Finally posting smth after 3 months!!!! yayyy!!!! wooo!!!!

Damn it has been a while since i posted anything here LMAO. anyways i thought i'd say a few mildly interesting thinks that happened while i was away

Me and my dad moved houses

I joined a rlly cool friend group irl (I FINALLY HAVE FRIENDS THAT DON'T CALL ME WEIRD????? I FINALLY HAVE MORE THAN 2 FRIENDS???? I FINALLY HAVE FRIENDS THAT WON'T SIT ON MY LAP WITHOUT ASKING AND THEN TELL ME TO SHUT UP AND REFUSE TO GET UP WHEN I TELL THEM TO LEAVE???? I FINALLY HAVE FRIENDS THAT ARE ALSO WEIRD KIDS????? I FINALLY HAVE FRIENDS AT ALL????? i love my friends btw they're amazing and really funny and i love being near them but honestly i'm scared of accidentally ruining all of this)

i found out that one of my classmates is a necrophile,shotacon and darkshipper who would most likely make snuff videos if he ever makes it past 18. he WAS part of the friend group but those things caused him to be kicked out. which i think is actually gonna help my mental health,i already knew those things abt him beforehand but i was desperate for friends who are also weird kids back when i met him (we're from the same class so i met him before i even joined the amazing friend group i'm in rn). being near him and interacting with him was making me do or wanna do things like going back to gurochan or becoming pro-fiction or becoming a darkshipper and ruining my mental health and becoming really problematic just to fit in with him. heck that was even making me want to go on shock sites like run the gauntlet (which happily i didn't do and instead tried to resist the urge ^_^)

I realized that i'm a fictionkin (To everyone who might have ever thought "man i wish white from the among us show was real" oh boy i have great news for you (although i think no one ever thought that). funny how i'm literally nothing like my kintype like wdym an alt broke most likely mentally ill and/or neurodivergent brazilian teenage boy was a capitalist rich nepo-baby white person in a past life???? whar???)

I cut my hair even shorter. i'm passing so well that one of my friend's mom called me a guy. i finally won for once i feel like book winning that challenge in bfdia ifykyk :3

I fell down BAD for blue. they were such an amazing and wonderful and gorgeous and understanding and kind and empathetic and responsible person that even in a whole other life i'm still swooned by them and their personality and way of speaking AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGHHHHHHHHH I'M IN LOVE (guys is this blue x white technically.. heh....)

recently i have been getting a lot of migraines. maybe it's because me and my dad have not been eating that well lmao.

I decided to try to learn how to play the electric guitar. it has been really fun to learn lol

me and my dad had to take care of the neighbour's cat until the cat spilled juice all over my dad's stuff and ate a piece of cake my dad left on the table AND wouldn't stop making noise while my dad had a headache. now the cat officially is NOT allowed to enter our house.

I'm currently trying to think of a way to get a binder without my dad knowing. currently idk what i could do and idk if my friends would be ok with the concept of it being mailed to them and then they give it to me at school or if it could cause them to get into trouble with their parents.

ok that's all i can remember right now i think uhm ok bye guys