also learned how to play my instrument better

ngl its getting a little annoying cause i dont wanna do music and stuff like that for my career, and i more wanna do it on the side of engineering and stuff like that

i also kinda just wanna make gabber on a computer or some shit, i dont feel like playin trombone anymore, lowk losing my passion

but yeah that was pretty tiring but summer also gets boring

and then when i go back to school i want it to end

i just hope this year aint as bad as last year, last year was rough

gotta take the sat and shit but i think i got that in the bag

i didnt know i needed 2 foreign language credits to go to a four year so i have to do that, although i heardw you could just do it at the college

i dont feel like practicing my instrument or anything like that anymore, i just wanna get the stuff i need done yknow

this was just like a little rant/talk thing about stupid school shit hope you enjoyed my friends peace