i've always had issues with telling people how i ACTUALLY feel about things. it makes me feel so fake, and i suppose i am from lying so much, but at the end of the day, i just think its better then telling the truth. people can be sensitive, especially people online. its better seeing people enjoy my company then to make them upset. i don't blame people who are sensitive, don't get me wrong. i'm a bit sensitive myself when it comes to certain things. i just wish i could speak more of my mind without worrying if the other person freaks out about what i said.
even with my partner, as much as i love him, i lie about how i feel sometimes. not about huge things, like if i love him or not. of course i do! i only ever lie about small things, like how ive been feeling that day or about my parents. I still feel bad for doing it, though.
maybe its just my paranoia that keeps me lying. i've made people upset accidentally before, lost friends because of it, and i'd do anything to avoid it from happening again. anyways, that's enough from me
GEORGIE OUT !!!
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AL<3
yea it can be very hard being honest with ppl sometimes, it takes a lot fo trust in the relationship to know that honesty wont tear the relationship, espetially when it is out of character for u and it might be a bit suprising on their end. is there any way for u to micro-dose honesty so it doesnt feel like such a big step?
КРИПТИД
yeah dude, you feel fake because you show a fake face LMAO
its good to be genuine, especially if you want to keep genuine relationships. trust me, it doesnt take much to lose every social connection you have just by being paranoid and angry.