this shit sucks

have u ever just been in that kind of mood that whenever someone looks at you wrong you want to throw a brick at them? yeah.  its like not even funny. where you feel like you want to cry but you never do, and you just hate existence. sometimes I just wanna curl up in a dark corner and cry. and sometimes when you make even a tiny mistake you feel like you just ruined your entire existence and everyone's gonna hate you for the rest of you life? I hate that kinda mood. I'm pissed off and sad. I just wanna go home man :/. its just something about today that makes me wanna fucking break things. like damn! sometimes my entire fucking mood changes whenever I see one person I don't like! its fucking annoying! and then I'm like, moody for the rest of the day and I come off as a rude person to my friends because they think I'm mad at them! its stupid as fuck. and I feel like I just got hit by a fuckin freight train, I'm bored as shit and I have no motivation or energy to do anything lately.

fun tip I found! draw on your hand (or a sheet of paper) what you feel / your emotions but put it in shapes and colors, or a core (Weirdcore/dreamcore/ any u like :) and go draw/color untill you feel better. even if its a little bit! its helped me a lot through the years :)!